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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: {1}{1}23.976 {423}{544}MANJI {724}{892}If I could only write|a little better... {915}{1081}I'd like to pen a sort of|novel and show it to you. {1128}{1272}But I know I'm incapable,|that's why I've come here today. {1300}{1404}I'm afraid I'm bothering you. {1422}{1457}You really don't mind? {1570}{1606}Let me see... {1612}{1680}After leaving the university, {1684}{1763}my husband opened|a law office in Osaka. {1783}{1862}Last year, in February,|I think it was. {1900}{2039}I imagine it embarrassed him|to be financed by my family. {2100}{2261}I didn't want to stay at home|doing nothing. {2279}{2339}I found an art school for ladies. {2367}{2506}It's a small private school,|and I began attending classes... {2633}{2763}Original Story by Junichiro Tanizaki|Screenplay by Kaneto Shindo {2793}{2923}Photography by|Setsuo Kobayashi {2933}{3058}Film Editor|Tatsuji Nakashizu {3092}{3173}The Cast {3201}{3331}Ayako Wakao|Kyoko Kishida {3362}{3427}Eiji Funakoshi|Yusuke Kawazu {3430}{3489}Kyu Sazanka|Ken Mitsuda {3679}{3867}Directed by|Yasuzo Masumura {3899}{3985}{y:i}There were classes in Japanese|{y:i}and European art. {3990}{4078}{y:i}We were sketching the|{y:i}Goddess of Mercy. {4094}{4177}{y:i}The principal came in one day. {4302}{4405}Yours doesn't look at all|like this model. {4421}{4471}What was your model? {4522}{4576}I felt myself blushing. {4602}{4676}I hadn't noticed it, myself,|until then. {4697}{4783}What he said|quite surprised me. {4831}{4984}I hadn't realized it but I was drawing|Mitsuko Tokumitsu. {5116}{5161}Please look. {5215}{5278}A textile company president's|daughter. {5532}{5630}Mrs. Kakiuchi,|who is your model? {5650}{5757}Really? Doesn't it look like|the model here? {5763}{5815}And you think it does? {5819}{5915}Yes, but I'm not very talented,|so I could be wrong. {5924}{6001}No, you draw very well. {6006}{6141}But I just think the face looks like|someone else. {6164}{6223}Oh, just the face, you mean? {6246}{6330}I drew my ideal face. {6336}{6403}Then who is your ideal? {6442}{6557}It's just an ideal,|there is no real model. {6582}{6686}To show the spirituality of the|Goddess of Mercy. {6692}{6729}Is that wrong? {6733}{6797}I don't quite understand you. {6802}{6912}If there's a resemblance or not,|it's for art, for art's sake. {6916}{6979}I don't think that's wrong. {7005}{7125}If it does resemble someone,|be so good as to tell me who. {7311}{7410}{y:i}My arguing with the principal|{y:i}made people talk. {7433}{7499}{y:i}Soon, there were rumors. {7522}{7627}It was whispered that Mitsuko|and I were lovers. {7679}{7813}It was all so silly.|I wasn't even angry. {7855}{7918}But I thought perhaps... {7924}{8039}Mitsuko would|be upset by all the fuss. {8059}{8130}{y:i}I'd look in on her class. {8172}{8278}{y:i}One day, I ran into her|{y:i}in the powder room. {8833}{8868}Mrs. Kakiuchi... {8893}{9012}Some people are trying to trap us.|Please be careful. {9018}{9072}Who would that be? {9090}{9153}This is hardly the place to talk. {9159}{9236}Shall we go somewhere else? {9262}{9342}Certainly. I'd be pleased to. {9403}{9544}Listen, the principal started|those rumors about us. {9575}{9644}Why would he do that? {9677}{9829}I'm supposed to marry into a|very rich family. {9845}{9958}I'm not too anxious,|but the boy is. {9974}{10101}A city assemblyman's daughter|wants to marry him. {10116}{10186}So we've become rivals. {10209}{10341}Her father bribed the principal {10358}{10413}to spread gossip about me. {10418}{10477}How dreadful! {10498}{10572}What a mean thing for|a teacher to do! {10589}{10645}You're not even married yet. {10649}{10744}Be careful not to let|people like that ruin you. {10781}{10882}I don't care what's said about me. {10912}{10959}I don't care, either. {10975}{11138}Mrs. Kakiuchi, let's become friends|and then we'll show them. {11168}{11232}That's an excellent idea. {11249}{11309}I'd like to see|the principal's face. {11339}{11412}Let's go to Nara on Sunday. {11418}{11492}What a sensation|if we're spotted! {11507}{11566}Yes, let's! Let's do it! {11899}{11995}I must thank you|for something. {12000}{12031}What? {12046}{12121}I don't have to marry the|man I don't love. {12141}{12241}The gossip about us|obviously worked. {12302}{12373}The assemblyman's daughter|must be happy. {12394}{12453}We should both|be grateful to you. {12484}{12607}How secluded it is.|I wouldn't dare come here alone. {12612}{12678}But how nice|with someone you like. {12693}{12748}I'd love to stay,|just like this. {12773}{12805}Me, too. {13288}{13344}Your husband doesn't mind? {13348}{13403}He never interferes. {13408}{13478}And I've told him all about you. {13483}{13514}What did he say? {13519}{13603}If you're so beautiful,|he'd like to meet you. {13868}{13951}It's finished.|Take a look at it. {14007}{14114}I can hardly believe|you did it. {14118}{14178}It's because I tried so hard. {14181}{14284}Is this that Mitsuko?|She really looks like this? {14313}{14403}Enough to cause a sensation. {14433}{14548}But she's really|far more sensual. {14612}{14712}A masterpiece.|Have it framed, why don't you? {14718}{14801}Have her come and see it|after it's finished. {14888}{14975}If it's to be framed,|do it over again. {14995}{15047}It's very good, of course. {15062}{15167}The face is like mine,|but the body's quite different... {15187}{15215}In what way? {15235}{15283}It's not that simple. {15335}{15383}I can't explain it very well. {15419}{15508}Then perhaps if I could|see your naked body... {15552}{15622}I don't mind but... {15669}{15729}At your place then. {15964}{16012}It's private here. {16109}{16178}What a lovely room! {16184}{16244}Such a nice double bed! {16316}{16371}Marriage must be wonderful. {16375}{16486}Yours will be far better than this. {16534}{16593}Isn't this your marital bed? {16598}{16662}Won't your husband scold you? {16687}{16787}What does it matter?|You're special. {16792}{16885}The marital bed is sacred,|so they say. {16889}{16996}So is a virgin's body.|So it's quite fitting. {17011}{17046}Hurry and show me. {17050}{17151}Someone might see.|Close the windows. {17407}{17446}I'll borrow a sheet. {18097}{18176}Am I different|from your picture? {18427}{18552}What an exquisite body you have. {18616}{18756}You're so beautiful.|Why have you hid yourself until now? {18996}{19045}It's too much!|It's too much! {19054}{19106}What's happened to you? {19111}{19222}When I see something beautiful,|I become so excited I cry. {19249}{19326}Satisfied?|I'll get dressed. {19345}{19407}No, I want to see more! {19411}{19508}Silly! There's no point|in keeping this up. {19525}{19559}Yes, there is! {19565}{19626}You're not completely nude. {19632}{19668}Take it off! {19711}{19784}I wish you wouldn't... {20116}{20159}I wish you'd stop it. {20221}{20334}I thought you were my friend! {20354}{20424}Forget it.|We're no longer friends! {20492}{20547}Have you taken leave|of your senses? {20594}{20661}I've never met anyone so cold! {20682}{20763}You promised|not to hide anything! {20768}{20834}Why do you hide yourself?|You're a liar! {21875}{21911}I hate you... {21947}{22011}Your body's so beautiful! {22050}{22147}I could kill you for it. {22262}{22315}Then kill me.|Kill me! {22347}{22391}I want to be slain by you. {22671}{22706}It's not fair! {22711}{22795}You saw my body|but you won't show me yours. {22823}{22877}It's not that... {22892}{22970}Yours is so beautiful,|I'm ashamed of mine. {22996}{23089}Please don't be disgusted|with it. {23267}{23351}You're just as beautiful as I am. {23384}{23483}Don't say anything you don't mean.|I feel so small. {23758}{23837}Please read these letters {23841}{23942}we wrote to each other|at that time. {24306}{24424}{y:i}Patter patter, patter patter.|{y:i}It is raining this fair night. {24474}{24612}{y:i}Patter patter, patter patter.|{y:i}What doth it whisper? {24646}{24778}{y:i}It whispers, Mitsuko Mitsu,|{y:i}Mitsu, Mitsu... {24793}{24964}{y:i}Without realizing it, I had written|{y:i}"Mitsuko," over and over again. {24969}{25039}{y:i}From my thumb to my little finger. {25075}{25194}{y:i}Forgive me|{y:i}for doing something so silly. {25223}{25319}{y:i}Dearest, I'm always moody|{y:i}on Sundays. {25338}{25398}{y:i}Why?|{y:i}Because I can't see you all day. {25433}{25569}{y:i}I telephoned but you'd gone out|{y:i}with your husband. {25591}{25658}{y:i}It's cruel!|{y:i}It's too much! {25683}{25736}{y:i}I'm crying.|{y:i}I feel so lonely. {25761}{25844}{y:i}It makes me bitter!|{y:i}But I won't say any more! {25871}{25904}{y:i}You're mean! {25927}{26074}{y:i}It finally transpired. What I'd been|{y:i}expecting finally happened. {26096}{26225}{y:i}Our stormy marital spat would've|{y:i}surprised you, if you'd seen it. {26252}{26340}{y:i}Please forgive me for|{y:i}my use of "marital". {26390}{26445}Kiyo, bring the tea upstairs. {26541}{26672}Kiyo says you and Mitsuko|are very intimate. {26694}{26733}What does that mean? {26739}{26830}I like Mitsuko very much.|We're friends. {26871}{26944}I know that.|But in what way? {26948}{27017}It's just a feeling,|that's all. {27021}{27107}There are many kinds|of friendship. {27145}{27227}I'd prefer you didn't discuss|my friends! {27243}{27341}You find your own friends and|leave me alone! {27377}{27468}If it's an ordinary friendship,|I don't mind. {27489}{27608}You rarely go to school now.|And you write those odd letters. {27623}{27746}In a normal friendship,|you wouldn't shut yourself up. {27750}{27839}What a strange thing to say. {27856}{27934}It just shows you have|a vulgar mind! {27950}{28030}Vulgar?|Then is your conscience clear? {28062}{28218}Yes! Love between women is like|the love of a work of art. {28222}{28284}If that's abnormal, what are you? {28355}{28465}Then why be so secretive?|Why shut me out? {28493}{28552}And don't lie.|You're not painting. {28573}{28612}What are you up to? {28648}{28746}Visit a studio.|Watch an artist at work. {28766}{28830}He doesn't work every minute. {28844}{28942}He must be in the mood to|do good work. {28979}{29048}And it isn't only her face. {29052}{29131}Her body's so beautiful,|I want to hold her! {29138}{29231}I could gaze at her|for hours on end. {29247}{29348}And she doesn't mind you|looking at her naked for hours? {29373}{29480}Of course not.|I'm a woman, she doesn't feel shy. {29493}{29563}Being admired isn't unpleasant. {29567}{29606}Even between women, {29612}{29719}being naked in broad daylight|is not natural. {29736}{29830}Hasn't a nude woman ever|struck you as being lovely? {29869}{29964}It's like a marvelous landscape,|I'm spellbound. {29969}{30100}I feel happy. Life becomes|so worth living, it makes me cry. {30134}{30200}If you've no feeling for beauty,|I can't explain it. {30385}{30485}That's irrelevant.|It's totally abnormal! {30489}{30519}You're old-fashioned! {30523}{30606}She can't be a nice girl. {30618}{30647}I'm sure she's not. {30688}{30733}What did you say? {30742}{30824}What right have you to say that|about the one I love? {30844}{30952}She's too pure for a human being.|She's a goddess. {30958}{31001}Insult her at your own risk! {31036}{31071}See what I mean? {31075}{31167}No one in their right mind|would say such things. {31171}{31216}What a fossil you are! {31236}{31311}And when did you turn|into a slut? {31363}{31417}Yes, I'm a slut. {31435}{31525}You knew that,|so why did you marry me? {31563}{31659}You married me for my money!|Isn't that right? {31672}{31733}I dare you|to say that again! {31753}{31816}I'll say it|any number of times! {31835}{31898}You married me|for my money. {31904}{31999}You may have brains|but you're a deceitful coward! {32162}{32273}Do you hate me that much? {32310}{32429}If you ever lay a hand on me,|I'll tell Father! {32435}{32525}If you're prepared for that,|go on, hit me and kill me! {32577}{32628}I want you to kill me! {32671}{32718}Kill me, I said! {32927}{32967}Kill me! {33000}{33034}You fool! {33108}{33220}It's obvious. You and I are|totally incompatible! {33226}{33299}I've never enjoyed our married life! {33320}{33371}You're too willful, that's why! {33392}{33461}I try hard, but you don't! {33493}{33614}That's not true! You lack passion.|You've no romance! {33693}{33826}"The ne"xt "day, we silently glared"|{y:i}at each other all day long. {33838}{33871}{y:i}But that night... {34123}{34234}I know I may appear to be|moody and cold, {34255}{34323}but inside I'm not like that at all. {34361}{34439}I'll be a better husband. {34456}{34527}So try to respect my wishes, too. {34552}{34609}Say you won't see Mitsuko any more. {34644}{34676}No! {34682}{34810}If you must see her,|then not here, in our bedroom. {34814}{34848}No! {34872}{34931}I'm asking you!|Listen to me. {34973}{35104}I've no wish to be bound!|I want to be totally free. {35317}{35391}{y:i}I want to become stronger. {35395}{35495}{y:i}So strong that|{y:i}I won't be afraid of God, {35500}{35599}{y:i}my parents|{y:i}or my husband. {35630}{35765}Don't you hate me after all|your husband said? {35777}{35870}Silly! We've had it out,|so I'm not afraid. {35887}{35949}I'll never give you up. {35961}{36071}I'll throw him out if he complains!|It's my home. {36075}{36210}But won't your love for him|bring you to hate me? {36225}{36278}Couples are like that. {36282}{36342}We're no couple! {36360}{36423}If we must,|we'll run away! {36435}{36501}Do you really mean that? {36506}{36571}I'm prepared for the worst. {36575}{36630}So am I. {36640}{36726}If I asked you to,|would you die with me? {36767}{36825}I would!|I'd die for you. {36829}{36913}I've no child,|you're all that I live for. {36945}{36984}Why no children? {37014}{37145}I have a medicine that does|it without an abortion. {37149}{37206}I'd like some, too. {37210}{37312}A friend of mine|doesn't want to have a baby. {37330}{37428}It's expensive,|but I'll give you some. {37433}{37474}I'm so glad! {37494}{37603}I prefer women to like me|much more than men. {37618}{37691}It's natural for men to|think a woman pretty. {37714}{37796}But I attract women to me... {37799}{37915}Dear Mitsuko, let us|be friends all our lives. {37919}{38017}I could die here right now,|like this. {38064}{38164}{y:i}And so we became ever more|{y:i}drawn to each other. {38176}{38282}{y:i}My husband appeared to|{y:i}have given up. {38288}{38406}{y:i}Taking advantage of this,|{y:i}I became even bolder. {38436}{38553}Mitsuko? Whatever do you|want at this hour? It's after two. {38652}{38757}You're all alone and lonesome?|You can't sleep? {38763}{38850}You called just to say that? {38874}{38929}You are an impossible child! {38941}{39010}Come over in the morning|and we'll play. {39049}{39169}My husband?|I'll get rid of him early. {39174}{39203}{y:i}You promise? {39207}{39304}Yes, I promise.|I promise. {39357}{39483}I lost my head and became|a slave to my feelings. {39511}{39648}So what happened|came as a complete surprise. {39700}{39802}I never dreamed|such a thing would happen. {39882}{39950}Hello. Mitsuko?|What happened? {39995}{40137}Your clothes were stolen?|Where? Whatever were you doing? {40141}{40212}{y:i}I was taking a bath. {40216}{40304}{y:i}I'm at the Izutsuya Inn. {40308}{40414}{y:i}They were stolen|{y:i}while I was taking a bath. {40444}{40479}Why are you at an inn? {40487}{40633}I had my reasons for coming,|but now I'm in serious trouble. {40651}{40800}Please help me out and send|over some clothes. Quickly. {40804}{40885}Look, I'm awfully sorry to ask, {40889}{41021}but send some of your husband's|clothes, too. I need a man's suit. {41046}{41153}A man's clothes? Why?|Who's there with you? {41219}{41326}Yes, a suit.|No, you don't know him. {41339}{41454}I'm sorry to ask|so many favors, but... {41458}{41565}Could you also bring some cash,|about 30,000 yen? {41569}{41625}I'd be ever so grateful. {41663}{41816}Please!|I beg you to help me! {41840}{41955}Oum, my maid, will arrive|soon. She'll escort you here. {41973}{41993}Please! {42146}{42280}{y:i}My heart began to pound,|{y:i}and my knees were shaking. {42290}{42379}{y:i}I lied to my husband,|{y:i}wrapped up the clothes, {42391}{42442}{y:i}and took a cab with Oum. {42656}{42755}Who is this man that|she's with? {42773}{42844}You're with her every day.|You know. {42852}{42936}When did it start?|It's not the first time? {42948}{42987}Don't hide anything. {42993}{43102}It's been a quite a while.|Since last April. {43106}{43140}How many times? {43145}{43202}Too many to count. {43206}{43245}Who is the man? {43250}{43299}I'm not really sure. {43347}{43461}I had no idea.|I did my best for Mitsuko! {43476}{43589}How could she talk about|her lover, the bath...? {43602}{43698}How could she make such|a fool of me! {43704}{43874}That's true, but she can hardly|go home without any clothes. {43878}{43982}I would! I certainly wouldn't|phone her! It's shameful! {43992}{44091}At a time like this,|what else could she do? {44098}{44183}- Divine punishment!|- That's right. It certainly is. {44220}{44330}She said she'd never shown|her body to anyone else. {44335}{44405}I'd like to see them both|stark naked! {44689}{44717}This is it. {44759}{44805}You wait outside. {44852}{44879}Izutsuya Inn {45003}{45039}Excuse me. {45117}{45180}Your guest has arrived. {45194}{45225}Madame, please. {45379}{45455}Excuse me.|You're Mrs. Kakiuchi? {45506}{45534}Yes. {45538}{45647}I don't know how|to apologize about this! {45658}{45766}Mitsuko really should|make her apologies. {45770}{45833}But she's too ashamed to see you. {45838}{45906}And besides, she has no clothes. {45910}{45982}Excuse me|for not introducing myself. {45986}{46082}I'm Eijiro Watanuki,|Mitsuko's fianc�. {46182}{46282}The clothes are here.|A man's suit too. {46345}{46432}Thank you.|We really appreciate it. {46614}{46724}I'm going home.|Give her this. It's the money. {46736}{46834}Please wait!|She'll be right out. {46838}{46982}Mitsuko feels very deeply|toward you. {46997}{47121}We fell in love last year|and got engaged. {47125}{47195}But she insisted|I accept your relationship. {47198}{47386}She says she must have us both,|and that she'll never give you up. {47390}{47497}If I refuse to allow it,|then she won't marry me. {47502}{47641}I understand you're angry|about what happened here. {47655}{47728}But please don't scold her. {47745}{47802}Will you promise not to? {47937}{48005}Please understand her feelings. {48050}{48070}Very well. {48132}{48231}You agree?|Thank you very much! {48248}{48318}We'll never forget your kindness! {48352}{48406}What a relief. {48419}{48450}Mitsuko, come out. {49187}{49259}{y:i}Inside, I was absolutely furious! {49276}{49430}{y:i}I wanted to jump on her and tear|{y:i}those clothes to shreds! {49471}{49591}{y:i}And I might have,|{y:i}if Watanuki hadn't been there. {49666}{49766}{y:i}The more I thought about it,|{y:i}the angrier I became. {49788}{49860}{y:i}They'd made such a fool of me! {49871}{50005}{y:i}How could I get revenge?|{y:i}I vowed I'd somehow get back at her. {50018}{50115}{y:i}I was so upset,|{y:i}I drank some wine. {50203}{50273}{y:i}A little too much. {50315}{50348}When did you get back? {50391}{50442}I'm so mad! {50448}{50512}Yes! I really am! {50516}{50605}What is it?|What's wrong with you? {50609}{50665}I'm so mad! {50669}{50758}Then stop crying and|tell me. {50835}{50919}I'm going to forget|all about her. {50941}{51030}Promise you'll love me forever. {51157}{51240}I decided to turn over|a new leaf. {51243}{51352}I got up early,|made his breakfast, {51370}{51395}shined his shoes... {51451}{51518}Aren't you going|to art classes, today? {51551}{51603}I'm thinking of quitting. {51609}{51695}She'll be there and|it'll be hard to concentrate. {51707}{51753}I don't want to go out. {51799}{51931}Be mine forever. So nothing can|ever come between us! {51973}{52024}You go from one extreme|to the other. {52110}{52200}You don't love me enough.|I need more love. {52242}{52318}{y:i}Except for that one night, {52331}{52432}{y:i}I could never completely|{y:i}forget Mitsuko. {52465}{52496}{y:i}But... {52565}{52651}A clerk from the Nakanoshima|Hospital in Osaka {52656}{52715}wishes to see you. {52727}{52842}Hospital? That's strange.|Whatever can he want? {52908}{52940}Mrs. Kakiuchi? {52974}{53023}There's no mistake? {53068}{53112}Excuse this sudden intrusion. {53124}{53227}You apparently gave|Miss Tokumitsu some medicine... {53273}{53324}Yes, I did. {53328}{53428}She gave it to her friend,|a Mrs. Nakagawa. {53457}{53512}She suffered|severe complications. {53528}{53563}What happened? {53589}{53657}The hospital cannot take|responsibility. {53671}{53742}You must discuss this with her. {53761}{53868}At first I thought it was|some sort of ruse by Mitsuko. {53874}{53981}But since it involved drugs,|I agreed to see her. {54016}{54137}She arrived within 30 minutes. {54389}{54478}My sister,|are you still angry with me? {54533}{54642}Miss Tokumitsu, that's not what|we're here to discuss. {54648}{54705}But I'm totally unable to talk {54709}{54817}unless you forgive me,|sister dear. {54821}{54924}I wish you'd stop with that|dearest-elder-sister business! {54985}{55150}If that's how my dear sister acts,|I'll be far too upset to talk. {55167}{55279}Frankly, the thing at the hospital... {55285}{55345}It isn't about|Mrs. Nakagawa at all. {55387}{55436}Well then, who is it? {55473}{55600}It's me.|I'm three months pregnant. {55617}{55711}I took that medicine|but it didn't do any good. {55727}{55782}I'm having bloody discharges. {55794}{55869}{y:i}I could scarcely believe it. {55875}{56000}{y:i}Pregnant by that Watanuki|{y:i}and she comes to me to save her. {56189}{56238}It's the cramps again. {56264}{56335}Sister, get me to the bathroom. {56429}{56516}Honestly, Sister,|it really hurts! {56531}{56597}What's the matter? {56635}{56687}So painful, Sister! {56777}{56808}Kiyo, come here! {56825}{56904}Hold on!|Hurry, the bathroom! {57044}{57104}It hurts, Sister! {57225}{57316}- Sister, it's so painful.|- What's happened? {57359}{57405}Mitsuko! {57476}{57574}I'm going to die. {57579}{57678}I want you...|to help me! {57682}{57776}Don't be silly.|You're not going to die. {57870}{57965}You'll forgive me,|won't you? {57975}{58008}Shall I call a doctor? {58012}{58096}No, don't. You'd only get|into more trouble. {58116}{58171}Let me die like this. {58176}{58229}You mustn't leave me. {58259}{58362}I don't mind dying here,|with you beside me. {58485}{58513}It hurts! {58607}{58641}I'm in pain! {58687}{58789}Please get on my back|and press down! {58859}{58922}Here?|Like this? {58947}{59058}Such pain. It's punishment|for what I did to you. {59082}{59186}If I die, could you|then forgive me? {59192}{59270}I'm in agony! {59316}{59347}Water! {59351}{59384}- Kiyo!|- Yes, ma'am. {59386}{59423}The blood... {59447}{59476}You're bleeding? {59480}{59552}Get on my back and|press down! {59642}{59765}{y:i}I began to realize that it was|{y:i}all an act. {59770}{59855}{y:i}I knew,|{y:i}yet I let her fool me. {59887}{59995}{y:i}And Mitsuko knew I was|{y:i}pretending not to know, {60009}{60091}{y:i}but she kept up her little act,|{y:i}to the end. {60334}{60398}You're not angry with me now? {60446}{60571}The next time you do this,|I'll kill you. {60575}{60649}Is it all right for me|to come here again? {60682}{60778}I don't know if it's|all right, or not. {60797}{60925}I lied about the baby|because you wouldn't see me. {60971}{61074}That hospital man,|he's one of our employees. {61089}{61179}I know.|I knew it. {61190}{61263}That blood,|it's just a theatrical trick. {61269}{61377}I thought as much.|Don't say any more. {61464}{61552}If I say I'm having a baby,|then your husband, {61567}{61621}won't think we're lovers. {61627}{61750}Then we can see each other freely.|Isn't it a good idea? {61825}{61955}And so I slid back into her trap, {61967}{62026}and we picked up|where we left off. {62076}{62213}I told my husband she was pregnant|and we met often at that inn. {62273}{62365}One day, while I was waiting|for Mitsuko, {62369}{62406}Watanuki came in. {62452}{62548}Which of us do you think|Mitsuko loves more? {62552}{62599}I wonder. {62604}{62632}It must be you! {62636}{62747}That's why she's carrying my child,|yet she won't marry me! {62751}{62847}I really was born under an|unlucky star! {62864}{62926}The world's|most unlucky man. {62931}{62995}I don't believe|that she is pregnant. {63000}{63054}You don't? {63060}{63139}I think you'll find that|it's all a lie. {63144}{63191}Why would she do that? {63195}{63253}She told me|she's definitely not. {63264}{63336}Take my word for it.|It's true. {63363}{63397}She's over three months. {63436}{63525}Perhaps she's lying to you.|Afraid to lose you. {63558}{63654}She looks so sweet,|but she's really not. {63658}{63740}She's so irresistible.|It's easy for her to fool us. {63756}{63802}She's a terrible woman. {63894}{64000}Let's join forces to prevent|her making fools of us. {64015}{64135}We love her differently,|there's no need for jealousy. {64140}{64244}She's too lovely for you|to have alone. {64248}{64312}Let's share her love. {64327}{64410}Let's draw up a pledge. {64472}{64560}Here's the pledge we made.|Read it. {64699}{64793}As of July 18, 1964, {64816}{64912}Sonoko Kakiuchi and|Eijiro Watanuki... {64918}{65019}...pledge to become true kin {65023}{65089}under the following conditions: {65120}{65209}Sonoko Kakiuchi will become {65214}{65286}Eijiro Watanuki's elder sister. {65295}{65415}This is because Eijiro will wed|Sonoko's sister. {65423}{65555}The sister recognizes the brother's|love for Mitsuko, {65561}{65650}and vice versa. {65675}{65885}Together, they will guard against|Mitsuko's loving a third party. {65891}{65982}The sister will help the brother|to marry Mitsuko. {65986}{66110}He will not object to the women's|relationship after marriage. {66136}{66233}If Mitsuko abandons one|of the contracted parties, {66237}{66321}the other party must leave her. {66327}{66405}Permission must be gained before {66409}{66498}either party runs off,|or voluntarily dies with Mitsuko. {66522}{66566}How does that sound? {66631}{66659}Fine. {66665}{66738}Good.|Please sign it. {67107}{67142}Shall I use my seal? {67148}{67197}This may hurt.|Just bear it. {67203}{67238}Don't! {67242}{67347}A brother-sister blood oath.|It won't take long. {67407}{67479}Keep still.|Close your eyes. {67981}{68021}Pull yourself together! {68058}{68129}You partake of mine first. {68403}{68444}Now, I'll drink yours. {68742}{68796}Now, we're really|brother and sister. {68827}{68947}I'll look on you as my real sister. {68963}{69057}Please regard me|with your utmost favor. {69076}{69189}As an enemy,|I can be very nasty. {69194}{69286}But as an ally,|I'd lay down my life for you. {69325}{69426}We mustn't tell Mitsuko|about this. {69449}{69478}It's our secret. {69496}{69570}Then we used|our blood to seal it. {69601}{69693}I felt so afraid of Watanuki, {69699}{69759}I didn't dare tell Mitsuko. {69830}{69894}What's this scar? {69926}{70020}That's strange,|Eijiro has one just like it. {70063}{70137}Are you hiding|something from me? {70154}{70229}Did you and he make a|secret promise? {70244}{70279}You must have! {70317}{70398}You're hiding something, too,|aren't you? {70411}{70450}What am I hiding? {70466}{70566}Something about yourself.|Your body. {70641}{70777}He told you I'm pregnant,|didn't he? {70813}{70904}In actual fact, he's incapable|of being a father! {70923}{70966}What did you say? {70970}{71072}When he was a young boy,|he had the mumps {71078}{71164}and that rendered him impotent. {71168}{71203}Is that true? {71219}{71295}By the time I found out,|it'd gone too far, {71312}{71361}so I continued to see him. {71365}{71426}Then you must leave him. {71464}{71547}He said he'd tell everything|he knows. {71570}{71726}When my marriage|to a rich man came up... {71732}{71840}...he threatened to expose|our relationship to the newspapers. {71864}{71987}I wrote to the principal saying|you and I were lovers. {72003}{72067}You really fooled me, didn't you? {72071}{72110}Please forgive me! {72154}{72199}At first it was just a prank. {72203}{72322}But you took it so seriously,|and it became real. {72376}{72483}I've more to confess|about the stolen clothes. {72504}{72608}Eijiro had the clerk hide them|and made me call you. {72639}{72719}He thought you'd get|disgusted with me. {72747}{72783}I see. {72787}{72906}Watanuki is so vulgar|and contemptible! {72929}{72998}But I can't bear to leave him. {73024}{73148}He's wrecked my life!|I'm so unlucky! {73242}{73387}Please help me.|You're the only one I can count on. {73402}{73486}Please don't ever|tire of me. {73546}{73664}Why should I?|I'm so glad you told me this. {73683}{73729}To be honest, {73743}{73841}Eijiro and I are eternally pledged|to be brother and sister. {73847}{73881}A pledge? {73887}{73945}Yes, to love you. {73949}{74032}He used you|so others can't have me! {74038}{74130}I'd rather die|than marry him. {74144}{74252}Please help me to leave him.|I hate him. {74267}{74331}I understand, dear.|Of course I will. {74347}{74387}I'd even die for you. {74408}{74473}If it comes to the worst,|I'll kill him! {74477}{74525}My dearest sister... {74716}{74805}{y:i}So, the beautiful, predatory|{y:i}hawk that was Mitsuko, {74821}{74906}{y:i}became a poor dove,|{y:i}pursued by an eagle. {74932}{75024}{y:i}I loved her so much,|{y:i}I felt sorry for her. {75067}{75119}Mrs. Kakiuchi. {75246}{75316}Your husband's here. {75321}{75418}He wants to see you both.|What shall I do? {75422}{75459}My husband? {75564}{75630}My husband is calling on you. {75659}{75735}What shall I do?|Is there a special reason? {75759}{75827}Shall I say you can't see him? {75846}{75959}No, I'll see him.|I'll pad myself to look pregnant. {75983}{76031}Good idea.|Oharu... {76071}{76131}Show him into the darkest room. {76290}{76321}Please. {76483}{76553}It has to be more prominent. {76557}{76604}How many months am I? {76607}{76654}I forget. {76678}{76755}About six or seven months,|isn't it? {77201}{77286}I've long been thinking|I should call on you, {77291}{77360}and I happened to be in the area. {77407}{77514}Your wife is always|so accommodating. {77543}{77578}The baby is rather big. {77598}{77685}Yes. I'm six months. {77847}{77941}{y:i}How can I engineer|{y:i}a break with Watanuki? {77956}{78024}{y:i}Before we found a way, {78028}{78105}{y:i}Watanuki got ahead of us. {78209}{78242}Come upstairs. {78461}{78506}I've something to show you. {78584}{78725}Is this your signature,|or is it a forgery? {78829}{78926}Speak up!|Why don't you answer me? {78983}{79065}Then I can only|assume it's genuine. {79139}{79218}Watanuki came|to the office yesterday. {79315}{79447}Mitsuko and I are not only engaged,|she's also carrying my child. {79453}{79632}Your wife's interference has|torpedoed any plans of marriage. {79647}{79709}I want you to warn her. {79729}{79775}Supervise her more closely. {79898}{80014}She made me sign this in order to|come between us. {80020}{80097}You admit this|is your wife's signature? {80141}{80198}It appears to be... {80225}{80293}but I will need her confirmation. {80324}{80407}May I borrow this? {80423}{80505}If she admits to it,|what are your intentions? {80511}{80592}She's my wife,|we'll settle it ourselves. {80618}{80670}Will you divorce her? {80674}{80715}That's my decision to make. {80737}{80860}You're indebted to your wife's family.|It'd be a bad mistake. {80904}{80950}That's none of your business! {80990}{81034}Is that so? {81082}{81168}In that case,|I cannot entrust it to you. {81207}{81250}Sorry to have bothered you. {81265}{81352}Husbands who spoil their wives|get into trouble. {81746}{81830}I was rude.|Can we start again? {81860}{81902}Any number of times. {81908}{82068}I was so absorbed in my own|problems that I failed to respect yours. {82089}{82148}Please put aside what I said earlier {82150}{82264}and understand just how|distressed I am. {82293}{82411}I'll be pleased to loan you|the contract we pledged. {82433}{82542}The thought you might divorce|your wife frightens me. {82562}{82667}That could spur her|to run away with Mitsuko. {82685}{82727}He's an odd fellow. {82768}{82844}And you've pledged|to become his sister? {82850}{82908}Without even consulting me? {82960}{82993}I demand an explanation. {83061}{83136}There was no use in hiding it. {83152}{83233}I decided to confess|and see how things went. {83264}{83373}So I told him about|Watanuki's secret pledge. {83377}{83501}And I explained the farce of|Mitsuko's pregnancy, too. {83546}{83581}I'm glad you told me. {83613}{83710}You've been unusually frank|and obedient today. {83744}{83867}Now, tell me if you regret|what you've gone and done. {83890}{83994}{y:i}I thought it best to appear meek,|{y:i}so I did just that. {84025}{84121}I needn't tell you|how wrong you were. {84169}{84305}It's my fault, too,|for not exercising more supervision. {84325}{84387}It's our joint responsibility. {84412}{84485}According to your version... {84490}{84608}...he started it,|so he alone is to blame. {84644}{84790}{y:i}The pretense at sadness actually|{y:i}made me sad, and I began to cry. {84925}{85042}Crying won't help.|I want to hear you say it. {85073}{85170}Do you regret what you did? {85182}{85225}Will you give up that loose girl? {85259}{85339}I suppose my death|will be apology enough! {85457}{85600}How can I possibly face people|with this hanging over me? {85616}{85647}Let me die! {85675}{85760}I don't blame you|for wanting to leave me! {85766}{85875}Who said I would?|Would I scold you if I meant to? {85962}{86014}But if I abandoned Mitsuko, {86018}{86125}she'd have such a dreadful time! {86141}{86173}She'd die! {86184}{86235}Why would she die? {86239}{86291}She just would! {86296}{86376}She often threatens it!|I've told her not to! {86395}{86499}So I'll die with her and|apologize to the world! {86515}{86593}You fool!|That's no way to apologize! {86623}{86694}If you bind me,|I'll die! {86700}{86743}Let me die! {86828}{87002}{y:i}But I was actually preoccupied with|{y:i}how to keep on seeing Mitsuko. {87025}{87111}{y:i}I was trying my best|{y:i}to shock him. {87115}{87202}{y:i}I wanted to make him agree|{y:i}about Mitsuko, {87209}{87260}{y:i}so I kept up the weeping. {87281}{87343}{y:i}However, just threatening|{y:i}to kill myself didn't work. {87380}{87433}{y:i}So to spur him to|{y:i}come around quickly... {87476}{87525}Is that you, Mitsuko? {87531}{87567}{y:i}Sister dear. {87571}{87654}My husband's at the office.|Please come over. {87668}{87719}As soon as you can. {87765}{87836}- Not a word to my husband.|- Yes, ma'am. {88023}{88046}Mitsuko. {88152}{88181}Sister. {88222}{88350}Watanuki's tortured me|constantly since then. {88380}{88415}I must tell you. {88477}{88634}You both tried to betray me,|so I used her husband to stop it. {88651}{88693}You're mine alone now! {88699}{88769}Put your seal to this contract. {88786}{88815}What is it? {88932}{89061}Mitsuko Tokumitsu and Eijiro|Watanuki are forever one. {89089}{89184}Mitsuko must follow Eijiro,|even in death. {89241}{89268}No way! {89319}{89350}Sign it. {89393}{89435}Will you sign it! {89586}{89665}Come on, please! {89696}{89795}You're the only man who'd|even consider such rubbish! {89810}{89889}You'd only use it to threaten me. {89895}{89989}There's no reason for|you to be afraid of that. {89995}{90116}It's not like borrowing money.|You can't make people love you! {90150}{90199}What's your real reason? {90203}{90281}All I want is for you|to make a change. {90317}{90358}You can't guarantee|the future. {90407}{90478}You'll regret this. {90505}{90559}Just do as I say. {90597}{90686}If you don't, I'll do anything|to get my revenge! {90701}{90736}I'll ruin you! {90762}{90850}If you want me|to obey you, love me! {90871}{90914}Spiritual love is superior. {90919}{91001}Buddha, Christ,|all the great men were sexless. {91005}{91083}I've a will of my own, too! {91097}{91151}I won't be used by you forever. {91157}{91222}Try to leave me and|I'll kill you! {91238}{91320}Kill me.|I decided to die long ago. {91329}{91360}I will! {91375}{91406}Go on, kill me. {91500}{91571}What a persistent man! {91599}{91715}My husband will be|watching me closely. {91721}{91778}And he'll threaten you. {91783}{91818}Shall we run away? {91849}{91950}Yes, we have a cottage by|the sea. It'll be perfect. {91973}{92075}If we take Oum,|we could stay for five days. {92080}{92111}Good idea! {92130}{92204}I'll get Oum to phone|my husband... {92236}{92328}...say we took drugs and|are unconscious. {92334}{92464}That we've left letters. It's suicide|and to come right over. {92469}{92500}That'll be interesting! {92518}{92614}He'll rush over. We just act|delirious for a few days, {92618}{92703}then wake up and start crying... {92719}{92757}In the meantime, {92761}{92890}we'll have Oum beg him|to save us. {92906}{92968}How clever you are. {92990}{93059}We'd have to take some drug? {93071}{93168}Sleeping pills won't kill us.|We won't take much. {93191}{93278}I wouldn't mind dying,|if it was with you. {93300}{93370}Exactly.|Neither would I. {93376}{93437}Then let's do it right away. {93711}{93751}You're both early. {93757}{93818}I've prepared everything. {94269}{94348}I'll phone him,|you take the drug. {94353}{94399}Is it the right amount? {94403}{94459}Yes, I fixed it|just right. {94485}{94552}All right.|Let's do it. {94649}{94784}If I die, by mistake,|you'll die, too, won't you? {94807}{94870}The same goes for you. {95019}{95075}Did you write the letter? {95079}{95107}Yes, I did. {95166}{95260}Read mine.|It's addressed to your husband. {95444}{95497}Dear Mr. Kakiuchi... {95539}{95674}How can I apologize|for taking your wife with me? {95700}{95770}Think of it as fate. {95816}{95953}When he reads this, he'll be|so touched he'll forget to hate. {96146}{96192}Farewell Mitsuko... {96208}{96239}Farewell Sister. {96545}{96656}I was unconscious for|about half a day. {96671}{96787}I opened my eyes around|noon the next day. {96810}{96952}But I didn't remember anything|clearly for the next few days. {96997}{97146}I seemed to be dreaming|all the time. {97257}{97345}{y:i}At first,|{y:i}we slept in the middle, {97361}{97427}{y:i}flanked by my husband|{y:i}and Oum. {97744}{97834}{y:i}They tried to move Mitsuko|"to the ne"xt "room." {97840}{97879}{y:i}She woke up. {97884}{97980}Sister! Where are you? {98018}{98100}Give her back to me! {98122}{98185}Please! {98213}{98236}Sister. {98272}{98406}"Ne"xt", I heard her and Watanuki"|{y:i}whispering to each other. {98477}{98521}Is she really asleep? {98535}{98567}Don't talk. {98772}{98880}{y:i}I couldn't see them,|{y:i}but I knew. {99584}{99634}{y:i}How they fooled me! {99649}{99777}{y:i}Only I was given the drug.|{y:i}Mitsuko had called Watanuki. {99803}{99858}{y:i}It makes me so angry! {99965}{99998}Do you love me? {100043}{100071}I do. {100103}{100147}Which of us?|Her or me? {100173}{100200}You. {100271}{100345}{y:i}I tried to sit up but I couldn't. {100362}{100485}{y:i}My tongue was stuck.|{y:i}I couldn't talk or open my eyes. {100501}{100591}{y:i}I was so angry,|{y:i}wondering what to do, {100603}{100676}{y:i}but I fell asleep again. {100685}{100738}Will she be angry? {100755}{100855}No, she'll probably be|in favor of it. {100872}{100962}Then let's be a threesome|from now on. {101036}{101109}{y:i}Suddenly, Watanuki changed|{y:i}to my husband. {101125}{101183}{y:i}Why is he here? {101247}{101319}{y:i}At first I thought it was|{y:i}just a silly dream. {101325}{101402}{y:i}But when the effects of|{y:i}the drug wore off... {101417}{101489}{y:i}there was no room for doubt. {101756}{101900}Your husband mistook me for|you, and I was too dazed... {101940}{101962}Forgive us. {102035}{102163}She called you by name and|fixed your bedding for you. {102196}{102295}And I just lifted her up,|to pull her away, {102311}{102386}to sort out her bedding. {102405}{102492}I thought her unconscious,|so I wasn't careful. {102518}{102646}When I became aware of what was|happening, it was too late... {102718}{102765}It was weak of me. {102798}{102890}Sonoko,|please forgive me! {102918}{102946}I beg you! {102990}{103103}He was such a baby,|so inexperienced in such matters. {103129}{103203}And so I believed him. {103247}{103381}I couldn't work out what|Mitsuko was really up to. {103411}{103509}{y:i}Was she really only half-conscious,|{y:i}like she said? {103543}{103615}Or did she have an|ulterior motive? {103631}{103735}Did she need to be worshipped|by as many people as possible? {104085}{104160}{y:i}After his first mistake|{y:i}with Mitsuko... {104200}{104300}...he repeated it, numerous times,|though he did feel guilt. {104321}{104369}I sympathized with him. {104414}{104548}We were maladjusted.|That's why I sought Mitsuko's love. {104567}{104681}He must have felt the same way|without even realizing it. {104750}{104786}Forgive me. {104806}{104850}Think of it as fate and|bear with it. {104866}{105007}I want to leave Mitsuko|but I can't. {105047}{105163}You said I'm not passionate,|but she proved I am! {105234}{105358}I forgave you, so you'll forgive me,|won't you? {105378}{105470}Is this your way|of getting back at me? {105489}{105592}You two will join forces|and leave me out? {105621}{105728}You'll say we're not compatible,|then you'll leave me. {105743}{105785}I'm not wicked like that! {105807}{105950}I understand exactly how you feel.|I'd never make you unhappy. {105966}{106001}Let's be a threesome. {106023}{106140}If one of us is unhappy,|let's all three of us die. {106318}{106358}My husband visited|Mitsuko's mother. {106360}{106467}He rarely lies but he lied for love. {106492}{106584}He said it wasn't true|about her and Watanuki. {106615}{106715}My husband said|he'd handle matters, {106720}{106771}and not to trust Watanuki. {106775}{106894}Then he paid off Watanuki|with 100,000 yen. {106948}{107038}Ostensibly,|everything went well. {107077}{107232}But in truth, our relationship|had become torture. {107979}{108030}You're back already? {108047}{108145}Don't come back so early.|We've barely had time to talk. {108149}{108205}There's no work to do. {108233}{108317}Let me in to talk to Mitsuko. {108321}{108348}No! {108353}{108462}You've lots of time to be together!|What about me? {108466}{108513}No! Go downstairs! {108657}{108685}Hurry up! {108747}{108802}But to tell the truth... {108829}{108954}Mitsuko phoned to ask me|to hurry home. {108968}{109051}She was angry,|said you loved her more. {109070}{109115}Is that true? {109188}{109252}Sister dear. Kotaro. {109271}{109381}You're no longer a couple.|Why do you act like you are? {109420}{109490}Call him Kotaro,|not "Dear." {109509}{109585}Kotaro, you must call her|Sonoko, or Sister. {109609}{109641}Is that clear? {109702}{109750}{y:i}Be that as it may,|{y:i}before she left, {109753}{109821}{y:i}she brought|{y:i}a sleeping drug and water. {109945}{110003}Take this and then go to bed. {110021}{110120}If you must sleep together,|I want to see you asleep before I go. {110141}{110253}It's very strong.|Hurry up and take it. {110356}{110443}{y:i}Was I again the only one|{y:i}being made to sleep? {110494}{110612}If you two really are loyal to me,|take this to prove it. {110702}{110748}{y:i}Is only mine real? {110786}{110811}Do you refuse to? {110834}{110909}{y:i}While I'm asleep, do those two...? {110995}{111076}Why won't you take it?|Why not? {111122}{111159}You're ganging up on me! {111175}{111270}You lied when you swore|to be loyal to me! {111321}{111416}I'm so unhappy! {111658}{111704}Sonoko, wait! {111737}{111806}We'll just have to trust to luck. {111826}{111865}Let's swap. {111931}{112040}Yes, let's both take it|at the same time... {112104}{112170}You'll take it?|You really will? {112192}{112291}I'll administer it to you.|Go lie down. {112461}{112497}Now, open your mouths. {112879}{112952}A lot of water makes it|more effective. {112956}{113019}Wait here.|I'll go get some more. {113109}{113196}Eat less, starting tomorrow.|It works better. {113879}{113950}{y:i}Mitsuko's little plan worked. {113955}{114032}{y:i}I can't begin to tell you|{y:i}just how jealous {114043}{114103}{y:i}and suspicious|{y:i}my husband and I became. {114276}{114347}Why are we given medicine|every night? {114366}{114400}I wonder why. {114415}{114509}We can't even hold hands,|even though we sleep together. {114554}{114600}Maybe she has a reason. {114614}{114676}Have you any idea what it is? {114682}{114790}I don't know.|But you do, don't you? {114795}{114881}No, I don't.|But you must know. {114908}{114991}I only suspect|I'm being made to sleep. {114995}{115028}I feel the same way. {115048}{115118}Are you still awake|when she leaves? {115147}{115195}No. How about you? {115208}{115288}It's very strong.|I can't stay awake. {115314}{115375}Then you really take it,|don't you? {115381}{115464}Of course.|Look how pale I am. {115468}{115503}Look at me. {115716}{115843}But Mitsuko's always telling you|to do this and that. {115858}{115905}Because she loves you. {115909}{115991}If she really did,|she wouldn't be so cruel. {116027}{116066}She obviously loves you more. {116122}{116188}The medicine's getting|stronger now. {116207}{116313}I'm nauseous in the mornings,|and my head is numb. {116332}{116371}It's quite debilitating. {116374}{116480}Yes, we hardly eat and|we're always taking medicine. {116515}{116570}It's bound to|poison us eventually. {116619}{116690}We've become|shadows of ourselves. {116715}{116835}We live in adoration|of Mitsuko, our sun. {116983}{117083}You're becoming more and|more like Watanuki. {117107}{117138}You, too. {117198}{117290}Mitsuko thinks since|we've become like this... {117307}{117422}...we can't sort things out.|She's desperate. {117439}{117602}Maybe she plans to make us|weaker until she kills us. {117633}{117672}Perhaps so. {117703}{117767}We're ghosts of|our former selves. {117785}{117843}Only Mitsuko remains healthy. {117878}{117934}It makes me wonder. {117961}{118004}Perhaps it's wiser to leave her. {118031}{118058}Shall we? {118062}{118089}Yes, let's! {118131}{118160}No! {118164}{118251}You're only saying that|to get her for yourself. {118257}{118305}I'd rather die! {118353}{118430}In that case,|neither will I. {118465}{118509}You love her so much? {118513}{118618}Yes. Love is everything. {118653}{118713}I won't regret dying. {118770}{118903}You've become exactly like me. {119003}{119086}What I was so afraid of|finally happened. {119108}{119237}I would have been happy|to have died with them! {119601}{119701}Look. See what someone|has sent us. {119722}{119829}See! It's all about us,|in detail! {119856}{119901}Must be that Watanuki. {119905}{119950}"Love Triangle Scandal" {120002}{120104}That's the end of my career|as a la"wy"er. {120259}{120394}He tricked me.|He made copies of everything. {120441}{120532}The end has come,|hasn't it? {120548}{120651}Yes, this is the end, all right. {121212}{121232}Let's die. {121364}{121404}Watanuki has won! {121468}{121550}But that hardly|matters anymore. {121571}{121622}It was bound to happen. {121670}{121702}You're right. {121705}{121788}Yes, it doesn't matter. {121837}{121931}I can't escape from him. {121958}{121997}I'm better off dead! {122078}{122193}Let's die.|Let's the three of us die. {122224}{122315}If you love me,|die with me! {122343}{122401}You'll die with me,|won't you? {122559}{122620}You will, too,|won't you Kotaro? {122743}{122912}She wanted to leave the letters|we'd exchanged as our last words. {122935}{122989}So I kept the ones|I sent, too. {123058}{123148}{y:i}The Goddess of Mercy|{y:i}I'd drawn so lovingly... {123154}{123214}{y:i}We hung it|{y:i}in the bedroom upstairs {123229}{123330}{y:i}and we all offered incense to it. {123412}{123554}If this is Her will,|I'll be happy to die. {123580}{123671}If people name her|the Goddess Mitsuko, {123698}{123790}and pray to her,|we'll find salvation. {124123}{124201}Am I finally to be|the Goddess of Mercy? {124217}{124333}No more jealous quarrels|when we die. {124338}{124466}We must lie on either side of her,|to guard her. {124485}{124599}Yes, we'll guard the Goddess Mitsuko. {127805}{127878}Regaining consciousness|the next day, {127884}{127951}I fully intended|to follow them. {127986}{128101}But perhaps they fooled me|right up to the very end. {128138}{128247}Did they arrange it|to purposely leave me out? {128272}{128373}If I died and joined them,|would I really be unwanted? {128446}{128541}If I hadn't had these doubts... {128561}{128636}...I wouldn't be alive today. {128668}{128776}Even now,|when I think of Mitsuko... {128802}{128871}...my feeling of love is greater than {128890}{128979}any hate, or feelings|of bitterness. {129037}{129136}Please forgive me {129163}{129215}for weeping like this. {129310}{129393}The End {129410}{129510}>> Napisy pobrane z http://napisy.org <<|>>>>>>>> nowa wizja napis�w <<<<<<<< 49556