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- Previously
on "The Bold Type"...
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- I'm glad we got
stuck together today.
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- He is my employee.
- You like him.
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- I wanted to prove to you
that I can have
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a healthy debate
with the other side.
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- That's impressive.
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- You have to stop speaking
for a community
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that you're not really
involved in.
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- I can speak
about that community
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because I'm a lesbian.
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- Do you want me to keep doing
what I'm doing?
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- Yes, Eva--
[gasps]
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- I have a confession to make.
I find you intimidating.
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- We are working hard
in therapy and at home
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to try to communicate better.
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- It's all I can think about--
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starting a family with you,
being a dad.
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- I'm asking Richard to wait,
but he's waiting
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for something that
I can't give him.
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I think I feel relieved
that I'm not having this baby.
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I don't want children.
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[upbeat music]
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[cell phone clatters]
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[Winona Oak's
"He Don't Love Me"]
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- There are all kinds of love.
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There's forbidden love.
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First love.
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There's rekindled love,
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which can be amazing
or terrible,
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depending on whether
you're meant to be together.
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There's complicated love
where you're still trying
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to figure each other out.
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And then there's
unconditional love,
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which it sounds like you have.
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♪ ♪
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- I don't know.
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You didn't see how mad he was.
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Like, the stuff that he said,
stuff that I said--
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[sighs]
Can't take that back.
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- People say horrible things
all the time.
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And they find a way to move on.
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You said he always
comes around, right?
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- I did.
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- He's probably at home
waiting for you right now.
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♪ ♪
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- I hope you're right.
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♪ ♪
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I'm gonna go find out.
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- ♪ No, he don't love me ♪
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♪ No, he don't love me, no ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ But he don't love me, no ♪
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♪ ♪
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- So any word from Marissa?
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- No.
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She's still pissed I said
Eva's name instead of hers.
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God, I feel so bad.
- Ugh, I'm so sorry.
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- Yeah, it kind of sucks.
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She was such a freak.
We had fun.
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But hey, bright side,
I'm about to do
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that photo shoot at The Belle
to launch the podcast.
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- Really?
That's awesome.
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- Yeah.
- Hey, I actually have to go.
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I'm meeting Scott
and his friend,
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but promise me
that you'll let me know
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when you talk to Sutton.
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She had that talk
with Richard last night.
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- Oh, yeah.
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- I'm kind of getting worried.
- Me too.
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I promise.
Love you.
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[soft dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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- Hey, Kat.
- Hi.
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- Hi.
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Why is Eva here?
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- Oh, we thought it'd be
a great press opportunity,
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you know, since Eva's
your first guest
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and a huge media presence
already.
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Is that a problem?
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- No, mm-mm.
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Eva can go first.
I'll go after.
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- Actually, I was thinking we
could photograph you together.
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- Together?
Yeah, I don't know.
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We do have very different
viewpoints.
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- Exactly, two women
on opposite sides
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face off on the first ever
Belle podcast.
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I think it'll really sell
that "Across the Bar" part.
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[Tove Lo's "Bikini Porn"]
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Uh, uh ♪
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- A little closer please.
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Uh, uh,
I'm on bikini porn ♪
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- You must be excited...
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- Can we get a couple of the
two of you facing each other?
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- ♪ Oh, I got those marks
on my body ♪
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- About the podcast.
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This is what you wanted, right?
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- ♪ Like you're
all out of luck ♪
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- Are you trying
to throw me off?
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- ♪ Oh, you got
those sad eyes for money ♪
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- I'm sorry?
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- On the podcast
when you said you were gay.
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- Oh, I am gay, Kat.
- Right.
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You just never mentioned it
to me before.
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- ♪ Skinny dipping
in the pool with me ♪
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- Eva, there's a piece
of hair in front of your face.
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If you can just move
to the side please.
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The other side.
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♪ ♪
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- It's--just let me get it.
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- ♪ I'm on bikini porn,
uh, uh ♪
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♪ Now my bikini's gone ♪
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♪ Oh, I got you
dangled around me ♪
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- I'm a private person, Kat,
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but that doesn't mean
I'm hiding my sexuality.
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- Absolutely--I'm not judging.
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You should do whatever feels
right for you.
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- Thank you.
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- Just a little confused,
that's all--
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why you chose the podcast
to say something.
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- I bring up my sexuality
when it makes sense to me,
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and I chose to bring it up
on your podcast
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because it felt relevant.
- Huh.
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Didn't feel relevant
at the Republican mixer?
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- ♪ All day, one day, today ♪
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- Are we done here?
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[soft dramatic music]
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- Yeah, I think
we got what we need.
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- Okay, great.
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♪ ♪
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- Sutton, hey, it's me.
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Um...
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I'm really worried, boo.
Where you at?
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Call me.
I love you.
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♪ ♪
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- There you are.
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I wanted to show you
the mock-up.
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- Oh.
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Wow.
- Pretty cool, huh?
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- Yeah.
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- We'll use this
to tease the podcast,
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then reach out
to media outlets
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to preview the episode.
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I think this is gonna
be really big, Kat.
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You wanted to make
a difference, and now you are.
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- Hey, thank you
for the opportunity.
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- Don't thank me.
Thank Eva.
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She was the perfect
first guest.
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[Chloe Lilac's "High School"]
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Chain-smoking
your cigarettes ♪
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- What was so important
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that you couldn't tell me
over the phone?
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- Oh, I just wanted
to say thank you.
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You helped me get this podcast,
and, um,
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to answer your question,
I am really excited about it.
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And you didn't have to do that,
but you did,
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so I just wanted to let you
know that I appreciate it.
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- ♪ Fugazi
gold chain necklace ♪
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- Well, you're welcome.
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- Yeah, and, I mean, like,
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did we have completely different
views on almost everything?
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Yes, but,
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I think it's okay, you know?
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Like, this podcast
is bigger than you or me,
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and I'm not gonna let
my feelings for you
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get in the way of that.
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- Your feelings for me?
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♪ ♪
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- Um...yeah.
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Like, you know,
the frustrations that I have
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dealing with,
like, differences.
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- Mm-hmm.
- I mean, like, viewpoints.
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- Right.
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Well, you didn't have to come
all the way here
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just to tell me that.
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- Oh, no, it was on the way,
so I just thought I'd swing by.
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♪ ♪
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- I'm glad that you're happy
with your podcast.
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- Yeah, yeah, I am.
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I am.
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Hey, also,
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you could really do a lot for
the queer community, you know?
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- Are we really
going back to this?
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- No, no, no, I just mean, like,
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you could use your platform
to normalize queerness
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in spaces where it's usually not
accepted, you know, help people.
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- I help people a lot, Kat.
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- Well, okay.
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- I just helped you, remember?
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That's why you're here--
to say thank you--
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unless you actually came
over here just to yell at me--
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- ♪ Just waiting
till sunrise ♪
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- Ah.
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- ♪ Yeah,
I could die tonight ♪
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♪ The feelings you offer ♪
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- This makes no sense.
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- ♪ Yeah,
I could die tonight ♪
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- It really doesn't,
but also--
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- Yeah.
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♪ Sometimes, sometimes,
I think I'm uncool ♪
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[phone rings]
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♪ Then I remember
this isn't high school ♪
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[upbeat pop music]
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♪ ♪
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- I'm about to do
that photoshoot at The Belle
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to launch the podcast.
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- Really?
That's awesome.
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- Yeah.
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- Hey, I actually have to go.
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I'm meeting Scott
and his friend
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about a potential story,
but promise me
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that you'll let me know
when you talk to Sutton.
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I'm kind of getting worried.
- Me too.
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I promise.
- Okay, all right.
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♪ ♪
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[clears throat]
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Scott, hi.
- Hi.
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You must be Kim, Scott's...
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- Childhood friend.
- Right.
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- Thank you for meeting me.
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- Yeah, how can I help?
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- I got fired from my job
as an associate
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at Bumani Investments.
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- It was her dream job--
investment banking.
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- [sighs]
I'm so sorry.
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- I was doing really well,
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but the day after
a company party,
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everything changed.
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HR said it was because
we came in hung over,
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but everyone was hung over.
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It just--it doesn't make sense.
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- You said "we."
Were other people fired?
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- Yes,
me and two other associates,
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Chloe and Alexa.
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- Were all
of the associates fired?
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- No--Mike and Chase
are still there.
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[soft dramatic music]
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- So it was just the women.
- Exactly.
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- [sighs]
Wow.
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And these other women,
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were they also
good at their jobs?
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- Ivy League, crazy smart,
liked by everyone.
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- So it's just blatant sexism?
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♪ ♪
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- Think you can help?
- Yeah, I could try.
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♪ ♪
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So all three positions
were filled by men?
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No, thank you.
That's helpful.
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Let me ask you, though.
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Were any women considered
for those positions?
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What do you mean,
"why is that relevant"?
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Are you serious?
Hello?
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[sighs]
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- So that's a no?
- This is crazy.
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Not being able to do
what you love
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because you're a woman,
I just--I can't even imagine.
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- Maybe you should talk
to Sutton's husband.
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You said he's a lawyer, right?
- Yeah, he is.
261
00:10:04,830 --> 00:10:06,770
I haven't really been able
to get ahold of her.
262
00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:09,750
They're going through
a rough time right now.
263
00:10:09,830 --> 00:10:10,850
- Hm, sorry to hear that.
- Yeah.
264
00:10:13,090 --> 00:10:14,090
You wanna talk about it?
265
00:10:14,170 --> 00:10:15,020
- There's nothing
to really talk about
266
00:10:15,090 --> 00:10:16,940
until she gets back
to me, so...
267
00:10:19,170 --> 00:10:20,510
You know
what would help though?
268
00:10:20,510 --> 00:10:22,360
- Hm?
269
00:10:22,430 --> 00:10:26,190
- Proving that
Kim works for sexist pigs
270
00:10:26,270 --> 00:10:28,460
and then exposing them
in "Scarlet."
271
00:10:28,530 --> 00:10:29,790
- [chuckles]
272
00:10:29,870 --> 00:10:32,790
[punchy music]
273
00:10:32,870 --> 00:10:35,460
- Are you just gonna sit there
or are you coming with me?
274
00:10:35,540 --> 00:10:42,540
♪ ♪
275
00:10:42,620 --> 00:10:45,140
- So what's the plan?
- Just follow my lead.
276
00:10:45,220 --> 00:10:51,890
♪ ♪
277
00:10:53,390 --> 00:10:56,040
[indistinct chatter]
278
00:10:56,040 --> 00:10:58,540
Okay, I'm confused.
279
00:10:58,550 --> 00:11:00,060
Kim said that
all of the women were fired,
280
00:11:00,140 --> 00:11:03,380
but why are there so many
still working here?
281
00:11:03,380 --> 00:11:05,880
- Maybe she just meant
the associates.
282
00:11:05,890 --> 00:11:06,650
- Let's see if that Mike guy
knows anything.
283
00:11:08,310 --> 00:11:09,740
Excuse me.
284
00:11:09,810 --> 00:11:13,070
We're here to see Mike Johnson.
- Right upstairs.
285
00:11:13,150 --> 00:11:14,080
- Okay, thanks.
286
00:11:17,560 --> 00:11:19,060
- Mike?
- Yeah.
287
00:11:19,070 --> 00:11:22,010
- Hi, do you have a second?
- Until my boss yells my name.
288
00:11:22,090 --> 00:11:24,070
- I'm Jane Sloan.
289
00:11:24,070 --> 00:11:27,260
This is my...employee.
290
00:11:27,330 --> 00:11:28,590
- Scott Coleman.
291
00:11:28,670 --> 00:11:30,590
- We're from
"Scarlet" magazine.
292
00:11:30,670 --> 00:11:32,590
We just had a few questions
about Kim Baker.
293
00:11:32,670 --> 00:11:34,520
- Yeah, of course.
You looking to hire her?
294
00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:36,930
- Maybe, depends.
- Well, you should.
295
00:11:37,010 --> 00:11:40,250
Kim is awesome--hard worker,
really talented,
296
00:11:40,250 --> 00:11:42,360
and everyone misses
having her around.
297
00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:45,110
- We heard she was fired.
- That wasn't her fault.
298
00:11:45,180 --> 00:11:49,090
- Well, was there an incident
at an office party?
299
00:11:49,100 --> 00:11:51,100
We heard she was fired
the next day.
300
00:11:51,100 --> 00:11:54,880
- There was a party--
a lot of drinking, dancing,
301
00:11:54,950 --> 00:11:56,710
and Kim's a really good dancer.
302
00:11:56,790 --> 00:11:59,790
- So she was fired
for being a good dancer?
303
00:11:59,860 --> 00:12:01,530
- No, it's just
when Kim dances,
304
00:12:01,610 --> 00:12:03,720
you know,
people pay attention, like...
305
00:12:03,790 --> 00:12:05,550
You understand that.
306
00:12:05,630 --> 00:12:08,560
- Actually, I don't.
[chuckles]
307
00:12:08,630 --> 00:12:11,950
Was she dancing
provocatively or--
308
00:12:11,950 --> 00:12:13,800
- No, it's just--
she was just having fun.
309
00:12:13,880 --> 00:12:16,380
Just...
310
00:12:16,460 --> 00:12:19,960
Look, a couple analysts
were pretty lit that night--
311
00:12:19,960 --> 00:12:21,790
maybe a little bit
too enamored by
312
00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:23,480
three young, attractive
women dancing together.
313
00:12:23,560 --> 00:12:27,300
I think management saw that
and decided it was a liability--
314
00:12:27,300 --> 00:12:29,300
especially post-Me Too.
315
00:12:29,300 --> 00:12:30,150
- Wow.
[chuckles]
316
00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:33,470
So Kim was fired
317
00:12:33,470 --> 00:12:37,070
to protect the men
from doing something stupid?
318
00:12:37,140 --> 00:12:39,420
- And what about
these women here?
319
00:12:39,500 --> 00:12:42,090
- Married, most with children.
320
00:12:42,170 --> 00:12:43,980
They go home
the first chance they get.
321
00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:46,430
- [sighs]
322
00:12:46,500 --> 00:12:48,260
How about we start like this?
323
00:12:48,340 --> 00:12:50,320
"In the post-Me Too era,
too many men
324
00:12:50,320 --> 00:12:52,250
"don't trust themselves
around women,
325
00:12:52,330 --> 00:12:54,830
especially ones
that are attractive."
326
00:12:54,830 --> 00:12:57,680
- "And so,
in male-dominated industries,
327
00:12:57,760 --> 00:13:00,920
"we are seeing a trend
of young women being eliminated
328
00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:05,850
from the hiring process,
starting with Kim Baker."
329
00:13:05,930 --> 00:13:07,020
[exhales sharply]
330
00:13:07,100 --> 00:13:09,430
[sighs]
331
00:13:09,510 --> 00:13:11,120
- I think this piece
is gonna be really big,
332
00:13:11,190 --> 00:13:12,770
and then Kim
and all those other women
333
00:13:12,850 --> 00:13:15,270
who have been squeezed out
of doing what they love
334
00:13:15,350 --> 00:13:18,030
will finally get
the recognition they deserve,
335
00:13:18,110 --> 00:13:19,290
which is why we're doing this.
- Mm-hmm.
336
00:13:19,370 --> 00:13:21,940
- [chuckles]
337
00:13:22,020 --> 00:13:23,300
Okay, should we order
some dinner?
338
00:13:23,370 --> 00:13:24,870
- Yes.
339
00:13:27,540 --> 00:13:28,750
You really love it, don't you?
340
00:13:30,710 --> 00:13:33,960
The story chase,
helping people.
341
00:13:34,030 --> 00:13:35,220
- Yeah, I do.
342
00:13:38,370 --> 00:13:43,560
I guess you can say
that writing is my first love.
343
00:13:43,640 --> 00:13:45,710
- Same.
344
00:13:45,710 --> 00:13:46,880
- [chuckles]
345
00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:48,050
[soft dramatic music]
346
00:13:48,050 --> 00:13:51,160
- When did you know
that you loved to write?
347
00:13:51,230 --> 00:13:53,140
♪ ♪
348
00:13:53,220 --> 00:13:56,220
- I was probably, like, eight.
349
00:13:56,220 --> 00:13:59,500
My dad gave me a diary,
350
00:13:59,580 --> 00:14:03,150
and I filled all of the pages
within a week.
351
00:14:03,230 --> 00:14:06,990
It was kind of like having
a best friend or something?
352
00:14:07,070 --> 00:14:08,490
I don't know.
That's stupid.
353
00:14:08,570 --> 00:14:09,580
[laughter]
354
00:14:09,660 --> 00:14:10,920
- No, it's amazing.
- What about you?
355
00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:15,000
When did you know?
- I think around the same time.
356
00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:16,740
My mom used to
read to me at night,
357
00:14:16,740 --> 00:14:20,760
and I ended up
changing the story
358
00:14:20,840 --> 00:14:24,920
and taking the characters
in different directions.
359
00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:27,920
Eventually we started
writing stories together.
360
00:14:27,920 --> 00:14:30,510
- Do you still write fiction?
361
00:14:30,590 --> 00:14:33,030
- Sometimes.
Just as a hobby.
362
00:14:33,110 --> 00:14:36,370
- I'd love to read it sometime.
363
00:14:36,450 --> 00:14:39,760
- I am kind of a nerd
when it comes to fiction--
364
00:14:39,770 --> 00:14:41,210
very "Lord of the Rings,"
fantasy.
365
00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:44,530
- "Lord of the Rings" is great.
366
00:14:44,610 --> 00:14:46,960
- Nice.
[laughter]
367
00:14:47,030 --> 00:14:48,620
- And, hey,
it's what you love, right?
368
00:14:48,700 --> 00:14:49,870
- Definitely.
369
00:14:53,610 --> 00:14:56,450
And I love the story
we're writing.
370
00:14:56,450 --> 00:14:57,630
- Same.
371
00:14:57,710 --> 00:15:01,040
- I still can't believe
that there are men
372
00:15:01,120 --> 00:15:03,300
who won't hire talented women
373
00:15:03,380 --> 00:15:05,810
just because
they're attracted to them.
374
00:15:05,880 --> 00:15:07,480
- Well...
375
00:15:07,550 --> 00:15:10,890
♪ ♪
376
00:15:10,960 --> 00:15:13,150
- "Well" what?
[chuckles]
377
00:15:13,220 --> 00:15:14,980
- Nothing, it's just...
378
00:15:15,060 --> 00:15:18,080
♪ ♪
379
00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:20,910
I am not saying that
it's right at all,
380
00:15:20,990 --> 00:15:23,640
but...
381
00:15:23,640 --> 00:15:28,980
working with someone you're
attracted to is difficult.
382
00:15:28,980 --> 00:15:31,170
[phone vibrating]
- Are--are you saying...
383
00:15:32,580 --> 00:15:34,210
- Yes.
384
00:15:41,500 --> 00:15:44,270
[punchy music]
385
00:15:44,350 --> 00:15:47,330
♪ ♪
386
00:15:47,330 --> 00:15:49,350
- Ian.
387
00:15:49,430 --> 00:15:50,500
Just one more minute,
388
00:15:50,500 --> 00:15:51,440
and then we can shoot up
FDR Drive.
389
00:15:51,520 --> 00:15:54,190
- I think First
is gonna be faster.
390
00:15:54,270 --> 00:15:55,600
- Uh, I just need
to talk to Oliver.
391
00:15:55,680 --> 00:15:58,360
- Oh, oh, and with me.
Sorry, Ian.
392
00:15:58,440 --> 00:15:59,620
- That's okay.
I'll just wait here.
393
00:15:59,700 --> 00:16:01,600
- Okay.
[phones ringing]
394
00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:05,440
♪ ♪
395
00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:07,460
- We're about to miss
our court time,
396
00:16:07,540 --> 00:16:08,850
which is something
our therapist feels--
397
00:16:08,860 --> 00:16:10,960
- Thinks is important--
398
00:16:11,040 --> 00:16:13,210
for us to do a hobby
that we can share together.
399
00:16:13,280 --> 00:16:13,620
- Yeah, I'm just--
I'll get out of your hair.
400
00:16:13,690 --> 00:16:15,640
- Right.
401
00:16:15,710 --> 00:16:16,700
- Let's go play
some tennis together.
402
00:16:16,700 --> 00:16:18,200
- Great.
403
00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:20,200
- Hey, so,
404
00:16:20,200 --> 00:16:25,390
I'm going to be singing
in a dress and a wig.
405
00:16:25,460 --> 00:16:27,150
- I know what drag is, Andrew.
406
00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:28,320
- Oh.
- We're looking forward to it.
407
00:16:28,390 --> 00:16:30,300
- Oh, right, great.
408
00:16:30,380 --> 00:16:31,060
I'm glad that you and Alicia
can make it.
409
00:16:31,140 --> 00:16:33,710
- So 7:00.
- Andrew!
410
00:16:33,710 --> 00:16:36,490
- 6:30 just to be safe.
Yes, Jacqueline?
411
00:16:36,570 --> 00:16:38,230
- Just make sure
that you hold all my calls
412
00:16:38,310 --> 00:16:40,550
unless it's an emergency.
- Okay.
413
00:16:40,550 --> 00:16:42,660
Define emergency, maybe?
- Andrew.
414
00:16:42,740 --> 00:16:43,660
- Yeah, holding all your calls.
No worries.
415
00:16:43,700 --> 00:16:44,740
- All right.
You ready?
416
00:16:44,820 --> 00:16:47,170
- Are you seriously
asking me that?
417
00:16:47,240 --> 00:16:50,080
Come on.
418
00:16:50,150 --> 00:16:51,670
- I'm just gonna
leave this out
419
00:16:51,750 --> 00:16:52,910
in case the kids' school calls.
- Okay.
420
00:16:52,990 --> 00:16:55,660
This is gonna be fun.
421
00:16:55,740 --> 00:16:57,070
- How long has it been
422
00:16:57,070 --> 00:16:58,330
since we've played together,
ten years?
423
00:16:58,410 --> 00:16:59,510
- Well, I play every week,
but, you and me,
424
00:16:59,590 --> 00:17:01,090
yeah, probably ten years.
425
00:17:01,170 --> 00:17:03,410
- [sighs]
I hope it comes back.
426
00:17:03,410 --> 00:17:06,760
- It will--just as long
as we work at it together.
427
00:17:06,840 --> 00:17:08,760
- Mm, okay.
428
00:17:08,840 --> 00:17:12,100
♪ ♪
429
00:17:12,180 --> 00:17:15,700
- Just remember, up, over,
and through the ball.
430
00:17:15,770 --> 00:17:16,940
- Got it, got it, yep.
431
00:17:18,440 --> 00:17:20,280
Ah, shoot.
432
00:17:20,350 --> 00:17:21,530
- Let me just take
a quick look at that grip.
433
00:17:21,610 --> 00:17:23,190
- Honey,
I think my grip's fine.
434
00:17:23,260 --> 00:17:25,260
- Well, yeah.
435
00:17:25,270 --> 00:17:28,540
It could be just
a hair to the left.
436
00:17:28,620 --> 00:17:30,600
Le continental grip.
437
00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:32,360
That's it.
Go.
438
00:17:32,440 --> 00:17:33,790
- I'll try this,
but this is awkward already.
439
00:17:33,870 --> 00:17:35,110
- It'll be great.
440
00:17:35,110 --> 00:17:37,030
- Yeah, it's already
feeling weird.
441
00:17:37,110 --> 00:17:40,280
I'll try it,
but it feels weird already.
442
00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:42,110
Okay, you know what?
This isn't gonna work.
443
00:17:42,120 --> 00:17:43,780
I think we just go back
to my way of doing it,
444
00:17:43,780 --> 00:17:44,970
and just hit the ball.
445
00:17:48,310 --> 00:17:50,230
That's good.
Just continue hitting.
446
00:17:50,310 --> 00:17:52,070
- That's it.
- Yeah, I went back to my grip.
447
00:17:56,220 --> 00:17:58,070
Oh, shoot.
448
00:17:58,150 --> 00:17:59,910
You're just doing it
too fast now, Ian.
449
00:17:59,980 --> 00:18:02,630
[soft dramatic music]
450
00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:06,230
♪ ♪
451
00:18:06,310 --> 00:18:09,070
I just met the nicest woman
at reception,
452
00:18:09,140 --> 00:18:10,330
and she gave me some
really great pointers.
453
00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:12,570
♪ ♪
454
00:18:12,650 --> 00:18:14,740
- Really?
Okay, what did she say?
455
00:18:14,820 --> 00:18:17,820
- She just reminded me to
follow through with my swing,
456
00:18:17,820 --> 00:18:18,980
you know, and make sure
that my shoulders
457
00:18:18,990 --> 00:18:22,600
are following my hips,
so that was great.
458
00:18:22,670 --> 00:18:25,410
[sighs]
459
00:18:25,490 --> 00:18:26,930
What?
460
00:18:27,010 --> 00:18:29,510
- I--I don't know why
461
00:18:29,590 --> 00:18:31,250
you listen to some
random stranger over me.
462
00:18:31,330 --> 00:18:33,830
- Are you serious?
463
00:18:33,830 --> 00:18:37,170
[laughs]
Okay.
464
00:18:37,170 --> 00:18:38,670
I don't know why
it's a big deal.
465
00:18:38,670 --> 00:18:43,520
- It's a big deal because
you never want me to be right.
466
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,450
- The therapist said
we are not supposed
467
00:18:45,490 --> 00:18:46,940
to use the word "never."
468
00:18:47,010 --> 00:18:49,030
- [chuckles]
I'm sorry.
469
00:18:49,110 --> 00:18:51,270
I feel like you always--
470
00:18:51,350 --> 00:18:54,850
- "Always" is another word
we're not supposed to use.
471
00:18:54,860 --> 00:18:55,850
- I'm a good tennis player,
Jacqueline.
472
00:18:55,860 --> 00:18:57,790
- I never said that
you weren't.
473
00:18:59,540 --> 00:19:00,880
[sighs]
474
00:19:03,860 --> 00:19:07,640
I feel like...
475
00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:10,460
you're being really
oversensitive.
476
00:19:10,540 --> 00:19:11,980
- I don't think so.
477
00:19:12,060 --> 00:19:13,150
We took the FDR Drive
to get here
478
00:19:13,220 --> 00:19:14,560
because you said it was faster.
479
00:19:14,630 --> 00:19:16,300
It wasn't,
but you had to be right.
480
00:19:16,380 --> 00:19:20,320
It feels as if you don't
like it when I'm right.
481
00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:22,060
- Okay. [scoffs]
This is ridiculous.
482
00:19:22,140 --> 00:19:23,810
- That's undermining,
483
00:19:23,880 --> 00:19:24,550
and you're not supposed
to do that either.
484
00:19:24,550 --> 00:19:26,890
- Ugh.
485
00:19:26,890 --> 00:19:29,570
Why is this so hard?
486
00:19:29,650 --> 00:19:31,560
[sighs]
487
00:19:31,560 --> 00:19:34,080
- 'Cause we've been married
for a very long time
488
00:19:34,150 --> 00:19:36,240
and we've gotten into
some bad habits.
489
00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:36,950
- Yeah, well,
you're right about that.
490
00:19:39,750 --> 00:19:42,320
I said you're right.
491
00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:43,510
- Could I explain what I was
trying to say earlier please?
492
00:19:45,070 --> 00:19:48,420
- [sighs]
Yes.
493
00:19:48,500 --> 00:19:51,240
- You told me that
you didn't feel seen by me,
494
00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:52,690
so I've been doing my best
to change that.
495
00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:55,080
Sometimes I don't feel--
496
00:19:55,080 --> 00:19:57,190
[phone ringing]
497
00:19:57,270 --> 00:19:58,690
- [sighs]
It's not the kids.
498
00:19:58,770 --> 00:20:00,340
Go ahead.
499
00:20:00,420 --> 00:20:01,340
"Sometimes you don't feel"
what?
500
00:20:01,420 --> 00:20:05,440
- Sometimes
I don't feel heard by you.
501
00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:07,260
Maybe we could spend
a little time
502
00:20:07,260 --> 00:20:09,520
trying to focus on that.
503
00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:11,870
- Okay.
[phone ringing]
504
00:20:11,950 --> 00:20:13,370
Let me just put it on vibrate
505
00:20:13,450 --> 00:20:16,270
so that we don't have to keep
getting interrupted, okay?
506
00:20:16,270 --> 00:20:21,120
Oh, it's Richard,
and he's called several times,
507
00:20:21,200 --> 00:20:23,530
and now he's texting
that he needs--
508
00:20:23,610 --> 00:20:25,030
let me just call him
really quickly,
509
00:20:25,110 --> 00:20:27,370
and it'll just take a second
510
00:20:27,450 --> 00:20:28,220
just so I can find out
if he's all right.
511
00:20:30,450 --> 00:20:32,780
Hi.
512
00:20:32,790 --> 00:20:34,790
Well, I'm here right now
with Ian, so--
513
00:20:34,790 --> 00:20:36,400
all right.
514
00:20:36,470 --> 00:20:38,210
[sighs]
All right.
515
00:20:38,290 --> 00:20:41,230
No, no, no, no, no, I'll come.
516
00:20:41,310 --> 00:20:44,570
Bye-bye.
517
00:20:44,650 --> 00:20:48,070
Ian, I am so sorry,
but Richard--
518
00:20:48,150 --> 00:20:52,820
he really needs me right now,
and I--
519
00:20:52,900 --> 00:20:54,640
can we just--can we finish this
at home please?
520
00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:57,250
- Okay, yeah.
I'll see you at home.
521
00:20:57,330 --> 00:20:59,250
♪ ♪
522
00:20:59,330 --> 00:21:01,240
- Thank you.
523
00:21:01,310 --> 00:21:03,250
♪ ♪
524
00:21:06,490 --> 00:21:07,650
[The Aces' "Daydream"]
525
00:21:07,650 --> 00:21:08,910
- ♪ Daydream about me
and I know ♪
526
00:21:08,990 --> 00:21:10,510
♪ That you hate
the nights without me ♪
527
00:21:10,580 --> 00:21:12,510
♪ Baby, I hate 'em too ♪
528
00:21:12,580 --> 00:21:14,750
- I still can't believe
you agreed to spend
529
00:21:14,830 --> 00:21:16,090
your first night off
in two weeks
530
00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:18,350
watching Andrew
performing drag.
531
00:21:18,420 --> 00:21:21,000
- Well, I like Andrew,
but also I like the idea
532
00:21:21,000 --> 00:21:23,280
of you
at an amateur night better.
533
00:21:23,350 --> 00:21:25,340
- You know that I'm not
going up there, right?
534
00:21:25,340 --> 00:21:26,520
- Yeah, we'll see.
The night's still young.
535
00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:29,340
♪ ♪
536
00:21:29,340 --> 00:21:31,930
Andrew, you are killing it.
537
00:21:32,010 --> 00:21:35,200
- Dr. Alicia Golden, hello.
538
00:21:35,270 --> 00:21:37,200
- You don't have
to call me that.
539
00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:38,460
- I will because
you are way cooler than he is.
540
00:21:38,540 --> 00:21:40,130
- [laughs]
541
00:21:40,200 --> 00:21:43,040
- Well, for once, I agree.
Drinks?
542
00:21:43,110 --> 00:21:45,610
- I'd love to, but I still
have to do some last touches.
543
00:21:45,690 --> 00:21:46,860
Apparently,
this isn't perfect yet.
544
00:21:46,860 --> 00:21:48,210
I don't understand,
but whatever.
545
00:21:48,290 --> 00:21:53,120
- I'll get the drinks.
- Hey, you got them last time.
546
00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:54,640
Chardonnay?
- Thank you, babe.
547
00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:59,650
♪ ♪
548
00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:00,720
- Hey.
- How you doing?
549
00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:02,060
- Really good.
550
00:22:02,130 --> 00:22:04,380
I will have a Moscow mule
551
00:22:04,380 --> 00:22:07,640
and a chardonnay
for my girlfriend.
552
00:22:07,710 --> 00:22:10,380
- You want me to have someone
bring the drinks over
553
00:22:10,380 --> 00:22:12,490
so you can tell that guy
to get lost?
554
00:22:12,570 --> 00:22:14,400
- No, she wouldn't like that.
555
00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:16,500
At least, I think she wouldn't.
556
00:22:16,570 --> 00:22:18,150
[indistinct chatter]
557
00:22:18,220 --> 00:22:20,650
- Still trying
to figure her out?
558
00:22:20,730 --> 00:22:22,580
- More like my place in it.
559
00:22:22,650 --> 00:22:25,910
She's a very strong,
independent woman.
560
00:22:25,990 --> 00:22:27,510
It's great,
but it can be a little--
561
00:22:27,580 --> 00:22:30,830
- Complicated.
- Yeah.
562
00:22:30,900 --> 00:22:32,750
- Come on,
let me buy you one drink.
563
00:22:32,830 --> 00:22:34,850
- I already told you.
I am not interested.
564
00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:37,240
- I bet you like
a dirty martini.
565
00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:38,590
- What I would like
is for you to walk away.
566
00:22:38,670 --> 00:22:41,080
- [chuckles]
567
00:22:41,080 --> 00:22:44,100
- My boyfriend
is sitting there.
568
00:22:44,180 --> 00:22:47,250
- This guy is your boyfriend?
569
00:22:47,250 --> 00:22:48,600
Don't seem to mind me
sitting here.
570
00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:51,270
♪ ♪
571
00:22:51,350 --> 00:22:53,940
- Let's just move, okay?
572
00:22:54,020 --> 00:22:55,350
- No, 'cause this guy's
gonna leave.
573
00:22:55,430 --> 00:22:57,200
- Uh, hey, do you hear her?
574
00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:58,040
She just asked you
to leave, so--
575
00:22:58,110 --> 00:22:59,450
- Andrew, it's--
- No, no.
576
00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:00,860
- Are you serious?
- Yeah, I'm serious.
577
00:23:00,930 --> 00:23:03,600
And if you don't go right now--
578
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:05,210
- You're gonna hit me
with your purse?
579
00:23:05,290 --> 00:23:07,270
♪ ♪
580
00:23:07,270 --> 00:23:10,050
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, I am.
Yeah, I am.
581
00:23:10,130 --> 00:23:13,130
- Hey, whoa, whoa, hey, relax!
Relax.
582
00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:13,950
Don't get your panties
in a bunch.
583
00:23:13,950 --> 00:23:17,280
♪ ♪
584
00:23:17,280 --> 00:23:18,970
- Way to go Carmichael!
585
00:23:19,040 --> 00:23:21,040
[cheers and applause]
586
00:23:21,120 --> 00:23:22,450
- Andrew, are you okay?
- I'm fine.
587
00:23:22,460 --> 00:23:25,960
You know, I guess when
they said it was a variety show,
588
00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:28,720
I didn't know they meant
that kind of variety.
589
00:23:28,800 --> 00:23:30,400
- Apparently.
590
00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:32,150
- Um...
591
00:23:32,220 --> 00:23:34,240
Wish me luck.
- Mm.
592
00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:35,070
- Break a leg, Andrew.
- Thank you.
593
00:23:35,150 --> 00:23:36,320
- Good luck.
594
00:23:36,390 --> 00:23:38,560
♪ ♪
595
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,900
- Chardonnay.
Are you okay?
596
00:23:40,970 --> 00:23:43,320
♪ ♪
597
00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:44,570
Cheers.
598
00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:45,900
- ♪ Baby, I hate 'em too ♪
599
00:23:45,980 --> 00:23:48,590
♪ But you know, but you know,
but you know ♪
600
00:23:48,670 --> 00:23:49,810
♪ I'm coming back to you♪
601
00:23:49,820 --> 00:23:51,910
- Ooh, that was fun.
602
00:23:51,990 --> 00:23:53,080
- Yeah, yeah, it was.
603
00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:57,710
- Are you okay?
You seem a little bit off.
604
00:24:00,490 --> 00:24:01,770
- No, I'm fine.
- Come on now.
605
00:24:04,850 --> 00:24:07,680
I guess I was just
thinking about earlier.
606
00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:09,170
What, that guy?
607
00:24:09,170 --> 00:24:11,020
Who cares?
He was such a jerk.
608
00:24:11,100 --> 00:24:14,840
- Yeah, I know, I just wish
I had done something more
609
00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:17,340
than just stand there.
610
00:24:17,340 --> 00:24:18,530
- You did more than
just stand there.
611
00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:20,030
You said we should leave.
612
00:24:20,100 --> 00:24:21,360
- You know,
I wanted to punch that guy,
613
00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:23,850
but I didn't
because I respect you,
614
00:24:23,850 --> 00:24:25,020
and I know that we've talked
about how you like
615
00:24:25,020 --> 00:24:26,850
to fight your own battles.
- I do.
616
00:24:26,850 --> 00:24:29,280
I do, and I appreciate it.
617
00:24:29,360 --> 00:24:31,190
And, honestly,
what Andrew did was dumb.
618
00:24:31,190 --> 00:24:33,020
That guy could have
had a gun or a knife.
619
00:24:33,030 --> 00:24:34,080
It was brave, but it was dumb.
620
00:24:36,620 --> 00:24:37,790
- [chuckles]
621
00:24:37,860 --> 00:24:41,810
Brave.
- What?
622
00:24:41,880 --> 00:24:43,140
- Oh, just,
you said that Andrew's brave,
623
00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:46,810
which means part of you
liked that he hit that guy.
624
00:24:46,890 --> 00:24:49,130
- Maybe a little.
625
00:24:49,210 --> 00:24:50,060
- Well, I wish
I would've known that.
626
00:24:50,130 --> 00:24:51,980
It's just--
- Alex, it's fine.
627
00:24:52,060 --> 00:24:52,650
- No, no, it's not.
You don't understand.
628
00:24:52,730 --> 00:24:54,210
- I'm sorry.
629
00:24:54,210 --> 00:24:55,490
If you would've asked me
hypothetically
630
00:24:55,570 --> 00:24:57,880
what I would've wanted you
to do in that situation,
631
00:24:57,880 --> 00:24:59,640
I would've said nothing,
but being in it
632
00:24:59,720 --> 00:25:03,740
and seeing how big that guy was
and him not leaving--
633
00:25:03,810 --> 00:25:06,320
I guess it made me more scared
than I wanted to admit.
634
00:25:06,390 --> 00:25:09,080
I guess it just makes me
a hypocrite.
635
00:25:10,580 --> 00:25:14,660
- No, no,
it doesn't make you hypocrite.
636
00:25:14,730 --> 00:25:18,680
It makes you complicated
and frustrating to date,
637
00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:22,260
but it just makes you human.
638
00:25:22,330 --> 00:25:24,500
- Yeah, well,
I guess it's complicated
639
00:25:24,580 --> 00:25:26,020
for both of us.
640
00:25:26,100 --> 00:25:28,930
[tender music]
641
00:25:29,010 --> 00:25:32,420
♪ ♪
642
00:25:32,420 --> 00:25:34,270
- Bright spot.
- Mm-hmm.
643
00:25:34,350 --> 00:25:35,100
- At least I didn't have
to get up on that stage.
644
00:25:35,180 --> 00:25:38,030
- [chuckles]
Good point.
645
00:25:41,790 --> 00:25:44,370
[soft dramatic music]
646
00:25:44,450 --> 00:25:50,210
♪ ♪
647
00:25:50,290 --> 00:25:51,880
- I'm sorry.
648
00:25:51,950 --> 00:25:54,270
I know how much you want this.
649
00:25:54,270 --> 00:25:56,030
♪ ♪
650
00:25:56,110 --> 00:25:59,670
- I am always the one
to make adjustments.
651
00:26:01,780 --> 00:26:04,280
[chuckles]
I followed you to Paris.
652
00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:06,470
- I didn't ask you to do that.
653
00:26:06,540 --> 00:26:07,230
- You showed up
at my father's funeral
654
00:26:07,300 --> 00:26:08,300
when I had a girlfriend.
655
00:26:08,380 --> 00:26:10,620
You knew exactly
what you were asking.
656
00:26:10,620 --> 00:26:11,400
- Wow.
657
00:26:14,290 --> 00:26:16,480
- I couldn't even buy you
a sewing machine
658
00:26:16,550 --> 00:26:19,810
or do your laundry
or pay for dinner.
659
00:26:19,890 --> 00:26:22,820
God forbid you let me
do anything for you.
660
00:26:22,890 --> 00:26:24,060
- Hey, you're not being fair
right now.
661
00:26:24,140 --> 00:26:26,150
- I'm not being fair?
662
00:26:26,230 --> 00:26:28,470
We got married, Sutton.
663
00:26:28,470 --> 00:26:30,160
Usually,
not wanting to have kids
664
00:26:30,230 --> 00:26:32,330
is something you talk about
before you get married.
665
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:36,480
- I didn't know
that I didn't want them,
666
00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:38,000
and you never said anything
about it either.
667
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:40,150
- I did.
668
00:26:40,150 --> 00:26:41,080
The night we had
that dinner party
669
00:26:41,150 --> 00:26:42,490
with Dev and Quinn
and Michelle,
670
00:26:42,490 --> 00:26:44,170
I said,
"I want what they have."
671
00:26:44,250 --> 00:26:45,170
- That was hardly
a serious conversation.
672
00:26:45,250 --> 00:26:47,840
- But I told you
that I wanted kids.
673
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:49,250
- And I said
that I wasn't ready.
674
00:26:49,330 --> 00:26:53,350
- Which usually means
that you will be at some point.
675
00:26:53,420 --> 00:26:57,000
- We have everything
that we could want.
676
00:26:57,000 --> 00:26:58,500
Right now we have freedom
and independence.
677
00:26:58,500 --> 00:26:59,780
We could travel
anywhere we want.
678
00:26:59,860 --> 00:27:02,520
I'm finally exactly
where I want to be in my job.
679
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:03,940
- Your job.
680
00:27:05,700 --> 00:27:07,180
- What does that mean?
681
00:27:07,180 --> 00:27:11,200
- We have spent so much time
talking about your job.
682
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:12,680
You wanna be a stylist,
then you wanna be a designer,
683
00:27:12,690 --> 00:27:13,680
now you wanna
be a stylist again.
684
00:27:13,690 --> 00:27:15,190
- What's wrong with that?
685
00:27:15,190 --> 00:27:17,040
- All we do
is talk about your job--
686
00:27:17,110 --> 00:27:21,280
What you want, what you need.
- Are you serious?
687
00:27:21,360 --> 00:27:23,620
You actually believe that?
- And you don't?
688
00:27:23,700 --> 00:27:25,380
You get everything
you want, Sutton.
689
00:27:25,460 --> 00:27:26,200
I'm just along for the ride.
690
00:27:26,200 --> 00:27:28,220
- You're being an ass.
691
00:27:31,700 --> 00:27:34,370
- I am not trying to be.
692
00:27:34,370 --> 00:27:37,650
I'm trying to be open
with you and honest.
693
00:27:37,730 --> 00:27:40,300
I wanna have kids with you.
694
00:27:40,380 --> 00:27:41,320
- I wanna be open
and honest with you...
695
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:45,650
Which is why I'm telling you
that I don't.
696
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:49,000
- [sighs]
697
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:00,920
I remember the first few nights
you spent here.
698
00:28:00,990 --> 00:28:05,750
You were talking about how much
your career meant to you.
699
00:28:05,830 --> 00:28:09,420
Thought it was so amazing
how passionate you were.
700
00:28:09,500 --> 00:28:10,680
-I felt the same way about you.
701
00:28:13,580 --> 00:28:16,010
You were so driven.
I always loved that about you.
702
00:28:20,750 --> 00:28:22,530
- I wish that we could
go back to those moments.
703
00:28:22,610 --> 00:28:24,440
- We can.
704
00:28:24,520 --> 00:28:26,940
Richard...
705
00:28:27,020 --> 00:28:29,110
Nothing has changed.
706
00:28:29,190 --> 00:28:31,690
I'm still the girl
you fell in love with.
707
00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:34,780
- I just wish your job
wasn't everything.
708
00:28:34,860 --> 00:28:37,770
- It's not everything.
You are.
709
00:28:37,770 --> 00:28:39,860
- No, I'm not.
710
00:28:39,940 --> 00:28:43,380
If I was, you would've
come to California with me,
711
00:28:43,460 --> 00:28:45,370
but you chose work.
- I didn't choose work.
712
00:28:45,450 --> 00:28:48,110
I told you how I was feeling,
and we compromised.
713
00:28:48,110 --> 00:28:50,540
- It might have looked
like a compromise,
714
00:28:50,620 --> 00:28:54,890
but it was really just me
adjusting again.
715
00:28:54,970 --> 00:28:56,290
I knew it on our wedding night.
716
00:28:56,290 --> 00:28:59,400
I knew that
I was gonna be the one
717
00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:01,520
who would always be adjusting.
718
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,410
But I loved you so much,
I was okay with it.
719
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:11,470
- I wasn't ready to move in,
but you asked me,
720
00:29:11,470 --> 00:29:14,150
and I love you, so I adjusted.
721
00:29:14,230 --> 00:29:16,190
And when you said that you
wanted to go to San Francisco--
722
00:29:16,270 --> 00:29:18,830
- Oh, no.
You told me to go.
723
00:29:18,900 --> 00:29:20,590
You bought my damn ticket.
724
00:29:20,660 --> 00:29:22,330
- Yes, I did,
because I support you!
725
00:29:22,410 --> 00:29:23,810
That was me adjusting again!
726
00:29:23,820 --> 00:29:28,320
I didn't want you to move
3,000 miles away from me.
727
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:30,820
- That was for a job
that I can't do here.
728
00:29:30,820 --> 00:29:33,160
- So we can adjust
for your job,
729
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:35,990
but not mine
'cause yours is more important?
730
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,100
- I never said
it's more important.
731
00:29:37,180 --> 00:29:38,100
- You didn't have to.
732
00:29:41,330 --> 00:29:43,670
And then you proposed.
- Was that an adjustment?
733
00:29:43,670 --> 00:29:44,670
Because you seemed
pretty happy about it.
734
00:29:44,670 --> 00:29:46,760
- I was.
735
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,780
But it was fast.
- Not for me it wasn't.
736
00:29:48,860 --> 00:29:51,030
Then again,
737
00:29:51,100 --> 00:29:53,600
I was 41, you were 26,
738
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:56,460
and that is
a very big difference
739
00:29:56,530 --> 00:29:57,620
in maturity and perspective.
740
00:29:57,700 --> 00:29:59,520
- I'm not gonna apologize
for being 26.
741
00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:01,350
- I'm not asking you to.
742
00:30:01,350 --> 00:30:03,700
I am just saying
that maybe
743
00:30:03,780 --> 00:30:04,780
we are at much different stages
than we thought.
744
00:30:04,860 --> 00:30:07,190
- When you were 26,
745
00:30:07,190 --> 00:30:10,030
you got to put
your career first.
746
00:30:10,030 --> 00:30:10,950
I don't think there's
anything wrong
747
00:30:11,030 --> 00:30:12,470
with me wanting the same thing.
748
00:30:12,550 --> 00:30:13,880
- I am letting you
put your career first.
749
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:15,420
I froze my sperm, remember?
750
00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:20,220
Everything up until this point
was good,
751
00:30:20,300 --> 00:30:22,220
but now you don't
want kids ever, right?
752
00:30:22,300 --> 00:30:24,540
That's what you said?
753
00:30:24,540 --> 00:30:25,650
So this isn't about
prioritizing your career
754
00:30:25,730 --> 00:30:27,820
in your 20s.
755
00:30:27,900 --> 00:30:31,810
This is a life decision
that you made
756
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:34,820
on your own
without me about my life!
757
00:30:45,570 --> 00:30:46,900
- I'm sorry.
758
00:30:46,900 --> 00:30:50,340
I don't know why
I feel this way
759
00:30:50,420 --> 00:30:53,590
about having kids...but I do.
760
00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:56,800
And I can't lie to you.
761
00:31:00,250 --> 00:31:02,100
I made a vow
to never lie to you.
762
00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:10,020
- I want to be a father...
763
00:31:13,180 --> 00:31:14,980
And you are asking me
to give that up?
764
00:31:18,110 --> 00:31:21,930
- I don't wanna
take that away from you.
765
00:31:21,930 --> 00:31:23,770
But if I have a kid,
and I don't wanna raise it--
766
00:31:23,770 --> 00:31:26,100
- We'll have a nanny
and a night nurse,
767
00:31:26,110 --> 00:31:28,880
and you can go to work
whenever you want.
768
00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:30,610
And I'll do the bath time,
the bedtime,
769
00:31:30,610 --> 00:31:31,940
the early mornings--
I'll do it all.
770
00:31:31,940 --> 00:31:32,870
- That would make you happy?
771
00:31:32,950 --> 00:31:35,200
- Yeah.
772
00:31:35,280 --> 00:31:38,630
- I'd be a terrible mother.
773
00:31:38,710 --> 00:31:39,970
- No, you wouldn't
be a terrible mother.
774
00:31:46,290 --> 00:31:47,720
- I'm pretty sure I would be.
775
00:31:55,390 --> 00:31:56,320
- So...
776
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:00,560
Either way...
777
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:03,250
One of us loses.
778
00:32:03,330 --> 00:32:05,640
[D'arcy Spiller's
"Cry All Night"]
779
00:32:05,650 --> 00:32:07,590
♪ ♪
780
00:32:07,660 --> 00:32:09,420
- I'm just so sick of it
being me.
781
00:32:09,500 --> 00:32:11,920
♪ ♪
782
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,240
- ♪ Sleep till the afternoon ♪
783
00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:16,670
- Richard--
- I'm going to bed.
784
00:32:16,750 --> 00:32:18,410
- ♪ Awake at night ♪
785
00:32:18,490 --> 00:32:21,010
♪ ♪
786
00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:25,100
♪ Something is calling you ♪
787
00:32:25,180 --> 00:32:29,260
♪ To come and find it ♪
788
00:32:29,340 --> 00:32:33,280
♪ Cry all night ♪
789
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:36,450
♪ Share a love or two
in the day ♪
790
00:32:36,530 --> 00:32:40,620
♪ ♪
791
00:32:40,700 --> 00:32:43,960
♪ Your place is calling ♪
792
00:32:44,030 --> 00:32:46,700
♪ ♪
793
00:32:46,780 --> 00:32:50,200
♪ You should be on your way ♪
794
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:53,860
♪ ♪
795
00:32:53,860 --> 00:32:57,880
♪ Wonders of dreaming world ♪
796
00:32:57,960 --> 00:33:00,290
♪ Comfort of a fire ♪
797
00:33:00,370 --> 00:33:04,130
♪ ♪
798
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:05,540
♪ Sound of the rain
battering down ♪
799
00:33:05,540 --> 00:33:07,220
- Hi.
800
00:33:07,300 --> 00:33:10,150
♪ ♪
801
00:33:10,230 --> 00:33:12,230
- I have a couple meetings.
I'll be back later.
802
00:33:12,300 --> 00:33:14,300
♪ ♪
803
00:33:14,380 --> 00:33:18,320
- ♪ Cry all night ♪
804
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:20,570
[phone vibrates]
805
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:21,720
♪ Share a love
or two in the day ♪
806
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:26,570
♪ ♪
807
00:33:26,650 --> 00:33:29,410
♪ Na, na, na, na, na ♪
808
00:33:29,490 --> 00:33:32,060
♪ ♪
809
00:33:32,060 --> 00:33:34,750
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪
810
00:33:34,830 --> 00:33:37,830
♪ ♪
811
00:33:37,900 --> 00:33:41,010
♪ Na, na, na ♪
812
00:33:41,090 --> 00:33:44,000
♪ ♪
813
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,760
♪ Na, na, na, na ♪
814
00:33:51,770 --> 00:33:53,270
[melancholic pop music]
815
00:33:53,340 --> 00:33:54,940
- ♪ Pictures of the old dust
got me feeling older ♪
816
00:33:55,010 --> 00:33:59,870
♪ ♪
817
00:33:59,940 --> 00:34:02,430
♪ Just thought you should know
I never wanted closure ♪
818
00:34:02,430 --> 00:34:05,430
♪ ♪
819
00:34:05,430 --> 00:34:09,520
♪ But you had
no problem leaving ♪
820
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:12,100
♪ ♪
821
00:34:12,100 --> 00:34:13,770
- You look like
you could use a drink.
822
00:34:13,770 --> 00:34:15,940
- Yeah.
823
00:34:15,940 --> 00:34:18,220
- ♪ To feel it ♪
824
00:34:18,290 --> 00:34:19,870
♪ ♪
825
00:34:19,950 --> 00:34:22,700
- Hi.
Oh, my gosh.
826
00:34:22,780 --> 00:34:23,960
- Thank you so much
for meeting me.
827
00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:28,560
- Oh, of course.
What happened?
828
00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:31,120
- ♪ Picking up the pieces,
you just want to leave 'em ♪
829
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:34,570
♪ Killing me a little bit ♪
830
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:36,900
- Sutton doesn't want
to have kids.
831
00:34:36,980 --> 00:34:39,300
- What?
Is she sure?
832
00:34:39,300 --> 00:34:41,070
She has her whole life
ahead of her.
833
00:34:41,150 --> 00:34:43,320
♪ ♪
834
00:34:43,390 --> 00:34:46,410
- I don't have my whole life
in front of me
835
00:34:46,490 --> 00:34:48,580
to roll the dice
hoping she changes her mind.
836
00:34:48,660 --> 00:34:51,570
- Oh, gosh, totally get it.
837
00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:55,590
- My dad wasn't the best dad.
838
00:34:55,660 --> 00:34:59,090
He was detached
and uninvolved, and...
839
00:34:59,170 --> 00:35:02,000
I remember what that felt like.
840
00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:06,580
And I wanted a chance
to do it right for my kid.
841
00:35:06,660 --> 00:35:09,340
I wanted to show my kid
842
00:35:09,420 --> 00:35:16,090
that Hunters could be strong
and open at the same time.
843
00:35:16,170 --> 00:35:19,450
And I wanted to show my kid
a good marriage too,
844
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:21,430
'cause my parents rarely,
845
00:35:21,510 --> 00:35:22,840
if ever,
opened up to each other,
846
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:27,790
and Sutton and I are--
we're the opposite of that.
847
00:35:27,860 --> 00:35:30,940
At least, I thought we were.
848
00:35:31,020 --> 00:35:33,630
- What are you gonna do?
849
00:35:33,700 --> 00:35:35,350
- I don't know.
850
00:35:35,350 --> 00:35:38,540
I was hoping, maybe,
you could help me figure it out.
851
00:35:38,620 --> 00:35:40,620
- ♪ I'd be your friend ♪
852
00:35:40,690 --> 00:35:44,190
- It was our first real fight.
853
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:44,790
- And you've been married
four months?
854
00:35:44,860 --> 00:35:46,550
That's pretty good.
855
00:35:46,620 --> 00:35:48,620
- We made up for it.
856
00:35:48,700 --> 00:35:52,050
It was bad.
857
00:35:52,130 --> 00:35:54,300
I thought we were better
than that.
858
00:35:54,370 --> 00:35:56,980
- Yeah, well, love is messy,
859
00:35:57,060 --> 00:36:00,150
and that's what makes it great,
you know?
860
00:36:00,230 --> 00:36:01,730
There isn't one right way.
861
00:36:04,730 --> 00:36:06,490
There are all kinds of love--
862
00:36:06,570 --> 00:36:10,090
forbidden love,
first love.
863
00:36:10,090 --> 00:36:11,330
- I wish I could.
864
00:36:11,410 --> 00:36:12,740
[soft dramatic music]
865
00:36:12,820 --> 00:36:15,740
But you know I can't tell you
what is right for you.
866
00:36:15,820 --> 00:36:20,820
♪ ♪
867
00:36:20,900 --> 00:36:23,730
- [sighs] We didn't listen
to each other.
868
00:36:23,740 --> 00:36:25,680
- What do you mean?
869
00:36:25,750 --> 00:36:29,520
- She knew that I wanted
to have kids.
870
00:36:29,590 --> 00:36:32,180
Even before we were engaged,
I told her.
871
00:36:32,260 --> 00:36:36,000
And she told me that
she was nowhere close,
872
00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:40,340
but we just swept it aside
873
00:36:40,420 --> 00:36:41,600
and pretended like
there wasn't a problem.
874
00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:44,200
- Hm.
875
00:36:44,270 --> 00:36:47,680
- But there is
because I want kids,
876
00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:52,700
and now I have to decide
which one I want more--
877
00:36:52,780 --> 00:36:58,360
kids or Sutton.
878
00:36:58,440 --> 00:37:00,380
- People say horrible things
all the time.
879
00:37:00,460 --> 00:37:02,550
Then they find a way to move on.
880
00:37:02,620 --> 00:37:03,960
You said he always
comes around, right?
881
00:37:04,030 --> 00:37:05,460
- Yeah, I did.
882
00:37:05,540 --> 00:37:08,550
- Well, he's probably at home
waiting for you right now.
883
00:37:08,630 --> 00:37:10,710
- I hope you're right.
884
00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:12,890
I'm gonna go find out.
885
00:37:12,970 --> 00:37:14,800
[MILCK's "Ready"]
886
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:16,540
- ♪ I'm not waiting for you ♪
887
00:37:16,620 --> 00:37:18,970
♪ To come knock on my door ♪
888
00:37:19,050 --> 00:37:21,720
♪ That's what I used to do ♪
889
00:37:21,790 --> 00:37:24,460
♪ When my heart wasn't sure ♪
890
00:37:24,460 --> 00:37:27,150
♪ 'Cause I don't like
feeling exposed ♪
891
00:37:27,220 --> 00:37:29,130
♪ Or out of control ♪
892
00:37:29,130 --> 00:37:31,240
♪ But I want you to know ♪
893
00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:34,470
♪ I want you to know ♪
894
00:37:34,470 --> 00:37:37,470
♪ When you're ready
for the freefall ♪
895
00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:40,750
♪ Ready to get vulnerable ♪
896
00:37:40,830 --> 00:37:43,570
- How was Richard?
897
00:37:43,650 --> 00:37:45,740
- ♪ I'm ready ♪
898
00:37:45,820 --> 00:37:46,650
♪ When you want
those Sunday mornings ♪
899
00:37:46,650 --> 00:37:50,340
- You were right.
900
00:37:50,410 --> 00:37:51,820
I do have trouble
taking advice from you.
901
00:37:51,820 --> 00:37:54,770
- ♪ You're the only one
makes me think ♪
902
00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:55,840
♪ I'm ready ♪
903
00:37:55,920 --> 00:37:58,000
- And maybe that's because...
904
00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,000
♪ ♪
905
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:03,780
I don't want
to give up control,
906
00:38:03,850 --> 00:38:07,840
and I need to work on that.
907
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:11,840
Or maybe it's because...
908
00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:15,360
being wrong makes me feel...
909
00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:17,620
vulnerable.
910
00:38:17,700 --> 00:38:21,780
- ♪ When you're ready
for the freefall ♪
911
00:38:21,850 --> 00:38:24,460
- It is never because
I don't respect your opinion.
912
00:38:24,540 --> 00:38:28,620
♪ ♪
913
00:38:28,690 --> 00:38:31,950
I wanna play tennis
with you every week.
914
00:38:32,030 --> 00:38:35,460
No matter what.
915
00:38:35,530 --> 00:38:37,380
And if you don't feel heard,
you need to tell me.
916
00:38:37,460 --> 00:38:38,960
♪ ♪
917
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:40,480
- Okay.
918
00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:42,310
♪ ♪
919
00:38:42,390 --> 00:38:44,720
- And next month,
920
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:46,890
I wanna go on
that trip to Iceland
921
00:38:46,970 --> 00:38:48,640
we've been trying to go on
for ten years.
922
00:38:48,710 --> 00:38:52,320
- Well, you say that now,
but then work gets in the way.
923
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:55,640
- It won't.
924
00:38:55,720 --> 00:38:58,560
I promise.
925
00:38:58,560 --> 00:39:04,080
♪ ♪
926
00:39:04,150 --> 00:39:05,340
[Kathleen's
"Half My Mind Ago"]
927
00:39:05,410 --> 00:39:09,230
- ♪ Half my mind ago ♪
928
00:39:09,230 --> 00:39:12,340
♪ I thought
I knew everything ♪
929
00:39:12,420 --> 00:39:13,740
- Richard?
930
00:39:13,740 --> 00:39:19,170
- ♪ There's something
about how you ♪
931
00:39:19,240 --> 00:39:21,910
- Sutton...
932
00:39:21,910 --> 00:39:23,840
I'm so sorry.
- I'm so sorry.
933
00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:25,690
- ♪ Give me just a minute ♪
934
00:39:25,770 --> 00:39:28,270
♪ Let me relearn
how to breathe ♪
935
00:39:28,350 --> 00:39:30,030
♪ ♪
936
00:39:30,110 --> 00:39:33,920
♪ Why can't you let me ♪
937
00:39:33,930 --> 00:39:37,350
♪ Go gently? ♪
938
00:39:37,430 --> 00:39:40,070
♪ ♪
939
00:39:40,150 --> 00:39:41,860
♪ You're loud
as an alarm clock ♪
940
00:39:41,930 --> 00:39:44,100
♪ Pullin' me out of a dream ♪
941
00:39:44,100 --> 00:39:46,030
♪ ♪
942
00:39:46,110 --> 00:39:49,880
♪ You fixed the game ♪
943
00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:52,370
♪ So you stopped playing ♪
944
00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:54,130
♪ ♪
945
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:55,950
♪ Just tell me ♪
946
00:39:55,950 --> 00:40:00,060
♪ What you really want ♪
947
00:40:00,140 --> 00:40:02,210
♪ ♪
948
00:40:02,290 --> 00:40:05,230
♪ Oh, and I know ♪
949
00:40:05,310 --> 00:40:09,180
♪ You feel the same ♪
950
00:40:11,130 --> 00:40:13,810
♪ Half my mind ago ♪
951
00:40:13,890 --> 00:40:17,230
[phone ringing]
952
00:40:17,300 --> 00:40:19,230
♪ I thought
I knew everything ♪
953
00:40:19,300 --> 00:40:20,640
- Do you need to get that?
954
00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:23,250
- Um...
955
00:40:23,330 --> 00:40:26,640
Yeah, I really do.
956
00:40:26,650 --> 00:40:28,330
- Okay.
957
00:40:28,410 --> 00:40:31,410
- Jane,
958
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:33,980
I didn't expect
to feel this way.
959
00:40:33,990 --> 00:40:37,430
I know it's not ideal,
960
00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:39,670
and I probably
shouldn't be saying it,
961
00:40:39,750 --> 00:40:43,830
but if you feel the same way--
962
00:40:43,830 --> 00:40:47,350
[phone vibrates]
963
00:40:47,420 --> 00:40:49,170
- I have to take this.
964
00:40:49,170 --> 00:40:51,430
♪ ♪
965
00:40:51,500 --> 00:40:53,430
[phone vibrates]
966
00:40:53,510 --> 00:40:55,950
- ♪ It isn't much
of anything ♪
967
00:40:56,020 --> 00:40:57,360
- Hi, Sutton, are you okay?
968
00:40:57,430 --> 00:40:59,600
- Hey, what's going on?
969
00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:01,600
- I need you.
970
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:04,270
♪ ♪
971
00:41:04,350 --> 00:41:08,370
- ♪ I thought
I knew everything ♪
972
00:41:08,450 --> 00:41:11,610
♪ ♪
973
00:41:11,690 --> 00:41:12,520
♪ How far have I come? ♪
974
00:41:12,520 --> 00:41:16,120
- Richard left me.
975
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:18,700
[sobbing]
976
00:41:18,700 --> 00:41:20,460
- ♪ It isn't much
of anything ♪
977
00:41:20,530 --> 00:41:56,300
♪ ♪
68558
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