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I want to stay with her.

Even more so...

now that I left her side.

If there is even one reason...

for me to stay,

then please...

help me find it.

I don't care where that road leads me.

I will gladly go down that road.

You said you were going to manage well.

You said you'd show me a great rendition of "Giselle".

Was this it?

I just followed my heart, that's all.

There is someone that you just cannot hate,

no matter how hard you try to hate them.

Is this still about Kim Dan?

Is he the problem?

Pull yourself together.

I've gone through a breakup too.

I had to say goodbye to someone dear to me...

and have gone crazy before.

I've been through that too.

I'm saying those emotions...

that you feel right now are nothing special.

Then you must know this well.

I believe this is correct.

I get angry, then I resent him.

But in the end, I just miss him.

- And that's why I'm sad. - You can...

never get anything done with sadness!

If Giselle and Albrecht were truly in love,

then they should die together in the end.

It must be her.

The one who has been put to rest in the temple.

The ballerina.

That's unnecessary.

That has nothing to do with the performance.

Please...

do not disappoint me anymore.

(Kim Dan)

(A missed call from Noisy Gong)

(Missed calls from Noisy Gong)

Hey, Noisy Gong.

You can roam about all you want.

Start dancing,

and lose that temper too.

(Missed calls from Noisy Gong)

How dare you save my name as Noisy Gong?

Okay, come to me.

Focus on me.

Just think...

that it's just you and me alone in this world.

Okay?

Your nose is running.

I knew it. I can never sleep well...

whenever I sleep in a different place.

I want to go home.

Isn't it a bit too late?

The secretary quit just because he wanted to,

and the boss's heart is shaken to the core.

Goodness, my poor life.

What's wrong?

What is it?

You already know that your hired hands...

clean up this place in the morning and night.

Why did you turn this place upside down?

Go back to sleep.

I can do this alone.

Did you have a dream about the man who must not be named?

I can't believe this.

I thought you looked fine for a few days.

I did have a dream.

But it's not like that.

Clean more.

Until all the dust and your regrets disappear,

vacuum as much as you want.

It's not like that.

I dreamt of my childhood days.

"Childhood days"? When?

Why?

I'm not sure.

Why did he appear in my dreams?

I had completely forgotten about him.

It's probably because you're in distress.

You have no one to rely on.

You should get some fresh air.

Reminisce the good, old days.

If possible, meet an old friend too.

The audition is right around the corner.

That's why you need to be in the right state of mind.

I'm already in the right state of mind.

How can you say that when you're torturing yourself...

this late at night?

Every time you were in distress,

that place gave you peace.

Who knows? You might magically find...

a solution there once again.

Where are you?

I called the office.

I'm going to take the day off.

Where are you?

Let's talk. I'll explain everything.

About why it had to be a tragedy...

and why it had to be you.

I wish I could dream the same dream as yours.

But you know very well...

that we can't force it.

I'll start from square one.

So please reconsider my dance.

You haven't answered me. Where are you? I'll go there.

I'll see you later.

I'll go this way.

The way that'll make you look pitiful?

You're only going to lose your woman that way.

She'll be disgusted.

I thought you were very determined, but you're actually indecisive.

What should I do?

Should I burn everything down?

Or should I drown them all?

Who are you? Where are you from?

You have a temper.

Hey, do you know me?

You shouldn't pick fights with anyone.

Wake up.

I came here to find out.

She was worried about nothing.

(Lee Yeon Seo, Yoo Seong Woo)

Why...

are you here?

I came to look for something.

The thing is, I prayed.

I wanted to know the reason.

And...

I realized what it was.

But it pains me.

What are you talking about?

Well...

- It's... - Forget it.

You don't need to tell me.

Don't follow me.

Pray or do whatever you need to do.

And I'll do what I need to do.

How could he seriously not follow me?

Fine.

I don't know you either.

We're strangers.

(Lee Yeon Seo, Yoo Seong Woo)

Welcome. Do you need a room?

(Homestay)

I have something to ask you.

Do you know the house with a blue gate?

It's been too long, so I don't know the way.

There are many houses with blue gates.

A long time ago... About a decade ago,

a little boy used to live there.

By the way, you look familiar.

Who are you? Are you a celebrity?

No, ma'am. I'm a ballerina.

I came here before.

You visited for several years.

You danced in front of the villagers.

There were children as well.

I'm looking for someone whom I met back then.

Tell me in detail.

That way, I can help.

I met him...

on a rainy day.

There was a sunshower during my first day here.

I came out because it sounded like music.

And then, I saw him.

He was standing...

over a cliff.

I wanted to die.

I thought it'd be better if I died.

I was merely 12 years old.

Hey, you over there!

Be careful!

And then,

I met you.

I'm Yeon Seo. Lee Yeon Seo.

What about you?

My name is...

Seong Woo. Yoo Seong Woo.

7, 8, 9, 10.

I'm coming for you!

Where are you?

You scared me!

You can see better now, right?

You always fell...

because your bangs were covering your face.

Thanks.

Hey!

Is that me? You're awful at drawing.

It's not you.

Is that it?

You two hung out for a couple of days?

Goodness.

- What is it? - What's going on?

She's looking for someone after 10 years.

He's a boy named Seong Woo who used to live...

in the house with the blue gate.

Is today a special day?

Is this some kind of a treasure hunt?

If that's all you two did, that boy will probably not remember you.

No. Unless he's suffering from a memory loss,

he will remember me.

Oh, my. How are you so confident?

No! I don't want to!

I was told to go to Russia out of the blue.

I will never go.

I don't want to.

I'm going to quit doing ballet too. I hate everything.

What would have a 12-year-old known?

I didn't want to be apart from my parents.

I didn't want to say goodbye to my very first friend.

So I just hid.

Your nose is running.

That's amazing. I can't believe you're going abroad to dance.

Are you even listening to me?

I will never go.

You said you enjoyed dancing.

You wanted to become the best ballerina worldwide.

If I go there, I won't be coming back.

You might not be able to see me for the rest of your life.

I'll write to you.

How could you not have seen a rainbow in your entire life?

I'll show you the rainbow.

Why are you crying?

Were you disappointed?

That was so pretty.

That was the prettiest thing I've ever seen.

I wanted to live for the first time...

in my life after meeting you.

You were beautiful.

I wanted to see more beautiful things in life.

He understood what I wanted to say with my dance.

He taught me...

how my dance could touch...

someone's heart.

I wanted to become a grown-up.

A strong and powerful grown-up.

I wanted to protect her as a man.

I really want to...

meet him again.

It's him. He's the guy from the house with the blue gate.

He had those big black gleaming eyes.

That's him. Do you know him?

His name is Seong Woo. Yoo Seong Woo.

Hasn't it been over a decade since that house became vacant?

Did he move? Where did he move to?

Do you happen to know his number?

I don't know.

He just disappeared one day.

My gosh, you're so forgetful.

How many times must I tell you?

That boy died.

Wasn't that the boy?

That's right.

What do you mean?

Why would he die?

No.

Why?

Why?

How did you hurt your arm?

I fell.

His dad used to hit that boy.

That's why he jumped into the sea.

The police came to arrest his dad later.

But his dad...

packed up his stuff and left the island.

Exactly. Poor kid.

- No. - I wish I was wrong.

That's why I forget that all the time.

I forget it because it's too horrible.

You brat!

You little rat.

You come back here. I'll teach you a lesson.

Darn it. This rat!

Where did you go?

As you instructed, I looked into each dancer's family and finances.

Thank you.

I knew I could rely on you. You're the best, Mr. Park.

Why do you need this now?

It's natural for a general director to be interested in her dancers.

Every vote from each dancer is very valuable.

I ought to look out for them and take good care of them too.

Are you planning to buy...

their votes for the audition?

Why would you choose such a word? I'm just supporting them.

That sounds scary, you know.

You've done so much for me, Mr. Park.

I have been inattentive to you lately, haven't I?

What's this?

I heard that your second child will be starting school this fall.

It's been a while since you've seen them.

Why don't you go to England and see your kids?

Well, let's see.

Three months will be enough, right?

Of course, this will be a paid vacation.

Don't worry.

If I go,

will you get rid of me before anyone finds out?

Just like Moon Ji Woong three years ago?

Mr. Park.

- Why would you bring him up now? - General Director Choi.

Even a fly has its anger.

And a rat bites a cat when it's cornered.

- Mr. Park. - Please...

stop threatening me.

I mean it!

My gosh.

What did I do to him?

Is offering him a bonus...

and paid vacation considered wrong?

Why isn't he here?

He's gone.

Why aren't you here, Seong Woo?

What are you doing here?

He...

died.

After I left,

he died.

He didn't even write back to me,

so I really hated him for it.

And...

I had completely forgotten about him afterward.

But...

he...

It's not your fault.

Why didn't I know?

He didn't even have shoes on.

And he was standing there when the waves were coming.

His hair was long and unkempt.

And his body was covered with bruises.

It's not your fault.

No.

It is my fault.

Everything was a signal.

But I didn't pick up on the signals.

When he was so determined to become a grown-up,

I...

laughed at him and teased him for it.

I told him that becoming a grown-up was a natural thing for kids...

and he didn't have to try to be one.

But for him,

it was...

Don't beat yourself up for it.

It was probably...

his destiny.

Destiny?

That's simple and brutal.

He must've been scared and terrified his whole life.

I can't imagine how scared...

he must've been to his last moment.

Just thinking about it makes me crazy.

Destiny?

No, that boy, Seong Woo.

That kid...

probably thought of you...

at the last moment.

And to the very last moment,

to the last breath that he took.

How...

do you know?

I just thought that was probably the case.

The only good memories he had were probably the moments with you.

I'm sure he thought of you.

I'm sure.

Really?

I'm sure he's thankful to this day knowing that you are the only one...

who remembers him.

I'm sorry I'm late, Seong Woo.

I didn't know.

I couldn't even imagine that happened. I'm so...

I'm so sorry.

Why aren't you praying?

Will you ask the deity that you like so much?

Why did He give...

so much pain to the life of a 12-year-old?

If the deity really exists,

I'm sure there is no way...

he would have been so alone to the end.

You're right.

Why was He...

so harsh?