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This is a diary...
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of...
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hate.
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And perhaps I wouldn't
be writing it...
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if some devil hadn't made me
stop him that night...
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in the rain.
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You want to drown, Henry?
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I wanted a bit of air.
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How nice to see you, Bendrix.
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How long has it been?
A year?
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June, 1944.
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As long as that?
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How's Sarah?
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Oh, she's out and about
somewhere.
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She at the cinema?
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No, she never goes.
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Oh, good night, Henry.
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You should go home
before you catch your death.
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Is something wrong?
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Let me take you home, Henry.
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Or perhaps I wouldn't
be writing this...
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if I had known then who I hated.
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Was it Henry?
Was it his wife Sarah?
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Or was it some other
who was yet to be revealed to me?
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Sarah?
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See? She's out still.
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Come upstairs.
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Come in.
Let me get you a drink.
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Whiskey, thank you.
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Whiskey.
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So what's troubling you, Henry?
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Sarah.
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She's out for a walk now,
Bendrix.
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A walk.
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Well, she always was
a great walker.
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Jealousy's a terrible thing.
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Well, you know you
can trust me, Henry.
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You know, I went so far...
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as to get the name
of a private detective.
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You think she's seeing someone?
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- Of course you think me a fool.
- No, Henry.
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I don't think you're a fool.
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- You mean you think it's possible?
- Of course.
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Sarah's human.
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Can't sleep.
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Keep picking up...
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this wretched card.
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Burn it.
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- I wish I could.
- Then go see what's-his-name, Savage?
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And sit where all
the jealous husbands sit?
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Do you think they have
a waiting room, Bendrix...
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where we see each other's faces
as we pass through?
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Why not let me go, Henry?
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- You?
- Yes.
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I could pretend
to be a jealous lover.
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Jealous lovers are less ridiculous
than jealous husbands.
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They're supported
by the weight of literature.
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Tragic, never comic.
Think of Troilus.
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Well, I shan't lose my amour propre
when I interview Mr. Savage.
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This is ridiculous.
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One can't spy on one's wife
through a friend...
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and have the friend
pretend to be her lover.
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- What else are friends for?
- You're a good chap, Bendrix.
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All I needed was to talk,
clear my head.
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The name was Savage,
and the address was 3 Vigo Passage.
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Forget what I've told you.
Doesn't make sense. I'll see a doctor.
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That was the door.
Sarah's come in.
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It's the maid.
She's been to the pictures.
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No, it was Sarah's step.
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Sarah, darling.
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Henry.
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- You--Is that you?
- Been out for a walk?
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- Yes.
- It's a filthy night.
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You're wet through, Sarah.
One day you'll catch your death of cold.
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Good night.
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Their marriage was conventional...
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like their well-appointed house.
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And I liked them both
the first night we met...
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drinking bad South African sherry
because of the war in Spain.
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Good evening, sir.
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- May I take your hat?
- Thank you.
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Mr. Miles is upstairs.
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Sherry, sir?
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Thank you.
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She seemed restless.
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In the summer of 1939...
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the whole of London was restless
in the face of the coming storm.
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How nice of you to come.
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Sarah, this is our neighbor,
the novelist chap.
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What on earth
is a novelist doing here?
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- Research.
- On what?
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On your husband.
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I'm trying to write a character
who works for the Ministry of Pensions.
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I need to find out his habits,
what he drinks before bedtime.
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- Cocoa.
- And when.
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11:00, isn't it, Sarah?
Unless we're entertaining.
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Would you be so kind
as to excuse your character?
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- The ministry needs him.
- Unfortunately it does.
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- So tell me.
- What?
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- His secrets.
- Henry's a good man.
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- Good men have no secrets.
- I was afraid you'd say that.
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You see, goodness
has so little fictional value.
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What does have fictional value?
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- A minister of Home Security.
- Are you saying my husband is fiction?
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I'm saying he could be,
in the right hands.
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Oh, dear. This is alarming.
Can we get away from the service?
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- You mean change the subject?
- I meant fresh air actually.
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Of course.
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- So how long have you been married?
- Is your character married?
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Yes, he's been married happily
for ten years.
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Henry's the perfect model then.
We've been married ten years.
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You know that...
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happiness is even harder to write
than goodness.
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Henry prefers habit to happiness.
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- I'll give them to you to sign.
- We were discussing the house, darling.
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Let me fill that for you.
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- It's a lovely house.
- My wife found it.
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And your wife is charming.
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- She's a great help to me.
- Yes, I'm sure.
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They've made a picture
of one of your books, haven't they?
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Yes, it's playing at the Rialto.
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- I'll take you both.
- Far too busy for pictures, I'm afraid.
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Should I make a note of that?
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Make sure your character
never gets home before 10:00.
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- Come out, Henry, for once?
- You know I can't, darling.
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But you go.
Take her, Bendrix.
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- Sarah, one has to insist.
- Henry.
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- Where are you going?
- To see wonder.
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- But you promised.
- Murderer's promises keep.
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- It's not what I wrote, you know.
- You can't keep saying that.
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- It's true.
- I know.
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There was one scene you did write.
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Describe it.
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Where he offered her onions
with her meal.
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She refused because her husband
didn't like the smell.
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He got angry.
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And why did he get angry?
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He didn't want to think of her
going home to him.
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Does Henry like onions?
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No.
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I'm in love, you know.
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Me too.
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Susan?
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Come upstairs.
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Sarah?
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One minute, dear.
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What if he heard?
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He wouldn't recognize the sound.
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- Sarah, you been eating onions?
- Sorry, darling.
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So, Bendrix,
how was the picture?
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Up to scratch?
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Of course, as she began to love me...
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she learned to deceive Henry.
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So why was I upset to find
that two years later...
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she was deceiving him again?
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Mr. Bendrix, I assume we
are discussing Mrs. Bendrix.
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Not exactly. She's the wife
of a friend of mine.
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Perhaps you and the lady
are intimate?
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No.
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I've only seen her once
since 1944.
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I don't understand.
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You said this was a watching case.
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Can't one love or hate
as long as that?
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There's nothing discreditable
about jealousy, Mr. Bendrix.
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I always salute it
as the mark of true love.
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I've come on behalf of the husband.
He thinks she's deceiving him.
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- She has secrets.
- Ah, secrets.
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- Yes.
- There may be nothing in it, of course.
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In my experience, Mr. Bendrix...
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there almost invariably is.
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Shall my man report to you
or the husband?
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To me.
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He must know nothing about it.
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Most interesting case.
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All my men use great discretion.
I will put one on it immediately.
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And he will do his damndest
to put your mind at rest.
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Or should I say the husband's?
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Hello?
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Good.
Yes, it was good to see you.
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Yes, how long has it been?
Two years.
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As long as that?
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Well, you were always better
at anniversaries than me.
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You want to meet?
Well, whatever for?
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Not tomorrow, no.
I've got this article.
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Wednesday? Let me check.
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Would Thursday do?
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Good.
The Park Lane Hotel at 1:00?
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It was odd to think
that during the war...
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we could be so totally at peace.
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There were nights
when I wished those sirens...
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would never end.
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Tell me again.
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I love you.
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And I always will.
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I'm sorry I'm late.
I came by tube, but it was crowded.
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Well, taxi is quicker.
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I know.
Didn't want to be quick.
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I booked a table at Palmer's.
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Can't we stay here?
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Well, it's where
we always used to go.
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You see,
I've never been back there.
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Well, it was never
your restaurant, was it?
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- So you still go there?
- Yeah, two or three times a week.
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It's convenient.
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Let's go.
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Thank you. Thanks.
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- Sorry about that.
- That's quite all right, sir.
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Got my hand caught in the way.
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Such a pleasure to see you, sir.
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It's been so long,
I thought you'd forgotten us.
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- I was afraid you'd say that.
- And you, ma'am.
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- It's been a long time too.
- Two years, Alfred.
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- There.
- Thank you.
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Why did you lie?
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- About my coming here?
- Yes.
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Why did you want to meet?
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I wanted to ask you about Henry.
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Henry.
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I'm worried about him.
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How did you find him
the other night?
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- Was he strange at all?
- I didn't notice anything wrong.
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I wanted to ask you--
I know you're very busy--
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whether you could
look him up occasionally.
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I think he's lonely.
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With you?
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You know he's
never really noticed me...
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not for years.
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Maybe you've given him reason.
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What reason could I give?
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What reason did you give me?
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None.
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- Are you on a new book?
- Of course.
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It's not about us, is it?
The one you threatened to write.
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A book takes a year to write.
It's too hard work for revenge.
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If you knew how little
you had to revenge.
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I'm joking.
Yeah, we had a good time together.
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We're adults, and we knew
it had to end sometime.
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And now we can lunch
and talk about Henry.
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I'm sorry.
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This was stupid,
and I really shouldn't have called.
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That cough needs attending to.
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It's only a cough.
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Good-bye, Maurice.
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Good-bye.
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- Your menu, sir.
- Thank you.
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I'm sorry, but you have to realize
I'm jealous of everything that moves.
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- I'm jealous of the rain.
- How can you be jealous of the rain?
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Where did you get it?
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Spain.
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That was my war, I'm afraid.
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It finished me off for this one.
254
00:23:56,955 --> 00:23:59,925
You were shot. How romantic.
255
00:23:59,992 --> 00:24:03,588
Not really.
They put a pin inside me.
256
00:24:03,662 --> 00:24:07,360
I wondered about the limp.
Could I grow to love it?
257
00:24:07,433 --> 00:24:09,595
And have you?
258
00:24:09,668 --> 00:24:13,469
I have never, ever loved anyone
as much as you.
259
00:24:34,693 --> 00:24:36,252
Yes?
260
00:24:37,396 --> 00:24:40,161
A Mr. Parkis to see you, sir.
261
00:24:40,232 --> 00:24:41,996
Show him in.
262
00:24:42,067 --> 00:24:44,002
This way, please.
263
00:24:48,507 --> 00:24:51,841
- I'll be with you in a minute, Mr.--
- The name's Parkis.
264
00:24:52,978 --> 00:24:55,641
Mr. Savage's man.
265
00:24:55,714 --> 00:24:58,707
Sit down.
Take a cigarette.
266
00:24:58,784 --> 00:25:00,980
Oh, no, sir.
Not on duty, sir.
267
00:25:01,053 --> 00:25:03,113
Unless, of course,
for purposes of concealment.
268
00:25:03,188 --> 00:25:05,123
But you're not on duty now.
269
00:25:05,190 --> 00:25:07,523
Well, in a manner of speaking,
yes, sir.
270
00:25:07,593 --> 00:25:10,859
I've just been relieved for half an hour
while I make my report.
271
00:25:12,364 --> 00:25:15,357
So there's something to report?
272
00:25:15,434 --> 00:25:17,460
It's not quite a blank sheet, sir.
273
00:25:20,405 --> 00:25:22,340
Have me met
somewhere before, sir?
274
00:25:24,076 --> 00:25:26,068
I don't think so.
275
00:25:30,415 --> 00:25:33,613
Well, like I say, sir...
276
00:25:33,685 --> 00:25:35,847
it's not quite a blank sheet.
277
00:25:35,921 --> 00:25:37,856
But then it never is.
278
00:25:40,459 --> 00:25:43,293
Me and my boy,
we followed the--
279
00:25:43,362 --> 00:25:45,354
Your boy?
280
00:25:45,430 --> 00:25:48,093
My son, sir.
281
00:25:48,167 --> 00:25:51,535
Yeah, I'm teaching him
the business.
282
00:25:51,603 --> 00:25:54,732
I mean, a boy can be useful
in all sorts of ways.
283
00:25:55,841 --> 00:25:59,710
On the day in question, the party in
question went by tube to Piccadilly...
284
00:26:00,979 --> 00:26:03,346
and proceeded
to the Park Lane Hotel.
285
00:26:03,415 --> 00:26:05,907
She seemed quite agitated.
286
00:26:07,319 --> 00:26:10,118
And there met a gentleman with whom
she was obviously quite close...
287
00:26:10,189 --> 00:26:14,388
since they greeted each other
with an affectionate lack of ceremony...
288
00:26:14,459 --> 00:26:16,052
and at one point--
289
00:26:16,128 --> 00:26:19,690
although I cannot be certain of this--
held hands along the bar.
290
00:26:20,999 --> 00:26:23,833
- They held hands?
- Yes, sir.
291
00:26:23,902 --> 00:26:26,303
Gentleman pushed the lady's glass
towards her...
292
00:26:26,371 --> 00:26:27,464
and...
293
00:26:27,539 --> 00:26:30,134
the hand sort of stayed there...
294
00:26:30,209 --> 00:26:31,802
for some time.
295
00:26:31,877 --> 00:26:34,108
Which generally indicates
a squeeze of that nature.
296
00:26:36,515 --> 00:26:39,610
After a short conversation,
they proceeded to a restaurant...
297
00:26:39,685 --> 00:26:41,278
called...
298
00:26:41,353 --> 00:26:42,878
Palmer's...
299
00:26:42,955 --> 00:26:46,084
which was difficult to gain access to,
me being with the boy and all.
300
00:26:46,158 --> 00:26:48,093
But I observed them
through the window.
301
00:26:49,061 --> 00:26:52,122
And after a while,
the lady left...
302
00:26:52,197 --> 00:26:54,757
laboring--
well, it seemed to me--
303
00:26:54,833 --> 00:26:56,961
under great emotion.
304
00:26:57,035 --> 00:26:59,937
Great emotion.
You're sure of that?
305
00:27:00,005 --> 00:27:01,940
Oh, without doubt, sir.
306
00:27:02,007 --> 00:27:05,102
Then I followed her down
Charing Cross Road to Maiden Lane...
307
00:27:05,177 --> 00:27:09,478
where she turned into a church for what
I can only presume was a good cry.
308
00:27:11,350 --> 00:27:13,319
She's not a Roman, is she, sir?
309
00:27:13,385 --> 00:27:14,819
No.
310
00:27:14,887 --> 00:27:16,412
Thought not.
311
00:27:16,488 --> 00:27:19,253
She didn't kneel, sir, but sat.
312
00:27:19,324 --> 00:27:21,884
From the angle of her face,
I could tell...
313
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:24,395
tears were an issue.
314
00:27:24,463 --> 00:27:27,399
- Forgive the personal touch.
- Of course.
315
00:27:29,201 --> 00:27:32,797
You see, I liked the lady.
The party in question.
316
00:27:32,871 --> 00:27:35,966
As did I, but you were wrong
about the hands.
317
00:27:36,041 --> 00:27:38,340
The hands, sir?
318
00:27:38,410 --> 00:27:41,175
We never so much as touched hands.
319
00:27:43,282 --> 00:27:44,375
Oh, dear.
320
00:27:44,449 --> 00:27:48,079
- I have made a fool of myself.
- Sarah has that effect.
321
00:27:48,153 --> 00:27:51,419
Mr. Savage
should have introduced us.
322
00:27:51,490 --> 00:27:53,755
Oh, no, sir.
323
00:27:53,825 --> 00:27:56,818
- It was up to me.
- Well, it's not serious.
324
00:27:56,895 --> 00:28:00,423
If you look at it from the outside,
it's quite funny.
325
00:28:00,499 --> 00:28:02,695
But I'm on the inside, sir.
326
00:28:03,936 --> 00:28:07,464
It's not Mr. Savage I'm worried about
so much. It's my boy, sir.
327
00:28:08,941 --> 00:28:12,901
- When I tell him you're the husband--
- But you're wrong.
328
00:28:12,978 --> 00:28:15,311
I'm acting on the husband's behalf.
329
00:28:15,380 --> 00:28:18,214
So you've requested
an investigation yourself?
330
00:28:18,283 --> 00:28:20,718
That's an interesting paradox.
331
00:28:20,786 --> 00:28:23,026
But who's the wronged party then,
sir, if you'll forgive?
332
00:28:26,825 --> 00:28:27,918
Pardon me, sir.
333
00:28:29,528 --> 00:28:32,020
I am slow in such matters.
334
00:28:32,097 --> 00:28:35,590
Both you and the husband have been
supplanted in the lady's affections by--
335
00:28:35,667 --> 00:28:37,101
Another?
336
00:28:39,204 --> 00:28:41,901
Try to think of it
the way I do, Mr. Parkis.
337
00:28:43,909 --> 00:28:46,845
Jealousy can only exist
with desire.
338
00:28:47,913 --> 00:28:51,111
You are on a hunt for desire.
339
00:28:51,183 --> 00:28:53,743
Just regard yourself
as its servant.
340
00:28:55,087 --> 00:28:57,750
Of course, sir.
That's my job.
341
00:28:58,590 --> 00:29:00,024
Thank you.
342
00:29:11,336 --> 00:29:13,771
The vicarious lover, Parkis.
343
00:29:15,007 --> 00:29:17,340
- Good night, sir.
- Good night.
344
00:29:25,083 --> 00:29:27,985
I wondered how much of her
he could reclaim for me.
345
00:29:29,287 --> 00:29:32,155
And, for a moment,
I wished I was him...
346
00:29:32,224 --> 00:29:35,251
shining his searchlight
around her world.
347
00:29:41,933 --> 00:29:44,732
I am a jealous man.
348
00:29:58,216 --> 00:30:01,448
- I'm jealous of this stocking.
- Why?
349
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:03,716
'Cause it does what I can't.
350
00:30:04,823 --> 00:30:06,758
It kisses your whole leg.
351
00:30:09,761 --> 00:30:13,323
And I'm jealous of this button.
352
00:30:13,398 --> 00:30:16,857
- Poor, innocent button.
- It's not innocent at all.
353
00:30:18,236 --> 00:30:21,638
It's with you all day,
and I'm not.
354
00:30:27,479 --> 00:30:30,313
- I suppose you're jealous of my shoes.
- Yes.
355
00:30:31,383 --> 00:30:32,976
Why?
356
00:30:34,453 --> 00:30:36,479
Because they'll
take you away from me.
357
00:30:38,590 --> 00:30:41,890
I measured love
by the extent of my jealousy.
358
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:43,724
And as my jealousy was infinite...
359
00:30:43,795 --> 00:30:45,730
Anyone who loves is jealous.
360
00:30:45,797 --> 00:30:48,028
my love should have
been infinite too.
361
00:30:48,100 --> 00:30:52,333
I hate you being unhappy. I don't mind
anything you do that makes you happy.
362
00:30:52,404 --> 00:30:54,749
- If I slept with someone else?
- That's neither here nor there.
363
00:30:54,773 --> 00:30:56,708
I want you to be happy,
that's all.
364
00:30:56,775 --> 00:30:58,710
Maybe you'd want an excuse
to do the same.
365
00:30:58,777 --> 00:31:00,939
- I never would.
- But you do.
366
00:31:01,012 --> 00:31:04,005
- Do what?
- Sleep with someone else.
367
00:31:04,082 --> 00:31:07,052
You mean Henry?
How can anyone be jealous of Henry?
368
00:31:07,119 --> 00:31:09,816
He has you. I don't.
369
00:31:09,888 --> 00:31:11,823
We inhabit the same house.
370
00:31:11,890 --> 00:31:15,691
That's all. You know that.
I'm the shadow he walks around.
371
00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:17,558
And I love you.
372
00:31:17,629 --> 00:31:20,565
I would rather be dead or see you dead
than with another man.
373
00:31:20,632 --> 00:31:23,830
I will never, ever be
with another man.
374
00:31:23,902 --> 00:31:27,930
You may see me dead,
but I will never be with another man.
375
00:31:28,006 --> 00:31:30,407
- We should go down to the shelter.
- Stay here, Sarah.
376
00:31:30,475 --> 00:31:32,453
If a bomb hit us now,
think of what wouldn't happen.
377
00:31:32,477 --> 00:31:35,709
- What wouldn't happen?
- You wouldn't go back to Henry.
378
00:31:35,780 --> 00:31:37,715
I would never imagine
another lover.
379
00:31:37,782 --> 00:31:41,082
- My jealousy would end.
- Would that make you happy?
380
00:33:13,011 --> 00:33:14,946
Do you believe me now?
381
00:33:21,886 --> 00:33:24,913
But sadly, I didn't believe her.
382
00:33:24,990 --> 00:33:27,687
There was a devil in my mind
that would never let me.
383
00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:32,197
And now I had Parkis' boy
playing the devil's game.
384
00:35:13,164 --> 00:35:14,564
My boy managed to gain access, sir.
385
00:35:15,633 --> 00:35:19,195
Remarkably useful he can be.
I call that Exhibit "A."
386
00:35:19,270 --> 00:35:24,174
They say a promise is forever,
but I don't know if I can keep this one.
387
00:35:24,242 --> 00:35:27,508
He killed me with jealousy.
You're killing me with love.
388
00:35:27,579 --> 00:35:30,845
So he's got the scent too,
Parkis.
389
00:35:30,915 --> 00:35:33,282
- What scent?
- The scent of love.
390
00:35:33,351 --> 00:35:36,378
Stalking it like a retriever.
391
00:35:36,454 --> 00:35:39,549
Well, he's
remarkably persistent, sir.
392
00:35:39,624 --> 00:35:43,459
He observed the party in question,
then in a state of partial undress...
393
00:35:43,528 --> 00:35:45,929
with an unidentified male.
394
00:35:45,997 --> 00:35:48,466
- Where?
- In the bedroom, sir.
395
00:35:48,533 --> 00:35:51,526
The male party then closed the door,
and my boy made his exit.
396
00:35:51,603 --> 00:35:54,835
The implications, and I think
you would agree, is that...
397
00:35:54,906 --> 00:35:57,205
intimacy was...
398
00:35:58,143 --> 00:35:59,702
imminent.
399
00:35:59,778 --> 00:36:01,940
Indeed. Who is he?
400
00:36:02,013 --> 00:36:04,346
Here, sir, is where progress
was definitely made.
401
00:36:05,150 --> 00:36:08,450
As my boy left, he glanced at the
appointment book in the front hallway.
402
00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:12,958
The party in question had a dental
appointment at 3:30 the following day.
403
00:36:13,024 --> 00:36:15,493
In fact, she visited at 3:30...
404
00:36:15,560 --> 00:36:19,725
a premises on 65 Cedar Road
where no dentist sign was in evidence.
405
00:36:39,350 --> 00:36:41,512
A Mr. Smythe owns the premises, sir.
406
00:36:41,586 --> 00:36:44,420
Smythe, with a "Y"?
407
00:36:44,489 --> 00:36:47,653
Yes, sir. S-M-Y-T-H-E.
408
00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:51,025
And...
409
00:36:51,095 --> 00:36:52,529
no--
410
00:36:54,299 --> 00:36:58,168
Though we have no evidence
of intimacy...
411
00:36:58,236 --> 00:37:00,296
the implication is clearly there.
412
00:37:00,371 --> 00:37:02,306
How is it there?
413
00:37:02,373 --> 00:37:04,433
Why the fictitious
dental appointment, sir?
414
00:37:07,378 --> 00:37:09,006
Exhibit "B."
415
00:37:09,080 --> 00:37:11,015
My boy took that.
416
00:37:13,117 --> 00:37:16,053
The party in question emerged
two hours later.
417
00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:19,386
Passage of time being
amply sufficient for...
418
00:37:19,457 --> 00:37:21,119
intimacy to have taken place.
419
00:37:22,193 --> 00:37:24,685
The courts generally demand
at least an hour, sir.
420
00:37:25,830 --> 00:37:29,460
Now, my boy would have provided us
with photos of her reemergence...
421
00:37:29,534 --> 00:37:32,470
but for the unfortunate
occurrence of him...
422
00:37:32,537 --> 00:37:33,971
falling asleep.
423
00:37:39,244 --> 00:37:41,736
Luckily, sir,
the party in question...
424
00:37:41,813 --> 00:37:44,282
mistook him
for an abandoned urchin...
425
00:37:44,349 --> 00:37:46,393
woke him up and led him
to the nearest tube station...
426
00:37:46,417 --> 00:37:49,581
so that the time of reemergence
is definitely established...
427
00:37:49,654 --> 00:37:53,386
as was an acquaintance which may have
its uses in the future, for all we know.
428
00:37:54,359 --> 00:37:57,295
So should I walk in and confront him
like an injured husband?
429
00:37:57,362 --> 00:38:00,958
I'm against it, sir.
It complicates things in the courts.
430
00:38:01,032 --> 00:38:02,967
This will never reach court.
431
00:38:03,034 --> 00:38:06,163
- An amicable settlement then.
- There's lack of interest.
432
00:38:06,237 --> 00:38:09,605
One can hardly make a fuss
about a man called Smythe.
433
00:38:09,674 --> 00:38:12,576
I'd just like to see him,
that's all.
434
00:38:12,644 --> 00:38:15,978
Well, perhaps Lance can oblige us
next time with a frontal.
435
00:38:16,047 --> 00:38:17,982
- Lance?
- My boy.
436
00:38:18,783 --> 00:38:20,843
Called after Lancelot,
the Round Table.
437
00:38:20,919 --> 00:38:23,388
He found the Holy Grail.
438
00:38:23,454 --> 00:38:27,084
That was Galahad. Lancelot
was found in bed with Guinevere.
439
00:38:29,794 --> 00:38:31,729
I hadn't heard.
440
00:38:45,143 --> 00:38:48,511
I have to say, sir,
I would advise against it.
441
00:38:48,580 --> 00:38:53,177
I'd just like to see
what a man called Smythe looks like.
442
00:38:53,251 --> 00:38:56,244
Will you lend me your boy?
443
00:38:56,321 --> 00:39:00,156
Well, if you'll assure me
there'll be nothing unpleasant.
444
00:39:00,224 --> 00:39:04,059
Sarah isn't there. This scene
will have a universal certificate.
445
00:39:04,128 --> 00:39:06,063
Come with me, young Lancelot.
446
00:39:07,398 --> 00:39:09,629
Go on, Lance.
447
00:39:09,701 --> 00:39:12,000
No need to worry.
448
00:39:12,070 --> 00:39:14,266
Now, you're feeling ill,
remember?
449
00:39:14,339 --> 00:39:17,104
- How ill, sir?
- Ill enough to faint.
450
00:39:17,175 --> 00:39:19,110
Can you act that?
451
00:39:19,177 --> 00:39:21,476
If I hold my breath
and go all pale, sir.
452
00:39:21,546 --> 00:39:22,980
Good.
453
00:39:33,591 --> 00:39:35,890
Excuse me, but does
a Dr. Wilson live here?
454
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:38,122
- No, I'm afraid he doesn't.
- Oh, dear.
455
00:39:38,196 --> 00:39:41,325
See, I was given this address,
and my boy's quite ill.
456
00:39:41,399 --> 00:39:43,630
We've traveled all this--
You all right?
457
00:39:43,701 --> 00:39:46,136
- You better come in.
- Would you mind? I'm sorry.
458
00:39:46,204 --> 00:39:48,537
I think he needs
to sit down badly.
459
00:39:48,606 --> 00:39:50,040
Thank you.
460
00:39:54,379 --> 00:39:57,941
- Can I fetch him a glass of water?
- That's very kind.
461
00:39:58,016 --> 00:40:00,212
Or some orange squash?
462
00:40:00,284 --> 00:40:03,015
- Water will be fine.
- Orange squash, please.
463
00:40:03,087 --> 00:40:05,318
Say thank you, Arthur.
464
00:40:05,390 --> 00:40:08,827
- Is his name Arthur?
- Yes, Arthur James.
465
00:40:08,893 --> 00:40:11,692
- His mother was fond of Tennyson.
- Is she--
466
00:40:11,763 --> 00:40:14,460
Yes, yes. Four years now.
467
00:40:16,234 --> 00:40:19,227
- He must be of great comfort to you.
- And anxiety.
468
00:40:19,303 --> 00:40:21,829
I ought to introduce myself.
469
00:40:21,906 --> 00:40:24,102
- Bridges.
- My name is Smythe.
470
00:40:24,175 --> 00:40:27,269
- With a "Y"?
- Yes. This is my brother Richard.
471
00:40:27,445 --> 00:40:30,938
This is Mr. Bridges.
His boy isn't feeling well.
472
00:40:31,015 --> 00:40:33,610
I was given this address
for a Dr. Wilson.
473
00:40:33,685 --> 00:40:35,483
There's no such doctor here.
474
00:40:39,190 --> 00:40:41,785
I've seen your boy before.
475
00:40:41,859 --> 00:40:43,919
Maybe on the common.
476
00:40:49,467 --> 00:40:52,904
What was the real purpose
of your visit?
477
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:56,669
I told you. A doctor.
478
00:41:01,779 --> 00:41:04,305
No, you're not ill,
are you, boy?
479
00:41:10,354 --> 00:41:13,290
People sometimes come to me...
480
00:41:13,357 --> 00:41:15,758
and can't explain why.
481
00:41:17,128 --> 00:41:19,290
But if there is a reason--
482
00:41:19,363 --> 00:41:21,298
- My brother often deals--
- Hush, Susan.
483
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:24,665
They must ask themselves.
484
00:41:28,940 --> 00:41:31,842
I recognize your boy,
but you--
485
00:41:33,311 --> 00:41:36,770
- Who recommended you?
- We have a friend in common.
486
00:41:37,982 --> 00:41:39,416
Sarah Miles.
487
00:41:41,719 --> 00:41:43,654
And your name is?
488
00:41:43,721 --> 00:41:45,553
Bendrix.
489
00:41:52,330 --> 00:41:55,027
- I know all about you.
- I'm sure you do.
490
00:41:55,099 --> 00:41:57,330
But you must enlighten me.
491
00:41:57,401 --> 00:42:01,202
- Aren't you bound by vows of chastity?
- Oh, my dear!
492
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:03,874
Go, please.
493
00:42:04,942 --> 00:42:06,877
Would you just go?
494
00:42:07,945 --> 00:42:10,039
Come along, Lancelot.
495
00:42:16,387 --> 00:42:19,516
Poor Sarah.
She had committed nothing but love.
496
00:42:19,590 --> 00:42:22,958
And here were Parkis and his boy
watching her every move.
497
00:42:23,027 --> 00:42:25,053
I would have called the spies off...
498
00:42:25,129 --> 00:42:27,826
had the devil not tugged
at my elbow once more.
499
00:42:27,899 --> 00:42:30,061
Henry.
500
00:42:30,134 --> 00:42:32,069
Still in the rain?
501
00:42:32,136 --> 00:42:35,163
Walking, Bendrix.
Doctor recommends it.
502
00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:37,265
Well, walk with me.
503
00:42:37,341 --> 00:42:39,469
I recommend a drink.
504
00:42:53,191 --> 00:42:54,625
How's Sarah?
505
00:42:55,793 --> 00:42:57,386
Pretty well.
506
00:42:57,461 --> 00:43:00,192
Did you ever consult
that private detective?
507
00:43:02,066 --> 00:43:04,058
I'd hoped you had forgotten that.
508
00:43:04,135 --> 00:43:06,468
I was overworked.
509
00:43:06,537 --> 00:43:08,631
I had Royal Commission brewing.
510
00:43:08,706 --> 00:43:10,868
Don't worry, Henry.
I did it for you.
511
00:43:12,476 --> 00:43:15,275
- You had absolutely no right.
- I'm paying all the charges.
512
00:43:15,346 --> 00:43:16,871
It's infernal cheek.
513
00:43:16,948 --> 00:43:19,645
Here's the report, Henry.
514
00:43:19,717 --> 00:43:21,948
His name is Smythe, with a "Y."
515
00:43:22,019 --> 00:43:24,215
You've been properly led up
the garden path, Henry.
516
00:43:25,056 --> 00:43:27,651
- Will you let me pass?
- You don't want them?
517
00:43:27,725 --> 00:43:29,250
Photographs, names, love letters?
518
00:43:38,536 --> 00:43:40,767
Now will you let me go?
519
00:43:44,609 --> 00:43:47,135
I can always get you
a carbon copy.
520
00:44:04,228 --> 00:44:07,596
Strange how much dignity
there can be in a hat.
521
00:44:08,666 --> 00:44:12,103
Without it, he seemed
one of the anonymous...
522
00:44:12,169 --> 00:44:13,603
the dispossessed.
523
00:44:14,772 --> 00:44:18,607
I had pitied myself for so long,
it was odd...
524
00:44:18,676 --> 00:44:21,544
to pity him.
525
00:44:21,612 --> 00:44:23,547
I'm sorry, Henry.
526
00:44:26,384 --> 00:44:27,818
Sit down.
527
00:44:38,996 --> 00:44:41,363
Were you two lovers, Bendrix?
528
00:44:46,070 --> 00:44:48,198
It's the only explanation.
529
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:51,375
The only excuse too.
530
00:44:55,746 --> 00:44:58,443
Can't you see
that what you've done...
531
00:44:58,516 --> 00:45:00,644
is monstrous?
532
00:45:07,224 --> 00:45:10,160
You must think me a fool
not to have guessed.
533
00:45:15,166 --> 00:45:18,000
Why didn't she leave me?
534
00:45:18,069 --> 00:45:20,436
Because you're a habit
she's formed.
535
00:45:20,504 --> 00:45:23,440
You're her security.
536
00:45:23,507 --> 00:45:26,204
- Why did she leave you?
- I became a bore.
537
00:45:26,277 --> 00:45:28,371
Like you.
538
00:45:28,446 --> 00:45:30,415
But I wasn't born one.
539
00:45:30,481 --> 00:45:32,973
You created me.
540
00:45:33,050 --> 00:45:36,179
She wouldn't leave you,
so I bored her with my jealousy.
541
00:45:37,455 --> 00:45:40,391
- You can't be jealous of me.
- Well, you won, in a way.
542
00:45:41,392 --> 00:45:44,556
We had come to the end of love.
543
00:45:44,628 --> 00:45:47,564
She'd only make love with me,
but...
544
00:45:47,631 --> 00:45:50,760
she could shop and cook
and fall asleep with you.
545
00:45:52,937 --> 00:45:55,270
She's still very fond of you.
546
00:45:55,339 --> 00:45:58,468
One isn't satisfied with fondness.
547
00:45:59,643 --> 00:46:01,908
- I was.
- Yes, and that made you her pimp.
548
00:46:03,547 --> 00:46:06,039
The bore of a husband
who knows where his slippers are...
549
00:46:06,117 --> 00:46:08,712
but never notices his wife.
550
00:46:08,786 --> 00:46:10,778
But you weren't
the only pimp, Henry.
551
00:46:10,855 --> 00:46:13,791
The war was
the greatest pimp of all.
552
00:46:14,892 --> 00:46:18,260
And the V-1s
never affected us until...
553
00:46:18,329 --> 00:46:20,628
the act of love was over.
554
00:46:50,961 --> 00:46:53,521
So what will you do when it ends?
555
00:46:53,597 --> 00:46:55,532
It won't end. I told you.
556
00:46:55,599 --> 00:46:57,534
I meant the war.
557
00:46:58,869 --> 00:47:01,668
It's the only certain thing.
558
00:47:01,739 --> 00:47:03,674
What do you mean?
559
00:47:03,741 --> 00:47:06,074
That allows me to see you.
560
00:47:07,378 --> 00:47:09,347
You think love ends...
561
00:47:09,413 --> 00:47:11,541
when you don't see me?
562
00:47:14,018 --> 00:47:16,351
To be is to be perceived.
563
00:47:17,588 --> 00:47:19,784
Do I exist for you
when you're with Henry?
564
00:47:19,857 --> 00:47:21,985
Yes.
565
00:47:22,059 --> 00:47:24,756
Isn't that why you stay
with Henry?
566
00:47:24,829 --> 00:47:26,991
Because you know this will end?
567
00:47:27,064 --> 00:47:29,363
No.
568
00:47:31,602 --> 00:47:33,914
- We should go to the basement.
- My landlady might be there.
569
00:47:33,938 --> 00:47:35,463
- Does that matter?
- Maybe to her.
570
00:47:35,539 --> 00:47:37,804
- It's close, Maurice.
- I'll go and check.
571
00:47:37,875 --> 00:47:40,777
- Let me go with you.
- I'll be one second.
572
00:47:46,383 --> 00:47:47,817
Hello?
573
00:47:50,454 --> 00:47:53,151
There's nobody there.
It's clear.
574
00:48:45,709 --> 00:48:47,644
I never heard the bang.
575
00:48:49,046 --> 00:48:51,743
I awoke after five minutes...
576
00:48:51,815 --> 00:48:54,375
or five seconds...
577
00:48:55,452 --> 00:48:57,614
to a changed world.
578
00:49:02,626 --> 00:49:05,960
For a moment,
I was free of feeling...
579
00:49:07,031 --> 00:49:10,126
love, hate, jealousy.
580
00:49:11,735 --> 00:49:14,796
And it all felt like happiness.
581
00:50:25,175 --> 00:50:27,110
Oh, my God.
582
00:50:29,113 --> 00:50:30,547
You're alive?
583
00:50:35,119 --> 00:50:37,054
You sound disappointed.
584
00:50:37,121 --> 00:50:38,885
You're hurt.
585
00:50:43,527 --> 00:50:46,053
I just cut myself, that's all.
586
00:50:57,841 --> 00:51:00,572
What were you doing
on the floor?
587
00:51:01,779 --> 00:51:03,213
Praying.
588
00:51:04,281 --> 00:51:05,840
To what?
589
00:51:05,916 --> 00:51:08,112
To anything that might exist.
590
00:51:09,253 --> 00:51:13,850
Well, it'd have been more practical
to have come downstairs.
591
00:51:13,924 --> 00:51:15,756
I did.
592
00:51:20,197 --> 00:51:23,497
Well, why didn't you wake me?
593
00:51:23,567 --> 00:51:25,263
I tried.
594
00:51:25,336 --> 00:51:27,271
You didn't move.
595
00:51:29,340 --> 00:51:30,899
I don't understand.
596
00:51:32,142 --> 00:51:35,408
I knew for certain
you were dead.
597
00:51:35,479 --> 00:51:37,607
There wasn't much
to pray for then, was there?
598
00:51:38,682 --> 00:51:39,877
A miracle.
599
00:51:42,119 --> 00:51:45,647
And we don't believe in those.
600
00:51:45,723 --> 00:51:46,816
No.
601
00:51:49,326 --> 00:51:52,228
And that siren means you go.
602
00:51:55,299 --> 00:51:56,824
Yes.
603
00:52:02,673 --> 00:52:04,107
Please don't.
604
00:52:05,008 --> 00:52:07,842
I have to. Henry will--
605
00:52:07,911 --> 00:52:09,573
Forget Henry.
606
00:52:11,415 --> 00:52:13,350
You don't understand.
You were gone.
607
00:52:13,417 --> 00:52:14,817
Now I'm back.
608
00:52:16,353 --> 00:52:19,482
I'm sorry to disappoint you,
Sarah, but--
609
00:52:23,660 --> 00:52:26,391
Love doesn't end...
610
00:52:26,463 --> 00:52:28,762
just because
we don't see each other.
611
00:52:29,633 --> 00:52:31,261
Doesn't it?
612
00:52:31,335 --> 00:52:33,531
People go on loving God,
don't they?
613
00:52:33,604 --> 00:52:35,937
All their lives.
614
00:52:36,006 --> 00:52:38,134
Without seeing Him.
615
00:52:39,243 --> 00:52:41,678
That's not my kind of love.
616
00:52:41,745 --> 00:52:44,442
Maybe there's no other kind.
617
00:52:58,562 --> 00:53:01,361
So I was a disappointment
in the end.
618
00:53:01,432 --> 00:53:03,492
I lived.
619
00:53:03,567 --> 00:53:05,763
And that was the end
of the affair...
620
00:53:05,836 --> 00:53:08,567
until I met you with that
detective's card in your hand.
621
00:53:10,474 --> 00:53:12,466
I wondered why
we hadn't seen you.
622
00:53:15,879 --> 00:53:18,872
You should go home, Henry.
You'll catch your death.
623
00:53:23,020 --> 00:53:24,454
I'm sorry.
624
00:53:36,200 --> 00:53:37,634
Hello.
625
00:53:46,643 --> 00:53:49,272
It was quite easy, sir.
It was such a crush.
626
00:53:49,346 --> 00:53:52,612
And Mrs. Miles thought I was one
of his friends from the ministry.
627
00:53:52,683 --> 00:53:55,152
And Mr. Miles thought
I was one of her friends.
628
00:53:56,353 --> 00:53:59,380
Well, I knew the way
to her room from my boy.
629
00:53:59,456 --> 00:54:02,483
Anybody would have stopped me, I would
have been looking for the toilet.
630
00:54:02,559 --> 00:54:04,050
Of course, nobody did.
631
00:54:04,127 --> 00:54:06,926
Did you think it was
a good cocktail party?
632
00:54:06,997 --> 00:54:09,364
Highly successful
I would say, sir.
633
00:54:09,433 --> 00:54:13,131
But Mrs. Miles
looked a bit out of sorts.
634
00:54:13,203 --> 00:54:17,368
I refer to this as Exhibit "D."
635
00:54:29,653 --> 00:54:31,588
Did you look at it?
636
00:54:31,655 --> 00:54:33,954
I ascertained its nature, sir.
637
00:54:34,024 --> 00:54:36,425
And from one entry, judged
she wasn't the cautious type.
638
00:54:36,493 --> 00:54:38,860
So happy. M returns today.
639
00:54:38,929 --> 00:54:41,899
My experience of diaries
is they always give things away, sir.
640
00:54:43,433 --> 00:54:46,335
People invent their little codes.
You soon see through them, sir.
641
00:54:46,403 --> 00:54:48,634
I woke up and
the sun was shining.
642
00:54:48,705 --> 00:54:51,231
This covers several years.
643
00:54:51,308 --> 00:54:53,243
I hope you're satisfied, sir.
644
00:54:53,310 --> 00:54:56,974
Life was going to be happy again.
But last night I dreamt--
645
00:54:57,047 --> 00:55:00,347
I think this may well
close our account, Parkis.
646
00:55:00,417 --> 00:55:03,615
Yeah. I had a feeling
it might, sir.
647
00:55:04,421 --> 00:55:07,016
I have enjoyed
our association, sir...
648
00:55:07,090 --> 00:55:10,618
if one can talk of enjoying
under the sad circumstances.
649
00:55:10,694 --> 00:55:12,526
As have I.
650
00:55:12,596 --> 00:55:15,964
So I hope you wouldn't
resent a memento, sir.
651
00:55:21,371 --> 00:55:22,964
There's quite a history
with that.
652
00:55:24,107 --> 00:55:27,339
- Do you remember the Bolton case?
- I can't say I do.
653
00:55:27,411 --> 00:55:29,880
It caused quite
a stir at the time, sir.
654
00:55:29,947 --> 00:55:32,542
Lady Bolton,
her maid and a man.
655
00:55:32,616 --> 00:55:34,676
All discovered together.
656
00:55:34,751 --> 00:55:37,277
That ashtray stood
beside the bed, sir.
657
00:55:37,354 --> 00:55:39,323
On the lady's side.
658
00:55:43,093 --> 00:55:45,790
Well, I shall treasure it, Parkis.
659
00:55:47,598 --> 00:55:50,124
If ashtrays could speak, sir.
660
00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:51,634
Indeed.
661
00:55:55,138 --> 00:55:58,233
Perhaps I should call later, sir, just
to make sure there were no loose ends?
662
00:55:58,308 --> 00:56:00,243
Thank you, Parkis.
663
00:56:02,412 --> 00:56:04,278
- Good night, sir.
- Good night.
664
00:56:35,679 --> 00:56:39,980
Sometimes I get tired of trying
to convince him that I love him...
665
00:56:40,050 --> 00:56:42,178
and shall love him forever.
666
00:56:42,252 --> 00:56:45,745
He pounces on my words
like a barrister and twists them.
667
00:56:45,822 --> 00:56:47,757
So what will you do
when it ends?
668
00:56:47,824 --> 00:56:51,317
You think love ends
when you don't see me?
669
00:56:53,664 --> 00:56:56,156
To be is to be perceived.
670
00:56:57,334 --> 00:56:59,633
Do I exist for you
when you're with Henry?
671
00:56:59,703 --> 00:57:01,137
Yes.
672
00:57:02,305 --> 00:57:07,141
Isn't that why you stay with Henry?
Because you know this will end?
673
00:57:11,081 --> 00:57:13,426
- We should go to the basement.
- My landlady might be there.
674
00:57:13,450 --> 00:57:14,884
- Does that matter?
- Maybe to her.
675
00:57:14,951 --> 00:57:17,284
- It's close, Maurice.
- I'll go and check.
676
00:57:17,354 --> 00:57:19,653
- Let me go with you.
- I'll be one second.
677
00:57:25,595 --> 00:57:27,029
Hello?
678
00:57:30,534 --> 00:57:32,127
There's nobody there.
It's clear.
679
00:58:00,063 --> 00:58:01,588
Oh, God!
680
00:58:07,270 --> 00:58:09,205
Oh, God. Oh, God.
681
00:58:21,218 --> 00:58:23,016
Oh, God, don't take him.
682
00:58:23,687 --> 00:58:25,656
But You had.
683
00:58:28,792 --> 00:58:31,387
Whatever was him was gone.
684
00:58:31,461 --> 00:58:33,396
You'd taken it.
685
00:58:36,133 --> 00:58:38,693
I'd never believed in prayer.
686
00:58:41,738 --> 00:58:45,732
Oh, God, please bring him back.
Let him live.
687
00:58:45,809 --> 00:58:49,211
I don't believe in You,
but please let him live.
688
00:58:51,815 --> 00:58:54,182
Dear God, please.
689
00:58:55,252 --> 00:58:56,811
Let him--
690
00:59:11,635 --> 00:59:14,901
Dear God, please. Let him live.
691
00:59:18,375 --> 00:59:20,935
Please bring him back.
692
00:59:22,012 --> 00:59:24,277
Please don't take him.
693
00:59:26,950 --> 00:59:29,044
I'll give him up forever.
694
00:59:29,119 --> 00:59:31,748
Only please, let him be alive.
695
00:59:33,056 --> 00:59:37,926
Let him live and I promise
I'll never see him again.
696
00:59:46,136 --> 00:59:47,399
Oh, my God.
697
00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:51,708
You're alive?
698
00:59:54,110 --> 00:59:56,978
You sound disappointed.
699
00:59:57,047 --> 01:00:00,882
But if he was alive,
now I was dead.
700
01:00:09,993 --> 01:00:12,292
What were you doing on the floor?
701
01:00:13,897 --> 01:00:16,230
Praying.
702
01:00:16,299 --> 01:00:18,063
To what?
703
01:00:18,134 --> 01:00:20,103
To anything that might exist.
704
01:00:20,170 --> 01:00:24,369
How could I explain to him
what made no sense to me?
705
01:00:24,441 --> 01:00:26,103
You didn't move.
706
01:00:26,176 --> 01:00:29,840
I knew for certain you were dead.
707
01:00:29,913 --> 01:00:31,973
Then there wasn't much
to pray for then, was there?
708
01:00:32,048 --> 01:00:33,482
A miracle.
709
01:00:35,252 --> 01:00:37,949
And we don't believe in that.
710
01:00:41,725 --> 01:00:43,819
And that siren means you go.
711
01:00:46,730 --> 01:00:48,164
Yes.
712
01:00:49,332 --> 01:00:54,361
And I knew that nothing in this world
would make sense to me again.
713
01:00:55,438 --> 01:00:56,770
Sorry to disappoint you.
714
01:01:01,778 --> 01:01:04,441
Love doesn't end...
715
01:01:04,514 --> 01:01:06,449
just because we don't
see each other.
716
01:01:07,484 --> 01:01:08,975
Doesn't it?
717
01:01:09,052 --> 01:01:11,283
People go on loving God,
don't they...
718
01:01:11,354 --> 01:01:15,257
all their lives
without seeing Him?
719
01:01:15,325 --> 01:01:18,386
That's not my kind of love.
720
01:01:19,262 --> 01:01:21,857
Maybe there's no other kind.
721
01:01:42,085 --> 01:01:45,283
I can't be held to that promise.
722
01:01:45,355 --> 01:01:48,189
But something told me I would be.
723
01:01:48,258 --> 01:01:50,193
I had tempted fate...
724
01:01:50,260 --> 01:01:52,422
and fate had accepted.
725
01:01:53,663 --> 01:01:58,567
So I was in the desert now,
the desert without him.
726
01:02:00,670 --> 01:02:05,108
I started a tour with Henry,
civil defense in southern England.
727
01:02:06,076 --> 01:02:10,013
Henry and I sleeping side by side
like figures on tombs.
728
01:02:12,582 --> 01:02:16,246
In the new reinforced shelter
at Bigwell-on-Sea...
729
01:02:16,319 --> 01:02:19,016
a chief warden kissed me.
730
01:02:19,089 --> 01:02:22,526
I allowed him to
but felt nothing.
731
01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:26,828
I'm beginning to believe
in You, God...
732
01:02:26,896 --> 01:02:29,627
and maybe that's how You work.
733
01:02:29,699 --> 01:02:33,534
You empty me of love,
then fill that emptiness.
734
01:02:33,603 --> 01:02:35,731
They're recommending me
for an O. B. E.
735
01:02:35,805 --> 01:02:37,501
What's that?
736
01:02:37,574 --> 01:02:40,043
A step below a C.B.E.
737
01:02:40,110 --> 01:02:43,638
When I retire,
I'll probably be a K.B.E.
738
01:02:43,713 --> 01:02:47,172
It's confusing. Couldn't
they stick to the same letters?
739
01:02:48,451 --> 01:02:50,886
Wouldn't you like to be Lady Miles?
740
01:02:54,491 --> 01:02:57,586
This was the British people's
finest day...
741
01:02:57,660 --> 01:03:01,256
V-E day,
the end of the German war.
742
01:03:04,234 --> 01:03:06,794
A man we seem to have
seen before somewhere...
743
01:03:06,870 --> 01:03:09,465
looks down
from a balcony in Whitehall.
744
01:03:21,418 --> 01:03:24,718
The whole of London seemed happy
because there was peace...
745
01:03:24,788 --> 01:03:26,780
and there were no more bombs.
746
01:03:26,856 --> 01:03:29,485
But I'm not sure
I like the peace.
747
01:03:38,234 --> 01:03:40,294
I walked his walks.
748
01:03:43,139 --> 01:03:45,734
Tried to think where he'd be.
749
01:03:50,914 --> 01:03:52,849
Then I gave up.
750
01:03:54,384 --> 01:03:57,183
I thought that now
the world is at peace...
751
01:03:57,253 --> 01:03:59,654
maybe I should have some.
752
01:04:12,402 --> 01:04:14,496
I told him it all.
753
01:04:14,571 --> 01:04:19,305
And Whoever heard my promise
must have heard it too...
754
01:04:19,375 --> 01:04:22,038
and must have known it already...
755
01:04:22,112 --> 01:04:24,911
since God knows everything.
756
01:04:27,617 --> 01:04:30,781
How cruel that knowledge seemed.
757
01:04:30,854 --> 01:04:34,018
It knew what I would say
before I made that promise.
758
01:04:35,658 --> 01:04:38,856
Knew it would keep me to it.
759
01:04:38,928 --> 01:04:41,523
Knew me the way
his hands knew me.
760
01:04:42,632 --> 01:04:44,498
Sarah, darling.
761
01:04:47,270 --> 01:04:48,363
You.
762
01:04:48,438 --> 01:04:50,430
Knew I would meet him
on the stairs.
763
01:04:50,507 --> 01:04:52,442
- Been out for a walk?
- Yes.
764
01:04:52,509 --> 01:04:53,807
It's a filthy night.
765
01:04:53,877 --> 01:04:56,870
You're wet through. One day
you'll catch your death of cold.
766
01:04:56,946 --> 01:04:58,073
Good night.
767
01:04:59,015 --> 01:05:01,507
Knew he would hate me.
768
01:05:07,624 --> 01:05:09,991
- Wednesday.
- Wednesday. Let me check.
769
01:05:12,428 --> 01:05:14,863
- Would Thursday do?
- Thursday then.
770
01:05:14,931 --> 01:05:17,366
The Park Lane Hotel at 1:00.
771
01:05:21,671 --> 01:05:25,733
I took my time.
I didn't want to be early.
772
01:05:26,809 --> 01:05:28,869
Why did you want to meet?
773
01:05:28,945 --> 01:05:33,747
I wanted to tell you I'd been dead
for the last two years.
774
01:05:33,816 --> 01:05:36,843
I can't be without you any longer.
775
01:05:36,920 --> 01:05:38,218
I think he's lonely.
776
01:05:38,288 --> 01:05:40,280
But, of course, I didn't.
777
01:05:40,356 --> 01:05:43,622
You know he's never really
noticed me, not for years.
778
01:05:46,129 --> 01:05:48,462
Maybe you've given him reason.
779
01:05:48,531 --> 01:05:50,898
What reason could I give?
780
01:05:52,402 --> 01:05:54,837
What reason did you give me?
781
01:05:59,909 --> 01:06:01,138
None.
782
01:06:11,487 --> 01:06:14,480
- Are you on a new book?
- Of course.
783
01:06:14,557 --> 01:06:17,755
It's not about us, is it?
The one you threatened to write.
784
01:06:17,827 --> 01:06:19,591
A book takes a year to write.
785
01:06:19,662 --> 01:06:21,597
It's too hard work for revenge.
786
01:06:22,699 --> 01:06:24,827
If you knew how little
you had to revenge--
787
01:06:24,901 --> 01:06:27,598
No, I'm joking.
We had a good time together.
788
01:06:27,670 --> 01:06:29,605
I mean, we're adults and...
789
01:06:29,672 --> 01:06:32,665
we knew it had to end sometime.
790
01:06:32,742 --> 01:06:35,871
And now we can lunch
and talk about Henry.
791
01:06:40,850 --> 01:06:44,048
In the old days,
he would have followed.
792
01:06:44,120 --> 01:06:47,784
We would have made up
or made love.
793
01:07:06,109 --> 01:07:11,173
I said to God, as I might
have said to my father...
794
01:07:11,247 --> 01:07:13,876
"Dear God, I'm tired.
795
01:07:14,951 --> 01:07:18,479
I'm tired of being without him.
796
01:07:18,554 --> 01:07:21,149
And it's all because of You."
797
01:07:23,426 --> 01:07:27,193
Dr. Gilbert's appointment.
I'd almost forgotten.
798
01:07:28,231 --> 01:07:30,200
He asked me how I felt.
799
01:07:31,267 --> 01:07:33,964
I said I felt nothing.
800
01:07:34,037 --> 01:07:37,007
There was a stone
where my heart should be.
801
01:07:39,442 --> 01:07:41,377
I need help, Father.
802
01:07:43,212 --> 01:07:45,147
You know, Sarah,
God granted us free will.
803
01:07:45,214 --> 01:07:48,582
Good. So it's settled.
I'm leaving my husband.
804
01:07:48,651 --> 01:07:52,713
- You can't.
- Why can't I? I'm a whore and a liar.
805
01:07:52,789 --> 01:07:55,156
I'm asking Henry for a divorce.
806
01:08:01,397 --> 01:08:03,559
You can't because you're good.
807
01:08:05,468 --> 01:08:08,267
Better than any person I know.
808
01:08:08,338 --> 01:08:12,298
You're wrong, Father,
and you don't know me.
809
01:08:14,310 --> 01:08:17,542
I found a small boy
sleeping on the steps...
810
01:08:17,613 --> 01:08:20,481
with a birthmark
covering his face...
811
01:08:20,550 --> 01:08:23,987
and wondered what kind of God
would give a child that.
812
01:08:24,053 --> 01:08:26,079
Are you lost?
813
01:08:26,155 --> 01:08:29,125
It's all right.
It's all right.
814
01:08:29,192 --> 01:08:31,161
Where do you live then?
815
01:08:33,329 --> 01:08:35,457
- You'll be all right now?
- Yes, ma'am.
816
01:08:35,531 --> 01:08:40,595
I kissed his cheek
and wished I could wash it away.
817
01:08:40,670 --> 01:08:42,605
And suddenly I felt happy again.
818
01:08:43,673 --> 01:08:45,608
I could free myself of this.
819
01:08:46,576 --> 01:08:49,307
I am...
820
01:08:49,379 --> 01:08:51,211
leaving you.
821
01:08:52,281 --> 01:08:56,309
For the last five years...
822
01:08:57,487 --> 01:09:00,480
I have been...
823
01:09:00,556 --> 01:09:02,491
in love...
824
01:09:02,558 --> 01:09:04,857
with Maurice.
825
01:09:04,927 --> 01:09:07,795
I love you.
826
01:09:07,864 --> 01:09:09,924
Do you know that?
827
01:09:15,004 --> 01:09:17,633
Why now, Henry?
828
01:09:17,707 --> 01:09:19,642
Why do you say that now?
829
01:09:22,812 --> 01:09:24,940
I had a drink with Bendrix.
830
01:09:31,354 --> 01:09:33,516
A horrible drink.
831
01:09:35,691 --> 01:09:37,853
I can't do without you.
832
01:09:38,928 --> 01:09:41,329
Oh, yes, you can, I thought.
833
01:09:41,397 --> 01:09:45,300
You changed your newspaper once
and you soon got used to it.
834
01:09:45,368 --> 01:09:47,462
What's wrong, Henry?
835
01:09:47,537 --> 01:09:50,598
Did Bendrix upset you in some way?
836
01:09:53,543 --> 01:09:56,479
I know I haven't been much
of a husband to you, my dear.
837
01:09:56,546 --> 01:09:58,515
We are good friends.
838
01:10:00,049 --> 01:10:02,848
You can do without a friend.
839
01:10:04,053 --> 01:10:05,988
Don't leave me, Sarah.
840
01:10:08,558 --> 01:10:10,891
Stick it out a few more years.
841
01:10:12,128 --> 01:10:15,257
I'll try. I promise.
842
01:10:20,503 --> 01:10:24,133
Is this coincidence?
I wondered.
843
01:10:24,207 --> 01:10:27,006
Or the way life happens?
844
01:10:27,076 --> 01:10:31,810
And if this is life,
am I stuck with it?
845
01:10:31,881 --> 01:10:34,282
But whatever it is...
846
01:10:34,350 --> 01:10:36,342
I can't fight it anymore.
847
01:10:37,086 --> 01:10:40,955
It has won and we have lost.
848
01:10:56,672 --> 01:10:58,607
- Hello?
- Sarah.
849
01:10:59,675 --> 01:11:01,507
She's not here.
850
01:11:01,577 --> 01:11:04,706
I know your voice, Sarah.
Talk to me.
851
01:11:53,896 --> 01:11:55,159
Stop here.
852
01:11:57,033 --> 01:11:59,662
- Thank you.
- Thank you very much, guv.
853
01:12:10,980 --> 01:12:12,778
One, please.
854
01:12:15,851 --> 01:12:17,444
Thank you, sir.
855
01:13:08,304 --> 01:13:10,500
How did you get it?
856
01:13:14,944 --> 01:13:17,277
You had a drinks party last week.
857
01:13:18,948 --> 01:13:21,884
- Yes. That small man.
- Yes.
858
01:13:22,952 --> 01:13:24,921
He is my snoop.
859
01:13:28,190 --> 01:13:29,624
How ridiculous.
860
01:13:31,260 --> 01:13:34,389
It's no more
ridiculous than you.
861
01:13:34,463 --> 01:13:36,625
Why didn't you tell me?
862
01:13:36,699 --> 01:13:41,637
I tried. Each time I tried,
something would happen.
863
01:13:41,704 --> 01:13:45,800
- That's mumbo jumbo, Sarah.
- It doesn't work like that.
864
01:13:45,875 --> 01:13:47,309
Accidents.
865
01:13:47,376 --> 01:13:52,178
Little things.
God is in the details, Maurice.
866
01:13:52,248 --> 01:13:54,046
You can't believe that.
867
01:13:54,116 --> 01:13:56,745
Do you believe in things
you can't see?
868
01:13:59,121 --> 01:14:01,090
- You mean Him?
- I mean you.
869
01:14:03,626 --> 01:14:07,791
You see, I never stopped loving you,
even though I couldn't see you.
870
01:14:10,733 --> 01:14:13,897
My mother baptized me a Catholic.
871
01:14:13,969 --> 01:14:17,599
My father was Jewish,
so we never practiced.
872
01:14:17,673 --> 01:14:21,303
But she always said
she hoped it would take.
873
01:14:21,377 --> 01:14:23,175
Like a vaccination.
874
01:14:25,147 --> 01:14:29,482
I've only made
two promises in my life.
875
01:14:29,552 --> 01:14:32,351
One was to marry Henry...
876
01:14:32,421 --> 01:14:34,890
the other to stop seeing you.
877
01:14:36,926 --> 01:14:39,589
And I'm too weak to keep either.
878
01:14:42,932 --> 01:14:45,197
I know you don't believe in Him...
879
01:14:47,536 --> 01:14:49,801
but try to.
880
01:14:49,872 --> 01:14:51,738
Talk to Him.
881
01:14:52,808 --> 01:14:54,140
I can't.
882
01:14:54,210 --> 01:14:56,145
Tell Him I'm sorry.
883
01:14:56,212 --> 01:14:58,511
I'm too human...
884
01:14:58,581 --> 01:15:01,141
too weak.
885
01:15:01,217 --> 01:15:06,155
Tell Him I can't keep my promises.
886
01:15:06,222 --> 01:15:09,124
I'm tired of being without you.
887
01:15:12,228 --> 01:15:16,324
- Let's get you home.
- I don't want to go home.
888
01:15:17,233 --> 01:15:18,667
I know.
889
01:16:03,379 --> 01:16:05,939
So have we broken the spell?
890
01:16:09,885 --> 01:16:11,877
The world didn't end, did it?
891
01:16:11,954 --> 01:16:14,287
It did, in a way.
892
01:16:14,356 --> 01:16:16,325
But then, it always did.
893
01:16:18,460 --> 01:16:20,395
Can I sleep now, Maurice?
894
01:16:21,463 --> 01:16:23,398
Please let me sleep.
895
01:16:51,293 --> 01:16:53,262
- It's Henry.
- Don't answer it.
896
01:16:53,329 --> 01:16:56,458
Why not? We'll have
to tell him sometime.
897
01:16:56,532 --> 01:16:59,058
- Come away with me.
- Where?
898
01:16:59,134 --> 01:17:01,296
Anywhere. Brighton.
899
01:17:02,071 --> 01:17:04,438
I want a few days peace
before the arguments begin.
900
01:17:05,574 --> 01:17:08,635
- Well, Henry never argues.
- I wasn't talking about Henry.
901
01:17:14,450 --> 01:17:16,646
Pain is easy to write.
902
01:17:17,720 --> 01:17:20,918
In pain, we're
all drably individual.
903
01:17:22,024 --> 01:17:23,959
But what can one write
about happiness?
904
01:17:49,518 --> 01:17:52,147
It doesn't suit you.
And it's mine.
905
01:17:52,221 --> 01:17:54,884
- You want it? There's a price.
- How much?
906
01:17:59,662 --> 01:18:01,597
Can I pay again?
907
01:18:04,400 --> 01:18:07,837
- I want children, you know.
- How many?
908
01:18:07,903 --> 01:18:11,135
- I'll start with one.
- Only one?
909
01:18:11,206 --> 01:18:13,141
You want to start with two?
910
01:18:14,176 --> 01:18:16,304
Is that a promise?
911
01:18:16,378 --> 01:18:17,812
Yes.
912
01:18:25,955 --> 01:18:27,890
Let's get you back to the hotel.
913
01:18:32,928 --> 01:18:35,898
- Just those two.
- Very good, sir.
914
01:18:48,410 --> 01:18:50,811
It is a bit of a mess.
Yeah, you're right.
915
01:18:55,084 --> 01:18:57,553
- Business going well?
- Yes, it's going--
916
01:18:57,619 --> 01:18:59,554
Still on the job?
Don't worry.
917
01:18:59,621 --> 01:19:01,852
- Oh, dear.
- Here. Come with me.
918
01:19:01,924 --> 01:19:04,689
Come. So where's
your boy this time?
919
01:19:04,760 --> 01:19:06,820
I left him at home, sir.
920
01:19:06,895 --> 01:19:10,491
Hardly a wise move. He'd have
had the sense not to get noticed.
921
01:19:10,566 --> 01:19:13,764
You think so, sir?
Perhaps I wasn't cut out for this job.
922
01:19:13,836 --> 01:19:17,102
Tell your employer
the circumstances are unique.
923
01:19:17,172 --> 01:19:21,610
What was your phrase?
The party in question is a writer.
924
01:19:21,677 --> 01:19:25,114
- They notice everything.
- They certainly seem to, sir.
925
01:19:26,882 --> 01:19:30,375
- So who's hired you this time?
- I'm not at liberty to say, sir.
926
01:19:30,452 --> 01:19:33,012
Let me guess. The jealous husband.
927
01:19:35,824 --> 01:19:38,191
I never expected to be
recalled to this case, sir.
928
01:19:38,260 --> 01:19:40,229
Yours is a secure profession.
929
01:19:40,295 --> 01:19:43,993
As long as fools like us love,
your employment never ends.
930
01:19:44,066 --> 01:19:46,001
You could put it like that.
931
01:19:46,068 --> 01:19:48,469
And love never ends, does it?
932
01:19:49,638 --> 01:19:51,231
It seems not.
933
01:19:51,306 --> 01:19:53,332
So what do you need?
934
01:19:53,409 --> 01:19:56,140
Photographs of us
in flagrante delicto?
935
01:19:56,211 --> 01:20:00,581
Copies of hotel bills? Evidence of
soiled sheets? We'd be happy to oblige.
936
01:20:00,649 --> 01:20:05,314
No, my brief is to follow you.
Inform him as to your whereabouts.
937
01:20:05,387 --> 01:20:07,322
Which, of course, you'll do.
938
01:20:07,389 --> 01:20:10,450
I'm obliged to, sir, under
the terms of my employment, posthaste.
939
01:20:10,526 --> 01:20:14,019
Won't you need supplementary evidence?
The divorce courts will demand it.
940
01:20:16,398 --> 01:20:19,493
They generally do, sir,
if it come to that.
941
01:20:19,568 --> 01:20:23,232
Well, Exhibit "A."
942
01:20:23,305 --> 01:20:27,766
Receipt for two sandwiches
bought on the train to Brighton.
943
01:20:27,843 --> 01:20:31,302
Mutual sandwiches are surely
evidence of intimacy, aren't they?
944
01:20:31,380 --> 01:20:34,179
- They could be so construed, sir.
- Exhibit "B."
945
01:20:34,249 --> 01:20:36,184
Two tickets for a Big Dipper.
946
01:20:36,251 --> 01:20:39,483
- You seem to be doing my job for me.
- Yes, but we haven't quite got there.
947
01:20:39,555 --> 01:20:42,150
What would clinch it for us?
948
01:20:42,224 --> 01:20:45,456
What would make
divorce a certainty?
949
01:20:50,632 --> 01:20:55,661
Generally, sir, some kind
of photographic evidence of--
950
01:20:57,673 --> 01:20:59,642
Of intimacy.
951
01:21:02,311 --> 01:21:06,510
Would be most useful, sir,
if it came to such a pass.
952
01:21:06,582 --> 01:21:10,383
It will, Parkis.
It most certainly will.
953
01:21:42,117 --> 01:21:43,551
Here.
954
01:21:50,759 --> 01:21:52,728
I dreamt we had a child.
955
01:21:52,794 --> 01:21:54,820
We will.
956
01:21:54,897 --> 01:21:56,991
We were on the bed together.
957
01:21:57,065 --> 01:22:01,127
The room filled up with water.
There was a child between us.
958
01:22:01,203 --> 01:22:03,502
Why water?
959
01:22:03,572 --> 01:22:06,167
The sea had come in the window.
960
01:22:23,559 --> 01:22:26,188
So you'll marry me.
961
01:22:29,431 --> 01:22:31,627
That's a promise.
962
01:23:01,997 --> 01:23:05,991
The prince regent began building it
for his mistress, Mrs. Fitzherbert.
963
01:23:06,068 --> 01:23:08,037
Beautiful but flawed.
964
01:23:08,103 --> 01:23:11,130
- How was she flawed?
- She was Catholic.
965
01:23:11,206 --> 01:23:13,402
Impossible, of course.
966
01:23:13,475 --> 01:23:15,103
So he loved her.
967
01:23:15,177 --> 01:23:20,377
Yes, but he married Princess Caroline
of Brunswick who was Protestant...
968
01:23:20,449 --> 01:23:22,145
but huge.
969
01:23:22,217 --> 01:23:26,211
And he built this huge folly
to impossibility.
970
01:23:26,288 --> 01:23:29,019
- Not now, Henry.
- Forgive me, Sarah. I had to.
971
01:23:29,091 --> 01:23:32,960
- Oh, God, please. Henry, not now.
- You had to what, Henry?
972
01:23:34,863 --> 01:23:37,059
- Talk.
- Go back home.
973
01:23:37,132 --> 01:23:39,363
- You can't hold on to her forever.
- I know, but--
974
01:23:39,434 --> 01:23:43,667
It hardly suits you, Henry,
the role of a jealous husband.
975
01:23:43,739 --> 01:23:45,970
Please, I don't mean
to make a scene.
976
01:23:46,041 --> 01:23:49,011
Henry, go home.
977
01:23:49,077 --> 01:23:51,569
I'm not jealous, Bendrix.
978
01:23:52,648 --> 01:23:54,583
What was it you said?
979
01:23:54,650 --> 01:23:58,678
Lovers are jealous.
Husbands are ridiculous.
980
01:24:00,956 --> 01:24:03,448
I was never her lover.
981
01:24:03,525 --> 01:24:05,585
Not much of a husband either,
I'm afraid.
982
01:24:05,661 --> 01:24:07,926
But you hired our detective.
983
01:24:07,996 --> 01:24:10,261
I had to find out where she was.
984
01:24:10,332 --> 01:24:14,736
So you know. She wants a divorce.
985
01:24:14,803 --> 01:24:18,035
That won't be possible, old man.
986
01:24:18,106 --> 01:24:20,041
You'll contest it?
987
01:24:20,108 --> 01:24:23,306
No, but it would take
at least three months.
988
01:24:23,378 --> 01:24:26,746
Well, what's three months, Henry,
out of a lifetime?
989
01:24:28,183 --> 01:24:30,482
Half.
990
01:24:30,552 --> 01:24:33,044
Half of what?
991
01:24:33,121 --> 01:24:35,590
Of a lifetime, I'm afraid.
992
01:24:37,526 --> 01:24:40,519
Sarah's dying.
993
01:24:40,595 --> 01:24:44,623
Her doctor called the night
she didn't come back...
994
01:24:44,700 --> 01:24:47,033
with the result of some tests.
995
01:24:48,770 --> 01:24:50,762
I knocked on your door.
996
01:24:52,541 --> 01:24:54,942
I imagined you were both there.
997
01:24:58,180 --> 01:25:00,979
How oddly we behave
at such moments.
998
01:25:17,699 --> 01:25:20,066
You shouldn't get wet, darling.
999
01:25:20,135 --> 01:25:22,798
- Don't you like the rain, Henry?
- Yes, dear, but--
1000
01:25:22,871 --> 01:25:27,002
You've heard news, Henry.
Is it good?
1001
01:25:28,276 --> 01:25:29,744
No, dear.
1002
01:25:31,113 --> 01:25:35,847
You see, Maurice, never make a promise.
You may have to keep it.
1003
01:25:43,558 --> 01:25:47,552
You should never have been
jealous of me, Bendrix.
1004
01:25:52,401 --> 01:25:57,999
I did Sarah a great disservice
when I married her. I realize that now.
1005
01:25:59,408 --> 01:26:01,877
I'm not the sort
that makes a lover.
1006
01:26:04,179 --> 01:26:06,774
She wanted someone like you.
1007
01:26:07,616 --> 01:26:10,108
I'm not sure
it's as simple as that.
1008
01:26:14,156 --> 01:26:16,648
If you don't mind me asking...
1009
01:26:17,926 --> 01:26:21,158
I'd like you there
when the time comes.
1010
01:26:21,229 --> 01:26:22,720
It may not come.
1011
01:26:24,933 --> 01:26:28,028
You of all people
don't believe in miracles.
1012
01:26:28,103 --> 01:26:30,470
No, but Sarah does.
1013
01:26:34,009 --> 01:26:37,946
I'd always believed that
I'd be the one to die first...
1014
01:26:39,648 --> 01:26:42,345
and that Sarah
would know what to do.
1015
01:26:45,921 --> 01:26:47,981
Are you at a loss, Henry?
1016
01:26:51,927 --> 01:26:53,862
I am quite.
1017
01:26:56,865 --> 01:27:01,064
And it would save you a bit
if you moved in with us.
1018
01:27:01,136 --> 01:27:05,904
Sarah always said your books weren't
as successful as they should have been.
1019
01:27:09,244 --> 01:27:14,945
You could be there, working in
the daytime, while I'm at the ministry.
1020
01:27:15,016 --> 01:27:19,579
And at night, we could both--
1021
01:27:26,495 --> 01:27:30,296
And so I moved to the north side
of the common...
1022
01:27:30,365 --> 01:27:34,302
and, oddly enough,
I felt instantly at home.
1023
01:27:43,812 --> 01:27:45,576
Can I help you, Father?
1024
01:27:47,516 --> 01:27:50,247
- I've come about Mrs. Miles.
- She's indisposed.
1025
01:27:50,318 --> 01:27:53,550
You mean, she's ill, don't you?
1026
01:27:53,622 --> 01:27:57,150
- Yes, I suppose I do.
- Yes.
1027
01:27:58,226 --> 01:28:02,027
She's been to see me several times,
and I know she'd like to see me before--
1028
01:28:02,097 --> 01:28:05,192
She's left word with me
she's not to be disturbed.
1029
01:28:05,267 --> 01:28:07,202
Is her husband here?
1030
01:28:15,277 --> 01:28:19,647
- She told me about you.
- I know she did.
1031
01:28:19,714 --> 01:28:21,649
I'm the lover, Father.
1032
01:28:35,964 --> 01:28:37,899
Who was that?
1033
01:28:45,307 --> 01:28:46,741
The postman.
1034
01:28:49,878 --> 01:28:51,847
What did he bring?
1035
01:28:54,115 --> 01:28:56,584
He had the wrong address.
1036
01:29:00,789 --> 01:29:03,623
How odd for a postman.
1037
01:29:13,969 --> 01:29:16,939
You know what happened that day?
1038
01:29:19,107 --> 01:29:21,667
You thought I was dead...
1039
01:29:21,743 --> 01:29:23,678
and I wasn't.
1040
01:29:26,014 --> 01:29:27,482
No, darling.
1041
01:29:29,417 --> 01:29:31,886
Something happened in that room.
1042
01:29:33,688 --> 01:29:37,750
There were the same walls
around me...
1043
01:29:37,826 --> 01:29:41,285
the same sunlight
coming in the window...
1044
01:29:43,498 --> 01:29:46,866
but nothing will
ever be the same again.
1045
01:29:48,303 --> 01:29:51,068
You can't believe this, Sarah.
1046
01:29:53,375 --> 01:29:55,776
But it's true.
1047
01:29:57,145 --> 01:30:00,377
I never loved anyone
as I loved you.
1048
01:30:02,017 --> 01:30:05,715
And when you came through that door
with blood on your face...
1049
01:30:08,123 --> 01:30:10,786
another kind of love
came with you.
1050
01:30:12,527 --> 01:30:15,019
And I caught belief...
1051
01:30:15,096 --> 01:30:16,689
like a disease.
1052
01:30:17,999 --> 01:30:20,525
I fell into belief like I'd...
1053
01:30:21,936 --> 01:30:24,030
fallen into love.
1054
01:30:25,106 --> 01:30:27,598
And I tried to fight it...
1055
01:30:30,311 --> 01:30:33,247
but I haven't any fight left.
1056
01:30:55,036 --> 01:30:57,335
It wasn't the postman, was it?
1057
01:30:59,307 --> 01:31:01,208
No, it wasn't.
1058
01:31:03,344 --> 01:31:06,473
Dear Maurice,
you can't go on fighting.
1059
01:31:06,548 --> 01:31:09,143
It's only love, after all.
1060
01:31:45,186 --> 01:31:48,247
So You're taking her...
1061
01:31:48,323 --> 01:31:51,054
but You haven't got me yet.
1062
01:31:51,126 --> 01:31:54,153
I don't want Your peace
and Your love.
1063
01:31:55,430 --> 01:31:58,559
I wanted Sarah for a lifetime...
1064
01:31:58,633 --> 01:32:01,034
and You're taking her from me.
1065
01:32:02,103 --> 01:32:04,698
So I hate You, God.
1066
01:32:05,774 --> 01:32:09,802
I hate You as though You existed.
1067
01:32:26,728 --> 01:32:30,529
You have to help me, Bendrix.
I can't.
1068
01:32:30,598 --> 01:32:32,430
I will.
1069
01:32:32,500 --> 01:32:35,231
I can't live in a world
where she's gone.
1070
01:32:38,940 --> 01:32:41,068
I'll help you.
1071
01:32:57,325 --> 01:33:01,194
I would have taken care of
all the arrangements, if I'd known.
1072
01:33:01,262 --> 01:33:03,424
Surely you disapprove of cremation?
1073
01:33:03,498 --> 01:33:05,524
I would have arranged
a Catholic burial.
1074
01:33:05,600 --> 01:33:07,865
But she wasn't a Catholic,
was she, Henry?
1075
01:33:07,936 --> 01:33:10,371
We recognize
the baptism of desire.
1076
01:33:12,473 --> 01:33:15,068
She said things
that seemed like prayers.
1077
01:33:15,143 --> 01:33:18,307
We've made all the arrangements.
We can't alter things now, Father.
1078
01:33:18,379 --> 01:33:20,871
You wouldn't want talk, Henry.
There's the notice in the Times.
1079
01:33:23,351 --> 01:33:26,515
If you'd come a little sooner, Father--
Please, don't think--
1080
01:33:26,588 --> 01:33:28,557
I think nothing
bad of you, Mr. Miles.
1081
01:33:28,623 --> 01:33:31,092
- Perhaps me?
- Don't worry, Mr. Bendrix.
1082
01:33:31,159 --> 01:33:33,719
Nothing you can do
will affect her now.
1083
01:33:37,632 --> 01:33:40,227
- She was a good woman.
- She was nothing of the sort.
1084
01:33:40,301 --> 01:33:42,236
She could put the blinkers
on any man.
1085
01:33:42,303 --> 01:33:44,704
She deceived you, Father,
as she deceived her husband and me.
1086
01:33:44,772 --> 01:33:46,707
- She was a consummate liar.
- You've no right.
1087
01:33:46,774 --> 01:33:49,573
- Let the poor man rave.
- Don't give me your professional pity!
1088
01:33:49,644 --> 01:33:52,944
- Keep it for your confessional!
- You can find me there anytime you want.
1089
01:33:53,014 --> 01:33:54,607
I don't want you.
I'm no Sarah.
1090
01:33:54,682 --> 01:33:56,446
- I'm sorry, Father.
- No need to be.
1091
01:33:57,652 --> 01:33:59,678
I know when a man is in pain.
1092
01:34:02,056 --> 01:34:05,151
I'm not in pain, Father.
I'm in hate.
1093
01:34:05,226 --> 01:34:08,628
I hate Sarah, because she was
a tart to your mumbo jumbo.
1094
01:34:08,696 --> 01:34:11,063
I hate Henry,
because she stuck to him.
1095
01:34:11,132 --> 01:34:16,036
And I hate you and your imaginary God,
because you took her away from us.
1096
01:34:18,439 --> 01:34:21,534
- You are a good hater.
- To hell with all of you!
1097
01:35:00,882 --> 01:35:03,147
I'm sorry, Henry.
1098
01:35:10,124 --> 01:35:12,320
The thing is, Bendrix...
1099
01:35:14,128 --> 01:35:16,188
I always knew.
1100
01:35:18,499 --> 01:35:20,730
I knew she was with someone...
1101
01:35:22,737 --> 01:35:24,968
but I never thought you.
1102
01:35:28,443 --> 01:35:30,412
But the odd thing is...
1103
01:35:32,280 --> 01:35:34,249
I'm glad it was.
1104
01:35:54,002 --> 01:35:57,495
It's a sad pleasure
to see you here, sir...
1105
01:35:57,572 --> 01:35:59,541
where bygones are always bygones.
1106
01:35:59,607 --> 01:36:02,873
Do you always follow your people
as far as this?
1107
01:36:03,945 --> 01:36:06,744
She was a very fine lady, sir.
1108
01:36:06,814 --> 01:36:09,716
At a cocktail party,
she handed me a glass of sherry.
1109
01:36:09,784 --> 01:36:12,253
Was it South African sherry?
1110
01:36:12,320 --> 01:36:14,289
I wouldn't know, sir.
1111
01:36:14,355 --> 01:36:16,950
There weren't many like her.
1112
01:36:17,025 --> 01:36:19,824
My boy, now,
he's always speaking of her.
1113
01:36:19,894 --> 01:36:22,659
How is your boy, Parkis?
1114
01:36:22,730 --> 01:36:26,724
He's exceptionally well, sir.
Though he's a bit upset today.
1115
01:36:26,801 --> 01:36:29,737
He imagined she'd be buried
in a Catholic way.
1116
01:36:29,804 --> 01:36:32,069
And why would he think that?
1117
01:36:32,140 --> 01:36:34,905
Young boys, sir,
they get these ideas.
1118
01:36:34,976 --> 01:36:38,435
Though I have to admit,
even I can't explain it.
1119
01:36:38,513 --> 01:36:41,176
Explain what?
1120
01:36:41,249 --> 01:36:46,017
On the day of her assignation,
she walked him to a tube.
1121
01:36:46,087 --> 01:36:50,388
She thought he was lost, gave him
a coin and kissed him on his cheek.
1122
01:36:50,458 --> 01:36:52,518
On his afflicted cheek, sir.
1123
01:36:52,593 --> 01:36:54,585
And over the weeks
that followed...
1124
01:36:54,662 --> 01:36:57,188
his affliction gradually went away.
1125
01:36:57,265 --> 01:37:00,599
I tried to keep him rational,
but he swears it was because of her.
1126
01:37:02,737 --> 01:37:05,172
Say hello to Mr. Bendrix, Lance.
1127
01:37:23,724 --> 01:37:25,556
Hello, sir.
1128
01:37:37,305 --> 01:37:41,436
I wrote at the start
that this was a diary of hate.
1129
01:37:41,509 --> 01:37:44,707
I hated You as though You existed.
1130
01:37:44,779 --> 01:37:47,681
Now I am tired of hating...
1131
01:37:47,748 --> 01:37:49,740
but You're still there.
1132
01:37:49,817 --> 01:37:53,777
So Your cunning is infinite.
1133
01:37:53,921 --> 01:37:56,948
You used my hate to win
my acknowledgement.
1134
01:37:57,024 --> 01:37:58,424
Thank you, Henry.
1135
01:37:58,493 --> 01:38:00,621
And I've only one prayer left.
1136
01:38:02,163 --> 01:38:05,031
Dear God, forget about me.
1137
01:38:06,100 --> 01:38:09,662
Look after her and Henry.
80537
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