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FILTHY

Lena?

Have you slept through school again?

So what?

What do you mean?

I'm not writing you another sick note.

Bohdan! Your money.

Bye.

So, Viktor, Viki... So what happened?

Well, we were standing there...

He pulls me closer... And he's hard, you know?

Did you fuck?

What? No!

I just met him.

If I let him fuck me right away, he'd lose interest.

Christ, you're like my grandma.

As if it's all up to the guy.

Why don't you do it?

How?

I've never done it.

Just grab his weenis!

Have you ever held one?

Sure. - No kidding?

I think when I see it I'll throw up, or what...

Come on.

No, really, what is it like?

Nothing special, it's like holding a hand, or a foot...

Or a finger...

Ugh, gross! - It's slimy and squirmy...

What are you reading?

Glamorama.

It's pretty cool.

Really intricate.

Don't stay up late. You have school tomorrow.

Kiss.

Night. - Night.

I'll be with you in a sec.

Tell him to suck my dick.

P, R, X.

Y.

Let's run through this again.

Find the unknown X.

May I? - Go ahead.

Here it is.

I am glad you found it.

Your homework is to calculate the diagonal

AG.

I'm starved. - What do you reckon?

About what? - You think he's hooked?

Sure, he's dying for you.

Only they'd fire him if they found out.

Nobody would know.

Come on, he's an old prick.

But we would make a good match, right?

You're so lucky he's tutoring you.

Back.

Wrists.

Forearms.

All oi your shoulders!

Forward!

Sideways.

And turn...

You try it now.

Wait, easy.

Grab the bar...

Hands on the outside.

Now easy.

And go.

Come on. Come, push.

Push, push!

Don't give up.

Come on, man, don't give up. Push!

Champion! - That's enough. Breathe out.

Getting better with those spins?

No.

I was a real slouch in my dancing classes.

What's all this makeup for?

Is it for Robo?

Dad and I might go to the movies later.

Yeah, I can see him finishing work early.

Coffee? - Yes, please.

Lena won't be a minute.

I guess all the girls must have a crush on you.

Lena keeps talking about you.

Hello. Sorry I'm late.

I will leave you to it.

Okay, draw the auxiliary lines.

I have packed your things! Bohdan!

I'm not going to a stupid retards' reunion.

Your friends are expecting you.

Sure, I fit right in among retards!

Come on... - I hate you!

Shut up, I have class!

You shut up! I hate you too! Die!

Do you remember? We did it last time.

Let me help you.

Come on.

It'll be alright.

I just don't see it there.

It's okay...

It's okay...

It'll be alright.

You're still in bed?

What's the matter?

I'm not feeling well.

You don't have a fever.

You can stay at home if you want.

I'll get you some painkillers.

Jarko, just leave it, you better go change! They'll be here in a minute.

It's not cooking yet.

What are you sitting for? Have you drained that bucket?

No.

How many times do I have to ask?

It's his party, can't he do something?

I like to drain things down the toilet.

Do we really need your jokes today?

Can't you see I have enough of this?

Of what? Your clubbing? I have enough of that too!

It's your brother's party.

Show some consideration. Don't spoil the mood.

You just want me out of sight! - What are you talking about?

Stop it! I hope you're not going to fight in front of Robert.

I spend all day cooking and this is what I get...

He is coming too?

Yes, I invited him.

I don't want him to come. - Why?

I just don't! - If you don't, you can leave!

They're here. Move it, go empty that bucket.

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday, dear Bohdan,

happy birthday to you...

Wait, wait... And now...

Blow it out! Blow it out!

Great!

You really invited fucking retards to my party!

Do you think I'm one oi them?!

You're way out of line! - Leave me alone!

Fuck off!

Get the hell out of here! And take your retarded presents!

Your tongue.

Okay.

Your turn!

Open your mouth.

Good.

You don't like the food?

She's worried she'll mess up her wristband.

You just had your tennis lesson?

If you wanna die, it should be cut laterally.

Your parents didn't buy you a new iPhone?

iPad.

89S.

I'll finish it if you won't.

Won't you tell me why you did it?

Any problems at home or at school?

You never noticed any mood swings?

I don't mean from day to day. Maybe from month to month?

I don't know.

I don't get it.

You made the right decision, Mrs Hrabovska.

Lena will get some rest here.

It's my fault.

Lately we've had lot of problems with Bohdan,

and there was no time for Lena.

We have a new girl, did you notice?

Do you mind, doctor? - Move back.

No kidding? We didn't. - Sorry.

We couldn't hear her.

What did you say? - We have a new girl today.

Sure we noticed, she's been here for a week.

Her name is Lena... - We know.

Hi, Lena.

Hi, Lena!

Hi, Alenka. - Hi, cunt.

For the start

it may be helpful

for her to know how you see her.

Oh, she knows that.

But maybe she doesn't. It would be good to tell her.

Let her say something!

Say something! - Tell us how you see us!

We're all exposing ourselves here...

Yeah, you especially.

You love to expose yourself.

Shut up.

Give it a break. - Shut up.

Don't fuck with me! - Or what?

I'm making a note, you two. Iva, Ada. - Note all you like.

What happened to her? Why won't she speak?

Did she get fucked?

My guess is she found out her boyfriend's gay.

No, wait... He fucked her,

which convinced him he's gay.

And new she's...

That's too bad. - Gross.

She sleeps with a gay.

Like you, faggot. - You got a problem?

What? - Stop it you fat fuck.

What? - Shut the fuck up!

What? - You want your cunt smashed?

Calm down! Let's move on.

Don't fuck with me.

Why don't we try to let Lena talk?

What for?

Whatever she wants to share.

You won't believe her. So why should she say anything?

I thought something would change,

but I can go hang myself. - Go ahead.

I'm sick of you.

Doctor, make a note...

Stop it, group therapy can't work like this. How can she feel safe?

This is a madhouse, what do you expect!

Show us how it works, you're the doctor.

We've been giving her space. Say something!

She hasn't said a word in a week. - Was he gay?

Spell it! - G-a-y?

Let's try and give her space.

If we're supposed to help her, my advice is

to find her boyfriend's best friend and sleep with him.

She's not a whore, like you, you know?

Stop it! - What did you say?

Unlike you, she's not a whore.

You want to piss me off? You want to fucking piss me off?!

Stop it! - Did you see that, doc? Note that down.

She's breaking my balls all day! I can't take this!

Ada!

Group therapy doesn't work like this. - No, it doesn't.

How am I supposed to feel when this cunt fucks with me!

Ada, Iva!

Off to the head nurse.

Vitamins!

Come on, I didn't mean it. - Well, I did.

Alright! - You'll get some Smarties.

Think of me. - It's your chance, make a run for it!

Woah, she just looked at you.

Came to life. Your turn...

Are you out of your fucking mind? - Fuck you!

Alright.

You prick, he's breaking the rhythm, you cunt.

Everyone's fucking crazy here.

Viktor asked about you.

I didn't tell him anything.

Listen, what happened?

I didn't know I was supposed to cut laterally...

Joking.

I brought some fruit,

cake, crackers...

A book.

I put some clothes in the bag...

And the MP3 player and headphones you wanted.

Thank you.

Feeling better?

I can't stay very long today.

Bohdan's waiting... You know how he gets, when he's hungry...

Poor little Bohdan.

Poor boy, five minutes without you.

What am I supposed to do?

You think I don't care?

Dad almost turned Grey when it happened.

And it's not like Bohdan doesn't... - Sure.

Lena...

So, I'm going.

Here's your things.

Are you sick?

Yeah.

I can't sleep either.

Zyprexa always makes me hungry.

Have a chocolate bar.

Your parents don't bring you anything?

They're dead.

Sorry.

it's okay. It's been a long time.

She always puts that shit in the test...

Just forget about that old bitch...

She can't be serious.

Hi.

What's up?

I have some smokes.

You started smoking?

No, I just thought you might like to have one.

Yeah, sure.

Thanks.

Come on, we'll be late.

See you.

Bye.

What is it now? - Ask Stevo, don't ask me.

Fun, huh?

What are you doing? Stop it!

Just kidding. - Are you an asshole or what?

Just joking, go on. - You're fucked up?

Don't stand like a fucking loon.

Just go on, play.

What did you eat? You're acting crazy all day.

Just keep playing, you cunt. - Where are you going?

Alright,

I accept your version.

Your father raped and humiliated you when your mother died. Right?

It didn't happen before?

No.

Don't you find that strange?

No.

Makes sense. He couldn't fuck my mother anymore.

Alright.

And don't you find it strange

no traces of abuse were found on your body

when you reported it?

Is this supposed to help her?

Why should she prove anything? Why don't you believe her?

At least you get angry.

I don't need a defence lawyer. - Let's move on, I'm bored!

Alright. Let's move on.

Miso, your turn.

I feel good,

the nightmares are getting better.

Roza said you wanted smokes.

Thanks.

You're welcome.

You die sooner, that's what you want.

So you are seeing Roza now?

Just at school.

Are you into her?

What?

No. - Just asking.

Why?

'Cause you can never be together.

It's none of your business.

I'm just being honest, unlike her.

Honest?

Like at my party!

You knew Roza was coming!

That was a great gift!

No way you could've embarrassed me more!

You're never on my side! Never!

It'd be better if you cut yourself properly at the party!

That would've been a favour!

You look high.

Don't talk to me. I'm not talking to you.

Play, bitches.

Come on, bitch.

What are you doing? - You missed it!

What are you doing? - Nothing!

Are you retarded?

You are retarded, you fucking liar!

You think we believe your bullshit?!

You want us all to be sorry for you,

saying your dad stuck his dick up your ass. Gross.

It's true.

If it's true why are you such a super slut? - Stop it!

What the fuck are you doing?!

Stop it!

You stop it. - You're fucking maniac!

Let me go!

Cunt!

You fucked up bitch!

Let me go!

It wasn't her, let go of her!

Assholes!

Let's kill ourselves.

How?

I don't want to look at your corpse.

Oh, I'll come to haunt you.

Let's tear up a sheet,

hang on it and kick the stool out from under each other's feet.

Cool. Except, there's no hook.

I'm not sure I want to hang myself.

You're into sissy-style suicides, huh?

Hacking at your wrist with a blunt razor.

Right.

Better than smashing your head into a wall.

Doesn't get you killed.

All you get is a bloody bruise.

Quiet, now.

Good night.

I've got some pills.

That's not enough. - If we get some booze.

There's rubbing alcohol in the nursery. - We would throw up.

I'd jump out of the window.

Like flying, one last time.

From here?

You'd have to be anorexic to squeeze through these bars.

No luck there.

You might as well drown in the sink.

Fill it with water...

Or... I don't know.

Or...

stick my fingers in a socket.

Or hang ourselves on the doorknob.

Then it would be them who killed us.

It's already happened.

They are to blame,

no matter how you do it.

Fuck them.

What's the matter?

My ass is sore from the needles.

You get shots in your ass here?

Sure. Or they tie you up.

What?

Fuck it. I'm busting out.

We're as invisible as hippos.

Let's go.

I want to run. - Go ahead, run.

What the fuck?

Imagine you're at home, and your mother is gone.

Come on, show us the scene.

Come on. Pick the cast.

You're my dad. - We have the father.

You're the TV.

And you're me.

Is that really all you can see?

Should we refresh your memory?

Oh yes, oh yes!

More!

Stop it! Enough, sit down.

Dominik, Ada, sit down!

Iva is going home,

and she keeps saying the same thing.

These are serious charges.

Really?

Before your release you should write an apology to your father

and read it out at our last session.

Like what?

Like: 'Daddy, sorry all I'm good for is for sticking your dick in my ass?'

Something like that?

He might prefer it in your mouth.

That can feel good too.

Quiet.

Does anyone see Iva's situation differently

and wants to build a different scene?

The tampon just won't go in.

Maybe my pussy's too tight.

You have to stick it deep inside.

I don't want to deflower myself.

Bullshit.

It won't go in.

Christ, it's stuck or something.

Could you look?

It's good, just give it a push.

You do it.

Oh yes,

do it, push him in,

oh my God, it's so hard...

Oh yes!

Wait...

it's inside!

Yes!

Wow.

I really can't feel anything.

What's the matter?

Nothing. Let's go.

I was fucking Obama.

He had this vampire sucking on him,

he kept saying some shit about earlobes

and he was dying to fuck me.

So we were fucking, and it was awful,

like he was some alien species,

and then Robe appeared in a black coat,

he pulled out a gun, shot Obama's head off,

and then the two of us fucked. And it was fucking cool.

He had this enormous penis...

It was just a dream.

Yeah, great.

I don't know what to do about Bohdan.

He's always hanging around every time I try to see Robo...

You haven't told him yet?

How long you going to lead him on?

You think you can treat him like that because he's a retard?

He's my brother! - I'm also...

What did you say?

I'm a retard too, I'm not just playing...

Yeah, right, you are a retard.

You are a retard

'cause you just keep talking shit.

All you ever talk about is fucking.

You're so gross, you make me sick.

You have no idea what it's all about.

I've never fucked anyone, I'm just kidding, Jesus.

Right, but you talk about it like you do it every day.

Fucking Obama. Like I care!

You think I care? - Why are you shouting at me?

You think I care about this shit?

You think this shit is what life is about?

You have no idea what I'm going through!

'Cause you won't tell me.

What would I be telling you for?

All you ever want to talk about is fucking.

You know I've never fucked in my life!

So why do you need to talk about it all the time?

What for? Dicks are ruling your world.

You're a stupid cunt.

I can't talk to you.

You're gross, you make me sick.

What am I supposed to talk to you about?

About your family, about Bohdan, about Robo, what's up at school?

Just fuck off.

What? - Fuck off.

You heard me? Fuck off! Why are you even here?

This is how you're helping me? Fuck off!

Fuck off!

This is your chosen land of Slovakia!

Change and go to sleep.

Where are you going?

Home.

Home where?

To my father's.

The dead one?

He's not dead.

I know.

Do you have an extra bag?

So our plan is off?

Does anyone want to say anything?

Come.

Your feet...

Now your shoes.

Well done.

It's awful.

But suicide is contagious.

We've had a suicide followed by another two days later.

Please just stop.

We've got to deal with it

before another tragedy strikes.

Your daughter's roommate had a family too.

I don't know.

The doctor said the electroshocks might cause memory loss.

I'm scared too.

I'll explain everything. Look at me. Look at me.

It's alright. The doctor will put electrodes

on your forehead, behind your ears...

The nurse will inject a cannula for the drip, okay?

Give me your left hand...

And now we start counting, okay?

One...

Two... - Good, good...

Three...

Four...

Five...

Hello. - Hi.

I'm here to see Lena Hrabovska. - She can't have visitors.

But... I saw her just the other day...

I can give information only to family members.

When will she be allowed to have visitors again?

That's up to the doctor in charge.

But when, approximately?

In about two months.

Bye. - Bye.

If you don't want these flowers here, we can take them away.

It's okay.

Unpack while I finish lunch.

I made your favourite.

What is it?

Kung fu. - Kung pao.

Pao.

I'm so happy you're home.

It's bullshit she can't remember...

I'm not falling for it.

Stop it and go set the table. Mum is making kung pao.

I hate chicken. - You can endure it this once.

What's the matter with him? - Nothing, he doesn't mean it.

What is it, Lena?

What is it?

Somebody was in here!

There's nobody.

It was just a dream.

What happened?

Nothing, she had a nightmare.

Go to sleep.

Alright.

What's the matter? - Nothing. Go to sleep.

My baby. I am here with you.

Don't be scared. I'm right here.

Password.

Really?

Oh, yes.

Come on...

Come on...

You're acting like a whore.

This one.

Robo who?

You just don't remember shit.

I know. I'm a vegetable.

Sorry.

It doesn't matter, anyway.

I really loved him.

I really did.

Well, maybe I didn't love him.

Maybe I just wanted to hook up with him, I don't know...

Lena...

He seemed like he wanted me...

And I...

But, who is it?

Robo.

Our math teacher.

He was tutoring you. - I see.

Maybe he just can't be with you, when he's our teacher.

Don't worry.

Are you okay?

I'm going to throw up.

Okay, let's go. Come on.

Your hair.

Bohdan is here.

You take X and Y and draw an auxiliary line.

You get a point of intersection,

then you draw the other auxiliary line.

Write that down.

You got it?

Lena?

Lena.

Lena, give it to me. - I'm here, I'm here...

Stop it, leave it. You are here.

He raped me. He raped me.

What the fuck?

Who?

Lena. You're here. I'm here.

Lena, give it here.

Lena, what are you doing?

Let go!

Lena, stop it!

It's okay.

Mom, don't leave me here. Don't leave me here!

Come on, Lena. - Mom, please!

You know this place.

Don't be such a drama queen!

Don't leave me here! I'm going to die here!

No, no!

I'll kill myself! Mom!

No!

Mom!

It didn't even cross my mind.

How come I didn't get it?

I had no idea, either...

Nothing.

But who?

I can't...

I can't...

Lena! - Listen...

This is a children's ward! - You want a fight or what?

You can't go in there.

Lena!

Mrs Hrabovska, please.

Lena! - Mrs Hrabovska, wait.

Do you realize what you're doing?! - Lena.

Come, we're going home.

If you leave, Lena won't be allowed to return.

I won't leave you here another minute. Come.

Mrs. Hrabovska... - What did you do? She's totally drugged.

We gave her a shot this is a normal reaction, it'll pass.

I won't leave you here again.

You don't understand a thing.

Nothing at all. - If you sign a release form now,

Lena won't be allowed to come back.

You sign that form with your own shit!

That'll be my new track.

Bye Lena. - Get her out of here!

Finally someone saw it. - Why didn't you say something?

Please forgive me.

I had no idea.

I had no idea.

Why didn't you tell me?

I'm so tired.

Did she say who?

She went straight to sleep.

She's still subdued.

After I've showered her for half and hour.

Good evening.

Would you like to have a cup of tea?

Do you know ginkgo?

It enhances blood circulation.

That's good after gym practice, no?

Hi. - Good evening.

Bohdan, you're much stronger since you started exercising.

Mom...

Your mother's right.

You are stronger.

You used to lift just the pole, now you are lifting the weights.

Don't you want to tutor Lena again?

What, you missed so much school.

If it's convenient, of course.

I have some new students,

I'm really busy,

but I'll check my schedule.

Well, there's no hurry.

Would you like some honey?

Sure, bring some.

I'll pour you some tea.

Here you go.

I'm sorry, I have to go.

Oh. You'll have some tea next time.

Thank you. Bye. - Bye.

See you.

See you.

Pass me the cup.

I don't wanna.

Lena.

How are you? - Great.

Bohdan told me you don't remember anything.

But I do remember.

That's great!

Leave Bohdan out of it, okay?

You'd just hurt yourself. You already have a mental record.

What do you think'll happen?

I wouldn't see you again.

Nobody's going to believe you anyway.

Why didn't you...

scream? Your parents were in the house.

You don't believe me. - No...

So it's my fault because I didn't scream?

No.

It's not that easy to get my head around it.

I had no idea. You never said anything. So how was I supposed to do anything?

Lena, wait! Of course I believe you.

I really do. It's just that it's...

We have to say something.

No. - Why not?

I don't want to be the rape victim.

Catch!

Your turn!

Yeah, go on, hit me.

Catch!

That's it for today!

Tell them.

What?

Tell them what you did to me.

What did he do?

What did you do to her? - Nothing.

What did you do?

Nothing. Please, let go. - Just say it.

You know Lena is mentally ill. - Mentally ill?

So I am ill too, right?

Tell me what you did! Now!

You know Lena is full of lies.

Lena. - Say it.

Okay, I slept with you.

No, tell them what you did to me!

I raped you.

I'm going to kill you, you fuck!

You bastard, I'm going to kill you!

Get out!

Get out!

I'm going to kill you!

I'm going to kill you!

Get out! You bastard!

Come to bed.

Yeah.

Can I walk with you?