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Previously on Huff...
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How long have you been this angry at me?
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You're doing it right now. Stop shrinking me.
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Fucking shrink yourself. Nothing is gonna change until you do.
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I take the therapy thing with you and dad isn't going too well.
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You're a virgin.
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Hey, fuck you, man. I'm 36 years old. I've had sex.
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Grandpa called like 3 times, but I forgot to tell you.
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3 times. My, my, my.
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We don't want you here.
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For once in your life, why don't you finish something?
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Let the goddamn sun set and leave.
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Now's not a good time. I just don't feel like going.
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The degree of denial in our family is breathtaking.
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Tell me about it.
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- So how's your home life?
- It's ridiculous.
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And how's Mrs. Huffstodt?
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Uh, she's angry.
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Good morning.
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Do I know you?
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I will stick my finger up your ass.
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Pepper!
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Mom, you're in jail?
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I tell you I was clearly not intoxicated.
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Really? A D.U.I.?
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Tell your new friend Byrd here about the war.
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I'm just a low-level insurgent.
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Admit it. That's why you put the cameras in my room.
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Can you believe we're about to have a baby?
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A baby.
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- Oh, god!
- Oh, my god!
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- Do you mind?
- Yeah, where?
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- Like that?
- No. Do it like this.
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Yes! Yes!
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Ah, yeah, it's a party at my house. It's like...
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it's like the air in my house is full of propane or something,
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and somebody does the wrong thing or says the wrong fucking word,
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the whole place will explode. You know?
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It's... it's pretty fucking miserable.
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Oh, God, it's so nice to be out here in the fresh air. It just feels awesome.
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- Do you love her?
- Yeah. I love Beth.
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Of course I love her. I'll always love her. She's incredible.
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It's just... there's something... missing. You know?
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I guess that would be any semblance of joy.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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I thought you left for work already.
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Uh, no. I'm gonna work out of the house for a couple of days.
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How are you gonna see patients from home?
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I'm not seeing patients. I got a ton of paperwork to catch up on.
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Oh. Are you not feeling well?
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I'm ok. I'm just, uh... my stomach is kind of tweaked, but I'm all right.
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Was that a patient?
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This? Yeah.
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Are you sure you're ok? 'Cause you look a little pale.
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I'm fine. Really. I'm just... I'm just taking a couple of days.
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Ok. Well, there's ginger ale in the fridge.
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- Great. Thank you.
- Ok.
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You were flopping around like a fish out of water last night.
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You know, Kel, I really got to be going, sweetie,
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because I got to stop off at my house to change before I get to the office.
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What? You haven't even taken 2 bites of cereal.
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Ah, not really a breakfast guy is the truth, is the truth.
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Well, that's silly.
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I do like my coffee, though.
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You sure you don't have any coffee? I kind of need my coffee.
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How sad is that? You need coffee.
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I don't need it. I like it. I enjoy it.
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It's part of my day, my coffee is. It's because I like it that I want it.
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Well, we're getting to that age where we have to watch what we put into our bodies.
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It's a fucking cup of coffee that I'm talking about.
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Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.
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Sorry. Ha-ha!
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Well, at least drink your milk.
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There's nothing like Captain Crunch-flavored milk.
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Now you know that's something I really enjoy.
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Here. You enjoy this then, 'cause that's gonna be perfect for you right about now.
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Oh, and I've changed my mind.
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I'm not gonna paint the nursery blue just because Fellini's a boy.
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Let's ask the paint guy what he thinks.
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Sure. What time is that?
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Well, we could go after work, you know,
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if your boss won't let you break for lunch.
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You know what? Believe it or not, I'm actually in charge of my own lunch period.
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So, what do you say? Like, uh, 1:00?
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Ok. Oh. Listen.
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Hey.
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Thank you for staying last night.
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I really felt protected.
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What's that? What does that unlock?
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My apartment.
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I just thought you could use it.
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It does make sense.
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- 1:00.
- Ok.
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Bye.
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I'm very proud of you for being so proactive in seizing control of this voice.
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I just wanna be... proactive and...
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stay on top of things.
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I'll do whatever you tell me to do.
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Oh, I'm not gonna tell you what to do. This is a collaboration.
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I mean, I'll help you navigate.
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But this is your life, Teddy, and you're in charge.
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I'm in charge.
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Uh, I've also increased your geodon from 30 milligrams to 50.
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U h...
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will, uh...
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will I have side effects... from that?
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Um, you know, like weight gain or anything regarding my potency or...
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erection?
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Oh. You shouldn't. Uh, but I'll keep an eye on it...
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or rather you'll keep an eye on it and let me know.
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Also you and I will start meeting twice a week.
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And I want you to keep a record of when you hear the voice
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and what the voice is saying.
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Yes.
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And the last 15 minutes of every session will belong to you.
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So we can talk about whatever you want.
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Nothing's off-limits.
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Thank you.
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You're gonna do great, Teddy.
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Um... will I, uh, stop hearing voices?
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Will they be nicer voices?
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They may not disappear completely, Teddy.
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But we can try to understand what is true and what isn't.
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And that will be your power.
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When we were together, it was, uh,
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restless and calm all at the same time.
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That has completely passed away.
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It's just gone.
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Now it's just...
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full of dread all the time and cold and...
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harshness and...
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the daytime performance...
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has become the, uh, nevening performance, if you know what I'm saying.
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It just...
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it just feels like death.
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Hey, Maggie. It's Huff. Is Russell in?
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Thanks.
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What do you want?
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Where did you get that?
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Open the door and I'll tell you.
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Where did you get that, Ben?
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I threatened a judge.
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I'm just kidding. I know a guy from DMV.
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It's legit.
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All right. Hand it over.
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Come on.
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Let me take you out to dinner.
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- No.
- No?
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No. I haven't been hungry around you in years.
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And what makes you think you deserve to sit across the table from me?
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Good point.
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I don't deserve it, but I was hoping you might oblige me anyway.
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Look, I'm not looking for a fight here.
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I just have some things to say, and I wanna make sure that you hear them.
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Well, say them. Say them right now.
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Oh! You don't even know what to say.
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40 years and you still don't know how to talk to me.
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I know what I wanna say.
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I just would rather say it over a steak and martinis.
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Now, look, Isabelle, it's foolish for people our age
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to take a stubborn position of silence.
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Before you know it, we're gonna be pushing up daisies and wishing to god
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we had said all that crap we should've said when we had the chance.
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Well, you know, when I'm pushing up daisies, I'll be dead
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and hopefully won't be thinking of you.
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I know I'll be thinking of you.
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I will.
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Ok. Fine.
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Where? When?
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9 at Gavin's. I'll meet you there.
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Mm-mmm. You pick me up at 8:30.
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No martinis. I'm on probation.
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No, you're not.
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I took care of that, too.
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What? How?
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I threatened the judge.
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Remember when you ran your mouth about that little farm rep?
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Remember how that went down, huh?
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That was completely different, Russell. That was...
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I don't know what the fuck that was. But this is my life.
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I'm having very intense, negative feelings about my wife,
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and it's becoming unfair of me not to share it with her. I think.
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The very sound of this is making me wanna retch.
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Well, how does this sound?
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Ok, I am not happy with the choices I have made in my life,
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and I'm starting to think that I don't want Beth to be part of it anymore.
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Is that better?
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It's interesting. Blunt.
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I just... I can't keep pretending this isn't happening, 'cause it is.
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Buddy, you took a boatload of E and made some kooky tapes.
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A boatload of E. I took a controlled dose of pharmaceutical grade MDMA,
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administered by a doctor.
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Ok, you took the professional E, and then it made you all mushy,
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and it made you think that the world is gonna understand you, and it isn't necessarily.
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Don't get lured out and open up some big can of worms you can't close.
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Yeah. I just... I don't know. I'm at a total fucking loss is the truth.
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So, you know, sit with it a while. I don't know.
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Work through it. Meditate on it. Talk to me about it.
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But don't go doing something impulsive that could be-
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I don't know, man- so fucking destructive.
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It's very interesting advice coming from you.
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Well, you know what? I don't make so many promises in my life.
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You know what I mean? I find it cuts down on the collateral damage.
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But you do. You have. And you know what?
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You probably have a very rich life because of it.
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But we're very different that way.
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You have to be at the paint place in 15 minutes.
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Oh, shit. Did you get that baby paint research I asked you for?
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Yeah. It's printing. Hurry up.
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Kelly and I are picking out paints for the nursery.
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You're picking out paints for the baby's nursery?
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And not only that. I said I'd do most of the painting. I promised Kelly that I'd help.
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I thought you didn't like to make too many promises.
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Well, big difference between painting a room and "till death do us part. "
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Not really. No.
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Buddy, this too shall pass. All right?
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Especially if you keep your pie hole shut.
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All right? All right?
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Yeah.
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Feel free to get sauced.
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Thank you.
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Yellow and sage are very popular right now. Very soothing.
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Ooh, that sounds nice.
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Yeah. You wanna soothe the kid right into special ed.
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I want my kid stimulated at all times, thank you very much.
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- Our kid.
- Our kid.
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- Maybe powder blue.
- No. No, no.
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No powdery, pastely kind of crap.
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Kids cannot distinguish those color values till they're around 8 months old.
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So I want bold, primary colors. You know, yellows, lime greens, reds.
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I want this kid to be solving complex fucking equations in his sleep.
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- Let me see what I can find.
- All right. Ok.
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And no glyco ethers, please, Rico.
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Studies show that they contribute to miscarriages.
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You know what? Goddamn it.
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I don't think that you should be doing any of this painting.
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I think maybe I should just do it.
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No way. I wanna help. This is a project for us to do together.
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Ok. Well, in that case, I think we need to get some of those big cross candle-lighting fans
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and a Michael Jackson mask for you. I'm serious.
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Ok. If you think I'll be safer that way.
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Here's a few choices.
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Are you doing solid colors or are you thinking about a theme?
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Solids. Right, hon?
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Let's do a theme.
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You know, I was thinking dinosaurs or-
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I don't know- some kind of monkey mural or something.
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Do you know how to paint monkeys?
249
00:15:58,409 --> 00:16:00,459
I can paint the shit out of some monkeys.
250
00:16:00,494 --> 00:16:02,711
I'm starting to feel very good about these colors.
251
00:16:02,746 --> 00:16:05,040
You do need to add a little brown, though, for the monkey fur.
252
00:16:05,075 --> 00:16:06,834
No problem. I'll mix that right up.
253
00:16:06,869 --> 00:16:08,001
All right.
254
00:16:08,043 --> 00:16:11,880
This is so much fun. We can have a painting party tomorrow night.
255
00:16:11,922 --> 00:16:12,971
A painting party?
256
00:16:13,006 --> 00:16:17,428
Yeah. Heck, yeah. We'll order pizza. It'll be a painting pizza party.
257
00:16:17,463 --> 00:16:19,346
For just the two of us.
258
00:16:26,895 --> 00:16:32,651
So these malaysians are obsessed with luxury cars. It's a cash cow.
259
00:16:32,686 --> 00:16:37,197
Now, my deal basically is that I'm a broker-slash-conduit.
260
00:16:37,239 --> 00:16:40,791
And we get these cars- I got a guy who buys these cars wholesale-
261
00:16:40,826 --> 00:16:46,123
and we ship 'em over to Malaysia via San Pedro, and we sell 'em for bloated prices.
262
00:16:46,158 --> 00:16:47,923
The infrastructure of this thing-
263
00:16:47,958 --> 00:16:51,670
Oh, for god's sake, would you please say something interesting, Ben?
264
00:16:51,705 --> 00:16:54,798
I hope you didn't bring me here for this.
265
00:16:55,132 --> 00:16:56,425
Ok.
266
00:16:56,925 --> 00:16:57,891
You sure?
267
00:16:57,926 --> 00:17:02,765
Yeah. Yeah, I'm sure. Flabbergast me. Blow my doors off.
268
00:17:04,266 --> 00:17:06,775
I'm still in love with you.
269
00:17:06,810 --> 00:17:11,732
I want you back, and I would do whatever's necessary to make that happen.
270
00:17:15,527 --> 00:17:18,947
Does that blow your doors off?
271
00:17:19,865 --> 00:17:24,244
What about your wife Umagi, Sashimi, or whatever?
272
00:17:24,328 --> 00:17:28,082
She learned english, and I didn't like what she had to say.
273
00:17:31,418 --> 00:17:33,754
I never loved her, not like I love you.
274
00:17:33,789 --> 00:17:35,464
Oh, please.
275
00:17:36,298 --> 00:17:39,635
Why? Why- why right now?
276
00:17:44,556 --> 00:17:46,440
What are you... get back on your side.
277
00:17:46,475 --> 00:17:48,942
Listen to me. Put the goddamn drink down there and listen to me.
278
00:17:48,977 --> 00:17:52,815
You listen to me. I agreed to dinner in exchange for my driver's license.
279
00:17:52,850 --> 00:17:54,448
Thanks for the ribeye.
280
00:17:54,483 --> 00:17:56,825
You're really still in love with me. Really.
281
00:17:56,860 --> 00:17:59,279
It's too late for that. It's too late for all of that.
282
00:17:59,314 --> 00:18:02,206
- Says who?
- Me. I do.
283
00:18:02,241 --> 00:18:05,244
You had 40 years to love me. That's all you get.
284
00:18:05,279 --> 00:18:08,497
- Why? Who says it's all?
- I say. Me.
285
00:18:09,957 --> 00:18:11,333
All right.
286
00:18:12,459 --> 00:18:15,803
Isabelle, we're getting older.
287
00:18:15,838 --> 00:18:20,474
And we, um... we have a lot of sadness coming down the pipe.
288
00:18:20,509 --> 00:18:23,846
But there's a lot of good stuff, too, and I wanna experience all that with you.
289
00:18:23,881 --> 00:18:29,226
I'm not asking that we renew the vows or any of that kind of crap.
290
00:18:29,261 --> 00:18:34,231
I'm asking that you be open to the possibility of us.
291
00:18:35,816 --> 00:18:37,609
I'll give you a second.
292
00:18:49,288 --> 00:18:51,749
Oh, can I have one more of those, please?
293
00:18:51,790 --> 00:18:53,083
Sure.
294
00:19:04,053 --> 00:19:06,346
We were afraid you'd left town.
295
00:19:06,381 --> 00:19:08,365
Well, Kim, I decided to stay.
296
00:19:08,400 --> 00:19:10,251
Tran's been looking for you.
297
00:19:10,286 --> 00:19:12,067
I had a family emergency.
298
00:19:12,102 --> 00:19:15,064
You just tell him to relax. He'll get the money.
299
00:19:15,099 --> 00:19:16,321
He wants it now.
300
00:19:16,356 --> 00:19:19,693
Kim, do I look like I'm carrying that kind of cash?
301
00:19:31,747 --> 00:19:35,417
Go see Tran tomorrow, or you'll see us again.
302
00:19:55,979 --> 00:19:59,525
- Hey. Huff?
- Hey. One second.
303
00:20:07,324 --> 00:20:08,784
- Hey.
- Hey.
304
00:20:08,819 --> 00:20:09,827
Hey.
305
00:20:11,995 --> 00:20:14,456
So, uh, how's your stomach?
306
00:20:14,491 --> 00:20:16,917
Uh, it's not that good.
307
00:20:17,251 --> 00:20:20,295
Well, scotch probably isn't helping.
308
00:20:20,379 --> 00:20:23,132
Well, it's not hurting anything either.
309
00:20:26,009 --> 00:20:28,387
You should go to the doctor.
310
00:20:28,429 --> 00:20:30,848
Yeah. I know. I will.
311
00:20:34,810 --> 00:20:37,166
I guess you want this closed.
312
00:20:37,201 --> 00:20:39,523
Yeah. Please. Closed is good.
313
00:21:25,444 --> 00:21:27,154
Excuse me. Ma'am?
314
00:21:27,654 --> 00:21:31,325
I checked the valet. His car's gone.
315
00:21:31,367 --> 00:21:33,285
But he left you this.
316
00:21:35,371 --> 00:21:40,876
Young man, I have read that note a thousand times before.
317
00:21:40,911 --> 00:21:42,384
I'm sorry.
318
00:21:42,419 --> 00:21:45,339
Is there, um... is there anything I can get for you?
319
00:21:46,924 --> 00:21:49,802
Would you please call me a cab?
320
00:21:49,837 --> 00:21:51,428
No problem.
321
00:22:10,823 --> 00:22:14,618
You better get an umbrella, 'cause I'm gonna be raining 3's, baby.
322
00:22:14,743 --> 00:22:16,001
I'm gonna dunk.
323
00:22:16,036 --> 00:22:18,587
- You couldn't dunk a doughnut.
- I can so dunk.
324
00:22:18,622 --> 00:22:22,251
- You can't dunk, Whitey.
- I can so dunk. I can dunk.
325
00:22:22,286 --> 00:22:24,837
Yeah, well, this is basketball, my friend.
326
00:22:24,872 --> 00:22:26,296
Hey, Teddy.
327
00:22:28,006 --> 00:22:29,216
Hi.
328
00:22:29,591 --> 00:22:31,009
Hey, hi.
329
00:22:31,218 --> 00:22:32,059
What are you doing here?
330
00:22:32,094 --> 00:22:35,431
I was just gonna go to the beach. What are you doing here?
331
00:22:35,723 --> 00:22:38,976
I was just playing basketball. I was about to play basketball.
332
00:22:39,518 --> 00:22:41,395
This place is like a...
333
00:22:41,430 --> 00:22:43,445
It's a nut hut.
334
00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:45,489
I was just visiting Max.
335
00:22:45,524 --> 00:22:48,569
Come here a couple times a week and take him to play basketball.
336
00:22:48,604 --> 00:22:50,738
He's really good. Aren't you, Max?
337
00:22:50,773 --> 00:22:52,364
I'm really good.
338
00:22:52,399 --> 00:22:54,091
I can dunk.
339
00:22:54,126 --> 00:22:55,749
I bet you can.
340
00:22:55,784 --> 00:22:57,626
Do you guys wanna come down to the beach?
341
00:22:57,661 --> 00:23:03,709
Uh, Max cannot because he is, uh, nervous by the ocean.
342
00:23:04,043 --> 00:23:06,649
Yeah. It's so vast. You know?
343
00:23:06,684 --> 00:23:08,575
Yeah. Yeah, I guess it is.
344
00:23:08,610 --> 00:23:10,142
But I can go with you.
345
00:23:10,177 --> 00:23:11,640
Well, what about Max?
346
00:23:11,675 --> 00:23:14,928
Don't worry about me. My groin's stiff anyway.
347
00:23:17,431 --> 00:23:19,266
It was nice to meet you.
348
00:23:21,351 --> 00:23:23,812
- Hey, let me get that.
- Ok.
349
00:23:23,979 --> 00:23:25,397
Take that.
350
00:23:27,858 --> 00:23:30,075
I think it's really cool that you spend time with Max.
351
00:23:30,110 --> 00:23:33,489
Well, it's good because he can get really isolated sometimes.
352
00:23:33,524 --> 00:23:35,247
Does his family ever visit him?
353
00:23:35,282 --> 00:23:38,994
No. No, no. I don't think they know what to make of him.
354
00:23:39,029 --> 00:23:41,378
It's too bad because he's really a great guy.
355
00:23:41,413 --> 00:23:44,041
Yeah, I bet he has a really interesting view of the world.
356
00:23:44,076 --> 00:23:45,376
He does.
357
00:23:45,667 --> 00:23:47,378
- He's special.
- Yeah.
358
00:23:47,413 --> 00:23:49,296
Special guy is Max.
359
00:23:50,255 --> 00:23:51,757
Well, this is pretty good right here.
360
00:23:51,792 --> 00:23:53,550
Yeah. Good. Cool.
361
00:23:54,009 --> 00:23:56,804
Max just must get so lonely sometimes.
362
00:23:56,845 --> 00:23:58,806
I don't know, you know.
363
00:23:59,098 --> 00:24:03,018
He lives a pretty full life for someone like him. You know?
364
00:24:03,060 --> 00:24:04,269
Yeah.
365
00:24:06,355 --> 00:24:09,504
You know, my mom is clinically depressed.
366
00:24:09,539 --> 00:24:12,618
She doesn't leave the house. She sleeps 24/7.
367
00:24:12,653 --> 00:24:16,699
It's like she's sort of been extinguished in a way.
368
00:24:16,734 --> 00:24:18,367
I'm sorry to hear that.
369
00:24:18,402 --> 00:24:19,535
Y eah.
370
00:24:19,702 --> 00:24:25,374
I used to be afraid that I would end up like her, like I would even inherit her illness.
371
00:24:25,499 --> 00:24:27,633
It wouldn't be your fault, Alyssa.
372
00:24:27,668 --> 00:24:30,170
It wouldn't make you any less beautiful.
373
00:24:33,298 --> 00:24:35,968
Yeah, I think I dodged that bullet.
374
00:24:38,721 --> 00:24:42,850
God, Teddy, you are so open.
375
00:24:43,308 --> 00:24:46,228
I love how you embrace things.
376
00:24:46,812 --> 00:24:49,064
I just don't think that people should be punished
377
00:24:49,099 --> 00:24:51,066
'cause God didn't mix their chemicals right.
378
00:24:51,101 --> 00:24:53,736
That is so right. Me either.
379
00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:19,511
Oh, fuck.
380
00:25:23,307 --> 00:25:24,683
Hello.
381
00:25:25,184 --> 00:25:27,269
Hey, dad. What's going on?
382
00:25:28,395 --> 00:25:30,856
I'm just doing some pushups. What's up?
383
00:25:33,108 --> 00:25:34,693
Why?
384
00:25:36,487 --> 00:25:37,988
Where do you wanna meet?
385
00:25:38,530 --> 00:25:41,617
Fucking phone. I hate this fucking phone.
386
00:25:41,950 --> 00:25:45,162
Russell Tupper's office. Hold on.
387
00:25:45,245 --> 00:25:47,059
- Russell.
- Yes.
388
00:25:47,094 --> 00:25:48,839
Kelly Knippers called.
389
00:25:48,874 --> 00:25:53,087
She wants you to bring a 3-liter of Dr. Pepper over tonight for the pizza painting party.
390
00:25:53,122 --> 00:25:53,879
Oh, yeah?
391
00:25:53,921 --> 00:25:55,304
What is a pizza painting party?
392
00:25:55,339 --> 00:25:58,675
We are painting our baby's nursery this evening. Isn't that sweet?
393
00:25:58,710 --> 00:26:00,309
- Actually, it is.
- Yeah.
394
00:26:00,344 --> 00:26:04,355
Hey, wait. Wait. I had to stash a couple of clients in your office.
395
00:26:04,390 --> 00:26:06,725
Margaret, I don't like it when you leave people unattended in my office.
396
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:09,770
Trust me, Russell. You don't want these two roaming the halls.
397
00:26:14,858 --> 00:26:20,030
No, no, no, no. Peps. Pepper. Darling, you can't be here right now, dear.
398
00:26:20,065 --> 00:26:21,705
Relax, Russell.
399
00:26:21,740 --> 00:26:23,582
Who's this? Who's this?
400
00:26:23,617 --> 00:26:26,307
You are way too buxom to be in my office. Goddamn it.
401
00:26:26,342 --> 00:26:28,997
I'm J.J. March. Pepper speaks very highly of you.
402
00:26:29,039 --> 00:26:29,880
Nice to meet you.
403
00:26:29,915 --> 00:26:31,799
J.J. shoots her first porn tomorrow.
404
00:26:31,834 --> 00:26:35,003
That's so exciting. Congratulations. Congratulations, really.
405
00:26:35,038 --> 00:26:37,054
Her contract's all fucked up.
406
00:26:37,089 --> 00:26:41,343
I'm so sorry to hear that, but I do really do need to ask you both to leave right now.
407
00:26:41,378 --> 00:26:44,763
The producers want me to do girl on girl, but I'm strictly dickly.
408
00:26:45,389 --> 00:26:48,267
This really isn't in my wheelhouse right now, ok?
409
00:26:48,302 --> 00:26:49,400
I hope you understand that.
410
00:26:49,435 --> 00:26:52,792
Things have been a little dicey around here for me,
411
00:26:52,827 --> 00:26:56,031
and I can't be involved in this sort of thing anymore.
412
00:26:56,066 --> 00:26:59,201
My feelings are hurt, Tupper. Thought we were tight.
413
00:26:59,236 --> 00:27:03,907
We are. We're tight. We're t-t... like a nut in a bolt. We're tight.
414
00:27:03,942 --> 00:27:05,624
But I just can't help you now.
415
00:27:05,659 --> 00:27:07,536
Remember all the fun we used to have?
416
00:27:07,571 --> 00:27:08,085
Yeah.
417
00:27:08,120 --> 00:27:10,379
You, me, detox.
418
00:27:10,414 --> 00:27:13,751
Gary Topolski and the exploding trailer.
419
00:27:19,465 --> 00:27:21,592
What the fuck are you doing? Hmm?
420
00:27:23,135 --> 00:27:24,643
What are you talking about?
421
00:27:24,678 --> 00:27:28,932
Nothing. Just reminding you I'm a friend.
422
00:27:35,105 --> 00:27:38,067
20 minutes. 20 minutes. That's all I got.
423
00:27:38,102 --> 00:27:39,783
But we can't do it here, ok?
424
00:27:39,818 --> 00:27:42,571
If we can't get this hammered out in 20 minutes, well, then you're shit out of luck,
425
00:27:42,606 --> 00:27:44,448
'cause I have another engagement. Ok?
426
00:27:44,483 --> 00:27:46,081
20 minutes it is.
427
00:27:46,116 --> 00:27:47,624
Thank you so much, Mr. Tupper.
428
00:27:47,659 --> 00:27:51,892
You are so welcome. But I do need to ask you to leave
429
00:27:51,927 --> 00:27:56,126
by the executive private exit for special guests.
430
00:27:56,161 --> 00:27:57,836
I'll see you downstairs.
431
00:28:00,130 --> 00:28:01,507
Friends.
432
00:28:02,508 --> 00:28:05,719
Where the fuck were you when I was too crippled to grip my own pecker?
433
00:28:12,726 --> 00:28:14,777
Did you have fun tanning today?
434
00:28:14,812 --> 00:28:18,190
The pillow smells like chemicals. They using a new detergent?
435
00:28:18,225 --> 00:28:20,109
Not that I've noticed.
436
00:28:20,234 --> 00:28:23,696
How was your day at the beach with Alyssa?
437
00:28:23,731 --> 00:28:25,632
Did you corn dog her again?
438
00:28:25,667 --> 00:28:27,498
Aw, don't be a pervert, man.
439
00:28:27,533 --> 00:28:29,868
It's not just sex. It's an emotional thing.
440
00:28:29,903 --> 00:28:32,579
Yo, save it for your diary.
441
00:28:33,539 --> 00:28:34,957
You have my diary?
442
00:28:34,992 --> 00:28:36,125
No.
443
00:28:36,333 --> 00:28:39,044
You actually have a diary, you puss?
444
00:28:40,045 --> 00:28:42,548
It's a journal. I can't find it.
445
00:28:44,007 --> 00:28:46,009
You really didn't take it?
446
00:28:46,218 --> 00:28:47,976
No, I didn't take it.
447
00:28:48,011 --> 00:28:51,014
I don't care about it and I don't lie, Theodoros.
448
00:28:51,049 --> 00:28:53,267
Ok. Ok.
449
00:28:55,894 --> 00:28:58,439
This girl is really amazing.
450
00:28:59,356 --> 00:29:01,858
She's so open-minded.
451
00:29:01,893 --> 00:29:04,326
That's great, man.
452
00:29:04,361 --> 00:29:06,870
- You trust her?
- Totally.
453
00:29:06,905 --> 00:29:10,492
Did you tell her that you're a schizophrenic and that you actually live here?
454
00:29:11,035 --> 00:29:12,584
Not exactly.
455
00:29:12,619 --> 00:29:16,665
So she still thinks that you're just visiting the zoo, huh?
456
00:29:17,124 --> 00:29:19,710
Quit bouncing the fucking ball, man!
457
00:29:21,295 --> 00:29:24,965
I'm working with Dr. Emily. I'm keeping things under control.
458
00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:27,676
You got this thing beat, do you, Theodoros?
459
00:29:28,469 --> 00:29:33,022
You know what? I'm gonna go to bed, so maybe you can just leave.
460
00:29:33,057 --> 00:29:37,686
Brother, I'm all for deceiving women, but you're not gonna pull this one off.
461
00:29:37,721 --> 00:29:40,529
I'm gonna tell her eventually.
462
00:29:40,564 --> 00:29:44,443
Yeah? How do you think that little bombshell's gonna sit with her?
463
00:29:44,526 --> 00:29:46,820
- She's gonna be upset.
- You think?
464
00:29:46,945 --> 00:29:50,366
We'll talk it out, Max.
465
00:29:50,783 --> 00:29:52,409
You don't know.
466
00:29:52,701 --> 00:29:54,453
Alyssa and I...
467
00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:58,248
it's like nothing I've ever had before.
468
00:29:58,499 --> 00:30:04,296
Even before I was sick, I never felt a connection to anything like this.
469
00:30:04,331 --> 00:30:06,548
She's... she moves me.
470
00:30:07,007 --> 00:30:09,176
She makes me wanna get better.
471
00:30:09,468 --> 00:30:11,060
You're not gonna get better.
472
00:30:11,095 --> 00:30:13,722
You can do better, but you can't get better, man.
473
00:30:13,757 --> 00:30:16,850
Fuck! Why are you always so negative?
474
00:30:16,975 --> 00:30:19,603
I've done what you're trying to do.
475
00:30:19,853 --> 00:30:24,817
And you can hide little things, but eventually, it's all gonna bubble up to the surface.
476
00:30:24,852 --> 00:30:26,700
We're afflicted, man.
477
00:30:26,735 --> 00:30:29,411
That's the raw fucking deal we got, and it blows.
478
00:30:29,446 --> 00:30:32,741
But that doesn't mean you can screw around with this girl.
479
00:30:34,410 --> 00:30:36,537
Just go ahead and get out.
480
00:30:37,538 --> 00:30:40,290
What you're doing is wrong, and you know I'm right.
481
00:30:40,332 --> 00:30:43,502
Just... get the fuck out, ok?
482
00:30:44,128 --> 00:30:45,462
Ok.
483
00:31:52,696 --> 00:31:54,365
Oh, shit.
484
00:31:57,618 --> 00:32:00,496
I can't believe you just left her sitting in the restaurant, dad.
485
00:32:00,531 --> 00:32:02,307
I couldn't let her see my face.
486
00:32:02,342 --> 00:32:04,083
You know how skittish she gets.
487
00:32:04,118 --> 00:32:06,126
Gee, I can't imagine why.
488
00:32:06,543 --> 00:32:08,566
I left a note in the restaurant.
489
00:32:08,601 --> 00:32:10,589
You think that's gonna be enough?
490
00:32:10,624 --> 00:32:12,383
No.
491
00:32:12,508 --> 00:32:14,600
Welcome. Can I help you gentlemen?
492
00:32:14,635 --> 00:32:17,763
Uh, I'm here to see Tran Lee. He works in the service department.
493
00:32:17,798 --> 00:32:20,474
Tell him Ben Bertrand is here.
494
00:32:20,509 --> 00:32:21,934
Very well.
495
00:32:23,227 --> 00:32:25,527
I fucking miscalculated.
496
00:32:25,562 --> 00:32:28,447
What- Mr. Bertrand, excuse me.
497
00:32:28,482 --> 00:32:30,776
What kind of fucking miscalculation did you make?
498
00:32:30,811 --> 00:32:31,909
Business. Business.
499
00:32:31,944 --> 00:32:35,322
Something I thought was something turned out to be something else.
500
00:32:35,364 --> 00:32:38,826
Will this something else have anything to do with the "I only have 10 hours" crap?
501
00:32:38,861 --> 00:32:40,703
Yeah. I thought I had 10 hours.
502
00:32:40,738 --> 00:32:42,079
To do what?
503
00:32:42,121 --> 00:32:44,296
To get the hell out of Los Angeles.
504
00:32:44,331 --> 00:32:46,917
Why do you have to get out of Los Angeles, dad?
505
00:32:47,668 --> 00:32:51,088
This is about 10% of what I owe these guys.
506
00:32:52,589 --> 00:32:54,007
Je-Jesus.
507
00:32:54,049 --> 00:32:58,095
The whole deal with the cars went to shit, and I can't cover it.
508
00:32:58,130 --> 00:32:59,972
Just look at my face.
509
00:33:00,013 --> 00:33:02,815
These malaysians do not fuck around.
510
00:33:02,850 --> 00:33:05,436
I should be off somewhere hiding in the rain forest.
511
00:33:05,471 --> 00:33:08,153
Instead, I'm here.
512
00:33:08,188 --> 00:33:13,277
Well, why don't you just leave, dad? We're certainly all accustomed to it.
513
00:33:13,444 --> 00:33:15,821
'Cause I love your mother, and I want her back.
514
00:33:15,863 --> 00:33:19,283
Well, that might be a little difficult, given your history. Don't you think?
515
00:33:19,318 --> 00:33:22,668
History's for pussies. I'm talking about the future here.
516
00:33:22,703 --> 00:33:26,874
History also counts, dad. In this case, it might count even more than the future.
517
00:33:26,909 --> 00:33:28,726
That's your mother talking.
518
00:33:28,761 --> 00:33:30,509
Dad, that's reality talking.
519
00:33:30,544 --> 00:33:34,006
What do you expect from the poor woman after all these years?
520
00:33:35,674 --> 00:33:37,176
Craig.
521
00:33:38,385 --> 00:33:40,477
I'd like you to get that to your mother.
522
00:33:40,512 --> 00:33:42,931
Dad, no. Please. I don't wanna get in the middle of you two.
523
00:33:42,966 --> 00:33:44,658
Give it to her yourself.
524
00:33:44,693 --> 00:33:46,351
Craig, I know your mother.
525
00:33:46,602 --> 00:33:51,482
It's radio silence from now on. I have to accept that.
526
00:33:52,316 --> 00:33:53,991
Make sure she gets that.
527
00:33:54,026 --> 00:33:56,320
It's the last thing I'm gonna ask of you.
528
00:33:56,362 --> 00:33:59,656
Mr. Bertrand, please, join me in the back.
529
00:33:59,698 --> 00:34:02,034
Aw, eat shit, Tran.
530
00:34:03,243 --> 00:34:07,915
Hang tight. I wanna hear what it is that you wanna talk to me about.
531
00:34:08,207 --> 00:34:10,876
Yeah. Take your time. Please.
532
00:35:29,204 --> 00:35:31,422
Sporty, no?
533
00:35:31,457 --> 00:35:33,757
Yeah. How you doing, Istvan?
534
00:35:33,792 --> 00:35:37,629
So what do you think? Do I buy or lease the little lady?
535
00:35:38,338 --> 00:35:41,467
Uh, it's hard to say, you know. It depends on the person.
536
00:35:41,502 --> 00:35:42,725
I usually buy.
537
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:45,929
Yeah, but then you're stuck with the car.
538
00:35:45,964 --> 00:35:47,806
If it breaks, you have to fix it.
539
00:35:47,848 --> 00:35:51,393
If it's a big piece of shit lemon, it's your big piece of shit lemon.
540
00:35:51,428 --> 00:35:54,646
Yeah. Yeah. It's definitely a roll of the dice.
541
00:35:54,681 --> 00:35:57,823
You lease, you're only in it for 2 years.
542
00:35:57,858 --> 00:36:01,528
Yeah. But when those 2 years are up, you got nothing to show for it.
543
00:36:01,563 --> 00:36:04,615
Yeah. It's a double-edged coin, I guess.
544
00:36:04,650 --> 00:36:05,824
Strange.
545
00:36:06,158 --> 00:36:09,453
I always thought it was best to own something.
546
00:36:09,488 --> 00:36:11,538
It's the immigrant in me.
547
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:18,003
Don't you even think of buying this bitch box. A man your age needs 4 doors.
548
00:36:18,045 --> 00:36:21,590
Come on. Let's shoot the sticks and shoot some shit, huh?
549
00:36:22,633 --> 00:36:26,595
Listen to me. I said my client is strictly dickly.
550
00:36:26,630 --> 00:36:28,222
No. No.
551
00:36:28,263 --> 00:36:30,647
See, I understand.
552
00:36:30,682 --> 00:36:33,539
No. Listen to me. Ok, buddy.
553
00:36:33,574 --> 00:36:36,362
This is my final offer, ok?
554
00:36:36,397 --> 00:36:39,483
I want you to bump my client's fee to 9 grand.
555
00:36:39,518 --> 00:36:42,319
Yeah. No girl on girl.
556
00:36:42,403 --> 00:36:45,537
And if you're lucky,
557
00:36:45,572 --> 00:36:50,786
maybe I'm gonna get her to throw in a little extra anal, if you're polite.
558
00:36:53,372 --> 00:36:57,251
Can you, um... I want you to think about that for a couple of seconds.
559
00:36:57,286 --> 00:36:59,545
I'm just gonna put you on hold.
560
00:37:02,673 --> 00:37:05,634
Martini time!
561
00:37:05,718 --> 00:37:07,803
Water break!
562
00:37:26,155 --> 00:37:27,531
Whoa!
563
00:37:45,215 --> 00:37:46,515
Strictly dickly!
564
00:37:46,550 --> 00:37:49,178
You said strictly dickly. That's not strictly dickly.
565
00:37:49,213 --> 00:37:51,221
Shut the fuck up, Tupper.
566
00:37:52,222 --> 00:37:53,807
Oh. Yeah.
567
00:37:55,017 --> 00:37:56,518
Time's up.
568
00:37:57,186 --> 00:37:58,645
What?
569
00:37:58,687 --> 00:38:00,105
Oh, thank you.
570
00:38:00,147 --> 00:38:02,462
You have a great night, too.
571
00:38:02,497 --> 00:38:04,777
Oh, she'll be there 8:00.
572
00:38:05,486 --> 00:38:07,154
Bye-bye, Stevie.
573
00:38:07,988 --> 00:38:11,617
- Oh. So... 9 grand.
- Oh!
574
00:38:11,652 --> 00:38:13,535
No girl on girl.
575
00:38:13,577 --> 00:38:15,204
A little bit of anal.
576
00:38:15,788 --> 00:38:18,832
You're such a tough negotiator.
577
00:38:18,867 --> 00:38:21,877
Oh, I know. To negotiate for you.
578
00:38:21,919 --> 00:38:25,839
Oh, dear. It's my negotiating bonus.
579
00:38:28,884 --> 00:38:31,804
You're more fun than a barrel of monkeys.
580
00:38:35,224 --> 00:38:37,226
Oh, fuck. Monkeys.
581
00:38:38,143 --> 00:38:38,811
Monkeys?
582
00:38:38,852 --> 00:38:41,230
I was supposed to be painting monkeys.
583
00:38:41,397 --> 00:38:45,004
I don't know what that is, but I'll paint monkeys with you.
584
00:38:45,039 --> 00:38:48,612
No, no, no. I'm supposed to be painting monkey murals tonight.
585
00:38:48,654 --> 00:38:51,615
You're painting a monkey mural in your house?
586
00:38:51,650 --> 00:38:53,968
No, peps. It's for my baby's nursery.
587
00:38:54,003 --> 00:38:56,286
I'm painting my baby's nursery tonight.
588
00:38:56,328 --> 00:39:00,124
I don't think you're the right guy for that job, Russell.
589
00:39:03,085 --> 00:39:05,552
What, you're feeling restless?
590
00:39:05,587 --> 00:39:08,090
No, I don't feel restless. Not exactly it.
591
00:39:08,125 --> 00:39:09,550
You wanna bang a whore?
592
00:39:09,633 --> 00:39:14,311
No, dad, don't wanna bang a whore. It's not about sex really.
593
00:39:14,346 --> 00:39:17,933
I just, um... I don't know. I'm sure I'm just overreacting. You know?
594
00:39:17,968 --> 00:39:19,852
Russell's probably right.
595
00:39:20,477 --> 00:39:24,523
- This will just pass.
- It'll never pass.
596
00:39:24,857 --> 00:39:28,569
And why in god's name are you asking Russell's advice?
597
00:39:28,604 --> 00:39:30,160
Is that your gold standard?
598
00:39:30,195 --> 00:39:32,788
Exactly, dad. Now I'm asking you for advice.
599
00:39:32,823 --> 00:39:35,993
You should have an idea of how fucked up I am about this.
600
00:39:36,028 --> 00:39:39,371
I don't pass these genes out on the street, Craig.
601
00:39:39,705 --> 00:39:41,331
Look at me.
602
00:39:41,373 --> 00:39:43,417
It doesn't go away.
603
00:39:43,917 --> 00:39:45,836
Well, then what am I supposed to do?
604
00:39:45,871 --> 00:39:48,470
Face it. Head on.
605
00:39:48,505 --> 00:39:50,305
Face what? Dad, face what?
606
00:39:50,340 --> 00:39:51,807
I don't know what the fuck to say to my wife.
607
00:39:51,842 --> 00:39:54,553
I don't know what the fuck to say to myself about this.
608
00:39:55,679 --> 00:39:59,933
You know, you have to get past this pathological need to understand your feelings.
609
00:39:59,968 --> 00:40:01,608
It is what it is.
610
00:40:01,643 --> 00:40:04,063
You have to be up front with your wife.
611
00:40:04,098 --> 00:40:05,237
It's her life, too.
612
00:40:05,272 --> 00:40:06,857
Really? Like you're up front with mom?
613
00:40:06,899 --> 00:40:08,157
- I was.
- Dad-
614
00:40:08,192 --> 00:40:11,445
I was. I had to leave and I left.
615
00:40:11,987 --> 00:40:14,031
Your mother never understood it, but she understood me,
616
00:40:14,066 --> 00:40:16,658
and that's about as much as you can hope for.
617
00:40:17,910 --> 00:40:22,289
Well, Beth will definitely not understand this, that's for sure.
618
00:40:24,166 --> 00:40:27,002
You know, the thing is, dad, I really do love her.
619
00:40:27,037 --> 00:40:28,837
Got nothing to do with it.
620
00:40:28,879 --> 00:40:32,299
Dad, I've made choices in my life that mean something to me.
621
00:40:32,341 --> 00:40:34,767
You know, I got people depending on me.
622
00:40:34,802 --> 00:40:37,846
You aren't gonna be good for anyone if you try to smother this.
623
00:40:37,881 --> 00:40:40,307
You'll just make everybody miserable.
624
00:40:40,349 --> 00:40:45,688
Jesus Christ. If choices were forever, who the fuck would ever make one?
625
00:40:54,697 --> 00:40:56,365
You're smoking?
626
00:40:56,532 --> 00:40:58,117
Yeah.
627
00:40:58,409 --> 00:41:02,538
And I found them in that locked drawer in your office.
628
00:41:02,573 --> 00:41:05,881
So I'm guessing you smoke, too.
629
00:41:05,916 --> 00:41:09,211
Or maybe you never even quit. I don't know. I'm starting.
630
00:41:10,921 --> 00:41:17,094
I was trying to find that tape that you were listening to behind locked doors.
631
00:41:20,431 --> 00:41:23,475
Uh... well, I destroyed that tape.
632
00:41:26,145 --> 00:41:27,855
So I was right.
633
00:41:28,772 --> 00:41:31,316
Must have been something pretty juicy.
634
00:41:31,859 --> 00:41:36,947
I mean, you looked like someone shoved a steel pipe up your spine when I came in.
635
00:41:36,982 --> 00:41:40,826
Well, you did kind of invade my privacy. You know?
636
00:41:40,868 --> 00:41:42,411
Yeah.
637
00:41:42,828 --> 00:41:44,580
I sure did.
638
00:42:03,724 --> 00:42:08,687
Um, I wasn't where I said I was this weekend. I was not at a conference.
639
00:42:08,722 --> 00:42:15,986
I was doing MDMA therapy under the care of another psychiatrist.
640
00:42:18,697 --> 00:42:20,615
You took ecstasy.
641
00:42:20,650 --> 00:42:22,534
Yeah. With a doctor.
642
00:42:22,868 --> 00:42:24,126
Who?
643
00:42:24,161 --> 00:42:28,290
Um, her name is Lena Markova.
644
00:42:28,325 --> 00:42:31,168
Oh. Ok, I get it.
645
00:42:31,210 --> 00:42:36,006
You did ecstasy with another woman who happens to be a doctor,
646
00:42:36,041 --> 00:42:37,966
and now you're gonna call it therapy?
647
00:42:38,001 --> 00:42:40,017
No, honey. It wasn't like that.
648
00:42:40,052 --> 00:42:42,519
Well, then tell me what we're talking about,
649
00:42:42,554 --> 00:42:46,058
other than the fact that you're a liar and you're taking drugs.
650
00:42:49,895 --> 00:42:54,942
There's an unrelenting tension in this house. You know?
651
00:42:55,609 --> 00:42:57,569
Not to mention this room.
652
00:42:58,153 --> 00:42:59,411
Yeah.
653
00:42:59,446 --> 00:43:02,074
So you wanna talk about it? Knowing you, you probably do.
654
00:43:02,109 --> 00:43:04,208
You just love to talk.
655
00:43:04,243 --> 00:43:06,078
So should I take a hit of acid first,
656
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:08,997
or do you think that maybe I can handle this straight?
657
00:43:09,415 --> 00:43:13,252
I'm sorry if... I seem bitchy.
658
00:43:13,377 --> 00:43:16,755
This cigarette might be making me a little nauseated.
659
00:43:17,089 --> 00:43:23,846
Um... a few weeks ago, I was looking for Melody.
660
00:43:24,263 --> 00:43:27,558
Melody, who stabbed me in the kitchen Melody?
661
00:43:27,593 --> 00:43:28,482
Yeah.
662
00:43:28,517 --> 00:43:30,102
Of course.
663
00:43:30,185 --> 00:43:32,312
And, um...
664
00:43:33,022 --> 00:43:36,108
that's when I met Dr. Markova. She was at the hospital.
665
00:43:36,143 --> 00:43:39,737
And, uh, I've been talking to her ever since then.
666
00:43:39,772 --> 00:43:41,735
How is Melody, by the way?
667
00:43:41,770 --> 00:43:43,699
Uh, I never found her.
668
00:43:43,741 --> 00:43:44,957
Damn.
669
00:43:44,992 --> 00:43:48,495
Ok, can you drop the fucking sarcasm, please,
670
00:43:48,530 --> 00:43:50,789
and let me talk to you about this?
671
00:43:52,499 --> 00:43:55,753
I'm very angry with you right now.
672
00:44:02,342 --> 00:44:05,721
Please. Continue.
673
00:44:08,140 --> 00:44:11,900
I started talking to Dr. Markova, and I found out
674
00:44:11,935 --> 00:44:15,939
that she still does MDMA therapy every once in a while.
675
00:44:16,106 --> 00:44:19,408
And after our last session with Hoffman-
676
00:44:19,443 --> 00:44:24,365
you know the one when you told me that I should fucking go shrink myself for a change?
677
00:44:24,740 --> 00:44:27,409
I decided that I would try it.
678
00:44:27,743 --> 00:44:29,244
I see.
679
00:44:30,871 --> 00:44:32,748
How was it?
680
00:44:32,956 --> 00:44:35,090
It was very illuminating.
681
00:44:35,125 --> 00:44:38,587
Um, I think that I have a lot of work to do.
682
00:44:38,622 --> 00:44:43,050
And how would you describe this work?
683
00:44:44,343 --> 00:44:46,053
Um...
684
00:44:46,261 --> 00:44:47,638
well...
685
00:44:49,098 --> 00:44:51,016
I, uh...
686
00:44:52,309 --> 00:44:56,313
I need to be free of my mother. I thought I was, but I'm not.
687
00:44:56,348 --> 00:45:00,317
I still resent the shit out of her and everything she stands for.
688
00:45:01,151 --> 00:45:04,530
I think I've been a bit of a wuss of a father at times,
689
00:45:04,571 --> 00:45:07,950
and I definitely need to work on parenting my son.
690
00:45:08,909 --> 00:45:16,959
I, uh... I have to learn how to not die every time I see my brother, because I do.
691
00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:21,547
I die every time I see Teddy. And it's just not fair to me.
692
00:45:21,839 --> 00:45:24,139
Us. What about us?
693
00:45:24,174 --> 00:45:27,010
Yeah. We definitely need to work on us.
694
00:45:27,045 --> 00:45:29,847
But I... I need to work on me first.
695
00:45:29,888 --> 00:45:36,562
Well, I am a part of us. So what about us? What about me?
696
00:45:36,603 --> 00:45:38,605
Oh, god, I can't believe I just said that.
697
00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:40,357
"What about me?"
698
00:45:41,442 --> 00:45:43,193
Well...
699
00:45:44,611 --> 00:45:48,407
it's a good question, honey. What about you?
700
00:45:53,954 --> 00:45:59,383
I- I'm... I'm... Byrd's mother and...
701
00:45:59,418 --> 00:46:03,922
I'm my mother's daughter and I'm your wife.
702
00:46:04,048 --> 00:46:05,987
I don't have any friends.
703
00:46:06,022 --> 00:46:07,891
I don't have my job anymore.
704
00:46:07,926 --> 00:46:12,097
I don't have hobbies. I don't have a life outside of this house.
705
00:46:12,139 --> 00:46:16,727
And... the life that I have inside of this house...
706
00:46:17,311 --> 00:46:20,230
doesn't seem to be working for either one of us.
707
00:46:22,107 --> 00:46:25,486
No, that's true. It's not.
708
00:46:30,824 --> 00:46:32,284
So...
709
00:46:34,828 --> 00:46:36,747
what are we gonna do?
710
00:46:40,209 --> 00:46:41,794
I don't know.
711
00:46:43,712 --> 00:46:45,214
Well...
712
00:46:47,841 --> 00:46:49,676
what do you think?
713
00:46:53,389 --> 00:46:55,182
Um...
714
00:47:04,024 --> 00:47:07,361
I think I need a little time away.
715
00:47:15,369 --> 00:47:17,996
I just... I think I need to...
716
00:47:20,374 --> 00:47:22,876
leave for a while.
717
00:47:37,766 --> 00:47:39,852
I think that's a good idea.
718
00:47:41,854 --> 00:47:45,190
And, uh, I think you should do that, too.
719
00:47:48,235 --> 00:47:51,739
I think you should just leave.
720
00:48:51,423 --> 00:48:52,716
Fuck. Fuck it!
721
00:48:55,010 --> 00:48:55,761
Fuck.
722
00:49:09,733 --> 00:49:11,819
Go away. Go away.
723
00:49:12,695 --> 00:49:15,447
Oh, for God's sake.
724
00:49:18,617 --> 00:49:20,411
Yes, Beth.
725
00:49:20,744 --> 00:49:23,539
- May I come in?
- Why not?
726
00:49:23,664 --> 00:49:25,332
Yikes.
727
00:49:30,879 --> 00:49:32,589
So...
728
00:49:32,881 --> 00:49:36,301
Huff asked me to give this to you.
729
00:49:36,427 --> 00:49:38,352
Oh, why didn't he give it to me himself?
730
00:49:38,387 --> 00:49:43,267
And why didn't you leave it outside rather than practically knock my door down?
731
00:49:45,644 --> 00:49:47,604
Izzy, uh...
732
00:49:48,856 --> 00:49:52,443
Huff is moving out for a while.
733
00:49:56,947 --> 00:49:58,427
For how long?
734
00:49:58,462 --> 00:49:59,908
I don't know.
735
00:50:00,451 --> 00:50:02,411
You know where he's going?
736
00:50:02,446 --> 00:50:04,503
I don't. I'm sorry.
737
00:50:04,538 --> 00:50:09,334
Um, that's really all I can tell you about it right now.
738
00:50:10,335 --> 00:50:12,171
You all right?
739
00:50:12,588 --> 00:50:16,675
Uh... I don't know. I think so.
740
00:50:17,676 --> 00:50:19,428
Wait. Come here.
741
00:50:21,722 --> 00:50:24,683
May I give you a little piece of advice?
742
00:50:25,392 --> 00:50:26,608
Sure.
743
00:50:26,643 --> 00:50:30,146
I love my son more than anything.
744
00:50:30,181 --> 00:50:33,650
But I'm telling you this as a woman.
745
00:50:34,068 --> 00:50:38,447
Do not lose yourself waiting for a man.
746
00:50:38,781 --> 00:50:40,247
Ok?
747
00:50:40,282 --> 00:50:45,454
Do not allow yourself to be held hostage to his doubts
748
00:50:45,489 --> 00:50:49,958
or his selfish indulgences.
749
00:50:51,377 --> 00:50:56,423
A woman can waste an entire life doing that.
750
00:50:57,925 --> 00:50:59,802
Most do, I think.
751
00:51:01,095 --> 00:51:02,596
Ok?
752
00:51:02,721 --> 00:51:04,306
You sure?
753
00:51:41,051 --> 00:51:43,018
Oh, goddamn it.
754
00:51:43,053 --> 00:51:47,182
Goddamn it. Goddamn it, Isabelle.
755
00:51:55,524 --> 00:51:57,693
My parents are pretty freaked out.
756
00:51:57,985 --> 00:52:01,113
My dad's gone mute, so whatever.
757
00:52:01,148 --> 00:52:03,612
But my mom's the sad one.
758
00:52:03,647 --> 00:52:06,076
She's on the internet 24/7.
759
00:52:06,243 --> 00:52:08,460
She actually thinks she's gonna get on google
760
00:52:08,495 --> 00:52:13,375
and discover the cure for retinitis pigmentosa that all the doctors somehow overlooked.
761
00:52:14,418 --> 00:52:17,094
- And how about you?
- What about me?
762
00:52:17,129 --> 00:52:19,965
Well, you keep focusing on everybody else and how they feel.
763
00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:23,260
But, uh, this is happening to you, Kate.
764
00:52:23,295 --> 00:52:25,345
How are you handling things?
765
00:52:25,471 --> 00:52:27,848
I'm just waiting to go blind.
766
00:52:28,057 --> 00:52:29,690
What do you mean by that?
767
00:52:29,725 --> 00:52:33,145
I've known I've been losing my eyesig since I was 13.
768
00:52:33,437 --> 00:52:36,273
I just never told anybody else about it.
769
00:52:36,357 --> 00:52:37,900
Really?
770
00:52:38,484 --> 00:52:43,113
I started falling down all the time, and everyone thought I was this clumsy oaf.
771
00:52:43,364 --> 00:52:47,034
Well, that must've been very stressful, trying to keep a secret like that.
772
00:52:47,069 --> 00:52:49,971
Better to be a klutz than Stevie Wonder.
773
00:52:50,006 --> 00:52:52,873
I kind of wrapped it up into my persona.
774
00:52:53,415 --> 00:52:57,628
Like I couldn't tell what clothes look good together, so I guessed.
775
00:52:57,669 --> 00:53:01,131
I became "funky Kate, the wacky dresser. "
776
00:53:01,340 --> 00:53:04,510
Living a lie is much easier than it seems.
777
00:53:07,679 --> 00:53:10,766
Well, you certainly seem to be doing very well at it.
778
00:53:10,808 --> 00:53:15,375
Um, scholarship to the Savannah College of Art and Design for sculpture.
779
00:53:15,410 --> 00:53:19,942
How could a legally blind girl get a scholarship in such a visual art?
780
00:53:19,977 --> 00:53:22,152
Sculpting was perfect for me.
781
00:53:22,187 --> 00:53:23,779
It's very tactile.
782
00:53:23,821 --> 00:53:25,823
I can use my hands,
783
00:53:26,323 --> 00:53:29,243
feel the things I can't see,
784
00:53:29,868 --> 00:53:33,414
feel the space a sculpture occupies.
785
00:53:33,622 --> 00:53:36,208
You seem very passionate about your art.
786
00:53:36,243 --> 00:53:37,341
I am.
787
00:53:37,376 --> 00:53:40,421
Well, then how come you wanna give up your scholarship?
788
00:53:41,296 --> 00:53:44,717
I'll probably be totally blind within 2 years.
789
00:53:44,883 --> 00:53:46,934
That scholarship's wasted on me.
790
00:53:46,969 --> 00:53:49,728
But clearly, you're very talented. Why would you wanna give that up?
791
00:53:49,763 --> 00:53:53,767
I'm not taking a spot away from someone so I can be some blind crusading sculptor.
792
00:53:53,802 --> 00:53:57,771
They don't know that you're blind, Kate. That scholarship was based on your work.
793
00:53:57,806 --> 00:54:00,155
Drop it, ok? It's stupid.
794
00:54:00,190 --> 00:54:04,153
I've accepted things. I know what my fate is.
795
00:54:04,188 --> 00:54:07,406
Well, nobody knows that, Kate.
796
00:54:07,441 --> 00:54:09,199
Some people do.
797
00:54:09,366 --> 00:54:11,125
I accept it.
798
00:54:11,160 --> 00:54:13,412
I accept my life.
799
00:54:13,912 --> 00:54:16,290
Are you trying to talk me out of accepting things?
800
00:54:16,325 --> 00:54:18,424
No. No, of course not.
801
00:54:18,459 --> 00:54:20,836
Because I'm not living a lie anymore.
802
00:54:21,879 --> 00:54:24,840
I did that to keep my parents happy.
803
00:54:25,174 --> 00:54:30,304
But now I wanna see what it's like to be what I am in the world.
804
00:54:30,471 --> 00:54:37,269
And I don't care if it sucks or it seems negative
805
00:54:37,478 --> 00:54:40,439
or it makes people uncomfortable.
806
00:54:43,067 --> 00:54:44,943
It's truthful.
807
00:54:51,825 --> 00:54:55,412
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