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Tonight on Spencer for High.

You work.

I am working for you.

He spends a hear me act, but he's

got a real meme.

Donna was two months pregnant.

Mark? Walkin' the clubs got somethin' comin', they both work for Tom Flarrity.

You stand next to Flarrty. What was mine not comin' out of this?

I don't know, I can stop you if I have to. You don't think I could stop you?

But good, don't. I was hoping you wouldn't show. Same here.

.

The thought runners are known for their fanaticism.

But until I was hired to bodyguard a multi-millionaire

determined to compete, I thought the

perils of running were shin splints and angry

thoughts, not fisted, because of firepower.

Oh

I'm going to kill you!

My man finished the race though, and that man a big

payday which equal a big holiday for Susan and me.

I'm not really sure this is necessary.

I don't ever seem to remember Julian Child giving instructions this way.

Are you kidding? Do you know you stood backwards? What? Are you...

I mean the sauce is a secret to my, the whirlens crab extraordinaire.

It's soon to be famous recipe. Certainly. The rest goes around the world.

Yeah, I just melt things butter. Let me do this.

We're gonna be in the whirlings this time tomorrow anyway. So why are we doing this?

Now contract it.

To the I don' bright eyes, fitness, I' lights flame with self-substantial fuel.

In other words, cute stuff. And maybe easy for you to decline, but yes, well,

I want sustenance and splendour. Yes. We're not at home.

Oh, Spencer, you slide on. No, it's not even the first course.

And already, bells are ringing. It's the doorbell.

Probably the vice-quad who investigated tip and ludeness of his cooking.

Let's go, answer the door. And I'm dead, dead, fat, fat. Jack, jump.

Baby, get out of the house. Hello. Hello.

We're looking for a private investigator named Spencer.

Well, you've found him. Sorry. Sort of.

It's all about father.

A young girl fell from the roof of a six-story building last night.

Her name was Kathleen O'Rourke, she just turned 20.

Father before you go, I'm getting interrupted

because I can see where this is leading.

I'm not for high right now. Kathleen O'Rourke was a Catholic.

The police are calling it suicide. I need to know what really happened.

Father, I was raised Catholic myself. Good, then you'll understand the urgency.

You're not just talking about the girl, are you? Kathleen was an only child.

Her mother especially was very devout.

believing that her daughter is killed herself is more than she can stand.

Father, without their respect, we are talking about a terrible burden

that no family should be asked to carry needlessly. Where'd you give my name?

Henry Somalui at the gym. I told him I needed help but I couldn't afford to pay.

Well, I sure appreciate Henry's confidence but I'm still not available.

What does it take to make a man like you available? Just a second.

I don't have much, but I'm willing to reach into my own pocket now.

How much do you want?

Now before you break out in a rash from all that moral superiority,

remember I said no before money came up.

I said know because I made a promise to somebody.

I plan to continue to say no because I'm going to keep that promise.

Kathleen O'Rourke was a nut. What? Does it take?

Next week, she was going to take her final vials to become a nut?

Gathlin O'Rourke was a young woman of remarkable spirit.

Now perhaps her death is not a tragedy to you,

but it should be to all caring people.

and I don't intend to quit until I clear her name. Father Crawford.

It was a late flight tomorrow night to New Orleans.

Like I make a fresh pot of coffee in five minutes. Suice.

The promise was done. Yeah. I'll make you a promise.

You won't be sorry.

Sorry? Is there

sorry or advice that get thee to an unnery?

When I could have been headed for a week into Orleans with Susan?

You bet I was sorry.

The Convonon marble head where Catherine

O'Rourke was a novice was more than imposing.

It was the paraphrase when somebody once said

about Cecil B. DeMille's biblical ethics.

What God would have built himself if he'd had the money.

And then I saw something that was decidedly

uncoistered and positively not of the cloth.

Well, I suppose stranger things have happened.

Was it voices from the sky or a border lightning? I had a five digit vision.

I'll do it.

You with him?

I am.

What are you doing here, Flarety?

Business so bad that you stopped by to rob the poor box?

On this holy ground, no man is my enemy.

It's not even you, Spencer. I'm curious you're spending more time here.

You should hope this is the only place we bump into each other.

Hello, I'm Sister Brenda. Sister. Are you a friend of Mr. Clarities?

Uh, we know each other, yes, I am a little surprised to see him here.

Oh, we don't know his reputation even here, but whatever else, Tommy Flarrity is.

He's a loyal son of the church.

Tommy? Just last week we moved into this beautiful home.

Who do you think donated it to us? Tommy.

Lord works in mysterious ways, I guess.

Tommy Flaherty was the answer to years of prayer.

Actually, I'm here to ask about another child of the church, Kathleen O'Rourke.

That was a tragedy.

A terrible sadness for all of us. Just a little.

Why was she away from the condo? We placed her in an inner city project.

It's

not so unusual. The vocation is a serious decision.

We often encourage our young women to take time away from the

conflict to search their hearts before they make a final choice.

Sister.

What happened?

Do you think Catherine killed herself? Yeah.

I am sorry.

No one here can talk about that.

Thank you.

So, rock.

I'm truly very sorry about your daughter. Thank you.

Was that taken on Catherine? Was that the content? The day she made her first vows.

Happy a stay of her life. The dream come true.

Well, the Crawford looks pretty happy himself.

She would never have accepted the vocation without her support.

She worshipped him, you know? Must've been very proud.

I wanted to join the order myself when I was very age.

The tragedy of my life. Miss O'Rourke, when was the last time you saw your daughter?

Why are you asking her that?

Anyway, you some of that's come from the case of friend Michael.

When do we go someplace else to talk? I'm at Sarah here.

Eat some of this wonderful food. They're friends of product.

Private what? Tom, I've been hired to prove your daughter didn't commit suicide.

Oh my god.

Who would do something like that, planning into my business?

I ask Mr. Spencer's help. Well, you can just unhiren.

I don't want anybody still being into Kathleen's death. Mr. Aurora.

I don' want you here, pal. Now you get off my street, get away from my house,

and leave us alone. Michael.

Despite what Michael Ararkett said, the neighborhood where

Kathleen had been doing private charity wasn't a ghetto.

A few blocks away, enterprising Yuppies were busy turning old

tenements into coins, which is to say expensive apartments.

However, the locals didn't appear exactly thrilled

to be part of an upwardly mobile neighborhood.

The guys made! Do they have the crowd on their hands?

Oh, my God.

Hey boys, they're being oppressed!

Okay, stay back. Let's stay back! Come on!

They're taking care of you.

You are not a single man. You cannot be the man in the street and you know that.

And him or brother too. Get out. Come on now. All right, get off.

He had hands like that 25 years ago. It might have been a contender.

If you're smart, you get out of here before they come back.

I don't know whether I can stop them again.

I'm not so sure I'll try.

I told you, when I make friends, you've got to work on your personality.

One thing I knew of it sure is the last time I

tried to impress him was snappy dressed in.

fiction notices.

You're serving a Viction notices? Flared is in me over here to protect the fat guy.

Did you know who you'd be throwing in the streets when you took this job?

Yeah.

Shelley, we don't have to give up. Now listen, the key is financing.

If we can just get the bank, you know?

You'll never get millions of dollars in loans.

It's too late if they've already started giving out a fiction. What do you want?

I thought we told you to get out of here. You're trying to find out how Kathleen

will work that.

No, I'm not a cop.

Oh, a genuine private eye. I understand she worked here as a volunteer.

Now you work for the family. Sorry.

We're still a little stunned. Just heard this morning that she was dead.

We have no idea what happened. Some people are calling it suicide. Suicide?

Some people calling it mercy. Well, it's true.

I've never seen anyone agonize over life the way that girl did.

It's only about going back to the convent. I get about that all the time.

learn the ways of it. Why were you against her going back to the condom? What?

So she could spend the rest of her life

teaching high school algebra to spoil rich girls?

She had a genuine gift for economics, a capacity for leadership.

I myself urge her to become president of General Motors. Shelly.

Kathleen could do wonders for people. So

what's the bet did she jump?

Sounds like that's where your money is.

At least that's where your mouth is. Because I'm telling you the truth.

She was basically weak. All she ever wanted was someone to tell her what to do.

Her family ran her life. Well, didn't they?

I mean, phoning her every other day, begging, pleading

for her to leave this hellhole and run back to the sisters?

I argued with her not to go back.

Have you seen pictures of her? Yeah. Well, don't believe them.

She had an enthusiasm, a commitment

that gave her a transcendent quality.

Then she was beautiful.

tell you how long transcendent last around here.

About 10 minutes growing up in the ghetto.

I'm telling you, Spencer, you don't want to look at this one.

Fall from that height, like being hit by a train, going 90 miles an hour.

One of the paramedics abroad her in was only 22. Ha ha ha. It's first jump.

I caught him losing his lunch in the laundry hamper. Heh heh heh heh.

A visit to the corner of a should be a moment for reflection,

contemplation of one's own mortality and the vagaries of life.

All I could wonder was what it would be like to work here

and wake up every morning smelling of formaldehyde.

I got the specs right here.

I knew broad shoulders didn't always mean no brains. What's this?

Oh, that little item.

just what it says.

When she took the plunger, little Madonna was two months pregnant.

When Kathleen O'Rourke left the convent, she chose one of the oldest sections of the

inner city. All you could

say about the view was that it had seen a lot of history.

All you can say about the alley was that it was a long way down.

As someone with aspirations of becoming a world-class sleuth,

I've spent hours perfecting my luck picking skills.

BAM!

An aspiring world-class detective is never without clues.

I was wondering why someone compulsively need enough to wash the dishes

hadn't been tidy enough to leave a suicide note before jumping.

If she had left a note, it should have been in

plain sight, and the police would have found it.

The only thing I saw were her records and charts

on the inner city project she was working on.

This is not rocket, it's okay. My name

is Spencer, I was at your house.

Father Crawford.

How did you get in here? I, um, broken. Why?

Part of my job. Father Crawfford hired me to investigate Kathleen's death.

Investigate? He doesn't think Kathleen killed herself.

What do you think? I don't know.

I don't want to think about it. I just

want to have it back. I just wanna tell you.

Oh God.

I came to collect her things.

Michael wanted to come with me, said it wasn't safe here, Ellen.

But if some others... Oh, God. Did Kathleen have any enemies? Anybody want a harder?

No!

Everyone loved her. From the time she was a baby, everyone loved her!

That's what Father Crawford said.

You told me that he and Kathleen are very close. Yes, he understood her.

Understood her needs. She loved him too.

We all love Father.

Bye!

Why did this happen?

I think there's every possibility that Kathleen killed herself.

I can't believe that.

She was pregnant when she died.

anything.

Maybe that explains something. What's that? Why are you so determined?

because you're so guilty.

I hate what I'm thinking. I'm trying not to think it.

I'm tryin' real hard not to remember what her mother said

that Kathleen worshiped you. And she loved you maybe too much in that you were weak.

And that when she told you.

Any of it.

I love Kathleen, but not like that.

I'm surprised when I told you she was pregnant, not even a little.

Is that because you already knew?

Your way of the priest has of learning things you know I can't talk about.

Maybe there are.

Right now, I wish you didn't have that collier wearing to hide behind.

Every bit of evidence, every piece of logic was telling me that Kathleen

O'Rourke betrayed, confused, and very much afraid, had killed herself.

But sometimes your conscience won't accept logic or reason or evidence.

And that is they say, is the triumph of faith.

They also say that money is the root of all evil.

I thought I'd follow that thread for a while.

Tommy Flairity was a man with a lot of money.

Haw. Spencer.

You know what's on me?

This is exactly the kind of place I'd expect to find you in.

You know, there's actually a guy in the lobby wearing a shirt with a rep pile on it?

Watch him, Spencer. Why will?

I wouldn't want you to break out on the sweat all of your designer labels.

Man like you starts to sweat could be a sign of humanity. Then where would you be?

You know Spencer, if I weren't such a generous person,

I could take offense at these cracks, you're constantly throwing at me.

I wish you would, that's why I make it.

But you're not going to succeed because you're not going stay.

As much as I hate to agree with you, you're right. I'm not.

I'm looking into a death. One you might be interested in.

I love us at your favorite combat. You just went beyond cute fellow.

Now you're getting really offensive. Well, I'm going to go one better than that.

I'm asking if you had her killed. It was crazy.

Are you accusing me of murdering a nut? What kind of magic I have?

I know what kind of man you are. That's why I asked the question.

You work for me.

I am working for you. He spends a year May act, but he's got a real mean right hand.

You're standing here. You're just accusing me of having you kill another. Not hard.

Hawks not a hitman. He doesn't lean on civilians.

But you have plenty of firepower that doesn't discriminate.

Lucky.

Get this bum out, huh? You're supposed to be running out class club.

Sir, I'm good to ask you to leave. I'm in a wrecking.

I wouldn't want to get flexed to that.

Keep up the good work with your blood pressure. You need all the help you can get.

You worry about your own health, Spencer.

And while we're at it.

You're not a civilian.

Pro

That's like cock.

Okay, we'll get it now.

Spencer!

It's going to be a hot detective.

Pickin' up a clue here.

Ha ha ha!

Actually, I just wanted to get you attention.

Thank you for coming in.

You know, Billy Sunday, the Vangiless of the Twins?

Yeah, he used to punch it every day.

He had the word sin and big red letters right on it.

I was just wondering what you have on your bag.

As a matter of fact, a picture of me, the man

I am instead of the priest, I want to be

my failures and imperfections larger than life.

lifetime of punching or doing. What about yours, then?

Are you into here, a band, and all hope?

That sure doesn't describe you, though, doesn't it?

If that means you don't think I said use Kathleen except your apology.

But I should see you in an inventory.

And you changed your mind. I'm not my skill in the ring.

Well two things actually, the number one, the fact

that you were angry enough to climb into the ring,

and number two, the the fact you still want me on the case.

That is why we're here, right?

Why you bought me this extremely average day? Generous, even in victory.

Your guidelines confession didn't you?

And I figured you'd told her some things.

I'm pretty tough things.

about.

keeping the child.

about not becoming a nun.

Some things that must have sounded a lot tougher to you after she died.

So now what do you do? I'm not sure.

I do know one thing.

I'm glad you're not the father of the child.

I'm gonna find out it once.

The only other man I knew about in Kathleen's life

was the man she worked with at the neighborhood alliance project, Jordan Roberts.

He seemed to know Kathleen pretty well.

I figured it was time for me to get to know him better, so I swung by his office.

No! Join! You kill

her! No!

Oh, fuck!

No!

Fuck!

Was it coincidence or could it be a pattern?

First, Kathleen, who was working with Jordan, announced Jordan himself, very dead.

Alright? I'm alright.

Join us, Dad.

was at the real turtle soup or only mocked.

I looked to Sergeant Frank Belson for a philosophical discussion.

Spencer!

So the gun hasn't been fired, so who waste the bow's over the alley?

She's too shaken up to be any help tonight. What's your story on the dead muscle?

Apparently, Lieutenant, we're talking about Boston's first

case of divine retribution. Bring it back in the head.

Look at these guys working for it.

He wants information, but he don't give any.

That gave you one of the killers, didn't I? You got ten bucks on your Spencer. No.

I bet you're ten bucks against my hundred.

Then we pull a bull of it out of the stiff. It'll be along you, a pet shark hawk.

Well, whoever did it saved my life. You testified of that? You bet.

That's your turn.

Right. Actually, I'm not surprised Hawk was around here tonight at all. How's that?

Well, him and the cops got something coming. They both work for Tom Flarrity.

Tom Flarrity again. He might see himself as making a bid for St. Hood,

but I sure self-didn't. I didn't know why he wanted Jordan Roberts dead.

I didn t know why you might have won a Kathleen or Rorke dead.

But I didn d know it had to have something to do with money.

A lot of money changes hands in urban renewal projects.

And when big money changes hand in Boston,

Tom Flarity has been known to have the stickiest fingers in town. Financial plans.

Little Miss Brilliant and Jordan we're working on.

Yeah, this dream.

said that public housing was over. They turned it to instant slums.

one people to own their own place.

set up a fund so that they could learn how to become carpenters and plumbers,

fix them all up.

A miracle.

home ownership and jobs.

So what do you charge for all of that?

I'm gonna ask you.

I wasn't the financial expert. Somebody else.

You loved Jordan very much, didn't you?

Even after he got close to Kathleen.

I didn't mean to think. I know him.

He thought if she found out about life, she wouldn't go back to the convent.

But she needed him.

But he needed me.

I knew all about the bad parts of town.

He needed me in ways he didn't even know about.

You know?

Last night when those dudes broke in with the guns.

He could believe they were gonna kill him.

Even when they shot him, he was surprised.

Now there's only one thing left for me to do.

What's that?

Get flyerty.

I heard what the police said.

He's the one that had Jordan killed, isn't he? That's for the law.

People like Flarety aren't afraid of the law.

They own the law and they never, never pay.

Thank you.

Shall we?

Don't worry about me.

We're about to be looking for you.

My senior heroic was Kathleen Zonkel.

He was also one of the busiest men in the archdiocese.

It was incumbent upon me to treat him with respect.

Mr. Spencer, I asked you to come here because I

have a favor of a delicate nature to request. The answer is no. No.

Don't be too hasty. I figured a man of sense is only

a car and driver must have a time problem.

My brother warned me you could be direct.

Are you also that determined to inflict needless

pain on a family that is already suffering?

Have a client.

I've made promises to that client and promises

to a client are a matter of honor to me.

Honor.

Does that what you're protecting here? I try.

Well, my brother and his wife are paying a terrible price for your sense of honor.

Is that why I'm here? Yes. I want this to stop.

Why don't you leave them alone so they can accept what

happened deal with their pain and get on with their lives?

You and your suicide isn't the truth.

Mr. Spencer, don't debate the nature of proof with me. I'm something of an expert.

But let me ask you just one question. I'll come a man in your position

is an eager to prove that his needs didn't kill herself.

Because I knew Kathleen objectively.

She was high strong, headstrong, and overly emotional in her faith.

So is John of Arc.

She was under tremendous pressures. That were impossible for her to resolve.

I agree with what happened.

But I was not entirely surprised. As you said, you are objective.

And I bet no one's ever criticized you for being overly emotional in your fate.

I knew the Montsenius' brother, Michael O. Rark, would be emotional,

but I had to be honest with him in hopes that he'd be honest to me.

Try it right.

Talk to you a minute.

My wife told me you broke into Cadley's apartment. I warned you.

Sarah can't take you poking into this. I asked

some news for you.

Nothing, you've got to say I want to hear.

It's private and it's important.

It's okay for us. I'll

catch you in the dining.

Yeah!

I don't think Kathleen killed herself. I think she was murdered.

You know shame!

Already lost the only person I have loved to love me, but...

had you leave things alone.

I can.

Can you tell?

back to the ghetto property.

It didn't seem unreasonable then, and find out who owned it.

get out of the building at the right time.

I know you were at the fight. With the back of the... I'm perceptive of you.

You know, most people might be too nervous

with all that physical stuff going on to remember.

But I'll bet you remember a lot of important details, don't you? Like what?

By coupons all that property where you were evicting all those people?

That's confidential. I don't doubt that for a second.

You don't scare me. Why should I scare you? I'm an affable guy.

You know some people actually call me charming.

I do, however, have one reprehensible character flaw.

Which I sometimes lose my temper. Usually I apologize afterwards, but by then,

it really isn't any consolation at all.

So why don't you tell me what I want to know? I'll use dope to think I'm a nice guy.

Got some for you.

I'm going to stop by. I was going to call you. Oh,

yesterday.

You want me to quit?

The Montsenior sent for you, too. It's not my decision anymore.

What do you think he wants us to quit? The church is dedicated to the work of God.

I'm sure he had good reasons for doing this. Do you know who owns all this property?

The Kathleen wanted to turn over to the poor people.

No, a new Kathleen was trying to find out, and she couldn't let you know.

the archdiocese. You know who was helping to evict all those poor families,

Tom Flair, one of the toughest hoods in Boston.

I also think he had the man Kathleen was working with murdered.

Doesn't something smell just a little bit rotten to your hair, Father?

It is not up to me to judge my superior.

I took a vow of obedience. The whole structure of it. Bull.

You had the capacity to believe that Kathleen didn't kill herself.

You had a conviction to hire me to prove it.

You had to curse, to climb in the rain, to keep me on the job.

Don't tell me you're going to quit now. Do you think I want to? Do you?

Do you want to.

I would be a martyr if it would help. But, Spencer,

there is nothing I can do.

What are you afraid of? The boss is going to fire you?

There's a board that places priests to work his honor. He carries a lot of weight.

I'm up for review this year. They could transfer me to somewhere

where I wouldn't even get to work with the people.

That's probably what it means that much to you. I love these people.

they're going to help you.

Bring them closer to God. He even lied to yourself to do it.

Spencer!

Hey! Spence!

for you.

Look here, clarity. I can't do it.

I'm going up against several toughest guns in Boston.

I need somebody to cover my back side. You're going to have to be another somebody.

That's why I came here and asked you to quit this. You know, I can't quit.

I'm totally flirty then.

He said, tell you anyway. You quit, Josh, before I wanted to quit, Flirty.

I got rules, Spencer. Just like you. Somebody break one, did not quit.

Flirty plays straight with me a whole lot of you.

You got rules to allow your throat black people out in the street. Judge me, man.

Since when you become such an authority on black people?

No black people, just people.

Well, I don't quit just cause it gets rough. That's gonna get a whole lot rougher.

You stand next to Flarety. One of us might not come out of this.

I sure hate to think it's gonna be you. I hate it more for what's mean.

See, that's one way we different. I know I can stop you if I have to.

You don't think I can Stop you, huh? For good.

Well, maybe that puts something in my pocket. What's that? I don't know. Surprise.

You can surprise me, Spencer. You two, white. To what?

There's another way we different.

Because you will never know what it's like to be black.

Did you ever have a little child run away from you with fear in his eyes?

Just call your black.

If you grow up having people call you boy and meaning it.

become a man, eat, drink, drive, and wear the best,

and in the eyes, they're still seeing. Boy.

Well, I found out how to be strong.

getting strong made me a whole lot tougher than you will ever be.

It's too waste of it tough.

One might not believe in anything,

and the other might believe in something. Yeah, well.

I guess we found out which way we worked better. Maybe. You can't pull back out.

We have a deal. You knew going in strictly between us.

No one on the hierarchy knows that we're predicting us poor people.

If they find out about it. About your hospital.

You've got to have my property if you're going to expand.

That's why you agreed to trade your sentiments in Christophe.

And if the bishop I work for finds out about it, he'll have my head.

And I happen to like my head and stuff. Damn it.

I'll even give that house to those nuns.

and you will know doubt that it rewarded in heaven.

It's Spencer, isn't it?

He's the one who's messing this up.

You wouldn't do anything to him.

I've looked it wrong.

I understand.

was hoping you wouldn't show.

Same here.

Got the gun hot!

Hands over your head, you know the drill.

Got enough.

Let's see what you got.

I'm fine. I didn't like this for all that stuff. But you were. Just talking.

About an hour is worth, I guess. Good move, baby.

Any time you want to say thanks, don't be shy. You know what it's meant to?

One of my favorite spots in all of Boston. Barker Hill, Brings Hill.

Where our glorious revolution truly began.

But we're not here for a history lesson, are we? No. Another kind of lesson.

the

profitability of reasonableness.

Well, let us surprise money.

Quick, who's pictures on a thousand dollar bill? $50,000.

What do I have to do for this?

I'm assuming this is not a gift because you enjoy my sunny personality.

You do the easiest thing in the world.

You forget. Well, it's a certain real estate transaction.

Simple as me. Not as simple as saying no.

has nothing to do with Catalina or Rort. There's everything to do

with my conscience.

Not only that.

Eric and Mrs. Asin.

So it's pride.

and your intimate with both Spencer. What about murder?

George?

Don't you think the police are gonna be interested in that?

Don't ya think this little transaction is enough to tie that to your tail?

What makes you think I'd do something like that?

eliminate the impossible.

whatever remains.

However improbable.

Must be the truth.

Sure lot comes.

Spencer, Spencer, you've brightened

my day after all.

I have lawyers who have lawyers that trained on getting me out of worse.

By the way, Hawk won't be showing up.

My fault I'm afraid.

The police picked him up for questioning.

He'll be up as Sunday.

not, there are others.

And it'll cost me a lot less than 50 grand.

And that Spencer is real justice.

Farty!

No, don't, Charlie! No! This is the shot!

No! No!

never pay will.

According to the book of Psalms, the Lord is the

strength of my life, of whom then shall I be afraid.

All the evidence in Kathleen's death had led her to Tom

Flerdy, but all the fear took me back to one person.

by the way Bishop Lemming sends his thanks.

people still have their homes.

Montsenyard O'Rourke was gone from the archdiocese.

Michael!

We need to talk to you. May we come in?

You had dinner with Kathleen in her apartment the night she died.

I found two such adishes.

than what happened.

You went up on the roof.

It's so.

I had to remember. I was so angry.

I know.

I shook her.

I shook her in.

She just fell.

And are you? Don't please. Don't, Michael.

I've told them I've done it.

They know everything. Now for

God's sake, let me go with him and get this over with.

Oh my God.

You've had to carry so much.

I was there.

We were not on the road to talk.

Kathleen told me she was...

Why, she couldn't go back to the convent.

I yell better.

I'd never raised my voice to that child in her life.

I yelled, I wasted my life and I'm not going to let her throw hers away too.

I yell better.

And for the first time she backed away from me.

I realised what I'd done and I held out my arms.

to reach for her, but...

My baby just kept going away.

until she tripped.

I love that.

I just want to come to you.

You sure?

Thank you.

Kathleen O'Rourke's death was a terrible accident.

Whatever guilt her mother carried,

it wasn't one the law of man was qualified to recognize.

Not one for any man to judge. St. Matthew wrote of a mother.

Weeping for her children and would not be comforted because they are not.

Could there be any punishment more cruel than that?