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[Nigel] Previously on "90 Day Fiancé: The Other Way."

Oh!

You're gonna change my phone to French?

You have to learn French, starting now.

If she never try, we will never make it.

Sold! $5,000. Congratulations!

I'm Michelle, and I flip cars for a living.

When I met Felix,

I thought he was the best man I've ever met.

My only concern is the dad is obsessed with me.

[Michelle] When I was there, him and his father,

they robbed me.

What?

The dad was playing a little, he says, prank,

but it wasn't a prank.

It's like he has control.

He's brainwashed him.

Before the camping trip,

slept together,

camping trip.

-She stayed in her own tent. -You chea --

Because I told you to tell her to bring a tent.

[tense music builds]

[Andi] I look over and I realize that,

"Oh, this is Azrael -- camping girl."

[Nigel] You been inside yet?

I feel like I'm spinning out a little bit.

[Niles] How do we explain to the family that

the visa process really isn't in my control?

It's not so much --

[Niles] This is really freaking horrible.

I feel sick to my stomach, I really do.

Ally has told me that everything that she's doing,

she's been doing it on her own.

And she could maybe be better off without you.

I should be your [bleep] priority.

[Jonathan] You are my priority, but you are --

-But I don't feel like it! -But you are also too much!

You are way too [bleep] much sometimes.

Then what the [bleep] are we doing together?

I don't know.

[tense music plays]

Forza! You close, close!

Every time, the net! Every time.

[Jessy] Like, shut the [bleep] up!

The fact that he is talking to me this way...

Good luck getting home. Walk home, then.

I wanna flip right now.

[Vittorio speaks Italian]

[suspenseful music plays]

[Nigel] The party's been a lot of fun.

Thank you so much for coming and spinning.

[Azrael] Happy to be here.

That was a lot of fun.

[both] Cheers.

[Nigel chuckles]

[Nigel] I'm glad Azrael showed up.

I didn't want anything to be weird

between the three of us.

I think Andi might feel threatened by Azrael

because she's younger

and because she's more involved

in our festival scene here in Australia.

So she's gonna potentially feel that I'm going to be spending

more time with Azrael than maybe she's comfortable with.

[Nigel] You're gonna get to meet Andi.

-Yeah. -That's really cool.

[Nigel] She's a big personality.

I'm interested to see.

I'm excited to know her.

She's clearly important to you.

Yeah.

[Azrael] I've seen Nigel here and there over the years,

but it's only the last few months that we've really

gotten to know each other.

We have definitely shared a connection,

and some intimacy.

-To not making it weird. -Yeah, exactly.

But as far as the festival we were going to together,

Nigel did ask me to be his plus-one.

And then over a conversation with Andi after that,

he told me, "This is what Andi's communicated to me."

Ethical non-monogamy is kind of like a bit of a dynamic

where you have to navigate the nuance.

But I like -- I like a challenge.

It's a funny story.

Mmm.

Andi kind of came at me this morning

when I was setting up the stage,

asking me questions about you,

'cause maybe she felt a bit -- a bit threatened.

Really?

I guess you've been my most recent lover,

is the thing for her, because she just had it in her head

that maybe we've got, like,

a really serious long-term thing going. -Right.

I'm like, "No, we've just seen each other a few times recently."

-[Azrael] Yeah. -Which has been awesome.

I'm -- I'm here for mischief, not for mayhem.

Oh, yeah.

To partners in crime, then.

-Partners in crime. -Yeah.

I'm gonna go freshen up my drink.

-[woman] OK. -And I'll be back.

[woman] All right.

[friend speaks]

-[man] How's it going? -[Azrael] Hey.

-What's your name? -Azrael.

[man] Azrael. Good to meet you.

-Hey, pleased to meet you. -Nice to meet you.

[Azrael speaking]

Yeah.

[all laugh]

[man] Gotcha!

[all laugh]

[Nigel] You've come to the right place, buddy.

[laughing]

-You know? -Get the dogs out!

Sorry, I'm a bit covered up right now, but...

I thought everyone was barefoot in Australia.

There's way too many shoes going on in here.

Oh, but we had like, a week of rain,

so we don't wanna get the squelch, you know?

-Squishy. -Yeah, yeah.

[Nigel] I'm sticking to the bare.

[girls laugh]

I would expect -- I would expect no less.

-Yeah, alright. -Yeah.

-Alright. -Mm-hmm.

So, we're having a dance party.

We are.

There's been suspiciously little dancing.

-That's so true. -Yeah.

-Oh, yeah? -[Nigel] Nice.

So that girl there was -- was the girl.

[tense music plays]

-Blue hair? -[Nigel] Yeah, blue.

OK, cool.

-She seems nice. -She's lovely.

Yeah.

I saw you chatting with her and was like, "Ooh, OK."

So, you know, it's the first time I'm having this,

you know, in a relationship.

I've never had an actual non-monogamous relationship.

So navigating it, and we'll just see how the night goes.

Yeah?

-Shall we dance? -Let's dance.

-OK. -Yew-hoo.

I don't think I was quite ready

to be meeting Nigel's lovers

and having them, like, really a part of his life

and a part of my life now.

It was a little shocking.

[Andi] We're gonna have a dance party.

[Nigel] We're gonna have a dance party.

[techno music plays]

[people cheer]

[Nigel] Oh, that looks sick.

The girl's on fire.

[upbeat music plays]

[Nigel speaks]

[Andi] I don't know.

Azrael is a part of Nigel's world

in this like, festival girl sort of way,

and she's spinning fire

and she's got the long, colorful hair and I'm like,

"Man, is that what Nigel wants?"

[people cheer]

[Nigel] I'll play with this one.

[Andi] So how long have you been spinning fire?

[Azrael] A few years.

[Azrael speaks]

-Really? -Yeah.

Your mom?

Cool mom!

-Really? -Yeah.

[Andi] That's awesome. Yeah, that's cool.

I'm planning to do more of that.

What?

-Dancing in the bush... -Oh, party? Oh, yes?

-...with the fire. -Good, you're coming?

-Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Of course, yeah.

-I'll be there for sure. -Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

[tense music plays]

Nigel is throwing this big birthday celebration.

-Yeah, I love it. -Camp fire.

Yes.

And the fact that she is gonna be there

confirms my suspicions.

There's like a bit of a relationship forming here.

-Glad you guys are chatting. -How you doing?

-Good, good, good? -Yeah, yeah.

-Yeah. -Eh?

[Andi] Totally.

[Nigel] She's amazing, eh?

Yeah, I'm --

[Andi] It's great.

I still want Nigel and I to be monogamous

at the start of our relationship,

while we're building everything,

and I'm feeling a little uneasy

about bringing that up to him.

I don't know how he's gonna react.

But there's so much more to gain from a community

and collaboration, you know? -Mm-hmm.

-[Andi] Yeah, exactly. -It's to be seen, explored,

heard, experienced. -[Andi] Yes, [giggles].

That's why we're here, baby!

-Yes. -Yeah!

-[laughing] -Yeah.

♪ Fire in your eyes, you're burning red ♪

♪ Mmm ♪

[Vittorio speaks Italian]

Man, [bleep] you! Like...

♪♪

That's so toxic, for real.

[Jessy] Tonight, I'm seeing a lot of red flags from him.

Like, I'm seeing a lot of immaturity,

and I wanna be with a mature man

who can really take accountability

and take ownership of a situation,

know when he's wrong,

and, you know, move on from it.

But if he continues with these little jokes

and these white lies and this arrogant personality,

I can't sustain a relationship like that.

[suspenseful music plays and stops]

[Jessy] I hope you calmed the [bleep] down.

[Jessy] No, you cursed at -

You cursed at me on the bike, like, this is, that's not OK.

You have to respect me.

You cannot talk to me like that.

But then we talk about it at home like we do now.

We don't need to make a scene at the place

and go to the bathroom. -[Jessy] You're the one yelling!

You literally were yelling at me in front of your friends,

in front of everybody, in front of the workers.

Like, I'm already embarrassed.

Don't you care about me and my feelings?

But of course, Jessy, I care about you.

If you want all of this stuff about your social status

and the places that you go to, and all this stuff,

and how I order, how I talk, how I dress,

then for all that noise,

go be with an Italian girl, like...

No, why you bring up --

what the [bleep] does this mean about an Italian girl?

[Jessy] No, for real, because clearly, I don't fit this mold

that you want me to do and stuff.

No, you can, but you have to not do all of this,

get offended like a children of six-year-old.

-You are a -- -A child?

Vittorio, I have feelings.

You need to understand,

"Wow, this woman just left her whole life in New York

and dropped everything for me.

The least I can do is let her [stammers] let her be fine

and feel comfortable around my friends.

-But Jessy -- but Jessy -- -I want to be with a man

who makes me feel good,

who uplifts me in front of his friends.

I'm giving up so much for you.

What are you giving up for me?

What do I give up? I give you everything.

I paid for all your flights.

-I paid for all your stuff. -I gave up --

I paid for everything, so shut the [bleep] up.

-[Jessy] We're not gonna -- -Shut the [bleep] up.

[dark chord plays]

Vittorio, do not talk to me like that.

What is wrong with you?

You're so [bleep] disrespectful!

Do not talk to me like that, stop!

Because you're turning into a monster.

You're turning into a monster.

Oh, you look like you're a [bleep] monster.

What do you mean, "Shut the [bleep] up"?

No, this is not gonna fly.

You're not gonna talk to me like that.

You have to change the voice you talk to me.

I react because you talk to me like that.

Vittorio, you're throwing in my face

all the things you've done for me.

What's the number-one thing I told you?

I need somebody who shows unconditional love.

And you throwing in my face, [speaks Italian],

all the stuff that you've done for me,

that's the most disgusting quality you could have!

And that's the most disgusting of you,

because unconditional is not for you --

[curses in Italian]

So now you wanna sit here

and air out all the [bleep] laundry,

all the stuff you've given to me?

Don't do that [bleep].

[Vittorio speaks]

Oh, my God!

Because you lied to me!

You told me you live in the city, and you don't!

You're lying!

[Jessy] Vittorio is like, nuts right now.

I've never been spoken to that way,

especially by a guy.

So the fact that he told me to shut the F up, like,

are you crazy?

He's tripping.

I cannot believe he speaks to people like that.

Like, do you kiss your mother with those lips?

Like, who are you talking to? It's insane.

♪♪

This is not the man that I moved to a different country for.

The Vittorio that I know is kind, is sweet, is caring,

and he would never speak to me this way.

I'm honestly worried that this was all just a cover,

and I'm seeing his true [bleep] colors now.

[Vittorio sighs] Jesus.

She pushed me to the limit.

I don't want to tell a lady, "Shut the [bleep] up,"

but she pushed me to the limit.

There's also so much I can take into.

[suspenseful music plays]

[sniffs]

I've always felt like your sister has been

kind of distant towards me in the past.

I know your sister can speak a little English.

[speaks French]

Can you go to check my apartment and check on him?

[Michelle] All my friends told me to spy on Felix.

I pay them money like I'm a hustler.

You can pay for whatever you want in the streets.

I get crazy.

You're gonna see another side you don't wanna see.

♪♪

♪ We're out of time, yeah ♪

♪ So you win another life, yeah ♪

Well, I gotta make some tea. I don't have any pots, pans.

It's the only glass that I have.

I gave my daughter everything because I'm moving.

I'm anxious to get back to Ghana to be with Felix,

but we got in another fight last night

because of his, ugh, his family.

I really hate that his family's always in our business,

and he told me when I get back there,

he wants me to sit down and make up with them.

And I told him, "[bleep] no, I'll never do that,"

and he screamed at me and hung up on me.

Don't let him fool you.

Felix comes off all sweet and nice and goody-two-shoes,

but Felix has a mean side.

He's driving me crazy.

Like, every time we fight,

he goes and hangs out with his daddy.

They sit around in a circle talking [bleep].

And then he lies about it.

Like, "Oh, I was at home the whole time."

I really love Felix, but whenever he lies to me,

I get scared.

I'm very suspicious of anyone because five years ago,

I met a man in Nigeria.

After a year of video chat,

and I finally went over to meet him in person.

When I got there, he already had

marriage papers drafted for us.

I was like, "What the [bleep]?" I was scared.

I was alone. So I just went along with it.

The day we got married was the last day I was in Nigeria.

But after I left, things got really, really bad.

He basically stole my Social Security number.

He was opening emails, bank accounts.

I lost thousands of dollars.

He destroyed my credit.

I mean, he was scamming me.

So I thought Felix was different.

But then when he shuts off his location,

or he does shady [bleep] with his family,

or he lies, I start to panic

because I will not be scammed again by anyone.

Period.

[FaceTime ringtone dings]

Hi, Alan. How are you?

Fine, and how's your wife and children?

Hey, that's good.

So Felix, he's turned his location off.

He won't answer the phone. He disrespected me.

And I was wondering, can you go for me

to check my apartment and check on him?

He said he was going to sleep and he don't feel good.

So you can do that for me today and send me some videos

and see what he's doing?

Because I think something is going on over there.

OK.

When we got the apartment in Ghana,

I made sure to go downstairs, meet the neighbors.

There's like little shops underneath.

And I met the barbers and they became my friends.

So now that Felix is being so weird,

all my friends help me to spy on him.

I pay them money, like, I'm a hustler.

You can pay for whatever you want in the streets.

I always get what I want.

So call me back when you have the video.

Bye. Thank you.

Bye.

So yeah, I have a few people who've been looking out for me,

even the landlord.

She even tells me that girls keep going upstairs.

There's two doors.

There's my door and a neighbor door.

I think the neighbor's having different women in and out.

Who knows?

Could be Felix in my house doing it too.

So yeah, I always get the truth because if I feel used

or lied to, I get crazy. I go mad.

You're gonna see another side you don't wanna see.

I'm moving to Ghana to be with Felix,

and I know that I'm taking a massive, terrifying risk.

I swear.

You think we match?

[Michelle giggles]

But I have this little bit of faith that maybe

he is the man I think he is,

if he's not being controlled by his daddy,

because his father is always the instigator.

In the beginning, I trusted him

more than I ever trusted anyone.

But now, I don't know.

[folk music plays]

[speaks French]

[whistles]

[singing in French]

[sheep bleat]

[music stops]

[Ben] It's so crazy.

I still can't believe, like, how much bag she got.

I was not ready for that, but like...

When she left the first time, I was so lonely here,

so I'm -- I'm pretty happy she's back in.

It feels really good to be back in France.

I feel like...

I was super nervous before my arrival here

and, like, just being back together in the same bed,

like, felt amazing.

Like, I can't -- I can't put it into words.

We definitely have good chemistry.

My phone is still in French,

and I woke up this morning

having, like, no idea what was going on.

I had to, like, manually translate things

on social media, and I was just like,

"Oh, my God, like, the things you do for love."

-Zuri, you want a coffee? -Oh, yeah, I'll have one.

[coffee machine working]

-Need some sugar too. -[Ben] Oh.

You know, I like it -- sweetie sweet.

-Maybe. -Maybe two full.

-Yeah, maybe two full. -You like, sweet.

Oh, that's a lot.

Grab a spoon.

I was thinking today we should go out with my sister.

Like, we can like meet her

and like grab a dinner with her. It can be cool.

I'm a little nervous because I've always felt like

your sister has been kind of distant towards me in the past.

Yeah, but, like,

I think it's because, like,

she wanted you to learn French,

like to make friends, be independent.

Like we really,

like, think the same way about this.

Like, she really wants to discover you more.

If you do some effort with your French tonight,

it can impress her, you know.

I do wanna grow my relationship with Klara,

not only because she's so important to Ben,

but also I -- I want to be a part of their family one day.

And it's hard because I do feel

like she's a little skeptical of me.

And throughout getting to know her,

I found out that she actually knew a little bit of English,

but decided not to speak with me.

It was just kind of like, "Ouch."

Deep down, I really want to be her friend.

Yeah.

You have to talk with her about that.

[Ben speaks French]

[Zuri giggles and speaks French]

[Ben] Oh, I can see my sister.

-[speaks French] -[Klara] Salut.

[Ben speaks French]

[Ben] Ladies first.

[upbeat music plays]

[in French] Merci beaucoup.

Merci.

I actually haven't seen Klara since Ben and I broke up,

so that's like another layer of anxiety

that I'm thinking about tonight.

I don't know how much she knows,

but I'm sure she has some pretty strong feelings

now that I'm back in France.

Yeah, um.

[in French] Tu es contente de rentrer en France?

[Zuri in French] Oui. J'ai contente.

You wanna say -- "Je suis contente."

-Oh, je suis contente. -Yeah.

[in English] I am happy.

Yeah. This is perfect like that.

Oui.

-Bonsoir, madames, monsieur. -[all] Bonsoir.

[in English]

Oh, it's OK.

I know the food better than I know the phrases.

Yeah.

[tense music plays]

I planned this dinner, but it's still stressing me out.

And I told my family that Zuri will work on many things,

and it will be different this time.

-[in French] Pour vous, madame? -Oui, um, je voudrais...

[in English] ...the quiche.

This, I don't know what it is, but I know that --

-[Ben] You know what it is. -[coughs]

-Is it the little bird? -[Ben] No.

-It -- -Oh, with veal?

[Ben] No, like chicken.

Oh, it's chicken. OK.

Yeah, we'll take this.

Supreme de...

-Du poulet? -Oui.

Parfait.

It's clear that Zuri is struggling.

And I'm worried that it will make a bad impression

to my sister.

And it will be harder for my family to accept her.

[in French] Tu es bien, Zuri?

Oui, I just have a lot of thoughts.

[laughing]

I guess I just feel, like, really out of my comfort zone.

Yeah.

[speaks French]

I just, like, you can tell her, I have a lot of regrets

from last time,

but I know your sister can speak a little English.

Like, I think we both need to put more effort in, like...

[Ben speaks French]

[speaking French]

My, what?

[Ben] No, well, I'm not a translator.

I'm not a teacher, I'm not a translator, you know.

[Zuri] You translate when you want to.

[Klara speaks French]

[Niles] I'm about to face Matilda's family

for the first time in two years.

[Mr. Arc speaks]

[Niles] There's also this massive secret about me

staying here in Ghana.

[singing in foreign language]

-[Matilda speaks] -[Niles] I'm fine.

I'm fine.

-OK? -All right.

It's funny, really, how I'm right here

in front of the house, yet we can't go in.

I'm about to face Matilda's family for the first time

in two years.

And my heart's palpitating

because I need to somehow convince them

that even though I haven't been able to follow through

on getting Matilda to the States,

they should not annul the marriage.

[Niles] And there's also this massive secret about me staying

here in Ghana, in the back of my mind.

Man, how do I even tell them that?

-Father? -Hey, Niles, how are you?

[Mr. Arc speaks]

They're in -- you told me not to go inside without you.

OK.

[Mary speaks foreign language]

How are you doing?

[Niles] I am doing OK.

[Niles] It won't matter if they hand the schnapps back.

I -- I -- I might die. Yeah.

[Hayford speaks foreign language]

Yeah.

I'm trying to -- that's why I'm breaking eye contact,

so I can actually process everything you're saying.

Costs are high for me right about here.

My life basically lies in their hands.

[Hayford speaks foreign language]

[Mr. Arc speaks]

[Mr. Arc speaks]

[Abena chuckles]

[Mr. Arc speaks]

[Mr. Arc speaks]

All I can say is, mm, med, med...

[thanks in foreign language]

Thank you for being so reasonable.

Thank you for understanding.

[Mr. Arc speaks]

[Niles] I really wish he hadn't said that.

But at the same time, I probably should just go ahead

and tell them now that I plan to stay in Ghana.

But if I'm being real,

the thought of telling them is giving me the bubble guts.

So I need to somehow tell Mr. Arc first

before this completely blows up in my face.

If you're really, like, gonna break up,

like, we might as well just break up.

You're just gonna bail on me.

[Ally] I'm literally, like, so tired.

I can't deal with this [bleep].

Like, I'm not afraid to walk away.

I'm gonna be single.

I can handle life on my own.

[Ally speaks]

[Jonathan speaks]

You keep wanting to leave.

You even pack your bag.

Sometimes, when I feel overwhelmed and out of control,

I just feel like the best thing to do is bail.

After our big fight last night, John was so upset.

And this morning, I woke up to him packing his bags.

[Jonathan] I was really upset when I had to listen

to your friend say all those things to me.

I felt ganged up on, and I felt like I didn't have your --

your support or backing.

I'm sorry about that.

Sometimes I need, like, an outlet to like,

talk about my problems.

Yeah, but what you can't do

is start pointing fingers at each other.

"Well, you should've done this, you should've done that,"

that I somehow made a mistake by not doing it,

you know, exactly the way you had said.

Especially when your friend Megan said,

"How many jobs have you applied for?"

And it's like this constant push for me to do that,

when I know the best way for me to get you what you want is

to get my business growing.

But if I'm constantly distracted by,

"Do this, do this, do this, do this, do this,"

it's like you're amplifying it all.

You know, with all the what-ifs, what if, what if,

what if this, what if that.

We have a foundation of love, right?

The thing is, my mind will always work in a way

where I need to have a backup plan.

If not, I'm gonna be single, because being single,

I can handle life on my own.

You're just gonna bail on me?

I'm literally so tired. I can't deal with this [bleep].

Like, to make a relationship work, it's not just love.

Both parties have to put in the effort.

So love is not enough.

If you stop putting in effort, you just be complacent.

And then, like...

My love for you is not unconditional.

From the start of our relationship, I said,

"The man that I'm gonna marry,

he's gonna be a man who provides."

Be a man.

OK.

Yes, I wanna take care of you.

Yes, I wanna provide for you.

But there's a lot of added pressure right now.

If you're really like, gonna break up,

like we might as well just break up.

Before my parents know that like I'm pregnant.

[Jonathan] Well, they're gonna find out you're pregnant either way.

And I still think even if we broke up, it would --

No, they're gonna want me to marry you.

No, I don't -- I don't wanna break up.

I'm telling you right now, I don't.

Hearing Ally basically say she'd be better off doing

all this on her own is absolutely devastating to me

at this point.

I mean, Ally and I are gonna be a family and we have

a beautiful baby on the way.

I don't want last night's drama to end the relationship.

If you are really, like,

serious about making this work, then we have to work on it.

You will listen to me when I say,

"OK, but what if this happens?

"Maybe we should do this instead

and actually work on it and take action."

I really need you to do that for me.

OK.

[Ally] Finally, the reality is sinking into him

and he knows that I'm not afraid to walk away.

I feel like I've been letting things slide

because I feel bad.

I don't wanna overwhelm him.

But at the same time, it's not good

for our relationship.

So from today, I'm gonna hold him accountable.

And if he doesn't follow through with what he says, then

there's gonna be consequences.

[sighs]

[Jonathan] Mm-hmm. Yeah.

My dad says that's for pussies.

Have you done sound healing before?

No.

[Andi] Meeting Azrael for the first time

was a weird feeling for me.

And now the person that's facilitating the sound bath

is one of Nigel's ex-lovers.

[snores]

Here I am coming in here to heal from all of our trauma.

And Nigel is taking a nap.

[continues snoring]

[Michelle] I have some gifts for my daughter because

she's gonna have a baby. It's so cute, see?

Oh, my gosh. Umm...

I don't know, honey child.

No, what the heck?

That's a no-no.

No, no, I'm no grandma. I'm still young, OK?

♪♪

I'm going back to Ghana in a few days, and my daughter,

Kiera, took all the furniture.

I sent it with her, with her Navy husband

in California, and Kiera and my mother,

they're both coming to spend time with me

before I go back to Ghana.

[door knocks]

-[both] Hey. -[Michelle] Come in.

I'm so happy. I missed you.

Oh my gosh, you done got big, girl.

-Hello. -Hey, Mama.

-Hey. -So how you been?

My God.

-We missed you. -I missed you.

I love you.

When I first had Kiera, I was a single mom.

Maybe because I come from the bottom,

I wanted Kiera to have everything I didn't have.

So she played the violin,

she did cheer, she did gymnastics.

Yeah, I love her.

Imma give you all your room.

[Shelly] OK.

[Michelle] I got you all a prison cot.

I got you one mattress, one pillow, and one blanket

each, and I blew it up for you, OK?

[Shelly] That's fine.

That's enough. That's all we need.

[Michelle] I'm so happy y'all are here.

I'm gonna miss y'all when I go.

But y'all are gonna come see.

Yeah, I'm scared.

[Kiera speaks]

Y'all will meet him, and you'll like him.

I've tried so many times to like, like him,

and you can do better.

My mom made a lot of sacrifices for me growing up,

and especially raising me just by herself.

[Michelle] Y'all want something to drink?

So I think my mom deserves to be happy,

but I just feel like she hasn't really found the right person.

She can do better.

She always ends up finding a man that needs

taking care of, rather than taking care of you.

[Michelle] So yeah, we have a lot of things to do today,

and I need help.

Well, what do you have to get?

I need some shipping barrels.

It's easier to ship stuff than, you know,

take all those luggages.

Kiera, you know, last time I went, I had like

seven luggages. -Yeah, she got a lot.

I always keep stuff over there, and it's just too much to take

this one. -OK.

So yeah, let's go.

[Kiera] All righty.

You're going too fast, Kiera.

I don't like it when you go fast.

-You need to slow down. -[Kiera sighs] Oh.

So you think you're really moving there forever?

[Michelle] Yeah.

Well...

we wanna support you, but we just wanna tell

you our opinion, because we don't want you

to make a mistake.

I just feel like you trying to find happiness with this guy is

not gon' cut it.

-[Michelle] Why are you so mean? -I'm not mean.

-I'm honest. -[Michelle] Be nice.

[Kiera] I don't think y'all should be together.

The dad has been the one brainwashing him,

putting him up to everything.

He made him rob the house.

He told Felix I'm not allowed to have friends.

His dad asked about me and Felix's sex life.

-No way. -[Michelle] His dad is like his bodyguard.

The dad told me this,

"I control my son.

"I tell him to be with you or not to be with you.

"So when you have a problem with my son, you come to me.

"I'm the one who says he can be with you or not.

I give the approval."

Every time I tell Felix, he says, "Oh, it's just a joke."

Without his family,

then he's -- then everything will be OK.

But when his family is involved, it doesn't work.

[Kiera] But at the same time,

he never is going to leave his family.

He's always going to pick his family's side.

That's what they do over there. They're big on family.

[Michelle] Kiera, she has this attitude. She's sassy, she's snappy.

Probably she gets sassy from me.

When Kiera found out about Felix's dad robbing me,

she was like, "Oh, hell no." She hates him.

[woman] All right, you're all set.

Thank you.

But I really want my mom and Kiera to come to Ghana

to meet Felix so that they can see the other side of him

and see why I love him.

-[Shelly] I guess it will fit. -Told you.

[rock music plays]

♪ Just a few feet away from me ♪

♪ And I could just reach out and touch you ♪

♪ With the lights going on around ♪

♪ Hey you, hey you ♪

♪ Well, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you ♪

-Ladies first. -Thanks.

[Nigel] I think the party was a success, it went really well.

But it was kind of sad that Azrael had to leave

'cause she had to drive somebody else home.

I was hoping that maybe she might stay the night,

you know, all three of us could get to know each other

a little bit deeper. Who knows?

Yes, I am excited.

-[Nigel] Let's go. -[Andi] Awesome.

So do we come in with like intentions of what we want

to like, heal?

Oh, let's see what the facilitator says.

-OK. -You know?

[Andi] I know you guys had a --

had a thing...

-[Nigel] Mm-hmm. -...in the past.

So you guys aren't really like, talking or keeping in touch?

Yeah, well, we're still friends.

[Andi] So last night, meeting Azrael for the first time,

it was a weird feeling for me.

And now today, the person that's going to be

facilitating the sound bath is one of Nigel's ex-lovers.

The last time I came to Australia,

I definitely met a lot of Nigel's lovers.

And these were lovers that were before me.

But now the ones I'm meeting have been his lovers

in the past year that we've been together.

So it kind of carries a whole new weight for me.

Were the times that you hung out with her,

were they like pre-planned or just kind of happened?

What do you mean?

[Andi] Well, I'm just...

We work on the same events and stuff.

I could feel that she was catching feelings,

or that she wanted a more boyfriend experience

kind of dynamic, and I was like,

"That's not, you know, what's in our arrangement."

[Andi] Of course, I'm happy that he broke things off,

but the fact that it got there in the first place

shows that he is just like putting himself in situations

where these emotions can develop.

And I don't know if I have been fully clear

as to what my boundaries are in this open relationship.

[gentle music plays]

-Hello! -Hi.

Welcome!

-Hi, thank you. -Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you. Yeah.

-[Sharma] Hey. -G'day.

-Yeah. -[Nigel] How are you?

[Sharma] Good.

If you wanna -- you can take your shoes off.

[Andi] I would love to.

[Sharma] Get comfy.

Today I've arranged a sound bath for Andi and I.

I feel it's a great way to relax after the party.

So I've booked someone I know

who's one of the best sound bathers.

We've been friends for a long, long time.

We hooked up fairly recently for a short period.

But we've managed to stay friends,

which is really good.

And I'm happy to give her my money for a sound bath.

Have you done sound healing before?

-No. -[Sharma] OK, amazing.

Basically, because your body is made up of 67% water,

and sound moves water.

So it's gonna be unlocking any sort of motions.

So just know that this is a safe space.

So if anything comes up, just release and relax.

So if you'd like to get comfortable,

you can lie down.

[Nigel] Ooh ha.

Take a nice deep breath in...

[Sharma breathes in deeply]

...and out.

[exhales slowly]

[bowls sing]

The sound bath is more intense than I expected.

There was some like big dissonant notes going on

in there and big loud frequencies.

I am feeling, like, [rolls tongue],

like anxious energy within my heart and my body,

thinking of all of these issues

that we've had in our relationship,

you know, like these other lovers that he has,

like me not feeling prioritized,

me not feeling like he is like, caring about me

in the same way that I'm caring about him.

Of course, somewhere in the middle of all that,

there's the most jarring sound of all,

which is Nigel snoring.

[snores]

Here I am, coming in here to heal from all of our trauma,

and Nigel is taking a nap.

[continues snoring]

And I'm like, "Jesus."

It is so Nigel.

[Nigel snores]

Slowly coming back to your body.

Take a nice deep breath in.

[breathes in deeply]

And out.

-Release. -How you feeling?

How was your experience?

[Andi speaks]

And it was good.

Like, I needed to stir it up to...

let it out. -Yeah, let it go.

-Yeah, let it go. -Mm-hmm.

All of those

things come up

between the relationship with Sharma and then,

the relationship with Azrael.

It's making me feel unsafe and unsecure.

In the back of my mind, I'm wondering if I'm gonna

be enough for him.

And now more than ever, we really need to have a talk

about if he's willing to be monogamous with me.

Yeah, it's definitely a process, letting go.

-Yeah. -[Sharma] Yeah.

Yeah.

[Vittorio] I wrote you a little something,

because I need some explaining to do.

[Jessy speaks Italian]

[in English] "I do apologize to the you.

"You are my princess.

Kissing you is like landing on cotton candy."

The way you spoke to me last night is not gonna be

resolved with a poem on a napkin.

[pensive music plays]

[speaks French]

[Klara speaks French]

[Klara speaking French]

So, yeah, she's a protective sister, you know?

I know it.

[Ben] At first, she wasn't thinking, like,

you was not, like, real serious in the relationship.

My family had a strong opinion when Zuri left.

And so now it will be our job to prove that they don't have

to have doubts about it.

I really don't wanna do the same mistake with you.

I don't either.

Like, this time, like, you can tell your sister,

like, I really don't wanna leave again.

[Ben speaks French]

OK.

-[server speaks French] -Oh, wow.

This looks great.

Yep.

Mm.

[Zuri] Look, I'm gonna use my knife.

[Ben] Yeah, I was looking at this.

I know how the French are with their knives.

-It looks so unnatural. -No, it's so unnatural for me.

[speaks French]

Like to be a real French, like you have to keep it

in your hand.

[speaks French]

Take the fork in this end.

It has been bad sometimes at a restaurant with Zuri.

It can be embarrassing.

She's not used to the French things.

Some rules, like if you don't put your fork and knife

together in the plate, it means that you don't like the food,

or don't start to eat before everybody served.

All these kind of little things.

But it was very important if she wanted to show

that she's trying to be more French

and that she's into the culture.

[speaks French]

You have to take, like, some etiquette class.

Oh, my days.

[speaks French]

[Ben speaks in English]

I know, like, you and your family love, like, fine dining.

Yeah.

So if you think it'll help me, then I'm open to it.

[both speak French]

Oh, she understands.

[speaks in English] I understand...

when you speak slowly.

No bad.

-Yes. -[Ben] Nice.

-New chapter. -Yeah, new chapter.

-So, you wanna try to start? -Yeah.

[speaks in English]

[speaks French] Je vais -- je veux?

-Je veux. -Je veux une...

[in English] Relationship?

[in French] Relation?

Relation avec tu.

-Toi. -Toi.

That's good, you're doing good.

-[in French] C'est bien. -Yeah.

[Zuri] Uh...

Désolée pour ma Français.

Je -- je suis embarrassed.

[both] No.

[Klara speaks French]

-Nice. -Nice.

[speaks English] Very nice.

[speaks French]

[Klara speaking French]

You know it's complicated, and she's ready to help you.

I appreciate that.

[Ben in English] Thank you so much.

[Klara in English] You're welcome.

Bitch.

This dinner is a step in the right direction.

Our relationship definitely just needs time

to properly grow.

And I don't care what class I have to take, I'm determined

to fit in with the French because I love Ben so much.

And I'm not gonna spend the rest of my life being

the dumb American who doesn't use her knife.

[gentle music plays]

I'm feeling just so exhausted, not even just like physically,

but just emotionally.

Last night was tough. I mean...

it was just -- it's so draining to fight with someone

you really care about.

It was bad. Vittorio slept on the couch.

Me and Vittorio have not spoken yet this morning.

We've just been like passing by each other in the house.

So it's been kind of awkward.

I don't like yesterday, how things quickly escalate.

Clearly, my voice did not work so well, so I try to express

in writing how I am sorry.

[door knocks]

-[Vittorio] Jessy? -Uh-huh?

Are you gonna come to breakfast?

[Jessy] Yeah, give me a second.

Good morning.

[speaks Italian] Buongiorno.

How are you feeling?

I'm all right, I mean,

I don't like to fight. -Me neither.

And I don't like that side I saw of you last night.

I know.

I also did not like the way I came out at you, so...

After something like that, it's not a lot, but

I made you a little breakfast, I wrote you a little something,

because I need some explaining to do.

And, um...

Take a seat. Take a seat.

If you can read my handwriting, but I went back to the values

of how we fell in love and how you fell in love with me.

Sometimes it helps to write things

on paper so that they don't disappear.

[Jessy reads] "Cara Jessy,

"I do apologize to the you,

"for what happened yesterday.

"You are my princess and I need to always remember that.

"Kissing you is like landing on cotton candy

"and being with you is having arrived to Paradise.

"I promise not to expect too much from you

"and to always speak to you with respect,

"care and elegance.

[in Italian] Ti amo tanto, Vittorio."

I mean, this is sweet, but you need to understand that

the way you spoke to me last night is not gonna be

resolved with a poem on a napkin.

[Vittorio] Clearly.

This was a beginning into trying to now say what

I'm about to say, which is,

I don't want you to feel the way that you felt.

And clearly, I need to be better to communicate with you,

not to put all of this pressure on you that I did.

I got extra angry yesterday.

Mainly, I think, of course, on the tennis court it started,

but mainly at the house.

But it comes all from a place of me caring so much for you,

me being so much in love with you,

and me not wanting you to fail.

Fail in Italy, fail with me, fail with my friends.

It comes from that.

I never saw you like that.

Like, I felt like you were almost like wearing a mask,

because the sweet, caring, kind Vittorio that I know that

always speaks so gentle to me, is nowhere to be found.

I...

I'm worried because I'm like, "Is that the real you?

Is that how you act normally in situations of conflict?"

I know I'm gonna come out wrong whatever I say.

And I know, but I'm trying to make you understand.

It's not like I'm here, I enjoy to get angry.

No, because you said certain stuff that hurt me,

and you also raised the voice.

It's not I wear a mask, this and that.

[Jessy] What I'm saying is I'm here because of you,

and the person I'm here for disrespected me.

Like you realize the way you spoke to me.

Like it already put --

How you came to me?

Like again, if you come with your voice quiet

and this and that, I do the same.

If you come already at attack and you say this and that,

how do you -- -You literally yelled at me

on the bike as you were driving away.

Like, let's not forget how we got here.

Like it takes two to tango.

I did not come in here and saying what I said because

we left on good terms.

No, I said I wanted space and time for you to think.

And I thought that with the space that we took

last night, you were gonna wake up and be

more level-headed and more refreshed.

But right now, again, I feel like you're combating me

and not really listening and -- -I just give you all.

I apologize. I ask you sorry.

I said how much I love you.

I say that my anger came from a point of how much love --

But that's not an excuse, Vittorio.

Jessy, what do you want me to say or do?

What would I needed to do different?

Just, you need to listen to me sometimes.

-Jessy, I try to. -Listen to me and understand

how I feel and really go easy on me and cut me some slack.

-[Vittorio] OK, it is. -Like it's a lot of pressure

that's weighing on my shoulders right now.

Honestly, I have to meet more of your friends,

more of your family. -I know.

I feel like I'm panicked right now.

I have this anxiety right now because I feel like everything

I do and say is wrong.

No, Jessy, I'm sorry.

And I promise, I promise that it will not happen again.

I want you to feel better

and to feel that you are at home.

And I know it's a big word because you just left home.

But home is where I am.

[suspenseful music plays]

[Vittorio speaks softly]

[normally] Vittorio's apology seems sincere.

I feel like he finally calmed down a lot after our fight.

And even though I'm still a little bit upset,

I don't wanna start off this move here,

this relationship here, on the wrong foot.

I really, really don't want what happened last night

to repeat itself. -OK, it will not.

I'm choosing to move forward because, you know, I'm here

for him and I wanna get along and I want this to all be great.

I just hope that things get better.

Crying and stuff.

-[Jessy] Mm-hmm. -[speaks Italian]

I'm sorry.

[speaks Italian]

-[Jessy] Don't do that again. -No, I will not.

OK, Niles. This is a surprise.

[turkey gobbles]

What exactly am I supposed to do with this thing?

[man speaks]

[singing in foreign language]

[knocking]

[Mary] Yes, come in.

-Hey. -Mom, Dad, so glad I made it.

-Hello, Niles. -How you doing, Mom?

Excuse me, I'm a little sweaty. I walked here.

[Mary] Yeah.

[Niles] Hi, Dad.

-And, uh. -[Mr. Arc] Yeah.

-How are you? -I'm doing good.

-Oh. -You can't put it down there.

Last night, Mr. Arc really helped smooth rough waters

with Matilda's family.

So I thought that today I'd come by

and bring him his gifts.

How are you doing, Mom, Dad?

Oh.

I want to hopefully convince Mr. Arc that this is the right

decision that I'm making, because when I tell Matilda

that I'm staying in Ghana, I have a much better chance of

avoiding disaster by having Mr. Arc on my side.

But what I did not prepare for was the audience.

Maybe I should just stay in brace mode

this whole trip, huh?

Niles, is that the present that you are giving it to your dad?

Yes. Yes, Mom, it is.

I didn't unwrap them 'cause I want them to be in as pristine

condition as possible.

[Mary] Thank you.

[Niles] And, um,

the schnapps. -[Mary] Uh-huh.

Do drink that responsibly, please, though.

That's a lot of alcohol.

Thank you. And, um...

So, um...

At the risk of this going horribly, horribly wrong.

[Niles exhales]

[softly] Lord have mercy.

[normally] Yes.

[Niles] Mom, Dad,

um...

I think this is a good time to tell you that

I plan to stay here more permanently.

[suspenseful music plays]

I, um...

I would like to stay here. I would like to live here.

It's nice to live here and...

[Niles] I do have a plan. I saved up enough money,

and we bought some land here.

We're planning on building a house there.

And I was thinking maybe building an apartment complex.

But I'm not uneducated.

So I think that if I look hard enough here, I could probably

land a decent enough job.

Um.

She doesn't know that I plan to be here with her

on a -- on a permanent basis.

I'm just figuring out how I'm going to tell her that.

So, where is your wife now?

She is at the house, I think, yeah.

[Mary] OK.

Because we have a surprise for her.

Oh, man.

It's outside here.

OK.

-OK, Niles. -Yes?

[Mary] This is the surprise.

[turkey gobbles]

[Mary] For you...

-Oh, OK. -...and your wife.

So, hold it.

-Hold it. -Like, um.

[Mary] Hold it. Uh-huh.

-Good here. -Uh-huh.

What exactly am I supposed to do with this thing?

You are going to kill it and give it to your wife

and prepare food for you. -[Niles] All right.

[Mary] You can do it.

Yes.

I just hope this goes right the first time.

I imagine he's not gon' be happy with me if I fail.

[Mary] Mm-hmm.

Well...

the plan to get Mr. Arc on my side just went

straight to hell.

So I'm not gonna be the only one on the proverbial chopping

block once I break the news to Matilda that I'm staying here.

God bless me or bless the food that Matilda's about to eat.

And I walked here. That's really nice.

Ready, set, roach!

[all yell]

[Andi] In the past, when I've confronted Nigel about things,

he will get angry.

I know you even said that it was a non-negotiable,

but maybe we could...

be monogamous.

That's bull[bleep].

[gentle dance music plays]

[Nigel] OK.

I've been living in Australia for a few days, and I feel like

the theme is that I cannot escape Nigel's past lovers.

You know, his roommate, the sound healer,

the girl at the party. Like, they're just everywhere.

-Hey, y'all, mate. -Hi, how are you?

So Nigel's taking me out to a pub tonight.

Whoo!

[Andi] And I'm hoping that we don't see any other lovers.

I'm ready to kind of settle down and chill with the person

that I love that I moved here for.

[indistinct cheering]

-What is going on here? -It's cockroach races.

-Are you kidding me? -Yeah.

-What? -That's what we do at Aussie pubs.

Yeah, cockroach races.

[cheering]

Oh, my God, are they inside that bucket?

Stop it. They're not inside.

-They're not letting them out inside. -Yeah.

-No, they're not. -Yeah.

What? Oh, God.

Cockroach racing was born in Brisbane after an argument

between two people in the pub as to which suburb bred

the fastest roaches.

And it's kind of blown up.

We'll race cockroaches in the bar.

We like to bet on silly things in Australia,

and that's just one of them.

-Thanks, brother. -Thank you.

Yeah.

All right. Friday night, karao-chee!

-[Andi] Oh my God. -Let's go watch.

[Andi] OK, OK.

All right, everybody! Ready, set, roach!

[people yell and cheer]

[cheering]

[screams]

[Andi] They lift the thing.

There are way more cockroaches than are necessary, by the way.

And then they just shoot out in every direction immediately.

They're coming at me. They're coming at these people.

They're all just standing there like there's no big deal.

So this is clearly something they've experienced before.

I cannot get far enough away.

You put 'em in the middle of a circle, and they have to get

to the end of the circle, which is not very far,

and they are very fast.

So suddenly they've made it to the end.

They all win, I'm pretty sure, because we are the losers,

because now there's cockroaches all over the pub.

[people cheer]

Can we go? Can we go?

I can't. I can't.

[Andi gags] They shouldn't be inside.

There's probably people barefoot walking around.

That is insane, Nigel.

What?

-Cockroach races, baby. -Oh, my God.

-Is that a normal thing? -Yeah, we do that in some pubs.

Whoo.

I guess I didn't realize how much I hated cockroaches

until right now.

The fact that it was inside and then they just run away

and get away, like, how is that OK?

Well, some of them are professional racing

roaches, babe. -[Andi] Stop.

They go back to their little racing trailer.

-No, they don't. -Yeah, they know they have.

The others are just like bush roaches that they get

from outside, and they like to live in the bush,

so they just...

-[Andi] So they don't... -They just leave it.

-They go straight to the food. -They go outside.

Nah -- they live in the leaves and stuff.

I just couldn't even believe it.

In the past, when I've confronted Nigel about things,

sometimes he will get angry and try to protect himself

and be a little defensive.

So I'm feeling a little anxious about having this conversation.

So there is something that I want to talk about.

One of the things that kind of came up for me in

the sound healing today is how, like,

out of balance it feels with

how many lovers you have and how, like, common and kind

of day-to-day it feels now that I'm, like, running into them,

like, multiple days in a row. -Mm.

Is that weird for you?

-[Nigel] No, it hasn't been. -No?

There's no reason for it to be weird, you know?

Do you think it's weird for me?

Is it weird for you?

Um...

-A little bit. -[Nigel] Yeah.

A little bit, yeah. It just seems like there's...

seems like there's a lot of them.

-I don't know. -There's been a couple.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

It just feels like such a big part of your life.

And for me, it's such a small part of my life.

Like, you are the big part of my life.

Mm.

It is making me feel like a little shaky,

like a little uncomfortable.

Saying you wanna get out there and get some new lovers

here in Australia?

Some rough-and-ready Aussie men?

Stop.

No, that's not really what I was thinking.

I know how, um,

important this non-monogamy has been, and I know you even said

that it was a non-negotiable, but...

I was thinking

that

maybe we could...

be monogamous for right now.

♪♪

Mmm.

It's kind of really changing, you know, our dynamic,

like I identify as a poly person, right?

What I haven't loved is I feel like you are kind of like

building these little mini relationships with these women.

Feels like it's a little bit

of some like emotional bonding there.

[Nigel] Hang on, don't just put this all on me.

That's bull[bleep].

I'll be back. I'm gonna call Felix.

I'm so [bleep].

All he does is lie.

He keeps lying to me about things that are irrelevant to

lie about. It's so weird.

It's like a compulsive liar.

I wanna know if somebody's there with you.

-[Felix speaks] -No, somebody's there.

I know somebody's there. Don't [bleep] lie.

♪♪

♪ Softer on the surface, [indistinct lyrics] ♪

[Michelle] Let's get the barrel.

-[Kiera] Yep. -[Michelle] Here, push it.

Since I'm moving to Ghana and I love a good deal,

I'm shipping a lot of my stuff because it's a lot cheaper

than having to do check bags

or sending in the post office, you know?

You got it?

So I'm packing everything -- clothes, shoes,

electronics, some toiletries, basically anything you put

in a suitcase.

Try to keep the plastic on these things

so they don't break.

Wow, this one's got lots of space too, Kiera.

-You could even get in here. -[Shelly] It's a lot of stuff.

There's a shipping company that will send it to Ghana

on a ship.

And when it gets there, I'll go grab it at the port.

-So have you talked to Felix? -I talked to Felix earlier.

We got in an argument. And then he said he was tired.

He was going to sleep. He don't feel good.

Mm-hmm.

Are these for his family?

No, why would I give his family anything?

What's wrong with you?

I thought they asked for gifts.

I'm not taking them nothing.

They've done nothing but disrespect me.

They did ask me for gifts. I'm not giving them nothing.

I like them to be covered so they don't smell.

-[Shelly] Your phone. -Hold on.

[phone rings]

Hello?

[Michelle] Earlier, Felix told me he wasn't feeling well,

so he was gonna go to bed early.

But something wasn't sitting right with me, so I had

my friend Alan spy on him.

And it's not about that he has someone

at my apartment with him.

It's the point that he lies all the time.

Do you know who it was? Could you see?

Hey, please take a picture of the car, OK?

Imma call you right back.

I wanna call Felix. All right.

Thank you, and I'll talk to you in a minute.

I'll be back. I'm gonna call Felix.

I'm so [bleep]. All he does is lie.

-He just lies. -This is ridiculous.

I know.

I get so angry because he keeps lying to me about

things that are irrelevant to lie about.

It's so weird. It's like a compulsive liar.

Why do you keep lying to me?

[FaceTime ringtone dings]

[Felix] Hello.

I'm pissed.

I wanna know if somebody's there with you.

No, somebody's there. I know somebody's there.

Don't [bleep] lie.

No, you always have a [bleep] excuse.

Who's there with you?

So why did you lie and say that you're going to sleep?

Why did you lie and tell me you don't feel good?

Why do you keep lying?

No.

You just told me you were sleeping so y'all can do what

you wanna do.

Felix, I'm over here moving to [bleep] Ghana to be with you,

and you keep lying to me since I left there.

You did me wrong when I [bleep] left there.

I forgave you and said, "I'll give you another chance

if you don't break any of your promises."

And you keep lying to me,

and I don't wanna talk to you anymore.

[bleep] you. I'm blocking you.

Don't [bleep] call me.

-[Michelle speaks] -[Shelly] What was it?

-I don't wanna talk about it. -But I thought he went to bed.

[Michelle] I don't know.

I want you to be happy and peaceful.

And you know y'all were.

[Michelle] I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

-Oh, my God. -[Michelle] I'm so sick of it.

[Vittorio] Next time on "90 Day Fiancé: The other way."

-Like this. -I hold mine really weird.

In France, people do remember bad manners.

Oh, we have a problem. Switch.

I'm a bit of a walking faux pas.

Sorry.

[Ally] Hi, Mommy. Hi, Baba.

[Ally speaks]

[Niles] Until I tell her the full truth,

it's gonna be hard for me to keep my head in the sex game.

[Niles] I'm trying to tell you the truth.

Tell the truth. That's what I want to hear.

[Vittorio] Perfecto. We do like this.

We have an 84.

I don't see why I have to touch her chest so much.

[Irma speaks]

Don't be jealous.

-I love you, Mama. -I love you, too.

It breaks my heart that she's gone across the world

for this guy, and he's done nothing for her.

Nothing.

My heart is fluttering 'cause I can't keep living like this.

I mean, just yesterday, I'm crying and screaming

and upset and hurt, and he's being mean to me.

I just pray that I'm not setting myself up for

the biggest heartbreak ever.