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For far too long, Darby had ignored
the details of her past
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not appreciating they might be puzzle
pieces in her quest for connection.
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But now suddenly
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she found herself feeling the impulse
to look inward.
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- Darby ?
- Yeah.
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- Come on in.
- Yeah.
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Real-life therapy couch !
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I'm not actually supposed
to lay down, right ?
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Whatever makes you feel comfortable.
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So do I just start talking or...
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Why don't you talk about
what brought you in here ?
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On the phone you mentioned you're
having trouble with a relationship.
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Yeah. Well...
Yeah, broadly speaking.
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But I think it's just me.
I'm really not
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good at expressing myself
and that's hurting my relationships
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so I would love to just
fix that, you know.
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Could you maybe
give me an example ?
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Yeah, so...
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Recently he wanted to buy
this 2,000 dollar couch
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and we just don't need it.
And...
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I started out saying
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I didn't think we should spend
that much money on a couch.
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And we couldn't even afford it.
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And he was so disappointed by that,
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so I ended up saying...
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We should get the matching ottoman.
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So you're like a real pleaser.
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But now I'm angry.
So...
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Sounds to me like
he didn't respect your desires.
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He kind of steamrolled you.
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But what would happen if you said,
"Hey, look,
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that really made me angry that you
steamrolled me
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into buying that 2,000 dollar couch.
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He would be mad
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and...
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we would get in a fight and...
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He would break up with me.
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So you're really afraid of rejection.
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- Isn't everyone ?
- Of course.
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Because it's painful.
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And it's shame-inducing.
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But it's really not about you,
Darby.
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- Rejection is not personal.
- It's obviously personal.
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Rejection couldn't be more personal.
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I can see
this is a really sensitive area.
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Let's dig a little deeper.
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I want you to tell me about the first
time you experienced a major rejection.
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I want you to describe to me
what that felt like.
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Close your eyes
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and just describe away.
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Do I have to close my eyes ?
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Yeah.
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Okay. So...
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I guess it was...
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Luke.
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Five
Luke Ducharme
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2006
Ten years before Magnus
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I was 15
and I was getting shuttled
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back and forth between my parents.
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And I didn't belong anywhere.
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So I did this crazy thing.
I applied to boarding school.
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At first I just wanted to see
if my parents would stop me.
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Maybe I was too integral a part of
the family for them to let me go.
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But no, they were totally cool with
their child moving across the country.
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So I went
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and honestly I thought
it would look like Hogwarts.
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But no, the pictures in the website
were misleading.
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- This honestly sucks.
- I didn't know you wanted to come.
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No, I don't wanna go on
a Disney cruise.
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Why would I want to go on a Disney
cruise with you guys ?
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Walt Disney was a Nazi !
Mom, I just wanna be home.
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Then maybe you should have
stayed here in the first place
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instead of running away
to boarding school.
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Fine, then I'll just have Thanksgiving
by myself.
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What about your father's ?
I'm sure they'd love to have you, too.
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No, Nancy's mom lives there now,
so I have to be on an Aerobed again.
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Wow, Larry's really caving
over there.
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- Is that even comfortable ?
- It's not supposed to be.
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Oh, is that Grace ? Can you go home
with her for Thanksgiving ?
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No, she's going to her boyfriend's.
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But I'll be fine.
There's a Hardee's in town.
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Don't be dramatic, sweetheart.
I will call you from the ship.
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Hey, do you think I could go to Colby's
with you ? Or would that be weird ?
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Only if you wanna watch us fuck.
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Thanksgiving Break
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Hey, Ashley.
Hey, Caleb.
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I didn't know you were
staying in town for the break.
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Either that or go to our fucking
dumb ass stupid grandma's house.
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- I'm Sophie.
- Hey ! I'm Darby.
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So, anyway.
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Yeah, I've pretty much spent the whole
break so far playing San Andreas.
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I heard the tank is tight ! Have you
gotten to the level of the tank ?
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- No, but I got the cheat code for it.
- Tight !
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Yo !
Sorry.
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- What up, pimps ?
- What's up.
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- Aren't you cold ?
- No. Why ? We're inside.
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Well,
you're dressed like the Big Lebowski.
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- I guess I just run warm.
- Yeah.
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- What's up ? I'm Luke.
- I sit next to you in Chem.
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Oh, shit ! Yes ! No, okay.
I know you, I'm sorry.
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You want some water ?
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It's not water.
It's Popov.
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But keep it low key.
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How's "Cats" going ?
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Sounded pretty good over there,
freaking musical guy.
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I'm playing Rum Tum Tugger.
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Yo.
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Hi.
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What's up ?
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- I hate Thanksgiving.
- Yeah, same.
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It's ridiculous 'cause The O.C.
isn't even on tonight.
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Which makes no sense to me.
I feel like
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if there were a night for The O.C.
to be on, it would be tonight.
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I know !
That's what I was thinking.
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I went to the AV room
to try to watch it and...
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- I'm actually from California.
- No way ! Sick !
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It reminds me of home.
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Cool.
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- Wait, did you inhale it ?
- Yeah.
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- I think I did.
- Are you sure ?
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I don't know.
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There you go, nice one.
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- Why didn't you go home ?
- Civil disobedience.
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What do you mean ?
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My parents are fuckin' repubs and
my dad's a drunk and a hypocrite.
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- Where are you from again ?
- Corpus Christi, Texas.
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- That's wild.
- Yeah.
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What are you, like,
an oil baron ?
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No, no, my dad's a lobbyist.
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Yeah, he knows the dude
that Cheney shot in the face.
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Yeah, I know,
he's boys with my grandpa.
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Yeah, my dad's a recovering alcoholic.
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- Is that why you stayed here ?
- No, I mean... Kinda.
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I don't know.
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No, my parents are just in Jackson Hole
and I didn't feel like going this year.
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It was my first real kiss.
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In the moment, it was magic.
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I mean, now I realize,
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he was using his tongue like
a prison shank.
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- You don't use your door ?
- No.
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Even the Domino's guy knows
to use the window at Casa Ducharme.
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- Come here.
- Thanks.
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So funny !
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Al right, ready?
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That one's cute.
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- We got this.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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- What kind of music do you like ?
- Mellow shit.
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Like this.
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Know this one?
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- You like John Mayer ?
- I love John Mayer. John Mayer shreds.
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Hey, I lied before.
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About what ?
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My family isn't in Jackson Hole,
I...
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I really don't know why I said that.
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Okay...
It's all good.
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You're amazing.
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You're amazing.
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So clearly you really liked this guy.
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But the question is,
Darby,
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what did you do with those feelings ?
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Nothing, really...
I mean, it was high school.
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So... We barely knew each other
and...
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Just wasn't that big a deal.
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Darby.
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Therapy really only works
if you're willing to open up to me.
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I'm here, aren't I ?
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Yes, and that's the first step.
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I'm sorry, it's just...
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You're basically a stranger.
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Maybe that makes it easier.
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Okay.
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Hey.
How was Colby's ?
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His cousin walked in on us,
but otherwise it was fine.
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Okay, you won't believe what happened
over break.
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- I hooked up with Luke.
- Luke Ducharme ?
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Yeah.
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It was kinda magical.
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I didn't know you had it in you.
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Yeah... The first night we met up
at the dining hall and...
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It just kinda happened,
you know.
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- What do you mean, you hooked up ?
- We just kissed.
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But we spent literally
the whole time together.
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It was like we were in love.
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So, what's your guys' deal now?
Are you, like, dating or something ?
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No, I mean...
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I'm not really sure,
I mean, not officially anyway.
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We haven't had the talk yet.
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I have Pre-Calc with him.
He's a total player.
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Yeah...
We're just keeping it casual.
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It's no big deal, really.
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Hey !
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- Nice game !
- Thanks.
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What's up ?
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Not much.
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- Okay.
- Well, hey.
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I was thinking about staging a walk-out
against the Iraq war.
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- Do you feel like joining ?
- Oh.
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Maybe, yeah. Maybe.
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Or we can just smoke weed
and watch the new "O.C."
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I can't. I'm really screwed in Chem
'cause
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I fucked off, like, all break.
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Yeah. I remember.
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- It was worth it though, right ?
- Yeah, for sure.
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- I need to go back to the game.
- Yeah. Go ahead.
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Bye !
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Honestly things only got worse
from there.
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I would see him around campus,
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but it was just like nothing had ever
happened between us.
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Just classic kid shit.
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And I did the opposite
of what I should have done.
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I literally auditioned for "Cats"
just to be close to him.
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Oh, my God, Luke,
that was amazing !
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I seriously had tears in my eyes
when you were singing.
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Thank you.
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Look.
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I think we need to talk.
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You have just been acting really weird.
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No, I haven't been ignoring you,
I promise.
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Seriously, things have been
so crazy with classes...
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and then, you know, I got this,
and I just...
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You like that, Rum Tum ?
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- Hey, dad.
- Hey !
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How's it going over there,
east-coaster ?
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It's fine, I'm just studying.
What's up ?
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We missed you at Thanksgiving,
kiddo.
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Yeah... I missed you, too.
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Hey, so... Some news, actually.
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Nancy's pregnant again.
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Darby ?
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Darby, are you there ?
Hello ?
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Look, I don't know what to say.
I'm sorry.
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No, it's great. Congratulations.
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Oh, hey.
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- What are those, gummy bears ?
- Worms.
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What ?
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They're gummy worms.
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Nice.
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I'm sorry !
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It just happened.
He rolled us a joint and then...
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It didn't mean anything ! I promise.
Colby and I just broke up.
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And I figured since you and Luke
were just hanging out...
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Don't cry.
You're gonna find someone else.
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Stop, I don't even care about this,
okay ?
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I have way bigger shit going on !
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- So you're not mad ?
- No, no !
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I just found out
that I have cancer !
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Fuck !
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Wow, okay.
Let's unpack that.
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- Why do you think you did it ?
- God, I know... I don't know.
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Just...
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Like being a dumb high schooler,
I guess.
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I know, but the thing is, Darby,
a lotta kids get broken up with,
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but they don't go around
telling people they have cancer.
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I heard the news.
I am so sorry !
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Yeah, I have to get a couple more
tests done, but it's not looking good.
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If you need any help, my uncle
is an oncologist at Sloan Kettering.
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Thanks.
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Hey. Thank you.
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How you doin'?
You okay?
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Get well soon.
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His name is Courage.
Not that you need it...
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You are obviously already brave.
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Oh my God !
That's so sweet !
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I don't know why I told the lie
in the first place.
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But once I did,
I just got scared that
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all this love and everybody fawning
over me...
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would just go away
if I came clean.
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GET WELL SOON
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Darby, I'm so sorry to hear.
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Any accommodation this school
can make now or during finals,
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please let me know.
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My office doors are always open.
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survivable cancers
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Hey.
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Do you have a minute ?
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So did you hear they hung Saddam ?
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Why didn't you tell me
you had cancer over break ?
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Look, I just, I didn't...
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I didn't wanna worry you.
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You have so much going on
with the play.
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Don't...
Don't worry about me.
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I love you.
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What ?
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- You actually love me ?
- Yes.
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- What about the whole Grace thing ?
- That... Listen, Grace was a mistake.
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I'm sorry I hurt you.
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It's okay.
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MOM
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I know what you did.
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After that,
I withdrew from school.
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So...
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Yeah. Fucking embarrassing.
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It sounds more than
fucking embarrassing.
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Sounds fucking traumatizing.
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Yeah. It was a pretty stupid thing
to do.
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How did your parents react ?
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Well, they...
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They came to get me.
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They came together,
actually,
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which was amazing.
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Because they'd been divorced
for over a decade at that point.
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Let's go !
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At least you still have your hair.
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Seriously, Larry, does this seem like
a good time for a joke ?
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Wocka-wocka !
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I'm wondering how this is gonna look
on your transcript.
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Claud, we need to be sensitive.
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Clearly this is about something else
we have to deal with.
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How are we gonna get all those things
we bought at the container store ?
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Mom,
can we please just not do this here ?
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Can we please go ?
I can't be here right now. Please.
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There's a lot of stuff we bought.
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You know, Darby,
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sometimes we think we're chasing one
thing, we're actually chasing another.
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Oh, God.
Time's up.
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- Right. How much did you say it was ?
- It's $175.
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I have this new little thing here.
I'll see you next Tuesday, right ?
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- I'll let you know, yeah.
- I don't know how in the hell.
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- It's this side and...
- Down, down, down.
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Oh, my God, look at that.
There you go.
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You know, Darby.
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Between now and next week,
I want you to reflect on
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what it is that makes you feel like
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you don't deserve to be loved.
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I didn't say that.
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So why did you do it, sweetheart ?
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Clearly this is about something else.
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It's nothing, it was just a funny joke,
really.
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It was stupid,
but it was just a stupid joke.
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Darby,
you know we love you very much.
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But that's unacceptable.
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- Claudia, that's not gonna help.
- Please don't undermine me.
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Is it her fault ?
Is it my fault ?
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I'm just so sad !
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But I'm glad we're going home,
'cause I just...
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I just wanna be at home with you guys,
even if you don't want me there.
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Of course we want you there !
We love you !
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You haven't been here that long.
I bet no one will even remember you.
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Darby did not return to therapy
after that,
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for she sensed digging deeper would
require her to upend her entire life.
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Which was built on
the carefully constructed fantasy
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that getting married was
some sort of proof, once and for all,
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that she was lovable.
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Babes, what are you doing ?
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- Let's go.
- Okay.
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