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[dreamy pop music playing]
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♪ Boy, you're stuck in your headIt's what you do, do, do ♪
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Chill, slow down!
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All right, I don't blame you.
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I knew what I did was wrong.
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I wanted to explore…
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and meet other people and all that.
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But I did…
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lie to him about it.
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It was awful…
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and I felt guilty.
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I'm curious, did you really?
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Yeah.
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Because…
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you did continue to sleep with DQ
after that, right?
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Honestly, she just became a guy
and did me dirty, that's it.
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She did what a guy do to girls,
and I understand.
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["Poppin Non-Stop" playing]
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♪ Dancin' all night ♪
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♪ 'Cause you know we ain't stoppin'One, two, three, four bottles in da club ♪
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♪ Steady keep it coming'Cause you know we ain't leavin' ♪
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I am starving!
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Yo!
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What's happening?
What's happening, partner?
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Good to see you, big boy.
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DQ, how you feeling, baby?
Good to see you. All right.
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Y'all finally made it.
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You know when people say
"I made it out the hood"?
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My mom really made it
out the hood, like…
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she went to Yale. That's Ivy League.
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And she's Black.
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-Silverware is out.
-Don't...
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-Pick one vegetable.
-Don't touch my rib eye.
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You can have one of the other ones,
don't touch my rib eye.
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My father…he was a really good student
so he went to Yale, too, so…
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That inspires me a lot.
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Lord, we are truly thankful for this food
to nourish our bodies.
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Thank you for our blessed day,
thank you for our blessed travels,
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and our fellowship.
In your name we pray. Amen.
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["This Empty Heart" playing]
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When they all sat at the table…
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blessed the food,
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that really was just, like,
a wow moment for me. It was like…
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That was something
I never really experienced.
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[indistinct conversation]
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You told me how you didn't
have a family, right?
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Is that why
you got me pregnant on purpose?
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Like, that was a piece of it?
Because I always wanted a family?
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You were hoping, yeah.
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♪ Help me fill up this empty heart ♪
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♪ Tonight ♪
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Okay, DQ…what's coming up?
You're about to be finished.
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I'm leaving Gallaudet.
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-I'm happy about that.
-[Linda] Oh.
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I feel bad for you 'cause you've been
stuck in that group culture for a minute.
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The people.
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As soon as they hear a little bit
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gossip or whatever about something,
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it just spreads.
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I'm gonna give you an example.
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Let's say…
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I'm messing with this girl,
like, nobody knows.
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Give it a week or two,
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everybody knows
I messed with that girl.
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But that doesn't make them evil.
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That just makes you guys
a small community
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that's in everybody's business.
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So…So hold on, let me finish.
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[laughs]
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[chuckles]
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[Linda] You knew that when you went.
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You are not new to this community.
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And you know everybody talks,
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everybody tells everybody's business.
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You knew that.
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It's more of, their culture,
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and my life
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and what I've been through,
it don't match.
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Is it different because you're Black?
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Is it different because you're hearing?
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I'm from a hearing culture.
I don't sign all the time. I talk.
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Do you feel like you're in between?
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Or, like, caught in the middle?
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I move how I want to move, you feel me?
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I adapt.
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So I'm in the Rodney Community, really.
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In essence,
what he is saying to some degree…
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is that he gives himself a license
to be an asshole.
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Because he doesn't have to filter what
he does. He wants to be allowed…
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But a license to be himself!
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It was not meant as a slight.
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-It was--
-I get it from you, Mom.
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No, I'm not a mommy's boy.
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Maybe a little bit.
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A little bit.
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I think you're being yourself.
I love it. Do you.
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But sometimes the "doing you"…
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is that you're an asshole.
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-Oh, yeah, that's a fact.
-[Sr.] Exactly.
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[Rodney] That's a fact!
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-[Linda] Embrace it.
-Otherwise, DQ,
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he's actually a pretty great kid.
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You're actually a really great guy.
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There are times, though,
when you're an asshole, and I'm like,
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"Dude."
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Being in their house, felt like
I've been there many times before.
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But it was my first time.
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Their whole family,
like how they communicate,
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it's cool, I want that.
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["I Think We Started Something" playing]
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[indistinct conversation]
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♪ Hey, hey, get on the floor ♪
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♪ This is what we're doing for ♪
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♪ All night and all the day ♪
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♪ Just wanna be startin' something ♪
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♪ Hey-ey-ey-ey-ey ♪
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Look out, don't hit that.
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That's so Deaf!
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Walking and signing at the same time,
and suddenly there's a pole!
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I hang out with Cheyenna because
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she sees right through people's bullshit.
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It's cool.
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Look behind you at the guys
in the suit and ties.
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Eww, my God…
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Eww…
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[both laughing]
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I mean, I like nerdy guys…
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but at the same time, I like hot guys,
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surfers, with, like, long hair,
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like a bad boy, you know?
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I usually tend to go for bad boys,
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the ones that don't really have
any goals in life.
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They're, like, wild, whatever…
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But if there's a nice guy…
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Blocked!
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[both laugh]
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So…
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one reason I wanted
to come here and talk is…
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I wanted to clear things up with you
because you seem so different.
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I'm just trying to make sense of it.
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Somebody…
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saw you guys talking shit about
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my YouTube videos.
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Okay, yes.
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They were talking about
what it means to be an influencer
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and what they feel about
having Deaf representation…
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and, like, maybe other Deaf people
should be influencers.
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The Deaf community…
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they see me as something
from another world.
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And they don't want me in their world.
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Am I not, like…
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Deaf enough?
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I mean, a lot of people
give my friends,
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the quote-unquote "Elite"…
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a bad rap because they seem
closed off and stuck-up.
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It's more about the fact
that we all grew up together.
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Growing up…
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we had an unbreakable bond.
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At the same time, it's hard because
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things get out there so fast
and they're so quick to judge.
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Why focus so much time
on what other people are doing?
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Don't waste your energy on that.
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I don't want to lose my closest friends.
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So it's a real struggle for me.
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What are you majoring in, DQ?
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My major at Gallaudet is
Physical Education and Recreation.
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[Linda] Would you go to Virginia to coach?
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Virginia…
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I love my friends,
I love all my brothers back home.
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But Virginia…
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it's no…it's no…
It's no positives where I'm from.
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-[Linda] Okay.
-No positives.
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You paying attention?
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Have I been listening?
My ears don't work, Ma.
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-I said…
-[Rodney Sr. laughing]
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I said…
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are you paying attention?
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-[Rodney] Yes, I have been.
-[Rodney Sr. laughing]
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[DQ] Why'd you move
all the way over there?
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-Because he's scared.
-She got short arms, but she pack a punch.
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He's scared.
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Look.
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Look at her hands.
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They chubby, but whoa!
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-[Linda] Comin' for you.
-[laughs]
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-[Rodney] Balling.
-[all laughing]
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[emotional music playing quietly]
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Honestly, I feel like
what really fucked me up, is like…
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my mom passed when I was younger.
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Fine, shit happens.
Everyone can't live forever.
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I wished she lived longer,
but it's more of, like…
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it really fucked up my emotions.
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That's why I'm so fucking weird.
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I don't want to make the dinner table sad,
but like…
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my family back home, like…
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Like, this? We didn't have this--
I never had this growing up.
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Soon as my mom passed, age 14…
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-[snaps]
-…I was…
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-[Linda] It's a different world.
-Everything was myself.
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I lost my mom early,
but not as early as you.
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And I know what you mean, like,
it's a different world.
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The minute they're gone…
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it's a different world without them.
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If I close my eyes…
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and just imagine
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success for me.
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I'm seeing…
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me and my family
living in a huge house.
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Having fun, laughing,
joking with the kids.
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[indistinct conversations, laughter]
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Having that family…again.
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Like, I want a family again.
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["Do You Feel Ready" playing]
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♪ Do you feel ready now? ♪
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Song?
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Poem.
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♪ Do you feel ready now? ♪
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How do you feel?
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Really nervous.
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When I signed up for Poetry Slam…
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that was a huge risk for me
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because it's something
I'm sharing from within.
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Renate Rose.
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Ready to come up?
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I wrote it last year…
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in honor of my girlfriend, Tayla.
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Your hand…
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is on me.
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Oh, my, a fleeting kiss,
more and more.
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Slowly, your hands travel,
tracing every curve and hip.
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My breath…
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My breath rushing out with pleasure,
silently begging for more.
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[crowd cheering]
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My hips undulate along with your hands…
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as you take me over the cliff.
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I love you.
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[cheering, applause]
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[fast tempo electronic beat playing]
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Renate was being
very touchy-feely with herself.
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I feel that.
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Courage.
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Thank you!
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[crowd cheers]
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["In the City Lights" playing]
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Cheyenna…I asked her to go on a date
with me, a simple date because
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she has a lot to offer.
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She has an interesting mindset
that I'd like to explore, you know?
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I know you're sarcastic.
I've seen your Instagram.
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But then you choose
to ignore me in real life.
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I've always thought
you were attractive, but…
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do you listen to what other people
think of me?
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I've heard you're a ladies' man.
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You think so?
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Yes!
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Interesting.
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You've slept with a lot of girls, right?
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People make that mistake…
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because I'm so friendly.
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Like, you're very active
on social media…
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and I'm sure you have haters, right?
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Yeah, I definitely have haters.
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Tell me about that, then.
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I'm not cool enough,
I'm not Elite enough.
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Such a college thing.
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Perception is what I'm talking about!
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You think that's not true about you…
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Same thing, what's said
about me isn't true!
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I think Cheyenna is not really accepted…
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in the Deaf community
because she doesn't promote, like,
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Deaf people this, Deaf people that.
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Really, Cheyenna don't owe us
a God dang thing!
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Do you think of yourself as weird?
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Oh, yeah! I'm weird!
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Go on.
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Sometimes I feel like I'm
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asexual.
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I'm just not interested in that area.
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Why?
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Because I was raised
in a Christian family.
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Everyone said to wait
to have sex until marriage.
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I mean, I didn't wait…
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but I still care about my moral values.
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I still really internalize
those values from the Bible.
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With a guy, I may want him,
but, like, how do I…?
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And what pisses me off…
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some guys act really friendly and put up
a front, and when they get what they want
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they're done with me,
and I'm like, what the fuck?!
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I'm very Christian.
My mother is very Christian.
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Cheyenna do have values, yes.
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But I think some of those values
were based on
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mistakes that guys have made in the past,
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and I think she's a woman of
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a lot of stories…
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but she hides them.
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As much as I am…
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to use your words,
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kind of a "ladies' man,"
I care what people think of me.
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I care about my reputation
as a good boyfriend.
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The problem is…
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where I'm from,
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we don't have girls
that are sweet like you.
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Before this date,
I just looked at him like a fuck boy.
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But now my perspective
has changed a bit.
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But I'm still not 100 percent sure
he's not full of shit.
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I changed her perspective on me.
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"Oh! He's not a player."
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Which I'm not.
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I really am not.
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I am, though.
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["You Need It" playing]
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♪ Take it or leave it ♪
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♪ Take it ♪
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[phone rings]
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Hey, what's up?
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Just chillin'. I have class soon.
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I'm bored. Can I come over?
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Sure, come over.
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Alexa and I…
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we're both from Frederick, Maryland,
which has a big Deaf community.
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We've known each other for…
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[fast rock playing]
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For most of my life.
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[elevator dings]
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[electronic beat playing]
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You tried to have a kid with me.
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It wasn't on purpose, like,
"I'm getting Alexa pregnant tonight."
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Okay, whatever.
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My friends don't know anything about it.
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I haven't opened up.
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My family is…
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pretty well known in the Deaf community.
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People would judge me.
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I know I shouldn't care, but I do.
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So…
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I went through a lot of stuff…
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last summer.
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And it's been weighing on me.
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Do you want to talk about it?
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[downbeat guitars strumming]
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Last summer…
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I had an abortion.
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Who was it?
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Daequan.
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It was Daequan?
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Oh my God.
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Alexa…she's been a variety of guys.
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So am I surprised? Not really.
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When gossip happens, it's really
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a lot worse at Gallaudet
because it's so small.
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♪ Don't you hate it when ♪
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♪ You've lost your friends? ♪
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But that's…
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00:17:55,324 --> 00:17:59,294
what makes life so exciting:
these stories to tell.
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♪ So young ♪
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♪ Carefree ♪
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♪ Couldn't stand to be apart ♪
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♪ Time flies, things change ♪
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♪ Everything is hard ♪
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♪ Older, unhappy ♪
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♪ Then one day you wake up and ♪
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♪ They don't love you anymore ♪
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♪ They don't love you anymore ♪
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♪ They don't love you anymore ♪
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♪ La la la la la la la ♪
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♪ They don't love you ♪
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♪ La la la la la la la ♪
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♪ They don't love you ♪
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♪ La la la la la la la ♪
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00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:57,009
♪ They don't love you ♪
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