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You're gonna try to lie
to yourself tomorrow
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but I have bewitched you.
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I have bewitched
you with the truth.
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If I had not spoken
you'd of had no sin.
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But I have come
and I have spoken
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and now you've
gotta walk in the light.
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I warn you, you better
not look to anything else.
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As it's written in Matthew 5:8,
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blessed are the pure in heart,
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for they shall see God.
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You've got to see
God in the earth
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because what you see you'll be.
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When you see him you
will be like him.
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When he appears
you shall be him.
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The sky God has everybody
worshiping him today
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yet the people are
going to bed hungry,
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there's wars, famine, yet you
said, "He had all the power."
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You said, "The devil did that."
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Who made the devil?
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God made the devil, supposedly.
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As it says in Isaiah 14:12,
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"Lucifer was the most
beautiful angel."
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Right.
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I've got to get this in
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because it's the difference
between life and death.
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I want you to reflect
on what I preach today.
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I want you to testify on what
you've seen and heard today.
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I want you to tell me
what you're willing to do
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for this revelation of God.
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Amen.
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It's far, far harder
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to have walked through
every day, die slowly.
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And from the time you're a child
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to the time you get
gray, you're dying.
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It's as a revolutionary suicide,
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this is not a
self-destructive suicide.
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So they'll pay for this.
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They brought this upon us
and they'll pay for that.
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I leave that destiny to them.
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They set an example for others,
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1,000 people who said, "We don't
like the way the world is."
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"Take some, take
our life from us."
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"We laded down, we got tired."
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"We didn't commit suicide,
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"we committed an act of
revolutionary suicide
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"protesting the conditions
of an inhumane world."
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Such was the scale
of the horror at Jonestown
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that many cemeteries didn't
even want to accept the dead.
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Didn't wanna be associated
with the tragedy.
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Here at the Evergreen Cemetery
in Oakland, California
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409 victims are buried
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in a mass grave
beneath this hillside.
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The Military
Airlift Command
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flew its C-141 transports
into Jonestown, Guyana
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with the necessary
supplies and equipment
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to move more than 900 bodies
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of American citizens
to the United States.
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The task was accomplished
in several stages.
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From before Thanksgiving,
until several weeks later, MAC
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was involved in the cleanup
operations in Guyana.
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The bodies were flown
to Dover Air Force Base
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for the task of identification
and disposition.
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Save me, Sarah.
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Lead me to the light.
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When you look in the
mirror, what do you see?
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Do you see the real you
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or what you've been
conditioned to believe is you?
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The two are so very different.
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One is an infinite consciousness
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capable of being and
creating anything it chooses.
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The other is an illusion
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captured by its own perceived
and programmed limitations.
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Everything the people
in this nation hold dear
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is an illusion.
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In the political arena, you're
given the illusion of choice
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not realizing that the same
hidden hand controls both sides.
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You're offered food with
the promise of nutrition
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when in actual fact it's
cheaply produced slop
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robbing your body of nutrients.
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You're taught to
laude false gods,
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celebrities, the
rich and powerful.
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You're told to worship greed.
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To believe that money
can buy you happiness.
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But the 1% control
the majority of wealth
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and everyone else is
encouraged to fight
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for the pitiful
scraps remaining.
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From the cradle to the
grave you don't have choice.
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You have owners.
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We dare not step
outside of the box
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because we're ruled by fear.
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Fearful that if we open our
minds and embrace new ideas
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people will think we're crazy.
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When you dismiss
a thought process
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beyond which has been
programmed into you from birth
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you remain within the false
state of consciousness,
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which has been created to
keep you under control.
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They want you to obey,
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to never discover the true
power we all hold within us.
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Wake up, wake up now
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or forever remain
imprisoned inside the dream.
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So, tell me about
your latest dream.
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Well, that's nothing we
haven't covered before.
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According to Freud every dream
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represents wish fulfillment.
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What does that mean?
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Well, I've always believed
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that dreams are based
on repressed desires.
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But then other psychologists
believe that dreams
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have less to do with our desires
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and more to do with our
worries or preoccupations.
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It's good for you to
talk about your dreams.
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When the answers can't be
found in the waking world
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perhaps they can be found
in the subconscious.
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There's no where to hide there.
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Eager to leave?
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I'm sorry.
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I feel like we're going
around in circles.
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It's nothing personal, I know
you're doing all you can.
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It's just all these years later
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maybe talking isn't
enough anymore.
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You're right.
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Talk therapy is just one
part of healing process.
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It should always be
accompanied by physical action
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in your daily life.
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I'm trying. Walking,
being in nature,
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things like that are helping.
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And the medication?
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I'm not sure I wanna
take it any more.
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Why is that?
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Because when I take
it I feel nothing.
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I'm just numb.
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The objective is to help
balance your emotions.
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I don't know.
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I feel like a zombie
when I take it.
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I guess I would
rather feel something
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than feel nothing.
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Well, I would recommend that
you continue the medication
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for now at least.
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But it's up to you.
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All I can do is advise.
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Time's up.
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It's been three years
since the accident.
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I thought my feelings
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about the church
woulda changed by now.
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This all seems so redundant.
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My mom and dad dedicated
their lives to the church
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and look how God rewarded them.
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Do you ever think some people
are called to God early
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because their purpose
had been fulfilled?
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That they were here
for a specific mission
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and they completed it.
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My parents still
had a lot of plans.
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A lot of things they
still wanted to do.
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And they're taking before
they had a chance to do them,
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just seem so unfair.
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Perhaps some people
aren't just here
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on earth for themselves.
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What do you mean?
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Maybe their mission was to
help someone else learn.
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Are you saying they died
to teach me a lesson?
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No, I didn't mean it like that.
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But think of it this way:
their mission was simply
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to raise you and set
you on your journey.
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But now, for you to truly grow,
you have to take the rest
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of the trip without them.
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I don't know.
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What could I possible learn
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from losing two people
I loved so much?
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I don't know.
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I guess that's what
you have to find out.
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I never had a good
relationship with my parents,
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left me with the core
belief that I was unlovable.
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But that's changed now, I
know I'm worthy of love.
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Have you met somebody?
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No, I feel love at the Temple.
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I finally know what it's
like to be part of a family.
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To feel a sense
of love and unity.
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You know there's a lot of
talk about Reverend Jones.
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Some say he preaches blasphemy.
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The establishment attack anyone
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who upsets the natural
order of things.
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You should come to a
service, hear him speak.
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Make up your own mind.
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Church is the last
thing I need right now.
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The Reverend speaks about issues
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no other preacher would dare to.
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He's not afraid of the truth.
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Perhaps he has something to
say that you need to hear.
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I believed in America.
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I bought the American Dream.
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We're told it guarantees
equality of opportunity for all,
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allowing us to pursue our
highest aspirations and goals.
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It says right there on
the Statue of Liberty,
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"Give me tired, your poor,
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"your huddled masses
yearning to breathe free."
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I bought that dream
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as I know y'all did too.
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But equality is not what I
see on the streets of America.
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All I've seen is division.
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We live in a country
where racial segregation
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and slavery ruled for
many a generation.
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Sadly, that prejudice is
alive and well today.
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Here at The People's Temple
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we don't judge people
by their color,
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we judge them by their actions.
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Now, many have
criticized our path.
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There are those who call
us dreamy-eyed socialists.
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Well I say we gotta be
dreamy eyed together
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or we're gonna be
blown up together.
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We gotta live together or
we're gonna die together.
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This is a country that
despises our rainbow family.
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They say we're never
gonna get to heaven
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unless we do things their way.
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But that's the biggest
cop out in the world.
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If you die a devil, then as a
tree falls so shall it lie.
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If you're creep here on earth
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you'd make a hell out of
any heaven you went to.
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We gotta get to doing to
what Jesus told us to do,
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build a heaven here.
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That's why we have the People's
Temple Agricultural Project.
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Many of our members are
out in Guyana right now
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farming the land and paving
the way for our arrival.
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There we will establish
our own heaven,
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free from prejudice
and persecution.
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We will be self-sufficient.
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We will be loving.
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We will enjoy our community
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without some authoritarian
honky telling us
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what we do in love is wrong.
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Let me tell you this brothers
and sisters. Our time has come.
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In Jonestown we will
create paradise,
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our heaven on earth.
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We must break free from
the bonds of this country
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because I have seen the truth
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and the truth is this.
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It's called the American dream
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because you gotta
have your goddamn eyes
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closed to believe it.
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- Amen.
- Hallelujah.
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Wasn't that amazing.
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It was so amazing.
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Good to see you.
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Bless you my child.
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There you are sitting
in the front row
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going about your good work.
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Bless you.
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Good to see you.
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Good to see you.
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Marcy, my love.
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Amazing words, Reverend.
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Amazing.
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This is my friend Sarah.
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It's her first time here.
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Hello, Sarah.
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Welcome to the Temple.
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You're home now my child.
258
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You're home.
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Come Sarah, join us.
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Our love is everlasting.
261
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It will never die.
262
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I've made a decision.
263
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About what?
264
00:17:22,133 --> 00:17:23,766
I'm going back to Jonestown.
265
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I feel like I need to
see the place again.
266
00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,941
Well, it's been 10 years,
267
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surly they've built something
else on the land by now.
268
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It's abandoned.
269
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No one been there since '78.
270
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What do you hope to
achieve by returning?
271
00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,921
The memories are
so big in my head
272
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maybe if I see the
place as it is now,
273
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I don't know maybe it'll
take away some of the power.
274
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Maybe I can find some closure.
275
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It's possible but it could also
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bring back a lot of
repressed memories
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and cause you more distress.
278
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I know.
279
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I've spent years as a
heavily medicated zombie
280
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suppressing everything.
281
00:18:07,144 --> 00:18:10,379
I feel like it's time to
deal with the issues head-on.
282
00:18:11,816 --> 00:18:12,715
And the medication?
283
00:19:04,301 --> 00:19:05,300
I see.
284
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A decade later and the
memories are still so painful.
285
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Well, you are my patient,
286
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I have a duty of care
and it's my judgment
287
00:19:15,746 --> 00:19:18,313
that this may not be the
best thing for your recovery.
288
00:19:20,284 --> 00:19:23,852
But it's up to you,
I can only advise.
289
00:19:25,322 --> 00:19:28,157
Part of me thinks I'm crazy
for even considering this
290
00:19:28,159 --> 00:19:31,994
but I don't know it's just
something I have to do.
291
00:19:52,049 --> 00:19:55,050
We are eternal aspects
of consciousness
292
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with an infinity of potential
293
00:19:57,755 --> 00:20:00,055
yet we have allowed ourselves
294
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to become an unquestioning
mass of conformity, a herd.
295
00:20:07,398 --> 00:20:10,065
Once we concede to
the herd mentality
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we can easily be controlled
by the few and we are.
297
00:20:15,206 --> 00:20:18,774
Not only are we the slaves
to their imposed thought,
298
00:20:18,776 --> 00:20:20,976
we are also the
police force of it
299
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ensuring that
others conform too.
300
00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:27,983
To awaken to the truth we
must first tear down the lies
301
00:20:27,985 --> 00:20:31,253
but we have become to
attached to the lies.
302
00:20:32,523 --> 00:20:34,923
We want to hold
onto the illusion
303
00:20:34,925 --> 00:20:37,793
and gain enlightenment
while still remaining a part
304
00:20:37,795 --> 00:20:39,828
of a the three-dimensional
rat race.
305
00:20:42,233 --> 00:20:43,499
That is not possible.
306
00:20:44,935 --> 00:20:47,302
Above all they feed on our fear.
307
00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:51,507
Pain and anguish
provides their nutrients.
308
00:20:53,077 --> 00:20:56,178
So, what should we put
out there instead?
309
00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:00,382
How about love?
310
00:21:02,153 --> 00:21:03,952
It really is as simple as that.
311
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Love for one another,
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00:21:06,290 --> 00:21:09,324
an acknowledgment that
we are one consciousness.
313
00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:13,796
That is the true
path of resistance.
314
00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:19,902
You don't have to fight,
you only have to love.
315
00:21:26,477 --> 00:21:27,376
Sarah.
316
00:21:33,217 --> 00:21:35,317
Our love will never die.
317
00:21:48,465 --> 00:21:50,499
Join us my lovechild.
318
00:21:50,501 --> 00:21:53,869
We are meant to be
together, always.
319
00:26:05,456 --> 00:26:07,389
We're gonna have major
fallout from this?
320
00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:11,493
The media have always been
supportive, for the most part.
321
00:26:11,495 --> 00:26:13,728
But, if they smell
blood in the water
322
00:26:13,730 --> 00:26:15,730
the pitchforks will come out.
323
00:26:15,732 --> 00:26:17,833
Our political friends
probably won't support us
324
00:26:17,835 --> 00:26:20,802
in the midst of media witch
hunt, not publicly anyway.
325
00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:23,772
The church is already unpopular
with much of the public.
326
00:26:23,774 --> 00:26:27,175
Why the hell would
we be unpopular, huh?
327
00:26:27,177 --> 00:26:29,711
The political influence
ruffs people the wrong way.
328
00:26:30,781 --> 00:26:32,881
Jealous sons of bitches.
329
00:26:32,883 --> 00:26:34,449
Bottom line, Jim.
330
00:26:34,451 --> 00:26:38,186
If this article causes
ripples with registered voters
331
00:26:38,188 --> 00:26:40,222
the politicians who have
always given their backing
332
00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:42,457
are going to run for cover.
333
00:26:42,459 --> 00:26:43,625
So what's the next move?
334
00:26:44,695 --> 00:26:46,361
We bring forward our plans.
335
00:26:46,363 --> 00:26:47,529
We need to leave for Guyana
336
00:26:47,531 --> 00:26:49,764
by the time this article
hits the streets.
337
00:26:49,766 --> 00:26:51,833
But isn't that a show
of weakness on our part?
338
00:26:51,835 --> 00:26:53,401
Look, I know I
said we're gonna go
339
00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:55,570
but we should be
doing it on our time.
340
00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:57,372
This looks like we're
being pushed out.
341
00:26:57,374 --> 00:26:59,875
Lawrence, you just
said it yourself
342
00:26:59,877 --> 00:27:01,610
we intend to leave anyway.
343
00:27:02,846 --> 00:27:04,246
It's the smart move.
344
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,515
Fucking pieces of shit!
345
00:27:06,517 --> 00:27:08,750
After everything I've built
346
00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:10,318
now some fucking
weasel journalist
347
00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,254
is gonna destroy my reputation?
348
00:27:18,295 --> 00:27:19,794
We'll give you a moment.
349
00:27:19,796 --> 00:27:21,630
You need to think this through.
350
00:27:34,811 --> 00:27:36,211
Can I help you with something?
351
00:27:36,213 --> 00:27:38,380
I was hoping to speak
with the Reverend.
352
00:27:39,783 --> 00:27:41,216
Now's not a good time.
353
00:27:41,218 --> 00:27:41,917
Come back later.
354
00:27:43,387 --> 00:27:44,286
Okay.
355
00:27:54,565 --> 00:27:56,264
I have a lot of responsibility.
356
00:27:58,335 --> 00:28:00,335
Sometimes that
weighs heavily on me
357
00:28:00,337 --> 00:28:02,204
and I have a moment of weakness.
358
00:28:03,607 --> 00:28:04,506
As you can see.
359
00:28:05,409 --> 00:28:06,308
It's okay.
360
00:28:07,778 --> 00:28:09,277
So what's on your mind?
361
00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:13,682
I'm kinda nervous to say this.
362
00:28:13,684 --> 00:28:16,251
You don't need to be
nervous, I'm listening.
363
00:28:17,854 --> 00:28:21,856
Moving to Guyana,
it's a big step.
364
00:28:22,693 --> 00:28:23,758
Does it scare you?
365
00:28:25,395 --> 00:28:26,294
A little.
366
00:28:27,764 --> 00:28:31,666
This may surprise you
but I'm scared too.
367
00:28:31,668 --> 00:28:33,517
Really?
368
00:28:33,519 --> 00:28:35,369
Of course, we're
part of a revolution
369
00:28:36,773 --> 00:28:38,840
that brings with it
big questions which
370
00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:40,542
demand big answers.
371
00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:44,679
When we view things through
the lens of everyday life
372
00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:46,014
it can feel overwhelming.
373
00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:47,682
Yeah.
374
00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:50,685
What we have to remember
is that we are a part
375
00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,355
of something bigger
than everyday life.
376
00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:55,323
It's bigger than ourselves.
377
00:28:55,325 --> 00:28:58,793
Our collective mind
can change to world.
378
00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:04,866
If we put the work in, we
can affect real change.
379
00:29:06,470 --> 00:29:07,902
Of course, there's
always gonna be those
380
00:29:07,904 --> 00:29:09,337
who try to tear us down.
381
00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:12,574
But we have to keep fighting.
382
00:29:20,417 --> 00:29:23,051
You're a very special
member of this family, Sarah.
383
00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,757
It's no accident
that you came to us.
384
00:29:29,793 --> 00:29:31,493
God brought you here.
385
00:29:35,365 --> 00:29:38,366
We are all destined
to be together.
386
00:31:03,487 --> 00:31:04,719
Good evening, everyone.
387
00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:05,854
Y'all having a good time?
388
00:31:05,856 --> 00:31:07,522
- Yeah.
- Yes, sir.
389
00:31:07,524 --> 00:31:10,692
It's important that we savor
the love that we share.
390
00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:12,794
Unfortunately, there are
many out there who oppose
391
00:31:12,796 --> 00:31:13,862
what we have built here.
392
00:31:15,465 --> 00:31:19,701
When were attacked we turn to
our Bibles for the answers.
393
00:31:20,570 --> 00:31:21,936
But the truth is this,
394
00:31:23,039 --> 00:31:25,807
that Bible hold
on like a disease.
395
00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,611
It holds on because
one time you prayed
396
00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:31,746
and you got an answer.
397
00:31:33,650 --> 00:31:36,518
One time you read a
Scripture and you felt good.
398
00:31:37,921 --> 00:31:38,920
You forgot about all those time
399
00:31:38,922 --> 00:31:41,656
when you prayed and mom died.
400
00:31:42,793 --> 00:31:45,427
You prayed and daddy
didn't come home.
401
00:31:45,429 --> 00:31:47,929
You prayed and your children
didn't get any food.
402
00:31:49,666 --> 00:31:52,734
You say, I pray to you Jim
Jones but you don't help me.
403
00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:53,568
No!
404
00:31:54,438 --> 00:31:56,037
Because you're praying.
405
00:31:56,039 --> 00:31:59,941
If you work with
me I will help you.
406
00:32:01,077 --> 00:32:02,777
The more energy you give me,
407
00:32:02,779 --> 00:32:04,212
the more you believe in me,
408
00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:06,514
the more I can do the work.
409
00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:08,917
It's the mystery of supply.
410
00:32:10,954 --> 00:32:13,221
But most people don't
give me much to work with.
411
00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:16,124
They sleep.
412
00:32:16,126 --> 00:32:19,961
Some of my own people don't
care enough to stay awake.
413
00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:21,162
I care about you.
414
00:32:21,164 --> 00:32:22,831
I want you to be free.
415
00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:25,033
I don't want you lost at
that final day when you pray
416
00:32:25,035 --> 00:32:27,001
and realize that it
won't do you any good.
417
00:32:27,003 --> 00:32:29,003
Because the kingdom
of heaven is within.
418
00:32:29,005 --> 00:32:31,005
The word is inside of you.
419
00:32:31,007 --> 00:32:33,007
The only Christ you're gonna
see is the Christ in you.
420
00:32:33,009 --> 00:32:34,876
That's your hope of glory.
421
00:32:34,878 --> 00:32:37,111
And if you don't grab hold of it
422
00:32:38,615 --> 00:32:41,716
then the man is just gonna
come and take us all away.
423
00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:49,224
So now, our time has come.
424
00:32:52,662 --> 00:32:54,929
As we face a tax on our
way of life by those
425
00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:56,931
who daren't walk
within our walls,
426
00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:59,634
we can no longer look to
the Scriptures for answers.
427
00:33:00,637 --> 00:33:02,937
We need to start a revolution.
428
00:33:02,939 --> 00:33:05,106
And only our actions
can make that happen.
429
00:33:10,547 --> 00:33:12,180
Those drinks in your hands,
430
00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:14,983
that sweet liquid in your belly,
431
00:33:18,088 --> 00:33:20,522
it's laced with cyanide.
432
00:33:25,228 --> 00:33:26,694
I speak the truth.
433
00:33:26,696 --> 00:33:28,062
In 30 minutes you're
going to cross over
434
00:33:28,064 --> 00:33:30,932
into another plain of existence.
435
00:33:30,934 --> 00:33:33,034
This will be our
revolutionary act,
436
00:33:33,036 --> 00:33:35,236
a clear message to those
who would persecute us
437
00:33:35,238 --> 00:33:38,006
that we would sooner
die than be divided
438
00:33:38,008 --> 00:33:40,174
and imprisoned by
their expectations.
439
00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:45,046
Now you get an answer to
that age old question,
440
00:33:45,882 --> 00:33:47,549
when the time comes,
441
00:33:47,551 --> 00:33:49,050
when your numbers up,
442
00:33:49,052 --> 00:33:52,186
will you be able to face the
Lord with love in your heart?
443
00:33:52,188 --> 00:33:55,924
Will you open your arms
and embrace the ascension?
444
00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:02,030
Or are you gonna spread
panic and bitterness?
445
00:34:03,300 --> 00:34:04,799
Are you going to
cling to a world
446
00:34:04,801 --> 00:34:06,267
that no longer welcomes you?
447
00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:10,738
Now is the time, the
time for you to find out
448
00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:11,940
who your really are
449
00:34:11,942 --> 00:34:14,208
and how you really
feel about each other.
450
00:34:15,312 --> 00:34:17,211
Feel the unity.
451
00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:20,048
Take comfort in one another.
452
00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,217
Your body is just a vessel.
453
00:34:23,219 --> 00:34:24,252
Your soul will live on.
454
00:34:24,254 --> 00:34:25,820
You have nothing to fear.
455
00:34:27,157 --> 00:34:29,824
This is the revolution
right here, right now.
456
00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:33,061
The world will hear our message
457
00:34:33,063 --> 00:34:35,663
and it will change everything.
458
00:34:45,241 --> 00:34:49,844
Okay, take a breath and
listen to the words I speak.
459
00:35:03,159 --> 00:35:05,760
Your drinks do not
contain cyanide.
460
00:35:06,630 --> 00:35:08,396
This has been a test.
461
00:35:08,398 --> 00:35:10,164
You're not gonna die today.
462
00:35:12,335 --> 00:35:16,204
Tomorrow the sunrise
will be more beautiful
463
00:35:16,206 --> 00:35:17,839
than any you've seen before.
464
00:35:19,042 --> 00:35:21,242
Your breakfast will be sweeter
465
00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,244
than any meal
you've ever tasted.
466
00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:25,213
The love you have for
one another
467
00:35:25,215 --> 00:35:26,648
will be stronger than ever
468
00:35:26,650 --> 00:35:29,283
because now, now you know.
469
00:35:29,285 --> 00:35:34,122
You know that you are prepared
to die for each other,
470
00:35:34,124 --> 00:35:36,257
to find peace in death.
471
00:36:49,199 --> 00:36:51,299
So
what can you tell me
472
00:36:51,301 --> 00:36:53,334
about life here in Jonestown?
473
00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:55,770
Oh, it's absolutely amazing.
474
00:36:55,772 --> 00:36:57,038
The Lord has gifted us
475
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,841
with this community full
of love and compassion.
476
00:36:59,843 --> 00:37:01,375
- Compassion.
- Yeah.
477
00:37:01,377 --> 00:37:04,378
The sense of unity
here is unmatched
478
00:37:04,380 --> 00:37:06,280
anywhere else on the planet.
479
00:37:06,282 --> 00:37:08,265
We have something here
480
00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,251
that we wouldn't have been
able to have in America.
481
00:37:10,253 --> 00:37:12,086
You're getting
everything you need here,
482
00:37:12,088 --> 00:37:14,322
food, health care?
483
00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,890
Yeah, absolutely.
484
00:37:15,892 --> 00:37:16,824
Absolutely.
485
00:37:16,826 --> 00:37:17,992
Yeah, we're getting everything
486
00:37:17,994 --> 00:37:19,761
that we could
possible need here.
487
00:37:19,763 --> 00:37:22,363
In fact, since we've been here
488
00:37:22,365 --> 00:37:25,032
several babies have been born.
489
00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,002
They'll grow up knowing what
a loving community really is.
490
00:37:29,773 --> 00:37:30,471
Hey.
491
00:37:34,277 --> 00:37:36,043
Who are those people?
492
00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:38,279
That's the congressman
and his assistant.
493
00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,983
What are they doing here?
494
00:37:43,319 --> 00:37:46,354
There's been some media
coverage back in the States.
495
00:37:46,356 --> 00:37:48,055
They're here to
check on our welfare.
496
00:37:48,057 --> 00:37:50,224
It's stupid, we're happy here.
497
00:37:52,195 --> 00:37:53,094
Are we?
498
00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:56,097
You're not?
499
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,266
I didn't say that.
500
00:37:58,268 --> 00:38:02,203
It's just some things
don't feel right to me.
501
00:38:03,072 --> 00:38:03,971
Like what?
502
00:38:05,441 --> 00:38:08,009
Megaphone out in the fields,
503
00:38:08,011 --> 00:38:10,311
the Reverend's sermons
playing all day.
504
00:38:10,313 --> 00:38:12,113
Lots of us find that inspiring.
505
00:38:12,115 --> 00:38:13,581
Do you find the
apocalyptic stuff
506
00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:15,349
that he's preaching inspiring?
507
00:38:16,452 --> 00:38:18,352
I find it frightening.
508
00:38:18,354 --> 00:38:21,022
He's just trying to
prepare us for the fight.
509
00:38:21,024 --> 00:38:23,291
No revolution never
succeeded without a battle.
510
00:38:24,327 --> 00:38:26,360
Don't you have any doubts?
511
00:38:26,362 --> 00:38:28,029
I'm happy here.
512
00:38:28,031 --> 00:38:29,263
I thought you were too.
513
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,034
A lot of things
here make me happy.
514
00:38:33,036 --> 00:38:35,303
I love being with
you and the others.
515
00:38:36,506 --> 00:38:38,840
There are strange
things going on though.
516
00:38:38,842 --> 00:38:43,177
Do you know there are armed
men at the perimeter every day?
517
00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,112
We need to be protected.
518
00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:48,082
There are people out there who
hate what we've built here.
519
00:38:50,186 --> 00:38:52,453
What if they're not here
to keep people out?
520
00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,489
What if they're here
to keep people in?
521
00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,266
Okay,
well thanks very much
522
00:39:05,268 --> 00:39:06,300
for speaking with us.
523
00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,335
Of course, of course.
524
00:39:07,337 --> 00:39:08,603
Thank you.
525
00:39:08,605 --> 00:39:11,105
Please guys feel free
to speak to anyone here.
526
00:39:11,107 --> 00:39:12,874
You know we all love it.
527
00:39:12,876 --> 00:39:15,476
This is truly a wonderful place.
528
00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,478
I'm sure it is.
529
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,379
Thank you.
530
00:39:21,951 --> 00:39:24,418
- Another happy camper.
- Hmmmmm.
531
00:39:26,089 --> 00:39:26,954
Something wrong?
532
00:39:26,956 --> 00:39:28,456
Have you noticed?
533
00:39:28,458 --> 00:39:29,390
What?
534
00:39:29,392 --> 00:39:31,259
Don't turn around too quickly.
535
00:39:31,261 --> 00:39:33,461
Just glance, the two
men standing over
536
00:39:33,463 --> 00:39:35,263
there by the pavilion.
537
00:39:35,265 --> 00:39:38,099
People keep glancing to them
when they're talking to us
538
00:39:38,101 --> 00:39:39,500
as if seeking approval.
539
00:39:40,670 --> 00:39:42,036
You think they're armed?
540
00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,405
Well, the man who
drove us here was.
541
00:39:45,608 --> 00:39:47,475
Some members claim
they were persecuted
542
00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:48,976
back in San Francisco.
543
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:52,914
Like I said, everyone's
becoming rather paranoid.
544
00:40:25,481 --> 00:40:27,014
What do you wanna do next?
545
00:40:29,986 --> 00:40:31,686
Let's go speak to
some more people.
546
00:40:36,526 --> 00:40:37,725
Hi.
547
00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:38,559
Hi.
548
00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:39,560
I'm Annette.
549
00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,530
Do you have a moment to
speak with the Congressman?
550
00:40:42,532 --> 00:40:43,998
What about?
551
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,167
The commune, how do
you find living here?
552
00:40:47,036 --> 00:40:48,469
I love it.
553
00:40:48,471 --> 00:40:50,171
It's everything I
could possibly want.
554
00:40:50,173 --> 00:40:52,673
What is about this
place that you love?
555
00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:58,679
The sense of unity.
556
00:40:58,681 --> 00:41:00,581
The sense of community.
557
00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:03,050
The love here it's
really something.
558
00:41:03,052 --> 00:41:04,986
I gotta go, I've
got some work to do.
559
00:41:04,988 --> 00:41:07,655
But it was really
nice to meet you both.
560
00:41:07,657 --> 00:41:09,323
Thank you for speaking with us.
561
00:41:09,325 --> 00:41:11,125
No problem.
562
00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:16,097
I'd like to talk
to you, no camera.
563
00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:17,498
Sure.
564
00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:19,200
Take five, Dave.
565
00:41:19,202 --> 00:41:20,501
Get a drink or something.
566
00:41:25,041 --> 00:41:28,275
Hey slow down, you're gonna
give me a heart attack.
567
00:41:28,277 --> 00:41:31,078
That girl, she gave me this.
568
00:41:33,716 --> 00:41:34,749
What does it say?
569
00:41:39,422 --> 00:41:40,321
Oh, God.
570
00:41:46,396 --> 00:41:48,662
So that was handed to us
571
00:41:48,664 --> 00:41:50,331
by someone who lives here.
572
00:41:57,573 --> 00:42:01,042
I can't be responsible
for everyone's happiness.
573
00:42:01,044 --> 00:42:03,144
They all have to
responsible for their own.
574
00:42:03,146 --> 00:42:05,413
I understand that but
why do you think someone
575
00:42:05,415 --> 00:42:07,681
would feel they needed help?
576
00:42:07,683 --> 00:42:09,083
Who knows?
577
00:42:09,085 --> 00:42:10,418
All I know is one bad apple
578
00:42:10,420 --> 00:42:12,653
does not make for
a rotten barrel.
579
00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,722
But it's not just one Reverend.
580
00:42:14,724 --> 00:42:17,591
We spoke to others, we
showed them the note.
581
00:42:17,593 --> 00:42:19,126
When they saw someone
had broken rank
582
00:42:19,128 --> 00:42:21,562
they also indicated
they were unhappy.
583
00:42:23,132 --> 00:42:25,332
We have few people out there
that would like to leave.
584
00:42:28,805 --> 00:42:31,539
People play games, friend.
585
00:42:31,541 --> 00:42:34,075
They play games and they lie.
586
00:42:34,077 --> 00:42:37,511
Are you suggesting that
the people who wanna leave
587
00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:40,347
are lying about the abuses here?
588
00:42:41,551 --> 00:42:43,651
People are unhappy
and they play games.
589
00:42:43,653 --> 00:42:45,352
I can't be responsible for that.
590
00:42:46,489 --> 00:42:47,788
Now just go.
591
00:42:47,790 --> 00:42:50,124
Leave us in peace.
592
00:42:50,126 --> 00:42:53,494
So if we take those who
are unhappy back with us,
593
00:42:53,496 --> 00:42:55,296
back to American,
you don't object.
594
00:43:01,838 --> 00:43:05,673
If they want to go, they can go.
595
00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:18,319
You're really leaving?
596
00:43:19,655 --> 00:43:21,155
Quite a few people are.
597
00:43:24,127 --> 00:43:25,326
Why don't you come with us?
598
00:43:25,328 --> 00:43:26,560
This is my home.
599
00:43:26,562 --> 00:43:28,662
You're home is back
in San Francisco.
600
00:43:28,664 --> 00:43:29,563
Not anymore.
601
00:43:31,834 --> 00:43:33,734
He really has a hold
on you, doesn't he?
602
00:43:33,736 --> 00:43:35,336
I still believe in the message.
603
00:43:35,338 --> 00:43:36,337
What message is that?
604
00:43:36,339 --> 00:43:37,238
Love.
605
00:43:39,509 --> 00:43:41,675
It was about love
in the beginning
606
00:43:41,677 --> 00:43:43,644
now it's all about fear.
607
00:43:43,646 --> 00:43:46,614
There's as many guns as
people here these days.
608
00:43:46,616 --> 00:43:48,182
Things have really changed.
609
00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:49,850
I'm sorry you feel that way.
610
00:43:50,653 --> 00:43:52,153
Why can't you see it.
611
00:43:52,155 --> 00:43:52,887
See what?
612
00:43:52,889 --> 00:43:55,789
The Reverend is a paranoid mess.
613
00:43:55,791 --> 00:43:57,791
He's leading us all
down a dark path.
614
00:43:57,793 --> 00:43:59,793
All I know is I've
seen the Reverend
615
00:43:59,795 --> 00:44:02,396
perform miracles
year after year.
616
00:44:02,398 --> 00:44:05,199
He's healed the blind,
helped the crippled walk.
617
00:44:05,201 --> 00:44:07,668
He's clearly been chosen by God.
618
00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:10,337
Who are we to
question the anointed?
619
00:44:15,811 --> 00:44:17,645
Love you.
620
00:44:35,731 --> 00:44:38,666
Congressman,
Congressman, Congressman,
621
00:44:38,668 --> 00:44:40,568
take me with you, please.
622
00:44:42,572 --> 00:44:43,671
You wanna leave?
623
00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:46,340
I haven't had the
courage to say anything
624
00:44:46,342 --> 00:44:48,892
but I feel like I finally can.
625
00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:51,445
You seemed pretty committed
to Jim Jones just an hour ago.
626
00:44:51,447 --> 00:44:53,447
I'm one of his highest deputies
627
00:44:53,449 --> 00:44:54,648
if I hadn't helped
him keep people out
628
00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:55,683
he would've hurt me.
629
00:44:55,685 --> 00:44:57,785
But the Reverend
has lost his way
630
00:44:57,787 --> 00:44:58,953
and I can't be held responsible
631
00:44:58,955 --> 00:45:00,721
for what happens here anymore.
632
00:45:00,723 --> 00:45:02,856
I just wanna be my own man.
633
00:45:02,858 --> 00:45:03,824
He's lying.
634
00:45:03,826 --> 00:45:05,793
Yeah, he's still loyal to Jones.
635
00:45:05,795 --> 00:45:09,797
Guys, I've done things to hurt
you and I've made mistakes
636
00:45:09,799 --> 00:45:12,733
but I just wanna be free
like the rest of you.
637
00:45:12,735 --> 00:45:14,435
That's bullshit.
638
00:45:14,437 --> 00:45:17,838
All right, all right, let's
everybody stay calm here.
639
00:45:19,642 --> 00:45:22,409
Now if you're sincere about
your desire to leave this place
640
00:45:22,411 --> 00:45:24,745
- then what I can do is...
- Swear to God,
641
00:45:24,747 --> 00:45:26,513
I'm telling the truth.
642
00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:27,648
I just wanna leave.
643
00:45:29,819 --> 00:45:30,718
Okay.
644
00:45:31,787 --> 00:45:33,354
Then you can come with us.
645
00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:34,888
Come on.
646
00:45:46,636 --> 00:45:48,802
You know, I don't know.
647
00:45:48,804 --> 00:45:53,274
Listen, I just, I don't
know why you would turn.
648
00:45:53,276 --> 00:45:54,842
You know it's a lie
and you know it's fake.
649
00:45:54,844 --> 00:45:55,743
The Congressman...
650
00:45:57,446 --> 00:45:59,947
Our plane, where is it?
651
00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:01,815
I'm told fuel was low.
652
00:46:01,817 --> 00:46:03,017
The pilot's gone to
a base the other side
653
00:46:03,019 --> 00:46:04,652
of Georgetown to fill up.
654
00:46:04,654 --> 00:46:07,554
And how long are we expected
to wait for this plane?
655
00:46:07,556 --> 00:46:09,690
Well, I've given
ETA of 5:00 p.m.
656
00:46:09,692 --> 00:46:11,392
Only a half an hour away.
657
00:46:11,394 --> 00:46:14,328
There's a waiting room
over in the main building.
658
00:46:14,330 --> 00:46:15,729
I suggest we wait in there.
659
00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:21,468
Fine.
660
00:46:34,317 --> 00:46:35,082
Where's Snyder?
661
00:46:44,894 --> 00:46:46,794
Oh, Christ.
662
00:46:55,037 --> 00:46:58,939
Please, we can settle this
with a simple discussion.
663
00:47:08,551 --> 00:47:09,850
It doesn't have to be like this.
664
00:47:09,852 --> 00:47:11,952
It's too late for that.
665
00:47:38,848 --> 00:47:40,981
It's far, far harder
to have walked
666
00:47:40,983 --> 00:47:43,050
through every day, die slowly,
667
00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:45,652
and from the time you're a child
668
00:47:45,654 --> 00:47:47,621
to the time you get
gray, you're dying.
669
00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:50,858
It as a revolutionary suicide,
670
00:47:50,860 --> 00:47:53,894
this is not
self-destructive suicide.
671
00:47:53,896 --> 00:47:56,864
So they'll pay for this,
they brought this upon us
672
00:47:56,866 --> 00:47:58,766
and they'll pay for that.
673
00:47:58,768 --> 00:48:00,567
I leave that destiny to them.
674
00:48:02,438 --> 00:48:05,806
1,000 people who said, "We
don't like the way the world is
675
00:48:05,808 --> 00:48:07,174
"take our life from us."
676
00:48:07,176 --> 00:48:10,511
"We laid it down, we got tired."
677
00:48:10,513 --> 00:48:11,979
"We didn't commit suicide,
678
00:48:11,981 --> 00:48:14,715
"we committed an act of
revolutionary suicide
679
00:48:14,717 --> 00:48:17,985
"protesting the condition
of an inhumane world."
680
00:49:01,096 --> 00:49:05,833
And he took the bread,
gave thanks, and broke it.
681
00:49:05,835 --> 00:49:11,104
He gave it them saying, "This
is my body given for you,
682
00:49:11,106 --> 00:49:14,775
"do this in remembrance of me."
683
00:49:20,082 --> 00:49:22,115
Take it my lovechild.
684
00:49:22,117 --> 00:49:24,017
Only by tasting
the body of Christ
685
00:49:24,019 --> 00:49:25,919
will you find your answers.
686
00:49:34,964 --> 00:49:37,798
In the same way he took the cup
687
00:49:39,969 --> 00:49:43,871
and said, "This cup is the
new covenant in my blood,
688
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,673
"which is poured out for you."
689
00:52:48,691 --> 00:52:49,389
Hello.
690
00:52:50,325 --> 00:52:52,192
I'm so sorry the door was open.
691
00:52:52,194 --> 00:52:53,727
Oh no, that's okay.
692
00:52:53,729 --> 00:52:55,762
I was just taking a walk.
693
00:52:55,764 --> 00:52:57,230
My name's Gaia.
694
00:52:57,232 --> 00:52:59,332
Yeah, I'm really
sorry to bother you.
695
00:52:59,334 --> 00:53:00,333
Wait.
696
00:53:02,871 --> 00:53:04,471
I can see you're tired.
697
00:53:04,473 --> 00:53:06,139
You're welcome to rest here.
698
00:53:11,914 --> 00:53:14,948
I didn't expect to meet
an American out here.
699
00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:17,250
I came to Guyana four years ago.
700
00:53:17,252 --> 00:53:19,186
My husband worked here.
701
00:53:19,188 --> 00:53:20,454
He passed away.
702
00:53:20,456 --> 00:53:21,321
I'm so sorry.
703
00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:26,259
I grieved for such a long time,
704
00:53:26,261 --> 00:53:29,863
constantly reliving the
same moments day after day
705
00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,299
then something happened,
706
00:53:33,769 --> 00:53:35,335
I moved beyond all that.
707
00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:39,206
I woke up.
708
00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:40,474
What happened?
709
00:53:40,476 --> 00:53:42,909
It takes effort
to be effortless.
710
00:53:44,847 --> 00:53:47,914
And sometimes you have
to go through the pain
711
00:53:47,916 --> 00:53:49,316
for it to become painless.
712
00:53:50,385 --> 00:53:52,219
The process can be frustrating.
713
00:53:53,889 --> 00:53:55,455
I was part of the
People's Temple.
714
00:53:55,457 --> 00:53:59,292
We were church commune who
lived near by back in the 70s.
715
00:53:59,294 --> 00:54:00,961
Jonestown.
716
00:54:00,963 --> 00:54:02,129
Yeah.
717
00:54:02,131 --> 00:54:03,997
A very sad thing.
718
00:54:06,168 --> 00:54:09,136
I survived it but it's
hunted me ever since.
719
00:54:10,205 --> 00:54:11,438
I came back out
here hoping to deal
720
00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,373
with my feelings
about what happened.
721
00:54:16,545 --> 00:54:19,312
I'm so conflicted
because I wanna connect
722
00:54:19,314 --> 00:54:21,348
with something spiritual,
723
00:54:21,350 --> 00:54:24,184
something beyond
everyday existence
724
00:54:25,287 --> 00:54:26,553
but to connect to that
725
00:54:26,555 --> 00:54:28,955
should make you feel
free not imprisoned.
726
00:54:30,959 --> 00:54:32,826
That's how I felt
within the church.
727
00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,163
I thought it would open
my mind and my heart
728
00:54:36,165 --> 00:54:37,964
but all it did was
close them off.
729
00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:45,372
You know, religion doesn't have
a monopoly on spirituality.
730
00:54:45,374 --> 00:54:50,310
And your feelings aren't
subjugated by not knowing.
731
00:54:50,312 --> 00:54:54,981
We are all connected, you
just don't see it yet.
732
00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:02,222
Sometimes it takes an event
so incredible to wake us up
733
00:55:02,224 --> 00:55:06,359
for better or worse and
you don't get to choose.
734
00:55:36,391 --> 00:55:41,194
I'm constantly amazed every
time I walk through here.
735
00:55:41,196 --> 00:55:42,429
It's so beautiful.
736
00:55:42,431 --> 00:55:46,499
Nothing is more perfect
than this moment.
737
00:55:46,501 --> 00:55:47,367
Don't you agree?
738
00:55:49,338 --> 00:55:50,403
Wake up, Sarah.
739
00:55:51,506 --> 00:55:53,206
I am awake.
740
00:55:53,208 --> 00:55:55,475
Oh, there pick those.
741
00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:57,444
They're good for bug bites.
742
00:55:57,446 --> 00:55:59,913
Just a few, save
some for next time.
743
00:56:04,152 --> 00:56:07,587
Each expression of
life on this planet
744
00:56:07,589 --> 00:56:10,423
has its own unique vibration.
745
00:56:18,066 --> 00:56:21,368
Connection to every living
thing is available to us
746
00:56:21,370 --> 00:56:23,937
if we're willing
to be open to it.
747
00:56:23,939 --> 00:56:25,171
I want to be open to it
748
00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:27,407
but I just feel so disconnected.
749
00:56:27,409 --> 00:56:32,612
You're still a willing
partner in this dance of life
750
00:56:32,614 --> 00:56:34,514
whether you
acknowledge it or not.
751
00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,283
I have moments where
I feel connected
752
00:56:36,285 --> 00:56:39,286
but I can't sustain it.
753
00:56:39,288 --> 00:56:41,121
It feels like
there's resistance.
754
00:56:43,392 --> 00:56:46,092
Start with the body and
the mind will follow.
755
00:56:55,470 --> 00:56:57,637
We've all had
trauma in our lives
756
00:56:57,639 --> 00:57:00,540
it doesn't lessen what
you've been through
757
00:57:00,542 --> 00:57:02,375
just that you're not defined
758
00:57:02,377 --> 00:57:05,211
by your past, good
or not so good.
759
00:57:06,381 --> 00:57:08,381
It's human to feel emotions
760
00:57:08,383 --> 00:57:11,418
but people think they
are their emotions
761
00:57:11,420 --> 00:57:14,521
when it's really just
one small part of us
762
00:57:14,523 --> 00:57:18,525
yet we let those emotions
control our lives.
763
00:57:18,527 --> 00:57:21,594
So how do we break
free of those emotions?
764
00:57:21,596 --> 00:57:26,466
First acknowledge that you
can feel, let yourself feel
765
00:57:26,468 --> 00:57:29,202
but then remember that
you're not your thoughts
766
00:57:29,204 --> 00:57:31,504
nor your emotions.
767
00:57:31,506 --> 00:57:33,473
Sounds so simple.
768
00:57:33,475 --> 00:57:38,311
It's never simple to undo
decades of damaging thoughts.
769
00:57:38,313 --> 00:57:41,448
It takes a great deal of belief.
770
00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:44,451
I did believe in something
look where that go me.
771
00:57:44,453 --> 00:57:48,488
But have you ever believed in
yourself, believed in Sarah?
772
00:57:48,490 --> 00:57:51,157
I know it's hard for
you to believe me
773
00:57:51,159 --> 00:57:54,260
but when a person allows
their emotional state
774
00:57:54,262 --> 00:57:56,663
to overcloud their judgment
775
00:57:56,665 --> 00:58:00,000
it makes it difficult
to really see.
776
00:58:00,002 --> 00:58:01,601
Can't say my emotional state
777
00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:03,203
is in great shape right now.
778
00:58:04,306 --> 00:58:06,072
Have you tried meditation?
779
00:58:06,074 --> 00:58:09,743
Kind of, I found it
hard to quieten my mind.
780
00:58:09,745 --> 00:58:12,379
The negative thoughts
just kept coming.
781
00:58:16,651 --> 00:58:18,218
What's this?
782
00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:20,620
If you can't change
your thinking on your own
783
00:58:20,622 --> 00:58:22,122
this will help.
784
00:58:22,124 --> 00:58:23,023
What is it?
785
00:58:24,559 --> 00:58:27,127
It's an ancient mixture
I learned to make
786
00:58:27,129 --> 00:58:29,763
from the locals
here, very powerful.
787
00:58:29,765 --> 00:58:34,067
It induces a state of
relaxation and centeredness.
788
00:58:35,170 --> 00:58:37,537
Drink this and we'll
meditate together.
789
00:58:37,539 --> 00:58:42,308
This and the meditation will
allow your mind to expand.
790
00:58:42,310 --> 00:58:46,046
You'll see reality for
the way it really is.
791
00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:49,282
I'm not sure
I wanna drink it.
792
00:58:49,284 --> 00:58:50,617
What are you afraid of?
793
00:58:52,521 --> 00:58:55,155
Being out of control, I guess.
794
00:58:55,157 --> 00:58:57,590
How has your life
been, being in control?
795
00:58:59,594 --> 00:59:00,460
Not so good.
796
00:59:01,797 --> 00:59:03,530
Maybe it's time to surrender.
797
00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:15,308
Close your eyes.
798
00:59:20,082 --> 00:59:24,551
Now, begin by becoming
aware of your breathing
799
00:59:26,088 --> 00:59:32,792
and allow your awareness to
draw down into your body,
800
00:59:34,629 --> 00:59:39,099
inhaling and exhaling.
801
00:59:41,503 --> 00:59:48,842
Inhale, allow the breath
to enter the nostrils
802
00:59:48,844 --> 00:59:51,611
cooling the nasal passages.
803
00:59:51,613 --> 00:59:55,415
As it goes and touches
the back of your throat
804
00:59:56,718 --> 01:00:01,688
and draws down, deep into
the bottom of your lungs.
805
01:00:03,525 --> 01:00:05,758
The breath is your guide.
806
01:00:07,395 --> 01:00:10,730
The breath is your refuge.
807
01:00:12,801 --> 01:00:16,336
As thoughts arise,
which they will,
808
01:00:17,672 --> 01:00:22,342
gently bring your attention
back to your breath,
809
01:00:23,879 --> 01:00:26,746
inhaling and exhaling.
810
01:00:28,250 --> 01:00:32,585
Deeper and deeper.
811
01:00:59,614 --> 01:01:03,816
You know your
life is just a dream, don't you?
812
01:01:27,375 --> 01:01:29,342
They took
us and put us in chains
813
01:01:29,344 --> 01:01:32,278
and that's nothing, this
business, that business,
814
01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:33,980
there's no comparison
to that, to this.
815
01:01:35,383 --> 01:01:36,616
They robbed us of our land,
816
01:01:36,618 --> 01:01:37,684
and they've taken
us and driven us
817
01:01:37,686 --> 01:01:39,652
and we tried to find ourselves.
818
01:01:39,654 --> 01:01:42,222
We tried to find a new
beginning but it's too late.
819
01:01:42,224 --> 01:01:43,723
You can't separate yourself
820
01:01:43,725 --> 01:01:46,526
from your brother and
your sister.
821
01:01:46,528 --> 01:01:47,660
No way I'm gonna do it.
822
01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:48,628
I refuse.
823
01:01:48,630 --> 01:01:50,162
I don't know who fired the shot,
824
01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,697
I don't know who
killed the congressman
825
01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,666
but as far as I'm
concerned I killed him.
826
01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:56,803
With respect, die with
a degree of dignity.
827
01:01:56,805 --> 01:01:58,220
It's done.
828
01:01:58,222 --> 01:01:59,638
Lay down your
life with dignity.
829
01:01:59,641 --> 01:02:00,789
Good.
830
01:02:00,791 --> 01:02:01,940
Don't lay down
with tears and agony.
831
01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:04,644
You have the documents?
832
01:02:04,646 --> 01:02:06,646
In the box over there.
833
01:02:06,648 --> 01:02:09,449
Don't, don't be this way.
834
01:02:09,451 --> 01:02:10,350
Okay.
835
01:02:11,753 --> 01:02:13,502
This is not
the way for people
836
01:02:13,504 --> 01:02:15,254
who are Socialists
or Communists to die.
837
01:02:17,892 --> 01:02:18,925
No way for us to die.
838
01:02:18,927 --> 01:02:21,027
We must die with some dignity.
839
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,835
Mother, mother, mother,
mother, mother please.
840
01:02:31,372 --> 01:02:33,906
Please, please, please don't
do this, don't do this.
841
01:02:36,578 --> 01:02:39,345
Lay down your life with your
child but don't do this.
842
01:02:48,590 --> 01:02:51,057
This is Snyder.
Operation MK Guyana
843
01:02:51,059 --> 01:02:52,792
is now terminated officially.
844
01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:56,696
Send in the crew, I'll
be on the next flight.
845
01:03:02,904 --> 01:03:05,705
No, no, sorrow
that it's all over.
846
01:03:05,707 --> 01:03:08,574
I'm glad it's over.
847
01:03:12,947 --> 01:03:14,447
What was in that drink?
848
01:03:14,449 --> 01:03:15,815
Water.
849
01:03:15,817 --> 01:03:16,649
What?
850
01:03:16,651 --> 01:03:18,384
It was just water.
851
01:03:18,386 --> 01:03:19,619
No, but I saw...
852
01:03:19,621 --> 01:03:21,854
Yes, you saw.
853
01:03:22,957 --> 01:03:24,791
You wanted to awaken
and see the world
854
01:03:24,793 --> 01:03:26,793
for what it really is.
855
01:03:26,795 --> 01:03:30,697
You didn't think you could do
it on your own but you did.
856
01:03:30,699 --> 01:03:32,832
You are powerful.
857
01:03:32,834 --> 01:03:34,734
You just proved it.
858
01:03:34,736 --> 01:03:37,804
There was nothing in
that vile but water.
859
01:03:37,806 --> 01:03:40,673
But I saw something,
a past incident
860
01:03:40,675 --> 01:03:41,641
that I wasn't present at.
861
01:03:41,643 --> 01:03:43,543
How could I have seen that?
862
01:03:43,545 --> 01:03:45,578
When your third eye is opened
863
01:03:45,580 --> 01:03:47,947
you're capable of
seeing everything.
864
01:03:53,621 --> 01:03:54,887
What the hell is going on?
865
01:03:56,558 --> 01:03:58,891
I ask myself the same question.
866
01:03:58,893 --> 01:04:01,728
The agency assigned
me to watch you.
867
01:04:01,730 --> 01:04:04,664
Make sure the memories
stayed repressed.
868
01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:07,400
I thought it would
be an easy gig
869
01:04:07,402 --> 01:04:09,369
just ushering you
through a few years
870
01:04:09,371 --> 01:04:10,937
of medication and counseling
871
01:04:10,939 --> 01:04:12,638
and then passing you
off to the next one
872
01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,507
in line for this shit detail.
873
01:04:14,509 --> 01:04:18,911
But then you came off the meds
874
01:04:18,913 --> 01:04:20,680
and psychiatry wasn't
enough anymore.
875
01:04:20,682 --> 01:04:21,981
Now here we are.
876
01:04:21,983 --> 01:04:23,149
What the hell are
you talking about?
877
01:04:23,151 --> 01:04:24,417
What agency?
878
01:04:24,419 --> 01:04:25,651
That's irrelevant.
879
01:04:25,653 --> 01:04:28,454
What's important is
that I have fucked up
880
01:04:28,456 --> 01:04:30,757
and I'm gonna have
to rectify that.
881
01:04:30,759 --> 01:04:32,158
You think you can just
kill me in cold blood
882
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,593
and get away with it.
883
01:04:33,595 --> 01:04:34,427
Think it.
884
01:04:34,429 --> 01:04:35,728
No, I know it.
885
01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:37,964
I've handled far
tougher marks than you.
886
01:04:37,966 --> 01:04:39,699
This is as straight
forward as it gets.
887
01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:42,902
Mentally ill girl racked
with survivor's guilt
888
01:04:42,904 --> 01:04:46,038
comes back to the site of the
massacre and commits suicide.
889
01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:47,640
The headline writes itself.
890
01:05:37,959 --> 01:05:39,625
Where's the bitch?
891
01:06:41,556 --> 01:06:43,956
Come to me my lovechild.
892
01:06:43,958 --> 01:06:45,791
You belong with us.
893
01:06:56,971 --> 01:07:00,172
You've taken up space in my
head for over a decade now.
894
01:07:01,809 --> 01:07:04,076
Consider this your
eviction notice.
895
01:07:05,547 --> 01:07:07,580
I'm taking back my power.
896
01:07:09,017 --> 01:07:10,917
I will no longer live in fear.
897
01:07:12,687 --> 01:07:14,820
You're nothing to me now.
898
01:07:56,898 --> 01:08:01,000
The battle is on for
your heart and your mind.
899
01:08:01,002 --> 01:08:03,135
So don't give them
over so readily.
900
01:08:05,073 --> 01:08:08,808
Don't buy into the
phony political races.
901
01:08:09,844 --> 01:08:12,244
Turn off the manufactured news.
902
01:08:13,381 --> 01:08:16,215
Reject all of the
fear mongering.
903
01:08:18,086 --> 01:08:22,121
Go outside, connect with nature.
904
01:08:23,324 --> 01:08:24,357
Find love.
905
01:08:26,094 --> 01:08:27,760
Feel gratitude.
906
01:08:29,731 --> 01:08:33,099
Choose a life where
you don't live in fear.
907
01:08:34,736 --> 01:08:38,671
Fear is the prison they
want you to live in.
908
01:08:40,942 --> 01:08:42,341
But what is there to fear?
909
01:08:44,145 --> 01:08:45,011
Nothing.
910
01:08:46,748 --> 01:08:48,748
We are all one consciousness
911
01:08:48,750 --> 01:08:51,150
experiencing itself
subjectively.
912
01:08:53,121 --> 01:08:56,756
Death doesn't actually exist.
913
01:08:58,259 --> 01:09:01,260
Our lives are all a dream
914
01:09:01,262 --> 01:09:07,333
and each of us is the
imagination of ourselves.
915
01:09:10,171 --> 01:09:12,238
But remember...
916
01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:19,145
imagination
is evidence of the divine.
917
01:09:33,751 --> 01:09:38,751
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