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Cheers mate.

Appreciate it.

Anytime mate.

You

Uh,

no,

I'll stay with Ollie.

Is that right,

Neil?

Yeah,

of course.

OK,

we'll drive back in the morning.

Thanks for driving us.

Mummy,

are you alright?

Yeah,

I'm fine.

I'm not going to be doing Zumba for a while,

but I'll live.

Um,

I'm just going to talk to Jess for a bit about your birthday.

What about it?

It's weeks away.

Go on.

What a day.

Come and give your dad a shoulder massage.

You're paying?

Yeah,

in the food you eat.

Look,

I don't know what you think you know,

Jess.

Don't lie to me.

Don't you dare fucking lie to me.

My dad,

Beth,

what,

you're not happy with your own man,

so you're after my mum tried to stay calm and let me explain.

I can't,

you and him,

I can't even think about it.

Just listen

to

me,

OK,

listen.

End it.

Fucking end it!

Tell me

you're gonna end it,

Beth,

or I swear to God I will go in there and

I will tell your family what kind of whore you are.

Whore,

will you be calling your dad that?

Cause there were two of us in this,

and your dad,

he,

he's being holly.

No,

you don't get to blame this on my mum.

I am not blaming her,

but things that.

I don't

I don't fucking care.

Alright.

Bez,

I love Olly.

And I wanted to be with him forever.

You just ruined

everything.

But that is,

that is why we lied.

Because we didn't want to hurt

anyone.

I did not want to hurt you,

we did not want to hurt your mum.

don't.

Nobody needs to know.

It's not a secret

that you and I can keep.

Yes,

yeah,

we can.

Alright,

you've had,

you've had your fling.

And now,

and now you're gonna ring him,

and you're gonna tell him that it's over.

And don't you dare tell him that I told you.

But it's not a fling,

jet.

It's more than that.

Yeah.

Um,

Jess has gone home.

What?

How come?

Uh,

I think she felt

bad for her dad,

you know,

being on his own.

What

the hell?

Uh,

no,

um,

don't call her because,

um,

I think her mum and dad are going through a bit of a.

A bad time,

so.

Uh,

just let her be with him.

You alright?

Yeah,

it's just my

shoulder,

you know,

but

I think I'm going to go to bed.

Hello.

Jazz?

Hey,

I thought you were staying at Olly's.

No,

I changed my mind.

Dad,

I wanna go back to the lakes.

Yeah,

first thing.

No,

now I wanna go back and be with Mum and Daisy and Lily.

Jess,

I've been driving all day.

I don't care,

Dad,

I wanna go back.

You OK?

I wanna go back now,

so can we just go,

please,

get your car keys and,

and get your shoes on.

Can we just go back?

Can we just go?

Hey,

hey,

what's going on?

Has something happened?

I'm pregnant.

Not yet.

Thanks.

For

I've a good mind to build you a mate for Uber.

Oh shit.

I didn't offer Tommy any petrol money.

I didn't even think.

I wouldn't worry about it.

I'm really sorry.

About

all of this.

Please don't be angry with Na.

No one's angry.

It's uh

Mistakes happen.

But you're still very young

and um

You have your exams.

So we just,

we need to figure out

what to do next.

I just don't want to cause any more problems.

You know,

with

you being ill before,

and

now Uncle Paul and Auntie Leah.

I just want us to be happy again

as a family.

But

don't worry about any of that now,

OK?

It's good that you came to us

before talking to Ollie.

Now,

we can,

you can

decide

what it is you want to do.

And nobody else needs to know if we don't want them to,

OK.

She can't keep it.

Of course she can't,

but we can't tell her that.

She has to decide it for herself,

you know,

I could get her into the surgery quickly.

Tom.

Why the fuck were they not using protection?

I know that.

You know that,

but there's no point in even thinking about it.

I haven't been present enough.

First there was the Daisy thing and now this.

Yeah,

actually,

what was going on with Daisy?

OK,

um.

So Daisy was sending photos of herself,

intimate photos to that boy,

and the little shit was saying that she was doing things,

doing more things.

Imagine

she's 14 years old.

I'm gonna kill that little.

She doesn't want that,

OK,

Tom,

I've talked to her,

she's really embarrassed,

but we've nipped it in the bud.

I think it's gonna be OK,

so you don't have to worry,

all right?

Maybe we should tell

Neil and Beth about this.

No,

come on.

I mean,

honestly,

You want them to say,

yeah,

yeah,

yeah,

keep it cos they will cos they had children when they were young.

They will think it's fine.

And then what,

then we're stuck with their families for the rest of our lives.

Absolutely not.

You know,

she thinks she's in love with that boy,

but she's not,

it's it's a teenage crush.

It's that's all it is.

Who

she'll have it.

Where will it live?

Well,

who will look after it?

We will.

She'll miss college,

she'll miss university.

Great,

she'll fuck her entire life up.

It's ridiculous.

I'm not advocating this.

Sorry.

I can't help thinking she's ruined everything.

We were using johnny's,

I swear.

I don't know how it happened.

I don't want to be a dad.

I'm not ready.

Think about me.

I'll be a granddad.

I think it's gonna be OK?

It's quite the development.

Always a mess.

He's not here anymore.

Tom,

I don't know how to say this,

but

I don't think Jessie's pregnant.

I think she's lying.

Why?

Because

she knows

She knows about us.

How?

She come from MA?

After the hospital.

She found the photos that I sent you.

Who else knows?

It's just,

just Jess.

But I told her

that we had,

we had feelings for each other and she was so angry and accused me of,

of breaking up marriages and the,

the next thing is she's telling you that she's pregnant.

No,

she wouldn't do that.

She,

she wouldn't lie to Hannah or Ollie,

she just wouldn't do that.

But she's so hurt.

And she's

she's scared.

She,

she hates me and she's

she's trying to keep her family

together,

so she's creating a crisis.

And

Tom,

she saw those photos.

We come up and

find out this.

Sey way,

we,

we have to manage how they learn about this and no matter what Jess

says they will find out,

and I know it is not what we planned,

but we cannot keep it hidden anymore.

What can I do,

go back to my wife and say our daughter's not

pregnant and uh by the way I'm leaving you.

I cannot do this anymore.

I'm going to tell me.

And if you're serious about

About being with me,

then you have to tell Hannah at the same time.

Well,

it's what we decided.

Let's just 4 steps forward.

So tonight,

yeah?

Tonight,

yeah.

Daddy,

Daddy,

the show.

Oh,

that's wonderful,

sweetheart.

Who are you going to sing?

I can choose someone who thinks either shake it off

or fireworks,

but I want to sing our song.

Your friends might not know that,

right?

I don't care.

You'll know it.

Well,

let's have a think about it,

shall we?

OK.

I want to practise.

Well,

why don't you think about 2 songs and then we can uh.

practise them both.

OK,

daddy.

Hey,

hey,

good day.

Yeah,

fine.

Where's Jess?

Oh,

she's not here yet,

I think she's with Ollie.

Hi Dad.

Hi.

How's school?

Usual.

Sorry,

dinner was gonna be a while.

I've only just put it on,

to be honest.

I had that Zoom,

you know,

about the October event.

With what?

Yeah.

That's all,

OK.

Look,

I haven't had a chance to

talk through any options with her yet,

but I will.

It's not about Jess.

Tanya

And

You know that you and the children mean everything to me.

Yeah,

And that nothing

What?

Nothing would ever

What Tom?

It's just lay in the aisle.

Lately what?

Lady like.

I feel like such a crap father.

Daisy,

now Jess.

I mean,

I'm meant to protect them,

aren't I?

What happened with my parents and your parents.

All I wanted to give them was a home that felt safe for them

and

where they felt loved.

Tom,

they do.

You are a brilliant father,

OK?

And if there's been problems,

then

I am more to blame than you.

No,

you're not.

I am.

Look,

we're good parents,

OK,

and we've done our best,

and the girls,

they know they are loved.

They do.

They do.

No.

It's just a lot.

for

Hi.

You eating with us?

No,

it's OK.

I was just walking Jess home.

Stay,

there's plenty.

If you're sure.

Yeah,

of course.

Alright,

thanks.

I signed and got it recorded.

Yes,

but not a full song.

It was a full song.

There were 3 of us and we did a little mix.

Yeah,

and they were awful.

Cause you can't sing,

didn't you want to be Elsa in the school show and then they made you Olaf?

Yeah,

and then you know what,

they gave it to Lizzie Doyle.

I remember that.

I can't believe you still hold a grudge.

Yeah,

let it go.

I'll get it.

We used to call her Miss Nada.

What is it?

Where is it?

You bastard!

You,

I got

That's me.

He's with my back.

She's old man.

Ask him.

Ask him.

country's been going on

behind our backs,

shagging each other.

And now she's saying

That they're in love.

No,

Hannah,

it's not as simple as the heist.

You were my mum.

So if you have that baby,

his grandparents are at it.

Get out.

I'm sorry,

Hannah.

Hannah,

please.

Can I just talk to you outside.

You,

now,

right now.

She told

I'm sorry,

you'd have found out anyway that woman,

you are poison.

My house.

OK,

your wife.

This house,

this far land.

Only me,

please,

you have to talk to me.

Please,

you have to listen.

You have to listen,

you have to

talk to me.

Oh,

please.

Didn't you?

I was protecting us.

I told her to end it because if they're together,

then how could we be?

She's ruined everything.

Me and you and our families and our whole lives,

they're just gone,

they're ruined.

So it's my mum's fault,

hm?

So end it then.

Get rid of the baby,

get rid of everything,

because this is.

Poorly.

There is no baby.

I'm sorry,

I was just,

I didn't want them

to be together.

I'm sorry.

Ollie.

It's over.

We're done.

Good

Uh

You're scaring me.

Just,

just say whatever it is what I say.

I've not

been happy.

For a long time.

With myself.

But also,

With us.

Hi.

Nothing's changed.

For you,

Neil.

Since we were 19.

But I

I've,

I've changed and and you haven't,

you haven't noticed.

Of

course I have.

No.

No,

you haven't.

OK,

so.

I'll notice,

I will.

What?

I've met someone.

Oh.

E

Tom

Tom,

You went home?

Oh

no,

Ollie,

out of the way.

No,

please.

How could you?

I'm sorry.

Please

Please,

please don't to me.

Mom,

what's going on?

No,

it's fine,

sweetheart.

You go.

Go back to bed.

No,

tell me what's happening.

Mom.

President

What have you done?

Come on.

Girls,

No,

You do not

get to mitigate.

Leave.

Leave.

You're leaving?

Yeah,

I spend the night at Amy's.

And then?

After that,

I told Frankie.

I would have told Ollie.

Make you feel good,

did it?

Did you hear him?

If you go in,

go.

Get lost.

That's what you want.

You have taken me for granted.

Have I?

Yeah,

you have.

Just go back.

You do not want to hear it

because you want me as the bad guy.

But you do not look at me.

You do not listen

to me.

When was the last time that you even gave me a compliment?

Oh,

horny,

maybe.

Drunk when you want your,

get your leg over.

craft.

I wanted you to notice me.

I wanted you to care

about my life,

about my

feelings.

My best friend died,

and where were you the day after?

In the pope

Maybe we said you were all right.

My best friend

was

dead,

and when I had my business,

I,

I was brilliant at it.

I was making people feel good,

and that made me feel good,

and you only cared about yourself that I wasn't here

to cook the dinner and that I wasn't here to look after the kids.

No,

that's shite,

Beth.

When I had to close it down,

you could barely keep the smile off your face.

It is true,

Neil.

You just want us like your mum and dad.

You just want your little wife here.

shut up.

Oh what?

You know,

since the day we met.

Everything

I've done

has been for you and the kids.

Yeah,

out there grafting,

and never once,

Beth,

never once played away.

Never close.

Because you were mine.

Since we were 19.

Just fucking go,

Beth.

I can't even look at you.

I am a woman.

Something like burning inside me,

and I am not going to spend the few years I have left

forcing them to nothing.

Don't,

don't leave.

It's OK.

I will be back.

I love you.

And I will

always beat your mummy.

Sorry

Mel.

Neil called me.

It's a no,

Beth.

What,

go back to your family

and beg,

beg them to forgive you.

You're not hiding here and you're not having my sympathy.

And you fell.

know

I heard

you.

And

Things will be true.

Hey,

hey

They really hate us.

Yes,

I do.

The kids.

I talk to them

You'll understand.

Was it worth it?

Yes,

I'm sorry I lied.

About the pregnancy.

I was looking online this morning for um.

Apartments.

There's quite a few available right now,

so.

With 3 month contracts are not a great commitment.

I was being practical.

Well,

I'm romantic,

but

mainly practical.

You know,

Tom,

I

I think we should get our own places,

you know,

so the kids have somewhere to stay.

But also,

A lot of pressure.

Yeah.

Yeah,

you're right.

Morning.

Did she come here?

Did you undress her on this bed?

Pretend you're examining her?

No,

I'm genuinely interested,

Tom.

Was it

the thrill of almost being caught.

So do you love her?

Yeah,

I think I do,

yeah.

You're in love.

With the Zumba teacher.

Oh,

come on,

don't do that.

Presume you took her to the lakes.

You took her to the place you proposed to me.

And I never stopped loving you,

no.

So what,

you just,

you fell in love with her as well?

And now what,

you two ride off into the sunset together?

You have every right to hate me.

I don't hate you,

Tom.

I loved you.

No,

no,

you should hate me.

You should absolutely despise me.

I've betrayed us.

I've betrayed our family,

but I want you to know that I,

I,

I really tried.

I.

Agains being this

poor you.

I think that you stopped loving me

when I got ill.

When it got difficult for me,

it got difficult for you,

yeah,

not all at once,

but piece by piece,

and I know that,

Tom,

because I felt it even at my party,

that speech you gave,

you couldn't bring yourself to say that you loved me,

could you?

Admit it.

You became very hard to live with her.

Or did you not want to say it because she was there?

No,

nothing had happened at that point.

Hard to live with,

yeah,

well,

try being mean.

I spent the last two years staring at the walls,

imagining all the

worst possible things that could happen to us,

our family,

not able to turn this off,

stuck in my own head,

seeing it again and again,

and you used that against me.

But you know what?

Last night.

When I was alone

in our bed,

I realised.

I don't need you.

And I'm not scared anymore.

I don't you come near me.

Hey,

don't you fucking

come

near me.

You

stop it.

Oh.

You think you're in love?

Fuck you.

And I'm going to make sure that you spend the rest of your life regretting this.

The house,

anything you want,

you better get ready to fight for it.

I've got our girls.

My girls.

And we are gonna be just

fine.

I'll give it a year.

What did you say?

A hotel?

Within.

Are you going to get a place together?

I saw Ollie and Frankie at school.

Told him it was going to be OK.

Yeah,

well,

Olly blames himself.

Frankie's gone back about 10 years,

acting like a baby again.

I'll make it right for them.

Yeah.

Um

I want to show you something.

Bail.

Our life together.

Beth and Neil.

That's what we are,

isn't it?

All those days.

Oh she is.

Like that.

Frankie was that pig,

bastard pig.

Remember in Greece when we lost it.

All I ever wanted was a happy family.

And

For a while.

We were

Of course there's happy memories,

you know,

there's,

there's loads of them.

But that would then

And this is now

OK.

P

I look at your face

on these photos.

I love you.

And I look at your face now.

In this room

You lie in.

Deceitful face.

And

I still love you.

You've broken my fucking heart,

Beth,

but

I still want you.

And

I can get past this.

I can,

Beth.

And I can change.

Because

You're the only woman I've ever loved,

and you're the only woman

I'll ever love.

And I'm not

I'm asking you now,

babe.

I'm packing here.

I'm begging you,

Beth,

don't leave me.

I'll be better

I'll be a good husband.

I'll be a good father.

I'll,

I'll listen to you.

I'll look after you,

and you can start another business.

I,

I,

I,

I'll be strong,

you,

but you won't have to mother me.

Well,

I'm begging you,

please

don't leave me for that man.

He doesn't love you a 10th for the way I love you.

I'm no fucking idiot for letting it get this way.

Just look at us.

All those times we shared.

I can't face it.

We're so up.

Please,

Beth.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Want to save me.

It's driving me

crazy.

Need some birdie.

doesn't know

It's

you

I

Good

been

always

need

to home.

It's easy to

say.

It's never

the same.

way you

late.

so

No

to

have been so

Haiya.

Hey

Where have you been?

Uh,

home.

Umm.

Beth.

We had a plan,

but everything's gone so quickly.

I think I feel so lost.

I love you,

but

I didn't think I'd

I don't think I'd feel this lonely.

Feels like I'm living someone else's life.

And where is your life?

Oh there?

No.

I

mean,

I don't know it.

I

want you.

Oh them

Nothing fits.

We gave up everything for each other.

You can't expect every moment to be perfect.

That's

not reality.

It's just a fantasy.

And

that's what it's been

up to now.

A fantasy.

So,

exam's over.

How do you think it went?

Alright,

considering.

Yes

Who cares?

I'm going working for my dad.

Got any plans for the summer?

No,

not really.

You?

No,

not really.

I think mom might take us away.

Remember Blackpool?

And we missed getting off that train.

Yeah

Do you think

that's when it started,

between them?

Maybe.

What?

We can't blame ourselves.

If it weren't then

It would have been some overtime.

That was a good day.

Yeah,

it was fun.

You should go again sometime.

Don't have to tell anyone.

They say attraction

plus an obstacle equals excitement.

But what happens when the obstacle is gone?

What plan?

Maybe.

You just have to start all over again.

Oh we

Sorry to be late for our first date.

I'm not actually that kind of person.

I think it's our 2nd day officially.