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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:03,760 Liam, this is Andy. He's the father of our child. 2 00:00:03,760 --> 00:00:05,600 - Good to meet you. - Yeah, you too. 3 00:00:05,600 --> 00:00:08,800 You guys are going to make a good family. - We all will, right? 4 00:00:08,800 --> 00:00:11,160 Andy, where you going? - I want you to take Maya. 5 00:00:11,160 --> 00:00:11,160 - SHE GRUNTS 6 00:00:11,160 --> 00:00:13,120 - What happened with your mum? 7 00:00:13,120 --> 00:00:14,720 - They sectioned her. - Sectioned?! 8 00:00:14,720 --> 00:00:16,600 - She's cutting herself. - So she's yours now. 9 00:00:16,600 --> 00:00:18,240 - She can't stay at mine. - She'll have to. 10 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:21,200 - So tell me about your wife, then. - We're just really happy. 11 00:00:21,200 --> 00:00:22,320 - You look a bit miserable to me. 12 00:00:22,320 --> 00:00:25,240 Can I get your number? Just in case I've got a question 13 00:00:25,240 --> 00:00:26,600 about the course. - I can't imagine 14 00:00:26,600 --> 00:00:30,320 what problem your wife has with me, but... - She's dead. 15 00:00:30,320 --> 00:00:31,520 - I'm... 16 00:00:31,520 --> 00:00:32,920 - ENGINE REVS SHE SCREAMS 17 00:00:32,920 --> 00:00:34,400 TYRES SQUEAL 18 00:00:34,400 --> 00:00:35,440 SHE GRUNTS 19 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:36,640 - You nearly hit her? 20 00:00:36,640 --> 00:00:37,920 - Yes, I know, I just... 21 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:39,560 - Gail... 22 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:40,600 ..he's awful to you. 23 00:00:40,600 --> 00:00:43,080 It's been going on so long you probably can't see it. 24 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:47,800 - Oh! 25 00:00:49,360 --> 00:00:51,320 What? 26 00:00:51,320 --> 00:00:53,200 - Six months... 27 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:55,080 At most, probably. 28 00:01:27,640 --> 00:01:29,400 - HE SNORES 29 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:46,280 DAVID: - Today is a good day. 30 00:01:46,280 --> 00:01:48,680 - Good attitude! Yes! 31 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:51,120 - Mm. 32 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:52,720 - MESSAGE ALERT 33 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:54,400 - Hey, email from Frank 34 00:01:54,400 --> 00:01:57,720 asking if you'd sent him anything in the week before you died. 35 00:01:57,720 --> 00:01:59,080 - No, I didn't. 36 00:01:59,080 --> 00:02:01,640 - He says, "Did you use your other email address?" 37 00:02:01,640 --> 00:02:03,720 - I don't have another email address. 38 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:05,320 - Hmm. That's what I thought. 39 00:02:05,320 --> 00:02:08,760 - Oh! I miss toast! 40 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:11,280 - Yeah, bad luck. - Mm. 41 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:15,680 - I'm going to completely ignore that girl today, by the way. 42 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:16,760 - Yeah, if you could. 43 00:02:16,760 --> 00:02:19,040 - Yeah. Never replied to her text message. 44 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:21,840 - Well done, you. Is that Marmite? You bastard. 45 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:23,040 - Do you want some? - Oh, yeah. 46 00:02:23,040 --> 00:02:24,480 - No, but, really, do you want some? - Ah! 47 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:27,720 - Do you want...? Ha! Ha! No, I've got to go, I've got to go. 48 00:02:27,720 --> 00:02:29,120 - BABY WHIMPERS 49 00:02:32,160 --> 00:02:33,320 ALARM RINGS 50 00:02:34,640 --> 00:02:36,320 Seven o'clock. Your turn. 51 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:37,280 EVIE CRIES 52 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:39,280 Sh. 53 00:02:41,880 --> 00:02:43,080 DOOR OPENS 54 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:45,040 Hey. - Morning. - Hi. 55 00:02:51,440 --> 00:02:52,880 EVIE CRIES 56 00:03:13,240 --> 00:03:14,880 POUNDING MUSIC 57 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:22,000 - Turn it down. - You look really '80s. 58 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:23,040 - Don't be rude. 59 00:03:24,080 --> 00:03:26,240 - No, I mean the decade, not that you're old. 60 00:03:26,240 --> 00:03:29,320 - As I told you... - Shoulder pads. 61 00:03:30,680 --> 00:03:34,560 - As I told you, I've got an interview today. 62 00:03:34,560 --> 00:03:35,600 - Another one? 63 00:03:35,600 --> 00:03:38,120 What is it about working in an office? 64 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:41,480 Why do you suddenly want to do that? - Because I need the... 65 00:03:43,160 --> 00:03:44,240 Doesn't matter. 66 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:51,880 Look, I've made it clear, you can't leave my flat like this. 67 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:53,840 - I know you're, like, massively obsessive 68 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:56,360 and it bothers you, but you've just got to let it happen. 69 00:03:57,360 --> 00:03:58,440 I won't be here for ever. 70 00:03:58,440 --> 00:03:58,440 - MESSAGE ALERT 71 00:03:58,440 --> 00:04:01,400 - Oh, shit, I'm late. 72 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:05,560 Now, remember, I'm at Kat's tonight. Bye! 73 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:22,280 - SHE GROANS 74 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:29,640 Thanks very much. Bye. 75 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:54,360 - Gail, where are the bin bags? 76 00:04:55,520 --> 00:04:56,840 - SHE SIGHS 77 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:08,440 # I'll stand outside this window 78 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:12,440 # Till I'm fairly sure 79 00:05:14,880 --> 00:05:19,600 # Just tell me what you heard 80 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:20,880 # Life 81 00:05:20,880 --> 00:05:24,840 # The sun will rise again for us 82 00:05:24,840 --> 00:05:27,600 # Each day as if the first 83 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:35,240 # If I could only find the words 84 00:05:35,240 --> 00:05:38,040 # Life 85 00:05:38,040 --> 00:05:40,080 # My angel. # 86 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:50,280 - Boba Fett. He's the best. I had one when I was a kid. 87 00:05:50,280 --> 00:05:51,880 The bounty hunter? 88 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:54,800 That's not my one, that's eBay. 89 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:56,600 - Right, thanks. 90 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,160 That's nice. 91 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:00,800 - She's a baby. That's got all sorts of small parts. 92 00:06:00,800 --> 00:06:02,480 She'll put it in her mouth and choke. 93 00:06:02,480 --> 00:06:05,520 - Yeah, well, that's what he does, kills people. 94 00:06:07,480 --> 00:06:09,720 I'll get something else. 95 00:06:09,720 --> 00:06:11,280 - You've been busy, then? 96 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:14,360 - Yeah, yeah, got offered some extra shifts, so I thought, 97 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,520 "Could do with the money," and I wanted to give you some space so... 98 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:19,600 - Space? She's your daughter, Andy. 99 00:06:19,600 --> 00:06:21,120 It's been three weeks. 100 00:06:21,120 --> 00:06:22,960 - No, I know, but... - Do you want to hold her? 101 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:24,440 - Erm... 102 00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:27,560 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Can I? 103 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:29,160 - Course. Oh! 104 00:06:29,160 --> 00:06:30,840 Here we go. 105 00:06:30,840 --> 00:06:33,880 Special treat. That's it. Just put your arm underneath. 106 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:35,400 Yeah? - All right. - That's it. 107 00:06:35,400 --> 00:06:36,880 - You sure? - Yeah. 108 00:06:36,880 --> 00:06:38,080 - Hello. 109 00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:40,080 - Hello, Evie. 110 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:42,600 - Not crying yet. - Yeah. - That's a good sign. 111 00:06:46,400 --> 00:06:49,080 - So do you think you'll come round more often, then, from now on? 112 00:06:49,080 --> 00:06:49,080 - EVIE WHIMPERS 113 00:06:49,080 --> 00:06:50,200 - What? 114 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:51,680 - Just cos, you know, it'd be good to know. 115 00:06:51,680 --> 00:06:54,320 - Liam, it's OK. - Yeah, I'll be around. 116 00:06:54,320 --> 00:06:55,720 - Yeah, when? 117 00:06:57,560 --> 00:06:59,960 - Just... You want to know exactly or...? 118 00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:01,000 - Yes, please. 119 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:02,320 - Why? 120 00:07:02,320 --> 00:07:04,520 - Cos I'm her dad, and consistency is really important. 121 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:06,080 - Yeah, I know, but... - So, what? 122 00:07:06,080 --> 00:07:08,080 You'll come round tomorrow? Saturday? 123 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:09,640 - Oh, Liam, just leave it! 124 00:07:09,640 --> 00:07:12,280 - Look, I want to be here, yeah? But I've got to work, and... 125 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:12,280 - EVIE CRIES 126 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:14,840 - Oh, sh, sh, sh, sh. 127 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:14,840 - CRYING CONTINUES 128 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:16,400 - Look, I... 129 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:17,800 Oh, shit. 130 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:17,800 - CRYING INTENSIFIES 131 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:20,040 - Evie... 132 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:21,600 - CRYING SUBSIDES 133 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:23,240 - Hey! 134 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:27,720 - Takes practice. 135 00:07:27,720 --> 00:07:29,160 - You did really well. 136 00:07:31,720 --> 00:07:34,400 Are you around tonight? 137 00:07:34,400 --> 00:07:38,080 I... I need to get out anyway. Why don't we all go down the pub? 138 00:07:38,080 --> 00:07:40,240 Get to know each other? 139 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:43,000 - Fine. 140 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:44,480 - Yeah. 141 00:07:44,480 --> 00:07:47,800 - So although the roots of The Merchant Of Venice undoubtedly lie 142 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:50,960 in The Jew Of Malta, there are common sources for the two plays, 143 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:53,400 and the anti-Semitism would have been a context 144 00:07:53,400 --> 00:07:55,320 that the original audience would have embraced 145 00:07:55,320 --> 00:07:56,600 and implicitly understood. 146 00:07:56,600 --> 00:08:00,440 What Shakespeare does brilliantly is give them what they want, 147 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:01,600 but with a twist... 148 00:08:04,640 --> 00:08:07,800 - Hey. - Oh, er, hi. 149 00:08:08,800 --> 00:08:09,840 - I, erm... 150 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:12,800 Someone told me about your wife. 151 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:15,960 I'm sorry. - Right. Thanks. 152 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:19,640 - Are you talking to anyone about it? 153 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:22,040 - Er, yes. 154 00:08:22,040 --> 00:08:23,320 - Who? 155 00:08:23,320 --> 00:08:24,760 - What? 156 00:08:24,760 --> 00:08:26,400 - Who are you talking to? 157 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:28,400 - Er, oh, friends. 158 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:32,640 I'm seeing some tonight, actually, some of my wife's old friends. 159 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:33,880 - Oh, OK. Good. 160 00:08:35,560 --> 00:08:36,920 - Are you... Are you heading this way? 161 00:08:36,920 --> 00:08:39,040 - Yeah. I'm going that way. Yeah. - Right. 162 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:48,600 - CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYS 163 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:04,680 - Oh, you didn't fancy getting something new? 164 00:09:04,680 --> 00:09:07,080 - Oh, there wasn't anything I liked. - Really? 165 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:09,680 You should've brought me along. Sort you out. What's that? 166 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:11,680 - Oh, just some old thing. 167 00:09:11,680 --> 00:09:12,840 - No, no, no, I like it. 168 00:09:13,880 --> 00:09:16,520 How do I look? Cummerbund. 169 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:18,840 Got a brand-new cummerbund. 170 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:20,480 Yes, good. 171 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:21,600 Licence To Kill. 172 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,720 - HE CHUCKLES 173 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:28,440 - Come on, or we'll be late. Chop-chop! 174 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:32,200 Don't want a repeat of last year, do we? They all thought we'd forgotten. 175 00:09:40,520 --> 00:09:42,000 Whenever anyone mentions brunch, 176 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,600 it makes me want to put them through school another year. 177 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:46,720 What could possibly be achieved with brunch 178 00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:49,920 that couldn't better be done an hour later with lunch? 179 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:52,280 There's something wrong with this whole generation, 180 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:53,960 messing up the country. 181 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:58,000 - You'd rather it was lunch, I'll tell Jon. I'm sure he won't mind. 182 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:02,320 - That's a difficult conversation, best we're on solid ground. 183 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:05,040 - Yes, well, I agree with that. 184 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:06,840 - Good. 185 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:07,880 Erm... 186 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:11,520 Good. 187 00:10:12,640 --> 00:10:15,160 Erm... - Are you all right? 188 00:10:16,160 --> 00:10:17,480 - Er, yes, yes. 189 00:10:18,560 --> 00:10:19,600 Er, no. 190 00:10:21,160 --> 00:10:23,200 I need to tell you something. 191 00:10:23,200 --> 00:10:24,680 - What? 192 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:27,200 - No, I just... 193 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:32,400 All this has dislodged some thoughts. 194 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:33,960 Well, I'm sure it's the same for you. 195 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:37,040 The thought of death puts things... 196 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:43,240 There's something I haven't said, 197 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:45,560 and I don't want you to find out after I'm gone. 198 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:49,000 And although we think we've got time... 199 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:53,760 Sorry, not making sense. 200 00:10:59,840 --> 00:11:02,920 20 years ago, I had an affair... 201 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:05,200 ..with Helen. 202 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:09,680 It went on for two years. 203 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,960 We decided to stop, and she told her husband at the time, Richard. 204 00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:17,960 She told him and they broke up. 205 00:11:17,960 --> 00:11:19,440 And I... 206 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:24,760 Well, I knew, for me... Somehow I knew it was a one-off. 207 00:11:24,760 --> 00:11:28,000 It never happened before and never been repeated in the 20 years since, 208 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:31,480 and I thought, you know, "What good would it do to tell you?" 209 00:11:33,080 --> 00:11:34,840 So I didn't. 210 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:38,600 And that was fine, but... 211 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:45,160 Well, now circumstances have changed, haven't they? 212 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:55,240 The thing is, as you know, Helen is probably going to be there tonight. 213 00:11:57,080 --> 00:11:58,120 So... 214 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:00,240 Sorry. 215 00:12:02,280 --> 00:12:03,640 I'm sorry, Gail. 216 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:10,240 Is there anything you want to say? 217 00:12:15,240 --> 00:12:17,520 I mean, I can hardly remember it, 218 00:12:17,520 --> 00:12:20,000 and it made no difference to anything. 219 00:12:22,600 --> 00:12:23,720 - HE SIGHS 220 00:12:28,360 --> 00:12:32,400 - Actually, I have to say, it feels so good to tell you. 221 00:12:32,400 --> 00:12:34,800 Been carrying it for so long. 222 00:12:37,480 --> 00:12:38,760 A relief. 223 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:46,640 Anyway, shall we? 224 00:12:50,960 --> 00:12:52,000 - DOOR SHUTS 225 00:12:53,680 --> 00:12:55,520 TAPPING ON WINDOW 226 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:15,120 Hey! - Not hey. 227 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:16,720 Get off my surface. 228 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:18,920 What happened to my flat? - I'm Kat. - Not interested in who you are. 229 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:20,560 What happened? - I'm with Maya. 230 00:13:20,560 --> 00:13:22,560 - And where is...? - You didn't get the job, then? 231 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:24,880 - You said you were out. 232 00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:26,680 - Yeah, well, Kat's mum doesn't believe in lesbians. 233 00:13:26,680 --> 00:13:28,480 We thought she was away, but she's not, so hello. 234 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:30,040 - Well, you can't be here, I'm busy. 235 00:13:30,040 --> 00:13:31,240 - Handyman? 236 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:32,720 - What? No. - If you need something broken 237 00:13:32,720 --> 00:13:33,840 as an excuse to get him round, we could... 238 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:36,360 - Don't be ridicul... All right, actually, it is him, 239 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:38,880 but he's not doing any work, he's coming for... - Sex. 240 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:40,120 - ..dinner! Leave! 241 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:42,760 - If he's coming for dinner, take him out. - I shouldn't have to! 242 00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:45,200 You've already got in the way once... - Yeah, well, Kat's taken off 243 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:47,360 her shoes and I'm in my jimjams. - Yeah, I like your jimjams. 244 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:49,680 - Get off my fucking island! 245 00:13:57,280 --> 00:13:58,400 Fine. 246 00:14:00,480 --> 00:14:01,520 I'll text him. 247 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:04,720 I'll tell him to meet me...somewhere. 248 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:09,800 But I want this place spotless when I get back. 249 00:14:09,800 --> 00:14:11,760 - Yeah. Sex palace. Got it. 250 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:14,160 Straight people are so weird. 251 00:14:14,160 --> 00:14:17,080 - I'm not straight, actually. 252 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:18,920 I'm just normal. 253 00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:20,800 - So straight. 254 00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:22,200 - DOOR SLAMS 255 00:14:28,120 --> 00:14:30,080 Here's to us, right? 256 00:14:30,080 --> 00:14:31,920 Well, three weeks in. - Well, to you two. 257 00:14:31,920 --> 00:14:33,160 I get to go home. 258 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:35,280 - Yeah, well, I'd agree with that. 259 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:38,960 So do you think you'll come round, what, once a week, or...? 260 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:40,960 - Liam, let's just have a good night, yeah? 261 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:43,080 He's already said as soon as his shifts come in, he's going to... 262 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:43,080 EVIE WHIMPERS 263 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:46,480 - Oh, she's hungry. 264 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:48,520 - I'll find somewhere quieter. 265 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:50,440 EVIE CRIES 266 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:00,320 - What happened, then? - What? 267 00:15:00,320 --> 00:15:02,320 - You didn't think about protection or...? - Oh! 268 00:15:03,560 --> 00:15:06,240 OK, er, well, it must've split, you know. 269 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:07,600 We didn't... We didn't notice... 270 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,480 - And why didn't you call her? - Look, when she told me 271 00:15:09,480 --> 00:15:11,560 she was pregnant, by the voicemail, 272 00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:13,720 I called her back straight away. - I know, I know. 273 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:17,200 She said you asked her what she was going to do about it. 274 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:19,440 - Sorry, what is this, mate? 275 00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:21,880 - When a woman tells you she's pregnant, there's one response, 276 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,680 and it's not, "What are you going to do about it?" 277 00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:26,880 - By that point, she'd met you, so, I guess, yeah, 278 00:15:26,880 --> 00:15:28,840 I... I did wonder if she would want to keep it. 279 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:30,560 - Well, what would you have preferred? 280 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:33,040 To me, it seems like you want your life... 281 00:15:34,040 --> 00:15:36,400 ..fun, nights out, drink. - No. 282 00:15:36,400 --> 00:15:39,360 No, no, no, I don't, that's not... - And I'm saying, "Go do it." 283 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:41,680 Stop paying. 284 00:15:42,880 --> 00:15:45,040 Stop seeing us. 285 00:15:45,040 --> 00:15:47,200 - You know, just step back completely. 286 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:48,400 - Yeah, sure, 287 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:50,800 one day you'll get a young woman knocking on your door, 288 00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:52,240 wanting to meet her real father, 289 00:15:52,240 --> 00:15:54,000 but, for 20 years at least, you're free. 290 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:55,360 - I'm her dad. 291 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:56,840 - Mate, she's got a dad. 292 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:02,840 Just come round tomorrow... 293 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:05,680 ..tell her you're done. 294 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:07,320 I'll sort the rest. 295 00:16:07,320 --> 00:16:10,480 Look, Evie's got two parents, she doesn't need three. 296 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:12,760 Mate, it just feels like the best thing for all of us, 297 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:13,800 know what I mean? 298 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:18,600 - Getting on? 299 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:19,640 - Yeah. - Yeah. 300 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,280 - Do you mind taking her for a walk, get her to sleep? 301 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:24,760 - Yeah. 302 00:16:24,760 --> 00:16:26,000 - EVIE WHIMPERS 303 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:34,120 LAUGHTER AND MUSIC 304 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:47,160 - Our children have all the problems of middle age 305 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:49,560 without, it seems, the independence. 306 00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:51,240 - Canape, madam? - Crashing round, asking for money... 307 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:53,400 - You'd hate it if you never saw them. 308 00:16:53,400 --> 00:16:54,440 Oh. 309 00:16:54,440 --> 00:16:58,040 - We're telling them tomorrow. They're coming round for brunch. 310 00:16:58,040 --> 00:17:01,320 - It's lunch now. Henry... - Anyway, whatever it ends up being, 311 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:03,600 Gail will rise to the occasion, never let them down yet. 312 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:04,640 - ..do you want...? 313 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:07,720 - Can we talk about cricket? - I thought you'd never ask! 314 00:17:07,720 --> 00:17:10,440 - Sorry. Er, what are they? 315 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:12,640 - Erm, I don't know, chicken things? 316 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,120 - Oh, lovely. 317 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:17,000 Are you a student? 318 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,680 - Yeah. - Medical? 319 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:22,240 - English. Me flatmate's a medic. Knows I want the work. Got me this. 320 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:26,640 - I don't know how you deal with it - people being so rude. 321 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:28,000 - Getting paid. 322 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:32,720 - I know, but...look around you - all millionaires, multimillionaires. 323 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:36,720 My point is, they could at least be polite. 324 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:38,200 SHE CHUCKLES 325 00:17:38,200 --> 00:17:40,080 - Do you know what? I like you. 326 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:43,600 - I... 327 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:47,920 I can't tell anyone here, but I just found out my husband had an affair. 328 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:50,600 - Oh, my God! No way. 329 00:17:50,600 --> 00:17:52,320 I... I am so sorry. 330 00:17:52,320 --> 00:17:54,360 - I'm having a very strange night. 331 00:17:54,360 --> 00:17:56,400 Feeling a little unstable. 332 00:17:56,400 --> 00:18:00,960 - Oh, er, do you want to sit down? - Like I might do something I regret. 333 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:02,160 No, no, I'm fine. 334 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:02,160 RAUCOUS LAUGHTER 335 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,840 Oh, gosh, I hate these people. 336 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:06,000 - Why are you here? 337 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,840 - Oh, we come every year. 338 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:11,720 We never discuss it. It's just assumed. Tradition. 339 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:13,760 My husband, I suppose. 340 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,560 I'm supporting my husband. 341 00:18:16,600 --> 00:18:18,840 Oh, and there she is. 342 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:20,000 Helen. 343 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:23,000 She's the other woman. 344 00:18:25,360 --> 00:18:26,840 I'm sorry. 345 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:41,080 - Gail! Hello! 346 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:45,000 Oh, you're looking delightful, as always. 347 00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:47,440 And you're both well? - Yes. Thank you. 348 00:18:48,440 --> 00:18:50,280 No, actually, he's dying. 349 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:53,640 - Oh, my God. - He'll be dead within a few months so... 350 00:18:53,640 --> 00:18:55,680 He doesn't want to tell people, 351 00:18:55,680 --> 00:19:00,000 bring down the mood, but I just thought, as you're so close, 352 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:01,440 you'd want to know. 353 00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:05,160 - Oh, Gail, I am so sorry. 354 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:07,240 Is it...? - Pancreatic cancer. 355 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:10,760 Advanced, which means there's no cure, really, so... 356 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:14,960 - Look, if you need anything, just say the word. 357 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:17,640 - Erm, Helen? - Darling. 358 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:20,560 - I wanted to tell you something. 359 00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:25,760 LAUGHTER IN BACKGROUND 360 00:19:30,760 --> 00:19:32,040 - You all right? 361 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,360 - Gone. Senior moment. 362 00:19:38,360 --> 00:19:41,080 - Oh! You. 363 00:19:43,920 --> 00:19:45,920 Nora. There you are. 364 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:53,280 - You know, when I hate everyone at a party, I leave. 365 00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:56,520 And if I can't leave, I get drunk. 366 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:58,920 I'm just giving you the option. 367 00:20:09,120 --> 00:20:11,320 - Anyway, tell me about you. 368 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:15,680 - What? - Just what you're like. 369 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,280 I... I know it sounds weird, but I don't know anything about you. 370 00:20:18,280 --> 00:20:20,600 - Well... - Hello, hello! 371 00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:24,080 I know we were meeting later, but I thought I'd surprise you. - Yeah? 372 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:25,640 - And I wanted to meet the baby! 373 00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:29,360 - Oh, the baby's gone for a walk with her, erm... 374 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:30,840 - This is Hannah. 375 00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:33,960 - Oh, yeah! Hi! I've heard so much about you. 376 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:35,320 - Really? 377 00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:36,680 - Yeah, all the time. 378 00:20:36,680 --> 00:20:38,440 - This is Gaby. 379 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:40,040 She's... We're... We're like... 380 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:41,800 - I'm his girlfriend. 381 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,240 - Right. 382 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:46,080 Good to meet you. 383 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:48,080 - I assume you've heard a lot about me, too? 384 00:20:49,120 --> 00:20:52,200 - I... - We mostly talk about the baby. - Oh? 385 00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:54,640 Well, fair enough, I suppose. 386 00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:57,880 You all right, then? - Yeah, just, erm... 387 00:20:57,880 --> 00:20:59,920 I'm just tired. - Can see that. 388 00:20:59,920 --> 00:21:03,480 God. At least you're in the pub, though, eh? Least that's something. 389 00:21:03,480 --> 00:21:04,800 - Shall we? - What? 390 00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:09,160 - Do you want to go, then? - Go? Not particularly, no. 391 00:21:09,160 --> 00:21:12,440 - Yeah, come on, we've got a big night ahead of us 392 00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:13,840 and Hannah needs her sleep, so... 393 00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:16,880 - What? No, come on, at least let me get a drink. 394 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:19,080 - We'll get a drink in town. For the... 395 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:21,440 - What? 396 00:21:27,680 --> 00:21:29,720 He says you've got a boyfriend. - Yeah. 397 00:21:30,760 --> 00:21:33,560 - And is it serious, the two of you? 398 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:36,640 - Very. 399 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:41,600 - Good. 400 00:21:50,440 --> 00:21:53,000 - # Don't call me up I'm going out tonight 401 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,840 # Feeling good now you're out of my life... # 402 00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:58,120 - When we moved in, there was all this furniture. 403 00:21:58,120 --> 00:22:01,960 Oh, ghastly stuff they hadn't told us about - 404 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:06,480 book shelves, bureau, wardrobe, 405 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:09,640 chest of drawers, shoe rack, 406 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:13,600 table, bookcase, 407 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,280 chest of drawers. 408 00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:17,040 - You said that. 409 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:21,520 - We eventually just called the local charity shop. 410 00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:25,200 I mean, we probably could have made some money selling it, 411 00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:27,760 but life's too short. 412 00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:31,360 - What? - Well, life's too short, isn't it? 413 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:32,800 Don't you think? 414 00:22:32,800 --> 00:22:36,200 Are you all right, Gail? - Life's too short. 415 00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:39,040 I agree. - Yes. 416 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:43,200 - MUSIC: Titanium by David Guetta featuring Sia 417 00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:45,680 # You shout it out 418 00:22:45,680 --> 00:22:49,360 # But I can't hear a word you say 419 00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:54,000 # I'm talking loud, not saying much 420 00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:00,840 # Raise your voice 421 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:05,200 # Sticks and stones may break my bones 422 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:10,000 # I'm talking loud, not saying much 423 00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:17,600 # I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose 424 00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:21,080 # Fire away, fire away 425 00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,080 # Ricochet 426 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:25,200 # You take your aim 427 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:28,760 # Fire away, fire away 428 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:32,760 # You shoot me down but I won't fall 429 00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:36,400 # I am titanium 430 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:40,480 # You shoot me down but I won't fall 431 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,480 # I am titanium 432 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:51,520 # I am titanium... # 433 00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:54,800 LAUGHS CHEERILY 434 00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:01,840 HEARTY LAUGHTER 435 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:10,040 - Have you had a few? 436 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:13,120 I leave you for 40 minutes! 437 00:24:13,120 --> 00:24:15,200 I thought you're supposed to be driving me home?! 438 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,800 - Stop laughing. 439 00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:22,880 - 40 minutes, and you're having a fit on the dance floor. 440 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:22,880 - LAUGHS 441 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:26,600 - Oh, don't let me put you off. 442 00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:29,120 I love it! - Stop laughing! 443 00:24:29,120 --> 00:24:31,760 - What? - Stop laughing at me! 444 00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:34,200 Stop laughing! Stop laughing! 445 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:38,480 CLATTERING 446 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:40,040 - Oh! 447 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:43,120 - I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry. 448 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:50,120 - Tipsy. 449 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,880 - I always said Kelly had the straightest face if she wanted. 450 00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:29,960 I mean, she'd be joking for about 20 minutes and no-one would notice. 451 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:32,520 - And vicious! I got this tattoo, showed it her. 452 00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:34,920 It was of my dog, who I loved. - Vicious? 453 00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,280 - Kells looked at it and told me it looked like a radiator. 454 00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:38,800 - It did, though. - Yeah, but she was 455 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,200 the first one to say it. - She could also be very generous. 456 00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:45,040 - Yeah, yeah. But do you remember that time when she got so drunk 457 00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:47,360 and she couldn't stand up and she found that, like, trolley 458 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:49,680 and she just wheeled herself instead? 459 00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:51,400 - I... I don't remember that. 460 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:54,160 You know, all this stuff, it's, er... - Sorry? - Well, that's not 461 00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,920 how I think of her. - Well, it's different. You're her husband. 462 00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:58,480 - Well, yeah, but she wasn't bad. 463 00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:00,480 - What? - You're making it sound like 464 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:03,640 she was bad and... - No, not bad. 465 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:03,640 She was just...naughty. 466 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:05,960 - LAUGHTER 467 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:09,880 No, no. She wasn't... She wasn't naughty, she was good, she was... 468 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,680 You know, we had that at the heart of who we were. It's... 469 00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:16,440 Sorry. I don't mean to be too serious, sorry, of course, but... 470 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,600 But it's just... It's important, you know. 471 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,520 From when we first got together, 472 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:23,880 we said we wanted to be good in the world. 473 00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:25,240 And she was. 474 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:27,560 - I know, but no-one's perfect. 475 00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:30,320 - No, I'm not saying that... That. 476 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:32,920 - Everyone makes mistakes, right? 477 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:39,360 - I might get a drink. Anybody want a drink? 478 00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:41,120 You want a drink? - I'm good, thanks. 479 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:48,000 - HEARTY LAUGHTER 480 00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:56,720 - Hey. 481 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:58,320 - Hey. 482 00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,240 - I thought you might be lying about the drink. 483 00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:05,120 Making it up, but, er, no, here you are, 484 00:27:05,120 --> 00:27:07,080 in the university pub with your friends. 485 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,840 - Oh, they're... They're Kelly's friends. - They look nice. 486 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,640 - Hey, Doom Bar, please. 487 00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:16,040 They're not. 488 00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:17,720 They're her mates from university, 489 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:19,760 but clearly they didn't know her very well. 490 00:27:21,360 --> 00:27:23,320 It's quite upsetting, really. 491 00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:25,560 And a...and a complete waste of my ti... 492 00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:30,400 Cos it's not like people are queuing up to go out for a drink with me 493 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:31,960 at the moment, you know. 494 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:35,440 You might not understand this, 495 00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:38,120 but when something like this happens, when someone dies... 496 00:27:38,120 --> 00:27:41,320 - People back off. Yes. I know. 497 00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:42,960 - You know? 498 00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:45,320 - Yeah. And I know why. 499 00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:47,640 - They don't want to think about death. 500 00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:50,760 - No, I think that would be excusable. I mean, who does? 501 00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:55,000 No, I think it's that people don't know what to say. 502 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,840 I mean, they're sad, they're awkward. 503 00:27:57,840 --> 00:28:00,040 It's easier to be somewhere else. 504 00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:04,480 - You, erm...? 505 00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:10,440 Look, I wanted to say, er, that I would appreciate it if you didn't, 506 00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:14,440 you know, tell anyone anything about what happened with us. 507 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:16,240 - Nothing happened. 508 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:17,720 - Yes, it did. 509 00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:21,720 - It was just a kiss. - A kiss. 510 00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:24,760 Exactly. - Yeah, it was nice. Didn't you like it? 511 00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:29,040 - Yes. But I... I just... I... I wouldn't... 512 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:31,760 I wouldn't want to give anybody the wrong idea... 513 00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:33,520 - People are just going to think what... - All right, 514 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:35,680 all right. I'm just asking. - All right, I won't say anything. 515 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,720 - Thank you. 516 00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,600 - He lives in my building. 517 00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,400 - Oh, no way! He's my tutor. 518 00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:48,720 He's not dealing with it, is he? 519 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:52,000 - No, I know, I know, it's awful. 520 00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:55,960 - Rum and Coke. - Cheers! 521 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,840 - So what are you going to do, then? 522 00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:04,840 - When I was young, I used to have 523 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:07,040 this image of a little house by a lake. 524 00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:10,080 - Yeah, I love it. - You know, the moon on the water. 525 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,880 Changing weather. - Yeah, I know. 526 00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:15,640 So do it. 527 00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:18,160 Go find yourself. 528 00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:23,800 - No. Whoever I am, I'm not cruel. 529 00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:26,960 - What's that? You keep touching it. 530 00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:33,680 - Some things are best kept secret. 531 00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,120 - Suits me. 532 00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:37,720 - Cheers. 533 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:45,560 - DOMINIC: Yeah, so I started to properly cook only a few years ago - 534 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,400 you know, with actual ingredients - 535 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:49,040 and I thought I was good at it, too, 536 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,160 until I went round to my sister-in-law's house 537 00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:53,760 and her friend went on that MasterChef, 538 00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:56,360 which is a completely different thing. 539 00:29:56,360 --> 00:30:01,000 She was doing aged foams, crustaceans, I'm like, 540 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:04,120 "I don't think my chilli carbonara's going to cut the mustard." 541 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:07,480 Pardon the pun. 542 00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:10,080 So, you don't fancy cooking? 543 00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:12,000 - I just thought we could go out. 544 00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:15,560 - Oh. But you like cooking? 545 00:30:15,560 --> 00:30:16,960 - No, not really. 546 00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:19,680 - Do you go out a lot, then, to restaurants? 547 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:20,920 - No. 548 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:26,360 - You strike me as somebody with a close-knit group of friends. 549 00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:30,000 That's sort of how you come across, kind of social butterfly. 550 00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:33,800 I... I didn't, erm, not during the marriage. 551 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,360 I mean, since the split, 552 00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:37,760 I've been working on it. 553 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:40,080 Now I've got a group of mates on WhatsApp. 554 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:41,960 Er... 555 00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:43,760 ..to make each other laugh, which is good. 556 00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:04,080 Got any holidays...? - Aggh! 557 00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:11,440 - Sorry, are you...? - This isn't working. 558 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:13,000 - EXHALES 559 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:16,960 - You're very nice, I'm sure, 560 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:20,440 and I'm... I'm... I'm sorry about what you've been through, 561 00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:24,480 but I just... I don't... I don't want... 562 00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:28,160 - SIGHS 563 00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:34,680 - No, I haven't got a group of friends. 564 00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,560 I'm not sure that I... 565 00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:42,000 ..really have one friend. 566 00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:47,240 I don't know what WhatsApp is. 567 00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:52,600 I pretend I do - I don't. 568 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:56,440 And I don't want to be here... 569 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:57,880 - Oh. - ...doing this... 570 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:04,000 This... I wanted sex, but it's just not worth all the... 571 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:05,800 I've been driven out of my flat, 572 00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,440 and I know that if I stay here, 573 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,520 I am going to drink some of that wine. 574 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:09,520 - Oh, well, maybe you should. 575 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,640 LAUGHS 576 00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:13,720 - If you knew me, you wouldn't suggest that. 577 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:18,880 None of this is your fault. It's mine. 578 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:22,960 I can't think of a single thing to talk about. 579 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:25,680 Anyways... 580 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:29,240 ..er, enjoy dinner. 581 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:33,240 Have another bottle of wine on me, just...have dessert, you know. 582 00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:35,640 Whatever. - Sorry, have I...? 583 00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:38,520 - No, it's not you, it's me. It's me, me. 584 00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:40,920 Not you. Stay there. 585 00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:43,280 - But, I mean... - Just stay. 586 00:32:43,280 --> 00:32:44,960 - I mean... - Stay there. Please. Stay. 587 00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:46,920 Let me go. Let me just...just go. 588 00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:49,120 OK? 589 00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:51,240 - OK. 590 00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:53,800 - Good. 591 00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:54,840 Bye. 592 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:57,040 Sorry. 593 00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:04,320 - You know, when my cat died... - Jessington? 594 00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:07,600 - Jessington. She was like, "Boohoo, get over it, buy another one." 595 00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:08,920 - No, she thought about it a lot. 596 00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:11,240 She sent you a card... - And I did buy another one, and do you know what? 597 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,120 - David, what did you say...? - I felt better. 598 00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:15,320 It was exactly what I needed. - Oh, God, sorry. 599 00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:17,520 - Are you all right? - Yeah. 600 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,720 It's just I have to remind myself she's gone. 601 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:22,800 I'm just getting on with my life, and it's like, 602 00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,200 for a moment, I forget and I go to call her and... 603 00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,200 - To Kelly. 604 00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:29,880 Fucking miss you. 605 00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:35,320 - David, are you...? 606 00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:38,800 - All night. 607 00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:41,600 All night, you've been talking about her 608 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,680 like...like...like you knew her. 609 00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:46,120 I've not recognised anything that you... 610 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:49,480 I mean, you said that she wasn't perfect. 611 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:54,440 Well, she was. She was. She was pretty much... 612 00:33:54,440 --> 00:33:57,560 Unless, of course, you want to tell me something I don't know? 613 00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:01,040 - What do you mean? - Well, it's what you said earlier. 614 00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:03,680 It sounded like you wanted to... - No, I... David. 615 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:06,120 - No, don't! Don't! Please, don't... 616 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,600 - Excuse me, excuse me, sorry, sorry. 617 00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:10,200 David? 618 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:13,080 I've had a long night, I'm very tired, 619 00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:16,360 and Saira's just called me a cab home. 620 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,320 And I just thought I'd say, in case you wanted to share? 621 00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:28,560 Sorry. 622 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:37,080 You must have friends of your own. 623 00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:41,760 - Erm, yeah, a few, yeah. 624 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,360 I find big groups difficult. 625 00:34:45,360 --> 00:34:49,440 You know, I've never liked the idea of people watching me. 626 00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:00,720 Kelly and I didn't dance at our wedding. 627 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:03,600 I couldn't face it. 628 00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,400 She really wanted to, but I... 629 00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,200 - We should go out. Give it a go. 630 00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:11,480 - No. You're my student. - I mean as a mate. 631 00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:13,960 - I... I don't, I'm not sure if that's... - Although I did see you 632 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:16,560 looking at my legs earlier, but, you know, we'll ignore that. 633 00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:18,040 - No, I wasn't. I... I... 634 00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:20,880 - It's all right, you're only human. - No, I mean, honestly... 635 00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:23,200 I'm sorry if you thought that I was looking at... - Look. 636 00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:26,480 Look, look, look, you're going through a tough time 637 00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:28,160 and maybe you should talk to somebody 638 00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:30,040 who genuinely has your best interests at heart. 639 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:33,000 You've got my number, right? - Yeah. 640 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,800 - So call me if you want, we'll go do something. 641 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:40,600 And, erm, if you want an expert, talk to Gail. 642 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:43,000 Er, she's paying, by the way! 643 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:48,440 - Erm, sorry, an expert at what? 644 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,520 - Dancing in public. 645 00:36:02,880 --> 00:36:05,400 - No, no, I wasn't looking at her legs. 646 00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:21,120 DAVID SIGHS 647 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:24,920 - You all right? 648 00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:33,200 - I, erm, I see her...all the time, 649 00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:36,280 up in my flat, like she's haunting me. 650 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:41,160 - When you've lived with someone and suddenly they're not there... 651 00:36:43,560 --> 00:36:44,680 ..it must be... 652 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:47,640 - No, it's more than that. 653 00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:51,960 I'm worried I'm going to find something out. 654 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,960 - Like what? 655 00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:56,760 - SIGHS 656 00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:59,480 - Look, if you need anything... 657 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:01,160 - Yeah. Thanks. 658 00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:29,080 # A sober midnight wish flies 659 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:34,440 # Over the roofs and down through the years 660 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:40,000 # Hope that you and yours are sleeping 661 00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:45,720 # Safe and warm in size formation 662 00:37:45,720 --> 00:37:50,760 # While three chambers of my heart 663 00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:56,920 # Beat true and strong with love for another 664 00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:59,480 # The fourth 665 00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:02,120 # The fourth is yours 666 00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:10,040 # Forever. # 667 00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,960 BIRDSONG 668 00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:37,040 - Mm. 669 00:38:58,720 --> 00:39:00,440 - She wakes! 670 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:01,560 Breakfast... 671 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,480 ..is ready. 672 00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:06,400 I thought you could probably do with a lie-in. 673 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:10,120 And I know what you had planned, so I made a start. 674 00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:11,360 Did my best. 675 00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:13,840 I left the lamb, thought you might want to do that. 676 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,560 But I had a go at the sauce from a recipe 677 00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:19,120 in this book here. Vegetables are chopped, roughly. 678 00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:21,480 And, er, yes, breakfast. 679 00:39:22,720 --> 00:39:25,120 Eggs'll go cold if you don't make a start. 680 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:37,840 I wasn't laughing at you. 681 00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:40,120 I was pleased you were enjoying yourself. 682 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:46,200 I was worried it was to do with what I told you about Helen. 683 00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:50,240 You do know that was a very long time ago, 684 00:39:50,240 --> 00:39:53,000 and in a way - I know this may sound strange - 685 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,960 but it should be reassuring. 686 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:57,440 Most men in a long marriage make mistakes 687 00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:59,440 and their wives will never know. 688 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,000 With me, there's only been one. 689 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:03,640 I've told you now, and that's it. 690 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:07,280 Not perfect. 691 00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:10,960 But... 692 00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:13,480 ..comparing our marriage to the average... 693 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:18,160 ..maybe...not so shabby. 694 00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:22,320 How are the eggs? 695 00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,320 - I should get dressed. 696 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:32,800 - Are you all right? It's just... 697 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,080 ..because we've got them coming over, and it's a big thing. 698 00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:39,920 It's important to me that... we're together. 699 00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:48,160 - Of course. 700 00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:49,600 Thank you for the coffee. 701 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:50,880 - Pleasure. 702 00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:58,800 - I'll get ready and come back and take over. 703 00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:00,360 - Sounds good. 704 00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:03,560 Those moves! 705 00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:05,080 - What? 706 00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:09,120 - Those moves were incredible. You should go on Strictly. 707 00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:15,320 - Five minutes. 708 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:16,560 - No problem. 709 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,920 - You do know me. Of course you do. 710 00:41:22,920 --> 00:41:25,080 - What about the things they said? 711 00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:27,000 When you went out together, getting drunk... 712 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,720 - Yeah, sometimes I did, but that's not... - That you were rude. 713 00:41:29,720 --> 00:41:31,960 - I am! I can be, 714 00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:34,800 mostly to inanimate objects and parking wardens, 715 00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:36,760 but, yes, I'm direct. 716 00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:38,840 You know that. 717 00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:41,120 You like that. 718 00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:46,000 What?! - Why were you there that day, 719 00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:48,120 in Liverpool, at the station? 720 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:50,560 You had no reason to be there. No meetings. 721 00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,160 No... No contacts, as far as I can tell. 722 00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:55,120 DOOR ENTRY BUZZES 723 00:42:00,720 --> 00:42:02,120 Hello? 724 00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,160 - Hi. It's Daisy. 725 00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:06,560 - Come in. 726 00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:07,640 DOOR ENTRY BUZZES 727 00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:11,000 Come on up. 728 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:13,920 Look, I'm sorry about last night. 729 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:15,360 - Oh, I'm sorry. 730 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:16,960 We were insensitive. 731 00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:18,760 But I'm not here about that. 732 00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:22,600 - Right, er, well, would you like a coffee? - No. 733 00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:24,720 No, no, no, I'm fine, er... 734 00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:27,680 Oh, God, this is difficult. 735 00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:35,000 Last night, you said if there was anything about her, 736 00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,200 something you weren't aware of... 737 00:42:37,200 --> 00:42:38,800 And it's hard, but... 738 00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:42,840 ..I decided that, if I were you, I'd rather know. 739 00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:45,360 - Know what? 740 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:51,480 - Kelly came over to see me one night about four months ago. 741 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:55,200 And we had dinner and we talked... 742 00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:57,640 ..about war monuments, 743 00:42:57,640 --> 00:43:00,200 because there was one in the thing that she was writing 744 00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:02,000 and I studied them, 745 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:06,080 and she showed me a picture on her phone, and she gave me her phone... 746 00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:10,600 ..but it wasn't her normal one. - Well, I have... I have her phone. 747 00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:12,480 Wait, er... 748 00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:16,560 This one. 749 00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:18,720 - It wasn't that one. 750 00:43:18,720 --> 00:43:20,440 It was black. 751 00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:21,960 - Why would she have another phone? 752 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:25,560 - I know, and I asked her about it, and she... 753 00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,160 ..looked caught out. 754 00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:32,920 And said, like, "Shit." 755 00:43:33,960 --> 00:43:37,200 And I asked why she had it, and she just said, 756 00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:38,480 "Don't tell anyone." 757 00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:43,720 "Particularly don't tell David." 758 00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:52,960 But things have...changed now. 759 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:54,600 - Well, there'll be a reason. 760 00:43:57,040 --> 00:44:02,480 - David, whatever this is, you're right, she was such a good person. 761 00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:04,760 - Yeah...yeah. 762 00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:11,760 - All right. - Yeah. 763 00:44:30,920 --> 00:44:32,880 - That was amazing. 764 00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:34,640 - Thanks, Mum. - No worries. 765 00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:38,400 - Even more impressive, given the night your mother had. - Henry! 766 00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:40,320 - Not sleeping again? - Sleeping was fine. 767 00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:42,760 No, we had a medical department fundraiser last night. 768 00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:44,680 - Henry, please! - Your mum got rather tipsy. 769 00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:47,760 You don't mind me telling them! She ended up dancing. 770 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:50,720 - Dancing? Mum! - Yes. 771 00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:53,440 - That's brilliant. - Was she any good at it? 772 00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:55,840 - Well, she certainly didn't hold back, put it like that. 773 00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:58,800 - Mum, that's great, dancing! - Well, you didn't see it. 774 00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:01,160 She rather drew the attention of the room. 775 00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:04,840 - Ah, who cares? Love it. Good for you. 776 00:45:05,840 --> 00:45:07,320 - Shall we do this, then? 777 00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:09,800 - Do what? 778 00:45:11,320 --> 00:45:12,400 - CLEARS HER THROAT 779 00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:14,160 - Your father has something to tell you. 780 00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,480 - What? - Do you want me to...? 781 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:18,240 - Yes. I think so. 782 00:45:18,240 --> 00:45:18,240 - I... 783 00:45:18,240 --> 00:45:19,880 SIGHS 784 00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:23,080 All right. 785 00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:24,720 - Is everything OK? 786 00:45:24,720 --> 00:45:30,280 - Well, your mother has only known for a couple of weeks, but... 787 00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:35,200 ..I've been having medical tests for a while, 788 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:38,560 and the...upshot is that... 789 00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:42,400 ..I have been diagnosed 790 00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:45,840 with pancreatic cancer... - God! 791 00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:49,880 - I'm afraid it's...terminal. 792 00:45:51,520 --> 00:45:52,800 Probably got six months. 793 00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:57,600 Could be a little longer, but, er, six months is our best guess. 794 00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:00,880 - Are you, er, having treatment? 795 00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:04,000 - Yes, to give me as long as possible, but it's... 796 00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:08,200 ..very advanced, and it's inoperable, Jon. 797 00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:09,600 That's certain. 798 00:46:11,360 --> 00:46:13,520 I've had an amazing life. 799 00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:16,640 I really have. 800 00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:18,680 I've been the luckiest man. 801 00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:20,880 Your mum and me are...are blessed. 802 00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:27,280 And knowing at least means we've got time to prepare. 803 00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:29,880 - So this is why you got drunk last night, is it? 804 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:31,720 - What? - Of course it's why she got drunk! 805 00:46:31,720 --> 00:46:33,040 Fair enough. 806 00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,480 Oh, God, Dad. 807 00:46:35,480 --> 00:46:38,720 - It wasn't. - Well, it probably had something to do with it. 808 00:46:38,720 --> 00:46:39,920 I mean, in the weeks to come, 809 00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:42,240 we're all going to react in strange ways, aren't we? 810 00:46:42,240 --> 00:46:44,280 - I'm sure! But my getting drunk last night 811 00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,080 had nothing to do with your diag... 812 00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:51,880 - Anyway, what's important for all of us is that now you know. 813 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:53,160 Upfront. 814 00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:54,800 Honest. 815 00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:58,800 And we can be there for each other as...family. 816 00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:07,800 - What about the other thing? 817 00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:09,280 - What? 818 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:13,640 - Are you going tell them that? 819 00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:15,760 Or shall I? - I... I don't know what you mean. 820 00:47:17,520 --> 00:47:19,200 - What you told me last night. 821 00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:22,480 - I don't think... - You don't think that's their business? 822 00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:26,600 Why not? - What do you mean? 823 00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:27,960 - Who wants cheesecake? 824 00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:30,600 - So this other thing is the reason you got drunk last night? 825 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:34,480 - Rachel, you like pudding, don't you? There we are. 826 00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:35,680 Well? 827 00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,360 Are you going to explain? 828 00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:42,640 There you are, sweetheart. 829 00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:46,480 All right, then, I will. 830 00:47:47,720 --> 00:47:51,200 20 years ago, your father had an affair with Helen McCain. 831 00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:54,680 It lasted for two years. 832 00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:57,840 He hid it from me - and from you both, of course. 833 00:47:57,840 --> 00:47:59,720 He only deemed it newsworthy 834 00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:02,360 when we arrived at the party last night. 835 00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,160 It was playing on his conscience. 836 00:48:04,160 --> 00:48:06,160 Oh, there's cream there. 837 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:09,000 I just think that, as we're nearing the end, 838 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:13,080 and if the purpose of this is to let you know the truth, 839 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:15,000 then I think we should do that. 840 00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:18,840 And accept that our marriage, our lives, even, 841 00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:21,240 hasn't been the perfect thing you just claimed it to be. 842 00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:26,880 - This is cruel. 843 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:31,880 You want to hurt me... - No, I don't want to be cruel, Henry. 844 00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:33,520 I don't, in any of this, but... 845 00:48:37,240 --> 00:48:37,240 - Mum, go after him. 846 00:48:37,240 --> 00:48:38,960 - DOOR SLAMS 847 00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:41,600 - No. Not this time. 848 00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:53,400 - DOOR CLOSES 849 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:54,640 - I knew. 850 00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,400 - What? 851 00:48:58,400 --> 00:48:59,720 - About Dad and Helen. 852 00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,040 I saw them together in town on a Saturday afternoon. 853 00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:08,840 Told Dad. 854 00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:10,560 Made me keep it a secret. 855 00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:13,760 - What about Jon? 856 00:49:15,680 --> 00:49:17,600 - Yeah. I told him at the time. 857 00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:22,040 - Can you leave? 858 00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:23,120 - Sorry? 859 00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:25,440 - Can you leave me alone? 860 00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:31,160 - Please, Mum, we've just found out about Dad. 861 00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:06,760 - You look bad. 862 00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:13,400 - I, er, I came last night, I wanted to talk, but you were sleeping. 863 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:16,760 They let me stay in the waiting room. 864 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:19,880 - What, all night? - Yeah. They made me wait till visiting hours. 865 00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:24,640 - Look, I've had enough talking. - It's not about you, it's about me. 866 00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,560 - How's Maya? You two getting on? 867 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:31,600 - We're... 868 00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:35,480 Well, to be honest, it's very difficult. 869 00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,560 Last night, I couldn't have my date at home 870 00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:40,800 because Maya wouldn't leave, 871 00:50:40,800 --> 00:50:42,200 so I had to go out, 872 00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:44,720 then when I went, I had nothing to say... 873 00:50:44,720 --> 00:50:48,720 - Yeah, well, you are a bit boring, Belle, what can I say? 874 00:50:48,720 --> 00:50:50,720 I got the ups and downs, you got the flat line. 875 00:50:50,720 --> 00:50:56,320 - And I really, really wanted a drink, so I had to leave. 876 00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:01,680 And what you said before, that I don't have any friends - it's true. 877 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:06,240 I used to. 878 00:51:06,240 --> 00:51:07,840 But now I don't, because I... 879 00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:10,040 - You have to look after her! - I know! 880 00:51:10,040 --> 00:51:12,600 I'm doing my best, but I'm not... - I cannot take on your problems. 881 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:14,960 Look, I'm sorry you don't have anyone else to talk to, but... 882 00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:19,040 - Do they think you'll be out of here soon? - No! I'm not coming out. 883 00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:21,480 - They said last night you were more positive... 884 00:51:21,480 --> 00:51:24,680 - They don't know anything! - You are on medication! 885 00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:30,800 - They say I have borderline personality disorder. 886 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,480 And I'm not sure what difference it makes to know what it's called, 887 00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:38,200 but... Look, I'm sorry, 888 00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:41,720 I'm sure you came here hoping to see an improvement but, actually, 889 00:51:41,720 --> 00:51:43,360 I feel just like I did that day. 890 00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,360 I don't want to live, Belle. 891 00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:56,080 They know that. 892 00:51:57,400 --> 00:52:00,200 So nothing sharp, no cables, 893 00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:02,480 cos I will, given a chance. 894 00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:07,680 Don't fall off the wagon, because Maya needs you. 895 00:52:11,880 --> 00:52:13,240 Look, I'm a shit mum, 896 00:52:13,240 --> 00:52:15,680 and one day soon I'm going to die, and when that happens, 897 00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:17,480 unfortunately, you are all she's got. 898 00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:21,320 I know this is hard for you, but you're not the one that breaks. 899 00:52:22,800 --> 00:52:24,200 I break. 900 00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:25,640 You keep going. 901 00:52:25,640 --> 00:52:28,800 That's how it's always been. So you don't have a choice. 902 00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:32,240 You feel alone? You feel a boring person? Hate yourself? Deal with it. 903 00:52:32,240 --> 00:52:34,640 Feel shit? Doesn't matter. It's not my problem. 904 00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:38,040 Maya needs you, so keep going. 905 00:52:40,240 --> 00:52:41,400 Right? 906 00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:47,160 - Right. 907 00:53:06,680 --> 00:53:09,440 - Unexpected. How was last night? 908 00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:11,240 Did you have a good time? - Yeah. 909 00:53:11,240 --> 00:53:13,600 Sorry she burst in like that. - It's fine. 910 00:53:13,600 --> 00:53:14,840 It was good to meet her. 911 00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:18,680 I didn't realise you were with someone. 912 00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:23,720 Er, anyway, it's good you're here. Sit down. 913 00:53:23,720 --> 00:53:25,360 - Is that OK? 914 00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:27,920 - Yeah, course, she's your daughter. You're always welcome. 915 00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:31,440 - Yeah, well, actually, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. 916 00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:33,200 - You... OK. 917 00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:38,400 - So I want to be honest about Evie. 918 00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:40,560 - OK. - I, er... 919 00:53:43,240 --> 00:53:46,480 Oh. You're getting married? - Oh, yeah. 920 00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:49,240 He asked just after Evie arrived, so... - Oh, right. 921 00:53:49,240 --> 00:53:51,200 I didn't realise it was that kind of... - What? 922 00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:52,560 - Congratulations. 923 00:53:52,560 --> 00:53:54,560 - Thanks. - Oh, yeah. Exciting. 924 00:53:54,560 --> 00:53:59,640 But, er, you had something you wanted to say, mate? 925 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:03,120 What are you... What are you here for? - Yeah, yeah, er, I... 926 00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:05,960 EVIE CRIES 927 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:08,280 - She's not going down. 928 00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:11,760 I best go get her. Sorry. - No problem. 929 00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:31,040 - Can you? 930 00:54:36,720 --> 00:54:38,800 Sorry. What were you going to say? 931 00:54:38,800 --> 00:54:42,280 - Er, I... I've just been thinking about everything, 932 00:54:42,280 --> 00:54:44,000 and I don't want to mess you around. 933 00:54:44,000 --> 00:54:46,480 It's just that I'm not sure if... 934 00:54:46,480 --> 00:54:49,240 - Yeah, do you want to try standing up? That might... - Yeah? - Yeah. 935 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:50,520 - CRYING CONTINUES 936 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:52,560 Maybe this isn't the time. 937 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:55,640 - No, it's OK. Not sure about what? 938 00:54:58,920 --> 00:54:58,920 - CRYING CONTINUES 939 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,880 Can I try? 940 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:07,360 Like, with her. Holding her. 941 00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:09,720 - Oh. Look, mate, I don't think... - Yeah. 942 00:55:09,720 --> 00:55:11,640 Course you can. 943 00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,920 - All right. That's it. 944 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,520 Pull it together. It's your dad telling you now. 945 00:55:27,520 --> 00:55:29,200 Sort it out. 946 00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:30,600 CRYING SUBSIDES 947 00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:33,840 - Did you want to finish what you were going to say? 948 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:33,840 - Yeah, I, er... 949 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:35,160 FUSSES 950 00:55:35,160 --> 00:55:37,240 Hey, hey, hey. Ssh, ssh, ssh, ssh. 951 00:55:37,240 --> 00:55:39,520 There's no need to cry, is there? 952 00:55:39,520 --> 00:55:39,520 GURGLES 953 00:55:39,520 --> 00:55:41,320 That's it. 954 00:55:41,320 --> 00:55:44,200 OK. OK. 955 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:47,360 - Hey. You did it. 956 00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:52,880 - Mate, you were saying something. 957 00:56:05,720 --> 00:56:08,520 - Can I take her out? In the buggy. Just, like, round the block... 958 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:12,120 - No, I don't... I don't think... - Yeah. Yeah, course you can. 959 00:56:12,120 --> 00:56:13,800 D'you want to get it ready? 960 00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:15,200 - Sure. 961 00:56:17,640 --> 00:56:18,840 - It's not so bad. 962 00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:21,480 Hello, Evie. 963 00:56:21,480 --> 00:56:23,320 GURGLES 964 00:56:39,000 --> 00:56:40,400 DOOR CLOSES 965 00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:53,880 There's no excuse. 966 00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:57,320 - Is that an apology or an accusation? 967 00:56:57,320 --> 00:56:59,800 Whose behaviour are we talking about here? 968 00:56:59,800 --> 00:57:01,880 - Yours. - Oh, well, then, you're right - 969 00:57:01,880 --> 00:57:04,240 there is no excuse, because I've done nothing wrong. 970 00:57:04,240 --> 00:57:05,440 - I've not been perfect - 971 00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:07,480 doing it in the first place, the way I told you... 972 00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:09,640 And yes, it's a shame Rachel found out at the time. 973 00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:11,600 I hadn't realised she'd told Jon. 974 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:13,800 - You made her keep a secret from her mother. 975 00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:15,480 - To protect you. - From what? 976 00:57:15,480 --> 00:57:18,320 - From being devastated by something you didn't need to bother about! 977 00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:21,840 - So instead of telling me, you decided to take it to the grave. 978 00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:24,920 - Exactly. - So why didn't you? 979 00:57:28,280 --> 00:57:31,160 - You won't know until you're in my situation, 980 00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:34,080 but I think, given all the years we've been together, 981 00:57:34,080 --> 00:57:37,440 I deserve some love, some kindness. 982 00:57:37,440 --> 00:57:40,000 - That's what I've been trying to do 983 00:57:40,000 --> 00:57:43,200 for the last few weeks... - Because it's me! 984 00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:45,040 And we're us. 985 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:49,920 And we love each other! 986 00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:54,680 Don't we? 987 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:05,320 - Henry... 988 00:58:05,320 --> 00:58:06,400 - What? 989 00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:12,120 What? 990 00:58:17,640 --> 00:58:19,840 - I don't know if I do any more. 991 00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,080 I don't know if I do. 116726

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