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Episode 53

It's me.

Eun Nim!

Stop right there!

Stop right there, Go Eun Nim.

Are you all right? Are you hurt?

Why did you run away? You can't even run well.

Kang Ho. What are you doing?

Why are you here?

Why didn't you answer my calls?

It would have been great if you had answered my calls.

Let's not talk here. Let's go.

Kang Ho, why are you like this?

Who am I to you? What right do you have to treat me like this?

It is my right as your ex-husband.

and I still love you.

Will that do?

What?

Where are we going?

This is the way to Seoul.

Yes. We are going back to Seoul.

Why are we going to Seoul?

Please take me back.

I'm not well. I want to go home and rest.

That's why we are going to Seoul.

I will wake you up when we get there. Close your eyes and rest.

I have to know where we are going.

Where exactly are we going?

We are going to the hospital.

Hospital?

Let the doctor examine you. Don't worry.

Stop the car.

I said stop the car right now.

Why would I want to go to the hospital with you?

I just told you.

What?

Your right as my ex-husband?

Because you still love me?

What's the meaning of this?

You are the one who should be sorting out your own feelings. Not me.

How could you say something so cold-hearted?

I have no reason to see you anymore.

The reason is I want to go to the hospital with you.

I heard you are very sick.

That's why I want you to get a check up to see if anything's wrong.

If something is wrong, you need to get treatment immediately.

You don't have to beat around the bush.

I'm aware of my own illness.

I'm also aware that it's untreatable.

Who said so? Who?

What kind of doctor told you that?

There is no doctor in this world that would say that.

So if the doctor told you that, he is clearly not a good doctor.

If not, he wouldn't have said something so stupid.

I have been to other hospitals to get confirmation.

It's the same.

That's why you have to go to the hospital to get treatment immediately.

Why are you hiding on a mountain?

Hurry and let's go to the hospital.

There is no special reason.

I'm just too lazy to throw it away.

All right, Kang Ho. I will go to the hospital on my own.

Go back.

All right.

If you don't want to go to the hospital with me,

then I will just have to tell Father-in-law.

That way, he can bring you to the hospital instead.

Kang Ho.

Not yet.

If you want to tell them, please wait until I'm mentally prepared before you tell them.

So please don't say anything.

All right, go to the hospital with me.

If you don't, then I will tell Father-in-law.

What do you want to do?

You have gone to other hospitals for examination; they must have told you.

The test result is the same.

Right now, her condition is very bad.

So what should we do?

Although the final choice is solely depending on the patient's and her family's decision,

my personal opinion is that she has to receive treatment as soon as possible.

Once she reaches a certain stage, she can then have surgery.

That's the best way.

Will she recover if she gets surgery?

There is always a 50% chance.

But there are risks to all surgeries.

If the surgery is successful,

she will go through further treatments during the recovery period.

She would need a year or two for the rest of the treatment; maybe three years.

That's it.

So what you are saying is there is a 50% chance she may lose her life?

I didn't like that doctor from the start.

The point of surgeries is to make people live on.

Yet, what's that about a 50-50 chance.

So that means there is a 50% chance you'll die?

This hospital won't do. We will go to a better hospital. Don't worry.

Kang Ho.

Let go.

Do you feel better now?

Whether it's surgery or taking medicine, or other methods,

It's my problem. I will deal with it as I see fit. Why don't you leave?

All right.

Let me take you home.

It's not a good idea for you to take the bus right now.

That doctor said your condition is very serious.

Are you going to let me drive home alone?

Let's go.

Thank you for taking me home.

Please have a safe trip.

I came all the way here...

Oh Mom.

What are you doing?

Watching TV.

Eun Nim. We are on our way to see you.

You left in such a hurry.

What have you been eating? You don't even have any kimchi.

It's fine, Mom.

I haven't even tidied up here.

I went to the market and bought some banchan, and I'm also making pickled wild vegetables.

Really?

Yes, really.

Then what about your stomach and bad digestion?

I feel much better now.

All right. That's great.

Food tastes better if you have a good appetite.

Mom.

After I tidy up here, I will call you. You can visit me then.

Tell Dad too.

All right. I understand.

What? She doesn't want us to go there?

Yes. I don't know when that child will finally sort out her emotions.

All right. Then let's just wait a little longer.

Don't keep calling her.

All right.

Mother-in-law, are you all right?

Did I do anything embarrassing?

No. You have been doing very well.

I didn't recognize anyone, did I?

I'm scared; really scared.

I really wish that I remained unaware.

That way, I can just think that I did all those things because I was not lucid.

What should I do?

Is this living? This is not living...

Mother-in-law, you have been doing very well.

Believe me. Don't even think of those things anymore.

I really don't know why I did all those horrible things to you.

I should have just let things be.

I did those things because you were unable to have children.

Because of my desire, I even used a surrogate mother.

I really did something bad to you.

Mother-in-law, at that time, it was the only way.

Although I was really exhausted and lonely then,

and I didn't understand you and even resented you.

But now, I don't feel like that anymore.

If it weren't for Mother-in-law, how will I have Yoo Bin?

So don't worry too much about anything.

I will be by your side till the end.

Just one thing...

I have a favor to ask of you.

Please tell me.

When my condition becomes really serious,

and I can't recognize Sae Hun... or I'm not even able to use the bathroom on my own.

You know what I'm saying, right?

I don't want Sae Hun to see me like that.

When that happens, send me to a rehabilitation home.

That's my last request.

All right. I will do that.

Promise me.

I will. I promise. I promise.

How's mother?

She is better.

That.. Please wait a while before you go in.

Mother just fell asleep.

All right.

Kang Ho. Did you just get back?

Yes, Grandmother.

What could be so urgent that you didn't come home, and didn't go to the office?

Grandmother, I will tell you later about it.

Kang Ho.

I shouldn't have come in. I woke you up.

No it's okay. I'm fine. I wasn't sleeping.

That... Mom.

What is it?

I might not be able to come home for the next few days.

Is that right? All right.

You must be well when I'm not here.

Of course.

I will come and visit you often.

So don't worry, Mom.

All right.

Mom. Go back to sleep. I'm leaving.

Kang Ho.

I'm sorry, Kang Ho.

I have really done you wrong. I'm sorry.

But I... it's not that I don't like you. I love you very much.

You have to know this.

Mom, I have known this for a long time.

Really? Really?

Mom, I love you. I'm leaving.

Welcome.

Hello, Director.

Yes.

Chul, give me 20 orders for the film crew.

I'm not selling to you, Director.

That won't do.

Director, please take a seat.

I said I wasn't going to sell to him.

I'm also the manager.

Director, it will be ready in a minute.

Nan Jung.

It looks like it's not going to happen.

That... Chul.

Let's have a talk at the playground in front.

Where is that guy going during business hours?

What do I do, what should I do?

What's going on? What happened with Lee son-in-law and Director Bong?

Mom, I can't tell you.

It's about Lee son-in-law, your mother-in-law and Director Bong...

That... this... this... like this?

Mom, you knew about this? About my mother-in-law and Director Bong?

Hello.

Nan Jung.

What? What?

Did something happen?

Your mother-in-law?

Unni is working right now.

Seol, get me a cup of coffee.

Unni,

Answer the phone and find out what she's saying.

She called your cell phone but you didn't answer so she called the landline.

She said something about... Director Bong and Chul going to the playground.

I don't know what she... oh, Unni, ask what it's about!

What is that supposed to mean?

Its me.

What? The two of them?

All right, man to man, let's be straight.

I have said all I need to say.

Chul, aren't you being a little unreasonable?

Like I said before, don't throw stones at my mom's heart.

I clearly said that I'm not throwing stones. I'm sincere.

Anyway, just don't be sincere with my mom.

Chul, Writer Kim is not someone who is not of age.

She is older than you, and she is much more mature than you.

But why are you controlling her actions?

I don't know. I just don't like it.

Also, Director Bong, do you really think it is possible between my mom and yourself?

If one day, Director Bong falls for a younger woman,

and dumps my mom, what will become of her?

I understand what you are saying.

But you don't have to worry about that.

Anyway, I don't like it.

Writer Kim likes me too!

My mother?

How is it possible for my mom to like Director Bong?

She doesn't have to say it out loud. You can sense it.

So let Writer Kim marry me.

No!

Does Writer Kim belong to you? Why won't you let her marry me?

Just give her to me!

I said no!

Give me!

I won't!

Give me!

I won't!

Give her to me!

She is my mom!

Just give her to me!

- Hey! - I don't want to!

What are you doing here?

Are you fighting?

What fight?

We are just chatting; chatting peacefully.

Who are you two to give me away?

Am I an object? What am I?

Mom, it's not like that.

Isn't Director Bong the one who always tries to get close to Mom?

Now I know everything. I know everything.

Of all people, how could it be you, Unni?

Seol!

- That's why you should have listened to me before. - Mom!

Let's go!

Oh! My head. My head.

Who is it?

It's me. Open the door.

I'm so cold. Aren't you going to open the door for me?

Just go home. I definitely won't open the door.

Even if you don't open the door, I still won't go home.

Do as you please.

Are you really not going to open the door?

Do you want me to freeze to death?

All right! We'll see who wins.

You will have to come out some time.

Has brother-in-law gone to where sister-in-law is?

Maybe it's much worse than we thought.

Although the hospital said it's stomach cancer, we thought it would get better after treatment.

But today I heard that her condition is very bad. I wasn't able to work all day thinking about it.

Even so, the two of them are divorced.

It's not good that Brother-in-law still went to help her. Why didn't you stop him?

It's not something I can stop him from doing.

Moreover, they didn't get a divorce because they stopped loving each other.

No matter what, we were one family once.

Also... should we take Yoo bin to pay her a visit?

Yoo Bin?

I have no other motives; but she is sick after all.

If you care so much about her, then go visit her on your own.

There is no one in the car.

What are you doing?

Don't be like this. Hurry and go home.

I'll just go in and stay for a bit.

It's really cold.

The wind now is so much colder than even during winter.

All right then.

Get warm and then go home.

I already brought my luggage here.

I want to be by Eun Nim's side.

Then Kang Ho, you stay here. I will leave.

She really left!

Eun Nim!

It's so cold. Where are you going?

It's really cold, let's go home.

What you are doing now is making me very annoyed.

It looks like you have misunderstood.

I don't need you anymore.

I need you. I'm the one.

Go Eun Nim!

What's so great about you?

You are terminally ill. What's so great about you?

Let me be by your side.

I just want you to be by my side till the last moment.

You can't even do that?

I need you. I'm the one who needs you.

I won't ask for anything.

I ask for nothing.

I don't know how much time is left.

I just wish till that time,

Until that time,

I hope you will be by my side.

I beg you.

Eun Nim. Time to eat breakfast.

What did you make?

I bought every book about stomach cancer yesterday.

I made this based on what is written in the books.

It's supposed to be good for you.

Is that so? It looks really good.

Doesn't it? Try it.

How's the taste?

It's edible.

I have already done my best.

It's delicious.

But it doesn't taste good to me.

In any case, you should eat even a little.

All right.

Yesterday after you fell asleep, I read up on books and also did research online.

There were a number of patients who were in worse conditions than you, but recovered anyway.

There is an old grandpa who was in the late stages of cancer when he was in his 20s.

But now, he is over 60 already.

Let's officially wage a war against cancer together.

Understand?

Eat a little more of the porridge, then let's go to the hospital.

Hospital?

Yes.

We have to start treatment immediately.

Kang Ho, can we go after a few days?

All right. Hurry and eat.

I will be right back.

All right. Don't tire yourself out.

You should still be cautious now.

All right.

You are here.

Are you going to work?

Yes. I started going back to work a few days ago.

Did the doctor say you can go to work?

Yes. Don't worry.

Honey. Hurry and go.

All right. Goodbye.

Be careful.

What is this?

I made some food.

It's something you and Go son-in-law love to eat.

Yes. Eun Nim would have loved it too.

I want to go and visit Eun Nim.

I keep having bad dreams.

That's true. I want to go and visit her too.

But she hasn't settled her emotions yet, so I don't want to disturb her.

Her dad said to wait and see first.

Is that right?

Oh, wait...

It seems there are a lot of birthday parties today.

You have to get the preparations ready half an hour before they start. Everything must be clean too.

Yes.

All right.

Yes. It's dad.

Are you doing well?

Yes, I'm well. How about you, Dad?

I'm at work.

Dad, are you all right to work?

Of course I'm all right, that's why I came to work.

That... did Baek son-in-law contact you?

Why do you ask?

He came looking for you a few days ago. Is everything all right?

Yes. Everything is fine.

Dad, I will go home this weekend.

Yes.

When are you going to tell Father-in-law and Mother-in-law?

They have to know.

If you don't feel comfortable telling them, then do you want me to tell them?

Wait a bit. I will tell them later.

Are you going out?

Yes. Living my life, dependent on Unni like this, I feel that my life is really empty.

So now, I want to get my own life back.

It's good that you want to live your own life.

But you have to at least tend to my meals first.

Unni, there is rice in the rice cooker. There are vegetables in the fridge.

From now on, you have to prepare your own meals.

Seol, about Bong PD.

I really didn't keep it from you on purpose.

He's always like that, so I just let nature take its course.

In any case, no matter what,

you knew how I felt; yet you still kept going out with him.

Right now, I'm not even sure what's going on.

How is it possible that you don't know your own feelings?

I really don't know. I've already reached this age; what can I do?

Mom, are you and Aunt fighting?

No. What's there to fight about?

Grandma.

Oh yes. Yes. Yoo Bin.

You're so cool!

Were you surprised?

When did you do this?

Honestly, you always underestimate me.

Actually, I, Baek Kang Ho, am a very romantic man.

Do you like it?

It's so pretty.

Sit here and enjoy the flowers.

Wait for a while.

I'll go and prepare some food.

Wow, the roses smell really good.

Kang Ho.

Don't be so touched. Take your bath then come out.

Nothing happened today?

Yes.

Yoo Bin is asleep.

That... you haven't heard from brother-in-law today?

No.

It seems that sister-in-law's family doesn't know about her illness.

Really? If it were me, it would be hard for me to tell the parents too.

Really. Everybody thinks differently; she's only thinking of herself.

If it were me, even if brother-in-law came back to me, I wouldn't accept him.

If she really loves him, shouldn't she let him go?

If she can't do that, shouldn't there be another way?

I really feel so sad for brother-in-law because he can't start afresh.

He is a fool; he doesn't have to go all the way to help her.

If you really care about brother-in-law, you shouldn't just let him be; don't just do nothing.

Mother is sick too. You are the only one who can control him.

Honey, let's just let Kang Ho do as he pleases.

If something were to happen to Sister-in-law,

it would be better than to have regrets later, wouldn't it?

What's wrong? What's wrong? Does it hurt a lot?

Let's go to the hospital. Let's go to the hospital.

Didn't I say to go to the hospital?

Eun Nim, what's wrong?

Painkiller.

Painkiller?

Which one is the painkiller? Which one?

Brown bottle.

Brown Bottle?

It's here. It's here.

Hurry! Hurry!

Here... Here it is... Here it is... Here it is.

It's okay... It's okay... It's okay...

It's okay. It's okay.

Let's go to the hospital... Let's go to the hospital.

Where did she go?

The number you dialed has been switched off.

I'm sorry I'm leaving without saying goodbye, Kang Ho.

However, if I don't do this, you will not let me go.

Kang Ho. I already feel bad for being by your side when I was healthy and beautiful.

I don't want to be by your side when I am like this now.

If you really love me, please understand me.

Don't look for me again.

Kang Ho. I'm really grateful to you.

What? You still can't get through?

Yeah... why isn't she picking up?

When Eun Nim calls, tell her to get a landline for her house.

It's so hard to get in touch with her.

All right. She should be all right.

Aigoo.

Is it all right to go to work in the afternoon even when you have to go to the hospital at noon?

That... I will go to the hospital next time.

Let's go have a look at Eun Nim's place. Something must be wrong.

No way. You have to go to the hospital first.

How can you be so nonchalant when you almost died?

Why can't we get through her phone?

It's probably out of battery.

Hurry and get ready to go to the hospital.

All right.

Isn't this Kang Ho?

Eun Nim... is Eun Nim home?

Eun Nim is not here.

What's wrong with him?

What's going on?

Father, Mother, where is Eun Nim?

What's wrong with you?

Father, Father.

Eun Nim is sick, Father.

Father, you have to save our Eun Nim... Our Eun Nim...

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