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♪ I've never believed in love ♪

♪ I've never trusted anyone ♪

♪ I've always lived by reason ♪

♪ I've never followed my heart ♪

♪ Locked away with a complicated code ♪

♪ But you broke through my heavily guarded firewall ♪

♪ That used to protect my heart ♪

♪ I'm in love with you ♪

♪ I've just realized today that love ♪

♪ Is something I should get to know and explore ♪

♪ The code to my heart has been cracked ♪

♪ By the love you wrapped me in ♪

♪ Having you close puts you in my dreams ♪

♪ You're always on my mind ♪

♪ You cracked my code ♪

♪ My heart's security system is disabled ♪

♪ You unlocked my heart with a love ♪

♪ That this world has never given me ♪

♪ Can I write a new code ♪

♪ That says I love you? ♪

♪ Love you ♪

I remember everything, Sharp.

I remember how he started it,

how he kissed me.

I remember every second, every touch.

How I feel is my business.

Not yours.

Exactly.

I'm tired of you never telling me directly,

not even once.

I don't know what's going on with him.

Kit is a late bloomer.

What is it?

Late developer.

That's why we need a little help.

What is this?

Porn.

Hey!

Hey, Kit!

Sharp's right.

Sometimes the body

knows before the brain does.

Tell Kit that

we've secured an investor from America.

They're giving us no more than 24 hours to decide.

Okay, I'll head in right away.

Boss,

I tried to get them to switch to

an online meeting since it's Saturday,

but Mr. Roch wouldn't agree.

It's fine.

Anything I should know before going in?

Two things.

First, Mr. Panu has instructed you

to go in alone.

Second, the atmosphere isn't great.

You've got this.

Why are you here?

I came to keep Kit company.

Why?

We're having dinner together anyway.

- You had sex last night. - Hey!

When I'm still hungover,

my senses about bedroom matters

are very sharp.

Your energy today is way higher than usual,

your cheeks are flushed bright red.

That means my porn plan worked,

didn't it?

Yeah.

My plan was fantastic!

Wait, we'll gossip later.

Right now I'm worried about my boss.

The American investor

is ready to invest 500 million with us.

Is that what this is about?

I have to give credit to Roch for the great PR.

It wasn't easy.

They have conditions.

They want a full audit of the company.

Background checks on every executive,

personal history, family,

marital status.

They want to verify how transparent

and trustworthy all our executives are.

Someone sent these two photos last night.

Is it true?

It's true.

I'm married.

To Nont?

Yes. To Nont.

Then why did you never tell me?

It's a personal matter.

And it's complicated.

But you're the CEO of a public company.

Everything about you is company business.

Do you think the investors will

still trust us once they know?

If the shareholders have a problem...

I'm done too.

I understand.

I have a proposal.

In three days, you have a scheduled interview

on a business program,

use this opportunity to address the matter.

And what should Kit say?

Tell the truth.

Or say what people want to hear.

What people want to hear?

What do you mean by that?

Just say that

the marriage between you and Nont

is merely a ceremonial matter.

And what happens behind closed doors

stays at home.

Everyone wins.

Boss, how did it go?

It's okay.

It's about the investor situation.

Shall we go?

Want to come along?

I'll excuse myself actually.

I think I'll stay...

And set the table.

Let's go.

Let's go.

I'll call you later.

Let's go.

Nont's got it.

The cold cuts here are really good.

Please try some.

Are you stressed about

the investor situation?

Yeah. There's a decision to be made.

But right now...

Nont.

People are watching.

Then let them watch.

But...

Kit,

try looking around.

See?

These days...

nobody cares about us that much.

You don't have to be afraid.

I'm right here.

We'll learn together, little by little.

Today Nont held my hand in front of others.

Nont isn't afraid of anything.

But I am.

I'm afraid of everything

Nont isn't afraid of.

I love you.

You love me.

I know.

But I have a decision to make.

♪ When closeness starts to stir up feelings ♪

What are you looking at?

♪ And my heart starts to get carried away... ♪

You don't know,

ever since we started sleeping together,

I like to wake up and watch you sleeping.

Why?

Because

I'm brave enough to

look at your face fully.

And brave enough to say I love you.

And right now?

Right now?

♪ I couldn't stop it anymore ♪

♪ It's too late now ♪

You don't have to be asleep,

I'm brave enough to do anything...

♪ I'm already yours... ♪

even braver than just looking.

♪ Somehow I gave my heart to you ♪

♪ I don't even know when it happened ♪

I'm going to shower.

Hey, I'm coming too.

Turn around.

Kit.

Just admit it.

That you feel something for me.

No wait.

You feel something for me a lot.

Are you teasing me?

I'm not teasing.

The evidence speaks for itself.

Fine. I admit it.

I feel something for you.

I have

been waiting for those words from you.

This is...

the happiest I've ever been.

But happiness

has never lasted long for me.

Hmm?

Nont.

I'm going to ask you.

Ask what?

Come here.

What?

Nont,

is this true?

(CEO of NSL is married to a man. Insider leaked a photo)

Did you and the boss really get married?

Answer me, Nont.

It's true.

Why did you never tell me?

Well, at first...

it was a ritual marriage

to ward off bad luck.

Kit wanted to keep it a secret,

didn't want anyone to know.

So I didn't tell you.

Okay.

I'll try to understand.

But how did the photos leak?

I suspect the other day

when the boss was called into the meeting

it was because of this.

Oh yes,

Mr. Roch said that tonight

they'd have to brief the host

to ask the boss about the photo.

I'm sure

it's these photos.

And what is Kit going to say?

I don't know.

All ready.

Thank you.

Mr. Kit,

five more minutes until we're ready to film.

Okay.

What do I do?

If I tell the truth,

the company might fall apart

but if I lie,

I'll lose Nont.

Has everyone else gone home already?

Mmm.

Hey, it's starting.

Hello viewers,

today we have a very special guest.

He's a former super-hot engineering student

and currently

the passionate young CEO of NSL.

Mr. Kittipat Auttawarakul.

Hello.

NSL is really growing so much right now.

I hear you're about to secure

a major investor from America.

Yes, we've received

the first investment installment of 500 million

and are in the process of signing

a continuing contract for another five years.

That's such wonderful and exciting news.

But wait,

before we get into business matters,

may I ask something personal?

Please go ahead.

There are leaked photos

showing that you are married.

And your spouse is a man.

Is this true?

It's true.

Sharp.

Kit is admitting it.

You are confirming that you have indeed

been married to a man?

Yes.

Kit is brave enough to say it in front of everyone.

So why have you

kept it hidden all this time

and never revealed it?

There's a reason for it.

What reason, Mr. Kit?

This marriage...

was a ritual to ward off bad luck.

A ritual to ward off bad luck?

Yes.

My mother is a single mother

who strongly believes in fate and fortune.

A fortune teller told her

I needed to get married at age 28

to break a bad omen.

She was very worried,

so I wanted to put her mind at ease.

But why did it have to be with a man?

Because I didn't want

any woman to misunderstand.

I didn't want her to think

I was marrying her out of real love

when it was just a ritual.

I didn't want to hurt anyone.

So I decided to marry my younger brother,

because we both understood clearly that...

there was nothing serious between us.

Nothing serious.

What the hell kind of answer was that?

So this marriage

had no love involved at all?

That's right.

None.

And in the future,

do you have plans to get married for real?

If I meet the right person,

at the right time,

I'd be ready to marry.

So our ladies still have hope then?

Yes.

Nont,

I think

there's some reason

the boss answered like that.

Just stay calm, okay?

"If I meet the right person,

when the time is right,

I'd be ready to marry."

Then what am I, Sharp?

What have I been waiting for?

Well done, Kit.

You handled that problem really well.

I'll tell the investors that

this matter is closed,

all problems are cleared.

We're going to become the partner

that takes a Thai company

to compete with the tech powerhouse countries.

I'll wait out front

there are reporters lined up waiting to interview us.

Nont, hear me out.

There's nothing to hear.

I'm sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry for what?

For saying there was nothing serious between us'?

Or for saying

"if I meet the right person, I'd be ready to marry"?

Nont.

Let me ask you seriously, Kit.

You said there was nothing serious between us,

do you actually mean that?

It's not like that.

Then what is it like?

It's a business matter, Nont.

I had no choice.

You had no choice.

Easy to say!

If I told the truth,

the company might collapse.

The company collapses.

The company collapses.

But what about me, Kit?

Aren't you afraid of me collapsing?

Nont.

Put the gloves on and come at me.

Put the gloves on and come at me

or you can run away like you always do.

Go on!

No rules.

No running.

No lying.

Begin.

What was all of it?

You said you felt something for me!

But you can't even bring yourself to tell anyone!

10 years, Kit.

I've been waiting for you to be ready for 10 years.

I've waited for you for 10 years.

I know!

You know and you still did this?

Because I'm scared!

I'm scared of everything!

Scared of what other people will think.

Scared the company will fall apart.

Scared that if I accept it,

everyone will change.

And what about me?

Huh?

And what about me?

You chose everything else!

You chose the company!

You chose the money!

I didn't choose!

I don't know what to choose.

I've never had to choose something like this!

You already chose!

You already chose on that show.

You chose everything except me!

Can't even bring yourself to

tell anyone who I am to you.

So what do you want me to wait for?

Huh?

But I can't wait anymore, Kit.

I need someone who will stand beside me.

Not someone who hides me away!

Nont, give me some time.

You've been asking for time all along.

My time has run out too!

Kit, do you know...

when I started loving you?

That day before the school term started.

You told me yourself,

that even if I had no one,

I still had you.

I was 14...

That's 10 years, Kit.

I love you...

I truly love you.

But I can't wait anymore, Kit.

I'm done.

Coming down now.

Mama Wan is here to pick me up.

Take care of yourself, Kit.

I used to think

that one day

I would be someone that

you truly wanted in your life.

But today I know...

that it will never be possible.

So how does it feel,

first day back at work?

Got both a holiday and a new position.

How do I look?

Do I look okay now?

Do I suit the position of Mr. Roch's secretary?

Stunning.

You're always stunning too.

Anyway, are you free at lunch?

Let's eat together.

Sure,

I'm very free!

How is that possible

how can a CEO's assistant like you

be that free?

How could I not be free...

the CEO hasn't come into the office since what happened between you two.

I was going to call

and ask you what's wrong with him.

But I was afraid you'd bite my head off.

I...

haven't talked to him at all either.

It's been a week.

Hey Nont,

if that's the case,

go check on the boss for me.

Nont,

don't be so heartless.

If you don't care,

I'll just leave it and leave.

Kit.

Kit.

Kit.

Kit.

Can you hear me?

Nont.

Is it really you, Nont?

Yes. It's me.

What's wrong with you?

Why are you like this?

You came back.

I just came back for work.

Sharp said you haven't been

to the office for days.

Tonight, can you stay with me?

I was planning to come

pick up the rest of my things.

Just one night.

Then you have to get up

and take care of yourself first.

It's from your favorite shop

near the office.

You still remember.

I remember everything.

Everything about you.

Thank you for coming back.

You're crying.

I don't know what I'm feeling.

But it hurts right here.

It's hurt since the day you left.

I missed you.

I missed you too.

Go take a shower first.

Can you help me shower?

What have I done?

Why did I let fear hurt Nont,

the only man I've ever felt good with?

Kit, finish showering on your own.

I'll go tidy up the room first.

I have tidied up the room.

There are also white roses, the ones you like.

Nont.

Can you stay with me tonight?

I know I don't have the right to ask.

I know my time is up.

Why do I have to go soft for you?

If I stay,

I want tonight to be a good memory.

I'll make tonight a good memory.

One we'll remember forever.

♪ I've heard a thousand stories ♪

♪ But it never crossed my mind ♪

♪ That my heart couldn't take a world where you're not around ♪

♪ Because I'm so sure that you're my one ♪

♪ I need you to know that ♪

♪ After all the ups and downs we've been through ♪

♪ I know it with my heart, my soul and mind ♪

♪ That through it all I'll always be right with you ♪

♪ Know that I'm yours for life ♪

Why are you crying?

Because this is the last time.

♪ All my doubts and fear they disappear ♪

♪ Such a reassuring feeling ♪

♪ That I know my heart is leading ♪

Your heart is beating so fast.

It beats fast

every time I'm near you.

My heart beats fast because of you too.

Kit.

Tonight, can you look at me?

Look?

Don't look away.

Don't turn your face away.

I want you to remember me.

Remember everything.

Remember the feeling.

Remember that I belong to you.

Okay.

Tonight, you lead.

I don't know what to say.

You don't have to say anything.

Just show me.

Do you know,

you're the only one for me.

You're the only one for me, too.

I love you.

Thank you.

For letting me love you.

Does it hurt?

No.

I'm sorry.

Nont.

Yes?

I have to admit...

Admit what?

I admit I'm afraid.

Afraid of what?

Afraid of everything.

Afraid I'll change.

Afraid of what others will think.

Afraid of what Mom will think.

But the thing I'm most afraid of...

is losing you.

Last time, when you left,

I felt like my heart was

going to stop beating.

I don't want you to go anywhere anymore.

Kit.

Because you are afraid,

that's exactly why I have to leave.

Wellness isn't something far from us.

It's a "lifestyle" that everyone wants to have.

It's something everyone must have.

Nont, could you help rub my back for me?

Sure.

Boss.

Right now, in your mind,

what is Nont to you?

Stop lying to yourself first.

Can you do that?

Nont is someone I care about.

I want Nont to be my boyfriend!

That spot doesn't hurt.

I know it doesn't hurt.

But you feel it.

Kit, you're not the masseur.

But I know best where you like to be massaged.

♪ When closeness starts to stir up feelings ♪

♪ And my heart starts to get carried away ♪

♪ As our bond begins to change ♪

♪ Every time I look at you ♪

♪ My heart ♪

♪ Flutters more than I can bear ♪

♪ Before I knew it ♪

♪ Before I realized how I felt ♪

♪ I couldn't stop it anymore ♪

♪ It's too late now ♪

♪ I'm already yours ♪

♪ Somehow I gave my heart to you ♪

♪ I don't even know when it happened ♪

♪ Someone who's always here ♪

♪ Someone you know so well ♪

♪ There's something I've been waiting to say ♪

♪ But I don't know how to say it ♪

♪ Being by your side like this ♪

♪ Makes me feel so good that I still... ♪