All language subtitles for Crooked Hearts-En

The summer I was 11,

I was desperately in love with
the waitress in Hale's Cafe.

Her name was Jennetta.

I thought she was beautiful but
there was something beyond that,

something magical about her,

the way there is
about some movie stars.

How're you guys doing?
You need more coffee?

Sure.

It was a wasted summer
in every other way.

My little brother Ask
and I spent every morning
down at Hale's

drinking Cokes while I mooned
over Jennetta.

There was a night that summer
when my brother, Charley,

got stuck
babysitting Ask and me.

Charley had plans that night

and he wasn't
about to break them
just to look after us.

So he did something
we could never
have imagined.

He offered to
take us with him

and he made us swear
we wouldn't tell
Mom and Dad.

So, boys,

got any chicks
lined up for tonight?

Yeah, sure, Limber.

Yeah, right.

You'd just better
not be hitting on mine.

Charley's moods
were up and down
that whole summer.

We were moving
across the country
to Tacoma, Washington.

My dad was fed up
with teaching

and he was going into
business with a friend.

Charley was angry
at having to miss his

senior year in high
school with his friends.

Charley had always
seemed mysterious
to Ask and me.

He was our brother
but he was older.

His world was
different from ours.

And even when he wasn't
angry about moving,

his moods had a way
of surprising you,

sometimes good,
sometimes bad.

And you never knew
which was coming.

You guys want a beer?

Sure.

Be cool about it.

Very smooth.

A couple of dudes
in the back seat.

Where you buttheads been?

What's going on?

Jennetta's in there
dancing with anything
that moves.

Boy.

Okay, I'm going to go inside
and check out the girls.

If there's any left over,
I'll bring some out
for you guys.

Okay.

Don't let anybody see you
drinking that beer, okay?

I'm gonna go take a look.

You'd better not.

How've you been?

Great.

Want to dance?

Fuck you.

I was embarrassed
by what Charley had said

but Jennetta
said she understood

and that Charley
was just upset.

She asked when
we were moving.

She made me promise
to write to her.

And then she did
a funny thing.

She kissed me.

On the lips, too.

And I wished Ask
had seen it because I knew
he'd never believe me.

And then Charley came.

Tom!

Well, bye.

See you tomorrow.

Yeah.

How come you said
that to Jennetta?

She wants me to deliver
a message to Dad.

What message?

She said to tell him

that she'll wait for him
to work things out.

Bull.

No bull.

What the hell happened
to Jennetta, Charley?
I missed my dance.

What's wrong?

We moved to Washington
later that summer,

although it seemed
like a waste of effort.

My father sold
his business after a year
and went back to teaching.

No one ever
spoke of that night
at Hale's again.

And after a while,
the memory of it faded.

And there were times
I couldn't swear to you
that it really happened.

Sometimes I think
being a kid is like that.

The things that happen
are like in a dream.

Then you get older
and you wake up

and you see them
in a different,
clearer way.

And you hope it's not
too late to matter.

Hey, I was gonna
pick you up at
the bus station.

I had a little money
for a cab.

Yeah, well, welcome home.

How you doing?

Okay.

Let me grab this.

What have you got
in these things?Books.

Yeah?Yeah, here.

Thanks.

God, you look great.
Berkeley hasn't
changed you a bit.

So, what's up?

It's good to be home.

There's not going to
be a party, is there?

Hi, Tom.

Hey, Ma.

Let me see you.

Hey, put his luggage away.
It looks like he's leaving.

Hey. Don't you eat?
You look skinny.

He does not.

Hey, Dad.Hey.

Well, listen,
I have some things

to finish
in the kitchen, okay?

Would you get Cassie?
I think she's upstairs.

Sure.

Edward,
would you and Ask move
the furniture, please?

We're almost ready.

Yeah, let's just
slide the couch back
against the wall.

Okay.
Well, let's get
the table first.

Leave that suitcase, Tom.
I'll get that one.

Okay.

Where's Charley?

I think
he's getting the beer.

Tom here yet?Yeah.

Yeah, he just got in.
He's waking up Cassie.

No, he isn't.

Charley, is all that
gonna fit?

We'll just have to
throw out the food.

Yeah, right,
and walk back up with
a few brewskies, right?

Let me have one.Keep your hands off.

I'm gonna get it.

Stop it.

Come in.

Hi.

Thanks.

So?

What happened?

Couldn't dig in.

Was it because of Eileen?

Maybe.

Hey.

You know anything
about this letter?

No, did she
send you a letter?

Sort of.

Are you gonna see her?

What for?

To talk.

Ask, she's married
to Sam Crawford.
She's pregnant.

What am I going to
talk to her about?

You could talk. Look,
communication never hurts.

Tom, get down here!

Hi, honey, come on.
Party time.

Charley. How are you?

Welcome to hard times.

Hey, come on, Charley!
Will you please put me down?
Hey!

Cassie's cake.

Cassie.

Looks great, Cassie.

You made a cake?

I made it for you.

Come on, Ask.

Does everybody
have a drink?

Happiness.

Well, I believe
I last stood here

to commemorate
the scientific achievements

of our own Askew Warren,
whose volcano project
had just exploded,

spewing forth
a rich brown lava,

redecorating the entire
science laboratory.

Thank you. Thank you.

And before that,
if I'm not mistaken,

we celebrated
Cassie's performance
in the school play.

Yes, I meant
to do that, Dad.

When she forgot her lines
and decided her character
should die on stage.

It was a noble death.

And it shortened
the play. Cassie.

And in that spirit,
we welcome Tom Warren.

Go, Tom!Home from school.

Yeah, come on, Tom.

Before a single year
has elapsed,

just a few weeks shy
of his final exams.

He puts us in mind
of the great man
who once said,

"Half the failures
in life arise from

"pulling in one's horse
as he's leaping."

That's Tom.

Let the banner fall.

"You must know home
to be a traveler."

What does it mean, Ask?
Please?

Come on,
it means what it says.

It's philosophical.

The Warrens!

The Warrens!Yeah!

To the Warrens.The Warrens.

The Warrens.

Ask, dance!

You're crazy.

I'm going to put this
somewhere very safe.

In my arms, sashay...

Charley.

What are you doing?

Bonita, this is
my brother, Tom.

Tom, this is Bonita.

Hi, Bonita.

Hi.

Bonita manages
the Quickie Chicken
at the mall.

So, what are you doing here?

I couldn't sleep.
I'm sorry.

I mean,
what are you doing here?

How come you couldn't
make it down at Berkeley?

I don't know.

You're here.

Yeah, well,
I'm here wherever I am.

But you were out.

Man, you made a clean break.

Jesus, if I could
make a clean break,
boy, I would be gone.

What are you talking about?

I'm just saying,
it's not going to be
so easy next time.

This family's like a drug
and we're all junkies.

Here's Tom,
all fired up and
ready to face the day.

Why don't you
take it easy, Tom?
You're so intense.

Tom, are you busy Saturday?

Nope.

Do you remember
Marriet Hoffman,
Jeannie Hoffman's girl?

Yes.

Well, she's really had
a rough time of things.

She's back and
most of her friends
are either married or gone.

She doesn't have anyone
to go out with.

I thought maybe you
could do me a favor.

Mom, look... No... I...
I hate being fixed up.
Please.

Have a heart.
She got used on
in California.

Do you tell that
child everything?

Yes, I do. Now, hush.

Don't think of it
as a date. Take her
bowling or something.

Think of it as
being neighborly.

Think of it
as getting laid.

Now that's funny.

So, where are you
going to take her?

Bowling is the pits.
Take her to the beach.

No, don't take her
to the beach.

Take her bowling.
At least you'll have
something to do.

I'm not going to
take her anywhere, okay?
I'm not gonna go.

All right,
let's go, school.
Bye, hon.

Bye, dear.

I'll even lend you my car.

You never let
anybody touch your car.

I'll pay for the gas.
You should do it.

It'll keep your mind off
of what's-her-name.

Mom, can we please,
this one time,

not make this
a family decision?

I already took the liberty.

Saturday?

I'm late for an appointment.

So, what about you?
Tell me something
about yourself.

Like what?

Anything. You pick.

How about you go first?

Well, what do you want,
good stuff or awful stuff?

Let's start with
the awful stuff.

Well, let's see...

My father left me
and my little sister

in the backseat
of a Corvair once

and he forgot about us.

What made you
think of that?

I bought a fish today
and it came in
a plastic bag

and it reminded me
of being in the backseat
of that car.

You go.

All right.

I dropped out of school.

Yeah, what school?

Berkeley.
I was at Pierce College
for two years

and then I went
to Berkeley.

You didn't like it?

No, no, I liked it.

It's kind of complicated.

I dropped out, too.

Of what?

Of Los Angeles.

School?

The whole place.

So,
what happened in LA?

I...

I fell in love with a piranha
who happened to be my boss,

who was married, of course,
and I slept with him.

All your basic mistakes,
except getting pregnant.

What are you doing now?

I'm coagulating.

I hate to say
"getting it together,"

so I'm...
I'm regrouping, how's that?

I'm selling TVs
and stereos and...

What about you?

I'm getting it together.

Well, thank you,
I had a good time.

Me, too.

Good night.

Good night.

Good night.

Good night.

Do you want to come in?

Sure. Yeah.

Okay.Okay.

You want something to drink?

Sure.

I didn't like
what I was wearing.

So, what do you think?

It's nice. Sparse.

Yeah, I left
all my stuff in LA.

I thought it would be
easier to be someone new

if I didn't have
all my old junk
lying around.

It's water.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Still drinking
out of jars, though.

Why do I do that?

Do what?

Want to see
something really ugly?

Sure.

I bite my nails
when I'm nervous.

You nervous?

Yeah. I guess.

I...

I like you,
and that makes me nervous.

Well, you know,
I'm nervous, too.

Meaning you like me?

Yeah.

I'm working on
being forthright.

And in my previous life
I would have waited

for the guy to say
something first.

Hey, you mind if I
ask you something?

I mean, would it be okay
if we had an agreement,
you know, just about us?

I mean, not that
there is an "us" yet,

of course,
but well, what if...

What if we made a deal
before we go to bed?

A deal?

Well, yeah.

You know how you...
People just have
different expectations.

So I have worked out
a contract for lovers.

Yeah. Come on,
I'll show it to you.

Sit down, sit down.

It's just something
where we agree to
call one another

and to spend the night
if we have sex.

Well,
it protects you, too.

I mean,
it's not legal or anything.

I mean,
it's not a commitment,

if that's what
you're worried about.

It's really starting
to sound crazy, but it's...

It's just something
where we agree to be nice
to each other.

I'm being
a complete asshole.

Maybe we're going too fast.

I'd like you to leave now.

Marriet, we could talk.

Please leave.

I could stay,
we could talk.

Get out.

What was that?

Maybe she just wanted
a little insurance.

I mean, anyway,
you said you liked her.

So what, Ask?

Would you want a girl
to sign a contract

agreeing to like you
no matter what?

Yeah.No matter what?

Yeah.

I'm not making that lay-up.

Well, a contract sounds
like a good idea to me.

I sort of have one
for myself, anyways.

You know, my list of rules?

List of rules?
You still have that thing?

Yeah.

You made that up
when we were kids.

Yeah, well, I update it.
I keep it in my wallet.
Get away.

In case I think
of something new
while I'm out.

Like what?

Like never put out
electrical flames
with water.

That's one of the rules
you live your life by?

Look, all I'm saying
is that a contract can be
a good thing.

And you've got to
keep your mind open
to new ideas. Let's go.

You want to go again?I want to go again.

Double or nothing?Double or nothing.
Let's play.

Okay, boy.

Boo!

Charley?

Hi.

Excuse me.

Those are some
funny-looking taco shells.

What are they,
chicken or pork, Mom?

Pork.Chicken.

Here, honey. Pork tacos, yeah.

Don't tease
your brother. Here.

Aren't there pork tacos?

I don't think so. Here.

Stop kicking me.

Pass this around
for me, please.

This looks good, Mom.Thank you.

I'm very hungry.

Thank you.

Hey.

Thank you.

Charley, why don't you
pull up another chair

and invite your friend
to join us?

No, thanks.

I'll get it.

Ask, it's all right,
you don't have to do that.
Please sit down.

No, it's okay.
There's a chair right here.

You know, it wouldn't
hurt to pretend that

you're part of the family
once in a while.

Edward, please, don't.

Jill, the child has been
in the house two days,
nobody knows her name.

Bonita.Bonita.

I met her in the bathroom.

Thanks, boys.

Would you please
ask your friend
to join us?

I'm tired, Mom.

Cassie, don't go
to sleep before you
finish your homework.

I'm tired now, Mom.

Great, she's out.

Cassie.

Mom, this is Bonita.

Hello, Bonita.
Please sit down.

My father, my two brothers,
who you've met already.

Hi.

That's my sister Cassie
when she's awake.

So, would you
like some dinner?

Here,
you can have Cassie's fork.

I don't eat meat.

We have cheese, lettuce.

Well, I don't really
eat cheese either

'cause it really
gums you up inside.

Well, help yourself
to whatever you see.

Thanks.

What do you do
for a living, Bonita?

I manage the Quickie Chicken
over at the mall.

I don't eat chicken, either.

Why not?

Well, they shoot them
full of these
growth hormones.

You just don't want
them in your chicken.

So, Bonita, how did you
and Charley meet?

I used to work with Charley
over at the warehouse.

I just couldn't
stand being around
all those dead fish.

I keep telling Charley
he should leave.

Did Charley tell you
that he passed up

a management internship
over at Weyerhaeuser?

No, Charley,
you never told me that.

They loved him.
They didn't know
why he wasn't in college.

Charley's real smart.

Everybody who meets Charley
wants him on their team.

Edward, I really
don't think we need

to go through this
for Bonita's sake.

We're not going through it
for Bonita's sake.

Then whose sake
are we doing it for?

We're not going through it
for anyone's sake, Charley.

I'm just trying
to point out to you
that people who meet you...

For Christ's sake.

It was
a pleasure meeting you.

You have a nice family.

Thank you.

What happened?

Nothing.
Charley wasn't hungry.

Was he like this
before I left?

He's gotten worse
since you left.

For some reason,
your brother thinks

your father is
a son of a bitch.

I think we should
throw Charley out.

Why?

Because he can't
seem to bring himself
to leave any other way.

Does he want to leave?

I think so.

Well, he's a big boy, Mom.
Why doesn't he just leave?

It's hard for him.

He and your father
are all tangled up
with each other.

I don't know how
to pull them apart.

Tom, I almost forgot.
I stopped by the bakery
on the way home.

Thanks.

She's anxious to
see you, to say hello.

All right, Dad. Thanks.

Hi.

Hi.

You want a cannoli
and some coffee?
It's on me.

Okay.

Have a seat.

Thanks.

I'm really glad you came.

How far along are you?

A few months.

You must be curious about
the circumstances.

Miss, may I have
the cream, please?

I still love you.

How's Sam?He's fine.

The baby's not his.

Excuse me?

It's not Sam's baby.

Whose baby is it?

Eileen?

Eileen?

Is it my baby?

No, it's not your baby,
all right?

Then whose baby is it?
Whose?

Whose baby is it?

It's Charley's.

The baby's Charley's.

He wanted to marry me.

He said it would be
a way out for both of us.

Out of what?

I don't know. Your family?

He got to me
through you, Tom.

He used to tell me
all these stories
about his life.

And I held him and I made a
mistake. I can't explain it.

I wanted to get an abortion.

Well, why didn't you?

I was afraid of Charley.
He wanted the baby.

He wanted to
marry me and run away.
I didn't know what he'd do.

I asked Sam to marry me
and he said yes.
I did it for you.

That's great.

First you fuck Charley
because of me,

then you married
Sam Crawford for me.

Jeez, Eileen, I think
if you loved me any more,

no man in Tacoma'd be safe.

You have a million girls
to choose from.

Christ, you scared
the shit out of me.

Couldn't find
anybody else to fuck?

It was an accident, Tom.
I didn't mean it to happen.

What does that mean?

Look at me, Charley.

I didn't know
if you were going
to hit me, Tom.

I don't want to hurt you.
Don't fuck around.

And don't try
and come in here.

He said he likes me?

Yes.Gross.

Hey.

What are you, sick?

No, I'm not sick.

God, I wish I had
the time to just lay
around all day

and read the newspaper.

Cassie, you don't
read the newspaper.

Exactly, Tom.
I don't have the time,
you know.

So, did you and Charley
have an argument last night?

I thought I heard
doors slamming.

I guess we did.

What about?

Charley got
Eileen pregnant.

I thought Sam Crawford
got her pregnant.

No, it was Charley.

Who says?

Eileen.

I'd never do that.

It's one of my rules.

What, don't sleep with
your brother's girlfriend?

No.

Never do anything
with the sole intent
of hurting someone else.

Look, maybe he didn't.
I mean, maybe he loved her.

Does she love him, Tom?

No, Ask, Charley's a slut.

What are you talking about?

Nothing.Nothing.

Why don't you do
something with your life, Tom?

What?

Well, you're turning weird,
you know?

And idle hands are
the devil's playground.

Figure that one out.

You won't see much
traffic at night.
Mostly trucks.

Put the money in the safe
and lock it up at midnight.

Okay, Dave, thanks a lot.
I really appreciate it.

Thank you.

What are you doing?

Where is everybody?

Tom went to his new job
and everyone else is gone.

How come you're home?

Miss Prison Warden wanted me
to clean up my room
and so I fell asleep.

What are you doing?

I'm leaving.

Grab that?

Where are you going?

I quit my job,
told Arnsberger to bite it.
I'm going east.

Why?

Because I want a new life.

Well,
what about your old life,
where I'm your sister?

You'll still be my sister.

You're deserting the ship,
Charley.

Go back to sleep.

I'm leaving my car.
It's a fair trade.

Where is this?

Jesus!

I fell asleep in the van.
Charley!

I fell asleep in the van.
He didn't even know
I was in there, Mom.

What the hell kind
of a stunt is this?

Dad, he didn't even know
I was there!

What did you
say to Arnsberger?
He's a friend of mine.

Fuck Arnsberger.

I got you that job!

I stuck my neck out for you!
Doesn't that mean
anything to you?

Edward, let him go!

You get back in the house.
This doesn't concern you.

Hey, where are you going?
This is your family!
Charley! Stop.

God damn it,
I'm going to have
this out with you.

All right, drive.

But when you stop,
we're going to get
to the bottom of this.

Charley!

Running away.

Twenty-four years old,
pulling a junior high stunt.

Twenty-six,
and he shouldn't
even live here.

He's a brat.
He's a little boy.

Kick him out, Edward.

I won't kick him out.
That's what he wants.

Just so he can say
the whole thing
is our fault.

Let him.I won't let him!

He could be anything
he wanted to be.

He works in a warehouse,

and he wouldn't have
had that if I hadn't
gone to Arnsberger.

Maybe you shouldn't
have gone to Arnsberger.

He won't do a thing
by himself.

He walks around in
his own little world.

Let him be connected
to one thing in the universe
beyond himself.

That's all I'm asking.

He's not going to find
it here. Not with us.

He is a part of us.
He is a part of our blood
and our bone.

He is part of
everything we are.

We are his family
and he belongs here.

He belongs where he
can live his life.

Jill,
if he wants his privacy,
let him get an apartment.

He's trying something else.

He's trying to
abandon the family.
I won't permit it.

Charley, are you mad at me?

No, I'm not mad at you.

Look, you don't
have to believe this
but it's true.

I'm sorry about
what happened with Eileen.

I didn't mean to hurt you.

I didn't.

I just wanted to
do something so bad

that they'd have
to throw me out.

Why don't you
just leave, Charley?

Because it's not that easy!

It's going to take
a lot more than I thought.

What did he mean by that?

I don't know.

I mean about Eileen.

I said, I don't know!

Tom, why is everybody
always keeping secrets?

I'm sorry, Cassie.
No one is keeping secrets,
okay?

God, this family is
getting too weird.

We should get a dog.

Why?

Well, because we used
to have a dog and we were
happier then.

We need a family project
to pull us all together.

Anyway, good night.

Good night.

And quit moping around
and being so tragic.

Hi.

You're alive.

Yeah, I wanted to see you.

What for?

I had a good time.

You probably
think I'm crazy.

No, I don't.

Then you just want
to go to bed with me.

No, Marriet.

Look, I really had
a good time, okay?

I'd like to go out
with you again.

You're funny.

Why?

Well, you just
could have called,
you know?

I mean,
it's been three weeks.

I just feel like an idiot.

You're absolutely right.
And I'm sorry. I really am.

There were just
a few things I had to
work out in my mind.

You mean Eileen?

Pretty much, yeah.

You could have called
and told me that.

You could have
explained that to me.

I would understand that.

You're the one
that threw me out of
your apartment, remember?

Well, maybe I can
show you something
a little more upscale, then.

With stereophonic sound? Yes?

Yeah,
I probably should be
spending a lot more money.

I've been dreaming
about you.

I bet.

I have.

Wild,
erotic sex dreams, probably.

Just your basic dreams.

Your basic sex dreams.

They've been really nice.

Left.

I can't do left.

Left, hit left.

You have to be able
to hit left and right.

Well, I'm just
doing right, then.

Charley wants us to
pick up something for him
at the train station.

What?

I don't know,
a box or something.

I thought we were going
to go get the dog.

Well, we're going
to drop you off

and then we're going
to pick you up
on the way back

from the train station.

And let me
pick it out by myself?

Yeah. Maybe you're ready
for a little adult
responsibility?

And you're
Mr. Maturity himself,
right, Ask?

Wait, I get to
sit up front, then.

I'm going to make love
with Julie pretty soon.

Who's Julie?

You don't know her.
Yeah, she's new
since you left.

You really think so?

How do you know
you're going to
make love to her?

'Cause I can feel it coming.

It's like one of those
slow-motion films

you see of a car accident
in Driver's Ed.

You know, where you
see the cars sliding

for, like,
a minute before they hit.

What is this thing?

It's Dad's.
He keeps the bills in it
and stores it in his closet.

What does it say?

It says, "Open this."

Pocket knife?

Maybe we shouldn't open it.
I mean, it's Dad's box.

Look, Tom, no, no, no!

What?

No, you're gonna
break the blade off.

These aren't bills.

We can't open this.

See if there's
one already open.

I can't read this.

Just see who it's from.

Jennetta.

Jennetta?

This is a love letter.

May I please see that?

We shouldn't have opened it.

Why would Charley do this?

Let's burn them.

No, we can't burn them.
They're Dad's.

Charley is trying to
humiliate Dad with this.

That's what this is.

If we give them back,
that's all that's
going to happen.

Well, we can't burn them.

They're not ours.

Jesus, Ask.

Okay, look, Ask,
here's what
we're going to do.

We're going
to compromise, okay?

We're going to
put the letters
back in the locker,

and we're going
to figure out what
to do later.

Okay?

Okay.

He's a little runt.
I saved him.

From what?

The gas chamber.

The guy said that
sometimes people
don't have the heart

to flush runts down
the toilet themselves

so then they give them
to the pound and have them
do the job.

So, what did Charley want
you guys to pick up?

Nothing.

I thought you said
he wanted you to
pick up something.

The key didn't fit.
We couldn't open the locker.

Did I leave the iron on?

Charley did it.

Why do you say that?

It's why he left the letters.

What letters?

Cassie, honey, come with me.
Ask, you come, too.

Tom, what letters?Tom, come on.

Wait, what letters?
What letters, Tom?
What letters, Tom?

Dad, hey, Dad!

Where's Cassie?

She's with Eleanor.

Where's Charley?

I don't know.

You wait there.

Edward!

Did you get everybody out?
My son might be in there!

We just got here.
Where would he be?

In the back!

Charley.

Charley, you bastard!

Is she all right?

Yeah, she's okay.
She's inside.

She wanted to be alone.
Just go on in.

Cassie? Are you all right?

Leave me alone.

Hey!

Dad?

Where the hell
are you going?

Charley? Charley!

Leave me alone, Mom. Don't!
Leave me alone, Mom!
Don't, don't!

He's all right!
Charley is all right!
He's okay!

How do you know, Tom?

Tom, how do you know?
How do you know?

Dad, Charley's car
is not here.

He's gone somewhere,
all right?

All right?

I guess you're right.

My God.

Dad, do you care
about anybody but Charley?

Of course I do.

He doesn't care
about you, Dad.
He doesn't care.

He doesn't care
about me or Ask.

That's our house,
it's burning up!

Tom, he knows our
house is burning up.
He's worried about Charley.

Charley doesn't
care about...

He doesn't care
about anything
but himself, Dad.

This house is
everything we own.
Look at it! Look!

Tom, I don't give a damn
about the house.

I don't give a damn
about the house.

Dad, Dad, Dad!

What's that sign?

My dad left that
for Charley.

He doesn't think Charley
burned the house down.

What? Charley burned
the house down?

Well, what makes
you say that?

Charley gave us
some letters before he left.

What letters?

Love letters.

My father's love letters.

Be careful.

From this woman
we used to know
back in Virginia.

Wait, Charley was...

He burned the house down
because of that?

Well, not just that.

Charley was looking for
a way out of the family.

Come on, he never heard of
a crank phone call,

or, like,
really rude behavior?

Charley's never
heard of anything,

except what's
good for Charley.

My family's crazy.

Everybody's family is crazy.

Not like my family.

Yeah, and everybody thinks
their family is crazier

than everybody
else's family, too.

Except in your case, I...

Yeah.

I know it doesn't...

It may not seem like it now,
but you get over this stuff.

Tom.

What? God.

Indian.

It's ready.

Want to go first?

You can go first.

No. You're the guest.

Yeah,
but we could go together.

You go first.

Are you going to
take your clothes off?

Um...

I don't know.

Is it too hot for you?

No, it's nice.

Look.

Hey, you got fingernails.

Pretty good?

Let me see.

Fingers, too. That's great.

Yeah?Yeah.

Let me wash your face.

Bad?

You're a mess.

You're a mess, too.

Hello.Hi.

Hey, Tom.

Dad, this is Marriet.

Hello, Marriet.Hi.

Excuse me.

Hey, look what
Marriet found at the house.

It's broken but it's okay.

Thanks, Marriet.

Hi, Ask.

Hey.

My little brother,
do you know my...

I know Ask. Hi.

Hi. This is Julie.

Hi.

Hi, Julie.

And that's John
and Frances Heffel
from next door in 219.

We're just passing through.
Your folks invited us
to the party.

Hi, welcome.

Where's Mom and Cassie?

They're in the bedroom.
They'll be out in a minute.

Anybody want a drink?

Would you like a drink
or would you like to dance?

Let's dance.

Well, you must think
this is kind of strange,

having a party
when your house
burns down.

Unlike you,
I'm tolerant of weirdness.

I hate Charley.

Well, at least he's gone now.

If he'd left a long time ago,
maybe none of this
would've happened.

So, what if he comes back?

We'll have him arrested.

Are you serious?

Come on, everybody.

Come on, dear.
It's time for the toast.

Mom, Cassie?

Do you want to
do that later on?

Cass, this is
my friend, Marriet.

This is my
little sister, Cassie.

Hi.Hi.

And I think you
know each other,
don't you?

Hello.

Hi. Nice to see you.

Dad's about ready
to go here.

Well...

I believe the last time
I stood here

was to celebrate
Tom's return home
from college

on the early-retirement plan.

Before that,
we honored Ask's wholesale
distribution of lava.

Before that,
Cassie's contribution
to the literature of drama,

regardless of the intent
of the author.

And in that same spirit,

we commemorate the passing
of the Warren house
into smoke and ashes.

We celebrate without Charley
but we keep him
with us in spirit,

if not in flesh.

Ask, let the banner fall.

Yeah.

That was great.

All right, Ask.

The Warrens. Warrens.

The Warrens.The Warrens.

The Warrens. The Warrens.

Cheers.

Come on, Cass.

Hey.

Hi, dear.

We'll paint! That'll help.
Some plants over
there by the window.

I like it.You do?

Yeah.

That's good.

Yeah, it could be us.

Marriet lives right there.

See?
It is a great house.

Yeah,
come on in, Ask.

Hey, hey!

What? You ate all mine.

That's not true.

Yes, it is.
My whole bag.
Hey, Ask.

I changed my mind.
I think we should burn them.

Let's read one first.

No, I don't think
we should read them.

I'm not even sure
we should burn them.

You read one.

No, I don't think
that's a good idea.

No.

Just one.

Tom.

Here.

But you didn't mark the spot.

How are you going to know
where to put it back?

I thought you were
going to burn these.

Yeah, but you don't
fiddle with the order.

Wow. Hasn't even
been opened yet.

Wait.
Do one that's already open.

Wait,
at least tear it from...

Like the others,
from the flap.

You have a leash for him?

Go ahead.

"Edward, darling,
you wouldn't
believe the rain.

"Sheets and sheets.
The sky just opened up.

"All the bottom land
is covered with silt,
flat and brown.

"A few creases,
like an old mattress.

"I've been thinking
about you all morning.

"When I was bathing,
I thought of your soft hair.

"The feel of it
against my skin."

Come on!

Do you want me to stop?

No.

"I thought
how your smile

"centers your face
so perfectly.

"I long for you.

"It centers my life.
Does that make sense to you?

"I'm glad Tom made
the basketball team.

"It means so much to him
to be accepted.

"Ask isn't like that.
He's my favorite.

"He doesn't need to belong
to anything but family.

"I don't really
know that's true.
What if you told me lies?

"What if your letters
are make-believe?

"Their pictures
line my dresser,
along with yours.

"I'm lucky to have you
and your boys and Cassie.

"I long for you."

Shouldn't you call her?

It's only 12:30.
Let's give her till 1:00.

Well,
if she went to the movies,
she ought to be home.

The bus is at Marriet's.
Maybe she's with them.
I'll go see.

Edward, don't.

She'll just think
we're checking up on her.

She ought to be home.

I'll call the Hargroves
and see if Jenny's home yet.

Jenny got home
two hours ago.

I'm gonna go see.

I'll call around.

Cassie wasn't home
and I was worried about her.

Well,
she'll probably
be home soon.

Those letters,
did you read them?

No.

Only to see who
they were from.

You had no right
to read my letters.

You're right and I'm sorry.

Does Jill know?

I don't think so.

I had a good time.

Cassie,
where have you been?

We went out
to the movies.

Cassie,
that was two hours ago.

Where did you
get the letters?

Hi, Dad.

Where did you
get the letters?

What letters?

The letters in the van.

We found them.

Found them?

Where? The letters burned.

Answer me.

Where'd you get them?

Charley saved them,
before he burned the house.

Charley didn't
burn the house.

Yes, he did, Dad.

He saved the letters
so we could read them.

Don't worry,
we're going to burn them.

He wants to erase everything.

That's how I felt
when I left LA.

I just wanted to
start over again.

That's why I invented
the contract.

Whoa!

Jesus!

Tom.

Maybe we should put this out.

Yeah, I know! We are!

Damn.

Damn. Tom!

What the...

What happened?
What happened?

Hey, what did you do?
What happened?

My God.

Here. Roll over.

Ask! My God.

Am I hurt?
Do you think I'm hurt?

No, no, Ask, you're okay,
buddy, you're...

We're going to
get an ambulance.

Ambulance, now!
Could you call an ambulance,
please?

Do you know how
much ambulances cost?

You don't talk,
Ask, don't talk.
Just shut up, all right?

You never want me
to do anything.

Yeah.

My God.

I made love with Julie.

Yeah? How was it?

I liked it.
We both liked it.

Good. I'm glad it was mutual.

Can you hurry up, please?

Just stay,
now just don't talk.

Tom!

Right here, I know.
My God.

I'm right here, Ask.
Hey, hey, look at me.
I'm right here.

Hey, buddy,
I'm right here.
Can you hear me?

Come on, Ask, look at me.
Come here. Look at me.

Don't go away.
I don't think
he's breathing!

I'm right... I'm here.

Don't look away,
don't look away,
don't go away.

I'll ride
with your mother.

I'll give you a ride.

What were they burning?

I don't know.

Your letters?

Did you know about them?

Jill, they never
meant anything to me.

I didn't know
how to stop them.

I never cared
about the letters.

I never believed
they mattered.

Ask mattered.

Don't.

Why didn't you throw
the letters away?

You hadn't even
opened half of them.

I couldn't.

It was all make-believe
to you, wasn't it?

What was make-believe?

Toasts, parties,

everything.

Tom.

You're a hypocrite, Dad.

You know,
you always made it seem
like we were so perfect.

Wasn't Charley a bastard
for not wanting to be
a part of us?

You couldn't even throw
those letters away.

Those letters were private.

Ask was embarrassed
for you, Dad.

That's why he was
burning the letters.

Can I come in?

Come in.

Hi, Mom.

I'm not gonna stay.

Good.

Eileen told me about Ask

and I wanted to come home.

You destroyed
your home, Charley.

You pulled it
down around you.

I just wanted to see you.

Charley.

Where will you go?

I don't know.

I spent some time
in Pittsburgh

and I was working
in Florida for a while.

I'm sorry for you.

I'm not sorry for you.

I was beginning
to think that you were
trying to avoid me.

What are you doing?

I'm cleaning out Ask's room.
I figured it was something
I could do.

Leave his stuff alone,
Charley.

I don't want you
touching his things.

Well,
somebody's got to do it.
It might as well be me.

Okay, okay, all right?

You want to beat
me up, Charley?

Go ahead.
I know you can do it.

You're leaving?

Yeah.

I don't think
I'm much in the mood
for a family reunion.

You're not
going to get away.
Not like this.

Really?

Since when are you
the big authority
on getting away?

You know what's wrong
with this family, Charley?

We're all in love
with screwing up.

You know, we just
can't wait for one of us

to do it so we
can take him back

and we can tell each other
how special we all are.

You know, it's perfect.

No one ever has
to learn anything,
no one ever has to grow up,

no one ever has to leave.

We could probably go on
doing this forever.

I came for Ask, Tom.

Ask would still
be here, alive,
if it wasn't for you!

Will you just let me leave?

You're not going to
get away by hating.

Take it from me.

You'll end up
with the whole family

strangling you from
inside your own head,

and you still
won't get away.

Charley, wait. Don't go.

I think we should have
a toast for all of us.

Why?

Will you pour?

I don't think we should
have a toast without Ask.

I don't think Ask
would mind, Cassie.

Always get to
the bottom of things.
It's one of his rules, right?

Only this time,
let's say what's
really on our minds.

We never seem to get
around to doing that.

We last stood here
when Charley
burned the house down.

I never understood
why Dad and Charley
fought all the time.

Even if I knew
whose fault it was,

I don't think
I'll ever understand

why Charley burned
down the house.

Because I hated him.

I thought the toasts
were supposed to be funny.

And because I was
afraid I could never

be good enough to
make him happy.

Before that,
when I dropped out
of school and came home.

Because Charley's right.

This family is a drug
and we're all junkies.

And I thought I was ready
to be on my own and I wasn't.

And I keep thinking
that if I had
stayed in school,

none of this
would have happened
and Ask would still be alive.

It's too late.

I mean,

all of you guys
were keeping secrets,

just to protect yourselves,
not anybody else.

No, Cassie.

It was me.

Ask was covering up for me.

Setting fire to my lies.

I'm responsible.

I wonder what he'd say
if he were here now.

What do you think
he'd say, Tom?

I think he would say
that we're all responsible

and we all have to
take care of each other
in spite of who we are.

Or maybe because
of who we are.

He'd probably
put it on a banner.

Yeah.

And he'd raise his glass
and he'd say, "The Warrens."

The Warrens.

The Warrens.

The Warrens.

The Warrens.

The Warrens.

I went back
to school that fall.
Marriet came with me.

She thought Berkeley
might be a good place
for a new start

and I was hoping
the same thing.

Ask had been looking forward
to starting college himself

and he was on my mind
as we left.

You want to drive?

Sure.

Somewhere in my bags
I carried his list of rules.

He'd started the list
when he was about
eight or nine.

He'd change it
as he went along,

although sometimes
he'd keep something on it

just to remind himself
of what he was like
when he wrote it down.

I'll read them to you.

Number one, never make
a complicated thing simple...

Or a simple
thing complicated.

Number two,
wear white at night.

Number three,
take care of Tom.

Number four,
eat from
the three food groups.

Five, be consistent.

Six, never do anything
with the sole intent
of hurting someone.

Seven, floss.

Eight, always put
the family first.

Nine, clean,
even where it doesn't show.

Ten, pursue the truth.

Eleven, wear socks
that match your shirt.

Twelve, take care of Cassie.

Thirteen, look up words
you don't know.

Fourteen, never put out
electrical flames with water.

Fifteen,
get to the bottom of things.

I thought a lot
about Charley.

I even added
a new rule to my list.

Number 16, forgive.