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I'm nervous.

It's silly, I've done this so
many times

I don't even think about it
anymore,

I just sit down and start
talking

but this time it's different.

People have this idea about
me that nothing ever fazes me,

they never see me lose my cool.

Doesn't mean I never do.

There's so much beneath the
surface.

I've set up a study that
captures

the people around me as they
really are:

the good, the bad.

You can really never love
someone

until you've seen both sides.

I saw both sides of her
and now I must say goodbye.

Goodbye.

It just, it all started
when I heard about this club.

CFB.

Heard a couple guys on
the team talking about it

and when I asked what it
was they wouldn't tell me.

They said I had to see for
myself.

I talked to Major Daniels

to see if he can get permission
to bring me to a rally.

Duty calls.

Rallies.

Like in some legitimate
cause and not an excuse

to act like fucking animals.

Is this recording?

What do we have here?

Well, I like what you've
done with the place.

Do they sell these at Ikea?

I shouldn't be here.

I'll do it.

I'll do it for you, Amelia.

I haven't slept in days.

Not since I found her body.

Here I am.

Now what are you gonna do with
me?

You mentioned blackmail in
your text

of video footage Amelia has of
me.

I guess I shouldn't
give you anything more

than you already have, though.

Or claim to have.

Don't get me wrong, I'm no
angel,

but I don't believe for
a second that Amelia

possessed compromising footage
of me.

I don't know what you're
talking about.

I'm not even interesting
enough to blackmail.

Wait, why should I
trust anything you say?

Is this really necessary?

Yes, this
is what I do, Garrett.

But he'll know.

Fuck.

Okay.

I believe you.

If you think I had anything to
do

with Amelia, I didn't.

You think I killed her in a
jealous rage or something?

Carrie, on the other hand.

You know what I first
thought when I got your text?

That you were Amelia.

That girl is a breakdown
waiting to happen.

I know that's not possible.

Amelia's dead.

I don't doubt it.

One day she's this polished
princess.

I found her body.

I touched her skin when
I felt for her pulse.

The next she's gotten
all dark and brooding

and on this path of destruction.

She hadn't been dead long
but she was already cool.

She was already gone.

Welcome to the one
in five club, sweetie.

So what?

You want me to cop some
responsibility

for Zach's untimely death?

You wanna really know why Zach
is dead?

You're asking the wrong person.

I was his girlfriend.

Not that that means anything.

You think this is gonna help
me?

No, you're only gonna make
things worse.

Not everyone's like you, not
everyone gets to be themselves.

Okay?

Not without consequences.

Sometimes it's better to just
live a lie.

Safer.

Oh, who am I kidding?

I can't even admit the truth to
myself.

People keep waiting
for me to break down.

It's okay to cry, Garrett.

Like I'd cry over that
asshole who broke my nose!

Amelia introduced us, Zach and
I.

He told me once that he knew
Amelia

was gonna do great things.

I said to him,

"Zach, you could be in
the next Summer Olympics."

I was his best friend.

But for the past week
I wanted to kill him.

He just shrugged.

"Maybe."

Something was off.

Then right before Halloween he
just--

He drank too
much, disappeared at night.

Stopped caring.

Kept secrets, even from me.

This was Zach's favorite
whiskey.

Drank a whole bottle of
it the night he died.

There wasn't just alcohol in his
system.

This part wasn't made public.

Zach's parents musta made
some kinda deal with the cops.

Zach's family was that kinda
rich.

It wasn't just booze,
there were also drugs.

Oxycontin.

I didn't even know Zach
was into that shit!

Not that it wasn't easy enough
to come by.

Raquel Keena could get
you anything you needed.

I heard she'd even sell
roofies for the right price.

She should be the one
who's sitting here, not me.

Well, this is one occasion
when I can honestly say

I'm as innocent as a lamb.

You know what happened to her.

Amelia didn't take first
place at the stupid

local film festival so she went
home

and she took a bunch of
Oxy like the stupid bitch

she turned out to be!

I bet Carrie, my sis,
well, my step-sister,

but she always calls herself my
sister,

I bet she got the same text.

I barely even knew Amelia.

I never even met Zach Turner.

So, it's not like I have
anything to confess.

Someone might see me.

One of them, and it's not,
it's not safe for me here.

It was so much easier before
people noticed me, you know?

I could just go back
to class and sit alone

in my own little world.

It was my safe place.

I didn't have to talk
to anyone, I could just,

I could just be isolated.

Not lonely, just alone.

Then I met Amelia.

Everything changed.

I'm sorry for calling
you a bitch, Amelia.

She showed me I could be
different.

A better me.

You know I don't like
calling other girls that name.

Even your ex, and she's one
crazy bitch.

I used to be such a
nice girl.

She's been different
since she met Amelia.

That's who I was when you
first met me.

I don't know why I'm still
talking like

it's you behind these cameras.

And she stopped being
interested

in anyone who wasn't Amelia,
even me.

Whenever I think of
cameras, I think of you.

The little window you
used to view the world,

to capture it, to capture me.

When you first started filming
me,

you asked me what the worst
thing I'd ever done was.

I wanted to impress you.

But the only thing I could think
of

was drawing on my bedroom
walls with a permanent marker

when I was six-years-old.

And Carrie and I used to
look out for each other.

She was my best friend, I
thought I was hers, too.

And then we just, we
just painted over it

like it never happened.

I can't go back to the person I
was.

I can't paint over the person I
am now.

I haven't felt safe since that
night.

I needed you, Amelia.

I needed you and you left me.

And I'm never gonna forgive you
for it.

If you're watching this and
I'm not sitting beside you,

then as they say, I'm probably
dead

and you're the reason why.

I've always wanted to say that.

Kinda funny when you think about
it.

I never thought I'd be
reciting such a tired line

about my own life.

I never thought I'd mean it.

Honestly, there are a few
things I'd like to get off

my chest, especially in
regards to Miss Amelia Lincoln.

I'm in trouble.

Maybe if she was able to
confess that

she was obsessed with me,
basically started stalking me.

She might be alive today.

And I'm not alone.

I started CFB because I am
tired

of the way the world
has turned on our gender

for simply behaving to
our biological imperative.

I've dragged people into this
with me

and if you're one of those
people, then I'm sorry.

When I started the CFB
project I had no idea

where it would go.

I suppose it is possible that
someone

made it into a CFB rally
with their cell phone

or some secret little
spy camera or whatever.

I kept following even
when I knew I should stop.

Even when I knew that
there'd be consequences

for telling the truth.

And I had no idea that my
movement

would cause so much momentum.

So I'm recording this
now before it's too late.

I'm an upstanding citizen.

I know too much.

Amelia tried her damnedest
to prove otherwise.

I have video proof of
what they've been doing

and I'm going to show everyone.

And that didn't work
out too well for her.

I'm going to take them down.

And it won't for you either.

Whether or not they take me
down first.

Forgive me, father, for I have
sinned.

It has been several
lifetimes of debauchery

since my last confession.

Maybe that's when I started
to lose myself, you know?

I mean, maybe that's
why I'm so confused now.

Don't worry.

I won't light it.

My mind used to be so
quiet and now I'm just,

I'm so so full.

Although, this.

This would make
the perfect hot box.

Both thoughts, thoughts
that I have never had before

and ideas that just seem
to come out of nowhere.

I mean, once you start to
change, can you ever go back?

I mean, can you ever be silent
again?

I can't.

Okay, I know things now.

I have seen things that
I should not have seen

and if they find out, if they.

If they find out they're
gonna try and keep me quiet

and I used to be good at that,
you know?

I used to be good at
silence but not anymore.

Okay.

So, as you know.

I dabble in the procurement
and distribution

of illegal substances, nothing
serious,

just what every normal
college student needs.

Weed, Adderall, a little
Oxy, and that new stuff.

Oddson.

God, what a great name for a
drug.

But I didn't sell to Amelia.

Even, even if she had
wanted to buy from me,

I wouldn't have sold to her.

First, out of loyalty to
you-know-who,

and second, I don't sell
to first-time users.

Way too easy for the inexperienced
to OD on that shit.

I don't want that on my hands.

She had to get it from
somewhere.

What I'm saying is, I sold it to
someone

who sold it to Amelia.

I think I know who it was.

I think you do, too.

You don't miss a thing.

Had to be him, right?

You know, I don't
understand why weed is still

considered a drug.

Respectable states sell it out

of vending machines these days.

We'll be soon together, love.

But I have a voice now.

I have things that I
need to say about Amelia

and about Zach, about why
they're gone.

It didn't have to be this way.

You know the floor's wet?

Did someone decide to take a wee
in here?

Fuck.

What did you do?

God damn you, what did you do!

I'm talking to you
because I think you know.

There.

No one will look in Cognitive
Dissonance.

You know who killed her.

I don't wanna know who's blood
that is.

Someone like Amelia.

I mean, she wouldn't take
her own life, she, she.

She was life.

I had the wrong idea about
this.

I thought this was some kind of
tribute.

No, no, no.

Someone's responsible, not her.

And I need to hear it out loud.

Someone like Amelia?

I know I'm not what most
people call a good person.

I'm only able to afford tuition
here

by grace of my criminal
enterprises.

Not that I, that I think
of myself as a drug dealer.

More of a really well paid
intern.

I don't wanna hurt anyone.

As brilliant.

As beautiful as Amelia.

Someone was so so threatened by
that

that they had to destroy her.

I'll do one of these
over your cold dead body.

Are you getting off on this?

On watching me suffer?

What is wrong with you?

What does that have anything
to do with how he died?

Okay, okay.

Why did you come here, June?

Do you know?

Know what?

Yeah, well, we were too young
for real commitment, anyway.

Where Zach is right now.

If he would've talked to me
about it

I would've agreed that we
could sleep with other people.

Why would I know
that?

Because everybody
tells you their secrets.

I'm not lying.

That's because I keep
them.

You have your confession.

I'm gone.

Why did you come
here?

You knew I wouldn't tell you
anything Zach confessed to me.

Why are you letting me film you?

Is there something you want to
confess?

Is there something you want to
confess?

Is there something you want to
confess?

Confess, confess.
- Okay, okay!

Shut up, stop, okay!

I'll tell you the truth.

I'll tell you what I
told Amelia that night.

Okay!

Okay!

Okay.

Okay.

Uh.

When I first met Amelia I was
intrigued.

Are you going to say
anything?

We went out for a bit.

I told you that, remember?

This is a waste of
time.

But she likes girls who like
only girls, and you know me.

Well, I like whatever the fuck I
like.

The way she watched people
always, always filming.

You shouldn't
trust her, Raquel.

But you will.

I don't like anyone
looking at me that closely.

And I know why.

Except maybe you.

I need to sleep.

I'm losing it.

I could ask Raquel for some
sleeping pills, Ambien,

or something to help me relax.

Vicodin.

Oh, I guess that's for
pain, but so is Oxy.

Why did Amelia have it?

I mean, she must've gotten it
from Raquel.

But she wasn't in pain,
she wasn't disturbed.

She was the most mentally
healthy person that I knew.

There was this thing about her,
a shine.

People were drawn to her.

They told her things that
they hadn't told anybody.

How did you get access
to Amelia's footage?

If you really do have Amelia's
archives,

then you've seen the footage
she took of me from that night.

My confession to her
about what happened to me

at Zach Turner's party.

I can't do this!

I can't talk to you!

I don't know who you are or what
you are.

I'm gonna pretend you're her.

Amelia.

You were the only person that I
told

about what happened to me that
night.

And now no one knows.

And I feel so fucking alone.

I bet I could stand in the
middle of a crowd and scream

at the top of my lungs
and no one would hear me.

Maybe I'm more like your
ex than I want to admit.

And all anyone's gonna
remember is that

I beat her for some silly award.

She wanted it so badly.

Maybe I only wanted it because
she did.

I mean, it mattered to
her, so it mattered to me,

but before that.

I mean, before that we were
so much more than competitors,

but she was my mentor.

I've been seeing her a lot
lately since you've died.

She was my friend.

She's everywhere.

When I had a secret crush on
Major,

she was the one who
encouraged me to tell him.

I think she's been watching
me.

I know somebody has been
watching me at night.

And following me.

I shouldn't of said that.

Gosh, gosh.

Time flies when you're really
gettin'

your confession on, huh?

Now, look, I don't want
you to get the wrong idea,

I love women, especially
the sluts at this school.

And don't get up in arms of my
use

of the word slut, all right?

I'm not shaming, I'm applauding.

I mean, you gotta love these
sparkling new adults, huh?

The more they fuck the more
progressive

they think they are.

The more they tell themselves
they like giving blow jobs,

the more legit their claim to
feminism.

You know, they're taking
the power back, huh?

They are women, hear them suck
my cock.

Personally, though, I never
go down on these women.

Don't judge.

Oral sex is a lotta
work and I'm a busy man.

But you won't tell
anybody that I'm too lazy

to make these women cum, will
you?

I mean, this is all
confidential, right?

There is something I've needed
to say.

Not to you, just out loud to
anyone.

I guess you could call it a
confession.

I do wonder, though,

if any of my boys have been
through here.

Hm?

I saw Garrett leave this
building on my way in.

The morning she died I told
Amelia

everything I know about CFB.

He had better of watched what
he said

before he opened his mouth about
CFB.

Do you know what CFB stands
for?

Cock Fights Back.

I happen to have footage of
Garrett

and his dead friend's
girl that could make him

look very very bad.

Now, why the hell would I join
a group

called Cock Fights Back?

I guess, when I first heard it
I thought the name was funny,

kind of like Pussy Grabs Back.

But once you're in it's like the
mafia.

Amelia isn't the only one on
campus

with a collection of damning
video.

I wanted her to expose Major.

I won't show anyone
without your permission.

This is for you.

Think of it as therapy.

I don't need therapy.

Everyone needs
therapy.

Especially men.

You think you're not
allowed to have feelings.

But if you have Amelia's
footage

you already know what I said.

Major uses it, you
know.

All the anger you don't
know how to express,

he points you at a willing
target,

a human punching bag, and gives
you permission to unleash.

He knows just how to use you.

You know the worst thing I've
ever done.

I liked it.

I liked having permission
to do something awful.

I know.

I've made up my mind.

I'm gonna tell Major I want out.

And I'm gonna tell anyone who
listens the truth about CFB.

Getting hot in here.

Maybe instead of installing
all these cameras,

you could've had some AC.

You wouldn't mind me stepping
outside

for a few minutes, would you?

Just long enough for a quick
smoke.

I know, it's a nasty
habit and it'll kill me.

Blah, blah, blah.

I mean, that's why I went

to Major's Cock Fights Back
rallies.

But there are times
when you know something

is bad for you and you do it
anyway

because it's exciting.

No love.

Not even hate.

You have to get that.

It's just silent.

I know you don't wanna admit
it,

but in many ways Amelia was bad
for you.

She didn't love you enough
and you always knew it.

It made you paranoid.

I'm feeling a little
paranoid myself lately!

Here's something I may have
conveniently

forgotten to mention.

One of my products went
missing not too long ago.

A few days before Zach
and Amelia died, actually.

I decided to have a little
fire sale, everything must go,

even my stash of Oddson.

So now I'm outta the game.

Maybe for good.

I was thinking I would try
out the straight and narrow.

Be nice to feel free for
a little while, you know?

Not have to look over my
shoulder.

Get so stoned and knock
myself out at night.

See, if I let myself
think about all the ways

my life could fall apart
in any second I'd be dumb.

Are you
really going to do this?

Jesus Christ!

Yes, I have to.

Why?

You know why.

Because of what he did to me.

It's too dangerous.

You'll get hurt.

I'll be fine.

I got some Oddson.

From Raquel?

No.

Someone else.

Is you taking
amphetamines

before going to Major's hellhole
supposed

to make me feel better?

This is not about you.

Not everything is.

Look, I shouldn't
of left you there that night

and I'm sorry, but I don't
think that Zach did this to you.

Then who did?

Okay.

Okay!

I get it now.

You have to know that the
way Zach died is bullshit.

Did you see him in the water?

He was like fucking Poseidon.

He couldn't of drowned no
matter how much he had to drink.

I don't care what anybody says.

He had been drinking too much
lately.

Not just at night, during
the day sometimes, too.

Right when he got out of bed.

Now here's a confession.

Cock Fights Back, it's a fight
club.

But instead of men fighting men,

we're supposed to fight a girl.

It got even worse when he saw
me

at the CFB rally with Garrett.

Not against her will.

There were always volunteers.

I wanted to hit somebody to
unleash.

There are a lotta man
haters out there nowadays.

A lotta girls who hate
one man in particular.

I wanted to be the one to
put Garrett in his place.

So I got matched up against
June.

She chose me.

I don't know what I was
thinking.

But I swear I didn't know it
was her.

Guys that participate
have to wear a blindfold.

It's Major's idea of a joke.

The strongest woman can't even
beat a man

while he's blindfolded.

I just wanted to feel
powerful.

But June, she kicked me in the
nuts

as soon as the bell sounded.

Like I could do anything.

And she tripped me, but I
took her to the ground with me.

Got on top of her, held her
down,

that's when Zach showed up
and saw who I was fighting.

Zach never told me he was part
of CFB.

Pulled me off of her and he
just started wailing on me.

Seriously thought he was gonna
kill me.

But that wasn't what
I confessed to Amelia.

How many of us went to her
with our most shameful secrets?

Letting her film us,
answering the one question

she asked everyone:

"What's the worst thing you've
ever done?"

You know what, I don't need

to relive that thing with
Garrett.

I've said enough.

Stop it.

If you think it's so
important, then go ask Garrett.

Why do you wanna know why June
hates me?

What does it matter?

But I've never been
more ashamed of myself

than I was that day.

I feel like this isn't
even my confession to make.

If I hadn't gone to Garrett's
that day

it would all be different.

Last week June showed up
at the house I rent with Zach

but she said she needed to talk
to me.

She just took her clothes off.

At first I was too surprised to
react.

Even when she sat on my
lap and started kissing me.

But right away, I knew what she
wanted.

But I was just so mad.

She found out Zach was
cheating on her

and tried to get back at him in

the meanest way she could think
of.

I'll admit.

I've always had a thing for
June, but she didn't want me.

She wanted to hurt Zach.

So I pushed her off of me,
told her to put her clothes on

and get the hell out.

She refused to leave.

Demanded that I tell her who
Zach

was seeing behind her back.

I told her I didn't know
but she didn't believe me.

I just wanted her to stop so I
pushed

her out the door a little too
hard.

She was still naked so I
tossed her her clothes.

She wasn't hurt or anything,
but.

Humiliated, rejected by
everybody.

She told me to watch my
back and then she left.

I wish that I could take it
all back.

I wanna be different, I wanna be
better.

So that's it?

I can go, just like that?

Thank you.

I thought Zach deserved to
know what

his girl had done, so when he
got home,

I told him the whole story.

He didn't react like I expected.

I thought he would be
pissed, maybe at both of us,

but he didn't seem angry.

He just seemed scared.

Not of June or me, just there
was something else going on.

I don't know what else I can
tell you!

I think I know who it
was who stole from me.

Carrie started to change
the moment she met Amelia.

Had to be him, right?

I didn't worry about
her until after that

swimmer guy's Halloween party.

Carrie didn't have the
guts to come to me herself,

she sent her lackey instead.

I shoulda been there
to look out for her,

I know what a lightweight she
is.

He came to my apartment
to get her Oddson.

And I woulda kept an eye on
her,

made sure she didn't have
more than a couple drinks.

You called me.

Made sure an arrogant jock
like Zach

was never alone with her.

And I went out on the
balcony to take your call.

You can't trust guys like
that!

They think they're entitled
to whatever they want.

I left him alone just for a
few minutes.

Amelia was always dragging
her places she shouldn't go.

Exposing her to people who
could get her into trouble.

I know because I followed her.

He's such a passive little
dork

I didn't see he was a threat.

Carrie invited me to go
with them to his party.

But I said no.

Still.

Later that night
Carrie called me so drunk

she could barely talk.

She couldn't find Amelia,
didn't know how to get home.

And I went to find her but
I, she was already gone.

Still, it doesn't make sense.

I still don't know
what happened that night.

Carrie won't even talk to me
anymore.

Even if he stole the Oxy,
why would he give it to Amelia?

This is why I wish
she'd never met Amelia.

Or Zach.

Fuck that guy.

Both.

I miss the old Carrie.

I want her back the way she was.

The way she is now, I,

I can't protect her from
all the shitty people

at this school.

I can't protect her from
herself.

People say that when
you die you only regret

the things you didn't do.

It does feel like a
confessional, it really,

like if I tell you all the
things that I feel guilty about

that you, I'll be forgiven.

I don't buy it.

One time I walked in
on her after she got

outta the shower.

Saw her naked.

I regret going to Zach's
party.

I regret letting him buy me a
drink.

I've felt bad about that for
awhile, so.

Yeah, I saw my step sister's
body

and it was probably the
hottest thing I've ever seen.

Better than any porn, and
I've seen plenty of porn.

I regret falling for her.

I'm not into Carrie that way.

Yeah, yeah.

I'm attracted to her, but I
would never.

I would never do anything about
it.

You're the one behind this?

Me?

No.

Then why are you here?

I got a text.

I'm guessing you did, too.

Did you confess?

Yeah.

Said everything I could think to
say.

Me, too.

I was here earlier.

Whoever made this said I could
go.

I thought it was over.

Then why'd you come back?

I got a text.

It said I wasn't done.

What did you do,
Zach?

Just tell me.

No one else ever has to know.

But I think that they should and
I think

you should tell the truth.
- You don't get it!

If anyone gets it,
it's me.

No, you're an artist.

You've always been an artist.

People expect you to be
different, okay?

It's not the same for athletes.

You're a swimmer,
not a football player.

It doesn't matter.

I have a girlfriend.

I have friends!

They have friends who will
think they never knew me.

And me keeping this part of
myself

is some sort of betrayal.

I'm not like you.

I'm not.

Okay, I can't just accept
myself.

I don't even know who
the hell I am anymore.

I'm not as all
together

as everyone thinks I am.

I'm still learning about myself.

It's why I do this.

Underneath it all, I'm just as
screwed up as everyone else.

There's too many eyes on me.

My parents, the
coaches, the fucking scouts.

They all need me to be
what they need me to be

but nobody's ever asked
me what Zach wants.

And what do you need,
Zach?

I didn't know it still.

Some people say that they,

they always knew they felt
different.

Not me.

Felt weird.

It's weird how easy it is to
just lie

to yourself about something so,
so basic.

I never knew what I wanted until
him.

Did you know?

No.

Then it wasn't our fault.

It had nothing to do with us.

Don't kid yourself!

We were his friends.

We were supposed to be
the people he could trust.

Hey.

Now we know better.

We can be better.

I already broke my promise.

I promised myself in honor of
Amelia

that I wouldn't lie and I did.

Amelia never lied.

She was brutal that way.

But you knew you knew you could
trust her.

I did, I trusted her, I trusted
her, and she trusted me.

But I ruined everything!

I didn't mean to.

I just wanted one more thing
from her.

Okay.

In honor of Amelia, I'll tell
you the truth about Major.

To commemorate this.

You know why I came here even
though

I never did one of Amelia's
confessions sessions?

Bet you do.

Anyway, Amelia invited me to do
one,

and I kinda wish I'd done it.

I think you've been the
one that's following me.

I guess anyone can do it.

I could just.

Pull up my phone,
confess to it just to see

how the words sound.

Then delete.

See, I've been trying to
figure out who you might be.

You know, my first guess was
Major.

I could see him staging
something like this

to find out what we all know
about him.

But that doesn't feel right.

And then I considered June or
Garrett.

Yeah, but, they're only
interested in Zach.

I think I need to rewind.

And they're not this creative.

Can I rewind?

Well, not creative
as much as derivative.

No.

No, I can't.

I'm sure you already know
this,

but Amelia filmed everything.

I get confused sometimes.

My mind just fills up and
up and up and up up and.

Then it goes clear.

Including her own daily
personal confessions.

She did every night
before she went to sleep.

You know, I think that's what
I loved

most about Amelia.

Oh, when I was with her
it was like everything

was just like.

She had been doing it for
years.

She wanted to edit them
all together one day

and make this like narrative of
her life.

And now everything is loud.

I thought it was genius.

Like a storm.

I bet you do, too.

The truth is Amelia didn't
tell me to talk to Major.

She told me not to talk to
him and I did it anyway.

I can't even remember why I did.

That's not true.

Yes, I can.

I mean, I'm lying again, why?

Why am I lying?

You promised yourself you
wouldn't lie.

I'll tell you something
I could never lie about.

I idolized Amelia, she was
everything that I wanted to be.

She had a voice.

She had something to say and I
wanted

to be just like her.

I mean, I still do.

When I met her I didn't
have anything to say.

Now I do.

Thanks to Amelia I found my
voice.

You asked me for here for a
reason.

So, you said it had nothing to
do

with nocturnal activities, so go
ahead.

Ask me anything you want.

And with my newfound
voice I called up Major.

Have you been getting
any calls

by somebody with the name
Noelle?

No.

Then he said, "Who the fuck is
this?"

Are you sure?

I said Noelle.

I don't know anybody named
Noelle.

And he said, "Who the fuck is
Noelle?"

Why are you lying?

What did she say to you?

What did she say?

She knows, doesn't she?

And I said, "Someday you'll
know."

Not about
the rallies, about Zach.

Now, look, I'm not trying
to justify bad behavior,

I truly believe that my
way is the normal way.

And all these other people
trying to be politically correct

and moral and good,
they're just exhausting.

Not me.

Oh no, I feel fucking good.

I feel fucking great, actually.

Don't be so hard on yourselves,
ladies.

It's not psychological, it's
biological.

Why don't you just stop with the
campaigns

and the t-shirts declaring

your gender's independence
and stop posting

about the sexual harassment
in the workplace.

You know that if we stopped
harassing you

you'd only feel neglected.

And for god sakes stop running
for--

Hi.

I forgot what I was saying.

Oh.

Yes.

What the fuck?

Wanna kiss?

Maybe.

Well, I watched Amelia's
videos.

Something more satisfying?

You offering?

Read my lips.

What's the catch?

So many secrets.

And she, she kept them well.

You don't trust me?

Not with my dick.

Something else then?

Aw, you gonna make me beg?

More.

Are you the one
that told me to come here?

But sometimes secrets
aren't meant to be kept.

I was told to come here
and make you feel good.

Is it working?

You're on the right
track.

So when I said that
I had a crush on Major.

What I meant was.

I was going to crush Major.

I had never been in love
before.

I always knew I was into girls
but no one in particular.

Until her.

Barely ever said a word in
the class we had together.

Experimental Film and Digital
Media.

Hardly gave anything other
than one word answers.

Yes, no.

So that's what I called her.

No.
- No.

She liked that.

She never had a nickname.

No one had ever known her
well enough to give her one.

I definitely didn't expect
to fall in love with her.

I certainly didn't expect
her to love me back.

I told her about my confessional
project.

I wanted to put a confessional
booth up somewhere

on campus and let people
record whatever they wanted.

I've been doing that for awhile
now.

I always wanted to look into
my own eyes while I filmed

so that I couldn't lie to
myself.

You can always tell if somebody
is lying through their eyes.

Especially when they're on
camera.

I wanted No to be the first one
I filmed

for my digital media series
confessional.

No said no.

Big surprise.

And now I know why.

She was afraid that I would see
her truth

because her truth is emptiness.

I caught her going through
my confessional archives

and she began to mimic me.

The way I speak, the way I
think.

She wanted to replace me.

That's why she watched my
confessions.

To absorb as much of me as
possible.

She's watched almost every
video, but not this one.

She can never know that I'm st--

I've been so stupid.

I should've known exactly who
you were when you texted me.

How long have you been planning
this?

Since Amelia dumped you?

That's right, Noelle.

I know exactly who you are.

I replaced you.

And you hate me for it, don't
you?

We had some good times
together, didn't we?

I helped you when you were
heartbroken, remember?

She told me about you.

When you came to me you were
suicidal.

You wanted Oxy but I
refused to sell it to you.

I knew what you planned to do
with it.

She never could've
really loved you, you know?

'Cause there never was a you.

And then we shroomed together.

Your mind opened up.

You realized there's life beyond
Amelia.

You don't need her!

You just attached yourself to
her

because she was so alive.

You fed off of her like a
parasite.

You would've consumed her
if she would've let you.

But you got what you wanted in
the end.

She had to pull her festival
submission at last second

because you beat her to it.

I thought that she
should've shown them anyway

and turned you in for
plagiarism.

I never got a chance to
ask her why she didn't.

I thought it was because
she was afraid of you.

Now I think it's because
she felt sorry for you.

She thought you were pathetic.

Why are you doing this to me?

Am I your new Amelia?

No.

I'm not special enough
for you, I know that.

Even Amelia wasn't special
enough.

That's why she dumped you.

'Cause she was threatened by
you.

She thought she was such a
revolutionary

with her investigation into
Major

and his secret society of
misogynists.

Like, what's so secret about the
fact

that men think they're superior
to women?

Big revelation, Amelia.

Thank you so much for
clearing that up for us.

You're the one with the real
talent.

You're just getting starting.

I can't wait to see what you do
with this.

Carrie?

Why are you here?

I got a text saying if I
didn't.

Saying you needed me so I came
right away.

Carrie.

Carrie, I know everything about
Amelia,

about the fights you go to at
night.

You gotta stop before you get
hurt.

I'm already hurt.

I'd rather have broken bones and
bruises

than what's inside of me now.

Okay.

I've been holding something
back.

But before I say it I want to
remind you

that I am not your enemy.

I told you about Oddson.

If you ask me I don't even
know why it's illegal.

Oddson are like, like a
souped up caffeine pill.

You take it and for a few
hours you feel superhuman.

You're stronger, faster, you
feel no pain.

It's particularly effective for
fighting.

Oh, even better for fucking.

That's why I gave it to Sai.

Something happened to
me before Amelia died.

Before we were even close.

We don't, we don't have
to talk about it, we don't.

I mean, I'm here for you, but
if you don't wanna tell me,

that's okay.
- No.

No, I want to, I think I should.

You're my best friend.

Sai, I'm sorry that I wasn't
there for you

when you came to school.

I have been a shitty
friend and a shitty sister.

I understand why you didn't
come to Zach's party with me.

But I wish you had.

I needed my brother.

Help me understand, Noelle.

Why did Sai buy Oddson?

Why did he steal the Oxy?

What did he use it for?

I wasn't planning to drink
that night.

I even drove there so I'd
have an excuse not to.

Amelia and I got separated
and I was gonna leave

but then Zach Turner came up to
me.

He offered me a drink.

He was nice.

And not at all what I expected
him to be

being the big deal he is.

So I accepted the drink.

And you know me with hard
liquor.

By the fourth drink I felt
dizzy.

I might've drank more after
that but I don't remember.

The next morning I woke up in my
own bed.

He was rough.

I know there's pain at first

but it's like he wanted to hurt
me.

Oddson.

He used it with her.

That fucking piece of shit.

Amelia sensed something was
wrong

but I didn't tell her right
away.

I asked her how I'd gotten
home, she said she didn't know.

She tried to find me but I was
gone.

And then I asked if she'd
seen Zach, but she hadn't.

So, it was him.

I mean, that's all guys like
that do.

Well, kinda what happens
to drunk girls who cry rape

against superstar athletes.

And then Amelia told me
about Cock Fights Back club.

I had to fight him.

I didn't think I'd hurt him.

I just wanted to try.

Just a little.

But then before Amelia died she
said

she was sure it wasn't him.

I stole from you, Raquel.

It was him, Carrie.

Or I stole from someone
who stole from you.

That's the only
thing that makes sense.

I had my eye on him.

If he were here now, if he
were alive,

I would make sure he paid for
what he did.

But if Amelia was right
then Zach was innocent.

Innocent guys don't need to
drink

whole bottles of whiskey
mixed with Oxycontin!

I knew, I knew that
he was up to no good.

What you need to do now
is move forward, Carrie.

I bet he's wondering what
happened

to the rest of the Oxy.

I will be here for you
every step of the way.

What did you say about
Oxycontin?

He didn't use it all on Zach.

Nothing.

Just enough to get the job
done.

No, you did.

You said.

Innocent guys don't need to
drink

whole bottles of whiskey
mixed with Oxycontin!

I'm not obsessed with
her, I just saw her naked.

Better than any porn.

Carrie called me so drunk,

I went to find her but I
followed her.

I'm not, I'm not obsessed with
her.

I called you?

You said you didn't pick me up.

You picked me up and helped
me into my apartment?

Was I even conscious when you
did it?

You don't understand.

You were all over me.

You were hanging on me.

Is that what you told
yourself?

That I got drunk enough to
wanna screw my step brother?

Did I even fight you when
you climbed on top of me?

Is that why I had bruises?

Why, why would you wanna hurt
me?

I thought you wanted to do it
and.

And then it went too
far and I couldn't stop.

You don't understand, Carrie!

You're the only girl
who was ever nice to me

and then we came here and it was
like

I didn't matter anymore.

Like I was nothing!

I'm not a girl, Sai.

I'm your sister.

Carrie, I can make this right.

I can make it right!

Please, that's what that's,
that's what this is about!

I can confess and you can
forgive me.

I will never forgive you.

How did you get Zach to
take Oxy before swimming?

Did you kill him so I
couldn't confront him?

No, no.

No, Major told me to.

He saw me leaving Zach's
party with you and

he woulda told you if I
didn't do what he said.

Why, why would Major wanna
kill Zach?

He didn't, he didn't!

It was just supposed to be a
warning

and I didn't know what the pills
were.

Not until it was already done.

I didn't know!

I swear I'm not lying.

I'm not lying, I swear!

I didn't know!

Stop, I'm not lying!

I didn't.

Hit me.

Hit me like the guys you hit at
CFB.

That's why you go, right?

Then you'll be able to forgive
me.

Carrie.

You.

Yeah?

Should probably leave first.

Really?

What?

- I thought--
- You shouldn't have.

So what next, Noelle?

What else do you want me to say?

You don't have to say
anything.

I haven't tell you about
Major's confession yet.

This is unexpected.

Hello, Major.

Who the hell are you?

Hello, Major, Major, Major,
Major,

Major Major, Major
- Who the hell are you?

Come here and let me out
- Major, Major, Major.

- Of this fucking thing!
- Major, Major, Major,

Major, Major, Major, Major,
Major.

Better not move or you'll rip it
off.

What did you do to me?

I set a trap and you fell in
dick first.

What did you put on
me?

Oh, the cage?

Uh, it's an interesting device
I found on the internet.

It'll keep you behaving yourself
until I'm done with you.

Fucking cunt.

Be careful with what you say,
Major.

I am pretty sensitive right now.

It's day two of my period,
I'm kind of emotional.

Fuck you.

I don't think you would fuck
me

even if I had the most
inviting pussy on the planet.

See, I know what you crave.

I know all your secrets.

And who are you?

I'm an artist like Amelia.

But more evolved.

You see, she thought film was
her medium,

but that's just how she
captured the real art.

People are my art.

And I've been learning how
to use interesting people

like you how to manipulate.

Manipulate my medium.

This booth is my canvas.

You, the others; June, Garrett,
Sai,

Carrie, Raquel, Amelia and Zach.

You're all my paint.

Okay, you're an artist, I'm
your paint.

What do you plan on painting
with me?

The truth.

The truth will set you free.

And don't you wanna be free,
Major?

Are we really doing this?

Why not?

And we both want to and you
know I won't tell anyone.

And I know you won't either.

Wait, wait.

Can we just, I don't
know, talk for a minute?

After.

I need this first.

I mean, I might lose my nerve.

Yeah.

Yeah, okay.

Where did you get the Zach
video?

- Not important.
- Where the fuck

did you get it?

If you must know, I got
it off of Amelia's computer.

How did she know?

Oh, how did she know?

That while you present yourself

as a messiah of misogyny you
were secretly

getting your dick sucked by
every willing male on campus.

Especially the supposedly
straight ones.

Oh!

And then filming them to make
sure

that they would keep your
secret.

Zach was in love with you.

You know that, right?

Or maybe he was obsessed.

I mean, you were his
first foray into being

who he really is.

And that was meaningful to him.

I'm not gay.

Oh no, no, no.

I don't think that.

And you're not bisexual either.

You're dominant.

That's it.

If being dominant was
a sexual orientation,

that is what you would be.

Although you do have a
taste for the alpha males.

Yeah.

They're more of a challenge.

It's more satisfying.

To get them on their knees to
the point where they submit.

Zach was different, though.

He wanted more from you.

And he saw something in you
worth loving.

You broke his heart
when you threatened him

with that video.

Are you even capable of loving
anyone?

I wasn't.

And then I was.

And now she's gone.

So are you
going to let me go now?

Not until you confess.

Confess to what?

You already know everything!

Yes!

Yes, I do!

I know everything, everything!

But I need, I need to hear you
say it.

Say what?

That you killed Zach!

What?

No, he drowned.

It was an accident.

All right.

All right, Major.

Well, you made your choice.

Wait, aren't
you going to let me go?

You never confessed
and you knew the rules.

It's the same as the others:
truth or consequences.

You chose consequences.

No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no!

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait!

Come back, come back.

I'll tell you anything.

I'll confess it all!

Major.

Like I said,
he chose consequences.

Can you tell me where you are
right now?

Close enough.

Tell me where, I'll come to
you.

No, I want you to
listen.

Noelle, I'll listen better in
person

when I know you're safe.

I am not gonna hurt myself.

You don't have to worry.

Don't you understand?

I'm doing all of this
so that I can be free.

Truth and consequences,
I am ready to face them,

whatever they are.

Garrett, June, Major, Sai, even
Carrie.

I invited them all here so
they could confess their truth

and they could hear the
confessions of others but

do you know why I
invited you here, Raquel?

Where are you?

I invited you here
to hear my confession.

I could never stop loving
Amelia.

She made me come alive.

She saw something in me
that no one else did.

Shouldn't you be the
one in this seat, Noelle?

You first.

You said that if I let you
come over

that you would confess
to everything on camera.

That you would confess
to stealing my ideas.

It's the only reason why I
left my door open to you.

Here.

It's for you.

I made it just how you
like it: hazelnut creamer.

You forgot the three and a
half sugars.

Did I?

No.

You didn't.

You never do.

Think she saw herself in me.

Stop with the games and just
tell me

what I need to hear and leave!

I'm gonna give you what you
want Amelia,

I'm gonna confess everything
that I did to you.

And more.

I mean, I'm gonna tell you about
stuff

that you don't even know about.

Every secret, every betrayal,
every lie.

But you have to do something for
me first.

But I.

I took it too far.

You have to admit you're
still in love with me.

Noelle, you can't be.

I am, though.

And I want you to say it.

And I want you to mean it.

And I always do.

No.

I can't.

I don't.

That's what
I thought you'd say.

You know, I wish I was wrong,
but I know you, Amelia,

and you never lie.

And I wanna be like you.

I do, I wanna tell the truth.

You're starting to feel
it now, aren't you?

What?

It's a good thing you like
so much sugar in your coffee,

otherwise you might've
detected the flavor.

They're bitter.

You prefer sweet.

I'm glad that you didn't lie,
Amelia.

That would've been beneath you.

But now you know.

And you know the worst
thing that I ever did I.

I killed you.

So I could become you.

So that you'd always be inside
me and we could be together.

And that's what I came here to
confess.

I came here to confess it to
you.

That the worst thing I
ever did was I killed

the only person who I could ever
love.

Why are you smiling?

Do you want to hear my last
confession?

I always tell the truth.

Yes, you do.

You do.

You, you, you never lie.

I never lie.

Except to the one person
that I could ever love.

I just wanted to hear
her say it one more time.

That.

That she loved me.

Then I could let her go.

Then we could be free.

Now you know the truth.

Now you know me as well as I
knew Amelia.

She's a part of me.

And now I'm a part of you.

You gonna turn Sai in?

I've done my part.

The rest is up to Carrie.

He's toast.

What about Major, is he gonna
be?

Well, some things can be
reattached

but only if they're in your
possession.

Worried I'm gonna turn you in?

You wouldn't.

You don't know me.

Yes, I do.

So no one's gonna know
the truth about all this.

Truth or consequences.

I mean, that's the choice that I
gave you.

But here's the thing.

There is no truth without
consequences.

Does that mean you're
gonna turn yourself in?

Now wouldn't that be a boring

and unworthy end to our story?

What are you gonna do then?

How are you gonna face your
consequences?

What are you gonna do
with our confessions?

♪ You tell me to look at the
night sky ♪

♪ I prefer to look at the bright
side ♪

♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

♪ You tell me to look at the
night sky ♪

♪ I prefer to look at the bright
side ♪

♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

♪ You tell me to look at the
bright side ♪

♪ I prefer to look at the night
sky ♪

♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

♪ You tell me to look at the
bright side ♪

♪ I prefer to look at the night
sky ♪

♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

♪ You tell me to look at the
night sky ♪

♪ I prefer to look at the bright
side ♪

♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

♪ Strong like music ♪

♪ Tough like rawhide ♪