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- [screaming]

- Getting overrun by enemy!

- On day five of the course...

- Did they clear the camp? - No.

- Who's going back? - I will.

- Matt. - Whoa!

- I will be a liability out there.

- Jungle extraction ended in disaster for two recruits.

- I can't move. I'm stuck in this [bleep].

Whistle, Matt. [whistle blows]

- Now, with their teammates still reeling from the day...

- Twisted your ankle?

- I mean, it's pretty [bleep] right here.

- I draw the line here, bro.

- The pair remain stranded...

- Don't panic.

- Deep in the swamp.

- This can turn into a long evening.

[foreboding music]

♪♪

- Get on our feet. Come on.

Weather's coming in. - [grunts]

- After three hours out in the jungle with no water

and now at night with a storm coming in...

[thunder rumbles]

Recruits number 11, NBA star Matt Barnes...

- Watch yourself. Watch yourself.

- And number 9, actor David Charvet...

- Stay with me.

- Are in critical danger.

- If we break contact, we may never find each other.

- This is now a fight for survival.

[thunder rumbles]

- In a dangerous situation as this...

Stay close. Listen to my voice.

- Yes, sir.

- Very quickly, things can turn ugly.

[thunder rumbles] Keep pushing, 9.

Cramps, dehydration,

progressive mental confusion...

- [sighs] - Breathe.

It really is a matter of life or death.

This is when it counts, 11. - [breathing heavily]

[thunder booms]

- They're out in the mud by themselves.

Like, if that was me, I'd [bleep] unhinged right now.

- Matt was a G, though.

- What a [bleep] beast.

- How was Oliver?

- He was like, as a leader, I know I'm a liability.

I got to send someone else.

- But he ended up going back, though, right?

- Yeah.

[thunder booms]

- Every step we take, man, closer to freaking extract.

Come on, 11.

[thunder rumbles]

- I hear signs of civilizations.

- Let's go! Let's go!

- After a life-threatening ordeal,

they're finally nearing the extraction point--

- Hey, Q, we're moving to you!

- You got this!

- Where DS Q...

- Straight in. - Keep moving, keep moving.

- And number 3, Oliver Hudson, are waiting.

- Thank God.

- Okay?

[thunder rumbles]

- Rudy saved our lives. - Hell, yeah.

- We could have died if Rudy didn't find us.

- Wow.

- If I was the cause of potential pain,

I would definitely feel bad...

I can't believe what you guys just did.

Because now, from a psychological place,

nobody likes me anymore.

- I'm cramping.

Cramping.

- The hours of exertion without water

have drained number 11, Matt's, body

of salt and fluids.

- Ah. I'm cramping. I'm cramping. I'm cramping.

Oh, now I got one in my stomach.

[groaning]

[loud groan]

- Come on, let's go.

- They're here? - They're here.

- Thank God.

Matt.

- Bro, you okay?

- Yeah, I just got full-body cramps.

- I got you, brother.

- I got to get all this mud off me.

I'm like a pig right now.

- We were legit stuck in quicksand.

This is ridiculous.

- It was nuts.

- On parade!

♪♪

- We have to be on parade?

- They want to brief us.

- Bro, I'm not explaining nothing to nobody,

[bleep] anybody.

[groans]

I've had a short temper in the past.

I definitely think this is the first time

in a competitive setting where my anger will be tested.

[groans]

♪♪

- Let's go. Let's go. They're here.

- Hurry up! Get on parade!

Let's go!

- [groans]

- Get out here, 11!

- Let's go!

- [wincing and groaning]

[bleep].

- Come on, let's go!

- [wincing]

♪♪

- Just keep walking. - [sighs]

- Everybody wants to do Special Forces things

till it comes to doing Special Forces things.

Let me tell you-- things go wrong.

Don't sit around pity-partying.

We get back in, and we get ready to go again.

Do you understand that? all: Yes, staff.

- Get your minds back in the game.

Get ready to go again. Go.

- Go, quickly! Quickly! - Let's go. Let's go.

♪♪

- I'm sorry, but this is crazy.

Nobody thinks that this is crazy?

- Very. - I got a real life.

This ain't worth it.

- David, I love that you're taking on this role

and you went back to go get what you needed to get,

but, like, it's too much.

♪♪

Staff.

I think I've always just been told

I'm a hardcore type of chick.

- What is it, 13?

- But ever since I had my son,

I have new fears that I never had previously.

I'd like to VW.

- VW?

- Yes, staff.

I'm not gonna kill myself to do something just to finish.

Carrying that heavy [bleep] in that terrain

fully taxed me--

on top of everything that happened with the boys

makes me feel very uncomfortable.

- Give me your armband.

[Velcro rips]

And hit the front gate.

♪♪

- Bre Tiesi is the sixth recruit

to leave the course.

Now just remain.

- Day five, it was a calamity.

11--I was concerned,

'cause he looked like the damn walking dead.

He was just steaming, and he was just not there.

- He was carrying a lot of the heavy kit,

helping other people, which was impressive to see.

- We need to get him to push through it.

- Yeah.

- [groaning]

I'm starting to catch a cramp now

in my [bleep] stomach.

- I just have nothing left.

♪♪

- Number 11.

- [groans]

This [bleep].

I'm about to get interrogated after almost dying?

- "NBA star Matt Barnes reportedly drove

95 miles before Derek Fisher altercation."

- Who's Derek Fisher? - Oh, coach.

- Okay.

♪♪

- Step up.

♪♪

- [grunts]

♪♪

[door clangs shut]

- You all right?

- The [bleep] we did today

was the hardest thing I've ever done.

It was hard as hell.

- I'll be honest with you.

Been here five days--I think we've seen a lot of you.

- Mm-hmm.

- We've enjoyed what we've seen.

You're [bleep] good. - Thank you.

- You've got a fiery little temper in there.

- I read some stuff about some violence

or a fight with you and an NBA guy.

Did you ever have problems with that mentality

getting out of control?

- Um, I wouldn't say out of control.

I earned a reputation of kind of the NBA bad boy

because I was light-skinned with tattoos and good hair.

So they kind of thought, oh, he must be acting a certain way,

just not knowing really what my childhood was about.

One thing my dad always preached was,

protect your family no matter what.

And it was the same for my career.

- So tell me about growing up.

- So I was the oldest of three.

I moved from San Jose to Sacramento,

and my parents went out of their way

to put us in better schools.

And I faced a lot of racism growing up,

being Italian and Black.

Wasn't Black enough, wasn't white enough.

So in third grade, my dad told me,

you know, if they call you the N-word, fight 'em.

So I was fighting so much that my mom had to come

work at the school.

My senior year,

the KKK came and vandalized my whole high school--

swastikas everywhere,

"die, [bleep]," Barnes must die.

Hung a mannequin from the oak tree

in front of the school with my football jersey on it

with "[bleep] must die."

Um, it was heavy.

- How did you handle that trauma?

- It was definitely a learning experience that marked me.

And, um...

throughout my career, I found myself getting in trouble

for standing up for teammates.

But if I'm on that team, we're family.

So, if anyone's fighting,

I'll be the first one to get in line.

It cost me... [chuckles]

Probably close to $700,000 in fines over my career.

But, again, I wouldn't change it, 'cause like I said,

those are, you know, my brothers

that turned into family.

- You know, back in the day, you probably had a short fuse.

There comes a time when you go, you know what?

You've got to grow up. - Yeah.

That [bleep] doesn't happen overnight.

I'm still a work in progress,

but I'm working really hard at it.

- You know, in our world, too, we're fighters.

So think about all that [bleep] you've been through

and put that warrior mentality

into something positive.

- Yeah.

- Right now you're on a good path.

It is gonna get harder.

Keep fighting. Keep pushing forward.

And hopefully we'll see you at the end.

- Yes, sir.

- Guard!

- [sighs]

I wore the bad-boy image like a badge of honor.

- Hands back up on the wall.

- Obviously, I've made plenty of mistakes,

but I'm working on it.

I won't let anything slow me down or stop me at this point.

[solemn music]

- How you doing? - Hey.

♪♪

I needed that. - How was it?

- You know, I had a good talk with them, man,

and got some good feedback, so...

I felt just a better spirit,

'cause they see everything and they understand everything,

you know?

♪♪

So did we fail that mission or what?

[laughter]

[dramatic music]

♪♪

- Made it to day six. - Yeah.

I don't know how, dude.

- Ugh. All right, let's see what happens.

- Think you can handle another day?

- I can make no promises.

- How's your ankle?

- It's not good right now.

[grunts in pain]

- I am known as "The Bomb" because that's what I do.

I drop bombs-- only inside the ring.

[chuckles]

- Who I am outside the ring is just a girl.

My childhood was very family-oriented

and very loving.

So what I'm hoping to find out about myself

is how I operate in a space that's uncomfortable.

- [groans]

I'm making noises when I sit down now.

- Yeah. [laughing]

- You turned 50 quick. - [sarcastically] Ha ha.

- [laughs]

- On parade! - Here we go.

- Oh, [bleep]. - On parade.

- Come on, let's go! Hurry up!

- Here we go.

- Put down your Bergens and listen in.

We're getting deep into it now,

and you're starting to experience

some battlefield fatigue.

And you're feeling sorry for yourself

'cause of your aches and pains.

So you must control your emotions,

maintain your composure,

because if you get angry,

then you cannot make critical decisions.

- [exhales deeply]

- In our world, lives can be lost.

Am I understood? all: Yes, staff.

- Let's go.

♪♪

- Get into the vehicles. Go.

♪♪

[thunder rumbles]

- For the first task...

- Let's go!

- The DS are sending the recruits underground

into enemy tunnels

to see who can operate in confined spaces

under fire.

- Watch your footing.

♪♪

- Right, we believe a bunch of bad people

have been operating below the ground.

Your job is finding chemical weapons

in this tunnel system.

♪♪

It's gonna be dark. It's gonna be claustrophobic.

So [bleep] what?

You have a mission.

Is that clear? all: Yes, staff.

- We're gonna be working in pairs.

Carrying out operations in enemy tunnels is horrendous.

I've done it in Afghanistan.

You don't know what's in front of you.

You don't know if you're gonna get stuck.

You feel like you're crawling through your own grave,

thinking you ain't coming out of this.

- It might be pitch-dark.

- It's gonna be extremely tight, yeah.

- I'm a little claustrophobic.

- Just think about the task. Don't think about the issues.

[thunder rumbles] - First two, let's go.

- We believe an enemy are storing sarin gas in there.

We need to know the serial number

so we can trace who sold it to them.

Is that understood? - Yes, sir.

- You need to search everything.

Right, get in there. Let's go.

Move! - Moving.

- In under five minutes...

- Coming down. - Oh, my God, it's so dark.

- The recruits must crawl 200 yards

of narrowing tunnels-- - [grunts]

Falling behind. - You can do it.

- [grunts] Oh, my God.

- Find shells of the deadly nerve agent sarin...

- There's boxes in here. Let's go in here.

- And memorize their serial number.

- I'm checking if there's any chemicals.

I found some! - Okay.

C4H10F.

[explosion booms]

- You got compromised! Let's move!

- Ugh.

- Come on. - I'm coming back out.

- The enemy's coming! Hurry!

- [grunts] This way. - Let's go, move.

- To pass the task,

the recruit pairs must relay the serial number to the DS.

- Get your ass out of there. Let's go.

Sarin gas-- what's the serial number?

C4H10F, sir.

- Correct. I'll give you a pass.

Get out of my hole. - Yes, sir.

[thunder rumbling]

- Do we have to communicate in this tunnel?

- Yes. - Oh.

That's gonna be great.

- Next into the tunnels...

- 3, 12.

- Feeling good?

- Number 3, actor Oliver Hudson...

- Up here. - Hold on.

- Don't [bleep] tell me to hold on--hurry up!

- Paired with number 12,

world-champion boxer Alycia Baumgardner.

- I do have to deal with a lot of mental pressure

from the job that I do.

And that pressure is solely on me,

because boxing's just you.

- Right, let's go. Come on, then, get up there.

- So...

working with someone that's not stepping up to the plate...

- Let's go, let's go. Come on.

- Could be a struggle for me.

- Oh, my God. - Still behind you.

♪♪

- Hold on! Hold on. - [groans] Keep going straight.

- Come on, let's go. - Hold on.

- What's going on in there? - Got to get my gloves on.

- Sort it out! - Move, right now.

- Hold on. Gloves coming on.

- Come on, please! Just [bleep] go!

- [groans]

- Go! - Ready to roll.

- Let's [bleep] move! Let's make that time up.

- Come on, let's go, let's go, let's go.

- [groans]

- Keep going! You're on the clock!

- Squeeze.

- What we got? - Looking left room.

- Going to the left? - Go look at this.

I'll follow behind you. - Okay.

- Keep going down. - Going down.

- With just two minutes left,

number 3, Oliver, reaches the weapons chamber...

Ah, [bleep] - You're taking fire, 3!

- Keep checking!

- But misses the sarin gas shells.

- Okay.

- 10 seconds. - [bleep] move!

[both groaning]

Let's go, 3! Move! Move! Move!

- Time. - [bleep].

- Sit right there.

Sarin gas--did you find it?

- No, staff.

I didn't search that thoroughly.

I didn't unload boxes. I didn't take [bleep] down.

- Both of you, mission failed.

- Yes, sir. [bleep].

- Get your asses out of my hole.

- [bleep].

- The next two will be 15 and 8.

Anybody claustrophobic? - Yes, staff.

- Oh, dear. I'll tell you right now, it's horrific.

- [sighs]

- Deep inside a network of enemy tunnels

the remaining recruits must find and identify

a hidden case of sarin gas.

- Let's go, big man.

Because of odd numbers, you're going on your own.

- It's dark, disorientating.

You can feel yourself losing your [bleep].

Don't. Is that understood?

- Yes, staff. - Go on, then, get in there.

The hardest thing about crawling into a tunnel...

- We're gonna have to belly-crawl!

- Is staying calm.

[booming]

- [grunting]

- [grunts] Getting tighter.

[grunting]

My shoulders are getting caught.

- If you start to panic...

[both grunting]

- You ain't getting out.

- [sighs] Ah, [bleep].

[grunts] I'm in a tight spot.

[grunts forcefully]

- Go on, keep going!

- [grunting]

- Good effort. - Still moving.

- 15! Did you see a license number?

- I found a whole case of serum gas.

- "Serum"? That's for your face.

- I don't know which codes to remember.

There was so many numbers.

- Come on.

I got the exit!

- Do you have the serial number?

- 010848.

- FEE1094.

- Come on.

- 7...

- Fail.

Fail, both of you.

Get up and get out of my hole.

[dramatic music]

- [grunts]

- Did you guys pass? - Everyone failed here.

- I failed 'cause I couldn't remember the number.

- Oh, no.

- Half the job.

♪♪

- Last into the tunnels, number 7, Collin Gosselin...

- Let's go. - Paired with number 10,

corps front-runner Maksim Naumov...

who rolled his ankle...

- [grunts, shouts]

- On the previous day's jungle extraction.

- [grunts]

I'm no stranger to injuries in my sport.

So I think gritting your teeth and getting through pain

is gonna be a huge part of this course.

- Come on, then, let's move!

Time is of the essence.

- Are we staying together? - Staying together.

- Copy. - [grunts]

No matter what happens, I'm gonna get to the end.

Don't see anything yet.

- You with me, brother? - Yeah, I'm with you.

- What's going on?

- [groans] - There's a left passage split.

I'm gonna check it out.

- Recruits 7 and 10 reach the chamber...

[explosion] - [bleep]!

- Containing the sarin shells...

- But leave without finding them.

- You with me, Collin? - Yeah, I'm on you.

[groans] [bleep].

- Hold on. - Keep moving.

- [bleep], [bleep].

- You're taking fire!

- Ah! - Come on.

- You got 10 seconds.

- [bleep]. [both groan]

- Ticktock, let's go! - Come on, let's go. Hurry up.

- [groans] - You're done. All right.

Out of the cage. Out.

Sarin gas--what was the serial number?

- There was no number 'cause there was no chemical agent.

- "There was no number"?

You went right past it.

Mission failed.

[solemn music]

Get your asses out of my tunnel.

♪♪

- Dude, I'm so [bleep] pissed.

My right ankle is hurting more.

It was on me.

[sighs] [bleep]. - Don't get mad at yourself.

- I'm sorry, man.

- Stop your moaning! Let's go!

- The task is over...

and only numbers 9 and 2 have passed.

[dramatic music]

♪♪

- [groans]

If we failed a challenge

because of something that I did,

yeah, I think that would be difficult.

When you put everything into it and it still didn't work out,

it's like-- I mean, it hurts.

♪♪

- Ugh.

- [sighs]

- Are you gonna make it to the next task?

- [sighs]

I don't know.

[sighs]

I'm just tired of sweating.

- You're not planning on leaving, are you?

♪♪

- All right. I tried.

- Staff!

- Yep?

- I'm gonna VW, sir.

- What do you mean, you want to VW?

Why did you come here? - Many, many reasons.

I got a lot out of this experience.

- Yeah? And it's because you keep quitting.

- That was one of them. Yeah.

- And you're gonna go back to your old ways?

- I got to do it. [Velcro rips]

I want to VW.

- Grab your Bergen and go.

- Thank you, staff.

If I do leave the course, I just want to feel

that I've succeeded in one way or another.

I just want to go out on my terms...

which is about feeling

like I got what I need out of this.

[smooches]

♪♪

- We're almost done, you know?

Keep that focus.

- It's just my [bleep] ankle.

I'm so cautious every time I step, 'cause I feel it.

- Can't let yourself break. - I know.

It's just [bleep] hard.

- Oh, really? - Nope.

- When we first got in here, we said to each other,

we stick together. - Yeah, we said that, man.

Dude, that was day one, wasn't it?

- That was.

- Aware of his injury...

- [groans] - Take it easy on your ankle.

- Yeah.

- The DS send number 10, Maxim Naumov,

[knock on door] - Yep?

- To see the base-camp doctor.

- Tell me where it's sore. - [winces]

- That's sore there? - Yeah, right there.

The thing is, I've had four surgeries on it.

- Yeah.

- And if I want to compete this season, I...

[sighs]

- I'll go and discuss it with the DS.

Just wait here. - Okay.

♪♪

[bleep].

[dramatic music]

- [bleep].

- Following a medical examination,

number 10, Maxim Naumov,

is waiting for the DS to decide his fate.

- Hey there, 10.

You've run a really strong course,

but it's gonna be a medical withdrawal.

I'm gonna have to take your armband.

[Velcro rips]

Proud of the work that I saw out of you.

[hands slap] All right?

- Thank you.

It's hard when you are trying to achieve

the highest standard.

[bleep].

[groans]

And you don't meet that standard or that expectation.

It hurts. It really hurts.

That's it.

They withdrew me medically. - Dude, what?

- Guys, I'm so sorry.

I didn't want to let anyone down.

Thank you, man.

It's honestly how you bounce back from things like that--

that's the most important thing.

Oh, [bleep]. All right.

Stay in there, okay? Keep it going, guys, all right?

- We will. - Okay.

- We love you. - Love you guys, too.

Good luck.

[solemn music]

- Maxim Naumov is the eighth recruit

to leave the course.

♪♪

- Then there were seven.

- We're dropping like flies.

- Dude, it's gonna feel so empty now without those two.

- Yeah.

[dramatic music]

- What's next?

- Next, the Red Man-- where they've got to go

into a violent state but with control.

- They're tired. - Yeah.

- Deprived--sleep, food.

So this is all about emotion, then.

Can they pull it together?

- Recruits! - Tighten up.

- Everybody hustle out!

♪♪

- Have you ever thought about leaving?

- No.

I set my mind. I'm like, I have to do this.

Quitting... [scoffs]

Mm-mm.

My dad would lecture me.

"Do you want to work at McDonald's

for the rest of your life, or do you want to be great?"

When I feel like there's a task at hand,

I got to just remain locked in.

It was tough love.

But to reach the highest level,

there are sacrifices you have to make.

And I've had to pay that price.

♪♪

- Right, get out of the vehicles!

Down to me now. Let's go!

♪♪

Take off those Bergens and place them behind you.

♪♪

Right, as a Special Forces operator,

we are there to overpower enemies

that screw with our way of life.

The byproduct is extreme violence.

You have to go into the dark recesses of your minds

and find what motivates you

to kill someone who's trying to kill you.

But this task is about finding controlled aggression.

You have to go from being a lunatic killer

to someone who's looking after kids

who are visibly distressed.

That's about being able to turn it on and off.

Is that understood? all: Yes, staff.

- What makes me nervous is,

I have no idea what this is gonna be like.

I'm gonna beat somebody up.

- This one's gonna be tough.

- Ultimately, it's gonna hurt,

but the hurt feels good.

- Okay. - Wow.

- There she is.

- Number 11, go!

- First up to channel inner rage,

number 11, Matt Barnes.

- You're about to go into a hostile environment.

Whatever you see in red, I need you to take it out.

Wherever that deep, dark place is for you,

turn that into violence.

- At an early age, unfortunately,

I was fighting for respect

and, um, you know, fighting racism.

- Whatever anger problems you ever had in the past,

I just want you to say, you know what?

Right now, I'm about to let this [bleep] out, right?

- I heard a famous quote one time--

"Violence is never the answer,

but sometimes it is."

- Whatever you see in red, go [bleep] that thing up.

♪♪

- Body! Into the body! Into the body!

Take him! Take him down! Take him down!

Use your fist! Hit the stomach!

Go!

♪♪

- Come down. Relax.

What was going through your head there?

- Get him down.

- Why? What drove you?

- Life.

- All right, good effort.

♪♪

- The first and only fight I've ever done was against her.

Kind of shook me up a little.

She beat the [bleep] out of me.

[laughter]

- Number 7, you're up. Go.

Get your head in the game.

- I'm here because my mother

has taken a lot of things away from me.

- This is your chance for revenge.

- But this course is something she can't take away.

- Use that anger. Use that rage.

You target it at Big Red.

♪♪

- She took away my childhood. She took away my freedom.

- It still hurts today, don't it?

- Yes.

- I want you to go crazy right now.

- Yes, I will. - Come on.

- And I have a lot of anger.

- Where you see red, that's your mom.

Go get it!

- [screaming]

- Go get it! - [screaming]

- Go, go, go! - [bleep] you!

- Get him to the floor!

Knees! - [shouting]

- Everything you've got!

[dramatic music]

Give it to him! Elbows! Elbows!

Stop!

♪♪

Breathe. Just breathe.

- [breathes heavily]

- Back with it? - Yes.

- That was your decompression there

to release all those demons.

Now...

done.

- Yes. - Go.

♪♪

- I know what controlled aggression looks like,

but it's so different than the ring, you know?

- Kill or be killed.

- That's why I don't street-fight,

'cause it don't turn good.

I'm scared of myself. [grunts]

- Oh, my God.

- I'm gonna punch someone who's being mean to cats.

Ah.

- Think of that person that you told us about

that nobody knew, that your parents didn't know about.

- Exactly. I'm gonna [bleep] out of him.

- Come on, then, let's bust into it.

- Something happened to you at one time in your life

that really ticked you off.

This is the moment you get to let [bleep] go.

Whatever that deep, dark thing is that happened,

pull that [bleep] from you,

and I need you to put whatever you see in red down.

- Yes, sir.

- And you keep going until you hear "stop."

- Yes, sir.

- No repeat of last time.

This is your revenge.

I want you to crush this red.

- Yes, staff.

- Where are you going mentally?

- To a place...

of fury.

- All those times the media was attacking you

about your beliefs-- you use that.

- People have called me every four-letter word in the book--

horrible, horrible, nasty things.

- You take him down! He's there!

Take him! He's there! That's it!

Kick him! Kick him! Punch him! Punch him!

- I've wanted to throw a punch at people, um...

but that's just not my nature.

- Use your knees! Elbows! Elbows!

Give it to him!

Take him down, take him down, take him down!

Take him down!

- In a combat situation, Special Forces operators

are finely tuned war-fighting machines.

[shouting and grunting]

♪♪

- Elbows! Elbows!

- They are given a command to destroy the enemy.

- Punch him!

- And they do it...

with precision and aggression.

Kick him! Get him!

- But you need to be able to turn it off.

- Stop!

Give it to him!

Stop!

- Because lack of control can result in loss of life.

- [sobbing]

- [speaks indistinctly]

You okay?

- Not really, staff.

[breathing heavily]

A little overwhelmed.

- How did that feel?

- It was intense.

I've never looked at my anger in the face like that.

[cries]

- What drove you to it?

- Just thinking about my daughter.

- How did that feel? - Good.

Mm-hmm.

- Could you do it again?

- Yep. - Good.

Overall, not bad.

Go.

- There she is.

Did you see who you were hitting?

- No. - That was Rudy.

- That was Rudy? - Mm-hmm.

- I think I might have kicked him in the [bleep].

[laughter]

- I wish I could see Alycia fight.

- Okay, number 12, you're up.

- Last to be tested on her ability to release

and then control aggression is number 12,

world-champion boxer Alycia Baumgardner.

- I definitely do have a temper.

It's a ticking bomb.

- You're about to go into a hostile environment.

- [sighs] - Okay?

You got to go and get maximum anger.

- It takes a few ticks to tick me off.

- That thing that pissed you off--what is that for you?

- I know what it is. - You know what it is?

Turn that [bleep] into rage.

- Mm-hmm. - Straight vengeance.

- But it can definitely be pushed, for sure.

♪♪

- Tear that [bleep] up. Got it? - Yes, staff.

- Go, go. - Come on!

Take him down and [bleep] him up!

Take him down! Take him down! Take him down!

Fists! Use your elbows! Use your fists!

Get your knees! Roll him!

Fists! Elbows!

Give it to him! Everything!

Knees--get 'em in there!

Give it to him!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

- I'm sorry.

- Get over here.

♪♪

Calm down.

What does "stop" mean?

What does "stop" mean?

- Stop. - It means control.

You're a boxer.

Discipline is everything, right?

- Yes, sir.

- I see the fire in your eyes. I can feel it.

But you've got to control it.

That's a fail. - [sighs]

- Do you understand? - Yes, staff.

- Go over to Q.

- Bring it on me.

You're shaking.

What's up?

♪♪

Where'd you go there? 'Cause I saw it.

You went crazy.

- [sniffling]

♪♪

- What's up? - [sniffles]

- Where'd you go there? 'Cause I saw it.

You went crazy.

- [sniffling]

- You dealt with it.

- Yes, staff. - All right.

[solemn music]

Go for it.

♪♪

- Hoo.

My dad would be like, don't cry.

You can't get emotional in the ring if you get hit.

How do you bounce back in a matter of seconds?

[exhales heavily]

And so I learned to really mask my emotions.

♪♪

- What'd you channel?

- Things that I, um--

I keep to myself.

- Yeah.

♪♪

- All right, gents.

All of the recruits passed the Red Man

but 12.

- Yeah, I think she's got something deep

going in her head, mate. - Mm-hmm.

- I believe the hardness and the attitude is a cover.

Let's bring her in. - I agree.

- [hums]

[dramatic music]

- Recruit number 12!

- Oh, that's me.

♪♪

- Follow on.

Up, small step.

♪♪

[door clangs shut]

- So how you feeling?

- I feel good.

- Really?

- Mm-hmm.

- Feeling strong? - Feeling strong.

- Today you lost control.

Why?

- [sighs] Today, you know, I literally said,

this is why I'm not a street fighter--

because I'm scared of myself.

- Obviously, you're a world-champion boxer.

Everybody looks up to you

and thinks, oh, she's hard as nails.

I've watched you

since we've been here.

You're a warrior.

But I saw something today which I wasn't ready for.

I can see the sadness and pain behind your face.

- Yeah, I'm really a soft, emotional woman.

And if that's me having to put on this face of protection,

I'll do that.

- What is that? What's that mean?

- The relationship with my dad

was a great one.

- Your father was into boxing as well, right?

- Yeah, a boxing family.

I was dedicated

because of my dad.

He pushed me.

But, um,

he died two years ago.

[somber music]

- How do you feel about that?

- It was [bleep] up.

♪♪

- It's hard.

- [voice breaking] I mean, no one ever thinks

about losing a parent.

I think what bothers me the most is,

my dad instilled that work ethic to work, work, work.

When I was living in Vegas and my dad was at home,

you know, he was in and out of the hospital a bunch.

Like, but my dad would want me to be in the gym,

you know, every day, every day.

When I got the call that my dad died,

I'm like, [bleep], I didn't get to see him.

I saw him once when he was in the hospital.

He couldn't even talk. He had a [bleep]--

[sighs]

He had a ventilator in his chest.

He couldn't even talk.

So I didn't really get to talk to him.

[breathes deeply]

But after that, it made me realize,

don't forget that the main thing, too,

is family.

- What your father would really want is something for you.

I think you've got to continue getting those goals

'cause that keeps you grounded, humble, and fighting,

which you need to be doing.

- [softly] I'll try, staff.

- This is the ideal place for you.

- Mm-hmm.

- Not comfortable,

but sometimes we have to be uncomfortable.

- Yeah.

- Get those tears out, and let's go.

There's a tough process coming in the next 48 hours.

Let's find the fight now.

Dig deep.

Guard!

[light music]

- Hoo. Oh, Lord.

♪♪

They got me, guys.

- Aw, did you cry? - Of course I cried.

I'm a crybaby, y'all.

- Oh, my God, are you okay?

- Mm.

- [sighs] - We've come so far.

We're almost at the finish line.

- Let's do it together.

[upbeat music]

- Next time, in the penultimate phase...

- This is where it counts!

- Let's [bleep] go!

- [crying] I-I can't. - What do you want to do?

You want to turn in your armband?

[loud boom] - We're under attack!

- Go!

- I need to stop here. - Shut up.

- Dude, don't tell me to shut up, bro.

Seriously, I don't ever say that to you.

- We're so close.

- Down there! - Oh, [bleep].

- Come on, come on, come on. - I think they're down there!

[dogs barking]

- Get down! - Get down!

- Get your heads down!