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I think you're seeing
the sex industry in Seattle
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because there's a fair population of us
who are out and willing to talk about it.
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This is going on
in all of the cities everywhere
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all of the time.
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I think it's just human nature
to want to be with somebody,
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to be close to somebody, to be accepted,
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just to be held.
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Sex work is not legal
in the state of Washington.
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I shouldn't be going to jail because
I'm doing what I want with my body.
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So much of my life has to be a secret.
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People knowing who I am
could be really dangerous.
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Sex workers are really the secret keepers
of our society.
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We see the parts of people
they don't let the rest of the world see.
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Society puts this dark shadow
on sex workers
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and makes them into these terrible people,
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portraying them to be criminals
or people that are victims.
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My saying is, if you treat me like a ho,
I'm gonna treat you like a trick.
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But if you treat me like a lady,
then I'm gonna treat you like a gentleman.
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Sex isn't a want. It's a need.
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And there are people missing
this entire part of their life,
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and I can help that.
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I've never had a secret before this big.
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There's things I can't tell
my mom and my dad.
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Trying to have that, like, double life
has really been a struggle.
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It's hard to ignore
society's expectations.
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My family, I don't think, will ever have
a conversation about it.
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I already know that they won't approve.
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They'll think that I'm a failure
or that I'm a bad person.
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Since I haven't gotten
my first client yet,
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I don't know if I'm doing anything right.
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So right now I have the rough draft
of my website.
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Not super happy with the pictures I have
or with the layout,
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but I'm really excited to get
new pictures,
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so I can kind of just represent myself
better and my brand better.
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I don't want to introduce myself
until I have the right branding,
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and so far, I'm just finding
that I'm not really...
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I'm not legit enough yet.
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So everything
is really hanging on tomorrow,
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and I don't model that often,
so I have no idea how I'm gonna do.
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It's emotionally very draining.
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Feeling stuck and feeling trapped
in this, like, cycle
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of debt and working myself to death.
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Every week is, like, 70 hours a week.
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But when it comes between,
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do I pay for the photo shoot
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that I've been waiting for
that I need to get this going
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and is gonna be the staple to my brand,
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or do I pay my credit card bill?
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That's when it's really scary.
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One of my good friends
who's in the industry
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refers to herself as a hooker
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and refers to other women in the industry
as hookers,
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and that really bothers me.
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I'm like, "I'll never call myself that."
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"Sex worker", I think, is fine.
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But anything
that's kind of a derogatory word
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I like to stay away from.
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I know for my long-term, like, well-being
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that it will affect me
more than I even realize,
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'cause I've worked so hard
to get where I am in life,
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and I'm not gonna let somebody
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feed me that line of crap
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or tell me what I am.
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I'm not gonna let anybody
tell me what I am.
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I've never been motivated to fit in
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with society.
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If anything, I've kind of held
my being different as a badge of honor.
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If I was just getting ready for myself,
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I would've just brushed my hair and left.
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I don't really wear makeup
in my personal life.
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I am most comfortable in workout gear,
climbing a mountain sweaty and dirty,
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but society has this idea
of what they want women to look like,
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and that is made up in dresses,
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looking all fancy with the latest shoes
and a purse.
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And while that's a cool disguise
to put on,
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that isn't something
I enjoy looking like all the time.
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I like looking like myself,
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which is just a mountain goat
in human skin.
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Most people spend 40 to 80 hours a week
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becoming very, very proficient
at their skill.
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They put all of their energy towards that.
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I take all of that energy, and I put it
towards connecting with people.
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And that's why it's worth
paying professionals,
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because the amount of energy people put
into careers,
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we put into being good partners.
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I'm not very concerned with being a girl
in my personal life.
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I'm concerned with being an athlete.
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My genitals don't really define me.
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But in work, I'm very girly.
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When I'm putting on makeup
and getting ready for work,
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I am creating a space
for whoever I'm going to be with,
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a canvas for them
to project their fantasy onto.
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They're falling in love
with a fantasy of me
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and not me personally.
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They only have their projections of me.
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They don't really know me.
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And it's the projections
that they fall in love with.
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That's disgusting.
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Bryan and myself, we don't have
a lot of open dialogue about it,
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'cause for me, I'm like,
"Well, the less he knows, the better."
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I'm trying to protect him, I think.
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But I also think that he wants me
to open up more about it.
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So he'll try to crack jokes
and, like, make light of it.
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When she first came to me and told me,
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I was 100% behind it as long as she was.
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It's a lot of pressure right now.
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It's a lot of pressure, you know,
to step through that door,
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but I think once we get her
through that first door,
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I think just a lot of weight's
gonna be lifted.
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We talk about getting married and stuff,
so it's not a light matter.
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Do you think that I'm gonna come home
and just, like, cry in your arms after?
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Oh, I know you are. Oh, I know she is.
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I know she's probably gonna come home,
and she's gonna want to cuddle.
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I'm gonna hold her.
I'm gonna tell her it's gonna be okay.
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Gonna say,
"Everything's gonna be just fine."
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See, my version is I'm gonna come home
and be like...
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I think he wants to see that I'm not...
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that it's not easy, in a way.
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But for me, I think it will be that easy,
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'cause, you know, I've been with men
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where I didn't necessarily want to,
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but I did it anyways
'cause I felt kind of trapped
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or stuck in whatever scenario I was in
or social setting.
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I know her, and I know she's amazing
and strong and beautiful,
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and she'll be safe and smart about it.
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I want to be her emotional rock
that she can come home
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and know that I'm here to get behind her
no matter what.
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He's asked me how long
he thinks I want to do it for, and...
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I think I've given myself at least...
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I want to do it for at least six months.
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For how much work and how much money
I've already invested into it
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and haven't seen anything back yet,
I want to at least do six months,
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but I also don't know.
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We're doing this
because we want to capitalize
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on a few things that we have going
for ourselves right now.
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And...
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when we're old, I don't see us doing it.
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No.
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So...
-But it's not us, it's me doing it.
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Yeah, it's you. That's right.
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I mean, you're getting dragged along
for the ride.
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It's just, like, a lot of moral struggle,
constantly, like, back and forth
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of, like...
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just wondering if I'm doing
the right thing or not.
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