All language subtitles for Kara.Secret.Love.E05.Lilac.Part.01

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What's going on?

I really like you.

Will you be my girlfriend?

That's so cool.

What is he thinking?
That's so childish.

- You're just jealous, aren't you?
- No, it's not like that.

I like the quiet and silent type
who'll watch over me from the shadows.

Like a mature adult.

Congratulations!

I'll take everyone out for a treat later.

Second year, Rainbow Group, you're up next.

- Let's go, it's our turn.
- I don't know what to do, I'm so nervous!

This is our one and only chance.
Let's go out there and have some fun.

One, two, three.
Fighting!

Come on, So Yeol.

Okay, coming.

We're second year, classroom four's
The Rainbow Group.

So Yeol.

Pak So Yeol.

Who are you?

Are you all right?

Mom.

- Mom.
- She just fell asleep.

Are you in pain?
Shall I get the nurse for you?

No.

I'm fine.

[Park So Yeol- Comatose State.]

Park So Yeol.

That voice...

That voice was you?

Yeah.

You looked like you were
having a bad dream.

Thank you.

But...

How long have I been in the hospital?

Two days?

What about you?

- The lilacs are blooming.
- Lilacs?

You can smell the scent of lilacs
in the evening air.

The bushes were bare without even
any leaves on it when I first came

but spring is somehow already
right around the corner.

Mister!

Come here, butterfly.

Here, butterfly.

Here, butterfly.
It's time to eat.

It's Yang!

You can't get the cat
to come to you like that.

Then how do you do it?

How did you do that?

We've just been playing a staring contest
for the past few days.

It's a secret.

I didn't see you around this morning.

Where is it that you go every morning?

It's a secret.

Copycat.

Butterfly, you never came up to me
all the times that I've called your name

but you dash over when
a pretty girl calls you over?

I guess... I am quite pretty.

Okay, I'm in a good mood right now,
so I'll teach you my little secret.

Instead of engaging in a staring contest,
you have to give kisses.

Kisses?

Yes, cat kisses.

It's a way for you to tell the cat
that you like him.

Stare into the cat's eyes,
then slowly start to blink your eyes.

You just keep doing that
until the cat comes to you.

Like this?

No, not to me.
Do it to the cat!

Butterfly.

Butterfly.

Butterfly.

Butterfly.

- He won't come to me.
- You made him run away.

Mister, you're really tall.

I'm pretty tall myself,
so tall men suits me better.

Mister, how did you know about
Yang being there?

I found him by coincidence the other day.

I think I found him right around the time
when you got admitted into the hospital.

But is 'Yang' what you
call a cat these days?

Yes, Yang.

But you call him, 'Butterfly', don't you?

That goes to show the age gap between us.

Mister.

You're lonely, aren't you?

That's why you play with Yang, don't you?

Want me to be your friend?

What good will it do for you to be friends
with a guy with such a big generation gap?

Mister, are you mad just because
I call you, 'Mister'?

No.

You just go have fun with your own friends.

Everyone's busy with their
midterms right now.

I don't even have to take the exams
right now, so it's really nice.

I guess so.

I bet your friends are very jealous.

Mister.

Is the girl in the bed next to mine
your girlfriend?

She's someone I love.

'She's someone I love.'

How cheesy.

Someone I love.

Someone you love?

Wait, come over here for a moment.

Let me give you a knuckle sandwich.

My mom.

Mister, I have to get going.

Mom!

You're back quick.

What did the doctor say?

He said once you've finished
receiving your treatment

then you should be better in no time.

See? I told you there was
nothing to worry about.

That's great.

Thank you.

I can't fall asleep.

Have you ever kissed anyone before?

I'm not talking about eye kisses,
but a real kiss on the lips.

A real kiss.

I wonder what that feels like.

That tickles.

Do you think...

that I too will be able to...

share a kiss with the person that I love?

Doctor.

Please allow my So Yeol
to continue receiving her treatment.

As I've already told you before

chemotherapy will have no effect in the
state that she's already in right now.

You told me that she would be fine after
the surgery she received two years ago.

I'm sorry, but we'll just have to see
what happens for a while longer.

Even though the doctors told her
that she only has

a year or two left to live
when she was six years old

she's lived long enough to be
a sophomore in high school already.

It'll be her eighteenth birthday
in just a couple of days.

But now you're telling me...

We pray in Jesus' name.
Amen.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I haven't been by
to visit more often.

I'm her mother,
and I only come every other day myself.

Since my eldest son is the only one
working to pay all the hospital bills

the least I can do is to stay home
and take care of the kids for him.

If she would wake up,
then they'd be getting married this spring.

I feel so indifferent towards God lately

and I blame Hyun Joon too.

If they had just never even met
in the first place...

then this would never even
have happened to her.

- Move!
- Move please!

Move!
We need everyone out of the way.

No!
Not my son!

No, not my son!

Time of death. 2:24 p.m.
May 7th, 2013.

The wing's broken off of it,
so I don't think it'll be able to fly away.

It's not like it even has anywhere to go.

Mister.

Can you take me away from here?

It's way too loud in here.

They must be closed today.

They usually don't open on Mondays.

Because of ecological conservation.

So you knew that the
place wouldn't be open?

How did you get us in here?

It's because I work here.

I mean, I'll soon be working here.

So this is where you work?
That's so cool!

I've completed my training, but I
haven't officially started my job yet.

Why not?

Because the day before
I was supposed to start my job

we got into the car accident on our way
back from visiting my parents' grave site.

Have you brought your
girlfriend here before?

No.

She worked so hard to support me
while I was busy studying for my exams...

but there's nothing
that I've really done for her.

Maybe it would've been better if we never
even started dating in the first place.

Every time I had to undergo another
surgery, I used to think to myself

that maybe it would be better if I never
woke up from my surgery.

My mom works so hard during the day

and comes back to the hospital
to take care of me each night.

If I never woke up from my surgery,
then she wouldn't have to suffer anymore.

I doubt your mom thinks of it that way.

How would you know what my mom is feeling?

There's not a thing I can do for her,
and all I ever do is make her suffer.

I know because those who loves another feels
the same way about the person that they love.

As long as you're with the person you love,
then that's all that matters.

Then...

I'm sure that's how
your girlfriend must've felt too.

I'm sure she didn't mind
doing any of what she had to do

since she had you by her side.

What?

Nothing.

Maybe I was wrong to think that
you were nothing but just a little kid.

I'm 18 years old.
I know what love is.

You still don't believe me?

Stupid love like that...

I've done it too.

I'm serious.

Who said anything otherwise?

I believe you.

- I'm telling you that I'm serious.
- I'm saying that I believe you.

No, I can tell that you don't believe me.

What about this one?

That's an azalea bush.

It means a healer of love.

What about that one?

Those are...

yellow fin iris.

It means the bearer of good news.

In that case, how about...

I pick something more difficult this time.

This one.

That's baby weed grass.

It's a common weed.

Does weeds have a meaning
to their name too?

Sure they do.

This flower means... secret love.

Mister.

You're like the flower angel, Lulu.

What's that?

It's a popular comic character
who knows everything about flowers.

I just came to know the meanings while
studying for my exams.

Then do you know what kind of a meaning
rainbow flowers stands for?

Is there such a flower?

You don't know what a rainbow flower is?

It's the miraculous flower Lulu travels
all over Europe with her cat to find.

I used to watch the cartoon version of
that comic on TV when I was little

and think to myself how I'd travel all over
the world to look for the rainbow flower

if I could just get discharged
from the hospital.

That's what I used to
think about all the time.

Then why don't you get better quickly
and go search for your flower?

How can I look for a flower
that doesn't even exist?

Unless some sort of a miracle happens.

That's the scent of lilacs.
Isn't it?

Yes, you're right.

Mister.

What kind of a meaning
does a lilac bush have?

Put this in your mouth and try chewing it.

Then you should be able to figure it out.

You take a bite too!

Can you take a picture for me?

It's so peaceful in here.

Being in here makes it feel like

we're the only two people
that exists in the world.

When I'm in the hospital...

I keep hearing strange sounds.

Strange sounds?

The sounds keeps on getting louder
and louder and more and more clear

But...

I don't think anyone hears what I hear.

That's probably because your body
is in a weakened state.

You'll be fine once
you're back to feeling healthy.

Shall we go back now?

Already?

There's one more place
that I still want to go see.

Next time.

Next time.

When?

Next...

Let's go today.

Let's just go today!

- This was it?
- What do you mean, this was it?

You have no idea how badly
I've wanted to come here.

In a few years, you'll be sick and tired
of having to come here all the time.

Come on, let's go inside.

What did you major in?
Were you popular with the other students?

Were you a good student?

What about your dreams?

Did you dream of working in an
arboretum ever since you were a kid?

Take a deep breath.
Why are you so full of questions?

For some strange reason, my head fills up
with all these questions whenever I see you.

Isn't there anything that you're curious
to find out about me?

Your dreams for the future?

Forget it.

You're not curious about me at all.

But since you've already
asked the question

if I had to give an
answer to that...

Maybe a news announcer?

Or becoming a member of a girl group?

I think it would be cool to become an
actress and I want to become a writer too.

- You think you can do all that?
- Of course I can.

But if I had to pick only one...

then I'd want to become a college student.

I want to become
a twenty year old college student.

There is one thing that
I'm curious about now.

What is it?

The chance to see you regain your health
and become a beautiful college student.

What are you doing?

You can't scribble on the desk.

It's not a scribble,
it's a magic spell.

[Park So Yeol- Classroom 15.]

Ta da.
Classroom 15, Park So Yeol.

Hey, don't you think
that this place is perfect?

- What if someone walks in?
- Who's going to walk in here?

There's no one in here.
It'll remain empty until next lecture.

- Let's go.
- No, we can't.

Hold still, okay?

Did you hear that?

No, I didn't hear anything.

Come on, come back here.

- Come on, let's go.
- Why? There's no one even in here.

This room is completely empty.
What's wrong with you?

Are you okay?

Mister.

Are you aware that you've been
smiling and laughing all day?

Have I?

I'm a sick patient with an injured head.

I'm sorry.

Does it really hurt?

- Are you really sorry?
- Yes, I really am sorry.

Are you okay?

- Then let's make a bet.
- A bet?

The loser grants the
winner his or her wishes.

All their wishes, no
matter what they are.

Okay, no matter what they are.

Promise me.

- Okay, I promise.
- Promise.

You just promised, okay?

Yes!

So Yeol, you brat.

Hm... I wonder what we should do. Oh, how
about the meaning of the lilac bush?

If I can guess it correctly,
then you have to grant me my wishes.

But if I get it wrong,
then I'll grant you your wishes.

Okay, fine.

But you have to guess the answer before
the lilac flowers starts to wilt.

Okay, fine.

I'm going to make sure that I win.

You'll be back.

I'll probably be able to come back, right?

You even wrote down your
spell on that desk.

[Get well soon, Park So Yeol.]

[Let's get back on the stage together!
- Rainbow Group.]

- Charge it to 100.
- Charged to 100.

In Hae!
In Hae!

- In Hae!
- In Hae!

Please save my baby's life!

Butterfly.

What do I do?

What if... she never wakes up?

Yeah, you're right.

I'm sure everything will be fine.

What we're doing to her isn't right.

We need to think more realistically now.

Brother.

What are you saying right now?

The doctors are saying
that there's no hope for her.

Don't listen to him, In Hae.

That's why I told her that she shouldn't be
with you right from the beginning.

I told her that being with a man who has
no parents or anything to his name

was only going to bring her suffering.

That's enough.

In Hae will hear you.

Holding onto her like this...

could just be selfish on our part.

How is...

In Hae doing?

Whenever I saw In Hae praying in here...

it used to make my heart feel so heavy.

I used to feel guilty that I was wasting
away the best years of In Hae's life.

If she just wilts away

before she's even had her chance
to bloom because of me...

How is that your fault?

I used to feel so frustrated.

The truth is, I wanted to let her go.

That's why I'm being
punished like this right now.

Could holding onto
In Hae like this right now...

just being selfish on my part?

That's only because you
want to be with her.

How is that bad?

It's just because...

you want to be with her.

You should go back to the room.

What about you?

I'll see you later.

Let me come with you.

I want to come with you.

Mister, what are you doing?

No matter how much I look for it,
I still can't find it.

By any chance...

is this where you go off to everyday?

There's something that I have to find.

Is it something important?

I should've given it to In Hae sooner.

But I never got the
chance to give it to her.

I have to...

I have to find it and give it to her.

I'll help you find it.

What is it that you're looking for?

A ring.

A ring?

How are you going to find
such a tiny thing like that out here?

What kind of a ring is it?

A tiny shabby gold ring
without any jewels on it.

There are no such thing as
a tiny shabby ring in this world.

All rings are shiny and beautiful.

It's only your heart that feel that way.

Let's just go.

Let's keep looking
just for a little bit longer.

Let's go look down there too.

It's going to get dark soon and we
won't be able to see anything anyways.

Let's go.

Mister.

Can we take a little break
before we go any further?

You must be exhausted.

No, I'll be fine after I get a little rest.

What are you going to do
if you can't find the ring?

Can't you just buy another one?

During the whole seven
years that we dated...

I've never once bought
her a real nice gift.

I always told myself that
I'd buy her something nice later on

and kept pushing it back
further and further down the line.

When that wasn't even what really mattered.

I just thought that
since I didn't have anything...

that I wouldn't even have
anything to give her.

Just like you said earlier...

it was just my heart
that remained small and shabby.

I'm sure that you'll be
able to find the ring.

That's the song I was going to sing
on the day of the festival.

Mister, are you familiar with that group?

No, I've never seen them before.

- You even know how to dance?
- I'm a real good dancer.

You might even fall for me
once you've seen me dance.

Maybe you're right.

Oh, I almost forgot.

Happy birthday.

I found the rainbow flower.

It's a miracle.

- Try it on.
- Huh?

Oh, but I don't have a mirror.
So I'll put it on later.

I'll put it on for you.

I told you that I'll try it on later!

I prayed that I'll find
the kind of true love

which I won't be able to
forget even in death.

I didn't know that the moments that we spent
together was what true love really meant.

The time is now.

I'm going to make you so happy.

You knew, didn't you?

A person who abandoned his own child
worries about keeping his promise?

How does that make any sense?

Will I... ever get to see him again?

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