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l need a father who's a role model.
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Not some horny geek-boy
who's gonna spray his shorts
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whenever l bring a girlfriend
home from school.
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What a lame-o.
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Someone really should just
put him out of his misery.
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Want me to kill him for you?
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Yeah. Would you?
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My name is Lester Burnham.
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This is my neighborhood.
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This is my street.
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This is my life.
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l'm 42 years old.
ln less than a year...
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...l'll be dead.
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Of course, l don't know that yet.
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And in a way, l'm dead already.
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Look at me.
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Jerking off in the shower.
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This will be the high point of my day.
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lt's all downhill from here.
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That's my wife, Carolyn.
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See the way the handle on those pruning
shears matches her gardening clogs?
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That's not an accident.
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Hush, Bitsy!
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Hush! What is wrong with you?
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That's our next door neighbor, Jim.
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And that's his lover... Jim.
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You spoil her. Bitsy...
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- Me?
- ...no bark! Come inside now!
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- Come on.
- Good morning, Jim!
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Morning, Carolyn.
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l love your tie. That color!
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l just love your roses.
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How do you get them
to flourish like this?
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Well, l'll tell you:
eggshells and Miracle-Gro.
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- l've never heard of that.
- Man...
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...l get exhausted just watching her.
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She wasn't always like this.
She used to be happy.
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We used to be happy.
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My daughter, Jane. Only child.
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Janie's a pretty typical teenager:
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angry, insecure, confused.
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l wish l could tell her
that's all going to pass
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but l don't want to lie to her.
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Jane, honey,
are you trying to look unattractive?
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Yes.
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Congratulations,
you've succeeded admirably.
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Lester, could you make me a little
later? l'm not quite late enough.
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Nice going, Dad.
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Both my wife and daughter
think l'm this gigantic loser.
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And they're right.
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l have lost something.
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l'm not exactly sure what it is,
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but l know l didn't always
feel this... sedated.
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But you know what?
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lt's never too late to get it back.
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Hello. This is Lester Burnham
from Media Monthly magazine.
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l'm calling for Mr. Tamblin, please.
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Well, we're all under a deadline here.
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There's some information
about your product launch
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that isn't even covered
in your press release and...
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Yeah, OK. Can l ask you a question?
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Who is Tamblin? Does he exist?
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'Cause he doesn't
ever seem to come in.
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Yeah, OK. l'll leave my number.
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lt's 555-01 99.
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Lester Burnham. Thank you.
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Hey, Les.
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You got a minute?
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For you, Brad, l got five.
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So l'm sure you can understand
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our need to cut corners around here.
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Sure. Times are tight.
You got to free up some cash.
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You got to spend money
to make money, right?
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- Exactly.
- Like the time when Mr. Flournoy
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used the company MasterCard
to pay for that hooker,
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then she used the card and stayed
at the St. Regis for three months...
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- That's unsubstantiated gossip!
- That's $50,000!
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That's someone's salary
who's gonna get fired
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because Craig has to
pay women to fuck him!
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Jesus! Calm down.
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Nobody's getting fired yet.
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That's why we're having everyone
write out a job description
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mapping out in detail
how they contribute.
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That way management can
assess who's valuable...
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And who's expendable.
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lt's just business.
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l've been writing for this magazine
for 14 years. You've been here a month?
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l'm one of the good guys, Les.
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l'm trying to level with you.
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This is your one chance
to save your job.
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There's no decision.
Just write the damn thing.
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You don't think it's weird
and kind of fascist?
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Possibly, but you don't want
to be unemployed.
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Let's sell our souls and work for Satan
because it's more convenient.
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Could you be a little bit
more dramatic, please?
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So we finally got new neighbors.
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lf the Lomans had let me represent them
instead of the Real Estate King
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that house would never have sat
on the market for six months.
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They were still mad at you
for cutting down their sycamore.
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Their sycamore? Come on!
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A substantial portion of the root
structure was on our property.
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How can you call it their sycamore?
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l wouldn't have the heart to cut down
something if it wasn't partially mine.
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Mom, do we always have to listen
to this elevator music?
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No. No, we don't.
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As soon as you've prepared a nutritious,
yet savory, meal that l'm about to eat
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you can listen to whatever you like.
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So, Janie, how was school?
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lt was OK.
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Just OK?
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No, Dad. lt was spectacular.
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Well, you want to know how things
went at myjob today?
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They've hired this efficiency expert.
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This really friendly guy named Brad.
How perfect is that?
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He's there to make it seem like
they're justified in firing somebody
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because they couldn't just
come right out and say that.
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That would just be too honest.
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So they've asked us. You couldn't
possibly care less, could you?
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Well, what do you expect?
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You can't all of a sudden be my best
friend just because you had a bad day.
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l mean, hello! You've barely
even spoken to me for months.
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What? You're Mother of the Year?
You treat her like an employee.
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What?
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What?!
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l'm going to get some ice cream.
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Janie...
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l'm sorry l haven't been more...
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...available. l'm just... l...
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You know, you don't always have to
wait for me to come to you.
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Great. So now it's my fault?
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l didn't say that. lt's nobody's fault.
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Janie, what happened?
We used to be pals.
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l will sell this house today.
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Welcome. l'm Carolyn Burnham.
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This living room is very dramatic.
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Wait till you see
the native stone fireplace!
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A simple cream
could really lighten things up.
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You could even put in a skylight.
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Well, why don't we go into the kitchen?
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lt's a dream come true for any cook.
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Just filled with positive energy.
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You'll be surprised how much a ceiling
fan can cut down on your energy costs.
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You know, you could have some really
fun backyard get-togethers out here.
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The ad said this pool
was "lagoon-like."
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- Nothing "lagoon-like" about it.
- Except for maybe the bugs!
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There aren't even any plants out here!
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What do you call this?
ls this not this a plant?
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lf you have a problem with the plants,
l can call my landscape architect.
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- Solved!
- l think lagoon, l think waterfall.
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l think tropical.
This is a cement hole.
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l have some tiki torches in the garage.
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Shut up!
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Stop it! You weak. You baby! Shut up!
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Shut up! Shut up!
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Who are you looking for?
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My parents are coming tonight.
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They're trying to, you know,
take an active interest in me.
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Gross. l hate it when my mom does that.
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They're such assholes. Why can't
theyjust have their own lives?
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What makes you so sure she wants us
to be there? Did she ask?
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Of course not. She doesn't want us
to know how important this is to her.
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But she's been practicing
her steps for weeks.
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l'll bet money she'll resent it.
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And l'm missing
the James Bond marathon on TNT.
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Lester! This is important!
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l'm sensing a real distance
growing between you and Jane.
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Growing? She hates me.
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She's just willful.
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She hates you, too.
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l'm sorry, l'm sorry.
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Pardon me. Excuse me.
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Now, for your halftime entertainment,
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Rockwell High's award-winning
Dancing Spartanettes!
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We can leave right after this, right?
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Shit! They're still here.
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- Janie!
- Hey, l really enjoyed that!
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- Congratulations! You were great!
- l didn't win anything.
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Hi, l'm Lester, Janie's dad.
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Oh, hi.
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This is my friend, Angela Hayes.
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OK. Good to meet you.
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You were also good tonight. Very...
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Nice to meet you, Angela. Honey!
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l am so proud of you! You know,
l watched you very closely.
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You didn't screw up once!
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OK. We have to go.
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- So what are you girls doing now?
- Dad!
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We're going out for pizza.
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Really? We can give you a ride.
l have a car. Want to come with us?
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Thanks, but l have a car.
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You have a car. Well, that's great.
That's great.
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'Cause Janie's thinking about
getting a car soon, aren't you?
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Dad! Mom's waiting for you.
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lt was very nice meeting you, Angela.
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Any friend of Janie's is...
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...a friend of mine.
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Well...
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...l'll be seeing you around, then.
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Could he be any more... pathetic?
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l think he's sweet.
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And l think he and your mother
have not had sex in a long time.
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lt's the weirdest thing.
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l feel like l've been
in a coma for about 20 years
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and l'm just now waking up.
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Spectacular.
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l'm so sorry my dad was weird tonight.
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That's OK.
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l'm used to guys drooling over me.
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lt started when l was about 12.
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l'd go to dinner with my parents.
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Every Thursday night, Red Lobster.
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And every guy there
would stare at me when l walked in.
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And l knew what they were thinking.
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Just like l knew guys at school
thought about me when theyjerked off.
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- Vomit.
- No, l liked it.
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And l still like it.
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lf people l don't even know
look at me and want to fuck me
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it means l really have a shot
at being a model, which is great.
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Because there's nothing worse in life
than being ordinary.
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l really think it'll happen for you.
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l know.
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Because everything
that was meant to happen, does...
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...eventually.
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Asshole.
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Hello?
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- Hello?
- Why'd you call me?
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l didn't.
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My phone rang and l answered,
and somebody hung up.
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l star-69ed, and l called you back.
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Well, l was in the shower.
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Oh, gross!
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Ricky? Breakfast!
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Be right there.
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- Mom?
- Hello.
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l don't eat bacon, remember?
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l'm sorry. l must've forgotten.
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What's new in the world, Dad?
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This country is going straight to hell.
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- Are you expecting anyone?
- No.
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No.
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- Hi.
- Welcome to the neighborhood.
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Just something from our garden.
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Except the pasta.
We got that at Fallaci's.
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lt's unbelievably fresh.
Drop it in the water and it's done.
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Jim Olmeyer. Two doors down.
Welcome to the neighborhood.
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Colonel Frank Fitts, US Marine Corps.
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- Nice to meet you. This is my partner.
- Jim Berkley, but people call me J.B.
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Let's cut to the chase, OK?
What are you guys selling?
249
00:25:10,926 --> 00:25:13,344
Nothing. We just wanted to say hi
to our new neighbors.
250
00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:15,597
Yeah, yeah...
251
00:25:15,764 --> 00:25:18,933
You said you're partners,
so what's your business?
252
00:25:20,603 --> 00:25:21,769
Well...
253
00:25:22,688 --> 00:25:24,606
He is a tax attorney.
254
00:25:24,773 --> 00:25:26,608
And he's an anesthesiologist.
255
00:25:36,452 --> 00:25:40,288
How come these faggots
always have to rub it in your face?
256
00:25:41,957 --> 00:25:43,958
How can they be so shameless?
257
00:25:46,962 --> 00:25:48,630
That's the whole thing, Dad.
258
00:25:48,797 --> 00:25:51,257
They don't feel that's anything
to be ashamed of.
259
00:25:53,135 --> 00:25:54,886
Well, it is.
260
00:25:57,348 --> 00:25:58,806
Yeah, you're right.
261
00:25:58,974 --> 00:26:01,684
Don't placate me
like l'm your mother, boy.
262
00:26:05,189 --> 00:26:07,565
Forgive me, sir,
for speaking so bluntly:
263
00:26:07,733 --> 00:26:10,485
Those fags make me want to puke
my fucking guts out.
264
00:26:18,452 --> 00:26:20,161
Well, me too, Son.
265
00:26:21,497 --> 00:26:22,956
Yeah, me too.
266
00:26:29,129 --> 00:26:32,590
l'm serious. He just pulled down
his pants and yanked it out.
267
00:26:32,758 --> 00:26:35,176
You know, like,
"Say hello to Mr. Happy."
268
00:26:35,344 --> 00:26:38,221
- Gross.
- lt wasn't gross.
269
00:26:38,389 --> 00:26:41,182
- lt was kind of cool.
- So did you do it with him?
270
00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:42,767
Of course l did.
271
00:26:42,935 --> 00:26:45,603
He is a really well-known photographer.
272
00:26:45,771 --> 00:26:48,523
He shoots for Elle
on, like, a regular basis.
273
00:26:48,691 --> 00:26:51,150
lt would've been so majorly
stupid of me to turn him down.
274
00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:53,486
You are a total prostitute.
275
00:26:54,363 --> 00:26:57,532
Hey. That's how things really are.
276
00:26:57,700 --> 00:27:01,411
You just don't know because you're
this pampered little suburban chick.
277
00:27:01,578 --> 00:27:05,164
So are you. You've only been in
Seventeen once, and you looked fat!
278
00:27:05,332 --> 00:27:09,002
So stop acting like you're
goddamned Christy Turlington!
279
00:27:11,505 --> 00:27:12,839
Cunt!
280
00:27:14,717 --> 00:27:18,177
l am so sick of people
taking their insecurities out on me.
281
00:27:20,431 --> 00:27:23,599
Oh, my God! That's the pervert
who filmed me last night.
282
00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:27,228
Him? Jane, no way,
he's a total lunatic.
283
00:27:27,396 --> 00:27:29,230
- You know him?
- Yeah.
284
00:27:29,398 --> 00:27:31,733
We were on the same lunch shift
when l was in ninth grade
285
00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:35,069
and he would always say
the most random, weird things.
286
00:27:35,237 --> 00:27:38,906
And then one day,
he was just, like, gone.
287
00:27:39,742 --> 00:27:42,410
And then, Connie Cardullo told me
288
00:27:42,578 --> 00:27:45,538
that his parents had
to put him in a mental institution.
289
00:27:45,706 --> 00:27:47,790
Why? What did he do?
290
00:27:48,751 --> 00:27:49,751
What do you mean?
291
00:27:50,669 --> 00:27:54,922
Well, they can't put you away
just for saying weird things.
292
00:27:57,384 --> 00:28:00,470
You total slut!
293
00:28:01,347 --> 00:28:03,765
- You've got a crush on him!
- What? Please!
294
00:28:03,932 --> 00:28:07,518
You're defending him. You love him.
You want to have 1 0,000 of his babies.
295
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,937
- Shut up!
- Hi.
296
00:28:10,105 --> 00:28:13,107
My name's Ricky.
l just moved next door to you.
297
00:28:13,275 --> 00:28:15,234
l know.
298
00:28:15,402 --> 00:28:19,405
l remember this really creepy incident
where you were filming me last night.
299
00:28:19,573 --> 00:28:22,950
l didn't mean to scare you.
l just think you're interesting.
300
00:28:23,118 --> 00:28:28,289
Thanks, but l don't need some psycho
obsessing about me right now.
301
00:28:29,416 --> 00:28:32,502
l'm not obsessing.
l'm just curious.
302
00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:50,478
What a freak!
303
00:28:50,646 --> 00:28:52,647
And why does he dress
like a Bible salesman?
304
00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:57,068
He's, like, so confident.
305
00:28:57,236 --> 00:28:59,654
That can't be real.
306
00:29:01,156 --> 00:29:02,907
l don't believe him.
307
00:29:03,075 --> 00:29:06,285
l mean, he didn't even look at me once.
308
00:29:12,167 --> 00:29:13,543
How'd you get in the Army?
309
00:29:13,710 --> 00:29:16,170
Look, Sergeant, l got
three reasons for being in the Army.
310
00:29:16,338 --> 00:29:20,341
First, l'm patriotic. Second, l love
my country. And third, they nailed me.
311
00:29:23,011 --> 00:29:25,721
You two boys report to me
immediately after this formation.
312
00:29:25,889 --> 00:29:27,306
Take them away, Sarge!
313
00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:36,899
Hey.
314
00:29:37,067 --> 00:29:39,652
One, two, three, four.
315
00:29:39,820 --> 00:29:41,696
What's going on here?
316
00:29:41,864 --> 00:29:44,365
Bend all the way down.
Here comes the bull of the woods.
317
00:29:46,285 --> 00:29:48,077
l'm sorry, what?
318
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,165
Mom, nobody said anything.
319
00:29:52,332 --> 00:29:54,876
Oh. l'm sorry.
320
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:05,219
Everyone's with their spouse. How'd
it look if l showed up with no one?
321
00:30:05,387 --> 00:30:08,347
- You end up ignoring me and talking...
- Now listen to me.
322
00:30:08,515 --> 00:30:10,141
This is an important business function.
323
00:30:10,309 --> 00:30:13,394
As you know,
my business is selling an image
324
00:30:13,562 --> 00:30:16,105
and part of myjob
is to live that image...
325
00:30:16,273 --> 00:30:17,732
Honey, do me a favor.
326
00:30:17,900 --> 00:30:20,526
Just say whatever you want to say
and spare me the propaganda.
327
00:30:20,694 --> 00:30:23,196
All right. Hi, Shirley!
328
00:30:25,073 --> 00:30:27,825
Listen, just do me a favor.
Act happy tonight.
329
00:30:27,993 --> 00:30:30,745
- l am happy, honey.
- No, you're not.
330
00:30:30,913 --> 00:30:32,705
Oh! That's Buddy!
331
00:30:32,873 --> 00:30:35,249
Buddy. Buddy!
332
00:30:35,417 --> 00:30:38,920
- Hi.
- Hi! Good to see you again.
333
00:30:39,087 --> 00:30:41,839
lt's so good to see you, too, Catherine.
334
00:30:42,007 --> 00:30:45,426
- Carolyn.
- Carolyn, of course. How are you?
335
00:30:45,594 --> 00:30:47,386
Very well, thank you.
336
00:30:47,554 --> 00:30:49,472
- Hello, Christy.
- Hello.
337
00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:53,601
- My husband, Lester.
- lt's a pleasure.
338
00:30:53,769 --> 00:30:56,437
We've met before, actually.
This thing last year.
339
00:30:56,605 --> 00:31:00,233
- Christmas at the Sheraton.
- Oh, yeah.
340
00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:03,694
lt's OK. l wouldn't remember me, either.
341
00:31:08,492 --> 00:31:10,243
Honey, don't be weird!
342
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:13,746
- All right, honey. l won't be weird.
- OK.
343
00:31:13,914 --> 00:31:18,209
- l'll be whatever you want me to be.
- Well, OK...
344
00:31:29,596 --> 00:31:32,848
- We have a very healthy relationship.
- l see.
345
00:31:37,020 --> 00:31:39,480
Well, l don't know about you guys,
but l need a drink.
346
00:31:46,488 --> 00:31:48,447
Put a little more in there, cowboy.
347
00:32:04,506 --> 00:32:05,506
Excuse me.
348
00:32:06,842 --> 00:32:09,719
Don't you live on Robin Hood Trail?
The house with the red door?
349
00:32:10,345 --> 00:32:11,345
Yeah.
350
00:32:11,513 --> 00:32:14,724
l'm Ricky Fitts. l just moved
in the house next to you.
351
00:32:16,852 --> 00:32:19,020
Hi, Ricky Fitts. l'm Lester Burnham.
352
00:32:19,187 --> 00:32:21,689
Hi, Mr. Burnham.
353
00:32:31,908 --> 00:32:32,908
Do you party?
354
00:32:34,453 --> 00:32:37,371
- Excuse me?
- Do you get high?
355
00:32:41,126 --> 00:32:44,378
l probably wouldn't even tell you this
if l weren't a little tipsy
356
00:32:44,546 --> 00:32:49,216
but... l'm in complete awe of you.
357
00:32:50,510 --> 00:32:56,390
l mean, your firm is hands down the
Rolls Royce of local real estate firms
358
00:32:56,558 --> 00:32:59,727
and your personal sales record is...
359
00:33:02,147 --> 00:33:04,190
lt's very intimidating.
360
00:33:05,067 --> 00:33:09,487
You know, l'd love to sit down with you
and just pick your brain.
361
00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:11,697
lf you'd ever be willing.
362
00:33:14,159 --> 00:33:17,536
You know? l suppose, technically,
l'm the competition
363
00:33:17,704 --> 00:33:21,415
but, l mean, l don't flatter myself
364
00:33:21,583 --> 00:33:24,377
that l'm even in the same league as you.
365
00:33:24,544 --> 00:33:26,253
l don't.
366
00:33:27,297 --> 00:33:28,714
l'd love to.
367
00:33:30,926 --> 00:33:33,719
- Really?
- Absolutely.
368
00:33:33,887 --> 00:33:36,847
Call my secretary.
Have her schedule a lunch.
369
00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:40,851
l'll do that. Thank you.
370
00:33:47,776 --> 00:33:52,363
Did you see that movie where the body
is walking around carrying its own head
371
00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:55,199
and then the head
goes down on that babe?
372
00:33:55,367 --> 00:33:57,660
Re-Animator.
373
00:34:00,831 --> 00:34:05,126
Look, l'm not paying you to do
whatever it is you're doing out here.
374
00:34:06,128 --> 00:34:08,129
Fine. So don't pay me.
375
00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:11,924
- Excuse me?
- l quit.
376
00:34:12,092 --> 00:34:15,344
So you don't have to pay me.
Now leave me alone.
377
00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:19,223
Asshole.
378
00:34:24,521 --> 00:34:26,689
l think you just became
my personal hero.
379
00:34:27,816 --> 00:34:31,068
Doesn't that make you nervous,
just quitting yourjob like that?
380
00:34:32,988 --> 00:34:35,656
Well, l guess when
you're all of, what, 16...
381
00:34:35,824 --> 00:34:37,533
Eighteen.
382
00:34:38,493 --> 00:34:40,661
l just do these gigs as a cover.
383
00:34:40,829 --> 00:34:43,456
l have other sources of income.
384
00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:46,208
But my dad interferes less in my life
385
00:34:46,376 --> 00:34:49,962
when l pretend to be an upstanding
young citizen with a respectable job.
386
00:34:50,130 --> 00:34:51,881
Lester?!
387
00:34:55,010 --> 00:34:56,177
What are you doing?
388
00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:59,555
Honey, this... Ricky Fitts.
389
00:35:01,016 --> 00:35:03,142
This is Ricky Fitts.
390
00:35:05,604 --> 00:35:08,689
l'm Ricky Fitts. l just moved
into the house next to you.
391
00:35:08,857 --> 00:35:10,566
l go to school with your daughter.
392
00:35:12,235 --> 00:35:13,861
With Jane?
393
00:35:14,029 --> 00:35:16,030
- Yeah. Jane.
- Really?
394
00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:19,950
Hi. l'm ready to go.
395
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:21,702
l'll meet you out front.
396
00:35:26,875 --> 00:35:29,043
l'm in trouble!
397
00:35:31,213 --> 00:35:34,215
Nice meeting you, Ricky Fitts.
Thanks for the... thing.
398
00:35:34,382 --> 00:35:36,050
Anytime. Lester!
399
00:35:37,677 --> 00:35:40,012
lf you want any more,
you know where l live.
400
00:35:55,362 --> 00:35:58,572
Shit. They're home.
Quick, let's go up to my room.
401
00:35:58,740 --> 00:36:00,491
l should say hi to your dad.
402
00:36:01,368 --> 00:36:03,244
l don't want to be rude.
403
00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:17,299
Nice suit.
404
00:36:19,761 --> 00:36:21,512
You're looking good, Mr. Burnham.
405
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:24,723
Last time l saw you,
you looked kind of wound up.
406
00:36:29,771 --> 00:36:31,230
ls that root beer?
407
00:37:30,999 --> 00:37:32,875
l love root beer, don't you?
408
00:37:35,503 --> 00:37:37,463
- Hey.
- Hi, Mom.
409
00:37:37,631 --> 00:37:39,632
You remember Angela?
410
00:37:39,799 --> 00:37:41,759
Yes, of course.
411
00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:44,303
l forgot to tell you, she's gonna
spend the night. ls that OK?
412
00:37:53,647 --> 00:37:55,272
Sorry about my dad.
413
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:57,191
Don't be. l think it's funny.
414
00:37:58,318 --> 00:38:02,363
Yeah, to you, he's just another guy
who wants to jump your bones.
415
00:38:02,530 --> 00:38:07,201
But to me, he's just...
too embarrassing to live.
416
00:38:08,703 --> 00:38:12,414
Well, your mom's the one
who's embarrassing. What a phony.
417
00:38:12,582 --> 00:38:14,458
But your dad's actually kind of cute.
418
00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:15,960
Shut up.
419
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:19,630
He is. lf he just worked out
a little, he'd be hot.
420
00:38:19,798 --> 00:38:21,799
- Shut up!
- Come on!
421
00:38:21,967 --> 00:38:24,385
Like you've never sneaked a peek
at him in his underwear?
422
00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:26,345
l bet he's got a big dick.
423
00:38:26,513 --> 00:38:29,056
You are so grossing me out right now!
424
00:38:29,224 --> 00:38:32,351
lf he built up his chest and arms,
l would totally fuck him!
425
00:38:32,519 --> 00:38:36,814
l would! l would suck
on your dad's big, fat dick
426
00:38:36,982 --> 00:38:40,484
and then l'd fuck him
until his eyes rolled back in his head!
427
00:38:40,652 --> 00:38:42,736
Jane! What's that noise?
428
00:38:46,408 --> 00:38:49,034
- l swear l heard something.
- Yeah.
429
00:38:49,202 --> 00:38:51,829
That was the sound of you
being a huge, disgusting pig.
430
00:38:51,997 --> 00:38:55,666
No, l'm serious. See?
431
00:38:58,461 --> 00:39:00,754
- Oh, my God, Jane.
- What is it?
432
00:39:04,592 --> 00:39:09,138
lt's that psycho next door.
Jane, what if he worships you?
433
00:39:09,723 --> 00:39:12,349
What if he's got, like,
a shrine with pictures of you
434
00:39:12,517 --> 00:39:14,852
surrounded by
dead people's heads and stuff?
435
00:39:15,020 --> 00:39:17,938
Shit. l bet he's filming us right now.
436
00:39:18,982 --> 00:39:20,274
Really?
437
00:40:51,741 --> 00:40:54,535
Welcome to America's
Weirdest Home Videos.
438
00:41:21,229 --> 00:41:24,022
- Ricky?
- Coming, Dad.
439
00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:29,611
You know l don't like locked doors
in my house, boy.
440
00:41:34,409 --> 00:41:36,827
l'm sorry. l must've locked it
by accident.
441
00:41:38,955 --> 00:41:40,080
So, what's up?
442
00:41:43,668 --> 00:41:45,919
l need a urine sample.
443
00:41:47,297 --> 00:41:50,507
Wow. lt's been six months already.
444
00:41:52,093 --> 00:41:54,261
Can l give it to you in the morning?
l just took a whiz.
445
00:41:55,221 --> 00:41:56,763
Yeah, l suppose.
446
00:42:01,102 --> 00:42:02,603
You know...
447
00:42:10,695 --> 00:42:14,072
Well... Good night, Son.
448
00:43:21,015 --> 00:43:23,016
l've been waiting for you.
449
00:43:43,997 --> 00:43:46,164
You've been working out, haven't you?
450
00:43:46,332 --> 00:43:48,041
l could tell.
451
00:43:50,295 --> 00:43:52,379
l was hoping you'd give me a bath.
452
00:43:52,547 --> 00:43:55,507
l'm very, very dirty.
453
00:44:28,958 --> 00:44:30,876
What are you doing?
454
00:44:32,462 --> 00:44:33,795
Nothing.
455
00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:36,423
You were masturbating.
456
00:44:36,591 --> 00:44:38,717
- l was not.
- Yes, you were.
457
00:44:40,386 --> 00:44:43,096
All right, so shoot me!
l was whacking off.
458
00:44:44,057 --> 00:44:47,601
That's right, l was choking the bishop.
Chafing the carrot.
459
00:44:47,769 --> 00:44:50,604
You know, saying hi to my monster.
460
00:44:50,772 --> 00:44:53,690
- That's disgusting!
- Excuse me,
461
00:44:53,858 --> 00:44:56,735
but some of us still have blood
pumping through our veins!
462
00:44:56,903 --> 00:44:58,612
- So do l!
- Really?
463
00:44:58,780 --> 00:45:01,490
l'm the only one who seems
to be doing anything about it!
464
00:45:04,160 --> 00:45:06,661
Lester, l refuse to live like this.
465
00:45:06,829 --> 00:45:08,205
This is not a marriage!
466
00:45:08,373 --> 00:45:11,458
This hasn't been a marriage for years.
467
00:45:11,626 --> 00:45:14,169
But you were happy
as long as l kept my mouth shut.
468
00:45:14,337 --> 00:45:19,132
Guess what? l've changed. And the
new me whacks off when he feels horny,
469
00:45:19,300 --> 00:45:22,094
'cause you're obviously not gonna
help me out in that department.
470
00:45:22,261 --> 00:45:24,805
l see. You think you're the only one
who's sexually frustrated.
471
00:45:24,972 --> 00:45:28,058
l'm not? Well,
then come on, baby, l'm ready!
472
00:45:28,226 --> 00:45:30,185
Don't you mess with me, mister.
473
00:45:30,353 --> 00:45:33,480
l will divorce you so fast
it'll make your head spin!
474
00:45:33,648 --> 00:45:35,732
On what grounds?
475
00:45:35,900 --> 00:45:38,485
l'm not a drunk.
l don't fuck other women.
476
00:45:38,653 --> 00:45:40,695
l don't mistreat you.
l've never hit you.
477
00:45:40,863 --> 00:45:43,657
l don't even try to touch you
since you made it abundantly clear
478
00:45:43,825 --> 00:45:45,992
just how unnecessary
you consider me to be!
479
00:45:48,329 --> 00:45:51,331
But l did support you
when you got your license.
480
00:45:51,499 --> 00:45:55,001
And some people might think that
entitles me to half of what's yours.
481
00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:01,675
So turn out the light
when you come back to bed, OK?
482
00:46:14,313 --> 00:46:16,022
lt's a great thing when you realize
483
00:46:16,190 --> 00:46:19,025
you still have the ability
to surprise yourself.
484
00:46:20,736 --> 00:46:24,281
Makes you wonder what else you can do
that you've forgotten about.
485
00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:25,782
Hey, guys!
486
00:46:25,950 --> 00:46:29,369
- Lester, l didn't know you ran.
- l just started.
487
00:46:29,537 --> 00:46:30,704
Good for you.
488
00:46:30,872 --> 00:46:34,833
l figured you might be able to give me
some pointers. l need to shape up. Fast.
489
00:46:35,001 --> 00:46:37,169
Are you looking to just lose weight
490
00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:40,755
or do you want to have increased
strength and flexibility as well?
491
00:46:42,216 --> 00:46:44,050
l want to look good naked.
492
00:46:59,692 --> 00:47:00,984
What is this?
493
00:47:01,152 --> 00:47:03,904
Fucking gay pride parade?
494
00:47:04,947 --> 00:47:06,907
Hey, Ricky.
495
00:47:09,660 --> 00:47:14,247
My life is passing before my eyes and
those two have barely broken a sweat.
496
00:47:14,415 --> 00:47:17,667
Sorry, hi. Lester Burnham.
l live next door. We haven't met.
497
00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:19,669
Colonel Frank Fitts, US Marine Corps.
498
00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:22,255
Oh, well...
499
00:47:23,216 --> 00:47:25,133
Welcome to the neighborhood, sir.
500
00:47:29,180 --> 00:47:30,680
Ricky...
501
00:47:32,350 --> 00:47:36,061
l was thinking about...
the movie we talked about.
502
00:47:36,229 --> 00:47:37,687
- Re-Animator.
- Yeah.
503
00:47:37,855 --> 00:47:39,981
You want to borrow it?
lt's up in my room.
504
00:47:40,149 --> 00:47:41,733
- OK.
- Come on.
505
00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:54,621
- Can you hold this for a sec?
- Sure.
506
00:47:54,789 --> 00:47:57,749
l don't think my dad would come in
while someone else is here,
507
00:47:57,917 --> 00:48:00,585
- but you never know.
- What is this?
508
00:48:00,753 --> 00:48:02,671
Urine.
509
00:48:02,838 --> 00:48:06,341
l have to take a drug test every
six months just to make sure l'm clean.
510
00:48:07,009 --> 00:48:10,095
Are you kidding?
You just smoked with me last night.
511
00:48:10,263 --> 00:48:12,305
lt's not mine.
512
00:48:12,473 --> 00:48:16,017
One of my clients is a nurse
in a pediatrician's office.
513
00:48:16,185 --> 00:48:19,229
l cut her a deal,
she keeps me in clean piss.
514
00:48:22,108 --> 00:48:23,775
You like Pink Floyd?
515
00:48:25,444 --> 00:48:27,070
l like a lot of music.
516
00:48:28,990 --> 00:48:31,992
Man, l haven't listened
to this album in years.
517
00:48:33,494 --> 00:48:35,161
How much do you want?
518
00:48:35,997 --> 00:48:39,833
l don't know. lt's been a while.
How much is an ounce?
519
00:48:43,796 --> 00:48:46,548
This is totally decent,
and it's 300.
520
00:48:49,677 --> 00:48:52,345
This shit is top-of-the-line.
521
00:48:52,513 --> 00:48:55,849
lt's called G-1 3. lt's genetically
engineered by the US government.
522
00:48:56,017 --> 00:48:59,894
lt's extremely potent, but
a completely mellow high. No paranoia.
523
00:49:01,689 --> 00:49:03,898
ls that what we smoked last night?
524
00:49:04,859 --> 00:49:06,651
This is all l ever smoke.
525
00:49:10,615 --> 00:49:14,075
- How much?
- Two grand.
526
00:49:14,243 --> 00:49:16,202
Jesus!
527
00:49:16,370 --> 00:49:19,331
Things have changed since 1 973.
528
00:49:19,498 --> 00:49:21,875
You don't have to pay now.
l know you're good for it.
529
00:49:22,043 --> 00:49:23,043
Thanks.
530
00:49:23,210 --> 00:49:25,462
There's a card in there
with my beeper number.
531
00:49:25,630 --> 00:49:27,672
Beep me any time, day or night.
532
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:31,217
And l only accept cash.
533
00:49:32,219 --> 00:49:34,429
Now l know how you can afford
all this equipment.
534
00:49:36,432 --> 00:49:40,060
When l was your age, l flipped burgers
all summer just to buy an 8-track.
535
00:49:40,227 --> 00:49:41,728
That sucks.
536
00:49:41,896 --> 00:49:44,314
No. Actually, it was great.
537
00:49:45,941 --> 00:49:48,193
All l did was party and get laid.
538
00:49:50,446 --> 00:49:52,614
l had my whole life ahead of me.
539
00:49:55,534 --> 00:49:58,244
My dad thinks l pay for all this
with catering jobs.
540
00:50:00,081 --> 00:50:02,374
Never underestimate the power of denial.
541
00:50:36,492 --> 00:50:38,702
What the hell do you think you're doing?
542
00:50:41,288 --> 00:50:43,957
Mom's mad. Bench presses.
543
00:50:45,084 --> 00:50:48,420
l'm going to whale on my pecs,
and then l'm going to do my back.
544
00:50:49,338 --> 00:50:53,633
l see you're smoking pot now.
l'm so glad.
545
00:50:53,801 --> 00:50:55,969
l think using illegal
psychotropic substances
546
00:50:56,137 --> 00:50:58,763
is a very positive example
to set for our daughter.
547
00:50:58,931 --> 00:51:03,059
You're one to talk, you bloodless,
money-grubbing freak.
548
00:51:05,438 --> 00:51:08,440
Lester, you have such hostility in you!
549
00:51:08,607 --> 00:51:11,151
Do you mind?
l'm trying to work out here.
550
00:51:11,318 --> 00:51:12,777
Unless you want to spot me.
551
00:51:12,945 --> 00:51:18,658
Lester, you will not get away with this!
You can be sure of that!
552
00:51:20,494 --> 00:51:23,246
That's... what...
553
00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:25,290
...you... think.
554
00:51:26,125 --> 00:51:30,336
"Myjob consists
of basically masking my contempt
555
00:51:30,504 --> 00:51:32,922
for the assholes in charge
556
00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:35,341
and, at least once a day,
557
00:51:35,509 --> 00:51:39,012
retiring to the men's room
so l can jerk off
558
00:51:39,847 --> 00:51:44,601
while l fantasize about a life
that doesn't so closely resemble hell."
559
00:51:45,352 --> 00:51:48,980
Well, you obviously have
no interest in saving yourself.
560
00:51:49,148 --> 00:51:53,401
Brad, for 14 years l've been a whore
for the advertising industry.
561
00:51:53,569 --> 00:51:56,988
The only way l could save myself now
is if l start firebombing.
562
00:51:57,156 --> 00:52:00,366
Whatever. Management wants you gone
by the end of the day.
563
00:52:00,534 --> 00:52:04,037
What sort of severance package
is management prepared to offer me
564
00:52:04,205 --> 00:52:07,165
considering the information l have
about our editorial director
565
00:52:07,333 --> 00:52:11,044
buying pussy with company money?
Which l think would interest the lRS,
566
00:52:11,212 --> 00:52:13,379
since it technically constitutes fraud.
567
00:52:13,547 --> 00:52:16,800
l'm sure that some of our advertisers
and rival publications
568
00:52:16,967 --> 00:52:20,929
might like to know about it as well.
Not to mention... Craig's wife.
569
00:52:23,140 --> 00:52:27,310
- What do you want?
- One year's salary with benefits.
570
00:52:27,478 --> 00:52:29,229
That's not going to happen.
571
00:52:30,689 --> 00:52:33,942
What do you say l throw in a little
sexual harassment charge to boot?
572
00:52:37,029 --> 00:52:39,739
- Against who?
- Against you.
573
00:52:40,574 --> 00:52:43,326
Can you prove that you
didn't offer to save myjob
574
00:52:43,494 --> 00:52:45,912
if l let you blow me?
575
00:52:50,960 --> 00:52:54,420
Man... You are one twisted fuck.
576
00:52:55,840 --> 00:52:57,257
Nope.
577
00:52:57,424 --> 00:53:00,844
l'm just an ordinary guy
with nothing to lose.
578
00:53:06,684 --> 00:53:08,142
Yeah!
579
00:53:14,358 --> 00:53:16,943
- Carolyn.
- Buddy.
580
00:53:17,111 --> 00:53:18,945
l am so sorry to have kept you waiting.
581
00:53:21,866 --> 00:53:23,616
Christy left for New York this morning.
582
00:53:23,784 --> 00:53:27,203
Let's just say things were
a little hectic around the house.
583
00:53:27,371 --> 00:53:29,080
What's she doing in New York?
584
00:53:29,248 --> 00:53:32,917
She's moving there.
Yes. We are splitting up.
585
00:53:33,878 --> 00:53:37,338
- Buddy, l'm so sorry.
- Yes.
586
00:53:37,506 --> 00:53:41,426
According to her,
l'm too focused on my career.
587
00:53:42,553 --> 00:53:47,557
As if being driven to succeed
is some sort of a character flaw.
588
00:53:48,434 --> 00:53:52,812
She certainly did take advantage of
the lifestyle my success afforded her.
589
00:53:57,192 --> 00:53:58,902
lt's for the best.
590
00:54:01,238 --> 00:54:04,490
When l saw you two at the party the
other night, you seemed perfectly happy.
591
00:54:04,658 --> 00:54:06,409
Call me crazy...
592
00:54:07,494 --> 00:54:12,081
...but it is my philosophy
that in order to be successful,
593
00:54:12,249 --> 00:54:16,419
one must project an image
of success at all times.
594
00:54:36,482 --> 00:54:38,274
What are you doing?
595
00:54:39,693 --> 00:54:41,361
l was filming this dead bird.
596
00:54:41,528 --> 00:54:42,946
Why?
597
00:54:43,113 --> 00:54:44,864
Because it's beautiful.
598
00:54:47,910 --> 00:54:50,995
l think maybe you forgot
your medication today, mental-boy.
599
00:54:53,457 --> 00:54:54,707
Hi, Jane.
600
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:57,919
Look, l want you to stop filming me.
601
00:55:00,214 --> 00:55:01,714
OK.
602
00:55:01,882 --> 00:55:04,342
Well, whatever. This is boring.
603
00:55:04,510 --> 00:55:06,010
Let's go.
604
00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:10,640
- Do you need a ride?
- Are you crazy?
605
00:55:10,808 --> 00:55:13,977
l don't want to end up hacked to pieces
in a dumpster somewhere.
606
00:55:14,144 --> 00:55:17,522
lt's OK. l'll walk. But thanks.
607
00:55:17,690 --> 00:55:19,941
See? He doesn't want to go anyway.
Come on. Let's go.
608
00:55:21,443 --> 00:55:23,444
Come on, Jane.
609
00:55:23,612 --> 00:55:25,029
l think l'm gonna walk, too.
610
00:55:26,365 --> 00:55:30,785
What? Jane, that's,
like, almost a mile!
611
00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:49,303
God! l love it!
612
00:55:49,805 --> 00:55:53,141
- You like getting nailed by the king?
- Yes, l love it!
613
00:55:53,308 --> 00:55:55,977
Fuck me, Your Majesty!
614
00:55:56,145 --> 00:55:57,478
- Who's the king?
- You are!
615
00:55:57,646 --> 00:55:59,063
Who's the king?
616
00:56:15,497 --> 00:56:17,623
American woman
617
00:56:17,791 --> 00:56:20,293
Stay away from me
618
00:56:20,461 --> 00:56:22,628
American woman
619
00:56:22,796 --> 00:56:25,590
Mama let me be
620
00:56:26,967 --> 00:56:29,135
Don't come hanging around my door
621
00:56:29,303 --> 00:56:31,971
l don't wanna see your face no more
622
00:56:32,139 --> 00:56:36,684
l got better things to do
Than spend my life growing old with you
623
00:56:36,852 --> 00:56:38,686
Now woman
624
00:56:38,854 --> 00:56:41,481
l said, "Stay away"
625
00:56:41,648 --> 00:56:45,943
- Smile, you're at Mr. Smiley's.
- What?
626
00:56:46,111 --> 00:56:48,446
Would you like to try
our new bacon and egg fajita,
627
00:56:48,614 --> 00:56:51,324
just $1 .29 for a limited time only?
628
00:56:51,492 --> 00:56:53,367
No, but thank you.
629
00:56:53,535 --> 00:56:57,330
l'd like the Big Barn Burger,
Smiley Fries, and an orange soda.
630
00:56:57,498 --> 00:56:59,582
Please drive up to the window.
Thank you.
631
00:57:01,835 --> 00:57:04,504
Smile, you're at Mr. Smiley's.
That'll be $4.98, please.
632
00:57:07,966 --> 00:57:10,301
- Would you like some Smiley Sauce?
- No, no.
633
00:57:10,469 --> 00:57:12,762
Actually, l'd like
to fill out an application.
634
00:57:12,930 --> 00:57:15,264
There's no jobs for manager.
lt's just for counter.
635
00:57:15,432 --> 00:57:16,933
Good.
636
00:57:17,101 --> 00:57:21,270
l'm looking for the least possible
amount of responsibility.
637
00:57:24,733 --> 00:57:26,359
l don't think you'd fit in here.
638
00:57:26,527 --> 00:57:29,737
l have fast-food experience.
639
00:57:29,905 --> 00:57:31,948
Yeah, like 20 years ago!
640
00:57:32,116 --> 00:57:36,035
l'm sure there have been amazing
technological advances in the industry,
641
00:57:36,203 --> 00:57:38,704
but surely you must have
some sort of training program.
642
00:57:38,872 --> 00:57:41,582
lt seems unfair to presume
l won't be able to learn.
643
00:57:45,921 --> 00:57:48,631
That was exactly what l needed.
644
00:57:52,136 --> 00:57:54,595
The royal treatment, so to speak.
645
00:57:57,599 --> 00:57:59,350
l was so stressed out.
646
00:58:07,526 --> 00:58:10,236
- Know what l do when l feel like that?
- What?
647
00:58:12,239 --> 00:58:14,282
l fire a gun.
648
00:58:14,449 --> 00:58:15,616
Really?
649
00:58:15,784 --> 00:58:17,702
Yeah, l go to this little
firing range downtown
650
00:58:17,870 --> 00:58:21,038
and l just pop off a few rounds.
651
00:58:22,499 --> 00:58:24,417
l've never fired a gun before.
652
00:58:24,585 --> 00:58:26,252
Well, you've got to try it.
653
00:58:26,420 --> 00:58:28,462
Nothing makes you feel more powerful.
654
00:58:31,425 --> 00:58:35,136
Well, almost nothing.
655
00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:42,602
So, do you like your new house?
656
00:58:42,769 --> 00:58:43,978
l like it.
657
00:58:44,146 --> 00:58:47,356
The people who used to live there fed
stray cats, so they were always around,
658
00:58:47,524 --> 00:58:50,443
and it drove my mother nuts.
659
00:58:50,611 --> 00:58:52,737
And then she cut down their tree.
660
00:58:54,448 --> 00:58:57,241
- ls that a funeral?
- Yeah.
661
00:58:58,327 --> 00:59:00,828
Have you ever known
anybody who died?
662
00:59:00,996 --> 00:59:02,955
No. Have you?
663
00:59:03,123 --> 00:59:04,916
No.
664
00:59:06,126 --> 00:59:08,836
But l did see this homeless woman
who froze to death once.
665
00:59:09,004 --> 00:59:12,798
Just lying there on the sidewalk.
She looked really sad.
666
00:59:27,022 --> 00:59:29,815
l got that homeless woman
on videotape.
667
00:59:29,983 --> 00:59:32,026
Why would you film that?
668
00:59:32,194 --> 00:59:33,945
Because it was amazing.
669
00:59:34,112 --> 00:59:36,072
What's amazing about it?
670
00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:38,241
When you see something like that
671
00:59:38,408 --> 00:59:41,327
it's like God is looking right at you,
just for a second.
672
00:59:42,329 --> 00:59:44,956
And if you're careful,
you can look right back.
673
00:59:45,123 --> 00:59:46,749
And what do you see?
674
00:59:48,085 --> 00:59:49,669
Beauty.
675
01:00:05,936 --> 01:00:08,521
Mom? l want you to meet somebody.
676
01:00:12,818 --> 01:00:15,695
- Mom?
- Yes.
677
01:00:17,990 --> 01:00:21,200
l want you to meet somebody.
This is Jane.
678
01:00:22,411 --> 01:00:24,495
- Hi.
- Oh, my.
679
01:00:24,663 --> 01:00:27,456
l apologize for the way
things look around here.
680
01:00:38,135 --> 01:00:39,969
This is where my dad hides out.
681
01:00:40,887 --> 01:00:43,055
l take it he's got a thing for guns.
682
01:00:44,850 --> 01:00:46,517
You got to see this one thing.
683
01:00:48,937 --> 01:00:51,063
My dad would kill me
if he knew l was in here.
684
01:00:52,357 --> 01:00:54,150
Did you steal his keys?
685
01:00:54,318 --> 01:00:57,069
No. One of my clients is a locksmith.
686
01:00:57,237 --> 01:00:59,822
He was short on cash one night,
so l let him pay me in trade.
687
01:01:14,546 --> 01:01:15,963
Turn it over.
688
01:01:20,010 --> 01:01:21,677
Oh, my God.
689
01:01:21,845 --> 01:01:24,805
lt's, like, official state china
of the Third Reich.
690
01:01:24,973 --> 01:01:28,476
There's a whole subculture of people
who collect this Nazi shit.
691
01:01:29,519 --> 01:01:31,729
But my dad just has this one thing.
692
01:01:44,409 --> 01:01:47,119
- What's wrong?
- Nothing.
693
01:01:48,538 --> 01:01:52,166
- No, you're scared of me.
- No, l'm not.
694
01:01:53,627 --> 01:01:56,420
You want to see the most beautiful thing
l've ever filmed?
695
01:02:21,113 --> 01:02:23,322
lt was one of those days
696
01:02:23,490 --> 01:02:26,325
where it's a minute away from snowing...
697
01:02:28,662 --> 01:02:30,996
...and there's this electricity
in the air.
698
01:02:34,167 --> 01:02:35,709
You can almost hear it.
699
01:02:36,670 --> 01:02:38,170
Right?
700
01:02:42,509 --> 01:02:44,218
And this bag was just...
701
01:02:46,430 --> 01:02:48,597
...dancing with me.
702
01:02:51,351 --> 01:02:53,769
Like a little kid,
begging me to play with it.
703
01:02:56,273 --> 01:02:58,357
For 1 5 minutes.
704
01:03:02,279 --> 01:03:04,738
That's the day l realized
that there was this...
705
01:03:06,533 --> 01:03:09,535
...entire life behind things...
706
01:03:13,623 --> 01:03:16,542
...and this incredibly benevolent force
707
01:03:17,627 --> 01:03:20,588
that wanted me to know that
there was no reason to be afraid...
708
01:03:23,467 --> 01:03:25,050
...ever.
709
01:03:27,971 --> 01:03:30,389
Video's a poor excuse, l know.
710
01:03:33,351 --> 01:03:35,186
But it helps me remember.
711
01:03:39,608 --> 01:03:41,192
l need to remember.
712
01:03:48,783 --> 01:03:50,701
Sometimes there is so much...
713
01:03:52,162 --> 01:03:56,081
...beauty... in the world.
714
01:03:59,044 --> 01:04:00,961
l feel like l can't take it.
715
01:04:05,759 --> 01:04:07,426
And my heart...
716
01:04:08,595 --> 01:04:12,139
...is just going to cave in.
717
01:04:59,980 --> 01:05:02,231
Oh, my God. What time is it?
718
01:05:10,699 --> 01:05:13,033
- Sorry l'm late.
- That's quite all right, dear.
719
01:05:14,077 --> 01:05:16,328
Your father and l were just
discussing his day at work.
720
01:05:16,496 --> 01:05:18,497
Why don't you tell our daughter
about it, honey?
721
01:05:18,665 --> 01:05:22,585
Janie, today l quit myjob.
Then l told my boss to go fuck himself
722
01:05:22,752 --> 01:05:25,671
and blackmailed him for almost $60,000.
Pass the asparagus.
723
01:05:25,839 --> 01:05:29,091
Your father seems to think this kind
of behavior is something to be proud of.
724
01:05:29,259 --> 01:05:32,136
Your mother seems to prefer
l go through life like a prisoner
725
01:05:32,304 --> 01:05:34,263
while she keeps my dick
in a jar under the sink.
726
01:05:34,431 --> 01:05:36,890
How dare you speak to me
that way in front of her?
727
01:05:37,058 --> 01:05:39,518
l marvel that you can be
so contemptuous of me
728
01:05:39,686 --> 01:05:42,187
on the same day
that you lose your job!
729
01:05:42,355 --> 01:05:45,107
l didn't lose it. lt's not like,
"Where'd myjob go?" l quit!
730
01:05:45,275 --> 01:05:47,610
Someone pass the asparagus, please.
731
01:05:47,777 --> 01:05:50,029
Thank you for putting me
under the added pressure
732
01:05:50,196 --> 01:05:52,781
- of being the sole breadwinner now.
- l already have a job.
733
01:05:52,949 --> 01:05:55,534
Don't give a second thought
as to who's gonna pay the mortgage.
734
01:05:55,702 --> 01:05:57,286
We'll just leave it all to Carolyn!
735
01:05:57,454 --> 01:05:59,371
"You're gonna take care of everything?"
736
01:05:59,539 --> 01:06:00,789
"Yes, l don't mind."
737
01:06:00,957 --> 01:06:04,043
"You mean everything? You don't mind
having the sole responsibility?
738
01:06:04,210 --> 01:06:06,128
Your husband feels he
can quit his job..."
739
01:06:06,296 --> 01:06:08,380
Will someone pass
the fucking asparagus?
740
01:06:08,548 --> 01:06:11,216
- l'm not gonna be a part of this.
- Sit down!
741
01:06:31,905 --> 01:06:34,740
l am sick and tired of being treated
like l don't exist.
742
01:06:34,908 --> 01:06:37,993
You two do whatever you want to do
whenever you want,
743
01:06:38,161 --> 01:06:39,912
and l don't complain. All l want...
744
01:06:40,080 --> 01:06:42,581
You don't complain?
Please! Excuse me, excuse me!
745
01:06:42,749 --> 01:06:45,334
l must be psychotic!
lf you don't complain, what is this?
746
01:06:45,502 --> 01:06:47,920
Yeah, let's bring in the laugh meter
747
01:06:48,088 --> 01:06:50,673
and see how loud it gets on that one!
You don't...
748
01:07:00,767 --> 01:07:02,851
Don't interrupt me, honey.
749
01:07:16,991 --> 01:07:18,826
And another thing.
750
01:07:18,993 --> 01:07:21,453
From now on, we're going
to alternate our dinner music
751
01:07:21,621 --> 01:07:24,123
because, frankly,
and l don't think l'm alone here,
752
01:07:24,290 --> 01:07:26,875
l am really tired
of this Lawrence Welk shit.
753
01:07:36,344 --> 01:07:37,886
Go away!
754
01:07:38,054 --> 01:07:40,472
Honey, please let me in.
755
01:07:49,899 --> 01:07:54,737
l wish that you hadn't witnessed that
awful scene, but in a way, l'm glad.
756
01:07:54,904 --> 01:07:57,489
Why? So l can see
what freaks you and Dad really are?
757
01:07:58,616 --> 01:08:00,117
Me?
758
01:08:03,163 --> 01:08:04,663
Oh, God.
759
01:08:06,082 --> 01:08:07,666
Christ, Mom.
760
01:08:08,626 --> 01:08:10,753
No, l'm glad because...
761
01:08:13,173 --> 01:08:17,134
Because you're old enough now to learn
the most important lesson in life:
762
01:08:18,678 --> 01:08:30,022
You cannot count on anyone
except yourself.
763
01:08:32,150 --> 01:08:34,234
You know, it's sad but true.
764
01:08:35,195 --> 01:08:37,362
And the sooner you learn it, the better.
765
01:08:38,072 --> 01:08:41,492
Look, Mom, l really don't feel like
having a Kodak moment here, OK?
766
01:08:42,619 --> 01:08:44,328
You ungrateful little brat!
767
01:08:45,371 --> 01:08:47,539
Just look at everything you have!
768
01:08:47,707 --> 01:08:50,167
When l was your age,
l lived in a duplex!
769
01:08:50,335 --> 01:08:52,211
We didn't even have our own house.
770
01:10:55,251 --> 01:10:56,919
You little bastard!
771
01:10:57,086 --> 01:10:59,838
- No, l just...
- How did you get in there?
772
01:11:00,006 --> 01:11:01,798
How? How?
773
01:11:03,885 --> 01:11:06,011
Come on, get up! Come on!
774
01:11:06,179 --> 01:11:07,971
Get up!
775
01:11:08,139 --> 01:11:10,015
Fight back, you little pussy!
776
01:11:10,183 --> 01:11:11,850
No, sir, l won't fight you!
777
01:11:12,018 --> 01:11:15,854
- How?! How did you get in there?
- l picked the lock, sir.
778
01:11:16,022 --> 01:11:19,650
What were you looking for? Money?
Are you on dope again?
779
01:11:19,817 --> 01:11:22,986
No, sir. l wanted to show
my girlfriend your Nazi plate.
780
01:11:24,322 --> 01:11:27,616
- A girlfriend?
- Yes, sir. She lives next door.
781
01:11:41,297 --> 01:11:42,631
Her name's Jane.
782
01:12:02,986 --> 01:12:05,278
This is for your own good, boy.
783
01:12:08,199 --> 01:12:13,286
You have no respect for other people's
things and for authority.
784
01:12:13,454 --> 01:12:14,746
Yes, sir. l'm sorry.
785
01:12:14,914 --> 01:12:19,042
Can't just go around doing
whatever you feel like!
786
01:12:19,210 --> 01:12:23,171
- You can't! There are rules in life.
- Yes, sir.
787
01:12:26,426 --> 01:12:29,261
You need structure, yeah.
788
01:12:29,429 --> 01:12:31,680
- You need discipline!
- Discipline. Yes, sir.
789
01:12:31,848 --> 01:12:34,933
Thank you for trying to teach me.
Don't give up on me, Dad.
790
01:12:40,440 --> 01:12:41,940
Ricky...
791
01:12:47,030 --> 01:12:49,656
You stay out of there!
792
01:13:38,414 --> 01:13:42,167
l gotta say, when you first came here,
l thought you would be hopeless.
793
01:13:42,335 --> 01:13:43,543
But you're a natural.
794
01:13:43,711 --> 01:13:47,089
Well, all l know is,
l love shooting this gun!
795
01:13:48,966 --> 01:13:52,302
Don't tell me not to fly
l've simply got to
796
01:13:52,470 --> 01:13:55,555
lf someone takes a spill
lt's me and not you
797
01:13:55,723 --> 01:13:59,684
Don't bring around the cloud
to rain on my parade
798
01:14:02,355 --> 01:14:06,149
l'm gonna march my band out
799
01:14:06,317 --> 01:14:08,860
l'll beat my drum
800
01:14:09,028 --> 01:14:12,197
And if l'm found out
801
01:14:12,365 --> 01:14:15,283
Your turn at bat, sir
802
01:14:15,451 --> 01:14:18,036
At least l didn't fake it
Hat, sir
803
01:14:18,204 --> 01:14:20,038
So what? l didn't make it
804
01:14:20,206 --> 01:14:24,543
Nobody
805
01:14:24,710 --> 01:14:28,964
l said nobody
806
01:14:30,341 --> 01:14:32,884
Nobody
807
01:14:33,052 --> 01:14:37,597
Had better rain on
808
01:14:37,765 --> 01:14:42,853
My parade
809
01:15:00,371 --> 01:15:01,913
What?
810
01:15:02,081 --> 01:15:04,791
Whose car is that out front?
811
01:15:04,959 --> 01:15:07,752
Mine. 1 970 Pontiac Firebird,
812
01:15:07,920 --> 01:15:10,422
the car l've always wanted,
and now l have it.
813
01:15:10,590 --> 01:15:13,049
- l rule.
- Where's the Camry?
814
01:15:13,217 --> 01:15:15,260
l traded it in.
815
01:15:15,428 --> 01:15:17,637
Shouldn't you have consulted me first?
816
01:15:18,389 --> 01:15:19,764
Let me think.
817
01:15:19,932 --> 01:15:21,975
No. You never drove it.
818
01:15:24,061 --> 01:15:26,771
Have you done something different?
You look great.
819
01:15:32,111 --> 01:15:33,820
Where's Jane?
820
01:15:34,447 --> 01:15:36,281
Jane not home.
821
01:15:42,788 --> 01:15:44,539
We have...
822
01:15:47,460 --> 01:15:49,544
...the whole house...
823
01:15:50,546 --> 01:15:52,631
...to ourselves.
824
01:15:55,301 --> 01:15:57,093
Christ, Carolyn.
825
01:15:58,137 --> 01:15:59,804
When did you become so...
826
01:16:02,225 --> 01:16:04,017
...joyless?
827
01:16:05,353 --> 01:16:07,854
Joyless?
828
01:16:08,022 --> 01:16:09,689
l am not joyless.
829
01:16:10,900 --> 01:16:12,984
There happens to be a lot about me
830
01:16:13,152 --> 01:16:16,112
that you don't know, Mr. Smarty Man.
831
01:16:17,323 --> 01:16:20,158
There is plenty ofjoy in my life.
832
01:16:23,079 --> 01:16:24,955
Whatever happened to that girl...
833
01:16:28,584 --> 01:16:32,879
...who used to fake seizures
at frat parties when she got bored?
834
01:16:34,548 --> 01:16:39,344
Who used to run up to the roof
of our first apartment building
835
01:16:39,512 --> 01:16:42,180
to flash the traffic helicopters?
836
01:16:43,808 --> 01:16:46,309
Have you totally forgotten about her?
837
01:16:46,477 --> 01:16:48,895
Because l haven't.
838
01:17:02,118 --> 01:17:04,661
Lester, you're gonna
spill beer on the couch.
839
01:17:12,753 --> 01:17:14,337
So what? lt's just a couch.
840
01:17:16,716 --> 01:17:21,386
This is a $4,000 sofa
upholstered in ltalian silk!
841
01:17:21,554 --> 01:17:23,054
This is not just a couch!
842
01:17:23,222 --> 01:17:26,891
lt's just a couch!
843
01:17:27,059 --> 01:17:29,227
This isn't life!
844
01:17:29,395 --> 01:17:31,396
This is just stuff.
845
01:17:31,564 --> 01:17:36,109
And it's become more important to you
than living. Honey, that's just nuts.
846
01:17:45,578 --> 01:17:47,996
l'm only trying to help you!
847
01:17:54,086 --> 01:17:56,129
Don't.
848
01:17:56,297 --> 01:17:57,630
Why?
849
01:18:01,093 --> 01:18:05,930
lt's weird watching myself.
l don't like how l look.
850
01:18:08,851 --> 01:18:11,519
Can't believe you don't know
how beautiful you are.
851
01:18:11,687 --> 01:18:14,773
Look, l'm not gonna
sit here for that shit.
852
01:18:25,451 --> 01:18:27,702
How does it feel now?
853
01:18:27,870 --> 01:18:30,955
- Fine.
- You don't feel naked?
854
01:18:32,541 --> 01:18:34,084
l am naked.
855
01:18:34,251 --> 01:18:36,419
You know what l mean.
856
01:18:46,055 --> 01:18:48,473
So tell me about being in the hospital.
857
01:18:52,436 --> 01:18:56,147
When l was 1 5,
my dad caught me smoking dope.
858
01:18:56,315 --> 01:18:59,734
He totally freaked and
decided to send me to military school.
859
01:19:01,695 --> 01:19:05,031
l told you his thing
about structure and discipline, right?
860
01:19:05,199 --> 01:19:08,326
Well, of course, l got kicked out.
861
01:19:09,578 --> 01:19:11,246
Dad and l had this huge fight.
862
01:19:11,414 --> 01:19:13,748
He hit me.
863
01:19:13,916 --> 01:19:18,503
And the next day at school,
some kid made a crack about my haircut.
864
01:19:20,464 --> 01:19:22,215
And l just snapped.
865
01:19:26,303 --> 01:19:28,096
l wanted to kill him.
866
01:19:29,807 --> 01:19:31,933
l would've killed him...
867
01:19:34,228 --> 01:19:36,146
...if they hadn't pulled me off.
868
01:19:39,859 --> 01:19:43,319
That's when my dad
put me in the hospital.
869
01:19:43,487 --> 01:19:46,865
They drugged me up and
left me in there for two years.
870
01:19:51,662 --> 01:19:53,455
You must really hate him.
871
01:19:57,460 --> 01:19:59,502
He's not a bad man.
872
01:19:59,670 --> 01:20:03,465
You'd better believe l'd hate my dad
if he did something like that to me.
873
01:20:05,384 --> 01:20:07,719
Wait. l already do hate my dad.
874
01:20:10,264 --> 01:20:11,264
Why?
875
01:20:14,560 --> 01:20:16,227
He's a total asshole.
876
01:20:16,395 --> 01:20:20,315
He's got this crush on my friend Angela,
and it's disgusting.
877
01:20:20,483 --> 01:20:22,692
You'd rather he had the crush on you.
878
01:20:24,236 --> 01:20:26,196
Gross. No.
879
01:20:29,909 --> 01:20:33,244
But it'd be nice if l was anywhere near
as important to him as she is.
880
01:20:37,541 --> 01:20:40,960
l know you think my dad's harmless,
but you're wrong.
881
01:20:42,588 --> 01:20:45,590
He's doing massive
psychological damage to me.
882
01:20:46,759 --> 01:20:48,134
How?
883
01:20:48,302 --> 01:20:51,679
Well, now, l, too, need structure.
884
01:20:51,847 --> 01:20:53,806
A little fucking discipline.
885
01:21:05,361 --> 01:21:07,028
l'm serious, though.
886
01:21:08,239 --> 01:21:10,406
How could he not be damaging me?
887
01:21:13,118 --> 01:21:15,787
l need a father who's a role model.
888
01:21:15,955 --> 01:21:18,289
Not some horny geek-boy
who's gonna spray his shorts
889
01:21:18,457 --> 01:21:21,125
whenever l bring a girlfriend
home from school.
890
01:21:23,462 --> 01:21:25,129
What a lame-o.
891
01:21:28,259 --> 01:21:31,261
Someone really should just
put him out of his misery.
892
01:21:35,015 --> 01:21:36,808
Want me to kill him for you?
893
01:21:46,151 --> 01:21:48,278
Yeah. Would you?
894
01:21:50,322 --> 01:21:51,948
lt'll cost you.
895
01:21:52,116 --> 01:21:54,492
l've been babysitting
since l was about ten.
896
01:21:54,660 --> 01:21:57,453
l've got almost $3,000.
897
01:22:00,833 --> 01:22:02,667
Course, l was saving it up
for a boob job.
898
01:22:04,587 --> 01:22:06,629
But...
899
01:22:20,019 --> 01:22:22,520
You know, that's not
a very nice thing to do.
900
01:22:25,858 --> 01:22:27,817
Hiring someone to kill your dad.
901
01:22:31,113 --> 01:22:33,865
l guess l'm not
a very nice girl, then, am l?
902
01:22:58,390 --> 01:23:00,725
You know l'm not serious, right?
903
01:23:01,894 --> 01:23:03,686
Of course.
904
01:23:18,661 --> 01:23:20,995
You know how lucky we are
to have found each other?
905
01:23:27,461 --> 01:23:29,128
Remember those posters that said:
906
01:23:29,296 --> 01:23:32,548
"Today is the first day
of the rest of your life"?
907
01:23:35,052 --> 01:23:37,470
Well, that's true
of every day except one:
908
01:23:38,764 --> 01:23:40,390
The day you die.
909
01:24:19,888 --> 01:24:21,597
Jane, hurry up.
910
01:24:21,765 --> 01:24:24,225
l've got a very important appointment.
911
01:24:24,393 --> 01:24:27,019
Mom, is it OK
if Angela sleeps over tonight?
912
01:24:27,187 --> 01:24:29,313
Well, of course. She's always welcome.
913
01:24:29,481 --> 01:24:33,276
l thought you two had a fight. l haven't
seen her around here in a while.
914
01:24:40,784 --> 01:24:43,494
- What?
- l've been too embarrassed
915
01:24:43,662 --> 01:24:45,997
to bring her over.
916
01:24:46,165 --> 01:24:48,833
Because of you
and that way you behave.
917
01:24:49,001 --> 01:24:51,669
What are you talking about?
l've barely even spoken to her.
918
01:24:51,837 --> 01:24:55,089
You stare at her all the time!
Like you're drunk!
919
01:24:55,257 --> 01:24:57,175
- lt's disgusting!
- Watch yourself, Jane,
920
01:24:57,342 --> 01:25:00,553
or you're gonna turn into
a real bitch, just like your mother!
921
01:25:05,184 --> 01:25:06,350
Fuck.
922
01:25:14,359 --> 01:25:15,943
You ready to go?
923
01:25:17,613 --> 01:25:20,948
l don't need a ride.
l'm going in with Jane and her mom.
924
01:25:29,041 --> 01:25:30,541
Oh, morning.
925
01:25:31,794 --> 01:25:35,421
- Hey, Ricky. How's it going?
- Pretty decent, Mr. Burnham.
926
01:25:35,589 --> 01:25:37,006
Hey, hey.
927
01:26:56,461 --> 01:26:59,213
l need that Super Smiley
with cheese ASAP!
928
01:26:59,381 --> 01:27:01,632
You need more than that,
my little hombre.
929
01:27:01,800 --> 01:27:05,094
- Yeah. What's good here?
- Nothing!
930
01:27:05,262 --> 01:27:08,347
Then l guess we'll
just have to be bad, won't we?
931
01:27:09,558 --> 01:27:11,809
l'll have a Double Smiley sandwich,
932
01:27:11,977 --> 01:27:14,270
- curly fries and a vanilla shake.
- Make that two!
933
01:27:14,438 --> 01:27:17,356
That'll be $7.98. Please drive up
to the window. Thank you.
934
01:27:18,483 --> 01:27:22,820
l think we deserve a little junk food
after the workout we had this morning.
935
01:27:24,615 --> 01:27:27,158
- Did you know that?
- Thank you. l'm flattered.
936
01:27:28,660 --> 01:27:30,953
Smile! You're at Mister Smiley's!
937
01:27:33,457 --> 01:27:35,917
Would you like to try our new beef
and cheese pot pie on a stick?
938
01:27:36,084 --> 01:27:38,294
Just $1 .99 for a limited time only?
939
01:27:38,462 --> 01:27:40,838
We were just at a seminar.
940
01:27:41,006 --> 01:27:43,341
- Buddy, this is my...
- Her husband.
941
01:27:43,508 --> 01:27:45,259
We've met before,
942
01:27:45,427 --> 01:27:49,388
but something tells me you're going
to remember me this time.
943
01:27:51,391 --> 01:27:53,517
You are so busted.
944
01:27:53,685 --> 01:27:55,645
This really doesn't concern you!
945
01:27:55,812 --> 01:28:00,441
Actually, Janine is senior drive-thru
manager, so you kind of are on her turf.
946
01:28:04,863 --> 01:28:07,198
So, this makes sense.
947
01:28:07,366 --> 01:28:09,825
- Oh, Lester...
- Honey, it's OK.
948
01:28:09,993 --> 01:28:11,953
l want you to be happy.
949
01:28:12,120 --> 01:28:15,164
- Would you like Smiley sauce with that?
- Lester, just stop it!
950
01:28:15,332 --> 01:28:17,208
No, no. You...
951
01:28:18,043 --> 01:28:21,003
...don't get to tell me what to do...
952
01:28:37,521 --> 01:28:39,188
l'm sorry.
953
01:28:41,066 --> 01:28:43,275
l guess we should cool it for a while.
954
01:28:46,196 --> 01:28:48,990
l'm facing a potentially
very expensive divorce.
955
01:28:49,157 --> 01:28:51,909
No. l understand completely.
956
01:28:54,830 --> 01:28:56,205
ln order to be successful,
957
01:28:56,373 --> 01:28:59,041
one must project an image
of success at all times.
958
01:29:25,944 --> 01:29:27,903
Stop it. Stop it.
959
01:30:09,321 --> 01:30:10,321
Shit.
960
01:30:17,329 --> 01:30:19,413
l have to run next door.
961
01:30:19,581 --> 01:30:22,666
Jane left her geometry book in my bag.
She needs it to do her homework.
962
01:30:33,261 --> 01:30:37,598
You and psycho-boy are fucking
on a regular basis now, right?
963
01:30:37,766 --> 01:30:41,018
- No.
- Come on, you can tell me.
964
01:30:41,186 --> 01:30:42,186
Does he have a big dick?
965
01:30:42,354 --> 01:30:46,732
l'm not going to talk about his dick
with you, OK? lt's not like that.
966
01:30:46,900 --> 01:30:49,443
Not like what? Doesn't he have one?
967
01:30:50,362 --> 01:30:52,196
Why don't you want to talk about it?
968
01:30:52,364 --> 01:30:54,865
l tell you every single detail
about every guy that l fuck.
969
01:30:55,033 --> 01:30:58,077
Yeah, and maybe you shouldn't,
all right?
970
01:30:58,245 --> 01:31:00,496
Maybe l really don't want
to hear about all that.
971
01:31:00,664 --> 01:31:03,999
So now that you have a boyfriend,
you're above it?
972
01:31:05,377 --> 01:31:07,211
We got to get you a real man.
973
01:31:28,817 --> 01:31:30,401
- You got any papers?
- Yeah.
974
01:31:30,569 --> 01:31:32,403
ln the cigar box right over there.
975
01:31:32,571 --> 01:31:34,989
Put up a fight, dude.
You are such a pushover.
976
01:31:35,157 --> 01:31:36,907
"No, l can't, really, no. OK."
977
01:31:37,075 --> 01:31:39,410
You should learn to roll a joint.
978
01:32:44,017 --> 01:32:46,101
- Hi.
- Where's Mom?
979
01:32:47,270 --> 01:32:49,480
- Don't know.
- Hi, Mr. Burnham.
980
01:32:50,482 --> 01:32:53,317
- Hi.
- Wow. Look at you.
981
01:32:54,402 --> 01:32:56,820
- Have you been working out?
- Some.
982
01:33:02,118 --> 01:33:03,953
You can really tell.
983
01:33:06,998 --> 01:33:08,666
Look at those arms.
984
01:33:13,171 --> 01:33:15,339
You like muscles?
985
01:33:17,425 --> 01:33:20,761
l should probably go see
what Jane's up to.
986
01:33:33,233 --> 01:33:35,150
Where did you get that?
987
01:33:37,362 --> 01:33:38,779
From myjob.
988
01:33:38,947 --> 01:33:40,906
You don't lie to me.
989
01:33:43,034 --> 01:33:44,576
Now, l saw you with him.
990
01:33:46,413 --> 01:33:48,372
You were watching me?
991
01:33:50,041 --> 01:33:51,834
What did he make you do?
992
01:33:55,130 --> 01:33:57,172
Dad, you don't really think
me and Mr. Burnham...
993
01:33:57,340 --> 01:33:59,216
Don't you laugh at me!
994
01:34:00,760 --> 01:34:05,389
Now, l will not sit back and watch
my only son become a cocksucker!
995
01:34:05,557 --> 01:34:06,932
Jesus! What is it with you?
996
01:34:11,813 --> 01:34:15,357
l swear to God l'll throw you out of
this house and never look at you again!
997
01:34:15,525 --> 01:34:19,486
- You mean that.
- You're damn straight l do!
998
01:34:19,654 --> 01:34:23,073
l'd rather you were dead
than be a fucking faggot!
999
01:34:34,919 --> 01:34:36,337
You're right.
1000
01:34:40,467 --> 01:34:43,218
- l suck dick for money.
- Boy, don't start!
1001
01:34:43,386 --> 01:34:45,888
$2,000. l'm that good.
1002
01:34:46,056 --> 01:34:47,181
Get out!
1003
01:34:47,349 --> 01:34:49,516
And you should see me fuck!
1004
01:34:49,684 --> 01:34:51,727
l'm the best piece of ass
in three states!
1005
01:34:51,895 --> 01:34:55,606
Damn it, get out!
l don't ever want to see you again!
1006
01:35:01,738 --> 01:35:05,407
What a sad old man you are.
1007
01:35:07,285 --> 01:35:09,495
Get out.
1008
01:35:34,729 --> 01:35:36,188
Mom...
1009
01:35:37,690 --> 01:35:40,234
- l'm leaving.
- OK.
1010
01:35:43,655 --> 01:35:45,239
Wear a raincoat.
1011
01:35:52,622 --> 01:35:55,207
l wish things would have
been better for you.
1012
01:35:59,671 --> 01:36:01,255
Take care of Dad.
1013
01:36:33,204 --> 01:36:35,706
...disinvesting problems of power
1014
01:36:35,874 --> 01:36:38,709
and removing their ability
to make us afraid.
1015
01:36:38,877 --> 01:36:42,087
This is the secret
to "Me-Centered Living."
1016
01:36:42,255 --> 01:36:47,217
Only by taking full responsibility
for your actions and their solutions
1017
01:36:47,385 --> 01:36:51,472
will you ever break free from
the constant cycle of victimhood.
1018
01:36:51,639 --> 01:36:56,810
You are only a victim if you choose
to be a victim. We all have the power...
1019
01:36:56,978 --> 01:37:01,523
l don't think we can be friends anymore.
You're way too uptight about sex.
1020
01:37:01,691 --> 01:37:05,027
Just don't fuck my dad, all right?
1021
01:37:05,195 --> 01:37:07,112
- Please?
- Why not?
1022
01:37:08,615 --> 01:37:11,658
- Dad, leave us alone!
- lt's me.
1023
01:37:13,578 --> 01:37:15,662
lf l had to leave tonight,
would you come with me?
1024
01:37:15,830 --> 01:37:18,415
- What?
- lf l had to go to New York to live,
1025
01:37:18,583 --> 01:37:20,250
tonight, would you come with me?
1026
01:37:22,712 --> 01:37:25,881
- Yes.
- You guys can't be serious!
1027
01:37:26,049 --> 01:37:28,425
You're just a kid,
and he's, like, a mental case.
1028
01:37:28,593 --> 01:37:30,844
You'll end up living in a box
on the street.
1029
01:37:31,012 --> 01:37:34,765
l'm no more a kid than you are!
We can use my plastic surgery money.
1030
01:37:34,933 --> 01:37:37,559
We won't have to.
l have over $40,000.
1031
01:37:37,727 --> 01:37:39,603
l know people in the city
that can help us.
1032
01:37:39,771 --> 01:37:42,022
- What, other drug dealers?
- Yes.
1033
01:37:42,190 --> 01:37:44,441
Jane, you'd be out of your mind
to go with him.
1034
01:37:44,609 --> 01:37:47,402
- Why do you even care?
- Because you're my friend!
1035
01:37:47,570 --> 01:37:51,365
She's not your friend. She's someone
you use to feel better about yourself.
1036
01:37:51,533 --> 01:37:54,785
- Go fuck yourself, psycho!
- Shut up, bitch!
1037
01:37:54,953 --> 01:37:57,829
- Jane! He's a freak!
- Well, then so am l!
1038
01:37:57,997 --> 01:38:01,458
And we'll always be freaks,
and we'll never be like other people.
1039
01:38:01,626 --> 01:38:05,295
And you'll never be a freak
'cause you're just too perfect!
1040
01:38:06,005 --> 01:38:09,675
Yeah, well, at least l'm not ugly.
1041
01:38:11,970 --> 01:38:13,679
Yes, you are.
1042
01:38:13,846 --> 01:38:17,182
And you're boring.
And you're totally ordinary.
1043
01:38:18,518 --> 01:38:20,227
And you know it.
1044
01:38:22,397 --> 01:38:24,565
You two deserve each other.
1045
01:39:25,418 --> 01:39:27,210
Jesus, man, you're soaked!
1046
01:39:38,389 --> 01:39:40,724
You want me to get Ricky?
He's in Jane's room.
1047
01:39:43,394 --> 01:39:45,270
Are you OK?
1048
01:39:45,438 --> 01:39:47,564
Where's your wife?
1049
01:39:49,442 --> 01:39:51,318
l don't know.
1050
01:39:51,486 --> 01:39:54,488
Probably out fucking that dorky
prince-of-real-estate asshole.
1051
01:39:56,699 --> 01:39:58,200
And you know what?
1052
01:39:59,911 --> 01:40:01,203
l don't care.
1053
01:40:11,798 --> 01:40:15,926
Your wife is with another man
and you don't care?
1054
01:40:19,097 --> 01:40:20,430
Nope.
1055
01:40:20,598 --> 01:40:23,266
Our marriage is just for show.
1056
01:40:24,435 --> 01:40:27,479
A commercial for how normal we are
1057
01:40:27,647 --> 01:40:29,606
when we're anything but.
1058
01:40:37,490 --> 01:40:39,449
Jesus, man, you are shaking.
1059
01:40:40,118 --> 01:40:42,953
We really ought to get you
out of these clothes.
1060
01:40:43,121 --> 01:40:44,621
Yeah.
1061
01:40:46,541 --> 01:40:48,291
lt's OK.
1062
01:40:52,046 --> 01:40:53,797
l am...
1063
01:40:55,633 --> 01:40:57,801
You just tell me what you need.
1064
01:41:02,056 --> 01:41:03,765
lt's OK.
1065
01:41:25,329 --> 01:41:26,955
l'm sorry.
1066
01:41:28,040 --> 01:41:30,041
You got the wrong idea.
1067
01:42:07,288 --> 01:42:09,748
"l refuse to be a victim."
1068
01:42:09,916 --> 01:42:13,835
When this becomes your mantra,
constantly reinforcing your...
1069
01:42:17,924 --> 01:42:21,092
l refuse to be a victim!
1070
01:43:05,179 --> 01:43:07,681
l hope you don't mind
if l play the stereo.
1071
01:43:07,849 --> 01:43:09,683
Not at all.
1072
01:43:11,477 --> 01:43:13,478
Bad night?
1073
01:43:13,646 --> 01:43:14,980
Not really bad. Just...
1074
01:43:16,482 --> 01:43:18,441
...strange.
1075
01:43:18,609 --> 01:43:22,779
Believe me, it couldn't possibly
be any stranger than mine.
1076
01:43:31,706 --> 01:43:33,290
Jane and l had a fight.
1077
01:43:35,293 --> 01:43:36,626
lt was about you.
1078
01:43:39,463 --> 01:43:41,006
She's mad at me because...
1079
01:43:42,800 --> 01:43:44,634
...l said l think you're sexy.
1080
01:43:47,847 --> 01:43:51,349
- Do you want a sip?
- Sure.
1081
01:44:20,421 --> 01:44:21,880
So...
1082
01:44:24,300 --> 01:44:26,217
...are you going to tell me?
1083
01:44:29,639 --> 01:44:31,514
What do you want?
1084
01:44:35,102 --> 01:44:36,686
l don't know.
1085
01:44:38,940 --> 01:44:40,190
You...
1086
01:44:40,816 --> 01:44:42,317
...don't know.
1087
01:44:43,527 --> 01:44:45,779
What do you want?
1088
01:44:47,198 --> 01:44:48,323
Are you kidding?
1089
01:44:50,284 --> 01:44:52,035
l want you.
1090
01:44:56,332 --> 01:44:59,250
l've wanted you
since the first moment l saw you.
1091
01:45:02,338 --> 01:45:05,298
You are the most beautiful thing
l have ever seen.
1092
01:45:13,557 --> 01:45:15,558
You don't think l'm ordinary?
1093
01:45:18,729 --> 01:45:21,439
You couldn't be ordinary if you tried.
1094
01:45:24,735 --> 01:45:26,653
Thank you.
1095
01:45:27,863 --> 01:45:30,782
l don't think there's anything worse
than being ordinary.
1096
01:45:50,803 --> 01:45:53,805
l refuse to be a victim.
l refuse to be a victim.
1097
01:45:53,973 --> 01:45:55,890
l refuse to be a victim.
1098
01:45:56,058 --> 01:46:00,145
Lester... l have something
l have to say to you.
1099
01:46:50,863 --> 01:46:52,363
Are you scared?
1100
01:46:53,491 --> 01:46:55,325
l don't get scared.
1101
01:46:58,496 --> 01:47:00,330
My parents will try to find me.
1102
01:47:01,165 --> 01:47:02,874
Mine won't.
1103
01:47:24,355 --> 01:47:26,356
This is my first time.
1104
01:47:30,152 --> 01:47:31,945
You're kidding.
1105
01:47:32,113 --> 01:47:33,863
l'm sorry.
1106
01:47:34,824 --> 01:47:36,366
l still want to do it.
1107
01:47:36,534 --> 01:47:38,034
l just...
1108
01:47:38,202 --> 01:47:42,997
...thought l should tell you,
in case you wondered why l wasn't...
1109
01:47:44,792 --> 01:47:46,376
...better.
1110
01:47:58,639 --> 01:48:00,223
What's wrong?
1111
01:48:06,981 --> 01:48:09,023
l thought you said l was beautiful.
1112
01:48:10,943 --> 01:48:12,819
You are beautiful.
1113
01:48:15,698 --> 01:48:17,407
You are so...
1114
01:48:18,200 --> 01:48:19,701
...beautiful.
1115
01:48:22,538 --> 01:48:24,414
And l would be a very...
1116
01:48:25,791 --> 01:48:26,916
...lucky man.
1117
01:48:28,335 --> 01:48:30,587
l feel so stupid.
1118
01:48:30,754 --> 01:48:32,589
Don't.
1119
01:48:34,758 --> 01:48:36,593
l'm sorry.
1120
01:48:36,760 --> 01:48:39,262
You have nothing to be sorry about.
1121
01:48:40,931 --> 01:48:42,599
lt's OK.
1122
01:48:43,893 --> 01:48:46,102
Everything's OK.
1123
01:49:02,119 --> 01:49:04,621
Wow. l was starving.
1124
01:49:05,956 --> 01:49:09,459
- Do you want me to make another one?
- No, l'm fine.
1125
01:49:09,627 --> 01:49:10,835
You sure?
1126
01:49:12,087 --> 01:49:15,548
l'm still a little weirded out,
but l feel better.
1127
01:49:15,716 --> 01:49:17,091
Thanks.
1128
01:49:20,596 --> 01:49:21,846
How's Jane?
1129
01:49:23,182 --> 01:49:24,265
What do you mean?
1130
01:49:25,809 --> 01:49:26,976
l mean...
1131
01:49:28,270 --> 01:49:30,563
...how's her life?
1132
01:49:30,731 --> 01:49:32,357
ls she happy?
1133
01:49:32,524 --> 01:49:34,651
ls she miserable?
1134
01:49:36,362 --> 01:49:40,448
l'd really like to know, and she'd die
before she'd ever tell me about it.
1135
01:49:43,744 --> 01:49:48,331
She's... she is really happy.
1136
01:49:49,833 --> 01:49:51,334
She thinks she's in love.
1137
01:50:03,889 --> 01:50:05,848
Good for her.
1138
01:50:09,687 --> 01:50:10,853
How are you?
1139
01:50:18,821 --> 01:50:21,614
lt's been a long time
since anybody asked me that.
1140
01:50:28,706 --> 01:50:30,123
l'm great.
1141
01:50:37,214 --> 01:50:38,589
l've got to go to the bathroom.
1142
01:50:52,938 --> 01:50:54,605
l'm great.
1143
01:51:29,433 --> 01:51:31,059
Man, oh, man.
1144
01:51:34,438 --> 01:51:37,148
Man, oh, man, oh, man.
1145
01:52:13,560 --> 01:52:15,019
Oh, my God!
1146
01:53:00,774 --> 01:53:04,068
l had always heard your entire life
flashes in front of your eyes
1147
01:53:04,236 --> 01:53:06,237
the second before you die.
1148
01:53:07,781 --> 01:53:08,990
First of all...
1149
01:53:09,158 --> 01:53:12,535
...that one second
isn't a second at all.
1150
01:53:13,287 --> 01:53:17,790
lt stretches on forever,
like an ocean of time.
1151
01:53:20,210 --> 01:53:24,422
For me, it was lying on my back
at Boy Scout camp
1152
01:53:24,590 --> 01:53:26,883
watching falling stars.
1153
01:53:35,559 --> 01:53:40,646
And yellow leaves from the
maple trees that lined our street.
1154
01:53:50,115 --> 01:53:55,036
Or my grandmother's hands and the way
her skin seemed like paper.
1155
01:54:02,920 --> 01:54:06,756
And the first time
l saw my cousin Tony's
1156
01:54:06,924 --> 01:54:09,759
brand-new Firebird.
1157
01:54:21,563 --> 01:54:26,901
And Janie.
1158
01:54:58,976 --> 01:55:01,102
And Carolyn.
1159
01:55:06,316 --> 01:55:09,944
l guess l could be pretty pissed off
about what happened to me,
1160
01:55:10,112 --> 01:55:14,407
but it's hard to stay mad when
there's so much beauty in the world.
1161
01:55:15,742 --> 01:55:20,037
Sometimes l feel like l'm seeing it
all at once, and it's too much.
1162
01:55:20,998 --> 01:55:24,375
My heart fills up like a balloon
that's about to burst.
1163
01:55:26,253 --> 01:55:29,338
And then l remember to relax
1164
01:55:30,424 --> 01:55:33,092
and stop trying to hold on to it.
1165
01:55:33,260 --> 01:55:36,178
And then it flows
through me like rain
1166
01:55:37,347 --> 01:55:40,182
and l can't feel anything but gratitude
1167
01:55:40,350 --> 01:55:45,730
for every single moment
of my stupid little life.
1168
01:55:47,190 --> 01:55:49,859
You have no idea
what l'm talking about, l'm sure.
1169
01:55:51,361 --> 01:55:52,528
But don't worry.
1170
01:55:53,864 --> 01:55:55,740
You will someday.
84030
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