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We usually don't...

realize that we breathe regularly...

as we live our lives.

When we do realize it,

we strangely lose the beat of our breath.

What is it?

The first place is...

going to me anyways.

That's how it always was...

with me liking her.

(Lee Si Won)

How am I selfish?

What?

How am I selfish?

If I really were selfish,

I was so patient.

What do you mean?

Do you want me to show you what being selfish...

really looks like?

Look.

I lit it up,

but I accidentally...

dropped it.

He wouldn't do such a gross act...

acting like my friend.

As soon as he realizes...

that I like her,

everything would...

become a mess.

[Kocowa Ver] MBC E05 'FAILing in Love' "Hang Out With Me" -♥ Ruo Xi ♥-

Pathetic...

and stupid.

A loser at life.

Are we walking home together?

Are we?

He's just the type of person that I loathe.

Grab your bag.

Yes, right.

Our unfortunate friendship started when we were nine.

It was on his birthday.

I have a crush on Kang Pa Rang.

It was...

something totally unplanned.

Lee Si Eon.

Yes.

Not Si Won. I mean Si Eon.

It was natural that...

I came to like Lee Si Won,

just as it was natural to see her name tag...

always next to mine.

(Lee Si Eon)

I was going to throw it away, but you can have it.

That's why I tried to make her like me as well.

Hey, Kang Pa Rang. Do you want this?

Thanks.

But,

he kept on getting in the picture.

Kang Pa Rang, let's go home.

He kept following Lee Si Won...

as if he were her dog...

and I despised it.

That's why...

I changed plans.

I decided to get rid of this first.

What is it?

Let's hang out.

That's why...

I decided to pretend like I was his friend.

I didn't know I'd be doing this for ten years.

Look.

I'm already here.

- Good night. - You too.

Even after ten years,

What now?

Won't you be bored on the way home?

Do you want me to accompany you?

he was the same old dog.

Here you go again.

Or do you want to come in?

My parents are both away because of work.

No. I'm going home.

Really?

Okay, then.

The only difference was...

that he had one more owner.

Hurry up and come.

Accompany me.

But now,

Sure!

it feels like there needs to be a new plan.

Do you want me to show you what being selfish...

really looks like?

I wonder...

why he would say that to me.

It's continuing to bother me.

It's not the first time he's acted weird!

I shouldn't be bothered at all!

Mom!

Mom!

Hello.

Am I...

dreaming for a while today?

Why would you ask that after opening the door?

This is my house.

Kang Pa Rang's house is on the second floor.

I know.

What?

Come out.

Let's hang out.

What?

I'll be waiting below.

I'm fine with you dressed like this,

but I'm sure others won't be.

What did I just say?

Did I just say: "Let's hang out?"

I just sounded like Pororo the Little Penguin.

That psychopath!

What's up with him today?

What?

I just had a dream...

where you and Lee Si Won were dating.

Are you in your right mind?

- Hang up. - I think I lack affection.

I saw you two going to the internet cafe...

without me and I cried in my dream.

Do I have to keep listening to this?

So what are you doing today?

Where are you working today?

Don't come. I'm hanging up!

He's working at a cafe today.

(National Palace Museum of Korea)

I guess this was what he meant when he said...

he'd show me what being selfish looks like.

And so,

you brought me here while you fill up...

your volunteer hours?

You have to fill yours up too.

I've finished all my volunteer hours.

Then I guess you can volunteer with a sincere attitude now.

I guess so.

Hey!

How can you bring me here without even asking me?

Students!

Are you two the ones who signed up for the two o'clock volunteer time?

- Well, that... - Yes.

Hey!

Come this way.

A group of elementary school students are coming soon.

You must listen to the instructions and get into your positions quickly.

- Yes. - Hurry.

I had no idea what he was really up to.

(Coffeehouse)

What?

I can't hear you!

I can't hear you!

I still can't hear you.

Hey, Geon.

Do you work on the weekends too?

It's so nice to see you here!

Why did she slide in here?

You know you're excited to see me. Don't pretend you're not.

What are you doing here?

- Me? - Yes.

I'm just sitting here.

What were you saying a moment ago?

A moment ago?

Oh, Kang Moth!

It's a nickname I came up with. Isn't it cute?

Why am I a moth?

You confess to people just like a garden tiger moth...

and I wanted to honor that.

I came up with that nickname.

I respect you a lot.

I don't go around confessing to people these days.

It's so cool.

Hey.

Does the person you like quickly change?

Or do you like confessing to people just to see if it lands?

I don't think...

they land successfully.

If your attempt lands on someone, I bet that person is weird.

Why do you do it though?

- I just want... - Yes?

to date.

You were stupider than I thought.

Why?

Is that a problem?

Well, it's not a problem,

but why do you want to date?

I don't know.

You were more hopeless than I thought.

- It was a bit noisy, - Hello!

- but it's not a bad plan at all. - Come on in!

- It's the perfect way for us... - Welcome!

to naturally meet.

You should have brought Kang Pa Rang, not me.

You jerk.

Then, I'd have had to keep Kang Pa Rang under control.

Then, you could have asked Kim Geon.

I don't think Kim Geon has the time to volunteer at the moment.

You're frustrating.

You never lose, do you?

That's because these were all excuses I thought of yesterday.

- Excuse me. - Yes?

Where's the bathroom?

The bathroom?

Do you see the green emergency light there?

Turn to your right there and you'll find the bathroom.

Or do you want me to take you there?

No, it's fine.

Thank you.

Be careful.

Treat me that way as well.

What do you mean?

Just like how you were now.

Put on an exaggerated smile...

and change your voice.

Sure, if you're as cute as the little kid.

Excuse me.

Where's the bathroom?

Hey!

I could do this...

with perfect ease.

That was disgusting.

I'm so glad that I wasn't born before you.

But...

doesn't the little kid resemble Kang Pa Rang when he was young?

The way he looks, the way he acts, and how he looks so absentminded.

They're so similar.

He's so cute.

I didn't plan for him...

to butt into the picture like this.

That startled me.

All right. Let's see.

As you can see, we're done here.

We need to go to the reading room, clean up the books, and we're done.

- Yes. - Yes.

- Follow me. - Yes.

Look.

Who is that guy and how does he know those two girls?

Isn't he your friend?

I'm seeing this for the first time as well,

so it's fascinating.

The first girl who entered was seriously beautiful.

It looks like you two know each other.

Does she have a boyfriend?

She's a minor.

I'm also a minor.

Hey,

I'm also only 20 years old.

Fine.

I guess I'll live all alone.

I had a feeling when you said you couldn't make it last time.

Is it your girlfriend?

Excuse me. How's that possible?

You wouldn't be able to think of such a thing...

when you see him and me.

I don't have a girlfriend.

Then did you just dump me?

Do you dump people too?

No,

it's not that.

- Something urgent came up, so... - Then...

why didn't you ever contact me again?

I thought...

that you wouldn't feel good and you wouldn't want to see me.

You're such a fool.

You should have been spamming her with messages and begging her.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Are you asking me to leave or...

Is that...

yours?

No. It's mine.

Right, I was just stopping by.

I have other plans.

I'm really busy.

Geez.

Goodbye!

Hee Su,

do you want something to drink?

Hee Su?

Geon, I'm leaving!

By the way, you look better...

with your hair up.

It's a peaceful moment just like I planned it to be.

I'm satisfied.

I'm sleepy.

I think you slept too much to be sleepy.

Hey,

we all need to take naps on the weekends.

How about we choose one of us to finish all of this?

I don't like those kinds of games.

Are you scared you'll lose?

- Let's just say... - Rock, paper, scissors!

Then this must be your first time losing.

Enjoy.

It's because it was too sudden.

I want to turn and look back,

but I shouldn't do that, right?

Now that I lie down, I don't feel sleepy.

Then how about getting back up and organizing these books?

Do you have a funny story?

Are you a bully?

I'm bored.

I'm not bored.

By the way, you reply to every single thing I say.

Of course.

All my attention is...

on what she is saying.

You wouldn't have liked it even more if I didn't reply.

What do you want?

Hey,

then how about we ask each other questions?

Is that even a game?

Isn't that just a conversation?

Be quiet. Just listen.

You lose if you don't answer.

I'll ask first.

Which university are you going to apply?

The business major at Hanguk University.

What is this?

You don't even hesitate for a second.

Was the question too easy?

You're next.

Ask me if there's something you want to ask.

Do you still like Pa Rang?

I was just going to say it inside my head.

You're thinking for a long time.

I guess this wasn't an easy question.

I was just going to say it inside my head as well.

Yes.

I do.

I wish you didn't answer.

You just don't lose, do you?

What are you doing?

The book.

I'm going to shelve it back.

You...

What?

My reply was broken.

The kid you sent to the bathroom earlier on...

went the opposite way.

Hey!

Why are you saying this now?

He's here.

What are you doing here?

Did you lose your friends?

Were you sitting here by yourself all this time?

I was told to stay still until someone comes to get me...

if I get lost.

Is that so?

Wasn't it scary?

What should we do?

Should we take him to a museum staff member?

Or should we take him to the police?

Zero, one, one,

five, eight, one, one, three, three, four.

Yes?

It's my brother's phone number.

Isn't he heavy?

He is.

Do you want to carry him?

My back has been hurting a lot lately.

I don't know if my mattress is bad...

or if I'm studying too hard.

Junior year is different from senior year.

Every year that you age...

I got it, so that's enough.

Right, it was my turn to ask the question.

- Weren't we done back then? - No.

This is never-ending.

I'm going to ask you a question.

Can we set a limit to how much time we have before answering?

Do you...

have any secret you haven't told anyone?

Whether it's big or small,

- something you couldn't tell... - Yes.

I do have one.

Could it...

be...

Hello?

Yes.

I'm almost there.

I can see. I'm hanging up.

Thank you.

I should have gone,

but I was still at work.

Here.

Come here.

Hey,

your brother is really smart.

You must be really proud.

What?

My Hae Chan is...

really good at drawing too.

He sure is much smarter than me.

Really?

He's a prodigy.

Si Won said that he looked like Pa Rang earlier on.

That was...

What?

What kind of rubbish are you saying?

I meant that when I first saw him,

- he looked like... - He looked like who?

You're talking madness.

It's just...

Hey,

Pa Rang might have turned out this way,

but he was cute as a kid.

They do look alike.

No.

Pa Rang wasn't cute then and isn't cute now.

Can I go eat lunch at your school next time?

- I'm saying that I'm... - What is this?

Si Won.

But...

his sudden interruptions...

weren't always a bad thing.

(Epilogue)

Whatever.

I don't know.

Are you going to go home? Will you be able to go by yourself?

Do you want to come to where I work?

Pa Rang.

Do you want to go out with me?

Yes.

Great.

(FAILing in Love)

Grandma, don't go.

I think it started then.

Pa Rang, that's enough.

I told you to stop crying.

My parents both worked and they were always busy.

I'll only be gone for a moment and come back soon.

So instead, my grandma stayed with me during vacation.

Mother, you should go now. I'll take care of him.

Don't go, Grandma.

Why are you acting like this all of a sudden?

- Grandma, don't go. - Grandma has to go home.

And when vacation was over,

my grandma had to leave me.

Don't go, Grandma.

This happened every year.

It must have pained her to see me cry.

Ever since then,

my grandma left without telling me.

And that meant...

that she could leave me...

at any time.

It meant the things I loved...

could disappear at any time.

That's why I lived...

with two kinds of fear...

ever since then.

The fear that anyone I loved could...

leave me at any moment...

and the fact...

that I wouldn't be able to handle it when it did happen.

[Kocowa Ver] MBC E06 'FAILing in Love' "Do You Know What Makes Me Angry?" -♥ Ruo Xi ♥-

Calculate the maximum value...

using the new rectangle. Will I be able to calculate it?

What are you up to this time?

Are you crying?

Get your hand off me.

What is it? Is something going on?

That was the day...

it really happened.

They got me.

Someone got you?

Got what?

I was hacked.

What? Speak clearly.

I was hacked!

You were hacked.

What was hacked?

My Ma** account.

Your Ma** account was hacked?

Are you insane?

You're crying because your game account was hacked?

Are you kidding me?

Hey, I...

You're lying, right?

Your acting has improved a lot.

You almost got me.

You're tearing up.

Pa Rang.

Pa Rang, you...

I know.

I must look like a fool.

Pa Rang, is something wrong?

I see. Did you get rejected by another girl?

It's Ma**.

I've always had a number one treasure...

ever since I was young.

Hey,

it's okay. You'll raise another character.

I have an account that I'm not using. Do you want it?

It's level one.

People change or leave,

but my treasure was always there.

Yes, you can get it back.

Write to customer service...

- and ask the cyber guards... - You mean the cyber police.

You'll get it back soon if you ask the cyber police.

Even when I was left alone,

I was able to hold myself together thinking about it.

Pa Rang, stop thinking about it and eat.

You still have to eat.

I'm done eating.

I'll leave first.

Right now, I feel like...

I've lost both the people around me and my treasure.

I've never seen him like that.

What am I supposed to do in this case?

What should we do?

You're skipping night class?

Be quiet.

If anyone asks, I'm in the library.

They take attendance in the library too.

If they get me, they get me.

Is something going on?

Something will happen if I leave Pa Rang all by himself today.

It's really amazing.

Is this true friendship or one-sided love?

A true one-sided love.

If he catches you skipping night class,

you'll get in serious trouble.

Whatever.

I don't know.

Are you going to go home? Will you be able to go by yourself?

Do you want to come to where I work?

It was just a day...

when something that I couldn't handle occurred.

Pa Rang.

Do you want to go out with me?

Maybe this was why.

Yes.

Great.

And...

that's how I started a relationship.

(Kang Blue World, My Mini Room, Minimi Settings)

(Guestbook)

What should I do now?

Hi, Hee Su! Are you back home?

I got home just now. Have you checked my page?

I changed the background music.

Do you want to change yours to that one too?

I'll send you some credits for that. I also changed my nickname...

and status. When are we hanging out by the way?

Really?

I knew it.

I love being in a relationship.

Finally,

I'm in a relationship!

This is too fast!

I'm in a relationship!

- I'm in a relationship! - Congratulations!

- Hey, Gyeong Seok. - Yes.

When you break your leg,

- you put on a cast. - Yes.

Is that an English word?

Cast?

Isn't it a Korean word?

Is it? Why are you hitting yourself?

- I'm just confused. - You're confused.

You're so beautiful

- What's wrong with your hair? - Excuse me?

I got here by bike.

I will pick Hee Su up later today.

- On your bike? - Yes.

I hope not.

- Are you jealous? - Are you happy?

Of course, I am.

What are you happy about?

- Seeing someone at last? - Yes.

And also because it's Hee Su.

Did he find his ID?

He found a girlfriend.

It's their second day dating today.

What are you talking about?

I'm saying he's got a girlfriend.

Who?

She goes to the school around the corner.

She looks normal but doesn't act like one.

Hey.

What's wrong with Hee Su?

Are you kidding me?

I'm not talking to you until I feel a bit better.

You're jealous, aren't you?

Aren't you?

Yes, you are!

It's because you've never been in a relationship!

I can't believe someone was jealous of me!

It's all because I'm in a relationship!

Hello. Yes, can we talk?

Is he still upset?

Me?

I'm not.

You have great hearing.

Why are you eating so little?

That's not how much you eat normally.

I'm on a diet.

You're out of your mind. What should we do?

Where's Lee Si Won?

Si Won didn't come to school today.

Lee Si Won?

Si Won's never skipped school...

since our second year of middle school.

Yes, I heard that she was ill.

She doesn't even reply to my messages.

She must be really sick.

- I will go visit her later on. - I will.

Sorry?

You don't need to.

I said I would.

You know,

I can go.

And Kang Pa Rang lives upstairs.

Did she catch a cold again?

She got really sick the last time she caught one.

Kang Pa Rang, you can go visit her after school.

No.

- I have plans today. - What are you talking about?

You don't have plans.

Hey.

I said I would go.

All right.

You can go.

Has Lee Si Eon...

been so kind to someone else like that before?

Where are you?

(To Lee Si Won, Where are you?)

(To Hee Su, Hee Su!)

Hee Su!

I will come pick you up after school!

(I will come pick you up after school!)

I'm in front of your house. Shall I ring the doorbell?

Or you can tell me where you are instead.

(To Lee Si Won)

(Send? Yes Or No)

(Sent)

This is the beginning of my best date ever.

Do you want me to sit here?

Yes.

I can pay with my membership plan,

so you don't need to worry.

Wait a second.

Look!

Please feel free to let me know if you want anything else.

A fine combination...

of wit and manners.

Is this what you've wanted to do together?

Yes.

What game do you play, Hee Su?

I don't play video games.

Really?

What do you do in your free time, then?

I'm not sure.

I'm good. You can go ahead and play a game by yourself.

Okay.

Hee Su must like something else...

other than video games.

What is this? Is this chocolate powder again?

I don't even have milk.

Was it fun not coming to school?

You didn't ring the doorbell.

I don't know.

I know you didn't. You suss things out really quickly.

What are you doing here?

Not much.

I'm just sitting around after going to the study room.

You've been here all day long?

No way.

I watched a movie and went to Hongdae earlier today.

I was busy.

What are you here for?

Do you pity me?

No.

I don't.

Are you here to make fun of me, then?

Right,

you are a psychopath.

I see that...

you're not crying, though.

Why should I?

I'm not a kid.

Now that we've been to an internet cafe,

shall we go do karaoke?

We can also chat while walking side by side.

Right, we're doing that now.

We can also take photos,

watch morning movies, and late night ones too.

Also...

Are these what you've wanted to do in a relationship?

Yes.

You must have done these things with your friends, though.

Sorry?

It's so funny.

Use the heal function, Pa Rang.

Heal!

Do it properly!

It's right in front of you!

Heal him!

- I told you to heal him! - You do it, then!

Like this!

He bumped me in the shoulder and just walked by.

I've done them all with Si Won before.

You're right.

Rather than petty stuff like that.

Is there anything you've wanted to do with a girlfriend?

I have to find something I haven't done with Si Won.

Eat spaghetti.

Maybe spaghetti was...

trying to be too grown-up.

You fool.

Not that,

but something like this.

Do you...

know what makes me so angry?

It's been ten years, you know.

We've known each other and been together for ten years.

I've cared for him since we were very young.

Sometimes, I was too tired to be bothered by him,

or found him really frustrating,

but I've stuck with him through it all.

You know...

that he doesn't know how to do anything by himself.

When we were young, we even went into a public toilet together,

and I'd turn around and wait for him to finish...

taking a dump.

Now that we enter middle school,

he confesses to anyone and tries to get on with all sorts of people.

It was so hard...

for me dealing with my own feelings...

when he confessed to me abruptly.

He took it back, asking me to forget that anything happened.

Speaking of which,

I thought I could wait for him to change his mind again...

since he's immature now.

I thought that...

he would understand my feelings over time...

and that he would consider the two of us seriously at least once.

The reason why I could wait for him was...

the fact that Kang Pa Rang...

and I did everything together for the first time.

Even though we were just friends,

we ate together and hung out together.

Whenever he wanted to try something new,

he did it with me.

That was why I could wait for him.

He did everything with me.

Whatever he did, and wherever he went,

he would think of me, so I could wait.

But now he's doing that with someone else, not me.

Now,

it's only me thinking of him.

It's unfair.

Are you done?

Yes.

Now I feel a bit better.

Are you angry...

because you think it's unfair?

No.

This makes me sad, not angry.

What makes me angry is that...

I didn't get around to telling him about my feelings for him.

I just waited like a fool,

and now...

I regret, only blaming him instead.

That's what makes me angry.

I wanted to confess my feelings to him here.

Although there's nothing special about this area,

we used to pass by here often.

I'm embarrassed.

Don't I look horrible with all this snot and tears?

I should get going now.

Let's go...

home.

Aren't you going?

Now,

it's my turn to ask you a question.

What question?

You started this weird game.

- Hey, it's already over. - You said it's never-ending.

Okay. Go ahead, then.

There's nothing I can't tell you when I've gotten this far.

What?

What do you want to ask?

Is this something you did...

with Kang Pa Rang for the first time as well?

There was no correct answer to how we should have felt in those days.

Some of us were convinced of them,

while others denied them.

I was...

somewhere...

in between conviction and denial.

(Epilogue)

Look here. It stings.

What's wrong?

I'm not sure. It hurts.

Isn't it because you ate sand?

What should I do?

I have a cure for that.

How?

You have to keep this a secret though.

(FAILing in Love)

Hee Su isn't picking up my calls.

It can't be because you're on your period.

I told you not to remember such things!

I kept thinking about those days when you used to avoid me.

I wanted to remain as friends,

but I changed my mind.

Hey.