Original subtitles

♪The body temperature I once owned.♪

♪Who will hug her tightly?♪

♪Waves of memory erode the soul.♪

♪I can only lick the scar alone.♪

♪Previous burning expression in her eyes.♪

♪Who will she look at with deep feelings?♪

♪Waves of memory push me to darkness.♪

♪I try hard but can't reach the opposite bank.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

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Welcome.

Okay.

-Welcome. -Thanks.

Welcome.

Welcome.

It will take a long time,

so I downloaded some movies.

Don't worry.

When the plane take off,

close your eyes.

When you open your eyes again,

we'll be flying in the air.

You let me sit beside you

to talk to you.

Why don't you talk?

The moment when the plane takes off,

it seems as if I crossed the time

to go back to those days of youth.

Stop cleaning. The internet bar just opens.

Go to occupy two computers.

There are discounts.

Isn't your mom married tomorrow?

Don't you need to help?

You still want to go to the internet bar.

Are you kidding? Who told you that?

It's true.

Your mom bought two vases

in the store yesterday.

She said they would be used to decorate the bridal chamber.

All people in this neighborhood

know it.

Are you still kept in the dark?

Heping. Heping.

Nan Sheng,

I take you away this time

just to start a new family

with you.

You will have a new mother

and a brother.

Are you unhappy

as I'll get remarried?

When you go to her home

and meet her later,

call her Aunt Lan.

And your brother is named Heping.

Say it to show me.

Aunt Lan.

And your brother.

Lin Heping.

There's grinding soybean milk.

Would you like a cup?

Look after the luggage.

I'm going to buy it.

Mom.

Mom, are you really getting married?

You already

see it now.

Yes. I didn't know it till now.

If Xu Zhensheng didn't tell me,

I still don't know now.

Why did you keep it from me?

I was afraid you'd be unhappy.

You tell me the truth now.

Aren't you afraid I'll be unhappy?

Are you marrying that man

named Nan Jianming?

Do you think he's good?

You'll know

whether he's good or not

after having contacts with him.

Isn't Uncle Nan

ever nice to you?

But you

always pulled a long face

and were indifferent to him.

You are really

so impolite.

Let me ask you.

If I don't agree to let him move in,

will you choose him or me?

What a

stupid question.

As you say so,

you are the same as

those people outside.

You're so thoughtless.

Well, there's suddenly

one more man at home.

And I need to call him dad.

You should give me some time

to get used to it.

Bastard,

it'll be great

if you don't

always pull a long face.

It's almost the time.

Go to station

to pick up your Uncle Nan.

Oh, right.

You will have a sister.

Do you know?

Your Uncle Nan will take his daughter

Nan Sheng with him.

Sister?

I'm going to see them.

Sorry.

You're so impolite.

I'll pick it up for you. Okay?

Here you are.

And,

this is the station.

You shouldn't be narcissistic here.

No one wants to watch you.

Well, here you are.

Well, thanks.

Dad!

Is there anyone

who can help me?

Help me. Help me.

Call an ambulance.

Call an ambulance.

Dad.

Dad.

Wake up, dad!

Come on, here.

Come on.

You can't go in. You can't go in.

Let me go in.

The family should wait outside.

Dad.

The family should wait outside.

Where's your Uncle Nan?

Why do you come back alone?

You ask me.

That's what I want to ask you.

I had stood there for a long time.

I couldn't even see him.

How come?

That's the bus of this time.

Bastard,

didn't you look for him carefully

as you were against me on purpose?

I had almost walked around

the whole station.

You are tall and strong.

But what's the use?

You can't even do such a small thing well.

You really pissed me off.

It must be from Jianming.

You didn't pick him up,

so he's making a call.

Hello, Jianming.

Aunt Lan, my dad had a car accident.

He's being rescued in the hospital.

I don't know what to do now.

Can you come here?

I don't know what to do.

What did you say?

Your dad had a car accident?

Which hospital are you in?

We're in

the Municipal Central Hospital.

Municipal Central Hospital.

Please come now.

I don't know what to do.

Nan Sheng,

don't cry. Don't cry.

Don't be anxious.

I'll be right there.

Sir.

-Sir. -Please stop.

Sir, please stop.

Sir. Sir.

What shall we do, Heping?

We've being doing this for half an hour.

No taxi stops.

Mom, don't be anxious.

It's raining so hard.

It must be hard to hail a taxi.

Sir. Sir.

Heping. Aunt Lan.

Heping.

Aunt Lan.

Ali.

Well...

You... It's raining hard now.

It's hard to hail a taxi.

My car is ahead.

I can drive you.

Can you?

Sure.

If we take her car

and the neighbors see it,

we'll be gossiped.

Mom, at such a moment,

don't care so much.

Ali, sorry to trouble you.

Okay. It's right ahead.

You go. Go ahead.

-Okay. -Go.

It's here.

Doctor.

Are you the patient's family?

Doctor, how's my dad?

How's my dad?

Your father was badly hit

in the car accident.

Though he's still breathing,

his heart and lungs are failing.

I'm afraid he can't hold on for too long.

You should be mentally prepared.

Doctor,

please save my dad.

He can't die. Please.

Please save my dad.

I beg you.

Girl,

we understand your mood.

We'll try our best.

Why?

I didn't want to drink soybean milk.

I didn't.

Dad, you must be fine.

Don't leave me alone.

Dad.

Are you Nan Sheng?

Aunt Lan.

How's your dad?

I don't know.

It's all my fault.

I said, I said I wanted to drink soybean milk.

And... And he...

He went to buy soybean milk for me.

A truck

hit him.

Don't be anxious. Don't be anxious.

It's all my fault.

Doctor, how's he?

Doctor, how's my dad?

I'm really sorry.

We've tried our best.

Don't do this.

Don't do this.

Don't do this, Nan Sheng.

Don't pull me. Let me go in.

Nan Sheng.

Dad.

Don't do this, Nan Sheng.

Don't do this, Nan Sheng.

Let me go in.

Didn't you say

you would marry me?

It's our

wedding day tomorrow.

Why did you leave suddenly?

Why did you leave suddenly?

Why did you treat me in this way?

I thought I would

live a good life. How would this happen?

When you see fried chicken,

you are like a tiger seeing meat.

What's wrong with you today?

I bought it for you.

If it's cold, it won't taste good.

You boy. I'm asking you.

Why don't you respond to me?

It's all because of you.

Because you are a mistress,

I have a bad reputation.

I'm not your worker.

Why did you ask me to deliver goods?

Xu Zhensheng, are you crazy?

You don't have a driving license.

You drove secretly when I didn't let you drive.

I let you drive,

but you blame me instead.

You don't have anything to do.

Why can't you help me?

Do you know how much it costs

to hire an employee?

I save money just

for our family.

Anyway,

don't ask me to deliver goods in the future.

You bastard.

You just want to find an excuse

for being lazy.

You are all troublemakers.

Do you know where I went?

I sent Heping and his mom

to the hospital.

His mom was about to get married.

But that man

was hit by a truck

right after he got out of the coach station.

How's that man now?

Is he all right?

How could be fine?

He was hit so hard.

Soon after he was sent to the hospital,

the doctor said he was dying.

The whole family cried so sadly.

You...

Zhensheng, why do you cry?

Did you fight with someone again?

It's none of your business.

Zhensheng,

tell me who bullied you.

What's wrong with him?

Nan Sheng, have an apple.

Nan Sheng,

my mom has gone to the factory.

She will be back after some time.

If you

have anything to say to me,

just say it out.

You may feel better if you say it out.

It's my fault.

Because I wanted to drink soybean milk,

my dad was gone.

I wasn't unhappy for his getting remarried.

I really wasn't.

I wasn't angry with him either.

Nan Sheng, listen to me.

This has nothing to do with you.

Don't blame yourself anymore.

No one wanted

this to happen.

Weren't it because I wanted to drink soybean milk,

weren't it because

he wanted to make me happy,

he wouldn't get hit and killed.

He died because of me.

Chocolate.

I planned to

give it to you when picking you up,

but...

Look.

I've kept it for days.

My mom said

a girl might

come to our home.

I was thinking,

is she pretty?

Does she have big eyes?

Does she have straight hair or short hair?

Will she be naughty?

Will she fight with me,

a strong boy?

When I saw you, I knew

you are a little girl

who likes to cry.

Well.

Don't be sad.

Your dad is watching you

in the heaven.

He doesn't want to see you like this.

Thanks.

Thanks, Heping.

I will take care of you in the future.

I promise.

You said my brother

died in a car accident?

I don't believe it.

Ms. Nan,

I won't joke with such a matter.

Let me tell you.

This is just a sudden accident.

Jianming was coming to

hold a wedding with me.

Now he has gone.

I'm really sorry about that.

I think we should

hold a farewell ceremony

for Jianming here

these days.

I want to know

your requirements for the ceremony.

You should also

come early. Is that right?

I see.

Since my brother has gone,

he can't come back to life.

The funeral doesn't need to be very grand.

Just help us

hold a simple funeral for him.

If you don't even want to

attend Jianming's funeral,

are you still his family?

That's really outrageous.

Oh, God.

Why does Jianming

have a sister like you?

Well, well. Don't say anything.

I never

called you.

Nan Sheng, are you packing up?

I want to stay in a guesthouse.

You and Aunt Lan

didn't sleep at all in the living room.

I'm really sorry to bring you trouble.

I don't have my dad's photo.

Can I take it away?

Of course you can take it away,

but

we'll be worried

if you stay in the guesthouse.

If your dad didn't die,

he would have married my mom,

and we would be a family.

We haven't held a funeral for your dad yet.

We won't let you

stay in a guesthouse.

Aunt Lan.

Aunt Lan, did you

call my aunt?

I called her.

She also feels very sad

for your dad's death.

But

they're quite busy recently.

So

they said

they would come to pick you up

after handling the matters at home.

Will they come to attend the funeral?

They said

they would try to attend it.

Don't be worried.

Even if they don't come,

I will hold

a decent funeral

for your dad.

Thank you, Aunt Lan.

You've done a lot

for my dad's matter.

But rest assured.

I will work to make money

and return the cost

for holding my dad's funeral to you.

No need.

You don't need to return it to me.

That's what I should do.

Don't worry about this.

Mom,

Nan Sheng wanted to

go to a guesthouse just now.

Well,

you can't do this, Nan Sheng.

You can't go anywhere.

Just take here as your home.

Just live here, okay?

Well...

You almost became

my daughter.

You should live

in this house.

Your dad had an accident,

so you can't go.

Do you hear?

Yeah, Nan Sheng. Don't be worried.

I'll sleep on the sofa in the living room.

Look.

Heping has never

been so caring

to anyone like this.

Do not fail

his care for you.

You just sleep in this room today.

I'll sleep in the living room.

It's a bit messy.

I'm tidying it up.

It's too messy.

Look.

What's this?

It's not mine. Don't misunderstand.

Here's dirty. I'll sleep in the living room.

Nan Sheng. Nan Sheng.

Zhensheng left it here last time.

I told him

not to read such books

long ago, but he didn't listen.

I believe you have read it.

I really have never read it.

Really. Don't misunderstand.

I believe you have read it.

I really have never read it.

Let go of me.

Lower your voice. If my mom hears it,

she might think I did something to you.

Okay.

These books

will never appear again.

I'm going to find Xu Zhensheng now.

You go to sleep.

Sleep.

Get out!

I beg you.

Please give me one more chance.

Get away!

I don't want to see you again.

Do you know

you hurt me badly?

Now all people say

I'm a mistress.

You have a wife.

Why did you lie to me?

I do have a wife,

but she and I

have fallen out of love.

Our marriage

remains in name only.

I beg you.

Please give me one more chance.

I will divorce her.

Chen Yicheng,

you're totally a liar!

I won't believe you again.

Ali, I shouldn't have lied to you,

but I really

love you.

I really can't live without you.

I love you.

Go away.

Do you think I'm a kid

who can be cheated easily?

I was cheated by you once.

I won't be cheated again.

It's too unkind of you to say so.

Though I cheated you once,

you've also gained

something.

Without my support,

your new artwork store

can't survive.

Well, you're showing your true colors.

You think I spent your money, right?

Every penny

is earned

through my efforts

in this artwork store.

It has nothing to do with you.

Do you think

I can't live without you?

We really should

work out accounts.

Maybe you owe me money.

Ali, don't be angry.

I promise.

After I divorce her,

I will give all my property to you.

Is that okay?

You may divorce.

It has nothing to do with me.

Don't come here

to meet me again.

Leave!

Ali, I beg you.

If you don't go, I'll call the police.

Okay, I'll go.

Nan Sheng,

we've worshiped

Uncle Nan.

He will rest in peace.

Hatefully,

the perpetrator was not caught.

Rest assured.

He'll be caught sooner or later.

Nan Sheng,

I promised your dad.

You just stay here.

I will take care of you.

I will take you

as

my natural daughter.

Heping, restrain your grief.

No one wanted this to happen.

Restrain my grief?

Look at Nan Sheng.

She cries so sadly.

Her dad passed away,

but that driver is still at large.

If I catch that man,

I will send him to

the police station in person.

Yes. Such a person

should be cut a thousand times.

Is that right, Zhensheng?

Yes.

Heping,

your sister is also mine.

Just let me know if you need any help.

I will try my best to do it.

I won't refuse anyway.

Thank you, Zhensheng.

All is quiet in the dead of night.

I know Nan Sheng lying on the bed in the room

must still be sad.

I can't fall asleep

because of the inexplicable care.

I still can't fall asleep

after counting sheep for 100 times.

Will I be living in this strange place

in the future?

I really want to talk to someone.

But who can I talk to?

Nan Sheng, you haven't slept?

Is there anything

I can do for you?

No, I just got hit by accident.

Are you all right?

I'm fine.

I'm going in to see you.

Is that okay?

Well, I guess it is now firm.

But I don't understand.

Why do you want to sleep

in the tent rather than on the bed?

I had been

living in my aunt's house.

Because it's small,

I had lived in the tent.

I've been used to it after so many years.

I can't fall asleep on the bed now.

Okay.

Sleep early.

I'm going back to sleep.

Don't sleep on the sofa.

The sofa is so small

that you must feel uncomfortable.

You may sleep on the bed.

I sleep in the tent anyway.

You sleep on the bed. We won't disturb each other.

Aren't you afraid

I do something to you at night?

Yes, I am.

It's okay.

I will put bottles

outside the tent.

If you want to act indecently,

I can hear that.

Will you hit me by the bottles?

Okay. It's a good way.

There's an empty bed anyway.

It's a pity if no one sleeps on it.

I'll sleep here.

Okay.

I'll really sleep here.

Sleep early.

I'll really sleep here.

Just sleep.

Okay.

I haven't slept on my bed for long.

Sleep.

Gosh!

You don't need to do that.

I won't go over.

Well, you really put bottles there.

I won't do anything.

Who knows?

You even read pornographic books.

No, I don't.

I never read pornographic books.

I told you many times.

Zhensheng read them. I...

Sleep early.

My bed is comfortable.

Dad,

why did you abandon me?

You said you would

start a new life with me.

Why did you leave alone?

You left me

in this strange place.

I miss you so much.

Nan Sheng, you haven't slept yet?

I understand your mood,

but you'll get sick easily

if you feel sad and

don't have good sleeps.

Nan Sheng,

if you really can't fall asleep,

I may talk to you.

No need. You sleep first.

Heping.

Well,

in this world,

whenever someone dies,

where will they go?

Are they going to another world?

Nan Sheng,

if there is another world,

your dad would live a good life.

And

he also hopes you can live a good life.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Xu Zhensheng,

you've never been

so generous to me.

You're different.

Nan Sheng

is a guest from afar after all.

Nan Sheng,

have you ever been to such places?

Well, sit down.

Well, Nan Sheng.

Just order what you like.

My treat.

Order anything you like.

You two sit over there.

Don't stay so close to me.

What's going on?

Book.

Nan Sheng,

you can't define

our personalities

because of a book.

Yeah.

Yes.

Nan Sheng,

we won't

sit next to you.

Rest assured. Yeah.

Come on.

What would you like to eat?

What would you like?

I have no appetite.

-Eat something. -Yeah.

You can't lose appetite.

You have to eat no matter what happens.

Waitress.

Waitress.

Hello.

Well, we want this and this.

Okay.

And we also want these two dishes.

Okay. No problem.

You spend your sister's money so extravagantly.

Shut up.

Nan Sheng, you are a senior this year, aren't you?

After the winter holiday,

you will take the college entrance examination.

Is your household registration

still your hometown?

If your household registration is your hometown...

Are you checking on household occupants?

The college entrance examination is a life event.

If Nan Sheng's household registration

is her hometown,

she must register for the examination in hometown.

Am I right,

Nan Sheng?

What do you want to do?

I'm just thinking for Nan Sheng.

Maybe she

has long wanted to go home

but feels shy to say it.

Nan Sheng lives in my home,

not yours.

Why do you always want her to leave?

I don't mean that, Heping.

Heping, don't be angry.

I know what Zhensheng means.

Anyway,

I won't go back

until I find out the perpetrator.

I only want to find out the perpetrator.

I don't think about anything else now.

Even if she finds out the perpetrator,

she won't leave.

Her home is here.

She's not going anywhere.

Is that right?

Yes. Yes.

Good. Well...

Nan Sheng

will just live here in the future.

I will also help to take care of her.

He'll also take care of you.

Well, order dishes.

I'm telling you.

The food here is expensive.

But it's his treat.

Would you like this?

Nan Sheng,

don't take Zhensheng's words

to heart.

He doesn't think before he speaks.

He didn't mean to drive you away.

It's okay.

You are so nice to me.

Even if you don't drive me away,

I have to leave as soon as possible.

Don't go.

If you are afraid of missing school,

we'll go to check in tomorrow.

Okay?

Okay?

Don't be silly.

My domicile place is not here.

I can't go to school here.

Are you really not

going to school

as you said just now?

What can you do

if you don't go to school?

I'm going to find a job.

I'll find out that perpetrator

to comfort

my dad.

After that, I will leave here.

Well.

Your dad is buried here.

Where are you going?

But I can't

live in your home all the time.

Why can't you?

Your dad married my mom.

They just didn't hold the wedding.

You will be

my mom's daughter in the future.

I'm your brother.

Just take our home

as your home.

Don't go anywhere.

You're nice enough to me.

I really don't

want to trouble you again.

You don't trouble us. My mom said

we'll just have one more person

to have meals together.

It's not troublesome at all.

You'll just

take me as

your brother in the future.

Turn to me if you need any help.

I'm good.

♪I love your naivete and your beauty.♪

♪Just like blooming flowers of the other world,♪

♪when flowers bloom, the leaves wither,♪

♪and I can't meet you.♪

I'm thinking of Nan Sheng while looking at Qiao Man.

The two girls who look so much alike

walked into my life in succession.

If life is an illusion,

I need your existence.

Qiao Man, thank you

for appearing in my life

to give me a chance to redeem myself

and give me sunshine and future.

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♪Where do I go♪

♪when I've got no way to hide?♪

♪When will I feel♪

♪like I'm truly live in life?♪

♪I'm waiting around,♪

♪trying to find my time.♪

♪I've gone out of the bounds,♪

♪hoping to see a side.♪

♪When I wake up,♪

♪and I start a whole new day,♪

♪I realize♪

♪that the world is all a stage.♪

♪It's a moment like this that makes me feel so♪

♪alive.♪

♪Here I am a star.♪

♪I will go so far.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪