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I'm sorry Ümran.

I'm sorry for all the things you and your daughter came through.

I was too late.

No, you're not.

One is late if they have someone waiting.

Why were you late for?

I know how much you're mad at me.

Such an arrogance you have.

Mr. Yıldırım.

Why would I be mad at you?

Because I was cheated?

Ümran, please.

Because I was cheated with my own sister?

Yesterday you slept with her and now you're sitting at a dinner table together.

I don't get it, why do you apologize?

Mom, my mom.

Yes, she's alive.

Your mom betrayed her sister.

Yıldırım and I loved each other.

Your mom took him away from me over a night.

I...

...I won't fall back upon anything.

Neither my pathetic drunkenness...

...nor something else.

I didn't want any explanations then, and I'm not wanting one now either.

I forgot it.

I didn't.

I never did.

I neither forgot you nor how I hurt your feelings.

Hurting.

You're speaking too self-assured.

I'm not hurt, it all passed.

It all passed away.

I got married and started a family, I'm a mother.

Mom called you a weasel for years.

But now you're telling me that...

...that the real weasel...

...is your mom.

I had a marriage based on love.

I loved my husband.

I was there.

I was.

It took me too long to work up the courage.

Say it naiveness, cowardice, or anything.

But when I got the courage to tell you all, I went back to Karalılar.

I saw you sitting at a wedding table.

I saw it.

I should've guessed you couldn't handle that much.

I lied, everything was a story, forget it.

Aunt!

She's my...

She's my mother.

My mother.

My mother.

It was selfish of me to be honest with you.

I should've never told you all this.

Haven't I...

Didn't I know anything about my mom?

My mom, the woman you're speaking of cannot be her.

Cannot be her.

She wouldn't

That man.

My husband.

He got mad, yes.

Maybe he was crazy from the beginning.

But I didn't see it.

You know how blind love is.

The heart wants what it wants

You never know who you'll love.

You are a child that every mother wants to have.

Your mother is so lucky.

Hayal?

She still hasn't forgiven me for hiding you and my past from her.

But you?

You still stand by your mom even though she lied to you about...

...your "dead" aunt.

Your mother is truly lucky.

I don't get it.

I really don't.

If my mom had betrayed you as you said...

...how can she hate you at all?

You should be the one.

How?

I really don't understand.

I don't.

If I was wrong, I mean as wrong as your mother...

...maybe I'd have the right to hate her.

But I'm the right one dear.

The right one.

I'm not whiter than white, sometimes I make mistakes.

By "mistake", don't be offended.

You were not a mistake.

You were a puppy love.

Ümran?

I mean you weren't a person to hurt me.

I don't know the others.

But stay calm.

Mr. Yıldırım.

Don't attribute too much meaning.

People have such coping mechanisms that.

You can never know how a sorry heart will hold onto to justify itself.

Your mother held onto that made up weasel.

It's hard to curse your own heart.

But it's easy to curse mine.

Your mother had fallen in love with a man she can never have.

That man chose me.

Loved me.

The moment Yıldırım had feelings for me, I became the weasel to your mom.

And I don't know how you got the guts to come here, but.

Because of your daughter.

I got encouragement from her.

You named her Hayat.

What about kids, do you want any?

I'm only curious.

I wanted a daughter when I looked at you.

You'd make a good father.

A daughter with your eyes.

She may fill my heart as you do.

And we can name her Hayat.

What kind of injustice is this?

Justice?

The heart won't listen to justice.

It doesn't know injustice.

The heart is such a dark box, a black hole that.

You cannot prohibit it.

It would not listen.

You cannot make yourself the boss.

It wouldn't care.

Neither you nor your conscience.

The heart only knows how to beat.

Beat for the one inside it.

It only wants that person.

How did you forgive her?

If I didn't learn how to forgive I wouldn't become Umay Karay.

What about me?

How am I?

How am I supposed to forgive her?

How?

How am I supposed to?

I didn't come here to apologize Ümran.

There is nothing I can do to erase what had happened yesterday.

I'm here for today.

Her father named her.

I heard it's also the name of your hospital.

Ab-ı Hayat.

It's a bad coincidence.

If you have a little remorse,

I mean a true remorse

please don't ever come knocking.

Stay away from me and my daughter.

Dear?

What happened?

Why are you crying?

Did something happen?

Hayat, did something happened?

Tell me child, what's wrong?

Don't you dare!

Don't you dare make a mistake.

Tell me.

Don't ever forget that an ugly truth is more dangerous than a bad lie.

It harms us all.

This is our secret, Hayat.

Your secret with your aunt.

I'll keep it forever.

In the most broken place of my heart, aunt.

My aunt.

Told me that I made you upset.

If you have a little remorse,

I mean a true remorse

please don't ever come knocking.

Stay away from me and my daughter.

Hello!

Hello, welcome.

Thank you, how are you?

Thanks for asking, you?

Please come sit.

Is the house across Karay's street still empty?

Please take a still, I'll check.

Yesterday you slept with her and now you're sitting at a dinner table together.

I don't get it, why do you apologize?

Father Reşat?

Did I wake you up?

Hey look, Hayal complained about you, said you don't come home?

Huh?

Father, we need to talk.

Okay, I'm listening.

No, not on the phone.

Face to face.

Alright, face to face.

Welcome.

As you see there is no mysterious phone.

There's only a depressed young woman who wants a family.

One.

Two.

Three.

That's how you come to me.

Come, let's count together.

Your last happy moments.

You have only two, Ümmü.

I said I'm not a killer but I could be one.

Now either give me the code or die.

Good morning mom.

If we don't miss the plane, we'll be there tomorrow.

I wanted for you to see the state we're in.

I hope you have the right amount of power and time.

Because everything has gone out of control now.

İdil?

It's me. Do you hear?

Uncle?

I'm waiting for you at our new house.

I'm waiting.

It's so annoying isn't it Ümmü?

I'll pull the trigger.

Believe me, I will.

I'll scatter your nasty brain in a second.

Pull it if you want.

Pull it!

I don't have anything to lose.

Except for my dreams with Ümran.

But you have a lot.

You'd lose your name, first.

Prison breaking, body snatching,

forgery of documents, and now murder.

You'd only get out of prison in a casket.

But there's a lot worse.

The tombstone won't spell Umay Karay.

It will spell Ümmü Kara.

Your mother had fallen in love with a man she can never have.

That man chose me.

My mom would say "eating out of anger isn't good for your hips" if she was here.

I wonder where she is.

The moment Yıldırım had feelings for me, I became the weasel for your mom.

Only the two of us eating at this big table, ridiculous.

What do you think about Volkan?

He hasn't stopped by ever since dad left.

Funny, right?

Hayat, are you with me?

Hayat?

What is it with you?

You've been acting weird since the evening.

I don't understand.

Should we get aunt or something?

Let's call her, mom's not home anyways.

We can eat dinner together.

What's going on?

Nothing, I'm full.

I'm saying we should call aunt and eat dinner together.

I'm talking but.

To whom?

You didn't hurt me.

I don't know the others.

But stay calm.

Mr. Yıldırım.

Don't attribute too much meaning.

And I don't know how you got the guts to come here, but.

Because of your daughter.

I got encouragement from her.

You named her Hayat.

Ms. Ümran

If you didn't like what you ordered, please don't hesitate to eat from what we eat.

Bon appetit.

What is it with her?

I'm saying she lost it.

Believe me, I know about this stuff.

It's not just a mother-daughter quarrel, this is because of love.

Don't draw the long bow.

Are you aware of what you're saying?

What kind of talk is this?

She has a teenage daughter.

What?

Doesn't she have a heart, some hormones?

Hormones, jesus!

She's a widow.

I know she's not a fancy woman like her sister, but.

She's aged like a bottle of wine.

I mean, if she put on some make-up and all.

Impudent!

She's still Mrs. Umay's sister even though she stays with us.

Know your limits.

Now get up! Get up.

The girls should be done.

Let's clean the table before Mrs. Umay shows up

Hurry!

Mrs. Umay started living her life ever since her husband left.

Sister Zehra?

What if Mrs. Umay's thing is related to love too?

Cansel!

What?

What?

You thought I'd shoot you?

I don't need a gun, take it.

My gun is always at the side of your head.

How long will this continue?

How long?

Till the ultimate union.

With Ümran.

What do you have in your nasty mind?

Let me answer you now.

What are you up to?

I'm gonna call your little puppies.

You'll send them away and they won't ever poise over me.

Are you insane?

I'm already insane.

You'll take us down.

You can't walk freely in the streets.

Yeah Cemal can't.

But Eşref can.

Come in, your bossie wants you.

Yıldırım and I loved each other.

Your mom took him away from me over a night.

What are you doing?

Hayal?

Maybe you should eat in your room?

I'm bored to death.

There's not a single sound.

And now, I worry about whether Volkan is alive.

He didn't even post a story since noon.

If he is then it's impossible.

It's not possible.

Hayal, I'm a little overwhelmed right now.

I think I should be alone.

I should call him.

I should.

Call him and learn what's going on.

Where are you?

You didn't show up at the dinner too.

I can't come tonight.

You already can't every day.

And father trusted you with us.

Where are you?

Where is that?

I'm outside, Hayal.

It's a house, Volkan.

Hayat, look, isn't that a house?

Hayat?

Look.

Maybe he's at a friend, I don't know.

Yeah, I'm at a friend.

Bye now.

He literally hung up on me.

Just leave him alone already.

What do you care for god's sake?

Are you in love with Volkan?

Huh?

What are you talking about now?

Why would you ask me such a thing?

Not out of thin air.

You can't even realize how obsessed you look from the outside.

And now I'm obsessed, huh?

What's wrong with you?

Why won't you answer?

Is it so hard to say no?

Come on!

Just say "I'm not in love, he's like a brother".

He's not like a brother?

You're jealous of him, aren't you?

You're jealous because of me.

What are you saying?

You got jealous of us dancing, for instance.

Or I don't know you might got jealous for nothing.

Come on, admit it.

Say if I did, will it satisfy you?

Oh you're smiling.

You're literally smiling right now.

You're smiling to my face.

Tell me then, stop smiling and tell me.

Are you in love with Volkan?

You'd be afraid if I did, wouldn't you?

What's happening?

Why are you doing this?

I really don't get it.

What happened, what did you say?

Why did you make her cry?

It's the day of freedom, Mrs. Umay.

Day of freedom for Eşref Kaya.

Okay, I know you're mad at me

because I wanna leave.

Because I stay at the curtilage.

But don't blow off to her.

Over some sort of silly thing.

Is he really worth fighting for?

Why are you smiling like that?

Because it's a fun question.

I don't know mom, is he worth it?

After all, we're cousins.

Is it worth fighting over some guy?

You tell me.

What do you mean?

I don't wanna say anything.

I'm not in love.

It's not worth it.

I'm sorry.

It was a shitty joke.

You're like mom, do you know?

Both when you make jokes and when hurting people.

You're just like mom.

I suppose the girls fought.

Like a sister fight huh?

You didn't, did you?

You didn't get the guts to talk nonsense, did you?

I wonder what I might have done?

Oh, right.

These are the squirms of the psychologist appointment.

You're afraid that we're close.

Or?

Did the silly thing Hayal told you made you upset?

The chance that she's like me, huh?

What kind of a?

What kind of a mother am I?

Don't be afraid.

I didn't give birth to her, Ümmü did.

I'm not Ümmü.

So this is our little cozy nest huh?

Yes. New house, new life.

Are you ready, young lady?

I'm so ready, uncle.

Let's go.

I think this house issue went hastily.

One end of Istanbul.

Not my style.

From now on, you're one against two, grandma.

Also, we're lot younger.

You can change any place you want mom.

We're neighbors of Karay's, are we?

Umay Karay.

Respect to queen.

Umay Karay may be an idol for the new generation.

But like you said sweetie, I'm an old stager.

In my time, elite women were not like Umay Karay.

And these were all cornfields, weren't they?

Please, for god's sake, she's not some ordinary elite.

She's an icon.

She's a woman with a great marriage and a nice style.

Nothing more.

And the third-page news is not pleasant.

The name of this village sounds familiar.

Weren't that village one of those places where youhad to work mandatorily?

Yeah, mom.

It was one of them.

It's strange that your icon was born there.

Ümran!

Come out, come out...

wherever you are.

Uh-uh, no it's no big deal.

Two hours is enough.

I'm new to Istanbul anyways, I'll learn about the bazaar.

Yeah, as I said, I sell handiwork

I used to have a stall in my hometown.

I know how things work at bazaars.

Okay, see you then.

Oh, these are so beautiful, great job.

Uhm, I overheard your talk, is that true?

You're seriously going to the bazaar to open a stall huh?

Like, seriously.

So cool.

Which bazaar?

Is it like a flea market?

I'm only joking.

Darling, do you still have my account number?

Send some greens then.

Umay Karay's sister is going to a bazaar to open up a stall.

Alright Hayal, I'm here.

I'll be in the garden in a minute.

Bye now.

Good morning.

I'll be back in the afternoon, Volkan will take me.

You said you'd stay one more day.

I'll make a surprise to Hayal, and we'll have company for dinner.

Company for dinner?

Who?

Our new neighbors.

Oh, this new house you built.

It's sold then.

Yeah, I think there will be three of them.

Lebriz will be with us, inform her about the kitchen.

Reşat don't get me wrong I don't wanna sound savage, but

why are our new neighbors coming as visitors?

Because I invited them Umay.

It's like a play-house then.

Nice.

Good morning.

Are you still mad at me?

No, I forgot about it.

And I must hurry, Volkan will take me to the school.

I wanted to wish you good luck.

You're a student, again.

Why won't you come?

Me?

To the school?

Yeah, it would be a change.

You'd see a university.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Did you bring my phone?

I didn't stay too long.

I brought and left.

Have a nice day.

You too.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Were you talking to my mom?

Yeah, small talk.

Did she tell you where she's headed?

I didn't ask.

Come on, we'll be late.

Good luck my child.

I hope your last year will be easy for you.

Mom, okay stop, I'm gonna call Hayal.

They're already on their way.

They went with Mr. Volkan, he'll carry her.

This house looks as if it was built for CEOs.

It even has crockery.

You can change them too if you want mom.

Coffee?

You're nervous to live with your mom after a long time, huh?

I understand that you feel compelled because of Idil.

But you're not.

You don't have to feel like this.

It's not about compulsion, mom.

It's about choices.

I'm aware of Idil's emotional needs.

And I feel like I need to be with her through this, that's all.

I won't deny that sometimes I overlook emotional needs.

But you're not successful when it comes to this either.

Oh, this one is completely right.

It's not about the house.

I'm thinking about the mansion.

This is not our home.

The mansion is.

Mom, we went through this.

Neither you nor I am ready for this.

I'm not ready either.

I won't ever be for a house filled with memories of my daughter.

Look.

I think you should rest, and we can call off the dinner invitation.

How nice to elude jetlag with the Karays.

Ooh.

Those are for five liras.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

How nice, wow.

Darling, she saw a university.

I'm a high-school graduate.

I'm a loser when it comes to school.

And Hayal tried to say this nicely.

Loser?

I don't see a loser in you.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

There is nothing to lose, though.

It only takes one exam.

Hi!

Oh, you too?

I forgot about you, good morning.

I noticed.

You never mentioned this.

Let me see.

Wow, law.

Even in the same school.

My dad helps Onur with school.

He gives scholarship.

How nice.

Maybe he'd give you too.

For a good deed.

I don't need any deed.

My scholarship is my talent, Hayal.

Don't worry about it.

I can show you the campus.

Oh, can we?

I was gonna take a glance but.

Well we did.

Let's leave before the rush hour, huh?

We shouldn't be late for class too.

Good luck.

What's it with you?

With Hayat.

You act stange.

She's strange.

Not me.

Is there a problem with Hayal?

No, like what?

Is there something you can't share?

Music?

What?

Your talent.

Art.

Wow.

You're like me.

I'm an architect.

I can draw, you know.

Are you sore with your professor?

Low battery, call you back later.

You don't have a low battery.

Why won't you talk to him?

None of your business.

Do you have to know everything?

I'm interested in him.

What's that?

I'm curious, I want to know him.

I mean he is a colorful person.

Worth knowing.

Don't you think so?

How did you meet?

You seem as if you were brothers.

I was interested that night too.

There's something with the two of you meeting.

That's none of your business.

Why are you mysterious?

Enough already.

You're hiding something.

Coward.

Come on!

Umay Karay's sister is now seen at a bazaar.

Cansel you should have been a journalist.

You're getting wasted in here.

Now let's spend some money.

Spend some greens.

Why are you giggling?

Come help me with this.

Come on!

Mr. Reşat will be home tonight.

And we'll have guests for dinner, be ready.

I hope the guests didn't see it Mrs. Umay.

See what?

I mean, the news.

What news?

Oh, I'm sorry I thought.

I thought you knew.

They must have been scared to tell you.

Spit it out Cansel.

What news?

Good luck.

Do you know where mom is?

At the bazaar.

If you brought the suitcases, move them in.

Or move me first.

I'm jetlagged.

I was looking for someone.

Have you met?

Won't you change?

I was gonna but the suitcases are not here.

And won't they look good?

Idil, my niece.

I assume I told you before.

Yes, I remember.

But you never told me about him.

Who's this?

If he's some doctor he must be a cardiologist.

Volkan.

Wow Canadian Volkan.

You never mentioned his face.

Mom is waiting upstairs.

But uncle, we were fine like this.

Come on!

Goodbye Canadian Volkan.

I called but couldn't reach you.

I guess it became a surprise.

Come inside.

Surprise?

Absolutely, a surprise.

Are you okay?

Why?

I mean, why here?

I needed a house.

And it's the right place for me.

Right place?

Are you really okay, son?

Whatever.

I need to leave now.

We're neighbors now.

See you.

Bye.

I didn't know about the bazaar.

I mean she used to go in our hometown.

It's her job after all.

But this can't be.

This won't suit here because she's your sister.

Surprise!

Come take a look, Umay Karay's sister went to some bazaar.

The next news will come from the third page.

Blind rage of an elite woman.

You're having so much fun.

I mean I don't want to be a snake but it's fun seeing mom bite her nails from anxiety.

Your aunt won't enjoy it though.

You know everything happened so fast.

Now they'll fight.

As if they were like two peas in a pod.

Isn't that Ms. Ümran?

Yeah, yeah my aunt, let's take her.

Auntie?

Come in.

You went shopping huh.

Yeah I got a gift for my daughter with the first money I earned in Istanbul.

Hop in.

Yeah you see this Germany thing didn't happen.

It was only a little change of air.

We won't work with them.

It's too risky.

Now pull over to those cafes that you spend time.

What?

Are we supposed to talk in the car?

Fine.

Tell me what is it with you?

Nothing, father.

I gazed at the road.

There was nothing important.

We're in the traffic for half an hour.

You didn't swear once.

Didn't make a dad joke.

Didn't make up any conspiracy theories about Germany.

And didn't even make a blunder.

Wow.

Volkan?

Come on son, what's wrong?

Son, tell me.

What's going on?

I...

I don't know how to say this.

Volkan.

What's happening son, don't make me started.

I rented a house for myself.

Were you squirming because of this?

Father Resat I'm...

You're a young man.

Of course you have some privacy.

And a house.

But home is different than a house.

You're a man with two homes now.

But don't make Hayal sense this.

For now.

She waited long enough for your arrival from Canada.

And she might scold you now.

You get it, right?

Oh, by the way.

You're with us for dinner.

We have our neighbors as guests.

I mean it's Istanbul, I sold everything in two hours.

Hayat will love her presents.

Auntie, I need to tell you something.

Oh, I forgot.

A little gift from your auntie.

For me?

When we were kids, books came from big citys.

This was the first poetry book I've owned.

Have you read it?

No, I didn't.

You didn't forget about me.

You put me in the same place for Hayat.

Thank you.

You were gonna tell me something.

Uhm.

Dad!

Daddy.

Welcome, daddy.

Surprise.

You came early.

Be ready for a lawsuit.

Because she's not my sister.

Hayat.

Look what I got for you.

The first time was full of luck huh?

Are you surprised?

How do I know, mom?

Everyone has been talking about you.

About how Umay Karay's sister became a stallholder.

How could you do this?

What do you mean, how?

The same as I did earlier.

It's my job.

What is it even?

Aren't you staying in the garden with the maidslike some sort of guest.

Are you paying bills, rent?

Why do you work at all?

Hayat, dear.

Please.

To give you some pocket money.

To give you gifts.

To give you money for books.

To prevent you to be in need.

You're doing it out of stubbornness.

Deliberately, to avenge aunt.

Knowing everything well.

But you're not making her ashamed.

I'm ashamed of you.

I'm really ashamed.

Leave her be.

She shattered her mother's heart just to suck up to you.

Just like you, right?

But the only difference between you is that she's successful and you're not.

Why do you look like that?

Just like you tried to use Hayat against me.

You're trying the same with your aunt.

Don't, Hayal.

Don't.

Don't start a war against me, knowing well that you'll lose.

Aunt.

How beautiful your handiwork is.

Thanks.

Uhm.

Hayat...

Hayat.

She experienced serious trauma.

And couldn't recover yet.

All her anger and temper come from this.

She's mad at me too.

And she couldn't avenge.

I understand her.

Mothers understand everything.

Being a mom is exactly like this to some people.

Being a mom is exactly like this.

But being an aunt is like being a mother.

Right?

They are similar.

But I want to be a real aunt and niece with you from now on.

Look, everything had passed.

Mom and Hayat are now.

Why don't we become one?

Please.

You're like a mother to me too.

Aren't you?

Of course I am.

Then would you do the same things that you do your daughter for me?

It's so nice of Mr. Resat to invite us to dinner immediately.

You've become friends in a short time then.

I guess things are a bit complicated for them.

They say that the icon's sister has become a stallholder.

The woman who got out of jail.

Has opened a stall at a bazaar.

Uncle is reading the mag, the sky is falling.

Idil, dear would you please not embarrass ustonight at the dinner?

Okay grandma, no alcohol.

No laughing out loud at the table.

What else?

Enough.

You're off your form, Miss Rezzan.

I mean we shouldn't even sit at the same table with them after news like this.

Stop being tactless.

Mag news like this wouldn't do any harm to Mr. Resat's reputation.

Should we go now, Yıldırım?

I think uncle liked the page so much.

Yeah, let's go.

Here.

I'll talk to mom about this bazaar thing again.

And even, it's nice to have guests.

Maybe we'll forget our troubles.

Okay, Cansel, prepare one more serving.

Why are you staring at mom, put it there?

What's that Hayal, dear?

You're expecting guests too?

Not guests.

It's auntie.

But Hayal, dear.

We're expecting guests for dinner.

So, mommy?

We have a lot of places at the table.

A lot.

Right?

Auntie?

Dear.

Daddy, auntie will eat dinner with us.

Good evening.

Good evening.

How nice.

Thank you.

Welcome.

Thank you, sir.

I'm Resat Karay.

I'm not lying, everything is true.

I'm Ümmü.

I came from the village in which your son had served.

I'm pregnant.

I'm carrying your grandchild.

My son is in the USA.

That means we'll solve this issue together.

You'll get an abortion.

Good evening.

Umay Karay.

I know your name.

Nice to meet you.

Hello, I'm Lebriz.

Nice to meet you.

Hello, welcome I'm Hayal.

Please, make yourself comfortable.

Thank you.

You start, I'll go get my migraine medicine.

Here.

Old witch.

When Yıldırım decided to stay, we said we should end the USA thing.

Are you satisfied with your house, Miss Rezzan?

Yıldırım and I have different tastes.

I think we hurried up a little.

Fast and bold choice.

I mean, moving to a house after living like a migratory for years.

It takes guts.

Right?

Sometimes you make fast decisions.

If you haven't taken the steps you should've taken.

If you think you're late

you'll run without crawling just like me.

It was too...

It was only a house.

What were you selling at the bazaar?

It is close, two blocks away.

You can see it if you come tomorrow.

Hayat, you're the little cellar-girl huh?

Idil, dear.

No no, it's totally okay.

Yes, I am.

I'm a cellar-girl.

If it works your appetite, I can tell you my cellar-stories.

This was good you know.

Good evening.

Finally, Canadian Volkan.

I thought you'd never come.

Bon Appetit.

Welcome.

Thanks.

Umay Karay.

Umay Karay.

Umay Karay.

We're so done.

But you were play-housing yesterday, huh?

How impudent of you!

The man is too close for comfort.

No.

This cannot be.

He's sitting next to my daughter.

I can't turn a blind eye to this.

If you still go there and make a fuss about going back, you'd have to tell your daughter, not me.

I don't want that man near me.

Why is he near you Ümran?

Why is he?

Is it because of me?

You're the reason he's here.

You wanna know why?

Because you're the grief that lies within his heart.

How romantic, right?

He's here because of grief.

He's near because he wants to shake it off.

Shake you off.

So you should lean back and smile because you're his burden deep inside.

Poor thing.

How pathetic you are.

All this rage you have is because you can't even be a grief.

Now you go lean back.

Do the same thing you always do.

Make up a lie about me.

Because I'm not you.

I'm neither interested in his heart nor grief.

Now leave.

By the way, if you ever wanna change the house, let me know.

I'll send some people right away.

That's very polite, Mr. Resat.

Thank you.

My sister's not feeling well, but it's no big deal.

She won't be joining us for dinner.

Bon appetit.

Bon appetit.

I want us all to become a large family.

Together.

A large family, doesn't matter if we're happy or not.

But together.

I want to have a real family.

Like real families do.

I don't know whether I'm asking too much?

For crying out loud.

Please give me patience.

Excuse me?

Is someone there?

Who are you?

Excuse me?

Sir, are you looking for someone?

Miss Ümran?

Did something happen?

Somebody's standing there, staring at the house.

Hey!

Could you get the plate?

No, I couldn't see.

Ratpacks again, I assume.

I hope he's not some burglar.

Don't worry the cams are recording.

And I'll look around now, don't worry.

Okay.

Mr. Yıldırım may we drink our coffees at the study room?

As you wish.

If you'll excuse, Mr. Yıldırım and I need to talk about a little organization issue.

Lebriz, dear, you should accompany Mrs. Rezzan, I'll inform you later on.

Okay, brother.

We're out.

Uncle, I can leave, right?

Don't be late.

It's your first night.

Don't worry I'm in good hands.

Have fun.

Good night, everyone.

Hayat, should we tag along?

Next time, sweetie.

This party is not for little girls.

Sweetie?

Little girl?

Those little girls seem obsessed with you.

You're all cousins, right?

We're like brother and sister with Hayal.

But we're not cousins.

Those two are.

Brother and sister huh?

What about that cellar girl?

Hayat, her name is Hayat.

She's like a sister too I guess.

If she stakes her claim on you like this.

No she's not.

She's not like a sister.

Fine.

Who are you to call me sweetie, huh?

How could she dare say to us "little girls"?

She's fawning all over him, right?

All over.

I'm saying Volkan seemed okay with it.

I mean he even went out with her.

I'll check her profile.

Oh, she's such a party-girl.

Look at this.

She acts like a cool harlot.

Look at her poses.

I have a hunch that this neighboring thing will wear me down Mr. Yıldırım.

Don't get me wrong but, who wants a doctor aroundwho'd get someone's heart inside his palms?

Believe me Mr. Resat, I'm not here to serve as a doctor.

Surely.

See, Mr. Yıldırım, I got here from Germany for a reason.

I'll decide when the surgery will happen, not you.

We've lost a great deal of time already.

Don't bother.

I'm not gonna undergo that surgery, doc.

I think you'll get used to here easily but

I actually wonder about Mr. Yıldırım.

I mean, all those years he spent freely, and now he will have a hard time adjusting to a settled life.

He can adjust himself to anything.

He might have been lived as a nomad, but.

It was because of his duty.

He must have seen not only Turkey but all across the globe.

He stayed in some villages whose names I can't even remember.

Those were hard times for me as a mother.

I can imagine.

But it's obvious that he evolved.

I'm so sorry, it's my curator, I have to answer this.

Oh please, please.

About the house...

Did you know Yıldırım had worked where you were born?

Is that so?

What was the name?

Karalılar.

It was just like its name.

I'm sorry?

It was always such a gloomy place for me.

I mean, don't be offended.

But my impression about there is bad since that gloomy, cold, poor, degenerate place...

...was the worst of all the places Yıldırım had served for.

I mean I can't remember it...

...I didn't even visit there.

But the image in my mind stays like this.

As if those dead trees were gonna attack us.

It's so surprising to learn that you were born in a place like that.

I'm sorry.

Where were we?

See.

You can't know how much an artificial heart will beat.

You don't know when the right donor could be found.

Three days?

Three years?

Am I supposed to let you take my heart out just to live three hours longer?

Is it three weeks?

You didn't warn me about this.

Look.

If you want immortality, I can't give you that.

And I can't grant a time for the artificial one.

As a doctor,

it's not my job to be up against fate.

My job is only with biological facts and

they tell me that you don't have much time left.

I'd still die whether it's my own

or an artificial heart.

I don't wanna undergo that surgery, doctor.

End of discussion.

And the hardest is that we don't have a boarding staff in all this chaos.

Tomorrow a chef will start.

And I'll take care of the driver thing with the help of Yıldırım Hospital.

But it's hard to find a boarding employee.

I wish we'd known about this earlier.

We'd do what we could.

Our settlement is pretty much permanent.

My brother doesn't like changing our staff a lot.

Sometimes we hire people to help but.

Umay is the expert when it comes to hiring people.

Isn't that right?

Oh sure, I'll send some professionals tomorrow.

Thank you very much.

Thank you.

Just a little more, Ümran.

Just a little.

Hello!

Sis.

Did your wounds heal?

You're lucky I wasn't mad at you.

Now stop crying.

Stop it.

You have an important job with the elites tomorrow.

Later.

Don't get me wrong but, who wants a doctor around who'd get someone's heart inside his palms?

Believe me Mr. Resat, I'm not here to serve as a doctor.

Surely.

See, Mr. Yıldırım, I got here from Germany for a reason.

I'll decide when the surgery will happen, not you.

We've lost a great deal of time already.

Don't bother.

I'm not gonna undergo that surgery, doc.

You know the sassy girl, it's her mother.

Ma'am, are you the sister of Umay Karay?

I think you're mistaken.

What are you talking about, it's you.

We'd cursed a lot for your daughter.

All of the papers have it, why are you hiding?

Please don't block the stall if you're not a customer.

Those are for five liras.

Enjoy it.

And this must be yours.

I'm sorry how can I go to the bazaar?

Go straight ahead and turn right.

Thank you.

Here.

Oh.

Why do you care where he's coming from?

Ooh, look who's here.

Good morning.

Morning.

Or should I say good night, since the night is just over for you?

I think someone still thinks about the party?

Why would I think?

And even it must be such a party that.

I'm underage for it.

You hate Idil, don't you?

You'd be satisfied if I did, wouldn't you?

But sorry, you won't be.

I mean I so don't care about her that.

I don't even hate her.

So you only hate me?

Only you.

Fine.

This is satisfying too.

By the way, you look hideous.

Same as last night.

You didn't like to have your teacher as your neighbor, huh?

And, Hayat bores me to death.

You're leaving, right?

Because you have a lot more big problem with him than even I think.

Come on, admit it.

Don't be ridiculous.

I mean you didn't even say one thing.

Your teacher came too close for comfort but you stay silent.

If I know you this much, you have a problem with him.

Hayat?

Why are you quarreling in the hall guys?

There's no quarrel.

Volkan, dear?

Is there something you wanna tell me?

Not now.

I'm sorry?

I don't have something to tell you, yet, Umay.

Not yet.

What do you think you're doing?

He annoyed me.

So I annoyed him too.

Is this about my secret?

Is this how you become a confidant?

If you told him anything.

I would never.

I didn't and I'd never.

I don't know why he acted strangely, but I didn't say a word.

Hayat.

I saw your attitude yesterday at the dinner too.

You're standing out too much.

Don't.

It's not a child's play.

You can't underestimate what I'd said.

I'm not underestimating.

He's doing it.

And now, he's even our neighbor.

He's coming here like it's all a joke.

I hate his guts.

I hate him but I still want to know more.

That's why I'm checking up on Volkan.

I mean, who's the one who turned the women in my life against each other?

I wonder what he thinks, why he's around us, and what is it that he wants.

I answered all of your questions.

There's nothing more for you to wonder.

You'll make me regret telling you all this.

You won't check up on Volkan, or any other, okay?

Or we'll be through.

We will.

Ma'am, I can't let you in before I let Mrs. Umay know.

It wasn't even appropriate coming from the back.

How should I know, she was here before.

I thought she's no stranger.

I'm not a stranger, I'm her relative.

Why do you always make me wait like I'm some sort of beggar?

Cansel go and let Mrs. Umay about her guest.

I'm not a guest miss.

Auntie.

Aww, my dear.

Those are for five liras.

Ümran?

What happened?

What happened, tell me?

Are you hiding from someone?

Wow, would you look at that.

Look at my beautiful niece.

Look how she suits here.

Look at her hair and all.

Just like her aunt, my sweetie.

What's the word?

Life should be enjoyable for you.

Like a princess.

You have your aunts on both sides.

Hayat say goodbye to your aunt.

Let me see her off.

Right away.

Bye.

Mother's daughter.

Cold fish.

Obnoxious.

Go ahead.

Can't I see the house first?

Pick me a nice room.

Don't even start.

Come with me.

What am I supposed to do here?

You should've at least let me see the house.

You don't know why I'm here, huh?

You're going back to the hotel, now.

Understood?

Before Ümran comes.

I'd leave since the hotel is nice and all.

But my brother didn't send me to be a guest.

He sent me to watch his wife.

I'm staying, Mrs. Umay.

What happened?

Come on, please?

Ümran?

Did you see someone?

Ümran?

Let me help you, please.

Not by a long chalk!

I don't need your help.

Ümran?

It's a panic attack.

This has been like this since prison.

You know it well from my daughter.

You're sorry for what we had to go through.

That's the reason.

It's not a panic attack, tell me the truth, huh?

Come on!

Pardon me?

Am I being blamed for lying?

Even by you?

Jesus.

You've come here without hesitating once, and moved in next to us.

My purpose was.

I don't wanna know.

Whether you're near or far away.

You're dead to me Mr. Yıldırım.

Who's this man?

I can't let you inside.

I can't tell anyone, neither Ümran nor my husband.

You understand?

But my brother doesn't think so.

Just a room, you even let Ümran stay here.

Brother said what he said.

Now we're going inside whether you want or not.

I'm offended.

It's a big mansion after all.

You can't cram poor Kevser in?

I'm going now, getting my suitcase.

Walk.

Walk!

Walk!

Yeah sweetie, tonight.

I planned it yesterday.

Tell you what, the DJs were amazing.

You should bring as many people as you can.

Yesterday was only the beginning.

The main event starts tonight.

Okay then, see you tonight.

Hugs and kisses.

Oh, granny.

Still dealing with staff references?

Aren't you bored?

Life is not just partying for some of us.

We have more serious stuff.

Like?

Don't be saucy and answer the door.

We're even opening the door ourselves.

Such a scandal.

Now's the time for visiting?

I don't get it.

Now you'll do.

Welcome.

Thanks.

Grandma.

Umay Karay and your new maid Ms. Kevser.

I already suspected it.

Mysterious business trips all of a sudden.

How could you hide it from me, brother?

We could have gone together.

To talk to the doctor.

I went and I came back, Lebriz.

Please don't overreact.

Don't overreact?

My brother is committing suicide and I'm overreacting?

Lebriz!

It's literally suicide, brother.

Enough.

Aren't you listening?

Didn't I tell you what the doctor said?

I'm dying.

Either way, I'll die.

Don't you get it?

But Mr. Yıldırım.

Yıldırım!

Mr. Yıldırım is not my doctor anymore.

Brother?

Look, I know you're scared of the surgery.

I understand.

But please don't do this.

If you don't care about me,

care about your daughter and Volkan.

Please.

I'm not a kid!

I'm your brother.

And I have an ill heart.

If I'm supposed to die from it,

I'd rather not be cut into pieces to get an artificial one.

I wanna die with my own heart.

Understand?

Now leave before making me madder.

Hello, Mr. Yıldırım, could I ask you one more thing for my brother?

Kevser worked for a close friend of mine.

She's abroad now, so she needs a job.

When she called me for it, you came into my mind.

I mean, you can throw those references all away.

You'll thank me for Kevser in a couple of weeks.

If you say so.

But I guess she hasn't worked for you, so I'd like to see her references too.

Reference, she doesn't need any.

Because I vouch for her.

She can do any chore.

Has got no one to hold her back.

And she's so trustworthy.

Believe me, you won't regret it.

If you insist.

Then enjoy your new job.

I wonder when can she start?

She'll pack tonight and come tomorrow morning.

You'll talk about the details.

Okay then, let me escort you.

There's no need, dear.

Have a nice day.

This was without notice.

Girl, what have you done?

Am I a maid now?

I'll arrange a fake ID for you.

Thanks to you guys I'm an expert now.

Your last name and place of birth will be changed.

You'll have nothing to do with that psycho.

I'm not here to be a maid, Mrs. Umay.

You can go cry to your psycho brother about it.

How am I supposed to hide from Ümran?

Won't she be surprised?

I'll take care of her too.

Thanks again, I'm an expert in this too.

Pull it together.

Don't scare your daughter.

Pull it together.

Don't scare her.

We're a little sad, aren't we?

Now's your turn for this, huh?

Who was the previous?

Girl-next-door facetimes you.

How intimate.

Hi!

You're all quiet Canadian Volkan.

Hello!

Hello sweetie.

Volkan, honey, I'm not counting yesterday as a party.

My real welcome-to-Turkey party is tonight.

You're coming, right?

Yeah, we'll be there.

Won't we?

See you then.

As if she was the only missing piece.

For god's sake.

Ugh.

What's the matter, honey?

Something happened?

Hayat?

Welcome.

Isn't Hayat in her room?

She's at home with her mother.

You tell me, mom.

You look nervous.

Did something happen again?

No it's just I'm tired.

I'm tired.

What's it with you, huh?

Something happened.

What do you think?

Now, out of thin air...

Oh, sorry I was looking for Hayal.

Out of thin air, what?

Hayat, we'll deal with that later, okay honey?

Deal with what?

She's trying to be an aunt.

The bazaar issue came out of thin air.

She's trying to sedate me.

There, are you happy now?

Hayat start getting dressed, we're party girls tonight.

No.

Yes.

What's the number for the vice unit?

What are you doing?

I'm tasting it.

You literally chugged it down.

Oh.

What's it with you, you don't drink?

You're taking medicine.

Antidepressants and stuff.

I still can't get used to it.

It's good that father didn't see you like this.

Hair, earrings, and stuff.

Look, I even have tattoos.

Don't you like my new style?

I liked it, enjoy.

I liked it that's what matters.

I thought brother won't allow me but.

you are cool with me being a maid.

She's right to not want you around.

Wait for a little, we'll handle this.

Let's see if you can do what I ask you to do.

I'll do what they say, not you.

I cared for my sick dad for years.

And finally, I thought I was free, I will be the lady of the mansion.

But now I'm a maid.

Don't shout to my face.

Lady of the mansion.

You can't be a lady.

You had duties.

And you still have.

You'll bring me and Ümran together.

Hayat.

The heart is such a dark box,

a black hole that.

You can't prohibit it.

It won't listen.

It wouldn't.

It wouldn't.

You can't.

It won't listen.

It won't.

It won't.

Neither you nor your conscience.

Neither you...

It only knows how to beat.

How to beat.

For the one inside.

The one inside.

It wants the one.

That it beats for.

Hey, please.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Put it away.

Now.

Okay.

Hayat, get it together.

Stop it.

Stop?

Stop?

The world won't stop!

It won't!

Stop being silly.

Hi!

Hi!

Hayat, would you please come here?

Please?

What's this now?

Brother attitude huh?

Brother attitude?

Huh?

You can't take your eyes away from her.

Stop being a guardian, let her enjoy the party.

She seems to enjoy it a lot.

I mean, for this hour at least.

She's not using anything, right?

What's she doing?

She's doing what you're doing.

Having fun.

How much did she drink?

I don't know.

You should've taken care of her.

Get it together.

Huh?

Get it together!

Oh, look who's here?

Dance?

No.

We were at the dinner yesterday.

Now we're going for a coffee and we're not even invited.

It would be appropriate for us to invite them.

This is a little compulsory visit, mommy.

Ms. Lebriz's request.

We need to talk to Mr. Reşat privately.

Maybe you'd like to chat with Mrs. Umay, in the meantime.

Wouldn't you?

Fine.

Reşat, dear.

We didn't have a chance to talk.

What?

I don't know, about Germany maybe?

How was it?

What did you do?

They're early I guess.

If you want, we can go directly to the study room.

Welcome.

Thank you.

Good evening.

Good evening.

Sis.

We're here.

Are you ready?

We're home.

Are the enemy sisters home?

It's a little unexpected but we're sorry.

Don't even mention it.

Oh please.

This way.

Volkan, stop.

Jesus.

Where are the enemy sisters?

Hayat what are you doing?

Duru's sister is here too.

Wait.

Mom, let me go.

Let me go!

Get up, girl.

Wait, I'm searching.

Let me go.

Let me go.

Pss pss.

I'm searching for the kitty, mom.

Come kitty kitty.

Where's it?

The sly cat is right here.