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Previously on "The Bold Type"...
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Make yourself more promotable.
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Get a bunch of Instagram followers.
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A fashion influencer?
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Sutton Brady, Fashion Influencer!
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I found out that I'm positive
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for the BRCA gene mutation.
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If you have a mutation,
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your lifetime chance of
getting breast cancer
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jumps to 80%.
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Your "vagenda" speech
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caught the attention of
"Forbes" magazine.
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They are nominating you
as a possible candidate
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for their "30 Under 30" issue.
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Ian and I are hitting some bumps,
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and while he's away, we're separating.
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"Scarlet" offered me a job
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as their new in-house photographer,
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and I said yes.
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I think you look beautiful.
How do you feel?
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Powerful. I had sex with a dude.
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We connected.
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I've never had that with a guy before.
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It's like you said,
you're a lover of people.
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Maybe it's more than that.
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I might be bisexual?
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- Hi, handsome.
- Good morning, beautiful.
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Did you finish your run already?
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I hate being in bed without you, so yes.
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Also, the sunrises here
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are amazing.
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You're really loving it, aren't you?
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Feels pretty good helping out
all these green tech startups.
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How's work for you?
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Ooh, it's good.
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You know, I'm not saving
the world like you, but...
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I'm trying. I really miss you.
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I know I'm not there,
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but video chatting really helps, right?
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I feel like...
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I'm pressed up against
you and it's so hot.
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Uh-huh.
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Wait, move the camera back a bit.
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I wanna see your eyes.
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- Um...
- I wanna see you.
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- Oh, shit, shit.
- Kat, what's happened? Kat?
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It's so wet.
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- Oh, yeah.
- Oh, no.
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I can't see you,
but I like where you're going.
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- Oh, this is bad.
- Oh, so bad.
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Where did I...
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You're amazing.
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So, Ms. Sloan, as a candidate
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for "Forbes" "30 Under 30,"
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what would you say has been
your greatest accomplishment?
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Taking down Pamela Dolan
was certainly a high,
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but pulling back the curtain
on the wellness industry
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clearly struck a chord,
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so I guess it's hard to choose just one.
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So good.
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You're gonna crush your
phone interview today.
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And you are going to crush
prepping your book pitches.
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I hope so. I just really can't stand
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the idea of being a one-hit wonder.
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Uh, this is where you say,
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"Babe, you could never be
a one-hit wonder.
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You're brilliant."
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You okay?
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I think I feel a lump.
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Adena.
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Kat. Hi.
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Hi.
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I wasn't expecting you
to answer so quickly.
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It's good to hear your voice.
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Yeah, you, too.
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- Um, did you...
- Um, how are...
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Okay, you go first.
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How are you doing?
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Good. Um...
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The South was bleak,
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but I was exposing the darkness,
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so it had its purpose.
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Plus you can't beat Southern food.
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And you?
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Uh, you know, I'm good.
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Just saving the world
one cause at a time.
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- Classic Kat.
- Classic me.
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I was calling because
I'm returning to "Scarlet" today.
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Today. Wow.
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Yeah, Jacqueline assigned me the feature
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on honoring modern cultural
fashions and their impact.
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It's, um... it's a cool idea.
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Photographing women
from different places
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- in their authentic styles.
- Yeah, it is.
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You're perfect for it.
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Thank you.
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So I, uh,
guess I will see you at the office.
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Yeah, okay.
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Or, um...
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I don't know,
if you want to meet before,
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I'm in the lobby now.
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Maybe we could get a
coffee or something?
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Set some ground rules
for working together.
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Yeah, I... I like that idea.
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Okay. Sounds good.
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We have inspired looks
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from each model's culture,
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which will show how
the styles developed.
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Oh, and Alice Knight
signed on this morning.
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- She's a...
- A beauty influencer.
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Her cheekbone highlighting tutorial
literally saved my life.
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Well, apparently,
she also has over 2 million followers.
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So she's kind of an
important get for us.
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Well, Instagram is powerful.
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But, so is "Scarlet" and this
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brilliant shoot that you came up with.
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Never stop paying me compliments.
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You're very smart.
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Very handsome.
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- Thank you.
- Hey.
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You should be in this shoot.
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- Oh... stop it.
- I'm serious.
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Pay homage to your Jamaican roots.
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It would be a proud
moment for my grandmother.
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Come on, do it!
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Think I just might.
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Thanks, Red. You're a great assistant.
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I'm here to make a difference.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- Hey, ladies.
- Ooh, Jane, where are you?
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The alabaster, the overhead lighting,
what's happening?
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Wait, is that a hospital gown?
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Before you freak out, um,
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I'm at the doctor's office. I...
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found a lump in my breast this morning.
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So, I just had an ultrasound,
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and I'm waiting for the results.
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Okay, I'm... I'm calling an Uber.
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And I'm gonna go to Duane
Reade and get candy.
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No, it's fine, uh, the doctor's here.
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- I gotta go, guys.
- Okay, we love you!
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Love you.
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You are totally fine.
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And, um, the lump...
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A benign cyst.
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Thank God.
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Listen,
you did the right thing coming in.
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You should always call and see me
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no matter what the concern.
Better safe than sorry.
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The thing about this
specific kind of lump
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is that it can change in size
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based on monthly hormonal shifts.
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It's harmless, but very common
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in someone with dense breasts.
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Uh, which I have?
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Yes.
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A cancerous lump, on the other hand,
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is immovable and painless.
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Well, most of the time.
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Well, I check myself every day.
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That's good.
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The more you get to know
your breasts, the better.
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Here is a list of maintenance
actions you can take.
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I like 10,000 IUs of Vitamin D.
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Take it every day for
a couple of months.
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And maybe cut back on coffee.
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Just keep up with your maintenance.
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Warning checks,
appointments every couple of months.
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I know this is scary,
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but you are good right now.
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Thank you.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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Hey.
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- It was a false alarm.
- Oh, thank God.
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- I'm so glad you're okay.
- Me, too.
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I'm better than okay, I'm...
I'm perfect.
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You wanna get out of here?
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I can walk you back to the office?
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Help you prep for your
"30 Under 30" interview?
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Sure.
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Actually, you know what? No.
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No?
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I have a bunch of sick
days I've never taken.
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We can have like a
"Ferris Bueller's Day Off."
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We could go see a parade or a museum.
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Okay.
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- So, you're in?
- I'm in.
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Mm-kay.
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Mindy, I don't even know
how you graduated with us.
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You skipped school for an entire week
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because you fell for that
Parisian in Piazza San Marco.
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- Yeah, well that was love.
- Oh, that was so not love.
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But, I forgive you
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because anybody can be
fooled by an accent.
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Mm-hmm.
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Speaking of delicious men with
delicious accents, how's Ian?
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Um...
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We're separated.
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What?
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- Yeah.
- When?
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A couple of weeks ago.
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Oh, honey.
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I think he resents my career.
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And now he's in Ukraine
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on assignment, and...
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doing God knows what.
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And what are you doing?
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I'm working and...
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- looking after the kids and...
- Okay.
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I mean, that's great,
but you're coming out
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with Lori and me.
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Oh, that's... that's very sweet,
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but I... I really...
I don't have much time.
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Oh, come on Jacques.
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It's been ages since the
three of us hung out.
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- We used to be inseparable.
- Oh, I know.
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Okay, I'll go.
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It really is nice to see you.
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Yeah, you, too.
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And I think it's good that we're meeting
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like this first, you know.
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We're gonna be working together.
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We need to establish some rules.
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Exactly.
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How about...
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- no mentioning the past.
- Mm.
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And no touching,
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beyond a mutually consensual hug.
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Yeah, also,
neutral conversation overall.
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- Mm-hmm, I like that.
- Yeah.
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Before we start all that,
I have something to tell you.
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Yeah.
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I'm seeing someone.
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Oh.
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That's...
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That's great.
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Actually, we're going to a party tonight
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with some of the Wild Susan regulars.
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00:10:17,494 --> 00:10:18,935
- Oh.
- You should come.
242
00:10:19,012 --> 00:10:21,307
Right, yeah. Steph texted me about that.
243
00:10:21,331 --> 00:10:23,940
I've just been working so much,
I wasn't gonna go.
244
00:10:24,017 --> 00:10:25,424
Mm. Well, you should.
245
00:10:25,502 --> 00:10:28,147
All the lesbians of the
West Village will be there.
246
00:10:28,171 --> 00:10:30,429
You could bring someone.
247
00:10:30,507 --> 00:10:31,781
We can meet each other's people.
248
00:10:31,858 --> 00:10:33,766
- Oh, yeah.
- If you want.
249
00:10:33,843 --> 00:10:36,807
No, well... I...
I'm just not really dating anyone.
250
00:10:36,842 --> 00:10:38,955
Not really, anyway.
251
00:10:39,032 --> 00:10:42,033
Still in the
"taking time for myself" phase.
252
00:10:42,109 --> 00:10:43,367
I'm happy to hear that.
253
00:10:46,706 --> 00:10:48,614
So...
254
00:10:48,691 --> 00:10:51,337
friend,
255
00:10:51,361 --> 00:10:54,211
should we get going? Go to work?
256
00:10:54,288 --> 00:10:56,789
Yes. Definitely.
257
00:10:56,866 --> 00:10:58,641
Let's do it.
258
00:11:02,296 --> 00:11:04,480
This is your day off.
259
00:11:04,557 --> 00:11:05,723
What do you want to do first?
260
00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,392
Hmm.
261
00:11:08,469 --> 00:11:11,654
I want to rent a bike.
262
00:11:12,882 --> 00:11:14,306
What?
263
00:11:14,384 --> 00:11:16,067
- Really? Oh.
- Yeah.
264
00:11:16,143 --> 00:11:18,864
I... I just wasn't
expecting you to say that.
265
00:11:18,888 --> 00:11:21,330
Well, maybe you should stop expecting
266
00:11:21,407 --> 00:11:22,885
and just go along for the ride.
267
00:11:24,054 --> 00:11:27,039
Oh, speaking of,
there's only two bikes left,
268
00:11:27,063 --> 00:11:28,740
and that guy is eyeing one of them.
269
00:11:28,775 --> 00:11:31,043
There's no way that dude's
gonna steal our bikes.
270
00:11:32,251 --> 00:11:33,659
Excuse me. Excuse me, sir?
271
00:11:48,858 --> 00:11:50,762
_
272
00:11:53,773 --> 00:11:55,514
- Hey.
- Hey.
273
00:11:55,592 --> 00:11:57,850
Great for Jane,
but didn't we stop saying, "diva,"
274
00:11:57,927 --> 00:11:58,851
like, two years ago?
275
00:11:58,904 --> 00:12:00,870
Oh, we're back to saying it ironically.
276
00:12:00,947 --> 00:12:03,909
- Our generation is exhausting.
- Mm.
277
00:12:03,933 --> 00:12:07,024
How are you? How's it with Adena?
278
00:12:07,059 --> 00:12:09,365
Good. Yeah, um...
279
00:12:09,400 --> 00:12:11,917
I mean, there's still a lot
of feelings there, obviously,
280
00:12:11,941 --> 00:12:14,086
but I think we might actually
be able to be friends.
281
00:12:14,110 --> 00:12:16,293
- That's great, Kat.
- Yeah.
282
00:12:16,370 --> 00:12:18,504
We're gonna go to this party later.
All the gays are gonna be there.
283
00:12:18,539 --> 00:12:20,223
- It should be fun.
- Yeah, and I wanted to be in.
284
00:12:22,473 --> 00:12:23,538
Is that Alice Knight?
285
00:12:23,573 --> 00:12:26,062
Yeah, and that jacket is
not working on its own.
286
00:12:26,139 --> 00:12:27,766
- I'll be right back.
- Okay.
287
00:12:38,050 --> 00:12:39,075
Wow.
288
00:12:39,152 --> 00:12:42,078
Yeah, I feel very, uh, me.
289
00:12:42,999 --> 00:12:43,789
What's up?
290
00:12:43,824 --> 00:12:45,414
Uh, well,
I was just looking at that jacket
291
00:12:45,491 --> 00:12:47,232
that Alice Knight is wearing,
292
00:12:47,310 --> 00:12:48,751
and I think it would be
better with this chain.
293
00:12:48,828 --> 00:12:50,753
It's bold but also feminine.
294
00:12:50,830 --> 00:12:54,257
It would refocus the eyes
to her makeup, you know?
295
00:12:54,333 --> 00:12:55,574
- I love it.
- Should I bring it to her?
296
00:12:55,652 --> 00:12:57,001
That's okay,
I have to go over there anyway
297
00:12:57,077 --> 00:12:59,095
- for last looks.
- Oh.
298
00:12:59,172 --> 00:13:01,672
- You're the best, Red.
- Mm.
299
00:13:01,749 --> 00:13:03,802
Happy to help.
300
00:13:10,424 --> 00:13:11,977
Dude, I'm so sick of this.
301
00:13:12,001 --> 00:13:15,051
Richard's in San Francisco
saving the planet,
302
00:13:15,086 --> 00:13:17,650
and I'm out here getting
salads for Alice Knight.
303
00:13:17,674 --> 00:13:21,192
Well, I did see you make her
outfit look ten times better.
304
00:13:21,268 --> 00:13:23,186
Thanks, but she doesn't know that.
305
00:13:23,229 --> 00:13:25,454
I mean not that I expect
Oliver to give me credit
306
00:13:25,531 --> 00:13:26,992
every time I come up with a good idea,
307
00:13:27,016 --> 00:13:28,291
but it just sucks being an assistant,
308
00:13:28,367 --> 00:13:31,109
and this Instagram thing is not working.
309
00:13:31,187 --> 00:13:32,444
I think you need to cross-pollinate.
310
00:13:33,399 --> 00:13:34,797
- Like a bee?
- Mm-hmm.
311
00:13:34,874 --> 00:13:36,465
You remember when I
posted that picture of you
312
00:13:36,542 --> 00:13:37,967
from the sex party on the
"Scarlet" account,
313
00:13:38,044 --> 00:13:40,530
and then you got like 5,000
new followers within a week.
314
00:13:40,565 --> 00:13:43,008
You just need to find someone
with a boatload of followers.
315
00:13:43,032 --> 00:13:44,122
Get them to tag you.
316
00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:46,178
- What about Brooke?
- Oh.
317
00:13:46,202 --> 00:13:48,144
The girl who tricked me into
putting a bunch of cocaine
318
00:13:48,221 --> 00:13:48,947
on the company credit card.
319
00:13:48,971 --> 00:13:50,048
- Yeah!
- Yeah.
320
00:13:50,072 --> 00:13:52,017
- No.
- Oh.
321
00:13:52,041 --> 00:13:53,307
You wanna come eat with me and Adena?
322
00:13:53,342 --> 00:13:56,560
I would love to, but I think
instead I'm gonna eat by myself
323
00:13:56,637 --> 00:13:57,820
and contemplate whether
or not being an assistant
324
00:13:57,897 --> 00:13:59,805
can actually kill you.
325
00:13:59,882 --> 00:14:01,974
Kay, well let me know
what you come up with.
326
00:14:02,051 --> 00:14:03,067
- Thanks.
- Love you.
327
00:14:03,143 --> 00:14:05,030
- Love you, too, diva.
- Oh.
328
00:14:09,149 --> 00:14:11,203
Chopped salad, no olives.
329
00:14:11,227 --> 00:14:13,819
Hey. Some things never change.
330
00:14:17,896 --> 00:14:18,416
_
331
00:14:18,417 --> 00:14:21,085
You on the other hand...
332
00:14:21,161 --> 00:14:23,716
I never pegged you to be a beer drinker.
333
00:14:23,740 --> 00:14:25,718
Yeah. Pegged.
334
00:14:26,964 --> 00:14:28,016
That's funny.
335
00:14:28,093 --> 00:14:29,401
What?
336
00:14:29,579 --> 00:14:30,761
What?
337
00:14:33,266 --> 00:14:34,357
Why is that funny?
338
00:14:36,252 --> 00:14:38,010
Nothing, it's just funny.
339
00:14:38,087 --> 00:14:40,196
Oh, you've tried it.
340
00:14:40,273 --> 00:14:41,313
Haven't you?
341
00:14:43,276 --> 00:14:45,070
You know, I actually did.
342
00:14:45,094 --> 00:14:47,611
Oh, my God.
343
00:14:47,688 --> 00:14:50,267
Wait, we're kind of breaking
our own rules, aren't we?
344
00:14:50,302 --> 00:14:51,817
Maybe.
345
00:14:51,852 --> 00:14:53,068
Okay, but this is fun.
346
00:14:53,103 --> 00:14:56,120
Why did you never tell
me that you pegged a guy?
347
00:14:56,196 --> 00:14:58,381
Well, I mean it just happened.
348
00:14:58,457 --> 00:14:59,882
You were with a guy recently?
349
00:14:59,959 --> 00:15:01,659
Yeah, and honestly
350
00:15:01,714 --> 00:15:03,922
I'm probably more
surprised than you are.
351
00:15:03,946 --> 00:15:06,630
I was actually seeing this...
this girl from Jersey
352
00:15:06,707 --> 00:15:09,467
who was wrong for me in
the best way possible.
353
00:15:09,506 --> 00:15:12,636
And, um, this guy,
he was bartending and...
354
00:15:12,713 --> 00:15:14,805
Hmm.
355
00:15:14,882 --> 00:15:17,900
Anyway, uh, maybe we should just
356
00:15:17,977 --> 00:15:20,311
stick to talking about work.
357
00:15:20,387 --> 00:15:22,062
Yeah, I think that would be best.
358
00:15:23,482 --> 00:15:24,556
Yeah.
359
00:15:43,486 --> 00:15:45,836
Hey! I can take that for you.
360
00:15:45,913 --> 00:15:47,838
Oh, is it weird that I wanna keep it?
361
00:15:47,915 --> 00:15:49,765
No, you look pretty bad-ass in it.
362
00:15:49,842 --> 00:15:52,117
Thank you,
and I'm not even a chain kind of girl.
363
00:15:52,152 --> 00:15:53,263
Well, you should be.
364
00:15:53,298 --> 00:15:55,574
'Cause it totally brings out
your eyes and frames your face,
365
00:15:55,624 --> 00:15:57,249
sort of like the right eyeliner does.
366
00:15:57,284 --> 00:15:58,286
Smart.
367
00:15:58,334 --> 00:15:59,758
The chain was your idea, wasn't it?
368
00:15:59,836 --> 00:16:01,317
Oliver and I work as a team.
369
00:16:01,352 --> 00:16:03,649
We can pretty much fix anything.
370
00:16:03,673 --> 00:16:04,817
In that case, uh,
371
00:16:04,841 --> 00:16:07,024
what would you do with this?
372
00:16:07,101 --> 00:16:08,934
Burn it.
373
00:16:09,795 --> 00:16:11,323
Oh, sorry.
374
00:16:11,347 --> 00:16:12,955
That was so unprofessional.
375
00:16:13,032 --> 00:16:15,859
No, 'cause I would do
the exact same thing.
376
00:16:15,894 --> 00:16:18,664
But I have to wear it.
I have a photo shoot with Audi,
377
00:16:18,688 --> 00:16:20,445
and their new electric car, even though
378
00:16:20,523 --> 00:16:22,965
makeup and cars have nothing
to do with each other.
379
00:16:23,042 --> 00:16:24,157
Cross-pollination.
380
00:16:24,192 --> 00:16:26,135
Exactly. I want their followers,
381
00:16:26,212 --> 00:16:27,878
and they definitely want mine.
382
00:16:28,318 --> 00:16:29,329
So I'm wearing it.
383
00:16:30,867 --> 00:16:34,026
Hey, you know,
you could keep the professional look,
384
00:16:34,061 --> 00:16:35,848
but make it a little
bit more cutting edge.
385
00:16:35,872 --> 00:16:37,554
I mean, it's an electric car.
386
00:16:37,631 --> 00:16:39,648
They're obviously forward thinkers.
387
00:16:39,725 --> 00:16:41,687
Good point. Thanks.
388
00:16:41,711 --> 00:16:44,340
Yeah, I... I could style you.
389
00:16:44,375 --> 00:16:47,656
Bring a few looks that would
satisfy their brand and yours.
390
00:16:48,234 --> 00:16:51,327
Um, let me see.
391
00:16:51,404 --> 00:16:53,979
I feel like a dress like this
would look amazing on you.
392
00:16:54,056 --> 00:16:55,814
We could couple it with
a belt or something.
393
00:16:55,892 --> 00:16:59,151
- What do you think?
- Yeah. I like it.
394
00:16:59,228 --> 00:17:00,669
My photo shoot's in three hours.
395
00:17:00,746 --> 00:17:02,079
How about I text you the address
396
00:17:02,156 --> 00:17:03,208
and you can come with
a couple of styles?
397
00:17:03,232 --> 00:17:04,915
Great. Yeah, just DM me.
398
00:17:04,992 --> 00:17:06,703
It's @stylebysutton.
399
00:17:06,738 --> 00:17:08,752
Style by Sutton.
400
00:17:08,829 --> 00:17:10,382
- Looking forward to it.
- Me too.
401
00:17:14,845 --> 00:17:16,532
_
402
00:17:17,136 --> 00:17:18,557
"Float like a butterfly,
sting like a bee."
403
00:17:18,581 --> 00:17:20,356
- Muhammad Ali?
- I don't know.
404
00:17:20,433 --> 00:17:22,525
But I am cross-pollinating, baby.
405
00:17:22,601 --> 00:17:24,727
Ooh, let's see that selfie.
406
00:17:24,741 --> 00:17:27,672
There's no selfie,
just a full-blown styling gig
407
00:17:27,750 --> 00:17:30,102
for Audi with my old
friend Alice Knight.
408
00:17:30,597 --> 00:17:32,535
- Shut up.
- I will not.
409
00:17:32,611 --> 00:17:33,869
You're gonna be styling Alice Knight?
410
00:17:33,946 --> 00:17:36,036
- Girl, that's so many followers!
- Yeah.
411
00:17:36,665 --> 00:17:39,024
So, I'm gonna go
make some returns for Oliver
412
00:17:39,101 --> 00:17:40,543
next to this boutique I've been eyeing,
413
00:17:40,619 --> 00:17:41,914
in case anybody asks.
414
00:17:41,938 --> 00:17:43,045
Go, go, go.
415
00:17:47,126 --> 00:17:50,255
- So we've covered the zoo.
- Mm-hmm.
416
00:17:50,279 --> 00:17:53,464
We ran the bases at six
417
00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:55,427
Central Park baseball diamonds.
418
00:17:56,293 --> 00:17:57,893
What do you think?
You wanna do some, uh,
419
00:17:57,970 --> 00:17:59,431
"30 under 30" prep?
420
00:17:59,455 --> 00:18:01,138
Mm.
421
00:18:01,215 --> 00:18:02,898
You know what?
422
00:18:02,975 --> 00:18:05,476
I think I wanna dance.
423
00:18:05,552 --> 00:18:07,272
Dance?
424
00:18:07,296 --> 00:18:08,941
We should find a silent rave.
425
00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:11,148
There's not just a silent rave happening
426
00:18:11,225 --> 00:18:13,817
on a random Tuesday.
427
00:18:13,894 --> 00:18:16,412
Well, then we should just
428
00:18:16,489 --> 00:18:17,913
have our own.
429
00:18:17,990 --> 00:18:20,824
What's going on, Sloan?
430
00:18:20,901 --> 00:18:22,326
Dance with me.
431
00:18:23,479 --> 00:18:25,123
Come on.
432
00:18:25,147 --> 00:18:28,165
I just wanna dance with you. Now.
433
00:18:28,941 --> 00:18:31,093
Before the moment passes.
434
00:18:31,170 --> 00:18:32,394
Okay.
435
00:18:36,416 --> 00:18:37,841
Should have had a couple drinks first.
436
00:18:38,995 --> 00:18:41,847
Ooh! Okay.
437
00:18:41,882 --> 00:18:43,180
Okay.
438
00:18:45,425 --> 00:18:46,683
Ooh.
439
00:18:52,508 --> 00:18:55,767
Hey. Thank you.
440
00:18:55,845 --> 00:18:56,910
Hey, you're heading out?
441
00:18:58,600 --> 00:19:00,289
Yeah, I was just
gonna go home and change.
442
00:19:00,366 --> 00:19:01,406
Okay, well, I'll see you later.
443
00:19:02,776 --> 00:19:04,960
Actually, um...
444
00:19:05,037 --> 00:19:08,050
I think it might be
better if you didn't come.
445
00:19:10,158 --> 00:19:13,210
Is this 'cause I overshared
about my sex life?
446
00:19:13,287 --> 00:19:15,471
- 'Cause I... I know it was a lot.
- No.
447
00:19:15,548 --> 00:19:17,089
It wasn't about you oversharing.
448
00:19:19,385 --> 00:19:21,801
Is it 'cause I was with a dude?
449
00:19:24,978 --> 00:19:28,473
Um, the lesbian community
can be complicated.
450
00:19:29,045 --> 00:19:31,023
- Wow.
- It's not right.
451
00:19:31,047 --> 00:19:35,527
It's just some lesbians
take issue with...
452
00:19:35,551 --> 00:19:37,642
when other people
infiltrate their spaces.
453
00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:39,311
- Infiltrate?
- It's not my word.
454
00:19:39,388 --> 00:19:41,330
I'm just letting you know what
I've heard other women say.
455
00:19:43,817 --> 00:19:47,911
I feel like this has been my
community for a while now.
456
00:19:47,988 --> 00:19:49,672
I'm just telling you how...
how some lesbians
457
00:19:49,748 --> 00:19:51,710
see bisexuality.
458
00:19:51,734 --> 00:19:55,419
Some women... are triggered, um,
459
00:19:55,495 --> 00:19:57,087
by people who they view
to be on the fence.
460
00:19:59,162 --> 00:20:00,276
Right.
461
00:20:01,691 --> 00:20:03,686
I'm just trying to protect you.
462
00:20:03,762 --> 00:20:06,263
Mm. Yup.
463
00:20:06,340 --> 00:20:08,226
Great. See you at work tomorrow.
464
00:20:08,250 --> 00:20:10,359
Yeah, I'll see you at work.
465
00:20:16,092 --> 00:20:18,609
I can't believe this shit.
466
00:20:18,685 --> 00:20:20,035
Infiltrate?
467
00:20:20,112 --> 00:20:21,778
Are you okay?
468
00:20:21,855 --> 00:20:24,743
Hi, Oliver.
469
00:20:24,767 --> 00:20:27,374
Sorry, I... I thought I was alone.
470
00:20:27,409 --> 00:20:29,119
Girl, you do not look
like you should be alone.
471
00:20:29,196 --> 00:20:31,955
- What's up?
- Uh...
472
00:20:32,032 --> 00:20:34,883
I just started seeing a...
473
00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:37,585
a guy. Like a dude guy.
474
00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:39,357
And I haven't done that in a while.
475
00:20:39,381 --> 00:20:42,540
Haven't done it since I met Adena.
476
00:20:42,618 --> 00:20:44,262
And honesty, it's been really fun.
477
00:20:44,286 --> 00:20:46,047
But I think I should end it.
478
00:20:47,214 --> 00:20:48,880
Do you want to end it?
479
00:20:48,958 --> 00:20:51,269
Not really. Nope.
480
00:20:51,293 --> 00:20:53,438
But, if I like men and women,
481
00:20:53,462 --> 00:20:54,871
then why not just pick a lane, you know?
482
00:20:54,966 --> 00:20:58,223
Choose the one that needs
more representation.
483
00:20:58,300 --> 00:20:59,724
You want to date women
484
00:20:59,802 --> 00:21:02,481
so the optics look good for Instagram?
485
00:21:02,505 --> 00:21:03,579
I just want it to be less complicated.
486
00:21:03,656 --> 00:21:05,822
That's all.
487
00:21:05,899 --> 00:21:07,953
And Adena
488
00:21:07,977 --> 00:21:11,754
invited me to this queer party
489
00:21:11,830 --> 00:21:14,226
tonight with all the
people from Wild Susan.
490
00:21:14,285 --> 00:21:17,167
But when she found out I
was hooking up with a guy,
491
00:21:17,244 --> 00:21:19,077
she said that I shouldn't come.
492
00:21:19,155 --> 00:21:22,595
That the lesbian community
would have a hard time with it.
493
00:21:22,630 --> 00:21:23,631
Wow.
494
00:21:23,659 --> 00:21:26,101
So bisexual erasure is still a thing.
495
00:21:26,178 --> 00:21:27,956
That's what I said.
496
00:21:31,781 --> 00:21:33,850
I'm just...
497
00:21:33,927 --> 00:21:37,132
I'm so over trying to fit in, you know?
498
00:21:38,174 --> 00:21:41,610
I am never quite right.
499
00:21:41,645 --> 00:21:43,786
I'm not black. Not white.
500
00:21:43,862 --> 00:21:46,356
Not gay and not straight.
501
00:21:48,350 --> 00:21:51,121
It... where's the space in between?
502
00:21:51,945 --> 00:21:53,573
You have to create it.
503
00:21:55,191 --> 00:21:57,902
And you claim it as your own.
504
00:21:57,937 --> 00:21:59,376
Look.
505
00:21:59,453 --> 00:22:02,261
When I first came into the
light of my own sexual being...
506
00:22:02,296 --> 00:22:03,298
Hm.
507
00:22:03,365 --> 00:22:05,290
I told people I was bi.
508
00:22:05,367 --> 00:22:06,383
And everybody tried to shame me,
509
00:22:06,460 --> 00:22:08,477
and tell me that bi
510
00:22:08,554 --> 00:22:11,647
was just a pit stop on
the way to being gay.
511
00:22:11,724 --> 00:22:13,465
I mean, in my case, they were right.
512
00:22:13,542 --> 00:22:15,633
But having other people
513
00:22:15,711 --> 00:22:17,486
define my experience was not right.
514
00:22:17,563 --> 00:22:19,655
It was my journey and I needed
515
00:22:19,732 --> 00:22:21,359
to live it on my own authentic terms.
516
00:22:21,383 --> 00:22:25,477
Yeah, see, I don't know
how to define my experience.
517
00:22:25,554 --> 00:22:28,646
Especially when there's no space
518
00:22:28,724 --> 00:22:33,243
that's specifically for people like me.
519
00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:35,435
Any queer space is your space.
520
00:22:39,568 --> 00:22:41,844
You should go tonight.
521
00:22:41,920 --> 00:22:43,587
And tell them that you're
proud of who you are,
522
00:22:43,663 --> 00:22:46,157
and that you deserve to be
there just as much as they do.
523
00:22:48,079 --> 00:22:49,926
Yeah.
524
00:22:50,003 --> 00:22:52,521
Yeah, you're right.
525
00:22:52,598 --> 00:22:54,339
You know,
I haven't been out in a moment.
526
00:22:54,416 --> 00:22:57,267
I could go with you.
527
00:22:57,344 --> 00:22:58,510
Wait, you would really do that?
528
00:22:58,587 --> 00:22:59,695
Yeah, I love a good party.
529
00:23:08,188 --> 00:23:10,534
- This is nice.
- Yeah.
530
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:23,126
Do you have to get that?
531
00:23:23,203 --> 00:23:24,537
No, just one more minute.
532
00:23:25,349 --> 00:23:26,404
What time is it, anyway?
533
00:23:30,286 --> 00:23:31,763
- Oh, my God.
- What?
534
00:23:31,787 --> 00:23:33,652
It's my "30 Under 30" interview.
535
00:23:33,687 --> 00:23:35,100
You know all the answers, right?
536
00:23:35,124 --> 00:23:36,807
- Yeah.
- Just pick up the phone.
537
00:23:37,138 --> 00:23:38,233
Okay.
538
00:23:42,965 --> 00:23:45,056
Hi, this is Jane Sloan.
539
00:23:45,134 --> 00:23:47,242
Hi, Jane. This is Michaela Dawson.
540
00:23:47,319 --> 00:23:48,410
Thank you so much for making the time.
541
00:23:48,487 --> 00:23:50,579
Uh, yes. Thank you.
542
00:23:50,656 --> 00:23:53,064
It's... it's an honor to be considered.
543
00:23:53,142 --> 00:23:56,248
Well, clearly you're on our radar,
as evidenced by this call,
544
00:23:56,283 --> 00:23:58,420
and we'd just love to learn
a little bit more about you.
545
00:23:58,497 --> 00:24:00,292
So should we get started?
546
00:24:00,316 --> 00:24:01,985
I'm ready when you are.
547
00:24:02,020 --> 00:24:04,075
Okay. So, you're 26.
548
00:24:04,153 --> 00:24:05,502
- Is that correct?
- Yes.
549
00:24:05,579 --> 00:24:07,763
And what would you say is
550
00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:09,301
your biggest accomplishment thus far?
551
00:24:09,325 --> 00:24:13,343
Well, taking down Pamela
Dolan was certainly a high,
552
00:24:13,420 --> 00:24:15,253
uh, exploring millennial sex clubs
553
00:24:15,331 --> 00:24:17,142
was eye-opening,
554
00:24:17,166 --> 00:24:18,844
and pulling back the curtain
555
00:24:18,908 --> 00:24:21,276
on the wellness industry
clearly struck a chord,
556
00:24:21,353 --> 00:24:24,020
so, I guess it's just hard...
557
00:24:24,097 --> 00:24:25,948
So you know how to do
it when it's your turn.
558
00:24:26,024 --> 00:24:27,783
See how I'm controlling the boat?
559
00:24:30,679 --> 00:24:33,196
Jane?
560
00:24:33,273 --> 00:24:35,457
Are... are you there?
561
00:24:35,534 --> 00:24:37,033
Hello?
562
00:24:37,758 --> 00:24:41,043
I guess it's just hard to
think about my life before 30.
563
00:24:41,781 --> 00:24:43,248
Uh, how do you mean?
564
00:24:45,544 --> 00:24:47,469
I mean,
565
00:24:47,546 --> 00:24:49,174
"30 Under 30," what is that?
566
00:24:49,420 --> 00:24:50,547
I mean, what about
567
00:24:50,624 --> 00:24:54,292
31 and 32 and...
568
00:24:54,981 --> 00:24:56,374
56.
569
00:24:57,631 --> 00:24:58,705
I don't understand.
570
00:25:00,634 --> 00:25:04,987
Being on this list meant
everything to me this morning.
571
00:25:07,124 --> 00:25:10,158
But that was before I
found a lump in my breast,
572
00:25:10,235 --> 00:25:13,236
and I thought I might have cancer.
573
00:25:13,313 --> 00:25:16,072
See, I have the BRCA mutation,
574
00:25:16,149 --> 00:25:19,016
so my life isn't a given.
575
00:25:20,320 --> 00:25:22,245
My mother passed away
576
00:25:22,322 --> 00:25:24,840
when she was 32 from cancer and...
577
00:25:27,494 --> 00:25:29,252
I guess I hadn't realized until today
578
00:25:29,329 --> 00:25:32,942
that I always thought that
could be my expiration date too.
579
00:25:34,581 --> 00:25:36,593
So I'm sorry,
580
00:25:36,670 --> 00:25:39,724
but instead of focusing on
581
00:25:39,748 --> 00:25:43,841
what I've achieved before 30, I...
582
00:25:43,919 --> 00:25:45,268
I want to live in the present
583
00:25:45,345 --> 00:25:47,436
and look toward my future.
584
00:25:47,471 --> 00:25:50,866
And I understand if that's
not what you're looking for.
585
00:25:50,943 --> 00:25:53,869
But that's just where I am right now.
586
00:25:56,114 --> 00:25:58,690
Thank you for your honesty.
587
00:25:58,767 --> 00:25:59,911
Bye, Jane.
588
00:26:00,786 --> 00:26:01,952
H... he... hello?
589
00:26:08,110 --> 00:26:11,202
So, how'd it go?
590
00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:13,188
Uh, well, I blew it.
591
00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:15,760
I'm sure you didn't blow it.
592
00:26:15,795 --> 00:26:17,300
No, I did.
593
00:26:19,955 --> 00:26:22,934
I am seriously starting
to worry about you.
594
00:26:22,958 --> 00:26:25,807
No, don't. I... I'm good, I promise.
595
00:26:28,849 --> 00:26:30,482
Come on. Let's get some ice cream.
596
00:26:33,576 --> 00:26:34,892
- Thank you.
- No problem.
597
00:26:34,970 --> 00:26:36,227
- Hey, Alice.
- Hi.
598
00:26:36,305 --> 00:26:38,989
I have everything here for you
to try on when you're ready.
599
00:26:39,065 --> 00:26:40,657
All right, perfect timing.
I'm ready now.
600
00:26:40,734 --> 00:26:41,749
Yeah, let's do it.
601
00:26:57,001 --> 00:26:59,083
- You okay?
- Yeah, yeah.
602
00:26:59,161 --> 00:27:00,585
- Kat, hi!
- Hi.
603
00:27:00,662 --> 00:27:03,341
It's so good to see you.
I didn't think you were coming.
604
00:27:03,406 --> 00:27:05,757
Oh, well, you know. You look great.
605
00:27:05,834 --> 00:27:08,276
- Yoga four times a week.
- All right.
606
00:27:08,353 --> 00:27:11,521
- I'm Steph.
- Oh, Oliver.
607
00:27:11,598 --> 00:27:13,931
Come. Let's get you two a cocktail.
608
00:27:14,009 --> 00:27:15,653
- Oh.
- She seems nice.
609
00:27:15,677 --> 00:27:16,754
She does.
610
00:27:20,032 --> 00:27:21,659
I don't love the shirt,
611
00:27:21,683 --> 00:27:24,162
and I definitely don't like this jacket.
612
00:27:24,186 --> 00:27:26,202
Okay, um.
Do you wanna try the black one?
613
00:27:26,279 --> 00:27:27,904
I don't like that one either.
614
00:27:27,985 --> 00:27:29,347
Sorry. You got anything else?
615
00:27:29,413 --> 00:27:31,826
- Did you try the culottes?
- The culottes?
616
00:27:33,629 --> 00:27:36,379
This material's rough,
and why are the tags on these?
617
00:27:36,456 --> 00:27:38,009
Oh, you can just tuck that in.
618
00:27:38,033 --> 00:27:39,808
I already took the tag off.
619
00:27:39,885 --> 00:27:42,052
Listen, what about some of
that stuff from "Scarlet?"
620
00:27:42,128 --> 00:27:44,182
I... I didn't bring any.
621
00:27:44,206 --> 00:27:45,517
Why not? You had so many choices.
622
00:27:45,541 --> 00:27:46,648
I know. It's just, as an assistant,
623
00:27:46,725 --> 00:27:48,365
I don't really have
access to all of that...
624
00:27:48,382 --> 00:27:49,893
I'm sorry.
625
00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:53,578
- You're an assistant?
- Yes, I'm Oliver's assistant.
626
00:27:54,808 --> 00:27:56,658
You said you were a stylist.
627
00:27:56,735 --> 00:27:58,179
No, I never said that.
628
00:27:58,214 --> 00:27:59,640
Yeah. You did.
629
00:27:59,675 --> 00:28:01,496
You pitched yourself to me at "Scarlet."
630
00:28:01,573 --> 00:28:02,814
You showed me your Instagram posts,
631
00:28:02,891 --> 00:28:04,574
Style by Sutton?
632
00:28:04,651 --> 00:28:07,205
Oh, yeah. That's my personal page
633
00:28:07,229 --> 00:28:09,040
which I'm hoping to use as leverage
634
00:28:09,064 --> 00:28:11,247
to get a promotion to stylist.
635
00:28:11,324 --> 00:28:13,416
I'm gonna tell Oliver about this.
636
00:28:13,493 --> 00:28:14,918
Um, Alice, please let me explain.
637
00:28:14,994 --> 00:28:16,994
He needs to know what his
support staff is up to.
638
00:28:17,072 --> 00:28:18,180
Alice, please.
639
00:28:18,256 --> 00:28:20,385
You wasted my time.
640
00:28:20,409 --> 00:28:21,553
Please don't waste anymore.
641
00:28:29,868 --> 00:28:31,693
Oh. Mmm.
642
00:28:31,770 --> 00:28:34,196
Next round is on you, fancy pants.
643
00:28:34,272 --> 00:28:35,847
Oh, no. Okay, that's fine,
644
00:28:35,924 --> 00:28:37,440
but I'm really not that fancy.
645
00:28:37,517 --> 00:28:39,183
Oh, please, come on.
646
00:28:39,261 --> 00:28:41,036
What? You're easily the most successful,
647
00:28:41,113 --> 00:28:42,574
the fanciest of the three of us.
648
00:28:42,598 --> 00:28:43,975
Which is not a surprise.
649
00:28:43,999 --> 00:28:45,040
I mean, you always were a workaholic.
650
00:28:45,117 --> 00:28:46,411
That's true. I was.
651
00:28:46,432 --> 00:28:48,118
You were.
You were always in the library.
652
00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:50,194
And I was always having
sex with a French guy.
653
00:28:51,531 --> 00:28:53,289
- So true.
- So true.
654
00:28:53,366 --> 00:28:55,920
And apparently I still am, so.
655
00:28:56,836 --> 00:29:00,425
Do you guys remember, um...
Do you remember Miles Shaw?
656
00:29:00,449 --> 00:29:02,566
Uh, yeah! Your super-hot ex-boyfriend.
657
00:29:02,588 --> 00:29:06,136
Well, I've been texting with him.
658
00:29:06,212 --> 00:29:07,879
- No.
- What?
659
00:29:07,956 --> 00:29:09,240
Yeah.
660
00:29:09,274 --> 00:29:11,307
- _
- Why haven't you responded?
661
00:29:11,384 --> 00:29:12,717
I don't really know what to write.
662
00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:16,738
- Okay, all right, so...
- I've been married for 20 years, okay?
663
00:29:16,815 --> 00:29:20,057
Okay, but you're separated now, and...
664
00:29:20,135 --> 00:29:21,910
Miles was crazy hot in college.
665
00:29:21,987 --> 00:29:23,912
- Yeah, he was.
- Yeah.
666
00:29:23,989 --> 00:29:26,618
All right, um...
667
00:29:26,642 --> 00:29:28,119
- Oh, yeah.
- Okay.
668
00:29:28,143 --> 00:29:29,320
Mm-hmm, that's good.
669
00:29:29,344 --> 00:29:31,235
- That's good.
- _
670
00:29:31,313 --> 00:29:33,163
- Should I send that?
- Yes!
671
00:29:33,239 --> 00:29:34,330
Yeah. If you don't, I will.
672
00:29:36,280 --> 00:29:37,455
Do it.
673
00:29:37,490 --> 00:29:38,596
Uh...
674
00:29:38,620 --> 00:29:39,631
- Do it!
- Do it, do it, do it.
675
00:29:39,655 --> 00:29:40,732
Okay, ah!
676
00:29:52,851 --> 00:29:55,426
- Very eclectic.
- I know.
677
00:29:55,504 --> 00:29:56,761
Have you seen Adena's new girlfriend?
678
00:30:07,106 --> 00:30:08,439
Adena seems more
uncomfortable that you're here
679
00:30:08,517 --> 00:30:10,626
- than anybody else.
- Wait.
680
00:30:10,703 --> 00:30:12,931
Is the first time you've seen
Adena since you guys broke up?
681
00:30:13,016 --> 00:30:16,206
Oh, no, I mean,
I saw her today, actually.
682
00:30:16,282 --> 00:30:17,547
She told me not to come.
683
00:30:18,125 --> 00:30:19,951
Why?
684
00:30:20,028 --> 00:30:22,470
Said that you all wouldn't approve of,
685
00:30:22,547 --> 00:30:24,676
you know, me being bi, and...
686
00:30:24,700 --> 00:30:26,177
That's bullshit.
687
00:30:26,201 --> 00:30:28,176
Oh.
688
00:30:28,253 --> 00:30:29,514
So you don't have an issue with it?
689
00:30:29,538 --> 00:30:30,979
Half of my friends are bi.
690
00:30:31,056 --> 00:30:33,002
So no, I don't a problem with that.
691
00:30:33,037 --> 00:30:34,405
Oh.
692
00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:35,892
Why would Adena say that?
693
00:30:35,969 --> 00:30:37,894
I don't know.
694
00:30:42,786 --> 00:30:44,826
Do you remember when you
organized the bar crawl
695
00:30:44,903 --> 00:30:47,031
with binder tabs?
696
00:30:47,504 --> 00:30:48,700
Yes.
697
00:30:48,724 --> 00:30:51,369
Oh, I can't even believe
you remember that.
698
00:30:51,393 --> 00:30:53,576
- Jacques was fun.
- Of course!
699
00:30:53,653 --> 00:30:55,537
The one who knew every dance move
to "Push It"
700
00:30:55,614 --> 00:30:56,412
- when she was drunk.
- Okay, all right.
701
00:30:56,489 --> 00:30:58,340
Oh, my God.
702
00:30:58,416 --> 00:30:59,582
That was a good one. That was amazing.
703
00:30:59,659 --> 00:31:01,621
That was amazing.
I couldn't do that sober.
704
00:31:01,656 --> 00:31:04,679
Well, I... I didn't even
realize how much I missed this.
705
00:31:04,756 --> 00:31:05,922
Aww.
706
00:31:05,999 --> 00:31:08,052
I think we really need
to plan a girl's weekend.
707
00:31:08,076 --> 00:31:10,301
- Yeah.
- Yes, definitely.
708
00:31:10,379 --> 00:31:11,427
As long as you bring old Jacques.
709
00:31:11,504 --> 00:31:13,391
Old Jacques is gone.
710
00:31:13,415 --> 00:31:15,265
She grew up and got all serious on us.
711
00:31:16,418 --> 00:31:18,342
Oh, my God.
712
00:31:18,420 --> 00:31:19,564
That was so much fun, wasn't it?
713
00:31:20,186 --> 00:31:21,611
What is she doing?
714
00:31:23,016 --> 00:31:25,313
- Where is she going?
- I have no idea.
715
00:31:28,446 --> 00:31:30,074
Oh, no, she isn't.
716
00:31:31,116 --> 00:31:33,048
- Oh, yes.
- Yes, she is.
717
00:31:33,083 --> 00:31:33,745
She's about to do it.
718
00:31:33,769 --> 00:31:35,710
- ? Get up on this ?
- ? Ah, push it ?
719
00:31:38,106 --> 00:31:39,188
? Get up on this ?
720
00:31:46,114 --> 00:31:47,204
? Salt and Pepa's here ?
721
00:31:53,046 --> 00:31:55,767
- Let's go dance with her. Come on.
- Let's go!
722
00:31:55,791 --> 00:31:58,102
? Want you to push it, babe ?
723
00:31:58,126 --> 00:31:59,809
? Coolin' by day then at night ?
724
00:31:59,886 --> 00:32:01,403
? Working up a sweat ?
725
00:32:01,479 --> 00:32:03,941
? C'mon girls,
let's go show the guys that we know ?
726
00:32:03,965 --> 00:32:06,223
? How to become ?
727
00:32:06,301 --> 00:32:07,391
? Number one in a hot ?
728
00:32:07,469 --> 00:32:08,910
? Party show, now push it ?
729
00:32:10,396 --> 00:32:11,746
Yeah!
730
00:32:11,823 --> 00:32:12,914
? Push it good ?
731
00:32:12,991 --> 00:32:14,398
? Ah, push it ?
732
00:32:25,487 --> 00:32:28,079
- You okay?
- Yeah.
733
00:32:28,156 --> 00:32:31,582
She left. So...
734
00:32:31,660 --> 00:32:33,176
I'm sorry.
735
00:32:33,252 --> 00:32:35,620
It's fine.
736
00:32:35,697 --> 00:32:37,605
Drink?
737
00:32:37,682 --> 00:32:39,107
Sure.
738
00:32:42,838 --> 00:32:43,903
Hm. It's Alice Knight.
739
00:32:43,904 --> 00:32:47,522
_
740
00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:48,986
You okay?
741
00:32:49,904 --> 00:32:51,602
Uh... work emergency.
742
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,845
I... I have to go.
743
00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:57,125
Wanna leave too?
744
00:32:57,202 --> 00:33:00,611
No, actually. I think I'm gonna stay.
745
00:33:00,689 --> 00:33:02,113
- I'll see you tomorrow.
- Okay.
746
00:33:02,190 --> 00:33:03,798
Thanks, Oliver.
747
00:33:10,197 --> 00:33:13,141
Today was a really good day.
748
00:33:13,218 --> 00:33:15,885
I mean, being with you, and...
749
00:33:15,962 --> 00:33:18,462
dancing, and...
750
00:33:18,540 --> 00:33:20,149
riding bikes.
751
00:33:21,801 --> 00:33:24,468
I felt alive, you know?
752
00:33:24,546 --> 00:33:27,859
I think I do.
753
00:33:27,883 --> 00:33:30,667
I wanna feel like that every day.
754
00:33:30,702 --> 00:33:31,706
Mm.
755
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:33,903
Like nothing can stop me.
756
00:33:34,737 --> 00:33:37,969
I know why I was avoiding my
"30 Under 30" interview.
757
00:33:38,004 --> 00:33:39,016
Huh?
758
00:33:41,184 --> 00:33:43,487
Being recognized for
all of my achievements
759
00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:46,323
before 30, it just...
760
00:33:46,401 --> 00:33:47,583
I don't know.
761
00:33:47,660 --> 00:33:49,010
It made me feel like
762
00:33:49,087 --> 00:33:51,497
my obituary was being written?
763
00:33:57,429 --> 00:34:00,430
I'm gonna get the double mastectomy.
764
00:34:00,506 --> 00:34:02,432
I know my options,
765
00:34:02,508 --> 00:34:05,527
and it's either fear and maintenance,
766
00:34:05,603 --> 00:34:08,104
or remove the risk altogether.
767
00:34:10,926 --> 00:34:12,516
At first I thought that I could never
768
00:34:12,594 --> 00:34:14,110
put my body through that, but...
769
00:34:14,187 --> 00:34:17,029
I don't know,
after feeling that lump today, I just...
770
00:34:19,117 --> 00:34:21,456
I feel like living like
this would be harder.
771
00:34:21,491 --> 00:34:24,625
Like I would always be waiting
for the other shoe to drop.
772
00:34:28,412 --> 00:34:30,813
Look, what I'm gonna have to do is...
773
00:34:31,446 --> 00:34:33,734
not gonna be pretty.
774
00:34:34,707 --> 00:34:37,208
It's gonna be
775
00:34:37,513 --> 00:34:38,893
a lot of drains
776
00:34:38,970 --> 00:34:43,267
and expanders and...
777
00:34:43,291 --> 00:34:45,417
it's gonna be a lot to deal with.
778
00:34:45,452 --> 00:34:47,402
So...
779
00:34:47,479 --> 00:34:50,735
I understand if you don't want to.
780
00:34:52,352 --> 00:34:54,576
Hey.
781
00:34:54,652 --> 00:34:57,069
There's no way that this
is where our story ends.
782
00:34:59,307 --> 00:35:00,348
I'm in this.
783
00:35:04,441 --> 00:35:05,632
Are you sure?
784
00:35:06,831 --> 00:35:07,855
Yeah, I'm sure.
785
00:35:12,003 --> 00:35:14,578
It's gonna be hard.
786
00:35:15,351 --> 00:35:16,355
I know.
787
00:35:32,690 --> 00:35:35,987
There you are. Oliver.
788
00:35:36,011 --> 00:35:37,655
I know that Alice called you.
789
00:35:38,397 --> 00:35:40,121
But...
790
00:35:40,198 --> 00:35:42,660
I never told her that I was a stylist.
791
00:35:43,395 --> 00:35:45,109
I just...
792
00:35:45,186 --> 00:35:47,036
I want to be one so badly
793
00:35:47,113 --> 00:35:48,612
that when the opportunity
presented itself
794
00:35:48,690 --> 00:35:51,007
for me to style Alice, I took it.
795
00:35:54,155 --> 00:35:56,620
And you have every right
to be angry with me,
796
00:35:56,698 --> 00:35:58,306
and I'm expecting you to yell at me.
797
00:36:05,373 --> 00:36:07,437
I don't have any words for you, Sutton.
798
00:36:10,636 --> 00:36:12,303
I'm so sorry.
799
00:36:29,021 --> 00:36:31,506
- Hey, babe.
- You okay?
800
00:36:31,583 --> 00:36:33,044
Not really.
801
00:36:33,068 --> 00:36:35,589
I've been trying so hard
802
00:36:35,624 --> 00:36:37,253
to prove myself to Oliver, and I just...
803
00:36:39,074 --> 00:36:40,682
really messed it all up.
804
00:36:40,758 --> 00:36:42,183
Sutton, Oliver loves you.
805
00:36:42,260 --> 00:36:45,556
Not anymore, he doesn't.
He just opposite-yelled at me.
806
00:36:45,580 --> 00:36:47,224
What does that mean?
807
00:36:47,248 --> 00:36:49,098
He just sat there and
didn't say anything.
808
00:36:49,175 --> 00:36:50,249
Yikes.
809
00:36:51,983 --> 00:36:53,528
Yeah, maybe it's not
as bad as you think it.
810
00:36:53,563 --> 00:36:54,103
What happened?
811
00:36:54,180 --> 00:36:56,734
This big influencer that we work with,
Alice Knight,
812
00:36:56,758 --> 00:36:58,849
I cross-pollinated with her.
813
00:36:58,927 --> 00:37:01,777
And crossed a line
with Oliver in doing so.
814
00:37:01,854 --> 00:37:03,538
Because I wanted to get
815
00:37:03,615 --> 00:37:06,554
over 20,000 followers on Instagram.
816
00:37:07,526 --> 00:37:08,846
It's so stupid.
817
00:37:08,882 --> 00:37:11,045
Sutton, you are more than
the number of followers,
818
00:37:11,122 --> 00:37:12,997
and Oliver knows that.
819
00:37:13,011 --> 00:37:14,424
Yeah, I just feel really stuck
right now, you know?
820
00:37:14,482 --> 00:37:18,233
Work's a mess,
and Instagram's a mess, and...
821
00:37:19,570 --> 00:37:21,538
I really love New York,
but without you here,
822
00:37:21,616 --> 00:37:23,633
this is, like, really hard.
823
00:37:23,709 --> 00:37:25,542
Sorry.
824
00:37:25,620 --> 00:37:27,637
Wish I was there to give
you a hug right now.
825
00:37:27,713 --> 00:37:28,888
Yeah. Me too.
826
00:37:31,765 --> 00:37:33,270
You know what? I'm gonna come home.
827
00:37:33,294 --> 00:37:34,385
- You are?
- Yeah, yeah.
828
00:37:34,462 --> 00:37:36,312
I'll move things around.
Take a couple days.
829
00:37:36,389 --> 00:37:37,775
I wanna be there for you.
830
00:37:37,799 --> 00:37:40,919
Plus, we have this
whole wedding thing to plan.
831
00:37:40,954 --> 00:37:42,470
Oh, yeah, that whole thing.
832
00:37:46,307 --> 00:37:47,452
Call me when you get your flight?
833
00:37:47,453 --> 00:37:48,991
Yeah, of course. It's gonna be okay.
834
00:37:56,668 --> 00:38:00,297
Hey. Where'd you go last night?
835
00:38:00,321 --> 00:38:02,672
I wasn't in the mood, so I left.
836
00:38:02,748 --> 00:38:05,007
Oh. Well.
837
00:38:05,084 --> 00:38:06,971
It's a shame 'cause it was
838
00:38:06,995 --> 00:38:09,140
a really fun night, actually.
839
00:38:09,164 --> 00:38:11,922
And I realized, uh,
840
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:13,182
nobody there seemed to have an issue
841
00:38:13,259 --> 00:38:14,979
with the fact that I'm bisexual.
842
00:38:15,003 --> 00:38:17,945
The only one who really had
an issue with it was you.
843
00:38:20,433 --> 00:38:23,185
I'm fine with bisexuals, Kat.
844
00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:28,130
I just wasn't expecting
you to be one of them.
845
00:38:29,517 --> 00:38:31,626
Okay, well, I am.
846
00:38:31,703 --> 00:38:34,796
And I shouldn't be made to
feel less than because of it.
847
00:38:34,872 --> 00:38:36,947
No, you shouldn't.
848
00:38:37,025 --> 00:38:38,966
I'm... I'm sorry I said those things.
849
00:38:40,528 --> 00:38:43,287
I...
850
00:38:43,364 --> 00:38:45,789
It just, the whole thing got me, like,
851
00:38:45,867 --> 00:38:47,216
really in my head, you know?
852
00:38:49,599 --> 00:38:52,016
I wasn't expecting that from you.
853
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,816
Because I was hurt, Kat.
854
00:38:54,892 --> 00:38:55,966
And emotional.
855
00:38:56,044 --> 00:38:57,318
You being with a man makes me wonder
856
00:38:57,395 --> 00:39:01,472
if what we had between us
was just a phase for you.
857
00:39:01,549 --> 00:39:04,641
If it was even real.
858
00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:07,995
Adena, my feelings for you
were very real.
859
00:39:08,072 --> 00:39:11,620
They are very real.
860
00:39:16,080 --> 00:39:18,581
I just... I don't think that...
861
00:39:18,657 --> 00:39:21,417
I don't think that it's a good
idea for us to be friends.
862
00:39:22,904 --> 00:39:25,346
I think, from now on,
it's just best for us
863
00:39:25,423 --> 00:39:28,674
to keep things strictly professional.
864
00:39:33,931 --> 00:39:35,030
Okay.
865
00:39:44,942 --> 00:39:46,070
Don't leave again.
866
00:39:46,094 --> 00:39:48,305
Everything falls apart when you're gone.
867
00:39:48,340 --> 00:39:50,402
Yeah, you're the glue that
holds us together, Jane.
868
00:39:53,268 --> 00:39:54,450
Hold on. Why is she smiling?
869
00:39:54,527 --> 00:39:56,281
I don't know. It's freaking me out.
870
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,957
Because I am not going to leave you.
871
00:39:58,992 --> 00:40:00,264
- Ever.
- Okay.
872
00:40:02,794 --> 00:40:06,633
I've decided to get a double mastectomy.
873
00:40:07,799 --> 00:40:09,557
Wow.
874
00:40:09,634 --> 00:40:11,208
I wasn't sure about it before,
875
00:40:11,286 --> 00:40:13,430
but now I am.
876
00:40:13,454 --> 00:40:15,045
Because of the glue thing?
877
00:40:15,903 --> 00:40:17,601
No. Not because of the glue thing.
878
00:40:17,625 --> 00:40:20,142
But...
879
00:40:20,877 --> 00:40:22,386
That's part of it.
880
00:40:22,463 --> 00:40:25,573
I mean,
I wanna be around for a long time.
881
00:40:25,650 --> 00:40:27,111
And I think a way to
help my chances with that
882
00:40:27,135 --> 00:40:29,235
is to have surgery, so...
883
00:40:31,139 --> 00:40:32,413
And plus, I wanna
884
00:40:32,490 --> 00:40:34,916
be in "Forbes" "40 Under 40,"
885
00:40:34,992 --> 00:40:37,955
and "50 under 50," and...
886
00:40:37,979 --> 00:40:40,591
is there a "60 Under 60?"
887
00:40:42,608 --> 00:40:44,002
Come on.
888
00:41:18,962 --> 00:41:21,637
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