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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,190 --> 00:00:06,180 Subtitles by EarthBuri Team 2 00:00:06,680 --> 00:00:11,420 Translation and Timing: danburi 3 00:00:11,780 --> 00:00:16,610 Editing and QC: earthcolors 4 00:00:19,320 --> 00:00:22,700 Ordinary scenes... 5 00:00:26,590 --> 00:00:29,590 Very plain ordinary town... 6 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:42,220 Ordinary days just passing by... 7 00:00:44,970 --> 00:00:47,370 Forever half-finished... me... 8 00:00:53,910 --> 00:00:56,560 It's not that I'm bored everyday... 9 00:01:00,570 --> 00:01:02,750 I really wonder... 10 00:01:02,910 --> 00:01:05,940 ...where I'm headed... 11 00:01:15,070 --> 00:01:17,820 - I'm home. - Welcome home. 12 00:01:18,540 --> 00:01:20,470 What's for dinner? 13 00:01:20,820 --> 00:01:23,940 - Here you go. - Wow, smells so good~! 14 00:01:23,940 --> 00:01:26,220 Looks so delicious! 15 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:30,390 Here, this is for Eh-chan. 16 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:37,020 Ah! No vinegar for me! 17 00:01:37,020 --> 00:01:39,640 Oh, sorry. That's right. 18 00:01:39,700 --> 00:01:42,740 - Extra hot sauce. - Yes. 19 00:01:42,860 --> 00:01:45,010 - Here you go. - Thank you very much. 20 00:01:45,010 --> 00:01:47,010 - Here. - Thanks. 21 00:01:47,010 --> 00:01:48,740 - Here. - Got it. 22 00:01:48,770 --> 00:01:50,740 - Here. - Thank you. 23 00:01:50,880 --> 00:01:55,020 - Let's eat. - Digging in. 24 00:01:55,020 --> 00:01:57,990 - I'm so hungry. - Smells so good~! 25 00:01:57,990 --> 00:02:00,640 - Nice and crispy. - Right? 26 00:02:06,010 --> 00:02:07,940 - It's great! - Right? 27 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:09,960 Ma'am, your cooking is so delicious! 28 00:02:09,960 --> 00:02:12,170 That's the only trait I get praised for. 29 00:02:12,170 --> 00:02:15,230 Ko-chan grew up with these food, huh? 30 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:18,580 A lot of work for the person who becomes his wife. I'm rooting for you. 31 00:02:18,680 --> 00:02:20,160 What are you saying. 32 00:02:20,160 --> 00:02:23,920 Well, you got to get your act together before that. How is your work going? 33 00:02:23,920 --> 00:02:25,470 None of your business. 34 00:02:25,470 --> 00:02:28,780 I never thought you'll cook... 35 00:02:28,910 --> 00:02:33,400 - Are you staying with it this time? - Of course. - Are you sure? - It'll be fine. 36 00:02:33,460 --> 00:02:37,940 Dad, all you say is "it'll be fine," what will be fine? Right? 37 00:02:38,010 --> 00:02:42,210 - Shut it! - What do you mean shut it... I'm just making conversation. 38 00:02:42,550 --> 00:02:45,620 Eh-chan, Eh-chan, I found something good in the closet. 39 00:02:47,510 --> 00:02:50,200 You're so close to your sister. 40 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:54,620 You think? Oh, I'm sorry my sister was talking rubbish... 41 00:02:55,500 --> 00:02:57,560 She's in high tension... 42 00:02:57,560 --> 00:02:59,770 It looks like she got proposed to... 43 00:02:59,830 --> 00:03:00,870 Eh!? 44 00:03:00,870 --> 00:03:04,130 Oh, she hasn't told my parents yet. 45 00:03:04,470 --> 00:03:08,040 Just because she is in marriage mode... said things like that... 46 00:03:16,760 --> 00:03:18,750 Ah! 47 00:03:20,520 --> 00:03:22,480 See you... 48 00:03:25,190 --> 00:03:26,960 Yeah... 49 00:03:32,300 --> 00:03:34,980 - Good night. - I want to get married... 50 00:03:35,610 --> 00:03:37,860 It'll be lonely being alone... 51 00:03:39,910 --> 00:03:41,960 When I was a kid... 52 00:03:42,150 --> 00:03:44,490 ...if my father, mother and sister... 53 00:03:44,580 --> 00:03:47,650 ...just thinking if they die... 54 00:03:48,370 --> 00:03:50,430 I lost sleep just thinking about that... 55 00:04:23,750 --> 00:04:26,810 Dying before the parents... 56 00:04:26,810 --> 00:04:29,090 I never thought anything like that... 57 00:04:32,840 --> 00:04:35,150 My yesterday ended as always... 58 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:42,070 Today will end as always... 59 00:04:43,550 --> 00:04:46,710 Tomorrow will come as always... 60 00:04:47,340 --> 00:04:50,280 Allow me to explain the test results. 61 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:52,280 Please. 62 00:04:54,450 --> 00:04:56,370 Kota-san's illness is... 63 00:04:57,290 --> 00:04:59,850 ...malignant lymphoma. 64 00:05:02,470 --> 00:05:04,330 Malignant...? 65 00:05:04,490 --> 00:05:06,330 It's cancer of the blood. 66 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:10,330 Within the white cells... 67 00:05:10,430 --> 00:05:14,120 ...cells called lymphocyte became cancerous. 68 00:05:14,250 --> 00:05:16,120 He'll get better, right? 69 00:05:16,710 --> 00:05:18,360 Typically... 70 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:21,920 ...80% will get better. 71 00:05:22,650 --> 00:05:24,100 Cancer... 72 00:05:24,420 --> 00:05:26,540 ...80%... 73 00:05:27,070 --> 00:05:29,820 What is... cancer...? 74 00:05:31,150 --> 00:05:33,800 In primary examination, 80% of patients... 75 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:35,820 ...abnormal cells... 76 00:05:35,820 --> 00:05:38,850 ...cancer in the blood spreads to the entire body... 77 00:05:39,140 --> 00:05:42,610 ...chemotherapy and radiation therapy... 78 00:05:42,740 --> 00:05:44,850 ...before it spreads to the entire body... 79 00:05:47,920 --> 00:05:49,910 I really wonder... 80 00:05:50,030 --> 00:05:52,150 ...where I'm headed to... 81 00:05:54,800 --> 00:06:00,240 EarthBuri Team Subs presents: Kyou no Hi wa Sayonara "Farewell For Today" 82 00:06:07,720 --> 00:06:09,580 I found you. 83 00:06:10,180 --> 00:06:12,240 Doctor... 84 00:06:12,580 --> 00:06:15,550 Keep taking those medicines is hard, right? 85 00:06:17,670 --> 00:06:20,860 I know you're fighting so hard everyday. 86 00:06:21,430 --> 00:06:23,450 How is it today? 87 00:06:25,060 --> 00:06:27,240 - Are we going to try? - Yes. 88 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:30,180 - We'll take our medicine. - You're great! 89 00:06:33,240 --> 00:06:36,270 You'll sure to get better. Doctor said so too, right? 90 00:06:36,270 --> 00:06:38,420 80% of patients get better. 91 00:06:38,610 --> 00:06:40,420 She's right. 92 00:06:40,950 --> 00:06:42,680 Seriously... 93 00:06:43,060 --> 00:06:45,300 I really have cancer, huh... 94 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:50,150 Examination was complete and it's really a big hospital so... 95 00:06:50,340 --> 00:06:53,280 Treatment is the best possible way so you should feel assured. 96 00:06:54,040 --> 00:06:55,560 It'll be fine. 97 00:06:57,110 --> 00:06:58,710 Excuse me. 98 00:07:00,760 --> 00:07:02,150 Let me introduce to you the counselor. 99 00:07:02,460 --> 00:07:04,590 My name is Okubo. Nice to meet you. 100 00:07:04,690 --> 00:07:06,590 Nice to meet you. 101 00:07:06,590 --> 00:07:08,790 It'll be a long battle. 102 00:07:08,970 --> 00:07:12,570 When Kota-san and family get overwhelmed with burden... 103 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:14,750 ...it'll help to talk to someone. 104 00:07:15,040 --> 00:07:18,080 No matter what kind of subject, please come talk to me anytime. 105 00:07:18,870 --> 00:07:20,860 Thank you very much. 106 00:07:22,650 --> 00:07:24,010 I'm... 107 00:07:25,640 --> 00:07:28,060 ...really a cancer patient, huh? 108 00:07:43,940 --> 00:07:46,270 I'll prepare for dinner... 109 00:07:46,270 --> 00:07:48,510 No, let me go get something. 110 00:07:48,510 --> 00:07:50,080 - I'll go get it. - No... 111 00:07:51,520 --> 00:07:53,490 I'll make something. 112 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:04,860 Ah!... 113 00:08:22,390 --> 00:08:25,490 - Let's eat. - I'm digging in. 114 00:08:41,220 --> 00:08:44,080 Sorry... to worry you so much. 115 00:08:45,070 --> 00:08:46,650 It's okay. 116 00:08:47,490 --> 00:08:49,750 I'll be in the hospital for a while... 117 00:08:49,750 --> 00:08:53,680 But I'm told that 80% of patients gets better so... 118 00:08:53,710 --> 00:08:55,680 I'll be perfectly fine. 119 00:08:57,070 --> 00:09:00,090 I don't know what I can do for you but... 120 00:09:01,240 --> 00:09:02,950 Let's fight this thing together. 121 00:09:05,210 --> 00:09:06,440 Thank you. 122 00:09:09,090 --> 00:09:11,140 Do you need anything? 123 00:09:13,530 --> 00:09:16,230 Some magazines...or some food... 124 00:09:16,890 --> 00:09:18,230 Ah! 125 00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:20,960 Hair clippers... 126 00:09:21,350 --> 00:09:23,240 Can you bring me hair clippers? 127 00:09:31,900 --> 00:09:33,580 (Malignant...lympho...) 128 00:09:36,310 --> 00:09:38,100 (Malignant lymphoma) 129 00:09:38,680 --> 00:09:41,830 If 80% of the patients gets better... 130 00:09:42,460 --> 00:09:44,400 ...it means 20%... 131 00:09:44,560 --> 00:09:46,710 ...will die... (Survival rate) 132 00:09:55,790 --> 00:09:58,730 20% of the patients will die, it means... 133 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:01,540 1 out of 5 patients... 134 00:10:01,540 --> 00:10:03,540 ...will die... 135 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:05,540 (Chance of winning, 1 out of every 5) 136 00:10:05,540 --> 00:10:07,790 1 out of every 5 patients... (Chance of winning, 1 out of every 5) 137 00:10:07,810 --> 00:10:09,130 ...will die... 138 00:10:43,790 --> 00:10:45,490 (Win) 139 00:10:54,170 --> 00:10:55,850 Excuse me... 140 00:11:06,460 --> 00:11:07,400 Here. 141 00:11:15,090 --> 00:11:17,110 4 out of 5 patients... 142 00:11:17,380 --> 00:11:19,480 ...can survive... which means... 143 00:11:50,920 --> 00:11:52,970 - Not bad. - Yeah. 144 00:11:55,050 --> 00:11:56,960 - Do you want to touch? - Yes. 145 00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:03,260 We're going to start chemotherapy today. 146 00:12:03,310 --> 00:12:06,250 We're going to kill as many cancerous cells in the blood as possible... 147 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:08,590 ...and try to bring it to a remission state. 148 00:12:08,910 --> 00:12:12,270 There are side effects such as nausea and loss of hair... 149 00:12:12,480 --> 00:12:14,370 What happened to your hair? 150 00:12:14,370 --> 00:12:17,170 Um... I already shaved it. 151 00:12:18,700 --> 00:12:19,960 I see. 152 00:12:19,960 --> 00:12:22,790 We would like to try the transplant after that... 153 00:12:22,790 --> 00:12:28,120 May I test all family members to see if there are any matching hemocyte? 154 00:12:28,230 --> 00:12:29,850 Oh, yes. 155 00:12:30,010 --> 00:12:31,660 Please. 156 00:12:32,450 --> 00:12:34,810 Chemotherapy have started... 157 00:12:35,580 --> 00:12:37,540 Are you feeling okay? 158 00:12:38,280 --> 00:12:39,540 Yes. 159 00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:43,370 I'll win hands down. 160 00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:48,990 It was only the first three days I felt like that... 161 00:12:49,070 --> 00:12:50,930 Are you okay? 162 00:12:52,090 --> 00:12:54,030 It's the proof that... 163 00:12:54,030 --> 00:12:56,030 ...cancer is dying inside of me... 164 00:12:56,550 --> 00:12:58,150 Fever... 165 00:12:58,390 --> 00:13:00,120 ...joint pain... 166 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:03,060 ...numbness of limbs... 167 00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:10,460 ...vomiting... 168 00:13:11,510 --> 00:13:13,240 Side effects were... 169 00:13:13,590 --> 00:13:16,050 ...more unbearable than I ever imagined... 170 00:13:46,740 --> 00:13:49,150 I've never imagined the treatment will be... 171 00:13:49,680 --> 00:13:51,150 ...this painful... 172 00:13:53,620 --> 00:13:55,190 To get better... 173 00:13:55,300 --> 00:13:58,840 ...the doctor has planned the treatment for him to get better. 174 00:14:00,550 --> 00:14:03,540 If...we can't find the donor in time? 175 00:14:04,670 --> 00:14:08,050 If that happens, he'll find another treatment to cure him. 176 00:14:09,550 --> 00:14:11,570 He'll get better, right? 177 00:14:12,810 --> 00:14:14,350 Yes. 178 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:19,810 Kota will be fine. 179 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:30,870 (Cancer care series 8 Malignant Lymphoma) 180 00:14:31,420 --> 00:14:34,880 (03. Chemotherapy for Malignant Lymphoma) 181 00:14:59,820 --> 00:15:01,710 Are you okay? 182 00:15:09,850 --> 00:15:12,000 I think this will help you. 183 00:15:15,880 --> 00:15:17,770 The smell... 184 00:15:20,690 --> 00:15:22,240 The smell...? 185 00:15:22,470 --> 00:15:24,520 I'll be in the next room... 186 00:15:27,220 --> 00:15:28,270 Oh... 187 00:15:29,220 --> 00:15:30,950 Good night. 188 00:15:31,900 --> 00:15:33,260 Good night. 189 00:16:01,980 --> 00:16:04,030 Thank you... 190 00:16:04,160 --> 00:16:06,030 ...for last night... 191 00:16:08,330 --> 00:16:11,220 It's so hard and boring everyday, isn't it? 192 00:16:12,530 --> 00:16:13,740 Yes... 193 00:16:15,390 --> 00:16:17,360 Would you like to go for a walk? 194 00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:19,510 Eh? 195 00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:57,000 He is Breath-san. 196 00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,310 Breath? 197 00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:01,930 Breath like deep breath. 198 00:17:02,510 --> 00:17:05,450 Exercise with a breathing technique is his daily routine... 199 00:17:05,560 --> 00:17:08,130 ... he is always here this time of the day. 200 00:17:08,840 --> 00:17:11,310 Watching him is kind of fun. 201 00:17:25,930 --> 00:17:27,950 Hello. 202 00:17:28,050 --> 00:17:30,260 Harada onii-chan! 203 00:17:30,260 --> 00:17:33,700 - What's wrong? - Kana-chan's fever won't go down... 204 00:17:39,940 --> 00:17:42,780 - Kana-chan is fighting really hard. - Yes. 205 00:17:45,300 --> 00:17:47,820 Tsubasa-chan, you're good at drawing, don't you? 206 00:17:48,340 --> 00:17:49,820 Can't you draw something? 207 00:17:49,890 --> 00:17:51,820 Something to cheer Kana-chan up. 208 00:17:53,700 --> 00:17:55,480 Okay. 209 00:17:59,580 --> 00:18:02,050 - What are you going to draw? - Sunflower. 210 00:18:02,050 --> 00:18:04,050 That's nice. 211 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:08,640 See you later. 212 00:18:08,640 --> 00:18:11,160 See you later, Harada onii-chan. 213 00:18:12,520 --> 00:18:14,440 - Bye bye. - Bye bye. 214 00:18:26,750 --> 00:18:28,950 - Bye bye. - Bye bye. 215 00:18:34,960 --> 00:18:37,800 I used to be in children's wards... 216 00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:39,800 Children's wards...? 217 00:18:56,170 --> 00:18:57,960 It's an artificial leg... 218 00:19:03,240 --> 00:19:05,150 Cancer of the blood... 219 00:19:05,650 --> 00:19:09,220 Because of the effect from the treatment, my leg had to be amputated. 220 00:19:18,150 --> 00:19:22,000 Don't you think just this area has a slightly different color? 221 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,670 Ah... since you've mentioned it... 222 00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,130 When I was 14... 223 00:19:33,210 --> 00:19:36,760 I had enough with hospital life, I wrote graffiti on this wall... 224 00:19:37,390 --> 00:19:40,040 I was in the middle of puberty... 225 00:19:41,010 --> 00:19:43,140 It's a little adolescent tale. 226 00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:49,280 I'm sure you don't know how to respond, right? 227 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:51,750 Um...well... 228 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:54,290 I'm sorry to drag you around. 229 00:19:57,150 --> 00:20:00,220 Actually I have a special place to show you but... 230 00:20:00,510 --> 00:20:02,460 ...maybe next time. 231 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:05,760 - A special place? - Yes. 232 00:20:06,550 --> 00:20:08,680 A special place. 233 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:36,000 Is there anything you can eat, even just a little? 234 00:20:36,680 --> 00:20:38,230 I thought... 235 00:20:38,230 --> 00:20:40,570 ...I was doing good today... 236 00:20:45,420 --> 00:20:47,860 - Oh, good evening. - Good evening. 237 00:20:47,860 --> 00:20:50,360 Thank you for everything you're doing. 238 00:20:50,460 --> 00:20:53,690 - You don't have to come everyday. - Ko-chan. 239 00:20:57,890 --> 00:21:00,570 I'll leave as soon as I leave this here. 240 00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:03,740 You know I can't eat things like that. 241 00:21:03,900 --> 00:21:06,840 I thought maybe you can eat this... 242 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:15,610 See you... 243 00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:19,970 Then, thank you. 244 00:21:21,520 --> 00:21:23,690 - What... - Huh? 245 00:21:25,610 --> 00:21:27,050 Be careful... 246 00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:33,120 See you... 247 00:21:34,510 --> 00:21:36,870 Ah, I'll go with you. 248 00:21:37,110 --> 00:21:38,870 Really? 249 00:21:39,180 --> 00:21:40,970 What are you going to do with this? 250 00:21:41,940 --> 00:21:43,490 Take them out, please. 251 00:21:43,990 --> 00:21:45,490 Got it. 252 00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:53,540 Thank you. 253 00:21:56,450 --> 00:21:59,320 Ko-chan is taking his frustration on you but... 254 00:21:59,550 --> 00:22:01,020 It's okay. 255 00:22:01,020 --> 00:22:03,020 I know... It's fine. 256 00:22:03,780 --> 00:22:04,670 Yes. 257 00:22:04,670 --> 00:22:07,640 Eh-chan, how about you? Are you okay? 258 00:22:08,210 --> 00:22:10,370 You're here everyday... 259 00:22:10,660 --> 00:22:13,730 - Don't push yourself too much. - I'm fine. 260 00:22:14,150 --> 00:22:16,190 I really thank you. 261 00:22:18,490 --> 00:22:20,040 For Kota... 262 00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:23,610 He seems to be most comfortable when he's with you. 263 00:23:36,560 --> 00:23:40,540 So you've been here since you were 14...? 264 00:23:42,090 --> 00:23:44,490 I've been in and out of this place... 265 00:23:44,970 --> 00:23:47,590 ...but I spent more time in here than out. 266 00:23:49,260 --> 00:23:51,440 I wonder since when... 267 00:23:51,500 --> 00:23:55,360 ...did this place become the one where I come home to... 268 00:23:59,490 --> 00:24:02,590 For me, ordinary life means... 269 00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:05,840 ...continue treating my illness. 270 00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:40,240 Not done yet? 271 00:24:42,380 --> 00:24:45,160 Long breath will... 272 00:24:45,260 --> 00:24:48,570 ...lead to long life! 273 00:24:53,470 --> 00:24:55,550 Should we get going? 274 00:24:56,720 --> 00:24:59,850 Eh? Are we going to the special place you've mentioned? 275 00:25:00,130 --> 00:25:02,880 No, it's a different place. 276 00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:07,430 See you later! Breath-san! 277 00:25:12,580 --> 00:25:15,040 (Just finished work. I'll have ramen or something then go home.) 278 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:16,970 (Hiroki 2004/07/12) 279 00:25:25,690 --> 00:25:27,300 Yes. 280 00:25:30,170 --> 00:25:31,470 Hello. 281 00:25:31,470 --> 00:25:34,340 - Harada-san, hello. - I'm here with my neighbor. 282 00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:38,410 Ah! I'm not here to consult or anything... 283 00:25:38,410 --> 00:25:40,120 Don't worry. 284 00:25:40,120 --> 00:25:41,670 Come in please. 285 00:26:04,500 --> 00:26:07,980 Even just come here to relax is fine. 286 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,340 Just because I'm a counselor... 287 00:26:10,340 --> 00:26:12,680 ...without knowing what kind of person I am... 288 00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:16,220 ...you can't talk to me about things that you can't tell anyone, right? 289 00:26:16,220 --> 00:26:18,520 Sometimes, we may not even click... 290 00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:21,150 When I did graffiti on the wall... 291 00:26:21,150 --> 00:26:23,990 ...counselor did come to talk to me but... 292 00:26:24,150 --> 00:26:28,350 Although I was young, I had a feeling that I won't be able to talk to this person... 293 00:26:35,450 --> 00:26:38,480 Um... something has been bothering me... 294 00:26:38,550 --> 00:26:41,770 The graffiti...what did you draw? 295 00:26:41,770 --> 00:26:43,770 Something really low. 296 00:26:54,180 --> 00:26:56,550 (POOP) 297 00:27:07,290 --> 00:27:09,250 Wait..let's do it again. 298 00:27:28,390 --> 00:27:29,710 Eh? 299 00:27:30,470 --> 00:27:32,330 Nothing... 300 00:27:35,780 --> 00:27:39,790 While sometimes, I feel calm... sometimes uneasy... 301 00:27:41,050 --> 00:27:45,280 ...and sometimes feels better than other times... 302 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:48,250 Good news have arrived... 303 00:27:48,660 --> 00:27:50,560 How are you feeling? 304 00:27:50,620 --> 00:27:52,560 Oh, it's okay... 305 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:54,980 I have news. 306 00:27:58,490 --> 00:28:02,530 - What are you going to do with lunch? - Well, maybe go get sandwich or something... 307 00:28:02,750 --> 00:28:04,360 I see... 308 00:28:10,610 --> 00:28:13,580 (From Kota: Report Ne-chan's and my hemocyte matched! Ne-chan, I'm counting on you as a donor!) 309 00:28:16,010 --> 00:28:20,780 Ne-chan's and my hemocyte have matched... 310 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:25,240 In other words, a donor was found and it's my sister. 311 00:28:26,780 --> 00:28:28,360 I'm so relieved! 312 00:28:28,360 --> 00:28:30,360 YES! 313 00:28:36,450 --> 00:28:38,820 (From Ne-chan: HOORAY!) 314 00:28:43,270 --> 00:28:45,800 (From Mom: I'm so glad. Really glad) 315 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,360 (From Dad: I'm glad. Everything will be fine.) 316 00:28:57,830 --> 00:28:59,380 And then... 317 00:28:59,380 --> 00:29:02,130 ...chemotherapy had ended... 318 00:29:02,130 --> 00:29:04,810 ...and I was released for 5 days... 319 00:29:04,810 --> 00:29:06,580 Enjoy your time. 320 00:29:06,580 --> 00:29:08,580 Will be a little lonely but... 321 00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:11,250 You have Breath-san here... 322 00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:13,690 ...and Okubo counselor is here too. 323 00:29:13,870 --> 00:29:15,420 Yes. 324 00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:18,080 By the way... 325 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:20,350 ...about Okubo-san... 326 00:29:23,570 --> 00:29:25,310 Um...no... 327 00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:28,910 See you later. 328 00:29:29,820 --> 00:29:31,440 Yes. 329 00:29:54,780 --> 00:29:56,350 I'm home... 330 00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:14,290 I'm home. 331 00:30:14,860 --> 00:30:18,270 - Welcome home. - What's for dinner? 332 00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:23,200 - Here you go. - Wow, it's amazing! 333 00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:25,060 I'm not supposed to eat raw things... 334 00:30:25,060 --> 00:30:26,960 These are for Eh-chan. 335 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:28,700 You're the one who asked me to... 336 00:30:28,700 --> 00:30:31,850 ...since she's been at the hospital everyday for you... to make something nice for her. 337 00:30:31,850 --> 00:30:33,850 Please dig in. 338 00:30:35,450 --> 00:30:36,970 - I will. - Here. 339 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:39,910 - Thank you very much. - Here. - Thank you. 340 00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:42,810 - Thanks. - Then, let's dig in. 341 00:30:42,810 --> 00:30:45,180 I'm digging in. 342 00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:49,510 - Here, Eh-chan, please eat. - Thank you very much. 343 00:30:50,010 --> 00:30:52,070 Yes, it's delicious! 344 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:56,740 Wow, it's so sweet, it's great! 345 00:30:57,530 --> 00:31:00,340 - I want to eat some. - Eh? 346 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:14,490 - Ready. - Wow. - I'm digging in! 347 00:31:16,390 --> 00:31:17,780 Wow, it's great! 348 00:31:17,780 --> 00:31:20,300 - Let me try. - Hey. 349 00:31:21,630 --> 00:31:23,050 Ah! 350 00:31:23,050 --> 00:31:25,580 - Shoot! It's good. - What do you mean "shoot"... 351 00:31:25,610 --> 00:31:29,050 - You should try it. - Eh? Really? - Hey. 352 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:32,840 - It's my food. - It's really good. 353 00:31:32,840 --> 00:31:35,620 - It's really great! - It's good. 354 00:31:35,840 --> 00:31:37,480 - Yes. - Really good. 355 00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:40,960 Shoot, you may really have a talent for cooking. 356 00:31:41,020 --> 00:31:44,780 - What do you mean "shoot"... - One more. I'll take scallop this time. 357 00:31:44,780 --> 00:31:47,090 - I told you it's mine. - One more for me, too. 358 00:31:47,090 --> 00:31:52,490 - Yes, it's good. - Fine, have them all. - We had enough raw, make more. 359 00:31:54,470 --> 00:31:57,220 - Doesn't it feel good? - Yes. 360 00:32:01,450 --> 00:32:03,700 - Eh-chan... - Yes? 361 00:32:05,370 --> 00:32:07,330 Once I'm cured... 362 00:32:13,710 --> 00:32:15,290 Never mind... 363 00:32:17,970 --> 00:32:20,370 I'll row, too! 364 00:32:25,770 --> 00:32:27,890 Is it time to go home? 365 00:32:31,550 --> 00:32:33,610 Once I get back to the hospital... 366 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,230 ...I have to go through the tests right away... 367 00:32:37,650 --> 00:32:40,300 To make sure the chemotherapy really worked or not... 368 00:32:47,500 --> 00:32:49,460 My cancer... 369 00:32:50,690 --> 00:32:53,160 ...is really dead... right? 370 00:32:59,190 --> 00:33:00,770 Yes. 371 00:33:15,390 --> 00:33:17,920 My temporary release has ended... 372 00:33:18,580 --> 00:33:20,600 I'm back to the hospital and... 373 00:33:20,950 --> 00:33:23,130 ...got tested... 374 00:33:23,890 --> 00:33:26,000 About the test results... 375 00:33:26,290 --> 00:33:29,570 ...we did not see enough effects as we original hoped for... 376 00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:34,280 We would like to continue chemotherapy with a different drug. 377 00:33:34,310 --> 00:33:36,520 Eh...again...? 378 00:33:36,580 --> 00:33:39,360 If we do that, he'll get better, right? 379 00:33:39,930 --> 00:33:41,760 Let's continue with the treatment and... 380 00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:44,320 ...prepare for the transplant. 381 00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:48,770 However...it's more difficult than before... 382 00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:53,010 Eh? What...do you mean...? 383 00:33:53,350 --> 00:33:56,610 Last time, I've mentioned that it's 80% but... 384 00:33:56,800 --> 00:34:00,430 In Kota-san's case, it may not be that high... 385 00:34:01,750 --> 00:34:04,340 Um...what is the new percentage? 386 00:34:05,610 --> 00:34:08,230 Considering the current state... 387 00:34:08,830 --> 00:34:10,950 ...maybe 40%... 388 00:34:23,670 --> 00:34:25,790 Don't worry about it. 389 00:34:27,530 --> 00:34:30,180 I already have a donor too, so... 390 00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:33,840 Once we do the transplant, I'll be cured. 391 00:34:34,190 --> 00:34:36,530 You'll be cured! 392 00:34:36,810 --> 00:34:39,210 - Everything will be fine. - Yes. 393 00:34:43,220 --> 00:34:45,910 You can go home... 394 00:34:45,910 --> 00:34:48,780 - Eh-chan will be here soon anyway. - That's right. 395 00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:06,600 (fFrom Kota: My cancer didn't die. My chance of survival is now 40%.) 396 00:35:11,360 --> 00:35:13,320 Since that day... 397 00:35:13,640 --> 00:35:16,100 ...Eh-chan stopped visiting me... 398 00:35:20,140 --> 00:35:24,220 They're going to get hemopoietic stem cells from my blood.... 399 00:35:24,220 --> 00:35:27,760 ...and then they'll transplant that to Kota's blood... 400 00:35:28,390 --> 00:35:30,690 I'm sure you don't understand... 401 00:35:31,580 --> 00:35:33,280 I understand. 402 00:35:33,570 --> 00:35:35,340 In order to get those cells... 403 00:35:35,340 --> 00:35:37,670 ...you must stay at the hospital for a while, right? 404 00:35:38,210 --> 00:35:40,390 Did you study that for me? 405 00:35:40,550 --> 00:35:42,390 Yup... 406 00:35:42,630 --> 00:35:45,290 The medicine they're going to use on you for that... 407 00:35:45,850 --> 00:35:48,700 ...it seems to have a dangerous chance of causing serious side effects... 408 00:35:48,820 --> 00:35:51,160 Yes...but it's very rare... 409 00:35:51,290 --> 00:35:54,000 ...basically it'll be safe. 410 00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,000 Yeah... 411 00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:00,070 I'm sorry to trouble you like this... 412 00:36:00,570 --> 00:36:04,710 No, Kota-kun's health comes first. 413 00:36:06,290 --> 00:36:07,990 Thank you. 414 00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:12,730 - By the way... - Yes? 415 00:36:14,500 --> 00:36:16,840 Never mind... 416 00:36:17,970 --> 00:36:19,870 What is it? 417 00:36:22,900 --> 00:36:25,710 Even if this transplant goes well... 418 00:36:26,310 --> 00:36:30,350 ...you'll never know what's going to happen in the future, right? 419 00:36:33,170 --> 00:36:35,530 You know that too...huh? 420 00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:46,080 I guess we should get back to a clean slate... 421 00:36:46,270 --> 00:36:49,050 - Eh? - About our marriage... 422 00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:51,520 Well... 423 00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:54,710 I just want to be on your side. That hasn't changed. 424 00:36:54,710 --> 00:36:57,070 I don't want you to force yourself... 425 00:37:04,780 --> 00:37:06,710 Cancer is... 426 00:37:06,710 --> 00:37:08,710 ...ruining things... 427 00:37:10,690 --> 00:37:12,270 Is it pink? 428 00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:14,130 I'm scared... 429 00:37:16,910 --> 00:37:19,210 Wow! It's pretty! 430 00:37:30,430 --> 00:37:31,880 (From Kota: My cancer didn't die. My chance of survival is now 40%.) 431 00:37:40,630 --> 00:37:42,170 Cancer is... 432 00:37:42,170 --> 00:37:46,120 ...ruining things that are important to me... 433 00:37:49,790 --> 00:37:51,650 I wonder... 434 00:37:51,650 --> 00:37:53,830 ...how far... 435 00:37:54,300 --> 00:37:56,830 ...this cancer will ruin things... 436 00:37:57,750 --> 00:37:59,260 Doctor! 437 00:37:59,830 --> 00:38:01,690 Oh, Fujioka-san. 438 00:38:05,290 --> 00:38:07,160 Um... 439 00:38:09,780 --> 00:38:13,760 Isn't there any other treatment besides chemotherapy? 440 00:38:15,780 --> 00:38:18,090 There is nothing else we can do right now... 441 00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:19,630 Can I take that as... 442 00:38:19,630 --> 00:38:22,250 ..."in this hospital"? 443 00:38:24,180 --> 00:38:26,040 If we move him to another hospital... 444 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:28,260 ...maybe they can do other treatments? 445 00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:34,410 If you like, please get a second opinion. 446 00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:38,990 I don't believe it makes much difference even if you go to another hospital... 447 00:38:39,810 --> 00:38:41,650 Most of all... 448 00:38:41,650 --> 00:38:44,770 ...it's important to have treatments that we are all in agreement with. 449 00:38:47,110 --> 00:38:50,240 There is no other way but the chemotherapy, huh? 450 00:38:51,750 --> 00:38:53,050 Yes. 451 00:38:54,220 --> 00:38:57,120 Chemotherapy may not work either, right? 452 00:38:58,860 --> 00:39:00,820 In reality... 453 00:39:01,010 --> 00:39:04,170 ...all he had was the suffering with no positive results. 454 00:39:06,850 --> 00:39:08,370 I feel... 455 00:39:08,870 --> 00:39:11,400 ...he is just getting worse... 456 00:39:19,610 --> 00:39:21,760 - I'm sorry. - Don't worry. 457 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:25,770 Please take care of him. 458 00:39:25,770 --> 00:39:28,830 Of course...I'll do my best. 459 00:39:31,710 --> 00:39:33,890 Thank you. 460 00:39:47,910 --> 00:39:49,810 How's lunch? 461 00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:52,210 I don't want to eat... 462 00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:56,440 I made Chawanmushi* for you. (*egg custard dish) 463 00:39:57,670 --> 00:40:00,330 Sorry, please take it back home... 464 00:40:17,250 --> 00:40:19,090 As suspected... 465 00:40:19,530 --> 00:40:22,310 It seems that Eh-chan hasn't been here at all... 466 00:40:23,980 --> 00:40:25,560 I see... 467 00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:28,970 Maybe I should go see her... 468 00:40:28,970 --> 00:40:30,610 Let's not. 469 00:40:30,900 --> 00:40:34,530 It must've been really hard for her to stay with him this far... 470 00:40:35,230 --> 00:40:37,690 We can't thank her enough for that. 471 00:40:38,790 --> 00:40:40,470 I know but... 472 00:40:42,710 --> 00:40:46,440 This time chemotherapy will work, right? 473 00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:49,000 Transplant will go well, right? 474 00:40:50,010 --> 00:40:52,660 It's no use thinking things like that... 475 00:40:52,750 --> 00:40:55,220 Of course I'll think... 476 00:40:56,990 --> 00:40:58,340 I always... 477 00:40:59,260 --> 00:41:00,900 ...thought my cooking will... 478 00:41:01,530 --> 00:41:05,290 ...protect my family's health... That was my motivation to cook... 479 00:41:06,970 --> 00:41:09,180 Then this happened... 480 00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:12,490 ...maybe my cooking was the cause... 481 00:41:12,710 --> 00:41:14,960 That's not possible. 482 00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:17,830 All you say is "It'll be fine" all the time... 483 00:41:17,860 --> 00:41:19,980 ...but it's not fine at all! 484 00:41:20,770 --> 00:41:23,040 I don't know what to do! 485 00:41:37,290 --> 00:41:38,900 Hello. 486 00:41:39,020 --> 00:41:41,080 Ah! Hello. 487 00:41:41,460 --> 00:41:43,080 Is that a boxed lunch? 488 00:41:52,540 --> 00:41:53,990 It's great! 489 00:41:58,010 --> 00:41:59,620 Kota... 490 00:41:59,870 --> 00:42:01,980 ...loved this since he was a child... 491 00:42:03,780 --> 00:42:05,960 Even when he had no appetite... 492 00:42:06,150 --> 00:42:08,840 ...he was able to eat Chawanmushi... 493 00:42:12,850 --> 00:42:14,710 In winter... 494 00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:17,240 ...nice and warm chawanmushi... 495 00:42:20,300 --> 00:42:22,170 In summer... 496 00:42:23,370 --> 00:42:25,420 ...nice and chilled chawanmushi... 497 00:42:26,840 --> 00:42:28,890 He said..."It's great, it's great"... 498 00:42:37,710 --> 00:42:41,650 Why this had to happen to him... 499 00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:49,260 Why... 500 00:42:55,170 --> 00:42:57,860 Things that you can't accept no matter what... 501 00:42:58,610 --> 00:43:00,920 ...it does exist don't they... 502 00:43:03,640 --> 00:43:06,130 I'm his mother... 503 00:43:07,490 --> 00:43:09,760 ...but all I can do is to watch... 504 00:43:11,470 --> 00:43:14,340 ...I can do nothing... 505 00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,480 You made chawanmushi for him. 506 00:43:18,830 --> 00:43:21,540 Although I ate it today... 507 00:43:23,630 --> 00:43:25,520 That's nothing... 508 00:43:27,670 --> 00:43:30,950 I think you are supporting him very much. 509 00:43:36,730 --> 00:43:38,660 It's really delicious. 510 00:43:54,580 --> 00:43:56,880 Do you need anything? 511 00:43:58,240 --> 00:44:00,550 Um...no... 512 00:44:18,710 --> 00:44:20,000 Then... 513 00:44:25,750 --> 00:44:27,550 It'll be fine. 514 00:45:00,490 --> 00:45:02,580 Long breath will... 515 00:45:02,890 --> 00:45:04,880 ...lead to long life... 516 00:45:17,390 --> 00:45:19,790 Breath-san has... 517 00:45:20,490 --> 00:45:22,510 ...passed away... 518 00:45:23,740 --> 00:45:25,790 He is the 48th... 519 00:45:26,040 --> 00:45:27,370 Eh? 520 00:45:28,820 --> 00:45:31,820 Number of people I met in this hospital that died... 521 00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:35,990 You were counting? 522 00:45:36,340 --> 00:45:38,520 It means nothing but... 523 00:45:39,590 --> 00:45:41,080 No... 524 00:45:42,500 --> 00:45:44,110 Maybe it does... 525 00:45:46,670 --> 00:45:48,220 Would you like to go? 526 00:45:49,860 --> 00:45:51,250 Where? 527 00:45:52,290 --> 00:45:53,810 The special place. 528 00:46:08,080 --> 00:46:09,380 Eh!? 529 00:46:09,690 --> 00:46:11,340 This is... 530 00:46:12,660 --> 00:46:15,000 Breath-san is sleeping there. 531 00:46:21,130 --> 00:46:22,610 How is it? 532 00:46:22,610 --> 00:46:26,370 Eh? But can we be in here without permission? 533 00:46:26,560 --> 00:46:28,200 No, we can't. 534 00:46:28,200 --> 00:46:30,600 Well, then let's get out. Why are we here? 535 00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:33,760 - This is my tranquilizer. - Eh? 536 00:46:39,820 --> 00:46:42,440 End of life will come to everyone... 537 00:46:45,890 --> 00:46:48,920 Everyone's life will end some day... 538 00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:51,920 When I think of that... 539 00:46:52,550 --> 00:46:55,800 ...I feel at ease and... 540 00:46:56,720 --> 00:46:58,960 ...calms me down. 541 00:47:46,240 --> 00:47:48,900 Preparations for the transplant have started... 542 00:47:50,440 --> 00:47:53,350 Once enough cancer cells in my blood disappear... 543 00:47:53,950 --> 00:47:56,480 ...they'll transplant my sister's cells to me. 544 00:47:57,640 --> 00:48:00,360 I'm sorry...to make you do this for me... 545 00:48:01,020 --> 00:48:03,830 Don't say sorry. Say thank you instead. 546 00:48:04,970 --> 00:48:07,340 Because of me... 547 00:48:07,970 --> 00:48:10,090 ...your marriage plan isn't going anywhere, is it? 548 00:48:10,090 --> 00:48:11,980 Don't worry. 549 00:48:11,980 --> 00:48:15,020 Although we talked about marriage, we weren't planning right away... 550 00:48:15,050 --> 00:48:17,020 In the near future... 551 00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:19,970 I see... 552 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:30,490 6 months since the cancer was discovered... 553 00:48:32,670 --> 00:48:34,980 First time this year... 554 00:48:35,390 --> 00:48:37,190 ...snowing... 555 00:48:53,290 --> 00:48:54,840 Fujioka-san! 556 00:48:54,910 --> 00:48:57,340 Fujioka-san. What's wrong? 557 00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:59,770 I thought my cancer had disappeared... 558 00:49:00,460 --> 00:49:03,240 Fujioka-san, Fujioka-san, are you conscious? 559 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:08,010 - Fujioka-san, we'll move you. - Fujioka-san. 560 00:49:08,010 --> 00:49:11,680 - Fujioka-san, can you hear me? - Fujioka-san, are you conscious? 561 00:49:12,120 --> 00:49:14,230 Fujioka-san! 562 00:49:21,530 --> 00:49:22,700 Yes. 563 00:49:37,290 --> 00:49:39,150 I'm sorry to say this but... 564 00:49:39,370 --> 00:49:42,250 ...chemotherapy has not shown much effect... 565 00:49:42,720 --> 00:49:45,120 We would like to change our plan and... 566 00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:48,910 ...go ahead with the transplant without waiting for the remission. 567 00:49:49,670 --> 00:49:52,040 If we do the transplant without being in remission... 568 00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:53,850 ...will it be effective? 569 00:49:54,120 --> 00:49:56,020 If we wait for the remission... 570 00:49:56,020 --> 00:49:58,420 ...he may become in a critical state before that. 571 00:49:58,420 --> 00:50:00,630 That's not what you explained before. 572 00:50:01,390 --> 00:50:03,790 As long as chemotherapy is not effective... 573 00:50:04,260 --> 00:50:06,820 Immediate transplant will be the best option. 574 00:50:06,820 --> 00:50:08,720 He'll be cured, right? 575 00:50:08,840 --> 00:50:10,720 Once he get the transplant... 576 00:50:11,430 --> 00:50:13,170 I cannot swear to it. 577 00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:16,770 What is the ratio? 578 00:50:18,730 --> 00:50:20,650 For me to be able to survive...? 579 00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:24,100 What ratio? 580 00:50:26,530 --> 00:50:28,680 Is it still 40%? 581 00:50:32,620 --> 00:50:34,330 Doctor. 582 00:50:36,320 --> 00:50:38,340 I can't accept this easily either but... 583 00:50:39,410 --> 00:50:41,690 ...after considering the progress up to now... 584 00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:45,790 ...it'll be about 20%... 585 00:51:02,150 --> 00:51:03,920 I don't know... 586 00:51:04,650 --> 00:51:06,390 ...what's going on... 587 00:51:07,740 --> 00:51:09,640 I don't get it... 588 00:51:11,660 --> 00:51:14,060 80% became 40%... 589 00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:17,790 ...40 became 20... 590 00:51:19,590 --> 00:51:22,240 Next time it may become 10% or something... 591 00:51:25,750 --> 00:51:27,860 I really wonder if there is any chance... 592 00:51:29,100 --> 00:51:31,180 ...of my getting better... 593 00:51:32,790 --> 00:51:34,940 Costs for my treatment and hospital stay... 594 00:51:36,580 --> 00:51:38,350 ...just costing more and more... 595 00:51:38,350 --> 00:51:41,630 - You don't need to worry about that! - I do. 596 00:51:42,230 --> 00:51:45,550 - All I'm doing is causing trouble. - It's no trouble. 597 00:51:45,610 --> 00:51:49,590 - We'll do what ever we can. - That's just a burden for me... 598 00:51:50,630 --> 00:51:53,820 - Just more stress on me... - Stress? - Enough. 599 00:51:54,520 --> 00:51:56,480 Let's stop. 600 00:52:06,050 --> 00:52:08,070 Something happened? 601 00:52:12,900 --> 00:52:14,950 Now it's 20%... 602 00:52:16,720 --> 00:52:18,490 My chance of survival... 603 00:52:22,820 --> 00:52:24,490 I'm kind of... 604 00:52:25,690 --> 00:52:27,110 ...scared... 605 00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:34,690 All you can do is practice. 606 00:52:35,930 --> 00:52:37,470 Practice? 607 00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:41,330 Practice not to be obsessed with life... 608 00:52:44,900 --> 00:52:48,120 Seal the feeling of love towards someone... 609 00:52:49,350 --> 00:52:52,510 ...not to look at the new born baby... 610 00:52:54,020 --> 00:52:57,310 ...sitting in the morgue thinking everyone will die someday... 611 00:52:59,390 --> 00:53:01,510 When people die... 612 00:53:03,370 --> 00:53:04,950 ...is that the end of it? 613 00:53:08,740 --> 00:53:10,570 7 years ago... 614 00:53:11,460 --> 00:53:13,860 ...my boyfriend committed suicide. 615 00:53:15,060 --> 00:53:17,050 Why...? 616 00:53:18,400 --> 00:53:21,090 His last text was really ordinary too... 617 00:53:21,090 --> 00:53:22,990 (Just finished work. I'll have ramen or something then go home.) 618 00:53:25,290 --> 00:53:29,080 Someone who had 100% chance of survival died... 619 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:33,750 I had no clue why he died... 620 00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:38,740 You can't see what people are thinking... 621 00:53:40,510 --> 00:53:43,100 ...you can't understand people that easily but... 622 00:53:45,660 --> 00:53:49,580 ...at least I wanted to be able to consider other people's feeling... 623 00:53:49,770 --> 00:53:51,980 That's why I became a counselor. 624 00:53:56,240 --> 00:53:58,960 Something like a suicide... 625 00:54:05,310 --> 00:54:07,110 I'm sorry. 626 00:54:07,300 --> 00:54:09,220 Let's go back now. 627 00:54:11,150 --> 00:54:13,800 Did you enjoy this place? 628 00:54:15,350 --> 00:54:16,990 I'm sorry but... 629 00:54:18,730 --> 00:54:20,210 Too bad... 630 00:54:21,860 --> 00:54:23,280 Um... 631 00:54:25,110 --> 00:54:26,850 After he was gone... 632 00:54:29,030 --> 00:54:31,200 ...how long did you take 'til you were fine? 633 00:54:35,030 --> 00:54:37,740 Even now, I'll start crying suddenly... 634 00:54:38,150 --> 00:54:40,740 ...and can't stop crying... It happens sometimes. 635 00:54:42,860 --> 00:54:45,480 He died without any notice so... 636 00:54:45,640 --> 00:54:48,290 ...ones who were left behind have never gotten over it. 637 00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:52,330 I wish he's alive... 638 00:54:55,780 --> 00:54:58,110 I wish he tried to live... 639 00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:09,960 The transplant had started... 640 00:55:10,050 --> 00:55:12,800 Then, I'll start the drip. 641 00:55:18,230 --> 00:55:20,190 My sister is... 642 00:55:20,440 --> 00:55:22,430 ...coming inside of me... 643 00:55:42,740 --> 00:55:44,640 How are you feeling? 644 00:55:48,620 --> 00:55:50,570 There is no way to answer that, huh? 645 00:55:53,450 --> 00:55:54,960 Um...yeah... 646 00:55:57,930 --> 00:55:59,670 I want to... 647 00:56:00,770 --> 00:56:02,200 ...eat soon... 648 00:56:03,780 --> 00:56:05,540 ...like Sashimi... 649 00:56:08,320 --> 00:56:10,090 ...chawanmushi... 650 00:56:14,890 --> 00:56:16,720 For me... 651 00:56:16,720 --> 00:56:19,190 I got the permission to go out yesterday. 652 00:56:19,600 --> 00:56:22,130 I was out in town first time in a long time... 653 00:56:22,250 --> 00:56:24,750 ...stood on the street with a fund raising box. 654 00:56:25,730 --> 00:56:27,620 Of course, showing my artificial leg... 655 00:56:31,980 --> 00:56:33,870 I get quite a bit doing that. 656 00:56:36,460 --> 00:56:38,140 Why... 657 00:56:39,050 --> 00:56:41,140 ...would you show the artificial leg...? 658 00:56:43,100 --> 00:56:46,980 People want to help someone, don't they? 659 00:56:47,800 --> 00:56:50,390 Want to help someone weak... 660 00:56:50,390 --> 00:56:51,850 Thank you very much. 661 00:56:51,850 --> 00:56:54,470 It's a really nice thought but... 662 00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:56,470 People forget really easily, right? 663 00:56:56,990 --> 00:57:00,750 That's why I'll stand on the street showing the artificial leg. 664 00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:03,660 Those... 665 00:57:03,970 --> 00:57:05,800 ...money that you've collected...? 666 00:57:07,760 --> 00:57:09,690 I've been donating them. 667 00:57:12,030 --> 00:57:13,510 Me too... 668 00:57:13,510 --> 00:57:15,510 ...I'm helping someone... 669 00:57:16,830 --> 00:57:19,260 I have nothing I want... 670 00:57:21,060 --> 00:57:23,710 If someone tells me I can have anything I want... 671 00:57:24,310 --> 00:57:25,710 I'll say "life"... 672 00:57:26,740 --> 00:57:28,580 ...although it's not possible... 673 00:57:29,780 --> 00:57:32,560 I have nothing I want, other than life... 674 00:57:33,540 --> 00:57:36,220 Nothing scares me more than death... 675 00:57:38,460 --> 00:57:40,450 In other words, it's the strongest. 676 00:57:45,730 --> 00:57:47,270 ...strongest. 677 00:57:49,420 --> 00:57:51,850 We're the strongest. 678 00:57:55,580 --> 00:57:57,730 I had the best dream. 679 00:58:06,030 --> 00:58:08,250 - Here. - Thank you. 680 00:58:08,560 --> 00:58:10,520 - Here. - Thank you. 681 00:58:10,900 --> 00:58:12,730 - Here. - Thank you. 682 00:58:14,280 --> 00:58:15,670 Thank you. 683 00:58:16,930 --> 00:58:18,380 Thank you. 684 00:58:19,140 --> 00:58:20,850 Thank you. 685 00:58:21,000 --> 00:58:22,850 Thank you. 686 00:58:24,830 --> 00:58:27,920 - Let's eat. - Let's eat. 687 00:58:36,070 --> 00:58:38,660 Ah...he's smiling... 688 00:58:39,320 --> 00:58:41,160 You're right... 689 00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:56,250 The transplant was a success. 690 00:59:02,920 --> 00:59:05,440 - Please take care. - Thank you. 691 00:59:08,100 --> 00:59:10,210 Now you can eat all you want, huh? 692 00:59:10,690 --> 00:59:12,580 Sashimi and Chawanmushi... 693 00:59:13,880 --> 00:59:15,610 Yup... 694 00:59:19,940 --> 00:59:21,930 - Lemon? - Yes... 695 00:59:28,590 --> 00:59:30,240 Then, see you... 696 00:59:31,150 --> 00:59:33,140 Thank you for everything. 697 00:59:39,170 --> 00:59:41,760 If cancer doesn't come back within 5 years... 698 00:59:42,080 --> 00:59:44,610 ...my future will be pretty bright... 699 00:59:52,220 --> 00:59:54,550 I've imagined myself... 700 00:59:54,870 --> 00:59:57,620 ...looking at this scenery 5 years from now... 701 01:00:13,660 --> 01:00:16,850 - I'm home... - Ah! Welcome home~... 702 01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:21,240 - What's for dinner? - Not decided yet. What would you like? 703 01:00:21,810 --> 01:00:24,170 Oh, then I'll make it. 704 01:00:24,170 --> 01:00:25,560 Eh~!? 705 01:00:25,560 --> 01:00:27,870 You just came out of the hospital... 706 01:00:27,870 --> 01:00:31,120 This is my rehab so I can go back to the shop as soon as possible. 707 01:00:50,640 --> 01:00:52,320 Thank you. 708 01:00:53,830 --> 01:00:55,250 Kota. 709 01:00:56,200 --> 01:00:59,010 Congratulations on your hospital release! 710 01:01:00,460 --> 01:01:02,260 Congratulations! 711 01:01:02,450 --> 01:01:04,850 - Congratulations! - Thank you. 712 01:01:06,150 --> 01:01:08,520 I still can't work or anything but... 713 01:01:08,680 --> 01:01:11,640 Don't rush and take it slowly, right? 714 01:01:11,990 --> 01:01:13,510 Yeah... 715 01:01:13,790 --> 01:01:17,170 - Let's eat. - Let's eat! 716 01:01:22,980 --> 01:01:25,320 - It's delicious! - Yeah... 717 01:01:25,320 --> 01:01:28,160 - It's great! - Right? 718 01:01:30,590 --> 01:01:32,490 (Shrimp and colorful vegetables au gratin) 719 01:01:32,490 --> 01:01:34,890 The smell of colored pencils... 720 01:01:39,310 --> 01:01:41,210 The sound of whisking... 721 01:01:43,420 --> 01:01:45,790 - How is it? - Tastes ordinary...? 722 01:01:46,160 --> 01:01:47,550 Fine... 723 01:01:47,550 --> 01:01:49,770 Don't eat... 724 01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:52,860 The feel of the fork touching my lips... 725 01:01:58,170 --> 01:02:00,950 Gentle... sunshine.... 726 01:02:02,940 --> 01:02:05,680 I'm still alive today... 727 01:02:14,590 --> 01:02:15,980 (From Harada Nobuo) 728 01:02:15,980 --> 01:02:17,810 Hello... (From Harada Nobuo) 729 01:02:17,810 --> 01:02:19,040 ...are you still alive? (From Harada Nobuo) 730 01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:23,310 "Let me tell you about my recent activities..." 731 01:02:23,460 --> 01:02:25,610 "I'm the same as always..." 732 01:02:25,610 --> 01:02:28,610 "Get up in the morning... continue with my treatment..." 733 01:02:28,830 --> 01:02:30,820 "Do the breathing exercise..." 734 01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:32,910 "...and walk around the hospital..." 735 01:02:32,910 --> 01:02:34,910 "...my ordinary life..." 736 01:02:38,690 --> 01:02:42,700 "Okubo-san has been busy with counseling appointments..." 737 01:02:43,200 --> 01:02:45,980 "...she said her day goes so fast..." 738 01:02:46,620 --> 01:02:48,540 "I do speak to her once in the while but..." 739 01:02:48,540 --> 01:02:51,420 "...about her dead boyfriend..." 740 01:02:51,700 --> 01:02:54,730 "...she never mentioned it after that..." - Let's take one step at a time. 741 01:02:55,140 --> 01:02:57,230 Let's not rush, take it slow... 742 01:02:57,230 --> 01:02:59,120 "But..." 743 01:02:59,250 --> 01:03:01,460 "Okubo-san is always smiling..." 744 01:03:02,630 --> 01:03:04,080 "By the way..." 745 01:03:04,080 --> 01:03:06,920 "...my artificial leg has been extended by 5mm..." 746 01:03:07,590 --> 01:03:10,110 "I wonder how long I'll keep growing..." 747 01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:13,840 "I'm so surprised to see I'm still growing..." 748 01:03:14,220 --> 01:03:17,310 "I thought I may not die..." 749 01:03:18,450 --> 01:03:20,440 "For just a moment..." 750 01:03:21,830 --> 01:03:23,880 "I'm still alive today..." 751 01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:33,830 Today will end... 752 01:03:33,990 --> 01:03:35,830 ...and tomorrow will come again... 753 01:03:39,580 --> 01:03:42,330 - Let's eat. - Let's eat! 754 01:03:42,450 --> 01:03:45,300 Slowly... quietly... 755 01:03:46,150 --> 01:03:48,170 ...my day went by... 756 01:03:48,270 --> 01:03:50,450 ...and a year has passed... 757 01:03:50,920 --> 01:03:54,170 I wanted to have sashimi today but couldn't find a nice one... 758 01:03:54,520 --> 01:03:57,650 I want to eat sea bream next time. 759 01:03:57,650 --> 01:04:00,020 Sea bream, it's in season right now. 760 01:04:00,200 --> 01:04:03,930 Then, let's go someplace... Somewhere you can really enjoy the seafood. 761 01:04:04,030 --> 01:04:06,840 - You mean a trip? - I want to go where we can see the ocean, right? 762 01:04:06,900 --> 01:04:10,410 - Sis, are you going to take us? - My bonus is really tiny. 763 01:04:10,440 --> 01:04:12,430 - Dad, I'm counting on you. - Huh? 764 01:04:12,430 --> 01:04:14,420 What are you saying... 765 01:04:18,490 --> 01:04:20,800 But this is tasty... 766 01:04:31,660 --> 01:04:34,350 Wow~! It's the ocean! 767 01:04:34,980 --> 01:04:37,280 Dad, you're great! 768 01:04:42,240 --> 01:04:45,050 - Let's eat. - Let's dig in! 769 01:04:46,350 --> 01:04:48,270 - It's sea bream. - Sea bream~! 770 01:04:50,740 --> 01:04:52,540 I'm digging in~. 771 01:04:55,950 --> 01:04:57,650 - Is it good? - Yes. 772 01:04:58,320 --> 01:05:00,690 - It's ready. - It's coming. 773 01:05:01,630 --> 01:05:03,240 Smile~. 774 01:05:03,240 --> 01:05:05,110 Ah! Not blinking. Sorry. 775 01:05:05,110 --> 01:05:07,570 - What are you doing. - Sorry. 776 01:05:07,570 --> 01:05:09,500 Just a minute. 777 01:05:36,690 --> 01:05:38,270 Got long... 778 01:05:39,500 --> 01:05:40,960 Huh? 779 01:05:42,250 --> 01:05:43,770 Your hair... 780 01:05:46,320 --> 01:05:47,840 Yeah... 781 01:06:20,080 --> 01:06:23,490 When we were little, you and Dad played soccer often... 782 01:06:24,470 --> 01:06:27,250 Since Dad was a coach of the soccer team... 783 01:06:27,250 --> 01:06:30,380 I had to join the team, too... 784 01:06:30,380 --> 01:06:31,770 Wait right there. 785 01:06:31,770 --> 01:06:35,680 In order to form a soccer team, a parent had to supervise... 786 01:06:35,680 --> 01:06:38,650 ...and you're the one who said, "My Dad will supervise!" 787 01:06:38,650 --> 01:06:42,920 - That's why I had to do it. - Really? - Really. 788 01:06:42,920 --> 01:06:45,660 I've never done soccer before so it was really hard. 789 01:06:45,660 --> 01:06:48,160 Really? I really thought you liked soccer.. 790 01:06:48,160 --> 01:06:50,160 I'm a baseball fan... 791 01:06:50,160 --> 01:06:53,660 - Who cares... - Regardless, you both looked like having fun. 792 01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:58,110 - They really had fun doing it, right? - No, Mom, you were having the most fun. 793 01:06:58,110 --> 01:07:00,100 Making lunch for the entire team... 794 01:07:00,100 --> 01:07:03,100 That's right. You made so many Onigiris... 795 01:07:10,800 --> 01:07:13,680 KOTA~!? KOTA! 796 01:07:13,680 --> 01:07:17,220 Kota! Kota! Handkerchief. Here's a handkerchief. 797 01:07:19,960 --> 01:07:23,030 - Kota, are you alright? - Ambulance, please 798 01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:25,780 Like I said, ambulance! 799 01:07:25,780 --> 01:07:27,610 Don't have one? 800 01:07:27,890 --> 01:07:30,100 What do you mean you don't have enough ambulances...! 801 01:07:32,850 --> 01:07:35,500 Kota, hang in there. Hang in there. 802 01:07:36,860 --> 01:07:38,720 Watch it! 803 01:07:39,230 --> 01:07:42,070 - Please take us to the hospital. - Huh? - Please! 804 01:07:42,420 --> 01:07:44,980 Kota, hang in there. Kota! 805 01:07:45,070 --> 01:07:48,040 - Dad! - Um... I'll drive. - Huh? 806 01:07:49,050 --> 01:07:50,980 HURRY! 807 01:07:53,320 --> 01:07:55,180 Kota... 808 01:07:59,760 --> 01:08:03,080 Kota, it'll be fine. We'll get there quick! 809 01:08:34,630 --> 01:08:36,620 I'm sorry... 810 01:08:38,700 --> 01:08:40,150 ...Dad... 811 01:08:44,950 --> 01:08:46,980 I'm sorry it wasn't fine... 812 01:08:52,570 --> 01:08:54,080 I'm sorry... 813 01:09:25,160 --> 01:09:27,430 Relapsed... 814 01:09:32,050 --> 01:09:33,720 Are you scared? 815 01:09:36,280 --> 01:09:37,980 Of course you are... 816 01:09:40,380 --> 01:09:41,930 I've been practicing... 817 01:09:42,220 --> 01:09:45,470 ...not to be obsessed with life for a long time... 818 01:09:46,350 --> 01:09:49,130 ...and sealed my feelings of falling in love with anyone but... 819 01:09:56,930 --> 01:09:58,950 ...but it's not possible... 820 01:10:01,450 --> 01:10:03,310 I'm scared... 821 01:10:05,810 --> 01:10:07,550 I don't want to die... 822 01:10:10,230 --> 01:10:11,780 Me too... 823 01:10:15,350 --> 01:10:17,370 ...don't want to die either... 824 01:10:20,530 --> 01:10:22,520 I don't want to die...but... 825 01:10:24,980 --> 01:10:27,250 ...I still thought about it somewhere in my heart... 826 01:10:30,790 --> 01:10:33,250 ...like what would happen after death... 827 01:10:35,940 --> 01:10:38,150 What do I need to do... 828 01:10:40,740 --> 01:10:43,010 ...to die the proper way... 829 01:10:47,910 --> 01:10:50,090 What should I do...? 830 01:10:58,430 --> 01:11:00,480 Then... 831 01:11:01,170 --> 01:11:03,190 People who are important to you... 832 01:11:03,510 --> 01:11:06,260 ...how would you like them to remember you? 833 01:12:15,650 --> 01:12:18,050 Once your family gets here... 834 01:12:18,710 --> 01:12:21,650 I'll talk about the treatment plans going forward. 835 01:12:24,520 --> 01:12:26,640 I came here alone. 836 01:12:29,730 --> 01:12:31,250 Doctor... 837 01:12:33,810 --> 01:12:35,700 Death... 838 01:12:37,660 --> 01:12:39,840 ...doesn't mean it's the end, does it? 839 01:12:45,050 --> 01:12:46,660 It doesn't... 840 01:12:49,000 --> 01:12:51,020 Let's discuss... 841 01:12:52,130 --> 01:12:53,990 ...our plan... 842 01:12:57,270 --> 01:12:59,010 Please. 843 01:13:05,040 --> 01:13:12,430 (Death, doesn't mean it's the end) 844 01:13:15,720 --> 01:13:17,930 It's about three months... 845 01:13:28,260 --> 01:13:30,280 I'm sorry... 846 01:13:31,950 --> 01:13:33,720 Why are you apologizing? 847 01:13:33,850 --> 01:13:35,460 Because... 848 01:13:35,740 --> 01:13:37,800 We did the transplant... 849 01:13:38,460 --> 01:13:40,890 Because you became my donor... 850 01:13:41,810 --> 01:13:44,020 ...I'm still here... 851 01:13:46,770 --> 01:13:48,750 If the treatment... 852 01:13:48,750 --> 01:13:51,690 ...goes well, you can still live... 853 01:13:51,850 --> 01:13:53,690 ...right? 854 01:13:54,600 --> 01:13:56,710 I have no desire to do... 855 01:13:57,630 --> 01:13:59,520 ...chemotherapy anymore... 856 01:14:00,690 --> 01:14:02,240 Why? 857 01:14:03,850 --> 01:14:05,590 Even if I do it... 858 01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:08,560 ...with my current condition... 859 01:14:09,600 --> 01:14:11,810 ...I won't be able to live any much longer... 860 01:14:13,710 --> 01:14:15,600 Just suffer with the side effects... 861 01:14:15,600 --> 01:14:17,810 Please don't say that. 862 01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:21,440 If anything can be done, don't give up 'til the end and you should try! 863 01:14:21,440 --> 01:14:25,200 She's right. It may let you live much longer then expected. 864 01:14:25,200 --> 01:14:27,200 I've already decided... 865 01:14:29,750 --> 01:14:31,460 Going forward... 866 01:14:32,530 --> 01:14:35,150 I'm planning to have visits with a palliative care doctor... 867 01:14:35,400 --> 01:14:37,330 Don't make all the decisions yourself. 868 01:14:37,330 --> 01:14:40,170 Your life isn't just your own! 869 01:14:40,170 --> 01:14:42,950 Let's think this over together really well. 870 01:14:43,770 --> 01:14:45,860 I know my condition... 871 01:14:47,310 --> 01:14:49,390 ...better than anyone... 872 01:14:51,200 --> 01:14:52,270 It's... 873 01:14:54,570 --> 01:14:57,100 ...not possible for my body to withstand the chemotherapy... 874 01:14:57,230 --> 01:14:59,470 What are you babbling about! 875 01:15:00,100 --> 01:15:01,620 All I want... 876 01:15:01,900 --> 01:15:04,080 ...is for you to live... 877 01:15:04,710 --> 01:15:06,920 That's all... 878 01:15:10,020 --> 01:15:11,280 Sorry... 879 01:15:15,890 --> 01:15:17,730 Long ago... 880 01:15:19,460 --> 01:15:21,360 ...often... 881 01:15:23,130 --> 01:15:25,650 ...we went to the lake together, right? 882 01:15:29,130 --> 01:15:30,990 When I was little... 883 01:15:32,350 --> 01:15:35,000 ...my feet won't reach the paddle in the boat... 884 01:15:37,970 --> 01:15:40,910 I sat on Dad's lap... 885 01:15:42,170 --> 01:15:44,100 ...and paddled... 886 01:15:48,140 --> 01:15:50,380 Once I was able to paddle on my own... 887 01:15:52,880 --> 01:15:55,060 I got on the boat with Ne-chan... 888 01:15:57,490 --> 01:16:00,650 ...and competed on which one of us can paddle more... 889 01:16:03,170 --> 01:16:04,970 Before I knew it... 890 01:16:07,410 --> 01:16:09,140 Ne-chan would make me cry... 891 01:16:15,400 --> 01:16:17,390 When I got on with Mom... 892 01:16:19,660 --> 01:16:23,360 I told you I'll paddle so you don't need to... 893 01:16:26,200 --> 01:16:28,120 ...and I paddled really hard... 894 01:16:31,280 --> 01:16:33,940 I really felt like I was devoting myself to my parents... 895 01:16:38,390 --> 01:16:40,440 I was planning to... 896 01:16:43,220 --> 01:16:47,110 ...really take care of the two of you when I get older... 897 01:16:58,160 --> 01:17:00,500 ...but I got cancer... 898 01:17:10,820 --> 01:17:13,380 ...and I wasn't in the condition to... 899 01:17:14,330 --> 01:17:15,940 ...take care of anyone... 900 01:17:27,560 --> 01:17:29,810 For the rest of the time that's left.... 901 01:17:32,780 --> 01:17:35,050 I want to spend normally... 902 01:17:37,480 --> 01:17:39,940 ...as normally as possible... 903 01:17:46,260 --> 01:17:48,220 Stay home... 904 01:17:51,950 --> 01:17:53,970 Eat Mom's cooking... 905 01:17:57,510 --> 01:17:59,050 Have some... 906 01:18:01,860 --> 01:18:04,070 ...stupid arguments with Ne-chan... 907 01:18:07,990 --> 01:18:09,410 I want Dad to... 908 01:18:16,990 --> 01:18:19,870 ...tell me "It'll be fine". 909 01:18:27,320 --> 01:18:29,340 Those are... 910 01:18:33,670 --> 01:18:35,720 ..ever since I was a kid... 911 01:18:39,290 --> 01:18:42,100 ...the things that made me feel good... 912 01:18:46,140 --> 01:18:48,510 Always supported me... 913 01:18:53,060 --> 01:18:55,180 Until the end... 914 01:18:58,300 --> 01:19:00,390 ...with Dad and Mom... 915 01:19:01,150 --> 01:19:03,170 ...and Ne-chan... in this house... 916 01:19:05,980 --> 01:19:07,750 ...with smiles... 917 01:19:10,870 --> 01:19:13,780 ...have a smile on our faces as much as possible... 918 01:19:18,170 --> 01:19:20,380 That's how I want to spend my time... 919 01:19:28,500 --> 01:19:30,230 Little by little... 920 01:19:33,550 --> 01:19:35,480 ...my body will weaken... 921 01:19:40,020 --> 01:19:42,770 Things that I can't do on my own will increase... 922 01:19:46,820 --> 01:19:50,130 ...and I'll need everyone's help... 923 01:19:54,300 --> 01:19:56,420 ...to stay alive but... 924 01:20:04,880 --> 01:20:07,190 ...that's what I want to do... 925 01:20:19,160 --> 01:20:20,450 Got it. 926 01:20:28,160 --> 01:20:29,330 Got that? 927 01:20:37,950 --> 01:20:39,940 Until the end... 928 01:20:47,740 --> 01:20:50,010 ...I didn't amount to anything... 929 01:20:54,430 --> 01:20:55,860 I'm sorry... 930 01:21:04,700 --> 01:21:06,910 Dying before you... 931 01:21:12,560 --> 01:21:14,360 I'm a bad son... 932 01:21:20,620 --> 01:21:22,420 I'm so sorry... 933 01:21:30,440 --> 01:21:31,800 Kota. 934 01:21:34,800 --> 01:21:36,630 You won't die. 935 01:21:46,260 --> 01:21:47,940 Everything will be fine. 936 01:22:01,420 --> 01:22:03,630 Wow, tastes so good... 937 01:22:03,630 --> 01:22:05,780 I should ask you to teach me how to make it next time. 938 01:22:05,780 --> 01:22:07,830 Sure, I have a recipe too. 939 01:22:08,430 --> 01:22:10,330 It was really delicious. 940 01:22:10,450 --> 01:22:12,890 - Thank you. - Thank you. 941 01:22:12,890 --> 01:22:14,090 No problem. 942 01:22:14,090 --> 01:22:16,330 Um... Please take good care of me. 943 01:22:16,710 --> 01:22:18,160 Sure. 944 01:22:18,250 --> 01:22:21,440 Starting today, we'll come visit every other day. 945 01:22:22,230 --> 01:22:25,110 To spend as normal life as possible... 946 01:22:25,300 --> 01:22:28,520 ...we'll try our best to assist you. 947 01:22:29,970 --> 01:22:31,840 Please. 948 01:22:36,640 --> 01:22:39,540 The time to prepare for a proper death have begun... 949 01:22:45,350 --> 01:22:47,410 Little by little... 950 01:22:47,410 --> 01:22:49,410 ...your appetite will decrease... 951 01:22:53,060 --> 01:22:56,440 You may have fever or feel nauseous... 952 01:22:56,820 --> 01:22:59,060 ...we'll control it with medicine. 953 01:22:59,980 --> 01:23:02,220 You may feel like not wanting to do anything... 954 01:23:02,220 --> 01:23:04,590 ...or feel a strong sense of fear... 955 01:23:05,190 --> 01:23:08,410 You may become unconscious more often... 956 01:23:09,360 --> 01:23:11,660 When the pain is so extreme, nothing will help... 957 01:23:11,950 --> 01:23:16,020 ...we'll put you in a deep sleep called sedation. 958 01:23:17,850 --> 01:23:19,620 To spend a nice time... 959 01:23:20,660 --> 01:23:22,750 ...until the end... 960 01:23:49,370 --> 01:23:51,680 I'm sorry to show up so suddenly... 961 01:23:54,840 --> 01:23:56,540 I'm sorry. 962 01:23:59,450 --> 01:24:01,370 I'm really sorry! 963 01:24:03,900 --> 01:24:05,320 Thank you. 964 01:24:09,460 --> 01:24:11,200 Why? 965 01:24:11,200 --> 01:24:13,850 I ran away from Ko-chan! 966 01:24:15,240 --> 01:24:17,170 Me too... 967 01:24:18,050 --> 01:24:20,200 I ran away from you, too. 968 01:24:22,910 --> 01:24:24,940 I had no courage to... 969 01:24:26,010 --> 01:24:28,220 ...come after you either... 970 01:24:31,380 --> 01:24:33,430 So, we're even... 971 01:24:37,220 --> 01:24:39,340 You stayed with me... 972 01:24:41,900 --> 01:24:43,950 ...it really helped me... 973 01:24:46,320 --> 01:24:48,210 I just had to... 974 01:24:49,320 --> 01:24:51,120 ...tell you that... at least... 975 01:25:11,020 --> 01:25:13,480 - Can I take one? - Eh? 976 01:25:25,580 --> 01:25:27,060 Thank you. 977 01:25:33,470 --> 01:25:35,240 Take care. 978 01:25:54,630 --> 01:25:57,760 "To Dad...Mom..." 979 01:25:59,870 --> 01:26:03,410 "Normally I would live long and..." 980 01:26:03,850 --> 01:26:06,440 "...would take care of you both but..." 981 01:26:07,830 --> 01:26:10,420 "I can't even do that... I'm sorry..." 982 01:26:12,380 --> 01:26:14,400 "Live together happily..." 983 01:26:14,940 --> 01:26:17,210 "...like back when you two were dating..." 984 01:26:17,720 --> 01:26:20,810 "...please enjoy the future together..." 985 01:26:23,370 --> 01:26:26,220 "I really caused so many troubles but..." 986 01:26:27,000 --> 01:26:29,250 "I really appreciate what you have done." 987 01:26:29,410 --> 01:26:32,690 "Dad, you must look after Mom's health." 988 01:26:33,760 --> 01:26:36,760 "Mom, you must look after Dad's health." 989 01:26:36,860 --> 01:26:38,370 - How is it? - Delicious. 990 01:26:38,370 --> 01:26:41,250 "Dad, be nice to Mom..." 991 01:26:42,160 --> 01:26:45,200 "Mom, be nice to Dad." 992 01:26:48,170 --> 01:26:49,810 "To Ne-chan..." 993 01:26:51,170 --> 01:26:53,440 "You have been so good to me..." 994 01:26:53,440 --> 01:26:55,750 "...but I couldn't repay you at all..." 995 01:26:56,000 --> 01:26:57,750 "I'm sorry..." 996 01:26:58,590 --> 01:27:00,480 "Thanks to you..." 997 01:27:01,020 --> 01:27:03,740 "I was able to live a little longer..." 998 01:27:04,210 --> 01:27:06,040 "...and let me have some fun..." 999 01:27:06,040 --> 01:27:08,880 "That was more then enough for my lifetime..." 1000 01:27:11,060 --> 01:27:14,160 "Thank you for everything." 1001 01:27:15,300 --> 01:27:17,600 "You're the best sister." 1002 01:27:18,260 --> 01:27:20,160 Here it comes! 1003 01:27:24,010 --> 01:27:25,620 "To Bon..." 1004 01:27:26,820 --> 01:27:28,750 "Please protect everyone..." 1005 01:27:29,950 --> 01:27:32,600 "Take it easy with your mischief..." 1006 01:27:33,050 --> 01:27:35,320 "Please take care of each other..." 1007 01:27:35,700 --> 01:27:38,230 "...and live happily together..." 1008 01:27:38,950 --> 01:27:41,130 "Thank you again for everything..." 1009 01:27:42,240 --> 01:27:44,320 "Please take care of your health..." 1010 01:27:58,120 --> 01:28:00,080 "See you." 1011 01:28:17,510 --> 01:28:19,150 Hi... 1012 01:28:20,380 --> 01:28:22,090 It's been a while... 1013 01:28:22,150 --> 01:28:23,630 Yeah... 1014 01:28:24,330 --> 01:28:27,140 - How've you been? - Good. 1015 01:28:29,570 --> 01:28:31,090 By the way... 1016 01:28:32,450 --> 01:28:34,530 Will you come to... 1017 01:28:34,530 --> 01:28:36,530 ...my funeral? 1018 01:28:39,550 --> 01:28:41,190 I will. 1019 01:28:43,750 --> 01:28:46,600 - I have a favor to ask... - Eh? 1020 01:28:50,040 --> 01:28:51,680 This... 1021 01:28:52,690 --> 01:28:54,590 After I die... 1022 01:28:55,150 --> 01:28:57,590 ...can you give this to my family? 1023 01:28:57,900 --> 01:28:59,540 Um... 1024 01:28:59,540 --> 01:29:01,380 ...it's my last letter to... 1025 01:29:01,910 --> 01:29:03,780 ...my family... 1026 01:29:07,600 --> 01:29:09,080 Got it. 1027 01:29:13,470 --> 01:29:15,780 Um... don't forget, okay? 1028 01:29:16,950 --> 01:29:19,630 I will not forget! 1029 01:29:23,360 --> 01:29:25,700 Should I tell him? 1030 01:29:26,580 --> 01:29:28,350 ...once I get to the other side... 1031 01:29:29,070 --> 01:29:30,840 ...to that guy... 1032 01:29:33,210 --> 01:29:35,110 Don't you have something... 1033 01:29:36,020 --> 01:29:37,760 ...you want to tell him? 1034 01:29:44,460 --> 01:29:46,040 Don't have any... 1035 01:29:48,940 --> 01:29:51,660 I don't even know why he died still... 1036 01:29:54,120 --> 01:29:56,430 Before he died... 1037 01:29:57,310 --> 01:30:00,440 ...I wonder if he thought of me even for a split second... 1038 01:30:01,860 --> 01:30:04,760 If he did, he wouldn't have died, don't you think? 1039 01:30:08,900 --> 01:30:11,960 He died with no regards to me... 1040 01:30:13,320 --> 01:30:16,200 I have nothing to say to him. 1041 01:30:24,630 --> 01:30:26,680 It still hurts... 1042 01:30:29,490 --> 01:30:33,500 I can't ever forget... 1043 01:30:37,710 --> 01:30:39,820 It hurts so much... 1044 01:30:52,040 --> 01:30:54,290 So please tell him... 1045 01:30:58,460 --> 01:31:00,980 I'll stay well and keep living no matter what. 1046 01:31:06,570 --> 01:31:07,960 Sure... 1047 01:31:19,810 --> 01:31:21,510 Today... 1048 01:31:22,550 --> 01:31:24,480 ...no matter what... 1049 01:31:25,460 --> 01:31:27,860 ...I want to cook... 1050 01:31:28,780 --> 01:31:30,230 How is the pain? 1051 01:31:31,550 --> 01:31:33,510 A little... 1052 01:31:33,990 --> 01:31:35,760 You shouldn't push yourself... 1053 01:31:37,240 --> 01:31:38,600 It's my parents'... 1054 01:31:39,420 --> 01:31:42,260 ...wedding anniversary so... 1055 01:31:43,590 --> 01:31:45,480 ...I want to make dinner... 1056 01:31:47,130 --> 01:31:49,050 ...and celebrate... 1057 01:31:51,990 --> 01:31:53,410 I understand. 1058 01:31:53,410 --> 01:31:56,440 I'll increase the dose of a strong pain killer. 1059 01:31:58,810 --> 01:32:00,900 Thank you very much. 1060 01:32:09,230 --> 01:32:12,520 My Mom and Dad got married... 1061 01:32:12,960 --> 01:32:15,420 ...and my sister was born... 1062 01:32:17,640 --> 01:32:19,440 ...and then... 1063 01:32:20,160 --> 01:32:22,030 I was born... 1064 01:32:23,380 --> 01:32:25,280 Now... 1065 01:32:25,590 --> 01:32:28,250 ...Ne-chan will marry someone... 1066 01:32:29,350 --> 01:32:31,090 ...and have a child... 1067 01:32:32,510 --> 01:32:34,780 Ne-chan will become a Mom... 1068 01:32:35,010 --> 01:32:37,280 ...and Mom and Dad will... 1069 01:32:38,230 --> 01:32:40,600 ...become grandma and grandpa... 1070 01:32:42,330 --> 01:32:44,130 And then... 1071 01:32:44,390 --> 01:32:47,070 Ne-chan's child will get married... 1072 01:32:47,070 --> 01:32:49,070 ...and have a child... 1073 01:32:50,800 --> 01:32:52,630 Ne-chan will... 1074 01:32:52,720 --> 01:32:54,630 ...become a grandma... 1075 01:32:55,500 --> 01:32:57,590 ...and Mom and Dad will... 1076 01:32:58,980 --> 01:33:01,760 ...become a great-grandma and a great-grandpa... 1077 01:33:04,320 --> 01:33:06,400 That's... 1078 01:33:07,630 --> 01:33:09,940 ...my most deepest wish... 1079 01:33:15,270 --> 01:33:18,020 Your 33rd wedding anniversary... 1080 01:33:18,430 --> 01:33:20,640 Congratulations! 1081 01:33:20,640 --> 01:33:22,640 - Thank you. - Thank you. 1082 01:33:23,300 --> 01:33:25,070 Let's eat. 1083 01:33:26,270 --> 01:33:27,880 Let's eat. 1084 01:33:28,290 --> 01:33:30,120 Let's eat! 1085 01:33:36,940 --> 01:33:38,270 It's delicious. 1086 01:33:52,920 --> 01:33:55,260 - Mom... - Yes? 1087 01:33:56,400 --> 01:33:58,040 Um... 1088 01:33:59,270 --> 01:34:01,100 I have a favor to ask... 1089 01:34:01,730 --> 01:34:03,380 What? 1090 01:34:39,220 --> 01:34:42,600 - Here, let's eat. - Let's eat. 1091 01:34:44,660 --> 01:34:46,770 The day came that... 1092 01:34:47,250 --> 01:34:49,300 I can no longer eat... 1093 01:34:54,480 --> 01:34:57,420 I started to lose awareness... 1094 01:34:58,430 --> 01:35:00,480 I'm not sure if I'm sleeping... 1095 01:35:01,140 --> 01:35:03,040 ...or awake... 1096 01:35:04,210 --> 01:35:06,160 If I'm alive... 1097 01:35:07,300 --> 01:35:09,040 ...or dead... 1098 01:35:11,820 --> 01:35:14,500 I'm kept alive by this tube... 1099 01:35:15,230 --> 01:35:17,410 Only thing I can do is... 1100 01:35:18,390 --> 01:35:20,190 ...to breathe... 1101 01:35:22,780 --> 01:35:25,080 ...and discharge wastes... 1102 01:35:26,410 --> 01:35:28,340 Discharge wastes, huh? 1103 01:35:31,400 --> 01:35:33,610 Harada onii-chan's... 1104 01:35:34,530 --> 01:35:36,740 ...low graffiti... 1105 01:35:36,770 --> 01:35:38,980 ...that's what came to my mind... 1106 01:35:40,430 --> 01:35:42,830 It's no time to be laughing but... 1107 01:35:44,600 --> 01:35:46,370 I'm laughing... 1108 01:35:47,950 --> 01:35:50,100 Something good happened? 1109 01:35:56,700 --> 01:35:58,620 Doctor... 1110 01:35:59,130 --> 01:36:00,620 Yes? 1111 01:36:04,590 --> 01:36:05,920 Can you... 1112 01:36:09,900 --> 01:36:11,980 ...take this thing...off, please... 1113 01:36:13,660 --> 01:36:16,150 If I take this off, you won't get any nourishments... 1114 01:36:17,420 --> 01:36:20,730 You do understand what that means, right? 1115 01:36:24,550 --> 01:36:26,040 Ye..ss... 1116 01:36:35,770 --> 01:36:37,440 If we take it off... 1117 01:36:37,600 --> 01:36:40,690 ...will he feel pain or suffer...? 1118 01:36:44,070 --> 01:36:47,740 The pain will be controlled by medicine so it's no problem. 1119 01:36:49,820 --> 01:36:51,680 Once he is off it... 1120 01:36:51,970 --> 01:36:54,650 ...he'll slowly lose consciousness... 1121 01:36:55,470 --> 01:36:56,890 Most likely... 1122 01:36:57,370 --> 01:37:00,310 ...the end will come within a few days... 1123 01:37:11,740 --> 01:37:13,670 Please do as he wishes. 1124 01:37:18,310 --> 01:37:19,890 I will. 1125 01:37:34,610 --> 01:37:36,000 Kota... 1126 01:37:38,580 --> 01:37:40,320 Thank you... 1127 01:37:45,470 --> 01:37:47,180 Thank you... 1128 01:37:54,790 --> 01:37:56,780 Then... 1129 01:37:59,080 --> 01:38:01,960 I'll prepare to remove the catheter. 1130 01:38:06,690 --> 01:38:08,210 Kota... 1131 01:38:09,730 --> 01:38:11,180 Kota... 1132 01:38:11,400 --> 01:38:13,260 Kota~... 1133 01:38:16,200 --> 01:38:18,320 I'll turn the pump off... 1134 01:38:37,240 --> 01:38:38,500 Then... 1135 01:38:40,710 --> 01:38:42,350 I'll start removing... 1136 01:38:46,620 --> 01:38:48,890 You won't feel any pain. 1137 01:38:56,600 --> 01:38:58,490 Please don't... 1138 01:39:01,330 --> 01:39:02,880 Please don't take it off... 1139 01:39:02,980 --> 01:39:04,590 Dad... 1140 01:39:22,400 --> 01:39:24,330 It'll... 1141 01:39:25,680 --> 01:39:27,610 ...be... 1142 01:39:29,920 --> 01:39:31,620 ...fine... 1143 01:39:47,730 --> 01:39:49,090 Kota... 1144 01:39:51,490 --> 01:39:53,320 You've fought well. 1145 01:39:56,600 --> 01:39:58,310 It's not true... 1146 01:39:58,780 --> 01:40:01,180 ...that you didn't amount to anything. 1147 01:40:03,330 --> 01:40:04,850 You've done well. 1148 01:40:07,970 --> 01:40:09,460 And... 1149 01:40:10,940 --> 01:40:12,360 ...you're not... 1150 01:40:14,670 --> 01:40:17,130 ...a bad son at all... 1151 01:40:19,440 --> 01:40:21,930 Just to have been born to this family... 1152 01:40:22,940 --> 01:40:24,680 ...you're already a good son. 1153 01:40:38,800 --> 01:40:40,320 Thank you! 1154 01:40:41,330 --> 01:40:42,720 Kota. 1155 01:40:50,640 --> 01:40:52,380 Tha... 1156 01:40:54,880 --> 01:40:56,200 ...n... 1157 01:40:58,850 --> 01:41:00,660 ...k... 1158 01:41:03,210 --> 01:41:04,260 ...you... 1159 01:41:28,950 --> 01:41:30,660 Please continue... 1160 01:42:28,960 --> 01:42:30,380 Kota. 1161 01:42:31,740 --> 01:42:34,170 - Kota! - Call the doctor! 1162 01:43:04,940 --> 01:43:07,490 Ordinary scenes... 1163 01:43:10,750 --> 01:43:13,650 - Congratulations! - Thank you. 1164 01:43:13,780 --> 01:43:16,210 Ordinary family... 1165 01:43:20,470 --> 01:43:22,970 Kota! You can do it! 1166 01:43:27,010 --> 01:43:29,100 It'll be fine. 1167 01:43:58,030 --> 01:44:00,140 Ordinary family... 1168 01:44:00,140 --> 01:44:02,140 ...you'll find anywhere... 1169 01:44:19,160 --> 01:44:20,990 What's... 1170 01:44:21,300 --> 01:44:23,140 ...for... 1171 01:44:27,750 --> 01:44:29,480 ...dinner...? 1172 01:44:38,450 --> 01:44:40,440 It's chawanmushi... 1173 01:45:27,250 --> 01:45:28,580 He has passed away. 1174 01:45:52,580 --> 01:45:54,540 Thank you very much. 1175 01:45:54,760 --> 01:45:56,540 So long. 1176 01:46:14,150 --> 01:46:16,300 He passed away... 1177 01:46:19,740 --> 01:46:21,790 They told me he was smiling... 1178 01:46:27,700 --> 01:46:29,220 I see... 1179 01:46:46,870 --> 01:46:48,700 Should we go to a movie? 1180 01:46:49,870 --> 01:46:51,640 ...or go bowling? 1181 01:46:51,890 --> 01:46:54,800 Either way, we need to go all the way into town... 1182 01:46:56,440 --> 01:46:58,530 You know it's our date. 1183 01:47:08,250 --> 01:47:11,410 - Are!? Something is written here. - What? 1184 01:47:13,560 --> 01:47:14,820 Is it graffiti? 1185 01:47:14,820 --> 01:47:17,220 (Death, doesn't mean it's the end) 1186 01:47:25,470 --> 01:47:27,110 I'm so sorry... 1187 01:47:27,110 --> 01:47:28,720 Oh, I'm sorry... 1188 01:48:06,400 --> 01:48:07,950 I found you! 1189 01:48:19,510 --> 01:48:22,060 - I'm home. - I'm home. - Welcome home! 1190 01:48:22,060 --> 01:48:24,620 Dinner will be ready soon. 1191 01:48:26,010 --> 01:48:28,030 - Looks good. - Leave it to me. 1192 01:48:28,030 --> 01:48:31,510 Well, it does look good but how does it taste? 1193 01:48:31,510 --> 01:48:34,920 It'll be fine. Kota wrote it so nicely so it'll taste fine. 1194 01:48:36,210 --> 01:48:40,000 - It's not going to be as good as Kota's... - Of course it's not... 1195 01:48:53,580 --> 01:48:55,760 What's for dinner? 1196 01:48:57,970 --> 01:49:02,930 (Death, doesn't mean it's the end) This drama is fiction based on a true story. Thank you for watching~! 82411

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