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Evan was doing so well it was like a
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miracle we couldn't believe it
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you just couldn't believe it is this the
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same kid I mean here he is he's growing
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and he's popularity as his lovely
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friends they have a wonderful time
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suddenly there's hair there and his jaw
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gets firmer and he's taller than I am
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and he's a man he's a young man very
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handsome very popular with the girls but
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not really all that interested in them
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his voice went from like this to this we
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talked to him head-on do you have
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thoughts of suicide do you want to kill
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yourself you want to harm yourself and
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said no you know I don't kids to know
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that if they say certain things or if
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they do certain things they're gonna be
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stopped you know especially if they have
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parents who are attentive to what's
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going on with them so if a kid really
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doesn't want to be stopped he's not
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gonna say anything
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I remember the officers asking me
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whether there was a suicide note and we
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looked around his room and there was
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nothing and then he pointed to a
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computer to be honest the gist of the
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letter was what every fucking
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fifteen-year-old thinks about themself
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that I'm not good enough no one likes me
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things won't get better the differences
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evan felt that 20,000 times stronger
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than any normal fifteen-year-old there
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isn't a choice to cope there isn't I
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have a family the people I love and
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people who love me and you really have
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no choice but to get up and put one foot
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in front of the other and basically I
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think the thing that I think about most
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is uh I just can't believe it I can't
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believe this
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I can't believe it I can't believe I'm
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sitting here I can't believe
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that um that I gave birth to this boy
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and raised buried him I can't believe it
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it's just a sense of disbelief I don't
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know if I'll ever really understand that
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it's true that this really happened I
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can't believe it really happened I mean
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tell me it's a dream I can't believe it
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I can't and I can't believe that the
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day's continued to go by and that the
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world could choose to world date without
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them
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