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- Are you crazy? - I'm sorry.

What are you doing? Do you want to die?

Why do I need it?

Because I'm going to send you away.

Everyone who stays with me becomes unhappy.

I'm never going to have anyone by my side from now on.

Episode 18

This is where I saw you for the first time.

You were so pretty...

standing over there and talking about stars.

Even early morning delivery was fun

when it was so cold as if it would cut my fingers off.

Because I was able to see you.

The moment you hugged me with your arms

I knew for the first time that my heart could pound so fast.

'I feel like my heart would explode.' That's when I knew what it meant.

You don't know, do you?

The first time you came to my house...

how happy Miss Jung Hwa and Hae Joo were.

Ever since they met you, we talked about you all the time.

'What is Soo Wan doing today? 'What is she eating?'

'Is she recovering from the cold?'

Yoon Soo Wan.

You said you're the misfortune in itself.

You said you're just a pain.

Since the moment I met you...

I've been lucky. It was a blessing.

You were a joy to my family.

It's the truth that will not change no matter how much you deny it.

Dong Joo.

That's why we can't go on. That's why I can't bear it.

I thought it was luck and happiness, but in fact, it was not.

It was misfortune and misery.

Soo Wan.

- We shouldn't have met. - Yoon Soo Wan!

Don't try. I'm happy now.

It's comfortable.

I should have lived this way from the beginning.

Yoon Soo Wan!

Take back what you just said.

I told you how Miss Jung Hwa felt when she gave them to you.

You understood!

So how can you do this?

You shouldn't say things like that.

Jin Mo fell asleep early.

I guess he was tired from the gym class.

- I see. - I'll get going now.

- Hae Joo. - Yes?

Wait.

Have a seat.

- Take this back with you. - Huh?

I can't accept it.

Why not?

I can't accept it if you're giving it to me because you like me.

Mister...

Thank you for considering me a good guy...

but I don't think I should let this go on, so I'm making it clear.

I'm not a suitable person for you.

So don't ever think about giving something to me.

Why not? Why aren't you suitable for me?

- I like you... - Do you know how old I am?

I'm much older than Captain Park.

Why does it matter?

Then I'll make it easy for you.

When I see you, I feel like you're my little sister or even my daughter.

I don't see you as a woman.

Do you understand?

I'm still not giving up.

What?

We haven't done anything. You don't know me that well.

With time, you might like me as a woman.

You're something.

I guarantee it. That will never happen.

So, don't make things uncomfortable and get over it.

Please.

Go now.

My Ellie must be hurting a lot.

Let's just drink even if it's uncomfortable.

- Is it strong? - Yes.

Can you give me a glass?

What about Soo Wan?

She's being stubborn.

Do you know what my least favorite word is?

It's 'if.'

If the accident didn't happen...

If my father didn't go to the rescue...

If he didn't pass away...

If... if... if...

It's all pointless.

No matter how much you think about it, you can't turn back or change anything.

So I really hate 'if's.

But these days...

I keep saying it before I know it.

If I didn't get wet from rain that day...

If...

If Mom didn't get into an accident that day...

If I was able to revive the director...

Do you think Soo Wan knows?

Despite so many 'if's...

'If I didn't meet Soo Wan...'

I never once thought about that 'if.'

I'm sure she knows.

She has to come back.

But she just keeps blaming herself.

How is Soo Wan to blame?

That's what I mean.

She has to come back, but she just keeps blaming herself.

It's all your fault, Kang Ji Woon.

Because of you, do you know what I did?

Do you know how far I went?

It's all your fault.

It's all your fault!

That'll cheer you up.

With your uniform on.

I was just sweating.

Please have this, everyone.

Quench your thirst with this.

Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Of course you're the best.

Hey, what the heck? Where is mine?

I'm so sorry. I'm short of a drink.

Go buy it yourself.

Look at him!

What's going on? Did you have a fight?

What?

How can he even fight with me?

What's wrong with him?

Let me have it.

Ellie said she likes him, so he should be thankful.

How could he dare to say no?

He's so spoiled.

It's really summer...

Ellie!

Teddy, can you leave us alone?

I need to talk to Mister.

Okay.

- What the heck are you doing? - Your face turned red now.

Who?

Then look at me in the eye and tell me again.

Tell me you didn't feel anything. You don't see me as a woman.

Okay, you're pretty and cute.

You're so young and pretty, so how could I not feel love?

- I'm a man, too. - But?

I wasn't going to say this.

No matter how lovely and pretty you are, you're not for me.

So why not?

I can't stand a woman who is physically weak.

What?

You were sick when you were little

so you have to be more careful than other people for the rest of your life.

Besides, you're so skinny that you'd be blown away from any wind.

I made a decision when my wife passed away.

I decided not to fall in love with anyone who looks like she would leave ahead of me.

- Mister! - You can cuss at me.

But this is how I feel, something I can't change or give in.

So don't get hurt from harsher words from me and just leave me.

I'm not weak. I just need to be careful.

Did I ask you to marry me?

Did I ask you to take care of me for the rest of my life?

I just like you.

I'm just asking if it's okay to like you.

Like me? Then what are you going to do?

How is it even possible for a guy with a kid?

- You're a coward. - Yes, I'm a coward.

So if you keep making things uncomfortable, I'll ask you to stop taking care of Jin Mo.

Please behave yourself.

- Mister. - Bye, Hae Joo.

This grandma that I know told me...

that when your heart feels lonely, you should eat something sweet.

Did you see everything?

I got dumped, right?

Do you know this?

This is the first time I got dumped by a guy.

Seriously... the guys who say no to you are not in their right mind.

Then Mister is not in his right mind, either?

Of course not.

You just don't know it, but he's beyond weird.

You should know that you didn't get rejected because you were weird.

- But I think it's true. - That's what I mean!

He's really weird.

Not that...

The grandma who said that eating something sweet would make you feel better.

Right!

I've never seen her say anything wrong.

Sometimes she's just like my grandma who passed away.

Should we all meet together sometime?

Okay.

Really?

She has no will to see again.

As if she's been waiting for this...

she only tries to get used to the fact that she can't see.

She doesn't want help from me.

She keeps trying to do everything by herself.

Even if you feel upset and frustrated, please just watch her.

You should never blame her or nag her.

If she tries to do something, don't insist on helping her.

Please just watch her.

Let her live her everyday life. If she gets fresh air and moves around

it will be very helpful for her insomnia and depression, too.

'Cause with you nothing is wrong

I was broken, I was wasted

Then you came like an angel in the rain

Love used to slip through me

Like water slips through hands

But with you it changed I know

I feel I am closer to your heart

I am run, run, running to you

And I'll keep you safe forever

Don't you know, two hearts can beat as one

Kim Woo Chul took a picture of you and me together.

And it looks like he knows about Prosecutor Kang behind the scene.

What?

Besides, it looks like he has other evidence too.

So we need to make sure to get rid of him this time.

Ji Woon found out about everything and insists on turning himself in.

If any noise happens outside, there is no way I can stop him.

If he happens to confess to Cha Min Soo, we'll be in big trouble.

You have to make sure to stop Doctor Kang Ji Woon.

If Ji Woon tells everything to anyone...

then what happens?

There is no sure evidence that could prove the driver was Doctor Kang Ji Woon.

But if your role is exposed...

The moment this gets out, it's over for our family.

It doesn't matter at all if it's guilty or innocent.

It's same for Ji Woon, too.

This will leave an error in his life that cannot be erased.

More than anything else, please stop any haste behavior from Doctor Kang Ji Woon.

I'll take care of the rest...

I'll get going now.

What are you plotting now?

If you keep quiet, no one will get hurt.

The director and Soo Wan weren't enough? Who is it now?

How far will you go?

Mom, please.

I don't know what you're planning to do, but please stop here.

I can't see anyone else getting hurt. I can't handle it!

This is none of your business.

How is it not my business when you keep committing sins because of me?

If you think about it, everything you did... was my fault.

What are you thinking?

I think anyone who committed a sin should be punished.

Ji Woon!

Mom...

If you really love me...

please stop here.

I'm asking you.

Soo Wan.

It's you, Hae Joo.

Soo Wan.

- What's this? - Hae Joo.

How can you do this?

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry to show you this.

If you are sorry, get better soon.

Stop hurting yourself.

She'll get better soon. Don't worry, Hae Joo.

Hold on.

It's purple.

Your favorite color.

I'm going to knit you a sweater from now.

Hae Joo...

When I'm about done knitting this...

promise me that you'll come back to your old self.

Promise me.

Hello? Is this 911?

Accident! Someone got hit! Please come quickly!

Hello, Detective Cha.

Hello?

Detective Cha, please speak. Hello?

- Hello, Doctor Kang. - Is there something going on?

You know I work in the transit team.

I'm a bit lost after seeing someone getting hit in front of my eyes.

Accident? Someone got hit?

You're okay, right?

Yes, I'm okay.

I'm sorry, Doctor Kang. I have to go.

Okay, bye.

Hello? Is this 911?

Hello, Detective Cha? Please speak. Hello?

Accident? Someone got hit?

There is a ninety-six percent chance that these two are the same person.

You could consider it the same person.

We still don't know who the driver was.

It's possible that it wasn't Doctor Kang.

Hello, sir. What's the occasion for your call?

You must be curious about what I have.

We should meet. Where?

Is anything there?

Okay. Wait, wait.

When we meet, let's talk seriously about my retirement.

Okay.

Got him.

Why would he want to see me here?

Yes, it's quiet and great to hit the back of my head.

Yes, I'm almost here. Where are you?

Cross the street? Okay.

So, where are you?

Min Soo! Are you okay?

Woo Chul!

That bastard...

You bastard...

You call this an event?

Let go!

Hey, I didn't know this big thing would be coming.

What would've happened if I didn't give you a backup?

I'm born with a long life.

Hey, you smashed my head before too, right?

Anyway, we created evidence.

Let's go finish this up.

Young kid like you...

Let's go.

Hello?

Prosecutor Kang is not answering the phone in this situation.

What?

Now it's turned out this way, I won't die alone.

So it'll be good for you to contact him and do something about it.

What the heck are you doing?

Kim Young Nak, for murder instigation

destruction of evidence, interference with public duties...

What else?

Anyway, for a lot of reasons, you're under arrest.

Don't make trouble for your colleagues. Just go.

Do you want me to recite the Miranda Rights?

Mom.

What are you doing?

Ji Woon, go to Australia right now.

What?

You know Melbourne Hospital, right? Stay there for a while.

Why, all of a sudden?

Just do what I tell you to do if you don't want to see me die!

What is it now?

Please, Ji Woon, don't ask anything and just do what I tell you to do.

Please, I'm asking you.

Okay, I'll do what you tell me to do.

You mean that?

Yes. So please calm down.

I'll pack up myself.

I'll go by myself. Don't worry.

Call me when you arrive.

Detective Cha, this is Kang Ji Woon.

I'd like to ask you for a favor.

I thought... it would be better with you around when I turn myself in.

Twelve years ago

the one who drove the car that hit

Park Dong Joo's mother, Miss Yoo Jung Hwa and ran away was...

It was me.

Early morning on February 28th, 2002...

a woman was on a bicycle in the Seyoung intersection of Sewon-dong...

I was the one who hit her.

I was so scared...

I left her on the street... and ran away.

Luckily, Miss Yoo Jung Hwa was brought back to life with Director Yoon's surgery.

If nothing else happened...

she would have recovered.

Park Dong Joo, Soo Wan and even the director...

this is what they know.

Director took off Miss Yoo Jung Hwa's oxygen mask

and killed her when she was recovering.

To give eyes to Soo Wan.

But that's... different from the fact.

It wasn't because of the director.

She was murdered from an injection of tetrodotoxin by someone.

Doctor Kang Ji Woon, what are you talking about?

Who administered the tetrodotoxin?

It's me.

Doctor Kang, you're confessing for murder now, not a hit-and-run.

Is it true?

Miss Yoo Jung Hwa's condition worsened abruptly and she had a sudden arrest.

That was the reason for it.

Of course the tetrodotoxin that was used was not found from autopsy.

So there was no evidence left.

I thought maybe you were the culprit of the hit-and-run.

But this...

It's all my fault.

I caused the hit-and-run...

and to hide the accident...

I killed the victim.

Motive, process.

All of it is true without a trace of doubt.

Mr. Kang Ji Woon.

I'm arresting you for the murder of Miss Yoo Jung Hwa.

What's... all this about?

I'm sorry.

Nonsense.

You're not that kind of person, Doctor Kang.

Doctor Kang!

No!

Why did you come here?

He's lying. Everything he said is a lie!

I did it. I'm telling you that I did it.

Mom!

To cover up Ji Woon's accident...

to stop Miss Yoo Jung Hwa from telling when she woke up

I killed her. I did.

If you ask the police chief, you'll find out the truth.

You'll find out that my Ji Woon didn't kill her.

Mom...

Ji Woon, it's not you.

Why would you?

Ji Woon... Ji Woon, it's not you.

Kang Ji Woon, it's not you! It's not you...

It's not you, Ji Woon! It's not you!

It's not you... It's not you...

Are you leaving now?

I can't even have punishment I want.

That's what the law... the statute of limitation is.

I don't know much about law.

But for me, the statute of limitation for my sin will be...

forever.

Thank you for everything...

and I'm sorry.

We confirmed that Ji Woon's mother's confession was true.

Doctor Kang was the driver of the hit-and-run...

Then she injected tetrodotoxin because she was afraid your mother would wake up.

And Prosecutor Kang In Tae instigated my boss...

and my boss snatched all the evidence and witnesses behind the back

and tried to stop Woo Chul from his investigation but failed.

So he framed him and got him fired.

All of this nonsense... is true?

I guessed that there was something big behind as I was investigating...

but I'm lost for words, too.

It looks like Doctor Kang didn't know either.

I think he thought someone else with a minor injury was the victim

not your mother.

The board director... Where is she now?

How could you do that?

As a doctor, as a parent...

how could you do something so heinous

and live your life as if nothing happened?

I thought the director killed her.

That's what the director thought until he died.

How is Director Yoon different from me?

For his own child...

he could kill someone. We're the same.

Ma'am!

To be honest, I'm not so sure.

If I go back to that moment...

would I make a different choice?

A parent's heart...

That's what a mom's heart is like.

If your mother was in my shoes...

she would at least understand me.

No.

Please don't bring up my mother with your mouth.

That's not the parent's heart, the mother's heart that mine taught us.

It can't be that.

To me, mom is...

just the thought of it makes me warm and gives me energy to go on...

and the arms I can go back to. That was her existence.

To me, Mom's love is...

no matter how tough things get, I could think 'I'm glad to be born.'

'I'm thankful. I'm happy.'

It was a guiding light that kept me going.

What was your love to Doctor Kang Ji Woon?

When he thinks of your love...

do you think he'd be thankful and happy for that love?

My mom, my sister and me... Soo Wan and even the director...

you should apologize to all of us.

But the one person you should really apologize to is...

probably Doctor Kang Ji Woon.

Soo Wan.

The director.

I think I can forgive him now.

But I'm sure Dad wouldn't want you to forgive him.

Soo Wan.

What he did was wrong.

Even if Dong Joo forgives you, I can't forgive you.

Wan...

I can't forgive you until the day I die!

I'm not going to forgive you!

Dad, I'm sorry.

Dad, I'm sorry.

Dad, I'm sorry. Dad, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

You're gonna hold me

As you loved me

Sometimes

I feel the great time

That we had together

All the time

I won't ask

Even though you're trying to fly away

I know you are still there with me

I know you are still there with me

My proud son on his graduation day. 6/5/2010.

What did I mean to you?

What kind of son was I?

My proud son on his graduation day.

Father.

Father.

Father.

My proud son on his graduation day. 6/5/2010.

I apologize once again.

With what happened to your mother...

I really don't have anything to say.

What my mother did was also my fault.

Please blame me.

To be honest...

The fact that you were the driver that I blamed so much is...

still surprising and upsetting.

More so with your mother.

I understand.

It must be hard to just sit across from me and look at me.

I'll get to the point.

I'm really sorry to ask this...

I came to ask for a difficult favor.

Please take care of our hospital.

Pardon?

Just like Father, I also would like you to take over.

Someone like me who's not qualified shouldn't manage the hospital.

I'm thinking of going away for a while.

I won't worry about Soo Wan since you're with her.

I'll carry... this guilt for the rest of my life.

[To Soo Wan]

Aren't you going to ask where we're going?

This time, we're going to find Yoon Soo Wan.

I think it was around here.

My Soo Wan who was tweeting like a bird

I think I lost her around here.

The doctor told me

that you'd feel completely helpless and weak.

Because of guilt, you'd feel shameful.

But I know.

Yoon Soo Wan is a strong woman.

She's stronger than sadness or pain.

Soo Wan.

We just happened to have many special experiences.

It's not our fault.

I'll wait. I'll walk slowly.

'Together with you' is what's important.

Speed is not important.

Soo Wan...

there is something I want to read to you.

Someone very precious to us left it for you.

It would be nice if you can read it yourself.

But you can't do that yet.

But I wanted you to hear it soon.

So I'm going to read it for you.

Okay?

'Soo Wan.'

'My daughter.'

'The happiest day of my life was... the day I met you.'

'The day I touched your tiny, moving hands...'

I came to live a new life as the father Yoon Jae Beom.

Wan...

Choice always comes with responsibility.

Someone making a certain decision at a certain moment probably means it's himself.

The wrongful decision I made was the person Yoon Jae Beom himself.

The moment I finally realized it was...

'when I saw the decision made by Dong Joo's mother, Miss Yoo Jung Hwa.'

'Dong Joo must've have taken after his mother.'

'Dong Joo...'

'I'm not sure you would believe me...'

'but the past twelve years that I met Dong Joo and loved him...'

'and that I was called 'father' by him'

'it was happiness as much as it was pain to me.'

'I'm really sorry to make both of you go through a tough time.'

'Wan...'

'my beautiful daughter...'

'Soo Wan...'

'I know this is my last greed...'

'But I still... would like you to be happy with Dong Joo.'

'I'll be the one apologizing forever to Dong Joo's mother.'

I'm going to kiss you now.

Soo Wan, please!

Please come back.

Don't you want to see me?

Don't you want to touch me?

I feel like I'm going to die!

I'm dying to look at you in the eye, kiss you, and touch you!

Look at me.

Please look at me.

Look at me. Please look at me, Yoon Soo Wan!

Dad!

Dad?

Dad!

Dad!

Soo Wan!

Soo Wan!

My Soo Wan.

You found me?

How cute.

Okay.

Dad!

Dad!

Dad.

I don't know how to forget you

So I ask other people how

How do I do it? How can I forget him?

Can't you teach me?

To Dong Joo.

Soo Wan! Yoon Soo Wan!

Yoon Soo Wan! Soo Wan! Where are you?

Soo Wan! Yoon Soo Wan!

I am learning one by one

The first thing I learned is to not cry without you

Love is... stronger than death.

Endless Love

I missed you... a lot.

You want to die?

He said he couldn't.

Father!

- Oppa. - Yeah?

What's beyond love?

Endless Love