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["Killer Cut Offs" playing]
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♪ You don't look FrenchBut you'll rock berets ♪
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♪ All your jeans have rips in them ♪
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♪ Walk with a swaggerCouldn't master if I tried ♪
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What's up?
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-How are you?
-I'm good.
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♪ Can't get over it ♪
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♪ Can't get over you… ♪
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So…
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I have some concerns
I want to ask about.
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How do you define this relationship?
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Because it's very important to me.
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I like you a lot.
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Braxton is the first person I loved.
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Because he's so different.
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He doesn't care what people think.
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♪ Walk with a swaggerCouldn't master if I tried ♪
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I was so attracted to that.
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Like, cool, I want to be like that.
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What is this relationship to you?
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♪ Smoke a pipe a dayBut you're breathing easy ♪
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But now I want to chop off
his hair while he's sleeping so bad!
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This is complicated for me.
I love you, but…
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I feel like we're different people.
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Why? What do you mean?
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In terms of goals…
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we're just really different.
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Brax…
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is basically like…
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a thick blanket.
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I know I'm not that smart, but…
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It's not just that. It's more…
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In the winter, you need a thick blanket,
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but when it's summer,
you no longer need that thick blanket.
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I feel like you're not very reliable.
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You're right, you're very right.
I've got a lot to improve on.
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Like drinking? I need to stop drinking.
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Maybe stop doing drugs.
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["Porcupine" playing]
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There's a little voice
inside my head saying,
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"Alexa, it's time!"
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And I have to listen to that voice.
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I'm just not looking for anything serious.
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I don't want a commitment.
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I'm just trying to enjoy life.
It's my last semester.
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Fine, do whatever you want.
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Deep down in my heart, my soul,
I do feel it's time to let go.
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Go! Go!
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You're a free bird!
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I feel sad, but I'm excited to move on
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and see new opportunities come up.
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♪ You can call me selfishDon't be sad ♪
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♪ You can't listenYou can't listen to yourself ♪
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♪ You can call me selfishDon't be sad ♪
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♪ Till you're asking everybodyFor their help ♪
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["Rewind" playing]
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♪ Take it down slow ♪
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♪ This is how it goes ♪
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♪ Laying out all the lightsGuilty and it shows ♪
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♪ There's no wrong or rightAnd nobody knows ♪
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You mentioned having…
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depression and anxiety?
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I have moments of extremes.
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Like I'm really nervous or
really sad or really angry
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or really whatever.
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I have very high expectations.
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And it's impossible for me
to attain them.
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Social pressure…
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all the expectations…
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worries about the future…
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College is a lot to handle.
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So you dwell on the negatives.
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People around me don't realize
I'm experiencing that…
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kind of struggle.
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Do you feel alone a lot?
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Yes.
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With so many people around,
you still feel alone?
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Yes.
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I struggle to make new friends.
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I know a lot of people, but I don't feel
a real connection with them.
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More superficial.
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Why can't I be cool?
Why can't I be normal?
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Help me understand
your depression some more.
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Like…
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the triggers…
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When did they start?
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My parents got divorced…
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when I was five.
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Your world was turned upside down.
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I've had PTSD since I was a little kid
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from what I saw:
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My mom and dad's
domestic violence relationship.
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Recently, last month,
I became more stressed
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and I reacted to it in a different way.
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Something that usually wouldn't make me
super upset or angry, now did.
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When my dad felt upset
or frustrated or angry,
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his response was physical violence.
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And I see myself responding
in the same way.
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Whenever I feel angry or frustrated,
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I want to get violent.
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But I don't want to be violent.
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I never really talked to my dad about
what happened when I was a little kid.
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What I saw and…
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what affected me.
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I have an idea to try.
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What kind of thing?
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I'll show you.
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I'm afraid if I bring it up to my dad,
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we would…
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lose the progress we've all made.
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Now, imagine all of your…
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All your anxious thoughts.
Or imagine a specific person.
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Here.
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Okay, I'm imagining. That'll do.
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Now, let's get a ball.
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["Whore" playing]
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Try?
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Brain, fuck you!
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[therapist laughing]
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Keep going.
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I like that.
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It literally…
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stopped my brain from
talking shit about myself.
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That's oddly satisfying.
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Yes.
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I like that.
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["Overrated" playing]
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♪ You keep talkin' 'bout itGirl, I gotta show you ♪
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It's warm?!
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You lied to me!
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I know Alexa is very outgoing.
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She's cool, and she's hot.
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Do you usually bring girls here?
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No…
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but I brought you here,
so you should feel flattered.
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I'm not really sure if you like me…
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I feel like you have that vibe like…
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"I'm too cool for you."
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That's true.
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["Just Me And You" playing]
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Apparently his game is a sneaky game.
I don't know, that's what I heard.
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I think you're hot, in my opinion.
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Oh, why thank you!
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I'm used to being called cute
or beautiful.
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Yeah, I feel flattered, but, like…
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you can do better.
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The way I see it,
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you better do something about it!
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[Dalton laughs]
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I will, when I will.
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Come over! It's only 15 steps.
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I'm too shy to actually swim over.
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Too shy to get moving.
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[water splashing]
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["Hit Rewind One More Time" playing]
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♪ Driving me crazyOh… ♪
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Hi. You look beautiful.
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Y'all look completely different.
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I need a drink.
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Do you have a pen and paper?
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Thank you.
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[electronic beat playing]
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Cheers to our night!
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Those two girls were just talking,
I could read her lips clearly.
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She said, "Oh… she can't hear."
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They are looking at me
while I'm looking at them.
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I'm hot.
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Cheyenna…
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So what I really want to talk about is,
what happened with us?
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About that…
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like we were talking…
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then one day, gone!
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I did try to hit you up.
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I tried, you know that, right?
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Maybe, yeah.
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But you never bothered to hit me back.
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No, I didn't.
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So, how am I supposed to…
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I'm hard to get, I know that.
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Do you still think that I am a player?
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Yes.
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You are self-centered.
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You know it.
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Thanks to my boy, Cameron,
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she's playing hard to get,
which is fine, but, like…
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You're not a saint.
That's what I'm trying to say.
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I make her know, like…
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we're doing the same thing, honestly.
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["Can't Stop" playing]
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♪ I can't top ♪
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♪ This feeling ♪
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♪ I can't top ♪
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[Alexa laughs]
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Do you like to chase guys?
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I like to be chased.
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So like, uh…
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It makes me feel worthy.
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Because a lot of boys like to play games.
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I like to play games,
but sometimes I don't.
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I thought you brought me here because…
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of your sneaky game.
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Like, "Hey, I got you in the pool…
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now I want more."
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Dalton, you're so far away.
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Come…
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come.
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Yeah, so…
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I have something on my mind
right now… sorry.
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[downtempo piano playing]
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Yeah, me too.
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For me, it's like he's just…
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so chill!
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It's like he doesn't care.
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I'm not gonna beg him.
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As for me, yeah,
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of course I'm open to it.
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But I'm very shy when it comes to it.
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[upbeat pop playing]
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You want to go dance?
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The thing is, I'm deaf like you
and can't hear the music.
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He knows all the moves!
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You know all the moves!
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See, Cheyenna try to call me out
at a white club.
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[repeating] I'm sorry! I had to say it.
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I couldn't dance the way
I wanted to, you know?
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I need…
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more people like me.
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You realize we can feel vibration?
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Growing up…
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I felt like it wasn't fair to me…
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that I couldn't listen to music.
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[bass line thumps]
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Now, I can feel the vibrations.
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[bass line thumps]
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And everything is so colorful.
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And the world isn't a black
and white world.
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["Own The Night" playing]
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♪ Won't stop till the sunrise… ♪
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You know what I did? I changed.
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I became "The White Rodney,"
and I showed her my…
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ballroom dancing.
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♪ You and I losing track of time ♪
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♪ You and I gonna own the night ♪
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Yeah, we showed what we can do!
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In that moment, I felt elated,
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just high.
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♪ You and I gonna own the night ♪
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♪ You and I gonna own the night ♪
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♪ You and I gonna own the night ♪
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[a cappella girl group]
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♪ You're so sexy, you're so cuteGot me in my birthday suit ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na naMeow meow ♪
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♪ Na na na na na na na na ♪
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♪ You keep liking all my picturesAnd you're always in my feed ♪
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♪ I like you too 'cause you're super cuteAnd it's fun every time we meet ♪
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♪ Down and around to the ground we goAnd now we're bumpin' to the beat ♪
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♪ Fatty girl, big ol' manPut you in, I'm in your hands ♪
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♪ You're so fine, you're so cuteGot me in my birthday suit ♪
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♪ Fatty girl, big ol' manPut you in, I'm in your hands ♪
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♪ You're so sexy, you're so cuteGot me in my birthday suit ♪
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