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Episode 9. I am your home. There's no point speaking any longer. I'll tell you just once.

Episode 9. I am your home. Not more.

You'll break up with Necmiye.

Kamran!

I'll meet with Feride.

If you give your permission, I'm serious.

Feride, do you want to be together with Selim?

Yeah.

Kamran.

I'm caring of our family.

I'm trying to protect us from ourselves.

Kamran, what do you think you are you doing?

What are you doing, Feride?

This is how my insides are.

I'm breaking them, otherwise I'll break your heart.

What are you doing here?

What are you doing with this man?

I came here to speak with Mr. Selim.

When I was waiting for you there, you came to talk with Mr. Selim?

Kamran.

It was so important.

I've heard everything.

You were asking him to leave Necmiye.

You are such a liar.

You are so playful

Kamran, don't say words you'll regret

without listening and understanding first.

You are my greatest regret.

But now I realize.

- You are in such a big mess. - Enough!

You can't insult me.

- You don't have the right to do that. - Shut it.

I won't!

You'll listen to me.

Your family tradition is hanging the man without listening first.

But I'm not going to be quiet this time, Kamran.

I'll speak this time, and you'll listen.

Any excuse, but any excuse is not enough to explain.

You come here and

tell this man... Actually you can't even call him a man...

And tell him to leave his fiancée.

- Kamran. - Get out, Feride.

I don't even want to see your face.

Get out!

Go!

If it wasn't for the honor of our family,

I would kill you right here.

Sir, you are right, but I'm as surprised as you.

I'm as furious as you.

Also, I'm the victim here.

If Feride wasn't your cousin, I would kick her out, too.

But for your sake and Necmiye's sake, I didn't do anything.

I've never seen Feride like that before.

Seems like she lost it.

She insisted that I break up with Necmiye.

I swear to you...

I can't have any kind of relationship with her, and never have done.

After you didn't give permission, I didn't even look at her.

But she bothered me lots of times.

I couldn't guess it'd go that far.

Sir. My eyes are only for Necmiye.

She is my honor. She is my halal.

When I told her this, she went crazy.

She said, "I'll break you up."

She said, "I'll slander you and whatever I say, Kamran will believe."

She knows about my herbs.

She said, "I'll tell him that you were trying to poison me."

She was going to say that she is protecting Necmiye.

I don't know what is going to protect me and Necmiye from Feride.

I really don't know. I'm nervous, too.

Don't be in my way any more, Selim.

Quickly get married, take your wife and go.

I don't want to see you or Necmiye any more.

You are both dead to me.

Actually, the three of you.

Please get out.

I'm taking care of my patients. I've wasted enough time with you already.

I'm your next patient.

Your job is to listen to my problem.

Shall I cough?

Cough.

How is it?

My lungs are quite healthy, aren't they?

But a couple of months ago I was thinking,

"I'm going to die of tuberculosis."

Do you know why?

Mr. Selim made me believe this.

How?

Selim was going to poison you, right?

You're a bit late for this lie.

Selim warned me.

You threatened him like that, too.

You told him that you'd tell everybody that he tried to poison you.

Kamran.

How old are you?

He knew that I would tell you and he got cautious.

Can't you see that? Don't you understand?

Do you realize the inconsistency in your story, Feride?

I haven't forgotten anything.

When my dad was ill, you were just enjoying yourself.

When my dad was dying.

Didn't you drink linden tea and flirt?

I never did such a thing.

Didn't you, Feride?

Didn't Selim ask permission to see you?

Didn't I ask you?

Didn't you say yes?

Did you lose your memory?

Didn't these things happen?

When we went to the greenhouse, didn't you say that you didn't know

- he did such a thing? - Yes, I did.

Because I was thinking he could cure me.

I've never asked an ill girl's brother or father

to date her, to treat her.

I asked him to keep it secret.

Why?

Are you a government man? Why?

Will the public break out because you are ill?

I didn't want you to feel sorry for me.

What pride!

The same Lovebird told her friends that I'm her boyfriend and

threatened me to continue the lie.

So?

Where is the pride?

Where?

You are right.

I shouldn't stretch my non-existent pride any further.

I hope the best for you in your life. Goodbye.

You'll convince me, Feride.

You won't leave me like this.

Convince me.

- I don't have any obligation. - You do.

When that much stuff is going on behind me.

You are not going to be upset with me.

I'm sorry.

I don't have anything to say.

Mari told you about the poisoned fondants, right?

Yes. And she heard it from Necmiye.

In that case, we should confront Necmiye.

I don't think she'll tell the truth.

Mari, then.

I'm sure you are okay about seeing Mari.

Mari.

Doctor! Be quick, Doctor. He fell down from the roof.

At the school. Go and confront her.

- We'll go together. - No way!

I don't want to be in this ugly picture.

Feride, if you are telling me the truth, we can go to the school

proudly together.

Okay.

I'll come with you.

But after that's done,

after it's clear that I'm right, I won't show my face to you.

Don't forget.

Doctor, I'm in your hands, Doctor.

Come in.

Wait for me outside.

If it is okay with you, I want to take Necmiye to the tailor.

Okay. Of course. You should go.

Gülmisal, tell Necmiye to get ready.

I'm here. I heard you, Mum.

I'll get my coat and will be right back.

- Can you hurry? - What is the rush?

- The tailor is not going anywhere. - Of course not.

I don't want to make you wait at the door.

One of the servants should go with you.

If it is okay with you, can we be alone?

No way.

Get ready, Gülmisal. You are going with them, too.

Damn it!

I thought you wouldn't wait.

I'm so excited to see your face after the things Mari will tell you.

I waited because of that.

Will you be ashamed when you find out that I'm right?

But that is not enough for me.

Seeing you ashamed.

You'll be sorry for making me hurt.

I'll be hurt.

I really want to believe you.

Feride, actually I need to believe you.

But on the other hand...

On the other hand, what?

Necmiye, right?

Necmiye's situation.

No, Kamran.

I'm not going to be quiet this time.

I'm not gonna fool myself saying,

"They're doing it for Necmiye, otherwise they wouldn't."

I'm not going to give that right to you.

Don't confess, either.

Mr. Kamran, you have to come to the madrasah.

Is it urgent?

Urgent. The Judge wants to talk personally.

Come on.

Why did you break his window?

I'm asking you, woman.

- Do you know this woman? - No, sir.

They're tongue-tied.

Do you know why, Mr. Seyfettin?

Because they have things to hide.

We'll figure this one out, too.

They took you to the police as a witness, right?

I went by myself.

I know the woman. She is our neighbor.

You couldn't choose your neighbor well, then?

What do you mean, sir? I don't understand.

They are hiding in the shepherd's shed on Abraham's farm.

He threatened me.

He said, "If you don't say where Kamran is,

"I'll shame you in front of your family and I'll destroy your house."

- I'm scared. - Why didn't you come and tell us?

- Why did you send this woman? - She's lying, sir.

It's clear that she is lying.

If I'd known I would've come and said.

There was a reward, too.

If you don't have anything sneakier than this, of course.

Like what, sir?

I'm just a shopkeeper.

They are slandering my name.

Does your son or your family have any problem with this man?

Yes, sir.

There is a problem from ages ago.

Do you know this man?

Efraim's son, Vasfi.

I don't.

But they were in your house.

Put him in prison immediately.

They should take his stuff to Yedikule Prison.

I haven't done anything. I haven't.

I'm complaining about this woman, actually.

She attacked me and my shop and now she is slandering me.

I haven't done anything. I haven't. I haven't done anything.

Send her to her house.

You couldn't understand what's going on, right?

Mr. Seyfettin, your son has been saved from a very big smear today.

We searched this guy's house and shop.

Everything is so clear.

You are the lucky ones.

Neriman.

We've sorted everything out, now we have to visit Lovebird, right?

Why did you bring me here?

Whatever you told your friend Mari.

She told everything to Feride... And Feride to Kamran.

You are going to fix it.

If we are not too late, of course. Come on. Get down.

If you see your brother, find an excuse and come back here.

I'm waiting for you. Come on.

Didn't you go with them? What are you doing in here?

They've gone without me.

How did they go without you?

I went in to get my coat and when I came back the carriage,

they had already gone.

I shouted after them, but they didn't hear me.

Then I couldn't say anything because it would've made you angry.

What do you mean? How can you leave those two alone?

Didn't they go shopping?

If they bump into her brother or her dad, then you'll see the rampage.

I hope they won't.

Didn't they say that they were going to the tailor?

All the shops are next to ours.

She is doing it deliberately.

I swear she is doing it deliberately.

She's taking revenge for my bad motherhood.

She wants me to be a good mother like that, right?

After all those injustices to Feride.

The bottom line is, my dear, you are the lucky one and the loved person.

You've been given to your loved ones.

I can't believe it.

What is Neriman doing with that guy?

What kind of business might she have with him?

I don't know that much.

The important thing is you are free.

Lucky that everything came out about her.

If you'd never known her?

If you'd never seen her real face?

I would've lived like a stupid guy.

So strange.

The people I love and value...

It's as if they've agreed to stab me in the back.

Scumbag!

You cur!

- Who do you think you are? - Uncle!

What are you after? The poor guy has a son!

Haven't you finished your problem with us?

Take him!

- Take him! - Dog!

Okay!

Calm down. Take him!

He got what he deserved.

He'll get his punishment. Don't do it.

Feride.

Feride. I'm sinking.

Every single person I trusted has collapsed like a sandcastle.

Necmiye, Neriman, Selim.

Only you left.

Please be real.

I'm always real, Kamran.

You won't admit it, Mari. Whatever Feride says, you'll deny it.

You're going to say you didn't say that.

- I can't. - You will.

Didn't I tell you not to tell anybody?

Why have you spoilt my happiness and peace by saying it?

Why did you spit it out?

Because I don't trust him, Necmiye. He'll hurt you.

That's your sick mind. We talked and agreed. He loves me.

Idiot! Can't you see? He's using you to be near to Feride.

Maybe.

But it is not important what he wants. What I want is important.

Okay, then. From now on you're on your own.

I've always been.

But now I have Selim.

If you try to take him away from me, too, I'll kill myself, Mari.

And you'll be responsible.

Okay, then, Necmiye. Say "Hi" to the other side for me.

I'm not taking responsibility. I don't care if you die.

God knows and wouldn't blame me.

And you'll be dead for no reason.

Mari, please.

Don't say please to me.

As if you were asking for a glass of water.

I'm not going to slander Feride for your ambition.

Mari.

Necmiye, why are you doing this to me? Why are you doing it to yourself?

- Isn't it a pity for Lovebird? - Isn't it a pity for me?

Did you buy any plums for me today?

What makes you think that?

I saw some in the hospital in front of the door.

I don't want to lie to you,

so don't ask.

Telling the truth is an option, too.

First I should see that you're telling the truth.

You'll see!

What's going to happen when you see?

Are you going to buy me red ribboned éclairs?

I'll be happy to keep seeing your sarcastic face.

Is that all?

What else do you want, Feride?

Who do you want me to be for you?

I didn't mean that.

I told you in the Madrasah.

Whatever.

Feride.

How can you leave school without my permission?

It was family business, mademoiselle.

I took her out as her parent.

If you want I can bring paperwork.

Go to my room immediately.

First we have to do something very important.

After that, the student is yours.

Sir, what's that supposed to mean?

Do you think you can do whatever you want in my school?

Of course not.

I just want to speak with Feride's friend Mari.

Leave my school immediately.

Sorry, but I'm not going to do that, mademoiselle.

If it wasn't so important I wouldn't be insisting.

Ma soeur.

I apologize for his behavior on his behalf.

But it is really important.

Please, ma soeur.

All right.

Ask them to call Marie.

And you! You're never to come to my school.

Are we clear?

Clear.

Come on.

What's happened? Did you talk? Is she going to deny Lovebird?

She didn't say anything.

But don't worry. Mari can't stand up to me.

What do you mean, she didn't say anything?

Didn't she make any comment? Yes or no?

Damn it.

It's all your fault, Necmiye.

You should have kept your mouth shut.

What is going to happen if she squeals?

Go back by yourself.

Selim.

Shall we meet tomorrow?

What are we going to do?

Just wander around. We can have linden tea.

Necmiye, you're not very clever.

You imprisoned me with this ring, but I'm not Selim, you know.

I'm not at home either. I am out and I won't come back.

Okay?

Okay.

But aren't you curious about what Mari is going to say?

How are you going to learn? From me, right?

Tomorrow afternoon in the tea garden.

Hello, sir, you asked for me.

Mari.

Sister, were you here, too?

I want you tell everything you told me about Selim to Mr. Kamran, too.

What do you mean? I don't understand.

The thing Necmiye told you.

Mr. Selim's poisoned fondants.

I don't understand anything, sister.

What about Mr. Selim? What poisoned fondants?

Mari.

You told me this morning.

Necmiye told you everything.

Mr. Selim wanted to poison me.

Did Mr. Selim try to poison you, sister?

When?

Did I tell you that?

Feride, I can't understand what are you talking about.

Okay, Mari.

If you say so.

Sorry.

- Where have you been? - Did they come?

Where is your fiancée? He left you like that?

Left me at the door.

Without seeing us.

What else can he do? You don't care about him.

If he would like to be cared about, he should behave properly.

Didn't I tell you you two were not to go alone,

that the servant would go with you, too?

We had things to talk about. We wanted to be alone.

He is not your family or husband. What is there for you to talk about?

We talked about things like the house, the wedding.

It's as if you are guiding us. We have to do it by ourselves.

As if you asked, and we didn't tell you.

As if you are looking at our faces, but you're not interested.

We don't have any chance to talk.

It's as if everything is done and

dusted and I'm okay, and now you are mourning for Lovebird.

"I broke her heart."

"I did that..."

The one in front of your eyes broke into pieces and you don't have a clue.

So?

What did you do? Which tailor did you go to?

Kirkor. Tailor Kirkor.

He'll find the right place!

He is the most expensive one.

When you don't know...

I'll go and cancel your order and then we can go to our tailor and

sort it out.

No, no need.

Don't get involved now.

He's Selim's friend. He paid him already.

Anyway. I'm in my room.

Hello.

Hello. Come in, my dear.

- Don't stand up, Dad. Please. - Sit down.

- I'll sit here. - Come on, sit here.

I can't sit there.

Don't sit down.

Come here.

Now I'm complete.

Now I'm complete.

Oh, my dear.

Praying is not the only way to thank God.

Hugging your loved ones is thanks as well.

Thanks to God for their existence.

Not seeing their face is torture, then.

If you are talking about Neriman, you call it a reward.

Sit down.

The bottom line is I'm a liar, slanderer and also,

if I didn't misunderstand, my eye is on Selim.

Apparently, I'm trying to break him up with his fiancée.

I'm trying to put them off like that.

How strange I am.

For the first time in my life I hate myself. I disgust myself.

And Misel, Kamran believed them all.

Well done to him.

He believed them, but not me.

I'm sure it is not easy for him either.

If it were you, would you believe?

I wouldn't.

I wouldn't believe, Misel.

I would have to be the guarantor of every single thing he says and does.

The world is not as romantic as you think.

And men least of all.

I wish romance were the only thing missing.

There is no life either. We've seen.

Which one are you talking about? Mr. Kamran or the world?

Kamran.

Do you know he was nearly going to love me today?

He bought plums.

He loves you anyway.

I know he loves me.

But I don't want to be loved like that.

His love is pity for an orphan girl.

That's not what I want.

Whatever.

It's not important.

The story finished at the sweetest moment.

- Thank you, Dad. - You are welcome.

You don't like the coffee without bubbles.

It'll do.

So, Dad?

You always call this world a test.

So what did we learn from this test?

You get what you deserve.

A rotten apple spoils the barrel.

Waste not, want not.

How do I know, silly boy?

For example, my dear.

I understood that you are not going to marry Mrs. Neriman.

I don't want her anywhere near me.

Son, I know the things you are going through are not easy. I know.

Mrs. Neriman disappointed all of us.

I didn't get upset at all, Dad.

After all those things she did to me, not even a leaf moved inside me.

You being like a fish out of water has nothing to do with Neriman, then.

No.

Is it something to do with school girls?

Anyway, forget it.

You've just mentioned fish.

We haven't eaten fish for a long time. What do you think?

Okay.

Welcome to my funeral, Misel.

The traditions are not like ours.

What happened?

Soeur Alexis.

The punishments happen without warning.

- It is not an accident, idiot. - Anyway.

What do you think the punishment is?

You've disappointed me, my child.

You'll clean the library.

And till end of the month, no parlor for you.

Forbidden.

I believe no dinner and no speaking.

- No! - Shall we bet?

- Done. What for? - I'll tell you when I win.

Agreed. Library cleaning.

- Fasting. - Lovebird.

I want you to go to my room right now.

Why did you do such a thing?

Necmiye said she would kill herself.

It's ridiculous. Nobody can do such a thing.

She fooled you, and you believed her like an idiot.

She would. She is dumb.

She is trying to marry a murderer, as if you don't know.

Misel, Lovebird is not going to forgive me, is she?

You took away all her hopes about Kamran.

You made her look like a liar,

a back-stabber in front of the man she loves.

They were going to be together, but because of you it's been spoilt.

What can she do?

I told you that I don't want to see that sinful doctor in my school.

But you put him right under my nose.

As if it's not enough that he's rude in here.

Do you have any idea how many families have taken their daughters

out of the school?

Just because you helped him.

Do you have any idea how much you cost me?

I'm talking to you, Lovebird.

Am I talking to you?

Do you hear me?

I can, but I don't know what to say.

It wouldn't cover your loss, but the punishment you'll give

is going to make you feel better.

You are a smart alec.

Smart alec.

For one week,

you are not going to have dinner.

A bit of a diet for you.

You'll wash the dishes, too.

I'm not done.

Nobody will talk to Feride, not even a word.

If you feel sorry for her and talk, it's not going to be in her favor.

You'll get the same punishment.

And Feride's punishment will extend.

Every time somebody speaks to her, I'll add one day to her suffering.

I'll be fasting, too, right, soeur?

Yes. You'll listen to yourself.

You'll talk and eat less and train yourself.

Now we can start our lesson.

Can I ask you something before the lesson starts?

Yes.

I'm helping Sister Matild for the belt ceremony.

We need some people to help us.

Lovebird might be useful there.

She can be a gofer.

Of course, if it's okay with you?

Okay.

I accept.

My son.

My little boy. God gave you back to us.

I hope they'll get what they deserve.

- My son. My son. - Come on. Come on, enough.

Glad you are better, my brother.

Your son was so lucky today, Besime Hanım.

Have a seat.

The fish should be eaten by hand.

The fishing wasn't that difficult.

Here we go.

It's getting cold.

Come on. Enjoy.

Is it yellow fin tuna?

It is, Mum.

Feride likes it a lot.

Excuse me.

Come on, girls, hurry up.

Clear the table!

Hurry up!

Don't forget your duty, Feride.

What are you doing, idiot?

Are you backing up your friend?

Should I tell on you?

Okay, okay, don't make a big deal about it.

Come here, Marie.

I'll clean a bit, then I'll come.

If you do that, Feride's punishment is going to be extended.

Haven't you heard Sister Aleksi? Please.

I'll be cross with you.

I'll put it here.

It's better for me to go to the garden.

I need some air.

Thanks to Seyfettin Bey... He saved us from a dinner fuss.

If it didn't make everything greasy, it would taste better.

Be thankful for your situation.

You are worrying about cleaning.

They haven't eaten a morsel because of Lovebird.

She likes it a lot, too.

What can we do to bring her back?

She's been kicked out of this house because of us.

What shall we do, girls?

As if we can do anything.

Girls?

Kamran can do something.

Let's grab him and talk to him.

And Neriman doesn't exist either.

He is ready for Lovebird, anyway.

Yes, good idea.

Enjoy.

Take some lettuce.

I didn't say anything to upset you, did I, son?

No, Mum.

Come in.

How is Feride?

Have you seen her today?

I have.

So how is she?

Did she say anything about me?

She is upset and cross with me, isn't she?

Mum.

I know what's happened between you two.

I know everything.

I know that Feride wants to break Necmiye and Selim up.

I heard it when she was talking to Selim.

But she denied it.

She just told me a story about poisoned fondants.

Even though I saw everything with my own eyes.

I wanted to believe Feride, Mum.

I really wanted to.

The things she told me were horrible, but I wanted them to be true.

But when I spoke with Marie,

Feride was finished for me.

It won't end just because you say so.

You just need some time.

First let this one marry and let some time pass.

I'll talk to Feride.

I'll tell her to say sorry and beg for mercy.

Why are you going to beg for mercy, Mum?

If somebody has to beg for mercy, it's Feride.

That's right, but she is a young girl.

I can't take her out of my heart.

She is young and she loves him. What can I say?

Does she love Selim?

Why?

Why Selim, Mum?

Why him?

Dear.

You can't choose who to love.

But you can choose who to give up.

She gave up on me.

Come. Come.

Come.

I am not any different than you.

I'm ownerless like you.

I'm broken.

I'm like a scattered pomegranate.

I'm a silent river that flows at night.

If you ask me to go, I'll go.

If you ask me to stay, I will.

If you ask me to go, the birds wouldn't come back either.

Autumn birds.

I'll take a bunch of cherries with me.

And all the good days with you.

I'll leave the bad ones.

The same sky and the same sadness.

Nothing will change if I stand under the rain.

I'm an ownerless, unsung song.

Maybe I'll stay in old faded photos.

Maybe a brunette child's tongue.

All depths are shallow.

All the words are borrowed.

Nothing changes.

Apart from death.

The same sky, the same sadness.

Feride.

Feride.

Feride.

I saw you.

Feride. Wait.

Don't run away.

Feride, are you crying?

Not at all.

Are you crying, Feride?

Come on, girls. It's morning. Wake up.

Come on, girls. It's morning. Wake up.

Come on, girls. It's morning. Wake up.

Good morning.

Goodbye.

Are you leaving right away? You have plenty of time for your work.

I have things to do, Mum.

Don't forget to go to the madrasah.

- Okay. - What else is there to do there?

Trial, witnesses, this and that... We have lots to do there still.

I'm begging you not to argue with that dishonest murderer.

- I don't have any intention to. - Me neither.

He'll get what he deserves in a couple of days.

You two look into my eyes!

Godspeed!

Sir, please take care of each other.

Don't antagonise him any more.

Don't worry, Besime Hanım... Are we little children?

We know not to rush.

- Everything has an order. - Good...

Goodbye, Besime Hanım.

Seyfettin Bey, could you drop in on Feride?

Is her punishment over?

No, it's not over. I'm still so angry.

But we should keep an eye on her.

The tree says that the axe's handle is made of wood.

Right, Besime Hanım? Is it like that?

Don't talk to me with complicated words.

I feel terrible already.

Okay. I'll sort my work out and I'll try to drop by.

I would like to see her, too.

Good. Do some shopping for her as well.

Buy some raisins, they're good for the blood. She'll be cold, poor dear.

Buy some seasonal fruits, too.

- Okay. Goodbye. - Goodbye.

When you ran out like that I thought you were going to talk about me.

Why? As if you poured the water.

As if you broke the vase.

What should I have said to him?

We'll suffer. There is no other way.

Girls. Gather together. Come on.

- What happened, do you think? - She'll tell us now.

As you know we have the belt ceremony at the end of the month.

Before the ceremony, there'll be some maintenance at school.

Painting, whitewashing, disinfecting.

The workers say it will take a week.

Hooray!

I can see you are happy.

The workers are going to start tomorrow.

Because of that, after the last lesson today

or early tomorrow morning is the latest you have to leave.

Hooray!

I know that you are here.

Lovebird is talking to someone, sister.

If her looks had hugged me just then,

at least our eyes could've been lovers from far away.

I could've forgiven the world.

But she didn't look.

Yes.

Sister.

If you give permission, I would like to talk.

Of course you can.

Your punishment is not with us. It's with your friends.

I know.

The school is closed for a week, apparently.

I know.

The naughty students like you will be happy about it.

I know.

If you let me, I want to stay here.

You, the girl who always wants to leave on holiday before everyone else.

Is the Lovebird asking for it?

I want to serve my sentence and finish it.

I have to stay alone and learn my lesson.

I'll listen to myself.

I'll train my soul.

You can't.

You can finish your punishment after the holiday.

Please, sister.

I said no.

Sorry to bother you.

Excuse me. Goodbye.

- Dilber. - Yes, my lady.

Tell Cumali I'm going out.

- Where are you going, my lady? - To my sister.

To the graveyard.

I'll do my ablutions and you tell the driver.

Dilber.

Where was the tailor Kirkor's place? Do you know?

He closed the shop and he was working at home.

Where was the house?

Next to Saadet's haunted house.

What are you going to do with Kirkor?

Yesterday the kids went. I want to go and see today.

I don't want him to overcharge them.

You are right. He is a swindler.

You take care of the house.

If Selim comes, don't let him in.

And don't let Necmiye out.

Don't worry.

I'll let Cumali know.

Cumali Bey.

Cumali Bey.

Besime Hanım will go out. Be ready.

- She'll be down there in ten minutes. - Okay.

Michelle. Feride has nowhere to go.

I know. I'll invite her to come with us.

Shall I invite her first?

Maybe it can be a way to make up with her.

But how are we going to say it?

They said speaking is forbidden, but nobody said anything

about writing a note.

Take it out.

Good morning.

Kamran Bey left the house as soon as he woke up.

I couldn't say a word. No time.

It's good that you didn't say anything when Besime Hanım was there.

She would've questioned us.

We can catch Kamran before he comes in and talk then.

I'm sure he'll come early. No Neriman any more.

Bitch! She's ashamed of what she did at least.

Look, she doesn't come to the mansion any more.

I don't think so. Are you expecting her to be ashamed?

I'm sure she is doing some witchcraft to find a way to win Kamran back.

As if Kamran would go back to her.

Kamran Bey hasn't come yet, Neriman Hanım.

I'll wait for him in his office, then.

She didn't accept my offer either.

She'll go to her aunt's, she said.

Finally, you're here. I was taking root.

I was only just able to get away.

You know it's not that easy for me to get out of the house.

If it's not one, it's the other who's on my case.

- Lucky my mum went to the graveyard... - What happened?

Did you talk? Did your friend Marie spill the beans?

No. She hasn't said anything, my dear.

She wouldn't do that to me.

Feride seems like a liar.

Guess what else happened.

What happened?

There is a loan shark.

When I was little, he was just the coffee guy.

Later on he became richer.

He's probably been stealing.

God knows who he hurt.

His name is Levent.

He killed Vasfi, the man who works in your hospital.

He tried to frame my brother.

Look at that! Godless.

He did lots of things behind people's backs.

You know the widow Neriman... The one who is with my brother?

She's involved, too.

God knows what happened between them.

She threw a stone at his shop's window.

Because of that, everything came out.

Because of Neriman, then.

So? Shall we drink linden tea?

You deserve it.

Do you want some bagels, too?

Okay.

Tired proletarian!

Welcome.

Thank you.

You watered your sister's soil well?

Doesn't get better.

Doesn't get better.

The grass was very long and the soil was dry.

My mum treated her with kid gloves.

The soil is dry where she lays.

All of us are going to go there.

That's right. That's right, but...

Look. God gave death to the mountains.

Even huge mountains couldn't handle it.

They groaned from pain and earthquakes occurred.

God gave it to the people, too. But he gave patience, too.

Difficult one.

So? Did anyone come or go? Where is Necmiye?

She is in her room. She said that she would sleep,

- and asked us not to disturb her. - Is she still sleeping?

Yes. She never left her room.

You know they said they went to the tailor's yesterday.

- So? - I dropped by on the way back.

They hadn't been there.

What do you think she is up to again, Dilber?

The mess she made is not finished.

Maybe she went to the toilet, my lady. I'll have a look.

Where is her coat?

What is it?

The fondants?

Did she hide them in her wardrobe?

But Necmiye doesn't even eat them.

She just told me a story about poisoned fondants.

If I were you I would search your daughter's room, Aunt Besime.

She might be eating candy in secret.

My lady.

Mum.

Mum.

My love.

Mum.

At least there is a sky.

It won't leave me.

Vasfi's family wants tit for tat.

I won't feel sorry for that dishonored Levent.

What did the judge tell you?

He asked if I would complain about Neriman for collaborating with Levent.

What did you say?

I didn't.

May God reform her.

I closed the case.

Lemon! Juicy!

They still don't say hi to you?

I don't care.

At least my mouth doesn't get tired.

All my bones are important from now on.

No!

Your mum asked me to go check on Feride.

Can you go instead of me, son?

I dropped by the school today.

I checked on her from a distance.

From a distance?

Why did you see her from a distance?

She was on a break. I didn't want to disturb her.

Son, I don't know what's going on.

You know what's going on inside of you.

Maybe I discouraged you.

But I would do the same thing even today.

What do you mean?

If the same thing happens, you'll tell me to marry Neriman?

If the same thing happens again, I'll cut your ears and give them to you.

You wanted to marry Neriman but not because you loved her.

You didn't want to leave her on the way.

It was a decision made by conscience so I didn't say anything.

Yes, it is like that, unfortunately.

So? I can't understand you two.

Neither you nor the school girl.

What can't you agree about?

What you are stubborn about, I can't understand.

After this point I can't have any obstinacy or anything else with Feride.

Absolutely.

Come and sit here.

Look, son, you are so ready for each other.

You are working really hard to make a mess of it.

Don't do that.

Don't throw away all that effort.

You have so many feelings towards each other.

There are some people who can't find a tiny bit of that.

Don't waste it, son.

Love each other nicely.

Dad.

Everything isn't as easy as you say.

You've lost your heart, tiger.

Take care of this girl.

My aunt has been here.

No, no. I didn't escape from school. I swear.

I'm on holiday for a week.

I'll come every day.

Maybe I'll stay here with you.

Everybody is fine in the mansion.

No, Mum.

I'm fine.

Really.

We are all fine.

I get bored from those four walls.

I escaped from the house because of that.

It's very nice here.

Airy and spacious.

It's a great feeling to be with my family.

Shame on a daughter like you.

What is the difference between you and the murderer guy

who smeared your brother?

Where did you learn to do dirty business like that?

What dirty business? What are you talking about?

Tell me another one!

Do you have evil feeling towards your mum, dad and brother?

Are you trying to spoil our relationship?

Whose daughter are you?

I can't be the one who gave birth to you.

Who are you?

Go over there.

Sit down and tell me.

Tell me from the beginning, Necmiye.

Tell me the whole truth.

Start right now!

Okay. Okay. Don't shout.

I'll tell you.

Kamran Bey, the whole hospital will go to Vasfi's family

to give their condolences. Just to let you know.

I'll go to the house and I'll come later. Send the patients to me.

There is somebody in your office waiting for you.

Neriman Hanım.

How can you come here?

Please let me explain.

Okay, Neriman Hanım.

I'm listening.

I got jealous, Kamran.

When I heard you'd escaped with Feride, I got jealous.

When I was treated badly in the mansion, you were with Feride...

I can't even face saying it.

My house was stoned because of you.

I put up with your sister's and mother's tortures.

Despite everybody and everything, I waited for you.

But you escaped with Lovebird.

I don't have to explain anything to you.

I don't care how you felt.

Understand me.

Sharing you with someone else drove me crazy.

I didn't know what I was doing from anger.

I regretted it later on.

When the guy tried to use the situation...

I am so sorry, Kamran.

Good. How nice.

I'm so happy for you.

I wish you all the happiness with your regret.

Kamran, don't look at me like that.

Whatever I did was because of love for you.

I thought I'd lose you.

How nice!

You love me so much to kill me.

Do I have to be impressed by that?

What kind of nonsense is that?

You stabbed me in the back.

You ratted on me when I was sentenced to death.

If the judge hadn't forgiven me and hanged me?

Really, your love is so big, Neriman.

Yours, too.

You are angry now.

You'll understand later on.

Your heart and soul belong to me.

You can't love anyone else.

You are so wrong.

If you knew, you would forget your name.

What you need is time.

I'm giving it to you, my little one.

You go and enjoy yourself with whoever you want to.

Do you want Lovebird?

Go and get her, and satisfy your desire.

I know your soul in every detail.

I know your heart like the back of my hand.

You can't be happy with anyone else, Kamran.

You can't.

This is not you.

I'll set my table every night.

You'll come when you calm down and when your desire

towards Lovebird comes to an end.

I'll welcome you at the door.

I wanted to run away from all of you and from this house.

I made Selim Bey my cure.

You and your cure...

Because of you I lost my sister's trust.

You know how I suffer with guilt, right?

What kind of terrorists are you?

You made Kamran believe, too.

You took away the light in his eyes.

I'm your child, too.

I wish you weren't.

Mum.

Don't tell my brother, okay?

If you have to, do it later.

Why? To make Feride suffer even more?

No need to wait.

I'll speak with Kamran right away.

You'll give the ring back.

We'll accept you like that.

You are obviously our test.

It is our destiny.

I'm pregnant.

What?

What did you say?

You heard.

I'm pregnant.

I've been with Selim for a long time.

Before you knew...

Enough.

Enough, Mum.

Pull yourself back together. Don't go crazy again.

Don't run away. Don't hide.

Did you get hurt?

Yes, me, too.

Days, weeks, months, years.

I've been in pain, too.

But look, I'm still alive.

Despite you...

Despite all of you...

Despite Lovebird, I'm alive.

You said that Feride was always the mistreated one.

You're wrong, Mum.

Feride has the best part of the cake.

When you were trying to feed her with the best part of the cake,

you didn't see me, the one who was trying to feed herself the rest.

You chose not the one you gave birth to,

but the one who you accepted as your fate.

I'm the one who you gave birth to, Mum.

I'm your fate.

Open your eyes and see.

Selim is my destiny.

Because of this, you should keep your mouth shut, Mum.

Keep quiet.

Keep quiet, so the full moon above our house can shine.

Kamran Bey!

Kamran Bey!

Yeah, we have something we need to talk to you about!

Is it urgent?

Let me make you a coffee.

All right then, I'll drink it.

- I hope everything is all right! - Oh, it's all right.

Come this way.

- What was that sound? - Mum!

Mum!

Girl!

Kamran! My son!

Don't move, I'll lift you.

What happened?

Don't open those, Gülmisal, I'm going to take them to Feride in the morning.

Mum, does it hurt here?

Besime Hanım, what happened?

Mum fell down the stairs, Dad.

- Here? - No.

Then why are you crying, Mum?

Is there anything, my son?

No, Dad, thank goodness. Nothing broken.

I'll administer a pain reliever to her now.

Mum,

if you have pain and you are not saying anything...

No, son, I swear I don't.

Why are you crying, then?

At my fate.

Don't you worry,

I'll give you a sedative and everything will be all right.

I know you are here.

Come on out, Feride.

I promise I won't get mad at you for sneaking out of the dormitory

at this hour.

Come on.

Frankly, I am really mad at you.

I don't understand.

I can't resolve it within.

Come on, Feride.

Feride!

I'm no different than a child

who cries, "Mummy," even while being spanked by his mother.

I hope you suffer even more!

Come on out.

Come out and console me.

Come out if I say, "Apple."

Come out even if I say, "Pear."

Apple.

Pear.

Feride, I know you are there.

Come out nicely.

I couldn't explain myself to you because you always run from me like this.

I couldn't explain myself to you.

You always brushed me off.

You've been rooted in me since then,

never flourishing, never uprooted.

What am I going to do with you, Feride?

I am speaking to you, Feride.

He who flies in the sky,

runs on land,

steals a girl from her mother's arms...

No one has taken care of him.

Must be freezing.

Slowly!

Kamran, my son,

you must be sore all over, get up!

Yes, it's exactly like that, Mum.

How are you?

Do you have any pain?

The only pain is the one here.

What kind of a pain is that?

I wonder if it's your rib that's hurting.

Is that the cause?

No.

Thank goodness, my ribs are fine.

It's the Feride pain.

We did her very wrong, Kamran.

Feride...

It turns out she had done nothing wrong.

Whatever she told you,

it was all true.

That Selim is a piece of work

to lace the candy with poison.

Bro.

What are you doing, bro?

Apply the pest control here as...

Pardon me, could you please wait outside?

Feride?

I'm so sorry, Sister.

What happened, dear Feride?

Didn't you leave yesterday? That's what I've seen.

I did go,

but then I'd left a few things, so I came back to get them,

and I just stayed here, as it was dark.

- But now I'll go right away. - Okay.

Sir!

You're either gonna request a transfer

or you're going to give your resignation

and get the hell out of my sight!

If you come around me, my family, or if I see your footprints somewhere

that Feride accidentally passed by, then I will take your life!

Dear Feride.

I'm leaving, sis.

You're going to your aunt, huh? That sweet woman?

Yeah. But this time I'm going to my Aunt Ayse, in Tekirdağ.

So nice.

But it gets cold during this season. Get warm clothes.

My clothes are for summer, but I have an Aunt Müjgan there,

I'll make do with her things.

Have a nice trip, dearest Feride!

Thanks.

I'll just be able to play heads or tails with these.

I don't know if you're aware, but I have nowhere to go.

I am your home.