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There is so much stuff, but these sell the most.

Without that girl I would have no business. I pay the rent thanks to her.

Who knows what she'd do if she were a little smart.

-How's your father? -Fine, he's at the station.

Rýza, take these to Adana, lad.

Yes, boss.

You brought too much this time. Who's going to eat all this food?

Me? Let's eat together.

Do your uncle and aunt come to visit?

Does Bilal stop by?

They don't say anything to you, right?

Do you need anything?

Where the hell is the money?

Here, take it!

"Take it"? You didn't talk like this when you banged the hussy, you ass!

You didn't take me to any good place.

You use the girl's money to bang women and then…

Well, well, all the useless have gathered here.

See you tonight.

Take that from the ground! Put it there.

Did my father come?

He'll come late at night.

-How much did you get? -He gave me 40.

Why only that much?

They were not sold, what can he do?

He says they don't sell well. It's better in summer.

What can I do for him for 40 lira every week?

-What the hell are you doing? -You fool, what do you think?

Come here!

Come here, man!

Hüseyin sent his regards. He wants more of those colorful dolls.

They loved them and plenty were sold. Do you need anything?

Fine, I'll come by next week.

Here, buy your self something.

-What's this attention? -Move!

Let's go away from here.

Even Talip's stupid son has gone.

Only you and me are left.

He didn't go on his own. His father sent him away.

Where can we go?

Tell your father to send you away. He works at the station. He'll get you a ticket.

Yeah, right. He would.

That's the woman!

-Nice! -Nice?

What the fuck is "nice"? Ever seen such a chick?

I talked with her, she wants 300.

-300? -300.

300 million?

No, fucking 300 cents. She wants 300 million.

Are you nuts? What 300 million?

It's not like you're working. Tell Fatma to work more.

As if I don't know you're looking at her tits and ass.

-What's that supposed to mean? -I know you, drop it.

-That girl is sick. -That's even better.

She can't talk. Let's say she gets it across somehow.

Who would believe her? She is crazy.

Don't get fooled, she is smart.

If we just tease her she'll get aroused, we won't go too far.

Get out of here.

She'd think we're playing. We'll just play.

And if she falls for it she'll be here for us all the time.

-Let's go, she's asleep -We'll wake her up!

-Stop! -She's asleep. Come on!

Alright, hush.

-Hold her. -Stop it, you've embarrassed us!

She'll get scared!

-She'll get scared. -She won't. Look if someone's in the back!

No.

-Let's go now. -Just drop it!

-This has gone too far. -We're just going to play a game.

She's crazy, she won't understand.

You can hear her.

Hush.

-Hey, Recep! -Huh?

You'll get caught one day and pay or it.

What took you so long?

The train got stuck at Pozantý. They called in the morning.

Fine, I'm leaving.

-Order us two teas. -I'll pass, I'm hungry.

I'll send you tea. Good bye.

-Why are you not at work? -The master told me to come late.

That's what happens when you hang out all night.

Where is your mother?

At Figen's, she'll be back any minute.

Bring Halil a glass of tea.

I'm not clearing the table.

Oh, Mister Bilal. Come, let's have a talk.

Tell your father to stay away from horses.

And get a beating?

-Is he still beating you? -Yes.

What are you doing?

What's to do around here? Home, bakery, bakery, home.

I don't mean that! I mean girls, and chicks?

What chicks, Halil? I don't see any woman.

Don't lie, you go to women all the time but don't take me along.

Come on, Halil. I'm going.

I won't tell your dad!

Take it easy.

-Did Bilal go? -He did.

Leave me 20 lira.

He just brought a few cents.

It's hardly enough for his own kitchen.

I've had enough, every week the same.

-We owe Figen a lot now. -Don't complain, you caused it.

We hardly can feed ourselves.

Let's leave her to die then.

Let her die.

We should have done is back then, now we're stuck.

Do as you wish.

I'm out.

Oh you're so sweet. Look what she made for me!

You're making so nice things.

I have no skills at all.

Look what I'll show you. I got the guy's picture.

Cute guy, right? You like him?

You are something.

Didn't you get your weekly pay?

I didn't go two days this week, he'll pay on monday.

Sure he won't give. He's no fool.

Why should he pay someone who does not work?

We begged him to accept you so you'd learn a profession.

But food free is free anyway.

Why work when you can hang out with bums?

-As if you're fucking working! -What are you talking about? You dog!

Recep! Let him go.

Just pour me a glass of tea Fatma, they didn't give me any at home.

Tea, tea.

Are you going to stand? Come, sit.

Come, come.

One day me and my mother visited my father.

He was at the Hacýkara station then.

I was 5, 6 years old.

You were at our house. We left you alone.

We went through the market.

They had toys on ropes.

I saw a truck.

It was this big, you know? With so big tires.

With a green dumper body.

I asked my mother to buy it. She did.

And I saw a doll like this. I said let's buy this for Fatma.

Then we went to my father.

He looked at the truch, then the doll.

There was a stove burning.

First he threw in the truck, then the doll.

Now look,

you're making your own dolls.

What should I do, Fatma?

What? Are you giving this to me?

What should I do with a doll, Fatma?

I'm not at play age any longer.

I'll come by next week again.

I was going home. When I saw the light...

Here, you can have it.

Good night.

Why are you still home?

Let him leave late today. I'm just done. I don't have 10 hands.

24:06

Hey!

-Why didn't you come last night? -Something came up.

Like what?

I have a car for tonight. We're going to Adana.

Don't ditch me!

Olur, gelirim.

Fuck, fuck. What have I done?

Fuck! Fuck! What have I done?

Fuck! Fuck! What have I done?

You quit?

Who am I talking to?

He was paying peanuts. I'll find another job.

Yeah, everybody was waiting for you.

You thought well. Istanbul is the best.

There is no future here. Go and save yourself.

Never mind your father. He always changes his mind.

She says don't feed the girl but bets on horses with her money.

I'm not that into it either.

I'm scared that you might turn out like your father.

Come on.

Bilal! Don't touch the money.

What did she do? Who'd buy this for their kids?

What happened to her?

Fatma, Fatma, shall we talk? I'm going to leave.

I'll go to Ýstanbul for good.

Money? Do you want money? Here, take them all.

Anything else?

Girl, we did everything you told us.

How are you going to sit on this?

Isn't it a bit high? I'll shorten the legs a bit.

Sister Suna, what's up? We don't see you often here.

I'm not getting out much. I'm always at home doing stuff.

The boy is still in bed. So I had to come to the market.

That turned out well. Come, let's have some tea.

I didn't visit Fatma for a long time.

I'll just drop something at her. I won't stay long.

-Good, I'll be expecting you. -I'll come.

What took you so long? I can't feel my arms.

Who made you that swing?

Did dad not come?

Father!

Who do you think you are? Are you a man now?

If you did this shit, if you couldn't hold it in your pants...

why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you?

-I was scared. -The fuck you were!

No coward would do that!

But it's all my fault. I wasn't able to scare you at all.

One day, just one day I'd like you to do something useful.

To hell with a son like you.

Her belly is showing. The doctor won't do anything.

What are we going to do?

She'll lose the baby.

-I'll get a drug, she'll have a miscarriage. -As if she would drink it.

She wants it, you idiot.

She would have told us if she didn't want the baby.

She won't take no drugs.

How am I going to look people in the eye?

What a I going to tell them?

Her parents died and my son just…

Heaven forbid...

God damn you all!

She'll have to take it. We'll talk to her. She'll be scared when she sees you.

There's no other way.

Are you not going to let us in, girl?

This won't work out. Bilal is like a brother to you.

He made a mistake. You've been with us all along.

I'll have a drug made for you, you'll drink it. And all your problems will be gone.

Don't you owe me at all?

Did I let you starve or in the street?

Isn't it enough we took care of you, that we have to look after your bastard now?

Now way.

You killed my brother! My brother died because of you!

We're still feeding you. Show your gratitude.

I wish you had died that night.

What will the villagers say? They'll ask whose child it is.

You don't speak. They'll come to our door.

What are we going to say?

I would marry you with my son if you were not sick. I can't do that.

Besides, he's going to Istanbul.

Do you want to ruin his life? Don't be ungrateful.

Listen!

Drug or no drug, this ends tomorrow.

So you won't take it, huh? You'll bear this child?

Damn the day you were born! Move it. Move!

I'll come tomorrow. Don't resist. Don't make him mad.

Throw these away. I don't want to see them tomorrow!

That's all because of you, you spoilt him.

Yeah, right. As if what I go through at home not enough, now I also get the blame.

He's like his father.

Shut up!

-God damn you both. -God damn you two.

Do you feel like a man? Move it!

You're not going to give birth to that child!

I'll kill you and your bastard!

I'll kill you and your bastard!

You're not going to have it!

I told you, you wouldn't listen. Is it better now?

Fatma!

Fatma!

Fatma!

My child! My child!

Fatma, why didn't you tell me before?

Fatma, why didn't you tell me before?

Why didn't you tell me before, dear?

Why didn't you tell me before, dear?

I can't, I can't do this, my child.

I can't do this, I can't, dear.

Do you want to have it? Do you want to have the baby?

Don't be scared, don't.

I can't!

Push. You're almost there. I'm going to save you.

Come on girl! One more breath!

Come on, gir! We're almost there! Push!.

Push, child! Push! Push!

Push, dear! Push! Hold your breath!

Hold your breath. Come on, dear!

Your almost there!

Breath, come on!

Come on, push your breath down.

Do it, we'll save it.

Come on, dear. Come on, child.

Ayþe?

Bilal, silence that dog.

What dog, woman…

Don't you ever get up.

-Recep. -Yeah?

Did we do right? This won't go away so easy.

I'll handle it.

You check the girl. Don't let her die on us.

You know your uncle.

I told you but you wouldn't listen.

Maybe it's better this way.

Bilal won't come again. I'll come every week.

Maybe even more often.

I'm getting bored at home.

We'll go together to the market.

Why do you smile? You ingrateful thing.

I'm going to send Bilal away.

He'll be trouble if he stays.

He should just beat it and work somewhere.

What about the girl?

I talked with Halil today. He knows people at the municipiality.

He'll try to get her to a nursing home.

I told him we can't take care of her anymore.

You all have gone crazy.

Recep, I saw it.

You saw what, woman?

I can't deal with you no more!

Mother, son, you're both trouble.

I'm going out.

Going where?

To get some fresh air.

Am I in prison?

Don't go to the meadows. Your father is there.

I'll be back before he returns.

I'll go to Figen. Take your keys

I've talked with the chief. He'll talk with his boss.

They'll take the girl if they find a place.

Thanks, Halil. If only they'd take her...

They will but...

How long has it been, Recep? The dead are dead. What's her fault?

It's easy to say, Halil.

I know you well. You have something on your mind.

You didn't do anything to her, right?

No, man. Just keep her away from me.

Bilal doesn't work. The girl hasn't done anything for weeks.

How could I feed four people? It's better this way.

I don't know about that. We know what happened to Songül.

We barely saved her.

Eveybody pays the price for what they do, Halil.

That's right.

Wow, so you're leaving?

And you said your father wouldn't let you go.

It's time now, Ahmet.

We sit here like this rock.

We always wake up to the same day.

It's like that here. What did you expect?

So, what are you going to do?

Work in a bakery,

sell bagels.

I'll find something.

What about Fatma?

Dad will handle that.

Take her with you. She'll be a friend to you.

Fatma?

I'm trying to get rid of her.

Who's going to eat all this meat?

Did you eat up, son?

How could this happen?

Was she sick?

She wasn't well the couple of days.

I don't get it.

Bilal! Bilal!

Dad, I don't feel good.

Recep is cranky but still a nice guy.

We are here too.

We'll be here if you need anything.

Let's take these to the seller together one day.

We'll waste the money.

We could even drink.

What a nutcase?

Suna!

Suna!

Dad?

Dad.

I say I should go at the end of the month.

It may be difficult for a week or so but I'll get used to it.

Who knows, maybe I'll get lucky,

and you'll ask for your transfer.

We're stuch here.

What if we leave, son?

You take yourself everywhere you go.

We no longer can escape it.

Is it better like this?

We made many mistakes.

We're paying the price of what we did...

...and we'll continue to do so.

Let your father rest. I'll get him on leave for a few days, he's not doing well.

That's normal. It's still so new.

-Are you okay? -I'm fine.

Do you need anything?

I'd like to give you money but I have none.

-I'll come by again. Goodbye. -Okay, thanks.

Oh, Bilal efendi, what brings you around here?

Master, I need money.

Come on in.

Thanks, master.

All the pitas should be ready by 6 p.m.

Yes, Master.

Neither Bilal nor you are coming.

Good that you're here.

We heard what happened to you folks.

I couldn't make it to the funeral because I was busy.

Forgive me, will you?

Boy, take these...

Hey, you'll burn the pitas!

What are you doing here? Do you want us to get into trouble?

Mom was right. That girl did something. I'm going to leave.

Go where, huh? Go where?

Move!

Don't come by again!

Didn't I tell you not to go out?

You've ruined us!

Your mother died because of you.

Bilal!

Bilal!

Bilal!

Bilal!

Don't go out.

I asked for a leave.

I'll get a reply in a few days.

I'll take you to Ýstanbul myself, alright?

Come to the station if you can't sleep.

I called him last night, he didn't answer.

There was work in the tunnel. He didn't know.

We'll take a look. Is that his son?

Yes, sir.

Doesn't he have a mother?

She died last week.

What a pity...

There's not a piece left of the guy to put in a coffin.

Anyway, stick around. We'll call you if necessary.

Yes, sir.

I'll send you away, promise.

I can't go.

What do you mean?

Help me, brother.

Dad, two men came. They're inside.

-Is there anyone else in the house? -No, dad.

Why, dad?

Just leave.

I'll let you know.

Hodja, we...

You leave, son.

Just leave. I'll send him to you when we're done.

Come to me when you get out.

Look at me.

Look at me.

Speak.

I don't want to die.

His holiness Hasan-ý Basri, went to the funeral of his friend.

He cried a lot at his grave.

Then he lifted his head and said,

"Oh Muslims,

we all are going to end up in a grave like this.

This grave that's the end of this world to us,

is our first stop in our afterlife.

How could a Muslim,

knowing he'll end up in this grave

commit sin?"

What is that sin that is such a burden to you?

Help me, Hodja.

Give me your hand.

He's hiding from me what you have done.

He doesn't want me to help you.

What kind of a sin did you commit...

do get this on yourself?

Release me from this spell, Hodja.

This is not a spell...

It is Hüddam.

What's going to happen to me, Hodja?

Hüddam is a wisdom.

Whatever you want in return to that conjuring,

you have to pay the price.

Those who do the conjuring,

make a mutual deal.

A sealed up deal.

To break the seal,

you need the person who did the conjure.

But...

those who did the conjure...

have never been impenitent.

Who would do this to me in this village?

Now go,

take refuge in God.

Without His deliverance,

nobody can help you.

God.

God, help us.

According to the Prophet...

a believer should first of all...

be devoted and loyal.

They are as precious as gold.

Throughout their lives...

they'll stand firm as Abraham...

and protect their dignity.

Under all conditions they'll say...

"We'll belong to God...

and to Him we'll return."

and never compromise their faith and virtues.

They don't abandon

the guidance of the Quran

and the traditions,

and don't stray away from the righteous path.

How lucky are those who are worthy

of our lord, the Prophet!

How happy are those who receive the blessing of God

by clinging on the meaning of creation.

And how happy are those...

who turn this mortal realm into a treasure!

God certainly orders,

justice, fairness...

...and caring for your close relatives.

He forbids impudence, evil and depravedness.

He gives you advice so you may think and hold on to it.

Fatma!

Fatma!

Are you not opening up? Fine.

Are you going to kill me too? Huh?

You think I don't know what you did? Where is it? Here?

I don't want to die.

I'm so sorry. Please tell me where it is, Fatma.

Isn't it here?

Enough!

Enough!

Please forgive me!

Enough.

Why are you still home?

Let him leave late today.

I'm just done. I don't have 10 hands.

Hey!

Why didn't you come last night?

Hey!

-Something came up. -Like what?

I got a car for tonight. We're going to Adana.

Don't ditch me!

Fine, I'll come.

Honey, look, your dad is here.