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Previously on Huff...
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Oh, God! My skin's coming off!
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No, man. Your skin's just fine. You're a little bit high.
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My son wouldn't give anybody drugs.
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He's not a drug addict.
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Of course he wouldn't. I believe you.
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Hey, you! Hey!
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Hey! Hey! Hey!
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My son is breaking into people's homes, and it's ok with his father.
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Exactly how long you've been sitting on that one?
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But I like you. Teddy, I do.
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Thanks. Me, too.
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Really? You like you, too?
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What have we here?
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It's from the baby's daddy.
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Yeah.
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You sent me this fabulous crib.
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Mommy needs crib.
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You're a doll. You're an absolute doll.
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Hey, do you, uh, really still do MDMA therapy?
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Well, ecstasy, MDMA-
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whatever you wanna call it. Yes, I do.
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Don't do that. Don't correct me. I fucking hate when you do that.
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Don't fucking cut my balls off. I fucking hate when you do that.
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What balls? You're afraid to discipline your own son.
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I can't fucking talk to you now. I'm going for a walk.
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Good. Make it a long one.
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Try real hard to be asleep by the time I get back, huh?
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He's just so... I don't know. Uh...
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demanding.
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Oppressively demanding.
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And I don't think it's because he feels ignored or needs attention or anything like that.
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It's... more desperate than that.
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It's... it's like, uh...
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if he doesn't know...
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absolutely everything there is to know about something,
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he's gonna have a meltdown.
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And so he asks me the same questions about the same things over and over.
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And if I don't give him the answer that he wants,
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he will just keep asking me
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until I finally tell him what it is that he wants to hear
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just so he'll stop asking the fucking question,
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or I lose it and start screaming at him to leave me the fuck alone.
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It's just... it's fucking exhausting.
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Take me back, you fucking asshole!
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It never has to be this bad again.
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'Cause today is the first day of the rest of your life. Goddamn it.
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- Nice pumps, Virginia. Those new?
- Fuck her shoes.
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No can do. She's a petite. Just got to go with me on this one, buddy.
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If you're lucky, you'll never have to do this again.
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I'm not doing it at all, man.
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I'm not taking you back to that shit-infested cabin in the middle of the desert.
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All right, look at me.
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You're gonna go in my office, pick up the phone and make the call.
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Just like we talked about, ok?
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Nice and easy. All right?
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Don't look at me like that.
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Come on. Shut the door. Here we go, buddy.
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Gonna give you a seat right here. Here we go. Here we... no, no.
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Mags, you remember young Jake, don't you?
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Hey. You got any water?
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Good idea. Water for the boy. He's parched. Fiji him up, Mags.
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Is this some kind of fucking joke?
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You get put on the leave of absence, and this is how you return?
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I'm sure Meeks will be thrilled.
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I'm just gonna say this once, ok?
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Dig deep, don't rush to judgment, and try and summon up a little trust.
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If you can't do that, keep your fucking mouth shut or go home.
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Ok, buddy, you and me, we're gonna make this call right now.
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I can't do it. I'm too scared.
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Trust me. I'm scared, too. But, unfortunately,
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you're the guy that's got to make the call.
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I can't.
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Look at me. Look at me in the eye. Take a deep breath. Deep breath.
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Feel a pushing on your chest?
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Okay, don't let it out. Look at me. Look me in the eye.
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You've done shit in your life so much harder than this. You just can't remember right now.
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But take my word for it. You can do this,
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'cause I'm not gonna let you fuck up anymore, ok?
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Ok, here we go.
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Let it out. Let it out right now.
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Hello.
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Hey. Dad?
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I ask her a question as simple as "how you doing?" Or "what's going on?"
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And she flips out. You know?
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You do, honey.
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I mean, a while ago, her mom was very sick. She was dying of cancer.
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It was truly horrible.
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And, uh, in order to be supportive, I stayed out of her way,
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'cause she made it quite clear that that's what she wanted.
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And then her mom didn't die.
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She went into spontaneous remission.
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You'd think she'd be thrilled over that. Right? Overjoyed, in fact.
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That freaked her out, too. All right. Fair enough.
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Now, she needed to understand that, right?
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In fact, she went on some big wild-goose chase for Jesus thing. Ok?
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But, you know, she sits there crucifying me when I wanna understand something.
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And it... I'm just...
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it's fucked up. You know? I'm... I'm fucking tired of it.
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Are you uncomfortable with Beth being on some kind of spiritual search?
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No. Of course not.
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Right. You just called it a "wild-goose chase for Jesus. "
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It's what it represents, honey.
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Peace. It represents peace. You remember peace?
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Yeah. It's more than that, all right?
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First you're gonna go home to be with your mom and dad
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because you didn't feel safe with me.
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Then you started looking for christianity.
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And then, uh... oh, she quit her job.
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None of these things on their own are any big deal.
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But add 'em all up and they speak to a tremendous unhappiness.
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- Is that why you quit your job?
- No.
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Why did you quit your job?
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It seemed stupid.
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I'm sorry. She worked like a dog for 5 or 6 years to build up a business,
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and then when it's finally taking off, she up and quits one day because it seems stupid?
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I changed my mind. What is the big fucking deal?
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And she gets very bitchy every time I bring it up.
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- "Bitchy"?
- Yeah.
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So she changed her mind. So what's the big fucking deal for you?
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It was just so impulsive. You know? She just threw everything away.
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Threw it all away. A party planning business.
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I got sick of blowing up everybody else's balloons but my own.
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That's a metaphor, by the way,
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in case you wanna talk about and understand balloons for 5 hours.
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Would you stop with the whistling?
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A goddamn headache all day.
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Nice to see you, too, Max.
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Just let me guess. You're spending your day with that little hottie Alyssa.
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Yeah. She made me this. What do you think?
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Rock on a string. Wow.
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It's jade, man.
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I really like this girl a lot.
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So you two a couple or something?
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Boyfriend and girlfriend and all that?
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Uh, I don't know. We haven't gotten that far yet.
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I mean, I think so. We just... haven't gotten that far yet.
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Have you boned her?
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No. I was waiting for the right time.
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It's been 3 weeks, Theodoros. Any time is the right time.
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Hey, you know what? I'm gonna see her later tonight, so just lay off, ok?
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Oh, good god.
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You're a virgin.
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Hey, fuck you, man. I'm 36 years old. I've had sex.
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I had a girlfriend before I got sick. And I've had sex at Woodburn.
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Yeah? With who?
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This girl Mandy. She was kind of pudgy, but she was cute.
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It was the best head in my life.
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Sounds hot.
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What about you?
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Last week. Aurora.
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You know that chick on the boardwalk who walks on glass?
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No shit. She's pretty.
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It wasn't that great, though.
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Her feet were all rough and torn up.
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I should've worn fucking pantyhose.
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I chafed my buttocks.
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You wear pantyhose?
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Sometimes.
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Y eah.
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You did not answer his question.
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I did answer the question, Beth. You just didn't like the answer.
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He asked you to consider, just consider
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if maybe it's the shit you do that makes me bitchy.
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So I bring out your bitchiness. Is that what you're saying?
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I'm? That's what he said, and you didn't answer his question.
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You just evaded it away with all of your tap-dancing bullshit.
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Can I ask you how long have you been this angry at me?
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Oh, my God. You're doing it right now. Stop shrinking me.
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Fucking shrink yourself. Nothing is gonna change until you do.
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Oh, Jesus Christ.
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I can't even ride down in this fucking elevator with you. Have a nice trip down.
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Beth.
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It took me a few days and a little bit of legwork,
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but I finally found them, believe it or not, in a house way out in the middle of Palmdale.
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Christ, Russell.
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I'm just glad he's safe and sound.
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Well, I wouldn't exactly call it that.
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Alan, my actions last week were unforgivable,
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and I apologize. I sincerely apologize.
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But this isn't just about a lawsuit.
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This is also about the health and well-being of a very sick young man.
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- I think I'm gonna puke.
- Hey, look at me.
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Can we discuss this later?
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It turns out that Marnie Sams wasn't really quite
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the sweet, young, innocent angel that her parents thought she was.
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She was a junkie, a meth head.
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I ran into a couple of her old tweaking buddies in Inglewood
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who are willing to refute the family's claim
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that Jake was the first guy that brought her crystal meth.
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And I frankly don't think that they're in the mood to have
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their daughter's name dragged through the mud right now.
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They wanna settle.
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I'm confused, ok? What's happening?
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Am I gonna be ok?
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Well, um, legally, sport, things are looking pretty good.
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But on a personal level, I am frankly scared to death for you.
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And that actually is one of the reasons why I wanted to ask your father here today
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because I'm just very curious to find out if you feel the same way.
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What kind of question is that?
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Don't you love your son? I know you love your son.
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- Of course I love my son.
- Well, look at him.
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No, no. Don't look at me. Look at your son.
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You're still looking at me. Look at your son. Look at him.
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Look at him and see what's he become.
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Please, don't make the mistake that Marnie Sams' parents did and wait till it's too late.
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Your son is dying.
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He is dying. And I swear to God, if you don't get him some help,
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if you don't drive him to Betty Ford or some fucking place, I'll do it myself.
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It's ok.
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It's gonna be ok.
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Jeez, Russell. Welcome back.
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Oh, please. You know you pulled that one right out of your ass.
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I wouldn't misinterpret what I heard, and I certainly wouldn't make up something like that.
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What I said was I believe it's possible to do 1 year's therapy
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and only 3 to 4 hours with a patient who's been given MDMA.
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Right. Exactly.
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What you heard me saying was that I'd be able to do it with you. I never said that.
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Yeah, but you implied it.
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You inferred it. I never implied it.
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So you got me.
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These aren't the '80s, Huffstodt.
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It's extremely difficult to obtain, even through the most appropriate sources.
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And here you are, dropping into my office one sunny day on 3 hours notice.
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You got any, or what?
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Yeah, I got some.
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Great. So can we do some?
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You're willing to do it with me. Right?
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Why do you wanna do it?
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I don't know. I'm not sure exactly.
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Ok. So how's your home life?
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Ah, it's ridiculous.
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You know, I resent the fuck out of my mother.
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Uh, my father is a sociopath.
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Uh, my brother is schizophrenic, as you know.
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And my son has taken to breaking into people's homes
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and posing dead animals for photographs.
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And how's Mrs. Huffstodt?
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Oh. Uh, she's angry, really angry with me.
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She wouldn't even ride in an elevator with me today.
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And she's also convinced that my trip is to bring out the bitchiness in women
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so that I can experience them as nothing but bitchy
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so that I can use that as an excuse to not look at my own shit.
244
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And do you think that's true?
245
00:15:13,126 --> 00:15:15,052
I don't have a clue. I don't know.
246
00:15:15,087 --> 00:15:17,297
But if it is, I would really like to stop,
247
00:15:17,339 --> 00:15:21,385
and I don't wanna spend the 3 to 5 to 7 years in therapy figuring that all out.
248
00:15:21,420 --> 00:15:24,780
I thought I had done that already, quite frankly.
249
00:15:24,815 --> 00:15:28,141
So if MDMA can help me, I'd really like to try it.
250
00:15:28,176 --> 00:15:32,271
Now, please. Quickly before I chicken out.
251
00:15:36,275 --> 00:15:37,484
Ok.
252
00:15:37,985 --> 00:15:43,407
Go to any drug or health food store and get some tyrosine and some phenylalanine.
253
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Take 500 milligrams of each and about 600 milligrams of calcium.
254
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That'll stop you from grinding your jaw.
255
00:15:52,875 --> 00:15:56,545
Don't eat for 4 hours and half an hour after you've taken all of this stuff.
256
00:15:56,580 --> 00:15:58,046
Meet me here.
257
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It's my home address.
258
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Wear loose clothing.
259
00:16:08,098 --> 00:16:09,064
Mom.
260
00:16:09,099 --> 00:16:11,108
Oh. Byrd, you scared me.
261
00:16:11,143 --> 00:16:15,397
I thought you might want this if you care to wind down bit.
262
00:16:15,522 --> 00:16:18,191
You have always had good instincts.
263
00:16:19,902 --> 00:16:22,070
Are you gonna go out tonight?
264
00:16:22,446 --> 00:16:23,906
Yeah.
265
00:16:24,281 --> 00:16:28,201
My old friend Natalie's in town. I don't care.
266
00:16:32,164 --> 00:16:38,378
So I, um... I take it the therapy thing with you and dad isn't going too well, huh?
267
00:16:39,880 --> 00:16:43,091
Like I said, you've always had great instincts.
268
00:16:43,592 --> 00:16:49,681
Well, I think you should just go out and try and have a good time tonight.
269
00:16:49,723 --> 00:16:52,184
You know, you're way past due.
270
00:16:52,309 --> 00:16:54,645
Like a library book.
271
00:16:55,187 --> 00:16:59,399
Mom, I think Natalie can really, uh, refresh your memory.
272
00:16:59,441 --> 00:17:03,779
I mean, dad said she was wild. She's the bridesmaid with long brown hair, right?
273
00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:04,411
Yeah.
274
00:17:04,446 --> 00:17:06,510
Well, didn't she hold up your wedding 'cause
275
00:17:06,545 --> 00:17:08,575
she shacked up with some groomsman or something?
276
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One groomsman.
277
00:17:11,662 --> 00:17:14,039
I think. He told you that?
278
00:17:14,074 --> 00:17:16,416
Mm-hmm. He told me that.
279
00:17:16,451 --> 00:17:18,252
Unbelievable.
280
00:17:46,947 --> 00:17:48,789
- Hi.
- Hello.
281
00:17:48,824 --> 00:17:50,534
You have a cornfield.
282
00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:52,042
Yes.
283
00:17:52,077 --> 00:17:53,836
- This is L.A.
- Right.
284
00:17:53,871 --> 00:17:55,838
And you have a cornfield in your front yard?
285
00:17:55,873 --> 00:18:00,502
I know. How fun is that? I planted it myself. It's organic. Come in.
286
00:18:00,961 --> 00:18:04,172
- God, this place is unbelievable.
- Thank you.
287
00:18:04,207 --> 00:18:05,514
How are you feeling?
288
00:18:05,549 --> 00:18:09,803
Um, "trepidatious. " Is that a word? I feel trepidation.
289
00:18:09,838 --> 00:18:14,057
No, it's not a word, but I use it all the time myself.
290
00:18:14,766 --> 00:18:17,185
Come on, George. Let's go.
291
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Sit.
292
00:18:20,014 --> 00:18:21,154
Thanks.
293
00:18:21,189 --> 00:18:23,400
- That cat's name is George, huh?
- Yeah.
294
00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:25,068
Hey, George.
295
00:18:26,570 --> 00:18:30,699
Not really a cat person myself. I kind of prefer dogs. You know?
296
00:18:30,734 --> 00:18:33,678
I find cats to be kind of, um, arrogant.
297
00:18:33,713 --> 00:18:36,622
God, this place really is unbelievable.
298
00:18:36,657 --> 00:18:38,099
That fixture is amazing.
299
00:18:38,134 --> 00:18:39,506
Yeah, it's an original.
300
00:18:39,541 --> 00:18:42,878
I designed the 3 other ones in the house when I couldn't find the real thing.
301
00:18:42,913 --> 00:18:44,845
Really? Wow.
302
00:18:44,880 --> 00:18:47,966
She plants her own corn and designs fixtures.
303
00:18:48,001 --> 00:18:50,636
She does also many things.
304
00:18:50,761 --> 00:18:52,512
So are you ready?
305
00:18:54,473 --> 00:18:56,892
I... I just take it?
306
00:18:56,927 --> 00:18:59,311
Like an aspirin, yes.
307
00:19:00,687 --> 00:19:02,022
Right now?
308
00:19:02,057 --> 00:19:03,315
Yeah.
309
00:19:03,357 --> 00:19:04,983
Ok.
310
00:19:14,409 --> 00:19:18,413
Uh, well, a little water would be helpful.
311
00:19:29,424 --> 00:19:34,596
Wow. I feel all open and honest and warm and shit.
312
00:19:35,180 --> 00:19:39,393
Uh, what do I do now? I just start talking about my mother, or what?
313
00:19:39,434 --> 00:19:41,068
It takes about half an hour.
314
00:19:41,103 --> 00:19:45,232
So is there anything particularly you wanna work on,
315
00:19:45,267 --> 00:19:48,402
or you wanna see where this goes?
316
00:19:49,278 --> 00:19:52,135
Um, let's just see where it goes, I guess.
317
00:19:52,170 --> 00:19:54,992
Oh, my God! You haven't changed a bit.
318
00:19:55,027 --> 00:19:57,668
Oh! How long has it been?
319
00:19:57,703 --> 00:20:00,622
- 4 years?
- No. It's more like 5 years.
320
00:20:00,664 --> 00:20:02,999
I love the blonde hair.
321
00:20:03,034 --> 00:20:05,335
Oh, my God, you look great.
322
00:20:05,370 --> 00:20:06,885
I'm a pilates junkie.
323
00:20:06,920 --> 00:20:09,923
You look younger than you did 5 years ago, I swear.
324
00:20:09,965 --> 00:20:11,800
Well, good. It's working.
325
00:20:11,835 --> 00:20:13,642
And look at you.
326
00:20:13,677 --> 00:20:16,388
A very grown-up house...
327
00:20:18,599 --> 00:20:21,706
On a very grown-up street.
328
00:20:21,741 --> 00:20:24,813
Get a load of this place.
329
00:20:24,848 --> 00:20:26,732
I just don't...
330
00:20:27,232 --> 00:20:30,325
I don't know what I'd do with all this space.
331
00:20:30,360 --> 00:20:34,698
Oh, really? You'd be surprised how small it feels.
332
00:20:38,410 --> 00:20:40,037
I love this.
333
00:20:41,455 --> 00:20:44,708
So... soft and...
334
00:20:45,292 --> 00:20:46,752
comfy,
335
00:20:47,377 --> 00:20:48,879
lived in.
336
00:20:49,296 --> 00:20:52,049
My place is like fucking moma.
337
00:20:52,633 --> 00:20:55,969
But I guess that's what you do in Manhattan, right?
338
00:20:57,262 --> 00:21:00,953
You kind of buy an obscenely overpriced loft
339
00:21:00,988 --> 00:21:04,645
and stuff it with uncomfortable modern pieces.
340
00:21:05,312 --> 00:21:09,274
Of course I'm never home, so who really cares?
341
00:21:09,309 --> 00:21:10,626
Oh, hey.
342
00:21:10,661 --> 00:21:11,944
Oh, my God.
343
00:21:12,027 --> 00:21:14,446
I hardly recognized you.
344
00:21:14,481 --> 00:21:16,031
How are you, Byrd?
345
00:21:16,740 --> 00:21:19,166
I'm pretty good. I'm really good, actually.
346
00:21:19,201 --> 00:21:23,378
I'm kind of grounded right now, but I deserved it.
347
00:21:23,413 --> 00:21:26,792
I take it that means you're not hitting the town with us tonight then.
348
00:21:26,827 --> 00:21:28,800
No. Um, I'd love to.
349
00:21:28,835 --> 00:21:32,381
It's just somebody's got to stay at home and have dinner with grandma.
350
00:21:32,416 --> 00:21:35,307
She gets kind of lonely.
351
00:21:35,342 --> 00:21:39,012
Well, you always were such the little gentleman.
352
00:21:39,471 --> 00:21:44,434
Yeah. Um, it isn't really working for me as well as it used to right now.
353
00:21:44,476 --> 00:21:47,145
But it's really great to see you.
354
00:21:47,180 --> 00:21:49,398
Yeah. You, too.
355
00:21:49,523 --> 00:21:51,191
Wow.
356
00:21:51,525 --> 00:21:53,402
He's so grown up.
357
00:21:53,437 --> 00:21:54,695
Yeah.
358
00:21:55,821 --> 00:21:57,281
Well...
359
00:21:57,948 --> 00:22:00,666
it's absolutely charming.
360
00:22:00,701 --> 00:22:02,202
So would you like a drink or something?
361
00:22:02,237 --> 00:22:03,888
- Sure.
- Ok.
362
00:22:03,923 --> 00:22:05,539
But not here.
363
00:22:06,498 --> 00:22:08,959
I mean, it's not every day we get to see each other.
364
00:22:08,994 --> 00:22:10,509
Let's go somewhere fun.
365
00:22:10,544 --> 00:22:13,171
Ok, great. I'll just grab my purse.
366
00:22:13,206 --> 00:22:15,132
Is that what you're wearing?
367
00:22:18,093 --> 00:22:20,269
I gave up after an hour or so.
368
00:22:20,304 --> 00:22:23,599
It was like trying to solve a goddamn rubik's cube or something.
369
00:22:23,634 --> 00:22:26,143
Oh, honey, don't you worry. I will fix this.
370
00:22:26,184 --> 00:22:28,193
Really? I didn't take you for the fixing type.
371
00:22:28,228 --> 00:22:32,190
Buying stuff, sending it "priority" overnight. That really seems like your thing.
372
00:22:32,225 --> 00:22:34,533
Oh. I fix it all the time.
373
00:22:34,568 --> 00:22:36,528
I'd love to do it. I'm a fixer.
374
00:22:36,563 --> 00:22:37,870
- I am.
- Yeah?
375
00:22:37,905 --> 00:22:41,491
Get in there, roll the sleeves up, down and dirty, make things work. You know?
376
00:22:41,533 --> 00:22:43,911
My friends think I'm kind of handy, actually.
377
00:22:43,946 --> 00:22:45,752
Bob the builder, that's you.
378
00:22:45,787 --> 00:22:47,998
Ok, I think I see what's going on here.
379
00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:48,630
Ok.
380
00:22:48,665 --> 00:22:53,545
We need some rubber cement and hammer.
381
00:22:53,629 --> 00:22:55,380
Rubber cement?
382
00:22:55,464 --> 00:22:57,806
I just used a screwdriver.
383
00:22:57,841 --> 00:22:59,635
I'll take one of those, too, if you got one.
384
00:22:59,670 --> 00:23:00,802
All right.
385
00:23:00,844 --> 00:23:03,055
Yeah. Let me see.
386
00:23:03,138 --> 00:23:04,313
Voila.
387
00:23:04,348 --> 00:23:06,642
Um... yellow.
388
00:23:06,677 --> 00:23:08,936
Go to town.
389
00:23:12,648 --> 00:23:16,276
What? I have food on myself or something?
390
00:23:16,860 --> 00:23:22,157
No. I was just thinking that, uh... I don't know. You look kind of glowy.
391
00:23:22,192 --> 00:23:23,909
You know, all pink and healthy?
392
00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:25,000
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
393
00:23:25,035 --> 00:23:27,329
I'm just constipated.
394
00:23:28,455 --> 00:23:30,082
It suits you.
395
00:23:30,457 --> 00:23:32,271
You're sweet.
396
00:23:32,306 --> 00:23:34,086
Ok. Now...
397
00:23:45,222 --> 00:23:46,974
I would get...
398
00:23:47,975 --> 00:23:50,310
utterly blinded...
399
00:23:50,894 --> 00:23:53,313
by the knowledge that...
400
00:23:53,605 --> 00:23:58,694
I was gonna... be with Beth at the end of the day.
401
00:24:01,363 --> 00:24:05,617
Everything else was just... a performance.
402
00:24:05,652 --> 00:24:09,788
You know, I was just... pretending...
403
00:24:11,123 --> 00:24:15,752
till I could... come home and just...
404
00:24:18,213 --> 00:24:20,299
and just be with her.
405
00:24:25,262 --> 00:24:30,017
We would literally melt into each other.
406
00:24:30,893 --> 00:24:32,436
You know when you're...
407
00:24:34,021 --> 00:24:37,399
when you're so excited by someone...
408
00:24:37,434 --> 00:24:38,734
that...
409
00:24:44,573 --> 00:24:48,827
you just... your heart gets really slow and your...
410
00:24:49,077 --> 00:24:53,248
and your breath gets really still? It's like you can't even breathe.
411
00:24:54,499 --> 00:24:56,877
It was like that. It was, uh...
412
00:24:58,212 --> 00:25:03,258
restless and... calm all at the...
413
00:25:08,889 --> 00:25:10,682
at the same time.
414
00:25:19,024 --> 00:25:22,236
That has completely passed away.
415
00:25:23,195 --> 00:25:25,239
It's just gone.
416
00:25:35,123 --> 00:25:40,295
It just... it just feels like death.
417
00:25:48,845 --> 00:25:51,598
I don't know.
418
00:25:51,765 --> 00:25:54,059
Have I created that?
419
00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:28,051
Hey. Hi. Come in.
420
00:26:28,086 --> 00:26:29,511
- Hi.
- Hi.
421
00:26:31,930 --> 00:26:34,474
- You look handsome.
- So do you.
422
00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:37,192
No, you don't look handsome. You look...
423
00:26:37,227 --> 00:26:41,148
Women aren't handsome, although my mother calls unattractive women handsome.
424
00:26:41,183 --> 00:26:43,609
But I don't wanna talk about my mother right now.
425
00:26:43,644 --> 00:26:45,444
You look beautiful.
426
00:26:54,536 --> 00:26:56,663
You look really beautiful.
427
00:26:58,207 --> 00:27:01,585
I bet your hair gets really thick and curly when it grows out.
428
00:27:01,627 --> 00:27:03,545
Yeah, it does.
429
00:27:04,922 --> 00:27:06,722
I'm really glad you're here.
430
00:27:06,757 --> 00:27:08,508
Come on. Come on. I wanna show you around.
431
00:27:08,543 --> 00:27:09,801
Ok.
432
00:27:10,636 --> 00:27:13,680
Oh, this is amaz- I can't believe your family owns this.
433
00:27:13,715 --> 00:27:15,098
Yeah.
434
00:27:15,265 --> 00:27:18,817
This and 5 more just like it. Yep.
435
00:27:18,852 --> 00:27:22,022
We do pretty well. It's hard to screw up flowers, though.
436
00:27:22,064 --> 00:27:24,399
So you're like independently wealthy or something?
437
00:27:24,434 --> 00:27:26,450
No. Something like that.
438
00:27:26,485 --> 00:27:28,612
It's not about the money to me, though.
439
00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:30,704
I come here to write. I like to write.
440
00:27:30,739 --> 00:27:32,414
Is that what you wanna be? You wanna be a writer?
441
00:27:32,449 --> 00:27:35,410
A novelist. Yeah. 'Cause I have a lot of stories I wanna tell.
442
00:27:35,445 --> 00:27:36,995
Yeah.
443
00:27:38,497 --> 00:27:40,506
Oh, Teddy!
444
00:27:40,541 --> 00:27:43,689
Oh, this is so sweet. You did not have to do this.
445
00:27:43,724 --> 00:27:46,838
No, it's ok. It's ok. The flowers were already here.
446
00:27:46,873 --> 00:27:48,357
I mean, but I wanted to.
447
00:27:48,392 --> 00:27:49,888
Here. Let me take the wine.
448
00:27:49,923 --> 00:27:51,385
- Ok.
- I don't have, um...
449
00:27:51,426 --> 00:27:53,011
- Here. I have one.
- Ok.
450
00:28:15,242 --> 00:28:16,952
You know, uh...
451
00:28:16,987 --> 00:28:18,579
Shh.
452
00:28:33,093 --> 00:28:34,761
It's ok.
453
00:28:35,220 --> 00:28:37,347
You can touch me.
454
00:28:37,382 --> 00:28:38,974
Yeah.
455
00:28:39,975 --> 00:28:41,685
Yeah.
456
00:28:57,492 --> 00:29:01,705
Whoa! That is a stiff one, all right.
457
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:04,499
Tequila. My God.
458
00:29:04,917 --> 00:29:07,628
I haven't had that in years.
459
00:29:07,961 --> 00:29:09,553
It's good for you.
460
00:29:09,588 --> 00:29:11,715
Tons of vitamin C in the lime juice.
461
00:29:11,757 --> 00:29:14,384
And the silver stuff, it doesn't give you half the hangover the cheap stuff does.
462
00:29:14,426 --> 00:29:16,929
Whenever I have a cold, I drink it like water.
463
00:29:19,723 --> 00:29:24,269
So... is Craig still raking in the bucks? The shrink head.
464
00:29:24,311 --> 00:29:26,403
His practice is doing really well.
465
00:29:26,438 --> 00:29:30,400
He's not still pissed about the whole groomsman thing, is he?
466
00:29:30,435 --> 00:29:34,321
Oh, I'm sure he's forgotten all about that.
467
00:29:34,529 --> 00:29:37,032
I mean, it's not like I raped the guy.
468
00:29:37,074 --> 00:29:39,868
I thought wedding guests were fair game anyway.
469
00:29:39,903 --> 00:29:42,085
I'll remember that at yours.
470
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:46,041
Don't hold your breath. Think even my mom's given up hope.
471
00:29:47,626 --> 00:29:49,218
You ever get lonely?
472
00:29:49,253 --> 00:29:52,089
The more lonely I get, the more I force myself to get out.
473
00:29:52,130 --> 00:29:54,091
No pity party here.
474
00:30:04,184 --> 00:30:06,957
You joked about your mother earlier.
475
00:30:06,992 --> 00:30:09,731
Do you wanna talk about your mother?
476
00:30:10,524 --> 00:30:13,277
- Do I have to?
- No.
477
00:30:15,153 --> 00:30:21,577
Um... my father left when we were really small.
478
00:30:21,612 --> 00:30:24,545
Well, he didn't leave exactly.
479
00:30:24,580 --> 00:30:29,209
He just... never came back from Vietnam.
480
00:30:29,334 --> 00:30:35,097
And I remember, uh, watching her
481
00:30:35,132 --> 00:30:41,680
while she put it all together and realized that he wasn't coming back.
482
00:30:42,055 --> 00:30:48,353
And in a very, uh, short period of time...
483
00:30:49,813 --> 00:30:56,236
she went from being... playful and funny and soft
484
00:30:56,271 --> 00:31:00,616
to being... hard and strict and...
485
00:31:02,159 --> 00:31:03,619
mean.
486
00:31:03,911 --> 00:31:05,746
Did she love him?
487
00:31:06,330 --> 00:31:09,166
She worshiped him. I mean...
488
00:31:10,584 --> 00:31:14,755
he was her soul and spirit.
489
00:31:17,507 --> 00:31:19,384
I remember...
490
00:31:20,302 --> 00:31:23,347
how she laughed when she was with him.
491
00:31:23,764 --> 00:31:29,353
It was so boisterous and free, and, you know, it would just...
492
00:31:29,519 --> 00:31:32,481
catch her by surprise and...
493
00:31:32,689 --> 00:31:35,651
fill the hole house with life.
494
00:31:37,277 --> 00:31:41,615
And then one day I woke up and, like it or not,
495
00:31:41,650 --> 00:31:46,036
she had... become a bitch.
496
00:31:48,622 --> 00:31:54,169
My beautiful, sweet, funny mother had become...
497
00:31:54,711 --> 00:31:56,296
that.
498
00:31:57,548 --> 00:32:00,968
I can feel your hurt as a little boy.
499
00:32:01,134 --> 00:32:04,972
I can feel her hurt as you tell this story.
500
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:12,750
I can envision her reconstructing herself in order to survive.
501
00:32:12,785 --> 00:32:18,860
Yeah, but did she have to construct such a horrid and mean
502
00:32:18,895 --> 00:32:24,449
and cold and curt, needy, judgmental...
503
00:32:24,700 --> 00:32:28,036
fucking taskmaster?
504
00:32:29,288 --> 00:32:34,167
Well, yes, she did. She had 2 boys to raise.
505
00:32:40,299 --> 00:32:44,344
I went to this great exhibit 2 weeks ago.
506
00:32:44,469 --> 00:32:48,306
Ended up fucking the 25-year-old tour guide,
507
00:32:48,341 --> 00:32:52,144
tour thing, the guy who walks you around.
508
00:32:52,269 --> 00:32:53,562
Fuck.
509
00:32:53,604 --> 00:32:57,107
Do you remember what it's like to fuck a 25-year-old?
510
00:32:57,399 --> 00:32:59,116
God, I wish I did.
511
00:32:59,151 --> 00:33:02,946
I nicknamed him the Louisville slugger.
512
00:33:03,155 --> 00:33:05,157
He's from Louisville?
513
00:33:06,241 --> 00:33:08,243
It's a bat, Bethy.
514
00:33:08,278 --> 00:33:10,210
A baseball bat.
515
00:33:10,245 --> 00:33:14,750
A long, hard... hard baseball bat.
516
00:33:22,758 --> 00:33:28,513
I tried to... I tried to replace my dad, you know.
517
00:33:28,847 --> 00:33:32,809
Tried to make her laugh and make her happy like he did, but...
518
00:33:34,311 --> 00:33:36,104
I couldn't do it.
519
00:33:36,146 --> 00:33:38,148
Of course you couldn't.
520
00:33:38,273 --> 00:33:40,776
Did she asked you to do that?
521
00:33:41,944 --> 00:33:43,494
Yeah.
522
00:33:43,529 --> 00:33:46,240
I think she did in her own way.
523
00:33:46,323 --> 00:33:47,991
You know?
524
00:33:48,242 --> 00:33:50,911
I certainly was responsible for her feelings,
525
00:33:50,946 --> 00:33:54,456
and it was my job to perform well.
526
00:33:55,415 --> 00:33:59,461
And I remember if I would do something that I knew she wouldn't approve of,
527
00:33:59,496 --> 00:34:02,839
I would just... not tell her,
528
00:34:02,874 --> 00:34:04,925
'cause I knew...
529
00:34:05,259 --> 00:34:07,678
it would make her unhappy.
530
00:34:09,763 --> 00:34:12,558
Do you keep secrets from Beth?
531
00:34:13,392 --> 00:34:16,895
Why didn't you tell Beth what you were doing here?
532
00:34:21,858 --> 00:34:25,571
I was hoping George here would have the answer to that one.
533
00:34:25,612 --> 00:34:29,866
Hey, George, how come I'm lying to my wife?
534
00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:34,121
Never ask a pussy why you lie to your wife.
535
00:34:36,707 --> 00:34:40,085
You know, I... every now and then,
536
00:34:40,294 --> 00:34:45,007
I wonder what my life would be like if I'd never met Huff.
537
00:34:45,632 --> 00:34:48,677
Well, you went the married route. I didn't.
538
00:34:48,802 --> 00:34:51,270
Who can say who's happier, right?
539
00:34:51,305 --> 00:34:55,726
And what is happy really anyway? It's just relative to one day to the next.
540
00:34:55,761 --> 00:34:57,067
Hey, ladies.
541
00:34:57,102 --> 00:34:58,812
My friend here seems to think that one of you two
542
00:34:58,854 --> 00:35:00,939
can help him kick my ass in shooting some pool.
543
00:35:00,981 --> 00:35:03,198
So either of you two feel like winning?
544
00:35:03,233 --> 00:35:07,029
Thank you, but we're kind of in the middle of a conversation.
545
00:35:07,064 --> 00:35:10,080
- Come on.
- Just a minute.
546
00:35:10,115 --> 00:35:14,494
I think the operative word here is "winning," Beth.
547
00:35:15,037 --> 00:35:18,457
- Hi. I'm Natalie.
- Hi. Gus.
548
00:35:18,492 --> 00:35:20,500
And that's Josh.
549
00:35:22,544 --> 00:35:25,214
Anybody ever tell you you look like Sandra Bullock?
550
00:35:25,249 --> 00:35:26,798
Sandra Bullock.
551
00:35:27,132 --> 00:35:28,175
Really?
552
00:35:31,470 --> 00:35:35,599
Does Beth hold you responsible for her feelings the way your mother did?
553
00:35:35,634 --> 00:35:37,024
No.
554
00:35:37,059 --> 00:35:40,979
No. Beth is the opposite of my mother.
555
00:35:41,014 --> 00:35:45,192
Beth is... really strong and...
556
00:35:45,275 --> 00:35:48,243
comfortable in her own skin. You know?
557
00:35:48,278 --> 00:35:52,366
Well, maybe that's why your marriage isn't what you want it to be.
558
00:35:52,866 --> 00:35:54,952
Beth isn't your mother.
559
00:35:54,993 --> 00:35:57,246
She's your wife.
560
00:35:57,538 --> 00:36:00,666
You know, we recreate where we came from
561
00:36:00,701 --> 00:36:03,794
because we think that's what love is.
562
00:36:04,962 --> 00:36:08,882
You're abused as a child, and so you abuse your own children,
563
00:36:08,917 --> 00:36:11,433
'cause that must be love.
564
00:36:11,468 --> 00:36:17,558
Now, you use the same word to describe both your mother and Beth
565
00:36:17,593 --> 00:36:21,562
even though you admit they're not at all alike.
566
00:36:22,020 --> 00:36:26,441
And even though you know very well that Beth isn't your mother,
567
00:36:26,483 --> 00:36:30,988
it's still possible that you behave towards her in the same way.
568
00:36:31,154 --> 00:36:33,866
And Beth's needs are different.
569
00:36:33,907 --> 00:36:37,160
She doesn't wanna be treated that way.
570
00:36:38,245 --> 00:36:42,756
You ever wonder why she reacts to you the way she does?
571
00:36:42,791 --> 00:36:47,421
You think it's possible that you're partly responsible here?
572
00:36:51,091 --> 00:36:52,926
Well...
573
00:36:54,595 --> 00:36:56,305
fuck.
574
00:36:56,430 --> 00:36:59,287
I've got news for you, Huffstodt.
575
00:36:59,322 --> 00:37:02,144
Kids don't wanna fuck their parents.
576
00:37:14,698 --> 00:37:18,000
Don't forget to light the candles, darling.
577
00:37:18,035 --> 00:37:22,706
Just because we're having chili doesn't mean we can't have ambience.
578
00:37:25,500 --> 00:37:27,419
Want some milk, sweetheart?
579
00:37:27,454 --> 00:37:28,962
With chili?
580
00:37:29,004 --> 00:37:31,471
Oh, yeah. I couldn't agree more.
581
00:37:31,506 --> 00:37:34,509
Why don't you grab a beer from the fridge, huh?
582
00:37:34,544 --> 00:37:37,477
Oh, what the hell. While you're at it, grab 2.
583
00:37:37,512 --> 00:37:43,602
Oh. Uh, gram, grandpa called, uh, like 3 times, but I forgot to tell you.
584
00:37:43,644 --> 00:37:46,688
3 times? My, my, my.
585
00:37:46,730 --> 00:37:49,198
Yeah, it's pretty pathetic, huh?
586
00:37:49,233 --> 00:37:53,320
Hey, don't slander your grandfather. He's never done anything to you.
587
00:37:53,362 --> 00:37:57,783
Well, that's probably because he wasn't around a lot when I was growing up.
588
00:37:57,824 --> 00:38:02,120
He was kind of a hard-ass with the whole skinned cat thing, you know.
589
00:38:02,246 --> 00:38:08,418
Well, somebody had to be, and it certainly, God knows, wasn't your father.
590
00:38:08,453 --> 00:38:11,386
He's too afraid you won't like him.
591
00:38:11,421 --> 00:38:17,803
Well, seriously, darling, the denial in this house is breathtaking.
592
00:38:19,179 --> 00:38:21,014
I know. Tell me about it.
593
00:38:21,056 --> 00:38:24,935
Yeah. I mean, here, you know, you break into neighbors' homes
594
00:38:24,977 --> 00:38:29,564
and you pose slimy dead animals on their brunswig and fils.
595
00:38:29,599 --> 00:38:34,152
And what does he say? "Oh, how ingenious. How creative. "
596
00:38:34,695 --> 00:38:37,531
Well, I mean, it was for a photo exhibit.
597
00:38:37,573 --> 00:38:42,042
Well, so if Charles Manson had gotten those girls
598
00:38:42,077 --> 00:38:46,373
to take pictures of that poor Sharon Tate, that would've been art?
599
00:38:46,415 --> 00:38:48,375
I don't think so.
600
00:38:48,876 --> 00:38:51,086
It was James's idea.
601
00:38:51,128 --> 00:38:54,756
I don't give a hoot whose idea it was. You went along with it.
602
00:38:54,791 --> 00:38:57,516
That is a very lame explanation.
603
00:38:57,551 --> 00:39:01,471
You just try telling the jews that it was all Hitler's idea
604
00:39:01,506 --> 00:39:03,765
and see where that one gets you.
605
00:39:06,435 --> 00:39:10,522
Or the poor, toasted Hiroshima people.
606
00:39:10,557 --> 00:39:13,240
Yeah, that it was Truman's fault.
607
00:39:13,275 --> 00:39:19,281
Or the meter maid- that you left all your change on your nightstand.
608
00:39:19,698 --> 00:39:21,867
You'd still get a ticket.
609
00:39:22,409 --> 00:39:25,836
Um, how many of those martinis have you had tonight, gram?
610
00:39:25,871 --> 00:39:28,999
You know, you could spend your whole life blaming everybody else for it,
611
00:39:29,034 --> 00:39:32,336
or you could live your life and take responsibility for it.
612
00:39:32,371 --> 00:39:35,339
But in the end, you have nobody but yourself to blame.
613
00:39:35,374 --> 00:39:36,305
Right.
614
00:39:36,340 --> 00:39:41,220
Right. You're damn right I'm right. Now, be a dear and freshen my drink.
615
00:39:41,255 --> 00:39:43,468
You sure, gram? You have another one of those,
616
00:39:43,503 --> 00:39:45,682
and you might pass out before you get to scrabble.
617
00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:47,935
I don't pass out.
618
00:39:49,269 --> 00:39:52,856
Sometimes I just go to sleep early.
619
00:39:54,233 --> 00:40:01,907
Look... I don't mean to be so hard on you about the dead animal thing, honey.
620
00:40:01,942 --> 00:40:04,409
I mean, you should live your life,
621
00:40:04,451 --> 00:40:07,371
and you should live it now.
622
00:40:54,626 --> 00:40:56,628
Yeah. Yeah.
623
00:40:57,671 --> 00:40:59,673
Yeah. Yeah.
624
00:41:00,674 --> 00:41:02,384
- Is that ok?
- Yeah. Good.
625
00:41:02,419 --> 00:41:06,113
It's good. It's good.
626
00:41:06,148 --> 00:41:09,808
Yeah. Yeah. Ah, yeah.
627
00:41:14,062 --> 00:41:15,480
Oh, God!
628
00:41:29,036 --> 00:41:30,454
Here we go.
629
00:41:43,550 --> 00:41:46,136
Oh! Yeah!
630
00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:12,371
Hey, what's the matter?
631
00:42:12,788 --> 00:42:15,374
Putting that thing together tucker you out?
632
00:42:15,415 --> 00:42:17,543
Told you it was a pain in the ass, huh?
633
00:42:17,578 --> 00:42:19,419
A little tuckered, yeah.
634
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:21,386
Well, eat more.
635
00:42:21,421 --> 00:42:24,014
You probably are not full enough.
636
00:42:24,049 --> 00:42:29,388
A guy like you needs to eat every 1 to 2 hours, keep your energy up, huh?
637
00:42:29,423 --> 00:42:32,763
Yep. More food. Got enough food? Not full.
638
00:42:32,798 --> 00:42:36,103
Love that pasta. Love that red sauce. Yep.
639
00:42:36,144 --> 00:42:38,981
I cannot believe that this is take-out.
640
00:42:39,016 --> 00:42:42,526
It tastes almost as good as ragu.
641
00:42:48,448 --> 00:42:52,744
Thanks again... for buying the crib and...
642
00:42:54,663 --> 00:42:57,207
What? What?
643
00:42:58,709 --> 00:43:02,483
Nothing. I was just... getting a little nervous.
644
00:43:02,518 --> 00:43:06,258
Nervous? Why nervous? No reason to be nervous.
645
00:43:06,293 --> 00:43:09,720
Well, Fellini's almost here, and,
646
00:43:09,761 --> 00:43:13,140
you know, as of this morning, he didn't even have a bed.
647
00:43:13,175 --> 00:43:15,347
This is true. But now he has a bed.
648
00:43:15,382 --> 00:43:17,519
He actually has a really nice bed.
649
00:43:17,554 --> 00:43:19,187
Thank you.
650
00:43:19,771 --> 00:43:22,316
It was very, very sweet.
651
00:43:23,108 --> 00:43:26,320
No problem. I'm happy to help.
652
00:43:29,156 --> 00:43:33,285
I cannot believe we're about to have a baby. Can you?
653
00:43:33,368 --> 00:43:34,953
Right.
654
00:43:35,579 --> 00:43:37,414
Baby.
655
00:43:47,799 --> 00:43:49,808
Oh, my God!
656
00:43:49,843 --> 00:43:51,720
Is the Goddamn water coming out now?
657
00:43:51,762 --> 00:43:53,972
I can't... I can't reach it.
658
00:43:54,014 --> 00:43:55,355
You can't reach what? The baby?
659
00:43:55,390 --> 00:43:58,205
No. It's one of those charley horses.
660
00:43:58,240 --> 00:44:01,021
Oh, God! I need a banana. Knock it out.
661
00:44:01,056 --> 00:44:02,564
- Ok. Banana.
- Would you mind?
662
00:44:02,599 --> 00:44:04,542
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Where?
663
00:44:04,577 --> 00:44:06,450
My calf. Go deeper. Deeper.
664
00:44:06,485 --> 00:44:08,494
- Like that?
- No, do it like this.
665
00:44:08,529 --> 00:44:12,074
Like this. Don't be afraid. Hurt me if you have to!
666
00:44:12,115 --> 00:44:15,827
- Like that?
- Oh! Oh! Yes!
667
00:44:15,862 --> 00:44:18,705
Yes! Oh!
668
00:44:22,417 --> 00:44:24,211
Me, me, me!
669
00:44:35,514 --> 00:44:36,932
Nice.
670
00:44:38,308 --> 00:44:40,769
Make it pretty, Bethy.
671
00:44:40,804 --> 00:44:42,729
She already has.
672
00:44:44,648 --> 00:44:45,774
Yes!
673
00:44:45,816 --> 00:44:47,922
And she's good with a stick.
674
00:44:47,957 --> 00:44:50,028
Like riding a bike, right?
675
00:44:50,063 --> 00:44:51,703
Yayger yah!
676
00:44:51,738 --> 00:44:55,742
Oh! Been a few years since I've done this.
677
00:44:55,784 --> 00:44:58,495
It's been years since you've done a lot of things, Beth.
678
00:44:58,530 --> 00:45:01,331
Stop being such a brentwood bitch.
679
00:45:01,415 --> 00:45:05,439
Oh! All right. To teaneck.
680
00:45:05,474 --> 00:45:09,464
- To teaneck.
- To teaneck.
681
00:45:17,389 --> 00:45:20,893
Now, that's the girl I know and love.
682
00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:23,186
I love her.
683
00:45:40,037 --> 00:45:43,749
Yeah. Take it. It's your shot.
684
00:45:44,833 --> 00:45:46,543
Don't go anywhere.
685
00:45:50,005 --> 00:45:52,139
Excuse us one moment.
686
00:45:52,174 --> 00:45:55,969
Gus here is gonna take me to the little girl's room.
687
00:45:56,004 --> 00:45:59,056
- He's gonna what?
- I'll be right back.
688
00:46:03,185 --> 00:46:05,360
Isn't that what the kids do?
689
00:46:05,395 --> 00:46:08,739
Have a bunch of sex on this stuff?
690
00:46:08,774 --> 00:46:13,195
The kids mostly like to touch and stroke one another on ecstasy.
691
00:46:13,237 --> 00:46:16,365
For some of them, it's the first time they've ever really loved themselves,
692
00:46:16,406 --> 00:46:20,452
and consequently they're not afraid of loving someone else.
693
00:46:20,487 --> 00:46:23,163
But for those of us who are a little older,
694
00:46:23,198 --> 00:46:25,332
who've learned how to sit still,
695
00:46:25,374 --> 00:46:30,128
we use it to talk about what we're thinking and feeling, what troubles us.
696
00:46:30,163 --> 00:46:35,676
And then everything becomes clear, as I said, without any judgment.
697
00:46:49,731 --> 00:46:51,525
Where are you now?
698
00:46:56,154 --> 00:46:58,949
You're sad about something, aren't you?
699
00:46:59,366 --> 00:47:00,868
Yeah.
700
00:47:01,952 --> 00:47:03,871
What are you sad about?
701
00:47:05,038 --> 00:47:06,665
My friend.
702
00:47:07,833 --> 00:47:09,376
Your friend.
703
00:47:11,670 --> 00:47:14,006
Yeah. My friend Russell.
704
00:47:15,549 --> 00:47:19,720
He's dying and I can't stop it.
705
00:47:20,762 --> 00:47:22,806
Is he sick?
706
00:47:23,348 --> 00:47:28,228
Yeah. He's a drug addict and an alcoholic.
707
00:47:30,230 --> 00:47:36,153
He's my... best friend, and I love him.
708
00:47:38,071 --> 00:47:40,282
He's dying.
709
00:47:44,536 --> 00:47:47,789
And there's nothing you can do to help him, is there?
710
00:47:47,824 --> 00:47:51,376
No. I can't help.
711
00:47:53,545 --> 00:47:58,342
I can't. I can't help him.
712
00:48:38,715 --> 00:48:40,259
Russy?
713
00:48:41,009 --> 00:48:43,720
Russell. Russell. Yes.
714
00:48:43,755 --> 00:48:46,431
Just go back to sleep, ok?
715
00:48:46,473 --> 00:48:49,434
I'm just gonna let myself out.
716
00:48:50,561 --> 00:48:52,444
You don't have to.
717
00:48:52,479 --> 00:48:55,023
You can stay the night if you want to.
718
00:48:55,058 --> 00:48:56,316
What?
719
00:48:56,859 --> 00:48:58,881
It's... it's late.
720
00:48:58,916 --> 00:49:00,869
You've had a long day.
721
00:49:00,904 --> 00:49:04,783
Just sleep here and head out in the morning.
722
00:49:06,076 --> 00:49:09,454
I'm not gonna molest you in the middle of the night or anything.
723
00:49:09,830 --> 00:49:13,083
Um... thank you. I appreciate that.
724
00:49:13,125 --> 00:49:19,548
But, um, I don't, um, want... have my toothbrush.
725
00:49:20,215 --> 00:49:24,386
I've got plenty of toothbrushes and mouthwash and deodorant.
726
00:49:24,421 --> 00:49:26,471
I'm a regular rite-aid.
727
00:49:27,431 --> 00:49:29,808
Really, it's no big deal.
728
00:49:35,856 --> 00:49:39,074
Look, I'm heading in.
729
00:49:39,109 --> 00:49:41,028
Do you wanna come? You can.
730
00:49:41,063 --> 00:49:43,864
If not, drive safe.
731
00:49:43,947 --> 00:49:48,035
Thanks for tonight, and I'll see you when I see you, ok?
732
00:49:57,169 --> 00:49:58,754
My leg.
733
00:50:09,973 --> 00:50:12,100
Regular fucking rite-aid.
734
00:50:12,309 --> 00:50:14,102
Can't hear you.
735
00:50:16,104 --> 00:50:21,276
You have a... medium bristle, perhaps?
736
00:50:55,018 --> 00:50:56,979
Hi, pretty girl.
737
00:51:00,732 --> 00:51:03,652
Hi. Come here.
738
00:51:04,820 --> 00:51:06,488
Come here.
739
00:51:10,450 --> 00:51:12,035
Hi.
740
00:51:14,288 --> 00:51:17,457
You have the loveliest mouth.
741
00:51:20,544 --> 00:51:25,716
Anybody ever tell you you have the loveliest... mouth?
742
00:52:06,965 --> 00:52:10,135
Bethy. No.
743
00:52:13,263 --> 00:52:14,688
Beth.
744
00:52:14,723 --> 00:52:16,475
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
745
00:52:16,600 --> 00:52:18,185
Don't go.
746
00:52:25,651 --> 00:52:28,403
Beth. Come on.
747
00:52:28,438 --> 00:52:29,947
Beth.
748
00:52:30,197 --> 00:52:31,949
You ok?
749
00:52:32,115 --> 00:52:34,166
I mean, are we ok?
750
00:52:34,201 --> 00:52:39,122
I'm fine. I just, um... I have a family and a husband.
751
00:52:39,157 --> 00:52:42,876
I shouldn't be here. I need to go home.
752
00:52:42,911 --> 00:52:44,092
I'll take you.
753
00:52:44,127 --> 00:52:49,174
No, no, no. I'll get a cab. Just stay and enjoy.
754
00:52:49,216 --> 00:52:50,801
Ok.
755
00:52:50,884 --> 00:52:52,643
Yeah, ok.
756
00:52:52,678 --> 00:52:58,392
I'm gonna call you tomorrow and maybe we can hit Fred Segal or something.
757
00:52:58,892 --> 00:53:01,395
Yeah. Call me.
758
00:53:01,430 --> 00:53:02,813
Ok.
759
00:53:20,080 --> 00:53:22,124
Fellini, wait-
760
00:54:21,225 --> 00:54:22,976
You're working on your novel?
761
00:54:23,011 --> 00:54:24,394
Yeah.
762
00:54:24,645 --> 00:54:28,148
I'm writing... writing my novel. Writing is easy.
763
00:54:28,190 --> 00:54:32,194
Some ideas came to me in the middle of the night, and I wanted to get them out.
764
00:54:32,229 --> 00:54:34,821
They woke me up. I couldn't sleep.
765
00:54:36,281 --> 00:54:40,369
Well, don't be too long. It's getting cold in here.
766
00:54:42,538 --> 00:54:44,623
I won't. I won't be too long.
767
00:54:44,658 --> 00:54:46,124
Ok.
768
00:54:46,959 --> 00:54:49,002
I won't be long at all.
769
00:55:02,724 --> 00:55:06,395
So you want a recap, or you think you've got it?
770
00:55:06,430 --> 00:55:08,856
Well, let's see. Um...
771
00:55:08,897 --> 00:55:12,734
at the risk of sounding like a boy scout here, uh...
772
00:55:12,985 --> 00:55:16,947
I need to free myself from my mother, start being her adult son
773
00:55:16,982 --> 00:55:20,492
and stop being her 12-year-old surrogate husband.
774
00:55:20,527 --> 00:55:23,126
I need to be straight with my own son,
775
00:55:23,161 --> 00:55:26,630
stop worrying so much about whether he likes me or not.
776
00:55:26,665 --> 00:55:30,961
I need to say good-bye to my best friend Russell while he's still alive.
777
00:55:30,996 --> 00:55:33,881
If I wait, I might not get the chance.
778
00:55:34,298 --> 00:55:36,682
And I have to be honest with my wife.
779
00:55:36,717 --> 00:55:39,601
I have to stop obsessing about everything she's feeling
780
00:55:39,636 --> 00:55:44,064
and start being brave enough to be honest about what I'm feeling.
781
00:55:44,099 --> 00:55:48,437
And, uh, I have to stop talking her into the ground about every little thought I'm having
782
00:55:48,472 --> 00:55:50,195
and just keep it simple.
783
00:55:50,230 --> 00:55:52,858
You keep on talking everyone into the ground, Huffstodt,
784
00:55:52,893 --> 00:55:55,402
you're gonna bury them, pure and simple.
785
00:56:13,045 --> 00:56:14,094
Thanks.
786
00:56:14,129 --> 00:56:15,672
You're welcome.
787
00:56:15,756 --> 00:56:19,176
You can pick some corn on the way out if you like.
788
00:57:20,946 --> 00:57:26,076
Transcript: Raceman
789
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