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What did you bring me?

Nice. So, I brought you some apples because I have way more than I know what

to do with. Oh, my God. They're so pretty. I love Red Delicious, too.

What did you do? Shine them?

I did. You know, they're dirty when they're on the tree.

Yeah, I would think so.

Yeah, so.

Yeah. So, what's new?

You know, actually, I want to talk to you about something.

Trinity came over, and she was sort of telling me that she thinks Sarah put

some moves on her.

Is this the girl who lives down the street, right? Yeah, yeah, my neighbors.

Yeah, poor Trinity is all kind of frazzled because she said that she told

her, oh, let me give you a leg rub and a massage, and I think maybe we should do

your upper inner thigh. And then she felt some hands brush against her

vagina.

So, yeah, Trinity is pretty put back.

So, why exactly do you look so frazzled?

I had a really kind of weird experience just happen recently.

It was a little much.

You okay?

I don't know.

Like, my friend Sarah, you know, do you know Sarah?

Yeah, from down the street. Yeah, yeah.

Well, I was having, like, these muscle cramps. And, like, she said she knew,

like, what to do.

And I'm like, oh, okay. So she said she would know how to massage.

And so she had me lay down for her. And so I laid down.

And she started to, like, work on my calf.

And then, like, strangely, like, her hands started to go up.

And I'm like, I was comfortable with it, because she said, like, the muscle spasm

can, like, go up the leg, you know? And I'm like, okay, okay. So she kept, like,

working out the spasm or whatever.

And she got up, and she got up to, like, up here.

Okay, but it was originally in your calf?

Yeah.

Okay.

And, um...

She kind of like, she started to rub right here.

I was like. I actually, so you think she was making a move?

I don't know. I don't want to be like, I don't want to like say that she was

because I don't know if she's like a lesbian or whatever.

But like, but it was something more.

And like, I mean, it felt like.

It felt weird and like I was really unexpected But then if it in some sense

like it also felt like like good a little And so I didn't know and so I

didn't want to like say stop it and like say get away from me or anything So I

just kind of let her do her thing and then and then she you know then she was

like okay Do you feel better, and I'm like yeah?

Okay, but did it go any further than that or no. I just stopped right there

and and

Nothing was said nothing was said it was just it was like the rub and it was just

stopped right there So I don't know you know I don't know what to say. I was

just like stopped I don't really know what to say either.

I mean Have you tried talking to her since No

way, I'm not yet.

I mean I Don't know how to address it yet, right so

Yeah, it's I mean obviously At some point it's gonna have to happen being

that you know, we all live so close to each other It's not like you're not

gonna run into each other. She is kind of like I would like to consider her a

friend. So At some point gonna have to figure out how to How to talk

yeah What Jenny so

How does she feel about all this

Um, you know, at this point, I'm really not sure. I was actually thinking that

maybe I could invite them over, and being that you are the experienced

lesbian, that maybe you could help and give them a talk, because

at this point, they're sort of flying blind, you know? Yeah, she's probably

really confused.

Really confused.

Yeah, I mean, I don't mind coming over at all.

You know, it's really nice what you're trying to do for them, help her out. Oh,

yeah. But yeah, I think that they just need to talk, figure some things out.

Cool. Well, you know, it takes a village.

Yeah. Or at least a neighborhood. Or a street.

So, Sarah.

What were you thinking when you were trying to help Trinity?

Well, I knew that she had a cramp in her leg, and I just wanted to help

her rub it out.

Right. Where was the cramp exactly? Do you remember?

Well, it seemed like it was starting in her calf, but I know that generally when

you have problems like that, it travels up all the way.

to the buttocks and even sometimes to the crotch.

I see, so you were just trying to be a friend.

Yeah, and just help her rub the cramp out, massage it out.

I always thought that that's what you were supposed to do.

And you didn't feel anything awkward happening?

Did you not sense that maybe Trinity was kind of apprehensive about the massage?

Um... I... I don't know. I thought

it was okay, but... Right.

Do you mean... Yeah, um... Are you by chance lesbian?

I don't think so. No.

Have you had any experiences with clothing before?

No.

Do you find yourself attracted at all to Trinity or

really any woman? Have you ever felt that?

Well, you know, Trinity is my friend, so... Right.

And I do think because of that, we have to find a way to sort of patch this up,

you know, to fix this and kind of make everybody more comfortable again.

It's hard, you know, we all live very close.

Yeah.

Trinity?

Do you have anything you want to say?

I was just uncomfortable.

I mean, I do want to be her friend, but I didn't know where she was going.

It was just a leg cramp, so I didn't know.

But I think there was definitely a little more than just trying to get the

massage out.

Yeah, I know we've focused a lot on maybe how you're feeling and everything

or your feelings towards women or even just Trinity.

I don't think it really dawned on me when we were having our talk to ask you

if maybe you felt an attraction to Sarah and maybe you kind of thought

something was happening, whether it was to that degree or not.

It was really, like, it was awkward, like, it was awkward, but then in some

sense, like, there was, like, a time where it felt good, but it was still

weird.

So you're a bit confused just about the whole situation? Absolutely.

Being with friends and wondering what's going on. Yeah, I didn't know who, yeah,

and, like, that's why I was just, like, set back.

Well, I'm really not sure. I don't even know if we're going to come up with a

complete conclusion today.

Probably take some time.

But obviously you guys want to stay friends, so.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I do have a question for you, though.

Did you enjoy touching her vagina?

I don't even know.

Sort of happened. I was really just trying to help her rubber cramp out and

I Mean maybe my hand went too far

No, it seemed natural and I don't know what to say

Did you enjoy it? Did you get turned on when you touched her?

I don't I don't know

I think I better go. I have some chores to do at home.

Sarah, I'm still going to be here for a couple hours today, so you should stop

by again later.

Okay.

Yeah, that was a little stressful. I was kind of hoping that we could come up

with a better conclusion.

But she seems very guarded.

How did the situation... I know you spoke to Julia about it before, but I

haven't really spoken about the whole situation.

How did it make you feel?

Well...

Did you ever, did you ever get that idea that she was possibly attracted to you

or interested in you?

No, no, no, no. I'm like, I'm really, um, I'm just, I thought we were just

friends, you know, just, just the neighbor down the street. So I didn't

think of anything like that. Um,

was not expecting that. So I was like totally stunned when her hand went that

far, you know, I was like, wow, it's really crossing, crossing the line, I

think.

And you're not into women at all?

I don't think so.

I don't really know.

Never had an experience with a woman then?

Never had an experience.

I'm still a virgin.

Really?

Yeah.

Yeah.

If you don't mind my asking, why?

It's kind of an embarrassing reason, but...

I'm really small, and I think that if I have sex, like, it's going to hurt, so

I'm kind of scared to have sex.

So that's the reason.

Like, I think sex will just be painful, especially with a guy and a big dick.

Sorry. It's just that that's a scary thought, you know? It's just, it makes

me nervous.

Well, you know, I think that it'd probably be really good for you if you

spent some time alone with someone.

You know, you've never experienced that.

And I think you have a fear about something that you're not even familiar

with.

So maybe it's a good idea if, you know,

you go into the bedroom with Julia.

It was so quick. You know?

Yeah. I'm game. Totally.

It's not even about sex.

We don't have to do anything but it could just be some alone time maybe.

Some cuddling and some holding and then it's just more about affection and

intimacy and maybe you'll relax a little bit and you won't feel...

So stress down about this.

You don't have to worry.

You just gotta move down.

Move down and relax.

Really nervous, huh?

A little, yeah.

I don't know really what to expect from the way you and Jalen were talking.

You don't have to expect anything.

We don't have to do anything. We don't have to have sex.

We can just... just lay here and cuddle and touch each other and kiss.

If you want to do something more, then...

You can let me know, otherwise I won't push you.

I know you won't.

You've never been that type of person.

Little hearts that play down.

There you go.

I feel like I've lived next to you for a long time and...

I've seen you go through all kinds of changes and...

mature and

I

don't think it shocked you

that Sarah finds you attractive or anybody else

you're very beautiful

You're very sweet.

Far too pretty for that much makeup.

I don't necessarily think that that's gonna make you any prettier.

I think if nothing else it did track from it.

Thank you.

Your touch feels good.

Yeah.

I think I've messed you up just a little bit.

mm-hmm

Hmm.

The soft skin It's so soft

It's almost what Sarah was doing

Thank you.

Mhm.

face on my face

Nervous stuff.

Yeah. Yeah.

You don't have to do anything you don't want to.

Hmm.

I'll go back to mine.

Ha ha ha.

Try doing that.

Do you?

Mhm.

Do you feel comfortable?

I think you and Sarah are gonna be able to patch it up now.

I think we might become better friends, actually.

Now that I feel a little more comfortable, you know?

Mhm.

Now you can just take a seat right there.

So, I was just curious about Trinity and, you know, are you into her? Are you

attracted to her?

Um, I don't know.

You know, she's my friend.

Sure, I think she is pretty, but, you know, I don't

really... I know how I feel about being with a girl. So you're not sure if

you're lesbian? You haven't ever had an experience with a woman before?

No.

No.

And, um, yeah, I was a little, I guess, surprised

that my massage went a little far, I guess.

You know, I didn't really mean to fill her up.

like that, it felt kind of natural.

Well,

I think that maybe we should see if you do like women or

not.

Okay.

Why don't you sit back over here?

You can relax.

Do you

like

that?

Yeah, that's good.

Kind of tickles.

I think by going after Trinity, you went after some really easy prey.

I guess I just didn't really know what I was doing.

You like that?

I do.

Hmm.

I love you

Let's take these off.

Because I have a feeling that you like girls and you just don't know it.

I think we just need to experiment a little bit.

Okay.

Stick a finger inside me.

Oh my god.

So what do you think? Do you like girls?

Yeah, I'd say so.

Sit up.

Crawl on top of me.

Masturbate for me.

Thank you.

Yeah, I wish I would have known at the time I could have done my laundry. I was

going to do my laundry tomorrow, but then I had to pack everything like last

minute, so.

Really? Yeah, so get all dirty clothes with me.

That's no problem.

We've got soap and stuff in here. Okay, so there's a card stand.

I mean, I could do your laundry for you.

No, that's okay. Thank you. I could just do it when I get back if I'm healthy

tonight. I'll be okay.

Okay. So the delicates, because I've got a lot of delicates.

Underwear and things like that?

Right here.

Okay, I see. And the timer and all that. Okay, perfect.

Okay, great. I can do it when I get back. Thank you so much. Okay, you're

sure? Yeah, positive.

I'm just going to go get my stuff.

Thanks. Thank you.

No.

Hi, Tanya.

I'm glad you called. Um, I'm not actually gonna go out tonight. My mom's

lesbian friend is in town.

Well, I think they're lesbians because she sleeps in her bed, you know, at

night. So, I'm gonna look around, you know.

You never know. I'll call you later, though.

Why are you giving me a massage?

Uh, why?

I have a leg injury from yesterday.

Oh, okay.

Sore. Okay, come on.

Just put your head on the pillow and I'll do what I can do.

Which one? Which leg is it?

Uh, my right one.

Okay.

My hair? Is it hurting?

Yeah, yeah. It's all over pretty much.

Hmm.

Does it hurt in my here?

Uh, up a little higher.

Like by the knee area?

Is it your knee?

Yeah, that feels better, but maybe just more.

Well, where's it hurting?

The whole leg?

Oh, yeah, up higher. That feels great.

Uh-huh.

It might be a groin injury.

A groin injury?

Right.

Why do you think that?

I don't really know.

Is it hurting over there?

Yeah, just up higher.

All right.

Is that better?

I still want to say higher.

Higher?

It's like, you know, it just pulls like when I walk like up through here.

Okay, so right here maybe.

Okay.

Thank you. It feels good.

Can I pull up my skirt so you can get higher? Yeah, probably because it's

going to annoy me.

I'm going to have to stick it off.

Yeah? Because it looks like you have little shorts underneath, so.

Thank you. You're welcome.

Hopefully I can ease the pain.

It's like you know with Barbies how their leg snaps from their hip.

That's like where it was.

You know? Yeah, like right here?

Yeah.

You look uncomfortable.

Why don't you lay down by me?

Okay.

You want me to keep doing this?

Yeah, and then...

Are you gonna kiss me?

Oh, yeah.

um

I'm sorry.

Thank you.

Hi there.

How are you?

I'm good.

Do you want to come in for a second?

Well, since you brought me oranges, come on in.

I'd be pleased to have you in.

They're delicious.

Perfect.

Love it.

Oh, it's so good to see you.

Thanks. Thanks for taking the time to talk to me for a while. How are you?

How's everything going? Going really good.

Really? Good.

Good spring break?

Mm-hmm.

Yeah. Good.

How's your family?

It's okay.

They're okay.

They're, like, Billy just had his baby girl, and she's just...

adorable, and my mom just goes crazy over her, and it was just taking

thousands of pictures, and it's getting kind of crazy, but... Oh, I bet.

And, yeah, speaking of spring break, you've been filling out a lot of

applications for schools, haven't you? Yeah, I have. Like, I mean, UT is my

first choice, but, yeah, you don't know, like, who's going to accept you, who's

not, and...

A lot of paperwork.

It is.

Like, I think I've filled out my name and address and, like, social security,

like, three million times.

It's really, I wish I could hire somebody to do that.

So have you heard anything from anybody?

Any, any... Uh, you know, yeah.

The, um, that's kind of the reason why I was wondering if I could talk to you for

a second, because, um, I know you're a professor and, you know, you know,

um, excuse me, um, like about the tests and stuff.

I was wondering if you've ever heard of a test called GIA?

Doesn't ring a bell right now.

It kind of weirded me out a little bit.

You know, UT is like my first choice, like I just said.

They called me yesterday, and I was in math class.

And they called, and they pulled me out of class to take the call, which I

thought was kind of weird.

And then this Dr. Ryan was like,

oh, you have to come in for this GIA gender identity assessment test and

stuff, which is weird because I took all these personality tests and stuff at

school, and I know they forwarded them on to the university.

So I don't know, like, I don't even know, like, what that means, like, what

gender identity. Like, I'm a girl. Like, I check female. Like, ha-ha, it's over,

right? Yeah, you know, I think.

I do remember having heard about this.

Are you planning on living in the dorms there on campus?

Yeah, that was, I mean, that's what I was planning on. I mean, would that

affect that?

Yeah, that's probably the main reason for that.

From what I remember hearing,

It's nothing to be scared of or anything like that.

What they'll do is bring you in and I

think they have a couple of monitors that they might hook you up to.

That sounds kind of freaky.

But then they'll make you watch a couple of videos or pictures. They have still

images and then they have some video.

They just monitor your heart rate, things like that, to see how

stimulated you are by these photos.

Okay.

But why?

Like, why would they, why? I mean... You know, you may have...

Brooke,

you haven't had any boyfriends, have you?

But, you know, I've always been really academic and really focused on my

studies. So it's not like I didn't mean to have a boyfriend. I just, you know,

was busy in time and, you know, that kind of stuff.

This is a tough question, and I don't want to invade your privacy, but just to

help you out a little bit,

are you still a virgin?

Well, yeah. I mean, yeah.

I just feel weird telling you that, but yeah, I am. I mean,

yeah.

Do you actually think about women?

Does that turn you on at all to see images of women or your girlfriends?

Does it make you feel good to be with other girls, maybe

more than a boy?

Maybe a little.

I don't know.

So, for example, after school do you hang out

with?

Well, you know boys are girls more I

Guess girls more

but Just I guess because I have

more common with him probably you know You may

wouldn't necessarily call you gay but you may

just want to be open-minded when you when you go in and

be very honest with the tests that you take

and you you know there's nothing wrong with being

turned on by a girl or being gay so

I just, like, you know, I just don't think that that's

probably, like, the case with me.

Because, I don't know, like, this is a

lot.

It's too much of a process.

You know you can talk to me. I'll never tell your parents or anybody, so.

Yeah, I appreciate that.

It's like now I just feel more confused than I was when I walked in here.

Well,

I

have something that might help.

As long as you're open-minded and you trust me and you know I'm your friend

and I'm here to help you, right?

Right, yeah, yeah.

Let me... Let me see if I can help you. Why don't you follow me?

I'll show you something up here.

Okay. I... Yeah, I gotta...

Be scared.

Come sit down with me.

I'm not going to bite you.

I'm going to show you something that might help you out here a little bit

with what you have coming up on your test here.

Okay? Okay.

Trust me?

Yeah, I do trust you.

Okay.

Just feel me.

What are you thinking?

I'm not really thinking right now.

I want you to remember what you're thinking now.

Remember every detail.

Feel,

smell.

How much to be afraid of anything that we do.

Nobody's going to know anything other than me and you.

You can touch me in all those places.

You like girls.

Are you scared?

Very natural.

you have no surprises.

That's the fun part about girls.

There's nothing unknown or scary.

thank you

Yes sir.

Let's go.

Yes.

So...

Oh.

Don't be afraid.

Don't be afraid to come.

Come all over me.

This one.

It's the tiny fingers.

I want you on top of me so you can get a good view.

Let's stick it up in the air.