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ROWAN: Previously on "T@gged"...

- It is tragic that we've lost two students

to suicide this semester.

There are several warning signs for suicide.

ROWAN: I wonder if he was showing signs

but no one was looking.

- You know what the last thing he said to me was?

- I'll see you later.

- Nicki wrote me an apology

the same day that I got that video,

but it just cuts off in the middle of it.

TESSA: Like she was interrupted.

- So I went to her house and I let myself in...

WOMAN: You're wrong!

- You know what's on this drive?

Information about Olive. Zoe found my little sister.

TREVOR: I know you're doing this because of Rowan.

- No, I'm not. - Yes, you are.

You're in love with her.

- So are you into any girls at school?

SEAN: I know about that night, with you and Brandon.

- Dude, I know it's 5:00 somewhere, but really?

Come on, man.

- Hey, did you guys ever find anything on the VHS tape?

BRANDON: I think it might be a code or a message,

but I can't figure it out.

- KingCobra's just a name.

- Are there more of you?

- There will always be more of us.

ROWAN: Hawk got a text this morning from Zoe D.

We have to go to Camp Terrerro.

- The rumors about me and what I would do spread.

Hawk's probably the only one that actually

never had anything to do with any of this.

I think I just watched Hawk die.

You know, it's a lot easier to stab someone

than you'd think.

I'm gonna enjoy watching you two die.

[muffled screaming]

[clattering] Hawk.

Shut up!

- You have to hide behind a mask.

We would die for each other. We're family.

You can't stop us from trying to be better.

- Yes, I can.

- [gasps]

[bird caws]

[gunshot] ELISIA: Rowan!

[tense music]

- Hey!

[gunshot]

♪ ♪

- Drop it!

Drop it, Zoe!

It's over, Zoe.

The idea's dead.

- On your knees! Put your weapons the ground!

Put your weapon on the ground!

[indistinct radio chatter]

[somber music]

♪ ♪

- Hey, Ash.

Guess what, little girl is not really your sister.

Just some random kid I found to split you and Elisia up.

You sister's long gone, darling.

Mwah!

[indistinct radio chatter]

- How'd you know we were here?

- We figured out the VHS tape.

It was a message about camp.

I was worried that you might have come up here,

so I didn't want to take any more chances.

And, Jake, he called your dad.

- And the masks?

When you hide your face,

no one knows which side you're on.

Rowan, I know why you framed me

and why you got me locked up

and kicked out of school, I get it.

You were protecting Elisia and Hailey.

You protect the ones that you love.

I do, too.

That's why I'm here.

[gentle music]

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

[Daniel Ahearn's "The Last Time I Left You"]

MAN: ♪ Always ♪

♪ From the bridge ♪

♪ I would have left ♪

♪ ♪

♪ That's news ♪

♪ I could show it ♪

♪ All the promises I am ♪

- I saw you kiss Brandon.

You're young

and beautiful

and smart.

There'll be a lot of Brandons.

And when none of them stick,

maybe you can meet me back here

let's say, uh, 18th birthday.

I'll wait for you.

[gentle music]

♪ ♪

- Hey.

I'm about to get lunch with Tessa and Elisia,

but what are you doing tonight?

The parents are coming home from the honeymoon,

so I figured, you know, order a pizza,

watch "El Mariachi," something?

- I'm gonna take a nap, actually.

- Yeah? Like all day and all night?

- It's all good.

See you later.

[distant horn honking]

[gentle music]

♪ ♪

- Trevor.

Trevor?

Hello?

[soft clattering]

Hey, Trevs?

Trev.

Hey, what's going on?

What are you doing? - What do you mean?

- Oh, my God, did you take any of those?

- No.

- Trevor, are you okay? - Yes, I'm fine!

- Trevor--Trevor-- - I'm fine! What?

- Are you okay?

Are you okay?

- No.

[sobs]

I don't know.

I don't think anyone has ever asked me that before.

I don't--I don't know.

I'm not okay. I'm just--I'm--

I'm scared and I'm angry and I'm alone,

and I just don't-- - Hey, hey.

- Everyone has their shit together but me.

I don't-- Look, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. - Don't apologize.

I don't really know what to say,

but I'm not leaving.

I'm listening.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

- I wanted you guys to know that it was Sean

that interrupted Nicki that night.

- Yeah, she was writing a note when I walked in.

- She told him that there was another video.

One that could ruin her life.

That's why she did it.

Uh, Nicki's mom gave me her phone

so I could look through her pictures.

She would have wanted you guys to see this.

It's a video that she made for Hailey

right after Hailey overdosed.

When she was in rehab.

- Hey, Hailey, I don't even know why I'm doing this.

You've been gone for, like, a week,

but it feels like a year.

I don't even know how I'm gonna send this to you,

but I've been thinking a lot.

It's been a strange couple of days,

and I don't really feel like myself.

You know, obviously I'm totally freaked out

because of what happened at my party,

but then also you took all those pills,

and I just started wondering:

what's the point of it?

You know, I wanted to make a video reminding you

and also me what's so great

about this stupid life.

Um, I actually made a list.

When I feel this epic loneliness,

which is an awful feeling by the way,

I can watch this and remind myself how to be happy.

MAN: ♪ Cold bones ♪

♪ Yeah that's my love ♪

NICKI: First thing on my list is friendship.

The key to happiness is finding your tribe.

Cherish the real ones.

The ones who never judge you.

The ones who know the real you but still stick around.

But don't forget that friends can surprise you,

'cause we didn't like each other at first.

Yeah, you just-- you gotta be patient.

Great things can happen.

The second item is family.

Family is--is annoying,

and they're a lot.

- I look up to you, little sis. I'm proud of you.

You've always had this deep sense

of what's right and wrong.

Hang on to that.

♪ ♪

I missed you. - I missed you.

NICKI: You know, and sometimes it's not the family

that you were born with, but that's okay.

You can find your family.

At the end of the day, they are yours,

and you are theirs.

And remember that we're still so young,

and it's--it's totally okay to need your mom.

♪ ♪

I mean, family can save you when you're feeling down,

but you have to make an effort.

You have to.

- [cheers]

- Have you been thinking about all this?

MAN: ♪ She was carried up ♪

- I used to call her owl.

- We'll find her.

I promise.

NICKI: And then there's love.

I've never experienced true love,

but I want to.

MAN: ♪ If you're scared ♪

NICKI: I think-- I think it's out there,

I think if I'm patient

and if I believe that I deserve it.

MAN: ♪ Did you run away, I don't need to know ♪

NICKI: You know what I think the most important thing is?

Is to love yourself first.

And I don't think you can find true love

until you fall truly, deeply, madly for you.

BRANDON: I enrolled in boarding school.

- You did?

- I wanna finish high school.

I made a deal with my dad.

Some beautiful babe once reminded me

that I have choices in my life.

♪ ♪

NICKI: I don't know how to love myself right these days,

and sometimes I-- I just feel like quitting,

but I don't know.

Life is so shitty, and it can feel pointless.

It is so easy to hide behind the small things,

our phones, our computers, all this bullshit.

Happiness is people

and honesty and kindness

and laughter and late nights,

even mistakes,

and kisses and crying,

and we have to try.

Right? It's worth it.

♪ ♪

It won't always make sense.

Maybe it'll never make sense,

but at the end of the day,

we have to be gentle with ourselves

and we have to take care of each other.

♪ ♪

[chuckles]

This list is bullshit.

I know it and you know it.

Life is life.

Nothing matters,

but kind of also everything matters.

All right. I love you, girl.

♪ ♪

[gentle music]

♪ ♪

MAN: ♪ When I close my eyes at night ♪

♪ ♪

♪ God damn got you on my mind ♪

- Elisia.

MAN: ♪ Somehow right now all I got ♪

- You are infuriating

and feisty and stubborn,

and you drive me crazy.

Crazy good and crazy bad.

MAN: ♪ Lonely, lonely ♪

♪ Lonely ♪

♪ I'll be yours, I'll be yours ♪

♪ ♪

- You're the one that I want.

And the only one that I ever wanted.

And I would like to make a promise to you,

if you'll let me.

MAN: ♪ Hear my one lonely ♪

- I promise to remind you

that I love you every day

until the day that you love yourself

and then every day after.

MAN: ♪ Oh and from the first time I saw you ♪

♪ Moonlight shining on your hair ♪

♪ Oh yeah I just had a feeling ♪

♪ Yeah I knew she'd be driving me mad ♪

♪ Mad ♪

♪ ♪

♪ God damn I got you on my mind ♪

♪ ♪

[intense music]

♪ ♪

[buzzer blares]

♪ ♪

- Alison.

- We need to talk.

- I'm listening.

- Leaving soon, okay? - Sure, Mary.

[phone chimes]

[tense music]

♪ ♪

[soft bang]

[birds chirping]

[dog barks]

MARY: Olive!

- Coming!

[tense music]

♪ ♪

[phone chimes]

♪ ♪

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

WOMAN: I tagged you guys.