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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:05,274 --> 00:01:07,943 Morning, brothers and sisters. 2 00:01:07,943 --> 00:01:11,822 Thank you for such a beautiful start to the day. 3 00:01:11,822 --> 00:01:15,492 I've been thinking a lot about this life. 4 00:01:15,492 --> 00:01:19,329 Last night, one of my former mission companions 5 00:01:19,329 --> 00:01:21,164 passed away. 6 00:01:22,791 --> 00:01:25,836 He had been struggling with demons, 7 00:01:25,836 --> 00:01:27,879 not attending church. 8 00:01:27,879 --> 00:01:30,257 The last time I spoke with him, 9 00:01:30,257 --> 00:01:34,845 I reminded him that our Heavenly Father loves us 10 00:01:34,845 --> 00:01:38,724 and He wants us to spend eternity with Him 11 00:01:38,724 --> 00:01:41,184 and our families. 12 00:01:41,184 --> 00:01:44,855 But, that is a privilege, one we must earn 13 00:01:44,855 --> 00:01:46,815 by living the way He wants us to. 14 00:01:46,815 --> 00:01:48,859 By making the right choices. 15 00:01:48,859 --> 00:01:51,194 My heart aches for him, 16 00:01:51,194 --> 00:01:53,447 and the regret he must feel right now, 17 00:01:53,447 --> 00:01:56,616 knowing that he might be alone forever. 18 00:01:56,616 --> 00:01:59,286 I ache even more for his wife and children, 19 00:01:59,286 --> 00:02:03,165 they'll never see him again. 20 00:02:03,165 --> 00:02:05,751 I share this to remind each of us, 21 00:02:05,751 --> 00:02:08,837 that every day we have breath in our lungs, 22 00:02:08,837 --> 00:02:12,841 we have an opportunity to look inward and ask ourselves, 23 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:14,593 "Are the choices we're making 24 00:02:14,593 --> 00:02:17,888 bringing us closer to the Celestial Kingdom, 25 00:02:17,888 --> 00:02:20,223 or further away?" 26 00:02:21,475 --> 00:02:24,478 There's nothing in this life, no matter how tempting, 27 00:02:24,478 --> 00:02:27,147 is worth losing eternity in the next. 28 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:31,985 We in the Bishop Brick are here if you need us. 29 00:02:33,570 --> 00:02:35,030 We love you. 30 00:02:35,030 --> 00:02:37,908 In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. 31 00:02:37,908 --> 00:02:39,493 Amen. 32 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:47,751 You promised you'd help me. 33 00:02:47,751 --> 00:02:49,878 They're garbage bins, what's to decorate? 34 00:02:49,878 --> 00:02:51,963 If they don't say recycling on them, 35 00:02:51,963 --> 00:02:53,882 people will think they're trash. 36 00:02:53,882 --> 00:02:55,467 Plus, they should like nice. 37 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:58,929 Like hey, use me, save the planet. 38 00:02:58,929 --> 00:03:00,097 It's 90 degrees outside, 39 00:03:00,097 --> 00:03:02,265 can't we save the planet another day? 40 00:03:02,265 --> 00:03:05,519 I told Mr. Puma I'd have them ready for Earth Week. 41 00:03:05,519 --> 00:03:09,189 The mall's air conditioned and we can get fro-yo, 42 00:03:09,189 --> 00:03:11,942 chocolate drizzle and chocolate chips in a waffle cone. 43 00:03:18,824 --> 00:03:20,909 Earth to Alex? 44 00:03:20,909 --> 00:03:22,411 Since when do you like them? 45 00:03:22,411 --> 00:03:24,788 What, who? 46 00:03:24,788 --> 00:03:26,957 Oh my gosh, you're as subtle as a fart in a bathtub. 47 00:03:26,957 --> 00:03:29,960 The meatheads, you were drooling. 48 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:32,879 They're cute, so what? 49 00:03:32,879 --> 00:03:34,798 I wasn't drooling. 50 00:03:34,798 --> 00:03:37,926 Recycling bins this week, I buy froyo next week. 51 00:03:37,926 --> 00:03:40,429 Fine, but we're going to my house. 52 00:03:40,429 --> 00:03:43,223 Someone should invent a portable cloud machine. 53 00:03:43,223 --> 00:03:44,975 Something to block my face from the sun. 54 00:03:44,975 --> 00:03:46,977 Or, you could try a baseball cap. 55 00:03:50,105 --> 00:03:53,775 Hey, what are you guys working on? 56 00:03:53,775 --> 00:03:56,236 Alex is doing her recycling drive for Earth Week. 57 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:58,488 Cool, you guys remember Collette? 58 00:03:58,488 --> 00:04:00,073 Yep. 59 00:04:05,370 --> 00:04:06,997 Okay. 60 00:04:06,997 --> 00:04:08,957 That's Hannah's girlfriend. 61 00:04:08,957 --> 00:04:11,585 Like, girlfriend girlfriend. 62 00:04:11,585 --> 00:04:14,796 I mean, can you imagine if our parents found out? 63 00:04:14,796 --> 00:04:17,257 I'm sorry. 64 00:04:19,009 --> 00:04:20,469 Guys, this is Frankie. 65 00:04:20,469 --> 00:04:22,387 Frankie this is my sister Daniella and her friend Alex. 66 00:04:24,139 --> 00:04:26,057 - Hi. - Hi, yourself. 67 00:04:28,018 --> 00:04:29,978 Hannah, are your friends staying for dinner? 68 00:04:29,978 --> 00:04:31,396 Yeah, is that okay? 69 00:04:31,396 --> 00:04:34,941 The more the merrier. Alex, what about you? 70 00:04:34,941 --> 00:04:38,528 Sure, great. Sure. 71 00:04:47,788 --> 00:04:49,164 - Hi again. - Hi. 72 00:04:49,164 --> 00:04:52,584 I'm Alex Cooper. 73 00:04:52,584 --> 00:04:56,713 Alex Cooper, in case you didn't... um... 74 00:04:56,713 --> 00:04:58,215 I've never seen you at school before. 75 00:04:58,215 --> 00:04:59,633 Are you over at Silverado? 76 00:04:59,633 --> 00:05:02,052 I was, yeah. I graduated last year. 77 00:05:02,052 --> 00:05:04,387 Oh, cool, yeah. I'm graduating soon, too. 78 00:05:04,387 --> 00:05:08,016 I mean, I'm a sophomore, 79 00:05:08,016 --> 00:05:09,976 so soon is relative. 80 00:05:09,976 --> 00:05:13,063 But, given the age of universe, it's practically like tomorrow. 81 00:05:13,063 --> 00:05:14,314 Future scientist? 82 00:05:16,691 --> 00:05:18,819 - Lawyer. - Ah. 83 00:05:18,819 --> 00:05:20,904 I want to live in New York in one of those 84 00:05:20,904 --> 00:05:22,239 Sex In The City penthouses 85 00:05:22,239 --> 00:05:24,074 and have a driver take me to work every day. 86 00:05:25,492 --> 00:05:27,077 That sounded totally lame. 87 00:05:27,077 --> 00:05:28,829 No, I was gonna say fancy. 88 00:05:30,831 --> 00:05:32,457 What about you? 89 00:05:32,457 --> 00:05:35,252 I dunno, I haven't figured it out. 90 00:05:35,252 --> 00:05:37,546 I can't think of anything that I'd actually want to do 91 00:05:37,546 --> 00:05:39,631 for the rest of my life. 92 00:05:39,631 --> 00:05:41,174 Travel maybe? 93 00:05:41,174 --> 00:05:43,593 Backpack or first class? 94 00:05:43,593 --> 00:05:46,179 Backpack. You? 95 00:05:47,222 --> 00:05:49,099 Both, I guess. 96 00:05:49,099 --> 00:05:50,851 No, you have to pick one. 97 00:05:50,851 --> 00:05:53,144 Okay, first class. 98 00:05:53,144 --> 00:05:55,230 Snow or tropical? 99 00:05:55,230 --> 00:05:57,023 - Snow. - Tropical. 100 00:05:58,650 --> 00:05:59,943 Hotel or home? 101 00:05:59,943 --> 00:06:01,862 - Home. - Home. 102 00:06:01,862 --> 00:06:03,071 But not in Victorville. 103 00:06:03,071 --> 00:06:05,365 Definitely not, no. 104 00:06:08,869 --> 00:06:11,079 So, how do you know Hannah and Collette? 105 00:06:11,079 --> 00:06:14,791 I met them at a rave in LA. 106 00:06:14,791 --> 00:06:16,877 Same night they met each other, actually. 107 00:06:20,130 --> 00:06:22,215 I hear Colette's gay. 108 00:06:22,215 --> 00:06:24,801 Does that bother you? 109 00:06:24,801 --> 00:06:27,095 No, not at all. 110 00:06:27,095 --> 00:06:29,222 It's fine, whatever. 111 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:31,892 Good, cause I am too 112 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:33,810 and I was kind of hoping we could be friends. 113 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:39,733 ♪ I see your face in my dreams at night, ♪ 114 00:06:39,733 --> 00:06:44,571 ♪ yeah I hear your voice in my head ♪ 115 00:06:44,571 --> 00:06:48,491 ♪ I feel your touch and I don't wanna fight it ♪ 116 00:06:48,491 --> 00:06:51,578 ♪ I want you now instead. ♪ 117 00:06:51,578 --> 00:06:56,124 ♪ It's time now that I make my move yeah, ♪ 118 00:06:56,124 --> 00:06:59,753 ♪ the only thing that I know. ♪ 119 00:06:59,753 --> 00:07:03,506 ♪ I found out I've got nothing to lose, no. ♪ 120 00:07:03,506 --> 00:07:06,676 ♪ Without you, I'm alone. ♪ 121 00:07:06,676 --> 00:07:11,139 ♪ I'm coming home, my bags are packed. ♪ 122 00:07:11,139 --> 00:07:12,974 Goodnight! 123 00:07:12,974 --> 00:07:16,186 ♪ No there's no turning back, I'm coming home, ♪ 124 00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:18,271 ♪ cause it's been too long. ♪ 125 00:07:18,271 --> 00:07:22,192 ♪ I'm coming home, back where I belong ♪ 126 00:07:22,192 --> 00:07:24,277 ♪ I'm coming home. ♪ 127 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:28,031 ♪ ♪ 128 00:07:28,031 --> 00:07:29,658 If you guys are all about love, 129 00:07:29,658 --> 00:07:32,202 why does Daniella care if her sister's happy? 130 00:07:32,202 --> 00:07:34,537 It's complicated. 131 00:07:34,537 --> 00:07:38,208 Have you ever been religious? 132 00:07:38,208 --> 00:07:40,960 Oh my God, you're not going to try to convert me are you? 133 00:07:40,960 --> 00:07:44,381 No, I was just curious. 134 00:07:44,381 --> 00:07:47,050 I like churches, like the ones in Europe 135 00:07:47,050 --> 00:07:48,635 that are centuries old. 136 00:07:48,635 --> 00:07:52,639 I see pictures them and I feel, I dunno, quiet. 137 00:07:52,639 --> 00:07:56,184 I think if I ever visited one, I'd probably pitch a tent 138 00:07:56,184 --> 00:07:57,852 in the back and never leave. 139 00:07:57,852 --> 00:08:00,230 Why don't you go visit those churches? 140 00:08:00,230 --> 00:08:02,524 You're done with school. 141 00:08:02,524 --> 00:08:05,318 My mom needs me. Someday. 142 00:08:09,072 --> 00:08:11,032 Hey, I really can't stomach the pizza in this place. 143 00:08:11,032 --> 00:08:13,576 Are you guys up for the buffet or the burger joint? 144 00:08:13,576 --> 00:08:15,245 - We can do tacos again? - Let's go to LA. 145 00:08:15,245 --> 00:08:16,955 What? 146 00:08:16,955 --> 00:08:19,082 Like, right now, why not? 147 00:08:19,082 --> 00:08:21,376 Because it's two and a half hours away 148 00:08:21,376 --> 00:08:23,670 and I have a history test on Monday. 149 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:26,673 Plus, you'd be grounded for like five years. 150 00:08:26,673 --> 00:08:28,216 Collette? 151 00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:30,760 I have work tonight, sorry. 152 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:32,345 I'll go. 153 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:47,527 - Hey. - Hi. 154 00:08:55,118 --> 00:08:56,703 - So. - So. 155 00:09:05,962 --> 00:09:07,297 Can I hold your hand? 156 00:09:07,297 --> 00:09:09,215 Yeah, sure. 157 00:09:09,215 --> 00:09:14,304 ♪ ♪ 158 00:09:14,304 --> 00:09:18,016 ♪ Things are not what they seem. ♪ 159 00:09:18,016 --> 00:09:22,020 ♪ You tried but I won't let you in ♪ 160 00:09:22,020 --> 00:09:26,066 ♪ Can we go to the start again? ♪ 161 00:09:26,066 --> 00:09:29,569 ♪ In the night my mind runs wild ♪ 162 00:09:29,569 --> 00:09:32,822 ♪ All I want is for you to be here. ♪ 163 00:09:32,822 --> 00:09:37,327 ♪ In the night my mind runs wild ♪ 164 00:09:37,327 --> 00:09:41,331 ♪ all I want is so crystal clear ♪ 165 00:09:41,331 --> 00:09:42,749 ♪ ♪ 166 00:09:42,749 --> 00:09:45,794 ♪ 19 and I can't sleep ♪ 167 00:09:45,794 --> 00:09:50,882 ♪ All I want is to go back inside your head ♪ 168 00:09:50,882 --> 00:09:54,469 ♪ Hey Hey ♪ 169 00:09:54,469 --> 00:09:56,262 ♪ Hey ♪ 170 00:09:57,388 --> 00:10:00,350 I wish this were the real world. 171 00:10:00,350 --> 00:10:02,185 It is. 172 00:10:05,021 --> 00:10:06,439 You know what I mean. 173 00:10:10,026 --> 00:10:11,945 Let's pretend we're on a deserted island. 174 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:15,323 Just you, me and some coconut trees. 175 00:10:15,323 --> 00:10:20,328 We can't live entirely on coconuts. 176 00:10:20,328 --> 00:10:23,289 Okay, you and me, some coconut trees 177 00:10:23,289 --> 00:10:26,501 and a personal chef to cook us whatever we want. 178 00:10:26,501 --> 00:10:30,380 But he stays on the other side of the island, right? 179 00:10:30,380 --> 00:10:32,132 We don't want him hovering. 180 00:10:32,132 --> 00:10:33,883 Yeah, of course not, that would just be weird. 181 00:10:38,388 --> 00:10:40,598 We can have this, Alex. 182 00:10:40,598 --> 00:10:43,476 All you have to do is say yes. 183 00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:51,234 Yes. 184 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:23,099 What's going on? 185 00:11:23,099 --> 00:11:25,018 I'll assume this is her, then? 186 00:11:31,441 --> 00:11:33,735 I'll leave you to it. 187 00:11:33,735 --> 00:11:35,570 Thank you for your help, officer. 188 00:11:35,570 --> 00:11:37,197 No problem. 189 00:11:40,783 --> 00:11:43,536 I didn't mean to worry you guys. 190 00:11:43,536 --> 00:11:44,704 I left a note. 191 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:46,748 Don't disrespect us by lying any more 192 00:11:46,748 --> 00:11:48,499 than you already have. 193 00:11:48,499 --> 00:11:50,752 Your mother called Sister Lopez. 194 00:11:50,752 --> 00:11:54,297 Daniella said you went into the city. 195 00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:56,299 Were you at a party? 196 00:11:56,299 --> 00:11:57,800 No. 197 00:11:57,800 --> 00:11:59,344 Was there any alcohol there? 198 00:11:59,344 --> 00:12:01,095 Were there boys? 199 00:12:01,095 --> 00:12:02,472 I'm not a kid, Mom. 200 00:12:02,472 --> 00:12:03,932 So, that's a yes. 201 00:12:03,932 --> 00:12:07,477 I'm not doing anything stupid. 202 00:12:07,477 --> 00:12:09,229 I can take care of myself. 203 00:12:09,229 --> 00:12:12,440 Is ditching school taking care of yourself? 204 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:14,442 And last year with the pot smoking? 205 00:12:14,442 --> 00:12:16,236 I said I was sorry. 206 00:12:16,236 --> 00:12:20,615 If you were sorry, you wouldn't keep putting yourself in danger. 207 00:12:20,615 --> 00:12:23,493 We were up all night. 208 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:29,249 To school and back until further notice. 209 00:12:41,511 --> 00:12:43,513 I heard you were grounded for life. 210 00:12:43,513 --> 00:12:45,515 Daniella won't even talk to me. 211 00:12:45,515 --> 00:12:47,809 She said she was really worried. 212 00:12:47,809 --> 00:12:50,478 She doesn't like Frankie, or Colette by the way. 213 00:12:50,478 --> 00:12:52,272 I know. 214 00:12:54,482 --> 00:12:55,900 Are you gay? 215 00:12:55,900 --> 00:12:59,946 No, no, Colette's just one time. 216 00:12:59,946 --> 00:13:02,490 I'll meet a return missionary and get married in the temple 217 00:13:02,490 --> 00:13:04,367 and have kids like everyone else. 218 00:13:07,537 --> 00:13:10,081 Why? Are you? 219 00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:13,543 No. No way, no. 220 00:13:13,543 --> 00:13:17,297 I should go, Daniella's waiting. 221 00:14:15,521 --> 00:14:18,024 What if your mom needs something? 222 00:14:18,024 --> 00:14:20,693 Once she's asleep, she's out until dawn at least. 223 00:14:20,693 --> 00:14:23,112 I'm always up before she is, anyway. 224 00:14:32,121 --> 00:14:35,166 I'm really glad you're here. 225 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:38,211 Me too. 226 00:14:47,345 --> 00:14:51,849 Just so you know, I've never done this before. 227 00:14:51,849 --> 00:14:56,395 I don't need this to like you, Alex. 228 00:14:56,395 --> 00:14:58,106 You're smart and funny 229 00:14:58,106 --> 00:15:01,400 and you bowl for, but... 230 00:15:01,400 --> 00:15:03,027 I do not. 231 00:15:03,027 --> 00:15:05,154 You set a world record for most gutter balls. 232 00:15:05,154 --> 00:15:08,324 Which is still an achievement, thank you very much. 233 00:15:11,077 --> 00:15:13,496 All I'm saying is, we can just hang out. 234 00:15:13,496 --> 00:15:15,832 I like being with you. 235 00:15:15,832 --> 00:15:19,669 I don't want to just hang out. 236 00:15:19,669 --> 00:15:22,505 What happens on Sunday? 237 00:15:25,716 --> 00:15:27,176 I don't want you sitting in church 238 00:15:27,176 --> 00:15:28,845 feeling horrible because of me. 239 00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:35,393 I won't. 240 00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:40,606 If I do, I'll get over it. 241 00:15:43,067 --> 00:15:44,277 Alex. 242 00:15:49,699 --> 00:15:52,869 I know I'm not 243 00:15:52,869 --> 00:15:55,538 supposed to feel this way 244 00:15:55,538 --> 00:15:59,750 but it feels right. 245 00:15:59,750 --> 00:16:03,588 You feel right. 246 00:16:06,174 --> 00:16:08,384 I don't know what that means, but... 247 00:16:08,384 --> 00:16:11,971 I have to believe I met you for a reason. 248 00:16:28,738 --> 00:16:30,615 It's noon, get dressed. 249 00:16:42,501 --> 00:16:44,003 Where were you last night? 250 00:16:45,421 --> 00:16:46,923 Was it that boy again? 251 00:16:46,923 --> 00:16:48,507 The one you snuck out with before? 252 00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:49,759 No. 253 00:16:49,759 --> 00:16:51,928 I assume he's a non-member. 254 00:16:51,928 --> 00:16:53,930 Can we please just drop it? 255 00:16:53,930 --> 00:16:55,806 Your mother asked you a question. 256 00:16:55,806 --> 00:16:57,683 I don't want to talk about it. 257 00:17:01,771 --> 00:17:04,106 Are you having sex, Alex? 258 00:17:04,106 --> 00:17:07,360 - What? - Your neck. 259 00:17:10,947 --> 00:17:13,950 Does he know what this behaviour could cost you? 260 00:17:13,950 --> 00:17:17,745 Does he have any idea all that you have to lose? 261 00:17:17,745 --> 00:17:19,622 It's not what you guys think. 262 00:17:19,622 --> 00:17:21,123 Then what is it, Alex? 263 00:17:21,123 --> 00:17:23,084 Because frankly, we have no idea. 264 00:17:23,084 --> 00:17:24,877 It was a girl, okay? 265 00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:36,889 I like girls. 266 00:17:46,816 --> 00:17:49,569 No, you don't. 267 00:17:52,196 --> 00:17:53,489 I do. 268 00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:58,744 I'm sorry, but I do. 269 00:18:14,677 --> 00:18:15,928 Mom? 270 00:18:17,972 --> 00:18:19,432 Get out of this house. 271 00:18:26,856 --> 00:18:28,357 Go! 272 00:18:45,499 --> 00:18:48,794 I told them I like girls and they kicked me out. 273 00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:51,130 , Alex I'm so sorry. 274 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:52,715 You can stay with me. 275 00:18:52,715 --> 00:18:54,383 No, they know you're 18. 276 00:18:54,383 --> 00:18:56,844 They want to know who you are. 277 00:18:56,844 --> 00:18:58,554 Oh my God, they want to arrest me? 278 00:18:58,554 --> 00:19:01,265 They just need time to adjust, they're scared. 279 00:19:01,265 --> 00:19:02,892 Alex. 280 00:19:02,892 --> 00:19:04,852 I haven't told them anything and I won't. 281 00:19:04,852 --> 00:19:06,729 I promise. 282 00:19:06,729 --> 00:19:09,065 Everything's gonna be okay. 283 00:19:09,065 --> 00:19:11,859 It'll all blow over, trust me. 284 00:19:11,859 --> 00:19:14,278 Frankie! 285 00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:16,197 , I have to get back in to work. 286 00:19:16,197 --> 00:19:17,823 I'll talk to you soon. 287 00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:31,170 I'm... 288 00:19:32,755 --> 00:19:36,258 I don't really think I have a home anymore, so... 289 00:20:18,718 --> 00:20:19,760 We thank thee for the food 290 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:20,970 we are about to eat 291 00:20:20,970 --> 00:20:22,930 and the blessings we share as a family. 292 00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:25,057 In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. 293 00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:26,726 Amen. 294 00:20:30,813 --> 00:20:34,650 Alex, I spoke with your parents last night. 295 00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:38,946 They asked about me? 296 00:20:38,946 --> 00:20:41,031 They did. 297 00:20:41,031 --> 00:20:42,992 They didn't want us to tell you, 298 00:20:42,992 --> 00:20:45,494 but we thought we should. 299 00:20:45,494 --> 00:20:47,872 They're coming to pick you up this morning. 300 00:20:47,872 --> 00:20:49,081 They're taking you to Utah 301 00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:51,542 to stay with your grandparents for a while. 302 00:20:51,542 --> 00:20:56,005 Oh, okay. 303 00:20:56,005 --> 00:20:59,008 Well, on the upside you guys get your couch back. 304 00:21:02,011 --> 00:21:03,220 They're early. 305 00:21:09,685 --> 00:21:11,937 - Hello. - Hi. 306 00:21:11,937 --> 00:21:14,940 We're just having breakfast here. 307 00:21:14,940 --> 00:21:16,358 Okay. 308 00:21:20,946 --> 00:21:22,531 Time to go, Alex. 309 00:21:34,210 --> 00:21:37,129 Is anyone going to talk to me? 310 00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:41,175 You'll be staying with your grandparents 311 00:21:41,175 --> 00:21:42,551 for a couple of weeks, honey. 312 00:22:06,575 --> 00:22:08,661 I need to use the restroom. 313 00:22:10,454 --> 00:22:11,497 Okay. 314 00:22:15,042 --> 00:22:16,252 Hey. 315 00:22:16,252 --> 00:22:18,170 Hey, why are you whispering? 316 00:22:18,170 --> 00:22:21,090 I don't have much time, I'm on my way to Utah. 317 00:22:21,090 --> 00:22:22,633 What? 318 00:22:22,633 --> 00:22:24,385 They're having me spend a few weeks at my grandparents. 319 00:22:24,385 --> 00:22:26,804 They're that traumatized? 320 00:22:26,804 --> 00:22:28,097 Frankie. 321 00:22:28,097 --> 00:22:31,058 I know, I'm sorry. Utah? 322 00:22:31,058 --> 00:22:32,226 It'll be fine. 323 00:22:32,226 --> 00:22:34,270 I used to spend my summers out there. 324 00:22:34,270 --> 00:22:35,855 I'm their favourite grandkid. 325 00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:40,484 I'm not sure how much I'll be able to call, 326 00:22:40,484 --> 00:22:42,319 given that you are the devil that dragged me 327 00:22:42,319 --> 00:22:44,113 out of the celestial kingdom by my vagina. 328 00:22:46,282 --> 00:22:49,702 And listen, you don't have to... 329 00:22:49,702 --> 00:22:53,122 I mean, if you meet someone cool. 330 00:22:53,122 --> 00:22:55,708 Uh, I did already, so shut up about it. 331 00:22:58,961 --> 00:23:00,713 See you in a few weeks then? 332 00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:02,673 Yeah, I'll see you in a few weeks. 333 00:23:33,704 --> 00:23:35,414 Where are we? 334 00:23:41,837 --> 00:23:44,757 Why are grandma and grandpa here? 335 00:23:47,176 --> 00:23:49,261 Dad, who's house is this? 336 00:23:51,180 --> 00:23:52,806 Mom, what's happening? 337 00:23:52,806 --> 00:23:54,016 Mom? 338 00:23:54,016 --> 00:23:56,727 Dad, are you gonna let me know what's going on? 339 00:24:05,027 --> 00:24:06,695 Why are you taking my stuff? 340 00:24:10,574 --> 00:24:12,034 Dad? 341 00:24:22,586 --> 00:24:24,296 Come on, come on, come on. 342 00:24:37,935 --> 00:24:40,104 Don't make this harder than it needs to be. 343 00:24:42,231 --> 00:24:44,191 Alex, I'm Tiana Simms, 344 00:24:44,191 --> 00:24:46,527 this is my husband, Johnny. 345 00:24:46,527 --> 00:24:49,488 What am I doing here? 346 00:24:52,533 --> 00:24:57,496 We've been thinking and um... 347 00:24:57,496 --> 00:25:00,791 We're just so worried about you, sweetheart. 348 00:25:03,085 --> 00:25:05,379 You're at an age where you think you know things 349 00:25:05,379 --> 00:25:07,589 that you don't, and... 350 00:25:07,589 --> 00:25:10,592 And there are consequences. 351 00:25:10,592 --> 00:25:14,263 You need to change course, Alex. 352 00:25:14,263 --> 00:25:17,016 So you're going to be staying with the Simms for a while. 353 00:25:17,016 --> 00:25:18,517 What? 354 00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:21,020 They've helped people like you before. 355 00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:26,483 You mean, people who like girls? 356 00:25:30,279 --> 00:25:32,364 You can be here three months 357 00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:34,283 or you can be here three years, it's up to you. 358 00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:35,576 Three years? 359 00:25:35,576 --> 00:25:37,578 Like Johnny said, it is up to you. 360 00:25:37,578 --> 00:25:39,413 Work the program, get better, 361 00:25:39,413 --> 00:25:40,706 you'll be home before you know it. 362 00:25:40,706 --> 00:25:42,708 No, no way, I'm not doing this. 363 00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:44,710 It's not your choice to make. 364 00:25:46,336 --> 00:25:49,298 So you know, Tiana and I have both served 365 00:25:49,298 --> 00:25:51,341 in the juvenile system here in town. 366 00:25:51,341 --> 00:25:52,718 Which means we know everybody. 367 00:25:52,718 --> 00:25:56,138 Police, schools, courts, they all know us and trust us. 368 00:25:56,138 --> 00:25:59,099 And they know we take in troubled kids like you. 369 00:25:59,099 --> 00:26:02,394 So, you won't get away with any of your usual nonsense here. 370 00:26:04,688 --> 00:26:08,358 Mom, please don't do this. 371 00:26:10,110 --> 00:26:11,737 Dad. 372 00:26:11,737 --> 00:26:14,490 You can't let them leave me here. 373 00:26:14,490 --> 00:26:16,325 We can't let you just fall away, honey. 374 00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:17,326 If you were drowning. 375 00:26:17,326 --> 00:26:19,453 I'm not, I'm not drowning. Mom! 376 00:26:19,453 --> 00:26:21,246 - Do you have the papers? - What papers? 377 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:25,250 What are those? Are those about me? 378 00:26:26,877 --> 00:26:28,712 You're our responsibility now. 379 00:26:28,712 --> 00:26:30,005 What? 380 00:26:30,005 --> 00:26:33,133 No, these people are complete strangers. 381 00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:34,802 You're not seriously leaving me here with them. 382 00:26:34,802 --> 00:26:37,888 No, Dad, you can't leave. You don't know them! 383 00:26:37,888 --> 00:26:39,306 Mom, mom, mom. 384 00:26:39,306 --> 00:26:41,600 Please don't leave. 385 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,268 No, mom please! 386 00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:45,521 Please don't leave me, please no! 387 00:26:50,317 --> 00:26:52,111 Let's go. 388 00:27:00,327 --> 00:27:01,954 Immodest. 389 00:27:06,041 --> 00:27:08,710 This is just asking for trouble. 390 00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:11,713 None of these. 391 00:27:11,713 --> 00:27:13,966 No wonder you're here with us. 392 00:27:13,966 --> 00:27:16,051 No phones, either. 393 00:27:18,345 --> 00:27:21,223 These are the clothes you'll wear while you stay with us. 394 00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:31,233 Okay. 395 00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,655 The boy should be done reading by now. 396 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,740 I'll have Henry get snacks for the kids. 397 00:27:42,411 --> 00:27:44,162 Change clothes. 398 00:27:58,510 --> 00:28:00,429 House rules. 399 00:28:00,429 --> 00:28:03,599 One, don't talk to the kids. 400 00:28:03,599 --> 00:28:07,769 Two, don't take anything that's not yours. 401 00:28:09,813 --> 00:28:13,692 Three, do what we say and you'll be fine. 402 00:28:15,527 --> 00:28:19,197 Four, don't forget we know everyone in this town 403 00:28:19,197 --> 00:28:21,450 and everyone trusts us, 404 00:28:21,450 --> 00:28:24,453 so it's your word against ours. 405 00:28:24,453 --> 00:28:28,457 Five, the more uncomfortable you are, 406 00:28:28,457 --> 00:28:29,958 the more you'll grow. 407 00:28:32,085 --> 00:28:33,712 Heavenly Father never gives us burdens 408 00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:35,672 that are too great to bear. 409 00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:37,883 Remember that on the hard days. 410 00:28:44,598 --> 00:28:47,476 Questions? 411 00:28:47,476 --> 00:28:49,311 When can I talk to my parents? 412 00:28:49,311 --> 00:28:52,064 Once a week, if you act right. 413 00:28:52,064 --> 00:28:55,108 And when can I see my grandparents? 414 00:28:55,108 --> 00:28:56,777 Not for a while. 415 00:28:56,777 --> 00:28:58,779 Once you prove we can trust you, 416 00:28:58,779 --> 00:29:00,322 we might take you to church with us, 417 00:29:00,322 --> 00:29:02,616 but even then we don't want them talking to you. 418 00:29:02,616 --> 00:29:05,827 Change is hard, you need to focus. 419 00:29:09,081 --> 00:29:12,459 Three months, or until you're 18. 420 00:29:12,459 --> 00:29:14,419 It's all up to you. 421 00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:29,017 Boys homework, girls play. 422 00:29:31,019 --> 00:29:32,354 I have a joke. 423 00:29:32,354 --> 00:29:34,022 Don't listen to him. 424 00:29:36,942 --> 00:29:39,319 Everyone, everyone settle. 425 00:29:39,319 --> 00:29:41,446 This is Alex. 426 00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:44,241 Alex, that's Damon and Henry, we're helping them, too. 427 00:29:44,241 --> 00:29:46,535 And these are our kids. 428 00:29:46,535 --> 00:29:48,620 Can I get you anything to eat? 429 00:29:48,620 --> 00:29:50,747 No, I'm fine, thank you. 430 00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,961 Get back, play. 431 00:30:28,660 --> 00:30:30,662 Can I go back to the room? 432 00:30:58,565 --> 00:31:01,026 Goodnight, I love you Emma. 433 00:32:45,589 --> 00:32:48,341 Johnny, it's time to go! 434 00:32:50,844 --> 00:32:52,721 We have an appointment at the alternative high school. 435 00:32:52,721 --> 00:32:55,932 You'll do lessons here with us while you rehabilitate. 436 00:32:58,768 --> 00:33:00,520 Kept me up all night, 437 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,606 I'd only just gone to sleep when you came in. 438 00:33:02,606 --> 00:33:04,274 Maybe it's time to try the chiropractor 439 00:33:04,274 --> 00:33:05,442 Sister Franklin recommended. 440 00:33:05,442 --> 00:33:06,985 The consultation's free. 441 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:08,695 Consultation's free and then what? 442 00:33:08,695 --> 00:33:10,864 I've gotta get my prescription, babe. 443 00:33:10,864 --> 00:33:13,200 I know, I'll figure it out. 444 00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:15,452 How far did you say you were from my grandparents again? 445 00:33:15,452 --> 00:33:16,578 We didn't. 446 00:33:16,578 --> 00:33:17,829 I work in youth treatment, sweetie. 447 00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:19,664 I've met 10 year old's sneakier than you. 448 00:33:19,664 --> 00:33:22,417 We're open eight to four, Monday to Friday. 449 00:33:22,417 --> 00:33:25,462 Make sure you bring the records from his previous school 450 00:33:25,462 --> 00:33:27,172 and any paperwork from the judge. 451 00:33:31,468 --> 00:33:33,678 You're so very welcome. 452 00:33:36,431 --> 00:33:39,643 Good to see you Tiana, and you must be Alex. 453 00:33:39,643 --> 00:33:41,478 From California, is that right? 454 00:33:41,478 --> 00:33:42,812 Yeah. 455 00:33:42,812 --> 00:33:45,023 She's all mine for now. 456 00:33:47,108 --> 00:33:49,194 Let me just enter this in the system, 457 00:33:49,194 --> 00:33:51,404 we'll get her packets and you can be on your way. 458 00:33:53,490 --> 00:33:54,616 What do you want? 459 00:33:54,616 --> 00:33:56,660 Are you eating yet? 460 00:33:56,660 --> 00:33:59,079 I'm not hungry. 461 00:33:59,079 --> 00:34:02,707 But I do need to go to the bathroom. 462 00:34:02,707 --> 00:34:04,876 Make it fast. 463 00:34:14,469 --> 00:34:16,721 I need help, please. 464 00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:18,515 No habla Ingles. 465 00:34:18,515 --> 00:34:20,684 Phone, por favor? 466 00:34:20,684 --> 00:34:22,435 Phone, phone. 467 00:34:32,696 --> 00:34:33,738 Hello? 468 00:34:33,738 --> 00:34:35,073 Frankie, it's me! 469 00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:36,533 Alex, where are you? 470 00:34:36,533 --> 00:34:37,784 My parents sent me to this place in Utah with these people 471 00:34:37,784 --> 00:34:39,411 I don't even know. 472 00:34:39,411 --> 00:34:40,829 They're making me live with them and they took away everything. 473 00:34:40,829 --> 00:34:42,747 - My clothes, my phone... - Alex! 474 00:34:42,747 --> 00:34:44,541 No please, I want to come home! 475 00:34:44,541 --> 00:34:46,334 We said no phone. 476 00:34:49,045 --> 00:34:51,339 Someone help. Please help me! 477 00:34:51,339 --> 00:34:53,883 These people aren't my parents, I don't even know them. 478 00:34:56,761 --> 00:35:00,140 Please, no you have to help me! 479 00:35:00,140 --> 00:35:02,225 Help, no! Someone! 480 00:35:02,225 --> 00:35:04,311 Please help! 481 00:35:05,562 --> 00:35:07,147 Get in the car! 482 00:35:14,321 --> 00:35:15,947 You think you're smarter than us? 483 00:35:15,947 --> 00:35:17,574 You think we haven't dealt with kids like you before? 484 00:35:17,574 --> 00:35:19,284 You're wrong. 485 00:35:33,381 --> 00:35:34,799 Stand up. 486 00:35:45,018 --> 00:35:47,604 This is what happens when you try things like that. 487 00:35:47,604 --> 00:35:49,272 We warned you. 488 00:35:53,610 --> 00:35:55,278 Before we get started, 489 00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:57,906 we have a new member of the household. 490 00:35:57,906 --> 00:36:00,659 Does anyone know why Alex is here? 491 00:36:01,576 --> 00:36:03,161 Because she was bad? 492 00:36:04,829 --> 00:36:06,748 Was she arrested? 493 00:36:06,748 --> 00:36:08,958 Did she steal something? 494 00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:11,670 No, but those are all very good guesses. 495 00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:15,924 She's here because she made some bad choices 496 00:36:15,924 --> 00:36:17,967 and she got confused 497 00:36:17,967 --> 00:36:21,137 and now she thinks she's gay. 498 00:36:22,806 --> 00:36:26,476 It's a choice that some people make, 499 00:36:26,476 --> 00:36:29,771 but that's not how Heavenly Father created us. 500 00:36:29,771 --> 00:36:32,857 Now, I know you were taught the plan of salvation, 501 00:36:32,857 --> 00:36:35,402 but do you really understand it? 502 00:36:37,529 --> 00:36:39,072 I do. 503 00:36:39,072 --> 00:36:41,324 Then you understand how choosing that lifestyle 504 00:36:41,324 --> 00:36:43,243 makes it impossible for Heavenly Father 505 00:36:43,243 --> 00:36:45,245 to let you into the Celestial Kingdom. 506 00:36:45,245 --> 00:36:48,456 Frankly, I don't see how he can love you like that 507 00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,625 but he is forgiving. 508 00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:52,168 He doesn't want you to be all alone, 509 00:36:52,168 --> 00:36:54,379 away from your family forever. 510 00:36:56,631 --> 00:37:00,009 Damon, name a time when you felt like 511 00:37:00,009 --> 00:37:02,637 you had to wait forever for something. 512 00:37:02,637 --> 00:37:03,888 My court date. 513 00:37:03,888 --> 00:37:06,057 Waiting to hear if I get probation or jail. 514 00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,642 Henry? 515 00:37:07,642 --> 00:37:09,144 Senior year of high school, 516 00:37:09,144 --> 00:37:12,647 I just wanted to get out of there. 517 00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:14,399 Alex? 518 00:37:16,901 --> 00:37:18,528 The drive here. 519 00:37:18,528 --> 00:37:21,823 A few weeks, a few months, 520 00:37:21,823 --> 00:37:25,285 a few hours. 521 00:37:25,285 --> 00:37:29,706 What if you were still waiting, right now? 522 00:37:29,706 --> 00:37:32,792 Feeling that pit in your stomach, 523 00:37:32,792 --> 00:37:34,919 all those nerves. 524 00:37:34,919 --> 00:37:36,713 Imagine you had to feel that until everyone 525 00:37:36,713 --> 00:37:38,715 in this room was dead. 526 00:37:38,715 --> 00:37:41,134 Until everyone on Earth was dead. 527 00:37:41,134 --> 00:37:44,554 Until the sun was dead, the planet itself. 528 00:37:44,554 --> 00:37:47,098 Imagine, all that time. 529 00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:52,103 And that is nothing compared to eternity, 530 00:37:52,103 --> 00:37:54,439 nothing. 531 00:37:56,232 --> 00:37:58,735 And that's why you're here, Alex. 532 00:37:58,735 --> 00:38:01,112 Tiana and I, we want to help you 533 00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:04,157 so you don't ever have to suffer like that. 534 00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:27,096 Hi, you'll probably never read this 535 00:38:27,096 --> 00:38:28,890 but I'll write it anyway, 536 00:38:28,890 --> 00:38:30,725 because why the hell not? 537 00:38:30,725 --> 00:38:33,770 Look, I'm even cursing now. 538 00:38:33,770 --> 00:38:36,606 Well, privately anyway. 539 00:38:39,776 --> 00:38:42,695 These people say they'll keep me until I'm 18 or cured, 540 00:38:42,695 --> 00:38:44,322 whatever that means. 541 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:47,325 I think my parents would actually let them. 542 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:52,163 I'm mad and sad. 543 00:38:53,790 --> 00:38:55,792 I'm scared. 544 00:38:55,792 --> 00:38:58,169 I never get to leave the house. 545 00:38:58,169 --> 00:39:02,674 People come over and I'm invisible. 546 00:39:02,674 --> 00:39:05,802 I talk to Mom once a week, 547 00:39:05,802 --> 00:39:08,096 Dad sometimes. 548 00:39:08,096 --> 00:39:11,558 But they're not real conversations. 549 00:39:11,558 --> 00:39:15,103 I know my parents think they're doing the right thing, 550 00:39:15,103 --> 00:39:18,147 but I wish they could love me the way I am. 551 00:39:18,147 --> 00:39:20,358 Parents must be watchful, 552 00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:21,609 ever vigilant, 553 00:39:21,609 --> 00:39:24,779 to ensure that wickedness such as homosexuality 554 00:39:24,779 --> 00:39:28,241 does not infect their family circle. 555 00:39:28,241 --> 00:39:32,078 There are those that say such unnatural tendencies 556 00:39:32,078 --> 00:39:34,914 are inborn and cannot be overcome, 557 00:39:34,914 --> 00:39:37,834 not so. 558 00:39:37,834 --> 00:39:41,212 Our Heavenly Father loves his children. 559 00:39:41,212 --> 00:39:44,424 Why would he do that to anyone? 560 00:39:44,424 --> 00:39:46,801 The only thing that keeps me going sometimes 561 00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:48,261 is knowing you're looking for me 562 00:39:48,261 --> 00:39:50,054 and I might get to see you again. 563 00:39:50,054 --> 00:39:53,391 But of course, I also worry. 564 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:55,351 What if they find you first? 565 00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:10,450 I hope you're looking at the moon right now, 566 00:40:10,450 --> 00:40:13,578 I like the idea of us seeing the same thing. 567 00:40:13,578 --> 00:40:15,872 It makes the world feel smaller 568 00:40:15,872 --> 00:40:18,875 and this place not so far way. 569 00:40:18,875 --> 00:40:21,794 Good night. 570 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,278 You're going to church today. 571 00:40:48,696 --> 00:40:51,699 Every soul confined in a prison of sin 572 00:40:51,699 --> 00:40:53,534 has a key to that gate 573 00:40:53,534 --> 00:40:55,578 and that key is called repentance. 574 00:40:55,578 --> 00:40:59,082 What a blessing that is. 575 00:40:59,082 --> 00:41:02,710 The opportunity to start each day anew 576 00:41:02,710 --> 00:41:04,963 in the name of Jesus Christ. 577 00:41:04,963 --> 00:41:06,089 Amen. 578 00:41:06,089 --> 00:41:07,966 Amen. 579 00:41:12,095 --> 00:41:15,932 ♪ ♪ 580 00:41:15,932 --> 00:41:18,726 ♪ Come, come ye saints, ♪ 581 00:41:18,726 --> 00:41:22,563 ♪ no toil or labour fear. ♪ 582 00:41:22,563 --> 00:41:27,485 ♪ What a joy wend your way. ♪ 583 00:41:27,485 --> 00:41:30,571 ♪ Though hard to you ♪ 584 00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:33,825 ♪ this journey may appear, ♪ 585 00:41:33,825 --> 00:41:38,788 ♪ Grace shall be as your day. ♪ 586 00:41:38,788 --> 00:41:41,749 ♪ 'Tis better far ♪ 587 00:41:41,749 --> 00:41:44,460 ♪ for us to strive ♪ 588 00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:46,629 ♪ Our useless cares ♪ 589 00:41:46,629 --> 00:41:48,923 ♪ from us to drive; ♪ 590 00:41:48,923 --> 00:41:51,551 ♪ Do this, and joy ♪ 591 00:41:51,551 --> 00:41:54,178 ♪ your hearts will swell ♪ 592 00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:56,597 ♪ All is well! ♪ 593 00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:59,308 ♪ All is well! ♪ 594 00:42:04,147 --> 00:42:05,648 Green beans? 595 00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:07,650 Get six. 596 00:42:07,650 --> 00:42:09,610 What else did she say? 597 00:42:09,610 --> 00:42:11,696 More chicken broth. 598 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:15,908 Hey, do you see a smile on my face 599 00:42:15,908 --> 00:42:17,744 like I just won the lottery? 600 00:42:17,744 --> 00:42:21,581 Um, no. 601 00:42:21,581 --> 00:42:24,042 Get the two for ones. 602 00:42:24,042 --> 00:42:25,877 Sorry. 603 00:42:25,877 --> 00:42:29,547 Trust me, if we were made of money, 604 00:42:29,547 --> 00:42:32,008 we'd be living with our kids, that's it. 605 00:42:32,008 --> 00:42:35,053 - Chicken broth you said? Yeah. 606 00:43:02,246 --> 00:43:05,750 Oh, I had a question about chicken broth. 607 00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:07,460 Last time I was here... 608 00:43:23,726 --> 00:43:25,436 I'm sorry about this. 609 00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:28,564 I've told her it's not funny to play pranks on people. 610 00:43:35,738 --> 00:43:38,157 Stop, ow stop, please! 611 00:43:41,869 --> 00:43:45,039 I want to pick up on Bishop Carver's talk 612 00:43:45,039 --> 00:43:47,875 from last Sunday about prisons of sin. 613 00:43:47,875 --> 00:43:52,255 I want to hear about the things that got you here. 614 00:43:52,255 --> 00:43:54,674 And we want you to be honest. 615 00:43:57,426 --> 00:43:58,970 Henry? 616 00:43:58,970 --> 00:44:03,057 I was ditching school, getting bad grades. 617 00:44:03,057 --> 00:44:06,144 I kissed a boy in my music class 618 00:44:06,144 --> 00:44:08,062 and that was all wrong. 619 00:44:08,062 --> 00:44:10,439 So, thank you for showing me the way 620 00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:13,151 Heavenly Father wants me to live. 621 00:44:13,151 --> 00:44:15,778 Damon? 622 00:44:15,778 --> 00:44:18,281 I was hanging out with the wrong crowd. 623 00:44:18,281 --> 00:44:20,449 Started stealing, got caught. 624 00:44:20,449 --> 00:44:22,869 I'm grateful the judge offered that you guys could show me 625 00:44:22,869 --> 00:44:24,871 a better path, so I don't throw my life away. 626 00:44:24,871 --> 00:44:26,873 Good. 627 00:44:26,873 --> 00:44:28,499 Alex? 628 00:44:30,793 --> 00:44:32,503 I fell in love. 629 00:44:36,048 --> 00:44:38,176 How should we refer to her anyway? 630 00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:39,802 The dyke? 631 00:44:39,802 --> 00:44:42,638 The lesbo? The homo? 632 00:44:42,638 --> 00:44:44,724 Her name is Frankie. 633 00:44:46,684 --> 00:44:48,060 Frankie. 634 00:44:48,060 --> 00:44:51,981 What's Frankie's last name? 635 00:44:51,981 --> 00:44:55,651 She's older than you, isn't she? 636 00:44:55,651 --> 00:44:59,822 She saw a troubled girl and she took advantage. 637 00:44:59,822 --> 00:45:01,490 You weren't gay before. 638 00:45:01,490 --> 00:45:03,784 Yes, I was. 639 00:45:03,784 --> 00:45:08,456 You can't change if you keep protecting her, Alex. 640 00:45:08,456 --> 00:45:10,791 Like we've said, 641 00:45:10,791 --> 00:45:12,919 you can stick with the problems that got you here, 642 00:45:12,919 --> 00:45:15,504 or you can choose obedience and happiness. 643 00:45:15,504 --> 00:45:16,797 It's up to you. 644 00:45:16,797 --> 00:45:19,592 If it were up to me, I wouldn't be here at all. 645 00:45:30,853 --> 00:45:32,688 No one talks, no one moves. 646 00:45:43,908 --> 00:45:45,618 Where are you gonna go? 647 00:46:02,635 --> 00:46:05,888 Your continued defiance is a problem, Alex. 648 00:46:05,888 --> 00:46:08,266 You're so determined to hold onto 649 00:46:08,266 --> 00:46:10,893 this false belief about yourself, 650 00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:13,145 that you're ignoring who you truly are. 651 00:46:16,607 --> 00:46:18,067 Since you can't feel the spiritual burden 652 00:46:18,067 --> 00:46:19,902 of homosexuality, 653 00:46:19,902 --> 00:46:22,989 we're giving you 654 00:46:22,989 --> 00:46:27,285 something physical to serve as a reminder. 655 00:46:36,002 --> 00:46:38,129 You'll wear this from morning through evening 656 00:46:38,129 --> 00:46:39,797 until you get it. 657 00:46:47,305 --> 00:46:48,764 Now. 658 00:47:57,375 --> 00:48:00,086 Are you ready to give us Frankie's last name? 659 00:48:06,008 --> 00:48:09,762 Henry, go get another rock. 660 00:48:09,762 --> 00:48:12,390 Make it a good sized one, or you'll wear a backpack, too. 661 00:48:27,363 --> 00:48:29,532 I'd have taken the jail time. 662 00:48:35,704 --> 00:48:37,540 If you want to screw yourself, fine, 663 00:48:37,540 --> 00:48:39,625 but do not mess this up for me. 664 00:48:44,672 --> 00:48:45,881 Johnny. 665 00:48:52,847 --> 00:48:54,432 It's okay. 666 00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:04,483 Don't talk to anyone, not even me. 667 00:49:04,483 --> 00:49:06,235 I have a job here to do today, you're just here to observe 668 00:49:06,235 --> 00:49:08,070 and see how good you've got it. 669 00:49:08,070 --> 00:49:10,072 What are they here for? 670 00:49:10,072 --> 00:49:13,159 Drinking, drugs, arrested for this or that, 671 00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:15,453 all headed down the wrong path in some way. 672 00:49:17,746 --> 00:49:21,500 Being a parent, you'll do anything, give anything. 673 00:49:21,500 --> 00:49:24,336 But a place like this costs an arm and two legs 674 00:49:24,336 --> 00:49:26,422 and some families just don't have it. 675 00:49:26,422 --> 00:49:28,841 That's why we do what we do, me and Johnny. 676 00:49:28,841 --> 00:49:32,303 If you don't make this work, this is your next stop. 677 00:49:34,054 --> 00:49:36,515 And you will come here knowing that it cost your parents 678 00:49:36,515 --> 00:49:39,351 every penny they worked their whole lives for. 679 00:49:55,242 --> 00:49:57,870 I know it's a lot at first, but it really does help. 680 00:50:02,374 --> 00:50:04,084 This is what your parents want. 681 00:50:04,084 --> 00:50:06,128 We told them we're not sure if you're ready for a visit, 682 00:50:06,128 --> 00:50:09,048 but since it's Thanksgiving. 683 00:50:11,133 --> 00:50:13,135 Just remember, seeing them is a privilege 684 00:50:13,135 --> 00:50:15,513 that can be taken away. 685 00:50:17,806 --> 00:50:19,683 Come in Alex, come in. 686 00:50:22,269 --> 00:50:26,690 So, we have good news. 687 00:50:30,110 --> 00:50:34,073 We're working on moving here to Utah to be closer to you. 688 00:50:36,825 --> 00:50:38,077 What? 689 00:50:39,662 --> 00:50:41,330 No. 690 00:50:41,330 --> 00:50:43,165 No, you have to take me home. 691 00:50:43,165 --> 00:50:45,084 Honey, we've talked about this. 692 00:50:45,084 --> 00:50:47,086 I can't stay here with them. 693 00:50:47,086 --> 00:50:50,172 Come on, don't make this harder for your mother 694 00:50:50,172 --> 00:50:52,508 than this already is. 695 00:50:52,508 --> 00:50:56,804 They can't change how I feel, Dad. 696 00:50:56,804 --> 00:51:00,849 I know you think that God wants me to be different. 697 00:51:00,849 --> 00:51:02,726 You think? 698 00:51:02,726 --> 00:51:06,397 Please, I don't even know where I am on a map. 699 00:51:27,418 --> 00:51:29,753 They hit me, Mom. 700 00:51:29,753 --> 00:51:34,216 They make me wear a backpack full of rocks. 701 00:51:34,216 --> 00:51:36,051 You have to believe me. 702 00:51:40,472 --> 00:51:41,724 Like we believed you when you said 703 00:51:41,724 --> 00:51:44,643 you were spending the night at Daniella's? 704 00:51:53,235 --> 00:51:55,154 Look at this. 705 00:51:59,867 --> 00:52:01,410 Mom. 706 00:52:03,162 --> 00:52:05,706 We're trying so hard. 707 00:52:05,706 --> 00:52:07,958 So hard to do the right thing here. 708 00:52:09,293 --> 00:52:11,128 Look. 709 00:52:12,463 --> 00:52:15,883 We're not spending eternity without you. 710 00:52:15,883 --> 00:52:18,010 Dammit, look at me! 711 00:52:18,010 --> 00:52:20,179 Please. 712 00:52:21,930 --> 00:52:24,642 I love you so much Alex. 713 00:52:49,291 --> 00:52:50,876 Alex. 714 00:52:52,503 --> 00:52:54,421 Your parents told us that you tried to convince them 715 00:52:54,421 --> 00:52:56,465 to take you home last night, 716 00:52:56,465 --> 00:53:00,260 and you also asked them to not tell us you did that. 717 00:53:00,260 --> 00:53:02,554 They want you home with them, 718 00:53:02,554 --> 00:53:05,140 but everything that's happening right now is your choice. 719 00:53:05,140 --> 00:53:09,144 You're the one running from the girl God created you to be. 720 00:53:10,604 --> 00:53:13,482 Today you stop running. 721 00:53:16,902 --> 00:53:18,904 Give us Frankie's last name and address, 722 00:53:21,115 --> 00:53:22,241 right now. 723 00:53:25,536 --> 00:53:27,371 I have nothing to say about her. 724 00:53:27,371 --> 00:53:28,831 Jonathan. 725 00:53:37,339 --> 00:53:40,884 Jesus was tempted, we all are. 726 00:53:40,884 --> 00:53:44,888 But until you're willing to do what's right, 727 00:53:44,888 --> 00:53:48,559 not only will you wear that backpack all day, 728 00:53:48,559 --> 00:53:51,228 you will wear it facing the wall 729 00:53:51,228 --> 00:53:54,231 from breakfast to bedtime. 730 00:53:58,902 --> 00:54:00,195 Starting now. 731 00:54:07,953 --> 00:54:09,288 Here. 732 00:54:14,209 --> 00:54:15,794 No more running. 733 00:55:11,099 --> 00:55:12,893 One, 734 00:55:12,893 --> 00:55:14,436 two, 735 00:55:14,436 --> 00:55:16,813 three, 736 00:55:16,813 --> 00:55:18,440 four, 737 00:55:18,440 --> 00:55:20,067 five, 738 00:55:20,067 --> 00:55:21,818 six, 739 00:55:21,818 --> 00:55:23,320 seven. 740 00:56:01,650 --> 00:56:03,652 Time to go to bed, Alex. 741 00:57:06,632 --> 00:57:08,967 Dear Heavenly Father, 742 00:57:08,967 --> 00:57:12,304 please help me find a way out of here. 743 00:57:14,598 --> 00:57:17,768 1,972... 744 00:57:20,604 --> 00:57:22,397 Please help me. 745 00:57:30,572 --> 00:57:32,157 Help me. 746 00:57:42,584 --> 00:57:44,795 Help me. 747 00:57:46,046 --> 00:57:48,256 Please. 748 00:57:49,591 --> 00:57:52,678 Elder Sanders, Thompson, come in. 749 00:57:52,678 --> 00:57:54,680 I hope you like pasta. 750 00:57:54,680 --> 00:57:56,598 We love anything we don't have to cook ourselves, 751 00:57:56,598 --> 00:57:57,808 thank you for having us. 752 00:57:57,808 --> 00:57:59,518 Thanks so much, Brother Simms. 753 00:58:05,607 --> 00:58:06,942 Hey, Elder. 754 00:58:13,281 --> 00:58:15,701 At this rate, I'll never get back to work. 755 00:58:15,701 --> 00:58:17,828 We'll see what the PT has to say on Monday. 756 00:58:17,828 --> 00:58:19,538 He's useless, T! 757 00:58:22,582 --> 00:58:23,709 Bend this, stretch that, 758 00:58:23,709 --> 00:58:25,502 how is any of that supposed to help? 759 00:58:26,962 --> 00:58:29,131 Kids, go play in your room. 760 00:58:29,131 --> 00:58:31,007 Damon, Henry, shovel the walk. 761 00:58:38,348 --> 00:58:40,183 Alex, go check the pantry, 762 00:58:40,183 --> 00:58:41,893 see how much ramen we have left. 763 00:58:43,145 --> 00:58:44,646 We could kick you out, you know. 764 00:58:44,646 --> 00:58:46,565 Then what would you do? 765 00:59:10,464 --> 00:59:12,883 Dear Mom and Dad. 766 00:59:12,883 --> 00:59:16,052 I want you to know how much I love you. 767 00:59:17,679 --> 00:59:19,347 I know you love me, too. 768 00:59:20,724 --> 00:59:22,350 I know you do. 769 00:59:24,644 --> 00:59:27,647 I wish I could be who you want me to be, 770 00:59:27,647 --> 00:59:30,942 or that I was good enough just the way I am. 771 00:59:33,653 --> 00:59:36,156 I know you thought this would help, 772 00:59:36,156 --> 00:59:40,035 but I can't do it anymore. 773 00:59:41,661 --> 00:59:44,206 Fight them, fight you, 774 00:59:44,206 --> 00:59:47,542 fight something in me that can't be fixed. 775 00:59:50,670 --> 00:59:53,882 Thanks for calling earlier to wish me happy birthday. 776 00:59:55,300 --> 00:59:57,928 16, so weird. 777 01:00:00,639 --> 01:00:03,266 I wish I'd gotten to hear your voices one last time. 778 01:00:05,727 --> 01:00:07,103 I love you. 779 01:00:08,688 --> 01:00:10,065 I'm really sorry. 780 01:01:13,086 --> 01:01:14,921 Get up. 781 01:01:14,921 --> 01:01:16,506 Wake up, come on Alex. 782 01:01:16,506 --> 01:01:17,674 Wake up, get up! 783 01:01:23,763 --> 01:01:25,682 How could you do that in our home? 784 01:01:25,682 --> 01:01:27,684 In our daughter's bedroom? 785 01:01:31,730 --> 01:01:32,981 Dry off, get breakfast 786 01:01:32,981 --> 01:01:34,524 and don't think this changes anything. 787 01:01:34,524 --> 01:01:36,026 This, what you did today is just another way 788 01:01:36,026 --> 01:01:38,194 of running and we won't have it. 789 01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:55,253 Sister Simms, good to see you. 790 01:01:55,253 --> 01:01:57,088 - You too, Bishop. - Alex, come on in. 791 01:02:03,970 --> 01:02:05,764 So, how are you? 792 01:02:12,604 --> 01:02:14,773 I want to go home. 793 01:02:14,773 --> 01:02:19,027 I miss my friends, my school, 794 01:02:21,488 --> 01:02:23,448 the way it used to be with my parents. 795 01:02:23,448 --> 01:02:26,701 Have you spoken to them since your overdose? 796 01:02:26,701 --> 01:02:30,747 It wasn't an overdose. 797 01:02:30,747 --> 01:02:33,917 I tried to kill myself. 798 01:02:38,004 --> 01:02:39,422 Have you spoken to them? 799 01:02:42,842 --> 01:02:45,303 They came to visit me at Christmas. 800 01:02:45,303 --> 01:02:49,766 I was hoping they were going to take me home. 801 01:02:49,766 --> 01:02:54,562 But, they're so worried 802 01:02:54,562 --> 01:02:56,439 about the next life 803 01:02:56,439 --> 01:03:00,610 they can't see what's happening to me in this one. 804 01:03:03,571 --> 01:03:07,117 Please, Bishop, you have to help me. 805 01:03:07,117 --> 01:03:10,036 No one else is. 806 01:03:10,036 --> 01:03:14,582 Your parents I know are good people. 807 01:03:14,582 --> 01:03:17,502 They want what's best for you, we all do. 808 01:03:17,502 --> 01:03:20,255 I wear a backpack full of rocks. 809 01:03:20,255 --> 01:03:24,926 Johnny and Tianna make me stand at a wall all day. 810 01:03:24,926 --> 01:03:26,553 I've known them a long time. 811 01:03:26,553 --> 01:03:30,974 My shoulder and back hurt so much. 812 01:03:30,974 --> 01:03:33,059 People come to visit the house 813 01:03:33,059 --> 01:03:35,353 and I'm standing right there. 814 01:03:35,353 --> 01:03:37,856 You used to do drugs, didn't you? 815 01:03:40,900 --> 01:03:43,611 Just pot and not in forever, 816 01:03:43,611 --> 01:03:46,072 and it's not about that. 817 01:03:46,072 --> 01:03:47,782 I know. 818 01:03:50,869 --> 01:03:53,329 There's a difference between feelings and actions, Alex. 819 01:03:53,329 --> 01:03:56,624 You can't always choose the former, 820 01:03:56,624 --> 01:03:59,377 but you can choose the latter. 821 01:03:59,377 --> 01:04:01,212 You can choose a path that takes you closer 822 01:04:01,212 --> 01:04:02,464 to our Heavenly Father 823 01:04:02,464 --> 01:04:04,883 or you can choose one that tears you from him 824 01:04:04,883 --> 01:04:07,510 and we're all trying to help you understand that. 825 01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:32,911 I've tried so hard to protect you, 826 01:04:32,911 --> 01:04:35,455 to protect myself, 827 01:04:35,455 --> 01:04:40,293 but I'm tired, sad, lonely. 828 01:04:40,293 --> 01:04:43,963 I'm in constant pain, I can't sleep, 829 01:04:43,963 --> 01:04:46,508 I can't stay awake. 830 01:04:46,508 --> 01:04:50,136 709 more days until I'm 18 831 01:04:50,136 --> 01:04:54,224 and I just can't do this anymore. 832 01:04:56,893 --> 01:04:58,394 I'm so sorry. 833 01:04:58,394 --> 01:05:00,563 I just need this to stop. 834 01:05:09,906 --> 01:05:11,658 I made you some breakfast. 835 01:05:11,658 --> 01:05:12,951 Thank you. 836 01:05:12,951 --> 01:05:14,744 I'll get it, you sit. 837 01:05:18,039 --> 01:05:19,749 Everyone's still asleep? 838 01:05:19,749 --> 01:05:21,376 Yep. 839 01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:26,756 Tianna. 840 01:05:34,013 --> 01:05:35,765 I'm ready to quit. 841 01:05:39,394 --> 01:05:41,771 Take your backpack off, come sit. 842 01:05:52,824 --> 01:05:56,119 You understand, we just want you to be honest. 843 01:05:58,204 --> 01:06:00,623 We want you to focus on getting better, 844 01:06:00,623 --> 01:06:02,584 on living the values we teach in our home 845 01:06:02,584 --> 01:06:04,294 and your parents teach in theirs. 846 01:06:08,214 --> 01:06:10,008 Her last name is Jackson. 847 01:07:05,605 --> 01:07:09,275 For 52 days, I followed every single rule. 848 01:07:09,275 --> 01:07:11,236 Whenever they asked, 849 01:07:11,236 --> 01:07:15,031 I told them I was straight, cured. 850 01:07:16,866 --> 01:07:20,995 52 days, and then I finally got out. 851 01:07:22,163 --> 01:07:24,332 It was just to a museum, 852 01:07:24,332 --> 01:07:26,292 but it was a whole afternoon. 853 01:07:26,292 --> 01:07:29,379 That was 25 days ago. 854 01:07:29,379 --> 01:07:32,131 77 days since I've had to wear a backpack 855 01:07:32,131 --> 01:07:34,717 or stand at a wall. 856 01:07:34,717 --> 01:07:38,388 They're letting me go back to school now. 857 01:07:38,388 --> 01:07:42,100 They trust I'd do anything to stay away from that wall, 858 01:07:42,100 --> 01:07:44,560 and they're right. 859 01:07:47,188 --> 01:07:48,856 I'm so sorry I let you down, 860 01:07:48,856 --> 01:07:52,568 I still think about you all the time. 861 01:07:54,779 --> 01:07:58,116 I hope you're safe and that you can forgive me someday. 862 01:08:04,163 --> 01:08:06,708 Tell people you moved here to help your grandparents. 863 01:08:09,127 --> 01:08:10,753 And remember, we know all the teachers 864 01:08:10,753 --> 01:08:12,755 and everyone who works in the office. 865 01:08:12,755 --> 01:08:14,132 Alright, class. 866 01:08:14,132 --> 01:08:16,092 Grab our mixing bowls and muffin tins, Rhys, Molly 867 01:08:16,092 --> 01:08:18,011 if you could preheat the ovens please. 868 01:08:19,429 --> 01:08:21,931 Jason Miles Macy, 17, obsessed with Sleigh Bells 869 01:08:21,931 --> 01:08:23,766 and St Vincent, I once jumped out 870 01:08:23,766 --> 01:08:25,268 of a perfectly good airplane 871 01:08:25,268 --> 01:08:29,188 and I bake extraordinary honey oatmeal muffins. 872 01:08:29,188 --> 01:08:31,274 You? 873 01:08:31,274 --> 01:08:32,650 I'm Alex. 874 01:08:32,650 --> 01:08:37,447 Okay Chatty Cathy, let's start with the basics. 875 01:08:37,447 --> 01:08:38,781 How old are you? 876 01:08:38,781 --> 01:08:40,450 16. 877 01:08:40,450 --> 01:08:41,868 Where are you from? 878 01:08:41,868 --> 01:08:45,121 California, but I moved here to help my grandparents. 879 01:08:45,121 --> 01:08:47,874 In the middle of the school year? That sucks. 880 01:08:47,874 --> 01:08:50,835 At least I get to go to school. 881 01:08:50,835 --> 01:08:52,837 If you say so. 882 01:08:52,837 --> 01:08:53,838 Favourite band? 883 01:08:53,838 --> 01:08:56,841 I like 80s stuff, 884 01:08:56,841 --> 01:08:58,801 but new stuff is cool too. 885 01:08:58,801 --> 01:09:01,888 Sleigh Bells, Tegan and Sara. 886 01:09:06,476 --> 01:09:08,811 You're sitting with me at lunch, by the way. 887 01:09:08,811 --> 01:09:13,483 It's okay, I'm actually kind of allergic to sunlight. 888 01:09:13,483 --> 01:09:15,443 I guess we're sitting inside then. 889 01:09:17,111 --> 01:09:19,614 This is Carol Lynn's room, you'll love her. 890 01:09:23,034 --> 01:09:24,994 Cookie cutter relief society president, 891 01:09:24,994 --> 01:09:26,829 she is not. 892 01:09:30,833 --> 01:09:32,543 Carol Lynn's Mormon? 893 01:09:32,543 --> 01:09:33,753 Uh, yeah. 894 01:09:36,881 --> 01:09:38,674 Carol Lynn, Alex. 895 01:09:38,674 --> 01:09:41,719 Alex, Carol Lynn Nielson, English teacher extraordinaire 896 01:09:41,719 --> 01:09:43,346 and maintainer of my sanity 897 01:09:43,346 --> 01:09:45,223 amidst the madness of this world. 898 01:09:45,223 --> 01:09:46,891 Lovely to meet you, Alex. 899 01:09:46,891 --> 01:09:48,267 You too, Mrs. Nielsen. 900 01:09:48,267 --> 01:09:50,311 Please call me Carol Lynn or you'll make me feel old. 901 01:09:50,311 --> 01:09:51,896 Did you just move here? 902 01:09:51,896 --> 01:09:53,856 From California. 903 01:09:53,856 --> 01:09:55,233 I'm here to help my grandparents. 904 01:09:55,233 --> 01:09:57,360 I'm sure they appreciate that. 905 01:09:57,360 --> 01:09:59,904 So, what did you do at your school back home, any clubs? 906 01:09:59,904 --> 01:10:01,531 Carol Lynn coaches the debate club, 907 01:10:01,531 --> 01:10:04,117 the environmental club and the gay straight alliance. 908 01:10:04,117 --> 01:10:06,577 Alex did a recycling drive before coming out here, 909 01:10:06,577 --> 01:10:08,579 maybe she should join the environmental club? 910 01:10:13,876 --> 01:10:16,504 I forgot my lunch in my locker, nice to meet you. 911 01:10:20,591 --> 01:10:22,468 I spoke to Mr. Ballard this afternoon, 912 01:10:22,468 --> 01:10:24,721 he said you were a nice addition to his math class. 913 01:10:25,930 --> 01:10:27,807 Good, I'm glad to hear that. 914 01:10:30,059 --> 01:10:31,894 And Jennine said you passed by the office 915 01:10:31,894 --> 01:10:33,896 before fifth period, 916 01:10:33,896 --> 01:10:35,732 got lost on your way to biology, huh? 917 01:10:35,732 --> 01:10:39,152 Yeah, I got turned around in the quad. 918 01:10:39,152 --> 01:10:41,904 I made it before the bell, though. 919 01:10:41,904 --> 01:10:44,115 I know. 920 01:10:46,659 --> 01:10:48,703 What did you do at lunch? 921 01:10:50,455 --> 01:10:53,791 I met the teacher who chairs the school environmental club. 922 01:10:53,791 --> 01:10:57,712 My parents probably told you I did a recycling drive 923 01:10:57,712 --> 01:10:59,255 at my school back home. 924 01:10:59,255 --> 01:11:02,133 I was thinking of maybe doing one here, too. 925 01:11:05,928 --> 01:11:07,972 That sounds like a nice idea. 926 01:11:07,972 --> 01:11:09,932 Boys! 927 01:11:09,932 --> 01:11:11,851 Hands to yourselves. 928 01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:18,983 I think your feet are melting. 929 01:11:18,983 --> 01:11:20,359 Oh my God! 930 01:11:20,359 --> 01:11:22,361 They are melting and so are yours! 931 01:11:22,361 --> 01:11:24,822 What? No! 932 01:11:31,621 --> 01:11:33,247 How can you be gay? 933 01:11:34,999 --> 01:11:37,960 I mean, out. 934 01:11:37,960 --> 01:11:40,713 Here of all places. 935 01:11:45,343 --> 01:11:47,804 Well, it wasn't exactly a stroll down the runway. 936 01:11:47,804 --> 01:11:50,681 I spend more time getting stuffed into my locker 937 01:11:50,681 --> 01:11:52,809 or having trash dumped on my head 938 01:11:52,809 --> 01:11:54,268 than sitting in class. 939 01:11:54,268 --> 01:11:57,563 Most of the teachers don't do anything about it, obviously. 940 01:11:57,563 --> 01:12:01,025 One, who shall remain nameless 941 01:12:01,025 --> 01:12:05,029 was literally five feet away 942 01:12:05,029 --> 01:12:07,031 when this meathead gut punched me 943 01:12:07,031 --> 01:12:09,325 and he just kept walking into the teacher's lounge 944 01:12:09,325 --> 01:12:11,118 like nothing happened. 945 01:12:13,037 --> 01:12:14,705 I'm so sorry. 946 01:12:14,705 --> 01:12:17,083 Yeah, I was like... 947 01:12:18,543 --> 01:12:20,711 This close to done, you know. 948 01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:26,425 Why didn't you? 949 01:12:28,511 --> 01:12:30,221 I couldn't do that to my mom. 950 01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:35,017 Not without telling her why at least. 951 01:12:39,188 --> 01:12:42,066 We were in the mall, I don't even really remember 952 01:12:42,066 --> 01:12:43,401 what we were shopping for 953 01:12:43,401 --> 01:12:46,654 and I wrote her this note. 954 01:12:49,532 --> 01:12:51,242 I'm gay. 955 01:12:53,828 --> 01:12:57,039 I was like totally shaking, mentally preparing myself 956 01:12:57,039 --> 01:12:59,500 for how I'd do it if she... 957 01:13:04,755 --> 01:13:08,092 But she just hugged me and told me that 958 01:13:08,092 --> 01:13:11,554 she loved me no matter what. 959 01:13:15,057 --> 01:13:18,060 Anyhow, 960 01:13:18,060 --> 01:13:20,646 it made everything easier. 961 01:13:21,856 --> 01:13:23,774 So did finding Carol Lynn. 962 01:13:23,774 --> 01:13:26,110 Having a place to go. 963 01:13:26,110 --> 01:13:28,195 Sounds amazing. 964 01:13:33,409 --> 01:13:36,078 You think you know anything? 965 01:13:36,078 --> 01:13:38,456 Let his be a lesson to you, Henry! 966 01:13:38,456 --> 01:13:40,666 You wanna go to jail, Damon? Is that it? 967 01:13:40,666 --> 01:13:42,835 One call to your parole officer. 968 01:13:42,835 --> 01:13:45,463 One phone call and I will make it happen. 969 01:13:48,799 --> 01:13:50,509 Alex, will you pass me the butter? 970 01:13:55,097 --> 01:13:57,183 Thanks. 971 01:14:13,449 --> 01:14:15,201 I have a girlfriend. 972 01:14:15,201 --> 01:14:16,535 I'm not helping my grandparents. 973 01:14:16,535 --> 01:14:17,745 My parents sent me to live with these people 974 01:14:17,745 --> 01:14:20,122 who are trying to cure me form being gay. 975 01:14:22,166 --> 01:14:25,086 , Dammit. 976 01:14:25,086 --> 01:14:28,005 I shouldn't have said or dammit or any of that. 977 01:14:28,005 --> 01:14:29,131 I'm sorry. 978 01:14:29,131 --> 01:14:31,676 It's okay Alex, everything's okay. 979 01:14:31,676 --> 01:14:33,886 No, please. Do not tell anyone. 980 01:14:33,886 --> 01:14:36,514 We won't, but you can't go back, you're not safe there. 981 01:14:36,514 --> 01:14:39,016 I'm fine, it's not a big deal. 982 01:14:39,016 --> 01:14:41,185 Alex, let me help you. 983 01:14:41,185 --> 01:14:42,687 They know everyone Carol Lynn. 984 01:14:42,687 --> 01:14:45,231 Cops, teachers, my teachers, 985 01:14:45,231 --> 01:14:47,817 Jennine in the front office is in their ward. 986 01:14:47,817 --> 01:14:50,194 You can stay with me, my mom will totally let you. 987 01:14:50,194 --> 01:14:51,696 My parents gave them custody. 988 01:14:51,696 --> 01:14:54,240 The cops will just take me right back. 989 01:14:56,492 --> 01:14:58,035 I should call Paul. 990 01:14:58,035 --> 01:15:00,204 You think that's a good idea? 991 01:15:00,204 --> 01:15:01,497 Who's Paul? 992 01:15:01,497 --> 01:15:03,666 Paul Berg, he's an attorney I know 993 01:15:03,666 --> 01:15:05,459 in Salt Lake who can help. 994 01:15:07,503 --> 01:15:09,839 I can't be late for class, I'll call him tomorrow okay? 995 01:15:09,839 --> 01:15:10,965 I promise. 996 01:15:10,965 --> 01:15:12,216 You'll be alright tonight? 997 01:15:12,216 --> 01:15:14,468 I've lasted this long. 998 01:15:39,201 --> 01:15:41,537 I made this for you. 999 01:15:41,537 --> 01:15:44,081 It looks like a sun. 1000 01:15:45,458 --> 01:15:47,209 - It's beautiful, Emma. - Thank you. 1001 01:15:47,209 --> 01:15:49,962 Alex, make a snack for the kids. 1002 01:15:52,882 --> 01:15:56,385 Paul, it's Jason, I'm here with Alex. 1003 01:15:56,385 --> 01:15:58,763 The girl I told you about. 1004 01:15:59,722 --> 01:16:01,057 I'll keep this safe. 1005 01:16:01,057 --> 01:16:02,558 Thank you. 1006 01:16:13,027 --> 01:16:14,278 Hello? 1007 01:16:14,278 --> 01:16:17,114 Alex, this is Paul Berg, how can I help you? 1008 01:16:17,114 --> 01:16:20,242 Um, well... 1009 01:16:20,242 --> 01:16:23,370 I came out to my parents and they sent me 1010 01:16:23,370 --> 01:16:24,955 to live with these people 1011 01:16:24,955 --> 01:16:27,124 who said they can make me straight. 1012 01:16:27,124 --> 01:16:30,252 They hit me sometimes. 1013 01:16:30,252 --> 01:16:33,422 I had to wear a backpack of rocks 1014 01:16:33,422 --> 01:16:35,549 and stand at a wall all day. 1015 01:16:39,053 --> 01:16:42,264 I tried to kill myself. 1016 01:16:42,264 --> 01:16:44,892 Failed, obviously. 1017 01:16:47,770 --> 01:16:49,855 I also like dark chocolate, 1018 01:16:49,855 --> 01:16:52,316 cheesy music and long walks on the beach. 1019 01:16:52,316 --> 01:16:54,860 How about you? 1020 01:16:54,860 --> 01:16:57,321 It sounds like you've been through the ringer. 1021 01:16:57,321 --> 01:17:01,117 If you want an attorney, I'd be happy to work with you 1022 01:17:01,117 --> 01:17:03,911 pro bono, for free. 1023 01:17:03,911 --> 01:17:07,206 I'd like to get you out of there. 1024 01:17:07,206 --> 01:17:10,960 Would you be able to help my girlfriend, too? 1025 01:17:10,960 --> 01:17:14,338 I mean, she's not my, I don't know. 1026 01:17:15,464 --> 01:17:18,551 My parents want her arrested. 1027 01:17:18,551 --> 01:17:21,011 I'll do everything I can. 1028 01:17:21,011 --> 01:17:23,472 Thank you, 1029 01:17:23,472 --> 01:17:25,182 thank you so much. 1030 01:17:25,182 --> 01:17:28,185 Ideally, I'd like to call a few other people who can help us, 1031 01:17:28,185 --> 01:17:31,856 but if you're in imminent danger I will not leave you there. 1032 01:17:31,856 --> 01:17:35,359 I'm okay, I promise. 1033 01:17:35,359 --> 01:17:37,528 If anything changes, you have Jason call me, 1034 01:17:37,528 --> 01:17:39,029 otherwise we'll talk tomorrow. 1035 01:17:39,029 --> 01:17:41,198 Sound good? 1036 01:17:41,198 --> 01:17:42,491 Sounds good. 1037 01:17:42,491 --> 01:17:44,410 Okay, bye. 1038 01:17:47,329 --> 01:17:49,206 He's gonna help me. 1039 01:17:52,376 --> 01:17:53,794 Oh no! 1040 01:18:01,552 --> 01:18:03,345 You're late. 1041 01:18:08,851 --> 01:18:10,728 Let your brother play, okay? 1042 01:18:14,398 --> 01:18:17,067 You be good. 1043 01:18:17,067 --> 01:18:20,613 Henry, have a seat. 1044 01:18:26,619 --> 01:18:28,537 Does anyone have anything they'd like to say? 1045 01:18:32,208 --> 01:18:34,919 You can't keep anything from us, you all know that, right? 1046 01:18:39,256 --> 01:18:41,091 Alex? 1047 01:18:42,843 --> 01:18:45,429 We got a call from school today. 1048 01:18:45,429 --> 01:18:47,306 You were late to class. 1049 01:18:50,434 --> 01:18:51,685 What were you doing at lunch? 1050 01:18:55,814 --> 01:18:58,400 You're an impressive liar, you know that. 1051 01:18:58,400 --> 01:19:01,779 We actually believed you were on the right path. 1052 01:19:03,364 --> 01:19:04,990 Since we can't trust you, 1053 01:19:04,990 --> 01:19:07,451 we're pulling you out of school immediately. 1054 01:19:07,451 --> 01:19:10,412 And you'll go back to the wall 1055 01:19:10,412 --> 01:19:13,165 with the backpack. 1056 01:19:16,460 --> 01:19:18,128 Now. 1057 01:20:24,820 --> 01:20:26,655 - Morning. - Hey. 1058 01:20:26,655 --> 01:20:28,198 Would you like me to call the police, sweetie? 1059 01:20:28,198 --> 01:20:30,159 No, please don't. 1060 01:20:30,159 --> 01:20:33,162 I just need to get to school, can you please help me? 1061 01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:34,830 Hop on. 1062 01:21:27,216 --> 01:21:28,425 Alex? 1063 01:21:28,425 --> 01:21:30,135 They put me on the wall again. 1064 01:21:30,135 --> 01:21:31,387 I can't! 1065 01:21:31,387 --> 01:21:33,889 Everything's going to be okay. 1066 01:21:33,889 --> 01:21:36,225 I'll call the police and child services. 1067 01:21:36,225 --> 01:21:37,559 No, they know them! 1068 01:21:37,559 --> 01:21:39,228 Everyone knows what they do. 1069 01:21:39,228 --> 01:21:41,188 I will not let anyone take you back, 1070 01:21:41,188 --> 01:21:42,231 neither will Paul. 1071 01:21:42,231 --> 01:21:44,024 Please, Alex? 1072 01:21:44,024 --> 01:21:45,317 Trust me. 1073 01:21:49,571 --> 01:21:52,241 This girl is in danger. 1074 01:21:52,241 --> 01:21:54,910 If any of you notify the Simms that she's here, 1075 01:21:54,910 --> 01:21:56,954 you will go to jail. 1076 01:21:56,954 --> 01:21:58,622 Any questions? 1077 01:21:58,622 --> 01:22:00,457 Jennine? 1078 01:22:28,277 --> 01:22:29,903 Thank you. 1079 01:22:35,951 --> 01:22:37,703 Hey Sandra. 1080 01:22:39,788 --> 01:22:41,498 Thank you for bringing her in. 1081 01:22:41,498 --> 01:22:44,126 You must be Alex. 1082 01:22:45,294 --> 01:22:47,379 You're in good hands. 1083 01:22:53,302 --> 01:22:55,262 How long were you there? 1084 01:22:58,765 --> 01:23:01,268 You don't have to tell me any details you don't want to. 1085 01:23:02,936 --> 01:23:05,272 I just want you to know that whatever happened, 1086 01:23:05,272 --> 01:23:07,983 it's not your fault. 1087 01:23:12,696 --> 01:23:14,656 243 days. 1088 01:23:18,327 --> 01:23:19,912 Eight months. 1089 01:23:45,354 --> 01:23:47,314 What if they come here? 1090 01:23:47,314 --> 01:23:51,193 They won't be allowed on the premises, you're safe. 1091 01:23:53,487 --> 01:23:57,324 If my parents want to send me back, 1092 01:23:57,324 --> 01:23:59,159 can they do that? 1093 01:24:00,869 --> 01:24:02,871 You've got a lot of people helping you, 1094 01:24:02,871 --> 01:24:06,208 including an attorney, which most kids don't have. 1095 01:24:06,208 --> 01:24:08,794 And I've got the feeling he's not the quitting type. 1096 01:24:17,010 --> 01:24:19,263 We're not all like that, you know. 1097 01:24:19,263 --> 01:24:21,056 Mormons, I mean. 1098 01:24:21,056 --> 01:24:23,392 We're not all like the Simms and those people 1099 01:24:23,392 --> 01:24:26,395 who thought it was okay, the things they did. 1100 01:24:26,395 --> 01:24:29,565 How they tried to change you. 1101 01:24:29,565 --> 01:24:31,358 I know. 1102 01:24:37,406 --> 01:24:41,618 For what it's worth, gay, bi, straight, 1103 01:24:41,618 --> 01:24:43,870 love is love. 1104 01:24:46,582 --> 01:24:51,044 And you're perfect, Alex, just the way you are. 1105 01:24:53,046 --> 01:24:56,425 That's what I think anyway, and I'm pretty sure 1106 01:24:56,425 --> 01:24:57,926 God does too. 1107 01:25:03,098 --> 01:25:07,644 Is there anyone you want me to call for you? 1108 01:25:07,644 --> 01:25:09,313 Anyone you want to know that you're here? 72873

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