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oh sorry honey I didn't know you were

oh sorry honey I didn't know you were awake I would have helped you it's okay

awake I would have helped you it's okay I got it I'm gonna have to pack up a few

I got it I'm gonna have to pack up a few more things before we can head over this

more things before we can head over this may take a few trips your father's

may take a few trips your father's coming to help us load goodie bethann he

coming to help us load goodie bethann he is doing us a huge favor that's him now

is doing us a huge favor that's him now be nice he's excited about seeing you

be nice he's excited about seeing you Jenna thanks for doing this no problem I

Jenna thanks for doing this no problem I think I'll give her my bedroom it'll

think I'll give her my bedroom it'll help her get around a little easier okay

hey Beth Anne honey how you feeling

hey Beth Anne honey how you feeling hey Billy

all right then I'll go load the truck

all right then I'll go load the truck I'll be out with Beth Ann in a minute

did you really call him Billy or did I

did you really call him Billy or did I just imagine that call him Billy that's

just imagine that call him Billy that's his name I could have sworn it was dad

his name I could have sworn it was dad or daddy or or pops or father even okay

or daddy or or pops or father even okay when he starts being one of those things

when he starts being one of those things I'll call him by those names okay fine

I'll call him by those names okay fine fine I just don't get why you'd like him

fine I just don't get why you'd like him so much because he's the one who gave me

so much because he's the one who gave me my wonderful smart very sarcastic

my wonderful smart very sarcastic daughter

why am I gonna be stuck here mom I don't

why am I gonna be stuck here mom I don't know until we can find something better

know until we can find something better anything would be better I thin think

anything would be better I thin think about it here everything's on one floor

about it here everything's on one floor you won't have to worry about stairs or

you won't have to worry about stairs or anything just an overbearing father

anything just an overbearing father right Oh Bethy him please give him a

right Oh Bethy him please give him a chance he's not how you remember him

chance he's not how you remember him freely so he's not the stereotypical

freely so he's not the stereotypical bible-thumping Christian who's gonna

bible-thumping Christian who's gonna condemn me to hell every time I didn't

condemn me to hell every time I didn't go to Sunday school with him stereotypes

go to Sunday school with him stereotypes exist for a reason mom don't forget what

exist for a reason mom don't forget what you left him what do you know about it

you left him what do you know about it you were too young to remember

so honey how you feeling Billy we can

so honey how you feeling Billy we can skip all that formal small talk

skip all that formal small talk estranged father's typically have with

estranged father's typically have with their daughters all right I can tell you

their daughters all right I can tell you right now there's not going to be a time

right now there's not going to be a time then you're in just your future and I'm

then you're in just your future and I'm in the mood for it no one meant to be

in the mood for it no one meant to be small talk I just wanted to know how you

small talk I just wanted to know how you were feeling

I can't walk how are you feeling

I can't walk how are you feeling little helpless I'm not sure what I can

little helpless I'm not sure what I can do

do welcome to the rest of my life

you're gonna have to give her time but

you're gonna have to give her time but give her space I mean if she's being

give her space I mean if she's being mean or nasty I know okay well um she

mean or nasty I know okay well um she has a meeting with an advisor from a

has a meeting with an advisor from a community college he's gonna help her

community college he's gonna help her get into some online courses it's

get into some online courses it's Thursday at 2:30 okay don't you know

Thursday at 2:30 okay don't you know that we're gonna be okay go home all

that we're gonna be okay go home all right

right night

hello hey I've been trying to get a hold

hello hey I've been trying to get a hold me forever hey Beth Ann yeah I've been

me forever hey Beth Ann yeah I've been so super busy with school I'm actually

so super busy with school I'm actually at the library right now and I'm

at the library right now and I'm studying protest it's tomorrow it's

studying protest it's tomorrow it's really big it's okay um did you

really big it's okay um did you did you hear about my accident that

did you hear about my accident that library sure is noisy yeah hey listen

library sure is noisy yeah hey listen can I call you back later

can I call you back later I was I was calling to see if you and

I was I was calling to see if you and Jamie could come keep me company at

Jamie could come keep me company at Billy's my dad's house yeah I'll ask for

Billy's my dad's house yeah I'll ask for the next time I see her but um I I have

the next time I see her but um I I have to go I'll talk to you later

awkward

Beth Ann Collins here so how are you

Beth Ann Collins here so how are you feeling

feeling so-so just so-so yeah okay how are your

so-so just so-so yeah okay how are your arms feeling they're pretty sore is

arms feeling they're pretty sore is that's normal right

that's normal right your arms are picking up a lot of slack

your arms are picking up a lot of slack don't worry about them being sore that

don't worry about them being sore that just means they're getting stronger do

just means they're getting stronger do you think that there's a chance of me

you think that there's a chance of me ever walking again yes however small

ever walking again yes however small that may be look with spinal cord

that may be look with spinal cord injuries recovery usually occurs within

injuries recovery usually occurs within the first six months but Beth Ann I

the first six months but Beth Ann I don't want you to get your hopes up the

don't want you to get your hopes up the chances of you ever walking again

chances of you ever walking again are very very small Beth Ann I forgot to

are very very small Beth Ann I forgot to tell you Church is having a potluck

tell you Church is having a potluck tomorrow so we'll be there around 4:00

tomorrow so we'll be there around 4:00 we'll be there yep

hmm

no no I think I'd rather gouge out my

no no I think I'd rather gouge out my eyeballs with the rusty spoon well maybe

eyeballs with the rusty spoon well maybe that's why I didn't ask

dude we're gonna do basketball shot

dude we're gonna do basketball shot recently

recently you gotta come on check it out okay you

you gotta come on check it out okay you basically you start out modeling well

basically you start out modeling well blue and white just I'm sorry I just

blue and white just I'm sorry I just didn't see you sitting there

I'm not hungry

you know a stranger at a potluck can

you know a stranger at a potluck can you're not eating anything is there a

you're not eating anything is there a problem with me not eating you know I

problem with me not eating you know I just find it curious I'm Nick by the way

at the end so I came over to help your

at the end so I came over to help your dad out on the farm yesterday how long

dad out on the farm yesterday how long you staying with him indefinitely do you

you staying with him indefinitely do you remember the horseshoes with me you

remember the horseshoes with me you cannot be serious

cannot be serious why Matt I'm in a wheelchair

why Matt I'm in a wheelchair really I didn't even notice you have

really I didn't even notice you have some nerve

ridiculous I can't play horseshoes

ridiculous I can't play horseshoes oh come on Batman it'll be fun I'll

oh come on Batman it'll be fun I'll teach you we can be on the same team hey

teach you we can be on the same team hey do you mind if I ask you a question

do you mind if I ask you a question it depends I don't mean to overstep my

it depends I don't mean to overstep my bounds

bounds Nick just ask how did it happen

Nick just ask how did it happen oh that

oh that let's just forget about it no no you're

let's just forget about it no no you're curious you want to know it's okay I was

curious you want to know it's okay I was in an accident drunk driver didn't even

in an accident drunk driver didn't even see him coming he has funny thing he

see him coming he has funny thing he came out of it with barely a scratch

came out of it with barely a scratch I mean how does that happen I come away

I mean how does that happen I come away from the accident with

from the accident with cuts all over glass sticking out of my

cuts all over glass sticking out of my body

body lots of mobility in my legs

lots of mobility in my legs and all he needs is a band-aid I figured

and all he needs is a band-aid I figured out later though you see there's this

out later though you see there's this myth out there and I say meth because I

myth out there and I say meth because I don't know if it's true or not the

don't know if it's true or not the reason most drunk drivers leave an

reason most drunk drivers leave an accident unscathed is because their

accident unscathed is because their bodies are so limp

bodies are so limp they don't tense up an oncoming

they don't tense up an oncoming collision

collision I guess I was pretty tense thinking I

I guess I was pretty tense thinking I was about to die in the next few seconds

was about to die in the next few seconds and I wish I'd known that beforehand the

and I wish I'd known that beforehand the whole goal of thing

does that mean I win yeah I think so

does that mean I win yeah I think so look I'm sorry if talking about this got

look I'm sorry if talking about this got you upset whatever

so there you are did you have a good

so there you are did you have a good time

time you bet I could barely contain myself

you bet I could barely contain myself you and Nick seem to hit it off pretty

you and Nick seem to hit it off pretty well yeah I think he was more curious

well yeah I think he was more curious about the wheelchair situation no makes

about the wheelchair situation no makes a nice guy he saw you were miserable and

a nice guy he saw you were miserable and tried to make you feel better

tried to make you feel better tries to include everybody Billy

tries to include everybody Billy next time another just not come okay I I

next time another just not come okay I I gave you a friend's a shot I tried them

gave you a friend's a shot I tried them on and they just don't fit me I want to

on and they just don't fit me I want to go home okay

I'm busy I'm busy mixer and yeah we're

I'm busy I'm busy mixer and yeah we're gonna go out and work on the farm for a

gonna go out and work on the farm for a bit okay anything you need I need to

bit okay anything you need I need to study

hey Ben then close the door on your way

hey Ben then close the door on your way out Billy

bill

No

No I need Billy

Oh

yeah is Nick there no you just left

yeah is Nick there no you just left how can you don't what happen I Drive

how can you don't what happen I Drive him and I get out of the wheelchair to

him and I get out of the wheelchair to get it in itself pull myself up on the

get it in itself pull myself up on the bed are you okay

bed are you okay yes glad Nick is here you need to learn

yes glad Nick is here you need to learn your limitations I thought I could get

your limitations I thought I could get it how am I supposed to function if I

it how am I supposed to function if I can't even pick up a pen off the floor

can't even pick up a pen off the floor besides we're busy

besides we're busy I'm never too busy to help you out it's

I'm never too busy to help you out it's just a pin tell you what I'm gonna do

just a pin tell you what I'm gonna do I'm gonna buy you a whole box of pens

I'm gonna buy you a whole box of pens you can keep on the end of that desk

you can keep on the end of that desk next time you drop one you'll have a

next time you drop one you'll have a hundred to choose from I don't need a

hundred to choose from I don't need a hundred pins okay maybe not a hundred

hundred pins okay maybe not a hundred but we're going to learn to adapt to

but we're going to learn to adapt to your situation and that's with

your situation and that's with everything not just pins

everything not just pins I'm gonna build a ramp for that porch

I'm gonna build a ramp for that porch you can get out and get some fresh air I

you can get out and get some fresh air I don't need any fresher I'm gonna do it

don't need any fresher I'm gonna do it anyway okay

maybe I'm praying that you get better

maybe I'm praying that you get better but in the meantime we learn from our

but in the meantime we learn from our mistakes we can't have you sitting in

mistakes we can't have you sitting in this house moping around because you

this house moping around because you can't do anything you can we just need

can't do anything you can we just need to figure out how okay okay I'm lost

to figure out how okay okay I'm lost cause

I

break your heart and wings

this is doing its drinkin in your past

this is doing its drinkin in your past your muscles you've got to try to pull

your muscles you've got to try to pull forward I can't

forward I can't yes you can and as far as sudden stops

yes you can and as far as sudden stops for Constantine you've got to do this

for Constantine you've got to do this without somebody watch to where the wind

without somebody watch to where the wind blows hi spits why they call I get it

blows hi spits why they call I get it sooner we don't um that much at all

the only truth is what you say your

the only truth is what you say your words will save a life today because I

words will save a life today because I hey you got to catch yourself you've got

hey you got to catch yourself you've got to do this cuz I know right

to do this cuz I know right I am the lost cause know I love try open

I am the lost cause know I love try open to where I go let's see

that's Han Batman

that's Han Batman Chapter two what are you doing oh I

Chapter two what are you doing oh I should hope so

hey Beth Ann you're up early

hey Beth Ann you're up early haha so what are your plans for the day

haha so what are your plans for the day well they were to sleep the day away but

well they were to sleep the day away but Billy putting into that really homework

Billy putting into that really homework that sounds fun where's Billy oh he just

that sounds fun where's Billy oh he just left

left how do I pick up a part or something for

how do I pick up a part or something for his tractor he'll be back in a few he

his tractor he'll be back in a few he said I could just watch TV or something

said I could just watch TV or something until he got back congratulations get

until he got back congratulations get cranky when you first wake up in the

cranky when you first wake up in the afternoon the church is having a yeah my

afternoon the church is having a yeah my team is notorious for being the worst no

team is notorious for being the worst no kidding yeah we have this guy Scott on

kidding yeah we have this guy Scott on our team he's a really good friend of

our team he's a really good friend of mine but he can't play at all really

mine but he can't play at all really yeah

yeah well we're playing at the community

well we're playing at the community center here in town tomorrow night you

center here in town tomorrow night you want to come bethann yeah do you want to

want to come bethann yeah do you want to come to my basketball game we'll see no

come to my basketball game we'll see no promises right well you don't have to

promises right well you don't have to come if you don't want to but if you

come if you don't want to but if you can't make it work having a bonfire at

can't make it work having a bonfire at the church afterwards

who's Billy going I think so then I will

who's Billy going I think so then I will probably be forced to go no offense

got good news and bad news for you what

got good news and bad news for you what do you want that the bonfire was

do you want that the bonfire was cancelled got rained out you don't have

cancelled got rained out you don't have to go I mean what's the good I invited

to go I mean what's the good I invited everybody over here send a to window and

everybody over here send a to window and sing louder

think about you

think about you you don't keep well

I guess she's gorgeous

I guess she's gorgeous outside

in our arms a bitch

hi I'm Evelyn this is my little sister

hi I'm Evelyn this is my little sister Brooke what are you working on it's

Brooke what are you working on it's homework sort of research paper due at

homework sort of research paper due at the end of this semester there's forty

the end of this semester there's forty percent of my grade

percent of my grade Oh what's at home women of World War two

Oh what's at home women of World War two oh are you a history major I was I'm

oh are you a history major I was I'm just trying to get my students hmm I am

just trying to get my students hmm I am glad I don't have to worry about that

glad I don't have to worry about that anymore

anymore so I heard some people they're talking

so I heard some people they're talking about Kenya is something going on there

about Kenya is something going on there yeah

yeah every few years group of people from the

every few years group of people from the church go over there trip lasts about

church go over there trip lasts about six months but i'ma there for three

six months but i'ma there for three years before it was time for me to come

years before it was time for me to come home that's wild sometimes a group of

home that's wild sometimes a group of kids go they only stay a few weeks so

kids go they only stay a few weeks so it's kind of like in introduction to

it's kind of like in introduction to missions Brooke wins she really liked it

missions Brooke wins she really liked it but you're their first three years I

but you're their first three years I chose to stay my work wasn't done so

chose to stay my work wasn't done so what do you do now I'm a photographer

what do you do now I'm a photographer really it's not much but I enjoy it you

really it's not much but I enjoy it you know what I can do a session for you

know what I can do a session for you sometime just for fun no no no thank you

sometime just for fun no no no thank you no why not I don't want you know taking

no why not I don't want you know taking pictures of me on the wheelchair

pictures of me on the wheelchair how very FDR yeah well when you've been

how very FDR yeah well when you've been there let me know I have a better idea

there let me know I have a better idea another one mmm-hmm why don't we all get

another one mmm-hmm why don't we all get together sometime do something we go ice

together sometime do something we go ice skating no we could uh we could call

skating no we could uh we could call Nick and Scott and maybe help them up

Nick and Scott and maybe help them up with something they're crazy go

with something they're crazy go Highsmith

Highsmith you think that he'd and they would okay

you think that he'd and they would okay well anyway it was very nice to meet you

well anyway it was very nice to meet you you too and we all like forget

I

Hey what are you doing

Hey what are you doing just visiting what are you doing just

just visiting what are you doing just stressing out for this paper right I'd

stressing out for this paper right I'd like you to meet somebody nice to meet

like you to meet somebody nice to meet you

you I actually ran into you at the butler

I actually ran into you at the butler that's right

that's right I've heard a lot about you

I've heard a lot about you really from whom the Nick he was telling

really from whom the Nick he was telling me about you're in the basketball team

me about you're in the basketball team here on he must have been bragging on me

here on he must have been bragging on me then not exactly anyways

then not exactly anyways Scott and I work together for Hughes

Scott and I work together for Hughes construction here in town actually thank

construction here in town actually thank you

you that's okay

that's okay um it was nice to meet you but I'm

um it was nice to meet you but I'm actually working on something so I get

actually working on something so I get back but you all continue Carrie Ellen

back but you all continue Carrie Ellen sue writer good luck out there

I'm so not jealous of this basketball

I'm so not jealous of this basketball game

game right

I was wondering and I know this is kind

I was wondering and I know this is kind of out of the blue but um would you like

of out of the blue but um would you like to have dinner with me sometime really

to have dinner with me sometime really well yeah I mean it's not a big deal or

well yeah I mean it's not a big deal or anything just like a friendly casual

anything just like a friendly casual friendly dinner if not that's okay

friendly dinner if not that's okay are you sure I wasn't sure I wouldn't

are you sure I wasn't sure I wouldn't ask you unless of course you don't go no

ask you unless of course you don't go no no I do yes yes I do

no I do yes yes I do okay oh there's not any expectations or

okay oh there's not any expectations or anything games Springs yeah I get it

anything games Springs yeah I get it friendly friends

well I gotta get going

well I gotta get going I'm across er em likely a good night you

I'm across er em likely a good night you two

smile when waking in the sadness of this

try again to push your soul sword and

try again to push your soul sword and less

less I

we were children whites and we looked

we were children whites and we looked out upon the universe fearlessly we say

out upon the universe fearlessly we say how lovely

how lovely

there's a certain crazy beauty guide for

there's a certain crazy beauty guide for generations captured on hurry

like everything else I'm sure we could

like everything else I'm sure we could take it

we were children watts and not love no

we were children watts and not love no tweets and Beef Council fearlessly we

tweets and Beef Council fearlessly we say how lovely

lovely

things are seeing

well you should totally try on your

well you should totally try on your stuff are you sure

stuff are you sure well that'll be boring get me stuck out

well that'll be boring get me stuck out here with well I'm back there I can give

here with well I'm back there I can give you my professional opinion are you sure

you my professional opinion are you sure yes go good I really like this shirt

yes go good I really like this shirt here here and do not help

here here and do not help I have a question okay what is it

I have a question okay what is it um who was that girl whom it was talking

um who was that girl whom it was talking to you at the bonfire a few weeks ago

to you at the bonfire a few weeks ago girl Nick was talking to what does she

girl Nick was talking to what does she look like

look like I was just dark hair tan Bavaro huh uh

I was just dark hair tan Bavaro huh uh I think you're talking about um like

I think you're talking about um like this I guess

put the money back no yeah all right

put the money back no yeah all right what do you think not bad really you I

what do you think not bad really you I saw you giving her the stink eye huh huh

saw you giving her the stink eye huh huh I like this at the bonfire

I like this at the bonfire do you kinda sorta yeah like Nick no

course not

course not oh I was curious yeah Jerry right yeah

oh I was curious yeah Jerry right yeah seriously

seriously okay we believe you um good well since

okay we believe you um good well since you're just curious Alexis is Nick's

you're just curious Alexis is Nick's cousin oh okay well cool Brooke put the

cousin oh okay well cool Brooke put the money

hey Beth Ann I thought you're gonna wait

hey Beth Ann I thought you're gonna wait for me were you doing that's who some

for me were you doing that's who some handy Christian to meet he did what

he's the drunk driver

hey tarrlok boy at the start billy he

hey tarrlok boy at the start billy he was shopping he was 10 feet away from me

was shopping he was 10 feet away from me oh maybe in jail I'm sorry I knew it was

oh maybe in jail I'm sorry I knew it was stupid I knew it I never should have

stupid I knew it I never should have gone out with someone I just met it was

gone out with someone I just met it was completely ridiculous

completely ridiculous Beth Han it was not stupid you had to

Beth Han it was not stupid you had to get out of the house eventually why what

get out of the house eventually why what why did I have to eventually whatever I

why did I have to eventually whatever I do people stare at me and talk amongst

do people stare at me and talk amongst themselves about the poor pathetic

themselves about the poor pathetic crippled girl

crippled girl I can't even go to physical therapy

I can't even go to physical therapy without someone staring me like I'm some

without someone staring me like I'm some sort of freak it's not fair you're

sort of freak it's not fair you're telling me but look these are the cards

telling me but look these are the cards that life is dealt you there's no going

that life is dealt you there's no going back there's no changing what happened

back there's no changing what happened you can either sit here and be miserable

you can either sit here and be miserable for the rest of your life or you can go

for the rest of your life or you can go out and live your life yeah the way God

out and live your life yeah the way God intended it right he knew you could

intended it right he knew you could handle it look at your fault you're

handle it look at your fault you're miserable good trying to blame it on all

miserable good trying to blame it on all the rest of us

okay

all right got everything fixed and

all right got everything fixed and cleaned up you got anything else before

cleaned up you got anything else before I leave no thank you for doing that I

I leave no thank you for doing that I appreciate it

appreciate it okay I'm really sorry about Beth Ann

okay I'm really sorry about Beth Ann today it's okay Billy it really it is a

today it's okay Billy it really it is a little rain water never hurt anybody no

little rain water never hurt anybody no no it's not okay yeah Millie

no it's not okay yeah Millie we're friends right well of course we

we're friends right well of course we are why are we all just now meeting her

are why are we all just now meeting her her pictures are all over the house

her pictures are all over the house you're obviously crazy about her what

you're obviously crazy about her what what's the story it's a 20 year old

what's the story it's a 20 year old story still in the making so what is it

story still in the making so what is it well good one I wasn't always a

well good one I wasn't always a Christian I know who was it living the

Christian I know who was it living the life of a Christian but when I held that

life of a Christian but when I held that baby for the first time I knew there had

baby for the first time I knew there had to be more so I went out and I had

to be more so I went out and I had bought a Bible started going to church I

bought a Bible started going to church I started learning about a god that Jenna

started learning about a god that Jenna and I wouldn't even admit existed and

and I wouldn't even admit existed and the closer I got to God the further

the closer I got to God the further Jenna pulled away from me I don't know

Jenna pulled away from me I don't know she was more jealous of God or that baby

she was more jealous of God or that baby but she wasn't gonna let bethann be

but she wasn't gonna let bethann be raised in a divided home it's my move

raised in a divided home it's my move not ten minutes down the road

not ten minutes down the road but I wanted my daughter to know that

but I wanted my daughter to know that her daddy was there even if he wasn't

her daddy was there even if he wasn't there

there let's get a year later gentlemen often

let's get a year later gentlemen often married some ex-boyfriend named Mikey

married some ex-boyfriend named Mikey she did it just to spite me so I did

she did it just to spite me so I did whatever I could to see bethanny

whatever I could to see bethanny to every recital every softball game I

to every recital every softball game I didn't miss a one but the older she got

didn't miss a one but the older she got the more distance she became her parents

the more distance she became her parents were split up somebody was to blame

were split up somebody was to blame so she blamed me but when I went to Beth

so she blamed me but when I went to Beth a high school graduation party I looked

a high school graduation party I looked up to Jenna I don't know it just wasn't

up to Jenna I don't know it just wasn't the same anymore

the same anymore those old feelings were long gone I

those old feelings were long gone I guess we've grown up but Beth dad

guess we've grown up but Beth dad doesn't realize is it her mother's gonna

doesn't realize is it her mother's gonna be there through all the good times but

be there through all the good times but I'm gonna be there through all the good

I'm gonna be there through all the good times and all the bad that's why she's

times and all the bad that's why she's living with me Jenna can't handle this

living with me Jenna can't handle this earthly I know that I can handle it

earthly I know that I can handle it because God is with me every single

because God is with me every single moment of every day

moment of every day so does Beth Ann know any of this does

so does Beth Ann know any of this does she know that her mother pretty much

she know that her mother pretty much dumped her on you no she doesn't and I'm

dumped her on you no she doesn't and I'm not gonna villainize Jenna just for my

not gonna villainize Jenna just for my sake Beth Ann I'll figure out the truth

sake Beth Ann I'll figure out the truth in her own good time until then she can

in her own good time until then she can just go on hating me are you okay with

just go on hating me are you okay with that

that yeah yes I am well that's something to

yeah yes I am well that's something to be admired you have more patience than I

be admired you have more patience than I do

do well I don't know about that I couldn't

well I don't know about that I couldn't have spent three years in Kenya right

have spent three years in Kenya right Evelyn good night

I knew

I hate to say this guy but he's always

I hate to say this guy but he's always been terrible seog got mr. skills hey

been terrible seog got mr. skills hey have you made your mind yet about Kenya

have you made your mind yet about Kenya not a clue

not a clue well what are your thoughts on it I'm

well what are your thoughts on it I'm just boom confused right now

just boom confused right now who's the girl okay say there is a girl

who's the girl okay say there is a girl I knew it I knew it

I knew it I knew it all right who is she it's Billy's

all right who is she it's Billy's daughter Oh Billy's gotta kill you he's

daughter Oh Billy's gotta kill you he's not going to kill me but everybody says

not going to kill me but everybody says that she so means

that she so means well she can be but I think she has a

well she can be but I think she has a good heart

good heart deep down have you asked her out just a

deep down have you asked her out just a dinner

you're right he is gonna kill me

you're right he is gonna kill me what should I do ask Billy for

what should I do ask Billy for permission deadlight that kind of stuff

let me ask you a question is it is it

let me ask you a question is it is it worth it I mean do you really like her

worth it I mean do you really like her I'm just trying to be her friend

I'm just trying to be her friend right yeah I like her a lot

right yeah I like her a lot is this something worth giving up Kenya

is this something worth giving up Kenya for I don't know

see a Christian know

see a Christian know I see the toilet what mm are you - more

I see the toilet what mm are you - more unequally yoked not compatible

unequally yoked not compatible hichy got to be really careful with that

hichy got to be really careful with that you are on two different plating fields

you are on two different plating fields what's the score are we are we tired or

what's the score are we are we tired or something

are you done already honey

are you done already honey no Tammy Pearson yeah follow me

Casey give me the game it's my turn

Casey give me the game it's my turn granny you said we could take turns

granny you said we could take turns catch a pee the game fine hey do you see

catch a pee the game fine hey do you see that girl over there

that girl over there duh I'm not stupid I can see kids mind

duh I'm not stupid I can see kids mind your business

really

do your kids have a problem do you have

do your kids have a problem do you have a problem no but you're about to smack

a problem no but you're about to smack her even if she's sitting it will just

her even if she's sitting it will just excuse me what why do you think we're

excuse me what why do you think we're sitting here in this rehabilitation

sitting here in this rehabilitation waiting room for fun for a good time or

waiting room for fun for a good time or do you think your problems are the only

do you think your problems are the only ones that matter come on back then

every day she gets just a little bit

every day she gets just a little bit nicer anger-management time

you've got to learn to control your

you've got to learn to control your anger what are you talking about that

anger what are you talking about that woman and her two boys they were staring

woman and her two boys they were staring and little boys are making faces so you

and little boys are making faces so you decided to make a scene

decided to make a scene it's rude to stare it's rude to yell

it's rude to stare it's rude to yell fine I'm sorry I yelled better not

fine I'm sorry I yelled better not really I'm really glad you're staying

really I'm really glad you're staying with me and I mean that but I can't keep

with me and I mean that but I can't keep making excuses for you what are you

making excuses for you what are you talking about

talking about the chip on your shoulder whatever it is

the chip on your shoulder whatever it is you've got to quit taking out on

you've got to quit taking out on everybody if you don't want to talk

everybody if you don't want to talk about it that's fine that's your problem

about it that's fine that's your problem but I can't keep putting up with you

but I can't keep putting up with you blaming everyone else for what you're

blaming everyone else for what you're going through

going through listen I I'm not looking for an excuse

okay

okay I'm sorry I'll try not to be so nasty or

I'm sorry I'll try not to be so nasty or rude hmm selfish selfish spiteful okay

rude hmm selfish selfish spiteful okay all right I get it Thanks I should get

all right I get it Thanks I should get all this and right hello yeah hey Nick

what makes you think I'm gonna kill you

it's okay

it's okay Nick Nick it's okay permission granted

Nick Nick it's okay permission granted all right well I got to go talk to you

all right well I got to go talk to you later Nick

later Nick bye didn't set Nick yep

how is it John chain again Tonio's get

how is it John chain again Tonio's get could you could you did tell me that

could you could you did tell me that let's go somewhere it's and it's how are

let's go somewhere it's and it's how are you and I'm thinking you know throw this

you and I'm thinking you know throw this is Italian correct Ida

is Italian correct Ida do you want some more more what no this

do you want some more more what no this yes in a second okay

yeah okay I do anything messenger no

it was really nice of you to have me

it was really nice of you to have me over thanks for doing all this yeah it's

over thanks for doing all this yeah it's no problem I love cooking in I enjoy

no problem I love cooking in I enjoy your company why what do you mean why

your company why what do you mean why you enjoy my company we get up we're not

you enjoy my company we get up we're not being hard-headed that is I don't

being hard-headed that is I don't understand I've been nothing but rude

understand I've been nothing but rude and sarcastic and nasty to you deep down

and sarcastic and nasty to you deep down I mean II didn't mean any of it

I mean II didn't mean any of it truth is I didn't mean it I don't

truth is I didn't mean it I don't anymore but I did I was angry Nick I

still AM

the last thing I would want from anyone

the last thing I would want from anyone is pity the Nick do you realize I won't

is pity the Nick do you realize I won't get to walk across the stage at my

get to walk across the stage at my graduation ceremony I won't get to dance

graduation ceremony I won't get to dance at my wedding

at my wedding I can't drive I can't even go sit out on

I can't drive I can't even go sit out on the front porch without somebody helping

the front porch without somebody helping me you know who I think about it the

me you know who I think about it the more I realized that God wouldn't lift a

more I realized that God wouldn't lift a finger to help me don't blame God for

finger to help me don't blame God for this Batman he didn't do it yeah well

this Batman he didn't do it yeah well you didn't try to stop it either so

you didn't try to stop it either so that's what you're gonna do you're just

that's what you're gonna do you're just gonna blame God for everything that goes

gonna blame God for everything that goes wrong in your life okay so it's my fault

wrong in your life okay so it's my fault I didn't say that I never said I was

I didn't say that I never said I was trying to dan I'll call you later okay

trying to dan I'll call you later okay so this is a bad time okay so I guess

so this is a bad time okay so I guess I'll call you later if God it's supposed

I'll call you later if God it's supposed to be the Almighty in the supreme the

to be the Almighty in the supreme the Alpha and the Omega then why do we have

Alpha and the Omega then why do we have to deal with all this garbage because

to deal with all this garbage because Nick it's garbage

Nick it's garbage why are we the only thing talking about

why are we the only thing talking about this world do you not see that our do

this world do you not see that our do Christians not watch the news there's a

Christians not watch the news there's a whole big conspiracy you insulting me

whole big conspiracy you insulting me are you not going to answer this has

are you not going to answer this has everything to do with you bed and

everything to do with you bed and nothing world

nothing world no you mean God for you your situation

no you mean God for you your situation come on Nick just ran say it what is it

come on Nick just ran say it what is it what is my situation your I invited you

what is my situation your I invited you you seemed embarrassed because of it you

you seemed embarrassed because of it you are so you really do think that don't

are so you really do think that don't you you think that because I'm a

you you think that because I'm a Christian I'm judging you know you were

Christian I'm judging you know you were nobody loves garbage in the world back

nobody loves garbage in the world back then because we sinned

then because we sinned it's not just the people who aren't

it's not just the people who aren't Christians it's everyone the only

Christians it's everyone the only difference is that as a Christian I'm

difference is that as a Christian I'm striving for something better in this

striving for something better in this life we still sin let's still eat the

life we still sin let's still eat the forbidden fruit

forbidden fruit God didn't run evil into this world

God didn't run evil into this world better we did

activities yes you did

activities yes you did just like you said before you mean it I

just like you said before you mean it I should get you home

come on Billy you settled in

so how was your date please it was not a

so how was your date please it was not a date

date sure sure no kidding we got a little

sure sure no kidding we got a little fight over scorn

fight over scorn really

so what did you and Nick fight about

I sing myself to sleep every night you

I sing myself to sleep every night you were right don't think there could ever

were right don't think there could ever be anything between us including a

be anything between us including a friendship Wow

friendship Wow sounds like you had a rough night I'm

sounds like you had a rough night I'm sorry to hear that

sorry to hear that trust me I am too

trust me I am too I thought there might be a chance to

I thought there might be a chance to know well you can't change anyone's

know well you can't change anyone's heart all you can do is plant a seed and

heart all you can do is plant a seed and anything other than that is stepping

anything other than that is stepping into God's territory

I'm not sure if you're the best person

I'm not sure if you're the best person to talk to you about this why is that

to talk to you about this why is that because your

because your you're your dad you know

you're your dad you know yes

yes Jared Christian Oh

you wouldn't understand sure

you can talk to me about anything you

you can talk to me about anything you know that don't you believe it or not I

know that don't you believe it or not I was just like you once so as a kid and

was just like you once so as a kid and when I say kid I mean it's someone your

when I say kid I mean it's someone your age

I guess I really didn't believe God

I guess I really didn't believe God spent most of my youth trying to outrun

spent most of my youth trying to outrun him

him trying to avoid him but no matter what I

trying to avoid him but no matter what I did there was this profound emptiness in

did there was this profound emptiness in my heart what changed

my heart what changed and fell in love with your mother

and fell in love with your mother and I thought maybe she'd fill the

and I thought maybe she'd fill the emptiness and she did a little for why

emptiness and she did a little for why and then I was empty again

and then you were born

and then you were born filled up a great deal of that whole

filled up a great deal of that whole methane

but no matter what I did wasn't enough

I felt empty and God changed all that

I felt empty and God changed all that God loves you so much that name more

God loves you so much that name more than any of us could possibly fathom

we are created in God's image but

we are created in God's image but because we sin we're flawed

because we sin we're flawed we're flawed but God is perfect God's

we're flawed but God is perfect God's love is perfect no one on this earth can

love is perfect no one on this earth can give you what God can good night Betty

Billy

yeah do you think God for walking I have

yeah do you think God for walking I have faith that you will Irish I think like

faith that you will Irish I think like yours wishes don't get you very far in

yours wishes don't get you very far in this life you've got to believe it just

this life you've got to believe it just doesn't seem possible

doesn't seem possible it's

it's impossible I mean it would gonna take a

impossible I mean it would gonna take a miracle I guess you're right Beth Ann

what does God know about miracles

what does God know about miracles goodnight honey

hello you've reached Nikolai oh sorry I

hello you've reached Nikolai oh sorry I can get to your call please leave a

can get to your call please leave a message and I'll call you back

the church with me tomorrow Beth Ann

the church with me tomorrow Beth Ann please just once

please just once if you don't like it I won't bug inning

we'll see

I've never met someone so hot and so

I've never met someone so hot and so cold before in my entire life

cold before in my entire life and you're surprised what well seriously

and you're surprised what well seriously what were you expecting that she would

what were you expecting that she would come to know Christ or that that she

come to know Christ or that that she would totally change your life after one

would totally change your life after one dinner conversation no but it would be

dinner conversation no but it would be nice for her to listen you know look do

nice for her to listen you know look do you mind if I'm blunt go ahead okay

you mind if I'm blunt go ahead okay you've gone to church your whole life

you've gone to church your whole life and you've always surrounded yourself

and you've always surrounded yourself with like-minded people not that bad

with like-minded people not that bad comes along and quite frankly you have

comes along and quite frankly you have all these expectations for her but she

all these expectations for her but she doesn't live like you and she doesn't

doesn't live like you and she doesn't think like you it's two different

think like you it's two different playing fields remember I know all this

playing fields remember I know all this but no no you don't know and that's why

but no no you don't know and that's why as a friend I'm telling you she may be

as a friend I'm telling you she may be the most interesting person that you've

the most interesting person that you've ever met but if you don't have got in

ever met but if you don't have got in common what do you have well we stab one

common what do you have well we stab one spot open for Kenya you want to come

thank you honey

thank you honey relax they don't bite right silly bit

relax they don't bite right silly bit then it is so good to see you here why

then it is so good to see you here why don't you all come sit with us

don't you all come sit with us already sitting oh you're so fun come

already sitting oh you're so fun come sit next to us then knocking good

sit next to us then knocking good morning let's all stand together accent

morning let's all stand together accent everyone to bow their heads

everyone to bow their heads Heavenly Father God we thank you Lord

Heavenly Father God we thank you Lord for another day that we've never seen

for another day that we've never seen and a day that we'll never see again we

and a day that we'll never see again we appreciate you for this morning's Rising

appreciate you for this morning's Rising than last night's laying down and we

than last night's laying down and we just like to tell you thank you for all

just like to tell you thank you for all the blessings that you have stored upon

the blessings that you have stored upon us and we just actually to be with us

us and we just actually to be with us God and to help us develop a closer

God and to help us develop a closer relationship with you in Jesus name we

relationship with you in Jesus name we pray amen

pray amen we'll be coming from the book of Acts

we'll be coming from the book of Acts chapter 20 and verse 6 I'd like to take

chapter 20 and verse 6 I'd like to take for a subject on this morning I fallen

for a subject on this morning I fallen and I can't get up this here is a story

and I can't get up this here is a story of Paul and Paul is getting ready to

of Paul and Paul is getting ready to take off in the morning but before Paul

take off in the morning but before Paul gets ready to take off to his next

gets ready to take off to his next destination Paul have to explain to the

destination Paul have to explain to the people some directions that God has

people some directions that God has given him to give to them but what you

given him to give to them but what you have to understand in the midst of his

have to understand in the midst of his preaching Paul began to get happy as

preaching Paul began to get happy as preachers often do and Paul began to

preachers often do and Paul began to preach for a mighty long time and as

preach for a mighty long time and as Paul began to preach midnight began to

Paul began to preach midnight began to come and people were getting tired and

come and people were getting tired and there you had you two kissed this young

there you had you two kissed this young man that's sitting in the upper room on

man that's sitting in the upper room on a window and he's fallen asleep and you

a window and he's fallen asleep and you two kiss as he falls into this deep

two kiss as he falls into this deep sleep south just down and falls out the

sleep south just down and falls out the window but but Eutychus he didn't mean

window but but Eutychus he didn't mean any harm he was trying to sit

any harm he was trying to sit attentively and listen but sometimes

attentively and listen but sometimes preacher can be long-winded Amen have

preacher can be long-winded Amen have you ever found yourself in love with God

you ever found yourself in love with God and in a relationship but sometimes you

and in a relationship but sometimes you just fall what I love about it is that

just fall what I love about it is that sometimes

sometimes people will try to act like they don't

people will try to act like they don't fall and they'll put on a facade or put

fall and they'll put on a facade or put on an image as if that everything is

on an image as if that everything is perfect I come to tell you that God

perfect I come to tell you that God sometime once a first God doesn't need

sometime once a first God doesn't need any seconds he doesn't need anyone

any seconds he doesn't need anyone hundreds sometimes he says I chose you I

hundreds sometimes he says I chose you I chose you or I chose you because I want

chose you or I chose you because I want to do something for the first time that

to do something for the first time that I've never done before one day as he was

I've never done before one day as he was teaching Pharisees and the teachers of

teaching Pharisees and the teachers of the law who had come in from every

the law who had come in from every village of Galilee from Judea and

village of Galilee from Judea and Jerusalem sitting there and the power of

Jerusalem sitting there and the power of the Lord was present in him tailed sick

the Lord was present in him tailed sick some men came carrying a paralytic on a

some men came carrying a paralytic on a mat and tried to take him into the house

mat and tried to take him into the house to lay him before Jesus

to lay him before Jesus when they could not find a way to do

when they could not find a way to do this because of the crowd they went up

this because of the crowd they went up on the roof and lower did what his math

on the roof and lower did what his math or the tiles and to the middle of the

or the tiles and to the middle of the crowd right in front of Jesus Jesus saw

crowd right in front of Jesus Jesus saw their faith he said friend your sins are

their faith he said friend your sins are forgiven a Pharisees and the teachers of

forgiven a Pharisees and the teachers of the law began thinking to themselves who

the law began thinking to themselves who is this fellow who speaks blasphemies

is this fellow who speaks blasphemies who can forgive sins but God alone Jesus

who can forgive sins but God alone Jesus knew what they were thinking and asked

knew what they were thinking and asked why are you thinking these things in

why are you thinking these things in your hearts which is easier to say your

your hearts which is easier to say your sins are forgiven or to say get up and

sins are forgiven or to say get up and walk

but that you may know that the Son of

but that you may know that the Son of man has authority on earth to forgive

man has authority on earth to forgive sins he said to the paralyzed man I tell

sins he said to the paralyzed man I tell you get up take your mat and go home

you get up take your mat and go home immediately he stood up in front of them

immediately he stood up in front of them took what he had been lying on and went

took what he had been lying on and went home praising God everyone was amazed

home praising God everyone was amazed and gave praise to God they were filled

and gave praise to God they were filled with awe and said you've seen remarkable

with awe and said you've seen remarkable things I still stand to tell you that

things I still stand to tell you that God deserves all the glory and God

God deserves all the glory and God deserves all the praise let me explain

deserves all the praise let me explain the difference between a praise and a

the difference between a praise and a worshipper see a praiser thanks God for

worshipper see a praiser thanks God for what it is that God has done a Frazer

what it is that God has done a Frazer tells God I love you and I thank you for

tells God I love you and I thank you for my house god I love you and I thank you

my house god I love you and I thank you for my marriage god I love you and I

for my marriage god I love you and I thank you for my new car but a

thank you for my new car but a worshipper says God if you don't bless

worshipper says God if you don't bless me with the house I'll still give you

me with the house I'll still give you the glory God if you never bless me with

the glory God if you never bless me with a new car I'll still worship your name

a new car I'll still worship your name God if you never bless my marriage to

God if you never bless my marriage to take off and be successful as I wanted

take off and be successful as I wanted it and hope for it to be I'll still give

it and hope for it to be I'll still give you the glory praise praise in the Bible

you the glory praise praise in the Bible it says let everything that has breath

it says let everything that has breath praise the Lord because praise thanks

praise the Lord because praise thanks God for what it is that he's done but a

God for what it is that he's done but a worshiper a worship it says in the Bible

worshiper a worship it says in the Bible they that worship Him must worship Him

they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth

in spirit and in truth in my conclusion I would just like to

in my conclusion I would just like to let you know that you may have fallen

let you know that you may have fallen but you can't get up in fact you will

but you can't get up in fact you will get up for a god you have to remember

get up for a god you have to remember that there is no lost cause

like

thank you all for coming I hope that God

thank you all for coming I hope that God has blessed you in some way today if you

has blessed you in some way today if you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your

have not accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior I'll ask you to come

Lord and Savior I'll ask you to come here now and do so

/ where's my heart it seems

now

open

about my lush never cease

Jesus is right here waiting for you to

Jesus is right here waiting for you to say that you accept him we don't have

say that you accept him we don't have something I don't

this say joy peace my father

it's a long time a very long time since

it's a long time a very long time since I've looked in the mirror and not didn't

I've looked in the mirror and not didn't discuss it but what I've seen and I

discuss it but what I've seen and I don't mean on the outside the inside

don't mean on the outside the inside that's called conviction anything I do

I just wanted to learn love God like

I just wanted to learn love God like they do forgive me for being such a

they do forgive me for being such a terrible person you're not a terrible

terrible person you're not a terrible person God forgives you for anything

person God forgives you for anything you've done and anything you will do

you've done and anything you will do because he loves you you'll pardon this

because he loves you you'll pardon this relationship with him is to have faith

relationship with him is to have faith in Him to trust him to love him to obey

in Him to trust him to love him to obey his word and not just believe in him but

his word and not just believe in him but believe him and what he says he'll take

believe him and what he says he'll take care of the rest

care of the rest I think a good place to start would be

I think a good place to start would be to pray I've never prayed before it's

to pray I've never prayed before it's like you get to have a conversation with

like you get to have a conversation with them

them you get to talk lead us to

you get to talk lead us to really yeah just got to know how to

really yeah just got to know how to listen how read to Bible you meditate on

listen how read to Bible you meditate on it angel living alright Billy and I will

it angel living alright Billy and I will be there for you

ah

you're still

you

just thank you for another opportunity

just thank you for another opportunity my word

my word this fall

dad yeah I'm sorry for what being such a

dad yeah I'm sorry for what being such a terrible daughter

look hot yeah you're not my daughter

seriously you can't say open this little

seriously you can't say open this little ray of sunshine since I moved it up it

ray of sunshine since I moved it up it awful nightmare

awful nightmare yeah a little bit yeah I just had to

yeah a little bit yeah I just had to swallow my pride and say it

I'm sorry

I know how hard it is the same endless

thank you

dad

dad yeah honey

we're grass snake today his family lives

we're grass snake today his family lives in Tennessee he went down to visit

in Tennessee he went down to visit before he has to leave where's she going

before he has to leave where's she going Kenya Oh

wake up in pieces one by one no one left

wake up in pieces one by one no one left no one said this would be fun clear the

no one said this would be fun clear the tracks for the freight train in my head

tracks for the freight train in my head take long strides and make it to my bed

no didn't see about you

looked at that x-ray for a good 20

looked at that x-ray for a good 20 minutes dad to you what do you think I

minutes dad to you what do you think I don't know D do you think you just

don't know D do you think you just imagined it

not sure um uh listen honey I need to go

not sure um uh listen honey I need to go fix dinner for my darling husband

fix dinner for my darling husband what did Mikey do now today do you turn

what did Mikey do now today do you turn to cook for some reason it's been my

to cook for some reason it's been my turn to cook every day this week oh I

turn to cook every day this week oh I wonder how that happened

wonder how that happened I love you bet then love you to your mom

when a quarterback all right

that's right I got it can I do

I got it

bethann Collins

I'm Thomas Lockwood would you spare me

I'm Thomas Lockwood would you spare me just a moment of your time

yeah sure come in oh no no I don't want

yeah sure come in oh no no I don't want to barge in it's okay

I won't be long

I've been wanting to come by to see you

I've been wanting to come by to see you I just didn't have a courage to do it to

I just didn't have a courage to do it to know that I have ruined someone's life

know that I have ruined someone's life it's just hard to bear I'm sorry trying

it's just hard to bear I'm sorry trying to think of what to say kind of figured

to think of what to say kind of figured you slam the door in my face before I

you slam the door in my face before I would have I'm trying to be you know

would have I'm trying to be you know nicer my daughter had just mad she the

nicer my daughter had just mad she the sick her entire life just a little girl

sick her entire life just a little girl her name was Maria

the night of the accident my wife left

the night of the accident my wife left me she had told me the only reason she

me she had told me the only reason she stayed with me for this long was because

stayed with me for this long was because of Maria

now I'd always been a drinker I'd keep

now I'd always been a drinker I'd keep two bottles of wine nestled in a cabinet

two bottles of wine nestled in a cabinet somewhere not an hour and a half past

somewhere not an hour and a half past maybe for those two bottles were growing

maybe for those two bottles were growing and I decided that wasn't enough well I

and I decided that wasn't enough well I went out to get some more and you know

went out to get some more and you know the rest listen I know that no amount of

the rest listen I know that no amount of apologizing will ever make up for what I

apologizing will ever make up for what I have done to you and I know that no

have done to you and I know that no matter what I do you're probably gonna

matter what I do you're probably gonna hate me till the day I die

hate me till the day I die anyway but I figure that you deserve at

anyway but I figure that you deserve at least the apology

I am sorry

from the bottom of my heart I am sorry I

just hope that one day maybe not anytime

just hope that one day maybe not anytime soon one day you'll find it in your

soon one day you'll find it in your heart to forgive me

I want you to make me a promise

that's right do yourself a favor don't

that's right do yourself a favor don't drink okay I mean it just quit the more

drink okay I mean it just quit the more you have to convince yourself and others

you have to convince yourself and others that you're in control of something that

that you're in control of something that something is generally in control with

something is generally in control with you this has been so hard for me I can't

you this has been so hard for me I can't imagine the guilt figure going through I

imagine the guilt figure going through I don't care - I don't want to I forgive

don't care - I don't want to I forgive you

thank you

what's wrong you're walking I'm dreaming

what's wrong you're walking I'm dreaming no dad I have this dream all the time

no dad I have this dream all the time I'll be waking up soon you are awake and

I'll be waking up soon you are awake and you're standing on your legs

Oh

Emily yeah

I'm like yeah

so you have no idea whatsoever none no

so you have no idea whatsoever none no one I work with has ever seen anything

one I work with has ever seen anything like this before it's not just the fact

like this before it's not just the fact that you got up and walked it's the fact

that you got up and walked it's the fact that she was able to maintain walking

that she was able to maintain walking the muscle mass in her legs are the same

the muscle mass in her legs are the same today is it was the day of the accident

today is it was the day of the accident even if you had only been a few days

even if you had only been a few days without walking the very least her legs

without walking the very least her legs would be weak dr. Harper do you mind if

would be weak dr. Harper do you mind if I say something what well have you ever

I say something what well have you ever thought that maybe not just maybe modern

thought that maybe not just maybe modern science had nothing to do with this it's

science had nothing to do with this it's an anomaly it's a miracle and nothing

an anomaly it's a miracle and nothing short of that in the field of science

short of that in the field of science there is always an explanation for what

there is always an explanation for what you call a miracle in you're always

you call a miracle in you're always trying to put God in a box and shove him

trying to put God in a box and shove him in the corner that's not the way he

in the corner that's not the way he works no matter how hard you try doctor

works no matter how hard you try doctor you can't explain God away now he did

you can't explain God away now he did this not modern science thanks doctor if

this not modern science thanks doctor if anything changes you call me I would

anything changes you call me I would have to I hope not

hadlen how are you

hadlen how are you me you are never going to believe what's

me you are never going to believe what's happened

happened yeah no I'm not gonna tell you here you

yeah no I'm not gonna tell you here you have to wait you come to the farm and

have to wait you come to the farm and we'll talk okay okay I'll see you Mike

who all knows well you mom and dad my

who all knows well you mom and dad my friend Shannon from school does pastor

friend Shannon from school does pastor Allen yeah you know it's like although

Allen yeah you know it's like although oh what about Nick no Beth Ann I know I

oh what about Nick no Beth Ann I know I know I'm a terrible person

know I'm a terrible person well you don't understand Nick is

well you don't understand Nick is leaving today oh you've got to be

leaving today oh you've got to be kidding me we have to go go where to the

kidding me we have to go go where to the caravan the mission group leaves in Oh

caravan the mission group leaves in Oh half an hour are you telling me to

half an hour are you telling me to actually go talk to Nick you were a

actually go talk to Nick you were a paraplegic and you just started walking

paraplegic and you just started walking and you're telling me you can't go talk

and you're telling me you can't go talk to a boy you're not gonna drive me are

to a boy you're not gonna drive me are you

what do we do what do I do

what do we do what do I do I have a suggestion breathe okay okay

Nik

you're walking and what happened here

you're walking and what happened here I know how I was holding onto my anger

I know how I was holding onto my anger for so long I wanted to hate Thomas

for so long I wanted to hate Thomas Lockwood I wanted to hate my father

Lockwood I wanted to hate my father I'm gonna hate you but especially God

I'm gonna hate you but especially God but you and my father and God didn't

but you and my father and God didn't cause this to happen Thomas came to my

cause this to happen Thomas came to my house asking for forgiveness and I gave

house asking for forgiveness and I gave it to him and I'm here to ask the same

it to him and I'm here to ask the same from you I'm so sorry for everything

you're walking I just can't get over

you're walking I just can't get over this you're here you're standing here

this you're here you're standing here you walked over here did you drive no

you walked over here did you drive no everyone Jeffrey

how did this happen I tried so hard to

how did this happen I tried so hard to outrun God my whole life that he just

outrun God my whole life that he just wanted me to sit still for a while so

wanted me to sit still for a while so blatantly obvious that's stupid

blatantly obvious that's stupid are you trying to tell me that you've

are you trying to tell me that you've changed your mind you can change your

changed your mind you can change your heart yes James I have to go do I

heart yes James I have to go do I understand I don't want you you need to

understand I don't want you you need to I do you'll be back I will be regretting

I do you'll be back I will be regretting this decision already

this decision already don't six months not that bad you're

don't six months not that bad you're right I'll be back

but then don't take this miracle for

but then don't take this miracle for Brandon it's the best thing that's ever

Brandon it's the best thing that's ever happened to me Nick I have a secret

happened to me Nick I have a secret what's that I can't tell you oh come on

what's that I can't tell you oh come on no no you have to come back to hear it

no no you have to come back to hear it ensue soon I promise

hey we're here

Bethan Jamie we made it I was really

Bethan Jamie we made it I was really surprised about your invitation listen

surprised about your invitation listen but then we feel just awful about what

but then we feel just awful about what happened and there's absolutely no

happened and there's absolutely no excuse for what we did and we understand

excuse for what we did and we understand if you just invited us here to tell us

if you just invited us here to tell us off but then we love you we really do

off but then we love you we really do we just didn't know what to do I

we just didn't know what to do I understand you know I I didn't at first

understand you know I I didn't at first but I do now

but I do now a year ago I would have been right there

a year ago I would have been right there along with you ignoring texts and calls

along with you ignoring texts and calls from the cripple but I'm different I'm

from the cripple but I'm different I'm changed and that's why I invited you

changed and that's why I invited you here so you could see why I'm I'm new

here so you could see why I'm I'm new hey methane you left your cell phone in

hey methane you left your cell phone in my car so I put on the counter for you I

my car so I put on the counter for you I just heard your text message then go off

just heard your text message then go off okay Thanks is everything okay in here

okay Thanks is everything okay in here everything everything is very good

okay well um Scott just got back from

okay well um Scott just got back from the airport so oh um we have a time to

the airport so oh um we have a time to catch up on and we will I swear but I've

catch up on and we will I swear but I've I've got it I'll be right back um quit

I've got it I'll be right back um quit moping get those looks off your faces

moping get those looks off your faces it's a party baby I'm so proud of you my

it's a party baby I'm so proud of you my college graduate the beautiful doesn't

college graduate the beautiful doesn't she look beautiful my oh my um I'm

she look beautiful my oh my um I'm coffee in a second honey see how she

coffee in a second honey see how she treats me hey hey hey hey Scott Beth Ann

treats me hey hey hey hey Scott Beth Ann what's up hmm uh I heard that you're

what's up hmm uh I heard that you're you're back from the airport yeah

you're back from the airport yeah oh I told Nick that I was on my way here

oh I told Nick that I was on my way here and then he can retake it ride with me

and then he can retake it ride with me he said he had a lot of errands around

he said he had a lot of errands around or something and I'm not sure but he

or something and I'm not sure but he might he might come by later I don't

might he might come by later I don't know

Oh

thanks for telling me no problem hmm I'm

thanks for telling me no problem hmm I'm starving excuse me a minute

look someday

a true story oh well what's the matter

a true story oh well what's the matter what something's ahem totally what's

what something's ahem totally what's going on here

going on here Oh what were you you don't seem like

Oh what were you you don't seem like you're T fine like we're coming are we

you're T fine like we're coming are we you seem upset No

I flip it was Nick Nick texted me we're

I flip it was Nick Nick texted me we're gonna say he wants me to meet him at the

gonna say he wants me to meet him at the lake what if he wants to tell me that he

lake what if he wants to tell me that he hates me or that he's met some amazing

hates me or that he's met some amazing Kenyan woman I do right here you go go

Kenyan woman I do right here you go go with me if Nick wanted me there he would

with me if Nick wanted me there he would have asked me now you go and I will

have asked me now you go and I will cover for you under one condition you

cover for you under one condition you tell me everything later just do now go

tell me everything later just do now go okay yeah what do I wear what how do I

okay yeah what do I wear what how do I look how do I look

look how do I look you know I love you look fine look fine

you know I love you look fine look fine sneak out the back the back the back the

sneak out the back the back the back the back yes who wants to have a limbo

back yes who wants to have a limbo contest

I gotta text

I gotta text or text the one you sent me about

or text the one you sent me about meeting you here at the lake no that was

meeting you here at the lake no that was the 10 C's that mean

everyone

everyone um Scott get all of you from today

um Scott get all of you from today yeah she started to make a phone call

yeah she started to make a phone call Nikki

I don't mind

I don't mind do you I guess not

do you I guess not I have an idea how about you tell me

I have an idea how about you tell me your secret

your secret yeah my what your secret the one you

yeah my what your secret the one you promised to tell me when I got back oh

promised to tell me when I got back oh I'm back yes eating your back here right

I'm back yes eating your back here right here beside me

here beside me um and I had this whole speech planned

um and I had this whole speech planned and I can't remember eating any of it

and I can't remember eating any of it Beth I am just tell me

I love you

I just

oh but I do i nigai I love you so much

the more I know about God the more I see

the more I know about God the more I see how awful I was to you and to everyone

how awful I was to you and to everyone you knew me at my worst you mean like a

you knew me at my worst you mean like a human being

should we Jesus love everyday and

should we Jesus love everyday and changed my life and now you're gonna

changed my life and now you're gonna tell me about your gorgeous Canyon why

tell me about your gorgeous Canyon why you're adorable Canyon children little

you're adorable Canyon children little Betty slow down

Betty slow down I've only got six months that's hardly

I've only got six months that's hardly enough time for me to plan a Kenyan

enough time for me to plan a Kenyan wedding let alone have all those Kenyan

wedding let alone have all those Kenyan babies yeah I realize that

babies yeah I realize that of course I am at loss right now I'm

of course I am at loss right now I'm dangerously close to

this answer first

this answer first here's the question that man I've loved

here's the question that man I've loved you

you I met you I could see that beneath all

I met you I could see that beneath all that anger and bitterness is a woman's

that anger and bitterness is a woman's soul and as much as I loved you I knew I

soul and as much as I loved you I knew I couldn't give you what you needed until

couldn't give you what you needed until you found the love of her so I waited

you found the love of her so I waited and I prayed for me to look again yes

and I prayed for me to look again yes and no a great for a miracle because I

and no a great for a miracle because I believe jesus heals and I know what

believe jesus heals and I know what makes your life a lot easier but if you

makes your life a lot easier but if you had never walked again I would still

had never walked again I would still have loved you I would have pushed that

have loved you I would have pushed that wheelchair of yours all over this town

wheelchair of yours all over this town if it meant that I could spend the rest

if it meant that I could spend the rest of my life with you

of my life with you thank you thank you for believe you me

thank you thank you for believe you me and pray don't worth waiting for

in the midst of a struggle something

in the midst of a struggle something wonderful happened

wonderful happened I realized how truly broken I was it

I realized how truly broken I was it took a spinal cord injury the loss of

took a spinal cord injury the loss of any mobility in my legs for me to

any mobility in my legs for me to realize a knee to God I was broken both

realize a knee to God I was broken both physically and spiritually

the guy can't fix what isn't broken

that's my testimony

that's my testimony that's my witness

the faith of a mustard seed God healed

the faith of a mustard seed God healed me

and now

and now now I get another chance

and I get to dance at my wedding

you

I'm the lost cause now I'm in Lascars we

I'm the lost cause now I'm in Lascars we open to where I go madam

I fell from grace I fell hard I use my

I fell from grace I fell hard I use my lips to break your heart and wiggies to

lips to break your heart and wiggies to break my farm waves to break my farm and

as far as hearts go I've nearly wrecked

as far as hearts go I've nearly wrecked I'll be open to my tears oh and ask me

I'll be open to my tears oh and ask me what thanks sure

sudden stops for cause the pain than men

sudden stops for cause the pain than men this one hurricane ins or insomnia

I watched her where the wind blows ice

I watched her where the wind blows ice Beth why they call I gathered sooner we

Beth why they call I gathered sooner we don't know that much at all

beyond the truth is what you say your

beyond the truth is what you say your words will save my life today cuz I

words will save my life today cuz I can't cuz I came after I am the lost

can't cuz I came after I am the lost cause now I love you open to where I go

has no end and is one condition

ah for short of you

but we're never too far from your mercy

the days ahead

the days ahead robberies

robberies I know you'll be right there beside

give it all to you

give it all to you no more running from the truth bringing

no more running from the truth bringing my life

my life to your feet turn me around save me from

to your feet turn me around save me from myself I love you love you

though my world is falling

is breaking down

you're still a God makes all things

you're still a God makes all things you make

you make Hey

oh my word

you're still like God

you