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Who are
you when no one's watching?

Everyone thinks that
your life is this fairy tale.

You know, you're
either making movies

or partying,
or on a beach, or a yacht.

It's all transitory.

And eventually you have
to go back to reality.

And you have to live with
the person inside of you.

I never liked that person.

I'm not a real person.

That's why...

That's why I'm addicted to it,

because I'm...

I'm nothing...

Without the attention.

It's like a drug,
where you just,

you need more
and more and more

and eventually...

Eventually, you don't

care what you got
to do to get it.

Sydney! Sydney!
Sydney! Sydney! Sydney!

Where's markey?

Markey who?

If there was
any other way, markey.

You're gonna take care of all
my social media when I'm gone.

Is that really what
you're worried about?

- Yeah.
- Your brand?

I don't know
if you've noticed,

but producers aren't
exactly lining up

to get them
some markey marlowe.

Don't be mean.

You think that's mean?

What do you think
jail's gonna be like?

I've already been, remember?

I look awesome in a jumpsuit.

Real jail, markey,
real jail.

Not some sleepover
in an administration office

that you were too
wasted to remember anyway.

Whatever.

How many people know I'm here?

Outside the court,
just me,

your attorneys and
your landlord, Daryl.

So you trust some random
guy not to tell anyone,

but you don't trust me?

We did trust you, markey,

but you ruined that when
you hid drugs in your house

and then assaulted your mom.

The fridge and the
pantry are fully stocked.

Plenty of bottled water.

No Espresso maker?

Who's gonna make it?

I'm gonna try
to come check on you,

but once the paparazzi
realize that you're gone,

they're gonna tell
everyone you know,

so I may not be able to make
it back before this is over.

So you're leaving me
here with no cell phone,

no Internet, and no TV.

There is a TV.

Everything's been
cleaned and disinfected.

The linens are new, 600 thread,

Egyptian, just like
you have at home.

Is that
all you packed for me?

There's more in the closet.

You're leaving me
here to die, aren't you?

There's only two keys.

You've got one,
and I've got one.

Unless it's someone
from the court,

do not open the door for
anyone, do you understand?

What about my landlord?

Forget about him.

I mean, he has a key but
he's not gonna bother you.

And you are not gonna bother
him unless it's an emergency.

He'd be lucky
to be bothered by me.

Markey, please, he just
lost his grandmother.

What if he tries to

make a suit
out of my skin or...

Seriously, there's nothing
to worry about, he's fine.

And he signed a huge
confidentiality agreement.

They set the GPS on
the monitor to the footprint

of the property, so just
stay within the fence line.

Come here.

You just have
to stay here for 30 days

and then your
probation will be over,

and you can start
rebuilding your brand.

I know this is gonna be hard,

but I know you can do it.

What difference does it make?

Nobody cares about me anymore.

I think it's time
you grow up.

Never showed me
upstairs, Annie.

Her only
constant companion, the camera,

her expressionless friend.

Her nameless lover,
it follows her everywhere,

greedily capturing her
for every breath taken.

For Marilyn is a star.

Undeniably, she is the star,

embodying every shimmering
greed that lights our eyes.

But what exists behind
the glittering cascade?

The camera's merciless gaze
reveals her unadorned face,

eyes, and only by the fires,
the quiet struggle.

I can't just ignore the
incidents leading up to this.

The escalating violence
going on within this family,

it's a mess.

Just like all the press
clamoring outside

that I had to ban
from the courtroom.

I am going to issue the temporary
restraining order for 30 days.

Jade marlowe and Cara marlowe,

this no contact order
goes both ways.

God knows all parties could
use a break from each other.

If there's nothing else
from the plaintiffs,

you two are dismissed.

Thank you, your honor.

See you out there, mar?

Hundred feet, little one.

Don't worry about her, jadey.

Miss marlowe, sit down.

Barring any setbacks,
we will reconvene this matter

on the last day of
your house arrest,

which is August the 5th.

We're adjourned.

...saw her hidden moves,

yet fewer still took them
to be omens of mortal doom.

Always, Marilyn's
performances shone

with an undeniable sparkle.

She dreamed our
dreams on the screen.

One is a brilliant light
with a lurking shadow,

and one burns more
quickly and more furiously.

This is the defining irony
of her legacy.

Don't worry about her, jadey.

Don't worry about her, jadey.

Plug, water, coffee.

Power.

Come on, Annie,
no bikini either.

Wow, tmz would love
to see me in these.

Something to read would
have been nice too, Annie.

Hello?

Excuse me,
I locked myself out.

Do you have a key, please?
Thank you.

I locked myself out.
Do you have a key for my door?

Thank you.
What's upstairs?

I'm sorry, what?

There's stairs
in my living room

that lead
to a locked door,

and I heard noises above
my bedroom last night.

Just... what's upstairs?

Rats, probably.

Good morning, ladies.

Yes?

I'm bored.

So go watch
TV or something.

That sounds like something
my grandma used to say.

Can you at least open
the door and look at me

while I talk to you?

My TV remote is broken.
Can you fix it for me?

What happened to your grandma?

Died.

Obviously. How?

Cancer. What are her
figurines doing in here?

This is stupid, but, um,

I can't sleep
without my bears

and ever since I was
little, I would have one

that would stay in bed
with me and the other

would watch both of us
from the night stand,

so I though the
figurines might help.

Actually, first, I tried to
watch myself in the mirror,

but that was really stupid.

I can't believe Annie
forgot to pack them.

If the bears
were so important,

why didn't you
pack them yourself?

She's my assistant.
She packs.

It's dead, I'm sorry.

What am I supposed to do?

Thank you, I knew how
to turn it on like that.

Oh, well, then you're
not that helpless.

Was your grandma
that helpless?

What's that supposed to mean?

I don't know, I just said it.
Sometimes I say stupid...

She was dying, she
couldn't help how she was.

Maybe I can't help how I am.

You made me like this.
You don't care about me.

All you care about is money.

You're nothing
but a pimp, Cara.

Don't you call me Cara.
I'm your mother.

Oh, so I can
call my mother a pimp,

but I can't call her
by her first name.

Shut up, markey.
I don't want Jade hearing you

talk to me like that.
You are ruining her.

Oh, I'm ruining her?

So I guess it was my fault
that your precious little

underage piece of Jade
got herself drunk

and decided to hook up
with scumbag Nick

at a nightclub?

I am the one that saved her.

You were probably too busy
sucking down a bottle of wine

to even know
that she snuck out.

That's it, markey.

You are done
talking to me like that

and you are done
with this family!

I see.

So the pimp lost
control of one whore

and now she's afraid
to lose the other.

I made you what you are.

Everything,
everything you have

is because of me...

And this is what
I get for it?

Yeah,

you made me what I am

and this is what you get for it.

I need your help.
I'm bleeding,

I cut myself and I'm bleeding.

Okay, okay, okay,
stop, I'll look at it.

Okay, cover it up,
cover it up.

- What did you do?
- I cut myself.

On purpose. Could you just
do something about it?

I need something.

Okay, I'll be right back.
Hang on.

Okay, this is...

This will sting.
Move your hand, please.

Okay.

Ow.

- Can you hold that there?
- Mm.

God, please don't
tell anybody about this.

I signed an agreement.

How did they find this place?

Your attorneys had a connection
with the coroner's office

and this place fit all their
needs and I need the money.

You know there's
a guy in Japan

that would a pay million
bucks for my bloody tampons?

So sell it to him.

Sicko would probably
know the difference.

Nobody cares about me.

I'm just a piece of meat
to all of them.

All they care about
is money,

and once that's over...

They're all gone.

Except Annie.

She's the only one
I've got left.

And I have to pay her
just to be around me.

- Yeah?
- Move

Now, if there's nothing
else I can do for you...

You can get my bears for me.

That was rhetorical.
That was rhetoric.

Please.

Look, I cut myself
on purpose,

because I am going insane,
for Christ's sakes.

I need my bears,
I'm not gonna make it

through this without them.

I get it,

you're like some sort of recluse
or some shit like that.

No, I'm not some sort of
recluse or some shit like that.

Okay, when was
the last time you got out?

I made the arrangements
when my grandmother died.

My grandma Addie...

She's the one
that got me the bears.

She was this actress
in the '60s

and I wanted to
be just like her.

And she got me
two Teddy bears...

With the theater masks
for faces?

- Yeah.
- And she told me

to sleep
with the drama bear,

so that the sad face would

scare away all the monsters
like a gargoyle.

And that I should
put the comedy bear

on my nightstand,
so that its smile

is the first thing
that I saw

when I woke up in the morning.

You miss taking care of
your grandmother, don't you?

I owed it to her.

But it was more than that,
wasn't it?

I mattered.

She needed me.

Then do this for me, please.

I know it seems
like a little thing,

but it means so much to me.

I need you.

You can matter to me.

Won't the paparazzi
be staking out your house?

Thank you.

♪ And the traveler in the dark

♪ thanks you
for its tiny spark ♪

♪ as your bright
and tiny light ♪

♪ lights the traveler
in the night ♪

♪ though I know not
what you are ♪

♪ twinkle twinkle
little star ♪

You didn't get it?

A guy ambushed me
in the back yard.

Paparazzi?

I didn't see a camera.

Did you get
a good look at him?

I punched him and I ran away.

I can show you, here.

Why'd you bring a camera?

Because I thought
you might like to see.

Get off me, aah!

Bitch! Oh...

Wait, wait, go back.
I think that's Nick.

Get off me, aah!

Bitch!

Yep, that was Nick.

That's your ex-boyfriend Nick?

I wish you could have
punched his teeth in.

You didn't ask.

I feel like
when I'm playing a role...

...I'm free.

I'm free from having to be me.

I do.

My name is Adele marlowe.

I'm markey marlowe's grandma
Addie on her father's side.

Oh, markey was
a beautiful baby,

but she wasn't...

She wasn't a beautiful child.

She wasn't
allowed to be a child.

Her parents always wanted
her to be something else.

An actress, model,

beauty queen,

meal ticket, mostly.

Maybe some of it
was my fault.

When she was little, I used to sing
"twinkle twinkle little star" to her

to get her to stop crying.

Worked every time.

Her mother insisted her
first word was "mama."

Mm-mm,
I know it was "star."

It appeared
that she enjoyed it.

I mean, what child wouldn't
love all that attention?

She got to play
dress up every day,

and on set she was waited
on hand and foot

or she was treated
like a Princess.

Isn't that what every
little girl wants nowadays,

to be a Princess?

I think what she
really wanted was...

To be loved
without an audience.

Well, I wasn't around
very long.

I didn't see how
it tore everyone apart.

She needed someone
to guide her,

and to watch over her

and to protect her,

someone motivated by
love and caring

and not money and fame.

I like to think that if
I was still there for her,

maybe she wouldn't be
the way that she is now.

Maybe I'm just fooling myself.

Nothing in markey's
life was ever real.

Maybe she's too far gone now.

Maybe she should just give up.

What?

What, what do you want, what?

What are you doing?

Uh, no, what are you
doing banging on my door

in the middle of the
night like a crazy person?

I heard you talking
in there, didn't I?

Stalk much?

The walls are thin and
it's not the first time

that I've heard you
talking in there, is it?

And you're not supposed
to have a cell phone

and also, if you
violate your probation

while you're in there,
they will blame me.

Jesus, okay,
I'll show you, come on.

I couldn't sleep,
so I did some improvising

and that's my audience.

Were you pretending
to be my grandmother?

No, mine.

Is that you and your parents?

Mm-hmm.

Are they gone?

Mm-hmm.

Car accident, not long
after that picture was taken.

Do you remember it?

I mean, I remember the...

The sounds of
their suffering mostly.

How'd it happen?

Went over the edge
driving up in the mountains

and it took them about
three days to find us,

which is about how long it
took for my parents to die.

Is that your grandma?

Yeah.

Yeah, that's her.

I'm not a real person.

That's why I'm addicted to it,
because I'm...

I'm nothing
without the attention.

It's like a drug,
where you just,

you need more and more
and more and...

Eventually...

Eventually you don't care
what you gotta do to get it.

Oxy.
You gotta be kidding me.

And when everything
else is gone, then...

The hope is the last
thing that you lose.

And if there's no one around
to help you get it back, then...

I mean, you might as
well just give up.

I'm not gonna give you guys
stupid names

like wilbur and babe.

You are Eric
and you are Christine.

You scumbag.

Open up!

Hey!

Open up!
Open the door!

Hey!

Found your camera, perv.
You were spying on me.

I didn't... I didn't have time
to take them down.

That's your excuse?

Wait, I'm sorry, "them"?
How many are there?

One in...
There's one in each...

There's one in each room.

Is this why I'm here,
so that you can film

some markey marlowe
voyeur peep show shit?

No, they're not
even hooked up.

If I break my ankle monitor,

the cops will be here
within five minutes.

No, stop, don't, don't.

Please.

Please.

I'll show you.

This is the dvr for
the cameras right here

and you can see none of
the cables are plugged in.

All the cables are just
lying here on top of the dvr.

Or you were watching
me in the bathtub,

saw me find the camera,
and disconnected everything

before I came over.

I don't know how else
to prove it to you.

Why do you even have them?

So I could watch
my grandmother.

You watched your grandmother
go to the bathroom?

- That's gross.
- No, I...

Statistically speaking,
that's where the elderly

die the most often.

And she didn't want to
be a burden,

but I wanted
to watch over her,

so installed the
cameras without her knowing.

Did she die in the bathroom?

No, in the bed.

My bed?

I had everything cleaned...

I wanna see her.

I wish grandma Addie
had lived to be that old.

She never got
to look like a grandma.

How much footage did you keep?

All of it.

You should make a documentary.

Final days of
a dying proud woman.

That's, like, some Oscar
shit right there.

I'd have to change the ending.

Why?

I mean she dies.
That's what it's all about.

I love films where the main
character dies at the end.

Isn't that what we all do?
Die at the end?

Still, I'd have
to change the ending.

Do you believe me
about the cameras?

Haven't decided.

Okay.

What do we do?
What more can I do for you?

You can make me trust you.

I have a clip here of you...

That's worth
seven figures, maybe.

All I'd have to do
is call the tabloids,

and they would
go crazy over it.

So sell it to them.

I would never sell it.

Why not?

My ex boyfriend
sold our sex tape.

It's funny
that you should mention Nick.

I used to collect
footage of celebrities.

You're really killing it on the
getting-me-to-trust-you thing.

I thought
that if I could figure out

why some people
need attention so badly,

like it justifies their very
existence, maybe I could...

Ah, so you must have like
a shitload of footage of me.

Where did you get this?

I shot it.

- You're a paparazzi?
- No.

Once I figured out
that all the stuff

I was collecting off
the TV and Internet

was mostly PR bullshit,

I decided to
collect them myself.

I wanted to get
the candid moments

that the paparazzi rarely see.

How did it feel
being in the crowd?

It's easier with the camera.

People look at it
instead of me.

I'm invisible behind it.

Do you remember that night?

Just another party.

How much did you get?

All of it.

You don't have to watch it
if you don't want.

No, I wanna see it.

How'd you know we'd
be in the alley?

You all arrived
in the same limo,

so when I saw Sydney
leaving the front,

I figured you must be sneaking
out the back for some reason.

They set me up.

They thought it'd be fun

to see me have
a public meltdown

when they told me
that my best friend Sydney

and my boyfriend Nick
had been screwing

behind my back for months.

They even made bets
whether or not

I'd go to
jail that night.

Why didn't you
call the police?

Why didn't you?

Yeah, that would
have gone over great.

The police would have
leaked it to the press,

and the tabloids would have
spun whatever story

and somehow it would
end up being my fault,

that I was asking for it or...

...i made it up
to get attention.

What are you doing?

Do you have any idea how
beautiful you are right now?

Yeah, whatever.

No, look.

That's you without a mask on.

Pure, raw emotion.

Why would I ever share
what's inside of myself,

when all of my life I've been
taught how worthless it is?

How do you feel right now?

Like a pathetic piece of shit.

Worthless.

So now what do you
wanna do about it?

- What do you mean?
- I mean...

You didn't do anything
when Nick raped you.

You just took it,

and now you feel like a pathetic
piece of shit and worthless.

So now what do you
wanna do about it?

It's like whatever.

Do you remember
when you told me

you wished that I would
have punched Nick's teeth in?

You got off on that,
didn't you?

So say it again.

I want you to punch
Nick's teeth in.

No, be real.

I want you...

To punch Nick's teeth
in for me.

Good, now I want you
to imagine it,

all in detail.

Nick's got this...

Gold implant
with a diamond...

And I was just thinking
how good it would look

hanging around my neck.

I think you should take these
before I do something stupid.

Oh, I'm sorry,

I thought
I cleaned everything up.

It's cool.
Annie missed them too.

Thank you.

Could you film me
some more?

It makes me feel better.

You like watching what's
going on in that bedroom?

Don't invade their privacy.

Seriously?

Next you're gonna tell me

you haven't been watching me
sunbathe in my underwear.

I haven't.

Why not?

I only watch people in public,

when they should
expect to be watched.

Your grandma didn't
expect to be watched.

That's...

She needed to be watched.

So do I.

Could you look
at this, actually?

I think it might be infected.
I don't know.

You can keep recording if it
makes you more comfortable.

Could you cover up, please?

I don't know if it's infected,

but you definitely do
need a new bandage.

- And a water too.
- Mm-hmm.

Would you go out tonight
and...

Film something for me?

Why are you sneaking out?

I didn't wanna see you
get your hopes up

only to disappoint you,
like with the bears.

I don't think
you'll disappoint me.

Go to the rude bar.

There's always something
happening there.

It's hard taking
care of someone you love

when they're dying,

especially when they're
the only one

you have left in the world.

It takes over your life.

It is your life.

Nothing else matters.

You'd do anything
and everything for them,

even if it's something
you don't wanna do.

But you do it anyway,

'cause you know it's important,

because it's what they want.

I'm sorry, did I wake you?

No, I was waiting up.
Did you get some good stuff?

I think so.

Your bff made an appearance

at the rude bar tonight.

Yeah, she's addicted
to their pixie sticks

and their paparazzi.

Was Nick there?

I didn't see him,
but I wasn't there very long.

Sydney, Sydney.

Do you know where
markey's holed up?

"Do I care"
is a better question.

Any thoughts about her
possibly going to jail?

I hope...

What... what did she say?

I couldn't hear it.

She said, "I don't care"
and then something else to this.

You're good at that.

Any thoughts about her
possibly going to jail?

I hope...

And then something about a...

Like a broomstick
or something.

Why is she so lame?

I don't know what
I'd like to do more

when she does that,

break every one of her fingers

or rip out every hair
on that empty head.

But if you had to choose?

All right, markey,
you can do this.

Your grandma didn't
expect to be watched.

That's different.
She needed to be watched.

She needed to be watched.

Could you look
at this, actually?

I think it might be infected.

And a water too.

So you can see
the light of day?

I'm not a peeping Tom.
I'm not a vampire either.

What do you think?

It's not real,
but it suits you.

Thank you.

I found out what Sydney
said about you last night.

Sydney! You know
where markey's holed up?

"Do I care"
is a better question.

Any thoughts about her
possibly going to jail?

Oh, I hope some dyke

rapes that bitch
with a broomstick.

What did I do to deserve that?

You know, I haven't seen...

My dad in five years.

And my mom and Jade,

they stopped coming
to my court hearings...

Way before
the restraining order,

because they were worried
that the negative press

would hurt sweet little
Jade's budding career.

Did you know
that there was a...

There's a gambling site
online

that takes bets
on how I'm gonna die.

Did you hear this?

No.

The choices were...

Car accident,

car accident
under the influence...

Accidental overdose,

suicide, pretty corpse,

suicide, ugly corpse,

and murdered by stalker.

God, what I'd like to
do to that bitch Sydney.

You already chose.

Bye!

Bye, thank you all.
See you again tomorrow.

- Okay.
- Okay.

One... no, no!

- Ahh...
- Don't you just love oxy?

Oh, when did we take oxy?

It was in your pixie sticks.

Oh my god, party drugs
in pixie sticks!

Why didn't I think of that?

How can we thank you?

I wanna go out big...

Like Marilyn.

Then I'll help you.

I'll make sure
they remember you.

Where am I?

How did I get here?

You're not very heavy.

Thank you.

Seriously, though,
why am I here?

You traded your safety
for fame.

You're here because your
publicist tells the paparazzi

what you're doing
every minute of every day.

It's all out there
for the world to see,

right down to the routine
you do when you come home.

Okay,
if you know me so well,

why'd you go through
all this trouble?

Everybody knows
I am freaky.

I can do you any way you want.

Unless this isn't
what you wanted.

Also, you betrayed your friend.

Look.

Sydney, do you know
where markey's holed up?

"Do I care"
is a better question.

Any thoughts about her
possibly going to jail?

I hope some dyke rapes
that bitch with a broomstick.

What?

This is about
markey marlowe?

No one cares about that bitch.

I can give you a lot more
than she can.

I doubt that very much.

I don't know
what I wanna do more to her

when she does that,

break every one
of those fingers

or rip every hair
out of that empty head.

What do you think
she chose, Sydney?

Murdered by stalker.

That's the one it has to be.

Whatever you're doing,
keep doing it.

Ow! What are you doing?

An accident or a suicide

doesn't have the impact
that you need.

And then I'd
be the one to blame.

You don't understand, Sydney.

She chose hair.

But if a stalker kills you...

It means obsession.

Markey chose to rip every
hair out of your empty head.

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no!
Please!

No, no!

Stop, please!

It means a want so great

that you'd do
anything it takes

to posses the object of desire.

No, no, no, please, wait!

...even if
it means destroying it.

You'd be like
a character in a movie.

Everyone loves me as long
as I'm being someone else.

♪ Twinkle twinkle
little star ♪

♪ how I wonder what you are

♪ up above the world so high

♪ like a diamond in the sky

♪ twinkle twinkle little star

♪ how I wonder what...

How would your grandma
feel seeing you like this?

It would have killed her.

How would your grandma feel?

This isn't about me.

What about your father?

Forget about him...

...just like
he forgot about me.

What about your mother?

Damn paparazzi.

- No, no!
- Don't, don't, don't!

Don't scream.

I have enough tape
for your mouth.

Your daughter told me
not to hurt you.

Do you understand?

Where is she?
Where is Jade?

Your other daughter
told me not to hurt you.

Do you remember markey?

Where's Jade?

If only you cared
about markey a fraction

about how much
you care about your Jade.

You don't know shit.

Oh, but I do.
I know a lot.

I know that it's true
you only had Jade

because you were worried
about markey's career

coming to an end,
didn't you?

Where is she?
Where is Jade?

Jade!

Stop, stop!

Don't scream.

I swear to god,
you better not hurt her!

You hear me?

Jade!

Jadie.

You should never have abandoned
markey like that, Cara.

First her father,
then her mother.

Look at you,
you little pussy.

You can't even look me in
the eye, can you, you loser?

Abandonment
is the worst thing

that a parent
can do to a child,

that's unforgivable.

But markey wanted
some requital.

No, no, no!

I wanna see
the look on Cara's face

when something happens to her
pretty little piece of Jade.

Nothing else matters.

You'd do anything
and everything for them,

even if it's something
you don't wanna do.

But you do it anyway,

because you know
it's important,

because it's what they want.

I told you I'd have
to change the ending.

It's perfect.

What were you talking about?

She was ready to go,

but she couldn't stop
her body from struggling.

Her body still had
this basic primal will to live.

I couldn't just restrain her
or simply overpower her.

It would have left marks
all over her body,

and the police would have
known that I killed her,

so the only way
for it to work was for her

to just lie there and
wait for it to happen.

It took over an hour.

I know, I watched it all.

It's beautiful
and so are your words.

I hope the film that you
make for me is this beautiful.

How are you gonna kill me?

Any way you want.

I don't want you
to shoot the ending.

I want them to
wonder what happened.

What about Annie?

Daryl, are you there?

This is Annie,
markey's assistant.

Listen, something happened
that markey needs to know about.

I'm coming right over.

Markey? It's Annie.

Oh, my poor girl.

Markey, are you up there?

Markey?

I knew you'd look
good with bangs.

I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to hurt you.

I panicked,
and I didn't know what to do.

I'm gonna take
the tape off of your mouth.

I'm asking
my very-well-paid assistant...

And my best friend

to please keep it down.

I'm trying to keep her safe.

Have you completely lost it?

Stop screwing around
and listen to me.

Someone attacked
Jade and your mom.

Mm-hmm.

Stop it!
You're freaking me out, markey.

I'm in control

and he won't hurt you
as long as you stay out of it.

- It's almost done.
- What's almost done?

We both agreed
that if I was to be remembered,

like Marilyn,
I'd have to go out big.

He's back.

You just stay right here,

and it'll all be over soon.

No, no cameras, please.

And turn off the monitor.

There, that's better.

Isn't that better?

That's me...

Not some video
of some other room

in some other place,
but... that's me...

Right there in front of you.

People look at me like
I'm some kind of mirror,

and all they see
is their own fantasy

and then...

And then they tell me I'm the
one living the fantasy...

When it's their own words
coming out of my mouth

and their lewd thoughts wrapping
their hands around my neck.

That's what I see.

A shape...

An object.

I'm pretty...

But I'm not beautiful.

There's a million little
girls out there all alone,

wishing that they
could become movie stars

and I'm the one that wished
the hardest and here I am.

I wished so hard that everything
became make believe...

Even me.

I don't want you
to shoot the ending,

because I want it
to be a mystery.

I am so tired of waking up.

I just wanna dream forever
and sleep forever.

No, no, no!

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