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Look at the sunset right now,
you guys.
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-Beautiful.
-Gorgeous.
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Your bedtime's in an hour.
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I know.
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Are you guys ready to learn
about who we're helping tonight?
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- Yeah!
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Her name is Deanna Muñoz.
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Hey, Deanna Muñoz.
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I am second-generation
Mexican-American,
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other people would know as Chicano,
Chicana, or Chicanx.
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Use Chicanx
if you don't want to define a gender.
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So, I am 150 percent Chicana.
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I absolutely love Mexican culture,
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but I don't speak Spanish.
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My lifestyle is lowrider shows
and that's who I am.
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What is lowrider culture?
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Lowrider cars go up and down,
so they have hydraulics on 'em,
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and they're usually painted in amazing--
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-Like in the Snoop Dogg videos?
-Yes!
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-It's cool!
-It's so beautiful, it's so cool.
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-The music, driving around at night...
-I love it.
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- Let's have fun.
-I dated a guy once
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-just because he had a lowrider.
-I'm sure you did.
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Deanna is 42, from Kansas City, Missouri.
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Not only is she a wife
and a mother of four,
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she works as a project manager
for Hallmark Corporate.
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And she's also the founder
of the Latino Arts Festival.
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-Ooh, I love a cultured lady.
- Nice.
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The Latino Arts Festival
is a one-day festival
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that includes
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art and poetry and lowriders.
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It is definitely my life's mission
to celebrate my heritage.
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Celebrate it, live it, love it, shove it
down the throats of everybody.
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Nurturing aspiring artists
is her life's calling,
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and she dreams of starting
an arts foundation one day.
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-I know.
-So, this is, like, purely non-profit.
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I love someone who wants to give back
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-to their community and culture.
-Yeah.
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My dad came here when he was young.
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Growing up, I lived in the suburbs
of Olathe, Kansas.
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But I was taken out of my heritage because
my dad wanted us to have a good life.
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He wanted to protect us.
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So, I'm living in a world
where I'm not Mexican enough
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and I'm not white enough,
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so it's always been a constant battle
in my life.
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But now I'm in it and I love it
and I embrace my culture.
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That is truly who I am.
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She was nominated by Marisa,
her childhood best friend
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and by her son, Dalinuel.
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-Dalinuel? I love that name.
-Yes, Dalinuel!
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I love my mom a lot,
she is my best friend.
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She does great stuff for the community,
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but my mom needs help
with her professional presence,
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because that's where the sponsorships
are gonna come from
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and that's how she could actually
take this festival to the next level.
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My friend is great, my friend
is beautiful on the inside and out.
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But Deanna doesn't feel
that within herself.
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The confidence isn't there.
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It's always something
that someone has said to me
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that I keep inside of me.
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"You don't have a degree.
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You were a mom at 16.
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You're Mexican-American.
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You don't look like somebody
that should be doing this.
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You're not dressed like somebody
that should be doing this."
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She usually wears sneakers and shorts
showing off her tattoos.
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I love a woman with tattoos.
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I have 13.
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He's got my name tattooed on his ass.
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When it comes to grooming, she's been
wearing the same hairstyle and makeup
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since the '90s.
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I make fun of her all the time just 'cause
the amount of hairspray she goes through.
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I used to hairspray my hair so bad
that it'd actually get stuck
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and I couldn't move my head.
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When it comes to food, Antoni,
Deanna's insecure about her cooking.
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-Oh, my gosh!
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Deanna's cooking is non-existent.
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So Monday through Friday, the family
eats dinner at her mother-in-law's,
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SeñoraEsperanza's house.
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She doesn't even have
the proper cooking gear,
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and guests know to bring their own things
when they visit.
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Whoa.
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Has anybody delivered any artwork?
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Um, I don't think so,
but let me check with Irene.
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The Third Annual Latino Arts Festival
is at the end of this week.
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Last year, over 2,000 guests attended,
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but this time, Deanna is finally stepping
into her role as the founder.
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I've never spoken at my events.
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For the last three years, I've had
everybody else talk about my passion.
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And the more
I allow that to happen,
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the more that passion gets dimmer.
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But now it's my turn,
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and I need to be able to tell people
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why it's important.
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So, our mission this week
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is to take Deanna from ridin' low
to ridin' high.
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Yeah!
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♪ Oh, things just keep getting better ♪
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This food is so good.
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There's more food here.
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There's, like, chile rellenos,
there's tortillas, uh...
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- Who said, "Me, too?" You?
-Yeah.
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Girl, you look good.
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-Do you like chocolate?
-I got brown sugar already, honey.
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- It's a very pretty neighborhood.
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Wow, look at all these cars!
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- Is that an old Chevy?
- Oh.
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- These can't be the lowrider cars.
- Yeah.
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-I can see the hydraulics underneath it.
- Cute!
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Yo, look at the trim on that!
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Oh, now he likes it. It's blingy.
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-Hi.
-Hello.
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-Deanna?
- Oh, look at your boo!
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Oh, look at your jacket!
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We just literally, like,
crashed the par-tay.
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-Let me touch it! Let me touch it!
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Hey, Deanna!
How gorgeous are you?
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-Jonathan!
-Beautiful.
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Can I get all up in your hair?
Can I touch you?
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Honey, 1987 called
and they want their hair techniques back.
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It can't just be, like, teasing.
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It's a lot.
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-Hi, Deanna!
- Oh, my Gosh! Hi! Oh, my God!
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You're my favorite.
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-You are beautiful.
-Thank you.
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So, who owns all those lowriders outside?
They are so cool.
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- All these guys.
- They're all yours?
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-Gorgeous.
-All of them.
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There are so many people in here.
It reminds me of home.
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-This is our family.
- So, you guys get together,
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you all eat together...
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-Yes.
-So that's, like, your version of like a--
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-a bangin' night out.
-That's all we do.
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-Wait.
- Baby.
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- She needs to go potty.
- Oh, no!
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You go first. I'll go after, it's fine.
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They have it in the Latino community,
we have it in my Middle-Eastern community.
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Your home is an open house.
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Like, there's always an open door
and anybody's welcome.
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-And now, what's your name again?
-Penelope.
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Penelope, you're so pretty,
nice to meet you.
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These are the chile rillenos.
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So, um, that is something
I maybe know how to cook,
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-but I'll tell you everything...
-Why maybe? Why--
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'Cause I don't cook.
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-Who makes your food?
-My mother-in-law.
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She cooks for the family every night,
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and then on weekends, uh,
we usually buy out.
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- Is that your husband behind you?
-That's Aaron!
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-I was looking for him.
-You skulking in the background?
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Did she get you
into lowriding culture or is it
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-something you both kind of come from?
-No.
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- We met at a car--
-That's where we met.
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-Oh, at a car show?
-Oh, nice.
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He was on top of a car and...
But he didn't want me,
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-so he and his friends...
- Huh? What?
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-I was... I don't know.
-You were busy!
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You were a little distracted. It's fine.
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Where do you guys wanna start?
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-This is our kitchen.
- You take us.
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-You have a really pretty house.
-Thank you.
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Very gorg'. Very much beige.
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So, it's a chile poblano.
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What's the queso inside?
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-It's Mexican cheese.
-Mexican cheese.
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- Want a burrito?
-I'm gonna wait a minute.
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What's going on
in this beautiful chaos?
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Uh, so... Arts Foundation,
Aaron's shop, medical...
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So, In this massive house,
this is the office?
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This is the office.
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I wanna know a little bit more
about the organization.
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My third year now,
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and I had a lot of help
from Diversity and Inclusion in my work.
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The festival started
because of your story.
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-Yes.
-What was your story?
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I had a son when I was young,
I was 16,
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and so,I was planning
on doing graphic designing,
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didn't get my degree.
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When I had my daughter and she was six
and she started doing creative writing,
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her stories were just, like, mind-blowing.
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I was like, "I need someone to help her,
I need a tutor, something."
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-Yeah.
-And I couldn't find it.
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And I was like, "Well, if you can't
find it, I guess I can do it myself."
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-Oh!
-Yeah!
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I love that!
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Wait, sorry, hold the mic.
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-Just one second.
-She's feeding you. This is what happens.
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Your middle name is "Resourceful," honey.
I love it.
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- Thank you!
-There's no need
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-ever in this house.
-So sweet.
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So good.
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So can we see the rest?
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-Yes.
-It's cute!
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-This is a beautiful home.
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Jeez, honey.
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Cool.
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You never know when you might need a quick
workout before getting into your dress.
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-That's how I feel.
-That's how I feel.
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This is the largest container
of hot sauce I've ever seen in my life.
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Six, seven, eight, nine, ten,
11, 12... 13.
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That is an ample amount of hairspray.
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I've found a couple things already
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-that I wanna talk about.
-Oh, no!
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-Oh, yes!
-Tell me about this.
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So... I actually did wear those to work.
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Like, that's so sad.
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-Tell me how that went down.
-Not really good.
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People thought that I was gonna
hurt myself,
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so they were always like,
"Why are you wearing those?"
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Because this is definitely,
like, club wear.
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-Yeah.
-Club wear.
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-And you've got a few of them.
- I do.
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-I had to get every color.
-You've got a few of them.
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But the look doesn't always resonate with,
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you know, going into a boardroom
and it's like,
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"Oh, she's just a child."
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So, it's always made my confidence
kind of low.
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Okay, then my question is,
who is the Deanna in your mind?
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It's like I still want my--
So, even if I do my hair and my liner,
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that's-- that's me.
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-Okay.
-But I don't have to wear my Cortezes.
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I love the-- I love the Cortezes.
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We'll find a way to rock those
where it's a little more...
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polished.
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Right now, we have Corporate America,
but Las Vegas Corporate America.
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I love that you're not afraid
of a blazer.
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And then, Club Wear Workout Girl,
super-super young.
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There's gotta be somewhere in the middle
where Deanna still feels young
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without her looking unprofessional.
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However, it doesn't mean we can't have
a kiss of what she feels comfortable with.
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I don't want you to feel like you have
to stifle yourself and who you truly are,
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but it seems like you've got
outside-of-work Deanna down.
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-Yes.
-Let's figure out polish.
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Okay.
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How often do you buy tortillas in stores?
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-Never.
-Never.
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Garbage, for you.
Like, "Why would I even ever do that?"
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You ever have a gordita?
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-Gordita?
- White people call them "pitas."
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-Pitas?
-They're not pitas, they're gorditas.
241
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I'm Polish-Canadian,
so I wanna call it a gordita.
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Let's sit and chat about the festival.
243
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Well, so my goal is to do the foundation.
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So, what would your foundation do?
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Free space open to anybody
that's an artist.
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They can come and get mentored,
they can come and have free classes.
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We can sell their artwork for them.
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All these kids really want is a space
where people can tell them,
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"You can do this."
250
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So, do you wash
and blow-dry your hair
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-from scratch every day?
-No.
252
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-Do you ever wear your hair back?
-Uh, no.
253
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I really just wanna show you
different ways to style your hair.
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You shouldn't feel like your
look is wearing you.
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I feel like you've gotten to a place
256
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where you're almost, like,
beholden to your look.
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Do I love my mustache? Yes.
258
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But when I start lookin' like a walrus,
259
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when this thing starts wearing me,
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I'mma have to say, "Bye, girl.
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You've been great. I...
You know, it was fun."
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We just need to kind of find our balance.
But I wanna moisturize this girl up.
263
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-Yes.
-We're gonna moisturize her.
264
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Did you make this guacamole,
as well?
265
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Yes.
266
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'Cause I always put lime juice in it,
that prevents it from browning.
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With sour cream is better.
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Okay!
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I've gotten a lot of attitude for putting
Greek yogurt in my guacamole.
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-But...
- It's the bestthing.
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You heard it here.
It is not crazy to put dairy in guacamole.
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It's creamy...
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And keep it green all the time.
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Boom! Mic drop!
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Hey, everyone.
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This magical woman just told me
that she puts sour cream
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in her guacamole.
278
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Have you been paid to say that?
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I love you so much.
Namaste. See you in a minute.
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I've never been in a home that felt
like a community like this before,
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and I think that food, for me,
is always at the center
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of any type of gathering
or getting together, as well.
283
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Absolutely, and other people
make it for us.
284
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So, what do you make if you're not
going over to your mom-in-law's?
285
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I can make a mean Italian.
286
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Whoa! You're Mexican-American.
287
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You have a social responsibility to be
able to create at least a couple of dishes
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-for your kids to learn.
-That's what I wanna do,
289
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but I just-- I can't.
290
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I don't know-- I can, but I can't, so...
291
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And I think in a lot of cultures,
it's actually very normal
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to go to your parents' house
or your in-laws'
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and have them provide for a meal.
294
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-Your dear sweet mom-in-law--
-I know.
295
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Who I heard, like, doesn't speak English
and she just makes the best Mexican food.
296
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And it's, like, important for your kids
to be able to have something to take on
297
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-that they can pass to future generations.
-Yes.
298
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A lot of people don't know this.
My parents are Jamaican and Cuban.
299
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- Oh, wow.
-But we don't have
300
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-a big connection to the Cuban side.
-Okay.
301
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And I always feel bad that I always talk
more about the Jamaican side
302
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instead of the Cuban side.
303
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And so to, like, sit here with, like,
a fresh Latina...
304
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-Yes.
-...who is, like, rockin' it
305
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-and just, like, proud of her culture...
-Yes.
306
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...is, like, really amazing to me.
307
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The culture's Mexican-American,
so it's like a lot of people, like,
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either hide it or they're, like,
309
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"I don't--" They don't understand it.
They're like, "What does that mean?"
310
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"You're not really Mexican,
not really American."
311
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-I'm both and I embrace both of 'em.
-Of course.
312
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You know? It's okay to do that.
313
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You're right,
a lot of people don't understand it.
314
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-Yeah.
-From driving through,
315
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this is a very beautiful neighborhood.
316
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-Is there any other Mexicans...
-Yes.
317
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-...or African Americans?
-No.
318
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-What do your neighbors think about you?
319
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I know we get the looks
and the stares of--
320
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of our cars and, you know,
even when we bought the house
321
00:13:42,696 --> 00:13:47,076
my husband was assumed he was
the worker, you know, not the homeowner.
322
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There's been some
passive-aggressiveness of,
323
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you know, racist things
that have been said.
324
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Yeah.
325
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That's why the festival's important to me.
At least, I'm doing my part.
326
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It's a--
A lot of people putting me down,
327
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a lot of people saying, "Really?
328
00:14:01,966 --> 00:14:04,468
You? You don't look like somebody
that would be doing it."
329
00:14:04,552 --> 00:14:06,095
-And that hurts.
-It hurts.
330
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I also relate to that feeling,
331
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when there's so many outside influences
that are trying to knock you down.
332
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I just want my kids
to know that I tried.
333
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You know? I did something.
334
00:14:17,481 --> 00:14:18,899
You're pushing and you're trying
335
00:14:18,983 --> 00:14:20,901
and you want to show your kids
what's good.
336
00:14:20,985 --> 00:14:22,319
I'm just so inspired by you.
337
00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:23,737
-Thank you.
-I mean...
338
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Seriously, these cars are so fresh.
339
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-Can I get in there?
- Go ahead.
340
00:14:30,744 --> 00:14:31,871
Oh, my gosh.
341
00:14:33,956 --> 00:14:36,667
-Oh! Oh! Oh!
-Oh, my!
342
00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:40,504
Do they come in fuchsia pink or no?
343
00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:41,839
-You could make it.
-Oh, yeah.
344
00:14:43,007 --> 00:14:45,634
So, we are excited
about this event for you this weekend,
345
00:14:45,718 --> 00:14:47,553
and I think we all know
how we can help you.
346
00:14:47,636 --> 00:14:50,139
-I'm, like, ready. I'm so ready.
-It's gonna be a great week.
347
00:14:50,222 --> 00:14:52,308
How you say "heritage" in Spanish?
Does anyone know?
348
00:14:52,391 --> 00:14:54,059
-Herencia.
- Herencia!
349
00:14:54,143 --> 00:14:56,353
Let's do that. Yes, queen,
we're bilingual with our lingo.
350
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-Two, three, herencia.
- Herencia!
351
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-Yeah! I love it!
-All right!
352
00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:04,111
♪ It feels like we're on fire ♪
353
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♪ It feels like we're on fire ♪
354
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There is a way of maintaining
your culture and your style
355
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without having to sacrifice
professionalism.
356
00:15:14,747 --> 00:15:16,916
Do I want her to be Boring Office Lady?
357
00:15:16,999 --> 00:15:18,083
No, I don't.
358
00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:20,669
But I want her to feel
comfortable sitting at that table.
359
00:15:20,836 --> 00:15:22,588
Is she Mexican? Is she American?
360
00:15:22,671 --> 00:15:24,340
She's a beautiful mix
of both of those things,
361
00:15:24,423 --> 00:15:28,135
and the fact that she doesn't know
how to prepare traditional Mexican meals,
362
00:15:28,218 --> 00:15:30,763
I want her to tap
into her Mexican heritage.
363
00:15:30,846 --> 00:15:32,640
I want her to be able to teach
her kids that.
364
00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:36,769
I just wanna, like,
show Deanna the multifaceted boundaries
365
00:15:36,852 --> 00:15:38,395
of her grooming and her personality.
366
00:15:38,479 --> 00:15:41,190
Like, let's just make like Dora
and go exploring.
367
00:15:41,273 --> 00:15:44,109
Also, I, like, literally forgot
that Dora was even, like, a Latina.
368
00:15:44,193 --> 00:15:47,446
It's Deanna's dream to take
what she's done with this art festival
369
00:15:47,529 --> 00:15:48,697
and make it bigger.
370
00:15:48,781 --> 00:15:49,782
She needs space,
371
00:15:49,865 --> 00:15:52,409
so I've decided I'm gonna
find her an office.
372
00:15:52,493 --> 00:15:54,745
Growing up
in a predominantly white neighborhood,
373
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I felt like, "I don't belong here."
374
00:15:56,914 --> 00:15:59,208
I told myself constantly,
"You do belong here."
375
00:15:59,291 --> 00:16:01,293
But Deanna has a different loop
playing in her head.
376
00:16:01,377 --> 00:16:04,338
She only hears the people telling her
that she's not worthy.
377
00:16:04,421 --> 00:16:07,049
And I need to help her
to quiet those voices.
378
00:16:17,351 --> 00:16:19,269
All right, Deanna,
after you, my love.
379
00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:21,772
- Okay. Thank you.
- You're welcome.
380
00:16:22,231 --> 00:16:24,191
Okay, so you don't usually
381
00:16:24,274 --> 00:16:25,859
-come into boutiques.
- I do not.
382
00:16:26,193 --> 00:16:29,113
Usually, I'm, like, in an outdoor mall
and it's usually, like,
383
00:16:29,196 --> 00:16:30,155
Forever 21...
384
00:16:30,239 --> 00:16:32,408
Like, if I were to go to--
to another name brand store,
385
00:16:32,491 --> 00:16:34,660
like, I don't feel comfortable
in those stores.
386
00:16:34,910 --> 00:16:36,745
-Yeah.
-Like, I feel comfortable in what I'm in
387
00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:39,957
and, like, the lowrider shows and
the car clubs, I get to be who I am there,
388
00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:40,874
I'm comfortable.
389
00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:43,711
And I think I love these type of tops
because they show off my tattoos.
390
00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:45,295
-Yes, queen.
-Love to be.
391
00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:46,630
- As you should be.
-Yes.
392
00:16:46,714 --> 00:16:48,048
As you should be. Yes.
393
00:16:48,924 --> 00:16:51,760
So, coming into a store like this,
sometimes it can be intimidating.
394
00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:55,014
A little bit. It's very fancy.
395
00:16:55,097 --> 00:16:56,306
-Don't use the word "fancy."
-Okay.
396
00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:59,101
That makes it sound like
it's out of your reach.
397
00:16:59,184 --> 00:17:01,437
It's not. You are a professional woman.
398
00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:04,273
This isn't fancy for you,
this is appropriate for you.
399
00:17:04,356 --> 00:17:06,275
Forever 21, the clue is in the name.
400
00:17:06,358 --> 00:17:09,278
She has a daughter who is probably
around about that age.
401
00:17:09,361 --> 00:17:13,449
At that point, maybe let Forever 21 go,
and go for something more age-appropriate.
402
00:17:13,907 --> 00:17:17,411
I'm already noticing your hoops,
and I love your hoops.
403
00:17:17,494 --> 00:17:20,998
So maybe there's other ways we can add in
so you still feel very much like
404
00:17:21,081 --> 00:17:23,000
-a multicultural person.
-Yeah.
405
00:17:23,083 --> 00:17:24,626
Without that being the only thing
406
00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:25,794
-that represents you.
-Okay.
407
00:17:26,420 --> 00:17:29,882
Deanna's wardrobe right now
is like a tale of two cultures.
408
00:17:29,965 --> 00:17:33,969
She looks bold, cool, young,
but if I didn't know better,
409
00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:36,930
I would have no idea
that she runs a respectable organization.
410
00:17:37,014 --> 00:17:38,807
-Deanna, you ready?
- Yes, I am.
411
00:17:38,891 --> 00:17:39,725
Can I take a look?
412
00:17:39,808 --> 00:17:40,642
Yeah.
413
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:44,063
Oh, chic, chic, but you've still got
a bit of comfort with your tee.
414
00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:46,190
-Yes.
-So, come take a look in the mirror.
415
00:17:46,857 --> 00:17:49,735
Wow. It's different, yes.
416
00:17:50,110 --> 00:17:52,071
Maybe that's the way--
it's okay to look like that,
417
00:17:52,154 --> 00:17:54,114
but I'm uncomfortable
'cause I'm just not used to it.
418
00:17:54,198 --> 00:17:55,032
Okay.
419
00:17:55,115 --> 00:17:57,493
I'm sure if your husband would
see you in this,
420
00:17:57,576 --> 00:18:00,162
he wouldn't be thinking,
"Oh well, it's great, but..."
421
00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:02,414
-Right.
-He'd be thinking, "She looks hot.
422
00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,832
-That's my wife."
423
00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:06,210
That's exactly what I want. That's--
424
00:18:06,293 --> 00:18:09,171
And I need to get there,
and I know the more I just
425
00:18:09,254 --> 00:18:11,381
am comfortable with doing this,
then I can.
426
00:18:11,465 --> 00:18:12,758
-Next look?
-Yes!
427
00:18:13,717 --> 00:18:15,219
-Okay.
-Okay.
428
00:18:15,594 --> 00:18:16,470
All right, great.
429
00:18:16,553 --> 00:18:18,514
So, you've got your big earrings on,
430
00:18:18,597 --> 00:18:20,140
-so you've still got your flair.
-Yeah.
431
00:18:20,224 --> 00:18:22,559
And then you were to throw on some
super-chic coat,
432
00:18:22,643 --> 00:18:25,020
-'cause you're a businesswoman.
-Absolutely.
433
00:18:25,854 --> 00:18:27,606
-Mm-hmm.
-You look like a business owner,
434
00:18:27,689 --> 00:18:29,775
but the coolest business owner
I've ever seen.
435
00:18:30,192 --> 00:18:31,568
-Tell me what you think.
-I love it.
436
00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:33,445
-Would you wear this?
-I didn't think I would,
437
00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:35,155
but it actually looks pretty nice.
438
00:18:35,239 --> 00:18:36,532
Find a hero piece.
439
00:18:36,615 --> 00:18:38,075
Find one thing that is just...
440
00:18:38,158 --> 00:18:39,451
-Amazing?
-...incredible
441
00:18:39,535 --> 00:18:41,578
and for fall-winter,
make it your outerwear.
442
00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:43,789
Yes, there is an expectation
443
00:18:43,872 --> 00:18:46,208
in a professional workplace
to dress accordingly.
444
00:18:46,291 --> 00:18:47,751
However, that does not mean
445
00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:50,254
you check your personality
and your style at the door.
446
00:18:50,337 --> 00:18:53,173
It can be as small as just
a hoop earring.
447
00:18:53,257 --> 00:18:56,385
There are still ways to incorporate that
in a very professional way.
448
00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:58,929
Ooh! It's already more refined.
449
00:18:59,012 --> 00:19:00,097
-Okay. Right?
450
00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:02,349
Okay, great. All right, so...
451
00:19:02,724 --> 00:19:05,310
Have to just haul this, two seconds.
452
00:19:05,394 --> 00:19:07,521
Do you have a lot of hairspray
in your hair right now?
453
00:19:07,604 --> 00:19:09,523
-I do. I always do.
-All right, because that--
454
00:19:09,606 --> 00:19:11,066
That was a lot of crunch back there.
455
00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:13,443
-Okay, tell me what you're thinking.
456
00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:15,779
The more I look at it,
the more I'm loving it.
457
00:19:15,863 --> 00:19:17,739
It just makes me look more tailored.
458
00:19:17,823 --> 00:19:19,783
Like I could actually go to work,
459
00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:22,035
go to my board meeting and feel confident,
460
00:19:22,119 --> 00:19:24,329
but then still go to my daughter's
band lesson.
461
00:19:24,413 --> 00:19:25,747
How do you feel in those heels?
462
00:19:25,831 --> 00:19:28,792
I love 'em. I've always bought
cheap heels, like 20 bucks,
463
00:19:28,876 --> 00:19:30,627
so they didn't always fit right.
464
00:19:30,711 --> 00:19:33,046
Like, these absolutely fit gorgeous.
465
00:19:33,130 --> 00:19:35,090
They look so chic.
466
00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:54,985
-Hi, beautiful.
-Hola, Martha.
467
00:19:55,068 --> 00:19:56,570
-How are you?
- How are you?
468
00:19:56,653 --> 00:19:58,322
-I'm great,and you?
-Great.
469
00:20:00,532 --> 00:20:03,577
Hi, flowers and fruit.
470
00:20:03,660 --> 00:20:05,078
-Oh!
- For you.
471
00:20:05,162 --> 00:20:06,371
Thank you so much.
472
00:20:06,455 --> 00:20:09,541
You're welcome. Myname is Antoni. What's your name?
473
00:20:09,625 --> 00:20:11,084
-Esperanza.
-Esperanza.
474
00:20:15,297 --> 00:20:16,465
Oh, my goodness.
475
00:20:16,548 --> 00:20:19,009
- We brought reinforcements.
-How are you?
476
00:20:19,092 --> 00:20:21,720
-You brought both of them.
- Do you know what we're making?
477
00:20:21,803 --> 00:20:22,638
No, I don't.
478
00:20:22,721 --> 00:20:25,098
- These are chiles en nogada.
-Oh, is that the one
479
00:20:25,182 --> 00:20:28,435
-with the white cream sauce and the...
-Yep. I love how you're asking me.
480
00:20:28,518 --> 00:20:30,854
-You're the one who comes here every day.
-I do.
481
00:20:30,938 --> 00:20:35,108
So, chiles en nogada,
it's the colors of the Mexican flag.
482
00:20:35,192 --> 00:20:39,029
The colors
represent purity with the white,
483
00:20:39,112 --> 00:20:41,365
green represents laurel,
484
00:20:41,448 --> 00:20:44,910
and red is for the spilled blood
of all the fallen heroes.
485
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:47,704
A lot of people
don't cook this dish the way she does.
486
00:20:47,788 --> 00:20:50,374
- Mm-hmm.
-But because of the significance of it,
487
00:20:50,457 --> 00:20:52,042
-the story she gave to me.
-¿La historia?
488
00:20:52,125 --> 00:20:53,126
-Sí
-Yeah.
489
00:20:53,210 --> 00:20:55,504
And the importance
was that she told me that story.
490
00:20:56,296 --> 00:20:58,924
Deanna's very curious
about her heritage.
491
00:20:59,633 --> 00:21:01,009
The opportunity to learn about that
492
00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:02,970
was taken away from her
at a really young age,
493
00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:04,137
but she gets to do that now.
494
00:21:04,596 --> 00:21:06,348
So, do they turn
at a certain point?
495
00:21:06,431 --> 00:21:08,809
-You check it.
-You gotta check it.
496
00:21:08,892 --> 00:21:10,811
-Scared of fire.
That's why we're cooking with fire.
497
00:21:10,894 --> 00:21:13,480
First, we're gonna char
and then peel the chiles.
498
00:21:16,066 --> 00:21:17,484
- Okay.
-Trabajar.
499
00:21:17,567 --> 00:21:19,319
-I understood trabajar.
-I know, "work."
500
00:21:19,403 --> 00:21:21,196
And she said "muchacha,"
so that was me.
501
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,490
Muchacha.
Hey, I could be muchacha too, you know?
502
00:21:26,618 --> 00:21:29,079
Is this the first time
that Deanna is cooking with you?
503
00:21:29,162 --> 00:21:31,206
Yes. It's first time.
504
00:21:31,290 --> 00:21:32,582
In how many years?
505
00:21:32,666 --> 00:21:34,084
Eighteen years!
506
00:21:34,751 --> 00:21:37,337
Señora Esperanza,
how many years have you been cooking?
507
00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:38,714
Maybe 60.
508
00:21:38,797 --> 00:21:41,758
In Mexico, they raise you
to be a good wife.
509
00:21:41,842 --> 00:21:44,678
You have to learn to cook,
to attend your husband.
510
00:21:44,761 --> 00:21:46,096
-We all know...
-Does he obey you?
511
00:21:46,179 --> 00:21:47,973
-No!
-What?
512
00:21:49,141 --> 00:21:50,559
La carne molida.
513
00:21:50,642 --> 00:21:53,103
-And this is beef, right?
- Beef and pork.
514
00:21:53,186 --> 00:21:54,062
-Okay, great.
-Wow.
515
00:21:54,146 --> 00:21:55,772
We want nice little fine pieces.
516
00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:58,025
Now we're making the stuffing
for the chiles.
517
00:21:58,108 --> 00:22:00,652
I always use packets of seasoning.
518
00:22:00,736 --> 00:22:03,071
The only issue with that
is that it's so high in sodium.
519
00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:04,531
-Okay.
- And you don't get to control
520
00:22:04,614 --> 00:22:05,657
how much salt you put in.
521
00:22:05,741 --> 00:22:07,701
Oh, she just grabbed it
right out of your hand.
522
00:22:07,784 --> 00:22:10,120
She's like, "I don't got time for this,
we're putting the garlic in."
523
00:22:10,203 --> 00:22:12,164
-She can mix it.
-Okay.
524
00:22:12,247 --> 00:22:13,999
You mix it. Yeah, there you go.
525
00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:20,797
-I didn't understand that. Did you?
-No. I just knew it was bad.
526
00:22:21,381 --> 00:22:23,091
She speak and speak and speak.
527
00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:24,718
She no make nothing.
528
00:22:24,801 --> 00:22:26,511
Oh!
529
00:22:26,595 --> 00:22:29,181
I understand
where Deanna's anxiety is coming from.
530
00:22:29,264 --> 00:22:30,849
Esperanza is an intimidating woman.
531
00:22:32,434 --> 00:22:34,936
So, this is the part I've never seen,
is actually her to make the sauce.
532
00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:37,439
-What type of cheese is this, Esperanza?
-Fresh cheese.
533
00:22:37,522 --> 00:22:39,983
-Fresh cheese.
- Queso fresco. Whole milk.
534
00:22:40,525 --> 00:22:42,527
Now, we are going to add agave.
535
00:22:43,487 --> 00:22:49,159
This is, by far, the most
complicated recipe I've ever encountered.
536
00:22:49,534 --> 00:22:51,328
There are apples,
537
00:22:51,411 --> 00:22:53,080
peaches, pears,
538
00:22:53,163 --> 00:22:56,375
bananas, capers, olives,
539
00:22:56,458 --> 00:22:58,085
onion, ground beef...
540
00:22:58,919 --> 00:22:59,753
but you know what?
541
00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:01,004
It works.
542
00:23:01,588 --> 00:23:03,632
-Beautiful.
- They're ready to be a star.
543
00:23:03,715 --> 00:23:04,591
Absolutely.
544
00:23:05,300 --> 00:23:06,343
It was so intense.
545
00:23:06,927 --> 00:23:08,553
Did you know all of these different
546
00:23:08,637 --> 00:23:10,514
-components and parts?
- No, I did not.
547
00:23:10,597 --> 00:23:14,101
They put their heart into this.
And so that is something I feel like I'm--
548
00:23:14,184 --> 00:23:16,395
I disrespect when I can't do it,
549
00:23:16,478 --> 00:23:18,021
because along with not knowing Spanish
550
00:23:18,105 --> 00:23:20,774
and the not knowing how to make
traditional Mexican food,
551
00:23:20,857 --> 00:23:23,777
it's just a continuous of "I can't do it,"
552
00:23:23,860 --> 00:23:25,153
and "I'm not who I am."
553
00:23:28,323 --> 00:23:30,242
You're hard on yourself enough as it is.
554
00:23:30,534 --> 00:23:33,370
-I think I am.
-But if you come here regularly,
555
00:23:33,453 --> 00:23:35,372
slowly but surely, you're gonna have it.
556
00:23:35,872 --> 00:23:37,666
Let this dish be a symbol for, like...
557
00:23:37,749 --> 00:23:40,752
- "I can do this. I can."
-Yeah.
558
00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:43,130
You're doing it today by showing up
559
00:23:43,213 --> 00:23:46,258
to your mother-in-law's
and you're learning about your heritage.
560
00:23:47,926 --> 00:23:51,638
Your ability, or lack thereof,
to make a dish like this
561
00:23:51,805 --> 00:23:53,890
does not make you any less Mexican.
562
00:23:55,058 --> 00:23:56,393
-Oh, hello.
563
00:23:56,476 --> 00:23:58,228
Oh, sorry. Were we supposed to be working?
564
00:23:58,311 --> 00:24:00,147
You guys are fired!
565
00:24:00,230 --> 00:24:02,149
-We're fired!
-I know we are.
566
00:24:02,232 --> 00:24:04,901
Oh. She just walked away.
She didn't even say anything.
567
00:24:06,069 --> 00:24:06,903
You know what?
568
00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:09,739
I understand why you're intimidated
while cooking in this kitchen.
569
00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:11,408
They are tough.
570
00:24:17,247 --> 00:24:18,081
Oh, wow.
571
00:24:19,332 --> 00:24:20,917
This is so beautiful.
572
00:24:22,461 --> 00:24:23,837
¿Te gusta?
573
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,298
-¿La presentación de Deanna?
-Me gusta. Sí.
574
00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:30,343
- She's learning.
575
00:24:30,427 --> 00:24:31,678
El hug del grupo.
576
00:24:42,856 --> 00:24:45,692
- It's a pretty day.
-Take it in, 'cause it's pretty amazing.
577
00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:46,902
It really is.
578
00:24:46,985 --> 00:24:47,903
Welcome to City Hall.
579
00:24:48,987 --> 00:24:51,740
So, the arts,
it's very important to the city.
580
00:24:51,823 --> 00:24:55,619
We work with non-profits
and cultural organizations
581
00:24:55,702 --> 00:24:58,747
to kind of help get them a footing
and get started.
582
00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:01,791
We've helped some other businesses
like Habitat for Humanity.
583
00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:05,212
I called up the mayor's office and
I found out that Kansas City has programs
584
00:25:05,295 --> 00:25:06,546
to help foundations get started.
585
00:25:07,088 --> 00:25:09,591
And so, what we've done
is prepared a lease agreement
586
00:25:09,674 --> 00:25:11,343
for the space across the street,
587
00:25:11,718 --> 00:25:14,137
and we're going to donate the space
for a dollar.
588
00:25:14,221 --> 00:25:16,431
-That's amazing.
-But to make sure we keep it a surprise,
589
00:25:16,848 --> 00:25:19,809
-I need you to sign a lease now.
-This is gonna really help her out.
590
00:25:19,893 --> 00:25:22,562
Like, it'll probably give her
a little backbone to where she's like,
591
00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:25,065
"I'm a professional
and I can actually go further with this,"
592
00:25:25,148 --> 00:25:27,150
-and she's gonna take off.
-That's awesome.
593
00:25:27,234 --> 00:25:28,735
So, here you go.
594
00:25:29,319 --> 00:25:30,946
I wanna give her an office space
595
00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:33,156
to take this festival and foundation
596
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:34,866
to heights she never could have imagined.
597
00:25:34,950 --> 00:25:36,451
I see a lot of potential here.
598
00:25:37,452 --> 00:25:40,997
Good job! This space is yours!
599
00:25:55,220 --> 00:25:56,930
- Yes, girl.
600
00:25:57,013 --> 00:25:58,848
-After you.
-Thank you.
601
00:26:01,601 --> 00:26:02,894
-Hi!
-Gorgeous Deanna.
602
00:26:02,978 --> 00:26:04,771
-Hi, Deanna.
-Deanna, this is gorgeous Monique.
603
00:26:04,854 --> 00:26:06,106
Nice to meet you.
604
00:26:06,189 --> 00:26:09,442
-So, come on in, take a seat in my office.
-Okay. All right.
605
00:26:09,901 --> 00:26:10,819
Okay.
606
00:26:10,902 --> 00:26:12,112
Can I take it down?
607
00:26:12,195 --> 00:26:14,906
Actually, I usually have to
cut that out, 'cause they won't come out.
608
00:26:14,990 --> 00:26:15,991
Like, it's stuck in there.
609
00:26:16,074 --> 00:26:17,200
I think I can, babe.
610
00:26:17,617 --> 00:26:18,952
There's so much ammonia
611
00:26:19,035 --> 00:26:21,204
and there's so much peroxide
happening on this hair.
612
00:26:21,288 --> 00:26:23,623
It's just asking the hair of so much.
613
00:26:24,165 --> 00:26:26,084
That's why you have all those
little short hairs,
614
00:26:26,167 --> 00:26:28,128
because you've been, like,
cutting out the hairs.
615
00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:29,629
So dry.
616
00:26:30,088 --> 00:26:31,298
Let's talk about your hair.
617
00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:33,592
For me, the biggest issue
is the base color.
618
00:26:33,675 --> 00:26:36,011
I want the J-Lo hair and this is what's--
619
00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:38,430
I've been through to get that hair.
620
00:26:38,513 --> 00:26:40,599
Any time that I have these major events,
621
00:26:40,974 --> 00:26:42,892
I always feel like my hair is, like,
622
00:26:42,976 --> 00:26:44,978
too big, too crazy.
623
00:26:45,061 --> 00:26:46,688
And I just wanna be that natural face,
624
00:26:46,771 --> 00:26:47,647
"This is Deanna,
625
00:26:47,731 --> 00:26:49,232
you know, take me seriously."
626
00:26:49,316 --> 00:26:52,193
I wanna give you tools
to be able to have the confidence
627
00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:54,571
and the knowledge
of, like, how to rock different looks.
628
00:26:54,654 --> 00:26:56,531
-Are you ready to change this?
-Yes!
629
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:57,949
I want to.
630
00:26:59,242 --> 00:27:01,953
-Let's get you all caped up.
-Okay. Sounds good.
631
00:27:02,370 --> 00:27:04,623
My God, we are gonna love
on this hair today.
632
00:27:04,706 --> 00:27:07,042
-We're gonna get started on this color.
633
00:27:07,125 --> 00:27:07,959
Okay.
634
00:27:08,501 --> 00:27:10,754
Is there, like, a thriving art community
in Kansas City?
635
00:27:10,837 --> 00:27:12,505
There is such a thriving art community,
636
00:27:12,589 --> 00:27:15,425
but it's like we're-- it's--
some of it is very elite.
637
00:27:15,508 --> 00:27:18,928
-Yeah.
-So, a lot of us don't get seen or heard.
638
00:27:19,012 --> 00:27:20,930
It's so important for you to be visible.
639
00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:24,142
It's insane, like, how much...
just, vitriol there is.
640
00:27:24,225 --> 00:27:26,561
Well, you can't even go to
the grocery store without at least
641
00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:28,938
somebody, you know,
looking at you a certain way,
642
00:27:29,022 --> 00:27:31,941
-making sure you're not stealing, or...
-Get out of here.
643
00:27:32,025 --> 00:27:34,569
And, you know, I've been hit
on the back of the--
644
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:37,864
back with a broom with...
by a man in Walmart.
645
00:27:38,823 --> 00:27:41,284
That was like,
"You need to get out of this country."
646
00:27:41,910 --> 00:27:44,287
They don't even know
that I was born here. You know?
647
00:27:44,371 --> 00:27:45,955
They just assume
that I'm not from here.
648
00:27:46,790 --> 00:27:48,375
But I have kids to worry about, too,
649
00:27:48,458 --> 00:27:50,168
'cause then I put them
in the line of fire.
650
00:27:50,251 --> 00:27:52,796
I totally get that. Like, I had that,
with my family, growing up.
651
00:27:52,879 --> 00:27:54,798
Like, if I was out
with my brothers or family
652
00:27:54,881 --> 00:27:56,549
and I was looking, like, super feminine,
653
00:27:56,633 --> 00:27:58,968
-it's like you make everyone a target.
-Yeah. Absolutely.
654
00:27:59,511 --> 00:28:02,806
And it's so unfair. It's so unfair that
you would ever need to feel like this.
655
00:28:03,556 --> 00:28:05,058
It's really hard to relax
656
00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:08,144
when there is a target on your back
for the fact that you're different.
657
00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:11,523
-Can I get you a gorgeous coffee or water?
-No, I'm good.
658
00:28:11,606 --> 00:28:14,651
-They got protein smoothies now, girl.
-Oh, no, I-- No, I'm good. Thank you.
659
00:28:14,734 --> 00:28:15,777
Do you like coffee?
660
00:28:15,860 --> 00:28:18,321
Oh, I love coffee,
but I never do anything fancy or...
661
00:28:18,405 --> 00:28:20,573
Bitch, I swear to God,
662
00:28:20,657 --> 00:28:21,866
you better treat yourself.
663
00:28:21,950 --> 00:28:24,077
Get her an iced vanilla latte.
664
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:25,912
Get her a venti iced vanilla latte.
665
00:28:25,995 --> 00:28:27,872
I'm all about, like,
"Oh, no, I don't wanna--"
666
00:28:27,956 --> 00:28:29,916
You need to start being
in the Season of Yes.
667
00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:31,084
I know.
668
00:28:31,167 --> 00:28:32,252
I've always been taught,
669
00:28:32,335 --> 00:28:37,257
"Be humble, be respectful, and never ask
for more than what you need."
670
00:28:37,382 --> 00:28:38,925
I always remember that my dad
671
00:28:39,008 --> 00:28:41,636
would always make us sit
so still at friends' house
672
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:42,971
we couldn't even really play.
673
00:28:43,805 --> 00:28:46,641
And I think about that now, I'm like,
"I would never do that to my kids,
674
00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:48,768
-ever."
-And you're not asking too much
675
00:28:48,852 --> 00:28:51,396
-by saying like, "I'd like a whatever."
-Yeah.
676
00:28:51,479 --> 00:28:53,231
There's nothing wrong with saying
what you need.
677
00:28:55,233 --> 00:28:56,151
♪ Just let it go ♪
678
00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:57,986
♪ You know I got love for life ♪
679
00:28:58,778 --> 00:28:59,904
♪ Porqué no ♪
680
00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:01,281
♪ And YOLO ♪
681
00:29:01,364 --> 00:29:03,658
♪ My little piece of paradise ♪
682
00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,493
Grooming is an evolution,
honey.
683
00:29:05,577 --> 00:29:07,620
It's gorgeous, honey. It's Darwin, honey.
684
00:29:07,704 --> 00:29:10,832
You could just swim through
these evolutional changes of yourself.
685
00:29:11,207 --> 00:29:13,585
-For people that are used to teasing...
-Yes.
686
00:29:13,668 --> 00:29:16,212
They're used to, like, a bit of height,
you definitely wanna have
687
00:29:16,296 --> 00:29:18,882
this hair on your crown kinda going back.
688
00:29:18,965 --> 00:29:20,800
-Okay.
-So, try to get the mousse
689
00:29:20,884 --> 00:29:22,177
-in your root there.
-Okay.
690
00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:24,387
I love that mousse
in your hair.
691
00:29:24,471 --> 00:29:26,431
I will have to throw away
my teasing comb.
692
00:29:26,514 --> 00:29:28,433
-I won't need it anymore.
-Right?
693
00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:32,604
Ready, Deanna?
694
00:29:32,687 --> 00:29:35,064
-For this version of you?
-I'm ready. I'm ready.
695
00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:38,318
Oh, my God.
696
00:29:38,693 --> 00:29:40,445
It looks amazing. It's like...
697
00:29:40,528 --> 00:29:41,362
You can touch it.
698
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:42,864
-You can get all up in it.
-I can?
699
00:29:42,947 --> 00:29:44,532
-Does it feel, like, big enough?
-Yes!
700
00:29:44,616 --> 00:29:46,117
-It's gorgeous.
-And there's no teasing.
701
00:29:46,201 --> 00:29:48,286
No, nothing.
I mean, I can literally, like,
702
00:29:48,369 --> 00:29:50,246
-just do... this.
-You can get nasty with it.
703
00:29:50,330 --> 00:29:52,499
I absolutely love it. It's...
704
00:29:53,082 --> 00:29:55,251
It's like the me that I've been trying...
705
00:29:55,710 --> 00:29:56,628
to get.
706
00:29:57,128 --> 00:29:59,005
Thank you.
707
00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:01,216
Thank you.
708
00:30:09,766 --> 00:30:12,936
I wanted to bring in a street artist
that could create a mural
709
00:30:13,019 --> 00:30:15,855
that could show the passion
and the different types of art
710
00:30:15,939 --> 00:30:18,775
and the different types of love
that this community has to offer.
711
00:30:18,858 --> 00:30:21,194
I want it to feel like a festival.
712
00:30:21,277 --> 00:30:22,737
This is gonna be so cool.
713
00:30:22,821 --> 00:30:24,989
-Oh, man, I'm happy to be here.
-Nice. She's gonna flip.
714
00:30:25,073 --> 00:30:27,367
I'll let you get back to work
so you're not here all night.
715
00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:29,911
-Thank you. Definitely. All right.
-Thanks, Marka. Bye.
716
00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:46,803
You have been on my mind...
non-stop.
717
00:30:46,886 --> 00:30:49,264
- Really?
- I... Like, non-stop.
718
00:30:49,556 --> 00:30:53,393
Because one of the things that kept
sticking with me is how you kept saying
719
00:30:53,726 --> 00:30:55,311
you felt uncomfortable around,
720
00:30:55,436 --> 00:30:58,439
you know, this suburban
white neighborhood you live in.
721
00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:01,693
-Where do you think that started?
-Definitely from my childhood.
722
00:31:03,027 --> 00:31:06,489
Going back to, like, my dad putting us
in a suburban area.
723
00:31:06,573 --> 00:31:09,409
I didn't fit in there,
but I tried to make myself fit in.
724
00:31:09,492 --> 00:31:13,997
And then getting thrown
into this huge culture where I...
725
00:31:14,539 --> 00:31:15,582
didn't fit in there either.
726
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,669
You know, uh, you can't get on the news
727
00:31:19,752 --> 00:31:21,337
without realizing that...
728
00:31:22,130 --> 00:31:25,383
people in power literally spend their days
729
00:31:25,466 --> 00:31:27,635
vilifying Mexicans.
730
00:31:27,719 --> 00:31:29,762
And it seems like
every time I even talk about it,
731
00:31:29,846 --> 00:31:31,514
people are always like,
"It's not that bad.
732
00:31:31,598 --> 00:31:33,433
It's not really this,
it's not really that,"
733
00:31:33,516 --> 00:31:35,810
and it's always putting something
over it to cover up
734
00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:37,896
what it really is, and it's really racism.
735
00:31:38,855 --> 00:31:40,690
-You know?
-Yeah. Completely.
736
00:31:41,107 --> 00:31:44,068
That's the part that hurts the most
and, like, is so scary for me and my kids
737
00:31:44,152 --> 00:31:45,028
and even my husband.
738
00:31:45,528 --> 00:31:47,196
Anybody can do anything, it feels like,
739
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,241
say anything to you and it doesn't matter,
you just have to live like that.
740
00:31:50,325 --> 00:31:52,660
I know you said that
that's sort of part of the reason
741
00:31:52,744 --> 00:31:55,371
of you feeling scared to reach out
to your neighbors.
742
00:31:55,455 --> 00:31:56,998
Yeah. I definitely will not.
743
00:31:57,081 --> 00:32:00,001
And it's just these voices in my head
that have played before,
744
00:32:00,084 --> 00:32:01,252
"That you're not good enough,
745
00:32:01,336 --> 00:32:02,921
you shouldn't be here,
746
00:32:03,004 --> 00:32:04,088
you're too passionate,
747
00:32:04,172 --> 00:32:05,298
you're too driven."
748
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,468
Deanna doesn't feel at home
where she lives,
749
00:32:08,551 --> 00:32:10,929
so this is about Deanna owning her voice,
750
00:32:11,012 --> 00:32:13,848
about knowing that she belongs
in this space
751
00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:16,100
just like she belongs
in the Latino community.
752
00:32:17,101 --> 00:32:19,479
We're going to have you
go around to your neighbors.
753
00:32:19,562 --> 00:32:20,396
Really?
754
00:32:21,022 --> 00:32:23,358
So, what I got is...
755
00:32:23,566 --> 00:32:26,319
-flyers for your Latino Arts Festival.
-Thank you.
756
00:32:26,694 --> 00:32:29,405
And this way,
you're introducing your neighbors
757
00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:30,990
-to what you do.
-Yeah.
758
00:32:31,074 --> 00:32:34,410
I never thought about just
going to the door and sending a flyer.
759
00:32:34,494 --> 00:32:36,955
-Yeah.
-It seems so simple, but it's so hard.
760
00:32:37,038 --> 00:32:40,083
I'm... particularly nervous about one.
761
00:32:40,792 --> 00:32:43,461
You know, my husband and his friend
762
00:32:43,544 --> 00:32:45,546
busted their butt to make that wall
in front,
763
00:32:46,130 --> 00:32:48,007
because there was water damage
coming out,
764
00:32:48,675 --> 00:32:51,678
and she had the audacity
to message my husband
765
00:32:51,761 --> 00:32:54,263
that the Mexicans
were building their own wall.
766
00:32:54,847 --> 00:32:57,266
At that point is like when I was gonna
767
00:32:57,350 --> 00:32:59,394
call her and write back,
and my husband's like,
768
00:32:59,477 --> 00:33:01,354
"I don't want any problems at all."
769
00:33:01,437 --> 00:33:02,981
So... we'll skip her.
770
00:33:03,064 --> 00:33:04,232
-I'm not ready yet.
-Yes.
771
00:33:04,315 --> 00:33:05,733
We'll go to other houses.
772
00:33:06,526 --> 00:33:08,444
-I'm scared. I'm scared.
-Yeah?
773
00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:10,738
It's okay. It's okay.
I'm here to support you.
774
00:33:14,909 --> 00:33:16,035
-Hi.
- Hello.
775
00:33:16,119 --> 00:33:17,245
-How are you?
-Good!
776
00:33:19,622 --> 00:33:20,748
Hi, Kim, how are you?
777
00:33:20,832 --> 00:33:22,917
-Hi. Fine. How are you?
-Good.
778
00:33:24,293 --> 00:33:25,670
- Hi.
- Hi!
779
00:33:25,753 --> 00:33:27,171
How are you? Hi!
780
00:33:27,255 --> 00:33:29,340
-How are you, I'm Karamo.
-Good.
781
00:33:29,424 --> 00:33:31,134
-Hi, I'm Kathy.
-Nice to meet you.
782
00:33:31,217 --> 00:33:33,261
I just wanted to come over
and invite you.
783
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:35,096
We have a Latino Arts Festival
784
00:33:35,179 --> 00:33:36,806
-coming up that I created.
-Oh, okay.
785
00:33:36,889 --> 00:33:37,974
It's been a successful
786
00:33:38,057 --> 00:33:39,976
-event for the last three years.
-Awesome.
787
00:33:40,059 --> 00:33:42,311
We're helping others and other artists.
788
00:33:42,395 --> 00:33:45,273
And, you know, we support the arts,
as you know, and the children.
789
00:33:45,356 --> 00:33:46,524
Oh, I'm impressed.
790
00:33:46,607 --> 00:33:49,027
It's so incredible you're giving back
to the community.
791
00:33:49,527 --> 00:33:50,903
It really is fantastic,
792
00:33:50,987 --> 00:33:54,240
especially art festivals
that celebrate diversity.
793
00:33:54,824 --> 00:33:57,869
Having an art show has been something
that's always been, like, one of my, like,
794
00:33:57,952 --> 00:33:59,704
"Oh, maybe I'll do that someday,"
kinda thing.
795
00:33:59,787 --> 00:34:00,997
That's really neat to know.
796
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:02,874
- This looks neat.
- Yeah.
797
00:34:02,957 --> 00:34:04,792
Um, so, we just wanna make sure that,
798
00:34:05,376 --> 00:34:08,087
you know, you guys are always welcome
in our home, always,
799
00:34:08,171 --> 00:34:10,381
and I know you all have always
made us feel welcome.
800
00:34:11,132 --> 00:34:13,801
There's other neighbors
who have made it difficult
801
00:34:14,052 --> 00:34:15,344
without even really knowing us.
802
00:34:15,428 --> 00:34:18,389
That's why, I think, all of us have
kinda stayed in our own realm,
803
00:34:18,473 --> 00:34:20,391
not really talked to
a lot of the neighbors.
804
00:34:21,601 --> 00:34:24,145
You know, we just try to be
the best neighbors we can.
805
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:26,314
Oh, I didn't know that
you were feeling that way.
806
00:34:26,397 --> 00:34:28,274
I know, and never do I
wanna be the neighbor
807
00:34:28,357 --> 00:34:30,485
to come in and be, like--
cause havoc on anything.
808
00:34:30,943 --> 00:34:34,572
Us coming by and speaking to everybody
and just kind of let you know that,
809
00:34:34,655 --> 00:34:36,908
"Hey, we're here,
we're welcoming you always,
810
00:34:36,991 --> 00:34:38,785
no matter what, no matter what."
811
00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:39,869
Aw!
812
00:34:39,952 --> 00:34:44,290
Deanna has had real incidents of racism
that she has experienced.
813
00:34:44,749 --> 00:34:48,377
And I think Deanna started to believe
that everyone around her feels that way.
814
00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:51,380
-Thank you, thank you so much.
-Thank you.
815
00:34:51,464 --> 00:34:54,050
- Thank you so much.
-Good to see you, neighbor.
816
00:34:54,133 --> 00:34:55,218
Thank you, you too, as well.
817
00:34:55,301 --> 00:34:56,969
I appreciate that.
We'll have to talk more.
818
00:34:57,053 --> 00:35:00,807
She now knows that she's not alone,
and that she's part of this community.
819
00:35:01,390 --> 00:35:03,184
I always talk about people
being close-minded,
820
00:35:03,267 --> 00:35:05,561
and here I was being the same way.
821
00:35:05,645 --> 00:35:07,480
-Good!
- So...
822
00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:09,315
That was a lot easier
than I thought.
823
00:35:09,398 --> 00:35:11,109
- Yes!
- Yeah.
824
00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:12,735
♪ Yeah, I want it ♪
825
00:35:12,819 --> 00:35:15,905
♪ I just can't get enough ♪
826
00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:17,740
♪ You know I got it ♪
827
00:35:17,824 --> 00:35:20,743
♪ It's flowing in my blood ♪
828
00:35:21,452 --> 00:35:24,038
♪ La pasión el fuego ♪
829
00:35:24,122 --> 00:35:26,165
♪ It burns inside of me ♪
830
00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:27,708
♪ You know I want it ♪
831
00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:30,628
♪ I just can't get enough ♪
832
00:35:30,711 --> 00:35:31,546
As you can see,
833
00:35:31,629 --> 00:35:33,256
-we're in the heart of the city.
-Yes.
834
00:35:33,339 --> 00:35:35,967
You don't feel like you belong here.
835
00:35:36,050 --> 00:35:36,926
-Yeah.
-I thought,
836
00:35:37,009 --> 00:35:39,887
"Well, let me go talk
to the city and see how they feel."
837
00:35:40,096 --> 00:35:43,141
-Okay.
-And they believe in your Arts Festival,
838
00:35:43,224 --> 00:35:46,811
and they want the Latino community
to be a part of Kansas City,
839
00:35:46,894 --> 00:35:49,230
and because of that, they decided...
840
00:35:49,647 --> 00:35:51,482
-to give you an office.
- Oh, my God!
841
00:35:51,566 --> 00:35:53,067
What?
842
00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:54,735
In the heart of the city,
843
00:35:54,819 --> 00:35:56,821
because that is where you
and your foundation belong.
844
00:35:57,697 --> 00:36:01,951
I just can't--
I don't even know what to say. Like...
845
00:36:02,034 --> 00:36:06,330
I mean, just to see the name,
with that logo, like...
846
00:36:11,794 --> 00:36:14,463
Welcome home!
847
00:36:14,547 --> 00:36:17,216
- Hi!
-This is amazing.
848
00:36:18,801 --> 00:36:20,553
It's beautiful.
849
00:36:20,636 --> 00:36:22,471
We found an amazing
Mexican-American artist.
850
00:36:22,555 --> 00:36:23,973
You have a lowrider on there!
851
00:36:24,056 --> 00:36:25,600
This whole thing
is inspired by you.
852
00:36:25,683 --> 00:36:28,352
-Oh, my God, that's all me right there.
-Yep.
853
00:36:28,436 --> 00:36:31,856
I really wanted this place to be able to
function in many, many different ways,
854
00:36:31,939 --> 00:36:33,232
from art exhibits
855
00:36:33,316 --> 00:36:34,775
-to board meetings...
-Yeah!
856
00:36:34,859 --> 00:36:36,986
-...to a little stage for poetry readings.
-Oh, my God.
857
00:36:37,069 --> 00:36:38,905
Those chairs move,
you've got a performance stage.
858
00:36:39,947 --> 00:36:41,324
I feel good in here.
859
00:36:41,407 --> 00:36:42,450
It feels like my home,
860
00:36:42,533 --> 00:36:45,244
but it's just upgraded.
861
00:36:47,580 --> 00:36:50,458
Every powerful executive
needs her own office.
862
00:36:50,541 --> 00:36:52,460
Oh, my God.
This is like I have a real office.
863
00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:54,921
-You have a real office.
-I have a TV.
864
00:36:55,004 --> 00:36:58,049
I'm just loving the glorious wallpaper
and the plants!
865
00:36:58,799 --> 00:37:00,176
You're serving business,
866
00:37:00,259 --> 00:37:02,678
you're serving registering people to vote,
867
00:37:02,762 --> 00:37:04,513
-you're serving scholarships.
-Yes! Yes!
868
00:37:05,014 --> 00:37:07,516
You look so boss
sitting at that chair.
869
00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:09,227
Like, this is your space.
870
00:37:09,310 --> 00:37:11,646
Absolutely. And I've never said that
about myself ever.
871
00:37:11,729 --> 00:37:13,439
I don't know what just happened.
872
00:37:13,522 --> 00:37:14,732
Tell yourself more!
873
00:37:17,652 --> 00:37:19,946
So, you've had
a certain routine that you've done
874
00:37:20,029 --> 00:37:22,156
every morning with your makeup
for a long time.
875
00:37:22,281 --> 00:37:23,658
-Absolutely.
-I'd kinda like to change it
876
00:37:23,741 --> 00:37:25,534
-and I wanna show you how to do that.
-Perfect.
877
00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:29,580
This is how you can put on,
like, a mascara that's not so mascara-y.
878
00:37:29,830 --> 00:37:31,791
Just kind of remove the excess like that.
879
00:37:32,750 --> 00:37:35,086
When you apply the mascara,
taking that excess off,
880
00:37:35,169 --> 00:37:36,629
it just gives you a much more
881
00:37:36,712 --> 00:37:38,756
lengthened and less clumpy lash.
882
00:37:40,341 --> 00:37:41,300
Wow.
883
00:37:41,717 --> 00:37:45,096
And then, this is just
some gorgeous little eye color.
884
00:37:48,683 --> 00:37:51,352
Ah! If you wanna put your eyeliner on
885
00:37:51,435 --> 00:37:53,938
really thick and backcomb the
out of your hair
886
00:37:54,021 --> 00:37:57,024
and be, like, as chola as chola could be,
887
00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:58,234
-go for it.
888
00:38:01,070 --> 00:38:03,406
So, the beautiful people at David Yurman
889
00:38:03,489 --> 00:38:05,366
have gotten us some stuff
that is fantastic.
890
00:38:05,741 --> 00:38:09,120
And I love a regular hoop, but this?
This is like--
891
00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:11,998
-Okay.
-Oh, my goodness.
892
00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:15,918
They're beautiful.
I've never had real earrings.
893
00:38:16,669 --> 00:38:18,587
-This is so... Thank you.
-They're good, right?
894
00:38:18,671 --> 00:38:21,007
-And now, let's talk clothes.
-Okay.
895
00:38:21,090 --> 00:38:22,883
-I got you a lot of blazers.
-I need blazers.
896
00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:24,593
So-- You needed blazers.
897
00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,846
So, bouclé is-- You know the, um--
898
00:38:26,929 --> 00:38:28,597
-the fabric of Chanel suits?
-Yeah.
899
00:38:28,681 --> 00:38:30,182
I wanted to get you versions of that.
900
00:38:30,266 --> 00:38:31,600
When I see a bouclé suit,
901
00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:34,312
that's a mark of sophistication
on a woman as far as I'm concerned,
902
00:38:34,395 --> 00:38:36,689
but if you were to wear this with a jean
and a sexy heel?
903
00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:38,858
-Oh, yeah.
-You look refined, sophisticated.
904
00:38:38,941 --> 00:38:40,818
You could go to the boardroom
looking like that,
905
00:38:40,901 --> 00:38:42,987
-and I would take you seriously.
-Absolutely, yes.
906
00:38:43,612 --> 00:38:46,991
I did still get you Cortezes,
but we got them...
907
00:38:47,074 --> 00:38:47,950
Oh, my God.
908
00:38:48,034 --> 00:38:51,370
-...jeweled for you in Swarovski crystals.
-I love them. They're amazing.
909
00:38:51,454 --> 00:38:53,331
-Nobody else has these.
-I love a one-of-a-kind shoe.
910
00:38:53,414 --> 00:38:55,958
-Yep. Nobody has these.
-I love 'em.
911
00:38:56,208 --> 00:38:57,251
So I'm gonna give you that,
912
00:38:57,335 --> 00:39:00,463
and the black heel instead of the nude
'cause I think it's gonna pop more.
913
00:39:00,546 --> 00:39:01,922
- Sound good?
-Sounds perfect.
914
00:39:02,006 --> 00:39:03,341
Then that's for you as well.
915
00:39:05,968 --> 00:39:07,595
All right, boys. You ready for this?
916
00:39:07,678 --> 00:39:08,679
- Yeah.
-Okay.
917
00:39:08,763 --> 00:39:10,848
God, I'm nervous. I'm so excited.
I can't handle it.
918
00:39:12,975 --> 00:39:15,770
- I like it!
-I love a onesie with a heel!
919
00:39:15,853 --> 00:39:16,687
Right?
920
00:39:18,689 --> 00:39:21,734
It's so your personal style, but you can
have business meetings in that outfit.
921
00:39:21,817 --> 00:39:24,028
Yes, and I even have great hair
to go with it.
922
00:39:24,111 --> 00:39:26,405
Do you still feel like this is you
923
00:39:26,489 --> 00:39:29,075
and you feel like you're in your gorgeous
Latina power?
924
00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:31,410
This is the me that I was trying
to get to all the time,
925
00:39:31,494 --> 00:39:33,829
but it was just a matter of letting
myself be.
926
00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:37,083
-And you let me breathe.
927
00:39:37,166 --> 00:39:38,667
-I love that!
-Don't encourage him.
928
00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:40,586
Our next look is our boardroom look.
929
00:39:41,128 --> 00:39:43,130
I think
this is me and Tan's love baby.
930
00:39:43,214 --> 00:39:44,673
Looks more like Tan and Antoni.
931
00:39:44,757 --> 00:39:46,050
-It has Tan's nose.
- Ready?
932
00:39:46,133 --> 00:39:49,387
For the CEO and founder
of the Latin Arts Festival?
933
00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:52,306
- All right!
934
00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:54,767
-Yeah, yeah!
-Gorgeous!
935
00:39:54,850 --> 00:39:56,060
Woo! Woo!
936
00:39:56,143 --> 00:39:57,895
- Don't fall now.
-I know.
937
00:39:57,978 --> 00:39:59,313
You look so strong.
938
00:39:59,397 --> 00:40:01,065
-And I feel confident.
- Good!
939
00:40:01,148 --> 00:40:01,982
Yeah.
940
00:40:02,066 --> 00:40:03,943
You work in a creative field.
941
00:40:04,026 --> 00:40:07,655
If you dress super-stuffy and corporate,
it wouldn't be on brand.
942
00:40:07,738 --> 00:40:10,741
You need something like this
that shows off a little bit of your style.
943
00:40:10,825 --> 00:40:12,493
And we've still got your hoops, which--
944
00:40:12,576 --> 00:40:14,954
-You're still very much Deanna.
-Yes, absolutely.
945
00:40:15,454 --> 00:40:16,956
- Guys, will you make room?
-Yeah.
946
00:40:17,039 --> 00:40:18,499
- Thank you.
- Please sit.
947
00:40:18,707 --> 00:40:21,585
Tonight is a very big night for you,
because it's the...
948
00:40:21,710 --> 00:40:23,963
Third Annual Latino Arts Festival.
949
00:40:24,046 --> 00:40:25,965
-How are you feeling about it?
-I'm feeling good.
950
00:40:26,048 --> 00:40:28,134
-I feel like I got my power back.
-Yes!
951
00:40:28,217 --> 00:40:31,595
You're a formidable, formidable woman
and a force to be reckoned with.
952
00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:32,680
You had it all along,
953
00:40:32,763 --> 00:40:35,391
you just needed it highlighting,
so that's all any of us have done.
954
00:40:35,474 --> 00:40:37,309
We've highlighted the best parts of you.
955
00:40:37,393 --> 00:40:38,436
You totally have.
956
00:40:38,853 --> 00:40:40,229
The neighborhood thing,I mean...
957
00:40:41,021 --> 00:40:43,732
you changed my life forever
in regards to that,
958
00:40:43,816 --> 00:40:46,861
and I feel comfortable now
opening doors anywhere.
959
00:40:46,944 --> 00:40:50,531
It's always been there,
but you helped me dig that out.
960
00:40:51,407 --> 00:40:53,742
There's a fear in finding ourselves.
Right?
961
00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:57,329
It's the stuff that poems and songs
and books are made of.
962
00:40:57,830 --> 00:40:59,665
But I want you to know, like,
963
00:40:59,748 --> 00:41:00,749
you're a warrior.
964
00:41:02,084 --> 00:41:04,587
And the people who really,
like, hit me the hardest this week
965
00:41:04,670 --> 00:41:06,380
are the amazing women in your life,
966
00:41:06,464 --> 00:41:09,258
so know that in your life,
you have people who look up to you,
967
00:41:09,341 --> 00:41:11,051
and they're people
that you could look up to.
968
00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:12,553
You have that community,
969
00:41:12,636 --> 00:41:15,598
and you're only making it bigger
and stronger with this festival.
970
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:19,059
Thank you. You guys are amazing.
971
00:41:19,435 --> 00:41:21,604
Okay, we'd better go
and let you get ready for this.
972
00:41:22,688 --> 00:41:25,524
In, yeah! Big, big, big, group huggies!
973
00:41:25,608 --> 00:41:28,360
-Oh, we are leaving your business!
-Bye!
974
00:41:28,444 --> 00:41:29,278
You'll be back.
975
00:41:29,361 --> 00:41:31,739
-Oh, we will.
-We'll be back, we'll be back,
976
00:41:41,749 --> 00:41:43,000
Hey, guys.
977
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:45,169
-Oh, my gosh, Martha!
-Hi!
978
00:41:45,252 --> 00:41:48,839
- Oh, did you bring flan?
- Uh, Martha, what are we making?
979
00:41:48,923 --> 00:41:50,716
- Guacamole.
- Oh.
980
00:41:52,968 --> 00:41:54,053
Do you actually use sour cream
981
00:41:54,136 --> 00:41:55,721
or are you doing it
because he uses sour cream?
982
00:41:55,804 --> 00:41:58,432
I always use sour cream.
That way, it don't get dark.
983
00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:00,351
You get the tang
from the sour cream.
984
00:42:00,768 --> 00:42:03,103
This is so good. Thank you so much.
985
00:42:04,021 --> 00:42:06,232
Karamo, can you please
pour us some Jamaica?
986
00:42:06,315 --> 00:42:07,858
It's a hibiscus iced tea.
987
00:42:07,942 --> 00:42:11,570
So, what do you think of the look
that me and Jonathan did with Deanna?
988
00:42:11,695 --> 00:42:13,948
You changed her style,
you changed her life.
989
00:42:15,032 --> 00:42:17,785
You gave her her confidence
that she was lost, you know?
990
00:42:19,286 --> 00:42:21,330
-This world is upside-down.
- Yeah.
991
00:42:21,413 --> 00:42:24,208
-But you guys make it right.
- Thank you.
992
00:42:24,667 --> 00:42:27,086
-Salud a Martha.
-Ah, thanks, Martha.
993
00:42:27,169 --> 00:42:28,837
-Thank you, Martha.
-Thank you.
994
00:42:28,921 --> 00:42:30,589
This old lady love you guys.
995
00:42:30,673 --> 00:42:35,678
-I know! Thank you, Martha!
-Aw! Oh! We love!
996
00:42:36,303 --> 00:42:37,930
-Thank you for having me.
-Of course.
997
00:42:38,013 --> 00:42:39,848
Thank you for making all this.
998
00:42:39,932 --> 00:42:42,393
-We'll walk you out. I'll walk you out.
-We'll walk you. We love you.
999
00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:45,688
- All right, boys. Ready for this?
-Yeah.
1000
00:42:52,778 --> 00:42:55,281
Welcome to the Latino Arts Festival.
1001
00:42:55,364 --> 00:42:57,366
-Hi.
-Hi.
1002
00:42:58,117 --> 00:43:00,828
Transformed, my...
Yes, transformed.
1003
00:43:01,245 --> 00:43:04,331
It's so important for Esperanza
to be seeing Deanna in her element,
1004
00:43:04,415 --> 00:43:06,333
and I think it's only gonna help her
respect her more.
1005
00:43:06,417 --> 00:43:08,669
- Oh, you look gorgeous.
-Thank you.
1006
00:43:09,128 --> 00:43:10,963
You look... amazing!
1007
00:43:11,046 --> 00:43:12,715
- The pouf's gone.
-Yes.
1008
00:43:12,798 --> 00:43:14,466
I'm just proud of you, I'm just--
1009
00:43:14,550 --> 00:43:16,719
-I'm excited for you.
-Thank you.
1010
00:43:19,096 --> 00:43:21,348
This festival started because of you.
1011
00:43:22,141 --> 00:43:24,852
Never let anybody
tell you you can't,
1012
00:43:24,935 --> 00:43:26,645
'cause I heard that all my life,
1013
00:43:26,729 --> 00:43:27,730
and...
1014
00:43:27,855 --> 00:43:30,691
I don't ever, ever want you to feel
like you can't.
1015
00:43:31,066 --> 00:43:33,527
You're an artist, so this is yours,
1016
00:43:33,611 --> 00:43:35,112
just as much it is mine.
1017
00:43:41,201 --> 00:43:43,537
Aw... I love that.
1018
00:43:44,788 --> 00:43:48,334
What a phenomenal message
that she taught her daughter.
1019
00:43:48,417 --> 00:43:50,294
You can't get more support
than that.
1020
00:43:50,377 --> 00:43:51,754
That's incredible
that she did that for them.
1021
00:43:52,087 --> 00:43:54,423
Let's go! Let's go! Okay.
1022
00:43:57,051 --> 00:44:02,306
Welcome, bienvenidos, Kansas City!
The 2018 Latino Arts Festival!
1023
00:44:02,389 --> 00:44:05,142
-You guys excited?
1024
00:44:06,226 --> 00:44:10,022
None of this would be possible
without our great leader.
1025
00:44:10,105 --> 00:44:13,817
She is the founder
of the Latino Arts Festival,
1026
00:44:13,901 --> 00:44:18,572
and I want you guys to give her
a big, warmKansas City welcome,
1027
00:44:18,656 --> 00:44:21,283
my dear friend, Deanna Muñoz!
1028
00:44:23,327 --> 00:44:26,580
Yeah!
1029
00:44:26,872 --> 00:44:28,248
All of us have a voice,
1030
00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:30,417
all of us have dreams.
1031
00:44:31,835 --> 00:44:34,004
It's just about being able to tell
that story.
1032
00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:38,967
The one thing I get out of this festival
is that you are known, you are seen.
1033
00:44:39,051 --> 00:44:40,636
Never ever give up on your dreams,
1034
00:44:40,719 --> 00:44:43,097
never ever let your voice be unheard.
1035
00:44:43,681 --> 00:44:45,182
I have a space now,
1036
00:44:45,265 --> 00:44:46,892
and it's an open space,
1037
00:44:46,975 --> 00:44:49,853
and I wanna see every single one of you
artists in there.
1038
00:44:49,937 --> 00:44:52,856
I wanna see all the lowriders
outside the mayor's office,
1039
00:44:52,940 --> 00:44:56,235
because my space is directly
in front of City Hall.
1040
00:44:59,613 --> 00:45:01,407
-Mic drop!
- Yes!
1041
00:45:01,490 --> 00:45:02,533
- Mic drop.
-What?
1042
00:45:02,616 --> 00:45:04,076
So proud of her!
1043
00:45:04,576 --> 00:45:07,121
-Hey, girl!
-Hi, how are you?
1044
00:45:07,246 --> 00:45:10,290
Good! I am so impressed with this.
1045
00:45:10,374 --> 00:45:11,667
I know, it came out really nice.
1046
00:45:12,334 --> 00:45:14,169
I just feel
like a different person.
1047
00:45:14,753 --> 00:45:17,297
I can actually go up and do a speech
1048
00:45:17,381 --> 00:45:21,927
and talk from the heart and not feel
like I'm being dumb or not worthy,
1049
00:45:22,010 --> 00:45:22,970
because I know I am.
1050
00:45:23,053 --> 00:45:25,681
Sometimes, for whatever reason,
we find ourselves in a place
1051
00:45:25,764 --> 00:45:28,392
where we are told we are not meant
to be seen as we are,
1052
00:45:28,475 --> 00:45:30,561
we are not meant to celebrate who we are,
1053
00:45:30,644 --> 00:45:33,772
and sometimes when you hear that
for too long, you start to believe it.
1054
00:45:33,856 --> 00:45:36,442
You're meant to be celebrated,
you're meant to be seen.
1055
00:45:36,525 --> 00:45:39,653
Deanna is somebody
who liked to stay in the background,
1056
00:45:39,737 --> 00:45:43,699
and to just see her now be the face
of this organization,
1057
00:45:43,782 --> 00:45:45,159
she's not going to the back anymore.
1058
00:45:45,242 --> 00:45:48,078
Uno más, one, two, three...
1059
00:45:48,454 --> 00:45:49,455
I'm excited.
1060
00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:53,125
Now I feel like I am
one million percent Chicana.
1061
00:45:53,584 --> 00:45:55,461
To Deanna, a tale of two cultures.
1062
00:45:55,586 --> 00:45:57,588
-Yes!
-Cheers!
1063
00:46:09,933 --> 00:46:11,435
Oh, hey. You there.
1064
00:46:11,518 --> 00:46:13,771
Here's the thing.
You lack heel confidence, honey?
1065
00:46:13,854 --> 00:46:17,441
You gotta wear it all over the house.
Take a seat in it.
1066
00:46:17,524 --> 00:46:19,651
Maybe walk around in it.
1067
00:46:19,735 --> 00:46:21,737
Build your confidence and serve that walk
1068
00:46:21,820 --> 00:46:24,656
instead of serving someone
who just is not comfortable in heels.
1069
00:46:28,994 --> 00:46:31,205
♪ Heaven when you touch me ♪
1070
00:46:33,332 --> 00:46:34,666
♪ Electricity ♪
1071
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:37,961
♪ Feel it in my bodyFlowin' through my veins ♪
1072
00:46:38,796 --> 00:46:41,089
♪ Don't even know your name ♪
1073
00:46:41,173 --> 00:46:43,258
♪ But it's like home ♪
1074
00:46:44,176 --> 00:46:46,512
♪ Imagine when you hold me ♪
1075
00:46:48,555 --> 00:46:51,308
♪ Electricity runnin' through my bones ♪
1076
00:46:51,391 --> 00:46:53,185
♪ Wanna take you home ♪
1077
00:46:53,852 --> 00:46:55,938
♪ So we can be alone ♪
1078
00:46:57,606 --> 00:46:59,024
♪ Fantasy ♪
1079
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:02,361
♪ Everything you are to me ♪
1080
00:47:04,154 --> 00:47:05,989
♪ Fighting for clarity ♪
1081
00:47:06,073 --> 00:47:07,950
♪ All my senses tellin' me ♪
1082
00:47:08,033 --> 00:47:09,868
♪ Kissing's a necessity ♪
1083
00:47:09,952 --> 00:47:12,830
♪ Baby, I'm ready 'cause it's like ♪
1084
00:47:13,247 --> 00:47:15,040
♪ Elec-- Elec-- Elec-- ♪
1085
00:47:15,123 --> 00:47:17,000
♪ Electricity all over me ♪
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