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(Episode 14)

Do Jae,

listen carefully.

You became like that because of me.

What do you mean?

It was my fault that you became like that.

When I changed for the first time,

I got in an accident.

I was traveling in Europe with Woo Mi.

It was 10 years ago.

Now...

Now I understand.

I remember everything now.

Oh my gosh, what happened?

He's still breathing. Someone call an ambulance. He got hit by a car.

Call 911.

Call the ambulance and say it's an emergency.

That man's face I saw before I collapsed...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

It's all my fault.

Everything is my fault.

Se Gye.

Se Gye!

Se Gye.

Open the door.

Open this door!

Se Gye!

Look me in the face and talk.

Whatever it is you're about to say, look at my face...

and tell me again.

Don't avoid it.

Se Gye!

Are you hurt?

The elder woman you saved...

was me.

What do you...

mean by that?

How could that be you?

The person you tried to save...

and ended up ruining your life.

The person who tormented you for 10 years...

was me.

But I didn't know anything...

and laughed beside you like nothing was wrong.

I was happy beside you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I said I would make you happy...

but I can't do that now.

I have no right.

I...

I can...

understand everything.

Do you think...

we'll be okay...

for the rest of our lives?

Can we put this behind us?

Can we forget all of this?

Do you think we can live like that?

Do Jae,

do you think you can do that?

Even if you say that you can do it,

I can't.

I can't dare do that.

Then what should we do?

What do you suggest we do?

Do Jae.

- Let's... - Wait.

Just a second.

Hold on.

I'll come back later.

I'll come back another time.

You can tell me then.

Don't cry too much.

And don't...

torture yourself too much.

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(March 28, 2011)

There's a way you can cure his condition.

Really?

That's great news. I'm so glad.

There's a doctor whose research in this area has obtained...

some successful results.

He's interested in your case.

I'd like to meet the doctor.

Where's the doctor now?

Wherever it is, I'll go.

But the thing is, the probability of complete cure is rare.

I'd say it's around five percent.

Five percent?

And I can't even guarantee that the condition will be cured.

It may actually get worse.

What do you mean it can get worse?

After the surgery,

or even during it, you might die.

Would you still do it?

No, you shouldn't do it.

You have to live.

If you don't want to rely on such hope,

there's no cure for it.

Your condition is incurable.

Just thinking like that and moving on with your life...

will be easier for you as well.

(Contacts)

(Dr. Oh)

What brings you here so early?

Is there a problem with the company that I should know about?

No, there's no problem.

You haven't had lunch, right?

It'd be nice for the two of us to have lunch together.

It's been a while.

I had no idea that you'd tell everyone...

about your condition that day.

I'm sorry.

I should've given you a heads-up.

No, I'm sorry.

I thought that hiding it...

was the only thing we could do.

I thought hiding you perfectly...

would be the only way to protect you completely.

I thought that...

like an idiot.

Don't say that.

You did...

your best to protect me.

Things are going well with Se Gye, right?

10 years ago...

If I never got into the accident 10 years ago,

what kind of person would I be now?

- Do Jae. - But you see,

I still don't regret...

saving that person's life.

I regret what I did.

I taught you to help those who are in need of help...

and always take the initiative.

I keep regretting...

raising you like that.

Joo Hwan.

Yes, sir. Do you need something?

Do you remember the time when you first met me?

Why are you asking about it out of the blue?

I'm just wondering if what I remember is correct.

Shall I exaggerate or simplify it?

Just tell me the facts.

It was a disaster.

You were young, ill,

and sad.

You were so sensitive back then.

You got angry and yelled at me when the training didn't go well.

On some days, you refused to see...

or distinguish anything.

Right, I was like that.

The very first time you recognized me,

I was quite touched.

I thought, "He will live."

"He won't die."

Did I...

struggle that much back then?

If there had been a competition measuring who has it harder,

you wouldn't have lost.

I have huge respect for you.

You got through 10 years of that.

10 years.

You're right.

It's been 10 years.

I'm glad you got through it.

Isn't it nice to be alive?

You even have a girlfriend now.

You named that fish Han Se Gye, right?

Love does that to you.

Even in the world where everyone looks the same,

only the person you love looks special.

You're watching that again?

My goodness.

You've watched all these?

Yes.

How can you love yourself so much?

Does watching your own shows make you happy?

Gosh, I'm so tired of it.

This is the last time.

Last time, my foot.

You've been saying that for years.

How can you repeat your debut show for 10 years?

The company.

Will it struggle without me?

Why?

Are you getting married?

No way. I'm not getting married.

I'm just curious.

That's a relief.

What is it?

Are you tired? Do you need a break?

Don't worry.

I can let you take a little break.

Just tell me if that's what you need.

Are there any commercials left?

Well, yes. Why?

Let's do all of them.

So suddenly?

What's with you?

Are there any other offers?

Let's do all of them too.

I'll take whatever offers.

You must really be getting married.

You're getting crazy about money.

Let's start with your boyfriend's company.

I won't go easy just because it's your boyfriend's.

We'll finish what's left and stop right there.

If they want to renew the contract, I'll ask for more money.

What do you say? You don't like it?

That's not it. I should do it.

I should finish especially well with them.

Of course. It's your boyfriend's company after all.

(Almost didn't recognize her with her updo hairstyle)

(Nothing makes sense in the first place.)

Even if you understand the situation,

understanding the person is...

a different matter.

(Even if you understand the person,)

(understanding the situation is a different matter.)

It's an emergency. Director Kim is calling a board meeting.

I didn't exactly expect him to stay quiet.

What should we do?

Let's go. I needed someone to take it out on anyway.

I knew it.

Something was always off.

This is a serious problem.

- It's really bad. - How can he not recognize people?

I've never heard of that condition before.

All right.

What's it called, prosopagnosia?

Apparently, it's a serious condition.

We can't...

leave the company in the hands of someone with such a condition.

It's a matter of consideration.

Imagine how tough it must have been for Director Seo so far.

A patient...

needs to rest.

I completely agree with you.

You're totally right.

Is there something interesting you all want to talk about?

Oh, you're here, Director Seo.

We're not here to talk about something interesting.

We've been talking about something sad. Very sad.

It must not be so easy for you to work.

But there might be ways we can make things easier for you.

There might be ways we all can help you.

I was just asking their opinions on that.

Director Seo.

It's me, Director Kim.

Over here.

Do you even recognize me?

I can't put up with the things you do anymore.

Are you talking to me?

Director Kim,

you don't have to come to work anymore.

What?

You're unlucky.

You always seem to act up when I'm in a bad mood.

Director Seo,

you don't seem to understand how the company works.

Do you think you can fire a director just like that?

There are procedures to follow when firing a director.

You're fired regardless of the procedures. By me.

I can always come up with reasons.

Be it bribes or secret deals,

I'll find something on you by all means.

So don't worry...

and just get out of my sight.

Director Seo!

If you had ambitions, you should have chosen your side more wisely.

I've already warned you a few times.

Why do you keep getting on my nerves?

What? Get on your nerves?

Do you think the chairman will sit back?

Yes.

I think he will.

Chairman Im!

Chairman Im!

Look at this mess.

The company is in chaos.

Who are you?

I...

don't want anyone who doesn't work for my company...

to call me Chairman.

Chairman Im.

I want coffee.

Finish up and come to my office.

Chairman Im!

Chairman Im!

Director Park.

Director Choi.

Gosh.

Manager Son.

What are you doing?

Who are you?

Let's go.

Hey.

Hey!

Director Choi!

Director Park!

You came just at the right time.

What brings you here?

Do you think I just sit around all the time...

and remain oblivious to company matters?

I have at least...

100 eyes in this company.

So you're spying on me.

How did you know it was me?

I didn't say who I was.

I can recognize you right away even from a distance.

There are not many old people...

who dress so nicely.

How is that actress doing?

I don't know.

My goodness.

This is why you get dumped.

I know.

Now that I've finished my coffee,

I should get going.

Aren't you going to say, "You fool" today?

No.

You're not a fool.

Well...

Maybe you are foolish at times.

I knew the chairman had your back.

I think I've stood on the right side.

How could Director Kim be so bad at choosing sides?

What a frustrating fellow.

He left his coffee.

I tried so hard to make it.

It tasted terrible.

I heard your girlfriend has a photo shoot. Aren't you going?

Can you look this way, please?

This way.

Se Gye, smile a little more.

Okay.

Can you smile more brightly?

One more time. Good!

Let's take a short break.

Here you go.

Chae Yu Ri isn't coming?

How could the head actress miss the movie premiere?

The rumors that she turned strange were really true.

Gosh, I feel sorry for her.

Okay, we won't be late. Thanks.

Goodness.

Mr. Seo?

I'm President Yu.

Hello.

Did you come to see Se Gye?

I can't believe you two.

- Shall I bring her? - No. I just...

came to see her.

I see.

Has Se Gye...

been wearing that face all along?

She doesn't seem that happy.

Is she tired from the photo shoot?

You don't seem to use your phone much lately.

You're not meeting Mr. Seo today?

No.

I got to say he's a true professional.

Is it because you were working?

He came by but didn't even go to talk to you.

What are you talking about?

Didn't Mr. Seo call you?

He came by the studio today and saw you working.

- Woo Mi, let me off here. - What?

- Let me off here. - Okay.

What did I come here for?

What for?

Does the Lord...

really exist?

To those who believe, yes.

If the Lord really exists,

is it okay if I hate him?

I just said something...

I shouldn't have in front of a man who loves the Lord.

I can understand why you hate the Lord.

When I looked at Se Gye, I hated Him a bit as well.

Why did the Lord have to make her suffer so much?

But...

when I look at you, I think the same thing.

Why is the Lord making you suffer so much?

I...

can't even recognize my own face in the mirror.

Se Gye is like my mirror.

Why me? What does it have to be me?

Why do I have this condition?

What did I do wrong?

Everything Se Gye says...

is the same as what I say...

and what I used to say.

The Lord probably had that in mind too.

I resent Him.

If He really had that in mind.

Resent Him all you want.

I'll pray and repent for you instead.

Think of it as...

my gift for you buying me a drink, Do Jae.

Don't call me by my name, I'm way older than you.

Yes, sir.

Don't cry.

Don't even think about crying.

You have no right to cry.

You ruined his life.

Who are you to cry?

Don't cry...

for the rest of your life.

I had a drink with Mr. Seo last night.

What?

He said he didn't have any friends, and said he wanted a drink.

Why? He didn't tell you?

Don't meet him.

I know. He had some bad drinking habits.

He acts too cute when he's drunk.

No, I'm not talking about just drinks.

Don't meet him from now on.

Hey. I knew something was up.

Did you break up with Mr. Seo?

They didn't break up at all.

He's totally in love with her.

He loves her so much that his heart aches.

Hey, I better go now.

Where are you going so suddenly?

Are you going to work again?

Do you really need money?

If you do, I can give it to you.

Seriously?

Can you wire 100,000 bucks to me right now?

I will.

What has gotten into you? Forget it.

It's okay. I really want to give it to you.

Tell me if you really need it.

You're really strange today.

Is it almost that day again?

Your mood swings get worse when that day gets closer.

No, there's a long time left still.

Anyway, she seems strange today.

Keep an eye on her.

- I have to go. - Hey, pay for this.

Come on, seriously?

What's the next thing on my schedule?

Hey.

Aren't you working too hard?

What's gotten into you? Did you really break up with him?

Are you working this hard to get over the breakup or what?

I won't ask more since it doesn't seem like you want to talk about it.

There's only one more thing left. The movie premiere.

I heard that Chae Yu Ri isn't coming.

They're bending over backward now because they need you there.

Hey, she must be really scared of you now.

That means I have some time, right?

Why? Do you want to go somewhere?

Yes, I want to go see my mom.

Shall I come with you?

No, it's okay.

There's something I want to tell her alone.

All right, then you should go. Call me right away if you need me.

I'm always on standby. You know that, right?

(Medicine)

Hey, you.

I'm sorry I asked you to run such an errand for me.

Let me take you to the hospital.

Who goes to the hospital for something like this?

It's okay.

You should go to the hospital. I'll go with you.

If I go to the hospital, the company will be affected.

To be more accurate,

our stock price will be affected.

You're rich. Don't you have a family doctor?

Tell the doctor to come here, then.

I guess you've watched too many TV shows.

It's not like I need surgery.

I'm really fine.

I'll get better once I take the medicine.

But you see,

I couldn't really think of anyone else to call,

so I called you.

(Medicine)

Thank you. You should get going.

Have you eaten anything?

The pharmacist said that you have to eat something before you take...

the medicine.

Are you just too good at your job?

Or are you just naturally fastidious?

Having someone watch me while I eat...

Am I making you uncomfortable?

No.

It makes me feel a bit less lonely.

I'm good at doing things by myself, and it's my strength.

But when I'm sick, I can't help but pity myself a little.

This thought...

just crossed my mind.

"This woman..."

"can't live without me."

"She must be the one..."

"I'm fated to save."

I love seeing you with that smile, Mom.

Mom.

Can I say that you're in Seoul because you're here now?

I...

came to see you because I won't be able to visit you often for a while.

You told me that I could do it,

but I couldn't in the end.

I'm sorry, Mom.

I'm sorry.

I was surprised when you called and said you'd like to meet with me.

Why did you want to see me?

Right.

It's about...

I have something to give you. Hold on, okay?

I find it fascinating.

I think of you whenever I go somewhere.

I think to myself, "It'll look great on her. She'll be stunning in this."

Ms. Im.

I can't accept this.

Don't worry.

It wasn't that expensive. You'll see when you open it.

No.

I really can't accept this.

I just want to express my gratitude.

Even though you know about Do Jae's condition,

you decided to stay by his side and love him.

I really appreciate it.

Ms. Han.

What are you doing now?

I've decided...

to break up with Do Jae.

I came to tell you this.

But why...

Is it...

because of his condition?

Yes.

It is because of his condition.

Because of his condition,

I can't stay with him.

Don't leave him, please. You cannot leave him.

He can finally smile again and be happy.

He's finally learned to care about himself.

Please, I beg you.

Like you said,

I'll be nothing but a flaw to him.

Please take good care of him so that he won't be hurt.

So that he won't be in pain.

I'm sorry. It's all my...

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Do Jae.

I'm sorry, Mother.

I'll explain everything later.

Come out.

I wanted to apologize...

to your mother.

I know that we can't explain everything to her,

but I still wanted...

to apologize to her.

The fact that both you...

and your mother have to live like this...

is all my fault.

Everything is my fault.

How dare I?

Who am I to do such a thing?

I ruined someone's life.

I completely ruined your life.

I said I'd be back,

but I couldn't. I'm sorry.

I actually went there.

I went there to see you,

but I was afraid you might say that.

Because I was afraid you might say what I don't want to hear,

I couldn't come any closer to you.

I couldn't...

talk to you.

If I could,

I'd try to solve everything.

But I can't go back to the past...

or undo what happened.

Nor can I make you forget everything...

or erase all my memories.

There is...

nothing I can do.

There is something you can do.

Forget...

about me.

Forget...

about us.

Even if I stay with you,

you won't be able to be happy.

I'll suffer, and you won't be able to ignore it.

Then we'll suffer together.

As long as...

we stay together,

we can't be happy.

Our past, present, and future...

have been ruined by me.

So I beg you.

I beg you shamelessly.

Let's...

break up.

Walk away...

from me.

I can't seem to remember...

how you looked...

when you smiled at me.

I want to remember,

but I can't.

Actor Go Joon Young and actress Jung Hye Young are here.

- Please look here. - Please look here.

- Please look here. - Thank you.

Next up are actor Kim Jun Hyuk and actress Han Hye Young.

Are you two partners today?

Please come to the center.

Thank you.

Let's welcome actor Kim Do Young.

- Welcome. - Please look here.

- You look so handsome. - Over here!

Please look here.

Over here.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

Lead actress Chae Yu Ri couldn't come for personal reasons.

We apologize.

Here comes actress Han Se Gye.

- Se Gye! - Please look here!

You're beautiful!

Can you take another pose? Another one.

Se Gye, over here!

Hi, Se Gye.

We're excited about your new movie.

Your hand.

It's not...

completely healed yet?

Se Gye.

Even if it had been someone else, I'd still have tried to help.

It just happened to be you.

And saving you...

is the best thing I've ever done in my life.

You said you get what you want after you resent something.

For me, it's you.

But the thing you resent happened because of me.

I'm okay.

- I'm... - Please don't be okay.

Don't smile at me. Don't worry about me.

Why do you have to be so nice?

- Why... - I know.

If we stay together,

we'll feel happy now and then and suffer often.

I'll take care of everything.

I'll deal with everything.

I promise.

This is fate.

A cruel fate.

I resent it.

I resent it so badly.

If you want to leave me,

look me in the eye...

and say...

you don't love me.

See?

You...

You love me.

I don't.

I...

don't love you.

It's always been like this,

from the day we first met.

Even the second time we met.

It's always been like this.

Why does that sound...

like you're confessing your love?

I'm...

thinking about retiring.

What?

So suddenly?

Is this why you asked for a tighter schedule?

For this?

Why? What's the problem this time?

I'm the problem.

Woo Mi.

Do you remember the first time I changed?

Do you remember...

when I told you I got into...

an accident?

That man...

The man who almost died because of me...

was Seo Do Jae.

What?

Do Jae...

became ill trying to save me.

He tried to save me...

and got into an accident.

He spent 10 years like that.

And he'll have to live the rest of his life...

like that because of me.

Se Gye.

Pull yourself together.

That's not your fault.

It was an accident.

Don't blame yourself. It's not your fault.

Woo Mi, that's why I can't...

smile in front of people anymore.

I hate myself for it.

I'm disgusted by myself.

Okay, let's do what you want.

If that's what you need to do in order to be happy,

let's do it.

Retiring?

That's nothing at all.

You have your life to live.

You come first before anything else.

Okay. Let's just quit everything.

I'll help you all the way.

Mr. Seo.

Is Se Gye inside?

I need to meet her.

I'm sorry.

I can't let you meet Se Gye.

Ms. Yu.

I heard everything from Se Gye.

I know how hard it is for you too.

I know.

But...

Se Gye needs to breathe a bit.

I can't bear to see her in more pain.

I'm really sorry.

Goodbye.

Take care.

- Hey, look. - What?

- Han Se Gye is retiring. - Really?

- My gosh. - What's going on?

Look, Han Se Gye is retiring.

I think Han Se Gye is retiring.

- I can't believe it. - She's retiring?

She's retiring.

- Seriously? - What's going on?

Is she really getting married to that rich guy?

- Maybe she's pregnant. - Why is she retiring?

I have shocking news.

Han Se Gye is retiring.

What on earth is going on?

She was at the peak of her career. Why would she retire?

Is she getting married?

Suddenly? With who?

Come on. Didn't you hear she was meeting with Director Seo again?

They just didn't print any official articles about it.

I see.

Whatever this may be about, I hope it isn't serious.

I agree.

This is worrying me so much.

He has so much on his mind already.

(Dr. Oh)

After the operation,

or even during the operation,

you might die.

Do you still want to do it?

Director Seo. Did you see this article about Han Se Gye?

(Han Se Gye Announces Her Retirement What is the Truth?)

(Aunt)

Where are you right now?

I'm sorry for not keeping my promise...

that I wouldn't run away.

I asked you where you are.

You...

won't be able to find me.

I won't live as Han Se Gye anymore.

I'll keep changing to someone else and be forgotten.

It should've been like this from the beginning.

This was the right thing to do.

I'll go right now.

I'll go to see you now.

Just tell me where you are.

Do you remember our agreement?

The last clause.

When our business partnership ends,

this agreement expires.

Upon expiration of this agreement, all the details about it...

have to be forgotten.

Forget about me.

That was our agreement.

How could I do that?

How could I forget?

These are my last words to you as Han Se Gye.

I love you...

so much.

Director Seo.

Han Se Gye.

Han Se Gye!

The same goes for my real face.

I'll take a photo of myself before I die and hang it.

Right there.

(The Beauty Inside's soundtrack album can be found on music sites.)