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I WILL COME FOR YOU SOON

Isn't it just too cruel?

Because of that damn butterfly,

I've had to

crawl and suffer all these years.

But how could that butterfly be

her mother?

So I hope

she never finds out about this.

I don't want Mun-yeong
to suffer like this...

I don't want her to be hurt.

I don't want her to ever care
about other people's feelings.

I hope she can just live without emotions

like an empty can.

I feel so guilty when I think

about my mom and my brother. What do I do?

We're heading out.

You can join us later
if you change your mind.

GANG-TAE

PHOTO STUDIO ADDRESS

Thanks to Mang-tae, which you gave me,

I no longer have nightmares.

You, Sang-tae, and Mang-tae.

I'm so happy that I now have this family.

I want Mang-tae back.

He's mine.

The lady can sit on the chair.

Sir, please stand next to her.

Great. Sir, could you stand
a little closer to her?

-Sure.
-Nice. That's perfect.

Now, look at the camera
and give me a big smile.

A big smile, please.
Eyes on the camera. Here we go!

-One, two--
-Oh, look!

Wait. Just a second, please.

My brother... My little brother is here.

My gosh, my brother...
That's my real brother.

I'm not

too late, right?

I was going to photoshop you
into the photo if you didn't come.

That's why I came.

You look dashing. So dashing.

How... How much was this suit?
Was it 100,000 won?

-You look dashing too.
-Yes, I know.

My gosh, you styled your hair with wax.

Did you... Did you use mine?

If all three of you
are going to be in the photo,

stand side by side and look at the camera.

Okay. The three of us
are taking the photo together.

This is our family portrait.
A family portrait.

Both of you,
please stand closer to the lady.

Since it's for a family portrait,
please give me a big smile.

Here we go.

Please smile.

Okay, here we go.

One, two, three!

CHAPTER 13
THE FATHER OF THE TWO SISTERS

I'm back.

-Mr. Lee, you're back.
-Oh, Seung-jae.

Hey, where are you going?

I texted you.

I'm going to the art library with Ms. Ko
and Mr. Moon Sang-tae

to do some research.

Hey, I obviously didn't see your text

because you told me to keep my phone off.

Gosh, that hurt.

Ju-ri is in her room!

I think our strategy is working.

Oh, really?

So until she asks you
about how the blind date went,

do not bring it up first. Never, okay?

Why not?

You said you lied to her
that I went on a blind date with someone

who looks like Song Hye-kyo.

Gosh, just keep your mouth shut
and do as I say.

-I have to head out. See you later.
-Okay.

Hey, be safe.

Good.

Ju-ri.

May I come in?

Yes.

I wanted to let you know
I'm back safe and sound.

You must be tired. Get some rest.

I guess today is your off day.

Yes.

My mother packed
some seasoned mulberry leaves

and godeulppaegi kimchi for me,
so I brought them.

If you haven't eaten yet, why don't we--

I've eaten. You go ahead.

Okay.

I had a blind date.

Yes, I know.

My gosh.
She looks so much like Song Hye-kyo,

who's my ideal type.

So we totally hit it off right away--

Mr. Lee.

I have training tomorrow,

so I have to study all of this today.

Oh, okay. I'm sorry.

Study hard. You can do it!

Darn it. Me and my mouth.

Gosh, I'm screwed.

SERIOUSLY? SONG HYE-KYO?
ARE YOU THAT EXCITED?

Darn it.

Does Ko Mun-yeong think
that she can blow people off all the time?

It's okay.

You should talk behind people's backs
to relieve your stress.

I hope you live a long, healthy life,
Seung-jae.

Thank you.

Hello, our art director,
Ms. Yoo Seung-jae.

You're wearing a suit today.
You look so dashing!

-So you wanted to come here?
-Yes, it's an art library.

There are so many picture books here.

-Come with me.
-Okay.

It's this way.

-Let's go.
-Hey.

-Don't wear this from now on.
-Why not?

It doesn't look good.

You look so much better
in your caregiver uniform.

Oh, really?

I was thinking of buying a few more.

These suits are quite comfy.

It looks very uncomfortable.
Don't wear it.

Okay, I won't.

Then you shouldn't wear that either.

It looks very uncomfortable.

Darn it.

Hey! Just listen to me and don't wear it,

or I'll shred it to pieces! You hear me?

Don't wear it!

She had a dollhouse,

a very pretty one."

This artist is a very famous illustrator.

I heard children these days

-love this kind of illustration--
-Keep...

Keep the noise down
when you're at the library.

It's basic library etiquette, okay?

THE GOLDEN PLATE

As you know,

the stories that Ms. Ko writes
tend to be very cruel and intense.

So I think it'd be great
if you could counteract that

with your warmth and innocence.

Like the hazy sunlight on a spring day,
for example.

And... Oh, right.

Something that gives you warm fuzzies.
I'm thinking mainly pastel shades,

so you can neutralize
Ms. Ko's intense stories--

I refuse.

-I'm afraid I can't do that.
-What?

Why not?

If it's neutralized, it will be bland.
You won't taste anything.

Who'd eat that?

Even dogs wouldn't eat it.

He's so freaking cool.

THE CHEERFUL DOG

ONCE UPON A TIME, THERE LIVED A DOG...

I heard you're like the Cheerful Dog.

Me? Why?

That friend of yours.
Was his name Jae-su or Jae-mi?

He told me

that you never really open up to anyone

and that you keep everything inside.

That's how the Cheerful Dog is.

You two met up?

I called him over to ask him

if he knew why you were so upset.

I ordered ten boxes of pizza,
and he came in no time.

And?

What did he say?

He told me not to pry

because finding out what you're thinking
won't do me any good.

So I've decided to give up.

I'm not curious at all anymore.

Ko Mun-yeong.

I'm...

so sick and tired

of protecting

and looking after others.

I was born to look after my brother,

and I also needed to earn a living,

so I've been forcing myself to do it.

And?

I will no longer

think of it as work.

It'll be my goal going forward.

Putting my life on the line
to protect my family...

Come to think of it,

it's actually pretty cool.

I don't care who it is. I will not forgive

anyone who messes with my family.

If it's taken away from me,

I'll chase them down until I get it back.

I will protect my family, no matter what.

Am I

part of that family?

We've taken a family portrait together,

so we're a family now.

OK PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL

Don't call me ever again.

What makes you think you can come here?

Fine, then come.

I'll just take my own life, then.

If he calls again,

just tell him that Yoo Seon-hae died.

Ms. Yoo, wait.

Would you like to go out for a walk?

Who was that on the phone?

That man again. Ms. Yoo Seon-hae's father.

He has no shame.

I heard he sent her to a shaman when
she was a kid, saying she was possessed.

Even I wouldn't want to see my dad
if he did that to me.

They've been estranged for years.
Why care now?

-Ms. Sun Byeol.
-Yes, ma'am.

You don't know her family's full story,

so don't be so quick to judge.

Don't you think you only know
one side of the story?

Her parents must've had a reason.

Right.

Fine, it's all my fault.

STICKLEY MAKES A MISTAKE!
A FROG'S GUIDE TO TRYING AGAIN

Come in.

-Oh, Ms. Kang.
-Hi.

Oh, boy.

Why did you skip dinner?

-Oh, well...
-Why?

-Please have a seat over here.
-Thanks.

-Oh, boy.
-I had to take care of something.

I see.

Gosh, don't worry about it.

You can't fall asleep
on an empty stomach. Have some.

Thank you.

You're an adult,
but you read children's books.

It makes you look
so pure-hearted and cool.

No. It's just my job, you know.

-Thank you for this.
-All right, eat up.

My gosh, it's so good.

To tell you the truth, I was starving.

But I skipped dinner
as I was too embarrassed.

Embarrassed of what?

Gosh, Song Hye-kyo?

Oh, dear. Why tell such a lie?

Exactly.

I wanted to stitch my lips together.

My goodness.

Shall I give you a hint?

"A hint"?

You see, Ju-ri

liked her dad a lot more than me.

He was like her pillar.

But her dad passed away
when she was young,

so she's had to be
my daughter, son, and husband.

That's why she doesn't know
how to lean on others.

If her dad were still alive,

she'd think that someone's got her back

and say whatever she wants to say.

She could've dealt with less heartaches,
for sure.

Someone who she can

just lean on when the going gets rough.

Wouldn't that be enough?

Oh, right. Of course.

Yes, sure.

We're home!

Dooly... I want to watch Dooly.

-I'll leave the book in the study.
-Okay!

-Don't forget to hang your clothes.
-All right!

When we pick up our family portrait,
we should hang it over there.

It'll totally brighten up the room.

Actually,
shall I completely redecorate the house?

Your room too.
It's way too small for two guys.

So what? Are you saying
we should switch rooms?

No, that's not necessary.

You can sleep in my room.

-Move into my room.
-No, I don't want to.

Why not?

Because it used to be your parents' room.

So what?

-Ko Mun-yeong.
-Yes?

If I ask you
to live somewhere else with me,

will you come with me?

But why?

-Will you come with me?
-Do you have to run away again?

Will Sang-tae start having
those dreams again?

If that's the case, don't worry.

I'll tear that butterfly to shreds
and kill it for you.

You know that I have a knack
for catching butterflies.

That's not the reason.

Even if

the butterfly shows up,

do not kill it.

You shouldn't.

Why not?

What if

I get scared and run away again?

I'll have to chase you down.

I'll catch you and break your legs.

Fine. You have my word.

Let's make a pinky promise.

And let's seal it.

Not that.

-Jeez! Who do you think you are?
-"Jeez! Who do you think you are?

-Why are you all angry?
-Why are you all angry?

-Your teeth are worse.
-Your teeth are worse.

-Did I ask you to look at my teeth?
-Did I ask you to look at my teeth?

-Don't splash foam on me!
-Don't splash foam on me!"

Why are your cheeks all red?

What?

Oh, maybe it's because
I took a hot shower.

Are you feeling shy?

Your cheeks are red,
and your pupils are quivering.

You're avoiding my eyes
and making an awkward smile.

You do that when you're feeling shy.

You feel shy about something you did?

No.

Well, I guess.

Did you kiss her?

Yes, just a peck on the lips.

A kiss is better than a fight.

Don't fight. I'll scold you.

Then let me ask you this.

Who do you like more
between me and Mun-yeong?

I...

I like Ko Gil-dong.

This braised mackerel is too salty!
How am I supposed to eat this?

No more food for you
if you keep complaining!

Why are they fighting?

Don't talk to me when I'm watching Dooly.
It's basic etiquette.

OK PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL

-You'll finish this mural soon.
-Yes.

Hello.

Are you... Are you okay now?
Are your ears okay?

Yes. I'm much better now, thanks to you.

Here. I'm returning this book to you.

This book... Isn't it good?

Yes, I liked it so much
that I memorized the entire story.

Which part... What's your favorite part?

"So don't forget any of it.

Remember it all and overcome it.

If you don't overcome it,

you'll always be a kid
whose soul never grows."

-My gosh.
-That part.

That's my favorite part.

"Overcome it.

Remember it all and overcome it."

"Overcome it."
That's my favorite line from the book.

Well...

Are you still practicing
how to draw butterflies?

Yes.

On my sketchbook. Little by little.

Oh, I see.

Then,

what do you think will happen first?
Butterflies flying around in your mural?

Or

me leaving this hospital?

The door.

That will depend on which one of us
finds the door first.

-Oh, that's right.
-Yes.

Let's find that door soon
so that we can leave together.

Okay.

Ms. Yoo.

Ms. Yoo Seon-hae?

Ms. Yoo Seon-hae is acting a bit strange.

She wouldn't wake up.

When was the last time you spoke with her?

Yesterday afternoon.

Don't tell me...

We should probably get ready
for that visitor soon.

What? Who's coming?

Mr. Kan Pil-ong had a hard time
because of that visitor last year.

I know. That visitor always picks a person
and follows him or her around.

Gosh, who is this visitor?

Don't tell me...

Is it a ghost?

"I"?

"I."

The "I" in this sentence
is probably Do Hui-jae.

So this note

is like the butterfly's warning.

Right.

I wonder what was written
on all these notes.

I didn't find a blank notepad
with the same design anywhere,

which means

she didn't write these.

She probably received them from someone.

I've always thought something's
fishy here. Was this the reason?

Then first of all,
don't trust anyone at this hospital.

Don't even trust me.

And don't leave Sang-tae
alone at the hospital for the time being.

Sang-tae.

Don't wait here until my shift is over.

-Go straight home, okay?
-Okay.

And always keep your phone on you.

If a stranger talks to you--

I'm not a baby.
Why are you suddenly treating me like one?

No reason. I was just worried--

I'm not a coward, okay?

Look... Look at this.

I've been practicing hard
to draw butterflies.

And I'll find the door
before Mr. Kan Pil-ong does.

I won't run away anymore. No more.

Then you'll protect us now?

Of course. I...
I have two younger siblings now.

I'm a big brother to you and Mun-yeong,

so I must protect you guys.
I must keep you safe.

Hi.

-Did you eat lunch?
-Yes, just now. What about you?

I ate with Sang-tae.

Hey, when you're working,

can you ask either Seung-jae or Mr. Lee
to come over

and stay with you?

I don't like having distractions
when I'm writing.

You locked the door, right?

Don't let strangers in.

This is nice.

-What's nice?
-Having someone who worries about me.

I should only do things
that will make you worry.

Hi, sweetie.

"Sweetie"?

Who's that bitch?

No one. Don't worry about it.
Just focus on your writing.

Damn it.

It sounded like a young girl.

Where am I?

This is OK Psychiatric Hospital,
as you know.

I'm at the hospital again.

Did I come here in an ambulance
after being beaten up again?

You look like someone I know.

I'm caregiver Moon Gang-tae.

I go to Seongjin Elementary School.
Grade 1, class 2, student number 13.

My name is Yoo Seon-hae.

If you're a first grader...
Are you eight years old?

Yes. By the way, where's the bathroom?

There you are.
I looked everywhere for you.

I have to pee.
I need to go to the bathroom.

I'll show you where it is. Let's go.

Oh, I know who he looks like!

He looks like Park Nam-jung.
Park Nam-jung!

He's handsome.

She has dissociative identity disorder.

A MENTAL DISORDER IN WHICH
A PERSON HAS MULTIPLE IDENTITIES

The one where you have
multiple personalities?

Yes.

She developed the disorder
after experiencing childhood abuse.

It hurts.

It hurts.

Back then, even when parents
hit their children,

everyone thought it was okay

because it was considered
as a way of disciplining kids.

But that's child abuse.

What shall we do now?

-What shall we do?
-So she developed

multiple personalities
as a defense mechanism,

but her parents believed
that she was possessed

and sold her off to a shaman
in their neighborhood.

Then,

she's not an actual shaman?

She's not psychic or possessed,
so her readings were never accurate.

Director O ended up giving her counseling
when he went to see her for a reading

and admitted her to the hospital.

-Byeol, please call Director O.
-Okay.

Sir, Mr. Ko Dae-hwan in room 203...

There are other patients in this room,

so we should move him to the padded room.

Yes, sir.

I'm home!

Sang-tae, come here for a second.

Okay.

Ko Mun-yeong, you should ask me

if I had a good day.

Don't forget that I'm your boss.

Oh, those are my sketches.

Is this the boy who has no sense of self?

Yes.

And this is the emotionless princess
who is like an empty can?

Right.

And that's the man
who's trapped inside a box.

What do you think? Do you like them?

No, not at all. Draw them again.

Why?

-Why must I draw them again?
-I don't like the way they look.

Look at them.
Their necks are twisted 180 degrees.

This is the back of their heads.

No, it's not.
You're looking at their faces.

These blue circles are their faces?

What about their facial features?
Are they stick figures?

There are no expressions on their faces.

The message and the characters
are the two most important elements.

Will you ruin my inspiring story
with these ugly faces--

It's hard.

Drawing facial expressions

is too hard for me.

I find it difficult.

You have the facial expression cards.

"Angry, irritated, happy."

Can't you just look at those cards
and copy them?

If I copy those,
I won't be able to call them my drawings.

I can't call them my work.

Then study again.

You're observant.

Don't just stare at your brother's face.

Try to observe and study
other people's faces.

Then you can make
your own facial expression cards.

Figure it out by next week.

-Are you done for the day?
-Yes.

Can we have a quick chat?

It's about Mr. Ko Dae-hwan.

It's likely that he'll pass away
in a few days or so.

I'm sure Director O will contact Ms. Ko,

but you're closer to her.

You should give her a heads-up
so that she can prepare herself mentally.

Okay, I will.

I thought he'd be able to hold out
for a bit longer. I feel so bad for him.

I'm just a nurse, and even I'm this sad.
It must be devastating for Ms. Ko.

Try to comfort her.

Yes, ma'am.

Wait, Ju-ri!

I noticed that you didn't take your car,

so I figured you'd be back around
this time and waited at the bus stop.

Did you need to
talk to me about something?

No.

Then why wait at the bus stop?

Well...

It's getting late.

And I noticed that a few streetlights
in front of the house are out.

Also, there are no neighborhood guards
in this area, you know.

And I just thought of you.

Well, the blind date was a lie.

But it's true that I have to go

on a blind date every month
because of my father.

My father had me late, so he's 90... No.

Is he 91 or 92 this year?

Anyway, he had me
when he was very old and--

Is Song Hye-kyo really your ideal type?

No, not at all.

Well, my ideal type is...

How shall I put this?

Someone who she can
just lean on when the going gets rough.

Someone who can just lean on me
when the going gets rough.

She can whine to me all she wants.

But even that will look really lovely...

If her dad were still alive...

...so I'll think of her as my daughter...

"Daughter"?

Are you a pervert?

No. Hear me out, Ju-ri.

I want to be there for you
like your father would have been.

I want to be that man...

Ju-ri!

Are you busy?

I always have time to play with you
even when I'm busy.

-Do you have the storyline now?
-Yes, roughly.

So do those three people

eventually find what they've lost?

Are you asking me
to reveal how the story ends?

No, I'm just curious.

I'm curious too.

The girl who called you "sweetie" earlier.

Who was that?

A patient who's 13 years older than you.

I see. She has such a young voice.

She could recite at a fairy tale reading.

-Ko Mun-yeong.
-Yes?

Your father...

-It looks like--
-I know.

Director O called me.

He said I should come and see him
while he's still conscious.

It's ridiculous.

Are all parents automatically forgiven

for all the bad things they did
before they die?

"Your sins are forgiven."

Can they not take their last breath
until hearing that from their children?

Are you sure

you won't regret it later on?

King Donkey Ears.

You said one must let out what's inside
to avoid heartaches.

You won't get a chance

to talk to your father again.

Will you really be okay?

I don't care.

I have nothing to regret or say to him.

There was a story

I absolutely hated when I was little.

A Tale of Two Sisters.

I hated the father in the story.

Even though his daughters
were abused by their stepmother

and were on the verge of death,

he turned a blind eye to all of it.

The one who neglects

and turns a blind eye to the abuse
is worse than the abuser.

Those two sisters

were practically killed by their father.

-No. I hate you, Dad.
-Gosh.

-Seon-hae!
-Sir, please calm down.

Please!

-I hate you, Dad.
-Seon-hae.

-I hate you.
-Please! Help me out just once, okay?

Please, Seon-hae! Please...

What the heck is going on?

Your daughter clearly said no.

If you continue to force her
to donate her liver to you,

we'll have no choice
but to call the police.

I'm Seon-hae's father.

I'm her biological father.

So what? She's not
obligated to donate her liver to you!

Jeez.

Sir, please help me out just this once.

I may actually die
if I don't get a liver transplant.

What were you doing when your wife
nearly beat your daughter to death?

You just turned a blind eye to it.

Your daughter needed help,
but you said she was possessed

and sold her off to a shaman.
You abandoned her!

That was because she kept talking
complete nonsense back then--

You treated her like a total stranger
for 30 years. And now this?

If you really want to live,

go kneel before your daughter, not me!

This hurts.

It hurts.

My stomach hurts too.

My back too.

I'm in so much pain that I can't sleep.

Have you ever asked your dad for help?

He never helped me.

He always pretends to know nothing.

Seon-hae.

Shall I kick him out
and make sure he never comes back?

Or shall I

stay by your side
and keep you safe while you say

everything you wanted to say to him?

Please keep me safe.

Seon-hae.

I hate you, Dad.

You just left

whenever Mom abused me.

I kept calling you for help.

But you just left.

You didn't protect me.

Mom may have been the person who hit me,

but I hate you even more.

I wasn't possessed.

But you sold me off to a shaman.

I kept waiting for you.

I waited for you to come back for me.

I hate you, Dad.

I hate you so much, Dad.

You won't get a chance
to talk to your father again.

Are you sure

you won't regret it later on?

You're annoyed.

"Darn, I'm so annoyed."

"Damn it."

Then how about

when you don't like someone?

"I really don't like that guy. Damn it."

Then... Then how about when you're angry?

"I'm so angry! Damn it."

Why... Why are they all the same?

All you do is shout.

I think I'll have facial paralysis

while helping you with your homework.

-Gosh.
-My goodness.

Come in.

Mr. Moon, I heard you asked for me.

Yes. Hello.

I... I have homework that's due next week.

I need to study facial expressions
so I can draw them.

You're the art director,

-so can you help me a little?
-Don't do it.

Sure. I'd love to. What can I do for you?

-Come sit here.
-Okay.

Thank you.

Can you put on
an adorable expression for me?

-"An adorable expression"?
-Yes.

She's so cute.

This is so hard. It's weird.

Please... Please put on
an adorable expression for me.

Let's... Let's take a break.

-This is so hard.
-I'm sorry, Mr. Moon.

Goodbye.

Bye.

Hey.

Right now?

I didn't know you'd ask me
to drink with you.

Gang-tae is on duty tonight.

So I called you instead.

You don't seem to be in a good mood.

Is it because of your dad--

The king has donkey ears!

I called you to do this.

I didn't want to hold it in.

Then I shouldn't get drunk today.

Ju-ri.

Yes?

If

I were born as your mom's daughter

and you were born as my dad's daughter,

what do you think would've happened?

Then I bet...

My mom would beat you up to death
for being rude.

You're right.

Ju-ri called earlier
saying she's going to be late.

She's drinking tonight.

She's drinking?

I don't think she should be out drinking.

With whom?

-Mun-yeong.
-My gosh.

They shouldn't be together.

Leave them be.

They're friends.
Let them handle it on their own.

Back when I used to cook
for construction workers,

Ju-ri brought over a friend
for the first time in her life,

and that was Mun-yeong.

She was so skinny and small.

But she finished a huge bowl of rice.

It felt as if it was her first time
eating a warm bowl of rice.

I'm guessing something happened
between her and her family.

I'm not quite sure.

All I know

is that she had a tough childhood.

Are you awake?

Should I get you a cup of water?

I...

did something very terrible.

But there's no one

I can ask for forgiveness.

I...

killed my wife.

You killed whom?

That woman

hummed a song

even after she killed someone.

You have glioblastoma.

It's a malignant brain tumor
which means you have

a low chance of survival.

As the tumor grows in size,

you will start having cognitive
and memory disorders.

Gosh, you seem to be in a good mood today.

Yes, I'm in a very good mood.

Last night at around 8 p.m.,
a woman in her 40s

was stabbed to death in the neck
in Oji-gun, Seongjin City,

and the police have started
investigating the case.

At the time of the incident,
the victim’s son was with her,

but due to his unstable
psychological state,

the police are finding it hard to secure
an accurate statement.

The police in Seongjin City
are assuming that the victim was murdered.

-But they haven't found any evidence...
-The new housekeeper.

Why isn't she here today?

She can't come anymore.

She shouldn't have crossed the line.

It was you, wasn't it?

You did it, didn't you?

Did you kill that woman?

Don't worry. No one knows.

If

I die,

Mun-yeong,

my daughter,

will become a monster like you.

So please...

Die, you monster!

I'm sure

I killed her that day.

Ms. Park, is there something--

No, everything's fine.

Mun-yeong...

Mun-yeong

saw

everything.

She was there...

when I killed that woman.

She was just a little girl,

but she saw everything.

Dad.

Where were you?

Oh, I...

I couldn't sleep.

So I went fishing at the reservoir.

Mun-yeong

knows everything.

Is that why

you also tried to kill your daughter?

No.

I was just scared

that Mun-yeong

might also turn out to be a monster
like her mother.

That's why I did that.

My daughter

did nothing wrong.

I'm the one to blame.

I was

really scared of my mom.

So I always tried to be a good daughter.

I didn't want my mom to hate me.

No one came to rescue me.

Except for one person.

I wanted to run away with him.

But I couldn't because of my mom.

What about your dad?

Wasn't he there for you?

While my mom raised me her own way,

the only thing my dad did for me

was read me

a fairy tale book just once.

"A fairy tale book"?

But Ju-ri.

He may have only done it just once,

but I can't ever forget that.

I have to say,
with all the stuff she's been through,

Ms. Ko grew up pretty well.

PADDED ROOM

KO DAE-HWAN

Stop staring at me.

Is that your sad face?

No.

It's my pretty face.

You shouldn't be embarrassed
about being sad.

I'm not sad.

No, I think you're lying.

Sang-tae.

I can tell she's lying.

Shall we go?

KO DAE-HWAN

I'm hungry.

-Should we eat something?
-I want jjamppong.

No.

I want rice with Gang-tae's homemade
soy sauce braised quail eggs.

Ms. Kang made them.

Ms. Kang makes the best
soy sauce braised quail eggs.

And Gang-tae makes really good stew.

But his side dishes...

They don't taste good.

"In a castle deep inside the forest,

a beautiful princess was born.

The king loved his daughter very much,

so he held a party
to celebrate the birth of his daughter

and invited 12 wizards."

That means I'm also a princess.

I live in a castle deep inside the forest.

Of course.

I built this huge castle

so my daughter could be a princess.

Let's see.

"The entire country was busy celebrating
the birth of the princess.

But the evil wizard who didn't get invited

got extremely angry,
so she went straight to the castle

to ruin the birthday party."

Well,

I know he died due to an illness,

but he still lived a long life.

So it's not that bad, right?

That's nonsense.

Every person's death is sad.

Goodness.

But I have to say,

I'm relieved to know that Mun-yeong

has those two brothers to rely on.

My goodness.

Everyone at the hospital
is going to be a bit down for a while.

Since he's been a patient there
for the longest,

so I'm sure people are a bit depressed.

Hey, Gang-tae.

Yes, sure. You can come and take some.

I know I shouldn't say this to someone
who just came back from a funeral.

But you're like an annoying daughter
who's here to take food for your husband

from your mother's house.

There we go.

Are you okay?

-Me?
-Yes.

For some strange reason,

I keep wanting to ask you that
every time I see you.

I'm okay.

I'll be okay.

But I don't know

if my mom is okay with the fact
that I'm trying so hard

to be happy.

What kind of nonsense is that?

The most horrible thing you can do
to a parent is to give up on being happy

just because you feel bad about it.

If you want to make your mother happy,

do your best to live
a happy life from now on. There.

Here you go.

Thank you.

We'll enjoy your food.

Didn't it come out nicely?

Yes.

I like it.

Should I

sell this house?

Why?

I just

want to start all over again.

That sounds like an idea.

I'll sell this house

and help Mr. Lee open up
a publishing company.

And with the money that's left,
I'll buy a camping car.

Sang-tae will be done
once he draws a butterfly on that mural.

So you should also quit
working at the hospital.

Then the three of us can go on a trip

without a destination.

Okay, let's do that.

Since you're going to spend some money,

can you buy me some nice suits,

pay for my trip to Serengeti,

and let me stay in a hotel suite?

How about you take care of me
for the rest of my life?

Don't try to be a gigolo.
It doesn't suit you.

Hey.

Be honest with me.

About what?

What do you really want to do?

What's your dream?

No, never mind.

Why? Do you not have one,
or do you just not want to tell me?

I...

want to go to school.

Even a night school will do.

You want to go to school?

A school...

-No.
-Why not?

Girls in your school will be all over you,
so I can't let you do that.

If you must go to a school,
just take online courses.

Then what about you?
Why did you become a fairy tale writer?

Me?

Because I know that world best.

I really grew up like a princess

in this castle that my dad built.

The life of a princess

is more difficult
than you can ever imagine.

The ending is the only happy part.

Darn it.

You see,

a happy ending

is what matters most.

OK PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL

I'm going to draw a butterfly today.

I can do it.

-I'll look forward to it.
-Okay.

I'll wait for you guys after class.

Let's all go home together.

Okay.

He finally drew it.

Hello.

Sang-tae.

You finally found your door.
Congratulations.

-My door?
-Yes.

-Your drawing.
-My drawing?

Hello.

What...

No... That's...

That's...

I... I didn't...

I didn't paint that.

That...

That's... Oh, gosh. No...

My... My mom...

That butterfly was on the lady
who killed my mom.

Butterfly! That butterfly!

That...

That butterfly...

In ancient Greek,

the word butterfly is psyche.

Do you know what word comes from psyche?

Psycho.

What do you think?

This butterfly is one of a kind.

Do I look pretty?

Why...

Why is that butterfly there?

That butterfly...

That butterfly killed my mom.

That butterfly killed my mom.

No.

That butterfly killed my mom.

-I didn't draw that.
-Mun-yeong.

-That butterfly killed my mom.
-No.

-No.
-I didn't draw that.

It's not true, right?

Right?

Tell me it's not true.

Mun-yeong.

Please.

Tell me it's not true.

Please...

Mun-yeong.

Tell me it's not true!

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Mun-yeong is...

She's just Ko Mun-yeong to me.

That mutant butterfly

is one of a kind.

I'm sure it was here.

Sang-tae.

I'm scared.

I will protect you. I'm your big brother.

I'm your guardian.

Come to me.

Mom.

I'm so sorry.

-Stop the car.
-Mun-yeong.

-I said, stop!
-Mun-yeong!

Sang-tae.

Subtitle translation by Ja-won Lee