All language subtitles for [English] Lonely Enough to Love E06 NEXT

My dream

was never able to spread its wings.

It fell on the ground

and got covered in blood.

You don't have to do anything.

I want to be alone.

I want to be someone

you need.

There are so many people
who are better off than her.

She already has it tough.

She thought her dream
was finally coming true.

They called her a writer

and got her all excited.

How could they just throw her away
like this?

Poor Na-eun.

Hey. It's those guys who are bad.

Why are you crying? Don't cry.

I'll catch those guys
and teach them a lesson.

I'll use my connections to find
those swindlers too.

Na-eun must hate the world right now.

It makes me feel awful
just imagining being Na-eun.

How do you think she'd feel?

No one can imagine. Only she would know.

EPISODE 6: I'LL WALK AT YOUR PACE

Na-eun.

Are you inside?

Lee Na-eun.

Answer me if you're inside.

Lee Na-eun.

Hey, Na-eun.

If you're not at home,

then where are you?

NA-EUN, ARE YOU OKAY?

YOU HAVE 54 MISSED CALLS.

Kang-woo.

Were you here all night?

You look like you were up all night too.

Did you get in contact with Na-eun?

Na-eun.

Na-eun.

I heard voices outside so I came out.
What are you two doing here?

Are you kidding me?
Why didn't you pick up your phone?

You're okay, right?

I'm fine.

It's normal to run into
ridiculous situations like this in life.

I might want to be alone
from time to time.

Anyway, did you all have breakfast?

Since Na-eun isn't here,

Hyun-jin and Kang-woo
didn't show up either.

Hyun-jin is her friend, so I understand,

but I guess she got really close
to Kang-woo too.

They're next-door neighbors.

Of course he's more concerned
about her than us.

This is the dish Na-eun liked the most
out of what I made.

I prepared it hoping some sweets
would get her spirits up.

My nosiness made me overcook.

Don't you think
Na-eun will come back soon?

She'll feel bad about
us worrying about her.

I have a feeling she'll show up as usual.

It'd be best not to ask her anything
until she talks about it first.

What's the point in talking about this?

She's not here.

Na-eun.

It's my favorite, pancakes. Good morning.

Yes. Good morning to you too, Na-eun.

Na-eun, the owner brought this menu back
just for you.

Have a lot.

Sugar works the best when you're down.

I love sugar. I need it right now.

-Thank you for the food.
-Of course.

The attendance is higher than usual.
It's nice.

Yes.

Where's the maple syrup?

Actually, I couldn't sleep a wink
last night.

I was going to read just a few pages,

but I couldn't put down your book.

Those people who swindled you
are going to get punished.

No. You'll meet a good publisher
and things will go well.

"Failure is the mother of success," right?

Not failure. A mistake...

No, disappointment.

Disappointment is the mother of success.

That's wrong too, right?

Gosh. Go ahead and eat.

Eat. Go ahead. Go on.

It's so delicious.

Go ahead and eat.

"SCENARIO"

"YOU CAN HAVE IT"

Where did you sleep last night?

At a friend's.

Friend who?

It wasn't A-reum or Ji-a.

Would you know if I told you who?

I ate well and slept well.

Nothing happened, so don't worry.

Where are you going now?

Are you a tick? I'm taking out the trash.

PRACTICE NOTEBOOK

PLASTIC, PAPER, CAN, GLASS

PRACTICE NOTEBOOK

What's the big deal?

These are just notes.

Not everyone can become a writer
because they want to.

Just because you dream,
it doesn't mean you can fulfill it.

Crying won't solve

anything.

I'll just go back to my place.

I feel lighthearted
thinking I won't write anymore.

I won't have to force myself to struggle
or waste my energy.

It's for the better.

PRACTICE NOTEBOOK

Why don't you rest at home today?

I'm already recharged.
I took the day off yesterday.

If you don't have anything today,

do you want to go to a beach?

With you? Why?

Well...

You didn't even get close to water
this summer.

So are you going to give me a tour?

I'm really fine, so just act normal.

Also, I'm super busy today.

Where are you going?

Where should I drive you?

Did you bring your car too?
I was going to drive her.

You two can go together.

I should walk on a nice day like today.

She's just like usual.

BALANCE: 350,475 WON

LANDLORD

Ma'am.

You said you'd send me
two months' worth of rent first.

I didn't get it yet.

I'm not talking about
compensation right now.

You're being too harsh.

You should think about me

having to live outside of my own place.

Yes. Please send it as soon as possible.

This is Lee Na-eun.

I haven't received my payment yet.

It's already past the date you promised.

Yes. Thank you.

You need a proofreader for a new novel?

PRACTICE NOTEBOOK

POCKET PRINCE

Gosh, I'm hungry.

I only wrote two pages today.

Tteokbokki? Malatang? Sundae soup?

Dear writing fairy, help me write
just one page. Please!

My head isn't full of rocks, is it?

I'm exhausted.

How much longer
do I have to write and fix it?

I can't tell if it's getting better,

and I'm not sure if my writing is good.

Maybe I'm not cut out for this.

If I work this hard,
will I achieve my dream someday?

I can't see the end.

I CAN'T SEE THE END.

Is there even an end?

Mr. Cha.

Did you see it?

Not on purpose.
I only saw what was visible.

It looks like a woman's handwriting.

Don't try to know more.

-I won't tell you anything.
-That's cute.

You really changed a lot.

It makes me wonder if you're
the Cha Kang-woo I knew 15 years ago.

JEON MI-HYUN

Mom...

CONDOLENCES

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I...

I should've been more affectionate.

I should've listened to you.

DECEASED: JEON MI-HYUN,
MOURNER: CHA KANG-WOO

-How dare you come here?
-Why are you raising your voice?

Visitors are here to pay their respects.

Get out. I said, get out!

Someone shameless like you
shouldn't be here.

You rude punk.

How could you talk to your dad like that?

She must've died early so she wouldn't
have to see you behave like this.

Don't you dare talk about her.

You must want to blame me for her death.

But she died due to depression.

And whose fault is that?

I gave her everything she asked for.

She wanted a divorce, so I agreed to it.

So what?

Did you come here to show her
that you're happy with your new wife?

I told you that we shouldn't come.

People are selfish.

They only think about themselves.

We should understand.

I pity him.

What? You pity me?

Kang-woo, don't.

Just show your condolences and leave.

You're nothing but an incompetent nurse
who couldn't take care of your patient.

-I don't understand why Mom had to--
-Enough!

Just stop, please.

From now on,
let's not see each other again.

No.

I'm going to see you.

I'm going to see you dead.

I swear I'll see you dead

with my own two eyes.

Who could it be?

I wonder who managed
to fill your heart with so much love.

I'm not going to tell you.

If you want to make her open up to you,

you'll have to open up first.

Don't just be nice to her
like you are with others.

I'm saying you need to show her
what you're hiding from everyone

deep down in your heart.

I feel like you're ready to do that now.

That's enough. I'm drawing the line.

Ms. Ha, it's my job to do counseling.

Sir, we need to order more cookies.
They're all sold out.

Okay.

Hey, Na-eun.

Will you take a break and look at us?

Why do you keep wanting to talk to me?

We were worried sick about you,

but you suddenly show up
and just get back to work?

We couldn't sleep a wink because of you.

Look at me.
My dark circles have come down to here.

Do you see this?

I'm sorry I made you worry.
But I'm really okay.

I'm totally fine.

Na-eun, you don't look fine at all.

I only look like this because I couldn't
sleep properly last night.

I feel great. My mood is excellent today.

Some things are just impossible.

I actually feel relieved
now that I've given up.

Mom.

Kyung-won, you're here.

It's fall now.

Your dad and I took a walk by the Seine

around this time of year,
and it was very beautiful.

You seem to be in a good mood today.

Where did you get that scarf?

The tall and young doctor
gave it to me as a gift.

He has really nice taste.

I bet he received a lot of love growing up

and had a happy childhood.

It'd be great if you met a guy like him.

Look at me.

Your dad may be gone,

but I'm very happy that I get to live
with such beautiful memories.

I'm glad to hear that you're happy.

SAERIM HOSPITAL, REGISTRATION DESK

Hey, Bo-ra.

I'm almost done.

HAPPY TOGETHER, CO-LIVING HOUSE

You guys are treating me so nicely.

It makes me feel like I'm a queen.

I know, right?
This may not seem like a big deal,

but it really helps you feel better.

Gosh, this color is very refreshing.
I feel like it'll look great on you.

It's a pity
that you just want clear nails.

I know my nails will look nice,

but I'll end up getting red ink on them
as I proofread.

Then your hard work will just go to waste.

Then how about I just stick
a star-shaped cubic here?

Sure. Sounds great.

There you go.

What is this smell?

Don't you smell something sweet?

Here you go. They're handmade cookies.
I just finished baking them.

You guys can eat these
and enjoy your time together.

I was actually getting a little hungry.

Are these black chunks all chocolate?
I really love chocolate.

I figured you might like this
after I saw you

drown your pancakes in maple syrup.

By the way,
Jung-hoon asked me to tell you this.

What?

"To have a healthy mind,
you need a healthy body."

"If you come down to the fitness center,
I'll teach you how to work out."

Does this mean
I'm going to become really fit now?

Jung-hoon seems cold-hearted,
but he's actually pretty cute.

I get why Bo-ra likes him.

Are you teasing me?

I'm so jealous of you right now.

-Eat up, you guys.
-Thank you.

You too, Bo-ra.

Kang-woo.

I love both the smell and the ambiance.

They were having a lot of fun,

but I feel like we ruined it
by joining them.

Oh, right.
You guys should come sit near me.

Let me brighten up your nails
with nail art.

I'll do it if Kang-woo does it first.

I think I'll have to take rain check.

Can we talk in private?

It's pretty.

-What?
-Oh, that.

Your nails are pretty.
They're nice and sparkly just like you.

I like them, too.
I didn't know my hands could be so pretty.

You didn't know?

I knew that the moment we first met.

Are you joking?

We were in a very bad situation
when we first met.

You're just saying that
to console me, aren't you?

Was it obvious?

You really don't need
to worry about me anymore.

I'm going to keep myself busy from now on.

What do you mean?

I'm going to go back
to doing the work I used to do

and work harder to earn money.

Are you not

going to write?

I know it was tormenting
and exhausting for you.

But I really liked seeing you

focus on writing your book
both in the library and at A-reum's cafe.

What's that supposed to mean?

Are you saying you enjoyed
seeing me suffer?

You might not know this,

but that's when you looked the happiest.

It seemed like you were doing
what you truly wanted.

How do you have this?

Don't throw that away.

This isn't really your business.

I feel like it's a waste.

I know this is just your writing,

but it also means a lot to you.

Even if you give up on becoming a writer,

you can't just throw away

the time and passion
you put into achieving your dream.

You shouldn't have done this.

When I threw this away,

I decided to forget about
how much this meant to me too.

Why can't you go to sleep?

I just have a lot on my mind.

Didn't you meet Kang-woo earlier?

Yes, I did.

Did you guys fight?

I'm not like you.

Why would I fight with him?

Okay, forget it.

I'm going to sleep now.
Sweet dreams or whatever.

You shouldn't have done this.

When I threw this away,

I decided to forget about
how much this meant to me too.

Na-eun.

I'm sorry

about yesterday.

I just wanted to make you feel better.

I should've thought about it a little more

before I tried to console you.

I think I was too sensitive yesterday.

It was just really unexpected.

Are you going somewhere?

What about you?

Aren't you going to work?

I start work in the afternoon.

Are you meeting someone?

Yes, I was asked to meet last minute.

How interesting. Same goes for me.

Is this where your appointment is?

You too?

Kang-woo. Hyun-jin.

You guys came early.

I thought you wanted to meet me.

I never said

it was going to be just us two.

Gosh, this is very unexpected.

You both cleaned up nicely today.

I wore something nice
thinking we'd be going on a date.

I would've worn something nicer
if I knew Hyun-jin was coming as well.

You and I think alike.

What's going on?
Why are you guys overreacting?

Let's go. Come on.

What do you think about this?

It looks nice.

What? Do you not like it?

Then I'll just take it off.

It's not too bad. By the way,

are you not going to write?

Wouldn't it be weirder to keep writing
after what I've been through?

-What?
-Nice.

This is your size. Try it on.

It's nice.

What's nice?

Your nails.

It's better for your mental health

to express things
rather than to keep things to yourself.

Dr. Cha, just pick your shoes.

When did I ask for shoes?

I don't need shoes.

They say gifting shoes makes you break up.

You're so old-fashioned.

You and Hyun-jin always
helped me with everything,

and I never got to do anything for you
because I was busy saving up.

I should do something for you guys
at least once.

Did you win the lottery?

You never buy anything over 50,000 won.

There's no way you'd buy us
something so expensive.

I know I'm not rich,
but I'm not that shameless.

When I make more money,
I'll get you guys something nicer.

But let's settle with this for now.

Excuse me. I'd like to buy these shoes.

I wanted to drink with you.

We're just going to eat together?

Alcohol is bad
for both your mind and body.

You're such a goody two shoes.

By the way, I heard you offered
to teach Na-eun how to work out.

She seemed very happy.

I'm glad to hear that.

You're never there to see her reaction.

How do women like to be comforted
when they're having a hard time?

Why are you asking me?

Don't tell me you're worried about her
when you're spending time with me.

I'm sorry if it offended you.

I'm worried about her, too.

But I'm just jealous.

Ever since I was a kid,
I got jealous very easily.

The girl next door once wore
a prettier dress than mine on my birthday,

so I took revenge
by wearing something even more fabulous

the next time we met.

The same goes for today.

I dolled myself to impress you today.

You look amazing.

What kind of reaction is that?

It's awkward, but I like it.

MOM

Excuse me for a moment.

Jung-hoon, about that thing
you asked me to look into...

Did you find something?

If that person is so important to you,

why don't you call your father yourself?

He might pick up now
as if nothing ever happened.

I already tried calling him.
He won't answer my calls.

By any chance, is there something between
you that girl named Na-eun?

Mom.

I know you're hoping that'd be the case.

But please stop.

There's nothing I can do about how I feel.

You know that.

You guys are awfully nice to me today.

Is it because I got you expensive gifts?

-Cheongyang chili peppers are the best.
-Doesn't your stomach hurt?

What are you talking about?
It totally helps me relieve my stress.

Why aren't you eating?
You wanted to come here.

It looks delicious.

I... I get why people are
so crazy about sundae soup.

Hey, that's enough.

What do you mean? I really like it.

He only asked to come here
because he knows this is my favorite food.

I could tell
the moment he took his first bite.

What are you talking about?
It's really delicious.

I'm working really hard.

I'm working as much as I can,
so just wait.

I'll buy you steak next time.

Are you

going to move out of my place?

Gosh, why do you have to be
so straightforward?

Yes, I can't live with you forever.

I'm going to get my overdue payment soon,

and I asked the landlord
for two months' worth of my rent

before I get the rest of my deposit.

Don't rush anything.

Your situation has changed a lot.

Don't even think of asking me to stay.

Just because I lost that much money
doesn't mean I'm struggling like crazy.

I've got what it takes.
I can make it on my own.

Hyun-jin, do you have time?
It's about Na-eun.

I know a guy who takes care of things.
Should I ask him to deal with those guys?

All of a sudden?

It feels good just to think about it.
Should I really do that?

If that guy was right here in front of me,
I would've slapped both his cheeks.

Slap me instead.
You can think of me as the horrible CEO.

Are you asking me to do
a psychodrama with you?

Do you remember this place?
This is where we first met.

You're right.

Did you bring me here on purpose?

You saw everything that day,
so you know how it goes.

Yes, I do. I just go like this...

Now, go ahead and slap me.

I'm sure you know this
since I already slapped you that day,

but I tend to slap really hard.

Don't talk. Just slap me.

It hurts even more if you take your time.
Just slap me without taking any breaks.

Instead of doing this,
why don't you prescribe me some drugs?

You need drugs?

I can't sleep at night,
so I need sleeping pills.

I feel depressed,
so I need mood stabilizers.

And my stomach still hurts,
so I also want medicine for my stomach.

Don't take it so seriously.
I was just joking around.

I can't even joke around with you.

I think there are about 30 victims.

Those two people used to work
at a publishing company and retired.

And it looks like they lured
aspiring writers.

They asked people to pay for storage
prior to the distribution,

and I think that's how Na-eun was scammed.

She couldn't even say that to us.

It must've been so hard.

I think it's going to take some time
to resolve this.

I heard you plan to meet a lawyer.

I can't just stay still and do nothing.

By the way,

has Na-eun ever told you
where she plans to live?

Is she going to move out of your place?

She's obviously not
financially stable right now.

But I think she's rushing to move out

because she feels bad about
staying at my place.

HAEUN LAW FIRM

-What's this?
-I went to a law firm.

I brought the forms you need to fill out

and a list of things you need
to file a lawsuit.

I already reported it to the police.
I don't want to file a lawsuit.

You need to try everything you can.

I got scammed because I was unlucky.

If they're unlucky, they'll get caught.
Don't waste your energy on this.

Hey, you wore the shoes I bought you.

Yes, of course.

I should wear them
even though they're new.

I'll get a shoe bite,
and I'll have to waddle.

But thanks to you, I put on a nice suit.

It looks nice on you.

I was too clumsy.

I thought I was
really good at consoling others.

But I was wrong.

I wasn't that good when it was
regarding someone close to me.

I found myself rushing things
hoping you'll quickly feel better.

I forgot that each person takes
a different amount of time to recover.

From now on,

I'll walk at your pace.

Thank you.

MOM

Mom.

Your book must be out.
Why didn't you send me one?

I can't send it.

What? You can't?

Hold on. I saw on the news
that some writers got scammed.

Don't tell me
you were one of those writers.

Gosh, this is ridiculous.

You're just like your father!

What?

Our family has no money.

You guys should
at least be smart or healthy.

My daughter got scammed like a fool.

And your father spent
all of your savings

to treat cancer.

Why are you badmouthing my late father?
You can just badmouth me.

Hey, he might have been
a good dad for you.

He was an awful husband!

Then, why don't you get
a new husband and a new life?

Why are you still hung up on that?

What did you? You're unbelievable!

Hey, I didn't scam you.
Don't take out your anger on me!

You never console me.

When you found out I was scammed,
shouldn't you have asked

how I was feeling or if I was hurt?

I'm hanging up.

PRACTICE NOTEBOOK

VOUCHER FOR CHA KANG-WOO'S PSYCHODRAMA

From now on,

I'll walk at your pace.

Do you like sleeping or me?

You asked me to take a day off.
Are you just going to sleep?

Yes, baby.

Are you playing with me?

No. I just took a shower.

Where did you learn those cheesy lines?

No one knows what they want in the future.

Loving the present moment is
all that matters.

-David.
-Yes.

Do you want to see me for a long time?

Then why won't you listen to me?

You don't have to cook breakfast.

You don't have to give me massages
when I'm tired.

You don't have to dream about me.

I don't need any of that.

I told you
I could tolerate anything but this.

Did you forget that?

David.

Let's be apart for a while
and take a break.

When I wanted makgeolli,
you didn't even let me drink it.

I'm surprised you asked me to come here.

Since you bought a pair of shoes for me,

it's my turn to treat you.

Just drink it.

I'll take care of you to the end
even if you get totally wasted today.

What is this?

Why are you trying to get me wasted?

-You're hitting your limit.
-What?

It's clear as day.
I can tell that you're about to explode.

Before the huge bomb goes off,
I can cut off the bomb little by little.

That way, there will be
less debris flying at me.

What are you talking about?

Since you're buying,
I'll just enjoy the drinks.

-Cheers.
-Cheers.

Both you and Kang-woo were supportive.

Everyone is trying to help me
and is rooting for me.

But seeing where I ended up,

I must have all the bad luck in the world.

Hey.

If you say that,

what does that make us who apparently
like the unluckiest girl in the world?

"Us"? Who's that?

I'm sure you know.

No, tell me.
Who exactly are you referring to?

That will cheer me up. Come on.

Listen.

Ji-a, A-reum, Dong-seok,

Kang-woo...

Nice. It's cheering me up.
Name some more people. Go.

Jung-hoon, Bo-ra,

Kyung-won,

and me.

What?

So you like me too?

Yes, I like you.

-That's disappointing.
-What?

To me, it's more than just liking you.

I like you very much.

Among all the friends I have,
you're my favorite friend.

But are you telling me
I'm not a special friend for you?

What a jerk.

You're so mean.

I don't like you.

Now,

I don't like you as a friend.

Now,

I keep studying your face.

You're constantly on my mind.

And I don't feel comfortable
around you like before.

But

I don't want to

go back to how things were before.

-I'm thirsty.
-Are you thirsty?

Excuse me. Can you give us some water?

Excuse me.

GOOD JOB TODAY.
LET'S DO BETTER NEXT TIME. YOU CAN DO IT!

That's Kang-woo.

HAPPY TOGETHER, CO-LIVING HOUSE

Yes?

Kang-woo, where are you?

Na-eun?

DIFFERENT MENTAL HEALTH CLINIC

What are you doing here?

Hey, Kang-woo. What took you so long?

I called you ages ago.

Who were you drinking with?
How did you end up here?

I had makgeolli with Hyun-jin.

He told me that
I could get totally wasted today.

You're not completely wasted.
I can tell you had a few.

What? Who told you to smile like that?

Because you flash your smile like that,
I think of you when things get tough.

You're cute.

You caught me off guard
when I was on my way home after work.

What? There you go again.
I told you not to smile like that.

You always do whatever you want.

Let's go.

I'll safely escort you home.

I don't want to go.

You know what? I came here on purpose.

What?

I saw the voucher you put in my notebook.

But I shouldn't have come.

Why are you so nice to me?

I don't want to get help from you.

If that becomes a habit,
I'll be in big trouble.

You keep making me want to rely on you.

You always pretend to be strong,
but it's nice to see your vulnerable side.

It gives me the idea
that you're opening up a bit.

You know,

it's about the voucher.

The one for psychodrama.

I've given it a lot of thought,

but I can't go through with it
when I'm sober.

Can we try that right now?

VOUCHER FOR CHA KANG-WOO'S PSYCHODRAMA

Are you sure about that?

Yes.

How could you do that to me?

It's your fault.

These days, people badmouth victims,
not the con artists.

They criticize victims for being stupid
and falling for the con.

Don't blame me.
Being naive is a fault nowadays.

How shameless.

That must be why
you're scamming people for a living.

Why would you do that?

People say con artists are smart.

Why don't you use your brain
on something else?

To talk to all of those writers,

you must have at least
skimmed through their novels.

And I read your novel too.

I stopped reading some novels
after a few pages.

But I finished reading your novel.

I could tell you carefully chose

every word in your novel.

I mean it.

I conned you because I needed money.

But everything I told you about your work
was all true.

I can't do anything even if
you don't believe me given who I am.

But don't doubt your writing.

You wrote

that novel with every fiber of your heart.

And you are

the best writer

that I know.

It bothers me that you
and Na-eun are sharing the same room.

It bothers me when you're with Na-eun.

Why? Can't I be nice to Na-eun?

That's pointless.

Is it because you're her best friend?

-I'll just move out.
-No.

I want us to see each other.

-Bo-ra.
-I'll treat you causally now.

Didn't you think I would be worried?

Hey. What's wrong with you?

Do you not like me? Or are you scared?

Let's not cross the line.