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The jury
deliberated about 45 minutes.
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They came back with
a decision of death.
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A majority
of the jury advise
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and recommend to the court
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that it impose the death penalty
upon the defendant,
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Theodore Robert Bundy.
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The court is adjourned.
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You tell the jury
that they were wrong.
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So many women died,
and I just felt like,
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Why am I still alive?
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I should be dead too.
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I can't imagine anybody
doing what I did.
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Having this relationship with
somebody who's become so iconic
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for being the most horrific
person in the world.
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I didn't really start
rebuilding my life
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until he told me
the truth from Florida
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when he called me
in the middle of the night.
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Yeah,
I asked him specifically about
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the Florida murders.
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He said he felt like he had
a disease like alcoholism,
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like the alcoholic that
couldn't take another drink.
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He told me there was just
something he couldn't be around,
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and he knew it now.
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Well,
I finally knew the truth.
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Yes, he did those things.
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I didn't feel like I was really
free to move forward until then.
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I just had to hear it from him.
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But to know that he was
out killing people...
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when we were still
in a relationship is just...
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it's just really a...
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a hard idea to incorporate,
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to integrate into my life.
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That fact invalidates
what we had.
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It seems like nothing was real
between Ted and I
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and my daughter.
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I don't give a fuck
whether he loved us or not.
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It makes no difference.
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Do you think
it matters to your mom?
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Probably.
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Ted Bundy is not
just another death row inmate.
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Convicted of three
murders in Florida,
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suspected of a great many
more in Washington State,
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Oregon, Utah, and Colorado.
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Ted Bundy became infamous...
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I'd just moved to
the University of Florida,
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and one of my professors
was very active
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in Gainesville Citizens
Against The Death Penalty.
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And he would invite
people over to his house,
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people involved
in different cases,
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and there was Carole.
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And we
became good friends.
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She talked about the circus
that was the trial,
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and Ted's side of it,
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and how she could believe
that he could be innocent.
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She married him at
the sentencing part of a trial.
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- Will you marry me?
- Yes, I will.
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And I do hereby marry you.
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She was
very much protected
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and surrounded by people
who did not question
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whether he was innocent
or guilty because they were
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attached to
the death penalty project.
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Carole Boone was
the woman that had approached
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my editor and offered
me the meeting.
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I went, we went out to lunch,
and Carole explained
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her relationship to Bundy,
that she was kind of
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working on his behalf
and advocating for him,
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and wondered if I'd like to be
in correspondence with him.
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I thought she was very smart.
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I was very impressed with her.
I was of course skeptical,
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but she was all in.
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She had...
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You know, she committed her
life to this in ways that
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were difficult to witness.
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They were going to
build this life together,
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where she would
get him off death row
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and they would have a family.
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She was
going to save him,
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and that goes back
to her history
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of her 15-year-old
brother drowned
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in a neighbour's pool.
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She definitely felt responsible
and very guilty
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about Frank's drowning
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while she was supposed
to be watching him.
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And so that was one piece of...
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I need to save,
I need to redeem,
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and I'll save this man.
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You know, there were Christmas
cards that went out to people.
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You know, Ted, Carole, Rosa,
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and even the dog print
of Carole's dog.
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And they were
trying to be normal.
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They had not had
normal lives.
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Normal was a big word.
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I feel like
me and my daughter
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were about the realest things
that he ever had in his life,
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that we represented something
that he really wanted,
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and that he tried to maintain.
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It was so easy for me
to revert back into...
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um...
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thinking of the first years
we were together, and...
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You know, I've wondered,
was that just all a big act?
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And that's part of the reason
I kept that scrapbook
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full of snapshots, was like...
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you know,
it shows what we were--
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what we had together
in the beginning.
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Ad if they weren't real, then it
just makes me feel like this...
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I'm as crazy as Ted was.
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I had to go
from the place of love
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and tenderness
to the place of how...
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how does this person
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enjoy to tear women apart
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with his bare hands?
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Why would anybody...
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do such a thing?
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It's hard for me to look on
those pictures and see him
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treating me so tenderly,
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and to really believe
in that any longer.
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Do you remember
that camping trip
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with your brother?
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Well, there were several
camping trips like that.
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I could be about nine or ten.
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Maybe eight, right?
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On one hand, I'm curious
about where it is, and...
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you know, I must admit that
right now I'm thinking about it,
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seeing this,
and on the other hand,
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I couldn't care less.
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It kind of sucks
to have to say it,
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but I wouldn't-- I really
wouldn't want this picture.
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There's no joy in it.
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Absolutely none.
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There was then,
but not now.
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He could do a million of these,
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but it doesn't outweigh one...
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just one of the victims,
you know?
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One of those people.
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It only takes one person
that he killed,
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it makes it all just
go to shit, you know?
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Ten years ago tomorrow,
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The Supreme Court
of the United States
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reinstated the death penalty,
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and tomorrow a man
named Ted Bundy
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was going to die
in Florida's electric chair.
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He's been granted a last-minute
stay of execution
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pending an appeal based
on legal technicalities.
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The call came to a
young associate, and he said,
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you know, There's a warrant,
and we need somebody to file
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an application for a stay of
execution in the Supreme Court.
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And he asked me,
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and asked another
young associate,
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Polly Nelson,
if we would take on the case.
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Associate walked
in my room and asked,
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Do you want a little
pro-bono project?
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And I thought, My god,
that's exactly
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why I became a lawyer.
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I mean, that's
a lawyer's dream,
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is to represent
somebody on death row
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against being
executed by the state.
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I was a brand-new lawyer,
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and this was my
very first legal case.
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I could picture him alone in
his cell waiting to be executed.
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You know, this is
extremely personal for me
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to identify
that threatened soul.
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When I was 10 or 11,
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I just remember after a rain,
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worms had ended up
on the sidewalk,
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and the water had receded
and they were struggling.
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And I felt so sorry for them
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that then I made
a mud bath for them,
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and I put them
in the mud bath,
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because they seemed
so despicable,
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and that that was the reason
I needed to help them,
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because nobody else
was going to help them.
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I went to the prison
for the first time to meet him,
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and they put us
in the lunchroom,
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basically where
the families met,
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and I was shocked.
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It was not what I was expecting
from a maximum-security prison.
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He showed me pictures
of his daughter
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and his wife.
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Polaroids that the guards
would take for a fee
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on family day.
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So I looked at him
and I thought, Okay, now,
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what can I see in this
man that would alert me?
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But I saw nothing.
There was-- there was nothing.
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No sense of guilt.
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He was humble and quiet, and...
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and I couldn't recognize danger.
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No sense of it whatsoever.
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I think
he wanted to impress us
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that he was a good guy.
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He wanted us to respect him,
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I think, as a...
you know, as a person.
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To not be recoiled by him.
To... you know,
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to sit in a room and
have a conversation with him,
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and not, you know,
hold our nose.
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I felt I held
his life in my hands,
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like a worm or a kitten.
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And when you have someone's
life in your hand,
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you don't make a lot
of judgements about...
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the bigger picture.
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It becomes...
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non-negotiable.
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This person is going
to die if I drop him.
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He was exhausting.
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Obsessive, demanding, moody.
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Always needing.
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As if she didn't
have enough to do.
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Come on, Carole,
tell us how he feels.
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Shut up.
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What'd Mr. Bundy
have to say today?
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You shut up, too.
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- What did Mr. Bundy--
- Shut up!
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She was
just tired of him.
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The letters became
more and more infrequent.
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And the stay of
executions were starting
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to become less
and less probable.
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After he
was convicted in Utah,
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that was in...
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that was March 1st of '76.
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I was completely devastated,
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because I just
couldn't get a grip.
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I knew I had to put
my life back together.
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I started seeing a counsellor,
and he told me
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that if I continued to drink
he wouldn't see me.
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He said, You've
got to quit drinking
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if you're gonna get well.
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I finally got sober
in a recovery program,
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which was pivotal.
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And just working,
working, working,
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to like rebuild my life.
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Until then, I was not a very
good mom to Molly, for sure.
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She's a
really strong, wonderful,
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smart young woman,
and she does quite well.
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But there's not any way
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to give her back her childhood.
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You know, nobody
sets out to drag their child
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through this, and it has
to be a terrible feeling
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that this all went so wrong.
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And I know that she did
the very best that she could.
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And I don't have
any feelings of...
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...blame or anything
like that about it.
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It wasn't her fault.
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But it was a really
challenging time for me.
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I did things that were so
reckless, because I didn't care.
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I tried to drink myself
to death, I believe.
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I felt like a rabbit
in its hole waiting to die
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during parts of my drinking.
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I just drank till
I would fall asleep,
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because I wanted my life to be
past now so it could be done.
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A federal judge
today refused to put off
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the execution, and unless the
US Supreme Court orders a stay,
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Bundy will die.
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Ted had never
admitted to Carole anything
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but that he was innocent.
255
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But just before it looked like
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there were no more
stay of executions,
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he had run it out,
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he called her and asked
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if he should...
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tell them where
the bodies are buried.
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They call it
bones for time.
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And that was his way
of telling her
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that there were bodies
that he knew about,
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and that he had actually
killed all those people.
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That call was just...
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devastating for her.
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She was really angry.
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I'm surprised she
talked to him at all.
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And he wanted to talk to Rosa,
and she said no.
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So there was no
goodbye for Rosa.
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So, he wanted to
confess to law enforcement,
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thinking that that
would ingratiate him to
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the governor for...
in cooperating.
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And so I said,
Okay, well, you'll have to
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describe one to me first,
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so I can see
what that sounds like,
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and what is it that
you're going to say.
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So... he's very
reluctant to start,
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and we're sitting in this small,
this time,
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room in the Warden's office,
just on a small table,
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and he's got his hands
on the-- on the table,
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and his whole persona,
283
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his whole physical being,
is darkening.
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His arms are getting dark,
his face is getting dark
285
00:15:36,645 --> 00:15:39,855
and he...
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goes to a different place.
He was in a different place.
287
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And for the first time,
I felt afraid of him.
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00:15:50,700 --> 00:15:53,410
What I remember
about him describing
289
00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:57,923
that attack...
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00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:00,917
he was kind of driving around
maybe thinking about it,
291
00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:03,550
he saw a hitchhiker,
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00:16:03,588 --> 00:16:06,838
he decided to take
the opportunity.
293
00:16:06,883 --> 00:16:10,643
It wasn't quite as deliberate
as some of the other ones.
294
00:16:10,679 --> 00:16:15,429
And it was very important to him
that he knock her out,
295
00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,265
because he didn't
want her to talk
296
00:16:17,310 --> 00:16:19,810
because it ruined
the sensation.
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If they started to talk,
298
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he would lose his resolve,
299
00:16:24,526 --> 00:16:27,896
and he wanted
to remain resolute.
300
00:16:30,073 --> 00:16:32,663
He described taking
her into the woods.
301
00:16:32,701 --> 00:16:36,331
He described...
302
00:16:36,371 --> 00:16:40,671
assuring her that he was
going to let her go,
303
00:16:40,709 --> 00:16:42,919
and he described saying
that he wasn't going to
304
00:16:42,961 --> 00:16:46,971
be able to let her go,
to himself,
305
00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:51,176
because he would be caught.
306
00:16:51,219 --> 00:16:53,469
And he would look at me
while he was describing it
307
00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:55,063
to kind of see
how I was taking it,
308
00:16:55,098 --> 00:17:00,598
to see if he dared
go on further without...
309
00:17:00,645 --> 00:17:03,855
me being unable to continue
to represent him, really,
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00:17:03,898 --> 00:17:06,358
is what he was concerned about.
311
00:17:06,401 --> 00:17:10,571
And I...
312
00:17:10,613 --> 00:17:12,913
wanted to show him
I could take it,
313
00:17:12,949 --> 00:17:17,329
and so I didn't
show my revulsion.
314
00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:21,370
I didn't show my sympathy
for the victim
315
00:17:21,416 --> 00:17:24,166
as he told that story.
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00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:31,014
I had joined forces with...
317
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:32,050
um...
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00:17:37,140 --> 00:17:40,440
...a guilty
and remorseless killer.
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00:17:42,771 --> 00:17:44,691
In an effort to
win a stay of execution,
320
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:47,191
Bundy has begun
confessing to many murders
321
00:17:47,233 --> 00:17:48,863
he had previously
denied committing.
322
00:17:48,902 --> 00:17:51,242
Bundy confessed
to all eight Seattle killings
323
00:17:51,279 --> 00:17:54,529
and 15 more in Oregon,
Utah, and Colorado.
324
00:17:54,574 --> 00:17:58,414
He gave police information on
dozens of other unsolved cases.
325
00:17:58,453 --> 00:18:00,963
Bundy associates have
contacted the governor's office
326
00:18:00,997 --> 00:18:03,997
seeking to delay the execution
by three years or more
327
00:18:04,042 --> 00:18:06,632
so that he can tell his
story to western police
328
00:18:06,669 --> 00:18:09,049
and solve what may
be dozens of murders.
329
00:18:09,088 --> 00:18:10,758
The governor is saying no.
330
00:18:10,799 --> 00:18:12,879
He never
confessed to Susan, did he?
331
00:18:12,926 --> 00:18:14,756
He wouldn't
talk about Sue.
332
00:18:14,803 --> 00:18:17,263
He would talk about the others.
333
00:18:17,305 --> 00:18:21,635
I think at one point there
were a couple psychiatrists
334
00:18:21,684 --> 00:18:25,234
that asked him about
the different girls,
335
00:18:25,271 --> 00:18:28,651
and when they came to Sue...
336
00:18:28,691 --> 00:18:30,571
he said...
337
00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:33,780
I don't want
to talk about her.
338
00:18:33,822 --> 00:18:35,412
I can't talk about her.
339
00:18:35,448 --> 00:18:38,448
So...
340
00:18:38,493 --> 00:18:41,043
you know, in my mind,
I think she got to him
341
00:18:41,079 --> 00:18:43,039
a little bit.
342
00:18:50,755 --> 00:18:52,415
I'd always
thought it was very odd
343
00:18:52,465 --> 00:18:55,675
that he didn't reach out to me
before he was executed.
344
00:18:55,718 --> 00:18:58,348
I just had a feeling he would,
345
00:18:58,388 --> 00:19:00,968
but he didn't.
346
00:19:01,015 --> 00:19:04,265
My mom had been
going through a time
347
00:19:04,310 --> 00:19:08,860
of spiritual development
where she...
348
00:19:08,898 --> 00:19:13,738
took classes and prayed
and meditated,
349
00:19:13,778 --> 00:19:17,278
and I was going
to community college.
350
00:19:17,323 --> 00:19:19,123
I had moved back home
with my mom,
351
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,448
and I was doing rather well
for the first time
352
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:24,624
since this all transpired,
353
00:19:24,664 --> 00:19:26,794
and I came home
from school one day
354
00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:31,003
and there was a letter
from the jail,
355
00:19:31,045 --> 00:19:34,165
and it wasn't addressed to me,
but I opened it anyways.
356
00:19:34,215 --> 00:19:36,755
My mom wasn't at home.
357
00:19:36,801 --> 00:19:39,011
And it said,
358
00:19:39,053 --> 00:19:42,273
I have found God.
359
00:19:42,307 --> 00:19:45,307
I've been working
on my spirituality.
360
00:19:45,351 --> 00:19:48,771
It was like this person
over thousands of miles
361
00:19:48,813 --> 00:19:50,613
had been able to intuit
362
00:19:50,648 --> 00:19:54,028
what she would've
wanted to hear.
363
00:19:54,068 --> 00:19:57,948
And there was no way
I was gonna let him
364
00:19:57,989 --> 00:20:01,279
have that hook
into her again.
365
00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:03,946
There was no way.
366
00:20:03,995 --> 00:20:07,915
So I put it in the fireplace
and I set it on fire,
367
00:20:07,957 --> 00:20:12,497
and I never mentioned
that it arrived.
368
00:20:12,545 --> 00:20:16,875
She's got a piece of her
that responds to him,
369
00:20:16,925 --> 00:20:20,505
and I didn't want to see
that piece be exploited again.
370
00:20:20,553 --> 00:20:25,223
I watched that throughout
this entire journey.
371
00:20:25,266 --> 00:20:27,516
Florida state
officials say Bundy's
372
00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:30,860
last minute appeals are
simply acts of desperation.
373
00:20:30,897 --> 00:20:33,397
They call Bundy
a master manipulator,
374
00:20:33,441 --> 00:20:36,071
and they vow that
despite all his talking,
375
00:20:36,110 --> 00:20:40,320
the state will strike no deal
to delay Bundy's execution.
376
00:20:40,365 --> 00:20:42,195
You don't think
he'll be executed on Tuesday?
377
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:44,791
Not if we get a stay.
378
00:20:44,827 --> 00:20:46,907
I've never been
a believer in the death penalty.
379
00:20:46,955 --> 00:20:50,665
So it was like I never wanted
him to be executed, but...
380
00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:54,210
...not because of who he was,
381
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:57,723
but just because I don't
believe in the death penalty.
382
00:21:02,011 --> 00:21:03,391
I guess I went numb.
383
00:21:03,429 --> 00:21:06,389
I just couldn't
really think about it.
384
00:21:06,432 --> 00:21:08,522
My daughter and I
spent the day together.
385
00:21:08,559 --> 00:21:12,439
We went to visit
a friend up in La Conner,
386
00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:14,980
and we just tried not to...
387
00:21:15,024 --> 00:21:18,154
to tune in
to what was going on.
388
00:21:18,194 --> 00:21:21,114
I found the crowds outside
the prison, I mean,
389
00:21:21,155 --> 00:21:24,735
it just was really
bizarre to me
390
00:21:24,784 --> 00:21:26,744
that they'd be
out there cheering.
391
00:21:41,300 --> 00:21:43,930
The execution
was scheduled for 7 am,
392
00:21:43,970 --> 00:21:47,310
but we had to be at
the prison at 5 am.
393
00:21:47,348 --> 00:21:50,598
And then there's sort of a whole
ritual that happens, you know?
394
00:21:50,643 --> 00:21:53,313
There's a...
they have a, you know,
395
00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:56,694
a buffet breakfast
for the witnesses.
396
00:21:56,733 --> 00:21:59,783
You know, some of
the detectives
397
00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:03,529
and, you know, lawyers
were there.
398
00:22:03,573 --> 00:22:06,163
You know, it was like
a big celebration for them.
399
00:22:06,200 --> 00:22:08,580
You know, they were--
they were finally winning.
400
00:22:08,619 --> 00:22:10,079
At 7 o'clock
this morning,
401
00:22:10,121 --> 00:22:12,081
guards led Bundy
to the death chamber.
402
00:22:12,123 --> 00:22:13,923
At first, he seemed startled.
403
00:22:13,958 --> 00:22:15,378
He looked taken aback
404
00:22:15,418 --> 00:22:17,798
by the electric chair
when he entered the room,
405
00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:19,587
but he immediately
regained his composure.
406
00:22:19,630 --> 00:22:22,130
He sat down and started
looking around the room,
407
00:22:22,175 --> 00:22:23,835
making eye contact with people.
408
00:22:23,885 --> 00:22:27,345
He acknowledged me,
and I acknowledged him,
409
00:22:27,388 --> 00:22:29,598
and I think that settled
him down a little bit
410
00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:33,440
when he saw me.
411
00:22:33,478 --> 00:22:37,648
And then, you know,
he made his final words,
412
00:22:37,690 --> 00:22:40,860
and they pulled the veil down,
413
00:22:40,902 --> 00:22:42,152
and I looked away.
414
00:22:42,195 --> 00:22:44,235
I mean, I didn't
look to see--
415
00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:46,030
I mean, you could hear
what was going on.
416
00:22:46,074 --> 00:22:48,034
You could hear the,
you know, the...
417
00:22:48,076 --> 00:22:50,696
the electricity, the jolts.
418
00:22:50,745 --> 00:22:53,995
Yeah, I mean, I didn't think
it was a good day for
419
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:57,670
American justice, even though
people in Florida thought
420
00:22:57,710 --> 00:22:59,920
that, you know,
This is sort of the pinnacle.
421
00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:02,342
They had, you know,
taken out the guy
422
00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:06,471
who they most wanted to execute.
423
00:23:06,511 --> 00:23:11,061
I thought they did it in a way
that diminished all of them
424
00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:14,349
and me and everybody else
who participated in it.
425
00:23:17,688 --> 00:23:21,478
The signal has now
come shortly after 7 o'clock
426
00:23:21,526 --> 00:23:23,356
this morning, Eastern time.
427
00:23:23,402 --> 00:23:26,822
The signal came from the witness
window at the facility there
428
00:23:26,864 --> 00:23:30,204
that Ted Bundy had died
in the electric chair.
429
00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:31,913
When asked
for any final words,
430
00:23:31,953 --> 00:23:33,913
Bundy made only
a brief statement.
431
00:23:33,955 --> 00:23:35,115
His last words
was just,
432
00:23:35,164 --> 00:23:39,964
Give my love to my family
and to my friends.
433
00:23:40,002 --> 00:23:42,422
One of his
attorneys called us
434
00:23:42,463 --> 00:23:45,013
after he'd been
executed and said
435
00:23:45,049 --> 00:23:47,339
that Ted had asked her
to call us and make sure
436
00:23:47,385 --> 00:23:50,505
that we knew that he loved us,
437
00:23:50,555 --> 00:23:53,215
and she also said
he wondered why
438
00:23:53,266 --> 00:23:57,266
I never responded
to his last letter.
439
00:23:57,311 --> 00:23:59,401
And, I...
440
00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:03,228
I mean, I didn't know what last
letter she was talking about.
441
00:24:03,276 --> 00:24:05,646
So that's when Molly told me
there had been a letter
442
00:24:05,695 --> 00:24:08,065
that had come.
443
00:24:08,114 --> 00:24:09,824
You were
protecting her, weren't you?
444
00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:14,120
I guess I could've lied and
said it was lost in the mail,
445
00:24:14,162 --> 00:24:16,162
but I didn't.
I told her I burned it.
446
00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:19,205
And she accepted it
very quietly,
447
00:24:19,250 --> 00:24:23,130
but I could tell it hurt
her heart that I had...
448
00:24:23,171 --> 00:24:26,921
robbed her of this closure,
449
00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:29,926
this last interaction.
450
00:24:32,096 --> 00:24:34,056
But I wasn't sorry.
451
00:24:34,098 --> 00:24:36,098
I'm not sorry at all.
452
00:24:36,142 --> 00:24:39,352
And I'm especially not sorry
that he went to his death
453
00:24:39,395 --> 00:24:42,145
wondering why
she never wrote back.
454
00:24:42,190 --> 00:24:43,270
Good.
455
00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,396
Maybe she's done
with you, you know?
456
00:24:45,443 --> 00:24:48,113
Maybe she's got no interest.
457
00:24:48,154 --> 00:24:51,574
And I'm not sorry for him to...
458
00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:54,786
believe such things
at the time of his death.
459
00:24:54,827 --> 00:24:57,537
What were you
worried that might have happened
460
00:24:57,580 --> 00:24:59,710
if she'd read the letter?
461
00:24:59,749 --> 00:25:01,919
That she
would be distraught,
462
00:25:01,959 --> 00:25:03,919
that she would be
connected to him,
463
00:25:03,961 --> 00:25:06,171
that they would then correspond.
464
00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:09,094
That she would
grieve his passing
465
00:25:09,133 --> 00:25:13,053
in a very active way.
466
00:25:14,597 --> 00:25:18,727
That he would somehow
get his hooks into her.
467
00:25:18,768 --> 00:25:23,728
Yeah, she'd seen
that many times before, so...
468
00:25:23,773 --> 00:25:27,243
it wasn't a stretch
of her imagination.
469
00:25:30,988 --> 00:25:33,528
When I heard
the news that his execution
470
00:25:33,574 --> 00:25:37,204
had gone through...
471
00:25:37,245 --> 00:25:38,495
it was a big let-down.
472
00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:42,247
I didn't feel celebratory.
473
00:25:42,291 --> 00:25:44,671
I didn't feel happy.
474
00:25:44,710 --> 00:25:48,550
I didn't feel sad.
475
00:25:48,589 --> 00:25:53,509
I felt compassion for all of
the victims and their families.
476
00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:57,472
He was a thief.
477
00:26:01,727 --> 00:26:03,517
We got him.
It's over.
478
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:07,362
I mean, it's great.
479
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:08,820
We heard it on the news;
480
00:26:08,859 --> 00:26:12,069
we heard everything about it,
and I remember saying to my dad,
481
00:26:12,113 --> 00:26:14,453
It's gonna be
a good night tonight.
482
00:26:14,490 --> 00:26:15,870
I did, I felt that.
483
00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:19,078
I said a great prayer to Georg,
It's over, baby.
484
00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:20,200
You bet.
485
00:26:20,246 --> 00:26:21,456
It was a good night.
486
00:26:21,497 --> 00:26:24,497
I felt real good about it.
487
00:26:24,542 --> 00:26:25,962
Yeah.
488
00:26:33,884 --> 00:26:38,224
He had to be stopped,
and that was the only way.
489
00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:40,314
But it was hard for us.
490
00:26:40,349 --> 00:26:42,229
Yeah, there's always
a flip side, isn't there?
491
00:26:42,268 --> 00:26:45,058
There's another mother,
another family,
492
00:26:45,104 --> 00:26:47,984
and...
493
00:26:48,024 --> 00:26:52,324
the death penalty
is controversial...
494
00:26:52,361 --> 00:26:56,071
in our hearts.
495
00:26:56,115 --> 00:26:58,275
It's not as clear-cut
as people think,
496
00:26:58,326 --> 00:27:02,116
and when you saw the circus
outside the courthouse,
497
00:27:02,163 --> 00:27:03,583
that wasn't us.
498
00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:07,292
We never...
That's nothing to celebrate.
499
00:27:07,335 --> 00:27:08,335
No.
500
00:27:08,377 --> 00:27:10,127
This is
another loss of life.
501
00:27:10,171 --> 00:27:12,881
Another mother
losing a child,
502
00:27:12,923 --> 00:27:14,973
another family with a tragedy.
503
00:27:15,009 --> 00:27:18,929
Another family trying
to reckon with a horrific event.
504
00:27:21,807 --> 00:27:24,437
Vivian Rancourt
joined the program.
505
00:27:24,477 --> 00:27:26,647
Her daughter, Susan,
was killed by Bundy
506
00:27:26,687 --> 00:27:28,437
back in 1974,
507
00:27:28,481 --> 00:27:31,191
and Mrs. Rancourt was
asked if she had any words
508
00:27:31,233 --> 00:27:34,283
for Mrs. Bundy.
509
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,160
First of all...
510
00:27:36,197 --> 00:27:38,567
We send hugs to her too.
511
00:27:38,616 --> 00:27:40,236
I talked to her
on the phone
512
00:27:40,284 --> 00:27:41,994
the day after the execution.
513
00:27:42,036 --> 00:27:45,036
Well, I've said it before,
514
00:27:45,081 --> 00:27:49,421
and I'm glad to be able to say
it directly to one of the moms:
515
00:27:49,460 --> 00:27:52,340
we don't know
why this happened,
516
00:27:52,380 --> 00:27:56,840
and we feel so
desperately sorry for you.
517
00:27:56,884 --> 00:28:01,394
We didn't want our son
to do these things.
518
00:28:01,430 --> 00:28:04,100
We have two beautiful
daughters of our own,
519
00:28:04,141 --> 00:28:06,851
and we know how we would feel.
520
00:28:06,894 --> 00:28:09,314
I am sorry.
521
00:28:09,355 --> 00:28:11,315
I know you are.
522
00:28:11,357 --> 00:28:13,727
And we don't hold any resentment
523
00:28:13,776 --> 00:28:17,316
or hatred towards
you or your family.
524
00:28:17,363 --> 00:28:19,743
It was just...
525
00:28:19,782 --> 00:28:22,662
two mothers...
526
00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:24,831
that had lost a child,
527
00:28:24,870 --> 00:28:27,330
but she didn't
have to apologize.
528
00:28:27,373 --> 00:28:29,463
She didn't do this.
529
00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:31,710
Her son was sick.
530
00:28:31,752 --> 00:28:34,212
You should know
that the men in our family
531
00:28:34,255 --> 00:28:35,625
did not feel like we did.
532
00:28:35,673 --> 00:28:37,553
I want to be honest about that.
533
00:28:37,591 --> 00:28:39,761
My Dad, he wanted to
slash his balls off.
534
00:28:39,802 --> 00:28:42,812
I mean, my dad was very clear
about what he would do
535
00:28:42,847 --> 00:28:47,347
to Ted Bundy if he was left
alone with him for a moment.
536
00:28:47,393 --> 00:28:51,233
My husband too, would have
just kicked him from here
537
00:28:51,272 --> 00:28:53,022
to hell and back.
538
00:28:53,065 --> 00:28:57,355
No, the men didn't exactly
feel the way we did.
539
00:29:01,157 --> 00:29:04,947
I wrote a letter
to Vivian Winter and said
540
00:29:04,994 --> 00:29:08,164
how I agonized over
her daughter's death
541
00:29:08,205 --> 00:29:10,075
and all these deaths
for my whole life,
542
00:29:10,124 --> 00:29:12,294
and how sorry I was
that this had happened.
543
00:29:12,334 --> 00:29:14,714
And she wrote me
this beautiful letter,
544
00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:18,633
and she said that she felt...
545
00:29:20,593 --> 00:29:24,103
that yes, it was an experience
546
00:29:24,138 --> 00:29:26,968
that's hard to describe
how devastating
547
00:29:27,016 --> 00:29:30,136
it actually is to have
your child murdered,
548
00:29:30,186 --> 00:29:32,806
but at the same time
as the years passed,
549
00:29:32,855 --> 00:29:36,145
she did not want him
to take her whole life
550
00:29:36,192 --> 00:29:38,572
away from her...
551
00:29:38,611 --> 00:29:41,911
by allowing her
to remain in sadness.
552
00:29:41,947 --> 00:29:44,827
She wanted to go forward
and be happy,
553
00:29:44,867 --> 00:29:47,907
and she was feeling happiness,
554
00:29:47,953 --> 00:29:50,213
and she was making
a life for herself
555
00:29:50,247 --> 00:29:53,707
that was not controlled
by Ted Bundy.
556
00:29:53,751 --> 00:29:57,091
And I so much admired
and respected that,
557
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:59,089
and I took it on.
558
00:29:59,131 --> 00:30:01,551
This is what I want.
559
00:30:01,592 --> 00:30:05,302
We're not going to...
560
00:30:05,346 --> 00:30:07,886
let him...
561
00:30:07,932 --> 00:30:11,642
continue to perpetuate misery.
562
00:30:11,685 --> 00:30:15,475
We're gonna live our lives.
563
00:30:18,692 --> 00:30:21,612
Come on into
my abode, my home.
564
00:30:28,661 --> 00:30:32,461
Some things
make me really depressed,
565
00:30:32,498 --> 00:30:35,208
in a...
566
00:30:35,251 --> 00:30:38,591
almost debilitating way,
where I...
567
00:30:38,629 --> 00:30:40,919
I will sit in this
chair for days.
568
00:30:40,965 --> 00:30:42,835
I'll sometimes stay in
this camper for two,
569
00:30:42,883 --> 00:30:45,803
three days at a time.
570
00:30:45,844 --> 00:30:47,724
I don't know.
571
00:30:47,763 --> 00:30:51,603
I'm not really afraid of
not having a normal life.
572
00:30:51,642 --> 00:30:56,192
I've gotten used to life
being kind of a bit of a...
573
00:30:56,230 --> 00:31:00,280
you have to kind of jimmy rig
your way through life sometimes.
574
00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,530
I don't recommend it
to everyone
575
00:31:04,572 --> 00:31:07,242
to live your life precariously,
576
00:31:07,283 --> 00:31:09,873
but if I know I have enough
to keep shelter and food
577
00:31:09,910 --> 00:31:11,580
for my cat and I,
578
00:31:11,620 --> 00:31:15,460
that's the most important thing.
579
00:31:29,930 --> 00:31:32,270
When
Ted was executed,
580
00:31:32,308 --> 00:31:35,188
I had been sober for years.
581
00:31:35,227 --> 00:31:39,647
It was probably the thing
that saved my life.
582
00:31:43,527 --> 00:31:45,107
I also
started hiking a lot,
583
00:31:45,154 --> 00:31:49,874
spent a lot of time
out in the woods.
584
00:31:49,908 --> 00:31:54,708
I had a really nice
group of sober friends,
585
00:31:54,747 --> 00:31:58,327
so I was putting
my life back together.
586
00:32:02,212 --> 00:32:04,132
My daughter and I
both have talked about this--
587
00:32:04,173 --> 00:32:07,723
the fact that
we lived is a huge...
588
00:32:07,760 --> 00:32:09,350
I mean, so many
people didn't live,
589
00:32:09,386 --> 00:32:12,346
and so when we're struggling to
590
00:32:12,389 --> 00:32:16,889
get our life back on track,
it's kind of hard to like say,
591
00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,345
I've got these
problems with life,
592
00:32:18,395 --> 00:32:20,105
when we're alive,
you know?
593
00:32:20,147 --> 00:32:21,937
It feels like
we should be able to--
594
00:32:21,982 --> 00:32:26,152
that that should be enough,
that he did not kill us.
595
00:32:26,195 --> 00:32:31,115
I have watched the parents
of women talk about their loss,
596
00:32:31,158 --> 00:32:33,988
and it just breaks my heart.
597
00:32:34,036 --> 00:32:35,826
Because I'm mother
of a daughter,
598
00:32:35,871 --> 00:32:39,001
I can understand
what a big loss that is.
599
00:32:41,168 --> 00:32:43,378
I mean,
as much as I can,
600
00:32:43,420 --> 00:32:47,260
I've forgiven myself...
601
00:32:47,299 --> 00:32:51,389
and for me, I'm hoping
that this is the end of...
602
00:32:51,428 --> 00:32:54,928
my participation
in anything related to Ted.
603
00:33:00,562 --> 00:33:04,862
Recently I had
lunch with my niece
604
00:33:04,900 --> 00:33:09,410
who's 12,
and she had just, um...
605
00:33:09,446 --> 00:33:11,946
come to understand that I had
represented Ted Bundy,
606
00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:13,620
and she came to
know him somehow,
607
00:33:13,659 --> 00:33:15,949
and so she was asking me
questions about him,
608
00:33:15,994 --> 00:33:18,124
and I was starting
my usual talk about,
609
00:33:18,163 --> 00:33:21,543
Well, the law requires
this and that, and...
610
00:33:21,583 --> 00:33:24,503
I really couldn't
go on with it,
611
00:33:24,545 --> 00:33:29,465
because all I thought about was
as a young 12-year-old girl,
612
00:33:29,508 --> 00:33:33,638
she shouldn't have to think
that there is some balancing
613
00:33:33,679 --> 00:33:37,809
between someone
who would prey upon her
614
00:33:37,850 --> 00:33:39,770
and something else,
615
00:33:39,810 --> 00:33:43,230
that that was something that
I would have balanced for her,
616
00:33:43,272 --> 00:33:45,982
on her behalf.
617
00:33:52,656 --> 00:33:56,156
There were times
when the rules and regulations
618
00:33:56,201 --> 00:33:59,371
of an organization
seemed to preclude
619
00:33:59,413 --> 00:34:01,833
my taking that opportunity,
620
00:34:01,874 --> 00:34:04,004
but I didn't let any
of that stand in my way.
621
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:08,052
I just felt that
you just go forward,
622
00:34:08,088 --> 00:34:11,178
see what happens.
623
00:34:22,019 --> 00:34:25,149
One of the things
that troubles victims a lot
624
00:34:25,189 --> 00:34:28,439
is the question of,
Why me?
625
00:34:28,484 --> 00:34:30,284
Why me?
626
00:34:30,319 --> 00:34:33,449
And because of
all my experience,
627
00:34:33,489 --> 00:34:37,449
I knew there isn't an
answer to that question.
628
00:34:50,672 --> 00:34:54,432
You move on,
but it all is still
629
00:34:54,468 --> 00:34:57,888
part of the big
weaving of your life.
630
00:34:57,930 --> 00:35:02,020
It becomes part of the fabric,
the tapestry of your life,
631
00:35:02,059 --> 00:35:04,979
and it's--
so it's never gone.
632
00:35:05,020 --> 00:35:06,980
You learn how to put it
633
00:35:07,022 --> 00:35:10,902
into some kind of
manageable perspective.
634
00:35:59,908 --> 00:36:01,328
Even though
I was victimized,
635
00:36:01,368 --> 00:36:04,448
I wasn't a victim,
and I mean, my husband knows,
636
00:36:04,496 --> 00:36:07,456
but I've never
directly talked to
637
00:36:07,499 --> 00:36:09,959
my own children about it,
638
00:36:10,002 --> 00:36:13,302
because, you know, I'm Mom,
so I just don't want to be...
639
00:36:13,338 --> 00:36:15,218
You know, we want
to be Mom and Dad.
640
00:36:15,257 --> 00:36:17,587
I mean, I just wanted
to do normal things,
641
00:36:17,634 --> 00:36:19,054
be a normal person.
642
00:36:19,094 --> 00:36:23,894
I didn't want to be
marked as a victim.
643
00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:25,982
Ever.
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