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Naughty boy.

Hi friends.

Thank you so much for joining my channel.

I am a new mom-to-be.

My little baby boy is going to be due here in a couple of weeks.

And I just wanted to welcome everybody to my channel. Thank you so much for

joining me and hopefully there's a ton of new moms out there that want to

just be friends and want to connect with me on this journey. This is my first

time being a mom and this was kind of a...

blessing in disguise I was not planning to become pregnant and then I became

pregnant and here I am so I'm so so so happy at this moment in my life that

I decided to embark on this journey and I'm so so so excited that I have a sweet

little baby boy on his way and it's just so pregnancy

is just so

Wild I just cannot get over the fact that I'm growing a little human inside

me like right now, you know, I'm growing is

hair and his eyeballs and his little toesies and his little peepee and his

little fingernails and his earlobes and his nose and his lips and everything and

I'm just so so so excited I can't wait to make this little nugget I just oh my

god it's I can't believe that I feel like it's you know it went by just so

fast it went by so fast but also really slow and I'm sure that all you other

moms know exactly what I'm talking about

But I do know that I'm so ready to meet this little guy.

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I just can contact the breastfeeding and just, I love

this. I never, I never

knew that something could be so incredible. You know, I just really

never knew.

It amazes me.

That my body can do like so much. And that I was able to birth this little

boy. And now I'm able to feed him from my breasts.

I love how he twiddles the other nipple.

So actually I don't know.

I see that a lot of moms like stop their babies from doing that. But like you

really should encourage it. Because.

What it does is it encourages the oxytocin, which is like the bonding

chemical. And it's also the same chemical that is released when you

are aroused. And I think that's a lot of reason why a lot of women...

Stop doing it. Or stop their baby from twiddling. Maybe because their breasts

hurt. Or nipples hurt or whatever.

But also I think they start to feel weirded out. But I don't feel weirded

out. But biologically the baby knows to do that. Because they know that.

If they continue to stimulate the other nipple.

That you're going to have a let down.

And so all of like the.

All of the milk is just going to come down. Because like.

You are like stimulated. And almost like.

your body reads it as like arousal in some way and then then you let the milk

down and it all flows out and then the baby gets to eat more and better and

like so it's all just crazy how biological that is and like the baby

knows that if they continue to stimulate the other nipple that that's going to

happen so I hate when I see women discouraging their baby from doing that

because it actually is really healthy for them

Plus it feels good. Like I don't get why people are so weird about that, but I

don't know.

Just me and my little boy.

It

feels

so good.

It feels so good knowing that I'm just giving in.

life and sustenance and the fact that he's suckling from me is just so

incredible and I love the skin to skin contact it's like

so amazing like I can't believe I made this little

human being

You know mommy's gonna let that milk down, huh?

They're smart little creatures.

They really are.

They really, really are.

Mommy's a smart little boy, aren't you?

Mommy's a smart little boy.

Getting your belly all nice and full.

It also just feels so good when you have that letdown of the milk.

You know, he's just, oof.

He's going to get his belly all full and he's going to be big and healthy, aren't

you?

You're a big and healthy little boy.

See his tiny little ballsack.

You have to touch it sometimes.

It's my baby. I made him.

Ugh, I never want to stop breastfeeding.

I don't think I'm ever going to. Like, I think that I'm going to let him suck

up for me as long as he wants.

I just don't see anything wrong with it.

It's healthy for the boy. It's healthy for the little baby.

Sweetheart, come on, baby.

Come on, sweetie. You gotta stop crying.

You gotta stop crying so mommy can see you.

You gotta stop crying.

Come on.

You gotta see him. He's crying so much. Mommy wants to make a video about that

baby.

I can't wait to make film.

Simple, simple.

Look at that baby.

Look at it. Oh, you're so cute.

It's a sweet little baby body.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

I got you. I got you.

There we go.

There we go. That's a good boy. That's a good baby.

That's mommy's good sweet baby.

Yes, that's mommy's good sweet baby boy.

Look at you.

All your sweet little toesies and your sweet little hands. That's your mommy's

good boy.

You got your cute little belly button.

You got your cute little pee pee.

Perfect little baby.

So cute, baby.

Well, speaking of peeping, you better.

I'm going to be Mommy's good boy now, of course.

I don't even want to make a diaper video.

Sweet little peepee.

I wonder how big it's going to get.

I wonder how big that little peepee is going to get.

How big is that tiny little peepee going to get, baby?

Is it going to get very big? Is it going to get big?

Is it going to become a nice big peepee for mommy?

That's weird. I don't know why I would say that.

Look at your cute little baby body. Cute little butt.

Mommy's not very good at raspberries. Mommy just got her lips done.

Oh my goodness, this sweet little baby.

That seems to calm me down, huh?

Does that calm you down?

Does that calm the baby down?

Shit. Oh my god. I shouldn't be doing that.

I shouldn't. Oh my god.

Oh my god. I shouldn't be doing that. I shouldn't be doing that.

I'm gonna calm you down, my sweetie.

It's okay.

It's okay. You're my son. You're not gonna tell anybody, are you?

You're not gonna tell anybody.

You're not gonna tell anybody that mommy was just touching your little baby.

But that mommy has a little trick to help you calm down.

To help you stop crying.

Uh-huh.

Oh, that's mommy's little trick.

That's mommy's little trick.

Oh, that's a good boy. That's mommy's little trick.

Oh, my sweet little boy.

Oh, come here baby.

Come here.

I know, I know.

My sweet little baby boy.

I love breastfeeding my baby.

I love nursing my sweet son. I never want him to grow up.

So I'm so messed up, but I just love this tiny little baby body.

It's just so sweet and cute.

I love it.

He's gonna need a little diapy change, aren't you?

Get to see my little boy's pinky again.

It's just so cute.

It's just so cute.

I don't know why.

It's so weird, but I love doing all these mom things.

Breastfeeding my boy, changing his diapy.

I love looking at his little body.

I'm just touching him, whatever.

Because he's my baby boy.

He's my sweet son.

Oh,

my

baby.

Such a good eater, this one.

such a good eater such a good sleeper you pretty much like i feel like he's

always falling asleep with the breast and i know that you're not supposed to

do that i don't which is weird to me like why wouldn't you want to I want

your baby to fall asleep while they're eating.

I know, baby.

No fussing. Don't be fussing.

Don't be fussing. I know. I know you love mommy.

I know.

Don't be fussing, baby.

Don't be fussing.

Don't be fussing.

little baby boy down yes yes i do mommy knows

mommy knows best doesn't she

I know, baby.

I know that comes with it.

I know that comes with it.

I know I probably shouldn't really be touching his little penis like this, but

I can't help myself.

Here comes the little boy.

Mommy's sweet baby. You're mommy's sweet baby, aren't you?

Oh, I just love it.

There we go.

There we go. There we go. Oh, he's all calm now. He's bad. He's calm.

He's bad and calm, isn't he?

Yes, he is.

Yes, he's a calm little boy.

Yes, Mom, I know he's fussy. He just needs a little diaper change, okay?

I did not just change his diaper.

He just needs a little diaper change.

Yeah, I did not.

Okay, just, I'll be right out.

Okay.

Baby boy needs help.

Yeah.

Mommy just needs to play with it. Yeah, see?

The little baby comes down.

Oh, the little baby comes down when Mommy touches him.

Oh, I know, sweetie.

I know, sweetheart.

Oh,

Mommy knows what the point is.

Oh,

yeah.

Mommy just needs to play with the little baby boy's baby, doesn't she?

Oh,

this is the one thing that gets my little baby boy to come.

thinks i'm in here just changing the boy's diaper he just needs a diaper

change i know you're giggling baby

see

he's

all good he's all good yes no no he's all good he just needs a little pb play

with this

Get back out there to grandma.

Skin

to

skin is the best.

Skin to skin is the best.

I hope you always let me touch you like this, little boy.

I hope you always let mommy touch you like this.

I don't really know what's going on right now, but I'm sure it's okay,

right?

I can't keep my hands off this little pee pee and balls.

And I

love this

time with you baby.

So my skin to skin contact with my baby.

He's cute in the balls.

I'm such a happy mom.

Such a happy mommy, such a good little eater, and a good little, good to touch

my boy, good to touch him all over, he's my baby.

exactly proud of it but i also don't really feel that bad about it

if you're um i

can get my son i can get my son to calm down instantly

if i just

If I just bottle his penis, he calms down. He stops crying.

He becomes like this happy little baby and I love it.

Like he just becomes this happy little child again and he stops crying

instantly. The second I kind of start like massaging it and playing with his

little baby balls. Like I'm not proud of this, but I'm really,

it's like the key to having a happy baby.

it really is and like i i don't know honestly i kind of like i'm like

suggesting it to someone you have a if you want a happy baby just

massage his penis a little bit i don't i don't know the same thing goes for girls

but honest i mean it really works and it's just kind of creating

such a special bond between us and

I just never want my little boy to grow up.

I hope that I can always touch him.

I hope that I can always kind of, like, get him to calm down like this.

Maybe I can always, like, have him breastfeed.

I just can't imagine what it would be like for my little boy to grow up. And,

like, I mean, I feel bad about it, sort of. But he also, it really calms him

down. Like, is that bad?

I don't think, I don't know.

I'm just gonna keep doing it, I think.

Who cares?

You know?

Who cares?

It makes them calm down and it makes me happy and it's, that's my baby boy.

I can do whatever I want with him, right?

Yeah, that's what I think.

That's what I think.

i'm kind of like becoming a little bit addicted to it i'm like finding myself

wanting to like just get away so that i can touch him i'm finding myself wanting

to get away so i can like touch his penis and change his diaper like i'm

kind of i feel like i just want to like change like i'll just always want to

want to change his diaper so i can play with him a little

I don't know. You know what? Maybe I'm overthinking it. Like, look, this is

what works right now.

And maybe one day I'll stop.

Because this is what works right now. So I'm just going to continue doing what

works right now.

Maybe one day I'll stop.

Yeah. I mean, one day I'm probably going to have to stop, honestly. Because he's

going to get older.

But I also don't want him to get older. Oh, my God. Fuck.

What am I going to do?

I'm conflicted.

My goodness, there's nothing like running around the house trying to catch

a runaway toddler.

Sweetheart. Hi.

Hi. Oh, there you are, baby.

Are you having fun?

Good, yeah.

Aw, you got all your little toys there, don't you?

Does anybody else's toddler love to just be naked?

My little boy loves to be naked because he likes to...

It's weird. He's, like, always touching himself.

Maybe because... Um,

so I've been potty training, and that's been quite the, um, adventure.

Um... It's been, uh, tough.

Uh, terrible two, threes, like, potty training. Like, toddler wood is a lot. I

mean, it's so sweet. He's still my little baby, you know.

Um... But I'm going to... Oh, my God. Some days I feel like I'm just going to

collapse because it's just so much.

But, yeah.

I am still breastfeeding.

Although I do feel that I need to wean him off because I'm still... I don't

really want to lactate that much anymore. I mean, it's just a lot.

So I'm feeling really disturbed about that. He's, let's see, four.

And I know that a lot of people look down upon that anyway.

And I just say, you know, I've always been like, fuck it. I don't, you know,

whatever. Like this is what works for me and my baby.

I know boobies right now.

Okay, hang on, sweetie. Let me just finish this up.

He's just always pining after me. So I just, you know, breastfeeding is a lot.

It takes a lot out of me.

And I love it. I love it so much. And I don't want to give it up, but I do want

to stop lactating. Like, I'm over the wetness.

But I'm sad also.

I'm really sad.

I'm sad because I don't want to give up my time with my baby boy.

But, you know, I'm trying to move him onto solid foods.

I don't know. I'm just trying to see when is the best time for me to

completely stop. I know I'm trying to wean him off, but it's just, I feel like

it's tougher for the mom, you know?

Um, so we've been doing, uh, some potty training there, here and there

as well.

I mean, that's one little sweet thing is that I still get to like see his little

pee pee.

Help him on the potty. I love that he needs me, you know.

And that's part of it too, is that my little boy needs me and I'm his mommy

and I want him to just always need me.

So it's a lot, you know, it's just a lot.

It's a lot of everything.

It's a wonder I can still put on a full face of makeup, but I gotta keep my, you

know, I gotta keep who I am.

So, yeah.

Toddlerhood is crazy.

Part of me is excited for him to get a little bit older so he can be a little

bit more independent.

And part of me is really sad about that.

it is a really really sad day it's taken me a while to come to this

decision but i've gotta stop lactating

decided

that i've gotta wean my boy off he's four

and I know that that's a really long time to be breastfeeding but I just love

it so much that I just have been doing it I just love it I love spending the

time with him and I love how much he needs me and I just love all of it and I

just I can't I'm really I'm really torn over it and it's so hard when

he's like he wants to continue breastfeeding and I have to tell him no

but I've also gotta stop With the pumping and the fucking wet t-shirts and

the... I don't care about anybody else. Like, I don't give a shit about what

anybody thinks about me breastfeeding my four-year-old son.

I would continue breastfeeding him the rest of his life if he wants. But it's,

like, the milk thing.

So... I just gotta wean him off. I can't do it anymore. My boobies hurt.

I don't want them to get, like, super saggy.

So it's like, oh my God, it's a really sad day. I think tonight's probably

going to be the last time that I breastfeed my toddler.

I've been telling him, I've been kind of, you know, letting him know that it's

going to be happening soon and that he's not going to be able to breastfeed from

mommy.

even though he's still like yanking at my boobies and trying to yank at my

shirt and trying to grab at me and stuff and his sweet little hands. I love him

so much and I love that he needs me, but I just, I gotta stop lactating.

It's killing me.

Oh my God. If there's anybody else, I know that this is hard. Like I've been,

you know, on Instagram and stuff and like, it's a huge thing where women just

have a really hard time weaning their kids off because it's such a loving.

gesture it's such a loving bond but I'm just hoping that you know we find

something else I just gotta stop lactating that's all honestly hoping

that we find another way to bond my boy so that's where I'm at

and uh yeah I know I haven't been posting too too much

but

Just lots going on.

It's hard having a toddler. It's hard going through this part of motherhood.

So, hopefully these boobies are going to be getting a little bit smaller soon.

Okay.

Talk to y'all soon.

Sweetie, it's time to wake up, baby boy. It's your first day of school.

What? Oh, come on, baby. It'll be great. It'll be so great, honey.

I know you want to stay home with mommy. I know, but you'll be okay. I promise.

I know, baby. Don't cry.

Oh, don't cry, sweetheart. You're going to make mommy cry.

Oh, my sweet son. No, it's hard. It's tough. You're going to be away from

mommy for like a couple hours, and then I'm going to see you again, okay?

I know.

I know, baby.

I know, sweetheart.

Mommy doesn't want you to go either, but I promise you it's going to be so much

fun, okay?

Okay.

Well, do you want to get up and we can find your favorite outfit?

And we can get you ready all for the school bus?

And you're going to make new friends?

I know you want Mommy to be your only friend, baby, but I can't.

You're going to make new friends and everything, sweetheart. I promise. It's

going to be so fun.

It's going to be so fun.

Yeah.

Don't worry, baby.

Oh, my God. Sweetheart, please don't cry.

Okay,

lay here for a couple minutes, all right?

I'll be back in just a second.

Oh, my poor boy.

Oh, my sweet baby.

Oh, he's so anxious about...

The first day of school.

I'm sad, too.

It's so hard sending them off, isn't it?

Maybe there's something we can do.

It's so hard sending them off.

I have to get them all ready. Oh, my God. I hope he doesn't cry at the bus

stop. I'm going to be crying at the bus stop.

Oh, good Lord.

My boy.

My son.

I don't want my boy to grow up.

Okay, well, I gotta get ready for work.

One moment, like, I'm ready to go, but I gotta get ready to get him ready and

take him to the bus stop. And, oh, my God, I hope I don't cry off when I wake

up.

This is the part that I don't tell you about having kids.

So hard to, like, let them grow up.

day of school.

It was kind of a wreck yesterday but I had a good idea because he was really

nervous and today I'm going to try something different that I think is

going to work for us.

I'm no longer lactating.

I took some time off but I think I'm going to see if this is going to

keep my little boy from getting so anxious.

i think i'm gonna see if he wants to nurse from mommy because yesterday he

was a wreck and you know i mean he's just six so

yeah i mean that's i'm not lactating anymore but i think maybe

just the action he's gonna like it i think it's gonna keep his nerves down

it'll keep my nerves down it'll keep me feeling really um close to him so i

think i'm just gonna see if he wants to he was really it was hard for him

yesterday but i think maybe the nursing um will keep him close to me and will

will make him feel better so let's just i'm gonna enter this room and wake him

up and see if that would help him

sweetheart

it's time to wake up baby oh my sweet angel look at you baby

it's my sweet angel It's time to wake up.

Oh, honey, I know you don't want to go to school. I know you want to stay home

with Mommy, but you're becoming a grown boy, baby. This is what happens when you

grow up.

But listen, I have a... I have a little suggestion.

Yes, a suggestion.

Would it make you feel better if you wanted to... Well, would it make you

feel better if you nursed for Mommy before you went?

To school?

Yeah, like how I used to feed you, remember? I took some time off, baby,

but... So I'd stop lactating. So I'd stop being able to give you milk.

Would it make you feel... Yeah, it would.

Okay, baby, scoot over. Come here. Come here.

Come here.

Here we go.

Um... Uh, come here.

Yeah. Here.

Let me just take this.

Oh, get him on his lap. There you go.

Oh, that's a good boy.

Oh, yeah, baby.

Oh,

does that make my baby boy feel good?

Good, baby, yes.

Good, yes, mommy loves you.

I think this is going to make you feel all better.

You want to play with the other nipple? I know you went right for it. See, it's

like nothing's changed.

I know that this was going to make you feel good, baby, right?

Yeah.

Oh, my sweet boy. I don't want you to be anxious when you go to school, okay?

I don't want you to be anxious when you go to school.

That's my good boy. That feels great, doesn't it, honey?

Yeah, yeah. I know, I know.

I know.

Yeah, baby, we can do this every morning you want, if you want.

Every morning before school, so we can just calm your nerves down a little.

Would you like that, baby?

Okay, good, sweetheart. Me too, me too. I'll do this with you every morning.

Probably shouldn't, but I'll do this with you every morning.

Yeah.

Oh, my God.

Fuck. I'm just leaving my son's room after nursing him for the first time in

like... at least a year or two.

Why does it feel so good? Oh my god.

I feel kind of bad. It felt really good.

I got turned on.

I got kind of turned on.

Oh goodness.

But it calmed him down, you know? It calmed him down.

down so i think i'm just gonna keep doing it i'll i'll have to calm myself

down a little bit of course but i'm just gonna keep doing that i think it'll help

us feel closer it'll help us feel close you know i'll just keep doing it as long

as he needs it help it really calmed him down i think and i think that um yeah i

think it'll it'll be good for us and i'll keep us close

Good morning, sweetheart.

Baby, are you up?

Oh, baby, you're excited to nurse?

Okay, let's go to over and let mommy in.

Oh, sweetie, there you go.

Okay, my John.

Oh, yeah, that's a good boy. That's a good baby.

It still calms you down, doesn't it, baby? You still love it.

You still love nursing from mommy, don't you?

Yes, mommy loves it.

My sweet son.

Hi,

everyone. How are all my favorite moms doing?

I just wanted to check in, see how everyone was doing today.

All I'm doing is just momming. Like, why didn't anybody tell me that it was just

gonna be such a mess all the time? Like, constant, constant cleaning up.

Constant cleaning up, constant driving around, picking up, dropping off, taking

to soccer, like everything all the time. It's just, I never get a chance to sit

down. Nobody told me it was gonna be like this, but.

At the end of the day, we do love these kids, don't we?

Oh, man. I do. I, you know, I do love being a mom.

And I love being a mom to my handsome son. He's just getting so much older.

And he's just growing into such a handsome boy.

And, you know, what's interesting is, like, he's starting to kind of, like,

ask me, like, questions about stuff.

And I kind of am like, how do I answer this without getting too graphic, you

know?

a little crazy if anybody has any tips if anybody has any suggestions on like

what i can say when you know he's walking

up and he's fiddling with himself i'm a girl like i never dealt with that so

if anybody has any suggestions like why is he doing it around me so much i don't

know i don't know like what am i supposed to do i gotta just tell him to

like

i don't know stop fiddling with himself it's all the time it's constant he's

sitting at the dinner table and i have to tell him to stop he's you know

walking in the grocery store i gotta tell him to stop it's not you know i

don't want i'm a progressive mother i don't want to discourage his um you know

discourage his uh exploration but at the same time it's like constant Is this

just like a little boy thing?

Like, is this just something that boys do?

I mean, I guess, you know, I did have a girlfriend who told me one time that her

daughter was touching herself all the time, but I don't really remember doing

that.

Well, a little bit.

I do remember doing that a little bit. Like my girlfriend's friend would like

kind of explore, you know?

because we just didn't know like what was happening but i was older then i

wasn't you know six years old i was 14 13 14

is it normal for like a little boy to be feeling himself i'm like

i've been kind of noticing him like he's still always yanking

at my breasts trying to get me to feed him with my boobies

Always. And I have to tell him to stop. He's always wanting to be on me.

And part of it's so sweet, but like, part of it's like, oh my God,

when is this?

Don't I have to like cut out this behavior?

He's always yanking on me, like always pulling me like boobies.

And like, sometimes I'll just, you know, he really, it's really comforting to

him.

Let me know if this is weird, but it's really comforting to him to, you know.

just suckle for a little and i'm not producing anything uh because you know

we beamed him off or i beamed him off and i'm not producing anything

now but it's still comforting to like put him to sleep and so he'll suckle on

me for a little bit and it's it's so sweet it's really really sweet i love

having this time with my son but

Do any other moms out there, like, uh,

sometimes it starts to feel good.

Like, really good.

That's terrible, isn't it?

Sometimes it starts to feel, like, really, really good.

Like, and maybe it's just, like, it's been a while or something, but, like, it

does kind of feel good, you know? He has, like, a shallow latch now, and he

just kind of suckles. just right and it feels good should i feel guilty about

that i mean it's it kind of felt good when he was an infant too i think i

remember posting like feeling guilty about it and i don't feel guilty about

it but like he it's he it's i'm comforting him you know it's just what

he needs i'd be lying if i didn't say it felt good though

He just looks so sweet and innocent and just suckling from mommy. It is nice to

feel needed.

Anyway, let me know if you've had any kind of like similar experience because

should I feel bad about that?

About still breastfeeding my little boy?

It's not my fault it feels kind of good.

Anyway. He's so sweet. He's growing up to become like so handsome.

And let me know what you think. Like any, any boys or like any dads out there

who were younger and breastfed for a long time, you know, just leave me a

comment. Let me know if that's weird. Like, should I just keep breastfeeding?

I don't, maybe I should cut it off. Maybe. Cause like, he's starting to kind

of like, he's starting to kind of like gyrate a little. Like when, um,

of cute it's like you know my sweet son is just having these like

i doubt their sexual feelings but like he's just having these like moments you

know where i'm i'm nursing him and he's just like sort of like pressing his

little hips up against me and it's just so sweet and endearing but like at the

same time i feel a little guilty because i'm feeling a little turned on not

because of my son

But because of the action, you know, like my nipples are being sucked. My

nipples are very sensitive and they're being, you know, played with and

stimulated. It's like I get a little wet.

Not bad. Please don't report me to CPS.

Fuck.

Anyway, let me know if this is something you've experienced as a mother or if you

were a young boy who was breastfed for a while.

Let me know if you think it's weird, if it's natural.

But don't share this post, okay?

Yeah, baby.

Oh my God, speak of the devil.

Honey, boobies right now?

Okay, I'm coming.

It does feel good.

Sweet angel baby.

No, not five more minutes. Do you want a nurse?

Okay.

Come on, scooch over.

You can kind of coast along and fall back asleep for a little bit if you

want, but if you want to nurse, I can't let you just only sleep, okay?

What's that, baby?

No, you're never going to have to stop nursing.

Just don't tell your friends about it, okay? Because they might not understand.

Yeah, because you're in second grade now, baby.

I doubt that any of your friends are going to

still be doing this, alright?

You're in second grade, baby.

Yeah, you can play with the other one.

hey everybody just checking in does anybody else feel like laundry literally

never stops because and i know that this is like a mom i mean i know because my

parents used to say the same thing to me but like it's just always constant you

know what i'm saying and i'm always having to change the sheets i'm always

having to like it's just laundry laundry laundry laundry laundry it's just always

24-7 yeah baby what

You what?

It was his first day of school.

You like your... You did what?

You met a little girl?

Oh.

You liked her?

What was her name?

Olivia?

Oh.

So you liked her?

You guys want to have a play date?

Okay. Well, I'm going to have to talk to her mom.

Maybe she can come over here.

Um, I don't know how I feel about you going over there.

Um, okay.

Yeah. What'd you like about her?

Sure, baby.

Um, well, I'm excited that you have a new little friend.

I'm really excited that you have a new little friend, baby.

Okay, yeah, we can, um, can you get her, uh, let's see.

She knows her phone number. I don't know. Maybe we can meet her at, um, drop

off tomorrow and then maybe we can arrange a little play date.

Okay.

Okay, sounds good, baby.

I'm glad you made a new little friend.

Yeah, okay.

Yeah, I'm going to make dinner here soon.

Well, that's a first I wasn't ready for.

Hmm.

A new little girlfriend, huh?

How am he supposed to be his only girl?

I don't know how I feel about this.

i can't believe you guys just witnessed that i can't believe you guys just

witnessed that like firsthand oh my god you guys literally just witnessed a

first firsthand i don't want a boy to grow up

i don't want him to have a girlfriend who's this olivia girl

i'm kidding i'm teasing

Mommy's supposed to be his only girl.

I guess we're just gonna have to do a little playdate with her and find out

what this is about.

Any other moms feel the same way?

Leave me a comment. Like and subscribe.

Good morning.

Good morning, baby boy.

Oh, you like when mommy does that?

You like waking up with mommy's nipple in your mouth already?

Good morning, sweetheart.

Yeah, of course, baby.

You know mommy loves nursing you.

I'm never gonna give this up.

My sweet son.

Yes, baby, keep licking mommy's nipple just like that.

Keep suckling.

Yeah, play with the other one, baby. I love, you know, I love when you do that.

That's it, baby. You play with mommy's other nipple.

Yes,

I love you, sweet boy.

Because it feels good, baby.

And I love you so much.

I love my son. I love that we've been doing this for all these years.

i just discovered something and it seems that my little boy is growing up

his little boxers are wet

and he's been saying that he's like wetting the bed and like i go and like

there's not anything that's like pee i think that he's getting like wet dreams

i think he's starting to get wet dreams i

feel like he's young for that

Oh my god, I wonder, like, what he's dreaming about.

Maybe he's dreaming about his mom.

I'm kidding.

Is that fucking weird? Why would I say that?

I think my little boy's getting wet dreams.

What does this mean?

I have noticed that he's kind of, like, humping things a little more.

Maybe I should, like, take him off the tippy.

He's, like, humping things a little more.

and like he'll try to take my hand sometimes and i'll like put it on his

penis and like i just kind of pretend that nothing's going on but i think he's

like trying to get me to like touch him and like i don't you know i kind of just

like like i just don't really it didn't really faze me you

know but now i'm finding that his boxers are wet and he's been like complaining

that like

He's wetting the bed, but he's actually not wetting the bed.

Oh my god, I think he's getting wet dreams.

What does this mean?

My baby boy's growing up.

I don't want him to grow up. He's mommy's little boy.

How can I make him be mommy's little boy forever?

Oh, shit.

I don't want my little boy to grow up.

I was hoping you'd still want to nurse.

It's first day of fifth grade, baby.

I know it feels good for you too, baby. I know you love it.

You're so happy that we've been doing this for so long.

Yeah, you can get a couple more minutes of sleep, I'll be alright.

Just keep suckling mommy like that, baby.

It feels really nice.

Yeah, I love it and I love you and I love how close we are.

You're always gonna be mommy's son.

Boy.

What are you doing,

baby?

Your penis?

You can keep nursing.

It's making it hard.

That's okay, baby.

Don't worry about it. We'll talk about it later.

You can... Right now, just... It's okay.

Sure, you can, um... Um... Sure, baby. You can push it up against

me if you want.

been happening, sweetie?

You've been doing this a lot?

So your pee-pee's getting hard?

Especially when you nurse mommy, okay?

Okay, well, I'm just gonna have to think about that, alright?

But don't worry, it's normal.

Yeah, it's normal, baby.

You can rub it up against me.

Feel it. Oh.

Oh, wow, baby, it is hard.

Okay.

Well, we can, uh... Well, we can talk about it later, okay? We'll talk about

it when you get home from school. For now, just, um... Unlatch. Yeah, thank

you.

We'll talk about it when you get home from school, okay?

nursing and i don't know that you know he's in fifth grade now so he's getting

older and um well i

think he's starting to get boners he's gone hard and he made me touch it which

was wild i don't know if i'm gonna be able to continue

I'm going to have a talk with him later and just talk to him about what's

happening.

I'll just have to see if I should keep nursing him.

I don't really want to give it up.

Fuck.

I mean, it already kind of turned me on nursing him all the time, and now he's

starting to get boners.

Little boys growing up, I guess.

Good

morning,

sweet boy.

Yes, you can nurse.

But mommy needs to talk to you about something, okay?

Oh, there you go.

Ooh, you're wearing your retainers.

The clear ones. It makes it feel like when you were a baby. It feels nice.

Okay.

Oh, yeah. You're pressing against me again.

It's okay, baby.

So remember mommy told you that we would have a little talk?

So what's happening, sweetheart, is when you hit a certain age, your penis is

going to start to get hard when you like things.

Or sometimes even when you're not thinking about it, it might start to get

hard. And you're going to want to rub it on things, especially on mommy, I think.

And you can...

It's best that we continue nursing.

Just, I don't know, baby.

I know, I know.

I'm really conflicted about it too, baby. It feels so good for mommy and

it's so good for our closeness. But, oh, yeah, you're doing it again.

My sweet little boy. Just, I know it makes you feel good, baby.

And I know that your penis is getting hard. It's because you're getting older

and mommy doesn't want you to get older. But I'm a little, to be completely

honest, sweetheart, I'm a little nervous about what could happen. Because when

your penis starts to get hard, it means that you're kind of like able to make

babies. And you're going to want to start rubbing your penis on things. And

you're going to want to touch it. And you're allowed to touch it. It's your

body. You can touch it and eventually you'll start to, it's called

masturbation.

And eventually you'll start to reach a point where stuff comes out.

Like, cummies.

You can keep nursing, it feels nice.

I don't mind if you rub on me right now, okay?

I know.

I don't mind if you rub on me right now.

Um, mommy will have to get you some things so that you can learn how to

masturbate, okay?

Like some oils and... Because you're going to want to release.

And maybe mommy will show you, okay?

Um... Do you want me to show you right now?

Okay.

I don't know if you're going to be able to come.

You're rubbing it on everything, I know.

It's been happening a lot, huh?

Okay, I'm not going to show you right now, baby, but I'll show you, alright?

And I'll show you how to make cummies.

Yeah.

And it'll feel like a really nice big release.

Okay?

It's totally normal, sweet boy.

conflicted about doing this, but, um, I'm going to show him

how to touch himself and then I'm never going to do anything like that again.

Um, I'm going to stop it after this, but I'm

just going to at least like show him how.

Oh, hi baby. You're already up.

You were waiting for me?

You woke up with an erection?

Okay.

Yes, you can nurse.

Your pee-pee's already hard. You've been... You've been playing with it a

little?

Okay, that's fine, sweetheart.

He's been helping everything.

So mommy's going to show you what you can do to really, really make it feel

nice, okay?

And then I'm... This is the last time for... This

is the last time mommy's ever going to really show you.

And you're going to do it on your own after that, okay?

Yeah.

Okay.

That's just the way it has to be, sweet boy.

Okay?

Okay, so I'm going to put a little bit of this little prick in on my hand.

I brought you some, okay? So we're going to put some of that on there.

Uh-huh.

And show me your pee-pee.

Good boy.

Yeah.

Okay, hang on.

Okay,

sweet boy. Uh-huh, take this in. Take this nipple.

Good boy.

Okay, so your peepee feels good, right?

Okay, so you see how mommy's hands are all nice and lubricated?

You're going to move up and down your peepee like this.

Yeah, does that feel nice?

Does that feel nice, baby? Good, good, good, good.

Okay, so you're just going to keep doing it like that. Now I want you to try.

Mm-hmm.

Good boy.

Good baby.

Oh, good baby.

That's it.

You can suck on mommy and just do it yourself, okay?

Maybe that's the little arrangement that will make all right, sweetheart. Maybe

you can just do it yourself and you can continue nursing. Would that make you

feel better?

Okay.

We can do that.

That's a good boy, sweetheart.

Okay,

it might feel like you're going to have to pee.

Nothing might come out, alright?

Just to let you know, nothing might come out.

But it might feel a little bit like you have to pee. Go pee pee.

And just I want you to push, okay?

good boy that's it uh-huh keep suckling mommy uh okay

just release just release let it go for me oh yeah

there's a little dribble there's a little dribble oh that's it sweetie oh

you're moving all around oh don't suck so hard so not so hard sweetie it's okay

it's okay it's okay you got excited honey

My sweet son. It's okay.

It feels nice, though.

Good. There's a little bit of a trouble there.

Don't worry. Don't worry, baby. I'm so happy you're feeling better.

Yeah.

Okay.

You feel better.

Good. We can...

I do also want to continue nursing, sweetheart. I love you,

baby. Glad you're feeling better. And mommy's going to leave the lubricant

here for any time that you need it, okay?

And you can do it all by yourself, alright?

Sweetheart.

I literally taught my son how to drug off this morning.

He's been having wet dreams and he's been getting hard and humping everything

and I just, I couldn't, like, I needed to help. I felt like I needed to help

him release.

And I'm not exactly proud of what I did.

I don't think I'm going to... I told him that we could nurse and he could do it

himself whenever he wants.

I want him to know how to do it.

But I can't.

Honestly, I'm not really sure what I should do. I don't know if I should let

him nurse and let him do it on his own while I'm in there.

Part of me is going to want to just help him every time.

nursing and playing with him

and

seeing his little face just face just like his eyes just opened up you know

and he's just oh god my little boy's growing up and part of me doesn't want

him to part of me wants him to but

Oh, sweet.

I'm just gonna have to stop everything.

Oh my god, I'm gonna have to stop everything.

I don't know if I'll be able to contain myself.

I don't know if I'll be able to contain myself.

Oh boy.

My little baby boy.

Hey everybody, it's a really beautiful day outside today.

And it's the first day of school for my little boy.

I thought it was going to get easier.

Can somebody please tell me if it gets easier?

Because every year I'm taking my son to school and, you know, it just feels like

it gets harder.

Does anybody else feel the same way? Because for me, like, it's just...

i miss my baby boy i miss my boy and i just want to find a way to be closer to

him and i just noticed that he's like rubbing himself more

and that he's just oh i do kind of feel like

he's a little bit more attached to me now than he was even like a couple of

years ago so um i don't know i'm just going through a lot right now

Is this normal?

Is it normal as a mom to be like so attached to my boy?

I don't know how normal that is.

Sometimes I do let him sleep with me. I know that some people had some questions

about that.

I do let him sleep with me sometimes because he likes to cuddle. You know,

he's a mama's boy.

And he is just...

He's a mama's boy.

Maybe I've turned him into a mama's boy, but I think he really enjoys, you know,

his time with me and our time together. And we do spend a lot of time just

mother and son.

He's just growing up to be such a handsome little boy. And I don't know,

my thoughts are all over the place today because reality, in reality, I mean, I

just don't want my little baby boy to grow up. You know, I just, I don't want

my little baby boy to keep getting older because that means he's...

the older he gets you know he's gonna start being into other women and he's

gonna want to start having girlfriends and or boyfriends or hopefully just

girlfriends because well that's a story for another time but I know how much he

loves his mother but I don't want to start getting jealous about my little

boy's girlfriends and things like that so I don't know I'm just I feel like I'm

struggling a little bit because I don't want my little boy to leave the

fly the coop or is that the thing i don't know maybe i need to have another

little baby just to satiate my desire to keep my little boy at home with me

he's doing really well in school he's making really good grades

he's very smart and he's so handsome everybody says that he's a spitting

image oh i guess they haven't seen his father though but speaking of his father

Has anybody else noticed that their son's penis kind of resembles the dad's

a little?

I think my son's penis is going to be a little bit bigger, honestly.

It's going to be a little bit bigger.

And that's kind of exciting.

It doesn't matter to me, of course. I just, you know.

Yeah, I don't know.

Can somebody, you know.

Oh god, I don't know what kind of thing I'm getting myself into here.

Is it normal for me to be missing my son as much as he grows up?

Let me know in the comments.

Hey y'all.

I...

I'm

having some big feelings because I know that my...

boy is growing up and getting older and he's 10 going on 11 now and he's

the most handsome little boy and

Yes, we are still very very

close and we do I

do still nurse him sometimes

pretty often and yeah it feels really good for me but I am

struggling because okay I know I told him that

I know I told him that I had no problem continuing to nurse him

while he basically pleasured himself um and that I

i had to put a stop to that immediately because it was just too much for me i

didn't like trust myself um which sounds terrible to say but anyway so that said

that did happen like once more where he you know or like a couple times more

where i would nurse him in the morning and he would essentially jerk himself

off and um now he's he's making cummies so just a little bit but

i just found the whole thing so erotic that i started to feel really guilty so

i put a stop to that um just the way he was looking up at me and

it just it became really erotic and it made me feel really guilty

but also not because i'm his mom and i just want to do what's best for

my boy

so anyways it's just i put a stop to it listen so that that said it's been like

i don't know like six months or something since i've updated

um i do still let him nurse i don't let him pleasure

himself with me i asked him to start doing that on his own he was kind of a

little upset a little bit upset um he didn't really understand why but

i couldn't really tell him so i just said like you know i wanted it to be his

private time like he needs to learn his body on his own he doesn't need to be

nursing mommy when he does it so that said i haven't done anything like that

with him since the first time i haven't touched him i haven't done just i do

still let him nurse but i haven't modeled him or anything like that um i

don't want him to be too dependent on me i don't want to create a man child but

um

i do think about it every day i think about that first time when i checked him

off like every day it's like oh my god it was just so erotic

and those couple of times when he did it while he was nursing on me and he you

know pleasure himself and just the way he looked up at me and just knowing that

i was his mother and oh god i think about it every damn day i i haven't done

anything since

So it's been at least like six, seven months or something like that since the

first time.

Those first couple of times.

I haven't done anything.

But I want to.

I really want to.

And I feel guilty about it.

Part of me feels like, now i'm like totally confident with like the nursing

thing i don't really care about that it's the nursing like who cares like i'm

just gonna comfort my boy i don't really care who wants to judge me i don't give

a i'm yeah i'm still nursing my 11 year old boy who cares but

the pleasuring thing

i haven't done anything but

I kind of just want him to ask me if I will do it.

Because as a mom, I feel like your immediate response is, yes, I'll do

anything for my baby.

It's terrible.

Oh my god, I sound like such a fucking pedophile.

But I'm not. It's not about other kids. It's about my son.

I'll do anything for my boy.

So I'm just going to have to see.

I do think that the nursing has really kept us close.

Really kept us nice and close, but... I want to keep on doing

this. I want to work him off again.

I just think about that first time a lot, like every day.

And now he knows that it's off limits, but... I don't know. Maybe there's...

I don't know. Maybe there's some...

Oh God, I feel like such a fucking pervert.

Maybe there's something I could do to let him know that I'm like open to it or

something. I don't fucking know.

Anyway, yeah, that's my, that's my deal at the moment.

I'm just going to see like, you know, I'm totally confident about the nursing

thing.

Maybe if he starts like trying to help my leg again or something, I'll just

tell him it's okay.

I don't know. I feel guilty about it.

but also oh my god i'm so fucking conflicted on one hand he's my son i

will do anything for him on the other hand he's my fucking son i should be

sexual with my son but if he wants it i want it

right couldn't be that bad sure it's incest or

whatever nobody knows about it he's not gonna say anything about it i mean

if you're if you're you know a little boy don't you i mean would you ever say

anything about your mom like loving you and drinking you off if you asked if you

asked her to like would you be upset about that would you ever tell anybody

no you'd love it so i don't know i'm conflicted

tell me what to do

Yes, baby, I see you. What, you want to nurse?

Okay.

Did you finish your homework?

Come here.

You're watching your favorite show?

Okay, well, you can nurse.

with mom for a little bit and then um just make sure you get your homework

done okay let me know if you need help i

know you're gonna tell me that you need help just because you want to be with

mommy huh there you go

baby there you go stop wiggling

If you're such a wiggle worm, ow, don't do that.

You're too old to be doing that. That hurts.

You're way too old to be doing that. That hurts me.

Are you fishing around for my other nipple?

Yeah, you can get it ready.

I know it's just a reflex.

Honestly,

I really do think that my mom should nurse this.

Yes, I took a couple years off so I could stop getting milk.

You miss the milk?

You're a brat.

You're so sweet, though. I swear it's like you get milk drunk, though, every

time you're nursing.

I love you too, baby.

I told you you gotta stop doing that baby.

Mommy shouldn't be touching you there.

Mommy shouldn't be touching you there baby.

You want me to?

But just over your pants, okay?

You can't say anything.

Have you been doing this a lot by yourself?

Good.

It's feeling good?

Yeah, I can feel how hard you're getting.

You feel like you have to do it a lot? Like multiple times a day?

Because your penis is always getting hard?

Well, then I can't keep up with you, baby.

I can't keep up with you.

Silly.

guys it just wouldn't be right baby okay just don't but you can press your hips

up in the moment

You can just go in your pants, baby. That's alright.

You can just go in your pants.

Yeah, mommy will wash them right away.

Is that all better?

Good boy. Is that all better?

Okay.

You feel sleepy now? You feel a little cheapy?

Okay.

Sorry, you can continue nursing my baby if that makes you feel good.

Just for a couple minutes.

We should really get you out of these wet pants.

So today is like kind of a struggle I

find my little boy up for summer camp yay

I'm so excited for him to have the experience of summer camp

because it's not something I ever got to experience um at like a sleepaway camp

and he's gonna be gone for a couple weeks and uh I

I am feeling some kind of way like

really don't i

don't

i don't want him to go like i just don't like i want him to go and like

experience this but

as a mom i

can't imagine imagine not having my little boy with me all the time i

feel scared i feel nervous i feel anxious i

feel like part of me i just like want to keep him here you know all to myself

um and i don't know

i don't know if these feelings are normal or not like i feel like all moms

get a little nervous like when their kids go out to summer camp and they

travel without them you know like all these things i feel like it's normal for

me to feel like nervous but this is more than that

like

i'm in love with that little boy he's a part of me

And to think of him being like separated from me for the next couple weeks feels

like literal torture.

Like it's going to be long distance. Like it's going to be like a long

distance thing. And like I've never been good at that.

I'm feeling... I

also...

I've just been thinking so much about...

I've been

thinking... Oh, it feels like crazy to even admit this.

I've been thinking about... The way he, like, touches me and

snuggles up to me and, like... I hold his tiny little warm...

body against mine and just snuggle him in real tight and i am

i'm

having these feelings where i want to like fondle him i just want to like cup

his little peepee in my hand and like hold him there is that bad sometimes i

like when he's really asleep i'll just do it like very lightly just like kind

of like cup him there and just hold him there while while he sleeps i mean he

doesn't he doesn't do anything like he doesn't act like he doesn't want it or

move or anything like he just seems to

be fine with it so i mean

i'm finding that i kind of want

For example, cause like, you know, he's still, sorry, my cat's licking herself

over there.

I don't know if you can hear, but, um, yeah.

Uh, when he's like

breastfeeding, I kind of just like pull him really close to me and I'll start to

like touch his butt really, really close.

And he'll just like put his, sometimes I'll just like put his legs like in

between mine, like.

one underneath and one like he'll just like put his like knee up you know and

sometimes i'll just kind of like i'll just like move my body a little bit

like because it feels good

and i kind of like use his body like it's just

it's really light like it's really i'm not you know there's

if he like pulls away or whatever i'm just like oh okay you're all done eating

you know totally normal like nothing weird but i wonder like if he notices

i just have these feelings like growing inside me like i want like more

especially when we're like really close you know when he sits with me all the

time and he sits with me and uh we cuddle all the time

I always have this hat on my chest, and, like, every time I kind of just want to,

like, place my nipple into his mouth. It feels great. It feels good.

And, like, if he does breastfeed with me laying down, you know, I'll kind of put

his leg in between mine and, like, like, move up and down a little.

Because it feels good.

But I, like, want more.

I know it sounds so fucked up.

I think there's something wrong with me.

I think that there's, like, I feel like there's, like, something wrong with me.

But at the same time, it doesn't feel wrong.

It feels... I don't know.

I want to fondle him. I want to... I

hate the word, but I guess it sounds like molest. I don't know.

Is it really molesting if they don't care about it?

Like, is it really molesting if they're like...

It doesn't bother them, you know?

Like, is that... I don't know. I'm like... I don't know why I want this so

bad. It's so weird.

But it's, like, really, really, really growing inside me. Like, I'm doing

everything I can to, like, hold myself back because it erupted me. Like, I

would just be ripping off this little pajamas and just taking this little pee

-pee and putting it inside me.

it's just a sweet little boy body oh here comes my doggie it's just it's just

sweet time it's like little boy body in his little hands i'm thinking kind of

like next time like for breastfeeding like i kind of want to just take his

like because it turns me on like it gets me really wet so i'm thinking like what

if i just take his little hand and like just tell him oh it's okay like it's

okay baby just um

you know just put your hand right here mommy's gonna feel really warm it feels

really nice from you know i wonder if you just do like you'll probably just do

it right because he just probably wants to like please his mom you know i don't

really i feel like you just do it i keep thinking about like his little fingers

and i don't

How good it would feel if his little baby fingers were sliding up and down

while he's breastfeeding.

It would just feel so good.

I have to do something. I have to do something before he goes for summer camp

because I will die.

I know he's too old to be breastfeeding still.

I'm going to see if he'll kiss me for, like, a little bit longer.

And I'm still going to fondle him when he's sleeping with me. And, like, I'm

going to see if maybe he'll... Because there's, like, a couple, you know,

there's, like, we have some time before he goes to camp.

I'm really anticipating it.

But we have some time. I'm going to see. I'm just going to play my cards. See if

I can play my cards right.

To go a little further.

my son, my little boy, my baby.

That's my baby.

Let's see if I can kiss him for a little longer.

Maybe get like a little tongue in there.

I'll see if he wants to touch me while we're feeding next time.

And then like, I'll do what I want to do first.

I'm just gonna go see.

I'm just gonna see how...

Oh my god, nobody told me that being mom would like be such a fucking

Baby doll, come over here. Mommy wants to breastfeed.

Are you hungry, honey?

Do you want to nurse, baby?

Okay, come in here, baby.

Mommy wants to nurse with you.

There's my boy. Come here, sweetheart.

Come here.

No.

There's nothing.

Mommy loves more than nursing you, right?

Mm-hmm.

Your sweet little mouth all full.

Yeah. There you go. Get a better.

Oh, there you go, baby.

Mm.

Excited for summer camp?

No?

Why not?

Because you're gonna miss mommy?

Really?

Aww, baby.

I'm gonna miss you too, sweet boy. I'm gonna miss you so, so much.

Oh, I'm gonna miss you, baby.

I'm gonna miss you suckling for me. I'm gonna miss our bonding time or skin-to

-skin contact or sleeping and cuddling together, baby.

I'm so excited for you to go off to camp, but I... You know, just because

it's something that I think that every little boy should experience, but I'm

gonna miss you too much.

I'm gonna miss mommy too, baby.

well i don't like that you're gonna miss me that much but i'm also happy to hear

that the feeling is mutual

I know you love it when mommy gets tickled on your back when you're nursing

her.

I love our special bonding, Tony.

I love it.

You're not going to be able to do this with anybody at your camp.

Okay? And you're not allowed to tell anybody about it either, alright?

Okay?

It's just a special thing that you and mommy do together.

yeah you like it

you

know when you were a little baby i used to do this

to you yeah because it would make you so calm you would stop crying

I felt like I figured out this magic trick to get my little boy calmed down.

So, it makes sense if you really like it now still.

You're growing up, but you're still my baby.

You're still my baby.

Mommy loves your little paws.

And you can't let anybody else touch you like the way Mommy does, okay?

You promise?

It's a good boy.

You only want Mommy to touch you anyway, right?

Good.

Just don't let anybody else touch you the way I do, because then I'm going to

have to fight them.

No, I'm just kidding. I just will be.

I don't know what I would do, but... You're mommy's boy. You're my baby.

You're my little boy.

Mommy's baby.

It's just a special thing between a mommy and a boy.

And not every mommy does this with her son, okay? So don't mention it to

anyone.

Right?

It's my smarty pants.

It's my smarty pants.

Mommy's gonna miss you so much.

Your tummy is getting all nice and warm.

All

just

because it feels good for mommy, baby. That's all.

I've always told you, sweetheart, that breastfeeding feels so good for mommy.

I wasn't lying about that.

No, I wasn't lying about that.

Breastfeeding feels so good for mommy.

So just keep nursing.

It feels so good for me, babe.

Here, why don't you get a little more sideways?

Yeah, just adjust a little bit.

That's it, baby. That's perfect.

You can cuddle up to mommy.

That's it, baby. Keep suckling.

I want my boy to be all nice and comforted and full and feeling so good

before he heads off to sleep tonight.

Mommy loves you so much, baby.

Mommy wants to share everything with you.

Everything.

You feel

mommy being warm?

Where?

Where?

Where do you feel mommy being warm, honey?

Point to it.

Down there?

Mommy is warm down there.

That's where I make babies.

That's where mommy makes her little boys like you, honey.

That's where mommy made you. Of course I'm warm down there.

You like the feeling.

I'm so glad you like the feeling, baby.

That makes me happy. I love the feeling of you breastfeeding with me.

And I like knowing that you like the feeling of it being warm down there.

Is it warm against your pee-pee?

Good. I like that.

I like your pee-pee and my muffin to be warm against each other.

Do you like that?

That's good, baby. Mommy's so happy to hear that.

Keep sucking.

And I feel so good from all...

What are you doing?

You want to feel it down there? You want to feel how warm it is?

Oh, um, sure.

Yeah, you can, um... Yeah, go ahead, baby.

Yes.

It is slippery and warm.

It is slippery.

You didn't expect it to be slippery?

Oh, that's because you make it that way.

Yeah, you can just do like this with your fingers.

Oh, yeah.

Oh.

Oh. Mommy's fine, baby. It feels good.

These are good pleasurable moans.

Yes, that feels nice.

Go ahead.

Keep suckling and doing that.

gonna make mommy feel really good.

Mommy might scream a little, okay, but mommy's okay. Mommy's good.

Oh,

I

love you, baby. It's okay. Mommy's good.

You can keep up.

I'm so happy he literally asked to do it himself.

I didn't even... He just

made his mother cum all on his own.

Oh my god, it feels so fucking good. I've been wanting this so bad.

I seriously feel like I'm playing all my cards right. He wanted to do this on his

own. Like, I didn't even have to...

Oh my god.

okay you guys so um my little boy he's just playing some video games in the

room right now um i'm getting ready to send him off to summer camp

and i just want to give him a little um talking to before he goes off

for a couple weeks i'm heartbroken um but i want to talk to

him and

Kind of give him a little bit of a pep talk just to make him feel better to

make me feel better and like I We just need a little

monson bonding time so wish me luck

Look at my sweet, handsome boy.

Sweetie, you know how much mommy loves you.

Yeah, I know.

Mommy's really, really, really going to miss you, baby, while you're away at

summer camp.

Aw, you're going to miss me too?

You hurt, baby.

I want to send you off, and I want to make sure you have...

such a good time in summer camp, but I'm really gonna miss you, baby.

And I just think that I need to remind you, sweetheart, that, you know, you're

getting older.

You might be getting interested in girls and... Don't like

that face.

You're interested in mommy, aren't you?

You're the most perfect little boy, baby.

I just want to remind you, baby boy, that you're mommy's guy.

Okay?

You know that?

You're mommy's little guy.

You're mommy's bigger guy.

There might be other girls at camp that you might fancy or get a little bit of a

crush on, but I need you to remember that you're mommy's boy.

Right? I'm not going to do anything with any of the girls.

You can have a crush. You can like somebody. You can do a little flirting

if you want.

But there's something really special that I want to give you before you go to

camp. And you can't do this with anyone else.

You got to promise me you're not going to do this with anybody else.

Okay, so before you go off to camp, before you go and leave Mommy for a few

weeks, I want to teach you how to kiss.

I know you always kiss Mommy. I know you love Mommy.

I know you love me.

Okay,

I want you to pop your lips out like this.

Good boy.

That was a good one, that was a good one. Okay, let's do it again.

A little bit slower this time, make your lips a little bit softer.

See, that's nice, isn't it?

Why didn't I want you to do it with other girls?

Because you're my boy, baby. You're my boy. You're my guy. You're mommy's

little boy.

Okay?

So I don't want any other girls to be flirting with you or touching you or

anything like that.

I just want to make sure that you know that only mommy can do those things with

you.

Let's try again.

Close your eyes.

Because the best things happen in life when your eyes are closed. You feel them

with your heart.

You like it?

I like it too, baby. I like kissing you like that.

It's called French kissing.

It's kind of kissing with your tongue.

What?

You made your penis look funny?

Let mommy check.

Press your baby in mommy's hand

Oh, sweetheart.

That's good.

Yeah.

That's okay. You can hold onto my shoulder, baby boy. Yeah.

You like it when mommy does that with your pee-pee?

You like it when mommy rubs it?

Yeah.

It's okay. You can kiss mommy again. Mm-hmm.

Oh.

Oh,

that's a good boy, baby.

Uh-huh. Press it into mommy.

I don't think you're going to be an eclectical baby. I promise it's not

going to be.

Kiss mommy.

Kiss mommy as you kind of explode into her hand.

That's a good boy.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, that's a good boy, baby. That's mommy's good boy.

Oh, um... Oh, God.

You feel good, baby? Uh-huh. Sit down. Sit down.

Sit down.

Wow.

Well, um... You feel good, sweetheart?

And I don't want... I don't want any girl at your camp to do

that to you, okay?

Just mommy. You promise?

Okay, good. That makes me feel a lot better, baby. And by the way, you're

such a natural kisser.

Who would have thought that my sweet 11-year-old boy would just be... Oh, so

good at kissing and already springing into mommy's hand and letting her fall.

I feel good.

So you, um, you stay here, play some video games, and, um,

you just be Mom's good boy, okay?

Maybe you should finish packing up for camp.

Also change your shorts.

I don't know how on earth I'm supposed to get through a couple weeks of him

being in camp.

Oh, God. Oh,

that little boy just turns me on.

You know, this is gonna be one of our last times being able to nurse together

before you go off to summer camp.

Yeah.

I know, baby.

Mommy's really sad about it too, but we're gonna make the best of it,

alright? You're really gonna miss me, huh?

i think that before you go to summer camp mommy really wants to practice how

to kiss just like how when you go to school baby good boy

yeah just like that okay you want to give me another one

Okay, I want you to give me another one.

This time I kind of want you to stick your tongue out and move it around,

okay?

Mm-hmm.

Just like that, baby. Mommy loves feeling the tongue inside her mouth.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

I should have known that my little boy was going to be such a good kisser.

Want to do it again?

feels good huh you're a good little kisser

mommy wants to touch you here okay you want to go

back to nursing?

Oh, such a pretty penis.

Such a pretty penis you have, baby.

You know you made mommy feel so good the other day.

And ever since.

I love it.

I love having your hands all inside me.

I know that you love making mommy feel good, don't you?

You want to try kissing mommy?

You like the way my tongue tastes?

Does that feel funny in there?

You would?

Okay, because mommy really wants to try them.

I want to make you feel really good like how you made me feel really good the

other day.

Mm-hmm.

You just sit right back there and relax, sweetheart, okay?

Mommy's gonna do all the work over here.

I'm just gonna put my mouth on your cute little pee-pee.

doesn't feel good?

good baby

aww

mommy loves your beautiful t-

You like it in mommy's mouth, sweetheart? Does it feel nice?

I promise you, baby, we're gonna continue this, okay?

Don't tell anybody about what we just did.

You think you promised me?

No?

Good, give me another touch.

I love

you, baby.

You want to nurse back to sleep?

Okay, and then I'll just carry you to your room.

I'm a strong girl.

Oh my god, I just sucked my son's cock.

A little bit.

His little baby dick.

I've never been more turned on in my whole entire life.

I'm just going to say this for the record. Everybody should be doing this

with their boys, with their sons.

Is everybody doing this? Because they have to be.

If they're not doing this there's something wrong with them I think.

Oh my god this is the most incredible feeling.

Fuck.

Everybody needs to be doing this.

I can't wait. I can't wait until the next time we do that together.

I shouldn't even be recording this.

I just feel so depressed.

I never thought I would miss my boy so much.

And I'm just having so many different feelings.

I just... I'm beside myself.

And he sent me this little note and this picture.

He's way at summer camp, but he sent me this note and this picture.

And they wrote a little letter and told me all about what... They were doing a

camp, and how he misses his mom, and how he misses kissing me, and...

I just need to have my little boy.

I just need my little boy.

I just need him.

You know?

It's hard.

Like, sorry, I'm trying to get this the right angle. It's just like... really

really hard um not having him here with me he's always with me and um

i'm depressed i need to have my little boy and i just i also feel

i miss his plans i

miss him breastfeeding from me i know he's too old to be doing it but i miss

it i miss bonding with him

I miss all of our little moments that we have. I miss laughing with him. I miss

seeing his sweet little face. I miss smelling his hair. I miss his little

hands all over my body. And I miss cuddling with him in the morning. And I

miss him coming into my room and cuddling with me and just

everything. I just miss it all. I miss my baby.

I need to have him. I need to have my little boy.

And I feel like...

My desires are so deep for my son that

I want him back inside me.

I think that.

As close as we can possibly get, I miss him.

I think when he gets back from camp, I might do it.

I know it sounds so crazy, but I might actually have sex with my son.

I know he's only 10, but I know he feels the same way about me. It's like a part

of my body is outside of my body and he needs to be back inside me.

I know it sounds fucking crazy, and I can't.

Oh my god, it's been driving me wild. I've been dreaming about it. I've been

doing it.

I know something must be wrong with me.

I feel like moms shouldn't be thinking this kind of way about their son.

But I know that he feels the same way about me. Like, I know that I'm not

crazy. I know that he feels the same way about me. The way he touches me. The way

he responds to my touch. The way he wants me to fondle him. Like, I know he

wants it. And I want to give it to him. And I want him to give it to me.

I know it sounds absolutely absurd.

God I feel like it might even try to stop myself from doing this.

I feel like I will explode and bloat I'm just gonna see where it goes,

you know, like I

I honestly, I can't contain them.

It's probably going to be like the longest couple of days of my entire

life, but it's, you know, I've gone this long. It's been a few weeks and he's

been gone and I just, it's nonstop.

It's, I'm desperate.

I'm absolutely desperate for my boy.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I don't know if this runs in the family or what, but I need my baby.

I just need him.

Sweet

little

baby.

I can't stop myself.

I'm gonna do it.

I think I'm gonna do it.

I'm gonna have sex with my son.

I have to.

I have to try anyway. I'm so desperate.

I am so excited because my little boy is finally coming back from camp today.

And y'all know what that means.

That I can kind of get started on my mission to

fuck my son.

And I feel like he's going to be so excited to see me. He's going to be so

happy to see his mommy.

yeah like i i mean we kind of did a lot of naughty things before he left

and i just hope that he's been kind of thinking about them the whole time that

he's been in camp um i'm so excited to see my boy to see how much he's grown

and i know he misses me and i know that he's just not going to be able to wait

to nurse and maybe do some other things because god

getting his mouth away nipples and all of that so oh i know i know it's crazy

but i'm yeah i am probably not gonna post for a couple days because i'm just

gonna be working my angles trying to um you know

get in my son's pants

do y'all think that he's gonna be here to fuck his mother

have resolved to fuck my boy.

But I am going just back and forth in my head about

whether or not I should be using condoms.

On one hand, it's going to be safe

because, you know, I don't

really want to risk getting pregnant but on the other hand i

kind of feel like i'm his mother like i shouldn't

why would i use condoms i don't really want any barrier

between my son and me like i just don't i

really don't want a barrier i don't think that that's right like if i'm

gonna if i'm gonna have sex with my little boy i want it to be just

fully immersed like skin to skin i don't think that

like what the i don't want to put a condom on him no

i have to just

I know it sounds crazy and I don't want to get pregnant.

I think I'm just going to have to try to teach him to pull out.

I think I'm just going to have to try to teach him to pull out and we're going to

have to just work on that. We're just going to have to keep working on it.

He'll get it.

I think he'll get it.

Right?

I'm just gonna tell him, like, you know, when he starts to feel like he's gonna

explode, that he just has to take himself out of me.

My god, I can't believe I'm sitting here talking about my son fucking me.

I don't want a barrier between us.

No condoms.

No condoms.

I don't mean to brag, but...

I am having the best sex of my life with my 10 year old son.

I need to know.

Somebody needs to tell me why in the world this is, I mean,

are people doing this and they're just not talking about it? Cause like every

mother in the world has to be having sex.

It is, first of all, non-stop.

We're doing it all the time. He lives with me, and he wants to be a good boy

for his mother. Of course he's going to do it.

He's a horny little boy.

He's on the precipice of puberty.

Of course he wants to do good by his mother.

That's it, baby. Give it to mommy.

Oh, give mommy that 10-year-old penis.

Yes.

That's it, baby. Give it to mama.

Oh, baby, you're so good at this.

Oh, you really know how to handle mommy's body, don't you?

away at summer camp. I couldn't stop thinking about you and I wanted to share

this with you.

Oh, I love it. I love having my boy back inside me.

I love having my boy back inside me, baby.

Oh, yeah.

Give me.

Oh, that's it, baby. Give it to mommy.

Oh, sweetheart, that's okay.

That's okay. You can take a break, honey.

I know. I forget that you're not, you know, fully grown.

What? You like it when mommy touches yourself?

Okay.

I'll touch myself for you, baby.

Oh, my little boy.

Oh, God, I love you.

I love you, sweetheart.

I love you, and I love you.

I'm giving you everything mommy wants to me.

I love it.

Oh, no, baby, not everybody does this.

Oh my God, baby. I love it. I love it. I love sharing this with you.

I love sharing this with my son.

And over time, sweetheart, we're going to share more of this together.

Yeah. Mommy's going to teach you all the positions.

Mommy's going to teach you all the ways to fuck her.

Yeah.

inside me where he belongs.

The hole he came from.

Ah, sweet little penis just going back inside his body.

It's almost too much. It's almost too much.

It's like it barely starts and I'm ready to come.

I thought there was something wrong with me, but I think I really just want to

have incest with my son.

My little boy.

Oh, my God.

Yeah, baby, just like that.

Oh, that's right, baby. Fuck mommy.

Oh, yes, baby. Boy, give mommy that 10-year-old cock.

Oh, sweetheart.

Yes, you're so good at it, baby.

Oh, my God.

I'm so happy. doing this baby boy i've been wanting to you for so long oh

i've actually been wanting you to me baby i wanted you to give me that little

boy cock that cock that mommy made

You like it, baby. You like it in mommy's warm cut, huh?

You like it in mommy's warm cut.

Oh, fuck.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, fuck.

Oh, it's so good, sweetheart.

Yes, baby. That's it. Grab mom's ass.

Yeah, grab your mother's ass, baby.

Oh, my God.

Oh, I love you, baby. I love you, too.

That's it. Oh.

Uh, wrong hole, honey.

Yeah, maybe someday, baby.

Come on, put it back. Come on, put it back in mommy's. Oh, fuck.

Yeah.

Baby, remember what I told you, though, okay?

You have to pull out when you're getting ready to burst.

That's it, baby. You want to make mommy come.

Make your mother come, baby.

Oh, yeah.

Oh,

fuck.

Baby,

you have to pull out.

Come on, honey. Don't pull out. Come on. Baby, you gotta pull out. You gotta do

it.

It's okay, baby. You're just a little boy.

Fuck.

Aren't you so happy about it, baby?

Aren't you so happy about being able to be inside mommy again?

Mm-hmm.

Oh, I know you're only 10, baby.

But mommy needed you so bad.

I needed you since you were a little boy.

you've been getting wet dreams and i know that you've been having crushes on

girls and everything so it's okay oh i think it's a perfectly normal thing for

a mother and son to share don't you baby and you're surprisingly really good at

it oh i love oh i love making love to my son

No, sweetheart. You're going to have to pull out.

I decided not to wear condoms because you're going to have to pull out, baby.

What?

Oh, my God, baby. You already came?

Oh, my God, sweetie.

No,

it's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Listen, you're only 10.

You're only 10. I can't expect you to know how to pull out.

It's okay. Mommy will take care of you.

It's okay, baby.

mention some people were asking me about how it's going with the pulling out

um well honestly it's not

I have been getting I mean I'm getting really frustrated

and he's a little boy like I can't blame him he just

it was going good at first he was getting really really good at you know

uh warning me if he was gonna be getting ready to explode um and then i don't

know it's just he's oh god he just got worse at it somehow um

and it just isn't working like it's just not working

um i keep trying to warn him uh and keep having to

tell him to warn me and then I was considering condoms but it's just not

it's just uh no I can't do condoms and

now I mean he's he's taken to not pulling out of me and now it's actually

kind of starting to get to a point where oddly enough um I sort of

I know it sounds terrible, but I'm sort of like hoping he messes

up and just comes inside me.

Now I'm not on birth control, but I'm kind of starting to like enjoy the idea

of him coming inside me and maybe even breeding me and

getting me pregnant.

Carrying my son's son.

Like, I just,

it's crazy. The idea of

carrying my son's son is just, oh my god, so fucking kinky.

It's so fucking kinky in and of itself, you know?

Son.

You would have a little brother, son.

Or a little sister daughter.

My god.

God, I'm so fucked up.

I don't like the idea, though. I'm starting to crave it. I'm starting to

crave his young cunt in me.

Like, I'm sort of like, fuck it.

Why not?

You know, I've already gone this far. I might as well just...

Have him get me pregnant.

Right? I may as well just carry my child's child.

I think that there should just be more incest in this world.

We've been having a lot of sex where he hasn't pulled out of me and I've kind of

encouraged it.

like encouraged him to not pull out and I Mean I'm telling him to breathe me

and I'm definitely not being careful.

I think subconsciously and Consciously I'm starting to want it

Just to think about carrying my boy's boy, my baby boy's offspring.

And nobody would know except for me and him.

Starting our own little incestuous family.

Why not?

fine, fucking baby boy, just put it in me, yes, baby, give mommy your seed,

give it to me, baby, I want it, yes, I want it, I want my little boy's seed

inside me, give it to me, baby, come inside, mommy, come inside, mommy, come

inside me, come inside me, baby, yes, yes.

And it's just not.

He comes in me every time.

It's just without fail. And honestly, my pussy is kind of aching for his cum at

this point. So I'm just going to say fuck it.

It's pretty dangerous. But like I told you guys before, at this

point, I'm sort of really, really wanting it and enjoying it. And sort of

craving my 10-year-old son's cum.

To fill me up. To just flood my womb.

To get us mommy pregnant.

I want it now.

I'm so dirty.

Sweetie, mommy decided that she's not going to put any kind of protection on

you, okay?

Because at the end of the day, if I get pregnant, I think that that's God's

will.

And I think that I'd be happy to carry your baby.

Uh-huh.

I think I want that. Would you want that?

Would you like to have a little brother?

Or a little sister?

But baby, it just makes mommy so excited to think of you inside

me and inside me in that way too. And if mommy gets pregnant, I feel like that's

okay, right?

You wouldn't mind that, right?

It doesn't bother me to have...

My own baby's baby.

Oh, I just love it.

Oh, I love rubbing myself.

Oh,

I love rubbing myself on you, my son.

Uh-huh, just stay right there. Mommy's going to get herself off on you really

quick, and then we're going to get your pee-pee nice and hard, and you're going

to put it inside me, okay?

Oh, I love it, baby.

Stay still.

Stay still.

Oh,

yes,

baby, that's it.

That's fine, honey. Just fuck me. Fuck your mother.

Fuck your mother, baby. Put it inside me.

Come inside me, baby.

Yes, I promise I want it. I want it. I want my son's baby. I want you to

fucking breed me, baby boy.

I want my son to breed me.

It means I want you to put a baby in me. I want you to put a baby in me. You want

mommy to carry your little brother or sister, honey?

Yes.

Then do it, honey.

Come inside me.

Yes, mommy wants it, baby. I want your seed.

I want your cum, baby.

Just deposit it inside Mommy.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Deposit it inside me.

That's it. That's a good boy.

That's a good boy.

That's a good boy.

Release inside Mommy's womb.

Get Mommy pregnant.

Get Mommy pregnant and we can have a little incest.

time baby we'll see mommy's ovulating so hopefully hopefully one of these times

your sweet little boy come we'll just fill mommy up and one of our little eggs

will meet up with one of your little spermies and we'll make a cute little

baby together you and me oh god oh i love it

i want it i want all of it

I want to just run my little boy into oblivion. I want him to fuck me. I want

him to come inside me. And I want him to get me pregnant.

And just walk around with my son's fucking kid inside me.

And then I'm going to be extra horny. And then he's going to want to fuck me

even more.

And then he's going to fuck me while his own kid is inside me. My son's son or

daughter.

Incest is best.

We'll see how long it takes me.