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Previously on "dexter"...

Dexter: what if the ice-truck
Killer does disappear?

No, he's got
Unfinished business with me.

"dear ken, i'm in pieces.

Why the cold shoulder?
Love, barbie. "

Rita:
Paul called after you left.

He's already out of jail -
Overcrowding.

Can you believe it?

Are you fucking my wife?

Rita: next time, we'll figure
Out what to tell the kids

So you don't have
To sneak out like this.

You want there
To be a next time?

I just wish you'd go away.

Why can't you just go away
And disappear forever?

I so want to maul you
Right now.

I so want you to.

It's different.

It feels like...

I hate saying this.
It sounds fucking cheesy.

It feels like making love.

Rudy:
"barbie, be patient.

One day
We'll share a cold one. "

Dexter:
Thank god for showers.

Private time to think -

Harder to come by now that
I'm in a real relationship.

Do you mind?

Not at all.

Could you pass the soap?

Yeah.

Ooh!

Cody: it's locked!

Mom, i got to pee!

Uh, i'll be right there,
Sweetie!

Hold on a second, Buddy! I can't!

Sorry.
One-bathroom house.

Nature calls.

Cool. How did you get
That ugly scar?

cody.

Sword fight - i won.

Mom, i got to brush.

Whatever happened
To knocking?

I'm gonna be
Late for school.

You brush, you pee,
I'm just gonna...

Wow, big scar.

Sword fight - he won.

Angel: i mean, what does
"separation" mean to you?

What "separation" means to me
Is that you're separated,

And you work it out.

Now, this was
False pretenses.

I mean, i knew
She wanted a divorce

When she asked for
The separation - she lied.

Yeah, and you didn't when you
Were cheating on her, right?

"cheat" - one cheat.

That's in the singular.

One. Okay.

And i felt so crappy,
I told her the next day.

That's your problem.
You're too damn honest.

She wouldn't even
Talk about it.

And i tried to get her to see
A counselor with me.

Stop the car, man!
Stop the goddamn car!

Hey!

Stop! Police!

Doakes!

You all right?

Yeah.

The suspect's name
Was jacques bayard,

According
To his driver's license.

Haitian?

That'd be my guess.

All right.
Let's go over it again.

I saw a gun
In the suspect's waistband.

I went to question him,
And he took off running.

Angel, you saw all this.

Yeah, i saw bayard bolt,

And i turned the car
Around in pursuit.

All right, and when you went
Under the causeway...

He took a shot at me.

I took cover and returned fire
From that corner.

No, not from there.

Yeah,
From fucking right there.

But...

If you shot him
From right there,

The blood spatter would go
In that direction.

You questioning me?
'Cause i got questions for you.

The man's just doing
What he's supposed to do.

The man is
A fucking creep job!

Just focus
On the facts, okay?

The d. a.'s team
Is ready for you. You good?

I'm good.

Yeah.

You're up next.

Sorry, but i didn't
Invent physics.

He just got
Mixed up is all.

Hell, i'm not even sure
What the hell happened.

Trauma can distort
The memory.

Come on. I want you and rita
To meet my boyfriend.

It's just hard to get
A babysitter on a friday night.

Dex, you're my brother.
You should know my boyfriend.

You really like using
The "b" word, don't you?

Well, rudy is
My goddamn boyfriend,

So stop making
Bullshit excuses.

Honestly, our last double date
Was a little awkward.

I just want to make sure
This one's gonna stick.

Well, thanks for the vote
Of fucking confidence.

Dex, rudy's different.

I feel safe with him.

I think...
I'm falling for him.

Excuse me.
Where can i find dexter morgan?

Right here.

Oh, that was easy.

An urgent registered letter?
Maybe you won a sweepstakes.

Dex, you got -
You got a second?

Yeah.

Hey, you finish your report
On the shooting?

I'm walking it up to i. a.
Right now.

You still think doakes' version
Doesn't add up?

Blood never lies.

Shit.

Listen, um...

Can you sit on that
Till i talk to doakes?

Here.

No, it's yours
To sit on, stand on -

Do what you want.

Thanks.

You're welcome.

You know, it's a federal offense
To read someone else's mail.

"we regret to inform you
Of the death of your father"?

Dad died 10 years ago.

This isn't about harry.

"joseph driscoll
Of dade city, florida,

Names his son, dexter morgan
Of miami, as his executor. "

It's a will.

Well, he can't be
Your biological father.

Dad said he died before you came
To live with us.

"the body's
Awaiting cremation

While they notify
The next of kin. "

I'm your only next of kin.
Don't you fucking forget it.

Oh, and i inherited
A house.

I know the truth, because harry
Always told me the truth.

He had to. He was teaching me
Principles, a code.

He knew what i would become
Without it.

So joseph driscoll
Of dade city

Must have been mistaken.

You know what this is?

This is dexter's
New birth certificate.

The adoption
Finally went through.

You're a morgan now.

I thought i was
Already a morgan.

Well, you have been to us,
But it's official now.

It took a long time
And a lot of hurdles.

This is
An important day for us.

Hey, dad?

How come you never told us

What happened to dexter's
Real parents?

Well, they died.

I know, but how?

I don't know.
Let's not talk about it.

No, how did they die,
Dad?

It was an accident,
A tragic accident.

So, have you found out
Anything else

About this joe driscoll?

Well, i looked online.

I even looked
At police records.

There are no birth records,
No driver's license,

Just the deed to the house...

And a mention in the local paper
About his bowling team.

That's odd.

Yeah, i spoke
To the probate lawyer,

The guy
Who drafted the will.

And apparently
Joseph driscoll

Was an insurance adjuster
Of sound mind,

With no doubts
About who i was.

Dexter, you're not feeling
Any of this, are you?

You're obviously so overwhelmed
That you've shut down.

Maybe.

It's too much
For you to handle.

Yeah. I guess.

So i think i should come
With you.

Oh, no, you don't have
To do that.

Trust me.
You'll need me.

I fell asleep.

Sex like that takes
A lot out of a person.

So, are we still
Seeing your brother

For dinner friday night?

Hmm. No.
He's got to go to dade city.

What's in dade city?

I told you
He was adopted, right?

Yeah.

Some dead guy
Up in dade fucking city

Thought he was dexter's
Biological father

And left him a house.

Really?

Wow.

Man.

Mmm.
It's a mistake, a big one.

Still, though,
That's got to...

Open up some old wounds.

When are you leaving?

Me?

I'm gonna stay in bed
With you all weekend.

I thought you two
Were close.

We are.

Dex just likes to deal
With things on his own.

He doesn't need my help.

Or...

He doesn't know
How to ask for it.

I left a message

So we wouldn't have
To have this conversation.

Yeah, which is
Why i hustled over here,

So we could hash this out
Like adults.

But this adult is
Still going out of town.

Not if it means blowing off

My scheduled visit
With my kids.

That's not your call.

The kids are
Already settled at colleen's.

You can have your visit
When we get back.

Uh...

It's just that i already laid
Out cash for the tickets.

A death in the family
Trumps the circus.

Dexter is not your family.
I am.

Dexter: you ready?

Hey, paul.

Better hit the road.

ugh.

They should have served a
Cardiologist with these burgers.

Rita:
We had to eat them.

Junk food's the unwritten rule
Of the road.

It's nice.

The lawyer said there should be
A key under the mat.

Are you
My new neighbors?!

No.

No, we're just here
To clear up

Some things
With the estate.

So sad about mr. Driscoll.

He was only 60, you know -
Too young for a heart attack.

He used to clean my gutters
Every fall.

I don't know
What i'm gonna do now...

Unless you know
How to clean gutters.

Uh, we're not gonna be here
For that long.

But, uh,
You have a good day.

A bachelor lived here,
That's for sure.

Well, we can head back
Tomorrow morning,

As soon as i straighten things
Out at the morgue.

I don't want a house
In dade city.

Which means it's gonna need
To be packed up.

And i don't think
Anybody else is gonna do it,

So i guess that leaves us.

Told you you'd need me.

Hey, james.

Hey, man.

I.a. Is pressing me
On my report of the shooting.

Yeah. There's just one thing
That i can't get clear on.

It's pretty clear
From where i was standing.

Yeah...

Except i could have sworn

That i heard your 9-millimeter
Go off before the.38.

Now, there's lots of reasons

It could have
Gone down that way.

If bayard even
Just aimed at you,

It's still all right
To shoot.

Except he shot first,
When i came around the corner.

The blood-spatter report Says it
couldn't have Gone down that way.

You saying i'm a liar?

No, i'm saying that maybe you're
Not remembering right.

This may come as a fucking
Shock to you, angel,

But you're not
The only honest cop in miami.

Look, i just want to know
Why a man is dead.

You want to come at me,
You come at me straight.

You want it straight?
I did not see a gun.

Angel.

I need to talk to you.

Help me out, man.

Is that joe?

Must be.

Huh.

It's weird, but he looks
A little bit like you...

But not really.

Those seem to be the only
Pictures in the house.

There's no family
Or kids' photos.

Lonely.

Dexter.

Hi.
Hey.

Surprise.

I know you can't ask
For my help,

But it's my duty to,
You know...

Help while you deal
With old wounds...

Or wha- jesus.

Whatever. I'm here.

So it appears.

Mm-hmm,
And this is rudy.

Hey.

I've waited a long time
To meet you.

And you must be rita.

Hi.
Hi.

He came here for me -
For the both of us.

Isn't he great?

A lot of work
To pack all this up.

Even with the four of us,
It'll take us the whole weekend.

The whole weekend?

Where should i put
Our stuff?

It's too eerie,
Sleeping in a dead man's house.

I saw a motel 6
On the way in.

We could stay here
And save the money.

Rita: i mean, it is late,

And we'd probably get more
Packing done if we stayed here.

It's up to you, dex.
Just say the word.

As long as you don't mind
The sofa bed.

Okay, i'll go look
For some clean sheets.

How did a death
Turn into a couples' weekend?

Luckily, i get up
Earlier than normal people.

Rudy: coffee?

thanks.

I've got to hit
The morgue.

Want company?

no.

Thank you, though.

It's private.

I get it.

I gave joe a physical
Once a year, like clockwork,

So no history of heart disease,
But it happens.

It appears so.

We were about to send him
To a crematorium.

We thought his son
Should have a chance

To pay his last respects.

I'm not his son.

Estrangement in a family
Is a shame,

But death is
The great unifier.

Huh. That's
An interesting tattoo.

Joe said he picked
That up in nam.

You can be proud.
He was a patriot.

Uh, perhaps he was
Also an ex-convict.

Excuse me?

It's a prison tattoo.

It's done with a pen
And ballpoint ink.

It's three or four decades old,
Judging by the fade.

Son, i knew joe.
He was no ex-convict.

He was a good man,
A quiet man,

And a damn good bowler.

How'd you determine
Cardiac arrest?

Was there damage
To the coronary artery?

It's, uh,
Professional curiosity.

I work in forensics,
Down in miami.

I see.

Well, uh, i found microaneurisms
In the retinas.

It's common with seizures
During a heart attack.

It's also a sign
Of diabetic retinopathy.

Son, i may be
A small-town doctor,

But i know a heart attack
When i see one.

Who knows what caused it -

Stress, inactivity...

French fries -

But knowing
Won't bring him back.

* i wanna know *

* have you ever seen the rain? *

* coming down *

It's hard to accept
So many unanswered questions,

But sometimes...

No, you're right...

Dr. Pittman.

Yeah, this is really hard.

You mind if i just take
A minute alone with...

Dad?

I'll be next door
In my office.

Masuka.

Hey, it's dexter morgan.

Dude,
I know your last name.

I need a favor,
A dna comparison.

I thought you were away
With the girlfriend.

What? She surfing
The crimson wave?

I'm just helping out
A local agency.

I'm gonna send you
Two blood samples.

I need it a. s.a. p.

Do a tox screen, will you?

Hey, romeo, if this is your idea
Of a romantic weekend,

You're gonna be a bachelor
For a very long time.

Yeah.

Man: run another i. v.

Let's keep
His blood levels volumized.

Man #2:
What's his pressure?

Woman:
It's 80 and dropping.

We may need
To do a belly tap.

Hey, dex.
Buddy, i'm here.

It hurts, dad.
What happened?

He tried to climb a fence
To get debra's ball,

But a dog chased after him,

And he fell
On a wrought-iron post.

Is he gonna be all right?

We can keep him stable
For a while.

But he's gonna need surgery to
Repair some internal bleeding,

And that's a problem.

Can we talk
Over here, please?

Dex,
I'll be right back.

Hold your brother's hand,
Sweetie.

Okay, the complication is
With your son's blood type.

I don't want
To talk about this.

Why are you being
Like this?!

You don't need to mention
That in front of anybody.

Are you crazy?!

He could die.
You've got to go now.

So, you heard
The.38 go off

Before sergeant doakes'
9- millimeter.

Then i went under the causeway,
And i saw the suspect...

Mr. Bayard.

...mr. Bayard
On the ground,

His gun lying next to him.

And you're sure
It was mr. Bayard's gun?

Well,
The.38 wasn't mine.

And sergeant doakes
Had his niner in his hands.

Did you see mr. Bayard
Carrying the gun

Before the foot chase began?

Sergeant doakes did.

Did you see mr. Bayard
Acting suspiciously?

Did you know mr. Bayard
Worked as a janitor?

I - how the fuck
Would i know that?

Never got so much
As a parking ticket

Since he immigrated from haiti
15 years ago.

He got a lot more than that
This time, didn't he?

Are you sure you heard
The.38 go off

Before sergeant doakes'
9- millimeter?

Joe bought this house
Outright in 1976,

Paid cash,
No records before that.

No records,
No childhood photos...

The guy was 60,

But it's like his life
Started when he was 30.

You know, you're right.
He's right.

So, what happened
Between years one and 29?

Maybe he butchered
His entire family.

Yeah, or he walked out
On his two wives

And a lot of bad debt.

The guy was a loser,
After all.

Who else owns
This many bowling balls?

What do you think, dex?

I think joe spent
Some time in prison,

Probably mixed
With some bad people.

Maybe he had
To hide from them.

Whatever it was,
Drugs were involved -

Narcotics anonymous.

Paul used to get these,

Except he never made it
Past the welcome chip.

Looks like joe
Was clean for...

Let me guess - 30 years.

Rudy: well, joe said no
To the drugs,

But not his rock 'n' roll.

Nothing in his collection
Post-1980.

Got to love a purist.

* whoo *

* ohh *

* slow ride *

Oh, good. Dancing.

* take it easy *

* slow ride *

* take it easy *

* slow ride *

* take it easy *

* i'm in the mood *

* the rhythm is right *

* move to the music *

* we can roll all night *

* oooh, oooh *

* slow ride *

* oooh, oooh *

* slow ride *

Hello?

Hey, babe.
It's paul.

Just making sure
Dear dexter

Is dealing decently
With his dead dad.

* slow ride *

We're fine.
Everyone's fine, all right?

We'll see you on monday.

No, no, no.

Talk to me.
You having fun?

'Cause i'm not.

Paul.

I would have.

I could have taken
My kids to the circus.

We'd be eating peanuts
Right now,

Stepping in elephant shit.

Paul, this is not helping
My confidence in you.

Oh, i think you've got enough
Confidence for both of us.

Look, if you want to work

Towards building
More visitation days, not less,

You need to avoid this
Kind of behavior right here.

Now, i think you might just want
To politely hang up.

Okay.

You're right.

I'm sorry.

You have a great weekend.

A secret life - the only thing
Joe and i have in common.

There's nothing else
In this house to connect us.

Hiding out?

Cleaning up.

I can only imagine
What you're going through.

A lot of lemon-fresh joy.

You joke.

It's good defense,
By the way.

Thank you, i think.

Still, the possibility has
Got to be weighing on you.

What possibility?

That joe could
Actually be your dad.

The only way
That's a possibility

Is if harry was wrong.

And, uh, that's
Just not possible.

Or he lied.

Man: don't you worry,
Little man.

You're not gonna feel
A thing.

I thought there was a problem -
You know, the blood?

Your dad fixed it.

See, you have a very special
Blood type - a. b. Negative.

It's hard to come by,
And our supply was low.

But your dad knew somebody
With blood just like yours.

You're very lucky.

Can i have a moment
With my son?

Yeah.

Hey, dex.

Everything's gonna be fine.
You'll be good as new.

I will?

Hey, would i lie to you?

Angel:
When my father was dying,

He just asked me
For one thing -

Deber�a ser
Un hombre honesto.

"be an honest man. "

That's all he asked.

I made him that promise,
And that's why i'm a cop.

Now this haitian man is dead,

And i don't know why,

But i know it ain't right.

But if i talk...

I'll be a rat
To the whole precinct.

But if i lie -

Hold up.

Go ahead.

The blood spatter
Doesn't match doakes' report.

Also...

...i heard doakes' 9-millimeter
Go off before the.38.

But he must
Have had good cause.

So doakes fired first.

Doakes fired first.

I hope tuna's all right.

Mmm,
Love me a little mercury.

That's dexter's.

Oh, he's out stealing
Garbage-can space

From the neighbors.

Criminal - i like it.

Mmm, it's the station.

Morgan here.

Wait. Did i call
The hot morgan by mistake?

Freudian.

My subconscious
Has been exposed.

Well, zip it up and tell me
What's going on.

I got the results.

On doakes' shooting?
Has he been cleared?

On the dna test.

What dna test?

You trusted dad your entire
Life, so why question him now?

Am i missing something?

Dna test?

Masuka called?

Your biological father
Was dead.

Dad told us that.
I remember.

So, the dna
Came back negative?

It was a match.

Joe driscoll
Was your bio dad.

Interesting.

Do you think dad...

Lied?

I think he might have known
Joe was here...

...five hours up i-95
My whole life.

Well, he must have had
A damn good reason.

And i'm not gonna let
Some guy you didn't even know

Draw him into question.

Deb, i'm not
Questioning anything.

That's why you got
A tox screen, too.

I need to clear my head.

Where are your car keys?

Deb, i ordered
The tox screen

Because joe had no history
Of heart disease

And the coroner's report
Was inept.

You did it

Because, for some reason,
He is important to you.

It was
Professional curiosity.

Then you will be
Professionally glad to know

That the only toxin
In his system was a sedative,

Which he probably took to...

I don't know, sleep.

Rita:
That would surprise me.

Joe was 30 years sober,
And i haven't found anything

Stronger than advil
In his medicine cabinet.

It wouldn't be
The first time

An addict
Fell off the wagon, rita.

Or someone slipped him
The sedative

So he wouldn't struggle when
He was injected with something.

Like?

Diabetic insulin.

It can cause cardiac arrest.

We've seen it before.

It's nearly impossible
To detect

Unless you can find
A point of injection,

Which i wasn't looking for,
But if i had a chance -

Debra: jesus christ!

He's not even your family.

Mom and dad were. I am.

Are you gonna start
Questioning me now?

You? Why would i -

Joe driscoll was
Obviously bad fucking news,

Which is why dad didn't want you
To know anything about him!

Doesn't that matter
To you?!

Uh...

I don't know
What you want from me.

I want what dad wanted.

I want nothing
To do with this guy.

Let's just finish packing up
This crappy house

And walk the fuck away!

All right. That sounds
Like a good plan. Okay?

I guess i understand
Why deb is upset.

We both idolized harry,
Lived by what he taught us...

Though deb never had
To be taught

Not to kill innocent people.

That's why she doesn't
Understand why i need to know.

Howdy, neighbor.
Let me get that for you.

Oh.
Well, thank you.

I was just wondering -
Did you happen to notice

Any visitors
Over at joe's last week?

Visitors?
Oh, i'm not sure.

I'm just wondering if he has
Any outstanding bills -

A gardener, maybe,
Or a delivery person, repairman?

Well, come to think of it,

There was a, um, cable repairman
Here last week.

He was polite.

But, you know, he couldn't
Fix my tv antenna.

You remember
What he looked like?

Oh.

Well, he had dark hair...

Average height -
Normal, i suppose.

I did some checking
On our suspect jacques bayard.

You lending i. a. A hand?

I just like to know what's
Going on in my department.

And what is going on?

Turns out mr. Bayard

Changed his name
When he immigrated here.

Used to be rene thibault,

A former officer
In the haitian military.

Didn't your tour in the army

Include some special op
In haiti?

Right.

"special" means
You don't talk about it.

But i know you've heard
As many horror stories as i have

About what went on down there
With those death squads.

What were they called?

Tonton macoutes.

Yeah, "the bogeymen. "

They did a lot
Of terrible things,

Killed a lot of people.

They made mothers carry
The heads of their dead sons,

Forced fathers to rape
Their daughters.

They tied cinder blocks around
People's necks and drowned them

And put mutilated bodies
In trees

And killed anybody who tried
To take them down.

This man, jacques bayard,

If he did those things...

He deserved a lot worse
Than he got.

Don't worry, james.

It'll be over soon.

I know it will.

If joe was shot up
With insulin,

There will be
An injection welt...

Maybe between his toes
Or in a freckle.

If it's there, i'll find it.

Small towns.

Come on, dr. Pittman,

Which crematorium
Did you send joe to?

Hey! You! Stop!

Come on!

Rudy: get in!

Heard you sneak out.

Took a guess
Where you were headed.

Figuring i'd need a ride?

Figured i could talk you
Out of it.

No such luck, huh?

Deb will be delighted.

As far as i know,
You went out for a walk.

Jesus, dex,
Did you steal something?

Well, my fingerprints
Were all over it.

I figured it was prudent
To get rid of the evidence.

It's just a box of ashes.

Joe was cremated, then.

Yep.

Guess you weren't able
To find out

If he was injected
With anything.

No.

What are you gonna do
With him?

I don't know.

Hmm, dumpster?

I have a better idea.

You know...

No matter what harry said,

No matter what deb thinks,

That's your father.

Cardboard box.

I know you don't want
To acknowledge it,

Which is why you're running
Around, breaking and entering,

Searching for some killer.

But you took that

Because there's
A part of you

That knows that this...

That box...

Is your real father.

My father.

Sounds strange.

I know.

Rita: oh, hey.

You all right?

I was just getting some air.

Mmm.

Oh, hey, i found something
In joe's closet.

It's just a bunch of papers.
They're over there.

Any clues?

Harry: hey, buddy.

How you feeling?

Good.

It kind of itches,
But they have ice cream here.

Life's a trade-off.

What are you making there?

A thank-you card.

See? The nurse brought me
The crayons and everything.

Who's it for?

Well, she said
I should thank

The man
Who gave me the blood.

I mean, that's normal, right,
Giving thank-you cards?

Yes, it is.

It's just that he's gone.

And we won't be
Seeing him again.

I'm sorry.

That's all right.

It - it doesn't
Really mean anything.

Yeah, it does.

You keep drawing, son.

I'll make sure
It finds him.

Okay.

You had the case dropped?

Excuse me.

I.a. Dropped doakes' case.

Do you seriously think

I have any say
Over what i. a. Does?

I put everything
On the line.

I told i. a. The truth,

And there's a lot of evidence
To back that up.

What the hell happened?

Maria, i deserve to know.

All i know is that i. a.
Got a call

From an agency in washington.

What agency?
I'm guessing military.

They said the case involved

Some sensitive
Foreign-relations issues,

So they were gonna handle it
From there.

They disappeared it.

Doakes had
A history with them.

I figured special forces,
But this kind of reach -

You think it was
Black ops, cia?

Maybe.

Probably.

And i ratted him out.
Jesus christ.

Angel...

You did
What you thought was right.

Squeak, squeak.

Do you have a problem?

Officer benson,

You just bumped
Into your superior.

I believe you owe
Detective batista an apology!

Yes, sir.

I'm sorry, sir.

I know i should be sorry

That we met
Under these circumstances,

But truthfully,

I think it was the best way
To get to know you.

Realtor says
You won't get much for it.

Well... more than
If i kept it.

Are we good?

We're fine.

All right.

I'll see you
Back at the station.

Cable repairman.

Wait! Wait!

No, no, don't go.

Wait!

Please, i want
To ask you something.

Wait!

alone again.

finally.

You know what?

I'm glad you were here.

Thought you would be.

Yoo-hoo!

The cable repairman -

Did he say anything
About my tv antenna?!

No!

Paul:
Rita, it's me.

They're asleep.

Yeah, well, i should have
Been here, okay?

It's late and you're drunk

And you can't keep
Coming by here unannounced.

You don't call
The shots, okay?

Look, paul,
I want you to leave.

I don't give
A fuck what you want.

I want my fucking kids!

You're gonna scare them.
They don't want to see me?

Those kids
Are gonna remember

Who the head
Of this fucking family is.

Hey!

You're right.

I've been awful.

I- i just didn't realize
I was hurting you so much.

But i can make it up to you.

Let me try.

Where are you going?

Want to play rough?
Huh? Is that what you want?

No! No!

Fuck you, whore.

Come on.

Come on!

Ugh!

Wake up. Wake up.
Come on.

Ohh.

* goes through the circle
Fast and slow *

* i know *

* it can't stop, i wonder *

* i want to know *

I had a father...

Someone other than harry
Who called me son.

The thought
Never even occurred to me.

Harry was all i needed.

It was harry
Who always had the answers.

He knew who was
Good, bad, safe...

And dangerous.

I built my life
On harry's code.

I lived by it.

But harry lied.

Why would he do that?

What else don't i know?

My concrete foundation
Is turning to shifting sand.

Maybe rudy was right -

You never can
Truly know anyone.