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♪The body temperature I once owned.♪

♪Who will hug her tightly?♪

♪Waves of memory erode the soul.♪

♪I can only lick the scar alone.♪

♪Previous burning expression in her eyes.♪

♪Who will she look at with deep feelings?♪

♪Waves of memory push me to darkness.♪

♪I try hard but can't reach the opposite bank.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

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I've heard there's a good new clothes shop

over there.

Go with me and let's take a look.

Clothes? When are we going to buy clothes for me?

We'll see yours later.

I need to buy a suit.

Shall we look at mine first?

Miss, Miss, hello!

I'm recommending you,

the star product of our company,

Swan Neck Bubble Brush.

Look.

It's small, mild and smooth.

It's very good for you to clean the skin.

Would you like one?

OK, I'll buy one.

OK.

Xiaoxi,

is that Zhu Fan?

It is Zhu Fan.

Wait for me here.

Zhu Fan!

Stop right there!

Stop right there!

Take care, Luo Chen.

Zhu Fan! Stop right there.

Zhu Fan!

Zhu Fan!

Why did you run after me?

If you hadn't run,

why would I have run after you?

I...

If you hadn't run after me, I wouldn't have run.

Cut it out.

Just tell me.

Did you do it?

I've done so many things.

Which one were you talking about?

Come on. Come over here.

Come over here.

Come.

Mom, sit down and eat.

Heping,

there's something I need to tell you.

I've driven Xu Ali

out of your house.

Mom, when did you do that?

Why didn't you tell me beforehand?

Look at you.

You don't seem to like seeing her go away, do you?

You want me to tell you beforehand?

Let me tell you.

You don't need to show mercy

on a woman like her.

You should have driven her away

long time ago on your own.

Mom, no matter what,

Ali helped me a lot.

After Nan Sheng was gone,

she started business with me,

and went through difficulties

one after another with me.

She had done so much

for me.

Mom, how could you drive her away for no reason?

If she had just wanted to help you without any other intentions

as you thought,

I wouldn't have done that.

But don't you know

what she wanted

truly?

She wanted to be with you.

She wanted you to love her back.

Don't you know that?

Mom, I understand.

But I love

someone else.

I won't love her back.

But you don't need

to do that to her.

So you mean

I was wrong, don't you?

Do you know who caused

Nan Jianming's death back then?

Mom, why are you bringing this again?

Didn't the driver run away?

And he's still at large today.

So you know

who caused Nan Sheng's father's death?

I... I don't know.

How come I know about that?

Mom, tell me what you know.

Don't beat around the bush.

Mom,

if the culprit is caught,

I can check it in the police station.

What are you doing that for?

If the man has been caught,

how can I not let you know?

Anyhow,

don't let

Xu Ali

go to your home anymore.

Did you hear that?

Hello.

Hello, Xu Ali!

Come to Lipingge now.

Let's sort things out.

You did all the things.

You can't put the blame on me.

Hey, you two,

please stop following me, OK?

I'm in Lipingge now.

We'll go

when the time comes.

Zhu Fan!

You're playing hide-and-seek with me,

aren't you?

I dare not, Hanson.

I came here

as soon as you called me.

How dare you lie!

Something went wrong with Lipingge. You know that?

I don't. I...

It had nothing to do with me.

OK.

Explain yourself.

I'm here to explain it

to you.

Xu Ali did it on her own.

It had nothing to do with me.

And

I didn't use

the money at all.

It's all here.

Here it is.

You think

that's all?

I...

It had nothing

to do with me.

What do you want from me?

I'm giving you a chance

to make amends for what you've done.

Come with me.

Tell them the whole story.

Let's go.

Sir,

are you sure it's true?

It's written here clearly.

It can't be wrong.

The man who killed Nan Jianming

was Xu Zhensheng,

and your mother has known that.

Qiao Man,

what are you doing?

Qiao Man,

try harder.

Don't stop.

Don't stop.

Only when you remember

how Nan Sheng died

can you know

why you lost your memory

about Nan Sheng.

You've forgotten

so many people

that you are supposed to remember.

They'll be sad.

Sis, thanks for taking care of me.

Hanson, thanks for saving me.

Heping, I won't forget your love

for me as Qiao Man.

But I want to be a complete Qiao Man.

I need to find Nan Sheng back.

Even though it is a sad story,

it is my story still.

Don't stop.

You know how it feels

losing all your memories?

You just can't recall anything

no matter how hard you try.

Xu Ali pushed me

into the swimming pool.

Something came up in my mind.

I want

to experience it again,

so that I can recall something more.

But it's too dangerous

for you to do that.

What do you want to recall exactly?

What is it that's worth your try like this?

I want to recall

how Nan Sheng died.

How does that

have anything to do with you?

Why do you want

to recall that?

No way,

if... if you want to recall

how Nan Sheng died,

then what's your relationship with Nan Sheng? You're...

I'm Nan Sheng.

Qiao Man,

are you kidding me?

How's that possible?

Do you remember

I used

to talk to you about a girl

who looks

exactly like me.

It isn't someone else.

It is me.

My lost memories are coming back.

It's incredible.

Don't tell others

about it.

Zhu Fan!

Why do you want to see me here?

Get to the point.

Ali,

stop pretending to be innocent.

Now,

just admit it.

The faked products went to the market

because of you.

What are you talking about?

Don't try

to frame me up.

I dare not.

I planned to destroy

that faked batch of products.

You came to me

and said you were worried about me getting rid of them,

so you took them all away.

How do I know

that you didn't destroy them

but sold them

with quality products.

Xu Ali,

what a good job you've done?

If I didn't explain it

clearly here,

other people would think

I was the one who plotted the whole thing.

Don't try to frame me up.

Did you see me

do that?

What proof have you got?

Proof? Do I need proof?

When you took away

the products,

all the workers at my company were present.

And

this is the 500,000 you gave me.

I haven't spent a penny.

Do I need to get someone

to withdraw it?

It's a false charge.

It's absolutely a false charge.

The board of the directors

will know

who's telling the truth here.

Hanson, you have to believe me.

I'm the chairwoman of the board.

How can I do such a thing?

To believe you?

Explain yourself

to the board of the directors.

If you want me to choose

between Zhu Fan

and you,

I would rather believe Zhu Fan.

He isn't honest

sometimes,

but I don't believe

he dared to cheat me.

But as for you, it's hard to say.

Believe it or not,

there will be some people who will believe me.

Well, Zhu Fan,

you can go now.

But remember,

you need to come here whenever you're called upon

so that you can atone for what you did.

Otherwise, I won't hit you only.

And

tell Mo Hui

to recall all the products.

No matter how much Lipingge

is going to lose,

we have to do this.

This is

for our future.

Got it?

Yes.

OK. I'm leaving then.

Aunt Lan, I'm here to see you finally.

You don't know how much I want to hug you

and tell you how much I regret it.

I'm sorry

I wasn't able to stay with you.

How much I want to tell you now

I'm Nan Sheng,

but I can't,

because I haven't

figured out

an important thing.

Qiao Man!

Aunt Lan!

How come you're here, Qiao Man?

Come over. Come over.

I've been telling Heping

to bring you over.

Now you're here on your own.

How great it is! It's great!

I meant to have dinner here with you

last time,

but something popped up and I didn't make it.

I'm here to make an apology for that.

They're for you.

That's OK. That's OK.

You don't need to do that.

I'm so happy you're here.

But you have to have dinner

that you didn't have last time

here with me today. OK?

OK.

I won't leave.

I'll be with you.

How come you're so alike?

You really look like Nan Sheng.

You see. You're exactly the same.

You are.

How great it would be

if Nan Sheng were alive!

The two of you

will be good friends.

If you don't mind,

you can take me as Nan Sheng.

I'm willing to be your Nan Sheng.

Can I?

Nan Sheng.

Nan Sheng.

You're my Nan Sheng.

How great it is!

Heping!

What's it? Sit down.

All the people in the company have known about it.

It was impossible for me not to know about it.

How could you be so stupid?

You weren't stupid.

I've got you wrong

all the time.

Heping.

Heping, don't go.

Please forgive me.

You should know

I did all this

just for you.

Xu Ali,

you've almost ruined the company

that we set up together

for that little money.

You did that for me?

Don't you know

you've almost destroyed Lipingge?

I didn't mean it.

I didn't expect that to happen.

Let me ask you another question.

Where's Xu Zhensheng?

Zhensheng... Zhensheng

is abroad now.

He's abroad?

Are you lying to me even now?

You want to know

how I knew it?

Because there isn't a wall

that doesn't have a crack.

You think Nan Sheng's dead

and the truth about her father's death

won't be found out.

If you don't want people to find out, then don't do it.

Heping, don't say anything now.

I'm bringing you to see Zhensheng.

You're Qiao Man?

I've heard of you from my sister.

My sister is Xu Ali.

You look so much like Nan Sheng.

I was astonished.

Are you here to see Aunt Lan?

She's gone to the supermarket.

She will be back in a minute.

That's OK. I'll wait for her.

But, you and Nan Sheng

just look the same.

Many people have said that.

Seeing you

reminds me

of our university days.

Back then,

to defend the love

between Nan Sheng and Heping,

I went against a guy named Luo Chen

every day.

You have no idea

how many mischievous things

I did.

I know a few of them.

You know?

I read Nan Sheng's “Diary of the Other World”

from Heping.

Yeah, the diary.

Nan Sheng and I

were very close friends.

What a pity

that Nan Sheng has been gone!

Do you know

how Nan Sheng died?

I heard from my sister

Nan Sheng went to play by the sea

in Barcelona

when she was drown there.

The world was so unfair

to Nan Sheng.

Your sister?

How did your sister know about it?

She was in Barcelona

back then.

She went to see

an artwork exhibition,

and met Nan Sheng by chance.

What a coincidence!

Yeah.

Speaking of which,

it's been a while since Nan Sheng was gone.

I've been thinking of her

all these days.

Nan Sheng will be happy

to know she has such a good friend

as you.

After Zhensheng came back,

I bought this place,

so that he can start a business of his own.

Zhensheng! Zhensheng!

Zhensheng!

Zhensheng!

Where's he?

You aren't lying to me, are you?

Heping, what do you mean?

Don't deny everything I said

just because of what happened.

OK?

We've come this far

because we trust each other.

He might be out for something,

I'm calling him.

Start the handfree function.

Hello!

Hi, Zhensheng! Where are you now?

Why aren't you in the shop?

I'm at Aunt Lan's home.

And Qiao Man is here too.

What did you go there for?

Are you crazy?

Heping! Heping!

Why hasn't Aunt Lan been back yet?

She must want

to buy something good

for you to eat.

Let's wait for some more time.

You're back.

Heping.

I just came back.

And I didn't have time to tell you that.

I'm here to see Aunt Lan.

Were you

doing well abroad?

I was doing OK.

I drew pictures.

But I didn't draw many.

So I was just doing OK.

Are you still lying to me?

Are you lying to me

even now?

I took you as my best friend.

And you did that to me?

Heping!

Heping!

Why are you so angry

seeing me?

You still want to fool me.

I went to the police station.

You didn't go abroad at all.

You were in jail, weren't you?

You were the one who knocked Uncle Jianming down

and got him killed.

Heping, strike me,

so that

you can feel better.

Strike me! Strike me hard!

Didn't you know you were my friend

that I trusted the most?

How could you do that to me?

I was afraid that you wouldn't forgive me.

Over the years,

whether I was in jail

or I got out,

I thought

I was a sinner.

I shouldn't be forgiven.

To atone for my sin,

I did everything

so that you and Nan Sheng could be together,

but I didn't expect Nan Sheng would be gone

and my last chance to atone for my sin

was gone.

I'm sorry.

I just had to turn myself in.

Get lost.

You think you can make it up

by spending your days in jail?

You think Nan Sheng won't die

if you go to jail?

You think I won't feel sorry

if you go to jail?

Heping, I don't expect you to forgive me.

I don't have the right

to ask for your forgiveness.

If you want to punish me,

just do it.

I don't deserve your pity on me.

Get lost.

I'll pretend that we have never been friends.

I don't want to see you anymore.

OK. I'm leaving.

Heping, take care.

Dad, I'm Nan Sheng.

It took me so long a time

to find my lost memories back

and to think of you.

I'm so sorry.

Just scold me.

I won't forget each of your anniversaries

from now on.

Never ever.

So many years have passed.

I know finally

who the driver was.

I've never expected

it was Zhensheng.

Though I can't come to terms

with him calmly,

he has got punishments

that he deserves.

Maybe this should be

the end of it.

Dad,

I hope you can rest in peace

if you get to know all of this.

Please don't worry.

I'll take care of myself

in the future.

You're back.

Are you all right now?

My mom made rice cakes.

Nan Sheng used to love eating them the most.

She wanted to bring you some.

I wonder if you'll like it.

The taste is so familiar.

I love it.

That was the first Spring Festival

after Nan Sheng's dad passed away.

Nan Sheng celebrated the festival together with us.

I bought Nan Sheng

a red festive lantern,

to make her happy.

I always bought

whatever she liked.

If she was happy, I was happy.

Nan Sheng, Heping,

let's have our reunion dinner.

Hurry up!

OK. Right away!

Nan Sheng,

have you ever eaten rice cakes like this?

No.

It's delicious.

And you know,

it's difficult to make them.

It took me half a day

to make them.

So you have to eat more.

OK?

Here you go!

Nan Sheng, lucky for you.

This is my mom's special skill.

They eat the rice cakes during the Spring Festival.

Is it good?

-Come on. Happy Chinese New Year! -Cheers!

Cheers!

♪Get your memory back.♪

♪Get your memory back.♪

How I wish to go back to the old days

when everything was simple!

Eating rice cakes could make us so happy.

What?

Nothing.

It reminded me of the old days.

Please thank Aunt Lan in my place.

Actually my mom wanted to thank you.

Why?

You have no idea

how she's missed Nan Sheng.

She was so glad to see you.

She was.

You are close.

You think nobody else is here,

don't you?

How come you're here?

I'm here to make things clear to you.

It's true

that Xu Zhensheng made a big mistake,

but he has paid a price for it.

And I haven't done anything

that has harmed anybody.

To the point.

OK.

Now

I don't hope you

to love me back.

But as the founder

of Lipingge,

I've worked hard for it over the years.

I hope to take back

what belongs to me.

I want to withdraw my holdings

and get the same amount of money

corresponding to my holdings.

You want to do it now?

You know how great a loss

that our company has to suffer is because of you?

And you want to do it now?

I don't care about it.

Starting from the first day

when we founded the company,

I took it as a bond

to help maintain our relationship.

For the company,

I've been willing to do whatever thing I could.

I expected

that we could have a tighter relationship

as long as

I did more

for the company.

Now,

it's impossible for us to be together.

Tell me, what's the point

of me staying in the company?

OK, since you want to withdraw your holdings,

I'll tell the board of directors tomorrow

to fulfill your wish.

Lin Heping,

I didn't expect it was the first time

that you agreed

to what I said so quickly.

It was I myself

that offered to leave Lipingge.

How pathetic I am!

Qiao Man,

are you still trying to think of the past?

Don't bother me.

I'm going to recall it soon.

You said that last time,

but though

you tried it so hard underwater

and even caught a cold,

you still haven't recalled it.

I just want to figure out

how Nan Sheng died.

How come it's so hard?

Qiao Man,

why don't you

let go of the past?

You're good for now,

aren't you?

Don't find troubles for yourself.

Who is it?

I'll go and take a look.

Who's that?

Hanson.

You're here to see Qiao Man.

Can you do me a favor?

Please don't tell Qiao Man

that I used

to like you.

Oh, oh...

Don't worry.

Please don't worry.

I won't tell her.

I'll just pretend

that nothing has happened between us.

Thanks.

Right away.

Qiao Man,

Hanson is here to see you.

I'm going downstairs to the shop.

Nothing has happened between us.

Hanson doesn't belong to me anyway.

I just need to forget about him.

Qiao Man,

you guessed it right.

The man got hurt by the Lipingge's fake products.

There was a reason for that.

It's that we just didn't expect it

to be Xu Ali

who should take the blame.

What does she want?

She's the chairwoman

of Lipingge already.

What is it that she wants?

Yeah, I don't get it either.

But, we've recalled

that batch of products.

So that's

the end of it.

OK, let's not talk about it anymore.

Tell me what you would like to eat.

Did you know

that Qiao Fang and I aren't real sisters long time ago?

Why...

Why did you ask that all of a sudden?

Didn't we agree not to talk about it anymore?

Why are you nervous?

I'm just asking.

Qiao Man,

whoever you're or wherever you came from,

you're my wife for the rest of your life.

I will look after you for the rest of my life.

I don't need you to take care of me.

I don't need it.

No.

I won't let you do

any labor work.

I'm going

to do it all.

And

I'll make a tableful of dishes

that you like every day.

Once you finish eating them,

I'll do the cleaning job.

If...

If one day

we have a fight,

I'll be the one

who will apologize first.

Why are you so good to me?

Why? It's...

You won't know

how important you're to me.

After I finish the screenplay,

let's go back to Barcelona.

OK.

Then

we'll live wherever we want to.

We'll go

wherever you want to go.

Stop drinking.

Your health will break down

if you keep drinking like this.

If you're unhappy,

tell me.

Leave me alone. Go out!

Hanson,

Mr. Lin is drinking inside.

Please persuade him.

No matter what it is

that bothers you,

stop drinking.

Does that have anything to do with you?

I don't want to be here either.

But for the sake

of Lipingge,

if you die of drinking,

there won't be a chairman

in the company.

What do you mean?

The board of the directors has dismissed

Xu Ali from her position as the chairperson,

and you'll be the one

to replace her.

Then

how about Ali's withdrawing her holdings?

The directors

didn't object it.

But they didn't agree

to meet the rest of her requirements.

We've worked for so long.

I didn't expect

Ali to do things

that brought harm to the company.

How ironic!

Who should take the blame?

It's you

that didn't brighten your eyes back then.

Why did you say that?

You don't have a right

to talk to me like that.

Lin Heping,

sometimes I would think

if it hadn't been

for Qiao Man,

you and I

might have become

good friends.

What a pity!

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♪Where do I go♪

♪when I've got no way to hide?♪

♪When will I feel♪

♪like I'm truly live in life?♪

♪I'm waiting around,♪

♪trying to find my time.♪

♪I've gone out of the bounds,♪

♪hoping to see a side.♪

♪When I wake up,♪

♪and I start a whole new day,♪

♪I realize♪

♪that the world is all a stage.♪

♪It's a moment like this that makes me feel so♪

♪alive.♪

♪Here I am a star.♪

♪I will go so far.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪