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♪I'm hesitant to say it♪

♪I still have something to tell you♪

♪And what are you laughing at♪

♪Do you already know what I want to say♪

♪I pretend to not care about it♪

♪and get rid of your sadness♪

♪But I don't want you to know what I want to say♪

♪I suddenly become speechless♪

♪You're talking about your dream♪

♪and crying so hard♪

♪Missing you is like bird migration♪

♪Birds who fly for so long but never notice each other♪

♪You're like the summer sky♪

♪and I'm the stars♪

♪With you can I only shine♪

♪and be important♪

♪I hit your shoulder on purpose♪

♪Listening to your reprimand♪

♪It's really sweet to care about you♪

[The Best of You in My Mind]

[Episode 12]

Sister, you finally picked up my call.

Do you know I was so worried about you?

You were drinking with Brother Fang last night.

What?

How did you know?

I heard you

when he called me last night.

Sister,

Were you drunk?

Is Brother Fang alright?

He...

You're so scary when you're drunk.

You brat!

I'm a gentle person.

Stop lying to yourself.

What happened to you

yesterday?

I asked dad, but he refused to tell me.

Nothing,

I had a small row with my friend.

I thought it was something serious.

I was so worried about you.

You're a big girl.

Learn how to forgive.

I see, you're a big boy

who is lecturing me.

So, when are you coming back?

Ms He said

her daughter He Li Yang's back.

You're all-knowing.

It's a long story.

Did you know?

Dad said we're not

celebrating New Year in Rong City.

Because mom is on a business trip.

You should come back with Brother Fang.

Where's he?

I'll hang up now.

Sister, wait.

Lin Xi Chi.

Where are you going?

I'm not going anywhere.

I want to wait for you here.

You're brushing your teeth?

I'll wait for you inside.

Are you still head-ached?

No.

Then, I'll get changed.

Let's eat something.

Wait for me.

Geng Geng.

Mom.

Dad asked me to tell you that

my sister's alright.

So, don't worry about her.

Xu Fang was with her for the whole night.

Great.

How's your preparation for the exam going?

Do you care?

Of course, I care about you.

Mom, you don't need to treat me

like my sister.

When I was small, I used to look forward

to you coming back home.

But when you stopped

coming home as often,

I stopped looking forward to it.

If I didn't wish for it,

I wouldn't get disappointed.

Actually, I've long let go.

What happened between you and dad.

I won't blame you

or him.

I just want to say that

I'll protect my sister.

Neither of you can hurt her.

I'll hang up now.

You said someone broke your mug.

Do you know who did it?

Someone might have broken it accidentally.

Your roommate

with whom you attend the English class.

Yesterday, she told me that

you asked her

to go home with me.

I didn't.

Anyway, I ignored her.

Could it be her who broke it?

Enjoy your food.

Beef don.

The marbled beef

along with the perfect sauce.

It's definitely a first-class beef don.

And you're a first-class foodie.

It smells so good.

So, what will you do about it?

I can't do anything without evidence.

Then, you should break hers too.

I dare not do that.

You're Big Chi. Of course, you can break it.

You dared to bully me after all.

Why are you being a coward when it comes to her?

I'm not being a coward!

Which one should we break?

There is a pink mug and a white one.

Whatever.

Don't pull a long face or sigh

while you're eating.

Xu Fang,

if you were a dog

that was abandoned by your owner

who told you that she loved and

missed you so much.

And she promised to come back.

Every day, you would

stand on a high ground

and look forward to her coming back.

You'd do anything

to make her happy.

You were an obedient dog who liked her very much.

You even entered the same profession

and university as hers.

That sounds good.

But one day, you found out that

she'd long abandoned you.

And she even got herself a new dog.

She probably didn't want to upset you.

That's why she didn't tell you that.

But I don't understand.

Although you've told me that

they'd eventually separated

and my father might see a new girlfriend,

I still felt afraid

of losing my family.

I never thought that would happen.

If that dog

was to become homeless,

I'd take it in.

I can make her feel special.

Let's eat.

We're going home this afternoon.

I don't know where I want to go.

I just don't want to go back to my father's.

Then, we'll go to your grandfather's.

Xu Fang,

I want to be a swan.

A beautiful white swan.

Swan is the most loyal animal.

They love their loved ones forever.

Until they die.

But you look like a duck.

Hi, here's your free dessert.

Please enjoy it.

You sent this at the right time.

Are you a crew member of some prank show?

Your director asked you to send me this?

Thank you. I'm sorry.

I'm off now.

Where are you going?

Pet shop.

Fine, call me later.

I'll wait for you down your hostel.

[Pupurazzi]

Senior Ye.

You're here.

Isn't your day off?

I'll go home soon.

I'm here to apply for leave.

And I've missed them.

Go home? You're not staying here for the New Year?

Did

something happen?

Nothing.

Have you made up your mind?

What?

Are you going to your grandfather's?

Since we'll see each other during the New Year,

why don't you stay at my place?

That's no different from going back to mine.

Do you remember this?

When you were small,

you fought with your father

and stayed at my place.

And someone knocked on my door at midnight.

You thought that was your brother.

But it was Fang Fang.

I do remember that.

So, you're really not going home?

You couldn't even walk away

from those puppies in the pet shop.

Why are you doing otherwise

to Fang Fang?

Oh, yeah,

weren't you supposed to attend a training?

I've asked Jiang Zheng Xu to apply for leave.

I'll go back in a few days.

Thanks.

Feeling sleepy?

A bit.

[Eastern Dragon Transportation of Rong City]

♪There are many stories♪

♪Each of them is very memorable♪

♪Which is the most important of all♪

♪Those saying they don't care♪

♪are the one who cares the most♪

I don't feel like going back to my grandfather's.

Should we stay in a hotel?

♪We used to pretend it's all coincidence♪

Why so?

♪We used to fight and reconcile♪

I'm afraid I'll ask him

after you leave.

♪But I forgot what I wanted♪

I'm afraid he'll lie to me too.

♪I forgot when it all began♪

What about I send you home?

♪We lost to a joke♪

♪We used to hug in the rain♪

♪I got sad because you're crying♪

♪I still remember every little thing you told me♪

♪It's the warm candlelight♪

♪It's our heartbeats and pulses♪

♪It's the brilliant fireworks and snow♪

♪Everything written in the diary has come true♪

Coming.

Chi Chi, you're back.

Hello, Uncle.

Hello.

Sister, you're back.

Uncle, I'll leave now.

Sure.

Thank you, Xu Fang.

It's OK.

Thank you.

I have something to tell both of you.

Go ahead, I'm listening.

Your mother and I

have divorced.

We didn't tell you that

because, at the time,

you were still small.

We didn't want to bother you with

what happened between us adults.

We didn't want to upset you

and affect your studies.

So, we decided to wait until you grew up

and found the right time to tell you.

Do you think it is the right time now?

Look,

no matter what happens,

we care about you the most.

But you lied to us!

Yes,

we did lie to you.

But we're

trying to minimise the damage.

We wanted to

protect you from any harm

as much as we could.

So, you think telling us now

won't do us any harm?

Chi Chi.

I'm so sorry for both of you.

You've been acting for ten years.

My mother even came home once in a while.

You've been pretending to be a model couple.

That's so ridiculous.

I know

you've been wishing for a reunion.

You've been trying your best

and even got into Rong University.

You've been our mediator.

And you even sent me messages on WeChat.

I thought that was a smart move.

In fact, that's very stupid of me.

I'm sorry.

I wish you could forgive us.

I'm old.

And I've come across many estranged children

without fathers

or mothers.

They wanted to be loved and cared.

I didn't want you

to become like them.

That's why I lied to you.

Your mother and I

have tried our best.

Okay, I get it.

Stop talking.

Just leave me alone.

Chi Chi, Geng Geng.

I hope this conversation

wouldn't affect your lives or studies.

Chi Chi, have a good rest.

You should get out too.

I'm going back to the training.

And I'll be back in two days.

Call me if you need me.

Sure.

Sister, are you still sleeping?

Sister, you've woken up.

Sister, it's winter break.

Let's hang out together.

I don't want to.

Please.

I've been working hard for the exam.

I said I don't want to.

I need to catch up on sleep.

Are you alright?

What?

About what

dad said yesterday.

I've forgotten that.

Great.

I was so worried about you.

I was afraid you'd be

very upset about it.

But it seems that

you're quite strong.

You're worried about me?

Yes.

Although our parents have separated,

they never stop loving us.

You knew about the divorce all the time?

I

knew...

I did not know...

You moved the motorbike back here?

I didn't want to leave it at Rong City.

I bought you this.

Where are the questions?

You've answered them all?

There's nothing to do during the holiday.

I...

I saved this question for you.

Didn't you call yourself a top student?

Solve it and explain the answer to me.

Stop pretending.

You can't solve it, can you?

But it's the final question

from the previous year exam.

It's unusually hard.

So, it's normal if you can't solve it.

I should solve it.

I'm unusually smart after all.

Look,

here's the solution to this question.

First, you need to find out the gradient.

Then, use this formula

to find out the maxima and minima.

Get it?

Can...

Can you explain it again? I...

I'm talking to you in Mandarin.

I didn't get it.

Listen carefully.

First,

you need to find out the gradient.

Then, use this formula

to find out

the maxima and minima.

Get it?

I see.

Give me that.

I'll solve it.

It's a hard question.

But I only explained it for twice.

You're no longer

that wimpy kid who fought with me

at the cafe.

Did you just call me a wimpy kid?

Thanks for your exercise book.

Ever since I finished it,

I find it easy to answer other questions.

It's simply easy.

What?

You've got interested in math?

Yeah.

And I found

I don't hate Demon He as much as I used to.

What?

Please respect my mother.

Since you're rebellious,

I think you don't like

your old-fashioned mother.

It's okay, we're all the same.

Didn't you said you'd give me

another exercise book?

Is she really mad at me?

[KFC]

Big Li.

Big Li.

Big Li, I was wrong.

Don't get mad at me.

Big Li, wait for me!

Big Li, wait for me!

Big Li, I was wrong!

Big Li!

Big Li!

Big Li, wait for me!

Big Li!

-Why are you so fast? -How did you catch up?

Are you okay?

Just need some rest.

It's a short distance.

I'm sorry for what I said.

Please accept my apology.

A drink? That's very insincere of you.

Why did you chase me?

You're riding your motorbike so fast.

I was afraid you'd kill yourself.

What if you really did that?

Kiddo,

that's just an ordinary road,

not a highway.

You ride on highways too?

I'm sure you ride your motorbike

as fast as lightning on highways.

Does it feel good?

How should I put it?

Once you feel the freedom

of riding a motorbike,

you won't give up on it.

I'm not trying to annoy you.

It's just that I noticed

how dangerous you ride your motorbike.

I was worried to death.

You would've got yourself killed.

My mother said the same thing.

Demon He...

Ms He cares about you.

And she's very proud of you.

By the way,

does Ms He know about

your grade retention?

I think

you should stop keeping her in the dark.

But I have to do so.

This is not what she wants me to be.

Why are you saying so?

She always praises you in our class.

She calls you

our role model.

Really?

Yes.

And she doesn't know

you gave me this exercise book.

When she found out about it,

I said

I got it on Taobao.

And she almost seized it.

But she's so happy

to see my good result.

She said

I'd improved a lot

because of your exercise book.

What's Ms He like when she's at home?

About the same when she's at school.

Quite demanding as well.

I remember when I was at Grade Three,

I read a novel secretly.

When she found out about it,

she tore it in front of me.

I was thinking that

once I'd got into university,

I could do whatever I wanted.

But

now I don't know how to face her.

Why don't you ask for your father's help?

He passed away when I was small.

I'm sorry.

It's okay, you didn't know that.

Oh, yeah.

Finish this exercise book.

Then, you can thank me.

It's

easy-peasy.

To be honest,

it's very lucky for me

to meet you now.

Once I finish this exercise book,

I'll lead a free life.

Nonsense,

this is just a ticket for you to cross the bridge,

replenish your energy,

and make you more well-equipped.

I never thought there are so many rules in this game.

Why didn't I know them?

Finish your drink and we'll leave.

Wait for me.

What?

Feeling better?

Big Li,

you're truly my saviour.

Don't mention it.

Let's go.

Saviour.

Saviour, wait for me.

Saviour, don't go.

Saviour.

Saviour, don't go.

Saviour, I have something to tell you.

Go ahead.

My sister found out that

my parents

had divorced

long ago.

They've been keeping us in the dark.

Actually, I knew it all along.

But I've been pretending to know nothing

for the sake of my sister.

Although my sister seems to be

okay with it,

deep inside she's very upset.

But I don't know how to comfort her.

So, I want to ask you for a favour.

Aren't you her roommate?

If you have time,

please talk to her.

I find you are more mature than her.

It's pointless to talk to her,

She'll be alright when the time comes.

It's just a matter of time.

Really?

All your sister needs is time.

You must be feeling upset too.

Even though you're feeling down,

you still care about

your sister.

She's so lucky to have you

as her brother.

Your parents and sister

have their own ways

to deal with it.

Same goes with you.

You need to find

your own way too.

Get it?

Wimpy kid.

Give me your hand and I'll give you a red pocket.

Son, here.

Here,

try my dumplings.

It's the New Year.

Try the fish too.

Here he is.

Feng Gong's here.

My audience, I've missed you all!

Here,

have some fish.

May you have a prosperous year.

Thank you, dad.

Dad, your cooking's so-so.

I'm sure mom can cook better than you.

It's the New Year.

And you're one year older now.

Son, come and say wishes.

Dad, happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year.

Chi Chi.

Happy Chinese New Year.

Thank you, dad.

Dad, I'm feeling tired.

I'm going to take a rest.

Chi Chi, happy Chinese New Year!

It's a brand new year. We'll play

and get crazy together.

Happy Chinese New Year, Lin Xi Chi.

It's glad to

meet you

and spend this semester with you.

May you have a good year.

May you do well in your study!

Chi Chi, happy Chinese New Year.

I'll always have your back.

See you in Rong City after the New Year.

We'll talk then, okay?

[He Li Yang] [It's a brand new year.]

It's a brand new year and I'm going to catch up.

[Lin Xi Geng] [By riding a bike? Work hard then.]

By riding a bike?

Work harder then.

Yang Yang,

have you met

any guy at the university?

Mom, why do you always ask me about that?

Look,

since you're in the university,

you should do what you like.

Look, mom. It's so beautiful.

New Year is such a good time.

Now that you're home, I don't feel lonely anymore.

[Good fortune]

Jiang Zheng Xu, you're not going to

call me?

May you have a prosperous year.

May you have a wonderful year.

May you be blessed with good things.

May you be spared from bad things.

You can give me as many gifts as you want.

One more time!

Dear customer,

do you like our service?

Yes, I do.

I'll give you a red pocket.

Oh, yeah,

where did you have the celebration?

It must be some fancy restaurant, right?

Yes.

Every year, my family celebrates it

at the same restaurant.

Their cook is the best in Luo City.

Really? I envy you.

There're fireworks at your city?

Yes,

what about yours?

That's awesome. We aren't allowed to do so.

Wait,

I'll send you a picture.

Sure.

I'll send it on WeChat.

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to make a choice♪

♪It's all warm♪

♪and scattered anticipation♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to make a choice♪

♪It's all endless♪

♪yet ordinary courage♪

♪Many have lost their loved ones due to their hesitations♪

♪They're always helpless and in a hurry♪

♪They're upset all the time♪

♪Actually, it's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to smile♪

♪Without noticing it♪

♪We always wipe our tears♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to give a promise♪

♪The regret from the past♪

♪isn't the present♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to give a hug♪

♪Our times♪

♪shouldn't struggle with loneliness♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to love someone♪

♪Even though we get hurt and separated♪

♪they're all the best parts♪

♪in our lives♪