subtitlecat.com

All language subtitles for Dope.Sick.Love.2005.WEBRip.x264-ION10

Afrikaans

Akan

Albanian

Amharic

Arabic

Armenian

Azerbaijani

Basque

Belarusian

Bemba

Bengali

Bihari

Bosnian

Breton

Bulgarian

Cambodian

Catalan Download

Cebuano

Cherokee

Chichewa

Chinese (Simplified)

Chinese (Traditional)

Corsican

Croatian

Czech

Danish

Dutch Download

English

Esperanto

Estonian

Ewe

Faroese

Filipino

Finnish

French

Frisian

Galician

Georgian

German Download

Greek

Guarani

Gujarati

Haitian Creole

Hausa

Hawaiian

Hebrew

Hindi

Hmong

Hungarian

Icelandic

Igbo

Indonesian

Interlingua

Irish

Italian

Japanese

Javanese

Kannada

Kazakh

Kinyarwanda

Kirundi

Kongo

Korean

Krio (Sierra Leone)

Kurdish

Kurdish (Soranî)

Kyrgyz

Laothian

Latin

Latvian

Lingala

Lithuanian

Lozi

Luganda

Luo

Luxembourgish

Macedonian

Malagasy

Malay

Malayalam

Maltese

Maori

Marathi

Mauritian Creole

Moldavian Download

Mongolian

Myanmar (Burmese)

Montenegrin

Nepali

Nigerian Pidgin

Northern Sotho

Norwegian

Norwegian (Nynorsk)

Occitan

Oriya

Oromo

Pashto

Persian

Polish

Portuguese (Brazil)

Portuguese (Portugal)

Punjabi

Quechua

Romanian Download

Romansh

Runyakitara

Russian

Samoan

Scots Gaelic

Serbian

Serbo-Croatian

Sesotho

Setswana

Seychellois Creole

Shona

Sindhi

Sinhalese

Slovak

Slovenian

Somali

Spanish Download

Spanish (Latin American)

Sundanese

Swahili

Swedish

Tajik

Tamil

Tatar

Telugu

Thai

Tigrinya

Tonga

Tshiluba

Tumbuka

Turkish

Turkmen

Twi

Uighur

Ukrainian

Urdu

Uzbek

Vietnamese

Welsh

Wolof

Xhosa

Yiddish

Yoruba

Zulu

Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:21,900 --> 00:00:24,900 ( traffic passing ) 2 00:00:40,567 --> 00:00:43,333 FUCKING SHIT! 3 00:00:43,333 --> 00:00:46,433 - YEAH, YOU LIKE UNCIRCUMCISED GUYS, RIGHT? - YEAH. 4 00:00:48,033 --> 00:00:50,767 YOU'RE THE BEST, MAN. 5 00:00:50,767 --> 00:00:54,834 80, 100, 20, 40, 60. 6 00:00:59,033 --> 00:01:02,667 NO, COME HERE, MOTHERFUCKER, WE'RE TAKING A-- 7 00:01:02,667 --> 00:01:05,700 GOD, GIVE ME 24 HOURS AWAY FROM THIS MADNESS. 8 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:10,700 TALK TO YOU. 9 00:01:58,200 --> 00:02:00,967 ( toilet flushes ) 10 00:02:05,333 --> 00:02:08,467 I'M FILLING OUT THIS WESTERN UNION SLIP 11 00:02:08,467 --> 00:02:12,000 TO RECEIVE MONEY FROM MY FATHER 12 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:15,367 AND... 13 00:02:15,367 --> 00:02:17,367 GET MATT AND I'S DAY STARTED. 14 00:02:17,367 --> 00:02:20,100 A LOT OF TIMES, MATT NEEDS A BOOST TO START THE DAY. 15 00:02:20,100 --> 00:02:22,367 $100! 16 00:02:22,367 --> 00:02:24,367 LET'S GO. 17 00:02:24,367 --> 00:02:26,333 LET'S GO, JEEVES. MY BAGS. 18 00:02:26,333 --> 00:02:28,967 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? HA-HA WHOA! 19 00:02:28,967 --> 00:02:31,867 NOW, I'VE ALREADY CALLED THE CRACK DEALER AND THE DOPE DEALER. 20 00:02:31,867 --> 00:02:34,133 WE'RE GOING TO 15TH AND 6TH TO MEET THE CRACK DEALER, 21 00:02:34,133 --> 00:02:36,834 THEN WE'RE GOING TO HORATIO AND WASHINGTON MEET THE DOPE DEALER. 22 00:02:36,834 --> 00:02:39,734 THEN WE'RE GOING TO THE SPOT TO SHOOT THE DOPE, SMOKE THE CRACK, 23 00:02:39,734 --> 00:02:42,133 FUCK SOME PUSSY, EAT SOME DICK. 24 00:02:42,133 --> 00:02:44,633 GET A HOTEL ROOM. ( growls ) 25 00:02:44,633 --> 00:02:47,500 - I'M ABOUT TO TEAR THAT ASS UP, GIRL. - DO THAT AGAIN. 26 00:02:47,500 --> 00:02:51,266 - I'M ABOUT TO TEAR THAT ASS UP, GIRL. - MEOW! 27 00:02:51,266 --> 00:02:54,333 MONDAY HE SENT HER 500. TUESDAY HE SENT HER 300. 28 00:02:54,333 --> 00:02:57,834 AY AND ( IS ONLY WEDNESDAY. 29 00:02:57,834 --> 00:03:00,900 SHE'S ALMOST GOING ON $1,000 ALREADY. 30 00:03:03,266 --> 00:03:06,233 SHE'S GONNA PICK LOCK THE DOOR, SEE IF SHE CAN GET IN 31 00:03:06,233 --> 00:03:08,567 SO WE CAN GO IN THERE AND GET HIGH. 32 00:03:38,767 --> 00:03:40,800 THIS IS FOR YOU. 33 00:03:52,667 --> 00:03:55,200 ( whispering ) FUCKING IN. 34 00:04:04,533 --> 00:04:08,734 I GOT INTRODUCED TO HEROIN WHEN I WAS 17 35 00:04:08,734 --> 00:04:11,867 IN HIGH SCHOOL, PRIVATE SCHOOL I WENT TO, 36 00:04:11,867 --> 00:04:15,367 RENEAUX ACADEMY, MY SENIOR YEAR. 37 00:04:15,367 --> 00:04:18,934 BUT I SNIFFED IT TILL I MET MATT, 38 00:04:18,934 --> 00:04:21,934 ENTIRELY CONFIDENT I COULD GO BACK TO JUST SNIFFING IT. 39 00:04:21,934 --> 00:04:25,600 THE DIFFERENCE IS JUST THE RUSH. 40 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:27,633 YOU'RE READY TO WALK OUT OF HERE? 41 00:04:27,633 --> 00:04:29,633 HUH-- COME ON. 42 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:44,667 WE HAVE TO GET SOMEBODY TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR US. 43 00:04:46,867 --> 00:04:49,633 IT'S USUALLY MUCH EASIER THAN THIS. 44 00:04:49,633 --> 00:04:51,867 WE'VE NEVER HAD THAT MUCH PROBLEM. 45 00:04:51,867 --> 00:04:54,400 - NO, OKAY. - ( door buzzes open ) 46 00:04:54,400 --> 00:04:56,200 THANKS. 47 00:04:56,200 --> 00:04:58,300 Man on intercom: You've got the wrong apartment. 48 00:04:58,300 --> 00:05:01,033 OKAY. 49 00:05:05,233 --> 00:05:07,233 - MICHELLE. - YES. 50 00:05:07,233 --> 00:05:10,400 CAN I USE YOUR LIGHTER, BUDDY? I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID WITH MINE. 51 00:05:13,700 --> 00:05:16,100 - THIS IS THE ONE YOU GAVE ME. - OKAY. 52 00:05:16,100 --> 00:05:18,834 - ARE YOU OKAY, SEBASTIAN? - YEAH. 53 00:05:27,934 --> 00:05:30,433 - HERE YOU GO. - COOL, THANK YOU. 54 00:05:39,066 --> 00:05:41,967 I WORRY ABOUT SEBASTIAN SHOOTING THE CRACK, 55 00:05:41,967 --> 00:05:46,700 BECAUSE WHAT HE'S DOING IS A LOT MORE INTENSE THAN SMOKING IT-- 56 00:05:46,700 --> 00:05:49,900 AS YOU CAN SEE. NOW-- NOW WATCH HIM. 57 00:05:49,900 --> 00:05:54,367 HE'LL START TO GET VERY NERVOUS IN A FEW MINUTES. 58 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:07,934 - YOU OKAY, SEBASTIAN? - YEAH. 59 00:06:28,100 --> 00:06:30,533 - NO BLOOD ON ME ANYWHERE? - NO BLOOD. 60 00:06:30,533 --> 00:06:32,567 ALL RIGHT. 61 00:06:37,166 --> 00:06:40,934 Sebastian: OKAY. HELLO. 62 00:06:42,900 --> 00:06:47,000 WHAT I DO IS, UH-- 63 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:49,767 I TALK WITH MEN-- 64 00:06:49,767 --> 00:06:52,100 SEE, THEY-- THEY-- WHERE WE'RE GOING 65 00:06:52,100 --> 00:06:54,400 IS WHERE THEY PICK UP GIRLS, 66 00:06:54,400 --> 00:06:57,333 ST. MARKS PLACE. 67 00:06:57,333 --> 00:06:59,400 IT'S A HOTEL. 68 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:01,133 CRACKHEAD GIRLS HANG OUT THERE. 69 00:07:01,133 --> 00:07:03,467 DRUG ADDICTS HANG OUT THERE 70 00:07:03,467 --> 00:07:05,900 AND MEN COME TO PICK UP DATES THERE. 71 00:07:05,900 --> 00:07:08,667 THESE GIRLS SETTLE FOR NOTHING. 72 00:07:08,667 --> 00:07:11,900 IF YOU TELL THEM A HIT OF CRACK, THEY'LL SUCK YOUR DICK. 73 00:07:11,900 --> 00:07:14,266 I HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS BECAUSE 74 00:07:14,266 --> 00:07:17,166 I NAME A HIGH PRICE FOR BASICALLY NOTHING, 75 00:07:17,166 --> 00:07:21,000 'CAUSE I'M TRYING TO ROB YOUR MONEY ANYWAY. 76 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:24,533 I-- I HATE IT, 'CAUSE I KNOW, SO YOU KNOW 77 00:07:24,533 --> 00:07:27,033 SOMETIMES SHE CAN GET AWAY WITH IT 78 00:07:27,033 --> 00:07:30,567 AND SOMETIMES SHE HAS TO DO SOMETHING FOR IT. 79 00:07:30,567 --> 00:07:34,367 AND SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND AND I DON'T LIKE OTHER GUYS 80 00:07:34,367 --> 00:07:36,467 PUTTING THEIR HANDS ON HER. 81 00:07:36,467 --> 00:07:40,533 WE THINK I'M TRYING TO DO THIS TO GET US OFF THE STREETS. 82 00:07:40,533 --> 00:07:43,100 IN OUR BRAIN, WE BELIEVE THAT 83 00:07:43,100 --> 00:07:46,033 BECAUSE WE'RE DRUG ADDICTS AND WE'RE DREAMERS. 84 00:07:46,033 --> 00:07:50,233 BECAUSE EVERY DIME IS GOING ON DRUGS. IT REALLY IS. 85 00:07:50,233 --> 00:07:53,533 I MEAN I'VE BEEN ON THE STREETS ABOUT NINE DAYS NOW. 86 00:07:53,533 --> 00:07:56,100 I'D SAY I MADE ABOUT $1,200. 87 00:07:56,100 --> 00:07:59,133 I DON'T-- I DON'T EVEN HAVE MONEY FOR CIGARETTES RIGHT NOW. 88 00:08:01,200 --> 00:08:04,433 AND IT REALLY, REALLY SUCKS. 89 00:08:04,433 --> 00:08:07,166 - YOU'RE COMING DOWN OFF THAT STUFF, RIGHT, HON? - YEAH. 90 00:08:07,166 --> 00:08:09,934 - SO IF YOU HEAR MY WHISTLE-- - YEAH. 91 00:08:16,967 --> 00:08:20,000 TRYING TO MAKE YOUR MONEY OUT HERE? I HEAR YOU. 92 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:21,567 YEAH. 93 00:08:21,567 --> 00:08:24,100 IS THAT YOUR MAN ACROSS THE STREET WATCHING YOU? 94 00:08:24,100 --> 00:08:26,633 Michelle: A COUPLE OF PEOPLE MAKE SURE I'M OKAY. 95 00:08:26,633 --> 00:08:29,266 THAT'S GOOD. THAT'S THE WAY IT SHOULD BE. 96 00:08:29,266 --> 00:08:32,734 NOW IF WE DO ANYTHING ELSE BUT SMOKE, IS IT GOING TO COST ME? 97 00:08:32,734 --> 00:08:35,133 YEAH, IF YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO PAY ME IN CRACK, 98 00:08:35,133 --> 00:08:36,800 THAT'S NOT HOW I LIKE TO GET PAID. 99 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:38,467 NO, EXCUSE ME, I'M TALKING STRAIGHT UP. 100 00:08:38,467 --> 00:08:40,266 YEAH, I NEED TO MAKE CASH. 101 00:08:40,266 --> 00:08:43,066 I UNDERSTAND THAT. I'M TALKING STRAIGHT UP, OKAY? 102 00:08:43,066 --> 00:08:45,767 Sebastian: YEAH, MICHELLE GOT IN THE CAR WITH HER JOHN. 103 00:08:45,767 --> 00:08:48,633 I JUST HOPE THAT SHE DOESN'T-- 104 00:08:48,633 --> 00:08:51,800 SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING 105 00:08:51,800 --> 00:08:54,734 YOU KNOW, SEXUAL. 106 00:09:11,567 --> 00:09:12,567 WHAT HAPPENED? 107 00:09:12,567 --> 00:09:15,300 WHAT HAPPENED WAS-- 108 00:09:15,300 --> 00:09:18,333 I KEPT ASKING HIM, WELL, WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT? 109 00:09:18,333 --> 00:09:22,433 AND HE WAS LIKE, "WELL I LIKE 69. 110 00:09:22,433 --> 00:09:25,834 I LIKE BLOW JOBS. I WANT SEX." 111 00:09:25,834 --> 00:09:28,300 - BUT HE DIDN'T GIVE ME NO MONEY YET, BABE. - RIGHT. 112 00:09:28,300 --> 00:09:30,967 - SO NOW I CAN'T DO NOTHING. I GOT NO MONEY. - RIGHT. 113 00:09:30,967 --> 00:09:34,400 WHAT AM I GONNA SAY? ALL RIGHT, YOU LIKE ALL THAT, THAT'S NICE. 114 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,533 SO THEN FINALLY I SAID, "HOW MUCH AM I GONNA GET PAID FOR THIS?" 115 00:09:37,533 --> 00:09:41,066 HE SAID, "I'LL GIVE YOU 100." I SAID, "SURE, OKAY." 116 00:09:41,066 --> 00:09:43,900 I SAID, "AREN'T YOU GOING TO GIVE ME THE MONEY TO PAY FOR THE HOTEL? 117 00:09:43,900 --> 00:09:46,633 'CAUSE I CAN GET IT CHEAPER, 'CAUSE I KNOW THE GUY." 118 00:09:46,633 --> 00:09:49,266 HE HANDED ME THE $40 AND THAT'S WHEN I SAID, 119 00:09:49,266 --> 00:09:51,867 "YOU JUST HANDED YOUR MONEY TO AN UNDERCOVER COP." 120 00:09:51,867 --> 00:09:53,800 HE SAID, "OKAY, ALL RIGHT." 121 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:57,233 I SAID, "PULL OVER RIGHT NOW. PULL THE FUCK OVER." 122 00:09:57,233 --> 00:09:59,233 I SPENT 40 ON CRACK, 123 00:09:59,233 --> 00:10:03,500 I SPENT 18 ON CIGARETTES, I SPENT 10 IN THE DELI. 124 00:10:03,500 --> 00:10:05,934 20, 40, 60, 125 00:10:08,500 --> 00:10:12,700 80, 100, 20, 40, 60. 126 00:10:12,700 --> 00:10:15,333 - SO 160 AND-- - 220, 220. 127 00:10:15,333 --> 00:10:17,200 WE MADE 220 ON THAT. 128 00:10:17,200 --> 00:10:20,734 MONEY THAT COMES THAT WAY, YOU CANNOT HOLD ONTO IT. 129 00:10:20,734 --> 00:10:23,700 IT JUST SLIPS OUT OF YOUR FINGERS AND GOES, 130 00:10:23,700 --> 00:10:26,767 YOU KNOW, IT WALKS INTO THE FUCKING CRACK SPOT BY ITSELF. 131 00:10:37,700 --> 00:10:39,667 YOU KNOW, THE BASEMENT IS ACTUALLY COOL TOO. 132 00:10:39,667 --> 00:10:41,467 YOU WANNA GO TO THE TOP OR THE BASEMENT? 133 00:10:41,467 --> 00:10:43,900 ALL RIGHT, GUYS, 134 00:10:43,900 --> 00:10:47,100 I HAVE MY PIPE STASHED IN MY POCKET 135 00:10:47,100 --> 00:10:50,600 BETWEEN MY BUTT CHEEKS, NOT IN MY BUTT. 136 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,900 THAT'S RESERVED FOR THE TRICKS. 137 00:11:24,433 --> 00:11:26,633 Tracy: I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AT FIRST SIGHT. 138 00:11:26,633 --> 00:11:28,333 HE DIDN'T LIKE ME WHEN WE FIRST MET. 139 00:11:28,333 --> 00:11:31,700 HE TOLD EVERYBODY AROUND THE PARK TO AVOID ME, THAT I'M TROUBLE, 140 00:11:31,700 --> 00:11:34,100 THAT I'M DADDY'S LITTLE RICH GIRL. 141 00:11:34,100 --> 00:11:36,533 YEAH, THAT I RUN AROUND WITH DADDY'S MONEY. 142 00:11:36,533 --> 00:11:40,333 - THAT I'M NOT A REAL DRUG ADDICT, I'M A FAKE. - ( both chuckle ) 143 00:11:40,333 --> 00:11:44,233 IF I'M DADDY'S RICH GIRL, THEN HE'S EVERY HOMO'S LITTLE FUCKING BOY TOY OUT HERE. 144 00:11:44,233 --> 00:11:46,166 ( chuckles ) 145 00:11:46,166 --> 00:11:50,166 MATT IS TRYING TO LOOK LONELY AND PATHETIC. 146 00:11:50,166 --> 00:11:52,166 THAT'S WHEN THE TRICKS APPROACH HIM. 147 00:11:52,166 --> 00:11:54,033 THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY'RE GETTING-- 148 00:11:54,033 --> 00:11:56,300 STRAIGHT GUYS THAT ARE OUT HERE TRYING TO MAKE MONEY. 149 00:11:56,300 --> 00:11:59,834 IT'S AMAZING. YOU WILL SEE GUYS COME OUT HERE, THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS, 150 00:11:59,834 --> 00:12:02,667 MEET ONE OF THESE HUSTLERS. THE HUSTLERS WILL GET THEM SMOKING CRACK. 151 00:12:02,667 --> 00:12:06,467 THREE DAYS LATER YOU'LL SEE THESE GUYS ON THE PARK BENCH DEAD BROKE, CAN'T GET HOME. 152 00:12:06,467 --> 00:12:10,166 I DON'T THINK HE'S GONNA HAVE TOO MUCH SUCCESS ON THE STREET ITSELF. 153 00:12:10,166 --> 00:12:12,633 I THINK CALLS WILL BE THE MOST SUCCESSFUL THING. 154 00:12:12,633 --> 00:12:15,667 MATT, WHY DON'T YOU TRY A PHONE? 155 00:12:15,667 --> 00:12:18,667 HEY, BABY, WHAT'S UP? 156 00:12:18,667 --> 00:12:21,600 IT'S MATTHEW CALLING TO GET MY WEEKLY BUTT WASHING. 157 00:12:21,600 --> 00:12:24,100 I'M IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD PARTYING, GETTING IT ON, 158 00:12:24,100 --> 00:12:28,433 SO I THOUGHT MAYBE I COULD DO IT A LITTLE SAFE AND HAVE SOME FUN. 159 00:12:28,433 --> 00:12:32,700 ALL RIGHT. I'M FEELING YOUNG. BYE. 160 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:11,300 - THAT'S GOOD. I SAID THAT'S GOOD. - OH, THAT'S GOOD? 161 00:13:13,800 --> 00:13:16,567 YOU'RE THE BEST, MAN. 162 00:13:16,567 --> 00:13:20,600 WE HAVE A GOOD TIME TOGETHER. 163 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:21,767 ALL RIGHT, GOTTA GO. 164 00:13:21,767 --> 00:13:25,333 - OKAY. - TALK TO YOU. 165 00:13:25,333 --> 00:13:27,433 THANKS A LOT, SCOTT. 166 00:13:27,433 --> 00:13:29,567 - OKAY, HAVE A GOOD NIGHT. - BYE, BYE. 167 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:43,567 TRACY AIN'T FROM THIS WORLD, YOU KNOW? 168 00:13:43,567 --> 00:13:45,433 THIS IS ALL NEW TO HER. 169 00:13:45,433 --> 00:13:48,266 I MEAN SHE'S NEVER EVEN SEEN THIS SIDE OF LIFE 170 00:13:48,266 --> 00:13:50,066 UNTIL SHE MET ME A YEAR AGO. 171 00:13:50,066 --> 00:13:53,533 SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT HE'S EXERTING SO MUCH EFFORT AND ENERGY 172 00:13:53,533 --> 00:13:56,333 INTO ENTICING AND LANDING THESE TRICKS 173 00:13:56,333 --> 00:13:58,900 THAT HE DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING LEFT FOR ME, YOU KNOW? 174 00:13:58,900 --> 00:14:00,800 I MEAN, IT'S THE SAME THING ABOUT SEX. 175 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:03,467 I ALWAYS FEEL THAT SEXUALLY, THAT'S WHAT HE DOES FOR A LIVING. 176 00:14:03,467 --> 00:14:06,367 SO IT'S THE LAST THING HE REALLY WANTS TO EVEN, YOU KNOW, 177 00:14:06,367 --> 00:14:09,934 UH, ADDRESS OR DEAL WITH WHEN HE'S WITH ME. 178 00:14:09,934 --> 00:14:12,834 YOU CAN GET TRAPPED AND CAUGHT UP IN THIS LIFESTYLE. 179 00:14:12,834 --> 00:14:16,400 AND ONCE YOU CROSS A CERTAIN BOUNDARY, 180 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:20,200 IT'S LIKE THERE'S NO TURNING BACK, YOU KNOW? 181 00:14:20,200 --> 00:14:23,533 THIS IS THE ONLY LIFE I KNOW. I'VE BEEN HERE SINCE I WAS 14. 182 00:14:23,533 --> 00:14:26,033 I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT WHEN I WAS 12 183 00:14:26,033 --> 00:14:29,734 THAT WIPED OUT ANY MEMORY 184 00:14:29,734 --> 00:14:33,600 I HAVE OF MY CHILDHOOD. 185 00:14:33,600 --> 00:14:37,867 SO I ONLY REMEMBER AS FAR AS 12 YEARS AND OLDER. 186 00:14:37,867 --> 00:14:41,066 AND SINCE I'M 12, I WAS SCALPING TICKETS TO THE GARDEN. 187 00:14:41,066 --> 00:14:43,133 13, YOU KNOW, 188 00:14:43,133 --> 00:14:45,233 STARTED MOVING DOWNTOWN WITH THE CONS 189 00:14:45,233 --> 00:14:48,233 AND THE-- THE HUSTLES IN PENN STATION 190 00:14:48,233 --> 00:14:50,100 SWEET-TALKING PEOPLE OUT OF MONEY, 191 00:14:50,100 --> 00:14:53,000 ALL THE WAY DOWN INTO 192 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:55,667 GREENWICH VILLAGE HUSTLING HOMOS. 193 00:14:55,667 --> 00:14:58,100 YOU KNOW, SO I'VE BEEN HERE ALL MY LIFE. 194 00:14:58,100 --> 00:15:00,266 THIS HAS BEEN EVERYTHING I KNOW. 195 00:15:18,834 --> 00:15:20,834 Sebastian: SO COLIN, MY FRIEND, WHAT'S UP? 196 00:15:20,834 --> 00:15:22,800 WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH YOU? 197 00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:26,200 YOU LIKE UNCIRCUMCISED GUYS AS I RECALL, RIGHT? 198 00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:28,200 YEAH. 199 00:15:30,500 --> 00:15:32,500 YEAH, I LIKE REDHEADS. 200 00:15:32,500 --> 00:15:34,533 - REDHEADS? - YEAH. 201 00:15:34,533 --> 00:15:36,800 I'M CLOSE TO IT, BLOND. 202 00:15:38,567 --> 00:15:40,667 SO WHY DON'T WE HANG OUT FOR A LITTLE BIT? 203 00:15:40,667 --> 00:15:43,266 I DON'T KNOW. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU WANT? 204 00:15:43,266 --> 00:15:46,400 - HOW MUCH CAN YOU GIVE ME? - 20. 205 00:15:46,400 --> 00:15:47,900 30? 206 00:15:47,900 --> 00:15:50,567 - OKAY. - COME ON. 207 00:15:56,900 --> 00:15:58,767 Colin: YOU HAVE TO CALL BEFORE YOU COME OVER. 208 00:15:58,767 --> 00:16:01,934 Sebastian: I NEVER COME UNINVITED. DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT. 209 00:16:22,533 --> 00:16:24,667 HE'S SUCKING MY DICK 210 00:16:24,667 --> 00:16:28,367 AND I'M THINKING ABOUT WHAT AM I GONNA DO AS SOON AS I GET THE MONEY, YOU KNOW. 211 00:16:28,367 --> 00:16:31,900 THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I'M ABLE TO-- 212 00:16:31,900 --> 00:16:34,400 TO FOCUS I GUESS AND-- 213 00:16:34,400 --> 00:16:37,767 AND DO WHAT I GOTTA DO BECAUSE... 214 00:16:37,767 --> 00:16:39,800 I KIND OF LIKE PUT MYSELF OUT OF THERE. 215 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:43,000 I'M NOT-- I'M THERE, BUT I'M REALLY-- 216 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,667 MENTALLY I TRY TO LIKE BE SOMEWHERE ELSE. 217 00:16:46,667 --> 00:16:48,300 THIS IS WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP SUCKS, 218 00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:50,533 BECAUSE WE'RE NOT BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND ANYMORE. 219 00:16:50,533 --> 00:16:53,433 WE'RE-- WE'RE RUNNING PARTNERS, YOU KNOW? 220 00:16:53,433 --> 00:16:56,266 AND IT'S LIKE, I'M VERY GOOD TO SEBASTIAN, 221 00:16:56,266 --> 00:16:57,834 EVEN THOUGH I'M POISONING HIM. 222 00:17:09,834 --> 00:17:12,300 CAN I COME DOWN, BABE? 223 00:17:30,700 --> 00:17:34,066 WHEN WE FIRST MET, WE DIDN'T GET HIGH TOGETHER AT ALL. 224 00:17:39,900 --> 00:17:44,166 AND WE ALWAYS USED TO SAY, WHEN WE GET HIGH TOGETHER 225 00:17:44,166 --> 00:17:46,767 IT'S OVER. 226 00:17:52,033 --> 00:17:54,500 MY HUSBAND OVERDOSED AND DIED 227 00:17:54,500 --> 00:17:57,166 AND MY BOYFRIEND OVERDOSED AND DIED. 228 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:01,767 I'VE OVERDOSED PLENTY OF TIMES. 229 00:18:01,767 --> 00:18:05,233 ( chuckles ) 230 00:18:05,233 --> 00:18:08,033 I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD SURVIVE A THIRD. 231 00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:33,633 ( crowd chatting ) 232 00:18:56,500 --> 00:18:58,500 ( door slams ) 233 00:19:50,033 --> 00:19:53,433 I'M SPENDING THE DAY AT MY MA'S HOUSE. 234 00:19:53,433 --> 00:19:55,467 I WON'T DO DRUGS AROUND MY MOTHER. 235 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,767 I THINK IT WOULD KILL HER IF SHE KNEW I WAS SHOOTING HEROIN. 236 00:20:37,300 --> 00:20:39,367 Ma WE CAN TAKE THIS ONE. 237 00:20:49,066 --> 00:20:52,000 I HAVEN'T BEEN DOWN THIS WAY IN YEARS. 238 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:55,166 IT'S A BURNT OUT FUCKING NIGGER TOWN. 239 00:20:55,166 --> 00:20:57,800 THE GHETTO, THE SLUMS. 240 00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:00,667 BUT MY MOM'S BLOCK IS PROBABLY THE ONLY BLOCK-- 241 00:21:00,667 --> 00:21:04,367 FUCKING WHITE BLOCK IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD AND THAT'S CHANGED. 242 00:21:04,367 --> 00:21:07,767 I THINK SHE'S THE ONLY WHITE FAMILY NOW. 243 00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:11,200 BUT I GREW UP HERE. I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT. 244 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:14,734 THIS IS WESTSIDE CEMETERY. 245 00:21:14,734 --> 00:21:18,800 I USED TO SMOKE DUST IN THERE WHEN I WAS LIKE 11 YEARS OLD. 246 00:21:20,467 --> 00:21:22,467 ( bell rings ) 247 00:21:23,600 --> 00:21:25,600 IT'LL BE OKAY, COME ON. 248 00:21:34,100 --> 00:21:36,233 THIS WAS THE FIRST HOUSE MY MOM MOVED INTO 249 00:21:36,233 --> 00:21:38,066 WHEN SHE MOVED TO THIS BLOCK. 250 00:21:38,066 --> 00:21:41,266 ALL THE WORK, THE ALUMINUM SIDING AND EVERYTHING, MY FATHER DID EVERYTHING. 251 00:21:41,266 --> 00:21:44,934 HE HAD A HEART ATTACK A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO. 252 00:21:44,934 --> 00:21:47,467 HE DIED A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO. 253 00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:54,967 YOU KNOW I GOT LOVE FOR YOU. 254 00:21:54,967 --> 00:21:57,066 YOU BETTER HAVE MONEY FOR ME. 255 00:21:57,066 --> 00:22:00,333 THIS IS MY MOM, DOROTHY CALHOUN. 256 00:22:00,333 --> 00:22:02,567 THIS IS HER DREAM. SHE'S ALWAYS WANTED A HOUSE. 257 00:22:02,567 --> 00:22:04,600 SHE GOT ONE ON THE SAME BLOCK 258 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:07,567 SHE CAN'T SEEM TO GET OFF OF FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS. 259 00:22:16,667 --> 00:22:20,367 I'M HERE FOR AT LEAST 30 YEARS UNTIL THE HOUSE IS PAID OFF AT LEAST. 260 00:22:20,367 --> 00:22:23,233 Ma IT'S GOING TO BE THAT LONG? 261 00:22:23,233 --> 00:22:26,266 YEAH, BUT I'LL LEAVE THE BILLS FOR YOU. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 262 00:22:26,266 --> 00:22:29,000 - I'M THROWING AWAY THAT OLD-- - NO, MATT, NOT HERE. 263 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:31,133 MA, IT'S A CHEESECAKE THING. YOU DON'T NEED THAT. 264 00:22:31,133 --> 00:22:33,133 MATTHEW, THIS IS RECYCLING. 265 00:22:33,133 --> 00:22:37,133 THIS IS MAIL TO GO IN THE MAILBOX, THANK YOU. 266 00:22:41,467 --> 00:22:44,333 SOME COCOA PEBBLES, I LOVE IT. 267 00:22:44,333 --> 00:22:47,166 SHE STILL KEEPS THE BEST CEREAL. 268 00:22:51,667 --> 00:22:55,533 OW! DON'T CRY OVER SPILT MILK. 269 00:22:55,533 --> 00:22:59,166 THERE'S MATTHEW TOO. HEY, MATTHEW. 270 00:22:59,166 --> 00:23:02,367 I WAS TWO YEARS OLD THERE, 1976. 271 00:23:02,367 --> 00:23:04,367 HE WAS A GOOD CHILD. 272 00:23:04,367 --> 00:23:06,467 HE WAS AN A-NUMBER-ONE BABY. 273 00:23:06,467 --> 00:23:08,734 - WHO ME? - YEP, YOU WERE. 274 00:23:08,734 --> 00:23:11,667 AND THEN YOU GREW UP. ( chuckles ) 275 00:23:11,667 --> 00:23:16,133 - LOOK AT ANDREW. - WHO'S THIS? 276 00:23:16,133 --> 00:23:18,433 THIS IS ME AND MY SON AT MY GRANDMOTHER'S. 277 00:23:18,433 --> 00:23:20,200 I WAS SEEING HIM EVERY WEEKEND THEN. 278 00:23:22,967 --> 00:23:25,400 MY LITTLE MAN. 279 00:23:27,633 --> 00:23:30,500 I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN LIKE NINE MONTHS. 280 00:23:30,500 --> 00:23:34,400 - ( music box playing ) - I CAN'T-- I CAN'T DEAL WITH ANY OF IT ANYMORE. 281 00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:37,767 - HUH? - I SAID I CAN'T DEAL WITH YOUR ROUGH LIFE ANYMORE. 282 00:23:37,767 --> 00:23:40,467 - YOU KNOW SOMETHING, MA? - I LIVED WITH IT FOR TOO LONG. 283 00:23:40,467 --> 00:23:42,200 YOU KNOW WHAT, MA? 284 00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:45,166 I ALMOST CAN'T DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE. 285 00:23:45,166 --> 00:23:47,266 I'M GETTING TIRED OF IT. 286 00:23:47,266 --> 00:23:49,166 - GO HOME, GO HOME, GO HOME. - ALL RIGHT. 287 00:23:49,166 --> 00:23:50,834 - I LOVE YOU, MA. - I LOVE YOU TOO. GO. 288 00:23:50,834 --> 00:23:53,567 I'LL TALK TO YOU IN A WEEK. 289 00:23:53,567 --> 00:23:56,934 - LOVE YOU. - LOVE YOU TOO. BE GOOD. 290 00:23:56,934 --> 00:24:00,433 YEAH, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO FUCKING HELL. 291 00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:03,633 ( Matt sniffing ) THAT WAS SO NORMAL. 292 00:24:03,633 --> 00:24:06,066 - WE HAVE TO-- BABE, BABE, BABE-- - WE GOT TO GET DOPE. 293 00:24:06,066 --> 00:24:07,767 - WE GOT NO MONEY. - IF YOU CALL YOUR FATHER 294 00:24:07,767 --> 00:24:09,967 AND YOUR FATHER GUARANTEES YOU TOMORROW 295 00:24:09,967 --> 00:24:11,967 WE'LL GO RIGHT TO TERRY'S. 296 00:24:11,967 --> 00:24:15,033 SHE DOES NOTHING FOR HIM, SHE BRINGS HIM DOWN. 297 00:24:15,033 --> 00:24:17,300 HE BRINGS HER DOWN, SHE BRINGS HIM DOWN, WHICHEVER. 298 00:24:17,300 --> 00:24:20,400 YOU KNOW, THEY DO NOTHING FOR EACH OTHER. 299 00:24:26,066 --> 00:24:30,166 OH MY GOD, BABY. THAT GETS ME NERVOUS. 300 00:24:32,567 --> 00:24:34,567 IF SHE YOUR GIRL, WHY THE FUCK 301 00:24:34,567 --> 00:24:36,700 IS SHE FUCKING EVERY PIPEHEAD OUT HERE? 302 00:24:36,700 --> 00:24:39,800 WHY THE FUCK SHE INVITING ME TO SOME APARTMENT UP IN FUCKING HARLEM? 303 00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:43,000 - MAYBE SHE WAS HORNY THAT DAY. - GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE. 304 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:46,400 - SHIT HAPPENS, YOU KNOW. - YEAH, AND THAT'S YOUR GIRL? 305 00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:48,433 - AND THAT'S YOUR GIRL? - THAT'S MY GIRL! 306 00:24:48,433 --> 00:24:51,033 I'M TELLING YOU IT'S MY GIRL. IN MY HEART IT'S MY GIRL. 307 00:24:51,033 --> 00:24:53,233 YOU ABOUT TO TURN ON ME. YOU A FAKE MOTHERFUCKER. 308 00:24:53,233 --> 00:24:54,900 I'LL FUCK THAT BITCH UP RIGHT NOW. 309 00:24:54,900 --> 00:24:56,500 - NO YOU WON'T. - NO I WON'T? 310 00:24:56,500 --> 00:24:58,200 - I'M TELLING YOU YOU WON'T. - WHAT? 311 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:00,600 - I'M TELLING YOU. - YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING TOO? 312 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,700 I'M TELLING YOU YOU WON'T, SHAWN. 313 00:25:02,700 --> 00:25:04,900 - WHAT YOU WANT TO DO? - I'M TELLING YOU. 314 00:25:04,900 --> 00:25:07,133 - WHAT YOU WANT TO DO NOW? - YOU WANT TO FIGHT WITH ME? 315 00:25:07,133 --> 00:25:09,200 YOU'RE TURNING ON YOUR BROTHER? 316 00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:12,467 - IF YOU'RE GONNA TURN ON ME, THEN THAT SHIT IS DEAD. - IT'S DEAD THEN. 317 00:25:12,467 --> 00:25:15,533 - THEN IT'S DEAD. YOU A FAKE MOTHERFUCKER. - CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT. 318 00:25:15,533 --> 00:25:17,700 - A FAKE MOTHERFUCKER. - CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT. 319 00:25:17,700 --> 00:25:20,900 BUT WHEN YOUR BITCH COMES UP MISSING, COME AND SEE ME. 320 00:25:20,900 --> 00:25:23,633 WHEN SHE COMES UP MISSING, COME AND SEE ME. 321 00:25:26,433 --> 00:25:29,066 HIS BROTHER'S RARELY THERE, IF EVER, 322 00:25:29,066 --> 00:25:32,433 TO CONTRIBUTE ANYTHING POSITIVE OR BENEFICIAL TO MATT'S LIFE. 323 00:25:32,433 --> 00:25:35,266 YET AT THE SAME TIME, HE CARES SO DEEPLY ABOUT MATT 324 00:25:35,266 --> 00:25:37,200 AND IS SO, YOU KNOW, WORRIED 325 00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:39,300 ABOUT MATT'S LIFE AND MATT'S WELL-BEING 326 00:25:39,300 --> 00:25:42,700 THAT HE'S TRYING TO PROTECT MATT FROM BEING WITH ME, BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, 327 00:25:42,700 --> 00:25:44,667 I'M NOT GOOD FOR MATT. 328 00:25:46,467 --> 00:25:48,834 I'LL JUST WRITE HIM OFF. 329 00:25:53,467 --> 00:25:55,533 JUST LIKE THAT. 330 00:25:55,533 --> 00:25:57,633 Shawn: THE FIGHT BETWEEN ME AND MY BROTHER 331 00:25:57,633 --> 00:26:00,734 IS ACTUALLY THE FIGHT BETWEEN HIM AND THEM DRUGS THAT HE'S DOING. 332 00:26:00,734 --> 00:26:02,867 THAT'S WHAT'S GOING TO KILL HIM. 333 00:26:02,867 --> 00:26:05,166 IT SEEMS LIKE HE'S LIVING A SUICIDAL MISSION. 334 00:26:26,367 --> 00:26:29,567 THIS IS NOT THE SAME DRUG. 335 00:27:06,967 --> 00:27:09,200 FUCK, MAN. 336 00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:11,233 ( car honks ) 337 00:27:11,233 --> 00:27:13,233 THE GARBAGE IS EMPTY 338 00:27:13,233 --> 00:27:16,433 AND THOSE ARE PROBABLY FUCKING SOPPING WET, BABE. 339 00:27:16,433 --> 00:27:20,333 SEBASTIAN IS LOOKING THROUGH THE GARBAGE FOR RECEIPTS RIGHT NOW 340 00:27:20,333 --> 00:27:22,900 BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY AND WE WANT TO GET SOME DRUGS. 341 00:27:22,900 --> 00:27:24,867 SO HE'S GONNA GET RECEIPTS 342 00:27:24,867 --> 00:27:28,400 AND WE'RE GOING TO THE STORE AND RETURN THE MERCHANDISE. 343 00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,800 SOMETIMES HE HAS TO GO THROUGH THREE OR FOUR BAGS OF GARBAGE 344 00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:34,133 BEFORE HE CAN FIND A RECEIPT. 345 00:27:34,133 --> 00:27:37,400 IT'S KIND OF JUST LIKE ANY OTHER SCAM, YOU KNOW? 346 00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:40,467 SOME DAYS WORK OUT SMOOTH, SOME DON'T. 347 00:27:43,233 --> 00:27:45,667 HERE WE GO. HERE WE GO, SEBASTIAN. 348 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:56,600 GOOD EVENING. I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU. 349 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:58,767 I BOUGHT SOMETHING IN YOUR STORE. 350 00:27:58,767 --> 00:28:01,734 IS IT POSSIBLE I CAN RETURN IT IN A DIFFERENT D'AGOSTINO? 351 00:28:03,433 --> 00:28:06,834 THANK YOU, SIR. WHOO! 352 00:28:18,266 --> 00:28:20,166 ARE YOU LOOKING, SEBASTIAN? 353 00:28:20,166 --> 00:28:21,934 YOU KNOW, WE'RE GOING TO GET CAUGHT. 354 00:28:21,934 --> 00:28:25,066 HERE, HERE WE GO. HOLD THIS. JUST HOLD IT. 355 00:28:25,066 --> 00:28:26,834 ( register beeps ) 356 00:28:26,834 --> 00:28:29,233 UH, I'M RETURNING THIS. 357 00:28:29,233 --> 00:28:32,233 MY MOTHER-IN-LAW JUST CALLED THE STORE 358 00:28:32,233 --> 00:28:34,967 A FEW MINUTES AGO. I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE SPOKE TO. 359 00:28:34,967 --> 00:28:37,467 - LET ME SEE THIS. - HERE YOU GO. 360 00:28:39,467 --> 00:28:43,667 LEWIS, SHE WENT TO GREENWICH. SHE'S RETURNING THIS. 361 00:28:43,667 --> 00:28:45,700 SHE JUST CALLED THE STORE. 362 00:28:45,700 --> 00:28:48,600 SHE SAID SHE SPOKE TO A WOMAN. 363 00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:50,834 SO YOU DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE TOOK THAT CALL... 364 00:28:50,834 --> 00:28:52,734 THAT SHE SPOKE TO A WOMAN? 365 00:28:52,734 --> 00:28:55,200 - NO. - NO, HUH? 366 00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:59,300 THAT FIGURES. OKAY. THAT'S BULLSHIT. 367 00:28:59,300 --> 00:29:02,533 I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK, SEBASTIAN? 368 00:29:02,533 --> 00:29:05,333 YOU DID NOT CALL THAT STORE. YOU CALLED THE STORE ON THAT RECEIPT. 369 00:29:05,333 --> 00:29:07,233 YES, I DID. 370 00:29:07,233 --> 00:29:10,700 NO WONDER WHY. THAT IS NOT THE STORE THAT'S ON THE RECEIPT. 371 00:29:10,700 --> 00:29:13,000 I DIDN'T HAVE THAT NUMBER. 372 00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:14,734 SO YOU JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT 373 00:29:14,734 --> 00:29:17,734 AND SEND ME IN SOMEWHERE WITH FUCKED UP INFORMATION, RIGHT? 374 00:29:17,734 --> 00:29:19,500 I NEVER TOLD YOU. 375 00:29:19,500 --> 00:29:21,767 WELL, THAT'S HOW I TOOK IT, SEBASTIAN. 376 00:29:21,767 --> 00:29:23,734 YOU KNOW, COMMON SENSE-- I WOULD THINK 377 00:29:23,734 --> 00:29:25,834 YOU WOULD CALL THE STORE THAT I'M GOING INTO. 378 00:29:25,834 --> 00:29:27,834 YOU KNOW, MAYBE I'M NOT FUCKING NORMAL, 379 00:29:27,834 --> 00:29:30,300 BUT THAT'S WHAT I WOULD THINK THAT YOU WERE DOING, 380 00:29:30,300 --> 00:29:34,066 NOT CALLING A DIFFERENT STORE AND THEN SENDING ME INTO THE STORE THAT YOU DIDN'T CALL. 381 00:29:34,066 --> 00:29:37,200 SO THIS IS MY FAULT AND THEN I ROB THE STORE. 382 00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:40,767 THAT WAS EVEN BETTER. AND THEN I ROB THE FUCKING STORE. 383 00:29:40,767 --> 00:29:42,900 DO YOU UNDERSTAND I COULD GO TO FUCKING JAIL 384 00:29:42,900 --> 00:29:45,100 FOR A YEAR FOR A FUCKING BOTTLE OF TIDE? 385 00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:50,300 WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO FOR MONEY, SEBASTIAN? 386 00:29:50,300 --> 00:29:54,233 I DON'T WANT TO PICK IN FUCKING GARBAGE, MAN. 387 00:29:54,233 --> 00:29:56,233 FUCKING DISGUSTING. 388 00:30:02,066 --> 00:30:05,066 OH, OH, FUCK. 389 00:30:05,066 --> 00:30:08,100 - SEBASTIAN, I GOT A FRAME FOR $14.99. - WHAT IS IT? 390 00:30:08,100 --> 00:30:11,233 JUST A PICTURE FRAME. 4X6, THAT'S SMALL, RIGHT? 391 00:30:11,233 --> 00:30:14,367 - $14.99. - HOLY SHIT, HELL YEAH. 392 00:30:22,867 --> 00:30:24,867 ( Muzak playing ) 393 00:30:26,667 --> 00:30:28,767 GOT IT. 394 00:30:37,066 --> 00:30:40,500 OH, I'M SORRY. 395 00:30:40,500 --> 00:30:43,734 I THINK SO, 'CAUSE I TOOK THE CALL. 396 00:30:43,734 --> 00:30:46,633 THE GUY WHO RETURNED A PHONE, 397 00:30:46,633 --> 00:30:48,667 HE WAS LIKE, "IT DIDN'T SOUND RIGHT." 398 00:30:48,667 --> 00:30:52,200 I SAID, "THE PHONE WAS NEVER OPENED." 399 00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:53,667 THANK YOU. 400 00:30:53,667 --> 00:30:56,667 DID YOU MAGICALLY USE THIS BOX? 401 00:30:56,667 --> 00:30:59,266 HE JUST LEFT. 402 00:30:59,266 --> 00:31:01,300 OKAY. 403 00:31:01,300 --> 00:31:04,033 I THINK I GOT 15. 404 00:31:04,033 --> 00:31:06,266 I GOT BULLSHIT. THIS IS NOTHING. 405 00:31:06,266 --> 00:31:09,200 LOOK, MY FEET HURT. I NEED DOPE. 406 00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:10,934 WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO, SEBASTIAN? 407 00:31:10,934 --> 00:31:13,934 'CAUSE I NEED LIKE PILES OF MONEY, FORGET THIS SHIT. 408 00:31:16,066 --> 00:31:19,133 BUT A HIT OF CRACK WILL DO FOR NOW. 409 00:31:34,467 --> 00:31:37,500 BABE, LISTEN, WE GOT TO GO OVER TO ST. MARKS AND MAKE MONEY. 410 00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:39,367 I'M GOING TO USE THE BADGE TONIGHT, 411 00:31:39,367 --> 00:31:43,100 THE NYPD MONEY CLIP THAT LOOKS LIKE THE BADGE I GOT FROM THAT JOHN. 412 00:31:43,100 --> 00:31:45,567 - YEAH. - SO I CAN PRETEND THAT I'M A DETECTIVE. 413 00:31:45,567 --> 00:31:48,333 I'LL JUST FLASH IT IN FRONT OF THEM REAL QUICK, ALL RIGHT? 414 00:31:48,333 --> 00:31:51,667 IF THEY'RE INTIMIDATED AND SCARED, THEN I KNOW IT'S GONNA WORK. 415 00:31:51,667 --> 00:31:54,400 IF NOT, THEN I GET OUT WITH WHATEVER I GOT. 416 00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:57,700 - ( door squeaks ) - ARE YOU A COP? 417 00:31:57,700 --> 00:32:00,300 - Man: NO, ARE YOU? - OH, NO. 418 00:32:00,300 --> 00:32:02,133 Man: I TOUCH YOU, YOU TOUCH ME. 419 00:32:02,133 --> 00:32:04,633 THAT'S SO SILLY. WHAT'S YOUR NAME? 420 00:32:04,633 --> 00:32:06,667 - ED. YOU ARE? - CATHY. 421 00:32:06,667 --> 00:32:08,333 CATHY. 422 00:32:08,333 --> 00:32:10,800 WELL, I NEED TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, OKAY? 423 00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:13,433 - YOU JUST HANDED YOUR MONEY TO AN UNDERCOVER COP. - OH. 424 00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:15,533 - YOU WANT TO TRY AND MAKE A DEAL? - YEAH. 425 00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:18,000 - DO YOU WANT ME TO TRY AND GET YOU OUT OF THIS? - YEAH, YEAH. 426 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:19,800 PARK THE FUCKING TRUCK. 427 00:32:19,800 --> 00:32:22,767 NOW I'M GOING TO TELL YOU, 30 GUYS WENT ALREADY TONIGHT. 428 00:32:22,767 --> 00:32:25,867 30 ARE IN JAIL. THREE GOT LET GO. 429 00:32:25,867 --> 00:32:28,934 - SHUT YOUR TRUCK OFF. - ( lock buzzes ) 430 00:32:28,934 --> 00:32:30,967 WHOA, WHY ARE YOU DOING IT LIKE THAT? 431 00:32:30,967 --> 00:32:32,967 I'M SCARED NOW. YOU MADE ME ALL NERVOUS. 432 00:32:32,967 --> 00:32:36,467 - NO, CALM DOWN. - WELL, LET ME-- HANG ON A SECOND. 433 00:32:36,467 --> 00:32:39,367 OH, NO, NO, NO, LET GO. DON'T DO THAT, LET-- 434 00:32:39,367 --> 00:32:42,166 - HOW COME YOU'RE TAKING MY KEYS? - HEY, CLOSE THAT DOOR. 435 00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:43,767 WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY KEYS? 436 00:32:43,767 --> 00:32:46,200 STOP IT! NOW YOU'RE GETTING ARRESTED FOR ASSAULT. 437 00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:48,767 - WHY ARE YOU TAKING MY KEYS? - I'M NOT. GET BACK IN THE TRUCK. 438 00:32:48,767 --> 00:32:52,300 YOU'RE GETTING ARRESTED FOR ASSAULT NOW. THAT'S THE OTHER DETECTIVE. 439 00:32:52,300 --> 00:32:56,166 - ( car alarm blaring ) - YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. 440 00:32:56,166 --> 00:32:59,300 MY SERGEANT-- MY SERGEANT WANTS TO TALK TO YOU. COME ON. 441 00:32:59,300 --> 00:33:00,867 COME ON, COME ON. 442 00:33:00,867 --> 00:33:03,967 ALL RIGHT, I'M GONNA LET YOU TALK TO MY SERGEANT. 443 00:33:03,967 --> 00:33:07,734 - LET ME SEE CREDENTIALS. - HE'S GETTING IT EXPLAINED TO HIM. 444 00:33:08,934 --> 00:33:10,934 YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. 445 00:33:10,934 --> 00:33:13,734 OKAY, THAT'S FINE. COME ON, MY SERGEANT WANTS TO TALK TO YOU. 446 00:33:13,734 --> 00:33:15,200 - GO AHEAD, YEAH. - I CAN WALK? 447 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,734 GO AHEAD, I'M NOT CUFFING HIM. 448 00:33:17,734 --> 00:33:20,567 GO AHEAD, HE'S NOT CUFFING YOU. 449 00:33:20,567 --> 00:33:22,467 WAIT, WAIT, I'M REALLY SCARED NOW. 450 00:33:22,467 --> 00:33:24,567 STOP IT. HE'S NOT CUFFING YOU. 451 00:33:24,567 --> 00:33:26,900 I JUST TOLD HIM YOU'RE FREE TO GO. 452 00:33:26,900 --> 00:33:29,700 DO YOU HEAR ME? 453 00:33:29,700 --> 00:33:32,467 I SENT HIM AWAY. COME ON. 454 00:33:33,967 --> 00:33:37,900 ( Michelle laughing ) GO AHEAD, MOTHERFUCKER. 455 00:33:37,900 --> 00:33:41,500 BUNNY, WHERE ARE YOU? 456 00:33:41,500 --> 00:33:43,867 HE HURT MY HAND REALLY BAD. 457 00:33:43,867 --> 00:33:46,900 ALL I GOT IS 20 BUCKS, SEBASTIAN. 458 00:33:46,900 --> 00:33:50,767 HE GOT TOO SCARED. HE GOT TOO SCARED. 459 00:33:50,767 --> 00:33:52,433 DON'T EVER-- DON'T DO THAT. 460 00:33:52,433 --> 00:33:54,700 WHAT YOU DID, DON'T DO THAT NO MORE. 461 00:33:56,433 --> 00:33:59,133 - IF I NEED HELP, I WILL SAY HELP ME. - OKAY. 462 00:33:59,133 --> 00:34:01,900 YOU SCARED THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF THAT KID, MAN. 463 00:34:01,900 --> 00:34:05,867 LOOK AT YOU AND LOOK AT ME, WE DEFINITELY DON'T LOOK LIKE COPS. 464 00:34:05,867 --> 00:34:08,100 BUT HE FUCKING HURT MY HAND THOUGH, MAN. 465 00:34:08,100 --> 00:34:09,900 I HAD HIS KEYS. HE FUCKING-- 466 00:34:09,900 --> 00:34:11,967 BOTH MY FINGERS WERE IN HIS KEY RING. 467 00:34:13,500 --> 00:34:17,367 I THINK I'M GOING TO HAVE TO DYE MY HAIR DURING THE WEEK-- BLACK. 468 00:34:17,367 --> 00:34:21,166 I MAY HAVE TO DYE MY HAIR BLACK FOR A WHILE, SEBASTIAN, 469 00:34:21,166 --> 00:34:24,033 IF THIS STARTS TO GET TOO WILD 470 00:34:24,033 --> 00:34:26,700 AND THEY START LOOKING FOR A BLONDE. 471 00:34:30,900 --> 00:34:33,934 Michelle: I'M MEETING A GUY IN A GREEN MAXIMA, 472 00:34:33,934 --> 00:34:37,800 GETTING INTO THIS CAR RIGHT HERE AND I'M GOING TO RUN MY SCAM ON HIM. 473 00:34:41,567 --> 00:34:45,066 ( Michelle laughing ) HI, HOW ARE YOU? 474 00:34:45,066 --> 00:34:47,934 Man: I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING TO ME SO I KNOW YOU'RE NOT A COP. 475 00:34:47,934 --> 00:34:51,266 - WHAT? - TAKE OUT YOUR TIT OR SOMETHING. 476 00:34:51,266 --> 00:34:53,300 - TAKE OUT MY TIT? - YEAH. 477 00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:56,433 WAIT, I GOT TOO MANY SHIRTS ON. WHERE WE OFF TO? 478 00:34:56,433 --> 00:34:58,600 UH, PARKING LOT. 479 00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:00,667 COME HERE. 480 00:35:00,667 --> 00:35:03,500 OH, YOU CAN'T KISS ME. YOU'RE GONNA CATCH MY COLD. 481 00:35:03,500 --> 00:35:05,967 I HOPE YOU DON'T KISS EVERYONE YOU MEET. 482 00:35:05,967 --> 00:35:08,467 - NO, I DON'T. - YOU'LL END UP GETTING SORES ON YOUR MOUTH. 483 00:35:08,467 --> 00:35:11,233 SO YOU JUST WANT WHAT? BLOW JOBS? 484 00:35:11,233 --> 00:35:12,867 - YEAH. - OKAY. 485 00:35:12,867 --> 00:35:14,900 SWEAR TO ME YOU'RE NOT A COP. 486 00:35:14,900 --> 00:35:16,567 - I'M NOT A COP. - YOU'RE NOT A COP? 487 00:35:16,567 --> 00:35:18,200 - I'M NOT A COP. - OKAY. 488 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:20,533 - WHAT DO YOU GET, BY THE WAY? - WHY, WHAT ARE YOU GIVING? 489 00:35:20,533 --> 00:35:22,834 - 20. - THAT'S WHAT I FIGURED. 490 00:35:22,834 --> 00:35:25,233 - ( paper crinkles ) - THIS 20 REAL? 491 00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,767 I'M A DETECTIVE. DON'T MAKE ANY SUDDEN MOVES. 492 00:35:29,767 --> 00:35:31,867 I DON'T HAVE TO CUFF YOU OR NOTHING, DO I? 493 00:35:31,867 --> 00:35:34,000 I DON'T WANT NO TROUBLE. I GOT A FAMILY, KIDS. 494 00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:36,166 OKAY, ARE YOU READY TO TALK TO ME? 495 00:35:36,166 --> 00:35:37,967 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? 496 00:35:37,967 --> 00:35:41,100 - WANT A DEAL OR YOU WANT TO GO TO JAIL? - I WANT A DEAL. 497 00:35:41,100 --> 00:35:43,667 OKAY, WE'RE BUILDING A REHAB AND A SHELTER. 498 00:35:43,667 --> 00:35:45,467 YOU WANT TO MAKE A DONATION TO THAT 499 00:35:45,467 --> 00:35:47,734 INSTEAD OF GOING TO JAIL AND PAYING $5,000? 500 00:35:47,734 --> 00:35:49,533 - YES. - HOW MUCH CAN YOU DONATE? 501 00:35:49,533 --> 00:35:53,133 ALL THAT I GOT IN MY WALLET-- ABOUT 20. 502 00:35:53,133 --> 00:35:54,767 - NO, NO. - HOW MUCH? 503 00:35:54,767 --> 00:35:57,333 HUNDREDS, THEY'RE SPENDING HUNDREDS, THEY'RE-- 504 00:35:57,333 --> 00:36:00,166 HONEY, THIS IS ALL I GOT. I MEAN, NOT HONEY. 505 00:36:00,166 --> 00:36:02,734 EXCUSE ME, OFFICER. THIS IS WHAT I GOT IN MY WALLET. 506 00:36:02,734 --> 00:36:04,633 YOU HAVE AT LEAST-- WHAT DO YOU HAVE? 507 00:36:04,633 --> 00:36:06,066 SLOW DOWN, SLOW DOWN. 508 00:36:06,066 --> 00:36:07,767 ( man sighing ) 509 00:36:07,767 --> 00:36:12,266 60, WAIT, 75, 77 AND THAT'S 97. 510 00:36:12,266 --> 00:36:13,600 - PAY THE 100-- OKAY. - OKAY? 511 00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:16,100 I'LL PUT IT IN THE OTHER. YOU PROMISE TO NEVER-- 512 00:36:16,100 --> 00:36:18,200 PROMISE TO NEVER COME BACK HERE. 513 00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:21,033 - NEVER? - NEVER COME BACK ON 11TH AND 12TH STREET, NEVER. 514 00:36:21,033 --> 00:36:24,600 YOU CAN PULL OUT. NO ONE IS GOING TO ARREST YOU. 515 00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:27,100 - YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ME IN COURT. - NO, I DON'T. 516 00:36:27,100 --> 00:36:29,734 YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE SOMEONE THAT BELONGS THERE. IT WAS STUPID OF ME 517 00:36:29,734 --> 00:36:32,266 TO EVEN BE HERE. STUPID FOR A LOT OF REASONS. 518 00:36:32,266 --> 00:36:34,000 Michelle: OKAY. 519 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:36,667 BUT IT'S VERY NICE OF YOU, $100 OR NOT, 520 00:36:36,667 --> 00:36:39,166 TO GIVE ME THAT KIND OF OPPORTUNITY. 521 00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:42,266 THIS IS THE LAST TIME YOU'LL BE ON THIS STREET, RIGHT? 522 00:36:42,266 --> 00:36:44,300 YEAH, YEAH. I'LL SEE YOU LATER. 523 00:36:44,300 --> 00:36:46,600 - GONNA GO STRAIGHT HOME NOW, RIGHT? - YEAH. 524 00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:48,967 - I GOT YOUR WORD, RIGHT? - YES. 525 00:36:48,967 --> 00:36:51,467 GOODBYE. 526 00:36:51,467 --> 00:36:54,367 DON'T LOOK BACK. DRIVE STRAIGHT OUT. 527 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:00,133 GIVE ME MY SNAPPLE BOTTLE. 528 00:37:02,266 --> 00:37:05,333 BEHAVE. I HOPE I DON'T EVER SEE YOU AGAIN. 529 00:37:08,967 --> 00:37:11,867 20, 40, 60, 80, 530 00:37:11,867 --> 00:37:14,734 95, 96, 97. 531 00:37:14,734 --> 00:37:17,867 OKAY, I THOUGHT I HAD 112. I HAD 97. 532 00:37:17,867 --> 00:37:19,867 97 WORKS. 533 00:37:19,867 --> 00:37:23,700 I PULLED OUT MY BADGE-- MY TWO BADGES. 534 00:37:23,700 --> 00:37:26,900 WHICH HE FUCKING SHIT HIS PANTS WHEN I DID THAT. 535 00:37:26,900 --> 00:37:29,700 THEN, JUST TO STARTLE HIM A LITTLE BIT, 536 00:37:29,700 --> 00:37:31,633 I PULLED OUT MY CUFFS. 537 00:37:31,633 --> 00:37:34,600 I SAID, "I DON'T HAVE TO CUFF YOU? DO I HAVE TO CUFF YOU 538 00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:37,300 OR CAN I TRUST YOU TO SIT HERE?" 539 00:37:37,300 --> 00:37:40,066 THESE WORK, GOOD IDEA. 540 00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:44,000 AND HE FELL RIGHT INTO THE PALM. 541 00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:47,066 BETTER COVER YOUR EARS, I'VE GOT TO WHISTLE FOR SEBASTIAN NOW. 542 00:37:47,066 --> 00:37:49,633 ( Michelle whistles ) 543 00:37:49,633 --> 00:37:51,633 AND THIS IS THE PART THAT FUCKS UP, 544 00:37:51,633 --> 00:37:54,200 WHEN SEBASTIAN'S NOT WHERE HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE. 545 00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:56,100 'CAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO LOOK FOR HIM. 546 00:37:57,834 --> 00:38:01,400 - ALL HE HAD WAS 100 ON HIM. I DIDN'T GO FURTHER. - ALL RIGHT. 547 00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:04,166 I JUST TOOK THE 100, 'CAUSE I'M NOT REALLY FEELING WELL. 548 00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:07,266 - SO I MADE 97 OFF HIM. - OKAY. 549 00:38:07,266 --> 00:38:09,400 - YOU WERE NERVOUS, RIGHT? - YEAH. 550 00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:10,900 WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING OVER HERE? 551 00:38:10,900 --> 00:38:12,867 I'M RUNNING BACK TO 12TH STREET, BACK HERE. 552 00:38:12,867 --> 00:38:15,200 TO ST. MARKS, BACK TO 12TH STREET, BACK HERE. 553 00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,600 COME ON, I WANT A FRAPPUCCINO. 554 00:38:24,867 --> 00:38:27,834 HMM, YEAH SHE MADE $100, 555 00:38:27,834 --> 00:38:29,533 BUT IT'S NOT GOING TO LAST TOO LONG. 556 00:38:29,533 --> 00:38:32,600 YOU KNOW, MOST OF IT IS GONE ALREADY. 557 00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:37,233 'CAUSE EVERY TIME WE LIGHT THIS THING UP, IT'S FUCKING $10 OR MORE. 558 00:38:55,066 --> 00:38:57,600 THIS IS WHAT DRUGS IS DOING TO ME. 559 00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,567 I'M 120 LBS. 560 00:39:01,400 --> 00:39:03,600 I'M NOTHING. 561 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:05,700 SOMETIMES I-- 562 00:39:05,700 --> 00:39:07,967 I DON'T KNOW IF I'M BETTER OFF DEAD. 563 00:39:19,333 --> 00:39:22,734 I WAS SENTENCED TO 30 DAYS IN RIKERS ISLAND FOR ASSAULT 564 00:39:22,734 --> 00:39:26,200 AND I'LL END UP SPENDING 18 DAYS IN HERE. 565 00:39:28,767 --> 00:39:30,467 IT'S MISERABLE. 566 00:39:30,467 --> 00:39:34,500 MISERABLE, BUT CALMING IN THE SAME WAY. 567 00:39:34,500 --> 00:39:36,567 BUT MISERABLE, 'CAUSE I'M AWAY FROM MATT. 568 00:39:36,567 --> 00:39:39,200 SO REALLY THAT MISERY OVERRIDES EVERYTHING. 569 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:42,166 YOU KNOW, WITHOUT MY MAN I'M TERRIBLE. 570 00:40:06,700 --> 00:40:09,367 WHAT'S UP, COZ? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 571 00:40:09,367 --> 00:40:11,433 WHO'S THAT? I'M JUST WRITING A LETTER. 572 00:40:11,433 --> 00:40:13,533 - WHO? - ME. 573 00:40:13,533 --> 00:40:15,567 - TO WHO? - TO MY GIRL. 574 00:40:15,567 --> 00:40:17,734 OH, WHAT HER? 575 00:40:17,734 --> 00:40:20,133 GOOD SHIT. 576 00:40:26,166 --> 00:40:28,367 THAT'S GOOD SHIT, MAN. 577 00:40:28,367 --> 00:40:31,533 SHE'S GONNA BE HAPPIER THAN A PIG IN SHIT, COZ. 578 00:40:31,533 --> 00:40:33,333 ( chuckles ) 579 00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:35,667 - YOU'RE MISSING HER, AIN'T YOU? - YEAH. 580 00:40:35,667 --> 00:40:39,367 BIG TIME. WRITE IT ALL IN THERE, BRO. GET IT OUT, YOU HEAR ME? 581 00:40:39,367 --> 00:40:41,867 GET IT OUT, MATT. 582 00:40:41,867 --> 00:40:46,300 LET THAT SHIT RIDE IN THE WORDS. 583 00:40:46,300 --> 00:40:49,233 GET HER OPEN. I KNOW YOU GOT IT IN YOU. 584 00:40:57,900 --> 00:40:59,800 "TO TRACY, 585 00:40:59,800 --> 00:41:01,667 HEY MAMA GIRL. 586 00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:04,233 IT'S BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I'VE HEARD YOUR VOICE 587 00:41:04,233 --> 00:41:06,633 OR HELD YOUR HAND. 588 00:41:06,633 --> 00:41:09,166 I CAN'T TAKE IT OUT HERE WITHOUT YOU. 589 00:41:09,166 --> 00:41:11,367 I MISS YOU SO MUCH 590 00:41:11,367 --> 00:41:14,633 THAT I COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP FOR THE FIRST SEVEN DAYS. 591 00:41:14,633 --> 00:41:16,233 YOU KNOW THAT SONG, 592 00:41:16,233 --> 00:41:19,533 'YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TILL IT'S GONE'? 593 00:41:19,533 --> 00:41:21,767 WELL, THAT'S WHAT I'VE LEARNED, BABY. 594 00:41:21,767 --> 00:41:25,200 I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE APART FROM YOU EVER AGAIN. 595 00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:29,300 AND I PROMISE YOU THAT WE'RE GONNA BE GETTING MARRIED RIGHT AWAY. 596 00:41:29,300 --> 00:41:31,333 I PROMISE. 597 00:41:31,333 --> 00:41:35,400 ANYWAY, HOLD YOUR HEAD, BABY, AND KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. 598 00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:37,967 I LOVE YOU AND I'M STAYING STRONG. 599 00:41:37,967 --> 00:41:41,100 PLEASE, HURRY HOME, I NEED YOU. LOVE, MATT." 600 00:41:45,633 --> 00:41:48,400 IT SUCKS. I'M MISERABLE AND I'M SAD. 601 00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:50,967 I CAN'T FOCUS. I'M CONSTANTLY DOPE SICK. 602 00:41:50,967 --> 00:41:55,133 JUST TWO DAYS BEFORE SHE GOT ARRESTED, WE WERE ARGUING SO MUCH 603 00:41:55,133 --> 00:41:57,000 THAT I WAS LIKE, "YEAH, GOD, 604 00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:59,867 GIVE ME 24 HOURS AWAY FROM THIS MADNESS." 605 00:42:00,867 --> 00:42:03,800 I REGRET EVER SAYING THAT. 606 00:42:12,633 --> 00:42:14,633 YEAH. 607 00:42:29,834 --> 00:42:31,834 UH... 608 00:42:43,734 --> 00:42:46,100 I'M LOOKING FOR MY BAG OF DOPE. 609 00:42:46,100 --> 00:42:48,967 PLEASE, GOD, ANYTHING WITH DOPE. 610 00:43:03,734 --> 00:43:06,033 OH MY GOD, THE DOPE'S GONE. 611 00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:27,834 FUCK. 612 00:43:29,900 --> 00:43:32,000 GONE. 613 00:43:52,166 --> 00:43:54,367 ( Matt stomps ) I JUST FUCKING HAD IT. 614 00:44:02,467 --> 00:44:04,467 I DID-- I DID HAVE IT, RIGHT? 615 00:44:09,734 --> 00:44:13,500 THIS IS REAL SHIT. I LOST MY ONE AND ONLY FUCKING BAG OF DOPE. 616 00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,734 HOW DO YOU LOSE YOUR ONE AND ONLY FUCKING BAG? 617 00:44:31,133 --> 00:44:33,133 I DON'T BELIEVE IT. 618 00:44:33,133 --> 00:44:36,767 I JUST HAD IT THROUGH ALL THAT FUCKING RANTING AND RAVING ACT 619 00:44:36,767 --> 00:44:39,033 LIKE A FUCKING ASSHOLE. 620 00:44:39,033 --> 00:44:41,834 I LOST IT. 621 00:44:41,834 --> 00:44:43,867 NOW WE BACKTRACK. 622 00:45:03,633 --> 00:45:05,734 I LOST IT. IT'S GONE. 623 00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:36,533 IT'S LIKE A RECTANGLE WHITE BAG. 624 00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:43,900 YEAH, OW! HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW? 625 00:45:46,900 --> 00:45:48,900 FOUND IT! 626 00:45:51,233 --> 00:45:54,667 ( humming ) 627 00:45:54,667 --> 00:45:57,333 RIGHT THERE, BABY. 628 00:45:57,333 --> 00:45:59,567 PHEW! 629 00:45:59,567 --> 00:46:02,367 YEAH, YOU SEEN THAT HEART ATTACK I JUST HAD? 630 00:46:03,533 --> 00:46:06,367 TWO FEET FROM YOU, BABY. 631 00:46:12,266 --> 00:46:14,266 THINK THAT WAS A LITTLE PANIC? 632 00:46:48,333 --> 00:46:50,367 ( whistle ) QUIET. 633 00:46:50,367 --> 00:46:53,367 FUCKING NEXT HIT'S GONNA BE TRASH. 634 00:47:22,667 --> 00:47:25,633 I WANT MATT TO KNOW THAT I MISS HIM SO MUCH. 635 00:47:25,633 --> 00:47:27,767 I JUST-- IF I CRY ABOUT IT NOW, 636 00:47:27,767 --> 00:47:30,033 IT'S PREMATURE BECAUSE I STILL GOT, 637 00:47:30,033 --> 00:47:32,567 YOU KNOW, ANOTHER WEEK LEFT IN THIS PLACE. 638 00:47:32,567 --> 00:47:35,700 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? BUT I'M HYPER AND I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT. 639 00:47:35,700 --> 00:47:39,266 AND ALL DAY I'M JUST THINKING ABOUT I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO BE WITH MATT. 640 00:47:39,266 --> 00:47:41,667 I JUST WANT TO BE WITH MATT. 641 00:47:41,667 --> 00:47:44,533 I KNOW MY BABY IS GONNA BE ALL RIGHT ONCE I'M OUT THERE. 642 00:48:46,100 --> 00:48:50,000 IF ANYBODY ASKS ME, I HAD TO WAIT IN LINE FOR THE BATHROOM. 643 00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:52,066 THAT'S WHY IT TOOK SO LONG. 644 00:48:52,066 --> 00:48:55,333 WHERE DID YOU GO NOW? I DON'T HAVE NO IDEA WHERE YOU WERE. 645 00:48:55,333 --> 00:48:58,433 - I TOLD YOU WHERE I WAS GOING. - WHERE WERE YOU GOING? 646 00:48:58,433 --> 00:49:00,900 I WAS FINISHING MY STASH. 647 00:49:00,900 --> 00:49:04,233 SO FULL OF SHIT. EVERYONE'S LYING TO ME, MAN. 648 00:49:04,233 --> 00:49:06,867 YOU MEAN YOU FINISHED SHOOTING YOUR CRACK, RIGHT? 649 00:49:06,867 --> 00:49:08,734 NO, THERE IS NO CRACK TO FUCKING SHOOT. 650 00:49:08,734 --> 00:49:10,800 YOU KNOW SOMETHING, SEBASTIAN-- 651 00:49:10,800 --> 00:49:13,433 FUCKING LYING PIECE OF SHIT-- 652 00:49:13,433 --> 00:49:16,233 TWICE YOU LEFT WITHOUT FUCKING TELLING ME NOTHING. 653 00:49:16,233 --> 00:49:20,633 YOU WON'T DISAPPEAR IF I'VE GOT TWO FUCKING HUNDRED BUCKS IN MY POCKET. 654 00:49:20,633 --> 00:49:22,700 YOU'RE RIGHT ON MY FUCKING HIP. 655 00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:31,567 NO! 656 00:49:31,567 --> 00:49:34,233 SEBASTIAN! 657 00:49:34,233 --> 00:49:37,300 I'M DONE WITH THIS SHIT, I TOLD YOU FUCKING THREE TIMES TODAY. 658 00:49:37,300 --> 00:49:39,367 DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME STANDING ANYWHERE. 659 00:49:39,367 --> 00:49:41,400 I'M NOT, MICHELLE. FUCKING YOU CAN SEE ME. 660 00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:43,467 YOU'RE GONNA STOP FUCKING DISRESPECTING ME. 661 00:49:43,467 --> 00:49:45,467 I'LL FUCKING KNOCK YOU RIGHT THE FUCK OUT. 662 00:49:45,467 --> 00:49:47,400 - GO AHEAD. - GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME. 663 00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:49,400 GET YOUR MOTHERFUCKING HANDS OFF ME. 664 00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:53,000 - DON'T STICK YOUR FINGERS IN MY FACE. - GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME, PUNK. 665 00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:55,333 YOU'RE SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT, MAN. 666 00:50:01,266 --> 00:50:04,800 NO, COME HERE, MOTHERFUCKER. WE'RE TAKING A-- 667 00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:07,767 YOU SON OF A BITCH! COME ON, YOU WANT TO FUCKING GO. 668 00:50:07,767 --> 00:50:10,467 COME ON, YOU COCKSUCKER. 669 00:50:10,467 --> 00:50:13,266 YOU FUCKING MOTHER-- THAT'S YOUR THANK YOU, RIGHT? 670 00:50:13,266 --> 00:50:16,900 NO GOODBYE, THAT'S YOUR THANK YOU? 671 00:50:16,900 --> 00:50:18,934 YOU SON OF A BITCH! 672 00:50:18,934 --> 00:50:21,333 ( crying ) GO AND GET MY STUFF, SEBASTIAN. 673 00:50:21,333 --> 00:50:24,633 GO GET MY STUFF. YOU KNOW I NEED THAT SHIT. 674 00:50:24,633 --> 00:50:26,667 - SO WHAT? - GO GET MY THINGS. 675 00:50:26,667 --> 00:50:29,367 SO WHAT? SAY PLEASE. 676 00:50:29,367 --> 00:50:33,200 DAMN IT, MAN. FUCK! 677 00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:35,200 ( crying ) 678 00:50:46,100 --> 00:50:49,467 MY FUCKING SHIT. 679 00:50:49,467 --> 00:50:52,633 JUST THROWS MY FUCKING BELONGINGS. 680 00:50:52,633 --> 00:50:56,800 I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ALREADY AND HE THROWS IT. 681 00:50:59,667 --> 00:51:02,166 WHERE IS MY BAG? 682 00:51:09,767 --> 00:51:13,100 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE HE THREW MY BAG. 683 00:51:19,467 --> 00:51:22,600 WHERE IS MY BAG? 684 00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,000 - CAN I HAVE MY BAG? - IT'S OVER THERE. 685 00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:36,033 - THANKS. - YOU'RE WELCOME. 686 00:51:36,033 --> 00:51:38,400 THAT WAS SO SWEET OF YOU. OH, BY THE WAY, SCUMBAG, 687 00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:40,400 COME HERE, PIECE OF SHIT DIRT BAG. 688 00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:43,066 - YOU LEAVE ME THERE FOR THE COPS TO COME. - LET GO, LET GO. 689 00:51:43,066 --> 00:51:46,300 OH, WHY? YOU LEAVE ME THERE FOR THE COPS TO COME? 690 00:51:46,300 --> 00:51:48,433 - YOU WANTED YOUR BREAK. - NO, LISTEN-- 691 00:51:48,433 --> 00:51:50,867 - NO! - YOU AIN'T-- GO AHEAD! 692 00:51:50,867 --> 00:51:53,567 YOU KNOW-- YOU KNOW SOMETHING-- 693 00:51:53,567 --> 00:51:56,500 ( groans ) 694 00:52:00,300 --> 00:52:02,367 YOU FUCK! 695 00:52:02,367 --> 00:52:05,633 - YOU KNOW SOMETHING-- - TAKE YOUR FUCKING SHIT AWAY FROM ME. 696 00:52:05,633 --> 00:52:08,433 DON'T YOU WALK AWAY. 697 00:52:09,500 --> 00:52:11,800 ( crying ) I HAVE MY-- 698 00:52:52,066 --> 00:52:55,100 YEAH! 699 00:52:55,100 --> 00:52:58,934 TODAY IS THE DAY TRACY GETS OUT OF JAIL. 700 00:52:58,934 --> 00:53:00,934 WE'RE ON OUR WAY TO GO PICK HER UP. 701 00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:05,333 SHE GAVE A LIST OF STUFF THAT SHE WANTED ME TO HAVE. 702 00:53:05,333 --> 00:53:08,767 UH, A BAG OF DOPE, A NEEDLE, 703 00:53:08,767 --> 00:53:12,900 A HIT OF CRACK, A CRACK STEM AND MYSELF. 704 00:53:12,900 --> 00:53:15,734 WELL, I GOT MYSELF. 705 00:53:15,734 --> 00:53:18,266 SO SHE'S GONNA HAVE TO BE HAPPY FOR THAT. 706 00:53:30,967 --> 00:53:33,000 MATT! 707 00:53:41,166 --> 00:53:45,266 - ( moaning ) - WHAT'S UP, BABY? 708 00:53:47,266 --> 00:53:49,600 YOU DIDN'T SEE ME IN MY FUNKY LITTLE SHIRT? 709 00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:52,533 - YEAH. - ( Tracy laughs ) 710 00:53:52,533 --> 00:53:55,266 OH, IT'S COMING OFF. 711 00:54:07,834 --> 00:54:11,567 Ma SHE'S PICKING UP HER MONEY HER DAD SENT HER. 712 00:54:11,567 --> 00:54:13,567 SHH-WEE! 713 00:54:18,567 --> 00:54:21,633 - Ma FIRST CLASS. - WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GO? 714 00:54:21,633 --> 00:54:25,000 - Ma POP THE TRUNK. - WE WANT TO GO TO 26TH AND 9TH STREET FIRST. 715 00:54:25,000 --> 00:54:28,367 POP THE TRUNK. 716 00:54:28,367 --> 00:54:30,800 JUST GOT OUT OF RIKERS? 717 00:54:34,834 --> 00:54:37,600 SHOW TIME! 718 00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:40,900 TAKE IT ALL OFF. SEE THE OUTFIT? THAT SHIT WAS HOT. 719 00:54:46,533 --> 00:54:50,066 - FIRST SHOW ME. - YEAH. 720 00:54:52,500 --> 00:54:55,934 ♪ SHAKE THAT ASS, GIRL, OOH! ♪ 721 00:54:55,934 --> 00:54:58,266 ♪ TELL ME WHAT YOU WANNA DO. ♪ 722 00:54:58,266 --> 00:55:00,066 ( Tracy giggles ) 723 00:55:00,066 --> 00:55:02,900 14 BODIES, THEY DIDN'T FIND THE MURDER WEAPON, 724 00:55:02,900 --> 00:55:04,800 SO THEY LETTING HER COME HOME. 725 00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:07,767 HOW MANY PEOPLE DID YOU KILL AND GET AWAY WITH? 726 00:55:07,767 --> 00:55:10,700 - NOBODY. - Ma NO ONE? 727 00:55:11,900 --> 00:55:15,333 WE'RE GOING TO THE PROJECTS TO COP SOME COKE. 728 00:55:15,333 --> 00:55:18,133 THEN WE'RE GONNA GO OVER TO THE HOTEL 729 00:55:18,133 --> 00:55:21,667 WHERE WE'RE GONNA ENGAGE IN SOME SEXUAL FOREPLAY. COPY? 730 00:56:17,400 --> 00:56:19,433 ( lighter clicking ) 731 00:56:29,300 --> 00:56:31,834 WE'RE GOING TO THE MIDTOWN COURT. 732 00:56:31,834 --> 00:56:35,300 THIS PROGRAM THAT I'M IN TEMPORARILY, FIVE-DAY PROGRAM 733 00:56:35,300 --> 00:56:37,467 THAT I GOT SENTENCED TO BECAUSE I GOT ARRESTED 734 00:56:37,467 --> 00:56:39,467 FOR POSSESSION OF CRACK THE OTHER NIGHT. 735 00:56:39,467 --> 00:56:42,700 AND THEY'RE OFFERING ME A DETOX, 736 00:56:42,700 --> 00:56:45,033 WHICH I DESPERATELY NEED. 737 00:56:45,033 --> 00:56:47,233 AND, UM-- 738 00:56:47,233 --> 00:56:50,467 YOU KNOW, I ONCE-- SEBASTIAN AND I TALKED ABOUT IT 739 00:56:50,467 --> 00:56:52,166 AND WE WOULD LIKE TO GO TOGETHER. 740 00:56:52,166 --> 00:56:55,333 - ALL RIGHT. - ALL RIGHT, GOOD LUCK. 741 00:56:55,333 --> 00:56:57,800 - I'LL SEE YOU IN A LITTLE BIT, OKAY? - ALL RIGHT. 742 00:56:59,533 --> 00:57:01,533 ( coughing ) 743 00:57:04,533 --> 00:57:08,000 I'M A NERVOUS WRECK. I'M VERY, VERY NERVOUS. 744 00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:11,567 I'M SCARED FOR ME AND SEBASTIAN, BUT I KNOW IT'S THE RIGHT THING. 745 00:57:11,567 --> 00:57:14,600 MAN, WE GOT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. 746 00:57:16,767 --> 00:57:19,967 OR WE'RE NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 747 00:57:19,967 --> 00:57:23,066 - OUR RELATIONSHIP ISN'T GONNA MAKE IT. - ( elevator dings ) 748 00:57:23,066 --> 00:57:26,200 AND I LOVE HIM AND I KNOW THAT HE LOVES ME. 749 00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:29,433 AND WE CAN'T RUN LIKE THIS ANYMORE. 750 00:57:30,767 --> 00:57:33,100 I CAN'T TAKE BEING ON THE STREETS ANYMORE. 751 00:57:33,100 --> 00:57:35,467 IT'S KILLING ME. 752 00:57:38,233 --> 00:57:40,233 ( elevator dings ) 753 00:57:42,734 --> 00:57:45,867 I WAS HOPING TO MAKE A REFERRAL TO YOUR DETOX PROGRAM. 754 00:57:45,867 --> 00:57:49,100 IF YOU CAN CALL ME BACK, I'D APPRECIATE IT. THANKS, BYE-BYE. 755 00:57:49,100 --> 00:57:53,700 IT'S TOUGH WITHOUT ANY MEDICAID AND ANY IDS. 756 00:57:53,700 --> 00:57:58,467 CAN I USE YOUR PHONE? CAN I CALL MY SON, WAPPINGERS FALLS? 757 00:57:58,467 --> 00:58:01,066 - WHAT'S THE AREA CODE? - 845. 758 00:58:01,066 --> 00:58:03,033 ( voices overlapping ) 759 00:58:06,934 --> 00:58:09,800 ANTHONY? HI. 760 00:58:09,800 --> 00:58:12,266 ARE YOU BY YOURSELF? 761 00:58:12,266 --> 00:58:15,200 OH, LISTEN, UH, 762 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:17,734 CAN YOU GET MY ID FROM GRANDMA? 763 00:58:17,734 --> 00:58:20,200 I'M TRYING TO GET INTO FUCKING HOSPITAL AND SHIT 764 00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:22,767 AND NO ONE WILL TAKE ME WITHOUT ANY ID. 765 00:58:24,700 --> 00:58:27,400 IF I COME UP TONIGHT, CAN YOU MEET ME? 766 00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:30,767 I'M IN A LOT OF TROUBLE. I HAVE TO GO INTO A HOSPITAL. 767 00:58:30,767 --> 00:58:32,767 ALL RIGHT, I LOVE YOU. 768 00:58:32,767 --> 00:58:36,033 - I GOT ACCEPTED TO BAILEY SEATON. - OKAY. 769 00:58:36,033 --> 00:58:37,600 - FOR TOMORROW MORNING. - GREAT. 770 00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:39,867 BUT I GOT TO GO TO ANTHONY AND GET MY ID. 771 00:58:39,867 --> 00:58:42,400 THAT'S NOT SO FUCKING GREAT, HUH? 772 00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:44,066 BUT I'M NOT DOING ANY OF THAT 773 00:58:44,066 --> 00:58:46,967 UNTIL YOU CALL AND GET ACCEPTED RIGHT NOW. 774 00:58:51,700 --> 00:58:53,700 YES, I'D LIKE TO FIND OUT 775 00:58:53,700 --> 00:58:56,567 IF I CAN GET IN AS SOON AS POSSIBLE LIKE TOMORROW MORNING. 776 00:58:57,600 --> 00:58:59,700 YES, IF I COULD. 777 00:58:59,700 --> 00:59:02,000 I CAN'T GO WITHOUT SEBASTIAN. 778 00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,600 FUCK THAT. 779 00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:07,467 OKAY, BYE. 780 00:59:07,467 --> 00:59:09,633 CALL BACK AT 8:00 IN THE MORNING TOMORROW. 781 00:59:09,633 --> 00:59:11,767 SURE THING. 782 00:59:11,767 --> 00:59:14,500 - YOU'LL GO IN, RIGHT? YOU'RE GONNA GO? - YEAH. 783 00:59:14,500 --> 00:59:16,967 - THAT'S WHERE YOU WANT TO GO, RIGHT? - 100%. 784 00:59:16,967 --> 00:59:19,567 OKAY, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO NOW? 785 00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:24,500 I'M ON MY WAY OVER TO ST. MARKS RIGHT NOW 786 00:59:24,500 --> 00:59:26,233 'CAUSE I'VE GOT TO MAKE SOME MONEY 787 00:59:26,233 --> 00:59:28,834 'CAUSE I'M GOING UP TO SEE MY SON ANTHONY 788 00:59:28,834 --> 00:59:31,633 AND I DON'T WANT TO GET SICK UP THERE. 789 00:59:31,633 --> 00:59:33,834 I HAVE TO GO UP THERE AND GET ALL MY IDS 790 00:59:33,834 --> 00:59:36,333 SO I CAN GO TO THE DETOX IN THE MORNING. 791 00:59:36,333 --> 00:59:40,200 SO HOPEFULLY THIS WILL WORK OUT AND I CAN SCORE SOME CASH RIGHT NOW. 792 00:59:48,533 --> 00:59:50,900 - Michelle: YOU'RE IN THE ST. MARKS? - Man: YEAH. 793 00:59:50,900 --> 00:59:53,467 Michelle: OKAY, I'LL COME UP WITH YOU. 794 00:59:58,333 --> 01:00:00,467 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO GET FOR YOU? 795 01:00:00,467 --> 01:00:03,734 YOU WANT TWO 20S, RIGHT? 796 01:00:03,734 --> 01:00:05,767 ( Michelle chuckles ) 797 01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:11,233 - Man: BUY FOUR AND TAKE TWO FOR YOU. - Michelle: BUT FOUR WHAT? 798 01:00:11,233 --> 01:00:13,300 - WHATEVER THEY ARE-- DIMES. - THEY'RE 20S. 799 01:00:13,300 --> 01:00:16,033 - OKAY. - OKAY, I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. 800 01:00:30,834 --> 01:00:34,633 LET'S GO RIGHT NOW. STOP US A CAB, SEBASTIAN, RIGHT NOW. 801 01:00:34,633 --> 01:00:36,200 ( brakes screech ) 802 01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:38,433 LET ME GET IN FIRST, SEBASTIAN. 803 01:00:45,233 --> 01:00:48,400 Michelle: FIRST I CHARGED HIM $20 FOR THE CRACK. 804 01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:51,066 AND THEN HE GAVE ME 40 TO GO BACK DOWNSTAIRS 805 01:00:51,066 --> 01:00:53,133 AND FIVE TO GET BEER. 806 01:00:53,133 --> 01:00:55,700 SO I WOUND UP WITH $65. 807 01:00:57,433 --> 01:01:00,467 ONE OF THESE MOTHERFUCKERS HAS TO BE OPEN. 808 01:01:04,734 --> 01:01:07,200 COME ON. 809 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:09,400 I DON'T FUCKING BELIEVE THIS. 810 01:01:15,767 --> 01:01:18,533 NO. 811 01:01:23,700 --> 01:01:26,900 Michelle: THAT DOOR LOOKS OPEN RIGHT THERE-- 112. 812 01:01:28,266 --> 01:01:30,800 YES! 813 01:01:32,600 --> 01:01:35,967 - ( Sebastian muttering ) - Michelle: I GAVE IT TO YOU, REMEMBER? 814 01:01:35,967 --> 01:01:39,133 OH YES YOU DID, YES YOU DID. 815 01:01:39,133 --> 01:01:40,300 YOU HAVE COTTON? 816 01:01:40,300 --> 01:01:43,200 YEAH, FROM A CIGARETTE. 817 01:01:48,567 --> 01:01:51,767 ( both sniffling ) 818 01:02:00,133 --> 01:02:03,667 WE'RE BOTH GETTING SICKER AS WE'RE DOING THIS. 819 01:02:03,667 --> 01:02:07,266 CAN YOU HEAR THE WAY SEBASTIAN IS BREATHING AND SHIT? 820 01:02:08,900 --> 01:02:11,934 - HAVING THE DOPE MAKES YOU-- - ( man yelling ) 821 01:02:11,934 --> 01:02:14,100 ( Michelle whispering ) FUCK, MAN. 822 01:02:14,100 --> 01:02:16,834 - YOU DIDN'T MIX THE SETS UP, DID YOU? - NO. 823 01:02:16,834 --> 01:02:18,934 'CAUSE I CAN'T HAVE AN OLD SET. 824 01:02:18,934 --> 01:02:21,033 WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT NEEDLE? 825 01:02:21,033 --> 01:02:23,700 SEBASTIAN? 826 01:02:25,967 --> 01:02:28,400 - HUH? - IT'S BENT. 827 01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:32,000 NO SHIT, DICK! WHOSE NEEDLE IS THAT? 828 01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:35,133 IT'S MINE. 829 01:02:35,133 --> 01:02:38,467 YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW, DO YOU? WHOSE IT IS? 830 01:02:38,467 --> 01:02:40,467 IT'S MINE. 831 01:02:51,867 --> 01:02:53,934 HERE YOU GO. 832 01:02:53,934 --> 01:02:55,900 THIS IS BENT. IS THIS THE BENT? 833 01:02:55,900 --> 01:02:57,600 YES, THE BENT ONE I THOUGHT WAS YOURS. 834 01:02:57,600 --> 01:03:00,967 YOU DON'T KNOW WHOSE NEEDLE THIS IS, DO YOU? YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK. 835 01:03:00,967 --> 01:03:04,066 YEAH, SOMETIMES I FORGET THAT YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK. 836 01:03:05,633 --> 01:03:08,700 SO, FUCKING, THERE SHOULD BE WATER IN HERE. 837 01:03:08,700 --> 01:03:11,467 HOW MUCH DOPE IS IN THERE? 838 01:03:11,467 --> 01:03:13,700 NOT MUCH, MICHELLE. 839 01:03:21,900 --> 01:03:24,567 GO AHEAD, MAN. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT? 840 01:03:24,567 --> 01:03:28,066 YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO IT IN ONE FUCKING SECOND LIKE THAT. 841 01:03:41,033 --> 01:03:42,834 TELL ME, WHAT NEEDLE IS THAT? 842 01:03:42,834 --> 01:03:45,967 THIS ONE'S PRETTY, UH-- 843 01:03:45,967 --> 01:03:49,600 - NEW? CAN I USE IT? - YEAH. 844 01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:53,066 THIS ONE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE NUMBERS ON IT AND YOU'RE READY TO GIVE IT TO ME. 845 01:03:54,633 --> 01:03:57,066 CAN YOU STAND HERE NOW? 846 01:04:10,834 --> 01:04:14,633 SHIT. I'M NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS. 847 01:04:28,000 --> 01:04:31,767 I'M NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO USE THIS FUCKING NEEDLE. 848 01:04:31,767 --> 01:04:34,700 IF THIS WORKS, IT'S A MIRACLE. 849 01:04:43,000 --> 01:04:46,600 THIS AIN'T GONNA WORK. THIS FUCKING THING IS RETARDEDLY BENT. 850 01:04:47,734 --> 01:04:49,667 ( Sebastian mumbling ) 851 01:04:49,667 --> 01:04:52,266 I CAN'T FUCKING HEAR A WORD YOU'RE SAYING, SEBASTIAN. 852 01:04:52,266 --> 01:04:54,467 DON'T EVEN FUCKING TALK TO ME. 853 01:04:54,467 --> 01:04:57,734 YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK AS LONG AS YOU'RE FUCKING STRAIGHT. 854 01:04:57,734 --> 01:05:01,133 THE SHIT IS NOT EVEN FUCKING DRAINING OUT, MAN. 855 01:05:01,133 --> 01:05:05,367 FUCK! SHIT. 856 01:05:05,367 --> 01:05:08,133 I AM SICK, SEBASTIAN. ARE YOU'RE JUST GONNA STAND THERE? 857 01:05:08,133 --> 01:05:09,900 IT'S ALL RIGHT, MICHELLE. 858 01:05:09,900 --> 01:05:12,333 OH, OKAY, I FEEL MUCH FUCKING BETTER NOW. 859 01:05:13,867 --> 01:05:16,266 ( Michelle moans ) 860 01:05:19,333 --> 01:05:23,000 OKAY, SEBASTIAN, I'M USING THE OTHER FUCKING NEEDLE AND IT AIN'T WORKING. 861 01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:26,600 ANY FUCKING SUGGESTIONS? 862 01:05:26,600 --> 01:05:29,333 OH MY GOD. 863 01:05:33,066 --> 01:05:35,066 ( moans ) 864 01:05:39,367 --> 01:05:41,433 FUCKING SHIT! 865 01:05:41,433 --> 01:05:44,867 GOD DAMN IT! 866 01:05:46,266 --> 01:05:49,433 ALL MY DOPE IS ALMOST GONE, SEBASTIAN. 867 01:05:49,433 --> 01:05:51,700 DID YOU SAVE ANY FOR ME? 868 01:05:53,633 --> 01:05:56,367 THE SAME FUCKING WORD GAME, OKAY? 869 01:05:58,233 --> 01:06:00,433 OKAY? 870 01:06:07,233 --> 01:06:10,133 GET OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY. 871 01:06:40,133 --> 01:06:42,100 MICHELLE. HANDS. 872 01:06:43,400 --> 01:06:45,734 - PUT YOUR FOOT IN HERE. - NO. 873 01:06:45,734 --> 01:06:47,900 PUT YOUR FOOT IN HERE. YOU'LL FREEZE. 874 01:08:11,633 --> 01:08:14,000 ( thunder rumbling ) 875 01:08:32,567 --> 01:08:35,066 I'M GOING TO SHOOT SOME CRYSTAL. 876 01:08:36,467 --> 01:08:39,266 FEEL ME. 877 01:08:44,066 --> 01:08:46,667 OH, SHE'S SCHIZZING, OH. 878 01:08:53,667 --> 01:08:55,700 OH, FUCK. 879 01:09:04,567 --> 01:09:06,834 THAT'S THE FIRST TIME I EVER SHOT CRYSTAL METH. 880 01:09:07,867 --> 01:09:11,433 OH, WHEW. 881 01:09:15,633 --> 01:09:18,467 WHY AM I ON THE GROUND? 882 01:09:18,467 --> 01:09:20,066 YOU WANT TO STAND UP? 883 01:09:20,066 --> 01:09:22,567 SLOWLY. I CAN'T REALLY DO IT. 884 01:09:22,567 --> 01:09:26,000 MY LEGS ARE SLEEPING. 885 01:09:30,100 --> 01:09:34,233 OH GOSH, WHAT HAPPENED? 886 01:09:37,166 --> 01:09:39,633 ( shivering ) 887 01:09:42,567 --> 01:09:45,700 HOW COME I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, SEBASTIAN? 888 01:09:47,300 --> 01:09:49,300 ( shivering ) 889 01:09:53,500 --> 01:09:56,934 - WHERE'S THE TRAIN, SEBASTIAN? - RIGHT OVER HERE. 890 01:10:02,533 --> 01:10:05,300 HONEY, I CAN'T GO FAST. I'M SCARED. 891 01:10:05,300 --> 01:10:08,600 I'M NOT. I'M GONNA STAND RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. 892 01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:10,834 - ARE WE ALMOST THERE? - HMM. 893 01:10:10,834 --> 01:10:14,734 ( moaning ) OH, ARE WE ALMOST THERE?! 894 01:10:14,734 --> 01:10:17,900 ABOUT 10 MORE AND A COUPLE MORE AROUND THE CORNER. 895 01:10:25,867 --> 01:10:30,100 Conductor: 42nd, transfer above to shuttles 1, 2, 3 and 7. 896 01:10:30,100 --> 01:10:33,033 I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I AM NOT ON MY WAY UP 897 01:10:33,033 --> 01:10:35,633 TO SEE MY FUCKING SON. 898 01:10:38,900 --> 01:10:41,533 Michelle: COLLECT CALL FROM MICHELLE, PLEASE. 899 01:10:43,233 --> 01:10:47,100 CAN YOU LIGHT THIS FOR ME, SEBASTIAN? OR ARE YOU BUSY? 900 01:10:52,967 --> 01:10:55,567 ANTHONY, WHAT TIME IS IT? 901 01:10:55,567 --> 01:10:58,166 IF I GET ON THE TRAIN RIGHT NOW, CAN YOU STAY THERE? 902 01:10:58,166 --> 01:11:00,867 'CAUSE I CAN'T GO TO THE HOSPITAL WITHOUT ID 903 01:11:00,867 --> 01:11:02,834 AND I REALLY FUCKING NEED TO. 904 01:11:04,600 --> 01:11:06,934 CAN YOU JUST GO TO SCHOOL LATE? 905 01:11:06,934 --> 01:11:09,367 OKAY, SO THEN YOU'LL TAKE THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY OFF. 906 01:11:09,367 --> 01:11:12,800 I WILL GO TO THE SCHOOL AND TELL THEM YOU'RE WITH ME. 907 01:11:14,934 --> 01:11:17,367 HE'S SAYING THAT HE GETS OFF AT 12:00. 908 01:11:17,367 --> 01:11:19,333 WE'LL MEET HIM AT 12:00 THEN, IF HE CAN-- 909 01:11:19,333 --> 01:11:22,734 HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CALL THE MOTHERFUCKING DETOX AT 8:00? 910 01:11:22,734 --> 01:11:26,300 WE'LL CALL THEM AT 8:00. THEY'LL HOLD THE BED TILL 5:00. 911 01:11:26,300 --> 01:11:28,567 YOU'RE SURE OF THIS, RIGHT? 912 01:11:28,567 --> 01:11:31,166 - I'M NOT POSITIVE, BUT-- - ( Michelle laughs ) 913 01:11:32,700 --> 01:11:35,367 BRING MY PURSE. DON'T FORGET MY PURSE. 914 01:11:35,367 --> 01:11:38,166 I LOVE YOU, ANTHONY. 915 01:11:38,166 --> 01:11:41,133 ( sobbing ) I REALLY GOT TO GO THERE. 916 01:11:41,133 --> 01:11:43,800 I REALLY GOT TO GO. 917 01:11:45,834 --> 01:11:49,667 I GOTTA GO INTO THAT DETOX. 918 01:12:01,533 --> 01:12:03,333 Michelle: WELL, WE'RE ALMOST UP 919 01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:06,200 IN NEW HAMBURG TO SEE ANTHONY. 920 01:12:06,200 --> 01:12:08,500 I'M REALLY NERVOUS. 921 01:12:09,900 --> 01:12:12,233 I'M SO NERVOUS ABOUT EVERYTHING. 922 01:12:12,233 --> 01:12:15,700 I WISH SEBASTIAN WAS WITH ME. 923 01:12:15,700 --> 01:12:18,467 THIS IS ANTHONY, MY SON. 924 01:12:19,533 --> 01:12:22,100 MY 17-YEAR-OLD. 925 01:12:22,100 --> 01:12:24,467 MY BEST FRIEND. 926 01:12:26,600 --> 01:12:29,767 HE'S MY SON 927 01:12:29,767 --> 01:12:31,967 FROM MY HUSBAND WHO PASSED AWAY. 928 01:12:33,500 --> 01:12:37,266 HIS FATHER WAS A DRUG ADDICT. 929 01:12:37,266 --> 01:12:41,600 HE OVERDOSED AT THE TIME I WASN'T HERE. 930 01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:44,300 I WAS IN FLORIDA PRISON. 931 01:12:44,300 --> 01:12:46,834 AND I COULDN'T BE WITH ANTHONY. 932 01:12:46,834 --> 01:12:48,533 AND... 933 01:12:48,533 --> 01:12:51,400 IT DIDN'T MATTER WHO WAS WITH HIM, HE JUST WANTED ME 934 01:12:51,400 --> 01:12:54,767 AND I COULDN'T BE HERE. 935 01:12:54,767 --> 01:12:57,133 BUT HE GOT HIS LITTLE SUIT ON 936 01:12:57,133 --> 01:13:00,000 AND WENT DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 937 01:13:00,000 --> 01:13:02,934 HE GAVE HIS DAD A KISS GOODBYE. 938 01:13:02,934 --> 01:13:05,233 ( train whistle blowing ) 939 01:13:05,233 --> 01:13:08,700 HE WAS-- HE WAS CRUSHED. 940 01:13:12,333 --> 01:13:15,133 HE'S BEEN THROUGH A LOT, ANTHONY. 941 01:13:17,133 --> 01:13:19,533 I'VE ALWAYS HOPED SHE WOULD GET BETTER. 942 01:13:19,533 --> 01:13:21,767 I'M USED TO HER NOT GETTING BETTER THOUGH. 943 01:13:21,767 --> 01:13:24,100 LIKE SHE'LL COME UP FOR A WHILE AND LEAVE. 944 01:13:24,100 --> 01:13:26,033 IT DON'T AFFECT ME ANYMORE REALLY. 945 01:13:26,033 --> 01:13:29,300 I JUST DEAL WITH WHATEVER, YOU KNOW, I'VE TO GOT TO DEAL WITH. 946 01:13:29,300 --> 01:13:31,400 IF SHE GETS BETTER, I'M HAPPY, 947 01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:33,767 BUT IF SHE DON'T, LIKE I'M USED TO IT. 948 01:13:33,767 --> 01:13:36,600 THIS HAPPENED LOTS OF TIMES. 949 01:13:36,600 --> 01:13:40,300 OH, THAT PERSON'S LEAVING. I HOPE THAT'S NOT ANTHONY. 950 01:13:42,734 --> 01:13:45,700 THEY DIDN'T EVEN GET OUT OF THE CAR. 951 01:13:48,500 --> 01:13:50,967 THAT MIGHT BE ANTHONY. 952 01:13:50,967 --> 01:13:53,934 I GOT TO GET DOWN HERE IN CASE IT'S HIM. 953 01:13:56,033 --> 01:14:00,200 Michelle: I CAME UP TODAY TO GET MY ID 954 01:14:00,200 --> 01:14:03,266 - BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO INTO A DETOX. - YEAH. 955 01:14:03,266 --> 01:14:06,200 'CAUSE I'VE BEEN IN THE STREETS FOR SIX MONTHS. 956 01:14:06,200 --> 01:14:09,900 BUT IN THE PAST WEEK IT'S BEEN THE WORST TIME OF MY FUCKING LIFE. 957 01:14:09,900 --> 01:14:12,900 I-- I JUST WANT TO GO IN THE HOSPITAL. 958 01:14:15,633 --> 01:14:18,000 Anthony: OKAY. 959 01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:21,567 Michelle: OKAY, ALL RIGHT, ANT. WELL, I'LL CALL YOU. 960 01:14:21,567 --> 01:14:24,767 YOU'RE GONNA CALL THE HOSPITAL AND WHATNOT AND CHECK ON ME, RIGHT? 961 01:14:24,767 --> 01:14:28,000 - YEAH. - THANKS FOR BRINGING-- GIVING ME MY ID. 962 01:14:28,000 --> 01:14:30,734 - Anthony: ALL RIGHT. - I LOVE YOU. 963 01:14:30,734 --> 01:14:33,600 - ( both kissing ) - LOVE YOU TOO. 964 01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:36,734 - I'LL CALL THE HOSPITAL LATER. - ALL RIGHT, HONEY. 965 01:14:42,000 --> 01:14:44,100 - BYE, ANT. - BYE. 966 01:14:47,166 --> 01:14:49,200 ( tires screeching ) 967 01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:56,500 OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! 968 01:15:00,834 --> 01:15:04,400 OH HE'S-- OH GOD! 969 01:15:07,166 --> 01:15:09,700 WELL, I GOT THE ID 970 01:15:09,700 --> 01:15:12,800 AND MY POCKETBOOK FROM ANTHONY. 971 01:15:12,800 --> 01:15:15,100 AND I'M HEADING BACK DOWN TO THE CITY 972 01:15:15,100 --> 01:15:17,734 TO GO TO THE DETOX. 973 01:15:17,734 --> 01:15:20,033 HOPEFULLY I CAN FIND SEBASTIAN. 974 01:15:21,800 --> 01:15:23,800 ( sniffling ) 975 01:15:33,867 --> 01:15:36,233 Conductor: Grand Central Terminal, final stop. 976 01:15:36,233 --> 01:15:38,934 Have a good evening and a good weekend. 977 01:15:45,200 --> 01:15:48,200 HI, THIS IS MICHELLE BOSWELL CALLING. 978 01:15:48,200 --> 01:15:50,667 HI, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE COMING TONIGHT. 979 01:15:50,667 --> 01:15:52,967 UM, I WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL 980 01:15:52,967 --> 01:15:55,166 WHEN I ARRIVED AT GRAND CENTRAL. 981 01:15:56,300 --> 01:15:59,700 OKAY, BELLEVUE IS CLOSER. CAN I GO THERE? 982 01:15:59,700 --> 01:16:03,233 BECAUSE SEE, WHAT I'M TRYING TO DO IS I'M TRYING NOT TO STOP 983 01:16:03,233 --> 01:16:06,333 AND-- AND GET DETOURED. 984 01:16:06,333 --> 01:16:09,333 'CAUSE I'M REALLY GETTING DOPE SICK RIGHT NOW. 985 01:16:11,567 --> 01:16:14,967 YEAH. ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU. 986 01:16:14,967 --> 01:16:17,233 OKAY, BYE-BYE. 987 01:16:19,667 --> 01:16:21,500 I'M SCARED. 988 01:16:21,500 --> 01:16:24,100 I DON'T HAVE MY BOYFRIEND WITH ME. 989 01:16:26,133 --> 01:16:30,033 HE'S SUPPOSED TO COME AND DO THIS WITH ME AND HE'S NOT. 990 01:16:30,033 --> 01:16:32,033 ( truck honking ) 991 01:16:39,100 --> 01:16:43,166 GOD, SEBASTIAN, PLEASE BE AT THIS DETOX. 992 01:16:47,333 --> 01:16:50,600 I JUST DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO GO LOOK FOR HIM. 993 01:16:50,600 --> 01:16:53,133 I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO GO STEAL. 994 01:16:53,133 --> 01:16:57,000 I'M GETTING SICK. I JUST WANNA GO BE SAFE SOMEWHERE. 995 01:16:59,300 --> 01:17:02,000 ( sobs ) 996 01:17:14,500 --> 01:17:16,633 I'M SCARED. REALLY SCARED. 997 01:17:18,667 --> 01:17:21,200 BUT I DON'T WANT TO-- 998 01:17:21,200 --> 01:17:23,867 I DON'T WANT TO BE OUT HERE ANYMORE. 999 01:17:23,867 --> 01:17:26,633 I CAN'T DO IT NO MORE. 1000 01:17:36,467 --> 01:17:40,367 DAD, CALL WHEN YOU GET YOUR PARKING SPOT IN NEW YORK. 1001 01:17:40,367 --> 01:17:42,367 OKAY, BYE. 1002 01:17:42,367 --> 01:17:44,367 YOU CAN TELL SHE GETS A LITTLE ANTSY. 1003 01:17:44,367 --> 01:17:46,734 SHE WANTS EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT, YOU KNOW? 1004 01:17:46,734 --> 01:17:49,100 SHE FEARS THAT, YOU KNOW, 1005 01:17:49,100 --> 01:17:51,900 WHEN HER DAD SEES HER THAT HE'S GONNA SEE, 1006 01:17:51,900 --> 01:17:54,934 YOU KNOW, THE HARD TIME SHE'S HAVING. 1007 01:18:04,033 --> 01:18:06,200 - HOW WAS YOUR DRIVING? - DAD! 1008 01:18:06,200 --> 01:18:08,300 - CRAZY AS USUAL, YOU KNOW. - HEY, DAD. 1009 01:18:08,300 --> 01:18:11,333 - HI, TRACY. YOU DIDN'T DRINK THIS TIME, DID YOU? - NO. 1010 01:18:11,333 --> 01:18:14,700 WE PUT SOME CHANGE IN THE METER 'CAUSE THE PARKING LADY-- 1011 01:18:14,700 --> 01:18:17,800 DAD, WE HELD THIS SPOT FOR YOU FOR LIKE A HALF HOUR. 1012 01:18:21,066 --> 01:18:23,367 OKAY, UH... 1013 01:18:25,233 --> 01:18:27,967 - WHAT WE HAVE IS A-- - OH, WE'RE GOING TO BE TRIPLETS. 1014 01:18:27,967 --> 01:18:31,400 WE GOT A BIRTHDAY JACKET FOR MATT BECAUSE IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY. 1015 01:18:31,400 --> 01:18:33,834 - THANKS A LOT. - THAT'S FUN. 1016 01:18:33,834 --> 01:18:37,400 JUST 'CAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE ME, YOU'RE NOT ME. THEY'RE THE SAME JACKET. 1017 01:18:37,400 --> 01:18:40,233 Tracy: TRY IT ON, MATTIE. 1018 01:18:40,233 --> 01:18:42,667 LOOK, MATT, WE'RE GONNA BE TWINS. 1019 01:18:42,667 --> 01:18:45,133 OH, THREE-QUARTER, THAT'S WHAT'S UP. 1020 01:18:45,133 --> 01:18:48,066 THERE'S OTHER STUFF IN HERE LATER, TRACY, IF YOU WANT TO LOOK. 1021 01:18:48,066 --> 01:18:49,734 Tracy: SOME COOL STUFF IN HERE. 1022 01:18:49,734 --> 01:18:52,433 THOSE GREY SWEATERS, THAT'S MY COLOR TOO. 1023 01:18:52,433 --> 01:18:54,633 - LOCK UP THE TRUNK, DAD. - OKAY, NOW-- 1024 01:18:54,633 --> 01:18:57,066 IS THERE ANYTHING IN THE CAR THAT SHOULD BE LOCKED UP? 1025 01:18:57,066 --> 01:18:59,900 - NO, HOW LONG ARE WE GOOD FOR? - AN HOUR. 1026 01:19:00,900 --> 01:19:03,633 - MATT? - YES. 1027 01:19:03,633 --> 01:19:05,767 MATT, THEY'VE GOT IT ON SALE FOR $1.99. 1028 01:19:05,767 --> 01:19:08,633 JUST CHECK HOW LONG UNTIL-- JUST CONCENTRATE TOWARDS THAT. 1029 01:19:08,633 --> 01:19:11,200 THIS IS WHAT WE DO NOW BECAUSE WE DON'T GET HIGH. 1030 01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:13,000 SO WE GOT TO FIND OTHER THINGS TO DO. 1031 01:19:13,000 --> 01:19:14,900 - YOU KNOW WHAT-- - WE DO VIDEOGAMES. 1032 01:19:14,900 --> 01:19:17,567 BUT THIS IS GOOD. WHEN YOU WERE A KID YOU DID VIDEOGAMES. 1033 01:19:17,567 --> 01:19:20,033 IT WAS HEALTHY FOR YOU. YOU LEARN FROM VIDEOGAMES. 1034 01:19:20,033 --> 01:19:22,734 KNOW WHAT YOU LEARN? YOU GOT A LOT OF TIME ON YOUR HANDS WHEN YOU 1035 01:19:22,734 --> 01:19:24,934 STOP GETTING HIGH. THERE'S A LOT OF TIME IN THE DAY. 1036 01:19:24,934 --> 01:19:27,867 YOU KNOW A JOB CAN REALLY FILL YOUR TIME PRETTY GOOD. 1037 01:19:29,633 --> 01:19:32,834 WITH MY DAUGHTER, CHRISTMAS SEEMS TO COME EVERY OTHER DAY. 1038 01:19:32,834 --> 01:19:35,467 - THANK YOU. - HAVE A GOOD NIGHT. 1039 01:19:36,900 --> 01:19:40,333 "DEAR TRACY, I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE DOING SO MUCH BETTER. 1040 01:19:40,333 --> 01:19:43,066 BEST OF LUCK. I WILL BE E-MAILING YOU. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. 1041 01:19:43,066 --> 01:19:45,367 PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME. LOVE, YOUR AUNT SUPPORTER. 1042 01:19:45,367 --> 01:19:47,166 I BELIEVE IN YOU, I ALWAYS WILL 1043 01:19:47,166 --> 01:19:50,367 AND I KNOW YOU WILL SUCCEED. JUDY." 1044 01:19:50,367 --> 01:19:52,934 THAT'S GREAT. IT'S MY COOLEST AUNT TOO. 1045 01:19:52,934 --> 01:19:56,800 AS MUCH AS SHE THINKS THE WORLD HAS TURNED HER OFF 1046 01:19:56,800 --> 01:19:58,800 OR SHE'S TURNED OFF THE WORLD, 1047 01:19:58,800 --> 01:20:02,567 THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT WANT HER TO MAKE IT AND COME BACK. 1048 01:20:02,567 --> 01:20:05,700 AND I'LL ALSO HELP YOU, MATTHEW, BECAUSE SOMETIMES IN YOUR LIFE 1049 01:20:05,700 --> 01:20:07,767 THERE'S NO REAL STRONG MALE FIGURE. 1050 01:20:07,767 --> 01:20:10,400 WE'LL HELP YOU AS MUCH AS WE CAN, BUT WE CAN'T DO IT 1051 01:20:10,400 --> 01:20:12,166 WITHOUT YOUR HELP. 1052 01:20:20,900 --> 01:20:24,567 MONEY MEANS NOTHING IF YOU LOSE YOUR CHILD FOR LIFE. 1053 01:20:24,567 --> 01:20:26,467 AND IN THE LONG RUN, 1054 01:20:26,467 --> 01:20:29,266 WE STILL COULD LOSE TRACY OR WE COULD LOSE MATTHEW. 1055 01:20:29,266 --> 01:20:32,467 BUT TO GIVE UP WITHOUT TRYING 1056 01:20:32,467 --> 01:20:35,834 AND NOT PUT OUT EVERY EFFORT YOU CAN 1057 01:20:35,834 --> 01:20:38,266 TO HELP THEM GET BACK, 1058 01:20:38,266 --> 01:20:40,967 UH, I THINK THAT'S 1059 01:20:40,967 --> 01:20:42,967 THE WHOLE THING ABOUT BEING A PARENT. 1060 01:20:42,967 --> 01:20:45,133 YOU BROUGHT THIS PERSON INTO THE WORLD, 1061 01:20:45,133 --> 01:20:47,934 YOU DO YOUR BEST TO MAKE SURE THAT THEY SURVIVE THIS WORLD. 1062 01:20:47,934 --> 01:20:50,734 AND IF THEY FALL DOWN, YOU HELP THEM. 1063 01:20:51,800 --> 01:20:55,033 - YOU WANT SOME? - Tracy: YEAH. 1064 01:20:56,800 --> 01:20:59,600 - HOW OILY IS IT NOW? - NOT AT ALL. 1065 01:21:04,900 --> 01:21:08,834 TODAY WE'RE MOVING INTO OUR NEW PLACE OVER IN BROOKLYN. 1066 01:21:08,834 --> 01:21:12,133 IT'S MATT AND I'S FIRST APARTMENT TOGETHER AND IT'S A HUGE PLACE. 1067 01:21:12,133 --> 01:21:14,533 WE REALLY LUCKED OUT AND GOT A GREAT PLACE. 1068 01:21:14,533 --> 01:21:16,834 MY DAD'S HELPING US FURNISH-- WE'RE FURNISHING IT. 1069 01:21:16,834 --> 01:21:20,100 THIS IS VERY SIGNIFICANT. THIS IS GONNA BE OUR HOME TOGETHER FOR A WHILE. 1070 01:21:20,100 --> 01:21:22,800 THIS IS GOING TO BE THE HOME WE GET MARRIED IN. 1071 01:21:24,667 --> 01:21:27,967 FOR THE FIRST TIME, WE DON'T HAVE TO USE A CREDIT CARD TO ENTER THIS DOOR. 1072 01:21:27,967 --> 01:21:31,100 Tracy: WE HAVE KEYS. 1073 01:21:31,100 --> 01:21:33,433 SEE THAT? THAT'S DOOR NUMBER ONE. 1074 01:21:33,433 --> 01:21:35,867 CHING, CHING. 1075 01:21:37,900 --> 01:21:41,567 Tracy: THIS SYSTEM IS INCREDIBLE. AND MY DAD GOT US 1076 01:21:41,567 --> 01:21:45,500 40 OR 50 DVDS TO START OUT A COLLECTION, SO WE-- 1077 01:21:45,500 --> 01:21:47,567 Ma AND EVERY TIME HE COMES, TRUST ME, 1078 01:21:47,567 --> 01:21:50,834 IT'S LIKE HIS SWEATERS. HE'S GOING TO COME WITH 10 OF THEM. 1079 01:21:50,834 --> 01:21:53,900 IF YOU LOOK IN MY CLOSET, WE'VE GOT 600 SWEATERS. 1080 01:21:53,900 --> 01:21:57,000 - YOU THINK I'M KIDDING? COME HERE. - WHERE? 1081 01:21:57,000 --> 01:21:59,233 Ma THIS IS OUR SWEATER CLOSET. 1082 01:21:59,233 --> 01:22:01,934 IT'S ALL SWEATERS. 1083 01:22:01,934 --> 01:22:04,333 IF YOU LOOK BEHIND MY BED OVER THERE, 1084 01:22:04,333 --> 01:22:07,667 THERE'S FOUR MORE BIG GARBAGE BAGS-- SWEATERS! 1085 01:22:07,667 --> 01:22:10,133 WE'RE THOROUGHLY SICK AND TIRED 1086 01:22:10,133 --> 01:22:12,133 OF THAT LIFESTYLE OUT THERE. 1087 01:22:12,133 --> 01:22:14,834 THIS ISN'T A WHIM AND THIS ISN'T TO HUMOR MY FATHER. 1088 01:22:14,834 --> 01:22:16,433 THIS IS WHAT WE WANT. 1089 01:22:16,433 --> 01:22:18,767 MATT AND I STILL HAVE SOME ISSUES WE GOT TO WORK ON, 1090 01:22:18,767 --> 01:22:21,300 BUT THOSE THINGS ARE LESSENING 1091 01:22:21,300 --> 01:22:25,233 AND THE POSITIVE THINGS ARE, YOU KNOW, JUST MORE AND MORE SO. 1092 01:22:25,233 --> 01:22:28,900 - I'M NOT WORRIED ABOUT IT. I'M NOT CONCERNED AT ALL. - OH YEAH. 1093 01:22:56,934 --> 01:22:59,867 - Woman: Hello? - I'M SORRY TO BOTHER YOU. I FORGOT MY KEY. 1094 01:22:59,867 --> 01:23:01,767 CAN YOU LET ME IN? I LIVE ON THE FOURTH FLOOR. 1095 01:23:01,767 --> 01:23:03,834 - Who is it? - O'BRIEN. 1096 01:23:03,834 --> 01:23:06,600 - Oh. - ( door buzzes ) 1097 01:23:08,967 --> 01:23:11,300 THANK YOU. 1098 01:23:20,867 --> 01:23:24,400 I MISS MICHELLE. WE ALWAYS COME HERE TOGETHER. 1099 01:23:24,400 --> 01:23:28,166 I WASN'T REALLY PLANNING ON LEAVING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. 1100 01:23:28,166 --> 01:23:31,533 I JUST GOT FUCKING-- 1101 01:23:31,533 --> 01:23:34,200 I JUST GOT-- NODDED OUT 1102 01:23:34,200 --> 01:23:37,500 AND WHEN I WOKE UP IT WAS LIKE AN HOUR LATER. 1103 01:23:39,000 --> 01:23:41,000 AND, 1104 01:23:41,000 --> 01:23:44,066 YOU KNOW, I KEPT LOSING SENSE OF DIRECTION. 1105 01:23:46,266 --> 01:23:49,800 I KNEW MICHELLE WOULD HAVE BEEN REALLY MAD AT ME. 1106 01:23:49,800 --> 01:23:53,900 SO I DIDN'T BOTHER GOING ANYWHERE. 1107 01:24:17,066 --> 01:24:19,066 AAH! 1108 01:24:21,033 --> 01:24:23,467 I'M FUCKING FREEZING. 1109 01:24:24,500 --> 01:24:26,834 HOW COULD HE HAVE A CONSCIENCE? 1110 01:24:26,834 --> 01:24:28,834 LOOK AT THE FUCKING WEATHER. 1111 01:24:28,834 --> 01:24:31,600 AND WHERE IS HE? ( chuckles ) 1112 01:24:31,600 --> 01:24:35,867 AND IS HE WONDERING WHERE I AM FREEZING? 1113 01:24:35,867 --> 01:24:39,200 WHERE'S SEBASTIAN, UNDER A FUCKING QUILT RIGHT NOW 1114 01:24:39,200 --> 01:24:42,400 SNUGGLED UP WITH A DICK UP HIS ASS? 1115 01:24:46,934 --> 01:24:48,800 HI, ALVIN. 1116 01:24:48,800 --> 01:24:50,900 IT'S SEBASTIAN. 1117 01:24:50,900 --> 01:24:53,867 HEY, CAN I COME OVER? 1118 01:24:53,867 --> 01:24:55,900 ALL RIGHT. WHAT'S YOUR-- 1119 01:24:55,900 --> 01:24:58,400 WHAT'S THE NUMBER OF YOUR BUILDING? 1120 01:24:58,400 --> 01:25:02,200 OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU SOON. HA HA! 1121 01:25:04,300 --> 01:25:07,233 WHEN MICHELLE IS NOT WITH ME SOMETIMES 1122 01:25:07,233 --> 01:25:10,333 I CAN'T FIND A PLACE TO STAY, I-- 1123 01:25:10,333 --> 01:25:13,633 I CALL PEOPLE LIKE THIS PERSON 1124 01:25:13,633 --> 01:25:16,934 AND I HANG OUT WITH THEM AND GET HIGH OR WHATEVER. 1125 01:25:18,333 --> 01:25:20,834 AND SOMETIMES, I-- 1126 01:25:20,834 --> 01:25:23,500 YOU KNOW, IF IT'S ALL RIGHT, 1127 01:25:23,500 --> 01:25:26,767 I END UP STAYING FOR THE NIGHT IF THEY DON'T BOTHER ME AND I FEEL-- 1128 01:25:26,767 --> 01:25:29,333 I FEEL SAFE. 1129 01:25:29,333 --> 01:25:32,066 Michelle: IT'S SO FUCKING COLD. 1130 01:25:32,066 --> 01:25:34,367 LIKE A HALLWAY LIKE THIS-- 1131 01:25:34,367 --> 01:25:36,266 THIS AIN'T WARM, MAN. 1132 01:25:36,266 --> 01:25:39,700 I WAKE UP, I'M FUCKING FREEZING. 1133 01:25:39,700 --> 01:25:42,633 I MEAN, IT FELT GOOD IN THAT DETOX THE OTHER NIGHT. 1134 01:25:44,100 --> 01:25:47,734 YOU KNOW, TO GET INTO A FUCKING BED-- TWO DAYS OF THAT. 1135 01:26:03,233 --> 01:26:05,633 IT'S THE WORSE THAT IT'S EVER BEEN. 1136 01:26:05,633 --> 01:26:09,300 THE CRACK IS JUST KILLING ME. IT'S KILLING ME. 1137 01:26:13,200 --> 01:26:17,033 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP. 1138 01:26:17,033 --> 01:26:19,767 IF I WANT TO STOP. 1139 01:26:19,767 --> 01:26:23,400 I MEAN, I'M SURE I WANT TO STOP. 1140 01:26:23,400 --> 01:26:26,100 'CAUSE WHO THE FUCK WANTS TO LIVE LIKE THIS? 1141 01:26:29,000 --> 01:26:32,367 I MEAN I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH SEBASTIAN ANYMORE. 1142 01:26:33,533 --> 01:26:37,233 WHICH I-- I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE THAT. 1143 01:26:37,233 --> 01:26:39,567 I MEAN, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM. 1144 01:26:39,567 --> 01:26:42,900 OH MY GOD, HE WAS MY LIFE. WHICH HE STILL IS. 1145 01:26:42,900 --> 01:26:46,433 I MEAN I'D DO ANYTHING FOR HIM, BUT... 1146 01:26:46,433 --> 01:26:49,233 WITH THE DRUGS JUST-- THERE'S NOTHING THERE. 1147 01:26:49,233 --> 01:26:52,133 RIGHT NOW, IT'S TOO FUCKING COLD. 1148 01:26:52,133 --> 01:26:54,500 I'M GOING ON THE TRAIN. 1149 01:26:54,500 --> 01:26:57,600 JUST RIDE BACK AND FORTH ALL NIGHT. 1150 01:26:57,600 --> 01:26:59,533 IT'S A ROUGH PLACE TO STAY WARM 1151 01:26:59,533 --> 01:27:02,467 BECAUSE THE COPS GIVE YOU A REALLY HARD TIME. 1152 01:27:08,633 --> 01:27:11,066 WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL, I REMEMBER 1153 01:27:11,066 --> 01:27:13,066 SEEING THIS, LIKE ON TV, YOU KNOW? 1154 01:27:13,066 --> 01:27:15,100 I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT THE OTHER DAY. 1155 01:27:15,100 --> 01:27:18,333 YOU KNOW, LIKE THIS GRAND CENTRAL 1156 01:27:18,333 --> 01:27:21,400 AND THE HOMELESS PEOPLE. 1157 01:27:21,400 --> 01:27:24,266 I WAS THINKING ABOUT THAT THE OTHER DAY AND THEN I SAID, 1158 01:27:24,266 --> 01:27:26,800 "I'M PART OF THIS. 1159 01:27:26,800 --> 01:27:30,133 I AM PART OF THAT NOW." 1160 01:27:30,133 --> 01:27:33,367 WHAT I USED TO LOOK AT WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL, 1161 01:27:33,367 --> 01:27:36,533 THESE PEOPLE SAYING, "HOW COULD THEY SLEEP THERE? 1162 01:27:36,533 --> 01:27:39,166 WELL, HOW COME THEY DON'T HAVE A BED?" 1163 01:27:39,166 --> 01:27:42,500 AND I'M LIVING IT NOW. 1164 01:27:42,500 --> 01:27:44,500 ( trains rumbling ) 85559