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- Previously
on "The Bold Type"...
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- Wow.
- I don't know.
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I mean, I miss my old ones.
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I got a double mastectomy
three months ago.
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These don't feel like me.
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I don't feel like me, and I...
I just really wish I did.
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- I'm glad we got
stuck together today.
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- He is my employee.
- And you like him.
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- How am I gonna do this job
and have a baby?
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- I love you, and I'm here,
and we'll make it happen.
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- So you two are back together?
- We are working on it.
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- "Miles Shaw."
Didn't you date him in college?
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- Where were we?
- Hmm.
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- You got fired, Kat.
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Either you pay
the full mortgage,
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or we are gonna rent
this place out.
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- Or you could just
move in with me.
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- I might take you up on that.
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- Since we're talking
about the apartment,
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there are some rules.
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Utilities are split evenly,
groceries are fair game,
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and if my door is shut,
knock, okay?
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- Will do.
- Reliable Buddy 2.0?
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- Speaking of which,
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I used it for the first time
last night since my surgery.
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- Wow.
- Jane, that's awesome.
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- Bet I know who sparked it.
- Yeah, Scotty.
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- No.
- He reawakened that libido.
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- Hmm, resurrected
your lady boner.
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- No, not Scott, my employee.
- Okay.
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- I just have been feeling
more like myself lately.
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- That's good.
- How about you?
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How are you feeling,
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since you're gonna be
leaving this place?
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- Honestly pretty emotional,
you know?
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It's kind of weird.
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I feel like my entire existence
is in this apartment.
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[bubble wrap pops]
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- That was an accident.
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- She's having a moment.
- Let me have my moment.
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That couch...
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Oh man, I bought that couch
after my first promotion.
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Named her Connie.
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And we binged
"The L Word" together
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when I was figuring out
my sexuality.
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And this table...
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Basically ran my campaign
right here.
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And now I'm storing all of it.
[sighs]
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[bubble wrap pops]
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Sutton, it's enough.
- Can you stop?
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- I just feel like
if we have bubble wrap,
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we should be using it.
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- Okay, we are gonna use it
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'cause there's one more thing
we haven't wrapped.
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- Ah, yes.
- Hey, Kat?
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[giggles]
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[bubble wrap pops]
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- [screams]
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[both laugh]
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[pop music]
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- ♪ All the time,
they're right beside me ♪
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- Where's "The New Yorker"?
The one with the yellow cover?
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- I don't know.
- Oh, here it is.
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This article
by your college boyfriend,
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"In the Knick of Time,"
did you read it?
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- A little bit.
- It's descriptive.
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- Well, he's
a very talented writer.
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- "The moment I saw her,
I fell in love all over again.
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"And when she smiled,
showing her vulnerability,
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I wanted to devour
all her pain."
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Was he writing about you?
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- We were separated, Ian.
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And he's a writer.
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That's what writers do.
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- And yet you keep it
in your nightstand... why?
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- I... I actually
don't even know why.
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We should talk about this later.
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- Yeah, sure thing.
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[melancholy music]
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♪
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- Sutton?
Babe, are you still here?
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Oh, good. You haven't left yet.
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I got something for you.
Open it.
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- Oh, okay.
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[gasps] It's a baby book.
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- Yeah.
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- With baseballs.
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We're not gonna find out
the sex for a while, you know?
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- I know, I know,
but boy, girl, nonbinary...
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They will be required
to love the Yankees.
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- Well, as long as I can
keep loving the Phillies.
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- Okay. [both laugh]
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- Open it.
Look at the first page.
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We get to fill
that one out today.
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- Oh. "Baby's first ultrasound."
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I love it.
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[whispers] Thank you.
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[funky music]
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♪
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[phone pings]
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- Whoa, excuse me.
Excuse me, this is my...
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- Go...
- Sorry.
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Thank you, sorry.
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- Yeah, no, it's... it's
a crowded elevator, so yeah.
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- Yeah.
- [clears throat]
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So did you have a good weekend?
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- I did. You?
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- Yeah, it was mostly
uneventful, but...
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- "Mostly"?
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- Yeah, well, I... I did get
a few things working
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that weren't before, so...
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- Well, that's good.
- Yeah, it is.
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- Can I leave some flyers
here with you?
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I know how many people
you see each day.
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I figure you can pass them on.
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- Of course.
- Here you go.
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- Oh, a domestic
violence shelter.
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That's awesome. - It is.
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- I thought you worked
in finance.
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- I did, but I left
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after my sister was abused
by her husband.
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- Oh, I'm really sorry.
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- She's okay now
thanks to shelters like this.
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I just wanna make a difference,
you know?
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- Yeah, actually I... I do know.
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Hey, do you mind if I talk
to Darby about your work?
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Maybe promote the shelter?
- Yeah, please.
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Every little bit helps.
That's great, yeah.
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- Okay.
- Thanks.
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- Yeah, of course.
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- This too. Thank you so much.
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- [sighs]
- Oh, hey, Georgia.
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Everything go well
with the shoot?
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- Yeah, everything was great.
- You sure?
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- It wasn't the shoot.
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The stylist I hired
for my son's graduation
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just ditched me
for a spread in "Vogue."
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- Oh, no.
- Yeah.
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Do you freelance? - Yeah.
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As long as it doesn't interfere
with this, it's no problem.
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- Great, because
it's in two days,
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and my son needs
some help as well.
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- Well, let's up
your fashion game and his.
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I already have your sizes,
so I can start pulling.
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How about your son? - Size four.
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[chuckles]
He's a rising first grader.
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- Oh, it's
a kindergarten graduation.
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- I'll text you my address.
We can meet after work.
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- That sounds perfect.
- Great, isn't it?
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- It's so great.
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[upbeat music]
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♪
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- Here you go.
- Oh, thanks, Kat.
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- Yeah.
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You know Penny Davenport?
- Mm-hmm.
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- She runs a domestic violence
shelter, and I think
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she'd be a great person
to speak at one of our events.
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- That's a good idea.
- Thank you.
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- I've got to run to a meeting.
Thanks, Kat.
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- Yeah, also...
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I feel like we should
be livestreaming
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these speaking events
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and posting them
to "The Belle" website.
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That way, we're reaching
thousands of women
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instead of just
the people that are here.
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- Mm-hmm.
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- I mean, you could even do,
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like, a more intimate
interview series,
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like a... well,
like a podcast, maybe.
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Women here talk to me all
the time when I'm just working,
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and they have super
interesting stories and ideas.
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And it could be
a casual interview
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from across the bar.
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- With you.
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- Yeah.
- Okay.
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What makes you think you're
the right person to do this?
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- Well, I mean, I used to run
social media at "Scarlet,"
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which was basically curating
content for women by women.
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It's what I do... or did.
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- How about you record
one episode?
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And if I don't like it, then...
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- Then, I mean,
I won't bring it up again.
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Promise. - Okay.
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- Thank you.
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- [gasps] A podcast?
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Oh, my gosh. That's awesome.
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- Yeah, I mean, it's
an oversaturated market,
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and I don't really know
what I'm doing,
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but my parents are shrinks,
and I feel like
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shrinking people is kind
of like interviewing people.
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- Kat, you were made
for this job.
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Ooh, you could call it
"Kat's Got Your Tongue"
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or "Kat-aclysm."
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- Or something without a pun?
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- You could ask Alex for advice.
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Get it? "Ask Alex"?
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- That's actually
a pretty good idea.
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What's going on with Jane?
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- I think that her sex drive
is getting in the way of work,
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or, should I say, her ability
to work with Scotty Too Hotty.
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- Wowie, so we are finally
admitting there's a problem.
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- Okay, fine.
There is a problem.
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- Hmm, I have one word
for you, Jane... Raya.
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- Yeah!
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- I could have a suitable fix
for you
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in, like, less than an hour.
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- No, I can't. Dating, I just...
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Dating is gonna make me think
about Ryan,
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and I'm... I'm not ready
to do that.
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- Okay, well, look,
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it does kind of sound
like your body is ready.
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And that's very different
from dating, so
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unless you wanna accidentally
hook up with your employee...
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- Okay, okay, fine. I will Raya.
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- [gasps]
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[pop music]
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♪
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Hi. - Hey.
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- Hey, Doctor.
- How are you?
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- Good.
- Great.
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- It says here
that this is your first baby.
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- Yes.
- Wow, congratulations.
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- Thank you.
- All right.
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I'll have you lie back,
and just tuck up your shirt,
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tuck down your pants.
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- Sure.
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- I apologize in advance.
Our gel warmer is on the fritz,
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so this is gonna be
a little bit cold.
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- Okay.
- All right.
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- Ooh, that is cold.
[both laugh]
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- How does everything look?
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- Is the machine
on the fritz too?
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- I'm gonna have you
sit up again, please.
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There's no heartbeat.
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I'm so sorry.
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[solemn music]
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- Statistically, 10% of
pregnancies end in miscarriage.
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It's not your fault.
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And just because
it's happened once
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doesn't mean it's
gonna happen again.
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- ♪ Stuck here
in the in-between ♪
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♪
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- Okay, so what now?
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- So now you two wait.
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It should take
up to about 48 hours or so.
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Because it's early
in the pregnancy,
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it's gonna feel
like heavy cramping
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followed by a heavy period.
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In fact, you probably want
to use these pads.
250
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- ♪ Break down here
251
00:11:16,588 --> 00:11:19,548
♪
252
00:11:19,591 --> 00:11:21,158
- I'm sorry.
253
00:11:21,202 --> 00:11:22,899
I'm gonna give you two
a minute, okay?
254
00:11:22,943 --> 00:11:26,424
- ♪ Whoa, oh, whoa, oh
255
00:11:26,468 --> 00:11:28,905
♪
256
00:11:28,949 --> 00:11:32,256
♪ Breathe
257
00:11:32,300 --> 00:11:37,087
♪ Still, I have
to tell myself to breathe ♪
258
00:11:37,131 --> 00:11:39,307
- I just need Darby
to like one episode.
259
00:11:39,350 --> 00:11:41,613
- I saw you rise all the way
to the top of "Scarlet."
260
00:11:41,657 --> 00:11:42,963
You don't do anything
half-assed,
261
00:11:43,006 --> 00:11:44,834
and this podcast
is gonna be no exception.
262
00:11:44,878 --> 00:11:46,923
- Well, thanks. I appreciate it.
263
00:11:46,967 --> 00:11:49,317
Just... I'm trying to find
some direction, you know?
264
00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:51,449
I mean, this podcast feels
like the right step, so...
265
00:11:51,493 --> 00:11:53,060
- Okay, mics.
266
00:11:53,103 --> 00:11:57,281
If I were you, I would go
with ProFrequency.
267
00:11:57,325 --> 00:12:01,938
It's got a little less
sensitive condenser mic,
268
00:12:01,982 --> 00:12:03,897
but better
for a busy environment.
269
00:12:03,940 --> 00:12:05,899
- Like a bar.
- Exactly.
270
00:12:05,942 --> 00:12:07,639
- Okay. All right, so...
271
00:12:07,683 --> 00:12:08,858
- Hey.
- Thank you.
272
00:12:08,902 --> 00:12:10,207
- You're welcome.
- Oh.
273
00:12:10,251 --> 00:12:12,122
- I'm trying to start a podcast.
274
00:12:12,166 --> 00:12:14,864
- Oh, congratulations.
- Thank you.
275
00:12:14,908 --> 00:12:16,083
[lowers voice] Hello,
276
00:12:17,475 --> 00:12:18,931
and welcome to "The Belle
Podcast" with Kat Edison.
277
00:12:18,955 --> 00:12:22,480
- [vocalizes]
- Our first guest is...
278
00:12:22,524 --> 00:12:25,657
- Uh... your card's
been declined.
279
00:12:25,701 --> 00:12:27,659
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.
280
00:12:27,703 --> 00:12:30,314
- It's probably a mistake, so...
281
00:12:30,358 --> 00:12:31,620
[phone buzzes]
282
00:12:31,663 --> 00:12:36,016
Um, I probably just forgot to...
283
00:12:36,059 --> 00:12:37,428
- Do you...
I can just grab it for you.
284
00:12:37,452 --> 00:12:38,888
- No, no, no, no.
285
00:12:38,932 --> 00:12:41,151
- I'll hold onto these.
286
00:12:50,030 --> 00:12:52,075
- Hey, you want some chamomile?
287
00:12:55,557 --> 00:12:58,125
I could order some food.
288
00:12:58,168 --> 00:13:00,127
Watch a movie, stay in together.
289
00:13:04,479 --> 00:13:05,959
Chicken soup?
290
00:13:06,002 --> 00:13:07,438
Not that you're sick,
291
00:13:07,482 --> 00:13:10,877
but I just thought that
comfort food might help you.
292
00:13:15,272 --> 00:13:17,622
Hey.
293
00:13:17,666 --> 00:13:20,582
You haven't said anything since
we left the doctor's office.
294
00:13:20,625 --> 00:13:24,325
How are you feeling?
295
00:13:24,368 --> 00:13:26,457
- Like you said,
I'm not sick, you know?
296
00:13:26,501 --> 00:13:30,374
And I feel fine, so...
297
00:13:30,418 --> 00:13:33,160
I was supposed to meet
Kat and Jane at The Belle.
298
00:13:33,203 --> 00:13:37,686
Maybe I'll... I'll do that.
- Are you sure?
299
00:13:37,729 --> 00:13:40,080
- Yeah, I can't sit here
for 48 hours.
300
00:13:40,123 --> 00:13:43,213
- Well, it could be less.
- If it is, I'll come home.
301
00:13:43,257 --> 00:13:46,434
- Okay, I was gonna
cancel the meeting I had,
302
00:13:46,477 --> 00:13:49,654
but since you're gonna see
the girls, I'll keep it.
303
00:13:49,698 --> 00:13:52,005
But if you need me...
- I'll call you.
304
00:13:52,048 --> 00:13:53,310
- Yeah.
305
00:13:55,747 --> 00:13:57,575
- I love you.
- I love you.
306
00:13:57,619 --> 00:14:00,535
[melancholic music]
307
00:14:00,578 --> 00:14:07,324
♪
308
00:14:09,065 --> 00:14:12,068
- The doctor said
it could happen anytime
309
00:14:12,112 --> 00:14:13,591
in the next two days.
310
00:14:13,635 --> 00:14:17,682
- Sutton.
- We're so sorry.
311
00:14:17,726 --> 00:14:19,554
- I'm fine.
312
00:14:19,597 --> 00:14:24,080
And... and Richard... he's
being amazing as always, so...
313
00:14:24,124 --> 00:14:25,604
I'm gonna go home
and rest after this.
314
00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:28,669
I just wanted you guys to know,
and now you do, so...
315
00:14:28,693 --> 00:14:31,000
[phone buzzes]
316
00:14:31,044 --> 00:14:32,219
Oh, shit.
317
00:14:32,262 --> 00:14:34,003
I forgot
about this styling job I took.
318
00:14:34,047 --> 00:14:37,267
I'm supposed to pull clothes
after work.
319
00:14:37,311 --> 00:14:39,704
- I thought you said you were
gonna go home after this.
320
00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:41,445
- Maybe you should rest.
321
00:14:41,489 --> 00:14:44,274
- Oh, yeah, I'm... I'm gonna
call Timothy when I leave
322
00:14:44,318 --> 00:14:47,277
and see if he wants a side gig.
323
00:14:47,321 --> 00:14:49,584
No work. I promise.
324
00:14:49,627 --> 00:14:53,283
So who's gonna be keeping me
posted on this double date?
325
00:14:53,327 --> 00:14:54,632
I'm gonna need the play-by-play.
326
00:14:54,676 --> 00:14:56,286
- I'll document it.
327
00:14:56,330 --> 00:14:58,462
Oh, I'm gonna live tweet
the whole thing.
328
00:14:58,506 --> 00:15:01,509
- ♪ Ooh, dress cleaner
that a Sunday ♪
329
00:15:01,552 --> 00:15:03,163
♪ I'm goody good like gelato ♪
330
00:15:03,206 --> 00:15:06,166
- But it is way too scary,
so I will not watch it again.
331
00:15:06,209 --> 00:15:07,602
- Oh, wow.
- Yeah.
332
00:15:07,645 --> 00:15:09,343
[both laugh]
333
00:15:09,386 --> 00:15:12,259
- Favorite book of last year?
- Oh, okay.
334
00:15:12,302 --> 00:15:15,305
"Trick Mirror." You know it?
335
00:15:15,349 --> 00:15:17,177
- Yeah, I couldn't put it down.
336
00:15:17,220 --> 00:15:19,440
Of course, I was on a cruise
with my parents,
337
00:15:19,483 --> 00:15:21,137
so it could've been
an avoidance tactic.
338
00:15:21,181 --> 00:15:22,834
Yeah, yeah. - No.
339
00:15:22,878 --> 00:15:26,360
- A dark and stormy for Kevin,
and a vodka soda for Jane.
340
00:15:26,403 --> 00:15:27,448
- Thank you.
341
00:15:28,797 --> 00:15:30,296
You know, you don't have
to bartend here, right?
342
00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:31,713
- Oh, yeah, I know.
343
00:15:31,756 --> 00:15:34,063
Just wanna make sure
you have everything you need.
344
00:15:34,107 --> 00:15:37,414
- Hmm, good friend.
- She's the best.
345
00:15:37,458 --> 00:15:39,851
Are you guys gonna join us?
- Yeah.
346
00:15:39,895 --> 00:15:41,636
We're just waiting
on our drinks,
347
00:15:41,679 --> 00:15:43,116
but we'll be over in a minute.
348
00:15:43,159 --> 00:15:45,379
- Okay.
- Okay, hmm.
349
00:15:48,599 --> 00:15:52,473
- So you have a Vertical,
which means you're an editor?
350
00:15:52,516 --> 00:15:55,650
- And apparently it also means
I have clingy friends.
351
00:15:55,693 --> 00:15:57,347
- Yeah?
- [laughs]
352
00:16:00,524 --> 00:16:03,179
♪
353
00:16:03,223 --> 00:16:05,181
- ♪ Hitting on the edges
354
00:16:05,225 --> 00:16:06,530
- Sorry, but...
355
00:16:06,574 --> 00:16:08,141
- Should we start with your son?
356
00:16:08,184 --> 00:16:10,317
- He is the man of the hour,
so why not?
357
00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:12,232
- I had so much fun
shopping for him today.
358
00:16:12,275 --> 00:16:16,192
So I was thinking we could do,
like, a father-son thing.
359
00:16:16,236 --> 00:16:18,151
Play in that same color palette.
360
00:16:18,194 --> 00:16:20,196
- So cute. Yeah.
361
00:16:20,240 --> 00:16:21,478
Oh, my husband has
a suit like this.
362
00:16:21,502 --> 00:16:24,853
I'm sure he'd love that.
- Great.
363
00:16:24,896 --> 00:16:27,203
- Aww.
364
00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:31,599
- So... so did you
always want kids?
365
00:16:31,642 --> 00:16:35,211
- I did, but that didn't
make it any easier.
366
00:16:35,255 --> 00:16:38,475
Three rounds of IUI, two of IVF.
367
00:16:38,519 --> 00:16:40,912
Almost started thinking
it wasn't gonna happen for us.
368
00:16:40,956 --> 00:16:44,264
- But it did.
369
00:16:44,307 --> 00:16:46,483
How was your pregnancy?
370
00:16:46,527 --> 00:16:48,268
- Morning sickness
the first trimester,
371
00:16:48,311 --> 00:16:50,400
bed rest at the end.
372
00:16:50,444 --> 00:16:51,724
You know, but it was
all worth it
373
00:16:51,749 --> 00:16:54,752
when I held my son
for the first time.
374
00:16:54,796 --> 00:16:58,365
Ah, I see you're married.
Are you planning to have kids?
375
00:16:58,408 --> 00:16:59,844
- Um...
376
00:16:59,888 --> 00:17:01,585
My husband and I
just got married,
377
00:17:01,629 --> 00:17:04,936
so we're taking it slow.
378
00:17:04,980 --> 00:17:06,547
- What do you think of bow ties?
379
00:17:06,590 --> 00:17:07,809
- Ah, yes.
380
00:17:07,852 --> 00:17:10,942
Um...
381
00:17:10,986 --> 00:17:14,163
- Oh.
- [chuckles]
382
00:17:14,207 --> 00:17:16,600
Right?
383
00:17:16,644 --> 00:17:18,733
- That would look great.
384
00:17:18,776 --> 00:17:19,908
♪
385
00:17:19,951 --> 00:17:21,344
- ♪ Dirty, dirty secret
386
00:17:21,388 --> 00:17:26,262
♪ Our pretty lie
387
00:17:26,306 --> 00:17:27,959
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh
388
00:17:28,003 --> 00:17:33,182
♪ Without disguise
389
00:17:33,226 --> 00:17:35,489
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh
390
00:17:35,532 --> 00:17:39,319
♪ And I've got a taste
of danger, getting off ♪
391
00:17:39,362 --> 00:17:43,279
- Your place is really nice.
- Yeah, okay.
392
00:17:43,323 --> 00:17:46,500
- ♪ Pretty lies
393
00:17:46,543 --> 00:17:48,545
♪ Dirty little secret
394
00:17:48,589 --> 00:17:52,245
♪ Oh, oh, dirty little secret ♪
395
00:17:52,288 --> 00:17:54,290
- [sighs, stammers]
396
00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:55,465
Wait. - What?
397
00:17:55,509 --> 00:17:57,467
- I'm sorry.
- What?
398
00:17:57,511 --> 00:17:59,817
Is everything okay?
- Yeah, sorry.
399
00:17:59,861 --> 00:18:02,907
It's not you. I just...
400
00:18:02,951 --> 00:18:07,477
I... I think I need
to take things slow.
401
00:18:07,521 --> 00:18:11,220
- Of course. Whatever you need.
402
00:18:11,264 --> 00:18:12,656
- Um...
403
00:18:12,700 --> 00:18:15,659
Maybe we should do this
another night.
404
00:18:18,662 --> 00:18:20,664
- No worries... I'll call you.
- Yeah.
405
00:18:20,708 --> 00:18:21,752
Great. Yeah.
406
00:18:24,233 --> 00:18:27,018
It's just... it's over there.
- Yeah.
407
00:18:27,062 --> 00:18:30,021
[solemn music]
408
00:18:30,065 --> 00:18:35,723
♪
409
00:18:41,859 --> 00:18:43,774
["Easy" by Alison Wonderland
playing]
410
00:18:43,818 --> 00:18:46,081
♪
411
00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:50,172
- ♪ Time feels slower
inside of my head ♪
412
00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:52,000
♪
413
00:18:52,043 --> 00:18:54,307
♪ Can I paint a picture
414
00:18:54,350 --> 00:18:58,789
♪ Of the world
that I see instead? ♪
415
00:18:58,833 --> 00:19:01,227
♪ And I know it's
416
00:19:01,270 --> 00:19:04,795
♪ They say
I'm not really that bad ♪
417
00:19:04,839 --> 00:19:06,841
♪
418
00:19:06,884 --> 00:19:09,104
♪ But I think too much
419
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:11,324
- Hey.
- Hey.
420
00:19:11,367 --> 00:19:13,978
[both laugh]
421
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:19,070
- Feels weird to be
back at Safford.
422
00:19:19,114 --> 00:19:22,117
- Yeah, I mean, I figured this
would be a lot less...
423
00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:25,120
- Out in the open?
- Exactly.
424
00:19:25,164 --> 00:19:28,732
- Yeah.
- So I wanna help you.
425
00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:32,170
- Whoa.
426
00:19:32,823 --> 00:19:34,103
- Turns out "Scarlet"
has a bunch
427
00:19:34,782 --> 00:19:36,827
of extra podcast mics
just laying around.
428
00:19:36,871 --> 00:19:38,264
- Huh.
- Hmm.
429
00:19:38,307 --> 00:19:39,961
- You want me to steal
"Scarlet" property?
430
00:19:40,004 --> 00:19:42,311
- More like borrow it.
- Right.
431
00:19:42,355 --> 00:19:43,834
- You know, I loan you my mixer.
432
00:19:43,878 --> 00:19:45,812
As long as you drop it to me
early in the morning,
433
00:19:45,836 --> 00:19:47,708
no one will be none the wiser,
you know?
434
00:19:47,751 --> 00:19:49,318
- Alex, I appreciate it,
435
00:19:49,362 --> 00:19:54,062
but I'm not gonna get you fired
so I can record a podcast.
436
00:19:54,105 --> 00:19:55,716
But thanks.
437
00:19:55,759 --> 00:19:59,110
- You're sure?
- Yeah.
438
00:19:59,154 --> 00:20:00,199
- Okay.
439
00:20:03,811 --> 00:20:07,293
So then, what are you gonna do?
440
00:20:07,336 --> 00:20:10,252
- Well, my paycheck
hasn't cleared yet,
441
00:20:10,296 --> 00:20:12,123
and I accidentally...
442
00:20:12,167 --> 00:20:14,822
I paid three months
of storage space up front,
443
00:20:14,865 --> 00:20:16,191
which is why
my account overdrafted,
444
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:19,043
but I'm gonna have some cash
in a couple days.
445
00:20:19,087 --> 00:20:22,133
And I... I mean, most of that
is gonna go to rent,
446
00:20:22,177 --> 00:20:24,266
and my phone bill,
and overdraft fees,
447
00:20:24,310 --> 00:20:26,007
but it's all good.
448
00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:28,270
- How much was
the storage space?
449
00:20:28,314 --> 00:20:30,011
- $300 a month.
450
00:20:30,054 --> 00:20:32,970
- 300... wow, that's
a huge monthly expense
451
00:20:33,014 --> 00:20:35,321
on a bartender's salary.
452
00:20:35,364 --> 00:20:37,888
Can you cancel it?
453
00:20:37,932 --> 00:20:40,021
- Well, where would
I put my stuff?
454
00:20:40,064 --> 00:20:44,199
- Well, you can sell it.
- I can't do that.
455
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:47,855
I already lost "Scarlet,"
and my apartment,
456
00:20:47,898 --> 00:20:51,293
and my 401[k], and...
457
00:20:51,337 --> 00:20:54,209
[somber music]
458
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:58,082
The only thing I do know is that
459
00:20:58,126 --> 00:20:59,301
I can't lose anything else,
460
00:20:59,345 --> 00:21:02,870
so selling my stuff is
just not an option.
461
00:21:02,913 --> 00:21:05,438
♪
462
00:21:05,481 --> 00:21:08,441
[funky music]
463
00:21:08,484 --> 00:21:09,790
♪
464
00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:11,052
- Everything was great.
465
00:21:11,095 --> 00:21:16,536
I mean, he was sweet,
and cute, and...
466
00:21:16,579 --> 00:21:18,146
[sighs] I don't know.
467
00:21:18,189 --> 00:21:20,801
We just started hooking up,
and I...
468
00:21:20,844 --> 00:21:22,542
I couldn't go through with it.
469
00:21:22,585 --> 00:21:24,152
- Well, I think it makes sense.
470
00:21:25,414 --> 00:21:26,826
You haven't been with anyone
since Ryan, and change is hard.
471
00:21:26,850 --> 00:21:28,069
I get it.
472
00:21:28,112 --> 00:21:30,245
Just think of this guy
as a warm-up, you know?
473
00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:33,944
There are plenty more on Raya.
I could get right on it.
474
00:21:33,988 --> 00:21:35,468
Just say the word.
475
00:21:35,511 --> 00:21:38,297
- Yeah, can we just
focus on Sutton?
476
00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:39,950
- Yeah.
477
00:21:39,994 --> 00:21:42,083
- I can't imagine having
to wait this long.
478
00:21:42,126 --> 00:21:44,346
- I know, but at least
we're here to cheer her up.
479
00:21:44,390 --> 00:21:45,826
- Yeah.
- Hey.
480
00:21:45,869 --> 00:21:47,218
What are you guys doing here?
481
00:21:47,262 --> 00:21:50,570
- We brought coffee and bagels.
- Oh.
482
00:21:50,613 --> 00:21:54,530
- Yeah. Shouldn't you be in bed?
483
00:21:54,574 --> 00:21:57,533
- Did it already happen?
- No, it didn't.
484
00:21:57,577 --> 00:21:59,492
No. both: Oh.
485
00:21:59,535 --> 00:22:01,494
- What's with the clothes?
486
00:22:01,537 --> 00:22:06,107
- Oh, I went shopping.
- Huh, retail therapy.
487
00:22:06,150 --> 00:22:07,432
- Kind of, except
it wasn't for me.
488
00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:09,110
It was for Georgia and her son.
489
00:22:09,153 --> 00:22:11,547
- But I thought that you were
gonna have Timothy do that
490
00:22:11,591 --> 00:22:13,288
so you could go home and rest.
491
00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:15,092
- You know, I was going to,
and then I was like,
492
00:22:15,116 --> 00:22:18,293
"Wait a minute.
Tuxedos for five-year-old boys?
493
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:19,337
How could I not?"
494
00:22:20,469 --> 00:22:21,968
So I'm on my way
to meet the little guy now.
495
00:22:21,992 --> 00:22:23,124
I should probably get going.
496
00:22:23,167 --> 00:22:24,343
- Hold on.
- Hey.
497
00:22:26,475 --> 00:22:29,348
Are you okay? - Yeah.
498
00:22:29,391 --> 00:22:31,524
I mean, you know,
this pad's a little thick,
499
00:22:31,567 --> 00:22:33,134
but other than that, I'm fine.
500
00:22:33,177 --> 00:22:38,139
- Okay, 'cause I mean,
you're gonna go style a kid
501
00:22:38,182 --> 00:22:39,880
while you're waiting
to miscarry.
502
00:22:39,923 --> 00:22:44,406
It's just... - Yeah.
503
00:22:44,450 --> 00:22:45,973
That's crazy. - No.
504
00:22:46,016 --> 00:22:48,149
- No, I know it's crazy. It is.
505
00:22:48,192 --> 00:22:50,934
But I have to do it because...
506
00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,415
Because I don't feel anything.
507
00:22:53,459 --> 00:22:54,982
- What do you mean?
508
00:22:56,505 --> 00:22:57,985
- I just keep waiting
509
00:22:58,028 --> 00:22:59,571
for this tidal wave of emotions
to hit me,
510
00:22:59,595 --> 00:23:05,340
and I'm not angry, or mad,
or sad, or any of the things
511
00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:07,255
that you're supposed to be
about a miscarriage.
512
00:23:07,298 --> 00:23:10,650
I just... I feel numb, and
I really don't wanna feel numb,
513
00:23:10,693 --> 00:23:13,609
so I'm gonna go dress
this little boy,
514
00:23:13,653 --> 00:23:16,917
and then, you know,
maybe then...
515
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:18,484
- You'll feel something.
516
00:23:18,527 --> 00:23:21,487
[tense music]
517
00:23:21,530 --> 00:23:25,926
♪
518
00:23:25,969 --> 00:23:28,189
- So you wanna know
why I keep the magazine?
519
00:23:28,232 --> 00:23:29,930
- Yes, I do.
520
00:23:29,973 --> 00:23:34,674
- I like to read the story.
- Why?
521
00:23:34,717 --> 00:23:38,025
- Because it's romantic.
- It's romantic?
522
00:23:38,068 --> 00:23:40,157
It's an account
of you two having sex.
523
00:23:40,201 --> 00:23:43,639
- It's an account
of how a man sees a woman.
524
00:23:43,683 --> 00:23:45,989
- Oh, Jacqueline,
are you serious?
525
00:23:46,033 --> 00:23:50,690
- Look, we are working hard
in therapy and at home
526
00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:52,343
to try to communicate better.
527
00:23:52,387 --> 00:23:56,173
And this is me telling you
why I kept the article.
528
00:24:01,570 --> 00:24:06,662
I felt seen.
529
00:24:06,706 --> 00:24:09,665
[eerie music]
530
00:24:09,709 --> 00:24:12,538
♪
531
00:24:12,581 --> 00:24:15,541
[hip-hop music]
532
00:24:15,584 --> 00:24:17,107
♪
533
00:24:17,151 --> 00:24:19,414
- Hey, I'm so glad you called.
534
00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:20,981
I really appreciate
your donations.
535
00:24:21,024 --> 00:24:23,984
- Yeah.
- Wow, this is fantastic.
536
00:24:24,027 --> 00:24:25,507
- Yeah, the first one helped me
537
00:24:25,551 --> 00:24:27,683
through a really difficult
board room presentation.
538
00:24:27,727 --> 00:24:31,513
I was actually wearing this
when I got my first promotion.
539
00:24:31,557 --> 00:24:35,212
- Actually, this would be
perfect for Thelma.
540
00:24:35,256 --> 00:24:37,190
Yeah, she's just been with us
for about three weeks,
541
00:24:37,214 --> 00:24:39,149
and she just got her first
interview as a receptionist.
542
00:24:39,173 --> 00:24:40,740
- That's awesome.
- Yeah.
543
00:24:40,783 --> 00:24:42,108
- Would you let me know
how it goes?
544
00:24:42,132 --> 00:24:45,048
- Yes, definitely.
Thank you, Kat.
545
00:24:45,092 --> 00:24:47,529
- It's nothing.
- No.
546
00:24:47,573 --> 00:24:50,271
You're helping to make a woman
who is reinventing her life
547
00:24:50,314 --> 00:24:52,578
and herself
feel confident again.
548
00:24:52,621 --> 00:24:56,233
That's not nothing, Kat.
It's actually everything.
549
00:24:57,757 --> 00:24:59,541
Thanks for this. - Yeah.
550
00:25:10,378 --> 00:25:14,295
Hey, Alex, can you meet me
at my place after work?
551
00:25:14,338 --> 00:25:15,618
I need your help with something.
552
00:25:20,823 --> 00:25:23,783
[funky music]
553
00:25:23,826 --> 00:25:28,570
♪
554
00:25:28,614 --> 00:25:30,964
- Hey, I'm gonna need
another hour on this,
555
00:25:31,007 --> 00:25:32,705
but the story's really good.
556
00:25:32,748 --> 00:25:36,491
- Great, yeah.
Take whatever time you need.
557
00:25:36,535 --> 00:25:39,407
- You okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
558
00:25:43,411 --> 00:25:46,588
Um... it's... it's complicated.
559
00:25:46,632 --> 00:25:47,807
- Try me.
560
00:25:51,767 --> 00:25:53,464
- Okay.
561
00:25:56,555 --> 00:26:00,428
Well, you know how I told you
that my mom died?
562
00:26:00,471 --> 00:26:01,777
It was from breast cancer.
563
00:26:01,821 --> 00:26:06,477
She had the BRCA1 mutation,
and so do I.
564
00:26:06,521 --> 00:26:10,569
- I read your pieces about it.
- Yeah.
565
00:26:10,612 --> 00:26:12,919
But what I haven't
written about yet is
566
00:26:12,962 --> 00:26:14,355
that a couple months ago,
567
00:26:14,398 --> 00:26:17,358
I got a preventative
double mastectomy.
568
00:26:20,666 --> 00:26:22,624
[sighs]
569
00:26:22,668 --> 00:26:25,584
I'm really happy
that I had the surgery.
570
00:26:25,627 --> 00:26:27,934
I just thought
that once it was done,
571
00:26:27,977 --> 00:26:32,112
I would feel like myself again,
572
00:26:32,155 --> 00:26:35,115
and I don't.
573
00:26:35,158 --> 00:26:36,943
And my friends
have been amazing,
574
00:26:36,986 --> 00:26:41,382
but they have their own
problems to worry about.
575
00:26:41,425 --> 00:26:44,777
So I guess sometimes,
I just feel alone.
576
00:26:44,820 --> 00:26:49,651
- When my dad died,
I felt the same way,
577
00:26:49,695 --> 00:26:55,396
so I joined
a grief support group.
578
00:26:55,439 --> 00:26:57,659
It helped.
579
00:26:57,703 --> 00:27:02,403
Your people are out there.
You just need to find them.
580
00:27:02,446 --> 00:27:03,796
- Yeah.
581
00:27:03,839 --> 00:27:06,799
[ambient music]
582
00:27:06,842 --> 00:27:11,412
♪
583
00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:13,980
- [laughs] Whoa, okay.
584
00:27:14,023 --> 00:27:16,504
Now I see why you needed
so much storage space.
585
00:27:16,547 --> 00:27:17,853
- I know. It's a lot.
586
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,858
- What changed your mind?
587
00:27:22,902 --> 00:27:24,686
- I just...
588
00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:27,428
I just wanted to do something
that matters, you know?
589
00:27:27,471 --> 00:27:29,691
And I really believe that
if I can convince The Belle
590
00:27:29,735 --> 00:27:32,955
to give me this podcast,
then I can.
591
00:27:32,999 --> 00:27:38,787
So now I just have
to sell all this stuff,
592
00:27:38,831 --> 00:27:42,835
and I feel like
I can't do it by myself.
593
00:27:42,878 --> 00:27:46,186
- Well, the hardest part
is just the start.
594
00:27:46,229 --> 00:27:47,840
- Yeah.
595
00:27:47,883 --> 00:27:49,600
- Why don't we just start
with the furniture?
596
00:27:49,624 --> 00:27:50,581
- Yes.
- Yes.
597
00:27:50,625 --> 00:27:51,582
This is a... - Love that.
598
00:27:51,626 --> 00:27:53,541
- Whoa, this is kind of broken.
599
00:27:53,584 --> 00:27:54,736
You're not gonna
get much for this.
600
00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:56,544
We could list it
for, like, 20 bucks.
601
00:27:56,587 --> 00:27:58,894
- 20 bucks?
- Yeah.
602
00:27:58,938 --> 00:27:59,939
- It's a nice table.
603
00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:06,032
- This is kind of hard,
isn't it, Kat?
604
00:28:06,075 --> 00:28:08,034
- Kind of, yeah.
605
00:28:08,077 --> 00:28:12,212
- Look, the more you do it,
the easier it gets.
606
00:28:12,255 --> 00:28:13,866
Trust me... when I was 12,
607
00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:15,519
we had to move
to a smaller space
608
00:28:15,563 --> 00:28:19,959
in a better school district,
and I left a lot behind,
609
00:28:20,002 --> 00:28:25,138
in particular, a desk with tons
of Pokémon stickers on it.
610
00:28:25,181 --> 00:28:26,748
- Pokémon.
- [laughs]
611
00:28:26,792 --> 00:28:30,099
Hey, I'm not ashamed.
It's a... it comes back around.
612
00:28:30,143 --> 00:28:33,624
Anyway, I loved this desk.
It helped me become a writer.
613
00:28:33,668 --> 00:28:35,670
And when it was time
to say good-bye,
614
00:28:35,714 --> 00:28:37,498
I... I just couldn't.
615
00:28:37,541 --> 00:28:38,542
I freaked out.
616
00:28:38,586 --> 00:28:40,936
But my mom had me explain
617
00:28:40,980 --> 00:28:44,766
why every sticker
was so important.
618
00:28:46,637 --> 00:28:50,772
Turns out that sharing...
619
00:28:52,818 --> 00:28:53,993
Actually helped.
620
00:28:56,604 --> 00:28:58,562
So tell me
about old Wobbles here.
621
00:28:58,606 --> 00:29:01,087
Why is it so wobbly?
622
00:29:01,130 --> 00:29:04,655
Come on, I know there's
a story behind it.
623
00:29:04,699 --> 00:29:06,285
- It was actually
the first piece of furniture
624
00:29:06,309 --> 00:29:09,704
that I put together
all by myself.
625
00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:12,925
I wanted to do it alone,
and I did.
626
00:29:12,968 --> 00:29:13,969
I mean, yeah,
627
00:29:15,275 --> 00:29:18,060
there were a couple
of pieces left over, but...
628
00:29:18,104 --> 00:29:21,020
- A couple?
- Stop.
629
00:29:21,063 --> 00:29:22,630
[phone buzzes]
630
00:29:27,113 --> 00:29:29,115
- It's okay, sweetie.
She's really nice.
631
00:29:29,158 --> 00:29:32,945
You're gonna like her a lot.
Oh, it's okay.
632
00:29:32,988 --> 00:29:34,250
[solemn music]
633
00:29:34,294 --> 00:29:37,558
It's okay.
634
00:29:37,601 --> 00:29:41,214
♪
635
00:29:41,257 --> 00:29:43,738
Leo, this is Sutton.
636
00:29:43,782 --> 00:29:46,175
She picked out some clothes
for your party.
637
00:29:46,219 --> 00:29:50,658
♪
638
00:29:50,701 --> 00:29:53,835
- Nice to meet you, Leo.
639
00:29:53,879 --> 00:29:59,710
I heard that you are graduating
from kindergarten.
640
00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:01,594
How do you feel
about dressing like your daddy?
641
00:30:01,625 --> 00:30:03,062
Does that sound cool? - Yeah.
642
00:30:03,105 --> 00:30:04,324
- Yeah? Okay.
643
00:30:04,367 --> 00:30:09,590
Let's see if this jacket fits.
Mm-hmm.
644
00:30:09,633 --> 00:30:12,854
Oh, wow. You look so handsome.
645
00:30:12,898 --> 00:30:15,857
And it's a perfect fit.
How do you feel?
646
00:30:15,901 --> 00:30:18,207
- Important. Thanks, Sutton.
647
00:30:18,251 --> 00:30:21,558
- Oh. Aw.
648
00:30:23,647 --> 00:30:26,346
Ow. [groans]
649
00:30:26,389 --> 00:30:28,696
- Are you okay?
- Yes.
650
00:30:28,739 --> 00:30:30,021
I'm just having
some stomach pain.
651
00:30:30,045 --> 00:30:33,005
I should probably...
652
00:30:33,048 --> 00:30:34,920
I should probably go.
653
00:30:40,534 --> 00:30:42,101
- Thanks for coming over.
654
00:30:42,144 --> 00:30:43,580
- Is that your queer prom dress?
655
00:30:43,624 --> 00:30:46,670
- Yeah.
- I love that dress.
656
00:30:46,714 --> 00:30:50,196
- Me too. You know what's crazy?
657
00:30:50,239 --> 00:30:51,806
That night at the Wild Susan,
658
00:30:51,850 --> 00:30:53,410
and the fact that
we couldn't save it...
659
00:30:54,504 --> 00:30:56,724
That's the whole reason
why I ran for city council.
660
00:30:56,767 --> 00:30:58,857
It feels like that
was so long ago.
661
00:30:58,900 --> 00:30:59,945
- Yeah.
662
00:31:02,817 --> 00:31:04,012
So much has changed since then.
663
00:31:04,036 --> 00:31:05,951
- I know.
That's why I called you.
664
00:31:05,994 --> 00:31:09,955
I know we've been checking in
on Sutton a lot lately,
665
00:31:09,998 --> 00:31:14,960
and things have been
kind of crazy and intense,
666
00:31:15,003 --> 00:31:17,963
but I just wanna check in on
you and make sure you're okay.
667
00:31:18,006 --> 00:31:20,269
Because I feel like
I pushed you,
668
00:31:20,313 --> 00:31:24,926
and if you're not ready to
move on from things with Ryan...
669
00:31:24,970 --> 00:31:28,190
- It's not that. [sighs]
670
00:31:28,234 --> 00:31:32,803
I mean, yeah,
671
00:31:32,847 --> 00:31:35,806
Ryan was supposed
to be my person.
672
00:31:35,850 --> 00:31:38,766
I was so focused
on getting better
673
00:31:38,809 --> 00:31:41,290
that I think I just buried
the pain of our breakup,
674
00:31:41,334 --> 00:31:44,076
and I... I haven't dealt with it.
675
00:31:47,862 --> 00:31:49,951
But the other night
wasn't even about that.
676
00:31:52,693 --> 00:31:56,001
It was about these things,
and I just...
677
00:31:56,044 --> 00:31:59,091
I'm not comfortable with them.
678
00:31:59,134 --> 00:32:02,921
And I... I want so badly to be,
but I'm not.
679
00:32:02,964 --> 00:32:08,187
And I just... when Kevin tried
to touch me there,
680
00:32:08,230 --> 00:32:11,059
I just... I freaked out.
681
00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:13,801
[exhales]
682
00:32:13,844 --> 00:32:15,977
- I'm sorry. I had no idea.
683
00:32:16,021 --> 00:32:20,112
- I didn't either. Oh.
684
00:32:20,155 --> 00:32:24,768
But now that I do,
I think I need help.
685
00:32:24,812 --> 00:32:30,426
- Well, whatever you need,
I got you.
686
00:32:30,470 --> 00:32:32,820
- [chuckles]
687
00:32:32,863 --> 00:32:35,388
That's the thing...
Is you can't help.
688
00:32:35,431 --> 00:32:37,825
Not with this.
689
00:32:37,868 --> 00:32:40,001
I think I need
690
00:32:40,045 --> 00:32:43,657
people who have been
in my situation before.
691
00:32:45,050 --> 00:32:49,271
Which is why I wrote
a piece about it,
692
00:32:49,315 --> 00:32:51,970
to see if maybe
I could find people like me.
693
00:32:52,013 --> 00:32:54,711
And I called a meeting
at The Belle
694
00:32:54,755 --> 00:32:56,365
at 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
695
00:32:56,409 --> 00:33:00,717
We'll see if people show up.
- I think they will.
696
00:33:00,761 --> 00:33:04,156
I hope they will. - Me too.
697
00:33:04,199 --> 00:33:06,288
- Hey, will you give me a hug
at least?
698
00:33:06,332 --> 00:33:07,811
- [scoffs] Duh.
699
00:33:07,855 --> 00:33:09,378
- Come on.
- [laughs]
700
00:33:09,422 --> 00:33:11,815
- Baby, get over here.
701
00:33:14,949 --> 00:33:17,952
- I love you.
- I love you.
702
00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:20,302
Oh, the last piece
is all yours, yeah.
703
00:33:20,346 --> 00:33:22,478
- What?
- [exhales]
704
00:33:22,522 --> 00:33:23,827
- But you love that couch.
705
00:33:23,871 --> 00:33:26,265
- I know, but I had to sell her.
706
00:33:26,308 --> 00:33:29,050
Sorry. Excuse us.
707
00:33:29,094 --> 00:33:31,139
Bye, Connie.
708
00:33:31,183 --> 00:33:33,446
Have a great life. - Bye, girl.
709
00:33:33,489 --> 00:33:34,838
- Oh.
710
00:33:35,883 --> 00:33:39,191
- Ian, you home?
- I'm in the bedroom.
711
00:33:40,105 --> 00:33:41,149
- Ian?
712
00:33:41,193 --> 00:33:42,716
♪
713
00:33:47,199 --> 00:33:51,333
What is all of this?
714
00:33:51,377 --> 00:33:54,293
- I do see you, Jacqueline,
715
00:33:54,336 --> 00:33:57,296
as sexy, and exciting,
716
00:33:57,339 --> 00:33:58,862
and the love of my life.
717
00:34:00,951 --> 00:34:02,257
You see, I'm not a writer.
718
00:34:02,301 --> 00:34:06,087
I don't have the words
to explain how I see you,
719
00:34:06,131 --> 00:34:08,785
not in the way that Miles does.
720
00:34:08,829 --> 00:34:13,051
- Ian...
- But I am a photographer.
721
00:34:13,094 --> 00:34:15,357
And I want to show you
722
00:34:15,401 --> 00:34:19,013
what I see when I look at you.
723
00:34:20,971 --> 00:34:25,889
Because you are
everything to me.
724
00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:28,892
[tender music]
725
00:34:28,936 --> 00:34:31,069
♪
726
00:34:31,112 --> 00:34:33,897
- Well...
727
00:34:33,941 --> 00:34:38,511
For someone who's
not a wordsmith,
728
00:34:38,554 --> 00:34:39,903
that was pretty good.
729
00:34:50,479 --> 00:34:53,221
- Beautiful.
730
00:34:53,265 --> 00:35:00,185
♪
731
00:35:12,980 --> 00:35:14,503
- Does it hurt?
732
00:35:14,547 --> 00:35:18,159
- Yeah, but I'll be fine.
733
00:35:20,161 --> 00:35:21,858
- Can I get you anything?
734
00:35:21,902 --> 00:35:25,601
- Oh, I'm so sorry.
735
00:35:25,645 --> 00:35:27,560
- It's not your fault.
736
00:35:27,603 --> 00:35:31,477
[solemn music]
737
00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:34,828
- [crying]
738
00:35:43,271 --> 00:35:46,318
["Just The Way I Am" playing]
739
00:35:46,361 --> 00:35:48,233
♪
740
00:35:48,276 --> 00:35:50,670
- ♪ I like lingerie,
silk and lace ♪
741
00:35:50,713 --> 00:35:52,367
♪ And waking up alone
742
00:35:52,411 --> 00:35:54,326
♪ Don't mind the taste
of chardonnay ♪
743
00:35:54,369 --> 00:35:56,197
♪ I'd rather sip merlot
744
00:35:56,241 --> 00:35:57,285
♪ Sometimes I go out
745
00:35:57,329 --> 00:35:58,286
♪ And shut it down
746
00:35:58,330 --> 00:35:59,940
♪ Do just what I want
747
00:35:59,983 --> 00:36:02,638
♪ Be just who I wanna be
748
00:36:02,682 --> 00:36:04,118
- Hi.
749
00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:05,337
- Yeah.
- Hi.
750
00:36:05,380 --> 00:36:07,339
- ♪ There ain't no one else
751
00:36:07,382 --> 00:36:09,210
♪ Whoo
752
00:36:09,254 --> 00:36:12,474
♪ Knows me like myself
753
00:36:12,518 --> 00:36:15,564
- You know, it's too bad that
it's only for Belle members,
754
00:36:15,608 --> 00:36:18,263
or I would offer myself up
as your first guest.
755
00:36:18,306 --> 00:36:20,265
- Totally, and if it weren't
a "Belle" podcast,
756
00:36:20,308 --> 00:36:23,006
I would absolutely
take you up on that.
757
00:36:23,050 --> 00:36:24,094
- You wouldn't, would you?
758
00:36:25,357 --> 00:36:26,986
- Mm, no, but it's not
'cause you're not great.
759
00:36:27,010 --> 00:36:28,510
It's just 'cause I have
another guest in mind.
760
00:36:28,534 --> 00:36:33,408
- Well, there's no way
that she's better than me.
761
00:36:33,452 --> 00:36:36,368
- She runs a domestic
violence shelter.
762
00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:39,022
- Wow, well,
don't I feel like an ass.
763
00:36:39,066 --> 00:36:41,503
- You're not an ass.
You're the best, actually,
764
00:36:41,547 --> 00:36:45,377
'cause without you,
none of this would've happened.
765
00:36:45,420 --> 00:36:49,119
- Oh.
- I actually got you something.
766
00:36:49,163 --> 00:36:52,471
I know that you don't have
your desk anymore,
767
00:36:52,514 --> 00:36:53,994
but you do have a laptop.
768
00:36:54,037 --> 00:36:55,996
And I hear that
all the cool kids
769
00:36:56,039 --> 00:36:57,693
put stickers
on their laptops now, so...
770
00:36:57,737 --> 00:37:01,001
- ♪ 'Cause I'm aware
of where this could go ♪
771
00:37:01,044 --> 00:37:05,310
- Whoa, Pokémon stickers.
[squeals]
772
00:37:05,353 --> 00:37:08,313
- [laughs]
- Thank you.
773
00:37:08,356 --> 00:37:11,011
This is so awesome.
You have no idea.
774
00:37:11,054 --> 00:37:12,578
- ♪ To leave you lonely
775
00:37:12,621 --> 00:37:15,102
♪ Got no regrets, no sorry ♪
776
00:37:15,145 --> 00:37:16,277
[phone chimes]
777
00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,192
♪ I can't help myself
778
00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:20,107
♪ It's just the way I am
779
00:37:20,150 --> 00:37:23,415
♪ Stubborn,
but still you want me ♪
780
00:37:23,458 --> 00:37:27,375
♪ But don't wait up
for apologies ♪
781
00:37:27,419 --> 00:37:30,596
♪ Take it or leave me, baby ♪
782
00:37:30,639 --> 00:37:32,162
♪ I can't help myself
783
00:37:32,206 --> 00:37:36,036
- Jane Sloan?
- Yeah?
784
00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:38,386
- I read your article.
I'm Erica.
785
00:37:38,430 --> 00:37:39,431
- Hi.
786
00:37:40,780 --> 00:37:42,148
- I had my preventative
mastectomy six months ago.
787
00:37:42,172 --> 00:37:44,131
I know what you're
going through.
788
00:37:44,174 --> 00:37:48,788
I think I can help. - Yeah.
789
00:37:48,831 --> 00:37:50,050
Are you here for Jane?
790
00:37:50,093 --> 00:37:51,443
- Yeah, hi. I'm Portia.
791
00:37:51,486 --> 00:37:53,203
- Nice to meet you.
- This is my friend, Erin.
792
00:37:53,227 --> 00:37:55,751
- Hi... Jane.
- I'm Erica.
793
00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:57,449
- ♪ It's just the way I am
794
00:37:57,492 --> 00:38:00,190
- Honey, I'm home.
- [laughs]
795
00:38:00,234 --> 00:38:02,323
Are you gonna do that
every time?
796
00:38:02,367 --> 00:38:05,152
- Maybe. How was your day?
797
00:38:05,195 --> 00:38:07,807
Did you find your people?
- Yeah, I think I did.
798
00:38:07,850 --> 00:38:09,504
- That's good.
799
00:38:11,724 --> 00:38:15,249
- [gasps] Oh, my God.
800
00:38:15,293 --> 00:38:18,078
Is that Connie? - Yeah, it is!
801
00:38:18,121 --> 00:38:20,428
- Oh, my God!
802
00:38:20,472 --> 00:38:22,232
- I always thought
it would look great in here,
803
00:38:22,256 --> 00:38:23,536
and so I tracked down the buyer.
804
00:38:23,562 --> 00:38:25,303
- You did?
- Mm-hmm.
805
00:38:25,346 --> 00:38:26,478
- So now she'll be here
806
00:38:26,521 --> 00:38:28,654
to comfort you
through whatever's next.
807
00:38:28,697 --> 00:38:30,743
- Thanks.
- You're welcome.
808
00:38:30,786 --> 00:38:33,833
- Oh, you're literally the best.
809
00:38:33,876 --> 00:38:36,183
- [laughs]
- And also kind of insane.
810
00:38:36,226 --> 00:38:38,446
[phone buzzes]
811
00:38:38,490 --> 00:38:42,102
Oh. - Oh, it's Sutton.
812
00:38:42,145 --> 00:38:43,297
- Okay.
- We should probably go.
813
00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:46,236
- Come on. Yeah, let's go.
814
00:38:46,280 --> 00:38:50,371
- ♪ If I could,
I wouldn't want you ♪
815
00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:54,506
♪ But it's getting late now
and I can't stop ♪
816
00:38:54,549 --> 00:38:56,377
♪ It's so easy
till there's no way out ♪
817
00:38:56,421 --> 00:38:58,771
- Is there anything you need?
818
00:38:58,814 --> 00:39:01,513
- How are you feeling, baby?
819
00:39:01,556 --> 00:39:05,299
- ♪ Fools falling
in the dark like crazy ♪
820
00:39:05,343 --> 00:39:07,388
- [sighs] I feel...
821
00:39:07,432 --> 00:39:10,696
- ♪ Nothing you can do
will save me now ♪
822
00:39:10,739 --> 00:39:15,483
- Hey, it's okay to feel sad.
823
00:39:15,527 --> 00:39:18,356
- I know.
824
00:39:18,399 --> 00:39:20,401
- ♪ Break my broken
825
00:39:20,445 --> 00:39:21,794
- Oh, God.
826
00:39:21,837 --> 00:39:24,797
[crying]
827
00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:28,366
- ♪ Give me all you got,
all you got ♪
828
00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:31,673
♪ Break my broken heart
829
00:39:31,717 --> 00:39:34,502
- I just don't know
what's wrong with me.
830
00:39:34,546 --> 00:39:35,590
- What?
831
00:39:35,634 --> 00:39:37,244
Hey, what are you talking about?
832
00:39:37,287 --> 00:39:38,569
- There is nothing wrong
with you.
833
00:39:38,593 --> 00:39:41,857
- ♪ I'm still breathing
834
00:39:41,901 --> 00:39:45,644
- Hey, whatever
you are feeling right now,
835
00:39:45,687 --> 00:39:47,907
it's okay.
836
00:39:47,950 --> 00:39:53,303
- Yeah. But, like...
837
00:39:53,347 --> 00:39:56,219
What if I feel relieved?
838
00:39:56,263 --> 00:39:58,570
'Cause I think I do.
839
00:39:58,613 --> 00:40:01,311
I think I feel relieved
that I'm not having this baby.
840
00:40:01,355 --> 00:40:04,576
- ♪ Break my broken heart
841
00:40:04,619 --> 00:40:07,274
- Okay.
842
00:40:07,317 --> 00:40:10,669
- I can't believe
I just said that out loud.
843
00:40:10,712 --> 00:40:14,455
[exhales]
844
00:40:14,499 --> 00:40:18,459
Does that make me
a terrible person?
845
00:40:18,503 --> 00:40:21,375
- No, of course not.
- No way.
846
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:23,769
Mm-mm. - [sighs]
847
00:40:23,812 --> 00:40:25,205
- It's okay.
848
00:40:25,248 --> 00:40:27,294
- ♪ So what's one more scar
849
00:40:27,337 --> 00:40:29,383
♪ Break my
850
00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:35,171
♪ Broken heart
851
00:40:35,195 --> 00:40:38,195
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