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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:56,210 --> 00:01:01,210 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:01:58,045 --> 00:02:01,878 It's so good to see you. I... I was afraid you'd cancel. 3 00:02:21,712 --> 00:02:24,711 Hello. We have a reservation for a double room. 4 00:02:25,678 --> 00:02:27,712 - Your name? - Emilie Thomson. 5 00:02:28,844 --> 00:02:29,846 Ines Thomson. 6 00:02:39,612 --> 00:02:42,046 So, let me know if there's anything you need. 7 00:02:42,378 --> 00:02:43,178 Thank you. 8 00:02:46,178 --> 00:02:49,209 - What a place. - I wanted to treat us. 9 00:02:58,045 --> 00:03:00,243 - It's huge! - Yeah. 10 00:03:00,245 --> 00:03:02,079 So nice to get out of New York. 11 00:03:04,812 --> 00:03:05,976 I... I read some reviews 12 00:03:05,978 --> 00:03:07,712 this morning about your new exhibition. 13 00:03:10,212 --> 00:03:11,146 That's fine. 14 00:03:12,346 --> 00:03:14,245 I thought they were mean. I'm sure you worked very hard. 15 00:03:16,178 --> 00:03:17,246 They used to love you. 16 00:03:20,078 --> 00:03:21,178 That's how it goes. 17 00:03:22,944 --> 00:03:24,943 If people don't like my work, 18 00:03:24,945 --> 00:03:26,745 then at least I make them feel something. 19 00:04:15,677 --> 00:04:17,313 It's very fancy. 20 00:04:18,079 --> 00:04:20,178 I got more than I was expecting for my flat. 21 00:04:24,078 --> 00:04:28,045 - You've sold your apartment? - Yeah. I moved out last week. 22 00:04:30,712 --> 00:04:32,709 If... If I'm gonna go back to my studies, 23 00:04:32,711 --> 00:04:34,178 a student room will be just fine. 24 00:04:38,311 --> 00:04:39,879 Ladies, may I take your order? 25 00:04:40,312 --> 00:04:41,545 Um... 26 00:04:43,078 --> 00:04:44,875 I'll have the lobster and champagne. 27 00:04:44,877 --> 00:04:45,811 Sure. 28 00:04:50,777 --> 00:04:52,012 - The same. - Excellent. 29 00:04:54,645 --> 00:04:57,646 I found this. Look. 30 00:05:07,644 --> 00:05:09,245 - What's this? - Mum's ring. 31 00:05:10,745 --> 00:05:12,143 I found it when I went through my stuff. 32 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:13,213 I thought you might want it. 33 00:05:14,678 --> 00:05:15,746 No, you keep it. 34 00:05:33,344 --> 00:05:34,279 Cheers. 35 00:05:38,112 --> 00:05:42,213 I'm so glad you came. Grateful that you took the time. 36 00:05:43,678 --> 00:05:44,612 Of course. 37 00:05:53,044 --> 00:05:54,046 Excuse me. 38 00:05:55,112 --> 00:05:56,545 - Yes? - Please. 39 00:05:57,112 --> 00:05:59,645 Would one of you beautiful ladies care to dance? 40 00:06:02,878 --> 00:06:04,112 - Yeah. - No. 41 00:06:04,345 --> 00:06:05,546 Why not? 42 00:06:08,377 --> 00:06:09,679 Emilie... 43 00:06:32,845 --> 00:06:35,079 So, tell me about yourself, Emilie. 44 00:06:37,744 --> 00:06:38,945 What is there to say? 45 00:06:42,012 --> 00:06:47,311 I'm nobody. Alone, unimportant, full of unfulfilled dreams. 46 00:06:53,179 --> 00:06:55,046 Actually, I'm here on a holiday with my sister. 47 00:06:59,712 --> 00:07:01,375 Now that her career's not going so well, 48 00:07:01,377 --> 00:07:03,178 she finally agrees to see me. 49 00:07:05,877 --> 00:07:07,045 I don't have time to lie. 50 00:07:09,945 --> 00:07:11,212 And why is that? 51 00:07:14,611 --> 00:07:16,711 Just dance with me, please. 52 00:07:27,677 --> 00:07:28,979 You've got sensitive hands. 53 00:07:36,145 --> 00:07:37,946 I'd love to go to bed with you, but... 54 00:07:39,644 --> 00:07:42,012 I don't think that's possible, I'm afraid. 55 00:07:43,210 --> 00:07:44,177 Goodnight. 56 00:07:55,645 --> 00:07:57,146 Emilie? 57 00:07:57,345 --> 00:07:59,545 What happened to you? Is everything fine? 58 00:08:00,611 --> 00:08:01,579 What's happening? 59 00:08:01,944 --> 00:08:04,612 - What's... - Get... Get the fuck off! 60 00:08:05,978 --> 00:08:08,078 I probably shouldn't have drunk champagne. 61 00:08:16,311 --> 00:08:18,578 There's just been a lot going on in my head. 62 00:08:21,177 --> 00:08:22,311 I just need to relax. 63 00:08:25,812 --> 00:08:28,145 This place we're going to will be so nice. 64 00:08:29,745 --> 00:08:30,745 So calm. 65 00:08:31,945 --> 00:08:32,945 So peaceful. 66 00:08:35,378 --> 00:08:36,612 It'll be perfect. 67 00:08:38,144 --> 00:08:39,711 Just perfect. 68 00:09:04,244 --> 00:09:05,579 Look. 69 00:09:06,111 --> 00:09:09,811 That's so gorgeous. 70 00:09:15,277 --> 00:09:17,343 - Stop that. No. - No. 71 00:09:17,345 --> 00:09:19,742 - Emilie, tell me... - Come on, Ines, it's... It's... 72 00:09:19,744 --> 00:09:21,778 Tell me where we're going. 73 00:09:25,844 --> 00:09:28,611 We're going to the most beautiful place in the world. 74 00:09:29,012 --> 00:09:31,812 Yeah, you already said that. Come on. 75 00:09:32,745 --> 00:09:34,746 It's... It's very special. 76 00:09:36,211 --> 00:09:38,646 The question is, can I have a massage there? 77 00:09:41,244 --> 00:09:43,876 Of course, madam. As many as you wish. 78 00:09:43,878 --> 00:09:45,712 Oh, good! 79 00:09:46,378 --> 00:09:47,579 Then I'm happy. 80 00:10:27,677 --> 00:10:28,475 Hello? 81 00:10:28,477 --> 00:10:30,177 - Hi. - Hi. 82 00:10:31,811 --> 00:10:34,212 - Hello. Can you hear me? - Who is this? 83 00:10:37,044 --> 00:10:38,145 Well, I, um... 84 00:10:39,878 --> 00:10:43,979 I saw the... The press photo you're using and... 85 00:10:45,677 --> 00:10:46,945 The one that you agreed on? 86 00:10:48,077 --> 00:10:50,242 Well, I want you to use the other one. 87 00:10:50,244 --> 00:10:51,145 Which one? 88 00:10:52,178 --> 00:10:53,712 The one where I'm not smiling. 89 00:10:57,645 --> 00:10:58,611 Hello? 90 00:11:12,211 --> 00:11:13,612 We're leaving the country. 91 00:11:15,877 --> 00:11:17,044 I thought I told you. 92 00:11:18,978 --> 00:11:20,812 Don't worry, it's not far now. 93 00:12:07,744 --> 00:12:08,678 This is it. 94 00:12:10,377 --> 00:12:12,578 Shouldn't they have a signpost or something? 95 00:12:13,344 --> 00:12:15,944 They probably want to keep it as anonymous as possible. 96 00:12:18,943 --> 00:12:20,279 Well, they've definitely succeeded with that. 97 00:12:35,911 --> 00:12:38,712 - You must be Emilie? - Yes. 98 00:12:39,678 --> 00:12:40,945 And you must be her sister? 99 00:12:43,977 --> 00:12:44,977 And you are? 100 00:12:46,011 --> 00:12:48,712 I'm Marina. I am Emilie's personal companion. 101 00:12:49,845 --> 00:12:51,141 I'm so glad you made it. 102 00:12:51,143 --> 00:12:53,977 Most of our guests prefer the helicopter option. 103 00:12:55,345 --> 00:12:59,579 It's a bit of a walk, but if you get tired, we'll help you. 104 00:13:08,943 --> 00:13:10,311 Are we going through here? 105 00:13:11,843 --> 00:13:13,211 It's not so far, you'll manage. 106 00:14:51,210 --> 00:14:52,211 Here we are. 107 00:15:02,678 --> 00:15:04,078 Is it like you imagined? 108 00:15:05,311 --> 00:15:06,545 Even better. 109 00:15:09,978 --> 00:15:11,778 This is where most of the guests 110 00:15:12,377 --> 00:15:14,211 love to come on their own, 111 00:15:15,043 --> 00:15:17,578 or their partners or friends 112 00:15:18,345 --> 00:15:22,012 to sit, play chess, be quiet. 113 00:15:28,944 --> 00:15:30,245 That's why I love this house. 114 00:15:45,144 --> 00:15:48,045 You have to sign in first. Reception is through there. 115 00:15:50,210 --> 00:15:51,777 Let me know if there's anything you need. 116 00:16:03,612 --> 00:16:06,012 Hello? Hi, welcome. 117 00:16:07,210 --> 00:16:08,278 Please, come in. 118 00:16:09,810 --> 00:16:10,578 - Hi. - Hi. 119 00:16:11,777 --> 00:16:13,942 Aron. And you must be Emilie? 120 00:16:13,944 --> 00:16:15,711 - Yeah. - Please, sit down. 121 00:16:20,977 --> 00:16:24,077 So, first things first. Passports, please. 122 00:16:28,044 --> 00:16:28,977 Thank you. 123 00:16:29,943 --> 00:16:31,177 - Here you go. - Thanks. 124 00:16:43,043 --> 00:16:44,845 We have a medical certificate, 125 00:16:45,077 --> 00:16:47,644 lawyer's documents and proof of payment. 126 00:16:47,843 --> 00:16:49,811 So everything seems to be in order. Thank you. 127 00:16:55,143 --> 00:16:58,675 I'm sure you know how everything works here, 128 00:16:58,677 --> 00:17:02,608 but I'm legally required to run it all through with you 129 00:17:02,610 --> 00:17:04,578 in person before we can continue. 130 00:17:07,178 --> 00:17:09,608 Unlike other organizations, we offer 131 00:17:09,610 --> 00:17:13,778 our guests a service created for, and by, the individual. 132 00:17:14,077 --> 00:17:17,911 Freedom of choice is our utmost concern and serving that choice 133 00:17:18,244 --> 00:17:19,177 is our aim. 134 00:17:21,011 --> 00:17:23,142 There are a selection of activities you can choose from. 135 00:17:23,144 --> 00:17:24,945 You'll find a schedule by the front entrance. 136 00:17:25,178 --> 00:17:27,742 We try to accommodate our guests' unique desires 137 00:17:27,744 --> 00:17:28,878 and wishes in order to make 138 00:17:30,110 --> 00:17:32,677 their final days as fulfilling and comforting as possible. 139 00:17:33,243 --> 00:17:35,744 Emilie, should you choose to continue, 140 00:17:36,143 --> 00:17:39,111 your leaving will take place in six days from now. 141 00:17:41,078 --> 00:17:43,045 Each leaving is preceded by a bell. 142 00:17:44,344 --> 00:17:46,342 The individual is taken to the leaving cabin 143 00:17:46,344 --> 00:17:49,276 and is offered a drink containing a strong sedative 144 00:17:49,278 --> 00:17:51,811 - that will put them to sleep. - What do you mean? 145 00:17:52,911 --> 00:17:55,945 The choice to drink is left entirely to the individual. 146 00:17:57,277 --> 00:17:59,642 A week later, the body will be transported 147 00:17:59,644 --> 00:18:01,011 to the address you have provided. 148 00:18:02,345 --> 00:18:03,978 Photographs are not permitted. 149 00:18:05,910 --> 00:18:07,044 Do you have any questions? 150 00:18:11,044 --> 00:18:12,078 Where are my bags? 151 00:18:12,744 --> 00:18:14,745 I don't know. 152 00:18:15,643 --> 00:18:18,211 Well, can you go and get somebody to get my bags. 153 00:18:19,310 --> 00:18:22,208 Try to calm down. I'm not well. 154 00:18:22,210 --> 00:18:23,811 Your bags are already in your room. 155 00:18:25,843 --> 00:18:28,241 - I will take you there. - What are you doing? 156 00:18:28,243 --> 00:18:29,810 - It's okay. - What the... 157 00:18:30,044 --> 00:18:31,711 Don't you fucking touch me! 158 00:18:36,311 --> 00:18:39,909 You do not have to do anything. You just have to stay with me. 159 00:18:39,911 --> 00:18:41,211 What do you mean you're not well? 160 00:18:45,711 --> 00:18:46,845 What are you talking about? 161 00:18:48,978 --> 00:18:50,178 I'm gonna have a shower. 162 00:18:51,244 --> 00:18:52,845 We can talk when you've calmed down. 163 00:18:53,244 --> 00:18:55,709 I'm not going to calm down! I want you to tell me 164 00:18:55,711 --> 00:18:57,678 - what is going on! - I just want a shower! 165 00:19:04,210 --> 00:19:06,111 I was diagnosed three years ago. 166 00:19:08,010 --> 00:19:10,577 I had chemo, but it didn't work. 167 00:19:12,611 --> 00:19:13,645 It's everywhere. 168 00:19:17,743 --> 00:19:19,144 I don't have long left. 169 00:19:29,243 --> 00:19:30,610 Why didn't you tell me? 170 00:19:33,110 --> 00:19:34,610 I didn't want to scare you. 171 00:19:36,743 --> 00:19:40,112 I didn't want to give you a reason... not to come. 172 00:19:42,811 --> 00:19:44,044 I had the right to know. 173 00:19:46,610 --> 00:19:47,544 Really? 174 00:19:50,010 --> 00:19:51,044 I don't think so. 175 00:20:01,210 --> 00:20:02,211 I tried. 176 00:20:03,843 --> 00:20:04,844 I tried to call. 177 00:20:06,177 --> 00:20:07,311 But you didn't pick up. 178 00:20:10,277 --> 00:20:13,177 I waited, but you never called back. 179 00:20:18,311 --> 00:20:21,212 A while later you emailed saying you were busy. 180 00:20:24,345 --> 00:20:25,611 And then... 181 00:20:29,776 --> 00:20:30,777 I don't know. 182 00:20:33,345 --> 00:20:34,811 Time went by and... 183 00:20:35,978 --> 00:20:37,012 I lost the words. 184 00:20:54,644 --> 00:20:55,810 And this place? 185 00:21:03,876 --> 00:21:05,777 This is how I want to leave. 186 00:22:08,377 --> 00:22:09,279 Emilie? 187 00:22:58,211 --> 00:22:59,278 Sugar Puffs? 188 00:23:00,244 --> 00:23:02,145 Yeah. We always had them when we were little. 189 00:23:02,910 --> 00:23:03,811 Don't you remember? 190 00:23:05,110 --> 00:23:06,111 No. 191 00:23:07,177 --> 00:23:08,810 Mum's blueberry pancakes. 192 00:23:10,277 --> 00:23:11,710 I sent them the recipe. 193 00:23:17,911 --> 00:23:18,845 Perfect. 194 00:23:22,677 --> 00:23:25,642 I'm sorry if you feel like I don't respect you, 195 00:23:25,644 --> 00:23:27,878 but I really think that we should get out of here. 196 00:23:29,844 --> 00:23:31,178 You need proper care. 197 00:23:33,310 --> 00:23:36,045 If you leave... I'll still do it. 198 00:23:45,743 --> 00:23:48,243 Have some pancakes. They're good. 199 00:24:09,943 --> 00:24:11,009 Jesus. 200 00:24:18,177 --> 00:24:20,711 - Good morning. - Morning. 201 00:24:21,944 --> 00:24:23,678 - Did you sleep well? - Yes. 202 00:24:24,242 --> 00:24:27,275 And breakfast was wonderful. Everything just as I wanted. 203 00:24:27,277 --> 00:24:28,678 I'm glad to hear that! 204 00:24:29,877 --> 00:24:31,112 And, Ines, how are you today? 205 00:24:32,877 --> 00:24:33,810 Fine. 206 00:24:35,611 --> 00:24:37,678 - Well, I thought that... - Excuse me, um... 207 00:24:39,343 --> 00:24:41,645 What are you doing with these people? 208 00:24:43,242 --> 00:24:45,077 - We're helping them. - Really? 209 00:24:48,111 --> 00:24:51,778 We can't save their lives, but these last days are important. 210 00:24:52,610 --> 00:24:54,877 So people can leave in the right way for them. 211 00:24:57,744 --> 00:25:01,278 This is a free zone. Without the world to judge. 212 00:25:06,744 --> 00:25:08,711 So, Emilie, what would you like to do today? 213 00:25:11,043 --> 00:25:14,644 I was hoping the three of us could sit and talk. 214 00:25:15,811 --> 00:25:17,012 - Of course. - About... 215 00:25:18,110 --> 00:25:19,144 - Follow me. - Emilie... 216 00:25:39,610 --> 00:25:40,777 No music, thank you. 217 00:25:54,276 --> 00:25:56,811 So... Emilie? 218 00:26:01,011 --> 00:26:03,177 There's some things I wanted to talk about so... 219 00:26:04,978 --> 00:26:06,177 I wrote them down. 220 00:26:13,911 --> 00:26:16,277 I've never been able to control my feelings. 221 00:26:18,143 --> 00:26:20,278 Everything has always flooded straight into me. 222 00:26:23,677 --> 00:26:24,778 My sister... 223 00:26:26,343 --> 00:26:28,844 on the other hand, has always been very clear. 224 00:26:30,644 --> 00:26:34,175 She can turn her emotions on and off, feeling exactly what 225 00:26:34,177 --> 00:26:36,211 she wants to feel, when she wants to feel it. 226 00:26:39,376 --> 00:26:41,710 It all began when Dad left with another woman. 227 00:26:43,243 --> 00:26:45,311 I was nine, my sister was seven. 228 00:26:46,711 --> 00:26:48,912 Mum never got over it. 229 00:26:50,810 --> 00:26:52,110 I stayed by her side. 230 00:26:52,911 --> 00:26:55,610 I tried to stop her from slipping through the gaps. 231 00:26:57,242 --> 00:26:58,645 But there was no way. 232 00:27:00,943 --> 00:27:05,744 Five years ago, she hung herself in the woods. 233 00:27:05,944 --> 00:27:06,945 Just stop it. 234 00:27:14,877 --> 00:27:15,978 What are you doing? 235 00:27:21,209 --> 00:27:23,143 What could she possibly say about that? 236 00:27:26,277 --> 00:27:28,741 You told me yesterday that you were dying, 237 00:27:28,743 --> 00:27:32,010 and now you want me to sit here, in this place, 238 00:27:32,776 --> 00:27:35,942 in front of this woman and talk about our childhood. 239 00:27:35,944 --> 00:27:37,075 Is that what you want? 240 00:27:37,077 --> 00:27:38,745 You never wanted to talk about it. 241 00:27:46,010 --> 00:27:47,644 I don't need to listen to this. 242 00:28:08,376 --> 00:28:09,777 Goddamn this. 243 00:29:36,076 --> 00:29:38,677 Those charming bells of death. 244 00:29:55,744 --> 00:29:57,244 I don't think that's allowed. 245 00:30:00,610 --> 00:30:02,144 It's personal, for inspiration. 246 00:30:12,875 --> 00:30:14,744 So, you're above the rules, are you? 247 00:30:18,010 --> 00:30:19,077 Art's above the rules. 248 00:30:23,076 --> 00:30:24,876 I don't dislike rules. 249 00:30:27,042 --> 00:30:27,976 It's just that I have never 250 00:30:28,976 --> 00:30:30,544 found any sufficiently worthwhile to follow. 251 00:30:35,076 --> 00:30:37,677 I understand everything. 252 00:30:38,843 --> 00:30:39,810 Hmm. 253 00:30:42,344 --> 00:30:44,710 But I have yet to find the meaning in anything. 254 00:30:52,209 --> 00:30:53,710 Can I take a photo of you? 255 00:30:56,042 --> 00:30:57,176 Yes, all right. 256 00:31:21,110 --> 00:31:23,877 I have a stage three terminal brain tumor. 257 00:31:25,742 --> 00:31:27,677 What about you? You don't look sick. 258 00:31:27,875 --> 00:31:30,111 - I'm here with my sister. - Oh. 259 00:31:32,343 --> 00:31:33,776 Is she artistic too? 260 00:31:38,076 --> 00:31:39,044 No. 261 00:31:42,009 --> 00:31:43,143 It's just me. 262 00:31:48,076 --> 00:31:49,111 It keeps me together. 263 00:31:53,644 --> 00:31:54,877 I don't understand this place. 264 00:31:59,376 --> 00:32:02,243 People seem to think that there's some kind of meaning. 265 00:32:03,743 --> 00:32:06,645 Something they should be able to understand before they die. 266 00:32:08,776 --> 00:32:12,645 There's nothing to understand. You just die. 267 00:32:15,942 --> 00:32:17,307 They refuse to accept that their lives 268 00:32:17,309 --> 00:32:19,210 are completely meaningless. 269 00:32:20,142 --> 00:32:21,244 Especially women. 270 00:32:24,042 --> 00:32:27,644 I mean, why would a life suddenly become important 271 00:32:27,875 --> 00:32:29,577 only because you are about to die? 272 00:32:34,675 --> 00:32:36,577 People come here and give up. 273 00:32:39,611 --> 00:32:40,378 It's pathetic. 274 00:32:42,943 --> 00:32:44,645 So, what's the alternative? 275 00:32:47,344 --> 00:32:49,910 Carry on with futile hospital treatment? 276 00:32:51,775 --> 00:32:56,876 More suffering for even higher bills? I don't think so. 277 00:32:59,743 --> 00:33:00,710 Thankfully... 278 00:33:01,810 --> 00:33:04,743 places like this allow those of us who can afford it 279 00:33:06,076 --> 00:33:08,177 to pay for a comfortable death. 280 00:33:10,943 --> 00:33:13,077 In the end, we're all pathetic. 281 00:33:15,242 --> 00:33:17,243 That's quite artistic, don't you think? 282 00:33:18,876 --> 00:33:19,844 Hmm? 283 00:33:26,076 --> 00:33:28,910 "Both its end and its beginning, 284 00:33:29,377 --> 00:33:35,177 sense that here and now is both your departure and return. 285 00:33:36,343 --> 00:33:39,244 Sense how death and life 286 00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:43,278 are as strong as wine inside you! 287 00:33:45,676 --> 00:33:46,578 Yes. 288 00:33:47,842 --> 00:33:49,544 To be one with the night... 289 00:33:51,077 --> 00:33:52,743 one with myself... 290 00:33:55,076 --> 00:33:58,877 with the candles flame which looks me in the eyes still, 291 00:34:00,276 --> 00:34:02,976 unfathomable and still. 292 00:34:05,110 --> 00:34:10,011 One with the aspen that trembles and whispers. 293 00:34:12,309 --> 00:34:15,011 One with the crowds of flowers 294 00:34:15,310 --> 00:34:17,375 leaning out of darkness 295 00:34:17,377 --> 00:34:20,844 to listen to something I had on my tongue to say... 296 00:34:22,142 --> 00:34:23,676 but never got said. 297 00:34:26,876 --> 00:34:30,777 Something I don't want to reveal, even if I could. 298 00:34:33,277 --> 00:34:35,710 - And it murmurs..." - I'm sorry. 299 00:34:36,209 --> 00:34:38,110 "...of purest happiness. 300 00:34:40,176 --> 00:34:41,877 And the flame rises. 301 00:34:43,609 --> 00:34:50,243 It is as though the flowers crowded nearer, nearer... 302 00:34:51,943 --> 00:34:53,277 and nearer the light... 303 00:34:54,643 --> 00:34:57,110 in a rainbow of shimmering points. 304 00:34:59,709 --> 00:35:01,277 Aspen trembles... 305 00:35:02,809 --> 00:35:05,676 - and plays..." - I'll try my best. 306 00:35:09,909 --> 00:35:14,311 "...and all that was inexpressible and distant... 307 00:35:16,042 --> 00:35:19,609 is inexpressible and near. 308 00:35:23,676 --> 00:35:26,776 I sing of the only thing that reconciles... 309 00:35:28,642 --> 00:35:32,976 only of what is practical, for all alike." 310 00:35:35,076 --> 00:35:36,773 I'm trying to think about the things 311 00:35:36,775 --> 00:35:38,278 that have been beautiful in my life. 312 00:35:42,243 --> 00:35:43,211 Like what? 313 00:35:46,009 --> 00:35:50,609 Just... small... everyday things, really. 314 00:35:53,977 --> 00:35:54,911 Sunrises. 315 00:35:57,676 --> 00:36:00,076 When it's cold in winter and you come into the warm. 316 00:36:03,077 --> 00:36:04,211 Soft things. 317 00:36:08,010 --> 00:36:11,777 I've never had particularly great sex. 318 00:36:12,676 --> 00:36:14,044 - No? - No. 319 00:36:16,876 --> 00:36:18,311 Maybe I was just scared. 320 00:36:20,377 --> 00:36:22,944 I think I've spent my entire life being scared. 321 00:36:28,910 --> 00:36:29,843 Of what? 322 00:36:32,042 --> 00:36:33,043 Come on. 323 00:36:34,343 --> 00:36:36,943 Tell me about the best sex you've ever had. 324 00:36:42,277 --> 00:36:45,610 I don't know... Um... 325 00:36:48,376 --> 00:36:51,943 Well, there was this time... in Madrid. 326 00:36:52,675 --> 00:36:54,809 It was after a dinner with this gallery... 327 00:36:55,709 --> 00:36:57,841 owner who invited me after an exhibition. 328 00:36:57,843 --> 00:36:59,543 You had sex with a gallery owner? 329 00:37:00,143 --> 00:37:02,877 - Yeah. - No, no, it wasn't. No. 330 00:37:03,775 --> 00:37:05,976 - It was his son, actually. - Oh. 331 00:37:08,043 --> 00:37:11,877 And the son had also a very cute girlfriend. 332 00:37:14,809 --> 00:37:17,709 - Go on. - Come on! 333 00:37:17,910 --> 00:37:22,210 - What do you want me to say? - Details. I want details. 334 00:37:23,842 --> 00:37:27,342 No, they... They drove me back to my hotel and I guess 335 00:37:27,344 --> 00:37:32,278 I had way too much to drink and I definitely just... 336 00:37:32,710 --> 00:37:35,010 I couldn't guess what... 337 00:37:36,843 --> 00:37:37,844 Well, they just... 338 00:37:38,943 --> 00:37:41,709 asked if they could join me up to my room, really... 339 00:37:42,344 --> 00:37:43,777 - They did? - Yeah. 340 00:37:47,109 --> 00:37:48,210 Did you like it? 341 00:37:51,609 --> 00:37:52,576 Yes. 342 00:37:53,277 --> 00:37:54,844 Come on. I want to know. 343 00:37:57,276 --> 00:37:59,010 Really, what do you want me to say? 344 00:38:00,076 --> 00:38:01,144 Details? Details. 345 00:38:02,343 --> 00:38:04,244 Do you want me to tell how she unbuttoned my blouse and... 346 00:38:04,843 --> 00:38:07,977 - how she kissed my breasts? - Yes, yes, you tell me! 347 00:38:08,743 --> 00:38:10,744 - I want to know everything. - Why? 348 00:38:12,710 --> 00:38:13,743 Because you owe me. 349 00:38:23,009 --> 00:38:24,110 We went up to my room. 350 00:38:28,909 --> 00:38:30,643 She took my hand... 351 00:38:31,743 --> 00:38:33,877 and she laid me down on the bed. 352 00:38:34,943 --> 00:38:36,807 And then she pulled my knickers aside 353 00:38:36,809 --> 00:38:38,543 and let her tongue glide in. 354 00:38:42,776 --> 00:38:47,177 He unbuttoned his trousers and walked... 355 00:38:47,876 --> 00:38:49,577 across the room... 356 00:38:51,110 --> 00:38:54,210 towards the bed and I turned around and I pulled up her skirt 357 00:38:56,143 --> 00:38:59,744 and I licked her beautiful, wonderful cunt... 358 00:39:03,309 --> 00:39:05,843 while her boyfriend penetrated me from behind. 359 00:39:15,743 --> 00:39:17,044 Oh, my God! 360 00:39:22,676 --> 00:39:23,644 Happy? 361 00:39:24,375 --> 00:39:25,676 When was this? 362 00:39:27,242 --> 00:39:28,943 I don't know. 363 00:39:30,709 --> 00:39:33,211 Summer, like, four or five years ago. 364 00:39:34,309 --> 00:39:37,111 August. Five years ago. 365 00:40:17,809 --> 00:40:19,276 How long have you been awake? 366 00:40:22,241 --> 00:40:24,643 - Coffee? - Yes, please. 367 00:40:29,077 --> 00:40:30,011 What the... 368 00:40:31,241 --> 00:40:32,576 What are you doing? 369 00:40:33,842 --> 00:40:37,809 Do you have any idea how much work it is to arrange a funeral? 370 00:40:40,877 --> 00:40:43,240 But you won't be arranging mine, will you? 371 00:40:43,242 --> 00:40:45,810 - Emilie... - You'll just hire some... 372 00:40:47,043 --> 00:40:49,108 party planner to sort it all out. 373 00:40:49,110 --> 00:40:50,577 No, don't. 374 00:40:51,743 --> 00:40:55,844 So, while I was... burying Mum alone, 375 00:40:57,042 --> 00:41:00,010 you were in Madrid having the best sex of your life. 376 00:41:01,776 --> 00:41:04,608 I just can't stand what goes through someone's head 377 00:41:04,610 --> 00:41:06,810 when they don't turn up to their own mother's funeral. 378 00:41:12,343 --> 00:41:14,310 Maybe it was a case of being constructive. 379 00:41:15,175 --> 00:41:16,576 She was dead already. 380 00:41:18,342 --> 00:41:21,607 You don't automatically become a better person 381 00:41:21,609 --> 00:41:24,543 just because you've lived your life in floods of tears. 382 00:41:27,842 --> 00:41:29,306 What the fuck! 383 00:41:31,308 --> 00:41:32,208 What are you doing? 384 00:41:32,977 --> 00:41:34,310 Stop this! Stop this! 385 00:41:35,275 --> 00:41:37,074 What is it? What's happened? 386 00:41:37,076 --> 00:41:38,108 Emilie! 387 00:41:38,110 --> 00:41:41,140 - I can't breathe. - Yes, you can. Yes, you can. 388 00:41:41,142 --> 00:41:42,773 Shh. 389 00:41:42,775 --> 00:41:45,274 Gently, gently. 390 00:41:45,276 --> 00:41:48,610 I don't want to feel like this! 391 00:41:48,809 --> 00:41:52,175 I don't want to be the kind of person who feels like this! 392 00:41:52,743 --> 00:41:55,340 Emilie, you can do this. You know you can. 393 00:41:55,342 --> 00:41:57,010 Don't be afraid. Come on. 394 00:41:57,209 --> 00:41:59,743 Come on, come on, you can do this. Come on. 395 00:42:00,042 --> 00:42:01,977 Come on, we'll go to a quiet place. Come on. 396 00:42:10,743 --> 00:42:12,808 There's no point talking when you're like this, 397 00:42:12,810 --> 00:42:14,877 - you have to calm down. - I want to know why. 398 00:42:16,743 --> 00:42:18,044 - What? - Why don't... 399 00:42:19,009 --> 00:42:21,043 - Don't you respect me? - Here we go... 400 00:42:21,843 --> 00:42:23,210 You treat me like shit! 401 00:42:26,142 --> 00:42:28,341 You left me to take care of Mum. 402 00:42:28,343 --> 00:42:31,544 In and out of hospital, just trying to keep her alive. 403 00:42:33,309 --> 00:42:34,911 I waited for you to call. 404 00:42:36,176 --> 00:42:37,841 She asked for you, do you know that? 405 00:42:37,843 --> 00:42:38,744 No. 406 00:42:39,676 --> 00:42:41,544 And I lied. Different lies all the time. 407 00:42:42,208 --> 00:42:43,676 "She's swamped with work." 408 00:42:44,843 --> 00:42:47,110 "Yeah, she called yesterday, but she's broken her leg." 409 00:42:48,743 --> 00:42:51,076 I just couldn't tell her you didn't give a fuck about us. 410 00:42:54,643 --> 00:42:56,911 You know, I can't be responsible for your happiness. 411 00:42:57,376 --> 00:43:00,110 It just doesn't work that way. Life doesn't work that way! 412 00:43:01,609 --> 00:43:03,139 - You're not human. - Oh, God! 413 00:43:03,141 --> 00:43:04,309 You think like a machine. 414 00:43:05,442 --> 00:43:07,740 You don't get any bonus points in heaven just because 415 00:43:07,742 --> 00:43:10,243 you walk around feeling so bloody sorry for yourself! 416 00:43:11,242 --> 00:43:13,374 Maybe that's not the world you want to live in, 417 00:43:13,376 --> 00:43:14,443 but that's how it is. 418 00:43:15,376 --> 00:43:17,975 That's reality. That's what it's like to be a grown-up. 419 00:43:17,977 --> 00:43:20,777 Sometimes you have to shut things out to survive. 420 00:43:24,876 --> 00:43:27,043 That's what everything's always been about. 421 00:43:29,842 --> 00:43:32,576 You, and your fucking survival. 422 00:43:45,842 --> 00:43:48,109 Scroll down, stop, stop. 423 00:43:48,343 --> 00:43:50,243 Take out any reference to that woman. 424 00:43:51,709 --> 00:43:53,809 Barking mad. Now... 425 00:43:54,810 --> 00:43:58,039 down to this side, you know, all those poor people. 426 00:43:58,041 --> 00:43:59,607 Can we get into that? 427 00:44:06,276 --> 00:44:07,210 May I? 428 00:44:16,108 --> 00:44:17,042 Yes, now... 429 00:44:18,108 --> 00:44:20,543 can we make it look as if I'm hugging a refugee? 430 00:44:23,610 --> 00:44:24,644 What are you doing? 431 00:44:25,710 --> 00:44:27,543 She can tweak things about you on the net. 432 00:44:29,108 --> 00:44:31,943 So that if anybody Googles you in a few years' time... 433 00:44:33,343 --> 00:44:34,973 you'll appear to be much nicer 434 00:44:34,975 --> 00:44:36,876 than the person you perhaps really are. 435 00:44:38,376 --> 00:44:39,310 Emilie? 436 00:44:40,309 --> 00:44:41,911 - Look. I'm sorry. - Oh. 437 00:44:44,676 --> 00:44:47,243 - Google Ines Thomson. - What? 438 00:44:48,209 --> 00:44:50,773 - What are you doing? - Ines Thomson... 439 00:44:52,909 --> 00:44:55,876 Uh, there are some photos here, several reviews. 440 00:44:58,209 --> 00:45:00,744 Was there something specific you wanted me to change for you? 441 00:45:04,176 --> 00:45:06,877 Go ahead. You know how to handle this. 442 00:45:08,875 --> 00:45:09,843 Wait. 443 00:45:10,941 --> 00:45:11,876 Wait! 444 00:45:13,142 --> 00:45:15,143 I understand that you must be going through hell right now. 445 00:45:15,875 --> 00:45:17,909 You have no fucking idea! 446 00:46:37,775 --> 00:46:38,743 Oh! 447 00:46:41,041 --> 00:46:42,176 I was miles away. 448 00:46:49,776 --> 00:46:50,744 Would you like a drink? 449 00:47:09,241 --> 00:47:10,610 Your sister is scared. 450 00:47:15,009 --> 00:47:16,143 I was naive to bring her here. 451 00:47:18,176 --> 00:47:19,310 You are not naive, Emilie. 452 00:47:20,642 --> 00:47:22,676 You are thoughtful, kind, and intelligent. 453 00:47:24,710 --> 00:47:26,176 And you've done everything you can. 454 00:47:36,642 --> 00:47:37,609 Here. 455 00:48:02,643 --> 00:48:03,644 Why are you here? 456 00:48:08,875 --> 00:48:10,677 I came with my husband two years ago. 457 00:48:12,775 --> 00:48:15,110 - Where is he now? - He left here. 458 00:48:18,874 --> 00:48:20,176 And you've been here ever since? 459 00:48:23,209 --> 00:48:25,976 I found no reason to go back. 460 00:52:32,009 --> 00:52:33,775 - Stop that. No. - No. 461 00:52:34,076 --> 00:52:35,140 - Emilie? - Come on, Ines. 462 00:52:35,142 --> 00:52:38,277 Tell me. Tell me where we're going? 463 00:52:42,609 --> 00:52:45,043 We're going to the most beautiful place in the world. 464 00:52:45,941 --> 00:52:47,708 Yeah, you already said that, come on. 465 00:52:48,009 --> 00:52:50,076 It's... It's very special. 466 00:53:10,275 --> 00:53:11,643 Oh, my back. 467 00:53:20,976 --> 00:53:22,277 This is so nice. 468 00:53:26,276 --> 00:53:27,842 Make sure everybody has enough. 469 00:53:30,941 --> 00:53:34,307 ...with the biggest electricity bill they've ever had. 470 00:53:35,708 --> 00:53:37,875 Excuse me, uh... 471 00:53:38,775 --> 00:53:41,243 - When's that helicopter leaving? - Tomorrow morning. 472 00:53:43,009 --> 00:53:44,706 Is there room for one more person? 473 00:53:44,708 --> 00:53:45,642 Why? 474 00:53:46,276 --> 00:53:48,143 There you are. 475 00:53:48,874 --> 00:53:49,808 Have a drink. 476 00:53:52,076 --> 00:53:54,676 - What's going on? - It's my farewell party. 477 00:53:58,376 --> 00:54:01,175 I paid them so much money they couldn't possibly refuse. 478 00:54:03,642 --> 00:54:05,676 Don't be a party pooper! Relax! 479 00:54:07,909 --> 00:54:09,974 One, two, three, ow! 480 00:54:20,976 --> 00:54:23,074 ♪ I took my love On a trip to Rome... ♪ 481 00:54:23,076 --> 00:54:27,010 You have a way of making an old man very happy. It's true. 482 00:54:27,276 --> 00:54:29,341 ♪ I took a car For the ride on loan ♪ 483 00:54:29,343 --> 00:54:31,943 ♪ On the road we had To sleep in a tent ♪ 484 00:54:33,109 --> 00:54:36,176 ♪ You're taking two steps down But just one up... ♪ 485 00:54:36,609 --> 00:54:39,973 Are you having a good time? Please sit down. 486 00:54:39,975 --> 00:54:41,307 ♪ ...on a Friday night ♪ 487 00:54:41,309 --> 00:54:44,043 ♪ Well let's say that I was on the edge ♪ 488 00:54:44,976 --> 00:54:47,207 ♪ I didn't tell her we would Meet my friends ♪ 489 00:54:47,209 --> 00:54:49,910 ♪ For some drinks to Watch a football match ♪ 490 00:54:51,042 --> 00:54:54,106 ♪ You're taking two steps down But just one up ♪ 491 00:54:54,108 --> 00:54:56,373 ♪ You don't know how To climb the ladder ♪ 492 00:54:56,375 --> 00:55:01,609 ♪ I'll be a better man for my Honey I'll do what I can ♪ 493 00:55:02,675 --> 00:55:07,608 ♪ I'll be a better man for my Honey I'll be a better man ♪ 494 00:55:08,341 --> 00:55:13,176 ♪ I'll do what I can for my Honey I'll do what I can ♪ 495 00:55:28,141 --> 00:55:29,075 Great. 496 00:55:29,874 --> 00:55:30,942 Fireworks! 497 00:55:36,042 --> 00:55:37,076 Cheer up. 498 00:55:40,109 --> 00:55:41,277 Woo! 499 00:55:42,208 --> 00:55:44,243 Oh! Look at that. 500 00:55:56,176 --> 00:55:57,776 I'd like to sleep with you. 501 00:56:01,908 --> 00:56:02,909 What? 502 00:56:04,941 --> 00:56:05,975 Sorry, nothing. 503 00:56:08,642 --> 00:56:09,742 You don't know me. 504 00:56:11,642 --> 00:56:12,809 Does that matter? 505 00:56:20,342 --> 00:56:23,942 I look ridiculous. I have scars everywhere. 506 00:56:27,240 --> 00:56:28,808 My dick doesn't work. 507 00:56:31,774 --> 00:56:32,976 So, I can't... 508 00:56:35,009 --> 00:56:35,943 fuck. 509 00:56:41,175 --> 00:56:42,109 I don't know. 510 00:56:45,675 --> 00:56:47,043 But when I saw you here... 511 00:56:49,874 --> 00:56:51,642 you were just so beautiful. 512 00:57:04,041 --> 00:57:05,010 Fucking hell. 513 00:57:09,042 --> 00:57:10,239 It's like everything I'm thinking 514 00:57:10,241 --> 00:57:12,309 is just coming out of my mouth. Sorry. 515 00:57:20,642 --> 00:57:21,543 Okay. 516 00:57:25,842 --> 00:57:28,643 I didn't mean to force myself on you in any way. 517 00:57:37,274 --> 00:57:38,942 Right. More music! 518 00:57:39,942 --> 00:57:42,010 Go on, play my favorite, the one I like. 519 00:57:42,207 --> 00:57:44,042 That's what you're paid for, come on. 520 00:57:52,708 --> 00:57:55,709 ♪ I don't get along With my change in fortune ♪ 521 00:57:57,741 --> 00:58:00,575 ♪ I could never tell But it feels all right ♪ 522 00:58:02,741 --> 00:58:06,043 ♪ Maybe I'm amazed But it's a torture ♪ 523 00:58:07,009 --> 00:58:11,076 ♪ But all I can do is start Something new ♪ 524 00:58:12,641 --> 00:58:15,843 ♪ You don't want to try But you can't ignore it ♪ 525 01:00:18,908 --> 01:00:22,172 ♪ Don't tell me that You cannot feel it too ♪ 526 01:00:22,174 --> 01:00:24,875 Let's go, baby. Show me what you've got. 527 01:00:31,775 --> 01:00:35,840 Yeah, enough. That's enough, enough, enough, enough, enough. 528 01:00:35,842 --> 01:00:37,242 Oh! 529 01:00:38,075 --> 01:00:39,943 Talk about flogging a dead horse. 530 01:00:42,141 --> 01:00:43,309 Oh, never mind. 531 01:01:06,708 --> 01:01:07,808 I want you to comfort me. 532 01:01:08,909 --> 01:01:11,672 Just give me some... Put the fucking macaroon down! 533 01:01:11,674 --> 01:01:13,806 Comfort me! It's what you're paid for. 534 01:01:13,808 --> 01:01:16,542 Give me some comfort, you fucking wanker! 535 01:01:20,842 --> 01:01:23,839 You're just a... A fucking amateur! 536 01:01:23,841 --> 01:01:25,276 You... Christ! 537 01:01:27,174 --> 01:01:29,909 Come... 538 01:01:30,207 --> 01:01:31,941 All right, all right, all right. 539 01:01:44,275 --> 01:01:45,609 Oh, God... 540 01:01:48,274 --> 01:01:49,275 Oh! 541 01:02:05,140 --> 01:02:08,575 Okay. Okay. 542 01:02:15,041 --> 01:02:16,009 I'm ready. 543 01:02:50,274 --> 01:02:51,908 Are you gonna let him go out like this? 544 01:02:52,841 --> 01:02:56,974 Our job is to allow him to make his own decisions. 545 01:02:58,241 --> 01:02:59,743 He's free. 546 01:03:10,774 --> 01:03:14,908 I was a... professional football player. 547 01:03:18,975 --> 01:03:20,576 Heading straight to the top. 548 01:03:25,141 --> 01:03:26,974 I could have been so fucking good. 549 01:03:30,140 --> 01:03:31,141 What happened? 550 01:03:37,274 --> 01:03:38,241 Car crash. 551 01:03:40,873 --> 01:03:41,842 That's all? 552 01:03:48,807 --> 01:03:50,609 It might not mean much to you. 553 01:03:52,375 --> 01:03:54,075 - But for me... - But, you're... 554 01:03:54,375 --> 01:03:57,942 You're healthy otherwise. You're not sick. 555 01:03:59,642 --> 01:04:00,875 It's just your legs? 556 01:04:05,308 --> 01:04:07,543 My whole life went down the drain when I lost them. 557 01:04:11,041 --> 01:04:12,175 Everything I was. 558 01:04:13,240 --> 01:04:17,807 - But the rest of your body... - I hate this body. 559 01:04:21,308 --> 01:04:23,309 This fucking... 560 01:04:25,342 --> 01:04:26,676 disability. 561 01:04:31,940 --> 01:04:33,575 I don't know what to do with it. 562 01:04:37,308 --> 01:04:38,709 It disgusts me. 563 01:04:43,141 --> 01:04:44,276 How can you say that? 564 01:05:30,807 --> 01:05:32,141 I can't do this anymore. 565 01:05:34,175 --> 01:05:35,175 I can see that. 566 01:05:42,207 --> 01:05:43,576 Can't we just go somewhere? 567 01:05:46,207 --> 01:05:47,542 Just you and I. 568 01:05:48,974 --> 01:05:50,109 Before I leave. 569 01:06:03,074 --> 01:06:04,041 So... 570 01:06:06,941 --> 01:06:08,543 what will you do when you get home? 571 01:06:15,375 --> 01:06:16,543 I don't know. 572 01:06:17,609 --> 01:06:20,042 Of course you do. Tell me. 573 01:06:22,708 --> 01:06:23,975 What are you doing next week? 574 01:06:31,374 --> 01:06:32,576 Um... 575 01:06:35,341 --> 01:06:36,774 I've ordered some, uh... 576 01:06:37,975 --> 01:06:41,808 Some new... walls for my studio. 577 01:06:43,908 --> 01:06:46,975 But I don't know if they're gonna fit through the back door. 578 01:06:50,608 --> 01:06:51,609 What else? 579 01:06:54,873 --> 01:06:55,807 Uh... 580 01:06:58,240 --> 01:07:00,141 Sleep. Sleep, maybe... 581 01:07:04,941 --> 01:07:05,909 I'm gonna... 582 01:07:08,740 --> 01:07:12,308 start to look for my next project. 583 01:07:15,141 --> 01:07:18,842 After those reviews... something new. 584 01:07:23,641 --> 01:07:24,742 I guess there'll be... 585 01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:27,875 still a lot of work to do. 586 01:07:40,907 --> 01:07:41,941 Stop it! 587 01:07:47,240 --> 01:07:50,542 You've always left me! You've always left me! 588 01:08:02,275 --> 01:08:03,209 Emilie! 589 01:08:05,140 --> 01:08:08,141 I'm sorry. Emilie? Come here. So... 590 01:08:08,707 --> 01:08:13,009 Hey. Wake up. Emilie? Hey... 591 01:08:14,773 --> 01:08:15,775 Emilie? 592 01:08:17,874 --> 01:08:18,875 Help! 593 01:08:20,640 --> 01:08:21,774 Help! 594 01:08:29,608 --> 01:08:30,942 She doesn't have much time left. 595 01:08:33,040 --> 01:08:34,641 But she's not going to die today. 596 01:08:37,008 --> 01:08:38,174 The helicopter is ready. 597 01:08:49,741 --> 01:08:50,742 So you're leaving? 598 01:08:54,773 --> 01:08:55,941 I just make things worse. 599 01:09:00,275 --> 01:09:03,575 There's something I wanted to show you before you go. 600 01:09:04,208 --> 01:09:06,774 Just come with me. They'll wait for you. 601 01:09:19,940 --> 01:09:20,942 Go on in. 602 01:09:33,808 --> 01:09:35,775 Open... Open the... 603 01:10:27,308 --> 01:10:29,109 She drowns in her emotions. 604 01:10:31,941 --> 01:10:34,142 She's always been like that. 605 01:10:37,807 --> 01:10:40,272 Dad left and she and Mum just clung to each other, 606 01:10:40,274 --> 01:10:41,106 dragged each other down. 607 01:10:41,108 --> 01:10:43,772 I refuse to live my life as a victim. 608 01:10:43,774 --> 01:10:45,276 Your mother died of a broken heart. 609 01:10:47,208 --> 01:10:49,074 Mum died because of weakness. 610 01:10:50,773 --> 01:10:53,309 She died because she couldn't handle life as it is. 611 01:10:57,908 --> 01:10:59,075 She stopped going to work. 612 01:11:02,674 --> 01:11:05,641 She wouldn't eat. She couldn't... 613 01:11:06,974 --> 01:11:09,305 She couldn't pay the bills. She couldn't go and buy cigarettes. 614 01:11:09,307 --> 01:11:11,106 So you had to go and do that. 615 01:11:11,108 --> 01:11:12,808 You had to go out and buy cigarettes... 616 01:11:13,308 --> 01:11:16,205 and milk for the money that you got from social services 617 01:11:16,207 --> 01:11:18,139 because your mother was no longer a mother 618 01:11:18,141 --> 01:11:20,942 because your family was no longer a family. 619 01:11:23,641 --> 01:11:24,675 She failed. 620 01:11:39,874 --> 01:11:42,841 Drowning herself in the bath, putting her head in the oven... 621 01:11:43,741 --> 01:11:44,942 sleeping pills. Do you know what? 622 01:11:45,141 --> 01:11:47,942 When she actually succeeded, that was a relief. 623 01:11:52,773 --> 01:11:53,807 Yes. 624 01:11:57,740 --> 01:11:59,307 That's how it was when Mum died. 625 01:12:02,275 --> 01:12:03,276 A relief. 626 01:14:34,341 --> 01:14:36,109 - Come here, come here. - No, no... 627 01:14:36,674 --> 01:14:39,575 Come here, come here. Shh. 628 01:14:43,008 --> 01:14:44,075 Shh. 629 01:14:59,041 --> 01:15:00,075 It's okay. 630 01:15:02,207 --> 01:15:03,308 Shh. 631 01:15:10,274 --> 01:15:11,807 I miss my Mum. 632 01:15:19,373 --> 01:15:21,009 I miss her so much. 633 01:16:27,908 --> 01:16:29,909 Do you remember that summer in the house? 634 01:16:36,306 --> 01:16:38,040 That house out on the islands. 635 01:16:46,073 --> 01:16:47,642 Mum borrowed it from someone. 636 01:17:02,940 --> 01:17:05,541 - Do you remember? - It was so hot. 637 01:17:12,006 --> 01:17:13,607 You taught me to swim. 638 01:17:16,274 --> 01:17:18,708 That was the summer before Dad left. 639 01:17:24,306 --> 01:17:26,107 There was a piano upstairs. 640 01:17:28,307 --> 01:17:30,275 And Dad used to sit and play. 641 01:17:32,340 --> 01:17:33,674 The window was open. 642 01:17:36,074 --> 01:17:37,307 All night, yeah. 643 01:17:41,106 --> 01:17:42,207 It was so hot. 644 01:17:55,074 --> 01:17:56,173 I was happy then. 645 01:18:05,974 --> 01:18:07,675 Everybody was happy that summer. 646 01:18:20,374 --> 01:18:22,674 You used to braid my hair in the morning. 647 01:18:28,939 --> 01:18:30,805 There was a kiosk we used to walk to, 648 01:18:30,807 --> 01:18:31,940 to buy ice cream. 649 01:18:33,973 --> 01:18:34,973 Remember? 650 01:18:40,641 --> 01:18:41,742 We were bare foot. 651 01:18:45,841 --> 01:18:47,308 Sometimes we passed a tractor. 652 01:18:54,039 --> 01:18:55,140 I held your hand. 653 01:18:58,673 --> 01:19:00,941 You held it tight like Mum said you should. 654 01:19:05,340 --> 01:19:06,807 You held my hand. 655 01:20:50,173 --> 01:20:51,174 Emilie Thompson? 656 01:20:52,273 --> 01:20:54,542 - Yes. - Please. 657 01:21:59,040 --> 01:22:01,774 I hereby ask you, Emilie Thompson, 658 01:22:02,840 --> 01:22:04,575 if you are absolutely certain, 659 01:22:05,341 --> 01:22:07,241 answering of your own free will 660 01:22:08,174 --> 01:22:09,608 that you wish to leave? 661 01:22:11,341 --> 01:22:12,542 Yes. 662 01:22:18,007 --> 01:22:19,741 As you know, it tastes bitter. 663 01:22:20,872 --> 01:22:22,040 After you drink it, 664 01:22:22,607 --> 01:22:24,773 I will offer you a sweet to take away the taste. 665 01:22:26,074 --> 01:22:28,707 Then, a few seconds later, you will fall asleep. 666 01:22:29,608 --> 01:22:32,941 And, in a few minutes, your breathing will cease. 667 01:22:35,074 --> 01:22:37,007 Are you sure this is what you want? 668 01:22:39,706 --> 01:22:40,642 Yes. 669 01:27:42,807 --> 01:27:43,807 I have something for you. 670 01:28:02,074 --> 01:28:04,974 Tell me. What are you going do with your material? 671 01:28:09,107 --> 01:28:09,971 What do you mean? 672 01:28:09,973 --> 01:28:12,274 The images you took here. The films. 673 01:28:14,206 --> 01:28:15,841 Are you going to use them in your work? 674 01:28:19,107 --> 01:28:20,108 I don't know. 675 01:28:22,839 --> 01:28:24,541 Be honest with yourself, that's all. 676 01:28:54,273 --> 01:28:55,275 Off you go now. 677 01:28:58,839 --> 01:28:59,841 Go on. 678 01:29:28,773 --> 01:29:29,841 Thank you so much. 679 01:31:38,884 --> 01:31:43,884 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 48296

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