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[Barack Obama] As commander in chief,
I have determined
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that it is in our vital national interest
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to send an additional 30,000 US troops
to Afghanistan.
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[water sprinkling]
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[Barack Obama]
We have been at war now for eight years
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at enormous cost in lives and resources.
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-[birds chirping]
-[children talking]
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[Barack Obama]
This decision asks even more of you.
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A military that, along with your families,
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has already borne
the heaviest of all burdens.
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[gentle instrumental music playing]
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-[boy's voice] Joey, come on!
-[water splashing]
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It's already filled.
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[child playing]
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-[computer humming]
-[mouse clicking]
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These are pictures
of my dad's places in Afghanistan.
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This is the first base that he was at.
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I think he said
that was his tent right there.
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Um, there's him saluting
one of his high-ranking officers.
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There's his truck right there.
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[mouse clicking]
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[boy] There, that's my dad, me and Joey.
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I know, but Uncle Shawn,
it moves side to side.
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I can't really write like that.
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My name is Joey...
and I'm seven-and-a-half years old.
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My brother is...
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twelve-and-a-half, I think.
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-Cheetahs, I can learn about cheetahs.
-That's a good one. It's an animal.
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[Joey] My dad's in Afghanistan
trying to make this country how it is.
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[gentle music continues playing]
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[Joey] Uncle Shawn,
you know I'm not gonna eat it.
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[Joey] He said
if he's not doing this right now,
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then we'll have bullets
flying over our heads at night.
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[boy] My uncle said
he'd take both of us for 14 months.
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It was kind of hard to move
'cause I had to get all new friends.
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These guys are gonna come with us
and then we'll meet you at the airport.
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And then...
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Uh, Isaac's right here,
he's working on some stuff.
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Isaac, it's your dad.
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He's in Atlanta.
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Hey, Dad.
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Good.
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Yeah.
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My dad's coming back for two weeks
for a vacation.
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When he walks through the gate,
I'm gonna get up and sprint to him.
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[Isaac] Joey, there's Dad's plane.
There's Dad's plane right there. See it?
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Yes!
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[sighing]
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[Isaac] I'm gonna see
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if I can see my dad through the window.
I know.
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Look and see if you see him
through the window.
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I'm gonna see if--
I'm just gonna wave in case he sees me.
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Dad's coming off first.
All right, come on!
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Hold it up! Look cheerful.
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Come on, Mr. Soldier Man.
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-Is that him?
-No, he's not that buff.
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My dad's... Yeah, my dad's not that buff.
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-He's here.
-Can you hang on to this?
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Yep, go.
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-[Brian grunting]
-[boys laughing]
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[applause]
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[Brian] I love you, guys. Hey.
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[Isaac crying]
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[sniffling]
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-[Isaac crying]
-[Brian laughing]
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Hey.
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-[laughing]
-[kissing]
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[Brian] I love you, guys.
Are you happy to see me?
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-Huh?
-[crying] Yeah.
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-[Isaac sobbing]
-[Brian] What's that?
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-I'm happy.
-[Brian] Good job.
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-[all sighing]
-[Isaac sniffling]
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You look the same, Dad.
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Well, I hope so.
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-Oh, wow. Dad?
-I've only been gone six months.
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I feel blocks.
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Yeah, I've been working out!
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-I feel blocks.
-[Joey] I feel blocks, too.
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I feel blocks, too.
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[Isaac] Love you.
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-[background laughter]
-[kissing]
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-[Isaac] I love you, Dad.
-I missed you.
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-I missed you, too.
-[Brian laughs]
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I'm glad to be home.
And I'm sorry if I smell, okay?
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It's fine.
You smell like a regular military guy.
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Just like I learned. Just like I like.
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-Just how I like it.
-A regular military guy?
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Hi, guys.
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-[woman] Hi. Welcome home.
-[man] Hey, Uncle Ray!
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["Ridin' Solo" playing]
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You guys all right?
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[Isaac] Yep.
I'm singing my favorite song.
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[yawns]
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Joe Joe.
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Joey.
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[Joey] Yeah?
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Isaac, I think your braces look good.
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[Isaac] What?
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I think your braces look good.
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[Isaac] Thank you.
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[Isaac] I officially have butcher teeth!
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You ever do anything to wreck those,
you're in big trouble.
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[Isaac] I won't.
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[Isaac] When my dad was at Afghanistan,
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I felt like I had, like,
a 25-pound weight on my shoulders.
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And then when my dad came back,
it was like...
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[whooshing sound]
gone.
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[Brian] Hey, did you guys spray yet?
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[Brian] It's a lot easier
being a platoon sergeant
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than it is raising two boys by yourself.
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When I got divorced,
their mother chose other paths
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and the court said,
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"You're not gonna have custody
of your kids."
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So I've been doing it,
you know, by myself.
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She hasn't seen them
in almost two and a half years.
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[Brian] I had a bite, though,
he took half of it. Yeah. See?
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Look at this.
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He's not very big.
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[Brian] I question myself every day
if I'm doing the right thing for my kids.
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You know, I'm trying to do my duty
to my country and deploy,
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you know,
and do what Uncle Sam asks me to do,
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but you know,
what's everybody asking my boys to do?
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[Isaac] The Army is really great
and I really like that he's in it,
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but it's just hard thinking like,
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"Please, just, like,
bring him back safe and..."
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Just worrying about him.
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[Issac] And when I grow up, I don't know
if I want to follow in his footsteps.
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[melancholy piano music playing]
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[Isaac sniffs] Bye, Dad.
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-[Brian] Six months, okay?
-[Isaac] Okay.
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[kiss]
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[Brian] Once I'm back
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we're gonna have all kinds of fun,
alright?
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[Isaac crying]
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-[Brian] You gotta do it.
-[Isaac] Okay.
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[Brian] As soon as I get on that plane,
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the sooner
you're gonna stop crying, right?
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-[Isaac] Really?
-[Brian] Come on. Be tough.
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[patting]
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[Brian] Hey, you know why
Dad's doing this, okay?
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[Isaac crying]
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-[Brian] I gotta go. I'm gonna miss you.
-[Isaac] Love you, Dad.
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[Brian] You guys go
with Grandma and Grandpa, okay?
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-[Brian] Love you guys.
-[boys crying]
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[sobbing]
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[man] Keep your chin up.
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[Isaac] Love you, Dad.
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[indistinct chatter]
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[Brian] My dad wanted one of his kids
in the military
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and I was the last one
so it was kind of me by default.
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[gentle instrumental music playing]
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-[grass rustling]
-[birds chirping]
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[Brian] I'm very glad I deployed
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'cause I'm part of something
bigger than myself.
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You know what my biggest fear is?
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Isaac says he's got a buddy at school,
that his dad went to Iraq and he changed.
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I don't want to be that dad.
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I wanna be the same fun dad,
you know, that--
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We don't get
half our security deposit back
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because we shot
all the Airsoft rounds in the house
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'cause we had Airsoft fights
inside the house
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or too many water fights
and it got on the walls.
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That's the dad I want to be.
I want to come home and have fun
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and not, you know,
scream and yell at my kids. So, yeah.
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[motor rumbling]
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[child howling]
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[yelping]
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[sniffs]
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[branches snapping]
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I think I saw one
just flying behind that tree over there.
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[Isaac] Sometimes I try
to think about different things.
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'Cause if I think about my dad, like...
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it's hard to...
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I'm sorry.
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[gasps] It's like hard to
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kind of, like, hard to stay strong.
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[gun fires]
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Oh, I think I got it!
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Put the safety back on.
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Yes!
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My dad is, like,
the only one that I, like...
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practically love the most right now.
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[inhales]
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He said that he'll be all right
and don't worry about him.
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"Just worry about you."
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I worry about my dad at night.
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Because it's, like, dark
and they can sneak.
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And then they can go...
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[shooting]
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[Brian] I miss the boys,
and I know they're thinking about me.
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Isaac says it on the phone
when I call him.
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"Dad, I saw the moon,
same moon you saw nine hours before me"
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and, you know, cheesy stuff like that.
But, yeah, I miss him.
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[birds chirping]
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-[indistinct conversation]
-[gunfire]
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[soldier shouting]
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[men shouting]
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[soldiers panting]
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[distant gunfire]
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[soldier shouting]
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[gunfire grows louder]
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[rapid gunfire]
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[indistinct dialogue]
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[Brian] All I remember is snap,
snap, burn, chainsaw.
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[rapid fire music]
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[soft tone]
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[quiet instrumental music playing]
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[Brian groaning]
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[machine beeping]
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[sighs]
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[exhales]
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[indistinct conversation]
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[doctor] It might be a little tender.
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-[snips]
-[Brian groans]
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[groaning]
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Ow!
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[Brian] We were raiding
a Taliban-held village
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and an Afghan police officer
got hit by a rocket-propelled grenade.
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He was dying.
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I don't care if people say
he wasn't one of us or not.
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He was on our side
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and I'm going to get him.
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I didn't go out there to get shot.
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I went out there
to get that guy out of there.
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It didn't work out that way.
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My medic saved my life and his.
[sighs]
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[doctor] When you stand up--
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Everything... that's the pins and needles.
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[doctor] And that's why
you get lightheaded
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because the vessels
that keep the pressure,
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your blood pressure normalized
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and keep it pumping
the way it's supposed to,
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are not working.
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[Brian] In the long run,
they were trying to tell me that
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if it comes to a point
where you cannot run with your leg,
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they can amputate.
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[laughs] You're not taking my leg!
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No, that's my leg. It's mine. I got it.
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[buzzing]
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Turn around the other way?
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Can one of you guys come over here
and steer me? I can't get in.
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[quiet instrumental music playing]
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[Isaac] Here you go.
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[music swelling]
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[Isaac] It's weird. I haven't cried once.
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It's kind of, like, not real.
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Like, it was hard thinking
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he actually got shot by a real bullet
from a real gun from a real person.
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And I'm like,
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kinda messed me up a little.
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All right, Daddy. Let's get you going.
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[Isaac] It's a relief
that he's not over there,
253
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but gonna probably have a limp
for the rest of his life.
254
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Like, every time I see him limping,
it's gonna--
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I'm probably gonna feel a little queasy.
256
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[Brian] Ouch!
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"My dad
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is a
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American soldier.
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My dad is a hero.
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My superhero."
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[Joey] When my dad got shot,
I just wanted to go to Afghanistan
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and shoot the guys.
264
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"Hey, you shot my dad. I kill you."
[laughs]
265
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[machine whirring]
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Hold your breath. Hold still, please.
267
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[electronic tone]
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[machine winds down]
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[electronic tone]
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-[fanfare]
-[applause]
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[cheering and whooping]
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[applause grows louder]
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[man over mic] Once again,
congratulations on a job very well done.
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[voice from TV]
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[Isaac] Dad, how do you sync songs
to your iPad?
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-Hit sync?
-[Joey sneezes]
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-[Joey sniffs]
-[Brian laughs]
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-What?
-[Isaac] Where? It doesn't show me.
279
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[Brian] It should be bottom-right.
280
00:18:27,439 --> 00:18:29,441
[Brian and Isaac talking]
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[Joey] Oh, crap!
282
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[beeping]
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[Joey] Dad.
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00:18:38,534 --> 00:18:39,535
[Brian] What, buddy?
285
00:18:40,577 --> 00:18:41,995
[Joey] It was dripping.
286
00:18:42,079 --> 00:18:46,542
[Brian] He won't slurp it.
He won't... He won't do it.
287
00:18:46,625 --> 00:18:52,840
[Brian laughing]
Just drink the rest of it.
288
00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:55,092
All this?
289
00:18:55,175 --> 00:18:57,553
[Brian] If you want to slurp it, go ahead.
290
00:18:58,554 --> 00:19:02,266
You need to take a shower and get changed
and your bus comes in 25 minutes.
291
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Seriously, I can walk it.
292
00:19:04,935 --> 00:19:05,811
I love you.
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00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:14,528
It's hard to explain, but like,
I'm feeling really patriotic right now.
294
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It's weird.
295
00:19:17,990 --> 00:19:19,616
I feel a little more grown-up.
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Like, I want to help a lot.
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I can handle it.
298
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Oh, you look great.
299
00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:41,013
-What?
-You look like a red-headed stepchild.
300
00:19:44,474 --> 00:19:47,227
[Brian] I'm trying
to get back to where I was.
301
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You know, I got just over 17 years in
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so I want to stay on active duty.
303
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I don't want to say,
"Okay, I'm wounded, I'm getting out."
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[children talking]
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-Go.
-[man in karate class] Be a good partner!
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00:20:03,327 --> 00:20:06,663
I'm trying to put on the happy face
and the strong guy,
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00:20:06,747 --> 00:20:10,667
but you know, at the end of the day,
you know, I'm almost in tears in pain.
308
00:20:10,751 --> 00:20:12,377
[laughs]
It hurts.
309
00:20:13,754 --> 00:20:15,547
[karate coach giving instructions]
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[Brian] Me and the boys, we love camping.
We love fishing.
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If I'm not able to do
the things we did before,
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that's gonna hit me kind of hard.
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So, I'm set on forward progress.
314
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[instrumental music playing]
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[keys jingling]
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[Brian] I gotta go.
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[woman] All right, guys.
318
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All right, man.
319
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[Brian] Love you.
320
00:21:35,627 --> 00:21:38,046
[Isaac] The last few years
have been a bit rough.
321
00:21:38,672 --> 00:21:41,133
I don't really want to say
things fell apart,
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00:21:41,216 --> 00:21:44,428
but we didn't do as much together
because he was limited.
323
00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:48,223
I'm used to my dad being
super-active with us
324
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:51,310
and he can't really do that anymore
and I feel really bad for him.
325
00:21:54,771 --> 00:21:56,815
[Joey] Right when he left this morning,
326
00:21:56,898 --> 00:22:02,154
I was kinda excited
that he'd not have so much pain.
327
00:22:03,488 --> 00:22:07,909
And I was a little scared
that something would go wrong.
328
00:22:11,246 --> 00:22:14,583
[Brian] Just throbbing, back and forth.
329
00:22:14,666 --> 00:22:17,669
[breathing deeply]
330
00:22:17,753 --> 00:22:22,549
[Brian] For the past three years,
I lived my life with a lot of pain,
331
00:22:22,632 --> 00:22:25,260
lack of mobility, weight gain,
332
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:28,764
and not being able
to do stuff with my kids.
333
00:22:33,268 --> 00:22:35,103
But now that's all gonna change.
334
00:22:51,161 --> 00:22:55,624
[machine beeping]
335
00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:12,057
[sighing]
336
00:23:12,140 --> 00:23:14,309
-[woman] How's the pain right now?
-It's not good,
337
00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:16,812
and I don't like to whine, you know.
338
00:23:16,895 --> 00:23:19,815
[woman] We called them.
They're gonna come see you.
339
00:23:19,898 --> 00:23:22,734
-[machine continues beeping]
-[Brian] You mean--
340
00:23:22,818 --> 00:23:25,779
[woman] Unfortunately, 'cause right now
you're maxed out on what you can have
341
00:23:25,862 --> 00:23:27,697
as far as the fentanyl goes.
342
00:23:29,116 --> 00:23:33,245
Pardon my French, but it fucking hurts.
[laughs]
343
00:23:33,328 --> 00:23:35,247
Feels like I just got my leg cut off.
344
00:23:37,457 --> 00:23:41,461
[both laughing]
345
00:23:59,479 --> 00:24:02,482
[Isaac] I feel
my dad will get a lot better.
346
00:24:02,566 --> 00:24:05,819
I feel he's gonna be a 60-year-old guy
that still runs marathons.
347
00:24:12,909 --> 00:24:15,787
So, I'm really proud of him.
[laughs]
348
00:24:17,831 --> 00:24:19,416
[Brian] Thank you for everything.
349
00:24:23,170 --> 00:24:27,174
[gentle guitar music]
350
00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:39,603
[indistinct conversation]
351
00:24:39,686 --> 00:24:42,606
[Maria] There, Stumpy.
[laughs]
352
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:46,109
[funny voice] What are you looking at?
353
00:24:46,985 --> 00:24:49,321
[Brian, in funny voice] Hey, lady,
what are you looking at?
354
00:24:49,404 --> 00:24:51,740
[Maria laughing]
355
00:25:02,834 --> 00:25:04,961
[Brian] I gotta use rubbing compound
to get that off.
356
00:25:05,045 --> 00:25:07,088
[Isaac] Joey,
the side's a little bit sharp.
357
00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:10,509
[Brian] The doctor said within five weeks,
I'll be in my first leg.
358
00:25:13,595 --> 00:25:15,472
I'm moving forward. Let's go.
359
00:25:15,555 --> 00:25:18,391
[wind rushing]
360
00:25:22,479 --> 00:25:26,066
[emotional piano music playing]
361
00:25:35,075 --> 00:25:37,702
[Brian] I just saw a four-pounder
swim right by the boat.
362
00:25:44,251 --> 00:25:45,544
[Brian] I think all my self-worth
363
00:25:45,627 --> 00:25:49,214
comes from physical stuff,
like what I can and can't do physically.
364
00:25:52,384 --> 00:25:55,262
I probably should've just got it
amputated from the start,
365
00:25:55,345 --> 00:25:56,888
but I had to try.
366
00:25:57,639 --> 00:25:59,808
Right now, I still have two amazing boys
367
00:25:59,891 --> 00:26:01,059
and I got Maria.
368
00:26:02,310 --> 00:26:04,020
-What is it?
-That's raspberry.
369
00:26:04,104 --> 00:26:06,356
-It's two scoops of raspberry.
-Isn't that good?
370
00:26:06,439 --> 00:26:09,901
[Maria] I was not at all looking
for a relationship.
371
00:26:09,985 --> 00:26:12,153
I didn't think I was ready
for a relationship.
372
00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:15,740
I just wanted to, you know, to meet people
373
00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:18,410
but I just think God had a different...
374
00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:20,495
a different plan for me.
375
00:26:22,330 --> 00:26:25,166
It was instant sparks. Instant sparks.
376
00:26:25,250 --> 00:26:28,003
I mean, just, how could you not,
just talking to him?
377
00:26:28,086 --> 00:26:29,170
[Maria laughing]
378
00:26:30,338 --> 00:26:32,173
[Maria] You do that?
When you get mad at me,
379
00:26:32,257 --> 00:26:34,634
you tighten up your jaw?
[laughs]
380
00:26:38,221 --> 00:26:42,058
[silverware clattering]
381
00:26:47,939 --> 00:26:48,815
[Brian] Hey.
382
00:26:49,649 --> 00:26:50,567
Get your asses up.
383
00:26:52,319 --> 00:26:53,445
Joey, get up.
384
00:26:55,030 --> 00:26:56,114
[Brian] It's a change.
385
00:26:56,197 --> 00:26:59,618
We went from me and the two boys
to her and her three kids.
386
00:27:00,535 --> 00:27:02,621
But only one of her kids stays with us
387
00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:04,748
'cause the other one's 18,
living with his father
388
00:27:04,831 --> 00:27:06,708
and 20, living on her own.
389
00:27:06,875 --> 00:27:08,668
[Brian] You're wearing
that to school today?
390
00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:11,796
-Yes.
-[Brian] No, 'cause you slept in that!
391
00:27:12,339 --> 00:27:14,341
[Jordan groaning]
392
00:27:14,424 --> 00:27:18,345
[Brian] Joey and Jordan are the same age
and they're completely two opposite kids,
393
00:27:18,428 --> 00:27:22,015
but I think they're starting to learn
how to get along together.
394
00:27:22,098 --> 00:27:23,933
[Maria] Just don't hurt each other, guys.
395
00:27:24,017 --> 00:27:24,976
That's what boys do.
396
00:27:25,060 --> 00:27:27,062
[boys struggling]
397
00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:29,773
-[Joey] Wait! You can't--
-[Maria] No, your hand was right here
398
00:27:29,856 --> 00:27:31,608
and it's on an awkward angle.
399
00:27:32,067 --> 00:27:34,402
-[Joey laughs]
-Oh, it's here. What's so funny?
400
00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,780
[both laughing]
401
00:27:36,863 --> 00:27:38,698
I had shoes on that day!
402
00:27:38,782 --> 00:27:40,367
-Oh, yeah.
-[both laugh]
403
00:27:40,450 --> 00:27:43,536
[Brian] Joey took to Maria so damn quick.
404
00:27:43,620 --> 00:27:45,622
He took to her a lot quicker than I did.
405
00:27:46,498 --> 00:27:48,667
I was like, "Okay,
we'll see how this goes."
406
00:27:52,253 --> 00:27:54,506
-[Maria] If you fall, fall towards me.
-Watch out.
407
00:27:55,006 --> 00:27:56,007
Got it.
408
00:27:57,550 --> 00:27:59,469
Learning curves, learning curves.
409
00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:04,808
[banging]
410
00:28:07,644 --> 00:28:10,855
[Isaac] It's weird seeing my dad lopsided.
411
00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:16,695
[Brian] Start making a box.
Now angle it.
412
00:28:16,778 --> 00:28:18,738
-[Isaac] Angle it?
-[Brian] Angle it. Go across
413
00:28:18,822 --> 00:28:20,448
from the corners. Yep.
414
00:28:21,950 --> 00:28:24,661
[Brian] Isaac really wants to help Dad.
415
00:28:24,744 --> 00:28:26,371
He doesn't want to do stuff with me,
416
00:28:26,454 --> 00:28:28,415
he wants to do stuff for me.
417
00:28:30,917 --> 00:28:34,295
Joey, on the other hand,
he loves doing stuff with Dad.
418
00:28:34,379 --> 00:28:35,672
[boys playing]
419
00:28:35,755 --> 00:28:39,259
I think Joey is a lot more like me
because he's just hardheaded.
420
00:28:40,093 --> 00:28:44,723
But Isaac is out to make Dad proud of him.
421
00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:51,604
[all laughing]
422
00:28:51,688 --> 00:28:54,274
[Maria] It was awesome.
You all right, buddy?
423
00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:57,402
[crickets]
424
00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:03,658
[Brian] Okay.
425
00:29:05,118 --> 00:29:05,952
Right.
426
00:29:08,413 --> 00:29:12,834
Okay, so some of these pains I'm feeling
will desensitize over time?
427
00:29:14,127 --> 00:29:14,961
Okay.
428
00:29:15,754 --> 00:29:17,881
[voice from TV]
429
00:29:17,964 --> 00:29:18,923
[Brian] Okay.
430
00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:20,341
Well, I appreciate it.
431
00:29:20,425 --> 00:29:23,178
You kind of set my mind
at ease a little bit.
432
00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:24,304
Nice.
433
00:29:25,722 --> 00:29:27,348
[Brian] Okay. Thank you so much.
434
00:29:28,349 --> 00:29:29,476
All right. Bye-bye.
435
00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:41,237
[Brian] I absolutely wish
I was still in the Army.
436
00:29:42,030 --> 00:29:44,699
You know, I had some power.
437
00:29:45,366 --> 00:29:49,496
I had some authority. I had an identity.
438
00:29:49,579 --> 00:29:50,663
And now,
439
00:29:51,372 --> 00:29:53,875
uh, you know, who am I?
440
00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:02,008
Why couldn't they rent you
a go-kart or something?
441
00:30:02,091 --> 00:30:04,219
Why? I don't need one.
442
00:30:11,100 --> 00:30:13,186
[bagpipes playing]
443
00:30:13,269 --> 00:30:16,105
[Brian] Remember what I said,
you go around and check out all the shops
444
00:30:16,189 --> 00:30:18,733
and then at the end
you decide what you want to see.
445
00:30:24,322 --> 00:30:25,490
[Brian] There you go.
446
00:30:26,991 --> 00:30:27,826
Joey.
447
00:30:28,576 --> 00:30:29,786
[Joey] That's cool.
448
00:30:29,869 --> 00:30:31,371
[Maria] One more. Do it again.
449
00:30:31,996 --> 00:30:33,498
[all laughing]
450
00:30:34,958 --> 00:30:36,960
[laughing]
451
00:30:37,252 --> 00:30:39,170
[women talking indistinctly]
452
00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:43,216
[Brian] Isaac, if you wanna run around
and have fun--
453
00:30:43,299 --> 00:30:45,260
I know you're dedicated to Dad
and everything,
454
00:30:45,343 --> 00:30:48,429
but if you want to go have fun,
you're more than welcome to.
455
00:30:52,892 --> 00:30:55,103
-[man] Thank you for serving.
-Appreciate it.
456
00:30:56,938 --> 00:30:59,232
Awesome. I retired out of Fort Drum.
457
00:30:59,315 --> 00:31:00,525
-[man] Fort Drum?
-Yeah.
458
00:31:02,026 --> 00:31:03,611
-[man] Can I ask a question?
-[Brian] Yeah.
459
00:31:03,695 --> 00:31:07,240
-[man] Was it worth it? Losing your leg?
-Oh, yeah.
460
00:31:07,323 --> 00:31:10,118
I mean, this happened during a contact.
461
00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:12,078
We got ambushed.
462
00:31:12,161 --> 00:31:14,414
-So will you do a prosthetic eventually?
-Yep, three weeks.
463
00:31:14,497 --> 00:31:16,499
-Oh, cool.
-I got to cut off a week and a half ago,
464
00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:19,335
and I'm already in less pain than I was
465
00:31:19,419 --> 00:31:21,588
with the leg after I got shot.
466
00:31:21,671 --> 00:31:23,756
Prosthetics have come so far, man.
467
00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:25,633
And it's right out of Syracuse.
468
00:31:26,175 --> 00:31:28,511
[man 2] Uh, excuse us. Thank you.
469
00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:29,846
Thank you. Appreciate it.
470
00:31:32,307 --> 00:31:34,642
Well, I feel like
they're feeling sorry for me.
471
00:31:35,018 --> 00:31:36,895
[people talking]
472
00:31:36,978 --> 00:31:38,438
Are we going to sit down?
473
00:31:38,521 --> 00:31:40,732
No. Nope. It's your turn.
474
00:31:40,815 --> 00:31:42,775
-It's my turn?
-Yep, it's your turn. Go.
475
00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:44,235
Go.
476
00:31:47,947 --> 00:31:50,575
You can step up here if you want
to get some pictures next to her.
477
00:31:53,202 --> 00:31:54,078
Yeah, I don't know.
478
00:31:56,664 --> 00:31:57,540
[grunts]
479
00:31:58,291 --> 00:32:00,835
Oh, my God, are you do...
Are you all right? What are you doing?
480
00:32:00,919 --> 00:32:03,463
[Brian, shakily] I've been wanting
to do this for a very long time.
481
00:32:03,546 --> 00:32:04,464
[Brian gasping]
482
00:32:04,547 --> 00:32:06,466
[Maria] Oh, my God! Right now?
483
00:32:06,549 --> 00:32:07,675
[Brian crying] Right now.
484
00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:09,344
[Maria crying] Oh, my God.
485
00:32:09,427 --> 00:32:10,553
Will you be my wife?
486
00:32:10,637 --> 00:32:11,679
[Maria crying]
487
00:32:11,763 --> 00:32:12,805
Yes!
488
00:32:12,889 --> 00:32:19,062
[cheering and applause]
489
00:32:19,938 --> 00:32:21,064
Do I look okay?
490
00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:23,816
-[woman] Stop talking.
-[all laughing]
491
00:32:23,900 --> 00:32:24,734
Do another one.
492
00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:27,195
-Do I look okay in all seriousness?
-[all] Yes.
493
00:32:27,278 --> 00:32:29,197
My makeup's not running? Okay.
494
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:30,698
[gentle piano music playing]
495
00:32:30,782 --> 00:32:32,909
-[shutter clicks]
-Come on, give me a kiss.
496
00:32:32,992 --> 00:32:33,826
[woman laughing]
497
00:32:37,330 --> 00:32:39,040
-[chuckles]
-[shutter clicks]
498
00:32:44,295 --> 00:32:47,423
[Maria] I hope I get a fish.
I'm gonna squeal like a little girl.
499
00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:49,258
-What?
-[Maria] I hope I get a fish.
500
00:32:55,181 --> 00:32:57,517
[Maria] Oh! What the hell?
501
00:32:57,600 --> 00:33:00,812
-[Brian laughing] I got a bigger one.
-[Maria] No fair-sy.
502
00:33:01,896 --> 00:33:03,189
Nice catch, babe.
503
00:33:03,856 --> 00:33:05,024
[Brian] That's three.
504
00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:07,735
-[Maria] Nice.
-[water splashing]
505
00:33:10,196 --> 00:33:12,281
-I got one! I got one!
-[Brian] You got one! Good!
506
00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:18,454
[laughs] I did it! Can I kiss him?
507
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:22,041
Bye, buddy.
508
00:33:22,125 --> 00:33:23,042
[water splashes]
509
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:29,298
[Maria] Look at that sexy man right there.
Good Lord.
510
00:33:29,882 --> 00:33:30,717
[shutter clicks]
511
00:33:31,884 --> 00:33:33,511
[laughing]
512
00:33:33,594 --> 00:33:35,638
[funny voice] I got your picture.
513
00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:46,232
[students talking]
514
00:33:50,903 --> 00:33:54,532
[Isaac] This is gonna sound weird,
but I still worry about losing my dad.
515
00:33:55,908 --> 00:33:57,869
That it's possible anything can happen.
516
00:33:58,828 --> 00:34:00,621
It definitely makes me
more emotional at times.
517
00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:02,957
I'll be laying in bed.
Everybody gets these feelings,
518
00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:04,834
you'll be in bed,
ready to sleep and think,
519
00:34:04,917 --> 00:34:07,503
"Hey, let's think of the worst thing
in life you can think of."
520
00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:10,965
It's like, "Really, you want to make me
think about that right now?"
521
00:34:12,675 --> 00:34:15,595
So I just try not thinking about things
more than I should.
522
00:34:20,641 --> 00:34:21,476
[whistle]
523
00:34:21,809 --> 00:34:23,978
[slapping]
524
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:26,314
[whistle]
525
00:34:27,815 --> 00:34:28,649
[thud]
526
00:34:30,735 --> 00:34:31,903
[whistle]
527
00:34:32,445 --> 00:34:34,322
[applause]
528
00:34:34,655 --> 00:34:40,870
[panting]
529
00:34:47,168 --> 00:34:48,795
[fabric rustling]
530
00:34:48,878 --> 00:34:50,922
[doctor] Any changes you feel like
with the wound?
531
00:34:51,422 --> 00:34:53,382
-I'm getting mad.
-You're getting mad?
532
00:34:53,466 --> 00:34:54,675
Okay, why are you getting mad?
533
00:34:54,801 --> 00:34:57,595
'Cause I...
[laughs]
534
00:34:59,138 --> 00:35:02,767
dried it out, you know, I've been doing
everything he says to do...
535
00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:05,645
-Yeah.
-...and it just keeps doing the same crap.
536
00:35:05,728 --> 00:35:07,730
Well, sometimes there's delayed healing.
537
00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:11,901
[Brian] Yeah, well,
there's not delayed mental anguish.
538
00:35:12,693 --> 00:35:16,239
[doctor] Well, that's normal,
so everybody goes through the same thing.
539
00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:19,200
Yep. You still got an area there,
don't you?
540
00:35:20,868 --> 00:35:22,370
[Brian] I don't know what else to do--
541
00:35:22,453 --> 00:35:26,249
It's gotta heal. I mean, you're doing
what you're supposed to be doing.
542
00:35:26,332 --> 00:35:28,835
It's just gotta heal,
that's the problem, so.
543
00:35:30,753 --> 00:35:34,298
[woman] It's not good to jump the gun
544
00:35:34,382 --> 00:35:39,053
and go into your prosthesis
without a fully 100%-healed incision.
545
00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:41,430
Awesome. I'll come back in March.
546
00:35:41,973 --> 00:35:45,184
Oh, no. You're not that far away
from healing, sir. You're not.
547
00:35:45,268 --> 00:35:47,019
I was told that a month ago.
548
00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:50,565
I was told next week.
Then the next week I was told next week.
549
00:35:50,648 --> 00:35:51,899
How long
550
00:35:52,775 --> 00:35:54,402
do I stay motivated?
551
00:35:54,485 --> 00:35:58,739
'Cause this is four "next weeks" in a row.
552
00:35:58,823 --> 00:36:00,366
-[woman] Why would you--
-We said--
553
00:36:00,449 --> 00:36:03,744
You're not the one
banging into freakin' doorjambs every day
554
00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:05,913
getting pissed off
at the girlfriend and the kids.
555
00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:08,166
I mean, I'm yelling at you.
I'm yelling through you
556
00:36:08,249 --> 00:36:09,417
'cause I don't even know you.
557
00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:11,127
I'm getting pissed.
558
00:36:11,210 --> 00:36:14,964
[woman] I think that you have set up
some unrealistic expectations.
559
00:36:15,047 --> 00:36:16,382
I don't set unrealistic goals.
560
00:36:16,465 --> 00:36:20,845
[woman] You think you can have
your leg amputated and be 100% healed.
561
00:36:21,679 --> 00:36:23,472
It's obvious you don't know me.
562
00:36:26,893 --> 00:36:27,810
[elevator dings]
563
00:36:33,107 --> 00:36:36,194
[gunfire and blasting from computer game]
564
00:36:36,277 --> 00:36:40,531
-[gunfire]
-[explosion]
565
00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:44,493
[explosive blasts]
566
00:36:44,911 --> 00:36:45,870
[explosion]
567
00:36:55,254 --> 00:36:57,381
[Brian] Joey, get them dishes done.
568
00:36:58,549 --> 00:37:01,886
Just get it done so it's done
and then you can chill out.
569
00:37:02,386 --> 00:37:05,473
[dishes clinking]
570
00:37:05,556 --> 00:37:10,394
[water running]
571
00:37:11,896 --> 00:37:13,648
[Maria] This sucks.
572
00:37:18,819 --> 00:37:20,071
Looking good, Joey.
573
00:37:21,530 --> 00:37:23,199
I just swept this area.
574
00:37:23,282 --> 00:37:26,244
How do you make this room
so messy so fast?
575
00:37:28,162 --> 00:37:30,623
[Maria] I don't know
if it's because he's just bored
576
00:37:30,706 --> 00:37:32,917
because he can't move around.
577
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,961
I don't know if it's PTSD,
578
00:37:35,044 --> 00:37:37,088
but when we're home,
579
00:37:37,171 --> 00:37:39,966
ninety percent of the time
and he'll probably disagree with me
580
00:37:40,049 --> 00:37:41,842
but 90% of the time
581
00:37:41,926 --> 00:37:43,886
he's playing a stupid video game.
582
00:37:46,847 --> 00:37:50,059
And he's not engaging
with us as a family.
583
00:37:50,142 --> 00:37:52,103
[gunfire]
584
00:37:52,186 --> 00:37:53,896
[Maria] All mismatched socks.
585
00:37:53,980 --> 00:37:56,899
-[Joey] I don't care.
-Wait a minute. Hang on, here you go.
586
00:37:58,067 --> 00:37:59,735
What do you mean you don't care? I care.
587
00:37:59,819 --> 00:38:02,321
[Joey] Put them together.
If they're the same brand,
588
00:38:02,405 --> 00:38:04,949
-just put them together.
-Here, this one matches.
589
00:38:05,408 --> 00:38:09,287
I do the laundry up in this house.
Get out of my basket.
590
00:38:09,745 --> 00:38:11,205
Get out of my basket.
591
00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:12,790
[Joey] Wait, one minute. I just got my...
592
00:38:12,873 --> 00:38:14,417
-[Brian] Joey.
-[Joey laughing]
593
00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:15,751
[Maria] Out of my basket.
594
00:38:20,965 --> 00:38:22,675
[dog barking]
595
00:38:22,758 --> 00:38:27,847
[melancholy music playing]
596
00:38:27,930 --> 00:38:33,227
[Brian] Sometimes I feel guilty
because I'm not mission-capable anymore.
597
00:38:33,894 --> 00:38:35,521
Like now I'm a burden
598
00:38:36,314 --> 00:38:39,317
to the VA and to the military
because now they had to
599
00:38:40,318 --> 00:38:42,194
treat me and take care of me
600
00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:45,197
and now I'm, you know,
collecting benefits.
601
00:38:48,826 --> 00:38:50,536
I'm just a "use-to-could."
602
00:38:51,871 --> 00:38:53,414
I can't do any of that stuff anymore
603
00:38:53,497 --> 00:38:56,334
so I call it "I-used-to-could"
do that stuff.
604
00:38:59,462 --> 00:39:03,424
[reporter speaking on TV]
605
00:39:09,638 --> 00:39:11,974
[dramatic TV theme music]
606
00:39:12,058 --> 00:39:15,561
Isaac, get done what you need to get done
and get the hell out of here.
607
00:39:18,647 --> 00:39:22,193
Every time it's down to the wire.
I'm not driving your ass to school.
608
00:39:23,235 --> 00:39:26,614
[Isaac] Since the surgery and recovering,
everything's stressful.
609
00:39:27,948 --> 00:39:29,700
He's a lot more on edge lately.
610
00:39:31,911 --> 00:39:34,288
Before he got shot,
he wasn't really depressed.
611
00:39:35,539 --> 00:39:37,833
But now I'm scared that he's...
612
00:39:38,918 --> 00:39:42,671
gonna be sitting in a chair
when he's 65, 70
613
00:39:43,339 --> 00:39:44,465
just depressed.
614
00:39:44,548 --> 00:39:47,009
[reporter continues to speak on TV]
615
00:40:07,905 --> 00:40:10,825
[man] Try and click. One click.
616
00:40:10,991 --> 00:40:11,826
[clicks]
617
00:40:15,830 --> 00:40:18,249
-[Maria] And that's what you do?
-That's all I do.
618
00:40:19,333 --> 00:40:20,167
[exhales]
619
00:40:23,254 --> 00:40:25,172
-Alright.
-[doctor] Good. Now let's have you do
620
00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:27,216
a little bit of walking back and forth.
621
00:40:27,842 --> 00:40:31,429
[woman] You're independent walking,
you're independent with the stairs.
622
00:40:31,887 --> 00:40:33,889
If, when you do that,
623
00:40:34,306 --> 00:40:35,808
have both crutches.
624
00:40:35,975 --> 00:40:36,851
[Brian] Okay.
625
00:40:39,478 --> 00:40:44,024
[Brian] Not used to turning around yet.
[laughing]
626
00:40:44,108 --> 00:40:48,612
This vehicle makes wide right turns.
[laughs]
627
00:41:07,673 --> 00:41:09,675
[boys talking]
628
00:41:10,968 --> 00:41:12,678
[clattering]
629
00:41:16,265 --> 00:41:21,687
[creaking]
630
00:41:37,661 --> 00:41:41,332
[Brian straining]
631
00:41:41,415 --> 00:41:45,544
-[creaking continues]
-[Brian panting]
632
00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:47,213
I can't get my foot out.
633
00:41:55,012 --> 00:41:59,183
[clattering]
634
00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:06,649
[Brian inhales deeply]
635
00:42:08,108 --> 00:42:09,276
Fuck you, snowblower.
636
00:42:12,112 --> 00:42:16,909
[choir singing "The Star-Spangled Banner"]
637
00:42:25,417 --> 00:42:26,710
-[whistles]
-[shouting]
638
00:42:33,300 --> 00:42:34,760
-[shouting continues]
-[whistle]
639
00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:38,556
[Brian] Come on, Joey!
640
00:42:39,890 --> 00:42:44,270
Stand up! Stand up! There you go.
You gotta get the takedown.
641
00:42:45,896 --> 00:42:46,939
Up! Up!
642
00:42:47,940 --> 00:42:49,525
Not your back, Joey.
643
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:53,612
Peel and look away! Peel and look away!
644
00:42:54,196 --> 00:42:55,281
Go, Joey.
645
00:42:55,823 --> 00:42:57,408
Turn into it.
646
00:42:57,491 --> 00:42:58,826
Turn towards me.
647
00:42:58,909 --> 00:42:59,994
Turn towards...
648
00:43:03,789 --> 00:43:04,957
You don't take that.
649
00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:07,001
You go out there and wrestle smart
and hard.
650
00:43:07,084 --> 00:43:09,378
You gotta get
some aggression in your head.
651
00:43:09,461 --> 00:43:13,632
-This is not the big leagues right now.
-[replies indistinctly]
652
00:43:13,716 --> 00:43:14,675
Listen to me.
653
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:18,512
These kids are starting
to take this seriously.
654
00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:20,764
If you want to wrestle good,
you gotta wrestle hard.
655
00:43:20,848 --> 00:43:22,725
-Okay, you can't be out there...
-I know.
656
00:43:22,808 --> 00:43:25,269
-...pussyfooting and dancing around.
-I know that.
657
00:43:27,605 --> 00:43:29,148
[Joey] My dad was a wrestler.
658
00:43:29,690 --> 00:43:30,899
And now I am.
659
00:43:32,234 --> 00:43:34,570
My day was actually
really good at wrestling
660
00:43:34,653 --> 00:43:39,158
and I think it was his senior year,
he went, like, 26 wins and 3 losses.
661
00:43:40,326 --> 00:43:44,288
But now he can't help me,
like show me the moves.
662
00:43:44,788 --> 00:43:48,125
Joey doesn't have enough ferocity.
It's like, "Get mad. It's okay."
663
00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:50,544
-Yeah.
-Go out there, controlled chaos.
664
00:43:50,628 --> 00:43:51,670
-Right.
-You know?
665
00:43:52,171 --> 00:43:55,174
I just don't get it. They just don't get..
You know, they don't have that...
666
00:43:55,257 --> 00:43:56,091
-[growls]
-Right.
667
00:43:57,009 --> 00:43:58,969
[Brian] It's all I did since I was six.
668
00:44:00,054 --> 00:44:03,057
It's just I can't get on the mat.
I'm too scared of my leg.
669
00:44:06,185 --> 00:44:07,645
[crowd shouting]
670
00:44:10,856 --> 00:44:14,360
Yeah, you gotta go absolutely apeshit
on that kid in the blue.
671
00:44:15,527 --> 00:44:17,863
Wrestle hard. Stay off your back.
672
00:44:23,285 --> 00:44:26,080
-[whistle blows]
-[Brian] How bad do you want it, buddy?
673
00:44:29,708 --> 00:44:30,668
[whistle blows]
674
00:44:30,751 --> 00:44:32,086
[Brian] Get off your back!
675
00:44:32,670 --> 00:44:34,046
What is he doing?
676
00:44:37,758 --> 00:44:38,967
Are you kidding me?
677
00:44:39,510 --> 00:44:40,594
Why is he crying?
678
00:44:46,850 --> 00:44:48,185
You got this, buddy.
679
00:44:48,811 --> 00:44:49,937
Get mad!
680
00:44:50,771 --> 00:44:52,231
Joey, stop crying.
681
00:44:53,732 --> 00:44:55,693
I don't know why he's crying.
I don't like that.
682
00:44:57,778 --> 00:44:59,905
Go get changed. Are you okay?
683
00:45:04,243 --> 00:45:07,538
Do you want to win? That's why
you gotta put in the effort, alright?
684
00:45:08,122 --> 00:45:10,999
-Okay? I'm proud of you.
-[Joey sniffling]
685
00:45:11,083 --> 00:45:14,336
[Brian] I wanna look at that knee
on the way home. Alright?
686
00:45:15,295 --> 00:45:16,130
Let's go.
687
00:45:18,757 --> 00:45:22,261
[melancholy music playing]
688
00:45:22,344 --> 00:45:25,764
Sometimes when I sit in bed,
I'll be thinking about
689
00:45:25,848 --> 00:45:29,643
how good of a wrestler I could be
if he didn't get shot.
690
00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:24,406
[garage door closes noisily]
691
00:46:25,532 --> 00:46:26,366
[tools clinking]
692
00:46:30,871 --> 00:46:36,251
[rattling]
693
00:46:38,837 --> 00:46:39,671
[sniffs]
694
00:46:51,016 --> 00:46:53,352
Oh, there we go again,
leaving all the shovels.
695
00:46:53,644 --> 00:46:54,978
What is my...
696
00:46:55,979 --> 00:46:57,397
pipe wrench doing out there?
697
00:46:57,731 --> 00:46:58,565
I don't know.
698
00:46:58,941 --> 00:47:00,526
You didn't use my pipe wrench?
699
00:47:01,276 --> 00:47:03,111
I was breaking ice with it.
700
00:47:03,737 --> 00:47:05,280
It goes back in the garage.
701
00:47:06,532 --> 00:47:08,492
When are you guys gonna start
taking care of stuff?
702
00:47:08,575 --> 00:47:11,495
We didn't drive 100 yards.
My pipe wrench is out,
703
00:47:11,620 --> 00:47:13,705
the snow shovels are still in the yard,
704
00:47:13,789 --> 00:47:16,083
I got a glove blowing across the road.
705
00:47:17,626 --> 00:47:20,921
-[Brian] Start taking care of your crap.
-[Isaac] I didn't know where it went.
706
00:47:21,004 --> 00:47:23,006
[country music playing]
707
00:47:29,346 --> 00:47:31,890
[Isaac] I don't mean to sound
like a crybaby,
708
00:47:31,974 --> 00:47:33,517
but I've been through a lot.
709
00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:38,897
I mean, sacrificing yourself
to go fight a war for your country
710
00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:40,148
is definitely a noble cause.
711
00:47:41,733 --> 00:47:45,988
But at the same time
I'm not sure his injuries
712
00:47:46,071 --> 00:47:48,282
for the rest of his life
were worth it all.
713
00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:55,956
[indistinct conversation]
714
00:48:02,045 --> 00:48:05,048
[students talking]
715
00:48:05,132 --> 00:48:06,758
[Isaac] When I get out of high school
716
00:48:06,842 --> 00:48:09,887
I wanna go to college
and then be a police officer.
717
00:48:12,514 --> 00:48:15,183
When I was younger,
I was always 100% military.
718
00:48:15,267 --> 00:48:18,937
Let's go, let's go. Military.
Put on a uniform and go overseas,
719
00:48:19,021 --> 00:48:23,066
but when I actually thought about it,
I'd like to be close to family.
720
00:48:27,112 --> 00:48:28,655
I do want to have kids eventually
721
00:48:28,739 --> 00:48:31,909
and I don't want my kids
to go through what I went through.
722
00:48:32,910 --> 00:48:35,996
I'm pretty sure
that they'd want a dad around more than...
723
00:48:36,788 --> 00:48:37,748
anything else.
724
00:48:38,582 --> 00:48:42,586
[soft piano music playing]
725
00:48:52,429 --> 00:48:55,474
[Brian] If there is a negative
that's come out of this with the boys,
726
00:48:55,557 --> 00:48:56,475
I don't see it.
727
00:48:57,601 --> 00:49:00,103
Either I don't see it
or I refuse to see it.
728
00:49:03,523 --> 00:49:05,525
I got some mentally-strong boys.
729
00:49:10,447 --> 00:49:13,617
That kid keeps staring at me. I might go
punch him in his left eye.
730
00:49:14,534 --> 00:49:16,078
Why are you looking at me?
731
00:49:19,164 --> 00:49:22,209
[clamoring]
732
00:49:27,547 --> 00:49:28,674
[Joey] Wow.
733
00:49:28,757 --> 00:49:30,509
[gunfire]
734
00:49:33,303 --> 00:49:34,262
Oops.
735
00:49:40,727 --> 00:49:43,271
-Oops.
-[gunfire]
736
00:49:45,732 --> 00:49:47,567
[Joey] I really like the military life
737
00:49:47,651 --> 00:49:51,279
and that's kinda got me
into wanting to join the Army
738
00:49:51,363 --> 00:49:52,823
'cause I love the Army life.
739
00:49:54,116 --> 00:49:57,244
I probably won't even graduate,
I'll probably join when I'm 17.
740
00:49:59,329 --> 00:50:00,831
I want to run around,
741
00:50:01,415 --> 00:50:02,833
shooting guns.
742
00:50:03,750 --> 00:50:05,085
Doing fun stuff.
743
00:50:05,752 --> 00:50:08,046
Seeing all the cool stuff. Like, I bet you
744
00:50:08,130 --> 00:50:10,799
we'll be in a really cool war
somewhere else.
745
00:50:10,882 --> 00:50:13,927
[rapid gunfire]
746
00:50:15,387 --> 00:50:19,099
[Joey] I'd feel okay with getting shot
in the middle of a battle.
747
00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:21,518
I bet you it wouldn't feel good
748
00:50:21,601 --> 00:50:24,771
but I'd know I did something right.
749
00:50:30,902 --> 00:50:34,322
I mean, it would scare me
for him to get hurt or even killed
750
00:50:34,406 --> 00:50:36,575
in the line of duty overseas,
751
00:50:36,658 --> 00:50:40,203
but if that's what he wants to go do
752
00:50:40,287 --> 00:50:42,539
and fight, then so be it.
753
00:50:42,956 --> 00:50:44,207
That's what he goes to do.
754
00:50:46,543 --> 00:50:49,421
It's just losing family
doesn't seem very appealing to me.
755
00:50:49,504 --> 00:50:53,467
[shooting continues]
756
00:50:55,302 --> 00:50:56,178
[Joey] Like that?
757
00:50:57,429 --> 00:50:58,555
[Jordan] I see you.
758
00:51:00,098 --> 00:51:00,932
[snowball thuds]
759
00:51:01,433 --> 00:51:02,350
[Jordan] Dang it.
760
00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:08,315
-[gun cocks]
-[shoots]
761
00:51:08,398 --> 00:51:10,192
[laughter]
762
00:51:10,275 --> 00:51:11,318
[Isaac] I got him!
763
00:51:13,153 --> 00:51:15,155
[boys laughter]
764
00:51:22,496 --> 00:51:24,289
[Brian] Every parent
wants more for their kid.
765
00:51:26,166 --> 00:51:29,669
The area we live in
is not a rich community.
766
00:51:30,545 --> 00:51:33,381
There's not a lot of good income jobs.
767
00:51:35,425 --> 00:51:37,260
Even the nuclear plant's closing.
768
00:51:38,303 --> 00:51:41,306
So, you know, there's even less jobs now.
769
00:51:41,389 --> 00:51:42,224
[Joey sighs]
770
00:51:53,026 --> 00:51:55,445
[Brian] Isaac wants to
go to college for criminal justice
771
00:51:55,529 --> 00:51:58,949
and he's gonna become a cop.
I already know that's not gonna happen.
772
00:51:59,032 --> 00:52:00,784
I don't mean to burst his bubble,
773
00:52:00,867 --> 00:52:04,079
but he does not have the grades
to get into a college.
774
00:52:05,539 --> 00:52:07,457
And when they send me a note home
775
00:52:07,541 --> 00:52:09,584
that says,
"Help your son with his homework,"
776
00:52:09,668 --> 00:52:11,586
I have no idea
777
00:52:11,670 --> 00:52:14,131
how to do the shit
they're doing in school these days.
778
00:52:14,214 --> 00:52:15,215
No clue.
779
00:52:16,883 --> 00:52:20,595
Where I really see Isaac
and I hope he does it now,
780
00:52:20,679 --> 00:52:22,097
I see him joining the Army.
781
00:52:25,350 --> 00:52:28,728
I don't think any parent wants
their kid to join the military
782
00:52:28,812 --> 00:52:30,272
out of love.
783
00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:35,152
But in the military, if you do your job,
you're gonna get promoted.
784
00:52:39,823 --> 00:52:42,784
So what did you guys do in school today,
Joey and Jordan?
785
00:52:42,868 --> 00:52:45,245
Me and Marshall were playing pickleball--
786
00:52:45,328 --> 00:52:46,371
Marshall and I.
787
00:52:46,454 --> 00:52:49,457
[boys laughing]
788
00:52:49,541 --> 00:52:51,543
[Isaac] Dad, what day are you leaving?
789
00:52:51,626 --> 00:52:52,669
For what?
790
00:52:52,752 --> 00:52:55,088
-[Isaac] For wherever you have to go?
-That morning.
791
00:52:55,172 --> 00:52:58,341
[Isaac] Okay. Just checking to make sure
you weren't leaving before my birthday.
792
00:53:02,637 --> 00:53:06,224
Do you know what the good thing is
about March 6th?
793
00:53:06,308 --> 00:53:07,267
[Maria] What?
794
00:53:08,226 --> 00:53:11,521
Twelve months after that,
if he's not enlisted in the Army
795
00:53:11,605 --> 00:53:14,357
or enrolled in school, that's 400 a month.
796
00:53:14,774 --> 00:53:17,986
-[Maria] Does he know this?
-He knows. What's the rule, Isaac?
797
00:53:18,737 --> 00:53:21,072
When you turn 18, what's the rule?
798
00:53:21,156 --> 00:53:22,991
[Isaac] Army or college.
I'm going to college.
799
00:53:23,074 --> 00:53:24,034
You better be enrolled.
800
00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:26,995
[Isaac] I'm going.
Everybody's doubting me.
801
00:53:27,078 --> 00:53:28,330
I know I'm going to college.
802
00:53:28,413 --> 00:53:29,331
That's a fact.
803
00:53:29,789 --> 00:53:31,124
And he doesn't believe me.
804
00:53:31,833 --> 00:53:34,461
[Brian] I think I'll be signing
some recruitment papers
805
00:53:34,544 --> 00:53:36,546
-in a year and a half.
-[Isaac] I'm going to college.
806
00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:38,965
-[Brian] Wanna make a bet on that?
-Yeah.
807
00:53:39,049 --> 00:53:42,469
-[Brian] You're gonna graduate college?
-Handshake.
808
00:53:42,552 --> 00:53:44,512
-[Maria] I don't know.
-[Brian] Four hundred bucks.
809
00:53:44,596 --> 00:53:45,430
Yep.
810
00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:48,266
[Maria] I agree,
I don't know if you'll do it.
811
00:53:48,350 --> 00:53:49,559
That pisses me off that you think that.
812
00:53:49,643 --> 00:53:51,061
-[Maria] Well, not--
-It really does.
813
00:53:51,144 --> 00:53:54,439
[Maria] Not because I don't think
you're smart. I just don't think
814
00:53:54,522 --> 00:53:56,274
that you'll go through with it.
815
00:53:56,358 --> 00:53:57,859
No, I'm going through with it.
816
00:54:03,031 --> 00:54:05,033
[Brian] Part of me
wanted to go to college too,
817
00:54:05,617 --> 00:54:07,410
but I didn't have the grade point.
818
00:54:08,370 --> 00:54:10,372
When I graduated,
I was in the National Guard,
819
00:54:10,455 --> 00:54:11,748
I was working at Walmart
820
00:54:12,249 --> 00:54:15,168
and my dad said, "You're not working
at Walmart for the rest of your life."
821
00:54:15,252 --> 00:54:16,628
So I went active duty.
822
00:54:16,711 --> 00:54:17,963
Literally that fast.
823
00:54:22,425 --> 00:54:25,512
[Maria] We'd like to do the 6:30
for American Sniper, please.
824
00:54:25,595 --> 00:54:27,013
[cashier] How old's the kids?
825
00:54:27,305 --> 00:54:29,641
[Brian] Sixteen, twelve, eleven
and military.
826
00:54:29,724 --> 00:54:32,560
[cashier] So, five tickets altogether
is $42.50.
827
00:54:32,644 --> 00:54:37,440
[dramatic music playing]
828
00:54:37,524 --> 00:54:42,028
See that little truck there?
I used to drive that. It was fun.
829
00:54:42,112 --> 00:54:43,113
[gunfire]
830
00:54:53,581 --> 00:54:56,501
-[shooting]
-[shouting]
831
00:54:57,627 --> 00:55:00,130
[gunfire]
832
00:55:01,089 --> 00:55:04,592
[explosive booming]
833
00:55:04,676 --> 00:55:07,637
[melancholy music playing]
834
00:55:07,721 --> 00:55:09,723
[booming]
835
00:55:14,102 --> 00:55:16,313
[Brian] I'm always
gonna think about that day.
836
00:55:16,396 --> 00:55:18,815
[music intensifies]
837
00:55:22,235 --> 00:55:23,945
[Brian] I think about, you know,
838
00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:27,490
the guys in the platoon,
how they're doing now, how they were then.
839
00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:32,454
I don't know,
it's like your mind races at night.
840
00:55:36,541 --> 00:55:37,500
I'll figure it out.
841
00:55:38,501 --> 00:55:39,461
My way.
842
00:55:52,474 --> 00:55:56,644
[creaking]
843
00:55:57,062 --> 00:56:01,191
[doctor] You're gonna have to figure out
how to do this the best way, Brian. Um...
844
00:56:02,108 --> 00:56:04,944
You gotta basically
pull down on here while
845
00:56:05,028 --> 00:56:06,404
you work your way in there.
846
00:56:11,618 --> 00:56:12,952
[rubbing]
847
00:56:13,036 --> 00:56:15,121
[doctor] It's a little tricky, huh?
You got it.
848
00:56:15,205 --> 00:56:17,457
-[Brian] I gotta learn somehow.
-[doctor] Yeah.
849
00:56:21,294 --> 00:56:25,673
-[creaking]
-[Maria] Is this something I can with?
850
00:56:25,757 --> 00:56:28,551
-[doctor] Yeah, you can do it.
-[Maria] Do you want me to pull on that?
851
00:56:28,635 --> 00:56:30,970
-[doctor] He wants to do it himself.
-[Brian sighs, chuckles]
852
00:56:31,054 --> 00:56:32,514
[Maria] Did you give me a dirty look?
853
00:56:32,597 --> 00:56:34,641
-I gave you the stink eye.
-[Maria] Why?
854
00:56:34,724 --> 00:56:36,518
'Cause I want to try this myself.
855
00:56:36,601 --> 00:56:38,520
[Maria] Well then,
that's all you need to say.
856
00:56:41,106 --> 00:56:43,233
Oh, my gosh, Brian. Look at you.
857
00:56:44,859 --> 00:56:48,113
[Brian] I don't even know how to run.
I haven't done it in four years.
858
00:56:48,196 --> 00:56:51,199
-[Maria] That's okay. I'm so excited!
-[doctor] Yeah.
859
00:56:51,282 --> 00:56:54,452
-Turn it to the side a bit.
-[Brian] Like that?
860
00:56:55,120 --> 00:56:58,581
[Brian] No, I like this.
This is really comfortable, you did good.
861
00:56:58,873 --> 00:57:00,333
-[doctor] Good.
-[Brian] Yeah.
862
00:57:00,417 --> 00:57:05,130
I'm gonna look funny running, I think,
but I don't care as long as I can run.
863
00:57:06,673 --> 00:57:08,842
Alright. Happy.
864
00:57:10,135 --> 00:57:11,553
-[kissing]
-[Maria] Love you.
865
00:57:15,515 --> 00:57:17,225
-Brian!
-It's slippery right there.
866
00:57:27,819 --> 00:57:29,070
Brian. Oh, my gosh!
867
00:57:29,154 --> 00:57:30,905
We just got to get to the concrete.
868
00:57:30,989 --> 00:57:32,157
[snow crunching]
869
00:57:32,532 --> 00:57:34,117
[Brian] Gotta start somewhere.
870
00:57:35,326 --> 00:57:37,120
[Joey] Damn!
There's snow on my new shoes.
871
00:57:37,203 --> 00:57:40,623
Just make sure you stay off the road
when cars are coming, all right?
872
00:57:45,003 --> 00:57:46,588
-[Maria] Alright.
-[Brian] Let's do this.
873
00:57:46,671 --> 00:57:47,505
[Maria] You ready?
874
00:57:47,589 --> 00:57:49,632
[Brian] I don't know,
I'll tell you in a minute.
875
00:57:51,009 --> 00:57:53,094
[Brian] I can actually stride.
876
00:57:54,053 --> 00:57:55,889
You look good from back here.
877
00:57:55,972 --> 00:57:59,476
[Brian breathing heavily]
878
00:57:59,559 --> 00:58:00,643
Brian?
879
00:58:00,727 --> 00:58:02,103
I start hitting and...
880
00:58:03,521 --> 00:58:04,439
[exhales sharply]
881
00:58:04,647 --> 00:58:05,899
I start hitting,
882
00:58:06,566 --> 00:58:07,650
it hits here
883
00:58:08,151 --> 00:58:10,069
and I totally lose rhythm.
884
00:58:11,529 --> 00:58:15,533
[Brian breathing heavily]
885
00:58:15,617 --> 00:58:22,582
[prosthetic clicks on ground]
886
00:58:22,665 --> 00:58:25,335
[Brian] I'm hitting
all over the fucking place, damn it.
887
00:58:26,503 --> 00:58:28,838
[sighs] Alright.
888
00:58:29,631 --> 00:58:31,966
Going home.
[panting]
889
00:58:33,843 --> 00:58:35,470
I feel clumsy right now.
890
00:58:36,930 --> 00:58:39,682
Wasn't what I wanted on my first run,
that's for sure.
891
00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:42,143
[Maria] It's a big step for you.
892
00:58:47,315 --> 00:58:48,399
[Brian] I ran!
893
00:58:50,109 --> 00:58:54,822
[treadmill whirring]
894
00:58:54,906 --> 00:59:01,120
[gentle piano music playing]
895
00:59:04,165 --> 00:59:08,169
[indistinct talking]
896
00:59:44,747 --> 00:59:47,166
[Brian] Winters got pretty boring I guess,
897
00:59:47,250 --> 00:59:49,294
and you know,
living way out in the country,
898
00:59:49,377 --> 00:59:51,212
when it snowed, there's not a lot to do.
899
00:59:53,006 --> 00:59:57,677
Opportunity came knocking at my door
and Maria actually talked me into it.
900
00:59:58,720 --> 01:00:01,222
I think she knows me better
than I know me, but she's like,
901
01:00:01,306 --> 01:00:03,683
"You need a hobby,
you need something to do in the winter
902
01:00:03,766 --> 01:00:05,310
and I think it's right up your alley."
903
01:00:06,269 --> 01:00:10,565
And I now own Tricky Phish Bait Company,
so I make bass-fishing soft plastics.
904
01:00:16,946 --> 01:00:19,741
[drizzling rain]
905
01:00:25,580 --> 01:00:27,999
[breeze blowing]
906
01:00:40,928 --> 01:00:41,846
[door creaks open]
907
01:00:42,847 --> 01:00:43,848
[Brian] Get 'em up.
908
01:00:49,729 --> 01:00:52,315
[indistinct chatter]
909
01:00:54,525 --> 01:00:56,319
[sizzling]
910
01:01:00,573 --> 01:01:03,951
[Brian] The important things in life,
I think now, family.
911
01:01:05,286 --> 01:01:09,040
There's no holes. There's no rips.
There's no tears. It's just strong.
912
01:01:10,875 --> 01:01:13,795
I want my family to be happy
and have everything they need.
913
01:01:19,300 --> 01:01:23,638
[piano music continues playing]
914
01:01:37,777 --> 01:01:38,778
Wow.
915
01:01:39,362 --> 01:01:40,488
Ooh. I feel good.
916
01:01:40,571 --> 01:01:43,032
Do I have to put on an undershirt?
917
01:01:43,116 --> 01:01:45,743
I was gonna put a sock on this guy,
but I don't think it matters.
918
01:01:45,827 --> 01:01:47,829
Yes, you will wear an undershirt,
919
01:01:47,912 --> 01:01:51,290
'cause you're gonna be sweating
and it'll see-through on that shirt.
920
01:01:56,713 --> 01:01:58,089
[Brian] I've been married before
921
01:01:58,673 --> 01:02:01,300
and I guess you don't know till you know.
922
01:02:02,802 --> 01:02:06,556
'Cause when I got married the first time,
I thought it was for the right reasons.
923
01:02:06,639 --> 01:02:08,725
And then you get to this point
and you're like,
924
01:02:08,808 --> 01:02:10,810
"No, this is the right reason.
925
01:02:11,602 --> 01:02:13,354
This is how it's supposed to be."
926
01:02:16,399 --> 01:02:19,235
[Isaac] I used to call Maria "Maria,"
927
01:02:20,194 --> 01:02:22,447
but now,
I think I might be calling her "Mom,"
928
01:02:23,531 --> 01:02:25,241
after I realized she's here to stay.
929
01:02:26,242 --> 01:02:27,368
Sorry.
[chuckles nervously]
930
01:02:27,452 --> 01:02:30,955
I promise to be faithful to you
and to love only you.
931
01:02:31,038 --> 01:02:32,373
[Brian crying]
932
01:02:32,457 --> 01:02:34,584
As long as you promise
to love bass fishing
933
01:02:34,667 --> 01:02:36,002
and the Green Bay Packers.
934
01:02:36,085 --> 01:02:37,628
[laughter]
935
01:02:38,045 --> 01:02:41,424
[Maria] I promise
that I will accept you as you are
936
01:02:41,883 --> 01:02:44,552
even with all your flaws, and your faults.
937
01:02:44,635 --> 01:02:47,096
[laughter]
938
01:02:47,180 --> 01:02:49,015
There's many, but I love you.
939
01:02:50,892 --> 01:02:54,061
Not only is this commitment to you,
but it's to Isaac and Joey.
940
01:02:55,688 --> 01:02:59,108
I plan on being
a permanent motherly figure to your boys
941
01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:03,571
and to love them as much
as I do Alanna, Brandon, and Jordan.
942
01:03:04,322 --> 01:03:07,992
I, in accordance with the authority vested
in me by the laws of State of New York,
943
01:03:08,075 --> 01:03:09,994
pronounce that you're husband and wife.
944
01:03:10,077 --> 01:03:11,120
You ready for this?
945
01:03:11,204 --> 01:03:13,039
-Heck yes.
-You can kiss.
946
01:03:13,122 --> 01:03:15,166
[applause]
947
01:03:15,249 --> 01:03:19,086
[man] And now, ladies and gentlemen,
would everyone please welcome
948
01:03:19,170 --> 01:03:22,131
the new Mr. and Mrs. Eisch!
949
01:03:22,215 --> 01:03:23,299
Yeah!
950
01:03:23,382 --> 01:03:25,802
[cheering]
951
01:03:25,885 --> 01:03:29,347
Welcome to the family
and hope you like your new last name.
952
01:03:29,430 --> 01:03:32,642
-[laughter]
-[applause]
953
01:03:33,768 --> 01:03:35,353
You're not smashing this cake in my face--
954
01:03:35,436 --> 01:03:37,271
-No! I'm not.
-Promise?
955
01:03:38,356 --> 01:03:39,273
[crowd whooping]
956
01:03:42,777 --> 01:03:46,280
[shocked laughter]
957
01:03:46,364 --> 01:03:47,573
As you can see up here,
958
01:03:47,657 --> 01:03:49,909
we decided to make it all
about our family.
959
01:03:51,202 --> 01:03:54,372
My best man is also my first-born son.
960
01:03:55,498 --> 01:03:58,251
Isaac... I'm sorry if I get sentimental.
961
01:03:58,334 --> 01:03:59,836
Just forget you heard it.
962
01:03:59,919 --> 01:04:01,671
[laughter]
963
01:04:01,754 --> 01:04:04,131
[Brian] You continue to impress me
every day.
964
01:04:04,507 --> 01:04:05,800
You've managed to fight through
965
01:04:05,883 --> 01:04:07,718
some hard struggles
that we've been through.
966
01:04:07,802 --> 01:04:10,304
You've put up with my asshole-ness,
967
01:04:10,388 --> 01:04:11,806
my stern ways,
968
01:04:11,889 --> 01:04:14,267
and you're still growing
into quite the fine, young man.
969
01:04:14,350 --> 01:04:17,228
Some days, I wonder
what else you're gonna break,
970
01:04:17,770 --> 01:04:19,647
because you've already broken
my four-wheeler,
971
01:04:19,730 --> 01:04:21,357
my lawnmower, my snowblower,
972
01:04:21,440 --> 01:04:24,360
and you managed
to back into Jason's brand-new Dodge Dart.
973
01:04:24,443 --> 01:04:25,528
[laughter]
974
01:04:25,611 --> 01:04:27,154
[Brian] But I love you just the same.
975
01:04:29,156 --> 01:04:30,575
We move on to Joey,
976
01:04:31,242 --> 01:04:33,160
otherwise known as the stinky kid.
977
01:04:33,244 --> 01:04:34,537
[laughter]
978
01:04:34,620 --> 01:04:36,873
Joey is my hardheaded prodigy.
979
01:04:36,956 --> 01:04:38,374
He's my youngest son.
980
01:04:38,457 --> 01:04:41,377
He's the reason that my hair on my chin
is starting to turn gray
981
01:04:41,460 --> 01:04:43,588
and why I have high blood pressure.
982
01:04:43,671 --> 01:04:45,256
I see qualities in you
983
01:04:45,339 --> 01:04:48,342
that make me wanna strangle
the crap out of you sometimes
984
01:04:48,968 --> 01:04:50,261
but I know later in life,
985
01:04:50,344 --> 01:04:53,931
these qualities will make you
a leader in the world someday.
986
01:04:54,932 --> 01:04:56,934
["Cupid Shuffle" playing]
987
01:04:57,018 --> 01:04:59,812
♪ To the right, to the left
To the left, to the left ♪
988
01:04:59,896 --> 01:05:04,275
♪ To the left, now kick
Now kick, now kick, now kick ♪
989
01:05:04,358 --> 01:05:08,154
♪ Now walk it by yourself
Now walk it by yourself ♪
990
01:05:46,442 --> 01:05:49,153
[Maria wailing] Oh, Joey, honey!
991
01:05:54,825 --> 01:05:57,954
[Maria sobbing]
992
01:06:00,706 --> 01:06:01,582
[Maria crying]
993
01:06:04,627 --> 01:06:05,920
[sobs]
994
01:06:08,673 --> 01:06:11,425
[Maria] Oh, my God, no!
[crying]
995
01:06:16,263 --> 01:06:20,017
[somber music playing]
996
01:06:21,227 --> 01:06:23,562
[reporter] Early this afternoon,
12-year-old Joey Eisch,
997
01:06:23,646 --> 01:06:26,774
was struck by a truck
while he was riding his bicycle.
998
01:06:26,857 --> 01:06:29,568
He was rushed to Upstate Hospital,
but that's where he died.
999
01:06:30,236 --> 01:06:33,364
Deputies are still investigating
exactly how this happened.
1000
01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:13,946
[man] Caskets for the younger people,
for five-foot, five-foot-six, four-foot.
1001
01:07:14,030 --> 01:07:15,614
They go in six-inch increments.
1002
01:07:16,240 --> 01:07:17,700
This would work good for you.
1003
01:07:18,159 --> 01:07:19,577
[Brian] Yeah.
1004
01:07:19,660 --> 01:07:22,371
-[Maria] He was so patriotic--
-[Brian] He's my splitting image.
1005
01:07:22,455 --> 01:07:25,791
[Mara] And he was so "American."
1006
01:07:25,875 --> 01:07:27,877
[Brian laughs]
1007
01:07:28,711 --> 01:07:32,048
-He wanted to be in the military like Dad.
-[Maria] He dreamed of joining the Army.
1008
01:07:32,131 --> 01:07:34,842
That was his goal, his dream.
1009
01:07:36,343 --> 01:07:38,763
He said,
"I don't have to do good in school, Dad,
1010
01:07:38,846 --> 01:07:41,515
I'm joining the Army."
[laughs]
1011
01:07:41,599 --> 01:07:43,350
I'm like, "That's not true."
1012
01:07:43,434 --> 01:07:46,020
[laughs]
1013
01:07:51,067 --> 01:07:53,944
[man] So,
we'll figure out what we're gonna do,
1014
01:07:54,028 --> 01:07:56,489
where the services
are gonna take place, okay?
1015
01:07:56,572 --> 01:07:58,824
But we'll talk about that
in just a minute, okay?
1016
01:07:58,908 --> 01:08:01,952
We're gonna finish this part of it
and then we'll get into the service part.
1017
01:08:02,036 --> 01:08:02,870
Okay.
1018
01:08:03,370 --> 01:08:05,247
So, Joey's gonna be survived by
1019
01:08:05,998 --> 01:08:09,126
-his father, Brian...
-[Brian sobbing]
1020
01:08:13,464 --> 01:08:14,799
I know.
1021
01:08:15,132 --> 01:08:17,134
[Brian sobs]
1022
01:08:19,011 --> 01:08:21,931
[Brian] Oh, Joey, my baby.
1023
01:08:24,975 --> 01:08:25,851
[Brian sniffling]
1024
01:08:28,604 --> 01:08:30,064
[grunting and shouting] Fuck!
1025
01:08:33,776 --> 01:08:40,741
[melancholic music continues playing]
1026
01:09:17,862 --> 01:09:19,738
[woman] We are gathered here today
1027
01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:23,159
to celebrate the life
of a beautiful child,
1028
01:09:23,242 --> 01:09:28,789
made in God's love and image,
who was named Joseph Eisch,
1029
01:09:28,873 --> 01:09:33,127
born into this loving family
for just a brief moment in time.
1030
01:09:33,210 --> 01:09:34,962
[music swelling]
1031
01:09:56,609 --> 01:09:58,319
[Brian] Joey, we love you.
1032
01:09:58,402 --> 01:10:00,571
Three, two, one...
1033
01:10:00,654 --> 01:10:02,448
-[Maria] Love you, Joey!
-[cheering]
1034
01:10:02,531 --> 01:10:04,158
-[Brian] Love you, buddy.
-[boy] Peace out!
1035
01:10:18,297 --> 01:10:20,299
[music fades out]
1036
01:10:21,300 --> 01:10:23,302
-[breeze blowing]
-[crickets]
1037
01:10:32,770 --> 01:10:35,022
[Brian] So from the point
where the flowers are,
1038
01:10:35,105 --> 01:10:38,192
three quarters way up the hill
is where his body was found.
1039
01:10:39,318 --> 01:10:41,654
[Isaac] But the flowers are already
where the bike first hit.
1040
01:10:41,737 --> 01:10:42,947
The bike hit here.
1041
01:10:44,740 --> 01:10:47,117
And his body was... right here.
1042
01:10:51,622 --> 01:10:53,082
[Isaac] I'm kinda numb right now.
1043
01:10:54,291 --> 01:10:55,501
With what happened with Joey,
1044
01:10:55,584 --> 01:10:58,545
I mean, I'm all cried out
from the first night in the hospital.
1045
01:10:58,629 --> 01:11:00,589
I sat with him until his heart stopped.
1046
01:11:01,715 --> 01:11:03,842
I mean, now I don't even
really try to hide it.
1047
01:11:03,926 --> 01:11:05,052
I just kinda zone out.
1048
01:11:17,481 --> 01:11:19,650
[Maria] Isaac, you know, it's almost noon?
1049
01:11:19,733 --> 01:11:20,693
[Isaac] Yeah?
1050
01:11:21,277 --> 01:11:23,612
Alright, start thinking about waking up.
You can help me.
1051
01:11:27,908 --> 01:11:29,493
I gotta finish that room today.
1052
01:11:35,499 --> 01:11:37,876
[paintbrush rolling]
1053
01:11:43,257 --> 01:11:46,719
[Maria] Joey's accident was
almost three weeks ago tomorrow.
1054
01:11:48,971 --> 01:11:52,891
And I have this need,
I don't know why, I don't understand it,
1055
01:11:52,975 --> 01:11:54,935
but I wanna paint every room
in this house,
1056
01:11:55,019 --> 01:11:56,937
like, I wanna make it different.
1057
01:12:12,328 --> 01:12:16,165
[Brian] I don't think the family
will ever be back where it was.
1058
01:12:17,249 --> 01:12:19,335
I think we'll reach a...
1059
01:12:20,711 --> 01:12:22,379
a sense of normalcy, I guess,
1060
01:12:22,463 --> 01:12:25,341
but, you know,
he's always gonna be in our heads.
1061
01:12:25,424 --> 01:12:27,051
[crying]
1062
01:12:33,891 --> 01:12:36,352
[car engine running, shuts off]
1063
01:12:36,810 --> 01:12:40,731
-[ignition turning]
-[seat belts unbuckling]
1064
01:12:41,482 --> 01:12:43,192
This is probably gonna upset you.
1065
01:12:44,109 --> 01:12:46,653
Nothing really bothers me anymore
'cause if something bad happens,
1066
01:12:46,737 --> 01:12:48,238
I'm gonna be with him sooner.
1067
01:12:49,323 --> 01:12:51,408
So I hope that doesn't offend you, but...
1068
01:12:53,744 --> 01:12:55,621
I think that's pretty selfish of you.
1069
01:12:56,330 --> 01:12:57,164
Okay.
1070
01:12:59,249 --> 01:13:00,084
Sorry.
1071
01:13:13,722 --> 01:13:15,391
[TV news, in the background]
1072
01:13:26,110 --> 01:13:27,111
[Brian] You up?
1073
01:13:29,530 --> 01:13:31,365
Your bus comes in, like, 20 minutes.
1074
01:13:33,283 --> 01:13:34,701
[Isaac] I can see the bus route--
1075
01:13:34,785 --> 01:13:37,162
[Brian] But you need to be out there.
Just in case.
1076
01:13:40,833 --> 01:13:42,459
Yay! Senior year.
1077
01:13:43,335 --> 01:13:44,169
[shutter clicks]
1078
01:13:50,592 --> 01:13:51,427
[Brian] Smile.
1079
01:13:59,059 --> 01:14:01,437
It's your last first day of school ever!
1080
01:14:01,854 --> 01:14:03,564
[Isaac] Yeah. They just said that.
1081
01:14:04,106 --> 01:14:05,023
Love you.
1082
01:14:05,691 --> 01:14:06,525
Bye.
1083
01:14:23,709 --> 01:14:25,586
-[sizzling]
-[indistinct conversation]
1084
01:14:25,669 --> 01:14:26,753
[silverware clanking]
1085
01:14:31,175 --> 01:14:33,677
-[Maria] Isaac, did you wash your hands?
-Yeah.
1086
01:14:34,761 --> 01:14:37,389
-[Maria] Did not.
-[Isaac] I did. You wanna fight about it?
1087
01:14:37,890 --> 01:14:40,726
[Maria] Not at school.
I meant within the last three minutes.
1088
01:14:40,809 --> 01:14:42,811
[soft rock playing]
1089
01:14:51,487 --> 01:14:55,199
[silverware clinking]
1090
01:14:55,282 --> 01:14:58,660
[Isaac] It was definitely hard to have
a father that did so much in his life,
1091
01:14:58,744 --> 01:15:00,120
for me to catch up to that.
1092
01:15:02,414 --> 01:15:04,708
I fully believe
that if Joey was still here today,
1093
01:15:04,791 --> 01:15:07,628
you know, he'd be
my dad's successful story.
1094
01:15:07,711 --> 01:15:10,005
[melancholic music playing]
1095
01:15:28,440 --> 01:15:29,358
[officer] Okay.
1096
01:15:30,234 --> 01:15:32,653
Once you sign this,
this is the job that you deserve.
1097
01:15:32,736 --> 01:15:35,739
This is the job that he wants
and this is the job that you will get.
1098
01:15:36,490 --> 01:15:38,200
Here. Sign your name.
1099
01:15:39,910 --> 01:15:41,620
-[Isaac] Just a signature?
-[officer] Yep.
1100
01:15:46,959 --> 01:15:48,835
Just signed my life away.
[laughs]
1101
01:15:49,628 --> 01:15:50,629
Pretty much.
1102
01:15:53,423 --> 01:15:54,841
I was dead set on going to college
1103
01:15:54,925 --> 01:15:57,344
and now I'm dead set
on enlisting in the military.
1104
01:15:58,345 --> 01:16:00,722
It felt like something
Joey really wanted to do.
1105
01:16:00,806 --> 01:16:02,724
And it felt like something I needed to do.
1106
01:16:04,851 --> 01:16:06,270
[man] Raise your right hand.
1107
01:16:07,312 --> 01:16:08,605
[officer] Repeat after me.
1108
01:16:08,689 --> 01:16:12,276
-I, state your full name...
-I, Isaac James Eisch...
1109
01:16:12,359 --> 01:16:15,612
-[officer] do solemnly swear or affirm...
-[Isaac] do solemnly swear...
1110
01:16:15,696 --> 01:16:18,073
-to support and defend...
-to support and defend...
1111
01:16:18,156 --> 01:16:21,410
-the Constitution of the United States
-the Constitution of the United States
1112
01:16:21,493 --> 01:16:25,122
-against all enemies, foreign and domestic
-against all enemies, foreign and domestic
1113
01:16:25,205 --> 01:16:28,083
-and that I'll obey the orders
-and that I'll obey the orders
1114
01:16:28,166 --> 01:16:31,336
-of the President of the United States
-of the President of the United States
1115
01:16:31,420 --> 01:16:34,172
-and the officers appointed over me.
-and the officers appointed over me.
1116
01:16:34,256 --> 01:16:35,966
-So help me God.
-So help me God.
1117
01:16:36,049 --> 01:16:37,384
[officer] Congratulations.
1118
01:16:39,177 --> 01:16:40,971
[Brian] I'm extremely proud of him.
1119
01:16:42,848 --> 01:16:46,018
From what I know,
it's fourth generation straight
1120
01:16:46,101 --> 01:16:48,020
that's joined the Army.
1121
01:16:50,439 --> 01:16:51,315
[Brian] Good job.
1122
01:16:54,109 --> 01:16:55,819
-Maria.
-[Maria] I'll take one of those.
1123
01:16:55,902 --> 01:16:59,615
-You said you weren't gonna cry. Stop it.
-[Maria] No. I'm not-- I didn't cry.
1124
01:16:59,698 --> 01:17:04,911
[melancholic music playing]
1125
01:17:24,890 --> 01:17:26,433
[Brian] You getting dressed here?
1126
01:17:26,516 --> 01:17:29,019
No. I'm wearing jeans and boots
and a T-shirt down to her house.
1127
01:17:29,102 --> 01:17:30,646
Putting the tux in the back seat.
1128
01:17:30,729 --> 01:17:32,022
[Brian] What about dinner?
1129
01:17:32,105 --> 01:17:34,566
There's prime rib at the pr--
at the dance
1130
01:17:34,650 --> 01:17:35,859
or whatever you call it.
1131
01:17:36,360 --> 01:17:37,778
-[Brian] You eat there?
-Yeah, prime rib,
1132
01:17:37,861 --> 01:17:39,613
that's why ticket's are $50 a piece.
1133
01:17:40,697 --> 01:17:42,991
-[Brian] Well, that's freaking nice.
-Right?
1134
01:17:48,914 --> 01:17:53,919
[uplifting instrumental music]
1135
01:18:07,015 --> 01:18:08,392
[Brian] Do not lose these.
1136
01:18:09,726 --> 01:18:12,145
[Maria] Oh, my God.
You guys are just frickin' cute!
1137
01:18:13,188 --> 01:18:15,982
-[indistinct chatter]
-[shutter clicks]
1138
01:18:16,066 --> 01:18:19,027
[laughter]
1139
01:18:19,695 --> 01:18:22,322
[indistinct chatter]
1140
01:18:24,408 --> 01:18:25,909
-[Maria] Have fun.
-[girl] Bye, guys.
1141
01:18:25,992 --> 01:18:27,994
[adults talking]
1142
01:18:31,164 --> 01:18:33,291
[music swelling]
1143
01:18:38,004 --> 01:18:39,923
[applause]
1144
01:18:40,006 --> 01:18:42,050
[woman] Isaac James Eisch.
1145
01:18:42,134 --> 01:18:45,011
[applause, cheering]
1146
01:18:51,184 --> 01:18:52,769
-Are you okay?
-No.
1147
01:18:52,853 --> 01:18:53,937
[Maria laughs]
1148
01:18:54,020 --> 01:18:58,150
[woman] I present to you,
the class of 2016.
1149
01:18:58,233 --> 01:19:03,321
-[cheering]
-[applause]
1150
01:19:24,426 --> 01:19:26,803
-[Maria laughs]
-[firecrackers blast]
1151
01:19:35,854 --> 01:19:37,856
[fireworks sizzle]
1152
01:20:04,841 --> 01:20:07,302
[Brian] Why is everything done
at the last fuckin' second?
1153
01:20:07,385 --> 01:20:09,179
[Isaac] What're you talking about?
I have 'em right here.
1154
01:20:09,262 --> 01:20:12,682
[Brian] This is a packing list! You pack
stuff up so you don't have to do it
1155
01:20:12,766 --> 01:20:14,351
ten minutes before somebody arrives.
1156
01:20:14,434 --> 01:20:16,019
[Isaac] Ten minutes left,
and I'm gone for--
1157
01:20:16,102 --> 01:20:17,938
[Brian] It should've been done
fuckin' yesterday.
1158
01:20:19,189 --> 01:20:21,691
[Isaac] He told us half this stuff,
we don't even need. That's why I'm...
1159
01:20:21,775 --> 01:20:24,027
Then they need to change
the fuckin' sheet.
1160
01:20:24,110 --> 01:20:26,446
'Cause the sheet says
"minimum requirements."
1161
01:20:29,366 --> 01:20:31,576
Where's the "Future Soldier Bag"?
1162
01:20:31,660 --> 01:20:35,038
"All items must fit
into the Army Future Soldier Bag."
1163
01:20:37,040 --> 01:20:39,876
[Isaac] So fuckin' difficult. Shit.
1164
01:20:40,544 --> 01:20:41,753
[grunting]
1165
01:20:56,268 --> 01:20:58,353
All the shit I bitched at you about...
1166
01:20:59,020 --> 01:21:01,356
fuckin' I hope some of it sinks in.
1167
01:21:02,858 --> 01:21:04,943
I'm not going to war.
I'm going to learn how to do war.
1168
01:21:05,026 --> 01:21:06,444
[laughing]
1169
01:21:08,530 --> 01:21:11,324
[Brian] I figured I'd say goodbye here...
Remember what I told you,
1170
01:21:11,408 --> 01:21:13,952
you can cry all you want,
the minute you pull out of that driveway,
1171
01:21:14,035 --> 01:21:15,245
[clicks tongue]
shut it off.
1172
01:21:15,328 --> 01:21:17,831
Time to grow up. Okay?
1173
01:21:17,914 --> 01:21:20,333
You're doing it for you and Joey
and nobody else.
1174
01:21:20,417 --> 01:21:22,627
-[Isaac] Okay.
-Got it?
1175
01:21:22,711 --> 01:21:23,545
[Isaac] Yep.
1176
01:21:25,714 --> 01:21:27,007
I'll give you one last...
1177
01:21:27,090 --> 01:21:28,967
[laughing]
1178
01:21:29,050 --> 01:21:30,218
[Brian] Good luck.
1179
01:21:30,302 --> 01:21:31,636
-[Brian] Good luck.
-Love you guys.
1180
01:21:33,388 --> 01:21:34,389
Do the right thing.
1181
01:21:34,472 --> 01:21:38,351
[violin music playing]
1182
01:22:01,958 --> 01:22:04,794
-[Maria] You all right?
-Yeah. I'm proud of him.
1183
01:22:04,878 --> 01:22:06,880
[both crying]
1184
01:22:08,340 --> 01:22:09,633
He'll be all right.
1185
01:22:12,427 --> 01:22:13,637
He's still my son.
1186
01:22:14,095 --> 01:22:16,348
-[Maria] Of course. He's your son--
-[Brian] Yeah, I know.
1187
01:22:16,431 --> 01:22:18,516
He's my first born, I'm, you know...
1188
01:22:20,852 --> 01:22:23,104
But it's not that I'm upset easily.
1189
01:22:23,188 --> 01:22:25,398
You know, I'm just--
I don't know. Kinda...
1190
01:22:25,482 --> 01:22:27,317
'Cause he's out of the house.
1191
01:22:27,400 --> 01:22:28,902
I'm happy for him. Yeah.
1192
01:22:30,236 --> 01:22:31,446
[Maria] He's in a whole new--
1193
01:22:31,529 --> 01:22:33,406
I mean, that's the goal.
Your kids--
1194
01:22:33,490 --> 01:22:36,743
What, you want your kids to grow up
to live with you for your whole life?
1195
01:22:36,826 --> 01:22:41,122
[chuckles] No. You raise 'em
to successfully leave the nest.
1196
01:22:41,206 --> 01:22:43,458
And I think he has
successfully left the nest.
1197
01:22:44,209 --> 01:22:46,753
Successfully. Successfully.
1198
01:22:47,837 --> 01:22:48,755
Right?
1199
01:23:02,477 --> 01:23:04,479
[indistinct chatter]
1200
01:23:08,233 --> 01:23:11,528
-[laughter]
-[recruits talking]
1201
01:23:23,581 --> 01:23:25,625
Come on. Keep going.
1202
01:23:25,709 --> 01:23:27,836
You got this! You got this!
1203
01:23:27,919 --> 01:23:31,756
[indistinct chatter]
1204
01:23:51,192 --> 01:23:53,653
[Brian] I don't know what I'm looking at.
1205
01:23:53,737 --> 01:23:55,655
[doctor] Gestational sac
is the small sac--
1206
01:23:55,739 --> 01:23:57,615
And the yolk sac is that other spot I see?
1207
01:23:57,699 --> 01:24:01,536
[doctor] Yolk sac is a very translucent--
This is the yolk sac right over here.
1208
01:24:01,619 --> 01:24:02,620
Oh, okay.
1209
01:24:03,580 --> 01:24:06,958
Is it still, like, too early to see,
like, a heartbeat flickering right now?
1210
01:24:07,042 --> 01:24:08,668
I know you can't tell me, but...
1211
01:24:11,588 --> 01:24:14,466
-[Brian] No, you can see it.
-You can see it. Oh, my God!
1212
01:24:18,136 --> 01:24:20,096
Oh, my God.
[crying]
1213
01:24:22,891 --> 01:24:24,100
Yay!
1214
01:24:24,768 --> 01:24:26,311
-[Brian] You happy?
-Yeah.
1215
01:24:27,520 --> 01:24:29,564
I was worried
there wasn't anything in there.
1216
01:24:33,026 --> 01:24:34,027
Baby Eisch.
1217
01:24:39,741 --> 01:24:42,744
[birds chirping]
1218
01:24:46,790 --> 01:24:48,792
[indistinct chatter]
1219
01:24:50,835 --> 01:24:53,296
[supportive cheering]
1220
01:24:56,382 --> 01:24:58,843
[supportive cheering continues]
1221
01:25:07,811 --> 01:25:11,314
[Brian over phone] Hey, Issac.
How you doing? Oh, sorry, Private Eisch.
1222
01:25:11,397 --> 01:25:13,274
Mom and I have something to tell you.
1223
01:25:14,526 --> 01:25:15,401
Go ahead, Mom.
1224
01:25:15,944 --> 01:25:17,445
We got our results today.
1225
01:25:17,529 --> 01:25:19,197
Baby's perfectly healthy.
1226
01:25:19,280 --> 01:25:21,491
No Down's syndrome or Chromio--
1227
01:25:21,574 --> 01:25:22,742
-How do you say that--
-Issues.
1228
01:25:22,826 --> 01:25:25,620
Issues. So, baby's perfectly healthy.
1229
01:25:25,703 --> 01:25:28,540
And we found out today
that we are having...
1230
01:25:28,623 --> 01:25:31,000
-Jaxon.
-...a boy.
1231
01:25:31,584 --> 01:25:32,418
No girl.
1232
01:25:32,502 --> 01:25:34,420
You got another little brother coming.
1233
01:25:34,504 --> 01:25:35,880
Now do some damn push-ups.
1234
01:25:35,964 --> 01:25:38,383
-[Maria] We love and miss you.
-[Brian] Hope you're doing good.
1235
01:25:38,466 --> 01:25:40,135
-[Maria] Bye, honey.
-[Brian] Love you. Bye.
1236
01:25:41,177 --> 01:25:42,262
[laughs]
1237
01:25:43,638 --> 01:25:44,764
[rapid gunfire]
1238
01:25:45,765 --> 01:25:47,600
[booming explosions]
1239
01:25:48,434 --> 01:25:51,855
[gunfire]
1240
01:25:54,149 --> 01:25:56,609
[gunshots]
1241
01:25:57,193 --> 01:25:58,570
[indistinct radio]
1242
01:25:59,779 --> 01:26:02,115
-[explosion]
-[gunfire]
1243
01:26:08,413 --> 01:26:09,956
[Isaac] I'm gonna be honest,
I don't know too much
1244
01:26:10,039 --> 01:26:12,333
about the war in Afghanistan directly.
1245
01:26:13,751 --> 01:26:16,379
I don't know what started
the war in Afghanistan.
1246
01:26:16,462 --> 01:26:18,423
I don't know if Al-Qaeda is based
in Afghanistan.
1247
01:26:18,506 --> 01:26:21,134
I don't really follow
that side of politics too much.
1248
01:26:21,217 --> 01:26:22,969
I don't really follow why wars happen.
1249
01:26:23,469 --> 01:26:25,555
All I know is, I love my country.
1250
01:26:37,358 --> 01:26:38,318
[man] All right, so,
1251
01:26:38,401 --> 01:26:40,820
a couple things I want you to know
before we reunite you.
1252
01:26:40,904 --> 01:26:44,073
Your soldiers have went through
a transformation process,
1253
01:26:44,157 --> 01:26:46,618
both physically and mentally.
1254
01:26:46,701 --> 01:26:48,828
[indistinct chatter]
1255
01:26:48,912 --> 01:26:51,414
[Isaac] I just wish
my little brother was here, that's all.
1256
01:26:52,165 --> 01:26:53,541
[soldier] He's seeing you, buddy.
1257
01:26:53,958 --> 01:26:55,877
[applause]
1258
01:26:55,960 --> 01:26:58,671
[man] Now,
are you ready to see your soldiers?
1259
01:26:58,755 --> 01:27:02,008
[cheering]
1260
01:27:02,383 --> 01:27:06,262
♪ It's time to strap our boots on ♪
1261
01:27:06,346 --> 01:27:10,850
♪ This is a perfect day to die ♪
1262
01:27:10,934 --> 01:27:16,439
♪ Wipe the blood out of our eyes ♪
1263
01:27:18,107 --> 01:27:24,364
♪ We are the ones
Who will never be broken ♪
1264
01:27:24,447 --> 01:27:25,990
[cheering]
1265
01:27:26,074 --> 01:27:29,744
♪ With our final breath
We will fight to the death ♪
1266
01:27:29,827 --> 01:27:34,374
♪ We are soldiers, we are soldiers ♪
1267
01:27:34,457 --> 01:27:38,711
["Soldiers" continues playing]
1268
01:27:48,263 --> 01:27:50,890
♪ We are soldiers ♪
1269
01:27:50,974 --> 01:27:55,228
[audience applauding and cheering]
1270
01:27:55,937 --> 01:27:57,397
[man] And Easy Company.
1271
01:27:57,480 --> 01:27:59,482
[soldiers exclaim]
1272
01:27:59,565 --> 01:28:01,109
[man] Have a great family day
1273
01:28:01,192 --> 01:28:04,821
and please carefully make your way
to see your soldiers.
1274
01:28:04,904 --> 01:28:08,283
Current worthy,
strike strong and victory starts here.
1275
01:28:08,366 --> 01:28:09,367
Have a good day.
1276
01:28:09,450 --> 01:28:11,452
[excited screaming]
1277
01:28:17,083 --> 01:28:19,294
You can move your head, Davis.
You can move your head.
1278
01:28:19,711 --> 01:28:22,046
We're at ease. We're at ease, remember?
1279
01:28:28,594 --> 01:28:31,014
My head probably ain't even moving.
It's probably not gonna--
1280
01:28:31,097 --> 01:28:32,932
[Brian] Eisch! Front and center!
1281
01:28:33,016 --> 01:28:34,642
Yes, Dad, you gotta come to me.
1282
01:28:39,605 --> 01:28:42,358
-[Maria] That was like, awesome!
-[Isaac] Right?
1283
01:28:42,442 --> 01:28:44,902
Oh, my God, Isaac, look at you!
1284
01:28:48,323 --> 01:28:50,408
-[Isaac] Is that how it's supposed to be?
-[Brian] It looks alright.
1285
01:28:51,451 --> 01:28:53,703
-[Brian] I'm gonna get him one.
-[Maria] I like the one you picked out.
1286
01:28:53,786 --> 01:28:55,997
-That's the one I liked.
-[Maria] I like that one.
1287
01:28:56,080 --> 01:28:57,582
Do you wanna get a couple?
1288
01:28:57,665 --> 01:28:59,459
[Maria] I like that. I think it's pretty.
1289
01:28:59,542 --> 01:29:01,753
-[Brian] Do you want a bib?
-[Maria] I like these two.
1290
01:29:01,836 --> 01:29:04,881
[Brian] Do you want--
It's not even American, you can't.
1291
01:29:04,964 --> 01:29:06,507
Do you want the "Drool Sergeant"?
1292
01:29:07,050 --> 01:29:08,843
-[Maria] Yeah.
-[Brian] Bib? Yeah?
1293
01:29:19,979 --> 01:29:23,274
[doctor] Correct spelling of your first,
last, date of birth looks good?
1294
01:29:24,692 --> 01:29:26,527
-[doctor] Yeah?
-[Brian] I have the perfect song
1295
01:29:26,611 --> 01:29:28,237
-for when he's born.
-[Maria] No.
1296
01:29:28,738 --> 01:29:30,615
-Just let me.
-No. No.
1297
01:29:32,116 --> 01:29:36,079
["The Star-Spangled Banner" playing]
1298
01:29:36,162 --> 01:29:37,497
-Huh?
-[Maria laughing]
1299
01:29:37,580 --> 01:29:39,457
Hell, yeah.
[laughs]
1300
01:29:39,540 --> 01:29:42,752
-[Brian] It's happening. I'm doing it.
-[Maria] No!
1301
01:29:42,835 --> 01:29:45,004
[Brian] As soon as he's born,
I'm playing it.
1302
01:29:45,088 --> 01:29:47,423
-[doctor] There you go.
-[all laughing]
1303
01:29:47,507 --> 01:29:48,925
[Brian] Is that not perfect?
1304
01:29:52,553 --> 01:29:56,182
-[baby crying]
-[Brian] Hey.
1305
01:29:56,265 --> 01:29:58,017
Hey, Jaxon, it's Daddy.
1306
01:29:58,810 --> 01:30:00,061
Hey.
1307
01:30:01,354 --> 01:30:03,898
Hey, buddy. Can I FaceTime real quick?
1308
01:30:06,943 --> 01:30:09,362
-[Brian] Say hi to your little brother.
-He's adorable!
1309
01:30:09,779 --> 01:30:11,614
[Brian] He is so cute.
1310
01:30:11,697 --> 01:30:13,991
I got to watch everything. It was awesome.
1311
01:30:15,118 --> 01:30:17,912
So, Jaxon, don't cry, buddy.
1312
01:30:17,995 --> 01:30:20,081
Get back to class
and I'll send you some pictures.
1313
01:30:20,164 --> 01:30:21,791
I just wanted to show you, okay?
1314
01:30:22,583 --> 01:30:24,085
-Bye.
-[Brian] I love you, bud.
1315
01:30:24,544 --> 01:30:25,962
-I love you, too.
-[Brian] Okay.
1316
01:30:28,256 --> 01:30:30,174
[Brian] He is so cute...
1317
01:30:31,175 --> 01:30:32,093
isn't he?
1318
01:30:32,552 --> 01:30:33,594
-Happy there?
-[Maria] Yeah.
1319
01:30:34,971 --> 01:30:36,305
Hi, Jaxon.
1320
01:30:36,389 --> 01:30:38,975
[Brian laughing]
Look at his little squat little nose!
1321
01:30:39,058 --> 01:30:40,518
Welcome to the world.
1322
01:30:42,186 --> 01:30:43,813
I was a good boy.
1323
01:30:45,898 --> 01:30:47,483
You remember listening to me?
1324
01:30:49,527 --> 01:30:51,446
Cradle his head underneath your elbow.
1325
01:30:51,988 --> 01:30:54,157
And then you wanna
kinda roll him in there.
1326
01:30:54,532 --> 01:30:55,700
Right there.
1327
01:30:55,783 --> 01:30:57,285
Jaxon Joseph.
1328
01:30:58,619 --> 01:31:00,913
You know, he's got Joey
as his middle name.
1329
01:31:03,875 --> 01:31:05,960
[Brian]
He brought us out of a really dark place.
1330
01:31:07,462 --> 01:31:12,800
It's a gift, and I think it's Joey's way
of telling us it's okay to be happy.
1331
01:31:23,436 --> 01:31:27,273
[horns playing fanfare]
1332
01:31:32,737 --> 01:31:35,781
[Isaac] I feel like in the military,
yes, it's a great career,
1333
01:31:36,407 --> 01:31:38,534
but it's not everything
that it looked like
1334
01:31:38,618 --> 01:31:41,078
when I was knee-high
to a grasshopper, you know.
1335
01:31:45,291 --> 01:31:47,293
[shouting from video game]
1336
01:31:48,211 --> 01:31:50,087
-[siren]
-[explosion]
1337
01:31:56,552 --> 01:31:59,764
[Isaac] I'll be honest, I've been dealing
with a little bit of, uh...
1338
01:31:59,847 --> 01:32:01,682
little bit of depression
for about a year now.
1339
01:32:03,935 --> 01:32:05,311
I don't know where it came from.
1340
01:32:05,811 --> 01:32:08,397
Maybe a result of my mother leaving.
1341
01:32:09,440 --> 01:32:12,985
Maybe a result of my dad getting shot,
getting deployed, I don't know.
1342
01:32:13,069 --> 01:32:14,570
Joey, I don't know. It just hit.
1343
01:32:19,158 --> 01:32:21,911
It's hard to open up to my dad
when he can't relate, you know.
1344
01:32:24,038 --> 01:32:27,291
He's just-- He's better
at dealing with things I guess, than I am.
1345
01:32:30,169 --> 01:32:32,964
[quiet piano music playing]
1346
01:32:39,345 --> 01:32:41,514
[Brian] I think we still got a good bond,
but...
1347
01:32:42,848 --> 01:32:45,268
I tell him all the time,
"You don't have to call me every day."
1348
01:32:45,351 --> 01:32:46,852
Well, now he doesn't call me every day
1349
01:32:46,936 --> 01:32:49,230
and I'm like, "God,
I wish Isaac would call me more."
1350
01:32:52,149 --> 01:32:54,151
[door creaking]
1351
01:32:57,029 --> 01:32:58,030
[Brian] Fuck!
1352
01:32:59,365 --> 01:33:02,493
-Hey, buddy! How was your day?
-[Jaxon giggling]
1353
01:33:03,536 --> 01:33:05,538
All right, let's get in the truck, okay?
1354
01:33:05,871 --> 01:33:06,956
Get in the truck?
1355
01:33:07,248 --> 01:33:08,207
Yeah.
1356
01:33:09,875 --> 01:33:12,795
Jax, do you think Mom's at home?
1357
01:33:12,878 --> 01:33:14,338
-[babbling]
-[Brian] Yeah.
1358
01:33:15,464 --> 01:33:17,049
You wanna run in and see her?
1359
01:33:17,133 --> 01:33:19,260
-[babbling]
-[Brian] Yeah? All right.
1360
01:33:19,343 --> 01:33:20,344
[chuckles]
1361
01:33:25,433 --> 01:33:29,353
[Brian] I think one of the hard things
about being a boy is being tough enough.
1362
01:33:31,731 --> 01:33:34,483
I want my little banner-banner
to be a tough little shit.
1363
01:33:35,568 --> 01:33:37,069
And I do want him to serve.
1364
01:33:40,656 --> 01:33:42,491
[Jaxon and Brian shouting]
1365
01:33:42,575 --> 01:33:43,534
Okay, come on.
1366
01:33:43,618 --> 01:33:47,330
-[Jaxon vocalizing]
-[Brian groaning]
1367
01:33:47,413 --> 01:33:48,831
[Brian] Come on, let's go get Mom.
1368
01:33:49,749 --> 01:33:53,377
It's been what, five years now
since I got amputated.
1369
01:33:56,756 --> 01:34:00,426
It's tough to see
other amputees running marathons
1370
01:34:01,302 --> 01:34:04,472
when not one lap around Walmart
and Brian's gotta sit down,
1371
01:34:04,555 --> 01:34:06,682
'cause I just can't go on.
1372
01:34:11,687 --> 01:34:14,565
[Maria] Don't let Brian fool you.
He's not doing good.
1373
01:34:15,900 --> 01:34:16,901
He's angry.
1374
01:34:17,985 --> 01:34:22,865
He's angry about our son being dead.
He's angry about being a "used-to-could."
1375
01:34:22,948 --> 01:34:25,159
He's pissed off that he can't walk around.
1376
01:34:25,284 --> 01:34:29,246
He doesn't feel manly,
he doesn't feel masculine enough.
1377
01:34:31,499 --> 01:34:33,125
I don't know what to do for him.
1378
01:34:50,226 --> 01:34:53,270
[Brian] The war in Afghanistan
has been going on for 18 years now,
1379
01:34:53,354 --> 01:34:54,522
since 2001.
1380
01:34:57,900 --> 01:34:59,068
Well, about a year ago,
1381
01:34:59,527 --> 01:35:03,280
I saw some stuff on news
about the town square I used to patrol.
1382
01:35:03,364 --> 01:35:07,201
Some bad guys had
taken over that sector, whatever.
1383
01:35:07,284 --> 01:35:09,745
So that kinda hits you a little hard.
1384
01:35:10,788 --> 01:35:12,665
You know, what was the purpose of it?
1385
01:35:14,625 --> 01:35:17,086
[music swelling]
1386
01:35:20,923 --> 01:35:22,967
[Brian] You always think back,
"Would you change something?"
1387
01:35:23,050 --> 01:35:24,635
Or "Would you have done this different?"
1388
01:35:26,053 --> 01:35:28,222
It's over now. It's all stories.
1389
01:35:34,228 --> 01:35:35,730
[sniffling]
1390
01:35:39,900 --> 01:35:40,860
Just keep going.
1391
01:35:42,528 --> 01:35:43,612
It's all you can do.
1392
01:35:46,115 --> 01:35:48,826
And fill your days
with more happiness than sadness.
1393
01:36:02,965 --> 01:36:04,633
[man] Good job.
1394
01:36:05,968 --> 01:36:07,303
-Eisch.
-[Isaac] Morning, Sergeant.
1395
01:36:07,386 --> 01:36:08,345
[sergeant] Morning.
1396
01:36:11,098 --> 01:36:12,391
[whispering] You forgot to shave.
1397
01:36:15,686 --> 01:36:17,688
That's off. That's off.
1398
01:36:19,190 --> 01:36:20,107
Boots look good.
1399
01:36:22,943 --> 01:36:25,821
[Isaac] I know my dad is proud of me
for joining the military,
1400
01:36:26,113 --> 01:36:28,115
but I do feel like
I'm letting him down sometimes
1401
01:36:28,199 --> 01:36:30,284
because I'm not living up to what he did.
1402
01:36:33,579 --> 01:36:35,790
I mean, I'm already
two and a half years into career,
1403
01:36:35,873 --> 01:36:37,374
what do I have to show for it?
1404
01:36:38,417 --> 01:36:40,419
I'm just the bottom-of-the-line soldier.
1405
01:36:41,629 --> 01:36:42,963
[officer shouting]
1406
01:36:49,428 --> 01:36:52,473
[Isaac] But I do wanna go to war...
someday.
1407
01:36:54,141 --> 01:36:55,976
This is what I was grown up to do.
1408
01:36:59,396 --> 01:37:01,398
[music fades out]
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